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maikingsenseofit · 1 year

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The problem with Zvtara: Katara through the lens of Zuko

In this last part, we debunked the claims that a lot of the symbolism and imagery in the show represented Zvtara, when they very clearly paralleled Kataang. The next part of this meta addresses claims that Zuko and Katara knew each other and cared for each other more than their canonical partners, and I couldn’t wait to get into this. You see, on a surface level and with very cherry picked scenes, anyone can try and make that case. And I’m not going to deny the significance of their eventual beautiful friendship. However let’s analyze how much Zuko and Katara really understood each other, and if they really cared for one another or made a better fit for each other more than Mai or Aang. I’ll be referencing common Anti-Maiko/Anti-Kataang arguments here.

During the Crossroads of Destiny episode, we witness something remarkable. Two people, torn apart by a war, brought together by circumstance. And Katara does something even more amazing, for the first time she sees Zuko not as an enemy, but as a boy whose circumstances have taken a great toll on him too. He’s not just the face of the enemy. He lost his mother too. And she does something even more incredible, she offers to heal Zuko’s scar with her precious spirit water, even though he had wronged her and her friends, chased them relentlessly, almost killed them sverral times, taunted her over a precious token from her mom, you get the story. So despite having no obligations, she reaches out and takes a chance on him.

They’re eventually pulled apart. Katara later realizes that her efforts and empathy did not mean anything to Zuko, as despite it all, he still sides with his sister in an effort to gain his precious honor. Meaning, contrary to popular belief, that at this moment he did not care enough about Katara to choose her amity over his personal quest. Hell, he thought betraying his own uncle was worth it in the quest for honor. So why is this important?

Because not once when Zuko returns to the fire nation, does he express any guilt over betraying Katara personally. Not once do we see him take the second to remember the pain he inflicted upon her, which is even more poignant because she was the first person to trust him, to broach that divide across enemy lines, and to offer something so precious to her to heal him. We see Zuko agonize about betraying his uncle throughout his time, but not Katara. Sure, he was in anguish over trying to be someone he wasn’t in the fire nation, but the audience never once sees Zuko remember or mention the water tribe girl through the lens of her significant act of bravery and compassion. Even more, he only remembers their interaction in the context of how the Avatar could be alive - and how this further jeopardizes his position as Ozai’s son.

So much for thinking about the water tribe girl who put herself at risk to help you, huh Zuko. (Btw I’m not actually hating on him and nor do I think this makes him a bad character or bad fit with Mai, I’m just pointing out some glaring misconceptions about how he thinks of Katara)

And this becomes all the more evident when Katara doesn’t immediately accept him into the group. Zuko is actually bewildered by the fact that she doesn’t become friends with him as immediately as the rest of the Gaang. But the cherry on top is when Zuko has the audacity to get upset and frustrated with Katara, exclaiming

“This isn't fair. Everyone else seems to trust me now. What is it with you?”

It’s here. Plain as day and written in text. Zuko could not even remember the most pivotal aspect of the start of his relationship with Katara, the one that shippers claim has even more poignance and development than any scene from the canon ships. What Katara is so clearly hurt and impacted by, so much so that she was the only one to initially remain distrustful of Zuko when everyone else wasnt, and constantly verbalized that distrust - did not even hold the same weight to Zuko. It was a fleeting moment to him on his journey to find and redeem himself, but represented everything to Katara. And it shows on her face and in her words when she says this next:

And the cherry on top of the cherry on top of this is that when Zuko enters Sokka’s tent, he STILL can’t fathom why Katara hates him.

Zuko: Your sister, she hates me! And I don't know why! But I do care what she thinks of me.

WAIT. DIDNT Zuko JUST hear Katara when she said he betrayed the precious trust she placed in him? How his actions led to her witnessing the death (and revival) of her best friend? How he relentlessly attacked her in the cave after almost immediately forgetting her compassion? And it must be asked at this moment why Zuko cares about what Katara thinks of him. Because even At this point, he still fails to acknowledge the extent that his actions had on her.

Had Katara never taken the chance to verbalize her feelings, Zuko would have carried on with the Gaang, not being aware of or having more remorse over his personal betrayal to Katara. Would Zuko have come to this realization himself if Katara never explicitly told him? If it didn’t impede his ability to form a strong alliance with everyone in the Gaang in order to work together to take down Ozai?

And that’s when I become puzzled over statements like “Zuko cared about Katara and understood her on a way deeper level than Aang ever did.” Because what we see her is quite the opposite of that. Zuko only remembered Katara’s spirit water and how it put a wrench in his plans, but couldn’t remember Katara herself. He couldn’t couldn’t recall his betrayal of her in the cave, couldn’t understand her initial hatred even after she pointed it out, and used the opportunity to hunt her mother’s killer to redeem himself in her eyes. Something that would have never happened until the narrative called for it.

Speaking of the last part, the other common Zvtara argument I see is “Zuko understood Katara’s pain and allowed her to feel it. Aang shut it down.”

At this point it’s becoming a game of selective ignorance. Because the shippers will claim that “Aang compared something as serious as Kya’s death to the trivial temporary loss of an animal” without acknowledging the literal next thing he says, which is:

“How do you think I felt about the Fire Nation when I found out what happened to my people?”

Which IS a fair comparison. Aang mentions the genocide of his family to empathize with Katara’s loss of her mother.

And they also pretend that Aang shut Katara down completely in order to force his values down her throat and discourage her from going on the trip, which is in blatant ignorance of when Aang says this:

“I wasn't planning to. This is a journey you need to take. You need to face this man. [Katara situates herself on Appa's head.] But when you do, please don't choose revenge. Let your anger out, and then let it go. Forgive him.”

And Yeah, Katara chose not to forgive her mothers killer. As she should. But let’s not forget what she does at the end, which is to let her anger out and then let it go. She ultimately did not choose revenge. And Aang knows this.

Because Aang witnessed Katara cry in regret when she learned about blood bending, something Zuko never witnessed. And he knows the toll that killing a person would take on Katara, someone who is inherently compassionate and wishes to see the good in everyone. Who was willing to put aside the injustices she faced at the hands of the Fire Nation to truly help the enemy she had every right to hate, like how she helped the village as the Painted Lady and reached out to Zuko in the cave. Something else Zuko never truly grasps till much later, because why else was it so hard for him to remember her poignant compassionate act?

And lastly, when Zuko blocks Azula’s lightning strike directed at Katara. While a lot of shippers claim, as they are free to do so, that Zuko did this because of his profound and undying love for Katara and that he couldn’t fathom living in a world without her, I can’t help but think back to this post where Zuko would have done the exact same thing if it was any member of the Gaang in her position. Much less that, but do you think he would hesitate to throw himself in front of Azula if it was Mai in Katara’s position?

Because it doesn’t matter who it was. As part of Zuko’s final act of redemption, he realizes that true honor comes from doing the right thing, not for personal validation. The reason for Katara’s presence isn’t romantic - but it exists narratively because this is the same girl he betrayed to join his sister in order to validate himself in his father’s eyes. Emphasis on HIMSELF. But after this entire journey, it doesn’t matter whether Zuko lives or dies. Because at this moment, Zuko realizes that saving the world and doing the right thing is worth more than a trivial Pat on the back from his father. There is a lot of poignance from the authors choosing Katara to be there, instead of Toph or even Momo. But to say that this act is because Zuko had this undying romantic love for Katara that was never fully realized is undermining his whole arc.

As I’m writing this I realize that my qualm isn’t about people shipping Zvtara in the first place. I too have such ships. But it’s the fact that people who ship them use this a tool to further the agenda that Zuko never loved and cared about Mai as much as he did Katara or Katara with Aang . I remember reading this post from a blog called the crooked pen when I initially joined the fandom, who attempted to upholster Zvtara through this argument:

Now literally replace that second sentence with Katara. Not once does Zuko mention Katara after Ba Sing Se during the time he was at the fire nation. He only remembers their interaction as an obstacle preventing him from reaching his goal. He obsesses over his betrayal of Iroh for a great deal, however. And This is after Katara willingly put herself at risk, knowing the consequences, by extending the olive branch and almost giving him her spirit water to heal. And people want to convince me that he had this unfulfilled, undying love for Katara that he never had for Mai, despite him taking the extra precautions to protect her physically through a letter, even if it meant hurting her and himself emotionally, and literally giving us the biggest smile we had ever seen from him when he mentioned her?

Which makes this second part even more frivolous because there’s a reason why he cares about the opinion of water tribe girl, and it’s not because he’s deeply and irrevocably in love with her and has much more to do with it being the last piece of the puzzle of a strong alliance, built on trust, to take down evil, once and for all.

Also please refer to @thethiefandtheairbender’s post about him “forgetting” her in prison, when in reality she was freed before everyone formally was at his coronation.

Anyways, this is one of the reasons why I personally never saw the potential in what people claim to be infinitely better than the original canon ships. The next part is Zuko through the lens of Katara. Let me know your thoughts!

#anti zutara #heavy emphasis on anti cause I’m not about to go through this again #zuko #katara #avatar the last airbender #indefenseofkataang #indefenseofmaiko #kataang #Maiko

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eclipse-rain · 10 months

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'Awalie (Once; in the Past) Part 2

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They rly dont be lying when they say fanfic writers be going through the most.

Guys i swear theres a plot twist in part 3 so pls stick around🙏

Anyway i hope ye enjoy part 2~

Part 1 Part 3

Masterlist~

Water lapped at the shoreline, bathing the sand in its cold richness and pulling what it could away with it as it retreated back into the sea once more. The sun way up in the sky was setting on the horizon in the distance and painted the sky a firey orange colour. At least thats how he remebered it...

He remebered the calm silence and then the laughter that filled the surrounding space but could not fill the void in his heart. For that memory, that reminder, only continued to push his heart further into the depths of sorrow.

She stood in that water. The water that lapped at the grains of sand under her feet, wrapping around her ankles as if trying to wash away any worry she had. It wasnt the water he was used to now but the one on the planet that was only a distent memory to him, the Earth. Her clothes flowed behind her in the wind as she waded in knee deep. She bent down slightly only to emerge once again back to her original position, yet this time instead of looking to the ravishing horizan her attention had been captured by something in her hands.

A shell. One she had just picked up. Quite a large one, splashed with a beautiful array of colours. It sparkled in the light of the sun, the one that cast shadows onto the scene that played out down below it. A kaleidoscope of colours spread out onto the surface of the glittering, rippling water and for a moment everything seemed just right.

But this and many other memories plagued his mind and burdened him with many more thoughts. Memories from through out his life. That laughter, it came from a beautiful face, one which no matter how hard he tried to picture properly, he couldnt. The mind is fragile and as time wore on the memories themselves wore down too.

The girl whos face was familiar, recognisable but blurred all the same. He knew who she was, how could he forget? He could never forget her. He never did. She haunted him. He saw her hair, flowing behind her with the wind, her skin tone, her shape, her size, her height, the sound of her voice like a calm melody on the winds that blew past them and her laugh. He remembered it all. But when he looked to the place where her face should be her features were not as in depth as they should have been.

Not as visable as he once knew them to be when he had seen her in front of his face, with his own two eyes, his human eyes. When he had seen and known her in his first lifetime, in his lifetime before he became one of the people.

Jake Sully suddenly awoke in a cold sweat.

He hauled himself out of his resting place, the place he lay asleep in the tent he and his family stayed in within the residence of the Metkayina clan. The clan they were all now officially a part of, since his eldest son lay with their ancestors.

It had been over a month since the funeral, his final send off and he often times now too apeared in his fathers memories. He had confided this in his partner, like he did often times because he was always weak to her, because he could share anything with his mate, his soulmate. He had shared his memories about that girl with her too.

He confided in her the memories of that girl that plagued his mind even before he had left for the alien planet he now called home and strived to protect. They never really went away, those memories he had of her. Over time they, the images, the memories, had faded slightly but the emotional impact always remained, never less but sometimes more.

Sometimes when he was down the most her image, that one at the beach mostly, would flash in his mind and he couldn't help but flinch. A face much like his old one but not himself would follow there after, a ghost of a person long since at rest, at peace. His older brother. And maybe that was why he had always been so hard on the one that now lay with Eywa.

Losing your siblings, your family, the ones you strive to protect, the ones who you love and who love you back no matter what, is a pain that is indescribable and one that no one should have to go through. He and his mate had both lost their older sibling and they could safely and knowingly confide in each other about those things.

Both were lost to humans and now the same fate became of his eldest son, his other childrens older sibling. He started to wonder if maybe they were cursed. If maybe it was always going to be this way, planned out from the start. Was the cause for all of it Eywas plan...or the humans interferance? For she only kept the balance of life.

Eywa could not reach the planet where the people had killed their mother. Fate was cruel and unkind but humans were even more so. They tricked and decived and thought themselves right and worthy of the things they stole from others. They stole their mothers heart and with gun in hand pierced the place where she had trusted them not to shoot. For loving someone is like having them point a gun at your heart and trusting them not to pull the trigger.

And so if Jake Sully has learned anything its that humans cannot be trusted. Not unless they have proven themselves worthy. Proven themselves to be one of the people. Proven themselves to be a child of Eywa or even a human who was worthy of not being called by the title of demon.

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"Say that again?"

"Twenty-one, Sixty-nine."

"Repeat it" You continued to ask over again

"Two. One. Six. Nine." He stated for the third time

"One more time"

"The year is 2169!" Neteyam repeated himself for the final time, exasperated

You paused trying to wrap your head around what you were being told. This couldn't be possible. You looked the exact same age and it was fifteen years into the future, never mind just six years! You wouldn't be twenty-two you would be thirty-one!

"You've got to be kidding me...You're joking right?

This was way too wierd, you were definitely sixteen mentally and physically.

Neteyam looked almost as worried by your reaction as you were about the information he gave you.

"Theres no way I'm fifteen years in the future..."

"Wait. What did you say? You're what...?"

"Oh God, dont make me repeat it." You stated while biting your thumb nail

"You said your 'fifteen years into the future'... is that even possible?"

"I dont know but thats what your telling me by saying its 2169. The last memory i have is when it was the year 2154 so please tell me your lying." You asked almost begging him to give you a diffrent, better, answer.

"Im afraid im not. Im not the type to play pranks on people, especially in this situation." He replied matter of factly and you had no choice but to believe him.

"So how old are you now then, i thought you were around my age." He asked

"I got shot and went into a coma only like a couple days after my sixteenth birthday from what i can remember so...i dont know."

You paced back and forth thinking it over a couple times in your head as the much taller male observed you steadily.

"Also the fact that i died just a couple days after my sixteenth birthday...what kind of bullsh*t life is that?" You asked rhetorically

"I died when i was fifteen."

You stopped in your trackes and faced the na'vi boy, who was aparently younger than you, deadpan - parden the pun.

"...alright, point taken."

You took a minute to absorb his words and fully take in their meaning leaving you even more puzzled than you already were if that was possible.

"Wait...what do you mean you died when you were fifteen?"

"It's kind of a long story but basically the humans shot me too and i died...i think, even though im alive right now. I'm assuming it was a human that shot you as well...like with a gun."

"Ya, it was." You replied

There was an awkward silence between the two of you for a brief moment

"...Well look at us...in this situation...together... This is fxcked, i dont even know what planet im on!"

"We're on Pandora"

"Yeah i sort of got that from the giant rainbow trees and the...well you. What i meant was i dont really know much about this planet so im basically lost."

"They must have brought you here while you were in your coma if you dont remember coming here"

"Yeah i think so too. So what do we do now?"

Before he had time to answer you a figure in the doorway snapped you both out of the intensity of your conversation.

Two people who wore long white coats stood underneath the frame. You knew immediately who they were since those coats were all too familiar to you, you had seen it on, now your most likely deceased, eldest brother.

Scientists. Human ones.

Before you could get a better look at them they had already fled and you would bet everything you had, which right now was really only the clothes on your back, that they were going to alert the other humans. Alert them that the one person who they shot to death and the other who they performed experiments on had woken up and may be potentially hostile.

Humans. They always jump to the worst possible conclusions first. Well, its to be expected since they probably knew they were in the wrong.

Oh, the guy you shot and the girl you experimented on woke up? Yeah, they would probably be pretty pissed, wouldnt you think so too?

Neteyam and i had no choice but to jump straight into action. We ran out the door as well and after the people who saw us. We wove down and out twists and turns and long hallways and eventually the people split up and went in diffrent directions.

Deciding it was best not to split up ourselves, we followed the female of the pair. We ended up getting ahead of her by cutting through a seperate room and waited for her around a corner up ahead as she ran towards us.

"What are we doing?! This is pointless, the other person still got away!" Neteyam asked you as you peered ever so slightly around the wall, waiting for the woman who was much the same height as you to get close enough to execute your plan.

"Shushhh! Watch and learn newbie"

Neteyam wondered for a time how you knew he was new to being in actual battles but didnt have much time to dwell on it as you lunged into action.

In a minute, with not a sound from the victim, you had her down and out and Neteyam helped you to drag her into the nearest unlocked, windowless, room. Here you and Neteyam both changed out of your hospital attire.

Neteyam changed into the clothes he had taken from the room you had both awoken in. Apparently they had been the same ones he wore when he was shot, he had snatched them up before running out to catch the scientists.

You, yourself, had no such clothes but opted to use the ones the female scientist had on. You now donned a black top, a long white fabric lab coat, black baggy cargo pants and black combat boots. To finish the look off you grabbed the womans clipboard, files and all, and made your hair look as presentable as you could.

You had enough conscience to at least clothed her in your previous attire instead of leaving her in her undergarments. If you wore her clothes it was easier to seek around this way, if you both got caught you could make up an excuse saying you caught Neteyam after he had awoken. You just had to hope that whoever caught you guys wouldn't know every scientist in the place off by heart. A mediocre and generic plan but the best you could come up with given the timing and situation.

With your mind on that as you both changed, Neteyams mind wandered to how you took down that scientist woman. He wondered how you did that when you were only a little older than him, a year at best. He wondered if human children were taught to fight differently than na'vi children were.

Or if prehaps they were taught earlier or more vigorously since there seemed to be such a diffrence in strength between you both. He also thought, since his dad had never mentioned such a thing about humans, that perhaps you had just been influenced to train hard by a person in your family. Or that you wanted to live up to the expectations of your family like he did. He wondered if they were kind...your family. He wondered if you would have acted differently towards him if you had both met under different circumstances.

This was all only his speculation. He could ask you, you were only a meter away from him, but did you really even know each other? You didn't. You both had met only an hour ago at most and made an ulikely team due to a common enemy and similarity within your goals but could he really trust you? You were a human after all.

The same humans who drove him from his home. Who murdered the tulkans and himself. The same humans who his mother and father fought against in the war...but also who his father came from. Who he was...is. And if his father was human and became one of the people and even Toruk Macto than maybe they weren't all bad.

His father was trusted among the people, made up for the mistakes he made and strived to protect the world that embraced and loved him. So why couldn't there be others like him? Good humans.

He was sure there was. Like Norm and the other avatars who had remained on Pandora after the war and his friend Spider who he grew up with. They all cemented this thought in him; that not all humans were bad. All those people showed him the life that the humans and na'vi could live if only the wars and fighting stopped and they chose to live together in harmony instead of bloodshed.

They came from very diffrent places. Diffrent planets even. So they would not always see eye to eye but that didn't mean they could never get along with each other. This was proven by his own blood. The blood that was his Mother and Fathers. His mixed human and na'vi blood that would bleed the path to tomorrow.

They bled the same.

Humans and na'vi.

For all his mixed blood it did not look any diffrent, any stranger, than it should of and that was shown as it flowed down those rocks and into the water as he layed dying. It flowed to Eywa and met her at the cross roads of life, death and rebirth.

It chanted to her a prayer. A prayer that she simply interpreted and concluded ment; If his death enticed revenge, war, and hatred than his rebirth will call for peace, tranquillity and rejoice. It would bleed the path to tomorrow and he would take his rightful place once again.

Where his rightful place was Neteyam wasnt so sure about anymore. He always thought it was to be the leader of his clan and to be the perfect son and eldest sibling. But now his position of Olo'eyktan for his clan was no more and while he had protected his siblings he had died in the process. His last words, being his true wish, never once uttered otherwise, to return back to the home they knew, the one they hailed from.

So in the future, he would work hard to find his place in this world, his world, but if he was going to do that he would have to focus on the now. Focus on the situation he was in right now and getting out of it safely so that he could reunite with his family. That was all he aimed for and he knew he couldn't do it by himself, he wasnt that thick headed unlike his younger brother and so if he had to enlist the help of a human to do so he would not hesitate.

And if at times when she fought the gleem in her eyes or the sharpness to their gaze reminded him of his father than that was only sturring him forward. Like a little reminder in the back of his mind telling him not to give up and to just keep going, keep pushing through.

"How did you know i was new to fighting in actual battles?" Neteyam remembered his thought from earlier and spoke it aloud to the much smaller human girl

"It's so obvious, i can tell by the way you conduct yourself." You replied with a lightness to your voice and a small laugh at the first part of your sentence.

You were both done changing now and knew time was of the essence, so while Neteyam was left to ponder your words once again you listened to the sounds beyond the windowless room and peeked through the keyhole to see if you could spot anything amiss on the other side.

Suddenly a blaring alarm went off and you both looked at each other in fright. You knew you were on the same wavelength by the nod you gave each other and made haste while exiting the room you had resigned yourselves to while getting changed.

You ducked under windows as you passed hallways and rooms swarmed with people, who were decked out in weaponry and looked like army soilders, scientists and even some avatars. The walls were painted red with a blinding light paired with the blaring siren most likely alerting those in the spaceship of your and Neteyams escape. After a while and some close calls you both made it to the room you were looking for.

The control room.

You and Neteyam peaked a look through a small circular window which let you view inside the room. You saw the room filled with various diffrent machines and pannels and one or two people in avatar bodies as well as many humans. You had to lure them away from there, if you wanted to escape, that is, and you most definitely did.

The only question was how did you do that exactly?

Neteyam and you shared a look. Alarms were still blaring in the distance and you could hear the flustered footsteps of the people outside the control room shuffling around not too far away.

Thats when you both decided to split up. You gave him a signal, putting two fingers to your forehead and pointing them in the direction you were going. You were going to create a distraction while he entered the control room admitsed the chaos. But you could not put your plan into action before he grabed your arm, hauling you back before you could leave.

He didnt have to say anything, you knew what he was thinking, what he ment. You knew that it would be better for him to create the distraction while you entered the control room : Because if any humans stayed there or if the distraction didnt work, you would be less noticeable sneaking in than him. But you wanted to let him do it since it seemed more dangerous to let him go by himself deeper into the spaceship.

He had no real battle experience, you could see it in the way he conducted himself. Everything was so practiced, like he had been well trained but it was just that. It was too rehersed, too stiff ; his stances, his footwork, it wasnt like that of a real fight, of real experience. But you wained and finally gave in to the look in his eyes that somehow reminded you of your brothers, maybe it was the determination. To what? Prove himself?

To you? Or to himself? Even if that ment he would have to fight. If it ment he could get hurt. He had already died once so what was one more time? Although he might not be so lucky as to return from the dead like he had the first time.

Finally, not wanting to waste anymore time, you gave him a swift nod and headed to the room you had earlier pointed Neteyam to go into before you had switched roles. You didnt have time to talk about where or when you would both meet up again but that was the least of your problems. You had to focus on the task at hand and get yourselves out of there before you were caught once again : Because the next time they caught you, you knew they would make sure you could not escape again.

Neteyam slunk off farther into the spaceship and eventually dipped out of your sight. Hiding yourself away in a room just opposite the control room : you waited for whatever he was planning. You closed the door and rested your head aginst the door, listening. You could hear your own breaths, the beating of your heart ; with all the adrenaline pumping through your veins you hadnt realised how scared you actually were.

The dents in your palms from where the screws of the window pierced your skin earlier tingled and itched a firey sensation all along them. But you did not have time to think about that as sweat poured down your forehead and along the bridge of your nose as you waited anxiously ; flexing your fingers as if cracking your knuckles without any sound. You peered through the keyhole for any sign of the people in the control room leaving, any moment now they would.

Only you wondered if you would be able to get up now that you had sat down. Somewhat relaxed now, your legs felt like jelly once again, just like they had when you had first awoken. Only this time is was from nerves. Could you really do this? No. It wasnt a matter of wheather you could or not. You had to do this! If you didnt you wouldnt just be risking your own life but Neteyams as well.

No matter how scared, nervous, anxious or unsure you were, it was either do or die. Thats what the situation you were in right now was and there was nothing you could do to change it : Because you would rather die then let them experiment on you again and you would rather die than drag someone else down with you, even if it was someone you had only met a little while ago.

Noticing an air vent at the other end of the room near the floor, you made your way over and tried to see through to the other end. Only seeing darkness, you proceeded to look around the room again to see if you could find anything to help you take the screws off the corners. Grabbing a lone scissors off of the nearest table you got to work. Being as quiet as you could, they fell to the floor one after the other. A little while later you removed the cover of the vent from the wall and placed it on the floor before slipping into the vent.

It seemed to perfectly fit you and you couldn't have been more thankfull for it. You couldnt do nothing while Neteyam was working hard to figure out how to distract your captors ; You at least had to figure out where the vent led if nothing else and if it led somewhere that benifited you both than all the more power to you. You had already swiftly reached the end and started making your way back to the room you had entered the vent from when you realised how long it had been since Neteyam had left you by yourself.

Although you didnt know what distraction he was planning or how he would manage it, all you could do as you waited was feel how helpless you really were. What if he failed and got caught? How would you know? Would you have to go rescue him? Could you really do it on your own? What if they just kill him on sight? Then you would be all alone. You would have to make the distraction yourself ; get yourself out of there without anyone to rely on, to share your burden, to help you along. And for some unknown reason you already had a fondness for the teen you had met not so long ago.

In the momentary time you let your faith in him waver you were brought back to reality by the growing noise outside of the room. Scurrying over to the door once again you looked out of the keyhole ; a fare amount of the people in the control room had left it, running, for whatever reason. Whatever Neteyam had done it had worked wonderfully in your favor.

The only people left in there were the pilot and copilot and a person in an avatar body who had left the room and was now stationed patroling the hall right in front of the door. It seemed they had been planning for the ship to take off just before you and Neteyams little escape. Noticing the guard, you racked your brain, remembering every possible bits and pieces of training you had done. You had been just as energetic of a child as your second brother Jake, preferring the outside, the adventure, rather than the books like your eldest brother.

Although, they had both taken extra care to make sure you could take care of yourself. Sure, that ment being able to take down any guy that might creep you out while walking home alone at night and not taking down a guy in a nine foot tall avatar body but : Hey! Is it really that diffrent?

Not only that but you had also taken martial arts classes since you were small, even if your body was in a weakened state from being drugged, experimented on and out of use it didnt mean you would go down without a fight. You couldnt take on the person in the avatar body ; for all your jokes and stress induced confidence you knew it was an impossible feat. But now that Neteyam had granted you this opportunity you wouldnt let it slip away.

You watched the avatar pacing the hall and waited until he was at the other end before hauling yourself up and grabbing a rench that was next to you on the floor. You swiftly began banging as hard a you could on the pipes that lined the perimeter of the room. You didnt cheak but you were sure he had heard it, how could he not have?

Hiding behind where the door would open, you mentally prepared yourself for what you were about to do. You were certainly not this nervous when you took down that lady earlier. But she was much the same height and build as you, this guy was at least three or four feet taller than you and had the na'vi peoples build meaning he was faster, stronger and more agile than a human.

This would be no easy task and you were in a stupid position, if only you could take him down than you would be good to go and you could set the rest of your plan in action. The chances of you actually escaping and surviving would go up ten fold. Unfortunately for you, the sound of his footsteps was almost drowned out by the beating of your own heart in your ears. You felt like all the blood was rushing to your head in anticipation.

You learned how to take down an oponent that was bigger than you but could you take down someone who was that much bigger than you. Especially an opponent who was very very hostile. You would just have to find out.

And you would, as he got closer and closer until he eventually stopped outside of the door to the room you were in. Slowly pushing it inwards, you caught a glimpse of him through the crack in the door where it was hinged to the wall. Your heart leaped into your throat.

A gun.

How had you not seen it when you were looking at him before? Had it been strapped to his back or was he holding it down at his side? You swallowed hard and gulped back your fear. He strode into the room, seemingly fully confident he could take on anything he found within or maybe he thought the clanging he heard was a waste of his time. It was now or never. When he was far enough into the room, with his back still turned to you, you let the door slowly swing closed ; blocking the view of outsiders to what happened within the confines of the room.

Your plan had changed when you saw that gun. It was now your first priority, you had to get it away from the avatar. But the question was ; how? You didnt know, so you would have to do what you did best, not all your hard practiced training like some would think but instead what you were best at was ; improvising. Making the best out of a bad situation, as if what you had done thus far since you had awoken in an unknown and hostile place didnt prove that already.

The alarms that still blared in the distance worked in your favor, so did the frenzied panic of the humans who worked on the ship. It could cover any noise you made or the avatar made in the room, any gun shot, any screams ; At least to those far enough away. Seeing the table that you had gotten the scissors off of and noting how close it was the the avatar, the improvisation of your plan started to play out.

Chucking the rench in the opposite direction of the table to create a distraction you ran to grab the table which was placed behind the avatar. Pushing with all your might, the noise of the legs scrapping off the floor could be heard over the sirens but even so nothing could be done. Before the avatar could turn around to cheak what was happening behind him, having had his attention drawn to the noise the rench made, you had shoved the table against him with as much force as you could muster.

Slamming the avatar into the wall in front of him, the gun dopped out of his hands as he went to brace himself against the impact of the wall. Climbing under the table to grab the gun, it brushed your finger tips as a smile spread out along your features.

You had won.

Sure you probably shouldnt have thrown away your only weapon, the rench, but now you had something even better. You were too flustered to try and grab something else to throw instead of the rench in case he might have seen you and just shot you there and then.

Of course, you were still human though, letting victory go to your head before you had even a full grasp of the gun in your hand. Letting it slip out of your clutches as the avatar kicked it away from you both. The door to the room was fully shut now, blocking you both from the outside. It was just you and him in here, just the two of you, like you were in your own little world. Like you were in hell, where he was the sole victor, the sole ruler.

And as you slowly looked up only to see the table, the only barrier between the two of you, being flung to the other side of the room, by the avatar bodies enhanced strength, it truly felt like that. Slowly crawling backwards, you tried to think of something to do. Maybe you could be fast enough to reach the gun, maybe, just maybe.

Of course not.

What were you thinking?

How could a human ever out run an Avatar? A full grown avatar body and a small human sixteen year old child. It really was no debate. Grabbing you by the back of you neak the avatar yanked your body off of the floor like a rag doll. You felt the pressure on your neak tighten, felt the imprints of his fingers slowly obstructing your airways. You could do nothing but struggle, clawing at his hands, his face, anything you could sink your nails into.

Were you really going to die? When you had just gotten the chance to live once more, waking up from a coma where you were most likly brain dead. It was unfair. Just so unfair. What had you ever done to deserve this. And whats more, by your own species, your own kind, your own people.

Only just then as these though flowed out from your mind he dropped you curtly, seemingly remembering something.

"Shit, i forgot they said not to kill the human." He talked to himself "You really had me going there for a sec Missy, to bad for you" he laughed turning his attention to you now

That seemed to be a mistake on his part since this time he was focused on you so how would he ever see the na'vi teen, whos features had become familiar to you by now, sneaking up behind him. With rench in hand, in one swift motion it was brought up to the avatars height and rammed across the side of his head.

"...Well maybe your not as inexperienced as i thought" you breathed out in relief seeing the avatar body fall slack to the ground

"I think what you should be saying is 'Thank you'" Neteyam responded as he pulled you up from your position on the ground

"Right..." you breathed "Thank y-" you got cut off

"I dont know what you mean by that little miss, since i find you both entirely inexperienced"

Putting Neteyam in a headlock from behind, threatening to snap his neck, the avatar from before continued ; "You really believed that i was knocked out by that pathetic little swing? I should have become an actor instead of doing this job."

Taking out the gun, strapped to your back, that you had previously picked up off the floor and pointing it at him, you didnt hesitate, for fear of retaliation, to pull the trigger.

"Ya, you should of." Were your final words to him, followed by a loud bang

Body going limp, he fell to the floor for good this time.

"Holy Eywa..." Neteyam breathed out in a sigh of relief after being released from the mans grasp "That gave me a fright"

"...Hah, shouldnt you be saying something else?" You questioned recalling his earlier words to you

"Hah...right. You saved me, thank you" he remembered his previous statement

"Just returing the favor" you replied casually with a shrug

You held out your arm towards him, just like how you had when you first introduced yourself to him, just like he had done earlier when he pulled you up off the ground. Only this time when you locked hands you put your forearms together, this time, as the gleem in both your eyes studied the other, it was as a sign of trust. Trust that hadnt been spoken of, or established yet either, until this point. This point, when na'vi and human faded away with their past and there was only two people with equal goals and trust in each other.

Only Neteyam and Y/n, and the last name that they had yet to know they shared. But of course this was bound to happen from the start, you both felt it, even if you both had tried to be cautious and or wary of each other. This was because of something that had been engraved into not only your minds and hearts but also your soul since childhood. One phrase that, unbeknownst to the both of you, subconsciously lingered in both of your minds even now, holding true ;

"Sullys stick together."

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I really wanted to write more but i think this will be a good place to end this part, im on summer holidays from school now so i promise not to take months for the next part to come out like i did with this one because of everything going on ; pls dont leave 🥲

I really cant wait to write the next part, there will be more interactions between Neteyam and Reader, so pls stick around and feedback helps lots thx loves 🤗

- trust me if i had kept writing the clifhanger would have been way worse so u guys r actually lucky... this time👹 *evil laugh echoing in the distance*

@im-kaii @jackiehollanderr @bubble-blu @sweetdayme4427 @zaddyneteyamlovergirl @thehoneymushroomhealer @neteyamforlife @corgicord @myh3artttt @potato-studez-hungryformore @kumachii @lunamhm565i @ale122alex

#avatar way of water #avatar x reader #avatar x you #avatar #fanfiction #jake sully #lo'ak sully #kiri sully #neteyam sully #neytiri #tuk sully #tuktirey #avatar x y/n

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kidcrowley · 8 months

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My interpretations of Aziraphale and Crowleys relationship!

i love how neil gaiman always explicitly says that crowley and aziraphale dont have a “gender”. and it really makes their relationship more meaningful to me, as a very queer and very agender person..i know that sounds cringe im SORRY!!

azira and crowley are SO MUCH MORE than just husbands. their love for each other goes FAR beyond what our human minds can even comprehend. theyve known each other for, what? 6000+ years? the amount of time theyve spent together, combined with everything theyve gone through, that can really bring people close together. imagine spending 6000 years of your life with someone.

the kind of love that they share always overwhelms me with so much emotion. theyre the definition of pure soulmates. the kiss that they shared in s2ep6, it was so powerful. it was so meaningful.

the scene being a kiss was so crucial because it wasnt neil going "loll theyre gay and in love".. its showing the true forbidden love between crowley and aziraphale. THERE ON SCREEN. THROUGH AN ACTION THAT IS COMMONLY SEEN IN A ROMANTIC LIGHT. kissing is so meaningful. it showed how serious crowley was, and how far he was willing to go just to be with aziraphale, on THEIR side.

the kiss was literally crowleys last argument. like he had the last REAL word. the kiss could be seen in so many ways, i see it as a romantic thing but it can also be seen platonically. azira and crowleys love goes so much farther than romantics and platonics though. the kiss was crowleys last attempt to show aziraphale just how much their arrangement really meant to him. the whole kiss scene is so full of emotion it makes me sick, in a good way.

crowley kissing aziraphale, it was him just begging azira to stay and just love him. it breaks my heart the amount of miscommunication in those last few minutes, the way they didnt understand what the other was trying to convey with their actions was absolutely gut wrenching.

aziraphale wanted crowley to come with him to heaven so that he could make heaven WORTH crowley. he wanted to rebuild a heaven where crowley felt loved, and seen. crowley took it as azira finally thought he was good enough for heaven.

in the kiss scene, you can see where aziraphale hesitated when crowley kissed him. his hands barely grazing crowleys back, while having an inner fight, trying to decide what was right. azira even hesitated before saying “i forgive you”. because he wanted to say that he loved crowley, you can see it. you can see the look of just absolute devastation on his face

i hate when people demonize aziraphale or say he was acting out of character, but he wasnt. azira was actually perfectly in character. the whole scene was beautiful. i cry every time i watch it, because its just so jam packed full of pure emotion.

i could write paragraphs upon paragraphs of my thoughts on the ineffable husbands relationship. they just mean so much to me. and the way that they are, it can be interpreted so differently by everyone in the fandom. thats what i love about them, because they can quite literally be ANYTHING. its beautiful, and i thank neil gaiman and terry pratchett so so so much :(

#good omens #good omens aziraphale #good omens hc #good omens headcanons #head canon #aziraphale #aziraphale good omens #crowley good omens #good omens crowley #ineffable husbands #theory #gomens #gomens season 2 #good omens theory

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sweater-daddiesdumbdork · 2 years

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You stood at the edge of the sunflower field, the sun just barely in sight as it shined brightly through the sunflowers bright petals.

Any other person, this would be a memory to cherish. The utter beauty before you made your own breath catch. But this, this wasnt a moment to value.

This was hell.

Your own hell that the super soldiers kept you in, reminding you who possessed you. Bucky's carving in your body still wept at times when they got to aggressive, digging blunt nails into your skin as one of them pounded into you.

"Gonna fill you up, keep you fucked with us. About time you start giving us those kids."

Tears blossomed, cause fucking hell you wanted it to happen. Wanted to grow with a child just for a moment's peace. You didn't care whose it was anymore.

A warm hand braced the back of your neck and snaked around till it was under your jaw. So pliant now, you didn't even struggle in surprise. When he tightened, you fell back into a broad chest, whiskers brushed against your ear.

Of course Steve came looking for you.

"What are you doing out here Love? You better not be thinking about runnin' off" His arm dangerously tightened, squeezing in warning before relaxing again.

A shake of your head was given as Steve tilted you enough to see the barn from the corner of your eyes.

"Just admiring the sunflowers..." Admiring my pretty cage you monster.

He grunted as he glanced at the miles of sunflowers starting to fade into darkness with the oncoming twilight. "I promise to fill your vases with fresh ones tomorrow if you are our good girl tonight. Right now Bucky is waiting Sweetheart."

You felt any hope they might give you a night off drain away. You open your mouth, prepared to beg for a reprieve, that they could do anything else but gloved fingers grasped at your cheeks, digging in sharply to silence your protest. Tilting you to turn around and face your menace. "You werent about to sass me, right?"

How could such blue eyes be so cruel?

"No!"

"That's my girl. Get upstairs to Bucky, I will be up soon." He let you go after what should have felt like a loving kiss on your forehead, but it made you shiver in fear, darting around him to bolt up the porch and back inside to do as your told.

Steve watched your fleeting form before turning back to the scene before him, a content smile ghosting his stern features.

This place... Absolute heaven for them.

#the perfect life #inspo #amber writes #trying to get back into the mood for this series #dark steve rogers #dark bucky barnes #but she would be refusing to go into this sunflower hell

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lexa-griffins · 11 months

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So I just read the ask about a strap and then in your tags said about Ranya, okay you got my attention (you did anyways with the Des hastag and did a double take) so wanna indulge this idea a little more hmmmmm?

Alright alright, strap Ranya scene in DES it is 😌😌

Im thinking its sweet, much sweeter than Lexa and Clarke's since they have a slight dom/sub dynamic in bed - which will become stronger the further we go.

But I'd like to think I laid it pretty heavy last chapter that Anya is an absolute sweetheart when it comes to Raven. She thinks she's amazing, smart, beautiful, you name it. So when Anya whips the strap out, its to make Raven feel good and loved, its a rather slow moment, making sure Raven is comfortable and feeling good, the way Anya takes extra care in making sure her leg doesn't hurt or isn't at an awkward position while the thrusts in. I'd say Anya takes a very service top approach with Raven - which is not her usual go too, as if you ask anyone who's slept with Anya, they'd say she can be a selfish lover of sorts so it'll be a change for her to see how all she wants with Raven is to make her feel good.

And my poor baby Raven, she has been using sex almost as a punishment after Finn cheated and died, slewping with random people she'll never see again in a search for some sort of closure. But Anya is the one that makes Raven /feel/ something, and there is something about how she moves her hips, slow and deep, like she wants Raven to feel every inch of the toy and make her feel pleasure is something Raven is not really used to anymore.

Anya doesn't even know what comes over her when she holds Raven's hand as she feels her about to cum or why she wants to fucking frame Raven's expression as she falls apart around her toy. Something in Anya changes right there. If she was pretending to any part of herself she wasnt in love with Raven, now she can't. Absolutely not. She'd do just about anything to make Raven either smile or cum 🥰

#letter opened #au: des #asleepingtiger #🥰🥰🥰#there is actually a lot of parallels between Ranya and Clexa #Ranya is everything Clexa could be if the stakes werent hight for them #they are the ending clexa could have if it wasnt for all the rest of the plot 😅

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voidselfshipp · 1 year

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The Real Story

Cw: DC cannon violence, mentions of sexism. cassandra is a teen and she gets a gun at some point but its just a quick scene. Lmk if I missed anything

Summary: I rewrite birds of prey to fit my s/I. This is an idea that my friend tex gave me.

->Only mutuals allowed to reblog.

♡lovely taglist: @sugar-and-pearls @malewifehenrycooldown @mercuryships

Now, we've all heard my story in my own movie (yay!) But im a little bummed out that the writers skipped a big person in my story

i mean seriously! She was right there with me, how didnt they realize there was someone they forgot?!

anyway. After I blew up that chemical factory, I got the wonderfull news that my friend Rick Flag was alive! So I did what anyone would do and took a taxi to his house

it was more colorful than I remember, now the garden had flowers and a few fruit trees

the mailbox had sunflowers painted all over it, and on the side it read "Flag & Sunblaze". Weird...

_i knocked on the door and Rick opened it. I was overjoyed!_

--Rick!-- Harley exclaimed hugging her friend tight, still under the effects of the alcohol.

--Harley! Good to see you-- Rick replied with a smile, pulling away from the hug a little-- come in, there's Someone I'd like you to meet

She steps inside and looks around-- I remember this place being a little emptier than it is now...-- her eyes scan over a particular mural.

Now. I wasnt expecting the sheer size of the painting! It covered the whole wall! I could tell one of the people in it was Rick...but the other...?

--Harley, This is jerico-- Rick said snapping her out of her trance-- my girlfriend

Harley Turned around to face her friend and his companion.

girlfriend?! Since when does he have a girlfriend? I knew things with Dr.Moone didnt work out but WOW!

and she was Real beautiful, mind you. She had Brown hair that was loose, very short, reaching maybe three inches under her earlobe, bobcut and longer towards the front. Big green eyes, and thin lips curled into a smile

--,Oh my! Pleasure to meet you! Im Harleen!-- she shakes the other woman's hand-- oh youre beautiful!

Her cheeks get Pink and Rick has to squash the tiniest bit of jealousy, Rolling his eyes.-- why,thank you!. Nice to meet you Harleen!

--oh, but you can call me Harley! How did you two meet? How are you alive! Oh theres so much to catch up to! -- she exclaimed.

--Rick, dear why dont you update Harley, ill go make some tea

--Alright, Darlin'-- he hugs his partner's waist and kisses her briefly, her hands on his chest.

Both look at eachother for a moment with half lidded lovesick eyes, to then part.

Rick followed jerico with his eyes, smiling fondly.

--I can already tell you two are such a healthy couple! Now tell me everything!-- Harley exclaimed taking his Friends hand and manhandling Him to the couch.

_Ricky told me everythin'! How Jerico nursed Him back to health, how they fell in love and moved in here. Such a love story!_

_i told him I blew up the chemical factory, and in true Rick Flag fashion,he was...concerned to be the least_

--Harley...-- Rick said sternly-- you realize what you just done?

--Nope!-- Harley exclaimed-- I mean yes, I let everyone know that I broke up with Mr.J

--Exactly! Youre in danger! People could come up after you!-- he added.

--Ah ill be fine Ricky!-- Harley dismissed.

--I dont think you Will...-- suddenly he grips his chest and winces.

--are you okay?!-- jeri exclaimed examining Him.

--'m alright, sweetpea. Just a ghost pain...-- he explained, putting a hand on her cheek, caressing it Gently.

_I wish I had a relationshipp like theirs. There was something so pure about the way that Rick held jerico's cheek, and the way she looked at him with worry in her eyes. As if he was her whole world_

--Go to the doctor tomorrow-- she pleaded.

--I Will, dont worry-- he reassured, to then turn to Harley-- I dont think its a good idea you stay by yourself..., jerico go with her

--I- what?! Im not gonna leave you alone!-- she said loudly-- what if something happends? What if you need help and im not here?

--I survived worse

--That doesnt help

Rick chuckled, holding her cheeks, caressing them with his thumbs-- Darlin' Harley is a good friend of mine and I cant Keep her safe...so please Keep her safe for me

--If anything...and I mean anything happends...

--Ill call you, dont worry-- he kissed her again, gently.

Harley could only stare at the situation infront of her, she wanted to coo but that would ruin the moment.

She watched jerico kiss back and say-- ill go pack some things up

--Well I'm more than okay with her coming along!-- the other woman said-- we'll have a girls night and you can tell me all the details that your Man might have skipped

Rick looked at jerico like "dont tell her anything..." and jerico looked at him like "im gonna tell her EVERYTHING"

--im startin' to think this was a bad idea-- he teased.

--Suck it up, flag-- jeri replied going upstairs to pack some things.

Once she leaves, harleen smiles and adds-- you got yourself a big catch

--dunno how I did it-- Rick admitted-- I love her

--She looks like she loves you too-- she said.

Soon after jerico was all ready. She said goodbye to her boyfriend with a long kiss and a hug-- eat your breakfast, take it easy, go to the doctor, thats an order, Colonel

--yes ma'am-- Rick replied.

--g'bye

and so she drove me back home in her cool sports motorcycle

we chatted for a little while, before I pass out on the couch, I let her take the bed because im a good host!

next morning I went to get a Cheese Sandwich from sal! And you know what happens, people chase me and I run for my life!

after rescuing that kid Cassandra and robbing a grocery store we returned home!

--Ah cassandra! Mean Jerico shes the girlfriend of a good friend of mine!

--Nice to meet you, Cassandra, uhm why is this kid here?-- Jerico asked

--,She Ate that diamond I told you about, now we are here and we brought food!

--You stole it-- jeri clarified.

--buy, stole, same thing!--The other woman exclaimed.

_we ate some cereal while we watched cartoons, Jerico kept lookin' at her phone so I had to ask_

--Did Ricky go to the doctor?, you Keep checking his messages?

--Yeah he did...just a ghost pain but I worry...he overdos it and im worried-- she explained, retuning to her home screen, the background is a photo of Rick and her on the coltomaltes beach with the golden hour at full Bloom.

--Nice picture-- Harley complimented-- where'd ya take it?

--Coltomatese, before we left...-- she replied fondly.

--You two look happy

--We are

Harleen pats her Friends back-- relax! I bet Rick is having a jolly ol time. Hes probably eating breakfast and watching those awful military movies he likes so much!

Jerico laughed-- he probably is!

after doc had betrayed us I was decided to turn over Cassandra to Sion. Jerico was not on board which led to a mini argument. Our first friend argument! This is exciting!

--Doc is right..bussiness is bussiness-- Harley said decidedly.

--Wait! Youre not gonna turn her over right?! Harley Sion Will kill her...-- jerico said taking her shoulder.

--I lost everything! My house! My hyena is lost somewhere in this city! -- the other woman yelled with tears in her eyes-- you have a home and a boyfriend! You dont know what its like to loose everything!

Jeri sighed inwardly-- that doesnt justify handing her over!

--I dont care! Dont get in my way jerico!, dont wanna hurtcha...

Jerico looked at Harley, face serious and her stance getting low-- Harley...I warn you

Suddenly, jeri's phone rings, she sighs and looks at the contact. Rick-- dont move!-- she warns and picks up the phone-- darling?

--hey babe, I was wonderin' if you would come over for dinner? Bring Harley along?-- Rick asked Gently, easing her adrenaline, slowly melting at her boyfriend's voice.

--We are a bit of a shitstorm...Everyone is looking for her and the kid I told you about when you were at the hospital...-- she Turned around and Harley started to run with cassandra.

--Jerico! Help!-- the kid shouted.

--Motherf- babe I gotta go...Harley Will give the kid to sion and-

--Its alright baby, you go. Ill be waitin' for you-- he reassured.

--love you too!-- jeri said before ending the call and running after Harley.

Meanwhile, Rick sighed as he looked at the half made dinner and the small black Velvet box on the kitchen counter. -- goddamnit, Harley!

Jerico chased after harleen and the kid on her motorcycle, sunny had given her the location.

Amusement mile, Booby trap.

She had teamed up with Renee, and both entered the hideout And charged towards Harley.

now not gonna lie, jerico knew how to fight. She kicked my ass, guess Ricky teached her how to tango

and yeah she might have lost it when I threw the cop outta the Window...

--Harley what the fuck?!-- Jerico yelled.

--You want some of this ?-- Harley asked.

--Youre crazy

--But you love it!

Jerico looked torn between the kid and rene, but ultimately, knowing back up was on the way, she went after rene,jumping from the Window and catching the other woman mid air, floating as she flies-- you okay?

--Yes-- renee said-- thanks

She settled her on the ceiling of a nearby building-- no worries...

Honestly its good Jerico is the sensible one here, when all us where reunited after killin' that bastard Sas, things were a bit of a mess

--Alright everyone. Calm down...-- jerico said, putting her hands infront of her, signaling to everyone to put down their weapons.

--And who the fuck are you?-- Dinah asked turning to a woman with a crossbow.

--Go get the kid-- Renee ordered.

--yeah, ill go get the kid -- dinah agreed going to unite Cassandra.

now cass had picked up a gun and things were getting Real

--No I dont think so...-- jericó said, and sunny came in flying, snatching the gun away from cassandra.

and guess what! Sionis decided to bring a whole army! And so off we went to kick ass and save the kid

honestly I dont know what Ricky has been teaching Jerico but Man can she kick some serious ass!

i swear If Ricky doesnt Marry this chick...

i of course had to record her ass kicking, Rick Will love this!

--Youll touch the kid over my dead body!-- jerico yelled, hitting a bad guy with her bo staff, first in the stomach,to then hook the end of the staff behind the guys knee and making him fall.

As the final blow, she hits the side of his head, knocking Him out.

--If Rick saw ya now he would be all hot'n' bothered!-- Harley yelled from behind her.

--Ha! He would! -- she agreed-- suns alive! you fuckers couldnt get uglier masks?!

i see what Rick saw in her, shes Smart, witty, funny,beautiful...

her eyes filled with anger and a heart full of courage, she took down guy after guy swiftly

--yeah youre all big tough scary men going after us sionis YOU SEXIST ASSHOLE!--She yelled hitting a bad guy Straight in his privates to then hit his forehead with the staff, knocking him out.

with jerico close behind me we chase after the car that has Cass, her hair swaying with the extent of her power

--Rick is waiting for me with dinner, he said to invite you over...id hate to leave him stood up-- jerico said.

--If we survive this ill go! Ricks Food is very good!--Harley exclaimed-- sorry for all of this...

--lets handle this first and then you can apologize

--Yes ma'am!

when we had finally rescued the kid, sionis was laying on the docks, backing away as a very angry jerico conjured something. The ball of light in her right pam. twirled as she moved her hands, her power arched around her like electricity in a Tesla Coil and the surface of the sun with wide arches around her neck and shoulders

--youre a disgusting, sexist, gross criminal...youre the worst of the worst...and as such you only deserve the worst--jerico growled-- this is a little something an ex of mine taught me...

and then she started to chant somethin'

--Suns alive, burning in the dark

Open the deepest pits

Let the beast feast.

May his soul burn in eternal Agony

With pain and suffering

He inflicted upon the living

Open the pits

Beast, feast upon this wretched being-- she crouches and puts the orb against sionis chest, who writhes and screams in pain as he slowly becomes charred charcoal.

Once he was dead and gone, she stands up, cleaning her hands, before kicking the charcoal head in-- thanks for teaching me that one, John

Harley noticed jeri play with some sort of ring thats dangling from a chain around her neck-- is the kid alright?

--she is-- Harley confirmed-- where did you learn that

--Oh a lovely ex of mine!, John Constantine, what a softie-- she reminisced-- lets get outta here..

and we went toget tacos afterwards! The kid finally got the diamond out of her and after making fun of her for a bit we resumed to what we were doing!

--Dont wanna say anything but I think Rick wants to propose to me!-- Jerico exclaimed.

--No way! Thats great-- dinah said-- about time he put a ring on it, youre one badass woman

--Very pretty too-- huntress added.

--I second that!-- Harley agreed.

and just when we were about to leave, jerico stops me, I look at her and she gives me one of her sunshine filled smiles

--Harls,wait-- jeri said gently-- you did things right by the kid, and me, we're good

--Thats good, Ill go change...I know we have that dinner with Ricky and I wanna look presentable..-- Harley sounded...sad and upset.

Jeri cups her cheek and smiles-- hey now, theres a reason he invited you

--You should be with Rick-- Harley whined, taking the hand on her cheek.

--Maybe I want you too, ever thought of that?

--Why would you?

--Because youre unhinged, and chaotic, funny, you made an effort to change...why wouldnt I be with you?

Harley smiled and leaned closer-- youre sure he wont mind?

--Ah as if he didnt saw this one coming

Jerico kisses Harley, hugging her neck, and Harley hugs her waist.

They press their foreheads toghether and smile.

--See you at dinner

Ya had to see Rick's face when the whole team of girls showed up, he was prepared of course and made dinner for all of us! But his face was priceless

he was dressed nice, for once. And his jaw dropped when he saw Jerico

a beautiful flowy yellow dress fell right above her ankles, her sun earrings and her short hair swaying in the night breeze, lips glossy and shiny. Honestly I dont get how he didnt pop the question right then and there

we all sat to eat and catched Rick up with everything that happend, he was flabbergasted and kept looking at jerico like "you allowed this to happen?!"

--Ah look at your girl kicking ass-- Harley said showing him the video she took of jerico kicking ass in the booby trap house.

Something in Rick had changed, a switch flipped.

He cleared his throat, looking at the empty plates of food eaten.

--Well, I guess that does it-- he stands up and kneels infront of jerico.

The people present gasp, jeri looks in awe and out of her depth.

--Jerico, darlin' since I met you I felt this connection to you, and after movin' in and spendin' more time with you I realized...youre the woman I wanna spend my whole life with

Youre my lucky star and my sun in the darkness... I love you

And I promise ill be with you when you need me, always. Just like when you were for me .

Jerico. Will you Marry me?

Jerico nodded, covering her mouth with her right hand as Rick slipped the beautiful ring on her ring finger.

He hugged her, holding her by the biceps And pressing their bodies together, he kept muttering "I love you, I love you so much" and in reply he would get a "I love you too. I love you so much too"

The other women clap and cheer, and after jerico and Rick share a quick but passionate kiss, music invades the house.

Jeri danced with Harley laughing and smiling, Rick sits back looking at his partner.

--Shes one hell of a woman-- Dinah said.

--She is-- Rick agreed.

--You better treat her right

-- I try to do that every single Day of my life

--go dance with her Man!-- as Dinah says this he pushes him towards her and her voice powers give him an extra boost.

Harley lets go and he stumbles on jerico, who holds him with worry on her face before he smiles reassuringly and dances with her.

The other women leave to the front garden and peak through one of the Windows.

--I love you-- Rick mutters with pure adoration in his voice, pulling her to his chest after twirling her.

--I love you too-- jeri replied pressing her forehead against his.

They both danced alone for a little while before everyone came back in.

Thar same night, whime Rick was sleeping, Harley and Jerico sit in the roof, as the later explains what and who she is.

--So you were born from one of those?-- harleen asked.

--Yep

--And you travel through dimentions?

--Yes

--Cool-- she concluded-- hey ive been meanin' to ask you, whose rings that?

--Thats Jhons, my previous partner,he was a sorcerer but everyone dies in the end, I carry a piece of his soul with me here-- jerico taps the ring.

--Flag knows?

--Hes fine with it, are you?

--Im fine. I think thats a very cute thing to do for your ex hubby. Was he handsome?

--Very

--Rich?

--Kinda...

--Was he nice?

--To me? Yes. To the rest? Nope

Harley chuckles and hugs her, giving her a soft gentle kiss, the other woman kissed back and caressed her girlfriend's cheek.

and thats the actual story. We're living happily ever after, and yes. Im still commiting crime much to Rick's dismay and jeri's amusement

#crush f/o rick flag #harley tag pending #tw violence #cw violence #tex don't look!#tex dont look #cw intoxiaction #tw intoxication #🧳🌌☀️i falm in love with every world i visit. and sometimes i fall in love with people| d.c. s/i☀️🌌🧳

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violetnotez · 3 years

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i’m not sure if you’re up for it 🥺 but can you make a scenario where todoroki and bakugo react to you popping your button down shirt it can be any scene, school, dorms, etc. ( also, this has happened to me 2 times bc im v busty, DDD lmaoo )

OMG!!! OF COURSE IM UP TO WRITE FOR THIS!! definitely cause i can relate lmao, like Im pretttyyyy sure Im a C or a D...??? (big enough for my little sis to tell me I look like Yaomomo 💀)

also-I realized Im incapable of writing anything short 💀

Music Genre: Pop | BNHA

Characters: Bakugo, Shoto

Warnings: cussing

Music Collection | Tip Jar | Requests!

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Bakugo

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“Arent you excited for the summer camp Bakugo?” you looked up at your tsundere boyfriend, his face clearly unamused.

“Tsch-,” he scoffed, “this aint nothing.”

You rolled your eyes at him, the smile still etched on your face as you looked around at your classmates around you. The long awaited UA summer camp trip had finally begun, the sky a crystal blue and sun beating down on all the students. Almost everyone was overwhelmingly excited to be here as the USJ incident definitely brought a scare that the festivities wouldnt continue.

Thankfully they did, but- couldnt someone have warned the students about how hot it would be?

You felt like you were cooking in your UA uniform, your black tights and thick blazer definitely not helping to expel some of that heat.

You couldn't just take off your tights, but your jacket- well that could easily fix your dilemma.

You began to slip off your blazer, each arm slowly getting exposed.

Bakugo, even as mean and tsundere as he could be, was head over heels for you. Well, he had to- he wouldnt be dating you if he wasnt. But you dealt with his shit, always made him laugh, made him try new things, not to mention being freaking beautiful and having an adorable body to him...yeah, he was definitely infatuated by you.

“The hell you doing?” he asked, his cheeks growing warm as you were stripping off your outer layer-weirdly he was finding this way hotter than he should, and this poor boy was getting affected by it.

“Oh nothing,” you say nonchalantly, “its just hot, so I was taking off my jacket.

You held out the jacket in front of you innocently, turning to your boyfriend.

“Can you hold it for me?”

Bakugo looked at you with his usually pissed off expression, until he looked down at your chest- and turned beet red. He instantly grabbed your hand, dragging you behind the bus where no one could see.

“Katsuki, what are you-”

“You’re shirt.”

“Huh?” you asked, your head tilted innocently as you looked at your clearly flustered boyfirend, who had you pinned to the side of the bus.

“Youre damn shirt baka,” he replied back through gritted teeth, “you popped it.”

You looked down at your top and realized- you really did pop it- and in the most obnoxious spot possible. It was right between your cleavage, giving a good view of your chest.

“Youre fucking lucky Mineta wasnt around,” he scolded you.

But just as it dawned on you why your boyfriend was so flustered, he was already taking it upon himself to rebutton your shirt, grabbing the fabric and looping it into button that was thankfully still in tact.

“Damn pervert,” he said under his breath as he roughly buttoned your under shirt, “looking at my girl-“

He gave once last glance to make sure all the button were in their proper place, his mouth twisted in a scowl.

You giggled at his comment, giving him a small smirk. “I think Mineta is lucky he wasnt there.”

“Damn right,” he scoffed, crossing his hands across his chest,

“I would’ve beat his ass.”

Shoto

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Shoto was standing in the crowded lunch line, holding your guys’ spots so you could sit with Midoriya and his friends before the lunch break was over. This wasn’t something he usually did, as you both would wait in line together, talking about anything and everything that came to mind.

Shoto took another step in line, looking around the cafeteria for any sign of you in the crowded room.

He finally spotted you, your body a few paces away as you shuffled around the other students. He waved his hand up in the air to beckon you over, But something was off-your hands were clutched around your chest, and your face looked as if you were embarrassed. Did something happen?

“Shoto!”

Your face light up in relief as you made eye contact with him, shuffling your way over.

“Thank god I found you,” you said breathlessly, a nervous smile on your lips. “I-Uh-I have a slight problem...”

Shoto cocked his eyebrow, clearly confused by your strange behavior.

Your hands were still clutched around your chest with an iron grip, almost as if you were begging him for something like a small child. But then you slowly let your hands leave their spot on your body, and poor Shoto’s face turned redder than Kiri’s hair.

“Did-did you pop-your undershirt?” He said through a strained voice, clearly affected by seeing a portion of your cleavage.

You meekly nodded your head, your hands instantly going back to trying to cover your chest.

Poor Shoto.exe has stopped working

Shoto instantly started taking off his blazer, his broad shoulders even more exposed as he was only wearing his undershirt and tie.

“Wait, Shoto-“ you asked, biting your lip, “what are you doing?”

Shoto slide his arm out of the blazer, turning it so it wrapped around your shoulder.

“I’m giving you my jacket,” he stated a little more calmly (even though his cheeks were on fire), “you need it more than me anyways.”

The jacket was strangely very cool, a blessing as the cafeteria room was stuffy and hot, and the scent of cashmere and cologne made you feel a lot more calm.

“Thank you,” you smiled up at him, making Shoto give you a small, sheepish grin.

Shoto Todoroki was never the type to be crazed for a look at a girl, but he was definitely going to remember that moment for a while.

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ablackfangirlwrites · 3 years

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So the lovely @grown-clone gave me the brilliant idea/request to do a part two of my little time series with a happier ending so here we are! Enjoy😘

Y'all can fine the original post here- Hawks, eraserhead, dabi, All might

Prologe:

It had been five years since you died at the hands of the villian with the time quirk but when their time finally came something amazing happened everyone who met an early death because of them mercilessly came back to life! And the first thing you do when you get back is go to the person who made your life worth living.

Hawks

To say keigo missed you would be an understatement

Everyday since you died was bittersweet for him

He tried to honor your last wishes

He really did

To live his life for the both of you

To fall in love again

And for years he hated himself for not being able to do that

It was just no one could compare

It just wasnt the same and eventually every relationship he got in would just fall apart

And he hated himself even more for not being able to find the villain who did that to you

But one day something changed

He heard that the villain who did that had finally been identified and was now dead

He couldn't lie hearing that made him a little happy

Maybe your soul would find a little peace with that information

He could only hope

But something even more amazing happened a few days later

He had been hearing about this strange anomaly, some of the people who had been killed by the villain had been coming back to life

It was strange and no one really understood why

but no one was complaining it was a miracle after all

Yet he still had no reason for celebration not everyone had been reported being back and so far it looked like you were in those numbers

You were still dead despite the nagging he had in the back of his mind he knew you weren’t coming back

But that all changed

one day when he was in his agency when he heard some commotion out in the lobby

He wanted to ignore it but whatever was going on didn't seem like it was going to stop anytime soon

So he went out to intervene

But it was when he went out and he saw what had to be a ghost he froze

"Keigo..." you said once you saw him

"Sorry hawks this lady keeps saying that she knows you, she even has a feather of yours shes a crazy fan I think." One of his side kicks said

"Y/n?" Hawks said your name as he ignored his coworker

He was so confused "...this-this isnt real." He said walking closer to you, "Your dead."

"What kind of joke is this?"

But he looked over you, and you looked just like you did five years ago

You were even in the same clothes

But you shook your head tears in your eyes, "its not a joke."

You gave him a weak smile and lifted your hand to revile the feather he gave to you before you left all those years ago

"I don't know how...or why but its me..y/n im alive."

So many things ran through his head this should be impossible

You shouldn't be here

But it was you

In his soul he knew it was you

And before you could say anything else his lips were on yours

It was a kiss he didn't think he was ever going to experience again

Once he pulled away both of you had tears in your eyes

And hawks hugged you not wanting to let you go

Keigo notices the whole scene was being watched by everyone so hawks would take your hand

"Lets go into my office. You can tell me everything in there."

Hawks closed his door and sat down next to you

It was strange being next to you but he let you speck

"Keigo the last thing I remember- I was with you at the hotel...I left and went to this park...then next thing I know is I woke up in the same park but everything was different..."

"Y/n...its been five years..."

You looked at him, "five years...but how? I was dead."

You didnt know what to do with that info

"Keigo..." tears started to form in your eyes what where you supposed to even do now

"How am I alive? What-"

"Shhhs," keigo hugged you again, "all that matters is your with me again."

He held you as if you were going to disappear again and his mind was playing with him

But it wasn’t

Keigo didn’t waste leaving his office

He took you back to his place.

He didn’t know what to say to you exactly

because for you it had been only been one night, but for him you had been dead for five years

What should he even say?

You were the one who spoke up, “So a lot has had to chance in five years yeah?”

“Yeah, but you’re still so beautiful.”

You smiled, “Keigo.”

“I’ve missed you so much...I- I’ve been so lost with out you.”

You went to hold him and you heard him snort

“Technically we’re still married.”

“Wha-?”

“I never remarried-I’m sorry I-I tried to move on I did.” Keigo looked so sad despite you being there with him now

“I tried to do what you asked me too- I did live but It was never the same. And-"

"Keigo- its okay," you started to tell him

"Byt I am so happy that I didn’t.” keigo finished saying, "because your back."

You think about how much this might could take a toll on him

Keigo would kiss you again "I just can't believe your back. We got another chance."

You were crying again, "We did."

And for the first time in a long time keigo was hopeful for the future

#bnha imagines #bnha x reader #bnha headcanons #mha x reader #bnha hawks #mha hawks #bnha keigo #keigo takami x reader #my hero academia keigo takami #keigo x reader #keigo imagine #takami keigo #hawksbnha #hawks headcanon #hawks x reader #my hero academia hawks

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ifuckinglovedio · 4 years

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Here you go, @emraldblade16

I just realized I didn't say anything about my carrd (and therefore rules) on my pinned post... maybe I should've made some things clearer. But, since you couldnt have known, I've decided to make a one time exception to my rules. I hope this is about what you wanted? I wasnt sure how to go about this, and extremly anxious, trying to make sure I do well. I hope you like it QwQ

(Btw, I know you asked for a female reader and while I tried, these came out mostly gender neutral. I hope that's fine >~<)

Relationship headcanons for DIO, Trish & Polnareff w/ a female s/o

DIO 💚

Dio rarely truly cares for people, and love... it was almost like a foreign word to him

But you, you were... special. There was something he felt looking at you, something indescribable. He didn't understand it, but he knew he never wanted to let you go.

He sees you more often than anyone else, often demanding your presence simply to have you there

Your relationship develops gradually. There's never a big confession, but at one moment you just realized you started thinking of him as your significant other, and it was an unspoken but obvious truth he felt the same

I'd imagine him to be very affectionate towards his partner

Loves physical contact, will often have you sit on his lap while he reads or something and every once in a while press gentle kisses to your head or neck

His favourite pet names for you are darling, dear, love, sweetheart & princess

Spoils you with gifts. Whatever you could ask for, you get. What kind of god would he be if he couldn't even fulfill his lover's material desires?

Very overprotective. Won't let you leave the mansion on your own, usually sends one of his followers with you, though if he's in a good mood you might be able to convince him to have just pet shop guard you

Every once in a while you go on walks together at night. DIO practically rules over this town, and he's proud to stroll through the streets with his darling.

Often asks for your opinion on things. Even if you're not very knowledgeable about the topic, he genuinely values your opinion, and it curious what you think.

Ever since you came into his life he felt a lot more at peace and way more determined. He's sure now, so long as you're by his side no one could ever defeat him. And he'll do anything to make sure you stay.

Trish 🌸

You met her one day while strolling through the city, her vibrant outfit immediatly catching your eye.

When you saw her again later that day you just knew you had to talk to her, and so you did

You complimented her looks and she smiled, making you heart beat a little faster than usual, even more so when she told you she liked your style as well

After some small talk about fashion she gave you her phone number, saying you just had to go shopping together one day. There was a special store she wanted to take you to, and you should text her once you find some time

You two quickly became close, and you could feel yourself falling for her more and more the more time you spent with her

So when one day she confessed to you, you felt like you were dreaming. You were absolutely quiet for a minute, processing what just happened, before happily falling in her arms.

I feel like Trish would be very lowkey about relationships, but that doesn't mean you'd feel any less loved. She's just not the overly affectionate type, she prefers just spending some quality time together.

Often asks you to help with her make-up, and at least once insisted on wearing matching outfits

Sends you a "good morning" text everyday.

Bought you a strawberry flavored lipstick once. Those are her favorites.

As a pop star on the rise, she practices singing a lot, often times in front of you. Her voice is your favorite thing to listen to.

When you can't be together you often spend hours talking together on the phone.

Likes to call you "Amore" - love, or "Bella" - beautiful.

Polnareff 🤺

Absolutely the ideal boyfriend... I envy you for your great taste.

First time you met him was probably when he came up and started flirting with you. We all know he just cant resist pretty girls ~

But he wasn't what you'd expect from guys who just flirt with ladys they dont know, he was different, he was funny and charming, and you couldn't help but chuckle at his silly jokes.

He invited you to a drink, and since you were free for the afternoon anyway, you went along.

You talked the whole afternoon. He told you stories of his travels, and you quickly realized it's been a while since you felt this light hearted around someone. When it was time to go he asked whether he could see you again, and your answer was obvious.

It didn't take long before you two became a couple officially.

He tries to teach you a little French. It's his dream to go visit his home country with you one day, show you around.

You know enough french by now to understand the compliments he mumbles under his breath whenever he's caught off guard by you.

Loves complimenting you in general, but it's always geniuene.

Don't ask him to help you pick out clothes. He will genuinely find you breathtaking in everything, even if you wore a potato sack.

A very chivalrous man. He loves to make you feel special, taking you out to romantic spaces, buying dinner for you, bringing flowers

He loves to see you smile. Will often randomly tell jokes or do silly things just to hear you laugh

Watches romcoms with you and cries during the sad scenes. Takes your hand/shuffles closer to you during the overly romantic ones.

Hugs, hand-holding, kisses - hell yeah. Big into PDA.

Extremly respectful. Pays close attention to what you like and what you dislike and surprises you with things you yourself had forgotten you wanted

Tried to cook dinner for you once but failed horribly. It ended with you ordering take out and deciding you'd try together next time.

#jjba #jojo #jojo's bizarre adventure #jojo x reader #jean pierre polnareff #sdc dio #dio #trish una #polnareff x reader #dio x reader #trish x reader #trish una x reader

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cuddlesslut · 4 years

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Okay im super excited to do this!!! This is my first Yay!! 🥰🥰 So im going to do head cannons for Oikawa and Kuroo I might come back later and right one for Atsumu but atm I just don't feel like I could right for character and do justice.

Warnings: slight angst, nsfw, light smut, fingering, daddy kink, pet play, unwanted attention, alcohol

The boys reacting to you talking to your ex

This is my first time writing smut so bare with me. Hope this is what you were looking for.💞👉🏻👈🏻💖

Oikawa Toru

okay so you and Oikawa have been dating for a few month

i love my baby boy shittykawa but i feel like he would be pretty insecure when it comes to having a girlfriend. due to past experience.

so after so many mess ups hes really trying his best with you

messaging you sweet texts

eating lunch with you and the team

and just trying to give you as much time as he can

but hes Oikawa and Prelims were coming up so as of recently volleyball practice was the only thing he could really focus on.

you understood and wanted to be there for him to support him but didnt want to distract him with such an important event coming up

that why when you got paired up with your ex for your science project it slipped your mind to tell him

he knew you and your ex ended on mutal terms but he had heard whispers that your ex still had feeling for you.

not that hes gunna tell you that as far as hes concerned hed rather you and your ex be in as little contact as possible worried that youd fall for your ex again

so when you, Oikawa were sitting having lunch together.

your first alone time together in weeks

and Oikawa saw your phone light of from a text from said ex it was hard for him not to fear the worst

he hadnt been around for you lately he worried

his thoughts started to spiral thinking that maybe because he wasnt present enough in your relationship that you ex might have been there to steal you away.

Brows knit and voice a little stained trying really badly imight add to hide his jealousy

“whys your ex meassaging you about meeting up later” he asked heart aching as he read the message on the screen.

when you see the look on his face you immediately felt bad for not telling him sooner about your project

“oh im sorry babe i forgot to tell you that we were paired together for our science project.’ you say apologized seeing how tense he was. “im sorry i didnt tell you i didnt want to distract you i know you have so much going on right now i wanted you to be able to focus on volleyball” you admitted placing your hand on his arm to reassure him.

you saw hurt and pain flash across his face.

“ Y/n you never have to worry about distracting me,” he said caressing your cheek.

“if anything you are my favorite distraction im so sorry i havent here for you lately. im so sorry ive been such a shit boyfriend I promise to make more time for you please dont leave me.” he stuttered.

this was the most vulnerable you had ever seen Oikawa. worry still stain his beautiful features.

you leaned your head forward your forehead resting against his,

“Toru ,” you coo’ed his eyes flicked up to meet yours. “ babe im not leaving you. im so happy with you. im not upset that our time together is limited right now im just happy to be with you and support you in your passion. I wouldnt have dated you if i couldnt handle your volleyball obsession, i knew what i was getting into when i said yes” you saw him breath a sigh of relief at your short speech.

“you have nothing to worry about Toru my ex has nothing on you shittykawa,” you giggled at the nickname his best friend had taken to calling him

“ heey” he pouted his signature pout before smiling and closing the space between you , pressing his soft lips against yours

your heart fluttered for even the smallest things when it came to him

“i love you,” he whispered against you lips

Kuroo Tetsurou

being at a frat party tonight was not your original plans but do to some complaining from your friends here you were wandering around trying to avoid the drunk party goers

you looked around for your friends who you had been separated from.

they were no where to be found ofcourse that figures

making your way to the kitchen cause if you were going to be stuck here you sure as hell werent going to be sober

not planning on being drunk you decided to forgo the shot offered to you instead settling on a mixed drink

you werent a wallflower but this still wasnt your usual scene and with your besties no where to be seen you need to find a place to situate yourself

settling for a seat on the open lounge chair sipping your overly sweet drink

scanning the room you realized that he was here too

standing across the room with a group of friends was none other than Kuroo Tetsurou

he stood tall among the party goers even leaning against the wall his head full of bed hair was more than recognizable he wore a pair of black jeans with a black t shirt that clung tight to his chest his arms crossed his strong arms on full display

even from where you were sited you could see the veins in his arms that always made you want to drool

continuing your gawking you eyes made their way up only to catch his staring straight into yours

it seems like you weren't the only one checking the other out

his signature smirk made your breath hitch just a little to yourself.

god this man. for the chemistry nerd you knew him to be he sure was cocky

you and Kuroo werent dating by any means you didnt fool yourself into think what you had with the science major was anymore than just two stressed students having fun

looking him up and down you bite your lip thinking back to one of your most recent hook ups

you think about going up to of the many bathrooms to send him some incentive to ditch this party and head back to his

yet as fate would have it before you could make your move your thought were interrupted

“long time time no see” you glance up at the man standing in front of you

you groaned internally as your ex slid next to you on the lounge slinging his arm behind you hand resting on your shoulder.

you rolled your eyes in irritation trying to remember how you ever fell for such a douchebag

even from across the room Kuroo could see how uncomfortable you looked. and honestly he didnt like the way your ex acted so comfortable with you

he didnt enjoy how close he leaned into to you or the way his eyes looked like they were undressing you

you may not be dating but Kuroo did not like sharing

the final straw was when your ex placed his hand on your bare knee and started trying to inch his hand closer to the hem of your short skirt

you grabbed his hand to stop him not wanting to try and take this any farther

“c’mon babe,” he groaned drunkly “ we both know you could use some good dick”

you rolled your eyes about to interject when you were cut off before you could even protest

“i couldnt agree more,” Kuroo smirked pulling you into his arms

“what do you say kitten,” he said moving his hand to grab your hip hand slipping down to grab your ass making you hitch your breath

“better luck next time dude,” Kuroo laughed pulling you away

Kuroo pulled you into one of the empty rooms locking the door behind him

“ now kitten what am i going to do with you,’ he said pushing you into the bed his breath hitting your neck sending shivers down your spine

his hands making their way up to your cheek pulling you into a searing kiss

you felt like the air was being sucked out of your lungs

you felt drunk on lust as he nipped at your bottom lip

“im sorry daddy,” you squeaked feeling his hand slip under your skirt just barley tracing his fingers were you need him most

you felt the heat in the pit of your stomach as he moved one his slender finger along your soaked panties

“please let me make it up to you,” you said slyly feeling a little more embolden from the drink you had nursed

you moved your hand down his toned stomach your fingers catching on the buttons of his jeans

his hand caught yours pinning both of you hands above your head his breath hot on your neck

“now now now ,” he breathed sucking a bruise on your neck causing you to arch into him

still holding you hand in one hand he snaked his free hand down pushing you panties to the side slide two finger between your wet fold

“ what kind of daddy would i be if i didnt take care of my kitten,” he whispered in his husky voice before he slid index finger into you heat.

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Okay im going to apologize if there's any grammatical errors im so sorry 🌸💐

I had so much fun writing this!!!

And like always 🥰🥰🥰

Request are OPEN 💞

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inosukeslefttoe · 3 years

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girl.... omg.... this game rlly means it when it says itll show me the ultimate despair....

so my first fav character was sayaka right,,, and then it was mondo,,, WHICH ISNT TOO GREAT FOR ME LMAO ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE SUCH TRAGIC FATES THIS GAME IS FULL OF TRAGEDY BUT ITS SO FUCKING WELL DONE AND IM EVEN MORE OBSESSED NOW (was low key scared id actually get depressed bc of this since i tend to get rlly attached to things like this,, and yeah i miss mondo like hell but ITS IN SUCH AN EXHILARATING WAY YKNOW AND I CANT WAIT TO KEEP PLAYING THE GAME)

but lmao i just wanna scream about all the little things that made this part of the game even more tragic,,, so first of all is like,, how similar mondo and chihiro are right ?? like at first you see them and ur like “wow these two are lowkey polar opposites bc mondo big tough violent outspoken scary man while chihiro is tiny passive inferiority complex timid man” but after hearing both of their stories, you can tell that they both suffer from the same things and have the same goal. they both have terrible inferiority complexes, they just deal with them differently: chihiro kinda gave into it and ran away from it by deciding to hide his true self behind something he saw as “weaker” than him and letting that become a part of his identity out of fear that he was too weak to try and change/fight it. Mondo on the other hand overcompensated big time for it and became the ultimate manly man when inside he felt nothing but weak and guilt. also like,, a few times mondo mentioned that hes rlly bad with emotions right and he handles them through anger and violence so,,, this means that whenever he has these negative feelings towards himself he has no healthy way to let them out and just keeps pushing them down and trying to maintin this facade of a strong man and never letting anyone know that hes “weak” but this just ends up as a big ball of negativity and adds to his “weakness”...and like... bro chihiro and mondo couldve grown so much stronger together bc they suffer from the same things but could learn how to deal with it better together and balance each other out.... but mondo acted so quickly and violently and did something he couldnt undo which just added to his self hatred and YKNOW ALSO KILLED THE MOST PURE HEARTED STRONGEST PERSON IN HERE BUT AT THE SAME TIME MAKES IT HARD FOR YOU TO BLAME MONDO AND HATE HIM FOR IT BUT UGH THERES JUST SO MANY LAYERS AND ITS SO EMOTIONAL

next.... as you can tell by the gif.... IS MONDOS RELATIONSHIP WITH TAKA... ill prolly make a post screaming abt how much i love them later lmao but like... god what hurt the most for me personally during this bit wasnt that my favorite boy died/had a whole tragic story.... but that his best friend had to go through such betrayal and such loss. like... not only did taka have to see this side of mondo that mondo was desperately trying to hide and find out that his best friend had broken everything he stood for and yknow,,, feel the ultimate sense of betrayal, but he also had to see his best friend brutally killed in front of him. like,, holy shit man mondo was straight up confessing but taka... TAKA REFUSED TO BELIEVE IT AFTER ALL THIS EVIDENCE AND THAT HIT SO MUCH HARDER THAN LEONS DEATH AND THE LIL RHYTHM MINI GAME THING bc in leons case he was like “it was self defense !! i had to !! its not my fault !!” after murdering someone,, but in this case,,,, mondo admitted to it but it was his Bro who refused to accept it and was fighting tooth and nail to save his best friend. AND LIKE,, TAKA IS THE ULT MORAL COMPASS RIGHT ?? AND HE STRAIGHT UP HAD TO KNOW IT WAS MONDO,, AND THAT BREAKS LITERALLY EVERY RULE ON ANY MORAL COMPASS,,, BUT TAKA STILL FOUGHT FOR HIM WITH EVERYTHING HE HAD..... also i noticed taka cursing and that seemed so ooc but so utterly heartbreaking.... and i love how they added extra drama in the game by having the va violently scream in agony for taka like.... talk about despair lmao. omg and my brother is watching the anime right and he was like lol you should watch the scene from it too if you wanna be more sad.... AND OH GOD HE WAS RIGHT... the fact that taka resorted to some violence by grabbing mondo aggressively and shaking him and yelling ... and the fact that he was like “why did you kill him make me understand” kinda thing and mondo couldnt even look at taka or say anything.... BUT EVEN WITH THAT,,, TAKA STILL COULDNT BEAR HIS FRIEND BEING KILLED AND BEGGED MONOKUMA TO KILL H I M INSTEAD ??? GOD MY HEART CANT FUCKING HANDLE THAT. LIKE THAT BOND THEY HAVE BRO AND HOW MONDO SEVERED IT AND HOW TAKA WAS NOT GONNA LET IT BE BROKEN THAT EASILY AND HHHHHH IM . SO . SAD. but seriously... that was a whole new level of despair imo for this game to add such a beautiful relationship between these two and have it end so tragically by taka, the moral compass, dropping his morals and refusing to see the facts in front of him and still ready to die for his bro.... also the whole “make me understand” line kinda just... he couldnt even condemn mondo for it, he wanted to know his reasonings so he could know that his friend wasnt a bad guy and couldnt die yknow...

HAHA I GOT ALL SAD AGAIN WRITING THIS DUDE BUT ITS JUST SO GOOD HOW COULD I NOT MAKE A POST YOU FEEL ?? im so hyped to start chapter three tomorrow but i swear if it gets any sadder it might actually affect my mood and ill have to take a break... but i think that the death of my fav + the relationship doomed to despair is quite a high level to beat for me personally since i always find things to be more sorrowful when it has anything to do with human connections like that lmao

1/2/21

#danganronpa trigger happy havoc #mondo oowada #kiyotaka ishimaru #mondo death #chihiro fujisaki #ishimondo #ultimate despair

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cattles-bians · 3 years

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Damie Vibecca exes AU part 4

post directory

[em note: this one is LONG i had to split it!!!]

obsetress: deflecting to viola protecting becs

obsetress: once they are dating

obsetress: and thinkin thoughts

em: viola asks rebecca if she wants to put a hit out on peter and rebestiecca is like????

em: that’s hot but

em: u can do that? also maybe don’t. but mostly that’s hot

obsetress: i was literally gonna say peter is still her ex and he's a persistent fucker even though it's been a year at least and viola's response is... not far off from canon!

obsetress: becca just stares at her for a minute and then she's cupping viola's cheek and murmuring "come here" and pulling her down

obsetress: they're like kissing or whatever and rebecca's murmuring "that was hot, you know" between kisses and viola's like "oh?" and becca's like "don't be cheeky, you know it was" and vi just grins against her mouth

em: I’m Really Invested In This Crack Ship

obsetress: ok but rebecca tells jamie and dani about vi offering to put a hit on peter and they're both understandably and reasonably aghast and rebecca's just like (takes a sip of wine, ducks head, smiles to self) i think it's sweet

obsetress: dani and jamie look at each other out of the corners of their eyes

obsetress: (later, dani agrees how absolutely out of line it is but also admits that it sure does feel nice to be so taken care of sometimes)

obsetress: (jamie throws a pillow at her)

obsetress: also thinking about secret soft vibecca are sometimes and how horrified dani and jamie are the first time they see it with their own eyes

em: jamie and dani excessive PDA queens get a taste of their own medicine

em: it’s so funny that i’m like. always on the verge of viola horny posting but as soon as it’s vibecca i’m like look at these babies. these beautiful babies

obsetress: viola and rebecca kissing one (1) time at brunch and jamie, arm slung around dani’s shoulders, is like “oi, no one wants to see that” and dani, leaning into jamie, one hand in her lap, crinkles her nose and rebecca’s like “y— you’re kidding, right?”

obsetress: also like. we talk a lot about what vi does for rebecca but also like

obsetress: vi massive abandonment issues and rebecca just

obsetress: she just stays

em: ur gonna Kill me here lies em

obsetress: i know i didn’t mean to and then i just

obsetress: i can’t think too hard abt them or i will Melt Down but just like

em: look if rebecca can see the best in someone as awful as peter

em: viola isnt nearly as terrible

obsetress: esp vi post dani like

obsetress: she’s obnoxious and haughty and neoliberal but

obsetress: radical love goes a long way!

obsetress: rebecca grounding her thru touch and rebecca slipping her hands around vi’s and easing them loose when vi’s hands start to clench and rebecca just pressing a kiss to viola’s temple and murmuring “i’m here, yeah? with you. not going anywhere”

em: like i just think after eddie dani wouldnt like, just go w the flw any more. like i think abt her challenging viola occasionally

em: lovingly! gently

but like, holding her accountable

em: also violas absolutely little spoon

em: like i know blah blah viola top rebecca top leaning switch but viola little spoon

obsetress: “actually viola” (vi always knows she’s in trouble when dani calls her viola) “that was really hurtful” “i’m sorry you feel that way, dani, but—“ “i don’t need you to be sorry for how i feel. i need you to show me you’re sorry for what you did”

em: dani calls vi the Full Name and viola knows shes in trouble bc thats at least 4 extra vowels w danis midwest accent

em: it is always v surprising how much like, working w kids equips you to work w adults. b/c at least w kids you dont have layers and layers of social nuance to work through. u can just say 'hey. that was hurtful and your apology sucks'

obsetress: meanwhile dani’s over here trying to explain to vi intent vs impact and how no, it’s not semantics or nuance, it’s actually kind of a chasm

em: i kind of love like um. look viola is terrible but she wasnt born terrible

obsetress: she just has a lot to unlearn

em: and id belive that even if i wasnt a ghostfucker thats just rogers theory of self actualisation babyeee

obsetress: dani viola big fight n dani's like

obsetress: "i'm sorry and i love you but it's not my job to fix you, vi" and she just breaks down and she's like "it's not"

obsetress: jesus why did my brain take THAT turn

em: wrow

em: its ok i was gonna be like 'so they obvs break up at some point....'

obsetress: anyway viola just stares at her for a second and then she's like "you put the 'i'm sorry' before the 'i love you'"

obsetress: and dani just stares at her for a long time and she's like "yeah. i guess i did"

em: HANNAH

em: BESTIE

obsetress: i KNOW what the FUCK

obsetress: anyway dani's like "i guess i did" and vi's like "is that it then?" and dani just looks at her with her puffy eyes and is like "i think so"

obsetress: dani clayton queen of saying "i love you" over and over in the midst of breaking up w someone

em: well! she has a lot of love to give but, she also has to love herself sometimes!

em: i was thinking abt scenarios n i just remembered that. whole video rental shop thing so i think that slots in nicely

[em edit: u can read here]

obsetress: god i love that lil scene

em: dani sends viola a tentative little meme peace offering and they get back to talking and its nice but maybe a bit awkward and viola mentions like, going to therapy and seeing someone for help n its

obsetress: vi's stewing on "i can't fix you" for weeks and then she's begrudgingly. BEGRUDGINGLY calling a therapist

em: like its still awkward and dani is still nursing some wounds but she can ALSO be happy for someone she used to care about

em: still cares about!

obsetress: she's always gonna love her in some way or another

obsetress: but yeah also like. smth to viola being too stubborn to do anything she doesn't wanna do except suddenly when dani clayton gets involved and that feels p canon in its own way too

em: 'i cant fix u' weird bc every time i see viola im like 'i can fix her'

obsetress: it's like ur in my head bestie

em: how do u think viola and rebestiecca met

em: not that u think abt it or anything

obsetress: MAN i was just thnking

obsetress: in this universe how did dani and jamie meet but i guess it can still just be bly tbh

obsetress: as for vi and bestiecca hmmm

em: am so caught up in the joy of fucked up interpersnal dynamics i forgot a meet cute

obsetress: honestly part of me wants to be like

obsetress: on some dating app but a dating app for posh people yk

obsetress: but then i'm like

obsetress: that takes all the meet cute fun out of it

obsetress: oh GOD

obsetress: i got it

obsetress: ready

obsetress: so like viola landlord we know this

obsetress: and then i was watching whatever ep three the other day and bex mentions wanting to do public law right

em: oooooh

obsetress: bex public housing attorney

em: OOH

obsetress: they meet at some conference

obsetress: hit it off prob fuck lbr

obsetress: and then

obsetress: comedy of errors

obsetress: whoever stays the night, they sleep together again in the morning, breakfast in bed, bex is like "so what do you do, anyway"

em: hjgbjshmdnfbmngbmhnbgs,hndg m,shndgds

em: YES

obsetress: and then they just

em: WHEEZES

obsetress: also i like to think rebecca invites vi back to her hotel room and vi is so charmed by her taking charge ("""taking charge""") that she lets her

obsetress: and then like

obsetress: god for a while what if they just like

obsetress: they're so mortified and morally and fundamentally at odds but like

obsetress: the sex is so good???????

obsetress: that they keep just meeting up and then

em: romeo and juliet situation

obsetress: yk how it goes

obsetress: the sex is good and they see each other as like

em: thats so fucking good thank u hannah

obsetress: super rare intellectual equals whatever

obsetress: thank u i am exceedingly proud rn

obsetress: honestly at this point i'm

obsetress: rebecca and vi uhaul change my mind

obsetress: like not too quick because isabel but, quick enough to be considered

em: so the joke is like. obviously 'extremely pda damie' but when rebecca and vi are alone they Also cannot get their hands off each other

obsetress: they both just. worry about appearances too much meanwhile

obsetress: tweedle dee and tweedle dum in the overalls and mom jeans dgaf

em: accidentally seeing ur friends compromised is just part of the package of being friends w damie. however jamie accidentally catches vibecca in the act and shes Horrified

em: hypocrits

em: danis like yeah what do u. think theyre doing

em: dani is nonchallant bc shes dated viola of all people

obsetress: i mean could you imagine

obsetress: between vi and dani's just

obsetress: insatiable libido

em: HADNT IMAGINED UNTIL NOW BUT YEAH

obsetress: dani, very seriously: jamie, when two women love each other––

em: dani likes dating jamie bc it means she can top occasionally :) maybe even more than occasionally

em: jamies like ooh my god i knw i know how are u so casual about... rebecca... and ... viola... (dani just pulls her in fr a smooch)

obsetress: they have each other's clothes half off and dani's like "i'm so casual because i dated her too, babe" and jamie's like "can we not have this conversation right n"

obsetress: also i still have this on my clipboard from earlier we bopped around so fast but

obsetress: vi and bex hooking up early on:

obsetress: rebecca knocks on vi's door at, like, 6:00 pm after work, vi opens it, rebecca just grabs her and kisses her, vi pulls her in, becca kicks it closed behind her, vi shoves her against the door and they're kissing against it, then vi's ducking her head to kiss along rebecca's neck and rebecca's like "how many people did you evict today" as she angles her head and then viola's finding her lips again and tugging at her lower lip with her teeth "probably not as many landlords as you shortchanged today" and rebecca's laughing and pushing her backwards down the hall as viola tugs at her blouse

em: GOD. viola is probably like

em: ok, disclaimer: fuck all landlords

em: but at least in this fantasy world perhaps viola is 'fairly' 'reasonable' n shes absolutely playing it up for the hate sex angle n rebecca Maybe Assumes shes lying but

em: stupid morons in love

obsetress: yeah

obsetress: i think i've mentioned this before but like

obsetress: now that it's more fleshed out

obsetress: then they're at drinks one night (and when did it go from just sex to drinks? neither of them could tell you) and viola's kinda quiet n moody (n rebecca already knows she Gets Like This sometimes and that she'll usually say whatever she's thinking eventually) and finally she's like

obsetress: "i have... a daughter" and rebecca's just like "tell me about her" like it's the easiest thing in the world

obsetress: and viola's head snaps over and she stares because she was.... not expecting that

obsetress: and so viola does

obsetress: and rebecca's just like "i'd love to meet her one day"

em: soft.....

obsetress: they always turn back to soft

obsetress: like they have a fuckin mind of their own

em: rapidly oscillate between horny and soft

obsetress: that's the mood

em: violas probably like. yknow, rebecca's young and up and cming n she probably assumes rebesticca isnt interested as something as full on as a kid but shes like 'do you have any photos'

obsetress: fuck!!!!!!!!!

em: rebeccas like do u think i didnt. see the photos at ur apartment lmao

em: theres a childs drawing on the fridge

obsetress: rebecca has known almost from the jump but was

obsetress: giving viola her time

obsetress: also smth smth giving her time instead of time wearing her away etc etc we're all in hell

em: cracks knuckles

em: bestie....

obsetress: pls

obsetress: it's what i deserve

obsetress: first tho

obsetress: consider

obsetress: the way viola's face lights up when she's talking about isabel and showing rebecca all the pictures

obsetress: hold pls

em: soft......

obsetress: this one chief

obsetress: right here

#the dani jamie viola rebecca exes au #i have some old ones i wanna get through so bad just for the joy of #jamie: actually viola i DONT think cocaine is vega #vegan i meant vegan #but tumblr user obsetress mentioned the break up so! so. a recent convo

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iunatiqe · 4 years

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HEATHER — j. potter

“ i wish i were heather “

pairing: james potter x gn! reader

warnings: i’m not entirely sure if this is all gender neutral because it was not gonna be posted originally, so let me know if it’s more fem than anything!!

word count: 1,663

THE VERY strong infatuation that james had for lily was long lasting, and definitely nothing he could be blamed for. she was a beautiful girl. she was kind to others, but she definitely wasnt afraid of getting into an argument of defense for herself or her friends. everyone thought of her as some perfect angel, even i couldn’t help to admire her.

the only thing that i could find myself resenting her for was the way james felt for her, even then it wasn’t her fault. she hadn’t asked for him to fall in love with her, in fact it seemed like she resented james entire being. that didn’t mean that i didn’t catch the way she’d smile and laugh with her friends afterwards, or the way her eyes lit up when james walked up to perform a dramatic display in hopes of her agreeing to go with him on a single date. the way she let him down, leaving him disappointed made me want to hex her every day until graduation.

because not only did it hurt to see james sulk, but to sulk over a girl that didnt care for him as much as i did hurt even more. i constantly assured him that any person in the entire wizarding world would be lucky to have him.

“i don’t want anyone else. i love lily.”

everytime he lashed out with that sentence was a knife in my heart, but i couldn’t let him know how much it hurt me. he was the one in need of my comfort and if i let him know then our friendship would be over as a whole and that would hurt more. at least by letting him try for lily, maybe he’d end up happy. that’s all i wanted for him, even i wouldn’t be the one making him so.

at this very moment, i was sat in a hidden crevice of the library with remus lupin. remus was a very close friend of mine, which is why i was currently venting to him about my feelings for james because i knew he wouldn’t tell. i was wiping consistent tears that spilled out of my eyes and dropped in cheeks with my sweater. a sweater that used to be james before he grew out of it, he told me i’d look better in it and told me that i could wear it to all his quidditch games to show my support for him.

there was actually a quidditch match starting very soon, but when i wasn’t early to the gryffindor stans as i usually was- remus began to search for me, leaving us in our current situation. i sniffed once more, wiping away the rest of my tears and gave my friend a sad smile which he returned, leaning forward and hugging me and i wrapped my arms around him.

“we should get going,” i mentioned to him, my voice muffled against his chest but i could feel him nod. “don’t want anyone else to worry.” i finished, pulling away slightly to look up at him. “thank you, remus.”

and i meant it, now that remus knew, i felt so much better about facing james because now i didn’t have to do it alone because i knew remus would look out for me, and be there for me when i inevitably get my heart torn apart for good. the pair of us walked aimlessly for a while so i didn’t look like i had just bawled my eyes out before we made our way to the quidditch fields, walking up the lengthy stairs to the tower that was decorated in red and gold in spirit of the gryffindor house, the emblem representing the house proudly worn by all the students watching the match as they yelled and cheered.

the match had already begun by the time we were there so we quickly found seats, luckily sirius had stayed seated and managed to keep two spots for us open. i thanked him as i sat down, turning to face the players on the pitch. i was glad that sirius didn’t ask where the two of us had been, though he’d probably ask remus later. when i looked out onto the field, i could see james on his broom and him glance over at me. my heart stopped and it felt like time had as well, i gave him the best grin i could and a thumbs up for good luck though he always insisted he didn’t need it.

he frowned and looked away to focus on the game, it wasn’t like him to get distracted to begin with. it was widely known how passionate james potter was when it came to quidditch. his frown made my guys twist uncomfortably in my stomach, that means that he’d noticed that i’d been late and he’d ask me about it later. that made me want the gryffindor team to win more, if there was a party afterwards then maybe i could slip away unnoticed by him.

the match only lasted an exact 54 minutes, gryffindor came out victorious. i was proud of the team that my best friend belonged to, but my anxiety was still coursing heavily in my veins and i felt lightheaded at the thought of facing james after pouring my heart out to remus about how in love with him i secretly was. my idea of completely avoiding the celebration tonight was thrown out the window when sirius had basically begged me to make an appearance and i couldn’t say no to him. especially when he didn’t fully understand why i would want to avoid it, he was always just wanting everyone to have a fun time and never wanted his friends to miss out on something he’d consider to be fun. i promised the boys i’d see them later and head back to my own dorm before james could meet up with the group.

- GRYFFINDOR COMMON ROOM -

i stood in a crowded corner of the loud gryffindor common room, rubbing my eyes tiredly with one hand and clutching a cup of water in my other. i examined the room, sipping quietly only to almost choke when someone harshly bumped into me. i coughed and quickly turned to look at whoever had done it only to be met with the flushed face of the one person i wanted to avoid. judging by his appearance i could tell that he had gotten ahold of some firewhiskey that sirius usually snuck into these type of events.

“what do you want james?” i asked after a while of him just staring at me. “so, you and remus. eh?” he immediately sprung out, making my eyes widen. that was the last thing i expected to be brought up and the last thing i wanted to talk about with the boy i was in love with: being with another boy. i began to shake my head in denial, but he leaned forward until our noses were almost touching which made a giant lump grow in my throat.

“i saw you two come late to the match.” he clarified, “what, were you two getting it on and lost track of time? i won’t tell.” he whispered with a joking tone near the end, i could feel his hot breath against my face. i used my free hand to push him back, making him stumble lightly with a laugh, as if it were some joke to him. some game.

“james, you’re drunk.” was the only thing i could think of saying, anything to get him off the subject for now. he rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand to pull me towards him again but i ripped my hand from his making him pout.

“james, stop acting like a child and leave me alone. i don’t want to talk to you until you’ve sobered up.”

“oh, come on, love! you’re not gonna let yourself have any fun? no wonder you’re sleeping with remus, you two can be so boring.” he joked a little too loudly, his tone made a few heads turned our way and i could feel my face heat up at the attention as well as the implications. i scoffed and pushed him out of my way, i didn’t want to argue with him when he wasn’t in the right state of mind.

i made my way half way across the room to the couches, occupying the space next to sirius and remus. i flashed them both a smile so i wouldn’t sour their good time, i glanced to the side to where i had left james but he was already gone. i placed my cup on the table in front of me, no longer wanting it. i brought my hands to my lap, fiddling with my fingers anxiously.

after a while of sitting silently between the two boys i called my friends, i leaned over and told remus that i’d be heading back to my dorm and he nodded in understanding. sirius was busy chatting up some girl, as usual, so i sent him a wave as i stood up to leave. i crossed my arms across my chest protectively as i walked through the crowd towards the exit.

i had finally made it when i heard cheers and screams from behind me, i flinched and turned around to see what i could of possibly missed that made the entire room go wild and my heart dropped as my eyes landed on the scene. on top of a table, stood lily and james with their lips locked. i could feel my throat lock up and my eyes began to blur with tears as i stared up at them. i wiped my eyes quickly and turned to leave, the last thing i could notice was how she was wearing his sweater, making the one i was wearing feel so much heavier.

#james potter #james potter imagine #james potter x reader #harry potter #harry potter imagine #marauders #hp marauders #marauders era #marauders imagine #sirius black imagine #remus lupin imagine

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anninhiliation · 4 years

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Behind Closed Doors

A/N: I attached the requests on the bottom this time! Might do that from now on who knows

Wordcount: 2.2k+

Warnings: There is smut, but it's over 1.6k+ wording deep mostly angst and some fluff

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You stayed up and waited for Chris to come home from the studio. It was 12:00 am, and he still wasn’t home and not a single text from him. You knew dating a musician entailed long nights and early mornings, the tours and promos but none of that mattered to you. All that mattered was that you would be with Chris even if it was just for a couple of months, and the occasional breaks in between tour. Chris was an amazing boyfriend of almost two years, and you were head over heels for him. Yet, you couldn’t help but think something was wrong in the relationship. It wasn’t what it used to be, and maybe you were just being paranoid but you felt as if things were different. As the night dragged on, hitting 1:45 am and still nothing from Chris, you decided to send him a text.

Y/N: hey amor are you gonna be in the studio for much longer?

As you awaited a response you went on with your nightly routine, trying not to think about Chris and what he was doing, fearing the worst. As you were brushing your teeth, your phone buzzed making your glance over the screen.

Papito😘: No it ended early but we went out

You read the notification, making your heart sink. You knew what we went out meant, and you knew how he was when he got drunk. Lately, you felt as if Chris was avoiding you, choosing to spend time with strangers or his bandmates than his own girlfriend. You were feeling abandoned by the one person you loved and trusted the most. You missed how he used to make you feel like his top priority, always going out of his way to see you, call you, text you anything. You left Chris on read sighing as you got into bed, in your shared bedroom. Laying in the darkroom, your thoughts clouded your mind. The room was infected with him, his scent, his things, a few pictures of him, and worst of all his presence. You fell asleep with tears streaming down your face as all you could think about was Chris and what you did wrong and where it went wrong. When you woke up the next morning, you were still alone just as he left you. With a sigh, you got out of bed completely miserable and drained from your crumbling relationship. After brushing your teeth and washing your face, you exited the bedroom and made your way to the kitchen. If you were being honest, you weren’t even hungry, you had no motivation to cook and just wanted to go back to bed. As the eggs sizzled on the hot pan, the front door unlocked and sluggish footsteps dragged themselves into the kitchen. You looked up from your cooking and there appeared a very tired and hungover Christopher. He poured himself a cup of coffee after kissing your cheek and saying good morning. When he embraced you into a hug, his scent pierced your scenes, but it was different. It wasn’t just his, you smelt the perfume of another. What was another girl’s scent doing lingering on him? Was he cheating on you? Was he so fed up with you, so bored of you he opted for someone new and didn’t have the heart to tell you?

“Nena want to grab lunch today?” He asked interrupting your thoughts

You looked up from your cooking and at him, a little wide-eyed making him raise an eyebrow at you.

“Nena?” he asked again

“Y-yeah that would be nice wanna go to our usual spot?” you asked

“Sounds good,” he smiled as his phone buzzed making him look over at it “listen nena I gotta go, but let’s meet at one”

He kissed your temple and rushed out the door.

You sat in the little quaint restaurant at bouncing your leg nervously as you waited for Chris. Little did he know, that before lunch you ran down to Adore Me and picked out something you knew he would love hidden underneath your sundress. Even though you were afraid that he was cheating on you, you couldn’t help but miss him, his touch, his attention and what you used to have with him. 1 o’clock rolled around, and still no Chris. Maybe he’s just a few minutes late, it is a busy day in the city after all. Then it hit 1:30 PM and not even a single text from him. Then the waiter came by at 2 with an apologetic smile.

“Miss its been an hour, its either you order something or I’m going to have to ask you to leave I’m sorry its policy”

“Sorry for wasting your time” you mumbled as you gathered your things and rushed out calling Chris

On the third ring he finally picked up “nena?”

You could hear a girl laugh in the background making your blood boil. You were already suspicious of being replaced, but he couldn’t even give you the decency of ending things beforehand or hide things better.

“Chris you said we were meeting for lunch! What the hell?” you hissed

“Nena it’s only- oh shit,” he said “listen nena I’m sorry-”

“Whatever Chris” you sighed, “it’s not like we haven’t spent time together in months or anything”

You hung up after that not wanting to hear another word or let him sense that you were holding back tears.

Back in the shared home, you gathered your belongings and prepared an overnight bag, for maybe a night or two. In truth, you packed so many things you could leave for a week without a problem. You needed to clear your head and see where you were going with Chris. It wasnt as if you could really have a heart to heart with someone who was never there. In a rush not wanting to walk into Chris you zipped up the luggage and beelined for the front door. As you swung the front door open you were shocked to see Chris on the other side of it, ready to unlock it.

“Nena what are you doing?” he questioned looking at your luggage

“I’m leaving for a few days not that you would care” you huffed as you tried to move past him

Chris blocked the door, growing slightly annoyed as his confusion grew.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” he asked shocked

“Chris, when was the last time we spent time together? You’re never here and when you are you make no effort to take time and do things with me! When was the last time you paid attention to me? When was the last time you touched me?” You spat out as you pushed him to the side walking away with tears streaming down your face. “We’re through” you said trying to not let your teary face become obvious

Day 1:

Papito😘 calling

Declined.

Papito😘: Nena please im sorry

Looking at the notification you rolled your eyes and huffed. Did he really think such a cliche line would make you run back to him?

Papito😘: Nena ill do better

You read the text again, thinking he should have done better when he had you.

Papito😘: Y/N please I need you

You turned your phone off after that text not wanting to cave in to him afraid that one of his texts would send you running back into his arms. Without Chris, you were miserable and even more heartbroken than before. You missed him more than ever before, he had nested a piece of your mind and heart larger than you realized.

Day 2:

It felt like you weren’t getting better and Chris’s friends were now contacting you.

Richard started as you were closest to him out of Chris’s friends. He asked you to take back his friend or at least meet with him, telling you how unhappy Chris was without you. Then news broke out, shattering your broken heart into dust. Christopher Velez seen with mystery girl. Y/N and Chris over? Joel was quick to contact you after you drowned yourself in the vicious headlines. You cried yourself to sleep that night.

Day 3:

You stopped by the house to pick up the rest of your belongings and to return the keys at a time you figured Chris wouldn’t be home. You unlocked the front door, and quietly let yourself in.

“Nena?” a weak voice called out from the living room

You froze in your steps, being completely taken back by Chris. His sluggish footsteps made their way to the door, as he practically froze in his steps.

“W-what are you doing?” he asked

You studied his face, his eyes were puffy, and baggy from lack of sleep. Chris looked terrible, making the ache in your heart grow.

“I- I was just grabbing some stuff, I thought you wouldn’t be home right now” you meekly responded looking down at your feet

“Nena please don’t do this” he begged as he slowly approached you

You stood there still frozen as he continued to approach you. He gingerly placed his hands around your waist and pulled you in to him. His face nuzzled into the crook of your neck as his tears hit your warm skin.

“Nena please” he sobbed “te amo I fucked up...I fucked up”

Your arms slowly wrapped around him as tears fell from your eyes.

“Chris” you whispered “you abandoned me”

He moved his head, lips hovering millimeters apart from yours and met your eyes. His big brown eyes looked into yours, silently pleading with you.

“Nena” he whispered “I'm so sorry”

Looking down at his lips and back into his eyes, with your hands slowly traveling into his locks you tugged on them gently as you smashed your lips against his. Chris kissed you back as his lips melted into yours. This felt right to you, his hands roaming your body as you tugged harder on his making an ache between your legs. His hands went further down your body, behind your thighs and lifted you up as you jumped up. Your legs wrapped around his torso as he carried you to the bedroom.

“Let me make it up to you nena” he said between kisses as he laid you on the messy bed

He helped you get out of your clothes as you helped him get out of his. He kissed your neck hitting all of your favorite spots.

“I will never let this happen again” he mumbled in the crook of your neck

“You are my everything” he continued as his hands slid down your body

“You deserve only the best” he whispered as he left a trail of soft kisses from your neck to your collar bones

“You're so beautiful nena” he said as he grabbed your breasts, encircling one of your hardened buds with his mouth

Your back arched as your breathing hitched, hands tugging harder on his hair.

“Chris” you whimpered creating music to his ears with every noise you made

He paid attention to the other bud making you moan as his fingers trailed down to your pulsating core. Your hips bucked as he teased your slit, as he continued his trail of kisses.

“Please give me another chance nena” he groaned as he passed your naval

“I will never disappoint you again” he whispered as he kitten licked your slit

“You taste as sweet as honey nena” he mumbled between licks

Your mouth hung agape as he did all the things you liked, drawing your favorite pattern on your swollen pearl. He slid two fingers inside you and curled at the right spot.

“Oh my god” you moaned as your toes curled

Chris pumped his fingers quickly building up your knot.

“Chris just fuck me” you whimpered as you wanted more, wanting to feel closer to him

“Anything you want princesa” he said as he pulled away from you and slowly slid inside you

He kissed your neck and collar bones as he set a slow pace. You scratched his nape and down his back as your walls opened up from him.

“Faster” You whined

“Fuck nena” he grunted as he snapped his hips quicker and rougher

His hand slithered down to your nerve endings and drew figure eights.

“You are my everything I love you nena” he groaned

He angled his hips and threw your leg over his shoulder, hitting right into your inner sweet spot. Your eyes were rolling back as a knot formed in your lower abdomen. Walls fluttered around his member, making his thrusts lose their rhythm.

“Nena cum for me,” he whispered as he kissed your plump lips “let me see you make that pretty face”

“Chris!” You screamed as your knot snapped

Your eyes rolled to the back of your skull as you entered your state of bliss. Your thighs shook around him as you left another trail of red marks down his back. Your breathing hitched as Chris rode you out for your high, and then slipping into his. You felt his warmth spread inside you as he released his seed in you. He slowly pulled out of you and lovingly kissed your lips before laying on the bed and pulling you on top of him. You nuzzled into the crook of his neck as your fingers twirled his strands of hair.

“Nena I’m so sorry about everything” he finally spoke as he nervously drew circles against your hips “please give me another chance I’ll do better I promise”

You looked up into his big brown eyes and smiled.

“Let’s start over” you grinned

“I love you y/n” he said as he kissed the top of your head

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Anon: OMG I LOVE YOUR STORIES AHBHBKJDNJSD CAN YOU DO A CHRIS STROY THATS ANGST AT FIRST WHERE HE IS SPENDING A LOT OF TIME WITH A GIRL LIKE SAMANTHA SO YOU THINK HES CHEATING AND YOU GUYS FIGHT AND HE ENDS UP ASSURING YOU ITS NOTHING AND YOU GUYS KIND OF FUCK YOUR ANGER OUT AND TRY TO DOMINATE EACHOTHER BUT IT ENDS FLUFFY WITH HIM TRULY REASURING YOU THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY GIRL HE WANTS

Anon: Some sweet rough love making with Chris under the stars Bc a bitch is in her feelings 💕

Anon: hi queen! i don't know if you've already made this one, if not can you please write about having makeup sex with chris? like you both haven't seen each other in a while, but when you do your hoeing with other guys which got him super pissed... Thank you !

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