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fyodorloveclub Ā· 1 year
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Okay hello again i just remembered i made this concept :((
Osamu with a a ghost reader he meets at the cemetery Odasaku's at.
Like one day there just happens to be a new grave and poof, suddenly this ghost wont leave him alone. Like they will CLING onto dazai, even if their body is like really fucking cold and uncomfortable. And dazai, kinda enjoys.
Like cmon we know much dazai has a hard time connecting with people emotional hecantreallydoitoften..
So like imagine ghost!reader sitting on his lap while they rant about whatever topic they have a slight interest in, and they're like talking as if Oda is there with him and like,"people are so reckless i hate how some people just release bunnies and chicks they buy as "gifts" for easter into the wild, its just irresponsible, right Oda?" And theyd be nodding and continuing, and jt just warms Dazais heart.
I imagine ghost!reader to be very optimistic qnd childesh to make the pain of spending all of eternity as a being cursed to roam death.
But one day they just break, and Dazai'a there to catch them.
Dazai comforts them and does whatever they can to help ghost!reader feel a lottle better.
Also it can he totally platonic too??? Or a little like dazai sort kf feels like a guardian to them..? Okay sorry the daddy issues cane out.
I love how my irl coping mechanism is hyperindependence and as soon as bsd men come im like "mmm princess treatment give"
Anway, i really need a hug from the zaza šŸ˜”
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this is so cute and unique i love this concept šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ the sitting on his lap while they talk to oda im gonna cry fkjdskdjkdsl dazai trying to join in the coversation that he can obvi only hear one side of and reader just rolling their eyes and laughing with oda because dazai "just doesn't get it." i like to imagine dazai comes by and tells reader all these stories from the agency and just his general life bc they basically just live vicariously through him and they love to hear and remember what it's like to be alive. he'll also tell them all about what oda was like in the past and lots of memories they share, and reader being like "oh yeah oda already told me that one. he said you'd end up lying abt that" or something dflkkjdfkjl they're sooo clingy to him even tho like you said it's probably cold and an uncomfortable feeling for dazai and he would wear extra layers but reader has complained they don't feel as close to him that way, and they really miss human contact. and dazai is too endeared to say no to them, so he just holds them and kisses their cheek. i think this would be really cute as a platonic thing šŸ„ŗ it probably starts out at first as just a way for him to have a connection with oda, but he starts forming a genuine individual connection with reader. dazai is a pretty nihilistic/pessimistic guy so he probably would have a weird approach of comforting them, but it works well. he'll joke about how he's jealous of them for being dead, and promises that he'll make sure he's buried next to the two of them so they'll be together even in his death. and who knows maybe it does turn into something a little romantic, but idk how that would work askdjjfdk storytime: my lover is a ghost
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mattodore Ā· 3 months
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ocs aging is my favorite thing to read about, so i wanna ask you a question - how do you see matthias and theo (and their relationship) in their fourties?
and generally for how long you have their story planned? you think only about times when they young or you have ā€œplannedā€ their 50s, 60s etc
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Oh I really love where Theo and Matthias find themselves as they age into their forties.
For Theo, heā€™s fully out from under his parentsā€™ thumb by the time he reaches forty and heā€™s also been clean for a good handful of years. The first twenty-something years of Theoā€™s life wereā€¦ well, they were really hard on him. He thought of himself less as a person and more as an extension of his parentsā€™ will. He did what they said when they said it no matter how little he wanted to, but once he let go of all that appeasement and supplicationā€¦ he finally got to relax. Theoā€™s had pretty bad identity issues his whole life, but in his thirties and beyond itā€™s like heā€™s finally found himself again. He was lost before, you know? And in his forties heā€™s comfortable. Iā€™m not saying heā€™s magically healed and well adjusted or anything, like he has C-PTSD and he still begs off therapy appointments and taking meds butā€¦ he knows who he is and he can see the world in the same colors he saw when he was five and still playing in the garden, unafraid of all the things a child shouldnā€™t know about.
For Matthias, heā€™s settled into his forties with grace. I think heā€™s more grounded after having Theo in his life for two decades. I think Iā€™ve said this before, but he was numb to pretty much everything in his twenties and totally disillusioned and nihilistic. Let me be realā€¦ Matthiasā€™s personality hardly changes as he ages, but I think his outlook on life is a little less bleak with Theo in it. Hmā€¦ I think in his late thirties heā€™s finally processed a lot of the trauma he experienced in his teen years, butā€¦ I donā€™t think his insomnia ever goes away. I do think he can sleep a little longer, but he still has auditory hallucinations for sure. Nevertheless, Matthias is fulfilled in his forties. He has his best friend and the love of his lifeā€¦ itā€™s all he needs. I think Matthias is really just someone who desperately wanted to be loved and he didnā€™t know what that hunger was for until he was so full of it it got stuck in his teeth.
As for their relationship when theyā€™re olderā€¦ theyā€™d actually defined it, first off. I think they feel like theyā€™re too old to be calling each other ā€˜boyfriendā€™ so instead Theo calls Matthias his partner and Matthias calls Theo his lover. Theyā€™re definitely living together but theyā€™re still not married. I think Matthias mightā€™ve proposed sometime in their early thirties but been rejected. Not that it was a serious proposal, mind youā€”like, the chance that he asked during sex is pretty high I wonā€™t lie lmaoā€”but I think he was probably just trying to get a feel for what Theo wants and that was a good enough answer for him. Day-to-dayā€¦ hmā€¦ Theoā€™s a working man so heā€™s often late to meals and Matthias has to find him in his art studio to get him to eat something. Matthias is still a layabout but he does busy himself with writingā€”just journaling and letters and stories he reads for Theo. Matthias is also sponsoring a few organizations thatā€™re trying to shut down the troubled teen industry. They visit Imani and her husband often and Matthias babysits when askedā€”Theo is very hands-off when Matthias is babysitting since he still has a pretty emotional response to seeing happy kids... ugh. The friends of Theoā€™s who stuck around from his party days will have lunch with him every few weeks, but they still donā€™t like or want to be around Matthias, which, likeā€¦ fair. Theo doesnā€™t really hang out with anyone on a regular basis other than Matthias, if Iā€™m honest. Theo justā€¦ isnā€™t actually a people person, it turns out. Theo also does a lot of volunteer work with animals since itā€™s another kind of therapy for him. Theyā€™re just happy, y'know?
As for the actual extent of the planning Iā€™ve done with the characters... well, thereā€™s no end to their lives in my head since I can just picture them at any age. I know Theo and Matthias very wellā€¦ I don't even really need to think about it (which is also why I hardly ever write anything downā€¦ theyā€™re just living in my head). That said, the actual story they come from (which doesnā€™t actually have a titleā€”echthroi is just a temporary name) only lasts for about twoā€”maybe threeā€”years. Itā€™s not fully plotted out because I would first need to actually make the Big Decisions Iā€™ve been putting off with relation to the plot for foreverrr, but I know where it starts and where it ends. So theyā€™re both forever in their 20s in that way, but to me theyā€™re every age theyā€™ll ever be.
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yahargulian Ā· 4 days
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Mutual bingo šŸ’œ
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By 'harrassed' I mean 'we Booped each other probably well over 100 times on April 1st' ahdjkfkf and I of course mean it with nothing but love šŸ§”
You are my treasured mutual made through the Boop Event and I'm cradling you so so gently in my hands. I'm so sorry for all the fandom spam you've been subjected to ahdkfkkf
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inkykeiji Ā· 1 year
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Idk if this is a silly question but is there ever a point or situation where touya-nii isnt so jealous and possessive to where sheā€™s allowed friends? or it doesnt matter cause hes borderline sociopath
hi anon!
tw: abusive relationships, toxic relationships
to answer your question: nope! the raging jealousy and possession/possessiveness are kind of like two of his core traits when it comes to her. i talk about touyaā€™s need for control + power a lot and this is heavily connected to that. he desires control over every single aspect of her life. to him, he literally cannot fathom why sheā€™d ever need friends when she has him and natsuo (this sentiment in particular comes from his antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy) which mostly inhibits him from forming and understanding meaningful relationships. natsuo, his mother, and his reader are technically exceptions to the rule, but as iā€™ve said before, his ā€˜loveā€™ for them is twisted and thorny and toxic).
this is also an abuse tactic, whether touya is actively aware of it or not, to keep her beneath his thumb completely and entirely. a lot of abusers will slowly and almost systematically cut their victim off from any support lines (friends and family) so they become trapped and completely reliant on their abuser. the last thing touya would want is some ā€˜outsiderā€™ looking in and possibly putting ā€˜ideasā€™ in his precious brainwashed babyā€™s brain. thus, if she were to desperately need a friend and beg and cry and plead for it, after being unreasonably offended by it all, the only way touya would allow it to happen would be through supervised visits (and probably a thoroughly vetted ā€˜friendā€™).
in this respect, bmb reader would actually be a good candidate, because she is in an abusive and toxic relationship as well, and she is less likely to raise as many alarm bells as someone who isnā€™t in their position would. granted, bmb reader is a brat and has more freedoms than tnii reader does, and sheā€™d definitely be critical of touya (her and touya would not get along) but not to the point to be a real threat to him.
it is definitely cute, in a twisted sort of way, to think about the two of them getting together and having sleepovers and doing homework together and giggling over the phone late at night etc etc all the things bffs do, and it would probably be good for the both of them to lean on each other and have one another there for support and to talk to about their situations. to have someone who, in some capacity, understands. it would be nice for tnii reader to have a friend, honestly. bmb reader not only has that freedom (at least for surface level uni friends) but she also has dabi to lean on, too. tnii reader is entirely alone; it isnā€™t like natsuo is ever on her side. it is honestly very tragic, and very heartbreaking, when you think about it.
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banancrumbs Ā· 1 year
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i am so. so normal about your dreamling art
(I am not I am absolutely obsessed. screaming crying it's so. perfect. aaghthgh)
AAOQNDOENVOECKDKKFE GHANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! šŸ˜³šŸ˜³šŸ˜³šŸ˜³šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•
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unenomainen Ā· 2 years
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Hewwo.
When you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers <3333 self love. now.
5 things i like abt myself you say? Let's see
1. I'm good at languages, it's always been easy for me to learn new languages (which is why i took like 4 of them at school..... ok swedish and english are compulsory in finland but i chose to take french and german as well & had a great time with all 4 of them)
2. I'm also good at math! Basic math at least, like if i go to the grocery store i can count how much my total's gonna be or if sth's on discount i can count the dicounted price in my head etc. You know, actually useful every day math stuff
3. I like that i'm aro ace, can i say that.... fuck it gonna say it anyway bc i haven't always felt this way abt it and i'm proud of the character development šŸ˜¤
4. Uhh ok idk the word in english :^) but i'm good at finding my way around even in places that i'm not so familiar with as long as i have a map (in finnish it's called suunnistusvaisto, is there even a word for it in english lmaooo)
5. I'm really good with remembering faces and names which is very handy when you work in a hotel
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rosicheeks Ā· 2 years
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Rosie darling I have planned so many different ways our wedding could happen. I am kind of obsessed with you and honestly think about you all the time. You are so wonderful and beautiful and attractive that it makes me want to you be yours but I am shy so I stay hidden. ā¤ļøšŸ˜³ I love being sweet to you and will never be anything else. šŸ˜ I have already talked to the woodland creatures and they would love to hold your train for you for our wedding. ā¤ļø This world is without a doubt better because you are on it. Sorry it took me awhile to respond. Life has been crazy but you never left my thoughts. ā¤ļø The wedding is whenever you want it cause you are worth waiting and fighting for. You deserve the best and nothing less darling Rosie. ā¤ļøšŸ˜
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#my dear dear darling anon#you are way too perfect#Iā€™m sorry this took me ages to reply to#but this ask stole my heart a little bit#the thought of someone planning a wedding with lil ol ME?!?! doesnā€™t seem real to me Iā€™m sorry hahaha thatā€™s too fucking cute#obsessed is my type just so you know šŸ«£#the only type I want is obsessed. where they think of me and only me. Iā€™m the only girl they want and they would never ever want anyone else#that end part was a little redundant but I fucking mean it. I want obsessive and possessive please šŸ„ŗ#ā€˜makes me want to be yoursā€™ STOP IT YOURE SO CUTE šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#lastly the part that actually made me cry a few times - ā€˜you are worth waiting and fighting forā€™ I canā€™t express how much I love that#anywayyyy on to the wedding cause I feel like Iā€™m going to get cut off soon šŸ˜” for this version - Iā€™m thinking something like the gif above šŸ„°#Iā€™ll probably be in a bigger dress cause Iā€™m a huge fan of ballgowns and Iā€™ll be wearing a sparkly tiara#but I would love to go find a little place in the forest - where I live right now is fall and the trees turn BEAUTIFUL colors#different shades of red and orange and yellow šŸ‚šŸ#I love this time of year but itā€™s so hard to figure out the exact time cause it only happens for a fucking WEEK#I always try and go out and get pictures with my camera but the past few years Iā€™ve missed it cause I blinked and the leaves already fell#ok getting distracted - I think that would be LOVELY if we could figure out the timing. slow dance in the middle of the forest#with the changing colors of the leaves and the crisp chill in the air but itā€™s ok cause the love in our hearts make us warm#hahahahaha that was so cheesy#Iā€™m a cheeseball when it comes to love I WANT ALL THE CHEESINESS#but there is a fine line between cheesy and cringey hahah#I feel like Iā€™m running out of room but Iā€™m going to start dreaming about a gorgeous forest wedding with a mysterious stranger#who knows? maybe it could be you šŸ«£#seriously this ask made me cry a few times#Iā€™m so so so sorry it took me forever to reply but I wanted to have the perfect reply#I still donā€™t think my tags are good enough to post#like this ask is PERFECTION how do I reply to that?!?!#thank you so so so much for being a HUGE sweetheart#even if it takes me awhile to reply to them just know I LOVE every single one you send. seriously it always makes me happy to see my darling#darling anon
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fangirlinglikealoon Ā· 2 years
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Thank youĀ @i-like-yoongi-a-latte for tagging me! šŸ˜ŠšŸ’•
Name: M
Sign: Scorpio
Height: 176,5 cm šŸ˜ Or between 5'9 and 5ā€²10
Time: 14:16
Birthday:Ā November 20th
Favorite band/artist: thereā€™s so many so this will be a mix of current faves and all-time faves: Mokoma, Stam1na, Blind Channel, Slipknot, Nightwish, HIM, girl in red, Motioless in White, Electric Callboy, Biffy Clyro, Nine Inch Nails, Raised Fist, Endstand, Wasted, Halsey, Alan Walker, ISƁK, Sentenced aaaaand letā€™s mention Huora and Erika Vikman too
Last movie: Guardians of the Galaxy 2 was on TV last weekend so I watched that
Last show: Friends reruns on TV and binged the last season of Brooklyn Nine-Nine last week
When I created this blog: August 2012
What I post:Ā Usually I just reblog things that I like. For the past year or so Iā€™ve mostly posted about Blind Channel but I havenā€™t forgotten hockey which used to be my main thing. Thereā€™s also some movie and music stuff and artsy things and if I have time to read fics then I reblog those too
Other blogs?: Just this one big olā€™ mess šŸ˜Š
Do I get asks?: Not that often and when I do itā€™s usually ask game things. I do like to get asks but sometimes it takes a while for me to reply but eventually I will!
Followers:Ā Iā€™m glad you all exist! šŸ’•
Average hours of sleep:Ā Before summer it was around 6 hours, sometimes less, sometimes more. But after I got unemployed during summer Iā€™ve slept as much as I want so itā€™s somewhere around 8-9 hours maybe?
Instruments: Iā€™d love to know how to play anything but lol nope. If I started to learn some instrument first Iā€™d try bassĀ 
What Iā€™m wearing: Black and red Stam1na hoodie, oversized Nine Inch Nails t-shirt, black college pants and white and red woolly socks
Dream job:Ā At the moment some fun news reporterā€™s job that I could do from home. Working in a movie or music mag/website would be the dream dream but thatn probably would require leaving the North behind šŸ„ŗ
Dream trip:Ā Road trip around UK, Central Europe and route 66 in the States and also trips to hockeys game in Chicago and Raleigh
Favorite songs: At the moment EloonjƤƤnyt by Stam1na (forever fave), SydƤnjuuret by Mokoma, Skin Ticket by Slipknot, Alive or Only Burning by Blind Channel, Serotonin by girl in red, Skylight by Biffy Clyro, Another Sun by Blind Channel, MetsƤstƤjƤ I-II by Stam1na, Best Day by Electric Callboy and Thoughts & Prayers by Motionless in White
Tagging: Not gonna tag anyone but if you see this and feel like doing it then you can say I tagged you šŸ˜Š
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mackjlee9 Ā· 1 year
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I had like a really big existential crisis some days ago bc of language I lived half a year in the netherlands and had a dutch language course and its is basically german and french with fancy sounds And i used to fall a bit of a dutch dialect when i spoke german Some days ago it happened again even tho its been a year ago since i lived there and i really dont like dutch as a language how it sounds, so i fell into a existential crisis of "Omg pls i dont wanna sound like that" hehe And u know it i will say sorry regardless xd I have a decent relation to my Mum, i know that she would always support me no matter what, my dad is this white dad cliche of its fine as long as it is not getting political but he will hit the most random not good statements but gets defends when i correct him, based on knowledge now from me studying so its actuall facts and not some random shit u hear on the internet šŸ’•
I've only heard Dutch a handful of times, but it sounds sort of funny?? Like that thing where everyone says that German is an angry language šŸ˜‚ I like it tho~ but maybe too complicated for my pea-sized brain to learn it šŸ˜—
I have the same issue when my Argentian accent/dialect gets too strong šŸ˜£ hm, I don't like it šŸ™ƒ
I mean, my family is okay?? They can get too much sometimes because my mother was raised a certain way but I didn't learn anything from her growing up, I was always more attached to my father or older sister. And I def can not talk about anything with her or my brother, my younger sister is more understanding tho.
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hazelfoureyes Ā· 2 months
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The Safeword is RadioApple (part 2)
This part doesnā€™t have the Alastor x Lucifer scene I previewed! I pushed it to the next part since this was already a big chunk of text. I hope you still enjoy it! šŸ„ŗ I can do a male reader, I just need a little time as Iā€™ll need to rewrite quite a bit
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怌Luci was pining to return to your bed, even if he couldnā€™t fully understand why Alastor exists in it. Luckily for you both, You got a night alone with the King of Hell and before Alastor can implode the whole situation, he had a change of heart perspective.怍
[warnings/promises: Lucifer x FemReader, smut, No AlastorxReader this part, Luci eats you out, Luci has a nose, Alastor thinks about gardening but in a jerk kind of way, s e x, Husker is reminded of his chains, Charlie is naive, Facesitting, Luciā€™s horns, sweet little kisses, aftercare at the before part, creampie is like nyquil, Luci is an entire daddy kink]
Part 1 ź’°įƒMaleReaderāœ§FemaleReaderą»’ź’± Part 2 ź’°įƒFemaleReaderą»’ź’± Part 3 ź’°įƒAlastorxLuciferą»’ź’± tidbit (cute, not smut) Part 4 ź’°įƒFemaleReaderą»’ź’±āœØNEWāœØ ā‚ŠāŠ¹ā€āž“ Lucifer winsāŸ”Alastor Wins
minors DNI šŸ¤ŒšŸ¼
He didnā€™t want to be fully naked near Alastor, but the idea of bathing with you overpowered his hate. When he entered the bathroom, he found you reclining into Alastor, back to chest, as Alastorā€™s fingers massaged soap into your upper arms.
Your eyes, closed in comfort, popped open when you sensed his presence, ā€œLuci!ā€ Your legs folded, ā€œGet in.ā€
Lucifer looked around the clawed foot porcelain tub. He didnā€™t want to admit he liked the style, obviously picked out by Alastor. With the same hesitancy as before, he stripped and lowered himself in the water opposite you and Alastor.
A wave of stress, again, watching you two intertwined in each otherā€™s attention. But you pushed back against that feeling, hands slipping past his hooved feet until you found his calf. Lifting his leg up, Lucifer yelped as he slid down into the water. Your hands rubbed along the muscle of his leg, humming softly.
He watched you, Alastor disappearing from view entirely. ā€œThank you, Kitten.ā€ Your smile widened. Eyes wandering down, he found your foot and pressed into the arches with strong fingers. You moaned, visibly relaxing into Alastorā€™s chest. ā€œFeel good?ā€
You nodded, ā€œYour hands only ever make me feel good, Luci.ā€
He nearly choked on his breath, cheeks brightening a scarlet red. How could you get so brutally fucked and still speak to sweetly? Was that really the same mouth?
A stupid grin spread across your face as you pressed into Alastor.
ā€œHappy?ā€ He asked, low and into your hair.Ā 
ā€œHappiest.ā€Ā  Eyes closed, basking in the glory of your conquest. ā€œWhat do you like to do after sex?ā€
It took Lucifer a second to realize you were talking to him, ā€œOh! Uhh,ā€ a nervous scratch to his cheek, ā€œKiss? Cuddle. Normal things.ā€ He hoped Alastor took the word normal as an insult but unfortunately he seemed to not be paying any attention. Without opening your eyes, you spread your arms and invited Lucifer to kiss.
He felt his knees graze Alastorā€™s legs as he shifted, leaning in to you he let his lips touch yours gently. Your arms came around his shoulders and pulled him in for more. He fell into your chest, pressing your body further into Alastorā€™s. You cooed into his mouth, opening to lick across his lips, finally looking at him. Staring into each otherā€™s eyes, you hoped he could see it, hoped your absolute bliss was palpable to him. Sandwiched between your own personal rock and hard place, you struggled to keep a naughty giggle in your chest. What a lucky girl you were.Ā 
Properly cleaned and doted on, you found yourself in Alastorā€™s large bed with the men. Alastor had no issues slipping under the blankets and into sleep, your body curled up against his. You were facing Lucifer, who looked exhausted.Ā 
ā€œSorry for the shock.ā€ You whispered, hand slipping from under the blanket to hold his own. Your mouth opened to say something else, but you stopped yourself. You felt like Lucifer needed space to process.
And he did, taking a moment to look over your face, large red and black deer ears peeking from the blankets behind you.Ā 
ā€œWhy did he have to be here?ā€ His fangs bared, ā€œWhy not just us?ā€
Your fingers twirled the wedding band on his left hand, ā€œWe have our own little set of rules for what is okay, and heā€™s always going to be there. Thatā€™s the only way this can work.ā€
Always? This? He wasnā€™t sure which to grab ahold of first.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll never get you alone?ā€ He thought he hid his sadness, but he was in fact pouting very noticeably.Ā 
ā€œNot unless Alastor says so.ā€
Neither noticed Alastorā€™s grin slipping through his fake sleep.
His pout deepened, ā€œI hate him.ā€
ā€œI know.ā€ You laughed, because it was funny. There was really no reason for either of them to hate each other but it seemed neither of their egos could exist in the same room without causing the bad kind of friction.Ā 
ā€œBut I -,ā€ He laced his fingers with yours, stopping the reminder of his own vows and to some extent your own, ā€œYou. I donā€™t hate you.ā€
ā€œDo you not-hate me enough?ā€ said quieter than your other questions, as nervous for the answer as you were the first one of the night.Ā 
ā€œEnough?ā€ Brow knit, Luciferā€™s pout melted away. You squeezed his hand. Could he tolerate Alastor enough? Get enough of you for himself? His mind came to greed, to Mammon and his disgust for the sin incarnate. Lucifer had been greedy before, tried to take more than he was allowed, and it led to very terrible things. Some would argue the very worst of all things.Ā 
His nod was barely perceivable. You wondered if youā€™d imagined it. Perhaps your heart was beating so fast, your eyes shook just enough to see what you wanted.Ā 
Lucifer fell asleep, hand in yours. When he woke, he found himself turned around. At some point he must have rolled away from you, but before he could wake enough to correct the situation, he noticed your own sounds.Ā 
ā€œAllie~ā€ You purred, a tone he had never heard you use before anā€“ Allie?? He gagged.
He could feel the blankets shifting, bed dipping behind him.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re in odd form, beloved.ā€ Alastor said it softly, not meant for anyone else to ever hear, ā€œIā€™m sorry I canā€™t be of more help.ā€
A huff, a sigh, you made the smallest whimper, ā€œDo you think Luci -?ā€
Alastor didnā€™t let you finish, ā€œI donā€™t ever think about him, darling. So, no.ā€
Lucifer heard a smack of skin, you playfully hitting Alastorā€™s chest. ā€œBe nice,ā€ It was a warning, not a suggestion. ā€œI didnā€™t want to wake him up yetā€¦ā€ The bed dipped again before he felt your hands slip under his arm and down his chest. He tensed, ā€œLuciā€ you whispered a sing-song form of his name, ā€œWake up, please. I need your company before I start my day.ā€
He wanted to whip around but knew thatā€™d be suspicious, he needed to play it cool. Be a man who was totally asleep this whole time. Lucifer closed his eyes, as if you could see his face at all, and forced out a yawn. ā€œHmm?ā€ He hoped he sounded sleepy, as he was fully alert at this point.Ā 
ā€œGood morning, your majesty.ā€ Your hand snaked down his stomach, ā€œCan I have a moment of your time, sire? Iā€™d like an audience with you.ā€Ā 
He bit his bottom lip, loving the way you spoke about his position. ā€œSireā€ was now second to ā€œDaddyā€ to his ears. His mind couldnā€™t play along, already overwhelmed. ā€œIā€™m not busy at the momentā€¦soā€¦ā€Ā 
Stupid. Terrible.Ā 
Alastor agreed with the sentiment Lucifer didnā€™t vocalize.Ā 
Your hand slipped immediately into his boxers, little blue shorts with bright yellow duckies. Taking long, gentle strokes you found him eager to wake up for you, too.Ā 
Luci folded the pillow into his face, stifling a groan as he grew under your fingers. You let his foreskin slide up and down his shaft, rubbing along his head until he had grown too large to accommodate. Luckily for you and Luci, he was leaking like a faucet and providing you just the lubricant to keep your hand gliding over his length.Ā 
He rolled over and began to kiss you, but you quickly pushed him onto his back, coming to straddle him. ā€œMay I?ā€ You ground your hips down, wet lips sliding across his cock. Lucifer choked out a reply, something between ā€œyesā€ and ā€œpleaseā€ fell from his mouth. You were already naked? Had he missed something?
His eyes flitted to Alastor, who was leaving the bed and going to his armoire. You brought his attention back to you, one hand on his stomach, the other lining him up. Still soft and sore from the night before, Luci much easier slipped into you as you sank down until he was fully sheathed. Taking a moment, you sat on his impossibly hard cock and tried to think of where to put your hands. You leaned back, finding the angle to press his length along your plush g-spot. Slowly, hands on his thighs behind you, you rose up and lowered yourself.Ā 
Luciā€™s hands came to your hips, needing something to hold on to. Watching you bounce on his cock was making him sweat, not taking into account the feeling of your tight heat so early in the morning. His sweet angel, taking his cock so well. He fought the urge to push you down and let months of pent up affection pound you into the bed.
Soon enough, you were rising and just letting your full body weight drop onto his lap. When you tried to take a hand to touch yourself, Luciā€™s tail wound up your thigh. You were startled, slowing to see the spade tip pressing down and flicking across your needy clit.
ā€œWhat the fuck, Luci?ā€ a breathy rhetorical, hand going back to his thigh to regain the speed and force you lost. As you found yourself coming up to that edge, pleasure peaking, you began to moan out his name. Little ā€œLuciā€ā€™s and Luciferā€ā€™s chanted to the ceiling.Ā 
Luciā€™s head pushed down into the pillow, mind unfurling. ā€œEnough,ā€ He whispered into the air, hips rutting up to meet your frenzied thrusts, his reply lost in the sounds of your bodies connecting.Ā 
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Lucifer tried to be normal around the hotel, but as hours turned to days he found it harder and harder to keep it together. While always aware of you, always looking for you, he was now noticing the dynamic between yourself and Alastor. The two of you were often in the same spaces, but rarely together. It baffled him. If you were his, heā€™d never take his hands off you. His fingers would always be in yours, hand on your back, arm linked in arm. How could Alastor exist around you in any other state than at your feet?Ā 
He began to wonder what exactly you saw in the deer demon. Yes, his dick did work, much to Luciferā€™s surprise. But surely that wasnā€™t it. Because Luciferā€™s dick also worked. The math was not mathing.
His bed was suddenly too large. Silk sheets too cold. Room too quiet. Lucifer found himself pacing the halls at night, mind wandering to what you were doing. What you both may be doing. How he would, could, fit in.
Any time he could, he found a reason to touch you. Handing him a plate? Fingers gliding over yours. Entering the same room? Ah, his hand fit so perfectly on the small of your back as he let you go first. Look at this paper! Slide beside him, let his hand come to rest on your waist. Before, he avoided every chance to feel your skin under his own. Now, he was hungry for every little taste. He felt like lightning bit him with every connection to you. He wondered if you felt it, too.Ā 
Alastor wasnā€™t blind. He saw Luciferā€™s eyes watching you. How he followed you like a lost puppy.Ā 
He nearly snapped his microphone in two one morning, seeing Luciferā€™s hand around your waist. It was odd, the sex? No issue! Who cares? Itā€™s just bodies. He knew you were satisfied with him regardless of if you ever fucked. You both were quite content to just lie in bed and read, kissing and cuddling under the blankets before bed.Ā 
But something about this was getting under his skin. Maybe it was the public setting, almost an insult to him. Showing everyone how the King of Hell could have anything he wanted. Anyone.
Or maybe it was something messier. These werenā€™t lustful touches. His hands were always so gentle on you, tender. There was emotion behind the way Luciferā€™s fingers grazed your body. He was fine with watching another soul lust after you. Your body was something he could share, just flesh. Your heart? His hair bristled.Ā Would Lucifer undermine what he had?
Mint. His mother planted it once in the yard. Mint grows exceptionally well. Too well. If not properly contained, it will spread across the garden and become a weed and overtake the other plants.
He relished in uprooting the mint by the fistfuls.Ā 
Seeing Lucifer laugh loudly, leaning into your ear to whisper something that made you giggle in return, Alastor thought about mint. Best when ripped from the ground and muddled with a ridged dowel.Ā 
When you knocked on Luciferā€™s studio door later that night, the place he had built specially for himself in the new and improved hotel, he frantically tried to clean up the space. You hadnā€™t been alone with him since that morning nearly a week prior now.Ā 
Truth be told, you hadnā€™t actually planned on Lucifer agreeing to join Alastor and you in bed. You werenā€™t sure how to politely invite him back without sounding like you saw him as just a fuck buddy. When you voiced your concern to Alastor, he laughed. Then patted your head.
Not overly helpful.
ā€œHey there! Long time no see huh?ā€ He laughed a little too hard.
ā€œLuci, we saw each other at breakfast.ā€Ā 
His hat seemed to wither on his head, ā€œRight yeah haha thatā€” time away from you feels so long! The heart ā€”,ā€ he stopped talking, ā€œInside?ā€ Wide eyed, he gestured for you to enter.Ā 
With a nod, you walked in. Just, so many ducks. An ungodly number of ducks. Too many, some could argue.
ā€œWhatā€™s the latest creation?ā€ You searched the room for anything obviously special.
Lucifer grabbed your hand as he walked past and pulled you to the desk. ā€œCheck this out.ā€ He cupped his hands, holding up a duck with six wings and tiny horns. The wings flapped gently.
ā€œLittle Luci duck?ā€ You tapped the beak.Ā 
He hummed, ā€œDo you like it? I thought maybe for your bath.ā€Ā 
You genuinely didnā€™t know what to say. Your finger slid up the head and down the back. Bringing it to your lips, you kissed the tiny orange beak. ā€œNow I can have you in my bath every night.ā€Ā 
A smirk, squiggly and long spread across his face.Ā  Shoulder to shoulder at his drawing table, he leaned over to kiss your cheek. Your finger tapped your lips, instructions for where to bring his lips next.
ā€œDad?ā€
Lucifer flipped around, knocking up against the desk and causing ducks to cascade down, ā€œCHARLIE! Haha! HEY!ā€Ā 
Charlie was standing in the open doorway, eyes bouncing from you to Lucifer and back. ā€œSorry, are youā€¦ busy?ā€
If you stayed very very still maybe she wouldnā€™t see you.Ā 
No? Yes? Whichā€” which was the least suspicious?
ā€œNo?ā€ Lucifer offered.
ā€œI wanted to talk to you about some hotel stuff. I can come back later?ā€
You folded, sliding away from Lucifer, ā€œI was just going, actually.ā€ You nodded at Charlie, hands behind your back holding your duck.Ā 
Alastor lied on your bed while you wallowed, your upset amusing to him. Where you saw an issue, he saw an opportunity. His wide smile seemed to shine under the dim light of your room, ā€œCharlie is too innocent to make such a leap, dear. Sheā€™d need much more than that to suspect anything.ā€Ā 
ā€œI just donā€™t wanna cause him trouble. His life has enough strife. I didnā€™t start this to make things harder on him.ā€ You buried your face into the pillow.Ā 
His hand petted softly at your hair, ā€œWhy did you start this?ā€
You and Alastor werenā€™t a very sexual couple, and though your libido was stronger opposed to Alastorā€™s distinct lack of one, that was never an issue. But part of why he even allowed Lucifer to join your bed was to help round out your pleasure. Not that Luci was just a dick to you, literally. Alastor knew how badly you wanted to dote on the monarch, and when we you discussed your desires he was happy to oblige. As long as you didnā€™t stray from his side, Alastor was fine with holding the reins of this extension, of sorts, to your own relationship.Ā 
But he was, at his core, a mortal soul. He was not impervious to feelings of envy.
ā€œWell, yes, more sex with powerful people is quite nice.ā€ Alastor nodded in agreement, the openness something he was fine with. ā€œBut I just wanna see him smile more. Heā€™s so-,ā€
ā€œInsignificantly small?ā€
You glared from over the pillow, ā€œCute.ā€
His fingers traced down your cheek to your chin, lifting your face to receive a kiss, ā€œDo I still have the controlling share of your heart?ā€
Rarely, nearly never, did Alastor admit worry. You immediately sat up, the simple question sending off alarms. ā€œOf course! Say the word, Iā€™ll lock the door. Our doors only open as wide as we decide. Together.ā€ Alastor hummed, content with the answer.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s all I need to hear! I will be back by midnight, donā€™t lock anything before then.ā€ With a kiss to your forehead, he excused himself down to the bar.
Sure enough, within an hour Lucifer pulled himself into a bar stool and asked Husk for a soda water with lime. He notoriously avoided alcohol.
From his chair, Alastor watched the king of hell frown into the glass. If he could, he would drink that pitiful look by the bottle.
Alastor appeared beside Lucifer, flashing two fingers to Husk.Ā 
ā€œYou look like the dog who got kicked.ā€ Alastorā€™s grin, toothy and sharp, smiled at Lucifer. A laugh track faintly played in the background of his static voice.
ā€œHey hereā€™s an idea! Go fuck yourself.ā€
War requires sacrifice. To truly get what you want will always cost you. Alastor knew this well, having paid many prices along his life and death to ultimately come out ahead.Ā 
ā€œSheā€™s quite sad, you know. Poor thing is in her bed now, cradling a small duck.ā€ Alastor tipped his glass into his mouth. Lucifer didnā€™t reply, frown pushing into a pout.
ā€œSheā€™ll be asleep by 11, normally when she starts to doze off. Unless, of course, sheā€™s otherwise preoccupied.ā€ The whiskey burned, he only drank it neat. Unadulterated.
ā€œAre you bragging? Why are you telling me this, you haunted broomstick?ā€
The glass cracked in his hand as he set it down, ā€œBecause, you empty headed lawn ornament, Iā€™m giving you my blessing to visit her.ā€ Alastorā€™s bones seemed to snap as his head turned to look at Lucifer with an eerie jerking.
Immediately he perked up, ā€œOh. Together?ā€ Suspicious.
ā€œIā€™ll be there later.ā€ Alastorā€™s head cocked to the side, ā€œYou can go ahead.ā€
Luciferā€™s eyes narrowed, ā€œWhatā€™s the catch?ā€
ā€œNo catch! Why so suspicious?ā€ Alastorā€™s eyes rolled, now with a smaller grin, ā€œMy darling just has such an appetite, whereas I donā€™t need quite as much, as often.ā€Ā 
That madeā€¦ sense. A lot of sense, actually. Lucifer let that bit of information blanket the past week of observations and everything lined up.Ā 
ā€œOh!ā€ Lucifer swivelled his chair, ā€œOkayā€¦.does she..want me to see her?ā€ He gripped his cane, a nervous reaction, ā€œShe hasnā€™t actually brought it up since.ā€
ā€œHow would I know? I was as shocked as you when she asked for you in the first place.ā€ Husk watched Alastorā€™s smile twitch, hearing what sounded like pure annoyance in his voice as he said it.Ā 
Lucifer opened his mouth to make a jab, but thought better of it and abandoned the drink and the bar to find you.Ā 
Husk tried to sneak away, but felt the tug of his chains.
ā€œWhat did you hear, Husker?ā€ Huskā€™s fur stood on end as he slowly turned to face the fearsome radio demon.Ā 
ā€œNothing, boss. I donā€™t know what youā€™re talking about.ā€ His hand had to set the bottle he carried down, shaking too much to be sure he wouldnā€™t drop it.Ā 
ā€œGood boy.ā€ Alastor finished his whiskey, ā€œIā€™d hate to have to find a new bartender. Another, please and thank you. Iā€™ve got some time to kill.ā€
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ā€œLuci?ā€ You looked around the hall, wondering if perhaps someone else had come with him, ā€œWhatā€™s up?ā€
He opened his arms, ā€œThat piece of shit said I could see you. Alone.ā€
Your smile fell, ā€œWhy would he do that?ā€ Lucifer laughed, shrugging it off.Ā 
ā€œMaybe he knows he is no match for our connection.ā€ His brows rose up and down his face.
ā€œThatā€¦.definitely isnā€™t it, Luci.ā€
He looked wounded, ā€œMay I still come in? If you want me, that is. Want me TO! Want me, to enter. Inside the room. Your room. Bedroom. This-.,ā€ You opened the door the rest of the way and moved aside.Ā 
ā€œWhat exactly did Alastor say?ā€ You sat on the small bench at the foot of your bed.
Ā The worry was visible on your face.
ā€œSomething about different appetites. Aaand I could come up before he came to bed. Oh, and that you were sad.ā€ Lucifer set his hat on the dresser, resting the cane to the side.Ā 
Those were true things.Ā 
Yes, you had been sad. Moping just before Alastor left, come to think of itā€¦.was this a little gift? Why wouldnā€™t Alastor tell you beforehand? You rarely did anything without discussing it first.Ā 
ā€œDid you not want to see me?ā€ Luci misread your face.Ā 
ā€œOh! No!ā€Ā 
He winced.
ā€œNo, I meanā€“ no, I did not ā€¦not want to see you.ā€ Fuck, his nervous energy was spreading. How did you ever manage a private conversation with him before? ā€œI am very happy youā€™re here. I felt so bad, about earlier. Did I cause you any trouble with Charlie?ā€
Luci plopped down beside you, ā€œDonā€™t be silly! She thinks weā€™re run of the mill pals!ā€ A laugh, ā€œI think.ā€
Your eyes searched the room. Alone together, in a truly private place. But again, you wanted to show Lucifer more than just your lust for him. You wanted to see him smile, to feel appreciated and seen. That was harder to do when in a dick fog.Ā 
ā€œAre you okay with starting with a cuddle this time, Luci?ā€ Standing, you lowered the lights with the dial on the wall. ā€œWe can move past it if youā€™re feeling it. Or just enjoy being in each otherā€™s company.ā€
ā€œI love cuddling! Iā€™m a pro at cuddling! Haha, yes. Totally okay.ā€ He paused, ā€œWhy are you laughing?ā€
You pulled back the covers, getting into bed, ā€œYouā€™re so cute, your majesty.ā€ He felt that stupid grin creep across his face, ā€œCome to bed.ā€
With a puff of red smoke, he was in his boxers and scrambling to you. You tried to stifle another laugh, what a silly person the Devil was. ā€œYou could have done that every time?ā€ You asked. He just nodded, hands coming around your body and pulling you close to him. ā€œYouā€™re so warm.ā€Ā  Your nose brushed against his.
ā€œFires of hell and all that.ā€ He kissed the tip of your nose, before lightly pressing his lips to your own. Another peck, his hands roaming up your hips and then your arms, then coming to your cheek. He pulled you closer now, deepening his once chaste kisses.Ā 
Was this cuddling? You thought you had wanted to dote on him. But now it seemed you were the one being showered in adoration. He sighed into your mouth, and your mind went blank. Yes this was cuddling. This was anything he said he wanted it to be.Ā 
Lips soft, mouth warm, tongue forked. His head tilted, desperate to get himself deeper into your mouth. You tasted like heaven, something he was too scared to miss. Tongue rolling over yours, you moaned into the kiss. Luciā€™s hands slid from your face to your hip, hand gripping you as he groaned in response. Hips slowly rolling into nothing, he tried to calm down. He finally had you all to himself, and his body reacted with an eagerness he had forgotten. Your own hands pushed gently against his chest, not to make distance, but to feel his body pressing up against your own skin.Ā 
His lips parted yours, he went to speak but instead returned to kissing you. Leaving your lips and travelling down your neck, he found the will to talk, ā€œTonight, let me take the lead?ā€ You nodded, wondering what his lead would look like.Ā 
Alastor was always chasing something in you, feeding off more than your body. The few times he would want to go beyond just caressing, he would wring pleasure from you like a deserted man to an empty canteen. His body quaking with every drop he could manage.Ā 
And Lucifer? Your already wet cunt clenched around nothing but possibilities. You nodded, watching a fire light behind his eyes you hadnā€™t seen in the bedroom before.
ā€œIā€™m going to spoil you rotten.ā€ His face was bright, both hands pulling your hips onto him as he rolled onto his back. ā€œYou donā€™t need these.ā€ Clawed hands tugging at your panties beneath your open robe.Ā 
Oh. That was quick.
As you leaned back to remove them, Luciferā€™s mind was on timing. He could eat you out for hours if afforded it, but he knew Alastor would be coming in eventually. Lucifer had no intentions of sharing you tonight.Ā 
When you sat down, his hands hooked under your thighs and pulled you up. And up.Ā 
ā€œLuci?ā€
ā€œLet me show you how I ruined eden.ā€ He opened his mouth, long tongue snaking out in a truely debauched display.Ā  Your body was just near his chin now, and you were too stunned to move. His hands slapped your ass playfully, ā€œPlease take a seat, kitten. Your throne awaits.ā€
Would you suffocate him? Did he need breathe? Were you heavy? Shou-
ā€œPet.ā€ His hands drummed on your thighs, ā€œJust grab the headboard.ā€
Mortified. You placed your knees on either side of his head and gripped the headboard. You barely had a chance to lower yourself before he pulled you onto his mouth.
Hot breath. Luci had been dreaming of this for weeks, long before your initial invite. His tongue lapped up the slick from hole to clit, humming into your skin. Your thighs clenched and you had to focus to open them again. You apologized, but Luci just winked and made a show of taking two fingers and setting them on your thigh where he held you.Ā 
Youā€™d never done anything where you were the one on watch for the tap tap. It feltā€¦. Good. Deep breath, relax into the system you made for each other.
His tongue dipped into your heat, you hadnā€™t considered the positive attributes of its length until now. Your hips rocked slowly, the feeling of his soft and determined tongue along you walls making your mind reel. How could something be so gentle but so ravaging? Had anyoneā€™s tongue ever been so deep in you?
Resting your forehead on the headboard you watched Luciā€™s eyes close, his smile felt from thigh to thigh. Nowhere was Lucifer more in his element than mouth under a wet cunt. As your breath quickened so did your hips, grinding down more and more as you felt the pleasure spiking with every touch.Ā 
Luciā€™s tongue left your now dripping hole to latch onto your clit. Sharp teeth pricked your skin as he began to suck, expert tongue intermittently lapping at your little bud of nerves.Ā 
Your knuckles were turning white as you considered snapping the headboard in half in an attempt to chase the euphoria. It felt so good, but as the time was going forward you could tell it wasnā€™t enough to get you over that hurdle.Ā 
Cold air rushed to your flushed skin, ā€œWhat do you need, kitten?ā€ Two large eyes, yellow and red, looked up from your lap.
ā€œI want to feel you. Inside.ā€ Your eyes flitted up as his mouth returned to his measured pace on your clit. Whimpering, you thought about reaching back and inserting your own fingers when you found your new friend beat you to it. His spaded tail folded in on itself and slipped past your twitching entrance.
You choked out a noise, the sensation something entirely foreign. Smooth and cold, he just needed to get the tip inside for you to start moaning in earnest. Your body was rocking between his tongue and his tail, shortening the intervals as you ramped up to your orgasm.Ā 
His hands on your thighs tightened, clawed hands digging into your flesh. His moan made your feet cramp, legs now twitching. ā€œCloseā€” Luci!ā€ Talking felt like losing your place, but the way he moaned in response egged you on, ā€œLuci! Please donā€™t sto-,ā€ your abdomen tight, body locked as it edged to that peak, your pleas to not stop devolved into whispered a, ā€œno no no no god noā€ into the wooden bed frame.
Luciferā€™s hands snaked up your sides, holding onto your waist he pulled your full weight down into his mouth, tail twisting as it thrust in and out of you. Just deep enough that the large edge of the spade was spreading your lips with every movement.Ā 
Eyes closed, your body shook violently over his face as you finally broke through, orgasm flooding your system with endorphins. Feet, legs,Ā  stomach, hands, everything loosened. Luciā€™s tongue stopped, tail slipping out.Ā 
You didnā€™t make a move, needing a second to just bask in the feeling.
Before it fully waned, Luciā€™s arms came up and over your thighs before he pushed your body toward his chest. And then you felt yourself falling backwards.
Heā€™d pushed himself off the bed and flipped you so quickly you hadnā€™t even seen it happen. Vision adjusting you saw his yellow eyes now red, red and black horns sprouted from his forehead.
ā€œOpen up for Daddy, kitten.ā€ He was fully buried in your softened pussy before you could form a thought. Your body hadnā€™t forgotten his size, but you still felt a burning at your entrance where the skin struggled to stretch for him. Luciā€™s body fell onto yours, his hands bringing your legs up past his hips and behind his back. You hooked your feet together around his waist and held on with both arms, eyes rolling back with every thrust.
ā€œYou feel so good, youā€™re so tight,ā€ he moaned directly into your ear. Bodies tightly pressed together, an embrace where only his hips would leave your skin and just long enough to piston back into you. Your legs were so far up that your hips werenā€™t on the bed anymore. The angle made your head fall back, muscles unable to receive signals from your bliss addled brain. His arms were under yours, resting beneath your back and on your shoulders, pulling you tighter into to him. You felt surrounded by him, every part of your body touching his. A tangle of flesh and whimpers. ā€œYouā€™re so beautiful, kitten. You take daddyā€™s cock so well. Iā€™m melting.ā€ His horns brushed against your head, the sound of them slipping across the comforter with every thrust reminding you of their presence.
Lucifer felt lost in you. He fought to keep his mind clear enough to ensure his embrace stayed gentle. You were a bundle of softness and heat under him. He felt his balls creeping up, tightening as he was ready to chase your own orgasm with his. For a second his eyes searched the immediate area for Alastor. The word ā€œcumā€ ringing in his ears.
With a sigh, hot and heavy at your neck, he pressed into you as far as his body could enter. As you could feel the warmth of his cum filling you, your cunt began to spasm around him. Body instinctively hungry for him. His hands hooked under your shoulders held you still, your legs still tight around his waist.
You stayed there until you both were breathing normally. Your legs fell down, thighs falling open as you released your grip on him. Luci didnā€™t move for another minute, opting to rest his head in your chest. Silence, just the gently rolling waves of soft pleasure and contentment still coming.
Satiated, you suddenly felt so drowsy. ā€œLuci.ā€
His head popped up, horns gone and sclera back to yellow, ā€œYes, kitten?ā€
ā€œBlankets.ā€ You let your eyes closed, feeling the comforter being pulled to you.
Alastor walked in to find you both asleep, Lucifer still on top of you, heads at the foot of the bed and feet on the pillows. The comforter half assed folded over your bodies.
He wasnā€™t surprised. Alastor peeled Luci off of you and tossed him onto the pillows.Ā 
ā€œFuck you, hair cut,ā€ Lucifer whispered, between awake and asleep.
ā€œYes yes, your majesty. Fuck you too.ā€ Alastor picked you up and set you where you belonged. He pulled the blankets over you both, taking a beat to stare down at the scene.
Beloved, happily asleep. Obnoxious monarch, looking angelic beside you. Lucifer looked so much more tolerable when sleeping.
He considered for a moment returning to his own room, as he had planned all along. Looking from you to Lucifer, he felt something swell in his chest.Ā 
Keeping you was a treasure. A treasure he trusted would always be his. But to have you and the king of hell? Not just influence by way of your ties to Lucifer? Well, that could bring power.
His mother always recommended containment for mint, Alastor pulling too many and not allowing for them to enjoy the benefits of their hard work for very long. Containment, he considered, locking the bedroom door and taking his place beside you.
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When there was a knock in the morning all three of you popped up from the pillows.
ā€œWho the hell is that? Itā€™s so earlyā€¦ā€ your eyes struggled to focus on the clock.
ā€œFffuck,ā€ Alastor held his face in his hands. ā€œI forgot I-,ā€
ā€œHello?ā€ Charlie said into the door.
You and Lucifer slowly turned to stare at Alastor, a thin smile from ear to ear on his face.
ā€œAlastor asked me to wake you up. So you wouldnā€™t miss the planning meeting.ā€
ā€œCanā€™t a demon be a little chaotic now and then?ā€ Alastor mused, your eyes boring holes into his skull.Ā 
The doorknob rattled, ā€œOhā€¦ He said it would be open. Well, okayā€¦ I guess Iā€™ll let you sleep! Maybe next week!ā€
As Charlie made her way down the hall she just missed the sound of furniture moving and a thud as Lucifer tackled Alastor out of the bed and onto the floor, hands on his throat.Ā 
This was going to be a problem.
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lando.jpg: sheā€™s already on here all the timešŸ™„ but this is a very special lando.jpg post because itā€™s someoneā€™s birthday! not gonna get all sappy on you but @.yourusername is the most beautiful, genuine, kindest, funniest, emphatic, caring, loving, rizziest (she forced me to add that last part) person that youā€™ll ever meet and Iā€™m beyond lucky that I get to call her my bestfriend. Love you forever and a day sunshine. happy birthday!ā¤ļø
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landoluvr4: actually gonna go jump off a bridge. this is too much for me
yourusername: the best bestfriend a girl could ask for. love you to bits my lan. šŸ©·
lilymhe: y/n can rizz me up any dayšŸ˜šŸ„°
ā¤· user44: lily you are so real for thisšŸ˜­
ā¤· yourusername: already rizzed you up. youā€™re my wife šŸ’šŸ’‹
ā¤· landonorris: @.alexalbon come collect your menace
ā¤· yourusername: hey now! donā€™t talk about my girl like that!
ā¤· alexalbon: what she said
maxfewtrell: so am I getting a birthday post dedicated to me or what?
ā¤· landonorris: sorry mate thereā€™s only place for one best friend on the .jpg
ā¤· maxfewtrell: oh? I see how it is šŸ˜”
ā¤· landonorris: relax mate. I said on the jpg. you know I have to post my main babes on the main accountšŸ˜˜
ā¤· yourusername: oh? I see how it is šŸ˜”
ā¤· landonorris: you can never win in this economy šŸ§šŸ»
user64: when are these two gonna get together
ā¤· love4lando: no fr. they have so much chemistry, thereā€™s no way thereā€™s not tension between them
ā¤· user70: a guy and a girl can be just friends you guys do know that right?
ā¤· love4lando: a guy and a girl? sure. not these two though
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yourusername: race weekend recap. my boy did goodšŸ§”
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landonorris: you look good in everything, but especially orangešŸ˜©
ā¤· user34: heā€™s so down bad itā€™s insane
ā¤· landoluvrr: lando thirsting for y/n on main. whatā€™s new
landonorris: my biggest fanšŸ˜Œ
ā¤· yourusername: alwaysšŸ„°
user99: you know lando was giggling, blushing and kicking his feet over the ā€œmy boyā€ part
ā¤· carlossainz: he was
ā¤· oscarpiastri: he screenshotted it, printed it and glued it on his wall
ā¤· landonorris: this is why max is my favourite
landofan4: my boyFRIEND. think you missed the rest of the word there
user14: y/n in the paddock againšŸ„ŗ. you love to see it. wish she could come to every race :(
ā¤· landonorris: ditto šŸ˜”
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user46: please tell me this means what I think it means
user29: I could die of cuteness. theyā€™re so adorable
user64: literally 99% of my problems would be solved if this is them hard launching.
carlossainz: cuuutešŸ˜
yourusername: ā¤ļø
ā¤· landoluvrr: y/n please confirm it for us šŸ˜©
yourusername: I love my BF so muchšŸ„°
ā¤· landonorris: you should. Iā€™m pretty greatšŸ˜Œ
ā¤· oscarpiastri: humble toošŸ˜‰
maxverstappen: fucking finally. took you two long enough
ā¤· user21: haha max is all of us rnšŸ˜­
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mistiell Ā· 7 months
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Ok so, maybe you knew this already or maybe not, but... In the game, if you hover over Astarion's original outfit it says that it looks rather old and mended over several times. The running theory is that he's been reparing his own clothes (explains the cheeky embroidery in his underwear) , since we damn well know that Cazador would not give two hoots about it, and that poor baby has been running around in a 200 year old shirt and probably doesn't have much clothes with him. I just want something fluffy... maybe the reader always let's him have first dibs on whatever they find or even gets him new clothes. I just imagine him finding a brand new shirt on his tent that is soft and comfortable and I just want to weep in a corner šŸ„ŗ
Can you help a sister out?
Here you are <33 (also, I'm so sorry this took so long lol) WC: 1.3k Also CW for potential spoilers
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Astarion is slow to wake this morning, fully intending to lay with you in his tent as long as youā€™ll allow. Rolling over with his eyes still closed, he reaches to hook his arm around your waist only to grasp at nothing but air.
Heā€™s certainly awake now.
Itā€™s unusual to find you missing given heā€™s usually the first to wake between the two of you; two hundred years of living in The Underdark and only ever surfacing at night having apparently made him a little sensitive to light.
Sitting up and shifting onto his knees, he reaches to pull the tent flap back and peer out at the campfire. A small gust of the cool morning air sweeps over his bare torso, raising goosebumps over the skin of his arms despite the fact that heā€™s not really bothered by the cold. That little spike of anxiety dulls when he finds you havenā€™t strayed far; standing maybe fifteen feet away in conversation with Karlach.
As if you can sense him, you glance over and light up when you spot him peeking out of the tent, excusing yourself from the tiefling. He expects you to come straight over, but instead, you turn to grab a basket he hadnā€™t seen first.
He shuffles back to let you come inside, flushing a bit when you brush a few rogue curls from his face and bend to peck his hairline, ā€œGood morning, handsome.ā€
ā€œI- Good morning.ā€ Is all he manages, still tired and a little stunned. Shifting off of his knees to sit cross-legged, he peers into the basket as you set it down in front of him and cocks a brow, ā€œWhatā€™s this?ā€
ā€œClothes.ā€
ā€œWell yes, I can see that, darling.ā€ He sasses and you chortle, ā€œBut why have you brought me a basket of clothes?ā€
ā€œI found it the last time we left camp.ā€ He remembers that. Youā€™d gone out with Karlach, Gale and Laeā€™zel and came back bloodied and bruised. Heā€™d been so focused on getting you patched up that he hadnā€™t even thought of asking about what you might have found.
You clear your throat and glance away, smiling sheepishly, ā€œI picked out some things I thought youā€™d like, but then I thought you might prefer to have a look through yourself, so,ā€ You shrug and jerk your nose at the basket, ā€œI brought you all of it.ā€
His heart would be stuttering in his chest if it could. Reaching into the pile, he thumbs over a few of the garments, feeling the different fabrics and looking over all the different colours. Itā€™s been centuries since heā€™s had a choice in what to wear. Sure, heā€™s picked up some things throughout your travels but never so much all at once. Itā€™s a little overwhelming, having all this to pick through after so long.
Taking hold of the basket, he pushes it closer to you, ā€œShow me what you picked out first.ā€
ā€œOh,ā€ Your heart rate spikes, and he smiles as you stutter out, ā€œAre- Are you sure? Iā€™m not sure youā€™d actually like what I picked out. Thatā€™s one of the reasons I brought you the whole basket.ā€
He scoffs and waves off the thought, ā€œNonsense. You could hand me the most distasteful outfit in all of FaerĆ»n and Iā€™d at least try it on for you.ā€
ā€œReally?ā€ ā€œOf course I would.ā€ He realises the implications of what heā€™s just said and tries to play off the sentiment with a puckish grin, gesturing towards himself, ā€œItā€™s hard to not look good in something when youā€™re this beautiful.ā€
You laugh, eyes squinting shut with the force of your smile. ā€œYes, you truly are dashing, my love.ā€
ā€œStating the obvious, but I canā€™t complain,ā€ You roll your eyes at him as he taps the sides of the basket, ā€œNow, are you going to show me what you picked out? Or are you just going to sit here sing my praises? Personally, Iā€™d be fine either way.ā€
ā€œAlright, alright, Iā€™ll get on with it,ā€ Reaching into the clothes, your laughter tapers off as you glance back up at him timidly one last time, ā€œBut if you donā€™t like something, tell me, okay?ā€
He lays his palm flat against his sternum, all dramatics as he grins, ā€œCross my heart and hope to,ā€ He pauses, before chuckling, ā€œWell, die again, I suppose.ā€
He laughs when you shoot him a glare with no real malice behind it and tut disapprovingly.
He watches in quiet curiosity as you pull out a few items, explaining why you thought heā€™d like them as you go. Your reasons range from colours and patterns to embroidery and necklines, all of which are shockingly on par with his tastes. It appears you know him better than he thought you did.
ā€œThatā€™s about it, I think.ā€ Your brows furrow in a way that is entirely too cute ā€“ especially for someone heā€™s watched eviscerate hoards of goblins ā€“ before you perk up with an excited gasp, ā€œOh! I almost forgot!ā€
Turning to look this way and that, you make a little sound of satisfaction when your gaze lands on your pack. Your shirt rides up a bit when you twist onto your knees to reach for it, and he stifles the urge to run his hand over the sliver skin it exposes. You rummage through a few pockets before finding what youā€™re looking for, returning to kneel in front of him with something hidden in your hand.
ā€œClose your eyes.ā€ You urge, and he does as youā€™ve asked.
ā€œOoh, saved the best for last, have you?ā€ He grins, holding out his hands before you even ask.
You chuckle, sounding a little nervous, ā€œHopefully.ā€
He hears the tinkling of metal and nearly jumps when your hand makes contact with his, one cradling the backs of his while the other presses something small and rough into his palm.
ā€œOpen.ā€ He can hear the smile in your voice as you say it.
On your command, he opens his eyes to find youā€™ve given him a necklace. The pendent is a little piece of a raw, orange crystal encircled by dainty gold rods that are bent to resemble branches.
ā€œThis is... beautiful.ā€ He breathes, turning it over in his hand to admire the jagged edges, ā€œWhat kind of crystal is it?ā€
ā€œSunstone.ā€ He looks up at you then, finding a shy smile hung on your lips, ā€œI know itā€™s a little on the nose but...,ā€ You worry your bottom lip for a moment, clearly a little hesitant to continue, ā€œI know youā€™re worried about... whatā€™ll happen once the tadpoles are removed. So, I wanted to get you something just in case. Itā€™s not the same thing, obviously, but I thought this way you can still figuratively have a little piece of the sun if,ā€ Cutting yourself off, you glance away for a moment, ā€œWell, if things donā€™t go the way we hope.ā€
He stares at you for a long moment, entirely unsure of what to say. He doesnā€™t think thereā€™s anything he could say to convey just how much the gesture means to him.
Setting the necklace on his pillow, he draws you into his arms and weaves them tight around your waist. He pulls you to him so suddenly that your knees bump his shins, but you donā€™t seem to mind as you hook your arms around the back of his neck. His eyes burn as he murmurs against the side of your neck, ā€œI love you.ā€
You card your fingers through his hair and he shudders, leaning further into you as you dot a few sweet kisses along the length of his shoulder.
ā€œI love you too.ā€ Your words are muddled as theyā€™re mumbled into his skin, ā€œMore than you know.ā€
Maybe he didnā€™t before, but he thinks he has an idea now. You love him enough that you gave him his own little chunk of the sun. Even if things donā€™t pan out they way he hopes they will, he doesnā€™t think heā€™ll need the necklace ā€“ however pretty it may be.
Heā€™s already got his bit of the sun wrapped up tight in his arms.
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Can lumberjack Bucky keep me warm? šŸ„ŗ
He'd love to, nonnie.
A Warm Embrace
Pairing: Lumberjack!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader Summary: Bucky teases you as he keeps you warm. Word Count: Over 600 Warnings: Fluff, cuddling, pet names, slight feels (it's me), Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?). A/N: Are you lovelies sick of my fluff? Sorry, but Burly and Bambi are sweet.ā¤ļø Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
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You couldn't sleep. Not with how cold you were. The thick blanket tucked around you should've been more than enough to keep you warm, but it didn't stop your teeth from chattering. The howling wind outside sent another shiver down your spine as you tried to burrow yourself deeper into your bed. Maybe you should've thrown another log on the fire.
Better yet, you should've just camped out in front of the fireplace instead of stubbornly going to the bedroom.
ā€œStupid cold,ā€ you grumbled to yourself, rubbing your face against the pillow when gentle footsteps approached the bed.
Your eyes flew open when the mattress dipped behind you, a warm weight enveloping your back under the blanket before a heavy arm curled around you. ā€œCan hear your teeth chatting from the other room, Bambi,ā€ a deep voice rumbled.
The tremble that rolled through your body had nothing to do with the cold when Bucky rubbed his soft beard against your neck. ā€œI slipped on the ice one time,ā€ you muttered.
He chuckled before he kissed the back of your neck, tracing the path his beard made as you bit your lip. ā€œYeah, but you tried so hard to stay upright before gravity took you out. Just like Bambi.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll have you know that I fell very gracefully,ā€ you said before he turned your body toward him, your heart racing as you came face-to-face with the lumberjack.
Bucky was the captivating sort of handsome, the type that made people stop in their tracks when they caught a glimpse of him. From his lush brown hair to the depths of his intelligent and striking blue eyes, it was like an angel carved him out specifically for you. But what was beautiful about him came from within and shined through the surface.
Even when he teased you.
ā€œI watched the whole thing, darling, and you were about as graceful as a baby deer,ā€ he said, his azure eyes filled with glee when you narrowed yours. ā€œAgain, just like Bambi.ā€
ā€œYou know, youā€™re lucky youā€™re cute, Burly. And warm,ā€ you said, tearing your gaze away from his pretty eyes to stare at his broad chest. Of course, he walked around the cabin shirtless while you couldnā€™t stop shaking. How was he so hot? Body and looks wise?
Was it a rule that lumberjacks were sin incarnate clad in packages of plaid shirts and tight pants with sturdy bodies underneath?
ā€œSo, you do think Iā€™m cute,ā€ he teased, your stomach flipping as you smiled at his words. Of course, you did. ā€œCome here.ā€
You buried your face in his chest as his arm tightened around you, molding your body against his as you sought out more of his warmth. He rested his chin on the top of your head as your shaking eventually stopped, his calloused hand roaming along your back with immense care. All you wanted to do minutes ago was sleep, but now he was holding you and pushing a thick thigh between your legs and all you wanted to do was bask in his attention.
Maybe ride his thigh, too.
ā€œYouā€™re right, you know,ā€ he said.
You tried to lean back as much as you could to get a good look at him, but didnā€™t want any space between the two of you in case you started shivering again. ā€œRight about what?ā€
He brought his hand to your cheek as his lips curled in a small smile. ā€œI am lucky,ā€ he whispered, helping you tilt your head so he could kiss you, slow and deep.
And lucky for you, your lumberjack would always be by your side.
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Because I need another AU, right? SHH. Love and thanks for reading! ā¤ļø
Masterlist āš“ Bucky Barnes Masterlist āš“ Ko-Fi
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alligatorstomachacid Ā· 8 months
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Can you feed me some fics please?
Miguel has a size kink and m reader is much taller than him? Fucking Miguel rough and overstimulating him? Pretty please?šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
For sure! Male!reader, top!reader, Dom!Reader, Bottom!Miguel, Sub!Miguel. Size kink, overstimulation, rough fucking, fucking in the kitchen because I said so. Minors DNI! Fem may interact but do not fetishize my content!
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Miguel's face was pressed into the cold granite counter. Your hand tangled in his messy hair keeping his head down. You're much bigger build towers over him. Your larger build always got him riled up.
Your other hand is gripping his right shoulder for support. Your thrusts are harsh and fast paced, making him cry out. He's getting close to his orgasm, his cock twitching as his mind becomes foggy. He moans as he cums onto the cabinets below the counter. Your constant thrusts don't relent. You continue to fuck him, leaving no time for him to come down from his climax.
Miguel whines and grips onto the counter, his knuckles turning white. Tears well in his eyes as he whimpers. You grin wickedly and bend over him. Your broad chest pressed against his back, reminding him just how much bigger you are compared to him. You lick his neck, causing Miguel to shiver. Tears begin to fall from his eyes. His mouth hangs open, a puddle of saliva and tears begin to form on the counter. You snicker at the sight.
"Poor Miguel~." You coo, gripping the hair in the back of his head and pulling harshly, ripping a moan from his chest. His eyes roll back and he cums again. His legs shake under him, threatening to give out. Miguel shakes his head.
"To big." Miguel groans, referring to your dick. You smile, his comment fueling your pride and the fire burning in your abdomen. You bite the back of his neck, your teeth digging into his tan skin. Miguel is shaking from overstimulated, his brain is jumbled and foggy. He's whimpering and crying. Tears flowing freely down his pink cheeks. Your thrusts are becoming sloppy as you come closer to finishing. You rest your forehead on his strong shoulder as you bury yourself deep in him. You cum, filling him up. Miguel's legs finally give out, you quickly wrap your arms around his waist to keep him from falling.
"Ready for another round?" You whisper into his ear. Miguel closes his eyes and whimpers, knowing it'll be a long night.
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A/N: Sorry this was so short and took so long. I've lost so much motivation to write in general. I'm also not feeling well mentally and physically. I'll put some other fics out when I feel like it. I'm in school and stuff like that, so it'll be a bit.
A/N: Ah! I read the comment and realized the your and you're problem šŸ˜­ I'll fix it now, I didn't do a proof read
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dumbseee Ā· 9 months
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stalker. pt.4.
previous.
charles leclerc x reader. / carlos sainz jr x reader.
fc: lalisa manoban.
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y/n: when you tell him paris is your favorite city so he takes you to paris the next day šŸ¤­
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fan1: charles could never
liked by y/n.
fan2: carlos is the real deal
fan3: my girl is thriving and iā€™m here for it
fan4: i donā€™t know if i want to be y/n or carlos tbh
fan5: god i see what you do for othersā€¦
fan6: i need a carlos
fan7: y/n stayed with charles for three years and homeboy never took her anywhere, but in a month only carlos managed to take her to her favorite place
fan8: thatā€™s what you deserve girl
fan9: iā€™m so jealous
landonorris: i can fit in a luggage so next time hit me up mate
carlossainz55: iā€™d probably ship you to nicaragua on purpose
landonorris: and thatā€™s why i prefer charles over you
fan10: not lando and carlos fighting in the comments lmao
fan11: carlos came out straight off a book wtf
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"can i talk to you, dear?" reyes warm tone made you smile, you sat up from your deck chair and made some place for the woman. she sat next to you and smiled. she was so kind to you, even though you met a few hours ago, she welcomed you into her family with open arms. "are you enjoying yourself, bella?" the nickname made you chuckle as you nodded, you didnā€™t know why but next to her you felt like a kid. "donā€™t be shy!" she laughed, pushing you slightly with her shoulder. "sorry. spain is amazing i really like it." reyes nodded. "great, because it seems like youā€™re going to be around here often now." she winked at you which made the both of you laugh.
"you know, youā€™re the first girl carlos brings home." that actually surprised you, carlos always had that don juan image in your mind which made you think heā€™d have way more exes. "believe it or not but carlito is pretty shy, and before you he always declined the blind dates his father would set him up for." the woman smiled and looked at her son who was fishing with his father a little bit far away from them. "he told me about you way before you two started dating though." "really?" she nodded and took your hand. "it was love at first sight for him." you could feel your cheeks getting hotter and red, you looked up at carlos who was now dancing with a big fish in his hands, he turned around and showed it to you and reyes. "look what i got!" he shouted, you clapped for him while his mom was laughing. "when i see him like this, it reminds me of when he was a little kid, running around and messing with his sisters." you didnā€™t know what to say so you just squeezed her hand. "you like him a lot, i can tell. if my son has been in love with you for so long, that means that youā€™re a good person too. so i trust you with him."
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y/n: congratulations to the newlyweds šŸ„ŗšŸ«¶šŸ¼ may your marriage be fulfilled with love and happiness!
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anasainzvdec: youā€™re an angel y/n, thanks you!
carlossainz55: šŸ’›
fan1: y/n being accepted by the sainz warms my heart for some reasons
fan2: awww she was invited too
fan3: carlos and y/n next šŸ¤Ŗ
liked by reyesvdec.
fan4: not reyes liking all the comments about y/n and carlos, sheā€™s so cute
fan5: yellow is your color!
fan6: noooo but carlos inviting y/n to his family vacation and to his sisterā€™s wedding is so cute
fan7: omg y/n blonde era??
fan8: this girl can pull off every colour itā€™s insane
fan9: meanwhile charles never took y/n to meet his family, they had to accidentally run into each other in monaco to actually meetā€¦
fan10: y/n really is glowing these days omg
fan11: y/n post charles is my favorite y/n
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charlesleclerc just posted a story!
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nicksolemnlyswears Ā· 9 months
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DUDDDDE!!
I am in LOVE with your writing. I have been craving some good Han Lue works and you're filling the hole!
Everywhere is extremely lacking in quality Han Lue content bro šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
But any whosies.
I was wondering if it were at all possible to request a Han work from you (from what I've seen you still have requests open so if you don't im sorry)
Specifically something about a reader who's fucking amazing at driving, and has been crushing on Han for a while, and the two decode to race (set in Tokyo) and whoever wins gets the loser to do what they want. Y'know classic setup.
You could choose where this leads to. Idc if we win or loose. All I want is a little bit of fluff sprinkled amongst some smut mayhaps. You could do this in headcannon format btw don't feel obligated to write the whole thing.
I'm just thirsting for any thing I can take šŸ’€šŸ™šŸ¼
Take your time! <3
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pairing: han lue x racer!reader
words: 11.4k
warnings: some cursing and smut (pls wrap it before you tap it) don't judge my smut too much, it's been a while since i've written one
notes: hi anon! thank you for all your sweet, sweet words šŸ„ŗ i hope this is somewhere along the lines of what you were thinking of. as soon as i saw your request i was āœØinspiredāœØ it's been a long time since i've been so hooked by a oneshot. i have worked on it almost everyday since i received it so thank you! i changed the request just a little bit, i hope you don't mind.
trust me i know there is a ridiculous lack in han content! it's the reason i'm here writing over this man! there is not enough content for the speed i consume it, lol. i've read my own headcanons like 10 times already, excluding the times i was working on it.
anyways! might have gotten a little carried away but i enjoyed writing it so much! here you go! enjoy!
i really really hope you like it!!
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Tokyo was the city where you learned how to street race. Weaving through the cars on the highway became second nature the harder you pressed the gas pedal. The neon lights turned into blurs as you sped down traffic, whether it was in search of a prize or a thrill.
You were meant to meet Han Lue. His presence became known as soon as he stepped foot in the parking complexes that serve as makeshift race tracks. He quickly became popular with the crowd, especially when he joined DK's crew.
His races were seen as exclusive, known to happen once in a blue moon. He was totally opposite to you. You took the opportunity to race any moment you could. It's what lead you to become a good racer. Practice makes perfect, after all.
'Good racer' is a bit of an understatement. You're one of the best right after DK. There's a debate about whether the second best is you or Han. Each person can take their pick. Many have suggested the idea for the both of you to race, but Han has shot down each and every one. He doesn't need to prove himself to anyone. Besides, he hasn't had anything to gain from racing you.
People like to call you 'Angel' because when you started participating in the races, you looked like an absolute angel, but soon after, they discovered you raced like the devil. You fool everyone around you, even with the way you drive. Whenever someone has to go against you, they think they have your strategy down, yet you switch it up every time.
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The distinctive revving of your car alerts Han of your presence. He glances to his left, where you've parked right beside him. As you open the door and step out of your car, he opens a bag of chips, depositing one into his mouth.
You walk over to him, leaning against his car like he is. The bare skin of your back arching slightly as it touches the cool metal. "Have I missed anything?"
Han shakes his head cooly, watching his surroundings. He spares you a glance, taking in what you're wearing. A short, shimmery dress with an open back and high heels. Seems like you don't plan on racing tonight. You refuse to race in high heels. You've tried before and failed. You didn't lose, but you did break off both heels.
You feel his eyes trailing over your body, and you don't mind it. You like that you can catch his attention that way. Having a crush on a guy like Han takes work. He has every woman's attention in the racing underground. They often cling to his arms and bat their eyelashes his way, and he has gladly taken a few of them home.
"You done judging my outfit?" You say, looking at him.
"Not judging, admiring," he promptly replies with a small shrug.
That right there is what feeds into your silly little crush. Han isn't afraid of your comments or banter. If you look good, he'll say it. It's the way he says it that irks you, though. He is so nonchalant and aloof like he's commenting on the weather.
It doesn't help that he's never truly made a move on you. He considers you his friend and acts that way (most of the time, at least). You hate every moment because being his friend is the last thing you want.
"I take it you're not gonna race tonight?" He asks, already knowing the answer. He just needed an excuse to talk to you. Digging into his bag of chips, he grabbed another one to pop into his mouth.
"Not unless it's against you," you respond cheekily.
Han chuckles, "Not you too."
"Are you afraid of losing, Han?" You ask him, keeping your eyes on the race about to start. Why else would he avoid racing you?
Han props one arm on the roof of his car, facing you and saying, "If you're into racing, you can't be afraid to lose, Angel."
"Then why don't you spoil me a little and race me?" You hum, turning your head to face him. He's much closer than you anticipated, but you resist the urge to pull back despite the reddening of your cheeks. You want Han to know you like him even if you refuse to say it out loud.
"Maybe one day when I have something to race for," he responds simply, kissing your cheek and turning back to watch the race.
You release a shaky sigh and try to calm your pounding heart. Extending a hand, you dip your fingers into Han's nearly empty bag of chips and steal one for yourself. Han doesn't mind lowering the bag to make it easier for you. There's a smirk on his face as he fully well knows what he did. It's fun to make you flustered.
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Han is out on the streets of Tokyo doing business or collecting his money from the greedy hands of wanna be gangsters. It's entertaining, to say the least, although sometimes it gets tedious. It's only fun when they get rowdy and want to intimidate him. They should know better than to judge Han by his calm exterior.
He's walking by the busy streets of Shibuya, the shopping district of Tokyo, minding his business. Han avoids the masses of people until he looks into a store and sees you. You're by the checkout desk, ringing out a client.
Han can't help it; he's drawn to you. Forgetting the wad money he has to collect, he enters the store. The bell on top of it chimes, prompting you to greet the customer in an abnormally cheery tone.
"Hello, welcome to-Han?" You stutter over the greeting, seeing his slightly mocking grin.
Han walks over to you and leans on the counter, there was barely anyone in the store now. Perfect timing. He assesses you and your overly pink clothes, bedazzled name tag, and glossy pink lips. It's unlike you to be so pink. He recalls you telling him you hate the wretched color.
"So this is where you work, Angel," he hums, toying with the trinkets on the checkout counter.
"Not everyone can survive with racing and sketchy side deals," You mutter. One hand on your tilted hip as you shoot him an annoyed look.
If racing made you enough money, you certainly would not be working in a store that makes you wear pink on every single shift. You could get more involved in the sketchy part of racing, but things are alright for now.
"True," Han stifles a laugh. He grabs a lollipop from the big jar filled with sweets for the paying customers and pops it into his mouth.
You extend a hand to throw away the colorful wrapping, and he places it gently on your hand, fingertips grazing your palm. You're not a teenager to be reacting over such minuscule actions, yet you do.
"What are you doing here, Han?" Han adores it when you say his name that way, pretending to be annoyed by his presence when in reality, you love having him around.
"Wanted to visit my favorite girl," he responds aloofly, carefully gauging your reaction. As he expected, your cheeks redden, and you try to hide it.
"Did you know lying makes your nose grow long," you scoff, rolling your eyes.
"Could be useful," Han says cheekily, causing your blush to deepen.
"If you're not going to buy anything, you can't be here," you shoot with a pout.
You weren't prepared to face Han this afternoon. You didn't get to repeat your affirmation as you do every night you encounter him. His constant playfulness throws you off, not giving you the opportunity to compose yourself.
"Oh no, consumerism got its claws on you," he jokes sarcastically. You glare at him and cross your arms over your chest, which only emphasizes the size of your chest. "Fine, help me find a new jacket?"
You round the counter and motion for Han to follow you toward the men's section. Your coworker will have no problem taking over the checkout counter.
You shoot Han question after question in search of the perfect jacket for him: colors, textures, durability, versatility, sizing, and so on. He responds just as quickly, propping an arm up and leaning against a rack of clothes as he watches you storm all over the store in search of the item that screams Han. He had no intentions of buying anything today but seeing how invested you got it leaves him no choice.
"I quite like this one," you beam, standing Han in front of a full-length mirror. You slide off the jacket he's wearing and replace it with the nice black leather jacket you found for him. Dusting him off, you look into the mirror seeing how perfectly it fits his broad shoulders.
"Why do I feel like you're giving me the most expensive one?" Han asks, looking at himself in the mirror.
He had to admit you picked well. He looks great in the black leather jacket. It didn't have too many buckles to make him uncomfortable, and it wasn't too warm either. The material felt nice and luxurious hence his comment.
"You asked for my help," you shrug, "It's not my fault I have expensive taste. Besides, you look hot in it." You wink at Han through the mirror.
Han tries to hide the smile forming on his lips. You were getting bolder and bolder. He knows about your crush on him; you're terrible at hiding it. Truthfully, he's felt the same from the moment he saw you race. You're oblivious, though, so he likes to tease you.
"I'll take it," Han sighs, refusing to look at the price tag. "Might even wear it on a date."
"Oh, you've got a date?" Your smile falters, quickly regretting picking such a nice outfit that makes him look so handsome. You'd definitely put out if a man wore that to a date and was as lovely as Han. All of your hard work just for another girl to enjoy it. If you catch one of Han's little friends wrapped around the jacket...you will burn it.
"Not yet," he says mysteriously, taking off the jacket and returning to the checkout counter. Han has to get going. He does have to collect his money. Especially now that you've convinced him to buy the expensive leather jacket. 'It's an investment,' he tells himself.
"She'll be one lucky girl," you huff, scanning the tag, carefully folding it, and placing it on a bag. "Don't worry, I'll apply the friends and family discount."
You watch Han go through the display window and hope he was just fucking with you on the whole date thing. You can live with your crush and have him as just a friend, but if he gets a girlfriend, you will not be able to manage it. You scold yourself silently for acting like a lovesick teenager. You're better than that. Right?
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Taking the party to Han's club after a race is a must, especially after winning six thousand dollars. You won't have to worry about rent for at least six months, which is something to celebrate.
You park next to Han's car, and he waits for you to enter the plain-looking building. People greet him left and right as they go through the door that pours music and lights each time it's opened.
"You sure are popular," you tease him, leisurely walking towards him.
"Comes with the territory," Han responds without missing a beat. "Ready?" He asks, motioning for you to walk ahead of him.
"Always," you chirp. You purposefully accentuate the sway of your hips, giving Han something to look at.
Being a Friday night, the inside is filled to the brim, there isn't any space for more drunken people. Using your short height to your advantage, you easily find a way to the connecting hallway between this part of the club and the more exclusive one.
Han isn't as lucky constantly losing you from his sight. He's conscious that you are a grown woman capable of making your own decisions and caring for yourself, but he'd feel better being with you.
When he catches up to you at a point, he grabs your hips, pressing you against him, preventing you from getting lost again. You look back, startled, expecting to see a stranger rubbing against you. Noticing this, Han quickly calms you, "It's just me, Angel."
'It's just Han,' you repeat to yourself. You grab onto one of his hands, holding onto your hip, taking full advantage of the situation. Having Han wrapped around you feels like being on cloud nine. If this wasn't his club, you'd be going in circles, so he never pulls away.
With Han holding onto you, the way to the 'not-so-secret' hallway takes longer than usual. Not that you're complaining, though! Han's firm grip makes you fall harder for him. It fuels your imagination on how it would feel in other situations.
Han enjoys this position just as much as you do. He can pretend it's a safety thing as he steers you away from the sweaty bodies of drunks dancing, but it's for his selfish gain.
Having your body close to him reminds him of what he's missing and desperately desires. It started as a little innocent game for Han, knowing you had a crush on him, but then it turned into something more. He likes that you have feelings for him and wants it to stay that way. Han wants your attention on him all the time. His games are over; he wants you.
To your surprise, Han doesn't let go of your waist when you enter the hallway. Instead, he slings one arm around it as he walks beside you. "Maybe we should've taken the other entrance," he smirks.
"And miss the show?" You chuckle, finding a couple making out in the deserted hallway. Neither is willing to admit it's not about the show but about Han's proximity.
Unlike all the other times in the past you've partied with Han, he doesn't let go of you for more than two minutes. You dance all night together, just the two of you, no girls coming up to Han and no guys coming up to you. There simply wasn't a window of opportunity.
"You enjoying yourself?" He says in your ear over the loud music. Your back is against his front as your sway and roll your body to the beat. One of his hands is nursing a drink, and the other is right where it should be, on you.
"I won 6k and have a cute guy buying me drinks and dancing with me. What do you think?" You giggle, turning in his arms to face him instead. The drinks stop you from overthinking and let you wrap your arms around his neck. Faces close. You want to kiss him so bad you're not drunk enough, though, and it's not the way you'd like to do it, either.
"Just making sure," he smiles down at you, hand on your lower back.
The night is long, yet with Han, it goes by so fast. Sooner than you'd prefer, he walks you to your car, no longer holding onto your waist but your hand. There are only a few stragglers left behind who refuse to acknowledge the night is over. You and Han are two of them.
Reaching your white and red, modified skyline Han opens the door for you. With one arm propped against the open door and the other extended onto the roof, Han cages you against your car. Before you get in, you turn to face him, finding the bravery to do something you've been thinking about all night.
"Thanks for tonight, Han. I had fun," you say softly, suddenly feeling shy.
"Anytime, Angel," he responds smoothly, brushing his fingers on your naked shoulder. The jacket you wore earlier was discarded somewhere in the bar. An excuse for Han to see you outside the races.
"Well, goodnight." Gathering every particle of bravery, you stand on your toes and peck his lips softly.
It's only a tiny, innocent kiss, yet it makes Han close his eyes. It happens too quickly for his liking. You have been growing bolder, bold enough to kiss him. He needs to step up his game.
Taking advantage of his distracted state, you close your car door and rev the engine. On the drive to your apartment, you squeal in excitement. Fingers ghost over your lips, replaying the small kiss over and over again.
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Another chance at a race becomes available only days after your win. Men love to challenge women, especially those who are winning, much like you are.
They hate seeing you be successful, but it doesn't bother you in the least. It's another opportunity to win cash or a car, which you can use for parts and sell what you don't need.
As you roll up to the starting line, Han approaches your window, leaning down to duck his head in.
"Come to give me a good luck kiss?" You speak playfully, lips turned up into a smile.
You two haven't talked about what happened at the club and have continued to act as you usually do. He's been more touchy with you, though, often trying to find a way to be close to you. Being the lovestruck fool you are, you've encouraged it, finding those ways to let him be close.
"We both know you don't need luck. You've got this in the bag, Angel." Han speaks encouragingly, "Tell you what, though. You win, and it's yours."
"Making me earn it, I see," you laugh, shaking your head. "Alright, you've got a deal. See you on the other side."
Han is confident you'll win. With a last reassuring tap on your door, he steps back, finding his place in the crowd.
Your opponent finally drives up to the starting line, sending you an unnecessary nasty look you laugh at. The flag girl stands between the two cars, her dress leaving nothing to the imagination. You respect it. They are a lot more confident than you are in that department.
You are off when the word 'go' falls from her lips. You knew this track by heart, having raced it so many times. You knew exactly when to hit the gas and when to press the brake to get the car to swerve. Han's full attention is on your race, and when your car disappears to another level, he takes the elevator up to the top floor, where the finish line is. Watching you race is interesting. You always come up with ways to confuse your opponents.
With a bag of chips, he anxiously waits for your victory. Regardless of your ability to race and win, your races make him nervous. He cares about you, and so many things can go wrong.
The noisy crowd gets louder as the sound of tires screeching gets closer. In seconds, your car swerves onto the top floor, again marking you as the victor. There's not a scratch or bump in your car. Your opponent arrives shortly after with dents and long scratches in his paint.
The crowd cheers loudly for you, coming up to you to congratulate you and tell you how cool you looked. Your opponent comes up to you and hands you his keys with a scowl. You shrug it off. A deal is a deal.
Winning leaves you on a high, a feeling of invincibility wrapping around you. You've learned to control it because that feeling caused a big loss years ago. You get distracted by the people around you and forget Han's promise. It's funny because it was the only thing running through your head while you raced.
"Good job out there," Han says, catching up to you later in the night once the hype died down.
"Why, thank you!" You chirp, closing the hood of your car and leaning back to sit on it.
"I believe I made a promise," Han mentions, stepping close to you until you're face to face, only a few inches between the two of you. "You did," you nod, biting your lip.
Han notices this, bringing a hand up to cup your face, his thumb tugging your lip loose from the tight hold of your teeth. The other wraps around your waist, pulling you close. You slide on the warm metal of your car, placing a hand on his chest to brace yourself as Han settles between your legs.
"I'm a man of my word," he whispers, finally leaning down to press his eager lips against yours. Han is greedy for many things, and your lips are one of them. Ever since that night at the club, he's wanted to smash his lips against yours, to feel you close, taste you.
Your eyes instantly flutter close, fisting Han's shirt in your hand as if afraid he'll pull away too quickly. The kiss starts slowly as you both test the waters, but it soon becomes not enough. Han tilts his head, deepening the kiss.
It's an electric shock that consumes him and doesn't let him go. This is the result of Han holding himself back, and you made it worse when you gave him a taste the other night.
Han slips a hand under your shirt, feeling the warmth of your skin. You gasp against his lips, arching your back as his cold fingers catch you by surprise. It serves as an opportunity for Han, his tongue pushing past your pouty lips, savoring the moment.
You gave into him, offering everything you have in exchange for this moment. His warmth wraps around you, burning you from the inside out. The need to breathe makes itself present too soon and becomes far more demanding than the need for each other's lips.
Han pulls away, your bottom lip between his teeth. You're breathless, as if you ran a marathon. You feel lightheaded, intoxicated by Han, who continues to peck your lips softly. He might be addicted already. The tips of his fingers draw soothing circles on your lower back, grounding you in the moment.
"So this is what winning feels like," you breathe out, smoothing Han's shirt with your palms. A futile way to hide their shakiness.
Han laughs, pressing his face against your neck and leaving a fleeting kiss behind. "Appears so, Angel."
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A perk of being Han's friend is using his garage whenever you want. The days of paying for a spot to fix your car in a stranger's garage are far in the past. At the moment, you've spent the most part of the afternoon upgrading your car. The car you won on your last race sits beside yours with the hood popped open as you switched around pieces. He had quality parts, and his driving still sucked.
Twinkie, Earl, and the others are scattered around the large garage, working on different things and chattering. You had purposefully picked a spot away from them so you wouldn't get distracted. With work, your time is limited.
Han is on the second floor, leaning against the railing and pretending to watch the first floor and what they are doing. In reality, he is watching you closely.
You're bent over the hood of the car, working on unscrewing a tight bolt, cursing at the man who installed it initially. It's a sight straight out of his dreams. Your Nike sweatpants hung low on your hips, framing your ass perfectly. If he focused, he'd see the dimples on your lower back. His mind ran wild at the thought of pressing his thumbs against them while taking you from behind.
It's been a while since he's slept around. He cut himself off when he realized his feelings for you. What was the point of sleeping around if he wouldn't be satisfied? Those girls weren't you. They were temporary relief. Now, his pants tighten at anything you do. It's like he's seventeen again and unable to keep it in his pants.
He followed the curve of your ass to your arched back and the cropped shirt you wore. The matching crew neck sweater you arrived in is discarded in your car due to the heat. The revealing shirt rose with each of your movements, revealing the band of your baby blue bra. You tug on it for the millionth time today, annoyed.
The strands of hair you curled to frame your face stick uncomfortably to your sweaty forehead. You regret not putting them back into the two braids that fell over your shoulders.
Han needed to rip his eyes away from you before the others noticed. He's been staring for too long, fantasizing about everything he could do to you. To Han, you looked even more beautiful than you did that night with your sparkly dress and makeup. A woman who knows her way around a car is instantly a hundred times more attractive in his eyes.
As he accidentally visualizes you taking his cock from that same exact position, car included, you groan and straighten up. "I need help," you whine to no one in particular. The bolt is not budging, no matter how hard you try.
Han snaps out of his fantasy and springs into action, quickly appearing by your side. You've bent over again, wrench in hand, to give it one more try before giving up. He leans beside you, a hand on your lower back for faux support.
"What's the matter, Angel?" He says softly, one hand propping him up as he looks at the machinery under the hood. It's better if he helps you. He can't continue listening to your whines and groans.
"I need to unscrew those," you point at the bolts giving you a hard time.
Han asks for the wrench in your hands, and you place it in his hand, annoyed. You don't need the help of a man to do this, but it's Han, so you'll take it. You watch him as he places the wrench around the bolt, his arm tenses, emphasizing his muscles hidden by the short-sleeved button-up he wore over a white wife-beater tank.
His hair fell around his eyes as he successfully unscrewed the bolts. Feminism died as you lustfully took in Han, biting your lip. 'What a man,' you thought. You would've instantly refused the help if he had been any other guy.
"There you go," Han says, handing you the wrench. When he spares you a glance, he laughs softly. Good to know he has the same effect you have on him.
"Whatever would I do without you," you purr, shooting him a mischievous smile, "You deserve a reward." That's what it has come to, silly excuses to kiss Han because you're just friends. Nothing more.
Han looks at your lips briefly before snapping back to your eyes. You grin at him, leaning closer to kiss him for his 'hard work.' You know that he's been watching you all this time; you saw it from the reflective surface of the toolbox. Seeing his quickness to help you makes you believe he enjoyed the show.
Your lips brush teasingly against his, and just before Han can grab the back of your neck to stop the teasing, a loud bang tears through the room. Both you and Han pull away to see where the sound comes from, but Han bangs his head on the car's hood in the process.
"What the hell was that?" Han yells, rubbing the back of his head. He's annoyed that he's been interrupted.
"Sorry! The motor I was working on fell!" Earl exclaims from the other side of the garage, unaware of the daggers Han is throwing him.
"Best I get back to work," you quietly say with a chuckle, taking the piece you needed out of the car to bring it to yours.
"Yeah," Han says simply, reluctantly leaving to do his own thing.
Each and everyone that's in Han's garage returns to their business after the noisy interruption. Twinkie turns on a radio, blasting music to drown out the silence and clanking of tools. You work without interruption for the next three hours, giving your car all the love it deserves.
You clean your hands free of the motor oil and grease and search for Han. Your work for today was done. Now that you took anything valuable from the car you won, you had to sell it. You figured Han could do that for you.
"Hey, are you busy?" You ask him, seeing him working on a part by his desk.
"Nah, what's up, Angel?" He questions, dropping the screwdriver in his hand to focus all his attention on you.
Leaning on the desk casually, you begin speaking, "After I replace the bumper and give it a new paint job, can you sell that car for me?"
"Shouldn't be a problem," glancing at the car, Han agrees. It's a popular car in the racing world, and as soon as he gets the word out he's selling it, many offers will pop up.
"You're the best, Han!" You beam at him, pushing yourself off the desk to return downstairs.
"Angel, wait," he calls after you. Being your friend has been fun, yet he needs more. You shouldn't have to come up with excuses to kiss him; you should be able to do it freely whenever you want.
"Yes, Han," you ask softly, tilting your head in question.
Standing up from the rolling chair, he approaches you, "Do you want to go on a date?"
A grin sneaks past your lips before you even process what he said. Instantly, you nod your head, "I'd love to." You could combust at that moment. Finally, after months of pining, Han asked you out.
"Let's go," he smiles, grabbing your hand and guiding you to his car.
"Wait, now?" You furrow your eyebrows.
"Yes, unless you have something more important," he asks, teasing you.
"Nothing is more important, but I'm a mess," you shake your head hesitantly. You spent your afternoon working on cars, sweating, and getting covered in grease. You didn't think it would be in sweatpants when you pictured going on a date. Not to mention the state of your hair.
"No, you're not. If you must know, you've had me distracted all day," Han whispers the last part in your ear, trying to convince you even if it means giving himself away.
"Am I supposed to apologize?" You question, the corner of your lip curving into a sultry smile. You had been right all along.
"No, just agree to the date. Be spontaneous," Han bounces his eyebrows cutely.
"Let's do it," you sigh, hoping you won't regret it.
"Atta girl," Han smiles victoriously.
Han tries to remember the last time he had a proper date. Even with his ex, they just sort of happened. No date ever officially branded as such. It's why rather than asking you and waiting for the day to arrive, he decided to do it spontaneously. It leaves him no time to be nervous or to overthink things.
You slide your sweatshirt back on on the way out to shield yourself from the chilly Japanese night. Han opens the door to his car for you, shutting the door when you slip in. The drive is short as he takes you to a small family-owned sushi place he swears by.
"I'm surprised you eat more than chips and crackers," you joke with him as the food arrives, and he takes a bite.
"I definitely eat more than that," Han replies nonchalantly, referring to something else entirely. It's something you don't catch despite your dirty mind.
A discussion develops when you discover Han always orders the same thing in the restaurant. He's in Japan. He needs to throw himself into the culture and try new things.
Starting easy, you grab a piece of sushi from your plate, "You need to try this."
"I don't know," Han grimaces as he looks at the sushi held in your chopsticks.
"That's not an answer. Open your mouth," you groan, gently placing the sushi roll in his mouth.
You watch him chew slowly, getting a feel for the new food. "It's good," he agrees, liking whatever you had ordered. It was delicious, actually.
"Better than yours, right?" You ask him, knowingly, pointing your chopsticks at him.
"Yes," he rolls his eyes, refusing to give you the satisfaction.
"Told you," you sing, grabbing both plates and placing them in the middle of the table. Now you could each grab from both and share your meals.
The date goes smoothly. It's a wonder why the two of you hadn't gone to dinner before today. You already know Han is attentive and funny but his wisdom surprises you. He's already lived through so much, more than an average person. Despite being a couple years older than you, he retains his youth. That may be why he appeals to a younger crowd as well.
"What was your life like growing up?" You ask him, taking a drink from your Coke. Han ordered another plate of sushi to share, the one you chose earlier.
"My upbringing wasn't the best," he shrugs, remembering his life in California as a teen. "I was always in trouble."
"Why does something tell me that you were the one causing the trouble," you say, narrowing your eyes.
"I definitely was," he chuckles, "But in the end, it brought me here, and I'm happy."
Han believes in the timing of life. He's been after Tokyo for so long. Before stepping foot in Tokyo, he had to go through the Dominican Republic, Rio, Germany, Shanghai, London, and many more places. It was supposed to happen that way, or he wouldn't have met you.
"I knew it," you sigh dramatically, "I've always been into bad boys."
"What about you, Angel?" He returns the question, curious about your past.
"I grew up in a normal Japanese family. My dad's a mechanic, my mom a nurse, and my sister a pain in the ass. I went to school for engineering and graduated with top honors," you tell him, reminiscing on your not-as-impressive past.
"You say that as if it's easy to graduate with top honors," Han chides you, to which you roll your eyes. "Why work retail? Doesn't engineering make you a lot more money?"
"Don't laugh, okay?" You point at Han. When he agrees not to laugh, you continue, "I wanted to be a Formula 1 racer when I was younger. My dad signed me up to participate in smaller competitions, and I was pretty damn good. My mom was totally against it and forced my dad and me to quit.
Fast forward, I'm in college, and engineering seemed like the way to go. Learned about street racing and figured that could be a way back into my dream. It's a foolish thought. The professionals spend years in proper circuits practicing and competing. No one comes with a background of illegal racing."
Han wasn't expecting that answer. He assumed you hated engineering and did it to appease your parents. He wonders why you thought he would laugh. Your dream is nothing to laugh at. Having witnessed your racing, you undoubtedly had the innate talent. "So retail?" He prompts, realizing you didn't answer the first question.
Snapping your fingers, you say, "Right! I figured I'd always have my degree. I'd rather spend my time having fun now; when the time comes, I'll return to that. I do like it, but I'm not ready to commit to a life of 9 to 5's. I prefer spending my time in the wee hours of the night racing. Since I can't be a Formula 1 racer, I'll be a street racer. Much cooler, anyways."
"That takes guts," Han tells you, "I'm glad you're doing it."
You give him a little shrug and a smile because you were too. Despite your childish dream dying when your mom forced you to quit, you're still happy with your life. Especially if you end up with a guy like Han.
Han, being a gentleman, pays for dinner. Before returning to the car, you stop by a convenience store for dessert. Han follows you buying snacks for himself. In search of something sweet, you find a shelf filled with Pocky. You grab the chocolate-covered ones with a plan in mind.
You and Han sit at a table outside the convenience store. It was getting late, so only a few people were around. You open the packet of Pocky, taking out a chocolate-covered stick.
"Have you ever played the Pocky game?" You ask, taking a bite of the treat.
"No. What is it?" Han looks at you curiously.
"Essentially, you grab one end of the Pocky stick, and I grab the other. We have to eat it, but if one of us pulls away, they lose," you respond simply, hiding the game's purpose.
"That sounds awfully like Lady and the Tramp," Han mentions, catching onto your intentions.
Offering him a stick, you say, "Want to play?"
Han smiles at you and grabs the Pocky stick placing the biscuit end between his teeth. You hold the chocolate-covered end and tap his hand to start. You both take it slow, Han opting to stay still as you near his lips. You tilt your head when you're close to his lips, giving him the perfect opportunity to kiss you when only a small piece is left.
You smile into the chocolate-flavored kiss. If you wanted to kiss Han, you could've done it without so many sneaky plans or excuses, but it wouldn't be as fun.
"So, who won?" Han asks when you pull away.
"Does it matter?" You cheekily say, pulling him back in for another kiss.
There's no flaw in your reasoning. Han pulls you close, lifting your legs to lie in his lap. You spend more time than you care to admit making out outside the convenience store.
Han offers to drive you to your apartment since your car needs to be finished. Throughout the drive, his hand is laced with yours in your lap. Small talk flows between you as you continue to learn about each other.
Smoke coming from your apartment building cuts that conversation short. Firefighters stand outside the building, spraying water into the source of the fire. Han steps out of the car with you to ask anyone what is going on.
Noticing the building manager across the street, you approach him. He quickly blurts out all the information he knows. You're one of many of the tenants to approach him. "There's a fire on the sixth floor. We don't know the damage yet. I understand this is your residence, but you need somewhere else to say for the next few days while we asses the damage and inspect the building."
"What am I going to do?" You groan, covering your face with your hands. You worry about where you'll stay and your stuff in your apartment. You have important documents in there.
"You can stay with me," Han offers without a hint of hesitation.
"Are you sure? I don't want to impose." It's nice of Han to offer you a place to stay, but would it be too much at this stage of their situationship. Last thing you want is to push boundaries.
"You're not imposing. Let me help you," Han insists, grabbing your hand to rub soothing circles in it. It's a given he has feelings for you, but before that, you are his friend, and he's not going to leave you out on the streets or sleeping in your car.
Han offers you calming words on the way to his apartment. Your apartment is on the twelfth floor and the other side of the fire. Chances are that your stuff will probably be fine. Whether the building will close for renovations is another matter entirely.
His apartment is just another level to the building he owns. Its entrance is on a more private side. Inside, it's very clean and organized, a surprise since you expect most guys to be messy. Picture frames and knick knacks are scattered throughout the space, giving you more of a glimpse into Han's life.
It's quiet between the two of you but comfortable. Han is giving you time to process what you saw in your building. He offers you his shower if you'd like, and when you brought up you didn't have any clothes, he searched for a clean t-shirt and sweatpants you could borrow from him.
A shower is just what you need as you let the water cascade down your body. Fire aside, it has been a great day, even before Han asked you on a date. Hope fills your being at the prospect of soon beginning a relationship with Han. So far, everything points out it can happen. There haven't been any red flags or hesitation from him.
You change into the oversized t-shirt Han picked out for you and the spare pair of underwear you always carry in your bag. Smart girls know to carry a spare in case of emergencies. You debate about wearing the sweatpants he left for you but choose against it. The t-shirt covers enough.
You shyly make your way out of the bathroom in search of Han. You find him in the bedroom, grabbing an extra pillow and blanket. "The bed is yours," he mentions, eyes briefly trailing your naked legs.
"Where will you sleep?" You ask, furrowing your eyebrows. If anyone has to sleep on the couch, it should be you.
"I'll take the couch," he responds, as you expected.
"Han, stop being a gentleman and get in bed with me," you say, taking the pillow from his grasp and placing it back on the top of the bed.
He offers you an 'Are you sure?' look, and you nod confidently. He doesn't need to be told twice. Han steps out of the bedroom for a few minutes and grabs a shower. Taking that time, you get on the bed to get comfortable, it's soft, and you sink into it.
You're snoozing off when he returns to the room. Han carefully peels back the sheets and gets under them. Feeling the bed dip, you turn to the side to face him.
Your sleepy mood makes you cuddle up to him without much thought. The smell of his soap invades your senses. Han naturally accepts it, throwing an arm around your waist and hugging you closer, legs intertwined. He kisses the top of your head, finding comfort in the position.
Thankful doesn't begin to cover how you feel. There's this overwhelming sense of security that comes with Han. There is something about him that makes you trust him. Deep down, you know he wouldn't intentionally hurt you.
"How are you feeling?" Han checks up on you before you fall asleep.
"I'm okay. I hope none of my things got damaged," you mumble into his chest, pressing a kiss into it afterward. "Thank you for everything, Han. Your help with the car, the date, letting me invade your bed," you finish with a soft laugh.
"Anytime, Angel," he responds truthfully. If he can help you in any way, he will. Sleep consumes both quickly after, and it becomes the best night you've both had in a while.
The following day you're the first to wake. Han's arms are around your waist, and you feel his breath tickle the back of your neck. He's warm, and you just want to sink into it even more. Your need to pee pries you out of his embrace, though.Ā 
As carefully as possible, you slip out of his loose grasp and head to the bathroom. Han had picked out a toothbrush for you the night before, which you're thankful for. Shuffling out of the bathroom, you cook breakfast for Han as a 'thank you' for his hospitality.
You pick the ingredients you need from his fridge, careful not to make too much noise. Your progress is slower than you prefer as you get used to the kitchen layout and localize everything you might need.
Soon enough, you drop pancake batter into the pan, and while that cooks, you scramble eggs with veggies. Since it's his kitchen, you assume he'll like what you make. It's his ingredients, after all.
Just after finishing the last batch of pancakes, you hear the patter of Han's feet entering the kitchen. You turn to glance at him quickly and greet him, "Good morning! I made you breakfast, sit!"
"You didn't have to do that," Han says, coming up behind you. He traps you between his body and the stove as if having you close last night wasn't enough.
"Yes, I did! You let me stay here, borrow clothes, sleep in your bed," you flip the pancakes as you count all the nice things he's done in less than 24 hours.
Humming, unconvinced, Han kisses your cheek and thanks you. It sends a tingle between your legs as his voice is raspy and deep from sleep. Your cheeks flare up, betraying you as always.
Han follows your orders and sits by the kitchen table, waiting till you're done to begin eating. With that time in his hands, he observes you. You're wearing the t-shirt he loaned you, which swallowed your frame. Each time you flipped a pancake, it rose slightly to reveal the light green fabric of your panties. Han soaked the sight in and wondered if this was what waited for him in the near future.
His eyes continue trailing down to your thick thighs. He wouldn't mind being trapped between them. Lower and lower, his gaze went from your pretty legs to your varnished toes. Back up, it went as you turned off the stove and approached the table. You weren't wearing a bra under the t-shirt, as your nipples poked through the thin fabric.
Han's glad he didn't notice these things last night, or he wouldn't have been able to sleep a wink. Spreading his legs, he tried to hide the hard-on he was sporting. None the wiser, you sit on the empty chair near him and tell him to eat up.
Shooing the dirty thoughts from his mind, Han thanks you one more time and digs in. It's a lovely morning, with light chatter bouncing between you. Han praises your cooking every chance he gets and even finishes the pancakes you left over but not before drenching them in more syrup. When both of you are done, you clear the plates and place them in the sink to wash.
"Angel, come 'ere," Han calls from behind you.
Mindlessly you walk over to him, wondering what he wants. Han grabs your waist, pulling you to his lap. "Han, what are you doing? I have to do the dishes!" You squeal, holding onto him, afraid he'd let you fall.
"No, you don't," he speaks softly, one hand cupping your cheek.
"I don't?" you prompt, leaning into his touch.
"Let me properly thank you," he offers, lips chasing yours. Han can't contain himself any longer. You've done a number on him, strutting around his kitchen in your underwear. He wants you. He needs you.
You lean into the kiss as you always do, pouring everything you have into it. Tasting the coffee on his tongue, you bring your hand around the back of his neck, softly tugging the long strands of hair. Han groans into the kiss, having missed that sensation.
Repositioning yourself, you straddle Han in the rickety kitchen chair. You feel his hands all over your body, trailing down your back to grasp your ass in his palms. Every so often, you'd resurface to breathe but dip down again and again to continue kissing him.
Han feels himself harden as you rub your center against him deliciously. It's clear as day you want him just as much as he wants you.
"Want to spoil me and fuck me?" You breathe heavily, kissing Han's neck.
"So bold," Han chuckles, his hands wandering under the t-shirt to feel your warm skin, his nails faintly scratching your back, sending shivers down your spine. "Six months ago, you would've been too scared to ask me that."
Six months ago, you would've been too scared to kiss him on the cheek, but you've come a long way. As time passes, you realize your feelings are not one-sided because Han means every word he speaks to you despite his taunting nature. Each and every complement is honest.
"I got tired of waiting around for you," you bite back, nipping his neck and sucking a pretty bruise on it.
Han hisses at the momentary sting, "I thought I was just a friend?"
You laugh sarcastically, picking your head up to stare at him, "I don't let friends kiss me or grope my ass."
"What does that make me then?" Han raises an eyebrow, cheekily squeezing your ass as a smirk forms on his lips.
"Special," you shrug, lips pouty and swollen.
"Because?" He wants to hear you say that you feel something for him. It's a last hurrah on giving you a hard time for fun.
You realize it's time to be honest and come out with it. You stopped hiding your feelings a while ago. Hell, you even asked Han to fuck you. All that's left is to admit your feeling out loud. "Because I have feelings for you, Han Lue," you whisper, brushing the hair that threatens to fall over his eyes.
"That's all you had to say," Han murmurs, catching your lips in a passionate kiss.
The heat rises with each passing moment. Your feelings have now come to a boil and bubbled over. Han picks you up easily and sits you on the kitchen table. He leaves his touch on your naked back to trace the outside of your thighs. It's time to give you precisely what you asked for and what he has been fantasizing about for far too long.
Grabbing the elastic band of your panties, Han slides them down the curve of your ass and your thighs until they are off. He throws them somewhere in the room, the information unimportant for now.
"Han, please," you whine, spreading your legs wider and giving him access to your most private part. You beg between kisses to feel his touch where you need it most.
"So impatient, Angel." Han jabs lightly as his right-hand touches the inside of your thigh. The pads of his fingers brush over your thighs repeatedly, nearing the apex more and more with each stroke.
You gasp as he finally dips a finger into your folds, gathering the slick that formed to spread it around your bundle of nerves. You gasp, breaking the kiss and throwing your head back.
Han sucks on your neck and collarbones as you moan into the air. Slipping a finger into your tight walls, he groans, thinking about how they'll feel around his hard cock.
"Fuck, Han, feels so good," you sigh when Han adds another digit into your soaking core and presses on your clit with his thumb.
"I didn't realize I made you this wet," he says into your neck as you grind your hips into his hand. You must've been wanting this for as long as he has.
"Liar," you respond, staring at him with hooded eyes. The nights you've touched yourself while thinking about him are many. The real thing is a million times better.
Han watches you intently, catching every little reaction you have to his touch. The moans and whines echo through the room and are music to his ears. Without a doubt, there's a wet patch in his boxers as his tip leaks precum from the erotic sight in front of him.
Your walls clenching around him alert him you're close, and promptly after you make it known as you beg him not to stop, except he doesn't listen and stops just as you're about to cum.
"Why did you stop?" You complain, eyes wide in desperate need.
"Want you to cum on my tongue," he responds, stealing a quick kiss before he kneels on the floor. Wrapping his strong arms around your thighs, he scoots you closer to the edge.
His words shoot another current down your legs, no doubt making more of a mess. You wait with bated breath as Han kisses the inside of your thighs, making eye contact with you as he delves into your pussy.
He licks up from your hole up to your clit. You grasp his hair with one hand, pulling the t-shirt up with the other to better look at him going down on you. Your eyes roll involuntarily when Han wraps his lips around your clit, sucking and flicking it with his tongue. His long fingers find your opening once more, sliding in effortlessly.
You try to maintain eye contact with Han through it all. If his hair fell on his eyes, you'd quickly brush it back, not wanting to miss his lustful gaze. It spurred Han on to see you crumbling over him, biting your lip as you tried to hide the pretty cries that wanted to fall from your lips.
Han stops licking your clit and slows his thrusting fingers each time you near your orgasm. Time and time again, he repeats this when you're near the edge. Only when your arousal coats his hand he keeps his pace, and as you whine out, 'gonna cum, don't stop,' he slips his tongue into your pussy, tasting your cum directly from the source.
He makes a great example of what his nose can do as it brushes over your clit while he tongue fucks you. You trap Han between your legs as your pussy clenches, your orgasm coming in waves. As you relax back onto the kitchen table, Han continues to lick your puffy center, being careful with your sensitive nub.
When he stands, you fist his t-shirt, smashing your lips together, tasting your essence. "Let's take this to the bedroom," Han pants. You nod eagerly and squeal when he picks you up, your legs wrapped around his waist.
You leave a trail of kisses on his neck as he makes his way to the bedroom. Once there, you both fall on the bed, Han hovering over you. He tugs on your t-shirt, "As much as I love seeing you in my clothes, this has to come off."
Without the shirt, he can admire your naked body. A lone finger slides down from your neck to your sternum. It slides to your side near the curve of your left breast, where a small sakura flower is tattooed.
"This is my new favorite thing about you," Han softly says, noticing you staring at him.
The tattoo was an impulsive thing to do. You had wanted a tattoo for years but never knew what to get. After your last breakup two years ago, you got the little flower instead of getting bangs and dying your hair. It has no real meaning to you. It's just a cute flower.
"You're the first to see it since I got it done," you tell him, a laugh bubbling from your lips as his touch on your ribs tickles.
"And I hope it stays that way," he responds. It's an unspoken promise. He wants you all to himself for the foreseeable future.
His finger continues the trajectory down your tummy, lightly going over your belly button before it traces over your mound and dips to touch your clit.
You gasp at the surge of pleasure as your clit remains sensitive from his previous actions. "Gotta say it's not fair that I'm the only one naked," you moan when Han continues to circle your nub.
"What are you gonna do about it?" Han incites you to see what you'll do.
Any remaining shyness you had is long gone as lust replaces it. You kneel in front of Han, who leans back to watch you. Your chest is close to his face, so when you lean closer to grab the hem of his shirt, he sucks one of your nipples.Ā 
"Han," you whine, arching your back," "Stop distracting me."
Ignoring his mouth on you, you grab his shirt and pull it off. Successfully making him stop his attack on your breasts. You peck his lips and kiss down his jaw.
You take your time kissing his toned chest and stomach. You wish to memorize every part of him. "You're so handsome, Han," you purr, glancing up at him.
Those simple words that spilled from your mouth made his heart flutter. Han is used to being the one to dish out compliments and praise the women he's with. To have you say that is like a breath of fresh air, and he can't wait to have more.
"Fuck, Angel," he groans, grasping your chin. You kiss his palm with a smile that's equally angelic and devilish.
You want to peel two more layers off Han's body and decide to do it all at once. Grasping the band of his pants and boxers, you slowly pull them down, building anticipation.
His cock springs out of its confines, landing on Han's abdomen. You don't hide your curious gaze as you take in his cock. It's so big it makes you bite your lip in anticipation. The tip is a dark pink as it drips with precum.
After you remove his pants entirely, you grasp his cock, feeling the warmth and weight of it. Han breathes out through his nose, a futile attempt to keep his cool. A string of saliva drips from your lips, coating his hard length. Each stroke you made caused a bead of pre to spill from him.
You take it as an invitation to taste him, wrapping your lips around his head your tongue licks the beads of white.Ā 
Han does the impossible not to push your head down to take all of him. The thought is present, though. You've barely teased him compared to how he teased you, but Han can no longer resist.Ā 
"I need you," Han groans, calling out your name, not the nickname you've been donned for the past three years.
You don't take it for granted. Hearing your name sends you into overdrive. Han pulls you up to kiss you and lies you down on the top of the bed. He comfortably gets between your legs that hug his waist to bring him closer. His cock brushes your wet pussy, and you both hiss at the sensation. Your pussy clenches around nothing at the thought of having Han fill you entirely.
"You ready, Angel?" Han asks you. One arm holding him up and the other wrapped around your thigh, giving you a comforting squeeze. Time stops ticking at that moment. It's just you and Han wrapped in each other.Ā 
"I've been ready for the past month, Han. Fuck me, please," you plead quietly, your fingertips running up and down his back.Ā 
"Just because you said, please." Han lines his cock up to your entrance and pushes past your lips into your warm center. Relief floods through the both of you, but it soon dissipates, and it's replaced by waves of unfiltered lust.
Han starts fucking into you deep, at the perfect pace. Your eyes involuntarily close as you feel Han's cock stretching you open and filling you like never before. Han kisses your temple and releases sexy moans into your ear with words of encouragement.
'Such a tight pussy just for me.'
'Taking me so good, Angel.'
'Can't get enough of you.'
You echo his words, encouraging him to keep fucking you. Your nails dig into his back as you try to hold on to anything, and your heels dig into his lower back. The closeness between you is intoxicating, your scents mixing and becoming one, his hair ticking your face, his warm skin heating up yours.Ā 
Han slows the pace momentarily, leaning back on his knees to see your pretty cunt taking his cock. He wants to commit to memory how your pussy spreads to make way for his cock, a white ring on the base of his cock, and how your little clit is exposed and vulnerable to his touch.
The other girls he's slept with only got part of his attention and dedication. He didn't mean to make a huge impression. He only did his job, often choosing to lie back and let them do as they pleased with him.Ā 
With you, it's different. He wants to give you his all and leave a great impression. He'll do all the work; you can just take it if that's what you want. That's the difference between you and the other girls. He lived to spoil you.
Meanwhile, you fall apart under him, moaning incoherent phrases he can barely make out. He loves hearing them, though. You reach for Han's hand as he increases his pace and grips it tightly.
Han slips his cock out of you, wanting to make his fantasy a reality. You shudder at the empty feeling and whine, "No, don't stop."Ā 
"Come on, Angel. Get on your knees," Han coo's at you, kissing your pouty lips. "Promise you'll cum soon."
Han positions you on your knees, your back arched as your tits rub against the bed sheets. You huff through it all, desperate to have him pounding into you again. He smacks your ass when you wiggle it to get him to do what you want.
Han enters you in one smooth motion, this position amplifying your pleasure as he hits the spongy spot inside of you more directly.
"Han!" You cry out, fisting the sheets underneath you.Ā 
"I'm right here, Angel," Han breathes, snapping his hips rhythmically.Ā 
Just as he visualized, he grabs your hips in his large hands and digs his thumbs into the dimples on your back. With a tight hold, he thrusts into you unrelentingly, and you push back onto him just as eagerly. Your cries are muffled by the pillow you're hugging to your face.
Your pussy swallows him with each thrust, even as it clenches to prepare for orgasm. He can't hold back any longer as his balls clench with each faltering thrust, and your walls squeeze him tighter than ever.
" 'm cumming," you squeal, your legs tense up and shake. Your walls contract and release in a rhythmic motion that sends Han over the edge, your name on the tip of his tongue.
Han pulls out of you, helping you get back onto a comfortable position, and lies beside you, catching his breath. He turns to look at you, and you do the same. You can't hold his gaze long as you furiously blush.
Han laughs, grabbing your hand to lace your fingers together. "You can't get shy now!"
"I can't control it!" You exclaim, hiding your face with the same pillow as earlier.Ā 
The rest of the day is spent in bed. Han ignores his daily responsibilities and stays in, getting lost in your touch and making promises he hopes to keep.
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One Year and a Half Later...
You drive up to the empty parking complex. It's similar to the one you spend your nights on. Driving up the floors, you find Han where he told you he'd be. He leans against the familiar orange car, a bag of chips in his hands. A nice lather jacket covers his arms, making you smile when you remember how he got it in the first place.
"Hey, you wanted to meet me here?" You question, getting out of your car.
Approaching him, you kiss his salty lips and wait for an explanation regarding the random meet-up spot. In the entire year and a half of you dating, he's never asked you such a weird request.
"You feeling up to race?" Han asks you, holding your hand in his.
It's been years since the two of you met, and for the same amount of time, people have been pining you two to race. He denied every request, including the ones you threw every once in a while.
"It's about time," you exclaim, excitement filling your body. "What's at stake?"
There is something up Han's sleeve. You know that much. There is something he wants from you if he suddenly wants to race you. He could just ask. You'll give him everything he desires. You play along, though.
"Winner gets the other's car," he offers, pushing himself off the car to wrap his arms around you to hug you, his thumb soothingly brushing over the spot where your tattoo is. He last saw you when you left for your new engineering job early in the morning.
"You're willing to sacrifice your car?" You chuckle, implying you are going to win.
"It's only fair," he shrugs, kissing your cheek.
With one last peck, he lets you go and gets in his car. You follow his lead, lining up your car to the imaginary starting line. Han sets up a timer, and once it went off, both cars lurched forward at high speeds.Ā 
You focus on the race, forgetting it's Han you're competing with. You've been dying to go against him for so long, desperate to find out who was the better racer between the two.Ā 
As expected, Han makes it hard for you. The race is neck and neck as you drift up the floors of the building. Whenever Han takes the lead, you find a way to get ahead. You see the end near, and Han threatens to surpass you, but with one last boost, you keep your position, winning the race.
You leap out of your car, feeling the high of the race. No one has kept you on your toes for so long. It's a satisfying win. Han walks out of his car more calmly, smiling, happy to see you celebrate. It didn't matter to him that you were better. You deserved it.
"I can't believe I won," you exclaim, jumping into his arms as he spins you around.
"I can, and I'm so proud," Han says, kissing all over your face.
The race's prize is forgotten as you celebrate, but Han reminds you by handing you his keys, "A deal is a deal." You take the keys from him as a mere formality. You're not taking Han's precious car. Racing him is enough for you.
The weight of the keys is strange to you. They tend to be much heavier. Opening your palm to inspect them, you see that his keychains and spare keys are missing. In their place is a diamond ring.
"Han, what-" you stutter, whipping up to look at him.
"My car is yours. I figured I could be yours too. Will you marry me?" Han takes the keys from you, getting down on one knee and removing the ring from the holder.Ā 
From all the possible scenarios you had in mind from this clandestine meeting, Han's proposal was not one of them. Nevertheless, you have your answer instantly.
"Yes," you nod, choking back a sob.
Han grabs your hand and slides the ring onto your fourth finger. It's a perfect fit, just like Han. You drop down in front of Han, ignoring the dirty floor, to kiss and hug him.
Han kisses away your tears, a smile permanently etched on his face. He never thought he'd see the day he would settle down, but this past year has been near perfection with you, and he doesn't see himself with anyone else.
"Did you let me win to set this up?" You ask him later that night. His arms are wrapped tightly around you as you lie on his chest.
"No," he answers simply, kissing your head.
"You let me win," you then say assertively.
"No, I did not, Angel," he answers again, hiding his smile in your hair.
"I don't believe you. We have to race again," you tell him, lifting your head to glance at him.
"I don't have a reason to. I've got everything I want right here. Take the win, Angel," Han tells you sweetly, his fingers playing with your ring.
"For now," you huff, settling back down and cuddling up to him.
Fin.Ā 
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thank you for reading! i didn't mean for it to be this long although i'm sure you guys are not complaining!
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