#pookiebear rants

[yourfavepookiebear]

Why is it that whenever I scroll through the "diabolik lovers" fanfic tags, it's always filthy smut.

Why can it not be a fanfic where reader beats the fuck out of all of them, seals them underground, and marries Yui ??

#yourfavepookiebear #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers x reader #pookiebear rants

[thepookiestpookiebear]

I'm on my period so I'm horny obviously

Also my brain is not fully functioning at the moment

Thinking about.

Jade. Jade's fingers. Oml. I don't even know where to start

My whole mind is clouded by Jade's fingers. I want them. I need them. Emotionally Psychologically Mentally Physically Sexually Romantically Platonically

Fucking

Jade's fingers

Just

I need them

#im probably gonna delete this later #pookiebear rants #the pookiest rambles

[eyluvu]

OKAY OKAY SO is leo a main character in trials of apollo this is a make or break situation

#tbh i dont have the energy to read another series #but if my boy is in there... #then yes #anything for pookiebear #vienna rants #trials of apollo #pjo hoo toa #heroes of olympus #leo valdez

[yourfavepookiebear]

AHH IM CURIOUS

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[yourfavepookiebear]

Okay so I'm curious

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[yourfavepookiebear]

Out of these guys, who has the least fans ? Genuine question

#twisted wonderland #jack howl #leona kingscholar #rook hunt #vil schoenheit #epel felmier #riddle rosehearts #ace trappola #deuce spade #silver #malleus draconia #lilia vanrouge #sebek zigvolt #twst #pookie talks #pookie asks #pookiebear rants #yourfavepookiebear

[yourfavepookiebear]

I'm that one person who's in the fandom but doesn't actually play the game/watch the anime/read the manga

#yourfavepookiebear #anime #manga #anime and manga #pookiebear rants #twisted wonderland #lovebrush chronicles #obey me shall we date #pookie talks #pookie is in a lot of fandoms #pookie bear #random #fandoms #games #visual novel #ikemen villains #ikemen vampire #ikemen series #novels

[yourfavepookiebear]

...I just finished watching The Human Centipede 3..

What the fuck.

So now I just have to ask this,

Which movie would you have the highest survival chance in ? Or which movie do you think you could beat ? (Basically which one do you think you can come out of, safely and without major injuries)

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[yourfavepookiebear]

I vacuumed the WHOLE house today. My room, the hallway, the entrance, the exit, my mom's room, the living room, the kitchen etc !!!!!

It's the only chore I take pleasure in doing because I just LOVE vacuum cleaners !

A few days ago when I was at my aunt's house she was cleaning her house and I actually had to bite my lip to stop myself from offering to vacuum the whole house for her ! IM SAYING THIS SERIOUSLY

That's just how much I love vacuuming ! VACUUMING SUPREMACY

whenever someone talks about vacuum cleaners I feel hungry, strangely enough.

#yourfavepookiebear #pookiebear rants #i love vacuum cleaners #unhealthy obsession #im yandere for vacuum cleaners #vacuuming #vacuum cleaner #vacuum cleaning #vacuum #household chores #household cleaning #chores #household tasks #cleaning #vacuum cleaners make me hungry

[yourfavepookiebear]

HELP ??? LMFAOOO

I WAS WALKING ON THE SIDEWALK AND THIS RANDOM DRIVER PASSING BY SLOWED DOWN HIS CAR AND STARTED FLIRTING WITH ME WHILE IN THE CAR

And he fucking followed me for a good 200 meters or so even after I ignored him ?? WTF LMFAO BRO WAS DESPERATE 😭😭

I feel bad for him bc honestly that was so fucking pathetic 😔

#yourfavepookiebear #pookiebear rants #lmfao what 😭 #HELP I STARTED LAUGHINNG MY ASS OFF AS SOON AS I GOT HONE #THAT WAS SO FUNNY NGL 🤣

[yourfavepookiebear]

Ughhhh I hate my mom so much she's so fucking annoying

So now I'm sick, AND I'm on my period too.

AGAIN last time she sent me to school a few days ago while I was still sick (still am) and they sent me back home because I kept coughing and they said that i shouldn't come back until I'm fully healed

NOW AGAIN she wants to send me to school tomorrow. I'm going fucking crazy. My health hasn't changed, it hasn't gotten any better, no matter how many medicines I take my state stays the same

I asked her why I can't just stay at home tomorrow and she said "oh but you've you've absent for 2 weeks already, if you don't come for a third week they'll lower your grades" and it hurt because she's basically saying "school matters more than your health does"

Is this bitch serious ? I genuinely wanted to scream and cry and slap her in the face (exaggerating), I felt the last bits of my sanity crumble away like wtf..

I'm still sick. Is it MY FUCKING FAULT IM SICK ??????? WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO PRIORITIZE SCHOOL OVER MY OWN HEALTH AND WELL-BEING ????

Not only did she refuse to take me to the doctor this whole time. Can you believe it ? Never have i ever gone to the doctor because i was sick, not when I had a cold, not when I had the flu, not even when I had covid. Why ? Because my mom thinks doctors are useless. IS THIS BITCH FUCKING INSANE ?????? IS SHE TRYING TO KILL ME OR SUM-

They already sent me back once, AND THEY'RE GONNA DO IT TWICE TOO. How many times will be enough to make my mom understand that I'm not healthy enough to go to school ?

Honestly I'm 100% sure my cause of death will be the ignorance of my own biological mother. She's so irritating.

Not only that but I'm also on my period, so it's 100x worse. Sickness + cramps + extreme fatigue + excessive coughing + body pain + soreness + bloating don't make a good combo and guess what ? Tomorrow is the second day of my period. Great, just great, motherfucking awesome.

Oh and on top of that I ran out of painkillers, I ate them all last week because my body and throat hurt. Wow. Fucking awesome

#yourfavepookiebear #vent #vent post #tw sickness mention #tw period mention #pookie talks #pookiebear rants #fucking awesome #if you cant tell im in a very good mood right now #i swear one day i will die and it will all be her fault #i hate her so much #mommy issues #neglect #like wtf #periods #rant post #rant

[yourfavepookiebear]

Period crampsssssss

#yourfavepookiebear #pookiebear rants #pookie's issues

[yourfavepookiebear]

I really need a new friend tbh

It's not that I don't like my friends rn, but they just never answer me

The irl ones too. Like I text them but they never answer. I text my bff (I honestly don't don't know if I can call her that anymore) and she never answers, not a day later not a week later not a month later not a year later. Never. She wasn't like this before, and she's not that busy at all, so obviously it means she must be doing it on purpose for whatever reason she has.

You never asked nor did anyone else, but the reason I text so much is because I need to distract myself from the present.

But when no one, absolutely none out of all the 9-10 or so close friends I have answer, it leaves me pondering. My thoughts inevitably wonder, and I find myself drowning in them. I don't like that. I don't like thinking. I don't like pondering. I don't like being silent. But I have no choice.

I finish my work, my studies, my homework, my chores, and everything else, but realizing I have no one at all leaves me wondering, pondering and wandering endlessly, infinitely.

And, just as expected, the conclusion my mind comes to is that 'no one likes me' hence 'the reason why they never answer is because they do not appreciate you, nothing about you is good or particularly pleasing, which means you are not worth their time.' And eventually leads to me distancing myself and ghosting them just 'like they did to me'.

Therefore, I stay silent. As much as I hate to, I keep silent and my gaze stays downcast. I don't listen to anyone or anything, I don't answer any question or message, I don't talk, I don't smile, I don't laugh, I don't joke around, I don't draw, I don't write. Nothing. At that state of mine I am only vast nothingness, completely empty and devoid of any emotion whatsoever.

If you knew me, you'd also know that when I am 'sad' (silent), everyone else around me is sad as well.

I do not need to focus to notice how my ears are ringing and no one needs to put me under a microscope to know that silence is my way of weeping.

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[yourfavepookiebear]

I just had to make this, it's something I have to admit, sometimes it's extremely true

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[yourfavepookiebear]

First aid plaster my ass.

It can't even stick to my finger and it's brand new 😒

You have no idea how pissed I am. Everywhere hurts and I have no pain pills, my nail is broken deeply and my muscles hurt like hell and I can't even move. My elbow is bruised really badly, I'm tired, and the fucking bandages don't even do shit.

Wow. And on top of that my back hurts like shit for sum reason.

#yourfavepookiebear #pookiebear rants #pookie's issues

[yourfavepookiebear]

Brooo homework is crazyyyy

It took me TWO WEEKS to get to the last exercise AND I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED IT EVEN AFTER WORKING ON IT EVERY DAY FOR TWO WEEKS STRAIGHT

WTFFFF 😭😭😭😭

#like what the actual fuck #fuck school #yourfavepookiebear #pookiebear rants #WTF #abolish schools #abolish homework #FUCK HOMEWORK #I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK #FUCK I HOPE WHOEVER CREATED SCHOOL AND HOMEWORK FUCKING FALLS INTO THE DEEPEST PITS OF HELL AND GETS SET ON FIRE AND GETS WHIPPED AND BEATEN #FUCK YOU #I WILL PERSONALLY FOLLOW YOU TO THE DEEPEST LAYERS OF HELL AND MAKE YOU SUFFER #I WILL NOT STOP EVEN IF I HEAR YOU BEG AND CRY AND SCREAM #I WANNA SEE YOU SUFFER #fuck capitalism