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towards-toramunda · 26 days
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I am, at a base level, simply a Caleb Widogast and Essek Thelyss enjoyer
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Intro!
I acknowledge the Traditional Owners and Custodians of this country. In particular, I acknowledge the Indigenous Elders of the Wurundjeri people, part of the Kulin nation, where I live and learn and pay my respects to their Indigenous Elders past, present and emerging. Sovereignty has never been ceded. It always was and always will be, Aboriginal land. [credits to @ellie-probably for the template]
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I realised I haven't done one of these so: Name: Bean/Theo Pronouns: Probs He/Him, ask tho Gender: Boyflux Transmasc
Demi-verbal and silly :3 General: I am biromantic and asexual/demisexual, I have chronic pain. I am Irish-Australian and I fence. I have a dog and two cats! I am fine for people to send asks or dm me! I do swear a lot but I don't post nsfw. I do sometimes reblog text hornyposts. nothing too severe. I AM a minor so please be mindful. I love fencing. I have severe light sensitivity and I faint sometimes. I love it when people send me asks! You can also dm me. I will give out my discord on request. I am polyamorous
Disabilities/chronic illnesses: AuDHD, POTS, Deppression, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, possibily BPD [undiagnosed as of now], Chronic pain, Demi-verbal Special intrests: dead end paranormal park, the osemanverse, hazbin hotel, stardew valley, dead boy detectives and internet history
Fandoms: Dead Boy detectives, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, The Osemanverse, dead end paranormal park, Nimona, stardew valley
@galaxtea9 and I have a furby fam. Here are the current members! Shitcakes : 2012 furby we skinned. Frogman the 3rd : long furby oddbody. Trivia: I love @strange-aeons and i'm making a Rosie cosplay!
Trigger warnings for things i might post: self harm, mental illness, suicide, family stuff [my mum's abusive]
dni: general dni criteria, MAPs, paraphiles, nazis, assholes, bigots, republicans, porn bots. if you piss me off, i will block you
Mobility Aids I have: cane, crutches, wrist splints
@etherealspacejelly and @frogofalltime are my dads :D
I'm in a qpr with @galaxtea9 <3
if my post contains things like sh or dysphoria and i posted it, i will try to tag it "bean's brain"
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imagineee-123 · 7 days
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⟡₊⊹Introduction Post⊹₊⟡
Hello! I never do posts like this on any of my socials even though I mean to, so I'm gonna finally give this a shot! This might be really long Imao
About my blog:
This blog is currently mostly about my practices as a newer hellenic polytheist and a Hades devotee. But I also post about visual kei and whatever else on this account. (Although I am thinking about separating this content to different blogs)
About me:
I'm Imagineee, but you can call me Lucian (Lu-see-in) or Ciel. Or even Luci for short. My pronouns are he/they! I'm turning 17 this summer.
I'm on the aroace spectrum (demiromantic and demisexual) as well as being pansexual and a gender non-conforming transmasc. I don't really identify as anything specific when it comes to gender, but I'm definitely not a girl! (Don't she/her me... Pls. ╥﹏╥)
I'm really into vkei and, as stated earlier, a newer hellenic polytheist. I've only been practicing for about a year (when I have the energy), so I still have a lot to learn.
My interests/hobbies:
visual kei and j-fashion
reading up about bandmen I like
Japanese music
music in general
anime
Genshin Impact*
Project Sekai*
Honkai: Star Rail
Twisted Wonderland*
Wuthering Waves
Stardew Valley
art and painting
vocaloid
photography
storing things in my memory boxes
Howl's Moving Castle (book and movie)
collecting manga/figures of things I like
reading about dieties and others' practices
going to graveyards
watching YouTube
(* means I've lost a lot of interest over time but still enjoy these things)
Favorite vkei bands:
It's so hard to pick... I think Plastic Tree, Ninth in Pluto, Fukuro, and Madmans Esprit are some of my favorites.
Favorite music (not vkei):
I listen to pretty much everything. But some of my favorite musicians/groups outside of vkei are Eve, Re:nG, takayan, Gesu No Kiwami Otome, Linkin Park, kikuo, MCR, Cage the Elephant, and Eyedress. I have too many favorites, but it's so hard to cut down because I listen to such a variety of music, and I love it all. Ahhhh
Favorite song atm:
Likes:
Rain
The beach
Fire
Graveyards
The moon
Sweets
Hades ofc
Sleeping in
Renaissance oil paintings
Bees
Crows (birds in general tbh)
Laying in the grass
Other:
My MBTI is INFP-T. My star sign is leo. I use emoticons sometimes. I use :3 and >:3 unironically whenever I'm really happy or excited about something. I own four budgies and two dogs. I also have PTSD and really bad social anxiety. I really want to go to Japan and see a vkei band live one day.
݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ And that is (finally) my intro! I hope we can be friends! ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁
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that-one-dark-smiley · 9 months
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Hey let's make an actual introduction post
Hey guys
My name is Alex, I'm 19, my pronouns are he/him and they/them, feel free to use either
I am transgender and not quite sure if I am male or rather a demiboy but I do call myself a transguy since it does fit either way. I am also gay and demisexual.
I have ADHD and am autistic, have social anxiety, agoraphobia and depression (I'm seeing a therapist though and I don't vent in detail about this stuff online)
My interests include
Anime (kinda every genre, faves are Bungou Stray Dogs, Jujutsu Kaisen and Soul Eater)
Music (I'm currently learning how to play the electric guitar and I love singing)
Psychology
Biology (specifically Genetics, it's my special interest)
Gaming (fave is pokemon)
Sewing (I make my own clothes or upcycle them)
I like
Cats
Frogs
Snakes
Alt/rock/metal (taste in music)
Potatoes
Chocolate
I mostly post about being lgbtq+, my struggles with being trans and the joys in my life related to it, I also post about ADHD and autism from time to time, and I will try not to talk too much in detail about my anxiety and depression or other mental health issues since I don't want to end up triggering anyone. I want to create a nice little safe space here ya feel me?
DNI if you're
Transphobic or homophobic
A terf
Racist, sexist, classist, just a bigot
Attracted to minors
Just want to put hatred into the world
Fascist
Did I forget any?
Just don't be a jerk
Anyway I think that sums it up! Asks are open as well even though I don't know if anyone really uses that feature anymore
Have a great day!
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mazyb0i · 3 months
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Other RnM fans?
Rick n Morty fan creator/artist here, trying to make friend brohs with ppl who are also obsessed with the show. I have a hard time reaching out due to my anxiety. (proshippers DNI)
tldr; you're also a neurodivergent queer artist nutjob that makes crackpipe art an shitposts, heavily kins a character at one point or another, and we should be friends because we can be insane together LMFAO
Fav show ships: BP x Rick all day, (I love flesh curtains, and their dynamic is just so yes... I...) Morty x Alaska (i named the vat of acid gf Alaska because the Alaska trip..) Summer x that one girl... Morticia X Jessica, Rickcest/ Rick selfcest is aight, I obsess over Miamicop. I think selfcest in cloning / multiuniverse theory is harmless, but don't come at me with any of that proshipper/inc3st/rickorty shit. I will block you, report you, and put you on a DNI beware list; this is a threat & a warning. That shit is never EVER ok.
if we become friends/wanna know about;
I'm diagnosed Audhd, I'm a transmasc demiboy, I like to be referred to as nonbinary and a transgender male with He/They pronouns. Panromantic Demisexual.
I'm a rick kinnie, just means I identify with rick, in another universe I could be him XD, I relate to him, we share the same personality literally (ENTP 7w8); he's my self identifying comfort character. But my big interest with this show/comic is probably due to some kind of autistic hyper fixation and imprintation.
Hobbies: Crafting, Digital illustration, Fursuit /Costume making, Youtube, 3D designing, Making silly video skits, Writing, Character design, Shit posting, Creating ai voice bots for fun n fandom purposes (will make le memes), Trying to be a youtuber like Imbrandonfarris and Britany Broski, collecting stuff, VRchat, Collecting fluffy soft shit like stuffies, pillows, blankets, and hoodies. I SLEEP IN A NEST OF ALL OF THESE
Personality?: Chaotic, Unhinged, Tired and fed up with this shit, All the Energy AND NO ENERGY, I'm so tired please god help me, i'm an enigma. Ambiverted. If ur looking for a cool crazy cat dude broh who draws weird ass digital art and is always tired but jacked on coffe, adderall, and Naproxen i'm your guy.... :'}
I do alot of art and have alot of burnouts due to my adhd- I've been told I'm  innovative, clever, and expressive. I can jury-rig your glasses easily with a paperclip if you're screw comes out and loose frames causes the lens to pop. I'm very detail and idea-oriented, i come up with thousands of ideas, questions, and theories. Because of this, I tend to come up with one idea after another without actually going forward with plans and actions because i get so overwhelmed with my massive brain XD
Even tho I'm socially awkward, I love people, I want to make friends. I like being alone a lot but I hate feeling lonely. :C When I get to know you I'm very very chatty; as long as I'm not too tired or piled with heaps of assignments. I would say I'm pretty laid-back and easy to get along with, I get so stuck up in my personal world up in my head that I lose sight of important things around me, I blame the adhd. I'm an observer, I like to watch and see how things happen, I am a very hands on person.
I'm constantly learning, i love science with a passion. I got hyperfixated on evolution of different animal clades a while back. I am immensely curious and focused on understanding how the world operates and functions. I'm looking for mental and intellectual stimulation, lettuce skip casual conversation about wheather- whats your favorite dinosaur? (fuck ignore my dyslexia) and before you say a pterodactyl let me stop you right there- they aren't dinosaurs. if you like understanding the world through learning various things about science, technology, or culture, I'm your guy. but I'm also just a silly hoo hoo aah smart ass.
god this is finally done... I've been writing this for an hour......
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Hey! I hope you’re having a wonderful day. I was wondering if I could get a BG3 match up? 💜
I’m fairly motherly and quite sassy when I like to be. I tend to care too much for others to the point where I will end up destroying myself in the process out of worry. My best attributes are probably my loyalty to the people I love and my persistence. My worst attributes are probably my lack of confidence and my insecurity.
As for hobbies, I enjoy doing art as a way to express myself. I also enjoy walking outside during the nighttime. Puzzles are also incredibly fun for me since I enjoy theorizing and problem-solving.
I like the nighttime, warmth, physical touch, quality time, cats, playful banter, and cheese. It’s really important to me that friendships I make are built off of honesty and genuine likeness. I dislike loud noises, tomatoes, stereotypes, and people acting fake or lying.
When it comes to my sexuality, i’m pan and demisexual. I’m open to any gender, though I would much prefer a monogamous relationship.
Thank you SO much! And I genuinely hope you’re having a wonderful day. Take care of yourself. 💜💜💜
A/N: Don’t worry, I got your second ask as well! I have included the description below as a refresher (since you said your memory can be tricky at times) and so other people know what I’m referencing as they read my answer. I didn’t just make toritofrito’s attributes up people- I swear lol! 
For you @toritofrito because you said you’re pan but specifically monogamous, I’ve made (who I think is) the best selection for you below:
Hi there! I submitted a previous BG3 ask but forgot some things! Sorry for forgetting some stuff, so here’s some additional info. And I do hope you’re having an amazing day/night! (Also, ahead of time, apologies if I repeated anything from my previous ask. I have some issues with memory.)
I am an INFJ with a 1w9 alignment. I tend to conflict with myself over the moralities of certain things, but I try to be a “peacemaker” of sorts, if that makes sense. Yet at the same time I do really enjoy the idea of adventure and freedom, and I tend to be open to different perspectives.
I also LOVE learning new things from different subjects. Some of my favorites being about international cultures and language. Its something i’m passionate about.
As for appearances, i’m 5”8 and have a lanky and curvy build. I also have shoulder length dark brown hair and amber eyes.
(Disclaimer: I’m unsure if whether or not I do have autism, and I definitely won’t self-diagnose myself with it until i’m sure that I have it.) I do struggle with sensory overload sometimes and get terrible social anxiety. I also have some PTSD. It would be nice if my partner would relate or be able to comfort in some sort of way (not that I wouldn’t return the same comfort). I also tend to struggle with properly communicating my emotions or ideas verbally, so someone who could be patient with me would be wonderful.
Again thanks so much! Take care of yourself and have a wonderful day/night. 💜
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☸ Gale would be a great match for you! 
He’s genuine and kind and always striving to be greater than he was the day before. I think you and Gale would get along well together. He’s quite ambitious and has a tendency to lose sight of himself in that ambition. Gale would do well with a partner who’s a bit motherly, as someone needs to remind him to take breaks from his learning or studying to feed himself/get enough sleep, etc. And while you said you tend to care for others so much to the point of neglecting yourself, you’d be able to relate to Gale’s overworking himself. But at the same time, because Gale is such a loyal and dedicated partner, I think he’d take it upon himself to do the same for you. If he notices you working so hard for others, to the point where you neglect your own needs, he’d sweetly ask you to stop, before spending his day or night pampering you, ensuring you’re taken care of. 
As a wizard and a professor, Gale is all about learning and continuing to challenge the mind. I bet he’s an avid puzzler, and he’d love to have someone to share this hobby with, especially when it comes to solving literal puzzles with puzzle pieces. Tara is nice to talk things out with, but she can’t really contribute to those, having only paws to work with. I can see the two of you spending the early parts of the evening in front of a roaring fire, huddled over a table where a thousand tiny puzzle pieces sit scattered across the surface. You could snack on some good wine and cheese as you excitedly reveal the puzzle’s final picture. Once the sun fully sets and the stars come out, Gale would love to take you on a nighttime stroll around his tower. The nippy night air gives him an excuse to hold you close, plus he gets to infodump all he knows about the constellations to you. 
I see Gale as an ENFP, which means he is very compatible with you as an INFJ. The two of you tend to be authentic yet idealistic, which means you can be very honest with each other, and that you both genuinely want to see the other person be the best version of themselves they can be. You also have a strong desire to do what is good/right, something Gale shares. Occasionally, his ambition may cloud his judgment, but I think your love will help ground him. With you at his side, Gale doesn’t need to become a God, he just needs to be a man worthy of your affection, something he strives to be every day. 
He loves your willingness for adventure, and how open you are to learning new things like cultures and languages. He’s spent many years collecting knowledge and books dedicated solely to such subjects and would love to share them with you. Any book, any scroll in his tower- it’s now yours as well. Gale loves you so much, there is no story or fact or piece of knowledge he would not search endlessly to find should you inquire about it. He wants nothing more than to satisfy every one of your needs- the emotional, the physical, the intimate, and the intellectual. 
Gale thinks you’re absolutely gorgeous with your enchanting amber-brown eyes and lovely hair. He offers to braid it or tie it up for you, even though he isn’t all that adept at hairstyling. He will try for you of course, but there’s a lot you’ll have to teach him in that department. (And if you want to get in Tara’s good graces, while you’re teaching Gale about haircare, maybe suggest he shave his beard every once in a while. Tara will thank you profusely if Gale was to ever show up to a family function clean-shaven, even once.) Plus Gale cares deeply about how you respond to his appearance. You could tell him he looks sexy in a cowboy hat once, and the next day come home to find one atop his head. He wants to always be someone you want because you are someone he always wants. 
Even with your anxiety, and PTSD, Gale wants you to know he loves you, no matter what. And he understands how overwhelming things and people can get. He tends to be a bit awkward socially, much preferring Tara’s company to the company of strangers. So if things ever become too much for you, he’d gladly call it a night, and usher you away to a quiet spot to calm down. And he tries very hard not to rush you when you talk. He may butt in unintentionally, unable to keep himself from starting a ramble or two of his own, but he does his best to reign it in, and not interrupt your train of thought until you’ve said everything you want to say. 
Gale is a very genuine and open lover, although he has made it clear he believes in monogamy- the full devotion of oneself to one’s singular partner. You can trust that his affections will not stray or ever become untrue. You are his future. Nothing, not Mystra, or the orb, or the parasites could ever take him from you. He promises a happy life, away from all the unintended madness, where the two of you can happily spend your days reading and learning and enjoying each other's (and Tara’s) company. 
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my-castles-crumbling · 4 months
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Hello!!
I am so sorry 😭😭 I have a few things that I want to ask.
Let’s start with gender. I’ve been here a lot talking about my gender experience and how I feel somewhat connected to my agab being afab.
Personally, I hate when I am referred to as a girl/women. When my friends plan a ‘girls trip’ I get annoyed… when people assume I am a ‘young lady’ I get frustrated. I don’t get why I am like that specifically because it’s been as of recent (only about a year). Before that it never really annoyed it or maybe I just never thought much about the terms I was being referred to as.
Sometimes I feel as if I am faking my gender. Like I should just stop thinking about it and let myself be perceived as how I was born. But that feels wrong. But also doesn’t?
It feels wrong in the sense that I’ve spent a year thinking about gender and how I am not cis, that now I believe that I am not cis, but when I think about it again it’s like maybe I am just cis and I just want to show people that gender isn’t important and that people can dress how they want to without being perceived a specific binary gender etc.
In the past year I have felt comfortable thinking I was agender, but I still sometimes feel like I am just cis (minus the desire to want to chop off my tits 24/7).
That’s another thing. I only started feeling chest Dysphoria in the last 2 years. Before that I liked them… 😭😭 I hate saying that bc now they make me so angry and just the thought of them makes me feel sick.
This is me basically asking is if it is normal to doubt my gender or does it seem like I’m faking it.
Bc sometimes when I think about myself it’s as a girl and then when I think about it properly it’s like ‘ew why did I make my future self look like that’ bc I want to look visibly queer but my unconscious brain just perceives me as a girl.
Ok secondly, (I’m so sorry this might get really long) I’m questioning my sexuality?
I think it’s sexuality?
So I am bi. That’s a known fact. I’ve known that since 2021. But when I think about being in a relationship with someone it’s always so different to how other people perceive relationships. (I’ve never been in a relationship)
The thing is, I can’t imagine being intimate with anyone. Like it’s just weird. But I want it someday.
I read… a lot!! And I love reading all kinds of fluff that gets my stomach erupting with butterflies, I also love reading smut, it doesn’t make me feel grossed out or anything and I quite enjoy it.
It’s just when I picture myself with someone else it’s just like ‘nope, not for me’. BUT I DO WANT IT!!
Could this just be lack of relationship and experience or could I be on the ace spectrum.
I’ve looked at some of the terms and demisexual is kind of what I’m feeling but also not bc I do want to one day build a strong connection to someone and have a trusting relationship where I can express my love (ok yes that’s cringy to say but idk how else to word it).
I also have had crushes in the past but when I think about if I’d want to get to know them better it’s just a straight up ‘nope’ (that’s probably just my social anxiety tho)
and I’ve spoken to my sister about this relationship stuff and she is the same, like we both wouldn’t kiss someone after the first few dates and wouldn’t be thinking about anything further until there is a real bond.
Is this just lack of relationship? Am I just overthinking it too much?
Lastly, thank you so much Cas!! You are the most kind hearted person ever for always responding to my asks (yes I’ve asked a lot bc I crisis a lot) and honestly you’ve saved my life in so many different ways! I hope you have an amazing day/night!
🌼🌹🪻🌻🌸
(some flowers for you) xx
Hi! <3 I'm gonna answer this bit-by-bit
Hello!!
Hi!
I am so sorry 😭😭 I have a few things that I want to ask.
No sorries!
Let’s start with gender. I’ve been here a lot talking about my gender experience and how I feel somewhat connected to my agab being afab.
Personally, I hate when I am referred to as a girl/women. When my friends plan a ‘girls trip’ I get annoyed… when people assume I am a ‘young lady’ I get frustrated. I don’t get why I am like that specifically because it’s been as of recent (only about a year). Before that it never really annoyed it or maybe I just never thought much about the terms I was being referred to as.
Sometimes I feel as if I am faking my gender. Like I should just stop thinking about it and let myself be perceived as how I was born. But that feels wrong. But also doesn’t?
You're not faking anything! These feelings are valid, and being your authentic self is important!
It feels wrong in the sense that I’ve spent a year thinking about gender and how I am not cis, that now I believe that I am not cis, but when I think about it again it’s like maybe I am just cis and I just want to show people that gender isn’t important and that people can dress how they want to without being perceived a specific binary gender etc.
In the past year I have felt comfortable thinking I was agender, but I still sometimes feel like I am just cis (minus the desire to want to chop off my tits 24/7).
Have youuuuuu heard of genderfluid? Where your gender can kind of change depending on the day? What you're saying feels very genderfluid.
That’s another thing. I only started feeling chest Dysphoria in the last 2 years. Before that I liked them… 😭😭 I hate saying that bc now they make me so angry and just the thought of them makes me feel sick.
This is me basically asking is if it is normal to doubt my gender or does it seem like I’m faking it.
Absolutely it's normal! You are anonymously writing to me on the internet- you're not faking it. Truly, please look into genderfluid. I don't usually push someone towards one identity but yeah. What you're describing is very similar to how I feel, so I think it might be helpful.
Bc sometimes when I think about myself it’s as a girl and then when I think about it properly it’s like ‘ew why did I make my future self look like that’ bc I want to look visibly queer but my unconscious brain just perceives me as a girl.
I think this is something that a lot of people don't realize: when/if you transition in any way, it sometimes even takes YOU time to adjust. You've been conditioned your whole life to picture and refer to yourself a certain way. Old habits die hard. To me, it's not what's the first thing you think of, it's what feels the best?
Ok secondly, (I’m so sorry this might get really long) I’m questioning my sexuality?
I think it’s sexuality?
So I am bi. That’s a known fact. I’ve known that since 2021. But when I think about being in a relationship with someone it’s always so different to how other people perceive relationships. (I’ve never been in a relationship)
The thing is, I can’t imagine being intimate with anyone. Like it’s just weird. But I want it someday.
Hm. Why? Do you...want it because other people do? Because you want the closeness of being intimate with someone? Because you...(how do I ask this in a proper way)...feel you would enjoy it?
I read… a lot!! And I love reading all kinds of fluff that gets my stomach erupting with butterflies, I also love reading smut, it doesn’t make me feel grossed out or anything and I quite enjoy it.
It’s just when I picture myself with someone else it’s just like ‘nope, not for me’. BUT I DO WANT IT!!
Could this just be lack of relationship and experience or could I be on the ace spectrum.
I think I a lot of people don't realize that being ace doesn't necessarily mean you're sex-repulsed. Many ace people have sex and still identify as ace. I think here, I'd encourage you to think more about WHAT exactly you feel when you read those things (I don't want to go into detail much incase you're underage).
I’ve looked at some of the terms and demisexual is kind of what I’m feeling but also not bc I do want to one day build a strong connection to someone and have a trusting relationship where I can express my love (ok yes that’s cringy to say but idk how else to word it).
Well...Only you can decide if you're demi. But I identify as demi, and I have those things!
I also have had crushes in the past but when I think about if I’d want to get to know them better it’s just a straight up ‘nope’ (that’s probably just my social anxiety tho)
and I’ve spoken to my sister about this relationship stuff and she is the same, like we both wouldn’t kiss someone after the first few dates and wouldn’t be thinking about anything further until there is a real bond.
Is this just lack of relationship? Am I just overthinking it too much?
Okay so I think this website could be helpful to you. I don't think you're overthinking at all, but I think it might be good to do some research on the ace spectrum. Like I said, being ace doesn't necessarily mean a person is sex-repulsed, so it could be that you do end up identifying as ace!
Lastly, thank you so much Cas!! You are the most kind hearted person ever for always responding to my asks (yes I’ve asked a lot bc I crisis a lot) and honestly you’ve saved my life in so many different ways! I hope you have an amazing day/night!
🌼🌹🪻🌻🌸
(some flowers for you) xx
Of course!!! Feel free to message me if you want more help! Thanks for the flowers!
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leorawright · 9 months
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oh my gosh how did i miss that u have overwatch matchups available???(it's a very easy answer. i am never on tumblr)
If you would be so kind as to do romantic one for me:
I am a genderfluid afab person and the only thing shorter than me is my patience. I am demisexual/demiromantic, poly, and like all genders.
I get angry really easily but hate showing it so i just end up going around in a bad mood acting like everything is ok
i have pretty bad anxiety and appreciate having someone confident enough around to help me with simple tasks(ex ordering food or speaking on the phone) but who won't make fun of me. I can also send myself into a spiral by thinking of things that stress me out. So someone who is a steady presence i always appreciate.
I enjoy all things creative. I mostly write and draw but am willing to try new things all the time.
I look at things in a very logical way. I don't like using my emotions to make decisions and i enjoy learning new things all the time. I am a naturally curious person who is always looking to expand my knowledge.
I have a mix of so many things wrong with my brain. ADHD, autism, anxiety, depression. I work really hard on them but sometimes i have days where i just struggle.
Mixed and can speak a lil bit of spanish. It isn't perfect but i can struggle my way thru most conversations.
I really like someone who is open with what i do wrong. Just tell me what i need to fix and don't make it into a whole thing. Open communication is very important to me. I don't want to feel like im walking on eggshells around them if they are too sensitive
I am a VERY determined person, once i set my mind on something i won't give up easily. I can almost be stubborn in my pursuit of goals.
I enjoy gaming, reading, watching anime/cartoons(i don't rlly like live action shows), drawing, and learning new things.
I LOVE cooking. Giving food to others and sharing a meal/snacks is a way of showing love to me. I honestly take it a bit like an insult if someone i care about isn't willing to give me a bite of food off their plate. I know it's silly so i never say anything about it or hold it against them. But to me sharing food and wanting others to experience the same good food as you is the same as saying "i love you" a million times.
I like toys and stuffed animals and cartoons and other stereotypically "childish" things. I'm not ashamed of it.. (well... usually...)
I love joking around and a good pun can get me wheezing from laughter.
I'm not much of a social person, and prefer to spend my time indoors and alone with only one or two other people. I enjoy parallel play and comfortable silences.
I hope this wasn't too much... i just can be really wordy and ramble a lot.. sorry!
I've picked out....
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Zenyatta!
Definitely the calm presence you need and never ever considers making fun of you for your social anxiety.
He enjoys seeing the things you write and draw and offers genuine compliments about everything
He also encourages having direct conversations and if he ever needs to talk to you he'll get straight to the point
He thinks your determination is admirable. Just make sure you eat and drink and take breaks or else he'll get super concerned
He can't really eat any of the food you make but he wishes he could (if only to see you smile)
Expect to receive a couple stuffed animals that he saw and got because he thought of you
If you enjoy a bit of sarcastic or sassy humor then Zenyatta will definitely make you laugh (he still doesn't really understand normal jokes tho...)
Zenyatta also enjoys comfortable silence especially if he's meditating you're just doing your usual things
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emeritus-fuckers · 10 months
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Congrats to 500!! I'd love to get a match up with a ghoul!!! Bare with my description it's my first time for a match up.
So I am a nonbinary transboy. I use he/him pronouns and occasionally they/them pronouns or even neopronouns when I am comfortable enough with a person. I am almost 22 years old. I am queer (maybe bi, but a strong preference for boys and maybe girls in a poly relationship), poly and demisexual.
I am very tiny, a shrimp, a gremlin, 5'0. I have rather fair skin, crystal blue eyes and short wavy dyed dark red hair (sticks into every direction, untamable curls). In summer I have freckles across my nose. My style is a mix of alternative subcultures, mostly grunge and metalcore.
I am autistic! I can appear as shy as I struggle in social situations and have severe social anxiety but overall I am rather loud and roudy even. Just very bubbly and passionate. My special interests are vampire, musicals, RE Village, Jurassic Park and Sleep Token (and Ghost haha). I can also appear as rude as I am really sarcastic and have a good amount of dark humour. My love language is bullying. But also gift giving and acts of service. I love showing people I appreciate them without having to say it (or openly show it.) I am very hesitant of intimacy but also crave affection and closeness. Overall I am rough on the outside and soft on the inside.
I have chronic pain and some days struggle to walk and stand for a long period of time generally. I have severe anxiety and depression since I was a child and a problematic relationship with my parents (got kicked out last weekend). I have the lowest self-esteem and can't see myself as lovable.
I like to say I despise humans and would gladly live in isolation but I love kids a lot and study to become a teacher for Latin. I also love caring for animals and have a special way to connect with them. Especially cats seem to seek me out and find comfort in my presence. Besides having fun in caring for others, I like listening to music, mainly rock and metal but honestly everything, drawing, scrapbooking, playing videogames and boardgames and reading. I love to sing and dance and would love to learn how to play the guitar.
Your match is... Aether
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Aether's a pretty big guy, so he finds your size difference adorable and he'll probably carry you around.
Will he be smacked for that? Yes, most likely. Does he care? No, absolutely not.
He's got plenty of "experience" with Sodo. The two are very good friends, but we all know Sodo's got temper, so Aether gets smacked or has things thrown at him all the time, he's used to it.
He likes your hair and will play with it to get attention. Even it it's a smack to the face or a kick in the balls. Totally worth it.
He actually likes the scrapbooks you make! Tries to make one, but it's mostly just chaos and bunch of random stickers he found. He will steal stickers to put more of them in his scrapbook and show it off to you.
He likes playing any sort of games with you. Prefers video games, though.
Watches almost too closely as you make art or read. He likes being close to you, so if you can't do these things while he's wrapped around you... You might wanna learn that.
Happy to listen to music with you! He's very eager to discover your music taste and share his!
Don't worry about your issues or pains. He's absolutely willing to carry you around (he's a buff dude, it's his pleasure to carry you!) if you can't walk. Never complains about it because he absolutely loves it.
He's good at keeping your mind busy. Mostly because he's just... A pretty chaotic and energetic guy.
If your parents try to reach you, you can only wish them luck. He will not hesitate to take your phone and give them a piece of his mind.
And if they come to you in person? They won't even get close, you've got a buff Ghoul boyfriend to scare them off. He will get in a fight for you.
Takes you on the most fun dates he can imagine afterwards.
He's also very affectionate and if he ever hears anything about you being unlovable, he's gonna bite you until you stop saying bullshit like that. Kisses and licks the wounds afterwards.
You are lovable, he loves you and that's it.
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Written by Jez.
This post is a part of the Match-up event. The event ended on July 15th.
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bliss-wily · 3 months
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Hey, Welcome! Thanks For Viewing.
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Just some information about me and this tumblr.
Hi, just refer to me as Bliss or Blissy. I’m a 26 year old cis female. I identify as demisexual and I am autistic with social anxiety. I can be a little awkward in conversations but I’m a good listener. I’m an introvert and always have been but I try to be friendly - but sorry if I’m socially awkward.
This is just a personal tumblr that I run for fun, sometimes I take hiatuses without warning and other times I will post nonstop. There’s no in between, it’s just how time allows me.
I won’t be offended if any of you wish to unfollow me, as I will likely post a lot about Zarbon and other members of the Frieza Force. I know that is not for everyone and there will be no hard feelings.
If or when I become a little more confident I might post art and writings. They will be cringe, no doubt about that. Just to clarify: to me only my own stuff is cringe - everyone else? Your stuff is amazing, I love to see it. Creativity has never been my strong point, hence why I used to post only screenshots. However, I’m all for spreading positivity around here and the only way to improve is to keep trying.
Content on this tumblr will be safe for work, Dragon Ball is a series aimed at teens and I want to respect that. I just like seeing the more wholesome or funny side of things. Also, it’s just personal preference, as I know how quickly somethings can be taken out of context. I just want to have this be a safe place for everyone.
Also, I don’t mind ocs at all. Nor am I a crazy shipper who gate keeps or insists my way or no way. I like seeing other perspectives and I will always respect opinions. In fact, I love hearing lore, imagines, headcanons, stories, and oc bios. This is a safe space, I promise. I don’t bite, I’m friendly.
This has been a well overdue info post. Feel free to look at all past content, it’s most game screenshots. You may use anything as you wish. Any pictures attached to my newer posts are solely from the anime and manga - the most I’ve done is edited them. I don’t support AI art, I’m only using official media for content. The most I’ve used outside of that is Gacha Life, as seen in this post.
Once again, I apologise if I am bombarding dashboards with Zarbon. The man is my special interest, has been for nearly a decade. I still play Xenoverse 2 as well and participate in raids and parallel quests - but I’m on PS5 more than Switch these days.
Anyway thanks for stopping by! Please enjoy the content and use the search box. All my posts are tagged by character.
~Bliss~
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letsstartariot2002 · 6 months
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Into post this is pinned!
Hey guys! My name is Salem but please, unless we actually talk, call me Riot! My pronouns are(in order of preference): they/he/it/void/voids/voidself/entity/entity's! Please use all my pronouns not just one or two sets. If you don't know how to use my neos in a sentence here's an example. "Void is annoyed leave Void alone today" "That's entitys phone please don't touch it". My bestest bitch is @shatteredhope123 so if you see me insulting them or typing in all caps at them IT'S ALL JOKES, WE'VE KNOWN EACHOTHER FOR LIKE 6-7 YEARS. We also know eachother in real life. I'm transgender ftm, Polyamarous, Gay, Demisexual and Demiromantic but I'm HAPPILY TAKEN AND NOT LOOKING FOR ANYMORE PARTNERS. My partners are Sam(long distance), Cody(long distance), Berat(close distance), Carlo(Headspace alter), and Duff(headspace alter). I have DID, ADHD, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety disorder, separation anxiety,social anxiety, and I suspect I may have some sort of anger disorder, so please use tone indicators when talking to me. If I don't answer you when you dm me, it means I'm socially drained or I just don't want to talk, so please respect that. I'm a furry, my fursona right now is a Pot dragon(closed species by Wikk Elam on Facebook, dm him if interested in owning one), and a grey Greek demigod cat named Skyler. I'm quite chill and laid back, until you piss me off that is. My hyperfixations right now are Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, Subnautica, God Of War, FNAF, Wings Of Fire, the backrooms/liminal spaces, and weed(not doing it, the different strains and different effects, basically learning about it). If you couldn't tell, I am in fact a stoner. I'm 21 years old and I'm choas. I like to watch memes, or stupid shit, play games, and call my friends or boyfriends(mainly Berat and Sam, but separately). I have many many ocs so feel free to ask me about my oc lore, I so badly want to lore dump but nobody will listen to me yap about a fictional grey cat I made way back in grade 7/8.
Here are my triggers and things I'm not comfy with so please don't talk about these to me or tag me in posts related to these:
-Anything to do with someone dating someone much much older(had someone try to pull that shit with me recently)
-Abusive parents(unless ur my bestie then vent all you want, okay? Or oc lore, oc lore is fine as it's fake)
-Abusive romantic relationships, even if it's fictional. I've been in to many of these to fucking count
-Obsessive behaviors(had to deal with this recently, please just don't I can't even if it's fictional)
-Anything that has to do with Native legends(the W, flesh pedestrians, I'm native and highly believe in them so please don't glorify these things)
-Zoophila or pedophila(U WILL BE BLOCKED AND CALLED THE FUCK OUT)
-petty furry drama. Fucking sick of ppl claiming colors and animals. Grow up.
-Metallica(the band, trauma reasons)
-do not mention these names to me as I knew ppl with these names and they gave me trauma: Aiden, Justin, Annah, Sam, Hayley, Makayla,Karlee,Scott, Collette, Leonard. If I see any of these names for my own sake I will either unfollow you or block you. I know it's just a name but you guys don't get how heightened emotions get with ADHD.
Here are my current interests so feel free to dm me and ask me about these:
-fnaf
-subnautica
-Disney dreamlight valley
-minecraft
-wings of fire
-Eragon
-weed in general
-bendy and the ink machine
-Venom
-Spyro the dragon
-Ratchet and Clank
-animal jam for both pc and mobile
-my ocs
Feel free to tag me in things related to my likes or something you'd think I'd like! I love knowing ppl thought of me! I'm still learning how Tumblr works so I'll try to be more active to learn how it works. If I don't credit art please remind me to as sometimes I get way too excited to post art I get. I have a job so please be understanding that if I dm you, it means I value you. I'm VERY tired after work and have to constantly fight sleep all fucking day. I'm not very mentally stable from being exhausted so please be gentle on me. But yeah! Below are me and my boyfriend Berat! The dragon is the pot dragon, his name is Bear and he's HEAVILY BASED OFF MY BF BERAT SO PLEASE DONT TAKE INSPIRATION FROM HIM WHATSOEVER. DO NOT STEAL HIM EITHER. Art of Bear is by MilkyManta on discord. If you see someone other than me using him, TELL ME ASAP. same with Skyler.
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This be skyler. if you see someone using them, TELL ME ASAP.
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This be Bear, if you see someone using him, TELL ME ASAP. Species is by Wikk Elam on Facebook, they are a CLOSED species. You MUST tell Wikk if you are interested in owning one, you also must be 18+. Wikk will provide you the link to the official discord server.
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puppygirl82 · 1 year
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I tend not to over share much. I am a relatively private person so sharing this is a huge step for me because I struggle with being vulnerable but I think maybe it's time.
I have spent so much of my life worried about how much space I took up in the world. Trying desperately to make myself as small and unnoticeable as possible. I learned early on that people are cruel and trust can easily be misplaced. So I closed myself off and in the process I lost myself.
I am a big person, with big emotions and sometimes, more often than not, that makes people uncomfortable. I let other people's discomfort control who I was, what I did, or more so didn't do, what I said and so on to the point that I never got the chance to find out who I was. I spent so much time being who everyone else thought I should be, who society told me I should be, that I never got to have those experiences most people had growing up. I missed out on so much because of fear. Fear of judgment, fear of being endlessly teased by my peers, fear of rejection from my loved ones, that now, I'm 40 and just beginning to allow myself to let who I am come out and meet the world.
The great part is I still have time to do it. I can still be who I am unapologetically. I can wear the clothing my 16 year old self wished I had. I can buy the things that make my strange macabre heart flutter. I can indulge myself in everything society told me I shouldn't.
Society dimmed my shine because I was different. I wasn't the traditional body type, I wasn't conventionally attractive, I wasn't interested in the traditional. I was however interested in the stange and unusual, I took up more space than most, I exist outside the social norms and that was simply unacceptable.
Now I get to undo all that and remake myself into someone I like looking at in the mirror. Trying to learn to love the face and body staring back at me. Some days that's the hardest part of existing but knowing only I can fight for myself. No one can save me from my own mind but me.
I can be open about my mental health struggles, my self doubt, my paralyzing fear of abandonment. Knowing that the anxiety within me, my dark shadow following me through life, just waiting for the smallest trigger to come along so it can scream "I TOLD YOU SO!" so loudly in my head that at times I can hear nothing else. Knowing that inner monolog of how much of a failure I am isn't going anywhere, all the voices in my head telling me that everyone would be better off without me is just my brain lying to me. Trying to trick me. But also knowing that I am trying to obtain the tools to manage it in a healthy way rather than a toxic one. I can admit that I have days where the sun physically makes me sick and I want nothing more than to not exist. But those day pass and I have days where I see beauty in thunderstorms and tranquility in darkness and joy in madness.
I can acknowledge that I am somewhere on the spectrum and things that I never understood about myself, finally make so much sense now. Finding out as an adult why loud sounds and bright lights are so overstimulating. Why crowds send me into a panic, why simple textures and smells can make me gag when others are unaffected. Knowing my fidging and restless and unfocusedness came from somewhere. Why I bust out singing the most inappropriate of things in a snappy tune just to release the nervous energy because it has nowhere else to go. Understanding that my brain simply just works differently than others.
Giving myself to grace to know that even though I fell hopelessly in love with a man, I still prefer women and that does not invalidate me. Struggling with imposter syndrome rearing it's ugly head on a near daily basis but understanding that it's just my mind playing tricks on me. Allowing myself to admit that I am demisexual and not being ashamed of it.
Pride month is about so much more than just celebrating our sexual freedom. It's about finally have a safe space to exit openly in a society that has tried it's damnedest to snuff out the whimsy of the world. Pride month is about acceptance, openness and compassion just as much as about pride. I am happy to be part of such a beautiful colorful community.
With all that being said Happy Pride month to everyone in the alphabet mafia. 🌈
If sharing this little glimpse behind the curtain helps anyone, in any way to feel even a little bit better, accepted or understood, than my job is complete. However, if you are reading this and it makes you upset or uncomfortable in any way, well you know where the unfriend button is and I encourage you to use it. 😉
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aroaceconfessions · 2 years
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hi:)) i've been wondering if any aspec people ever feel like this? i think i'm demisexual/greyaroace/or somewhere on the spectrum and i have social anxiety... i don't know about anyone else but it's so alienating? i am constantly yearning for human connection of any sort but making friends is Difficult. When I meet people i like enough to want to be friends with them, the confusion hits. I think it's bcs i'm not used to having friends but it's like i instantly get a platonic crush on them that's on the edge of being a romantic crush. It's so silly, i get so excited about having a new friend that i accidentally fall in love with them (platonically but also maybe romantically??) It's kind of funny ngl... but it is confusing too!!!! anyways have any of you ever dealt with that confusion regarding friends? and also... the loneliness that can come from being aspec, have you got any tips on how to cope with it? sorry this is so long love yall
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Hi there!!! I was hoping to get a matchup, if it’s not too much Trouble. Your bitties are all so amazing and I can’t decide.
I am 32, overweight but working really hard to change that, paler than a dead fish’s belly, light brown almost auburn hair and brown/hazel eyes. No self esteem, perfectly normal human, Patience soul, very cuddly and cheek kisses, and denser than a brick of lead when someone is flirting. Enjoys beading, reading, writing, cuddling, crocheting, being with friends, and learning. Has depression, social anxiety, and adhd. Female and demisexual. I never actually finish projects, but love starting them. Always tired. I’m also a klutz, bruises are normal and so is my right ankle being sprained. I do have other bitties, but they’re willing to take in new family members!
Welcome to the shop! For you I recommend:
Twister: A Twister would LOVE you! The more oblivious you are of his flirting the more amused he will get and the more he’ll try! They are big cuddlers and will accept all your kisses! He’s laid back enough to get along with most bittys.
Merlot: Merlots love to craft and will be a good partner and helper for your projects! Merlots are very dignified, but they aren’t above a good cuddle and smooches. He’s very mature and can handle what any other bitty can dish out.
Crush: Crushes are quiet, cuddly birds. During the day they are quiet and calm, but at night they come alive and want to hunt. They’re patient with other bittys but he can seem intimidating at first.
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rachalixie · 2 years
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「☆ about the writer ☆」
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hi! i’m anny, i’m an indian-american. bisexual/demisexual, twenty-something year old getting my doctorate in clinical psychology and just trying to hold my life together by the seams.
i’m a double taurus with pretty bad social anxiety. i’m pretty scared to initiate friendship but once i’m there i’ll never leave you alone. so please feel free to spam me with asks and messages!
i tend to hyperfixate on things in typical nd fashion. my current main interests include (but are not limited to):
stray kids (obv)
i bias minho and seungmin but i am definitely ot8 and am wrecked by the other 6 on a daily basis
jujutsu kaisen
honkai star rail and genshin impact
i’m a huge fan of keith harig and his artwork. i love talking about crime and the human brain. i have 25+ tattoos and 15 piercings and i only see those numbers increasing in the future. i operate out of the eastern time zone but with my sleep schedule you couldn’t tell. i also stan ateez (hongjoong/seonghwa bias), monsta x (changkyun bias), and enhyphen (jake/heesung/jungwon bias) but i don’t see myself ever writing for those groups. but i do love them. i'm also a gg fiend i love women wow women beautiful.
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rules:
i have three blogs - my main (rachalixie) is a sfw only blog, my side (racha-recs) is what i use for reblogging and reccing, and my last one (tasteracha) is where i post and interact with nsfw content. feel free to interact with any of them! just make sure you’re 18+ for the last one.
i will try my best to respond to each and every request, unless i feel uncomfortable with the content. it might take me a few days or even a couple weeks, but i promise i see the requests and am working on getting them done for you! if you’re off anon i will prioritize your request, especially if you’re someone i’ve seen reblogging and commenting on my works. some topics i feel uncomfortable writing are: eating disorders, self harm, severe mental illness (depression/anxiety/nd etc. are fine), body weight issues, anything concerning the idol’s real life family, anything non-con (cnc is fine). if it’s something really specific i encourage you to donate to my ko-fi, since i try to make my fics enjoyable by everyone and really specific ones don’t really get traction. i give each request a try but if inspiration doesn’t hit i’ll set it aside. i don’t mean to not fill requests, but i can’t force myself to write things if there are no ideas in my head! i’m trying my best, please be patient with me <3
please talk to me! send me messages! send me asks! if you’re shy, don’t worry i am too! i want to get to know you all and be friends. <3
please, please leave feedback. not just on my works, on every author’s. if you reblog, leave a couple tags. add some comments. message us or send us an ask. don’t just like and leave, it’s incredibly discouraging.
i make all the gifs that i use on my posts, whether it be on fics, gifsets, or whatever else i may choose to post in the future. i don’t mind if you use them, just please give proper credit. my watermarks are on them. along those lines, please do not plagiarize or repost my works without my permission.
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lastly, i want to express my appreciation for each and every person who (respectfully) interacts with me and my posts. i’ve been writing for years and years and i’ve just gotten the courage to post my work, and it means the world to me that you all take the time out of your day to read my content. i will keep trying my best to put out better and better content for you!! <3
if you made it this far here is my face hehe
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hi!! i was wondering if i could get romantic and platonic matchups from marauders era and stranger things?
my pronouns are she/they and i am omniromantic demisexual with a preference for girls
i am 5’4” and have mid length curly brown hair with layers and curtain bangs but i normally wear it straight. i also have dark brown eyes
i’m a libra and my personality type is infj. i’m extremely introverted except for when i’m with my friends. i love to read, listen to music, and watch horror movies! my favorite horror movies are scream, friday the 13th, candyman, and american psycho! my aesthetic could be described as anything in between alt, grunge, and goth. my favorite color is black or dark reds and i love sitcoms from the 80s and 90s. i’m the therapist friend even tho i probably have the most trauma out of everyone in my friend group. i’m not super religious and more into spiritual stuff! i’m a cat person and wanna get one so bad. i also have lots of ear piercings and want to get a septum piercing.
thank you sm for doing this love, i really appreciate it!! <33
Thank you so much for requesting a matchup! I hope you enjoy it! <3 (I also love American Psycho!)
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Harry Potter (Marauders Era);
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Severus Snape:
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📚 You met Severus on the Hogwarts train in your first year, there were no other empty cabins so your pushed through your anxiety and joined one where Severus was sitting; the ride was mostly silent, but you got to the point that you both introduced yourselves before getting back to your respective books
📚 This was how most of your friendship with Severus went, just sweet, quiet meetings where there was hardly any talking and just blissful reading and studying; it was nice to have a friend who understood your need for quiet and who understood your likes and dislikes to an extent
📚 It did take a while, but you did get Severus to join your for the winter holidays and watch horror movies, Severus had never really seen a horror movie, and by the end of it, he didn't really much care for it; though he did like some of your music choices
📚 Severus liked you since you were similar to him, quiet with a huge case of social anxiety, he liked how you liked to read like him and that you weren't mean to him like some certain Marauders; even though Sev was pretty quiet and awkward with emotions, he did really care for you and was grateful that you were his friend
📚 You stayed friends with Severus even after the mishap with Lily, even after Voldy pants came back, even after the battle, and even after everything, you never walked away; and even then, Severus was thankful that you were there for him after everything that had happened
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Lily Evans:
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🎆 You met Lily through Severus, and boom, you were in love; yeah, it was that quick, you found her gorgeous, and really funny
🎆 And it wasn't long until Lily fell for you too, and only in fourth year did she actually confess to you that she liked you in more than a friend way; but you didn't start dating the ginger until after the Yule Ball
🎆 You both spent a lot of time together, studying, going to Hogsmeade, and even dancing to music together; you even joined her in the summer to her home sometimes, which was a bit stressful when her sister was around, but you both overall had a good time
🎆 Lily would watch a lot of sitcoms with you, and at school you would both quote lines from your favorites; and before their friendship crashed and burned, you spent a lot of time with Lily and Severus
🎆 In the end, you and Lily graduated from Hogwarts, finding a nice cabin to live in in the forest, and spend all your time together as much as possible; there, you find a nice job and you and Lily get two cats named Billy and Stu
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Stranger Things;
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Eddie Munson:
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👹 You met Eddie at work, turns out working at Family Video led you to meeting Eddie since he was friends with Steve and Robin; though it took a good couple of months until you and Eddie became good friends
👹 Eddie was your go to for when you wanted someone with you for a good horror movie, thought you could deal with it without someone, you liked having a horror movie buddy, and Eddie was your number one guy; he loves horror movies and sometimes they give him inspiration for some D&D gameplay
👹 Eddie actually helped you get your septum piercing, which you were really grateful for; he was there to hold your hand if you needed it
👹 Eddie also helped your find the best stores for getting new clothes, whether that be in your favorite color black, or something leather, or boots if you needed more alt/grungey aesthetic clothes
👹 Eddie was there if you ever needed him, making sure you were alright if something stressful happened, and you did the same, making sure he was alright after he came to the shop after school; you both are a great pair of friends, partners in crime
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Robin Buckley:
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🌈 You met Robin when you got hired at Family Video as the new stocker, and she was actually the one who showed you around the store on your first day; and though you have severe anxiety, you did your best to respond whenever Robin said anything important and did your best to not explode since you thought she was really cute
🌈 Robin could tell you were a bit introverted, and she took her time getting to know you, letting you have your space when you needed it; but she was there if you ever needed her, and surprise, surprise, she really liked you too
🌈 After a while of being friends with Robin and Steve, getting to know them and all that, you stepped out of your comfort zone, and slowly you began to talk more and more, and Robin really admired that; she loved how much you loved reading like her, and she loved your overall style
🌈 A year into knowing each other, Robin asked if you wanted to go to the movies with her to see Little Shop of Horrors, and of course you said yes, and the date was amazing; half way through the movie, you both were sharing a bowl of popcorn and holding hands
🌈 Robin finds you incredibly gorgeous, intelligent, and funny, and she can't imagine a world without you in it; and you feel all or more the same, the two of you are inseparable; soulmates
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