Yesterday my fam and I went to a greek restaurant. I ate a lot. Mostly vegetables and fish but still too much. I feel bad but it was so delicious. I don’t want to ruin my progress. So I’ll just have vegetable soup and some crispbread with tomatoes today.
My bf and I had a sleepover and I wanted to open the window at night. So I gave him my phone and the flashlight was on. But my phone wasn’t locked and tumblr was visible. My tl was visible. Thank goodness there was only a meme and he didn't even look, I noticed it early enough and took the phone away from him and locked it again. I said I wanted to see what time it is (3 am lmao).
This really scared me bc he knows that I am struggling with food and that I had a really bad time when I was younger but he doesn’t know about my blog and what tumblr means to me. I learned that I won’t open tumblr ever again when I am in company.
Today I was gonna weight myself but I forgot and already started eating🤦♀️ I only ate a spoonful of oatmeal so I guess it's not a big difference. I stepped on the scale anyway. I'm lighter than cw from last week, hell I reached my lw again :DD
Thinking about recreating some of the OG SH and ED photos. I’d need to lose 20lbs so I can hit my UGW before I do the ED ones but, I can do the SH ones currently. Would anyone be interested in this?? Some of the photos I’d be willing to recreate below btw!!
so recently i’ve seen a lot of eating out safety food lists on here, and they’re super helpful! you can go thru my liked posts to see them, but i’ve noticed they’re all american companies (which is fine)! however, tim hortons is one of my favourite places to go to eat and drink with friends! so here’s my ultimate canadian master list for safe food at timmies!! enjoy!
pretty much all timmies donuts stay under 300 cals, but here are some of the lowest options!
sugar loop donut (180cal)
chocolate dipped donut (190cal)
honey dipped donut (190cal)
maple dipped donut (190cal)
strawberry filled donut (200cal)
hashbrown - regular (130cal)
oatmeal - mixed berry [regular] (210cal)
oatmeal - maple [regular] (220cal)
hearty vegetable soup - small (80cal)
chicken noodle soup - small (120cal)
turkey and wild rice soup - small (130cal)
broccoli cheddar soup - small (180cal)
clam chowder - small (190cal)
both buns (200 for wheat, 210 for white)
kettle cooked potato chips - small (220cal)
potato bacon cheddar soup - small (280cal)
brewed iced tea - unsweetened [small] (0cals)
cappuccino - small (70cals)
iced coffee - cream & sugar [small] (70cals)
latte - small (80cals)
brewed iced tea - sweetened [small] (100cals)
apple juice (130cals)
orange juice (140cals)
strawberry frozen lemonade - small (140cals)
frozen lemonade - original [small] (140cals)
café mocha - small (170cals)
strawberry banana fruit smoothie - small (170cals)
pineapple orange fruit smoothie - small (180cals)
flavoured latte supreme - small (190cals)
mocha latte - small (190cals)
and that’s it!! there are more that are a bit more, but i tried to keep everything here below 300 cals, but nothing on their menu goes over 600 and is super filling!! hope my fellow canadians enjoy this one and stay safe!!
I’m not feeling okay rn and I have no one to talk to so I’ll just rant here.
Man I don’t know why I feel like that. 2 days ago I was fine. I had a trial shift in my dream kindergarten and was accepted by them, which means I can start an apprenticeship there in September to become a kindergarten teacher. I was so happy. But yesterday I felt very low, same as today. I don’t know why? I have no reason??? Or maybe I do, but I don’t know! I hate feeling like this. I just want to be normal and be glad I’m alive but I’m just not. The desire to unalive myself and be reborn as a skinny girl is so strong. Or a skinny boy, idk. Skinny and with a better family. I know I won’t try it, but I want it so much. And it saddens me that I have to cope through these thoughts by myself because the only friend I have is too busy with other IRL friends and I don’t want to be a bother to her. I’m crying as I’m typing this, so I’ll probably just go to sleep, even tho it’s only 8:45 pm…