#if you don't like sebastian stan you're ugly

[sleepingbeauty21]

Question Game

Ok, I'm going to do this because I'm bored and because I know that if I post this and ask people to ask me stuff, they won't do it. Feel free to reblog or copy and paste if you want to play along.

What is your nickname?

Some people call me "Andy" but I don't really like it.

(My parents' nickname for me is another thing that I won't post because somebody probably will get offended if I say it here.🙄🙄)

When is your birthday?

December 27th!

(I used to believe in star signs when I was a teenager but now, I don't really care for them anymore, and it annoys me that people keep telling others that their attitudes and personalities are so **insert star sign here** 🙄🙄)

What was your longest relationship?

5 years.

(With my ex whom I loved since I was 12 and I was supposed to marry until he left me for his ex and got engaged to her like three months after breaking up with me.)

What is your favorite book?

Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen.

What is something you're insecure about?

That when I laugh sometimes my eyebrows scrunch in a really ugly way and they make me look uglier than I am. Also, I'm insecure about my writing and I feel like I'm not that good of a writer most of the time.

5 Male celebrity crushes

Jared Padalecki

Harry Styles

Tom Hiddleston

Sebastian Stan

Henry Cavill

5 Female celebrity crushes

Elizabeth Olsen

Gal Gadot

Kim Kardashian

Claire Danes

Vivien Leigh

What is your dream job?

Actress or Screenwriter.

What do you consider your biggest accomplishment?

When I was in college, I did A Midsummer's Night Dream for a Theater class I was taking and I ended up playing Hermia.

To this day, that's my biggest accomplishment because it was a total success and I was practically the "unofficial" director for that play with how much I was invested in it hahaha.

What is a fact about you that nobody would believe?

That I'm kinder than I look. I look a lot like I'm angry or annoyed most of the time, but that's not really me, that's my resting b*tch face haha.

(I usually don't like people in general and my friends know this, but I try to be as kind as possible to even the people whom I don't like)

What were your highs and lows for this last month?

Highs: I got a new job, my mom got a raise at her job and I got baptized!

Lows: Being frustrated over not being able to buy the medicines that I still need for my skin and my other little issues after having the list of them on my computer for months! And being frustrated because I can't seem to write as much as I want to!

Where is somewhere you'd like to visit?

Italy. That's like my ultimate dream.

And probably France. That was a dream that started and it was shared with my ex but stayed even after he left.

How do you de-stress?

I watch The Kardashians on Star Plus or I watch reels on Instagram.

Sometimes, I go to the gym if I feel like it, but it's mostly The Kardashians and Instagram.

What are your favorite apps besides tumblr?

Instagram, and like any proper old lady, Facebook.

Describe yourself in one sentence.

I Try.

What do you think makes you attractive?

My physical appearance and the fact that I have confidence sometimes hahaha.

I'm 5'0, with long almost black hair and a great body, If I do say so myself. 😁😁😁

What is something you're really good at?

Languages. They come easily to me.

What is something you're really bad at?

Sports or cooking. I SUCK at those two things hahaha.

A time that you told a lie.

I tend to tell my mom that I have more money than I actually have in my bank account sometimes because I don't want to make her worry about it since we just came out from a tight spot when it came to money in the past year.

What's a totally random and useless fact that you know?

Hedy Lamarr was a mathematician and an inventor who developed the frequency that was later used for the creation of the Bluetooth and the Wifi.

I love knowing that it was an extremely inteligent woman who created that!

Who knows you the best?

My mom probably.

What is your most prized possession?

My bibles.

I have two, one in Spanish, one in English.

What is your longest friendship?

My 3 very best friends that I met on my first day of 7th grade.

That was 17 years ago and we're still the best of friends, even after going through so much together and apart!

When did you first feel like an adult?

Probably a couple of weeks ago when heard my baby brother talk to me with a different voice than what I was used to and seeing the beginnings of a mustache on his face.

We have a 17 year difference and that was a shock when I heard him that time. 😭😭😭

Do you/ Have you played any sports?

I used to swim when I was a little girl, does that count as a sport?

How are you feeling right now?

A bit frustrated over not being able to finish chapters for my current stories but other than that, pretty good.

Are you an early bird or a night owl?

Night Owl.

(I have issues to fall asleep sooooo...)

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Definitely. If I didn't, I wouldn't have fallen for my ex!

Favorite song lyrics right now?

And maybe we got lost in translation Maybe I asked for too much But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well

All Too Well by Taylor Swift.

What does self care look like for you?

Watching my favorite reality tv shows, eating junk food with a hydrating mask on my face, a warm blanket protecting me from the cold and sleeping as much as I can.

Describe yourself with 3 singers.

Taylor Swift (For as much as I don't like her, I relate to her lyrics, I know, I'm weird.)

Dua Lipa (Because of the way she talks about her relationships with her exes in the few songs I've heard)

Shakira (Because of the girl boss thing she has going on now.)

What makes you nervous?

Talking in front of large groups of people, whenever I'm going to ask for something important to my dad, whenever I'm going to have a serious conversation with someone, and whenever I'm going to do a new activity.

What’s a pet peeve you have?

I hate it when people don't give a straight answer if I ask them a question or a favor, when they try to give me explanations for not being able to do something that I asked, and I don't like when people talk in diminutives in Spanish. It's really annoying.

What will always make you cry?

Other people's pain. Really sweet movies like The Greatest Showman, my dad whenever we have issues communicating (and that's A LOT), hearing that my ex is in pain (probably because I will always love him even though he broke me in the most awful way possible. He wasn't that bad you guys, just didn't know how to do things with me.) and last, probably dreaming about my late grandparents because I miss them so much!

What kind of first impression do you think you make on people?

I don't know, but I've been told that I look more mean than what I actually am. And apparently I look intimidating as well because I look mean.

#ask game I think? #I was bored

[buckysboobs]

Defending Sebastian Stan from haters and bullies isn't enough, I need a bomb.

#sebastian stan #i don't care if you don't like him anymore #but your pathetic ass is sending death and rape threats to not only him and his friends #but also his fucking FANS #most of them who are minors and look up to him for comfort #fuck you for being a pain in the ass #i swear if i get my hands on even one of you i will let go of all my morals and break your fucking face #seb antis fall off the face of the earth challenge ‼️ #if you don't like sebastian stan you're ugly #and if you harrass him or his friends and fans then seek therapy #goodnight #sebastian stan supremacy #go fuck yourself.

[thedaredevilsgirl]

Broken Heart - Part 2

Warnings: A little angst at the beginning. Sebastian Stan being a great best friend and a good shoulder to cry on.

Word count: 1244

A/N: Sorry for the delay in posting part two, I had some personal issues but everything is taken care of now. Forgive any grammatical mistakes, English is not my first language.

Part 1 Part 3

It took less than an hour to hear a knock on your door, you open it quickly and see Sebastian standing there, he smiles sympathetically and shows you the two bottles he was holding.

"I brought Wine in case you want to cry and get drunk and Whiskey in case you want to cry, get really drunk and have a huge hangover tomorrow" He says entering your apartment and putting the bottles on the table.

"Which one do you recommend for a horrible ending?" He asks.

"Definitely Whiskey" he replies smiling.

You hug him tightly and start crying again, he wraps his arms around you returning the hug.

"I can't believe he broke up with me".

"Your tears were already staining his shirt, but he didn't care, he just wanted to take care of his best friend.

The two of them met a few years ago, long before you met Tom, and they became best friends almost instantly, they were almost like brothers, always looking out for each other and protecting each other. Sebastian literally threatened to beat Tom if he broke his heart, and frankly he was thinking of keeping this promise right now.

He helps you to sit on the couch and you take the bottle of whiskey, open it quickly and take a big sip, you felt the liquid burn in your throat and hoped it would ease your pain, but it didn't.

"Are you going to take it straight from the bottle? Is that the level of your sadness?" He asked smiling.

"Yes, that's the level of my sadness" she replied before taking another sip and passing the bottle to him who takes a large sip quickly.

"Ok honey, now tell me what really happened?" he asks worriedly.

"Ever since people found out about our relationship it seems like something has been going wrong, I've been called fat, ugly or self-interested all over the internet and people invade my privacy as if it doesn't matter" she passes her hand over her face trying to wipe the tears that were flowing "Don't get me wrong, most of his fans were super sweet to me and said they just wanted to see him happy, but others...they threw so much hate on me that I don't think I believe I can be his girlfriend anymore myself".

"But what exactly led you to break up?"

You recount everything that happened, all those people in front of your work, your boss fighting with you, the scratched car, and the fight with Tom while the two of you practically drank the entire bottle of whiskey.

"He took their side, said something about them just loving him too much, Then of course I said that kind of thing isn't love and said how much they were hurting me and he said it better end so I wouldn't be hurt" you let your head fall back against the couch.

"Y/N" you look at him "Don't think I am defending him, because I am not, I will always stand by you, what those people did to you was horrible and him defending them was even worse, but maybe he broke up with you to try to protect you" He holds your hand.

"Protect me from what?" she asks laughing.

"You said yourself that it was hurting you, maybe he just didn't want to see you get hurt like that anymore".

You laugh at his answer and roll your eyes.

"Y/N I'm serious, look the life of a known person is hard."

"I know, I knew that when we first started dating, that's why we kept it a secret."

"I know Tom loves you, shit, he tried my patience when you guys first met just so I could convince you to go on a date with him. Do you know how hard it is to have this life? It has been months since I have slept with someone, I am afraid to date anyone, I am afraid that this person is only getting involved with me for fame or money or I am afraid that this person really likes me and gets exactly this hate that you are living, it is terrible, if this happened to the woman I love I would probably break up with her to keep her safe. People see this life of fame and think everything is wonderful, but they don't know how painful it is to see someone you love being affected by it.

You lift the bottle and look deep into his eyes.

"Here's to this fucked up life."

He laughs before taking the bottle from your hand and taking a large sip.

"A toast."

•─────✧─────••─────✧─────•

The first thing you notice when you wake up is the unbearable headache, then you realize that you are naked on your bed and there is an arm around your waist. For a short while you think that maybe yesterday was just a dream and you and Tom never had that horrible fight and it didn't end, but some flashes from the night before fill your head and you realize what a shit you've done.

You look over and see Sebastian lying next to you on the bed also without clothes and you scream regretting it seconds later when it affects your headache.

"More shit" he says waking up, he looks at you and seems to realize also what happened last night.

You quickly get out of bed and start to get dressed.

"What did we do? What did we do? What did we do?" you say nervously, pacing from side to side.

Sebastian gets up and gets dressed as well before grabbing her arm and forcing her to stop.

"Honey, calm down ok" he says.

"How can I calm down, we just ruined our 5 year friendship".

"We didn't ruin anything, hey look at me" you look at him and take a deep breath trying to calm down "it was just sex, you were sad because of the man you love and I was needy, we were both drunk and ended up doing it, but we are best friends and we will stay best friends, nothing will change, ok?" He speaks and hugs you tightly.

"Ok" you answer him becoming a little calmer.

Your life managed to change drastically in less than 24 hours, you ended your relationship and ended up having sex with your best friend to console your broken heart. You were proud to say that you weren't dramatic, but you were certainly living in a lot of drama right now.

"Remind me never to drink again, please," you say embarrassed.

"If it's any consolation, you're great in bed, I'm sure Tom will miss it very much" he says laughing and you slap his arm playfully.

"You're unbelievable" you laugh and turn away from him before heading for the bathroom, but before you can get in you stop in front of the door and turn to look at him "Sebastian, I don't remember if we used condoms or not".

He stands thoughtfully for a few seconds before answering.

"We sure did, we were drunk but we are not irresponsible, don't worry about it" he shrugs and you agree with him.

It was just a one night stand, everything would go back to normal. You and Sebastian have been friends for years and this would not affect your lives at all, nothing would change.

Everything was going to be fine.

#tom holland imagine #tom holland one shot #tom holland #tom holland x reader #tom holland fanfiction #tom holland smut #tom holland x you #tom holland x y/n #tom holland angst

[hallecarey1]

Scars | Sebastian Stan

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: When you met Sebastian, he made you swear you would never use that shiny razor again. Breaking that promise is the first thing you do once you become public about your relationship. The moment Sebastian finds you holding that shiny razor you promised to never touch again, he realizes you've been fooling him with your smile.

Warnings: blood, self-hate, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts

You stare in the bathroom mirror with your hands leaning on the bathroom sink as tears stream down your face. As a result of your boyfriend's fans yelling hateful things and bumping into your patients in the emergency room, your boss put you on paid leave until the hospital board decides whether to terminate you.

When your phone buzzes for the 100th time today, a sob falls from your mouth when you see the new comment on Instagram.

"Username24: Please kill yourself for the sake of the world and Sebastian."

Even though his fans have repeatedly called you fat, ugly, too young, and a gold digger, this one really hits you hard. Taking out your trusty box cutter from your secret hiding place , you respond with a cold stare.

As you feel the cold metal in your hand, you debate whether to do it or not, until the voices screaming in your head compel you to take action.

With each cut, you feel the cold metal of the box cutter cut into your skin. Your eyes close, releasing all of the sadness and replacing it with the pain you love. As you finish the fourth cut, your eyes shoot open to hear the knock at the bathroom door.

"Dragă? Are you alright in there?" Sebastian calls from the other side of the door.

"I'm good, Sebby. Just getting dressed." you reply as you rush to clean up the blood on the floor. But before you can finish wiping up the floor and your arm, you hear a voice echo off the bathroom walls.

"What the fuck." Your life long boyfriend, Sebastian, stands in the doorway, shocked at what he has witnessed.

"I'm..so...sorry." you get out between sobs at realizing Sebastian witnessed the one thing you never wanted him to see.

Sebastian places his thumb and forefinger under your chin so your eyes are looking directly into his. "Why?" you hear him ask, his voice trembling, and you can feel your heart breaking.

"I'm sorry." your say, your voice cracking. Your breathing quickening from an impending panic attack.

"It's okay, baby.Just breathe. I've got you." Sebastian holds you in a hug and your body trembles with sobs.

"Why do they hate me so much?" you ask remembering what the comments said. Sebastian stands up with you and grabs gauze, alcohol wipes, and towels. He sits you down on the toliet seat and holds the towel over your cuts to stop the bleeding.

"I don't know, baby, but it doesn't matter since I love you and that's all that matters. I know it's hard to ignore, but if you're having problems or thoughts like this, please come to me. Just please do not harm yourself because it hurts me to see it."

A heartbreaking sob escapes your lips as you see Sebastian's tears rolling down his face. He pulls you into a bone crushing embrace and cradles the back of your head with his hand. Sebastian hates to see you like this and he hates that the people who call themselves "his fans" bring you such pain.

When Sebastian finishes wrapping your wrists, he leads you into the bedroom. "Let's lay down, and I'll be right next to you when you wake up."

With your head resting in the side of his neck and your hand encircled with his on his chest, your eyes closed to feeling the rhythm of his heart. You immerse yourself in his comforting voice and feel the beat of his heart. You fall asleep engulfed in his soothing voice with his hand tangled in your hair.

-

You wake up to Sebastian's voice: "Baby, wake up."

As you open your eyes, you notice Sebastian's warm smile. "Hey draga, I made dinner, and it's your favorite."

You turn towards Sebastian, holding his hand as he walks you to the kitchen. "y/f/f." he says, making you laugh as he shows you what he made for dinner.

"Thank you, baby." You turn to him and give him a kiss on the lips.

"You should probably check out my new instagram post." You met his gaze and grabbed your phone. The first thing you discover when you open Instagram is a vido of him.

"I never thought I would have to make this video, but recently, most of you have been bashing on my girlfriend just because I'm dating her. The things that you've said about her are horrible and have caused a lot of harm. She is the love of my life, my safe place, my world, and most importantly, my home. To see her suffering is the most painful thing I have ever seen, and it has torn me apart. I love her more than life itself, and I can't imagine living without her. So please, stop hurting the woman I love. If you care about me the way you say you do, then you would stop hurting her because it's hurting me."

After the video ends, you look into Seb's eyes with tears running down your cheeks.

"You didn't have to do that." You shake your head as you breathe deeply. Scared that his management team would be mad at him.

"Yes I did. You are everything to me, baby, you're my whole life and I can't stand having people talk about you this way. I love you so much, baby, and I'm so sorry I let it go on for this long." you cry harder, the feeling of tears streaming down your face as the words left his mouth.

"I love you too, Sebby." He kissed you on the forehead after brushing away your tears with his hand and hugging you again.

"Let's take a break from social media and work. We can just relax together." As Seb holds your face in his hands, you give him a teary smile.

Laying in bed with his head on your chest, your fingers winding through his hair. You thought of how much he changed your life.

He is the moon in your life, giving you light. Together with the stars, he brought you out of the darkness. He broke your barriers, touched your soul, healed you, made you whole, and made you come alive.

With him, you are unconditionally and irrevocably in love.

#sebastian stan fluff #sebastian stan #sebastian stan blurb #sebastian stan fanfic #sebastian stan fanfiction #sebastian stan x reader #sebastian stan x you #sebastian stan oneshot

[thisoneguythereyesthatone]

Vague SPOILERS for Eternals:

[Don't look if you're interested in the movie]

1. Power Rangers

2. We all knew how Ikaris' story arch was gonna end

3. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAVE AT THE VERY END

4. Thena is asexual and nobody can convince me otherwise

5. Not a spoiler but I'm pretty sure Ikaris is also played by Sebastian Stan

6. Climate change was the real villain all along

7. And magic space statues apparently

8. Druik has some kind of sexual tension between him and everyone he talks to

9. The Flash isn't a fucking dumbass in this one

10. Hephaestus but he isn't monstrously ugly

11. Starfox? More like starfuck me

12. DC is canon in the MCU?????

Yeah that's it for now

#shitpost #eternals #marvel #asexual #literally flew too close to the sun

[musette22]

That moment when you gotta stop watching Sebastian Stan content because you didn't sleep and it's making you ugly cry over a dude you're never gonna meet.

Why is he so precious? And caring?

Oh noooo baby, sending so many hugs!! Please take care of yourself, Sebastian would want you to as well! He is absolutely wonderful, it's true, but like you say, he's essentially a stranger, so your own well-being should always come first❤️ If you really feel like it's all too overwhelming, maybe it might be good to take a tiny little step back for a while? 

But of course I do recognise the core emotion here which is "Sebastian Stan is a precious, lovely, caring, talented, cheeky, wonderful man and I'm so happy he exists that sometimes it makes me want to weep with I-don't-even-know" 😭💞

#oh and just for the record #because I've seen that post going around again #me gushing about sebastian and yelling that he's a perfect angel who must be protected does not equate to me putting him on a pedestal #or to me not being able to accept that he's a flawed human being just like chris is and just like I am and just like we all are #there is such a thing as hyperbole #not sure if I need to clarify that once again but just in case lol #sebastian stan #minnie answers

[bizarrewritings-blog]

Best Part of me - S.S.

Sebastian Stan x Reader

Anon: Hi sunshine <3 can you make Seb and "You're the best part of me" looooove your writing!

Promt: 232 - "You're the best Part of me"

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word count: 1,689

Warnings: Swearing

@Y/T/N: Your Twitter @-Name

You've been pacing around the living room of your shared apartment for what felt like hours now, your feet already hurting from the hardwood floor, but you didn't care. Your throat was dry and aching, like someone wrapped a noose around it and pulled it just a little too tight. Your eyes were puffy from crying, your lip chapped and bleeding just the tiniest bit from you chewing on it so much.

Sebastian had left earlier to go to an movie event. You had decided to stay home, not really a fan of the press and crowds of people. And after all, you weren't a famous actor, like about 90% people who would attend this festival. He seemed a little disappointed to not spend the evening with you, but he didn't want to push you to do anything you weren't comfortable with. He never would, one of the many things why you loved him so much.

But now you were there alone, tight grip on your phone in your hand. It showed a Tweet, two pictures attached. They were a little low quality but it was obvious that it was Sebastian with another woman, and they were way too close for your liking. He had his hand on her lower back on both of them. In the first one, he leaned in to say something in her ear, a fond smile plastered her pretty face. In the second picture, he showed her something on his phone, grinning while she was smiling brightly. The Tweet itself said "What is this? Is Sebastian cheating on @Y/T/N?"

Your social media had been blowing up since the pictures leaked, tons of people wondering if you were still together, some defending Sebastian, some saying hateful stuff, like that he "finally found someone better". Ever since you started dating Sebastian about 3 years ago, you knew it wouldn't be easy to have a famous actor as your boyfriend. It brought a lot of difficulties, lots of fights, but you always got over it because in the end, you two loved each other.

But this was a whole new level. He has never cheated on you.

From Time to time you tried to lift yourself up, tried to think it was a big misunderstanding. That the women was just a close friend which he was happy to see. But everytime you looked at the pictures amd read through the comments, the ugly feeling in your stomach came back since you weren't the only one to be convinced that was more than friendly.

You already tried to call and text him a thousand times. He never answered, and it made you furious. Tons of thoughts what he could be doing in that moment were in your mind, causing a mass of emotions to storm inside you. You were jealous, mad, sad, broken, everything. Even taking breaths was hard, your lungs aching from the constant try to not start breaking down again. It was already 2am, he had left 7 hours ago and still wasn't home.

You fell back onto the couch, letting out a heavy sigh as seemingly every muscle in your body ached. You wanted to curl yourself into a ball and just stay like that forever.

-

Sebastian knew he was late when he finally left the party. He was tired as shit as he almost fell in the Cab, sinking back into the soft beackseat while he told the driver his address. During the drive he kept looking out the window, a pleased smile on his face. He couldn't wait to be home. You were probably asleep, he thought, so he could just change out of his uncomfortable suit and snuggle up in the bed next to you. His phone died a couple hours ago, and he felt a little disappointed that he couldn't read your typical goodnight text you send whenever he was out late without you. The smile on his face grew at the thought of it. In his eyes, you were the most adorable thing ever.

As Sebastian arrived at your apartment, he thanked and payed the driver before stepping inside. He tried to be as silent as possible as he pushed the key into the lock and turned it. His brows furrowed in confusion when he pushed the door open, the soft light from the living room unusual. "Y/N? Are you still up?" He asked carefully while kicking off his shoes. Maybe you've fallen asleep on the couch. Wouldn't be the first time.

But when he approached the living room, only to find you slumbed over the couch, your eyes puffy and a broken look on your face at his presence, he could almost hear his heart break. He quickly rushed to your side, confused as you jerked away from him. "Darling, what's wrong?"

You felt the tears form once again in your eyes as your chin quivered. "Don't call me that." You croaked, your voice breaking while you tried to avoid his gaze. Sebastian stared at you, even more confused as he just found out that he was the reason for your current state. And he had no idea why. "Come on, talk to me. What's going on?" Wordlessly, you handed him your phone, the tweet with the pictures of him and the women still open. When Sebastian recognized the two people the pictures showed, all colour drained from his face. Realizing you probably believed what the tweet said he turned to you, panicking slightly. "Darling, I swear it's not what it looks like." You scoffed at him, rolling your eyes which were still filled with tears. Your arms were crossed infront of your chest, your body facing away from him, your eyes fixated on your lap while you tried to fight the tears that wanted to escape.

"You have to believe me! I know how this looks but i can explain- I could explain, but-" "But what?!" You snapped, your gaze meeting his. He gulped hard at your now angry state. "I-I can't tell you, I-" "Are you fucking serious, Sebastian?!" You were completely enraged now. Why wouldn't he tell you the reason he wouldn't be cheating on you? Maybe because there wasn't one?

"Either, you give me a goddamn reason why I shouldn't believe you were cheating on me, or you can walk right back out and not come back. Your choice." Your voice was serious, the harsh tone making Sebastian flinch. His jaw clenched, he didn't know what he should do. He hated to say it, but he had to. He didn't want you to force him to leave. "That girl, she's a friend, I promise. I needed her help with something, that's why I showed her something on my phone." You searched for any kind of sign in his features that he was lying. You normally could see right through him, but all you currently saw was worry. So you continued. "Help with what?" He gulped again, his eyes silently pleading you to not ask. But you didn't care. "Tell me or leave. It's easy as that."

Sebastian let out a heavy sigh, his eyes closing. "I didn't want it to go like this, but alright." His eyes opened again, his gace finding yours as he smiled weakly. "I love you, more than anything." You scoffed lightly, which he chose to ignore. "I wanted to get you something. I had two different possibilities, and I asked her which one she thinks is better." Your eyes furrowed in confusion. He took a deep breath, his pleading gaze once again on you. "Do I have to continue?" You just nodded, leaving him to sigh again, his eyes closing. "They were rings." Your eyes widened at his statement, your jaw slack. "I wanted to make this more romantic but well, here we go."

You couldn't proceed what was going on when he stood up, only to get down on one knee infront of you. He gently took your hand in his, a soft smile on his face as tears once again formed in your eyes. "I would never cheat on you, Y/N. I still can't believe you love me for the mess I am. You're the best Part of me. And I want you to stay with me, forever." You were full on weeping right now as a couple of tears even gathered in Sebastians eyes. "I know I don't have a proper ring right now, but I'm still asking you." He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves even though his hands were shaking. "Y/N Y/L/N, Will you marry me?" A shiver ran through you as the words fell from his lips. You were speechless, unable to form words as he just stared at you, waiting for an answer. When you felt his thumb gently stroking the back of your hand, you slowly came back to reality. Smiling brightly, you nodded. "Yes. Yes I want to." A relived sigh left Sebastians lips, a grin forming before he stood up, pulling you with him to hug you tightly. You were both crying by now, this time out of pure joy.

You had no idea for how long you just stood like this, arms around each other, crying into the other's shoulder. Sebastian pulled back after a while, smiling down at you with the brightest smile you've ever seen. His hand went to your face, his thumb carefully wiping a couple tears away. "I love you." He whispered, pure honesty im his voice. You smiled up at him. "I love you too. And I'm sorry." He instantly shook his head. "Don't be. If I would've seen a guy that close to you, I probably would've gotten into a car to beat the shit out of him." You both chuckled at that. As his gaze found yours again, he slowly leaned down, covering your lips with his. The kiss was slow and filled with nothing but love, causing butterflies to errupt in your stomach. Sebastian was the love of your life, and you were the lucky one to get to marry him.

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[soldierallen]

Married. 6

Warnings: crying, arguing, few curse words, asking for sex?.

Featuring: Sebastian Stan, Henry Cavill, Anthony Mackie, Chris Evans, Alexandra Daddario.

A/N: thanks for all the love and support I really appreciate this and all the love that has been giving over these weeks also something funny Henry cavill is coming out with a new movie his costar...? Alexandra Daddario! We love that for us I actually really love Alexandra Daddario and she's SUCH A villain in this series but hey you have to have one

Part 5:

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As he got into the car and drove like a mad man he was so angry he wanted nothing more than to break her heart like she broke his fiancé he felt he couldn't take it anymore when He got there and had to walk up that flight of stairs...

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"Did you have to get an apartment with stairs and also live three stories up" Sebastian said holding a box filled with books/magiznes

"Listen asshole, it's a cheap rent and I don't have a lot of money, Daddy's trustfund doesn't exist for me like it did for you" she rolled her eyes at him

"Okay listen that's absolutely not my fault my step father is loaded I'm his only son" Sebastian said with a smirk on his lips he eyed y/n up and down from behind her

"You're an asshole" Henry said right behind seb with a box in his hands

"I totally agree Seb shut up" Anthony said holding a box and it sorta falling he quickly grabbed it

"Anthony do not drop that box sebastian's mothers vase is in it" she said everyone rolled their eyes they hated that ugly vase but it symbolized "purity & forgiveness"

"Chris" she yelled out as everyone walked up the stairs not hearing Chris or seeing him

"Yeah I'm getting tired" he yelled, they finally got to the last three steps into her apartment

"I hate these damn steps, how long have you been living here" Sebastian said putting the box down in her place taking the back of his hand and wiping his forehead like a jerk.

"Its been 20 minutes you asshole" she laughed, he pulled her in them facing each other both out of breath "You're always here for me I can't deny how grateful I am for all four of you" she said trying to catch her breath from the stairs "whenever you need me, I'll be there I promise." He said with a light in his eyes.

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"Sebastian" Y/n said she wasn't prepared for him to be in her home in the first place.

"You've got some nerve" he was pulled out of his memories, not even realizing he knocked on her door

"What?" Her voice got high not excepting those words to come out his mouth he welcomed himself in being angry he didn't want to be but he was.

"You threatened her that you were going to ruin the wedding because you're in love with me" he said using his arms to get his point across he was mad in the car however He never wanted to ruin things between them.

She was flabbergasted, the words he spoke took her by such surprise she actually took a step backwards, he knew her feelings and didn't even care to talk about them to?

"Do you really-" her words not coming out properly "what did she say to you?" She closed the door to her apartment turning around and facing her

"You're not coming to the wedding because you're going to ruin the wedding! You're going to throw away our friendship because of your feelings?" He yelled getting angrier by the seconds

"Hold on you're gonna throw all of this on me that it's my fault?" She yelled loudly her apartment walls felt like they were shaking

"Since the beginning i knew you hated her I didn't know why until now...you're just a selfish little cry baby that can't take rejection" he never wanted to show her this side of him, his anger was pouring out of his ears his face turning different colors as he spoke, her heart was demolished at this point.

"I can take rejection, but I bet you can't take not being good enough because guess what your "wife" cheated on you, and she has been for months" her words steadily coming out like knives she didn't know she had it in her to be this devious keeping these lies for so long.

"She'd never do that to me you're a liar" not excepting those words to come out her mouth, his face soften trying to understand

"for months she's been leaving your HOME to cheat on you with another man how does that feel" she said feeling the heat rise in her entire body

His thoughts were racing

"No you're lying stop you're just trying to break us apart" He said his anger flooded his mind once again she handed him the check that was already in her pocket she pulled out her cellphone as well

"She gave this to me to stop talking to you, she threaten my job, our relationship" he sat down them both next to each other as he read the check, his eyes he felt were deceiving him

he insisted she was lying "No this is fake you're a lunatic!"

"Her "cousin" "Peter" is actually a man named Robbie she stood at Henry's hotel to stay with him for the night, she got caught and came home that night because of us" she said her voice not raised anymore they didn't look at each other they looked Straight ahead at a blank tv

"I have proof of all of it, I have witnesses I wasn't going to tell you if I didn't know and than yesterday I got her confession, Sebastian you can't marry her I forbid it"

"Let me hear it" he stared blankly with no emotion showing he took his leather jacket off, getting himself ready

"Sebastian take precaution before you liste-"

"Let me hear it"

She turned on her phone unlocking it going into her apps and pressing play

"Tell me one thing, why are you leading him on like this why are you... destroying him like this Sebastian could have such a full life"

"It's like playing with toys, you have the one toy you love bring it everywhere with you show it off it means the world to you without it you don't know what would happen, but then you come home and you see that one doll you bought awhile ago it's not the prettiest in the bunch, if anyone knew you liked the old doll better they would call you a hoarder you don't want to be a hoarder so you throw everything out and only have the nice pretty thing in front of you but right behind your closet door sits the doll you've loved your entire life"

His head spinned he wasn't sure how to take this, he felt his chest closing in on him she put her hand on his bicep "seb please" she begged for him to let out his thoughts he stood up quickly

"do you realize what's going to happen to me" He said she sat still looking up at him as he freaked out

"I bought a house with this women, i-i spent thousands of dollars on a wedding I still am in love with her I came here to stop you...not to stop my own marriage" he felt like he was going to be sick.

"And you're still going to marry her..." She stood in silence awaiting his reply.

"Do I have another choice" he said, he felt the blood in his vains run cold.

"Yes Sebastian you do have a choice! you can't marry her you can't do this to yourself and to me" she was going to cry she felt that ball in her throat it was going to happen soon

"I can't stop now, too much time money and sweat went into this I can't just give up" His words were final. he felt like he was going to cry as he put back his jacket

"If you marry her Sebastian, I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive you... after all this time and you still haven't seen what she is I showed you so much evidence and its STILL NOT GOOD ENOUGH I'm never good enough for you" she was crying, and he tried so hard not to but a few tears landed on his shirt

"I don't wanna lose you you're a part of me; you're good enough you're best women I've ever met in my life" he said he felt like he was losing a piece of his personality, his life. Her

"Than don't marry her, we'll figure it out we'll fix this seb" she cried wiping her tears "we can't fix it" he cried "something broken can always be fixed" her words came out, he nodded his head he turned around and walked out the door shutting behind him she threw the pillow that was in her arms length at the door tears poured out of her eyes she was so mad and angry she didn't know what to do with it she laid on her floor in a ball crying for hours, her thoughts in her mind was only

Why doesn't he love me? Why am I not good enough? He knows she's a cheater and he's still going to marry her?, more questions and what if's sat in her mind making her cry that night she cried herself, that night Sebastian screamed and yelled at the top of his lungs crying out all of his frustration on the hill he fell in love with y/n at, no other person would ever compare to her he thought why am I still going through with this? What is wrong with Me? He cried and cried trying to figure out why he was like this he texted his friends telling them everything that happened.

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Today had made 2 days until the wedding, her friendship with Sebastian no longer existed, it was 12pm she woke up in tears once again she hated everything wanted to see nobody, "why am I not good enough for him"

"Y/n open the door" Henry said knocking loudly she laid on her floor still from the night before crying

"I am here to so is Chris" Anthony said he let out a breath ready to talk to his best friend about his other best friend who is a fucking jerk.

"I don't wanna see anyone please go home to your families and leave me alone" she said muffled in a pillow as her crying made her face swollen, her eyes throb & body weak.. it's never been like this before heartbreak as never felt like this before.

"I don't have anyone you're my family, you know that sweetheart we love you please open the door" Henry said in his sweetest voice, Henry knew her weakspots

"I hate you for making me feel bad when I already feel bad" her face was squished up against her pillow on the carpeted floor fully clothed from the night before shoes and everything

"Open the door" Chris said she got up and unlocked the door the three men walking in her body shaking as she made her way back into her positioned

them three always made themselves at home at her place

Chris turned on the tv and sat next to her Anthony went to the bathroom and Henry fixed himself a bowl of cereal

she laid her face into the carpet instead of the pillow from previously, her body curled into a ball she's never felt like this she started crying again "Downey wants to see me at the office tonight but I have absolutely no strength to get up or be a human" she cries her breathing not catching up with her cries

"Hey" Chris said rubbing her back "I can't breathe I feel like I can't breath" she said "I know" he said Anthony came out the bathroom and sat next to her as well she put her head in his lap

"Anthony, what am I gonna do" he pushed the hair out of her face she sniffles looking up at him "What we always do Get through it, We love you he chose to marry her and ruin your friendship he's an asshole who doesn't deserve you" he said Henry and Chris nodding along to what Anthony said

"You deserve friends who are going to be there for you through thick and thin we'll always be here for you no matter what"

"Henry you had that date" she realized getting up half way "I cancelled" "and Chris you had the wedding arrangements with jen" "pushed it back" "Anthony the game" "over early"

"You didn't have to-" Henry put his finger on his lips for her to be quiet she rolled her eyes at him still tears falling rapidly she couldn't stop crying

"We're always going to come, you introduced me to my wife she knows Jennie knows you and whoever Henry gets married to in the future is going to have to deal with you too, you're a part of us our sister always" Anthony said

"don't give up on us" Chris patted her leg for reassurance "I'm sorry" she apologized for crying

"Hey you haven't had a good breakdown in a while" Chris laughed she tried to smile through the tears she sat upwards not laying on Anthony, Henry finally done with his food he came in the living room, sitting on the floor with us "I have a meeting with Downey at 5"

"I'll help you get ready later like old times, seven hours until than relax okay" Henry said kissing her temple trying to soothe her as much as he could

"I love you guys" she sniffles making Henry give the softest smile he put his head on her shoulder "we love you" Chris said rubbing her back still

They all sat together for one hour not one word spoken watching episodes of friends not saying a word to each other Henry ordered Chinese and everyone mostly ate in silence except for a small debate about football coming in contact for a few minutes, she just watched them she knew nothing about sports not because nobody would teach her she just wasn't into it, she sat and realized to herself this is my family I wouldn't be in this place this life without them and the influence they've brought in my life

She got up and cleaned whatever mess was made taking a shower and got ready for a meeting with Downey Henry helping her guiding her along the way he sa outside the door waiting for her "hurry up" he knocked on the door knowing if she stayed any longer she'd start thinking about him

"You're all welcome to stay as long as you want" she put a key on the coffee table "lock my door" she hugged the men they hugged back "watch yourself pay attention to the road no texting and text me when you get there so I know you're okay" Henry said letting go of his hug shoving his hands in his pockets

"Of course, don't buy porn on my cable" the boys laughed at her joke walking out

Maybe she wasn't going to be a mess anymore he was finally out of her life, no more arguing or being a shoulder to cry on, however her feelings were never gonna go away she's never been in tremendous love before she looks at him she gets butterflies when she touches his hand she feels sparks. Why couldn't it be her.

She got into her car, she sat there crying.. why do men treat me like this? Am I just a pawn in their games or what?

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Sebastian woke up in his bed next to the women he was marrying in two days he wanted nothing from her or her anymore, he knew the truth she was cheater a liar

"Why are you staring at me" she said with her eyes closed

"Just admiring what a manipulative person you are" were the words he wanted so badly to come out his mouth but the real words were "just admiring your beauty that's all" he fake smiled and she opened her eyes kissing his lips he didn't recopcaite

"Seb is there something..wrong?" She paused

"No everything's great just.. fine" he got up to go to the bathroom when she pulled him back "come on let's break in this new bed" she snuggled into his arm "I'm really not in the mood for that"

"Oh come on seb please"

"I said no" he gently took her hand off his arm and went into the bathroom, he wanted nothing to do with her why is continuing to do this to himself??

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