#fatima aamer bilal

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from i mother it the absence of her, iii. i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time excerpt from moony moonless sky.

#fatima aamer bilal #i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time #i mother it the absence of her #poetry #literature #poeticstories #art #book quotations #poetry collection #web weaving #words words words #writings #yearning #longing #parent issues #bts #self deprecation #taylor swift #franz kafka #sylvia plath #lana del rey #mahmoud darwish #jane austen #dark academia #dark poetry #pheobe bridgers #mitski #lit #abandoment issues #fantasy

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

I've Endured, Now What?

Blue Iris - Mary Oliver / So This Is All I Will Ever Be? - Fatima Aamer Bilal / Vive, Vive - Traci Brimhall

#mine #web weaving #i was so busy surviving i never learned how to live #blue iris #mary oliver #so this is all i will ever be #fatima aamer bilal #vive vive #traci brimhall #text #literature #poem #poetry #♡

[sicknessinmotion]

I MISSED YOU WHEN YOU WERE STILL HERE, AND I MISS YOU EVEN MORE NOW; ON GRIEF

natalie diaz // brenna twohy // @metamorphesque // fatima aamer bilal // jamie anderson // @heavensghost // rainer maria rilke

#on grief #web weaving #webweaving #poetry #quotes #.w #words #natalie diaz #brenna twohy #jamie anderson #fatima aamer bilal #rainer maria rilke

[fatimaamerbilal]

fatima aamer bilal, from days where my whole world is my bed.

[text id: september arrives like a twisted knife, and i always welcome it with open arms.]

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[llovelymoonn]

web weaving on things falling apart just as they were getting better? hope you're having a lovely day <3

fatima aamer bilal (@fatimaamerbilal) days where my whole world is my bed \\ ernest hemingway a farewell to arms (via @metamorphesque) \\ jean-marc lehwald \\ jean-marc lehwald \\ jihyun yun some are always hungry: "reversal" (via @feral-ballad) \\ jean-marc lehwald \\ franz kafka the diaries of franz kafka, 1910-1913: "march 10, 1912" \\ franz kafka the metamorphosis (via @fromdarzaitoleeza) \\ franz kafka the diaries of franz kafka, 1914-1923: "february 1, 1922" \\ jean-marc lehwald

kofi

#feeling this today lol #just found out i didn't get a job i was so sure i was going to get #and completely banking on and planning my whole life around getting so #don't do that lol #anyway #asks #anonymous #anon #mine #my webweaving #web weaving #webweave #web weave #web #webs #ww #parallel #parallels #parallelism #compilation #compilations #intertext #intertextuality #comparative #comparatives #fatima aamer bilal #days where my whole world is my bed #ernest hemingway #webweaving #a farewell to arms

[backroadboy]

[fatima aamer bilal, excerpts from days where my whole world is my bed, coffin heart? bury me.]

#txt. #bite the hand #fatima aamer bilal #coffin heart? bury me #quote #literature #sbsd #on fathers #on mothers #father #mother

[rosarysgarden]

fatima aamer bilal, from being unwanted is a language.

[text id: the world is happening in a room that i can't enter, life is happening in a gathering i am not invited to. / being unwanted is a language i am fluent in.]

#fatima aamer bilal #poetry #poeticstories #fragments #poetic #spilled poetry #writers #book quotations #book quotes #poem #yearning #longing #pining #unrequited love #words words words #dark academia #dark poetry #taylor swift #lana del rey #sylvia plath #mahmoud darwish #prose #franz kafka #writing #typography #literary #literature #lit #art #aamer

[mdemn]

WANTING IS A FILTHY THING. BUT I LEARNED GREED BEFOFE I LEARNED SHAME.

red doc - anne carson , first love / late spring - mitski , starvation - maya angelou , let dead dogs lay - silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet), wishbone - richard siken, a self portrait against red wallpaper - richard siken, truisms - jenny holzer, stop telling me i should’ve died too - tumblr user @tankgotstuckinthecircusgate, many hands - lingua ignota, hungry thread of nerves - fatima aamer bilal

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[illuminescent]

how can i love myself when i’m so draining to everyone else? from peach prc in heavy

fatima aamer bilal, from even flesh eaters don't want me. | taylor swift in peace | lorde in liability | chappell roan in casual | lizzy mcalpine in full machine | josé olivarez, from citizen illegal

#on love #and it breaks my heart to watch myself make a new version of this playlist every year #web weaving #literature #music #poetry #parallels #taylor swift #chappel roan #lizzy mcalpine #lorde #jose olivarez #fatima aamer bilal #playlists #insecurities

[traumasleep]

by Fatima Aamer Bilal, from Moony Moonless Sky

#actually traumatized #traumacore #fatima aamer bilal #childhood trauma #mom #poetry #prose

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘we were put on this earth desperate, hungry and willing.’

[text id: in a sharp set of knives, i looked for a hand to hold. / i could not stop myself from needing to belong somewhere, even if that somewhere was a burial ground.]

#fatima aamer bilal #we were put on this earth desperate hungry and willing #poetry #literature #yearning #poeticstories #book quotations #longing #quotes #self loathing #self deprecation #poetry collection #dark academia #franz kafka #art #bts #sylvia plath #lana del rey #pheobe bridgers #hozier #mitski #web weave #typography #fantasy #taylor swift #parent issues #poem #prose #lit #mahmoud darwish

[asoftepiloguemylove]

I just found your page and am loving your web weaves! If you’re still taking request could you please make one on getting very easily attached to people and then feeling lonely/unlovable when they eventually leave and like it is always your fault?

Its very specific so idk if you can but either way thanks anyway!!

i hope this is what you were looking for <33

pinterest / pinterest / Virginia Woolf from a letter to Violet Dickinson; September 1908 / unknown / unknown / pinterest / Fatima Aamer Bilal my heart has claws / Mohammed Zarir from a letter to T.M.; 2019

#on loneliness #on abandonment #on being abandoned #on sadness #on being alone #on feeling unloved #web weave #web weaving #poetry compilation #virginia woolf #violet dickinson #fatima aamer bilal #my heart has claws #mohammed zarir #poem #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #dark academia #dark academia poetry #poetry #writing #words #dark academia quote

[laylaslibrary]

"and if yearning had a shape, it would look awfully a lot like me"

fatima aamer bilal, from my heart has claws

#quotes #literature #poetry #aesthetic #books #poem #dark acadamia quotes #dark acamedia #love quotes #lit #fatima aamer bilal #yearning hours #yearning post #longing #unrequited love #women poets

[fatimaamerbilal]

fatima aamer bilal, from shame is a girl’s second skin.

[text id: i wanted to hurl my girlhood on a sidewalk and never walk that road again. / my insides have been eating me up alive lately. / i put my fist in my throat and yank misery out of me. / it looks like me. / you think your touch would burn the sun. / but you want to be held, / you’ll let a hand around your throat for the sake of it. / in grade one, i was six, i would pick the skin off my thumbs until they were bloody, so my teacher would hold my hand and ask me if i was okay. i was six. i thought the show of wounds would earn me love. where did i learn that from? / I WAS SIX / little girl, you’ll grow up, but the malice on your tongue will forever be the words of your father. / every time he opens his mouth, you think it’s to shout. it’s not. / what are memories of childhood if not quicksand? swallowing you whole. / my mother and i, we sit down at the dinner table and translate each other’s hurts, but we do not speak. / because you don’t address the hurt / (it hurts more) / learning to say goodbye but never to let go / choosing to sit in a house that’s burning, because that’s home to you / oh, how i wish this was just a phase, but i am afraid life is becoming a coffin, just with ample space.]

#fatima aamer bilal #poetry #quotes #prose #poeticstories #poem #literature #book quotes #book quotations #literary #girlhood #childhood #daughterhood #trauma #bts #taylor swift #writers and poets #lana del rey #dark academia #dark poetry #writing #words words words #lit #art #yearning #longing #pining #sylvia plath #mahmoud darwish #franz kafka

[llovelymoonn]

on april

barbara kingsolver demon copperhead \\ sara teasdale a november night \\ fatima aamer bilal i mother it, the absence of her ii. i was hard to bear from the very start (via @ivynightshade) \\ anne carson the glass essay (via @petaltexturedskies) \\ raymond p. fischer an aged man remembers april \\ cyrus cassells \\ anton chekhov love \\ t.s eliot the waste land \\ michelle o'sullivan the flower and the frozen sea: "bespoke"

kofi

#on april #mine #my webweaving #webweaving #compilations #webs #intertextuality #parallels #webweave #web weaving #web weave #web #ww #parallel #parallelism #compilation #comparative #comparatives #barbara kingsolver #demon copperhead #april #sara teasdale #a november night #fatima aamer bilal #anne carson #the glass essay #raymond p fischer #raymond p. fischer #an aged man remembers april #cyrus cassells

[tomlinfonda]

#ted lasso #trent crimm #tedependent #tedtrent #ted x trent #ted/trent #my art #artists on tumblr #traditional art #fatima aamer bilal #moony moonless sky #sunflowers #sunflower #art #copic art