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snorlax114 · 11 months

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"the less i eat the less I'll have to throw up" versus "im going to purge anyway so i might as well eat everything that i want first" FIGHT

#im getting back on my bullshit besties #ed tw #ed memes #fat ana #obese ana #obese mia #fat mia

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syn-ch · 2 months

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there's someone beautiful under all this

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innertidalwavestranger · 10 months

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I know that I can get myself to do things like clean by rewarding myself, but now I can do it with horror movies and YouTube videos I wanna watch instead of junk food! ^-^

#tw mia #trigger warning ana #pro miiia #stranger writes #trigger warning mia #i wanna be weightless #strangers food diary #fat ana #fat mia #pro mia #pro ana

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buddingghost · 2 years

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I took a break thinking maybe I should do this the healthier way, maybe I should actually be healthy. But I’m melting. I’m giving up and no one cares or notices. It’s not just weight but everything. I’m so tired and they can only think of how else to use me. Pay their bills, give them gas money, buy them this and that. I hate waking up, I cry on my breaks, my work is sloppy, I sleep 24/7. I don’t know if I even want to be skinny or just not exist.

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 6 months

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resident evil body types... :3

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phuntyme69 · 1 month

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vxm1tcxre · 2 months

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Me when those ED’ed people lecture me about how “unhealthy” I am because I eat junk food sometimes,,,

be so for real, we’re all actively shortening our life expectancy by like 20 years by doing this shit. In the long term, you’re not gonna end up much better than someone who eats 5 value meals from McDonald’s every day.

It’s all disordered and the fact that you have 500 c4ls of strawberries and rice cakes every day doesn’t make you better than anyone else. Get off your high horse and stop deluding yourself into thinking you’re the Regina George of 3ds.

Plus I pvrge, abuse medication, and sm0ke almost every day lmao. I promise, my 290 c4l lil treat from Dairy Queen to keep me sane is not what’s gonna wreck my health.

Anyway! this is your reminder that if someone didn’t ask for it, take your nutrition “advice” and/or m34nsp0 and shove it up your dainty self-righteous anus. Xoxo I’ll be praying on your downfall and laughing when the honeymoon phase is over and your wrecked metabolism bites you in the ass /hj

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cockroachmotherfucker10 · 1 year

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Being fat, actually fat, with an eating disorder is fucking hell.

People assume you have BED, and if you actually do have BED people are so gross about it. If you have a restricting disorder people get concerned when you start eating more. People get concerned if you start to like yourself. People love to see you fucking miserable, and will completely ignore your misery in the same breath. It makes them feel good. They benefit at your expense through weight stigma.

So many physicians prescribe disordered eating to us. ED specialists in many places won’t even consider how EDs affect us. Our own community uses our bodies as inspiration to hurt themselves. Because nothing could be worse than looking like us, right? How are you supposed to love yourself when so many people actively don’t want you to?

To the fat person reading who needs to hear this, I give a shit if you recover. I give a shit that you are hurting. So many people don’t notice, so many don’t give a fuck, but I do. You deserve better. I want you to eat even if it means you gain weight. I want you to be happy in your body as it is. I want you to feel loved, I want you to feel seen.

If you are fat with BED, I see you. There is so much stigma and it is not your fault. Your weight isn’t “your fault”, you are sick. It’s not a moral failing. You deserve compassion, and the extent to which people project their own issues onto you is awful. You deserve to be comfortable in your skin, and your body is wonderful.

If you are fat with purging tendencies, or with restricting ones I see you too. We get praised for hurting ourselves, or no one notices. I see you. I’m sorry.

I wish so badly the world were more compassionate to you, but if no one else gives a shit, I do. Fight for recovery for me, even though I know that journey can be so, so lonely when you aren’t thin.

To those of you who have recovered, to those of you that may. You are worth it. You may be fat for the rest of your life, and that’s okay. It’s wonderful, your body is wonderful, and I see you and I’m proud of you. Sadly I know many of us recover alone, but I hope you know you aren’t. I’m rooting for you.

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brendape · 4 months

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#soy una gorda #diario de una gorda #me siento gorda #quiero ser flaca #ansiedad #ana e mia #desahogo #ana y mia #calorías #comida #bul1m1c #bulimima #diets #estoy gorda #no quiero ser gorda #meme #im fat and disgusting

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snorlax114 · 6 months

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sweethearts on tiktok making videos about how hot heavy girls are and how soft and cute and all that and me feeling genuinely seen and loved for like 2sec before reminding myself that they definitely aren't talking about my obese ass💞

#except that one dude who lifts and did the video of him lifting like 600lbs to prove he could lift any girl. i do believe him 🫡#everyone else though. like its sweet but i make myself sad every time because i know they dont mean anyone my size #you guys feel me #ed tw #ed memes #fat ana #fat mia #obese ana #obese mia #weight loss

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syn-ch · 2 months

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lost 2.4kg, not bad not good either. but ok.

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innertidalwavestranger · 11 months

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Sunday, may 28, 2023

I haven't eaten in 16 hours to prepare for All you can eat is shrimp (family tradition). I promised myself I would only eat until full. We haven't even gotten to shrimp feast today, and my dad brought me some tim hortons while I did my homework and sat it down right in front of me!

A large drink and a Muffin!! Nearly 600 calories!! I'm gonna try to log even though I WILL go above my limit with all that red lobster!

I haven't even eaten the stuff yet, but I really want to it smells good. I feel mocked by it, and then I feel stupid for feeling like I'm being mocked by food because I'm the person here, and I have control. Writing this out has made me realize I can just move the food, so that's something! I'm not sure if I'll be able to hold it off the whole day, but maybe I can at least go 20 hours (4 more hours) without eating.

I have no idea when where going to red lobster I just know it's will be buttery and delicious and at least over 1000 calories.

My parents are thin and don't have diabetes but my grandfather has type 2 and I'm worried I'll take after him if I don't get to at least 125 (ideally 115 or 105) by the time in 20. I'm almost 18 and nearly 200 pounds so I already don't have a lot going for me but I'm gonna make it happen.

One day can't set all my work back! I will eat the endless shrimp, and I will do it with grace (I usually eat like a pig), and I'll talk to my parents, and we'll be happy! Maybe at the next shrimp fest, I'll be at least 50 pounds lighter, and my parents will be proud! Then I'll be super loveable, and I won't come off weird

#i want to be weightless #tw mia #pro miiia #trigger warning ana #trigger warning mia #stranger writes #strangers food diary #i wanna be weightless #fat mia #fat ana #pro mia #pro ana

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buddingghost · 2 years

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Getting my scale today so I can finally see how much I weigh!Seeing the numbers go down helps me stay ✨motivated✨

#not pr0 anything #not pr0 mia #notprojustusingthetags #fat mia #fat ana #overweight mia #anarec1a #anarecyx #pr0 ana diary #thinsp0 #thinspp #thinspa #bonesspa #bonespr0

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kirikuki · 24 days

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podras estar lejos de tu meta, pero ya no estas donde empezaste