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#Cause it seemed like the best way to get the idea across? hopefully it worked??
lothbats9000 · 5 months
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aksdjflkjd Raph said this in season 4 and I laughed so hard at the idea of Donnie somehow managing to get offended by this even while in a completely different universe, and so then whatever this is was born pffffft your welcome?
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Also here have some of the super early quick sketches :)
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And have this little angry guy too cause why not heheh
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overtrred28 · 3 months
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Something out of a rom com | Steph Catley x reader
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Summary; The night of Steph’s 30th birthday party leads to the telling of your romantic love story that really should be made into a rom com. 
Words; 2.5k
Pairing; Steph Catley x reader
Warnings; none really, pure fluff
A/N; This is in honour of her birthday and I wrote it because I had the idea during a shower and I just had to write it. It might not be the best but hopefully it's cute and decently written. I’ve also got two blurbs for other players in the process atm so stay tuned for that!
The 26th of January. A seemingly normal day to most people, but it was in fact one of your favourites. It not only marks the day you met the love of your life and future wife, but it coincidentally happened to be her birthday as well. It also happened to be today's date once again. 
So here you sat in your shared living room, Steph snuggled up to you on the couch surrounded by some of the people who loved her the most after a very successful 30th birthday party. 
A lot of other party goers had left as it was getting late, except for almost half of her Arsenal teammates who always seemed to linger after events such as these, not that you minded. 
Different conversations littered the room, most didn’t make sense because of the alcohol that was still flowing. But it was the newest team member Emily Fox who brought the group back together. 
“So, how long have you guys been together?” Emily asked, sitting directly across the room from you and Steph. 
“Almost 3 years now.” Steph smiled at her and the rest of the group listened in. 
“Oh my god, their relationship story is like something out of a rom com!” Jen talked excitingly whilst looking at Emily. 
“What do you mean?” You looked at Jen first and then down to Steph who looked just as confused. 
“Wait, I’ve never heard the full story.” Kyra piped up from her place on the floor beside Alessia. 
“Me either.” Alessia raised a finger while looking between you and Steph.
“It’s not that exciting.” Steph let out a laugh which caused Kyra and Alessia to pout. 
“Yes it is. Now listen up children…” Beth cleared her throat from the other edge of the couch next to Viv who was rolling her eyes as Beth began to tell your love story. 
6 years ago, January 26th 2018
“Oh come on, just let us go out one last time before you leave me forever!” Your best friend was standing in your room as you laid on your bed and stared up at her. 
“Do I have to?” You tried giving her puppy eyes but it wasn’t working, she walked closer to your bed, sitting down and taking your hands in hers.
“You, my best friend of 10 plus years, are leaving me for London for who knows how long.” She pouted at you. “Of course you have to go out with me one last time. So get up, look hot and start drinking.” She pulled your covers off you and dragged you to your vanity, placing a drink in front of you and leaving to go get ready herself. 
Over an hour later you were both ready and a little tipsy, ready to leave and adventure into the Melbourne nightlife. 
It took a while for you to find a club that was half decent and didn’t have ridiculously overpriced drinks but you secured a place in the corner and were finishing your like 10th drink of the night. 
“I’m going to get another, you want one?” You shouted over the music to your friend and pointed to the bar. She shook her head before talking into your ear.
“I’m gonna go on the dance floor, come find me when you're done?” She pointed to where most people congregated and you sent her a thumbs up before weaving through way too many drunk people. 
You accidently bumped into someone as you tried to reach the bar, someone else pushing you in the crowd causing you to fall into her. 
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry.” You apologised as she began to turn around and you suddenly found yourself staring at the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen. 
“Don’t even, it’s so fine.” She replied with a sweet smile and placed a hand on your arm sending chills up it. 
“I’m going to take a wild guess and say it’s your birthday?” You laughed as your eyes drifted down the sash she was currently wearing. 
“My friends made me wear it, hoping I could score us a few free drinks.” She shook her head and laughed with you. 
“Well, let’s not disappoint and let me buy you a drink.” You smiled at her and if it weren't for the dark lighting, you would have seen the blush that accompanied her beautiful smile. 
“You don’t have to.” She immediately rejected but this time you reached down and held her arm. 
“I insist, birthday girl.” You winked before leading her through the crowd again and finally reaching the bar. “Order whatever you want.” You leant down to her ear as you waited for a bartender. 
She politely asked the bartender for her drink of choice before he looked over to you.
“Make it two, please.” You smiled before pulling your card out to pay. You both thanked the bartender before walking away and standing against a wall out of the way. 
“Thank you.” She looked up at you with a smile again. 
“My pleasure.” You couldn't stop staring at her, she was the most beautiful person ever and she was talking to you. “Wanna go dance? I told my friend I would meet her when I was done.” You asked after finishing your drinks in silence.
“I would love to, but…” She looked down at her watch and you could feel the smile falling off your face. “I’ve got an early morning and my cut off was supposed to be 12.” She made a pout at you.
“That’s okay, I get it.” You nodded and sent her a tight lipped smile.
“There is something I have to do before I go though.” She sent you a smirk and you creased your eyebrows in confusion. 
“What?” You looked down at her, barely having any time to think before she reached up and kissed you hard, placing a hand on your face. Immediately your hand fell to her waist and you fell into a rhythm.
The kiss was very nice and a little long but it ended and you parted with big smiles. 
“I really have to go now.” She smiled and let out a little laugh. 
“Okay cinderella.” You bit your lip before letting her go and she ran off through the crowd to find her friends. You stood in a daze for a second before a hand clasped your shoulder, shaking you out of your trance.
“Oh my god, who was that?” Your best friend had spotted the end of the kiss as she came to find you but didn’t see her face. 
“Um,” You blinked before turning to her. “I… don’t… know.” You realised she never shared her name and neither did you. And now she was gone; a mystery kiss from the mystery birthday girl. 
3 years later, May 19th 2021
You have been in London for 3 years now, working for an event planning company, establishing a close group of friends and having the time of your life. 
Some of the friends you made had managed to drag you along to a women's football match now that people were allowed back to the matches after the covid lockdown last year, despite your lack of interest in or awareness of the sport, either male or female.
So here you were at Meadow Park on a Wednesday evening, watching a sport you’ve never taken interest in but were enjoying to some degree in the fading spring sun.
“I told you. I knew you would enjoy it eventually.” Your friend shoved your shoulder after seeing you get up when it was thought a shot might finally go in for the home side and her team of choice, Arsenal. 
“Yeah, yeah.” You brushed her off, eyes focused on the game at play and becoming more and more invested with each pass. 
It wasn’t till halfway through the second half that a certain defender caught your eye as she ran past and towards the opposite end of the field. There was something about her that seemed so familiar but you couldn’t place it. 
The game ended in a 0-0 draw and left you with a new interest that would soon turn into a regular outing on Sundays and Wednesdays, instead of your regular dinner and drinks throughout the week. 
The players began to do their rounds and you stuck around, waiting to spot a certain defender once again and figure out the mystery that was the jersey with ‘Catley’ plastered over her back.
She had been talking with another player as they walked, eyes scanning the crowd for any fans with signs or hopeful smiles when she found your eyes further up, you resting along the barrier. The words fell from her lips and the player beside her was tapping her shoulder in an attempt to gain her focus once again but it was no use. 
“One sec.” She gently spoke before running over to where you were standing, now looking down at your phone and missing her completely until a familiar accent fell on your ears. 
“Hi.” She gave you a smile and your head whipped up from your screen, finding that beautiful face from all those years ago in your sights again. 
“Hi.” You breathed out as you assessed her features and reassured yourself you weren’t once again imagining those eyes that plagued your dreams every few months. 
“Fancy seeing you here, halfway across the world.” She spoke again, noticing that you were in a sort of daze still. 
“Uh yeah. Sorry, this is just so weird.” You shook your head, letting out a laugh. “Not in a bad way,” You spoke quickly. “I just never thought I would see you again. Especially not halfway across the world.” She smiled at your shyness, the opposite to the confident you she remembers; though you are quite confident with alcohol in your system. 
“Yeah.” Steph laughed and continued to analyse your features, every part of that night coming back to her in full view rather than scattered pieces of memory like she has for the last three years. 
“So,” You tried to keep the conversation flowing, realising you would have to wrap up soon so she could get back to her team and you to your friends. “Do you think I could finally get the name and number that's not on the back of your shirt? I think that’s something you forgot all those years ago.” You smiled at her and began pulling your phone from its place in your pocket. 
She let out a laugh, a real one before nodding. “Oh yeah. I guess so.” She held your phone in her hands and began adding a contact in, handing it back quickly. “There you go.”
“Thank you.” You took a look at your phone before returning eye contact with her, feeling once again that same thing inside your chest from the night you first met. “I’ll call you, Steph.” You nodded, beginning to retreat from the barrier and up the stairs. 
“And who should I be expecting said call from?” She called out to you, stopping you in your tracks to turn your head back around. 
“Y/N.” You smiled before being the one walking away this time and leaving her with a dazed expression and confused friends. 
“Who was that?” Beth appeared beside her, looking at the retreating girl Steph had just interacted with but couldn’t see the face. 
“Um,” Steph shook her head. “An…old…friend.” She turned her face to Beth who was more confused than ever but began walking towards the changerooms with the rest of the team. 
Over the next few weeks it seemed like you and Steph were texting every spare second you each had when she wasn’t training and you weren't working, even before you could finally arrange a time to meet up and have your official first date. 
She suggested you go out for dinner one night before she was set to go off and play in the delayed 2020 Tokyo Olympics over the summer. You had the best time together, chatting for hours and catching up on everything over the past few years, talking as if you had known each other forever. The night ended and she walked you back to your apartment which happened to be just down the street from hers, once again leaving you with a kiss that left you feeling dazed; but this time she couldn’t run and hide from you. 
After watching and cheering on Steph and the national team at the Olympics from home, you knew that this was the person you wanted to pursue a future with. 
So when she came back you made it official with one another, a private time for the two of you to continue to learn everything about one another until you were ready to share it with your friends and the world. 
After a few months of secretly dating, realising this is how the rest of your life was going to look like, you began to share with friends, family and eventually the media which caused a flurry in the football world because of Steph’s public status. It turned out to be even better for your relationship now that you could express your love for one another to other people. 
“And then last year, Steph decided to pop the question the day before Y/N wanted to do it.” Beth concluded the story, somehow managing to keep everyone invested despite the late hour and disappearing energy from tonight's events. 
“Thank you Beth, that was quite an accurate retelling.” You smiled over at the blonde, reaching out for a high whilst trying not to disturb Steph who had actually fallen asleep. “But I think you bored Stephy here to sleep.” You brushed the hair on her head and her eyes snapped open with a sharp inhale. 
“Huh?” Steph began to sit up, looking around the room in confusion, all of her teammates letting out small giggles, you simply looking down at her with admiration. 
“I think you’re too old now for all this partying darling.” You laughed at her watching her face form into a scowl. 
“I am 3 months older than you!” She pointed a finger at you, now pouting while looking up into your eyes. 
“Well this looks like fun, we’ll leave you two to it then.” Lia spoke for the group as they all began standing from their places, yourself and Steph rising from the couch too so you could say goodbye at the door. 
“Bye!” You both waved at the last people before you closed the door, Stephs arms securely wrapped around your waist, head against your chest. 
“Let’s get you to bed, cinderella.” You laughed, picking her up by her thighs and carrying her like a koala to your bedroom. 
“Thank you, my princess charming.” Steph mumbled into your neck, placing a soft kiss there while you let out a small laugh. Maybe this was like something out of a rom com.
THE END
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ONE SHOT
<< Request >> "If you take requests for one shots could I please give one ? Soo the good ol’ trope where Harry and you are best friends but he thinks he likes someone else so he asks you to fake date him to make the other person jealous but during the process he realises that he loves you and happy ending . I’d be thrilled if you do write something for this but it not that’s totally cool too thanks anyways and have a great day 😍" - ANON
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Summary: When YN's best friend Harry asks for a favor, she knows it'll be difficult, but she loves him too much to say no. However, it's a dumb plan, and those usually don't end how you think they will.
A/N: This is my first fake dating trope fic. Hopefully it came out good.
Warnings: some explicit language, alcohol consumption, jealousy, arguments, fingering, hand/blow job
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"I think this might literally be the dumbest idea you've ever had, H!" You laugh, grabbing a french fry from the plate sitting on the couch between you and Harry. You look over to find his arms crossed over his chest and a pout formed from his bottom lip. That adorable pout, with his pretty pink lips, that always seems to work on you despite your attempts to stand your ground.
"It's gonna work…" He grumbles, taking the plate of fries and moving them to the other side of him, just out of your reach.
"Seriously? You want me to pretend to be your date to a house party, so Chloe will get jealous and want to go out with you?" You laugh again in disbelief and lean over him in an attempt to reclaim your favorite comfort food. "That's seriously so dumb!"
"But it's a party. It'll be fun either way." He attempts to convince you.
"Full of people I don't know. I'd rather eat chalk." You respond, giving him a sarcastic glare, aware that your stubbornness will begin to crack any moment. Especially with his sultry dark scent currently floating around you.
"Come on… we're best friends… if you do me this favor, I'll… buy you something nice!"
"Harry, your idea of a nice gift is fuzzy socks. That's not really enticing." You giggle, reaching further across his lap, stretching your hand out as far as it will go but failing immensely.
"No, this'll be good. Promise. Plus you wear those socks all the time." He affirms, in that low, deep voice that causes a subtle shiver down your spine every time he uses it.
You and Harry have been best friends for years. Since right before 9th grade, in fact. You had moved in next door as the last school year ended, and quickly clicked with each other before it started up again. Since then, you two have been inseparable. At first, everyone thought you liked each other, but you both were quick to dispel those rumors. You didn't. You were just really good friends. But the older you got, and the more Harry denied it, the more bothered by it you became. He was everything to you. You trusted him, you felt safe with him, you had fun with him. You liked him. You loved him. Was it such a crazy idea that you two could be together? To you, the answer was always yes. He is very charming, and of course, very good looking. Every girl around swooned if he even looked their way, and melted away if he uttered the simplest "hello". He could be with any girl he wanted, and you were just you. Just his best friend. That's all you'd ever be to him, so that's what you'd settle for.
"Fine." You sigh, knowing that even if it hurts you, unfortunately you love him too much to say no. "I can do that. But I better get this gift even when this plan fails."
"If it fails. And it won't." He assures you, an annoying confidence beaming from his chest.
"Whatever." You reply, internally kicking yourself for being such a sap for him. He reaches around the back of your head and pulls it close to place a kiss on your temple.
"Thank you, babe." He replies, handing you back the plate you ended up forgetting about completely when his lips touched you. You love that nickname, but you hate it too, because you hate every girl who has heard it in the way you wish he meant it with you.
"Yeah, well, what are best friends for…"
×××
Nerves suddenly flood your brain as you walk up to the front door with Harry. Not only do you have to put on this little "girlfriend" charade with the guy you wish was your own, but you are worried you won't really know anyone inside, making an already awkward situation even more uncomfortable. He only mentioned Chloe being in attendance, because of course she is the only one he cares about being there. You know who she is, you have mutual friends of friends, and have been at the same hangouts or parties a time or two. You always thought she was a bit vain, and a big flirt with every guy who gave her the time of day, but she has clearly made an impression on Harry due to the fact that you're walking through the front door with a plan to make her jealous for him.
Harry immediately wraps his arm around your waist and you swear your knees could go weak at the gesture. You look up to where he stands next to you, watching him give you a quick wink, thankful that the lights are dim and covering up the blush rushing to your cheeks.
"Harry! What's up?" You hear, turning your attention further inside the house.
"Hey, love." He responds, giving a quick hug to Layla, a friendly face you are grateful to see. The three of you met this year, your junior year of college, all bonding over moving from small towns to this big, state university. You don't know her well, but at least you know someone. "Hey, YN! Welcome! I'm so happy you're here!"
"This is your party? This house is… wow!" You exclaim, your eyes wide as you look around the giant living room that makes your off-campus studio apartment look like a small cardboard box.
"Thanks! It's my parents, but they're never home, so I make good use of it." She shrugs with a smile. "Now, the drinks are in the kitchen, and everyone seems to have congregated in the living room. It's where the music is! So, have fun!"
She giggles and swiftly twirls around, waving as she finds more people to greet.
"Alright, girlfriend… drinks first?" Harry asks, chuckling as his palm leaves your waist and grabs your hand. This would be the sweetest little gesture if it actually meant anything real to him.
"Definitely. I'm definitely going to need one." You respond, letting him lead the way through a small crowd of people.
"Is it that difficult to even just pretend to love me?" He laughs, and you roll your eyes. It's the best motion you can think of to counteract every muscle in your body that wants to show him the exact opposite.
"Easy there with the love stuff… boyfriend… this is supposed to be a new relationship, right?" You remind him, and yourself.
"Right." He replies, giving you a quick kiss on the cheek. He's easy to love, but this won't be easy to get through. He lets go of your hand and pours you a drink. "Let's mingle, really sell our story, yeah?"
You exhale heavily and nod, getting that firm reminder of the reason you two are really here, and that Chloe is actually the one he wants.
You take a gulp of your drink, grabbing his hand as he leads you to a small group of people you've met once or twice before.
"I didn't know you two were together." Someone politely states, causing Harry to squeeze your hand as a signal to really start up this charade.
"Yeah, s'kinda new." Harry shrugs and looks over to you with those sparkling green eyes you wish you could dive into. "But we've been best friends forever, so it was bound to happen."
Ouch. What a cruel thing to say, if he actually knew how true that could be for the two of you. If he actually felt the same as you.
But this is just a performance. For him. And since you genuinely feel the way he wants you to pretend that you do, you figure it will be easy to play along. So you will.
"Yep! He finally realized what he was missing out on." You smile as you turn your head to the group, your attention almost taken back by the way Harry clears his throat.
"I knew it would happen eventually! You're super cute together!" Layla exclaims, looking between the both of you with a tipsy smile. "And YN, you look fucking hot tonight, girl!"
You let out a laugh of disbelief. Your outfit is nothing special, even if you do feel good in it. Harry's hand wraps back around your waist and he squeezes your side.
"Yes she does." He agrees, looking over to you with a mischievous smirk. Those damn dimples could make any girl feel wanted. And, unfortunately, it does the same with you.
You shake your head and take another large sip of your drink, hoping the alcohol can kick in soon and get you out of your thoughts. You want to relax. You need to relax. You need to get through this night.
As the group disperses, you feel Harry pull you in tighter towards him, resting his forehead on your temple as he brings his mouth to your ear. Every hair in your body stands up immediately.
"You do look really good, babe." He states, causing your heart to flutter. As much as you know he doesn't mean it in the way you want him to, hearing those words causes your teeth to bite down on your bottom lip.
"Okay, hot shot, don't waste a compliment if people aren't around." You reply, trying to keep your composure and not completely melt at the whisper of words that just flowed out from him.
"M'serious." He sternly replies, causing you to turn towards him and be met with a frown. If he was truly yours, you'd run your thumb over to smooth it out and keep him calm.
Your eyes flicker down to his, then back up to the tension between his eyebrows. You're not truly his, but you're pretending to be, and this is your opportunity. You bring your thumb up to the line, slowly running it over and seeing him instantly relax under your touch.
"Thank you." You state, staring into his eyes for a moment before quickly bringing it down and patting his chest to push him back.
He gives you a wink and grabs your hand, pulling you to yet another small group of people, wrapping his arm around you in some way or another, and frequently placing sweet kisses on your cheeks, probably not wanting to do much more and cross the line. You weren't going to complain. You could enjoy this. You could definitely enjoy this.
×××
"Hello ladies." You hear that sultry British accent state, as Harry sits down beside you at the campus cafe.
"Harry. Please tell YN that she should come to the club this weekend with me and Seth!" Your friend Eva exclaims, causing you to roll your eyes. You don't mind parties, especially if you know people, but clubs are something different. Most of the time you avoid those situations and hang out with Harry instead. You find that to be a much better way to spend your time.
"Ummm… I was actually hoping she'd go to a party with me…" He replies, turning his attention to you.
"Again?" Your brow furrows in confusion, and Harry's eyes dart between you and Eva. She begins to look between you and Harry, rolling her eyes as he keeps a tight lip around whatever it is he wants to say next.
"I'm not giving up." She points at you as she stands up, grabbing her stuff and walking away.
You chuckle as she heads out and then glance back at Harry.
"So…"
"My plan didn't work." He states.
"I'm absolutely shocked!" You reply sarcastically and dramatically, throwing your palm against your chest.
"Shut up." He glares at you, returning his expression by sticking your tongue between your teeth. "But if we go to this party-"
"Seriously, H? Come on." You pinch the bridge of your nose, shaking your head slightly at his desperation. Why does he have to be longing for Chloe's attention? You'd give it all and then some, for real, if he wanted it.
"Please, babe! Pleeeease?" He scoots closer with a pout on his lips, and you hate that he knows that this tactic works well on you.
You sigh, in what is most likely defeat. You want to say no. You want to be selfish. You want him to give up on this plan and have him all to yourself.
"I'll give you a really, really nice gift…"
"I can't believe you're bribing me. And I can't believe it's working."
"Yeah? It's working?" He grins, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling himself closer for a hug. He looks up and you can see out of the corner of your eye that he is batting his lashes in fake innocence.
"Fine. I can do that. But no more help if this doesn't work out." You state, hoping that it won't. Really hoping that it won't. Even if he doesn't feel the same for you, at least you can keep your best friend around.
×××
The days leading up to the next party were the same. Almost the same. Harry met you every day with a coffee, walked you to most of your classes, and hung out with you at lunch each day, as always. The thing that changed was all the little kisses on your hands, cheeks, and temple. The wrapping of his arm securely around your waist and the occasional squeeze on your hip when his hand dropped down slightly. The way he surprised you by grabbing your arms from behind, and mumbling "hey babe" into your ear. It was only a week, but it was the best week.
However, it was all just for show, and it was going to end tonight.
As you get out of Harry's car, you instinctively place your hand in his, intertwining your fingers as he leads you to the front door.
You're less nervous about this party, because it is once again at Layla's house, and at least you know the place, so maybe you'll also know some of the people this time. Plus you have Harry by your side. So as soon as you walk in, you both make your way to the kitchen for a drink, and he walks behind you, holding your hip, while you move over to where the rest of the crowd has gathered.
His palm rests on your shoulder and begins to stroke it back and forth. A warmth rushes over you at his touch. His now familiar, yet still exciting touch. You look up at him, being met by those deep, inviting dimples, and a seductive smirk. Your breath halts for a moment, and your teeth sink into your bottom lip.
He leans his head down and rests his chin on your shoulder, causing a subtle hitch of your breath. You squeeze your eyes shut, hoping he didn't hear your embarrassing reaction.
"We're pretty good at this boyfriend-girlfriend shit, yeah?" He asks in a low mumble, not helping the rumble of butterflies in your stomach.
If he only knew you weren't pretending. You could just tell him you aren't. But you actually can't. You'd ruin his plan, and most likely your friendship. You don't want to lose him, even if you can't fully have him.
"I'm a great actress!"
"Yeah." He replies, standing up straighter and releasing his hand from you. "M'gonna get another drink. Want one?"
"Sure." You reply, downing what is currently left in your cup.
"I'll be right back." He states, walking towards the kitchen and leaving you to stand alone in the corner of the living room. You pull out your phone, hoping to distract yourself from the awkwardness of being by yourself, waiting for Harry to soon return.
×××
You don't realize, until you look at the time on your screen, that you have been standing there in the dim corner for twenty minutes.
You shake your head and make your way to the kitchen to retrieve the drink that Harry has clearly forgotten to bring you.
You turn the corner and glance around, stopping in your tracks when you find your best friend, leaning against the refrigerator, chatting with the woman sitting opposite him on top of the counter. Of course, it's none other than Chloe.
Your heart tightens. This was the plan. This is what he wanted. And he ended up being right, because clearly it worked out in his favor.
You slyly make your way to the other end of the kitchen and pour yourself a generous amount of tequila into a cup, finding the best thing available to mix it with before chugging half of the cup and refilling it to the top.
If he gets to have his fun now, you might as well try to do the same.
You put your head down and make your way back out into the living room, bumping into a tall presence before reaching your destination.
"Sorry! Shit! Sorry!" You exclaim, wiping the small bit of drink from your top, and looking up to find a wide smile and even wider eyes.
"I bumped into you, YN, it's all good." The guy replies, causing you to squint your eyes at the confusion of how he knows your name. He chuckles as he notices your expression. "Trevor. We had English 1A together last year."
"Oh my god. Yeah! Hey!" You blurt out, smacking your palm against your forehead in embarrassment. "Sorry."
"Like I said, it's all good." He chuckles, placing his palm on your shoulder. "Are you okay though? You seem a little… frazzled."
"Frazzled?" You giggle at the word, then sigh at the realization that his observation was probably pretty accurate. "I think I just need to sit down."
"Follow me, the comfiest couch is this way." He states, motioning for you to follow him as you both make your way to the other side of the large living room. You find the giant sofa and plop down on it next to him. There is a lot of space, but you don't shy away from sitting close.
"Better?" He asks, resting his arm on the back.
"Much! Thank you."
"So, would you like me to ask you what's going on, or distract you with my incredible array of celebrity impressions?"
You bring your legs up onto the seat, pulling your knees to your chest and taking another sip of the liquid concoction that now seems less intense than before.
"Ooh, impressions, please." You reply excitedly. This is something you can distract yourself with. He is somebody you can distract yourself with. At least for tonight.
"Okay, get ready. You're going to be amazed!"
×××
The night moves on as you continue to talk to Trevor, feeling a lot lighter than you had at the beginning of the night, even if your body is full of tequila.
"Have you had the barbeque chicken at that place down the street from campus?"
"No, but now I think I definitely have to." You giggle, not for the first time with him. The more drink that enters your body, the more you relax, and apparently the flirtier you get.
"Maybe we can go someti-"
"YN! I've been looking all over for you!" Harry exclaims, doing his best to hide the frustration only you can tell that he is withholding.
"Clearly not hard enough." You mumble under your breath as you roll your eyes at him.
"Can you come with me, babe?" He asks through a forced smile, his hand subtly balling into a fist at his side.
"Actually… babe... Trevor and I were just talking about a barbeque place I want to try." You snarl, pointing to the man seated beside you, wishing you could manage to ease the intense confusion plastered all over Trevor's face.
"It's all good." Trevor states suddenly, standing up and giving you a small smile. "Maybe we can chat later."
He gives you a thumbs up, which you assume is to ask you if you're all good, and you nod. He turns to walk away and you watch Harry's eyes follow him until he is out of sight.
"Come on. Please." He utters as he reaches his hand out to you, reluctantly being met with yours as you glare up to him.
He pulls you hastily through the crowds of people, simply nodding as some of them attempt to get his attention, and finally stops at the end of the long downstairs hallway.
He spins you around, your back resting against the wall, and his palms on either side of your head.
"Harry, what the hell is your problem? What was all that?"
"Me?" He growls, his chest rising and falling quickly as he looks around, his eyes resting back on yours with a great deal of intensity. "You're just sitting there, flirting with that fucking guy, when we are supposed to be together…"
"Are you serious? Are you actually serious right now?" You question, feeling the breath being drawn out of you the longer he stares. "I served my purpose, and now I'm having fun."
"Served your what?"
"My purpose! I was only here to tell you to make Chloe jealous right?" You sigh when your chest tightens, hating every bit of your statement. Also angry that he can't seem to let you have any fun of your own. "And you seemed to have gotten what you wanted. You definitely had her attention in the kitchen."
"No. I mean, yeah, we were in there talking-"
Suddenly, you're interrupted by the bathroom door swinging open, seeing Trevor step out and glance in your direction. Harry immediately grabs the back of your neck, pushing his lips against yours with more pressure than you thought would be needed to sell the moment. You hear footsteps become more distant and you push on Harry's chest in an attempt to move him back.
"What's wrong with you? He's not the one we needed to make jealous, you idiot!"
Harry's breathing becomes shallow as his green eyes pierce into yours, flickering down to your lips before rejoining your gaze.
"Kiss me again." He whispers.
Your eyes widen in shock and your head quickly swivels back and forth to search for anyone nearby. There's no one around. There's not even anyone to make jealous anymore since he has the one he wants.
"Why do we-"
"Just… kiss me again."
You are about to give some sort of rebuttal when his warm palms meet your cheeks, coating them in a heat that could burn handprints into your skin. He steps closer, your back now completely flush against the wall as his body presses into you. His lips quickly find synchronicity with yours, and you begin to melt. Your palms grab onto his shirt, desperately wanting to claw at the tattoos on his chest. His tongue parts your lips and you move to bite his lower lip, causing him to reach one hand down and squeeze your hip. Your fingers intertwined with his hair. His palm slowly moves its way up to your waist. You subtly push your hips towards his and let out a small whimper.
Then everything stops.
"Harry, why-"
"Fuck. I shouldn't… m'sorry. I shouldn't have done that." He fumbles, taking a step back and running his ring-clad fingers through the curls that yours were just tangled in.
"It's…" You begin to state, completely stunned by what just happened. By the way he just touched you, and kissed you, and held you tight. By the way it seemed to have been about something more than a stupid plan about someone else. By the way he suddenly halted it all. "It's okay, H."
"I'm… you're… we're too drunk for this. I think I just got… caught up in the moment…" He mumbles, refusing to look into your eyes and fixating his down to the floor.
"Oh. Ummm, okay. It's okay." You reply, suddenly feeling so embarrassed and so vulnerable.
"You were right. This was a dumb idea. It… it was a mistake."
Your stomach turns into knots.
"Harry…"
"We're friends. That shouldn't have happened."
The knot instantly grows tighter and your heart begins to sink.
"Like you said, I… I got Chloe's attention, so you're off the hook. You can go… be with that Trevor guy if you want."
Every muscle in your body is frozen from shock, and your mind can't seem to comprehend how the two of you went from what seemed like a passionate make out, to him basically waving you off.
"Right." You scoff in disbelief. You knew what the plan was, you knew the outcome he was hoping for. But you definitely didn't think you'd be hidden in the corner of a dark hallway, pressed against the wall by your best friend, practically feeling his heart pounding through his chest as he kissed you. You also didn't think he'd kiss you and then immediately dismiss you. You frown at yourself for momentarily believing that anything different was going to happen. Whatever the past week has been, and whatever that kiss was for you, clearly it wasn't the same for him. Just a drunken mishap while trying to convince others of this fake relationship, and you don't want to stick around to see him actually give someone else what you thought that moment was for you. "So, I'm just gonna head home."
"Wait, YN, you don't have to leave."
"You can consider this a breakup or whatever. Have fun with Chloe." You feel a pressure of tears beginning to build, and the breath in your body begins to escape you.
"YN-"
"Goodnight." You state, pushing past him and heading out to the living room, quickly thanking Layla for her hospitality.
Before you reach the front door, you feel a gentle grasp of your wrist and turn to find Trevor's concerned eyes turning downwards.
"YN, are you alright?"
Tears threaten to form as you cover up your sadness with a subtle nod.
"Do you need me to take you home?" He inquires, a softness in his eyes that could probably calm you in any other situation.
Your eyes shoot over to Harry, instantly finding him leaning against the wall on the opposite side of the room, arms crossed over his chest and a daggered glare shooting towards the both of you.
Sadness is suddenly accompanied by anger and you gaze back at Trevor.
"I'm actually meeting up with some friends. But… could you wait with me outside while I order an Uber?"
He smiles and nods, placing a hand on your back as you begin to twist the door handle. You shoot one last look back to your best friend, and see him standing up straight, eyes wide and fists clenched.
Well, one of you got what they wanted tonight.
×××
You had surprised your friends by arriving at the club. And you shocked them by showing up without your usual companion, Harry.
As you wait for the bartender to hand you some shots, you explain everything to Eva and Seth.
"So, lemme get this straight…" Eva begins, resting her elbows on the countertop, an eyebrow raised from your recent story. "Your best friend, who you are clearly in love with, asked you to be his fake girlfriend to get another girl jealous enough to want to be with him."
"Yeah. Dumb idea right?"
"But… you said yes…" She adds with a still raised eyebrow… "YN, that was just as dumb!"
"Well, I didn't-"
"Didn't think it would work?" Seth adds, shaking his head.
"Right."
"Still seems really dumb." Eva adds, causing you to glare in her direction and open your mouth to make your case.
Shot glasses are suddenly placed in front of you, and you are thankful for the interruption. You shoot yours down quickly, and look over to see Eva refuse the one she was handed, so you take it from her and shoot that one down too.
"Slow down sweetie." Eva suggests.
"I'm fine." You wave her comment off as you get the bartender's attention for another. You're not sure if your intention is to finally have some fun, or to drown out the events of earlier in the evening. But either way, you're going to drink enough until one of those things happens.
"YN…"
"Let's dance!" You shout, after downing your next shot.
"You never dance at clubs…" Eva replies, with what you assume is inquisitive concern.
"Come onnnn… let's dance!" You exclaim, grabbing the hand of each of your friends and dragging them to the dancefloor.
They follow you, seemingly reluctant, but begin to dance with each other as the next song plays. If they weren't your good friends, you'd be put off by their displays of affection for each other. But only because you'd be a little jealous. And now you're suddenly aware of the open space around your body.
You furrow your brow and explain to your friends that you'll be in the bathroom. Eva offers to go with you, but you insist that she continue to dance with her boyfriend. If Harry was there, it wouldn't be a problem. But now you're a third wheel and you're not about to ruin their night. You've already had enough of that for yourself.
You enter the bathroom and immediately pull out your phone, not hesitating to dial the first contact on your 'favorites' list. No one else could hold that space.
"YN?" You hear on the other end, a gentle tone coming through the speaker.
"Harry, your idea was fucking stupid!" You immediately exclaim, shouting to be heard over the music in the venue, even though the bathroom is only affected by a quiet thump of the bass. You'd take a moment to be more impressed if you weren't so drunk and angry.
"Yeah I know." He sighs, which begins to anger you even more.
"I fucking hated it. It was stupid. You're stupid." You begin to fumble, leaning against the bathroom wall as your knees begin to wobble the same amount as your words.
"Are you… drunk?"
"No!" You shout, grabbing onto the nearby sink to steady yourself. "Maybe."
"YN…"
"That's what you do when you break up with someone right?"
"What?"
"Even though it was fake. Fucking fake. But still..."
"Where are you?" He asks sternly, and even in your intoxicated state, you can picture every detail that is most likely displayed on his face. The serious furrow of his brow, the inward pull of his lips, the shifting of his weight from one foot to the other. You know every part of it.
"Don't worry about it. I'm fine!" You snap back. "I've got Eva and Seth. And not you! And it's fine. I'm fine!"
"YN-"
You pull the phone away from your ear and press the button to end the call. The shots have not given you results for either of the options you were deciding between when you got to the club, so you choose to gather yourself and go to grab another.
You bring your other hand to rest on the sink and look up into the mirror. You're not too much of a mess, but you notice tiny lines of mascara running down your cheeks. You didn't even know you had been crying. Crying for Harry, who isn't even yours. Wasn't yours before, wasn't yours tonight, and won't be yours ever. At least, not in the way you really want him to be.
He really can have whoever he wants. And it's not you.
You scold yourself for letting any feelings for him form, and then grow. He's your best friend. And obviously that'll never change. Unless you aren't even friends anymore. He looked so embarrassed after kissing you. He agreed it was a dumb idea. He told you it was a mistake.
A mistake.
So, he can fuck off. You can do what you want, and right now, that's going to get another shot.
You walk out and back over to your friends, ignoring the mildly concerned looks on both of their faces.
"YN…" Seth begins, stopping his movements from behind Eva.
"Please don't. I'm fine." You respond, beginning to dance and twirl around with his girlfriend. Seth offers to grab some water for everyone and leaves the two of you on the dancefloor.
You glare at the back of his head, quickly following his footsteps towards the bar.
"Three waters please." You hear him state.
"And another shot!" You add, crossing your arms as he glares back at you, as if you're locked in some kind of parent-child standoff.
You grab the shot glass and instantly shoot it back, taping it on the countertop to ask for another. You turn back to Seth with a smug look on your face, at least you're hoping that's what you are portraying, but you notice his gaze is focusing just behind you.
Your shoulder becomes warm and weighted with a palm twisting you around, and you turn to be met with those glistening green eyes.
"Oh, what the fuck. What are you doing here?"
"What are you doing here, YN?" Harry asks, his hand still firmly, but somehow also tenderly, on your shoulder. You hate yourself that just this simple touch is getting your heart fluttering again.
"I'm having fun… with my friends… nothing new."
"Oh really? Since when do you go to clubs, and knock back shots like there's no tomorrow?" That familiar furrow of his brow appears and your instinct wants to smooth it out. But your anger quickly convinces you otherwise.
"Since tonight." You reply, crossing your arms again and doing your best to stand your ground. Physically and metaphorically.
"I think I should take you home." He suggests, moving his hand down your arm and gently holding your hand.
"I think you should fuck off!" You begin to shout, yanking your hand from his hold, letting the alcohol take over your judgment and your tongue.
Harry steps back and you can read the disbelief all over his face, as if it were an open book sitting right in front of you. If you're honest, you are a bit shocked by yourself too. You've never spoken to him like that before. Fought with him? Of course. You've known each other so long, that's only normal. But that? A statement like that isn't normal for you to make towards him. To be fair though, not much about this night has been normal.
"Come on, please. Let's get you home." He reaches out for your hand again, and once again, you pull it away.
"No!" You shout.
"Fine." He throws up his hands, never being one to push or force you to do anything you don't want to do. He turns around and begins to walk out of the club, but with the alcohol and the frustration mixing together, you huff and begin to follow him outside.
"Hey!" You yell from behind him, the cold air hitting your very heated face instantly, and causing a chill to spike all over your body.
He stops immediately, not turning around as you catch up to him, forcing you to move in front of him and stare into his eyes as if you were the one towering over the other.
"Yes?"
"You…" You begin to pant from the exertion from following him, and the cold air penetrating your bones. "You don't just… you don't just get to come here and... and act all protective and shit!"
"Why wouldn't I?" He scowls, suddenly switching back to the one who towers over you. "You're my best friend, YN! And you're wasted. I talked to Eva and Seth, they were worried about you."
"Right, Eva and Seth. Who I'm here with. Not you." You growl, glaring into his eyes as if to actually pierce your frustration into them.
"YN, I was worried about you too."
"I'm fine!"
"Yeah, you keep saying that…"
"And I… I am! You don't have to worry… not about me. You shouldn't fucking be here. You should be with… Chloe. "
"Is that why you left the party all of a sudden?"
"I left because… you got what you wanted! You didn't need me anymore!" You yell, feeling a mild heat return to your body as the alcohol reignites the absolute flustering anger.
"I did." He replies softly, taking a step closer so that his warm breath steams over your face. You momentarily close your eyes and the sensation washes over you. "I wanted you there."
"Are you really that selfish, H?" You scoff, crossing your arms over your chest, partly because of the temperature, but mainly to protect yourself. To protect your heart. "I did it… what you asked me to do… and you got what you wanted… you got Chloe…"
"I don't-"
"I didn't need to stick around… I didn't want to stick around!" Your tongue becomes numb and you can't seem to control the words as they spill out. "I didn't want to just stand off to the side… and watch you with her!"
"What?"
"Nevermind." You drop your gaze, hoping that you can get clear headed soon before you say something as dumb as the plan he had come up with. "I should've… I shouldn't have gone along with it. It was such a stupid idea!"
"YN…"
"You said it! It was a mistake!"
"Babe, please…"
"Don't call me that." You state sternly, lifting your gaze with the deepest furrow in your brow. Would he smooth it like you did for him earlier? No.
"What?"
"Don't call me babe. I'm not your babe." You take two more steps back and pull out your phone to call for an Uber. "Babe is for someone you're with, actually with. We're not together. I'm not your babe. It was just pretend."
"I've called you that for forever…" He replies, softening his tone as he steps a little closer, causing your breath to exit and forget how to reenter. How does he always manage to take your breath away?
"Yeah, well, you shouldn't have."
"YN, come on, you're drunk. Please let me take you home." He pleads, wrapping his hand around yours and rubbing his thumb over your knuckles. You look down at the gesture, feeling your cold demeanor begin to melt at the touch you've become accustomed to over the past week.
"No. I have a ride. Just go back to the party. Go back to Chloe." You grimace as her name leaves your lips, and your hand leaves his. "I've done my part in all… this.
"You know what, YN? You agreed to do it! But you clearly didn't want to and you didn't have to either. So whatever it is you're angry about, you can't blame me."
"Fuck off." You take every last ounce of self-control that you have to stop yourself from explaining why you're so hurt and admitting to what you've been feeling for years. It could only make things worse at this point. You sigh and look down at your feet, wishing you could be swallowed up by the pavement.
"I wouldn't have asked you if I knew that this, all of this, was gonna happen." He steps back and puts even more distance between the two of you and your heart sinks. Now it feels awkward. Now it feels wrong. "It was definitely a mistake."
"Definitely a mistake." You whisper back.
A car pulls up right in front of the two of you, and you know it's your ride. You look between the vehicle and Harry, not knowing which one to step towards.
"So, this… this is it." He crosses his arms over his chest, beginning to tap the back of one foot with the toes of the other, and clears his throat.
You step backwards towards the car. You didn't think this night could've gotten any worse, yet here it is.
"Goodnight, H." You state quietly, turning to grab the door handle, opening it, and looking back one more time at your best friend. If you can still call him that.
×××
The next day was painful for so many reasons, and the hurt just continued through that week. And then the next.
With how much you drank, you would think the night would be a blur, but the universe and your mind are cruel. You remember all of it. Feeling good with Harry, feeling hurt seeing him with Chloe, feeling distracted with Trevor, feeling ecstasy kissing your best friend, feeling embarrassed by his rejection, feeling way too drunk, feeling angry, and feeling hurt. Then, feeling nothing.
Nothing has been the same. Harry didn't walk you to any classes, or bring you coffee, or sit with you at lunch. He didn't come over every other night just to hang out, share food, and watch TV. He didn't call. He didn't text. Nothing. Nothing has been the same these past two weeks.
You had told your friends that you wanted to avoid any more parties, but with a bit of begging, Eva convinced you to go to Seth's birthday party. It was hard to say no to your second best friends, or maybe first now, especially when they mentioned that Harry never responded to their invite. It's not too surprising. He wouldn't want to be where you are.
So, you can be comforted by the fact that Harry won't be there. Although, 'comforted' feels like the wrong word. But Seth's parent's house is more modest, and you'll know a lot more people at this party, which should help you to relax even by a miniscule amount.
At least, you hoped it would. But whenever someone new walks through the door, your eyes dart over towards them. Your heart stops each time, until their name is spoken or you see their face.
You would grab a drink, but the anxiety building within is enough to fill you up, and you probably couldn't stomach it anyway. Plus you figure it'll be easier to leave the party early, since you are suspecting your ability and desire to hang out with everyone will be minimal.
×××
Whether it's the size of the house, or the actual number of people in attendance, this party feels a lot bigger than the previous ones at Layla's house. You've only talked to maybe a handful of people in this large crowd, but are overwhelmed enough to need some space.
You walk up to Eva and lean in to be heard over the music.
"I'm gonna get some fresh air." You quickly state, hoping your volume is enough for her to hear, but quiet enough for others not to. You'd rather be alone.
"Oh. Okay. But-"
"I'm not leaving…" You chuckle, knowing she wants you to stay as long as she can manage to. "I'm just going to the backyard."
"Okay…" She replies, her tone causing a mild curiosity in you, but brushing it off as just her drunken state.
You turn around and squeeze your way through the crowds of friends that Seth and Eva seem to have accumulated over the years. You don't know if you have even half the amount of friends they have here. One person seems to have taken away the need for a large group of friends. With just him, and a couple of close others, you've felt fulfilled. Complete.
Maybe you shouldn't take too long of a break. Maybe you should recharge quickly and get back in there. Maybe you'll need to start finding some new friends to fill that empty void you now have in your life.
No one else seems to be outside, much to your delight, and you catch a quick glimpse of a patio swing out of the corner of your eye, which you immediately decide is the place you want to be.
You walk around the outside furniture and barbeque, but stop as you look up to the swing.
Harry is there. Right there.
You can't tell if the sudden inability to breathe is due to an excitement to see the person you've been missing for two weeks, or anxiety seeing the person you were completely embarrassed and rejected by two weeks ago.
"YN?" He whispers quietly, his eyes wide at the sight of you.
"Oh. Sorry. I didn't…" You begin to back up with very small steps. "I didn't know you were here."
He sighs, and it's potentially the saddest one you've heard, but that's the only thing that comes from him.
"I was just, umm, trying to get some air. But I'll… come back out later." You add. The reason to come outside was to relax, and clearly that won't happen for either of you if you stay. You turn around and head back inside, the emptiness in your friendship creating an emptiness in your heart.
Tears begin to cloud your vision. You do your best to guide yourself through the group of bodies to find a safe haven for yourself. The guest bathroom has a crowd forming outside of it, but you remember an office being close by. So through your blurry view, you fumble your way to the, thankfully, unlocked door and quickly close it as soon as you enter.
You take several steps forward, resting your palms on the wide, wood desk, and pull in some deep breaths. They don't last long as the door begins to creak open.
"Sorry, no one should be in-" Your words are halted as you turn around and are met with the most beautiful face. The face you're so familiar with, the face you've missed a lot, the face you love so much. "Oh."
"Hi."
"Hi."
"Can we talk, please?" He asks shyly, his head down and hand gripping the handle, only halfway through the doorway.
"I didn't think you'd-" You mumble back with a shaky breath, nodding and waving him into the room, watching as he hurriedly steps in, closes the door, and locks it.
He takes one step closer, still leaving an upsetting amount of distance between the two of you. But you understand. Last time you were close, too close, which didn't end well. Even though it was an incredible moment for those few seconds.
You shake your thoughts out as you are snapped back into the current moment by the clearing of his throat. You cross your arms around your body, a reflex to keep yourself together.
"What… happened?" He jumps right in, and you are so taken aback that you can't even decipher the context of his question.
"What do you mean?"
"That last party… it seemed to ruin everything. Things are so fucked up now."
Your eyes grow wide in shock. You figured he is just as embarrassed as you are, maybe a bit upset from your fight at the club, but you didn't think he'd feel like this. This intense. This harsh.
"I told you that plan was dumb." You respond, not completely meaning to make the statement aloud.
"Yeah, I get it." He frowns as he stares at the ground, clearly not even being able to look at you now. That hurts. "It was a huge mistake."
That hurts even more.
"You shouldn't have asked me."
"You shouldn't have said yes!"
"You shouldn't have kiss-"
You quickly shut your mouth, regretting those words, not meaning to bring it up and not wanting to admit that it means anything to you when it didn't mean anything to him.
"I shouldn't have kissed you." He finishes your thought with a shallow breath. You can see his regret, you assumed that was how he felt, but it still hurts. Not only because it meant something to you, and not to him, but because this is what it has caused. An awkwardness between you two. Between you and your best friend.
But anger begins to boil at the fact that this was all because of him and his stupid plan to win over some other girl. And that he only kissed you like that after seeing you hang out with another guy.
"So then why did you? Why did you kiss me?"
"You were with that other guy… you were supposed to… be with… me."
"Why did that matter? You were with Chloe! You got her! You got what you wanted!"
"I didn't get her. And I didn't get what I wanted."
"Oh my god, then I'm so fucking sorry if I messed things up for you with her!" You scoff, rolling your eyes at how pathetic this all is.
"I don't want to be with her!" He growls, running his hands down his face, then back up to run through his hair.
"Then what the hell is it, Harry? What the hell do you want that you didn't get?"
"You! For sucks sake! You! I want you, YN!" He growls.
"What?!"
"All I've wanted to do since that kiss… is kiss you again. And again." He moves towards you again, close enough now so that you can feel his warmth, and inhale his sultry dark scent, and feel that familiar tingle down your spine. "And again."
"But… we're friends…"
"Yeah. We are..."
Your body kicks into fight or flight mode, but is frozen in place. You have no idea where this is going and you're not sure if you want to know.
"Look, YN, I miss hanging out with you, and joking with you, and just talking with you. But now…" He sighs, stepping closer and closer until you can feel his breath on your face. "But now I also miss holding you, and making you blush, and kissing you."
Your breath hitches at his confession, your mind racing and your heart pounding.
"I… I thought we were just… pretending."
"I wasn't." He shakes his head, reaching his hands out to gently hold yours. "Maybe at first, because I was an idiot. But being with each other and doing all those couple-y things together made me realize I already had everything I wanted… with you."
"Harry, I-"
"I didn't even want to be with Chloe by that second party." He clears his throat and his admission causes your heart to flutter. "And she cornered me in the kitchen. I couldn't get away. All… all I wanted to do was be around you."
"Oh-"
"And when I got free, and you were with that guy, I snapped." He closes his eyes and shakes his head. "I guess I kissed you because… I wanted… dunno. You pushed me away and I should've left it at that but I couldn't. I didn't want to stop. But after the second one, you gave me that look and I got scared that you didn't feel the same. That you didn't want more."
"But I-"
"If you don't, I can live with that. I don't wanna lose you. I need you in my life. You're my best friend."
"But I-"
"But I wanna be more." He admits, squeezing his eyes shut as he squeezes your hands. "I want more than that, and I just need to know-"
"Can you just stop talking?" You exclaim, taking your hands back and moving them up to his shoulders. His eyes grow wide, with an expression of mixed emotions. "Let me have a turn."
"Okay…"
"I got jealous. So jealous. I hated the plan. I hated seeing you around another girl, and wanting another girl. Because I want more. With you. And… I have for a long time."
"Why didn't you say anything?"
"Why didn't you?"
"Fair enough." He answers quietly with a small smile. "S'pose I just didn't want to lose you."
"Me either." You reply, a rush of pink appearing on your cheeks as you dip your gaze. A silence falls in the room, despite all the loud noises just outside the door.
"Do you want to be together?" He asks shyly.
Your brow furrows with sudden concern when you look back up to him, and his expression instantly matches yours. "Being together will change everything, Harry…"
"I don't think that's true." He shakes his head, using his thumb to smooth out the crease in your forehead, just like you did with him before. "It feels natural between us. We are comfortable with each other, we know each other, and we already spend lots of time with each other. This would just add… extra… perks…"
"Oh really?" You smirk, a tingle running through your body. "Like what?"
"Answer me first." He whispers, closing the gap between the two of you and resting his forehead on yours. He places both palms on your cheeks, giving you every sense of comfort and excitement possible. "I need to know what you want."
"I want to be together."
"Yeah?"
You nod.
He pulls back while his eyes flicker down to your lips and he grazes them with his own. All the breath in your body leaves in that moment and your hands work their way up to the nape of his neck. Eyes locked on each other, you could swear that your heartbeats are the only noise that can be heard.
"Harry-"
Your words are cut off by the feeling of his plush lips firmly on yours. Again. But this time, much better.
"Is this okay?" He asks as he pulls away, just enough to give you two some space to catch a breath.
"Yes." You giggle, twirling your fingers into his hair. You could get lost in his curls and not even mind. "Now, kiss me again."
His dimples pops in quickly before your face is pulled back to his with one hand, and your body pulled in with the other.
Your lips meet again, passionate and desperate, as if they've been starved since the last time they met. His hands waste no time and begin to roam your body wildly. Rubbing your back, moving down your waist, grabbing your hips, and gliding over your ass. If you thought any of the other times he touched you were exciting, this was absolutely overwhelming.
His body presses further into yours, causing you to slide up onto the desk behind you. Your lips are parted by his tongue and each movement raises in intensity. One hand moves to your knee, slowly making its way up your thigh and every ounce of heat in your body travels to your core.
His lips leave yours and move along your jaw, landing right under your ear.
"Is this okay?" He whispers, nibbling on your earlobe.
"Ye-... Yes." You utter, eyes closed as his breath hits your skin.
His hand slides further up and you've never been more grateful that you chose to wear a skirt, as you feel him squeeze his way to your core. He grazes two fingers over your drenched panties and lets out a pleased exhale.
"Bloody hell." He whispers, as you feel a smile against your skin in triumph. His fingers run up and down, teasing you, and creating an unbearable yearning within.
"H…"
"You want it?" He asks, with the low, deep tone that makes your knees weak.
"Yes." You whine, opening your eyes to look at him and not only show your sincerity, but also your desire. "Please, yes."
He slips in your panties, running his fingers along you again, your bare skin excited by the touch. Your breath hitches as his fingers dip slightly into your folds.
"Harry, please…" You plead, letting out a soft moan as they enter you and you feel the coldness of his rings hit your entrance. "Oh my god!"
"You're so damn wet." He utters, slowly pumping his fingers in and out. The actual touch, and the knowledge that it's finally happening with Harry, quickly builds the pleasurable pressure that he's giving you.
Words escape you. The sensation is taking over. You don't even realize you've made any sort of movement until your eyes snap open at the feeling of his hard bulge trapped within his pants. He growls as you palm him, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
"Fuck… YN…"
Your fingers move to the button of his pants, surprisingly able to undo it without any trouble, and as you pull down his underwear, his cock springs out of its confines. Your eyes shoot down as you wrap your hand around it. He is big. Thick and long. You've only ever imagined what he was like. You knew it wouldn't be disappointing, there was no way. But the actual view of his cock within your grasp causes your breath to hitch, and with his fingers inside of you, you get even closer to reaching your peak.
He moans as you pump your hand. You moan as he thrusts his fingers. Your noises being drowned out to others by the thumping music throughout the rest of the house, and only being shared between the two of you.
Harry curls his fingers up, immediately hitting your most sensitive spot. Your body shudders and you throw your head back as an exuberant exhale leaves your lips. He thrusts faster, curling up each time, and your thighs squeeze together as your orgasm draws closer. He spreads your legs apart slightly and wraps his free hand around your back, pulling you as close to him as possible and getting deeper with the access.
"Oh my go-… Harry… I'm abou- t- cu-"
"Go on. I wanna feel it, babe."
With the nickname that you have so desperately wished meant something more to him, being uttered from him in exactly the way you've wanted it, your orgasm tips over and your walls squeeze Harry's fingers as if they're trapping them there forever. You moan out again, and again, as the ecstasy floods over you.
Your free hand grips onto the desk for leverage, keeping your body upright and stable, as you do your best to continue your motions around his cock.
"Harry! Oh my god!" You exclaim, still panting yet opening your eyes to see the widest grin on his face. "That was… so…"
"Good?" He chuckles, biting down on his lower lip.
"Amazing!" You reply with a breathy giggle.
His mouth falls open and his eyes close as both of your focus fully turns to your work on his cock.
"YN… fuck…"
He pulls into your body again, grabbing your hips as he kisses down your neck and across your shoulder.
"M'gonna… fuck… I dunno where to… to cum." He mumbles between moans.
You push on his body, sliding off the desk. He lifts his head up and you smile when you see his blown out pupils.
"Can I…?" You begin to ask, both looking down to where you hold and stroke him.
His eyes snap back up to yours, desire and concern written all over his face.
"Are you… sure? You don't have to."
"I want to."
"Fucks sake. Okay. Yes. Yes."
You lower yourself down to your knees, looking up through your lashes as you notice him swallow hard at the sight of you.
"Are you sure?"
He nods, exhaling strongly, his chest rising and falling faster as you stick out your tongue to lick his leaking tip. You lick up his base before taking him in, his cock filling your mouth so much that you try not to gag immediately.
"S'alright." He mutters, starting to pull away.
"Don't move." You state, grabbing his hip to keep him in place. "You're big, H. I just need to get used to it."
He growls at the compliment and grabs your hair. You move slowly back onto him, stroking in rhythm with your hand, and getting him deeper each time your mouth takes him in.
"Oh my-... god."
He begins to subtly pump himself in and out of your mouth, hitting the back of your throat, making you have to pull off quickly.
"M'sorry."
"Keep going."
"What?"
"Keep doing it."
"Bloody hell."
You take him in again, adjusting to his soft thrusts, humming against him as he gets deeper.
"Fuck… m'gonna… m'gon-..."
You cup his balls, which sends him over the edge with a loud moan, feeling his warm release spill down your throat.
"Oh my god, YN." He whimpers, his eyes fixed down on you as he thrusts in deep, making sure you swallow every last drop.
You pull off once he's done, kissing his fern tattoos, and pushing yourself back up to kiss his cheek.
"M'sorry babe." He whispers, still attempting to catch his breath.
"Sorry for what?" You ask, suddenly worried that this may have been another mistake to him.
"M'sorry we didn't figure this out sooner." He smirks, running his thumb along your lips and placing his firmly against them.
"Better late than never." You smile, entangling your fingers back in his hair, deciding to make it their permanent home.
He tilts your chin up to look him straight in the eyes. "You are incredible. That… was incredible."
"What are best friends for?" You chuckle, sticking your tongue out between your teeth, but pulling it back in when you see him frown.
"It's what girlfriends are for."
"Yeah?" You ask and watch him nod, peppering kisses on your lips and cheeks, making you giggle. He pulls away and his gaze flickers between each of your eyes.
"I do have one more favor to ask, though." He states quietly.
"Oh god." You chuckle, not anxious in the least at what this request could be. "What is it?"
"Let me take you on a proper date."
You grin widely, matched by one from him, and you press your lips firmly together, now addicted to the feeling that you've been dreaming of for so long. Butterflies awaken in your stomach at his request, and you nod when you see the amount of anticipation splashed all over his face. You kiss his forehead and rest yours against it.
"I can do that."
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everyone but her pt.3
a/n: dont mind me, just posting at work. EDIT: previously titled about time
Word Count: 3.0k Warnings: mention of past injury, hints of past abuse, swearing Pairing: Wednesday Addams x Reader (Masterlist)
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There was still an ache in your shoulder when you sat down in your phytotoxicology class. It was decently scabbed (which was beyond itchy) but the actual joint was sore. You had hoped it would ease up a bit over the weekend, but to no avail. Hopefully no one had really noticed your stiff movements. But hey, at least you were left handed.
“You look miserable,” Wednesday said as she sat to your left.
“Shut up, Addams,” you mumbled.
Enid sat behind the two of you, her eyes glued to where your hands were resting on the desk. If you just moved your hand a few inches to the left. And if you could talk just a little louder so she could hear, that would be great. She needed to know what you two were talking about. If it wasn’t about a date then she was going to scream. She just wanted you both to get over yourselves.
Class went on as usual; Enid was forced to bear witness to you doodling in Wednesday’s notebook, completely interrupting her notes. In turn, Wednesday would add rather… violent attachments to your initial drawing, and the cycle would continue. She couldn’t see your face, but your shoulders would shake with silent laughter every few doodles. You were both so close.
“Miss Y/N?”
Your head snapped up, turning toward the front where Miss Thornhill was standing with an expectant look.
“Adonis vernalis,” you said proudly without hesitation.
“Not even close,” Miss Thornhill said with a smile while everyone failed to stiffle their giggles. “See me after class.”
“Aw man,” you mumbled as you slumped back into your seat. All that pep in your step had been washed away.
Quite frankly, Enid thought it was hilarious.
She rushed to catch up with Wednesday as you stayed behind to talk to Miss Thornhill. For such a small person, Wednesday could move really fast. It was starting to become an issue because Enid was not dressed for jogging across campus. God, why couldn’t she just slow down?
“It seems it’s impossible to get away from you,” Wednesday said when Enid finally caught up; she slowed her pace anyway.
“Did you-”
“-No, and I’m not going to,” Wednesday interrupted.
“You don’t even know what I was going to say,” Enid pouted.
“You were going to ask if I have asked Y/N on a date, and the answer is no.”
“Then I give up,” Enid said as she threw her hands into the air. “You two are far too stubborn. Enjoy the friendzone.”
She stalked off, trying not to smile to herself when she noticed Wednesday had stopped walking. With any luck, her plan would work splendidly and you would both be together before Parent’s Weekend in a month. It may have taken her a little longer than planned to come up with such a genius idea, but it was going to be worth it.
—---
It was truly a beautiful day to be outside. Overcast skies, a cool breeze, potential for rain. Not the best day to fly, but a wonderful time to walk around. Maybe you could stop by the lake, tease the monsters below the surface. At least you would if you weren’t stuck in the greenhouse.
Miss Thornhill was truly, and you meant this with the utmost respect, a bitch. So maybe you didn’t pay attention in class, and maybe you got a bunch of questions wrong. But that’s what she got for calling on you in class. Had you raised your hand? Had you given any indication whatsoever that you knew the answer? No. So really, this was on her.
And now you were stuck in the stupid greenhouse having to jot down sketches of each plant, their scientific name, and what symptoms they cause if ingested or inhaled. You had only finished maybe a third of the greenhouse and it was already midafternoon. You were never going to be done with this stupid detention.
You didn’t even like plants.
“You look miserable.”
“There’s more than one way to greet a person, you know,” you said without turning around.
Wednesday slid into your peripheral like a wisp of smoke; she always moved smoothly even though she appeared so rigid. Her coat hung off her small frame, and the snood Enid had made her only accentuated that by swallowing what little of her remained. She was reminiscent of the little kids at the park in winter; their parents had bundled them up in the warmest clothing they could find in the house.
“Just let me finish my detention, Addams,” you mumbled as you jotted down another sketch. It wasn’t half bad, actually.
For better or worse, Wednesday stayed silent as you moved around the greenhouse, assigned sketchbook in hand. There was no doubt you were getting 90% of the names wrong, and you were just writing “it’s bad :(“ under the list of symptoms at this point, but you didn’t care. This kind of detention was stupid. Besides, it was a Saturday; you should’ve been out getting coffee or harrassing everyone at Pilgrim World, not sitting in a humid greenhouse practicing your art skills. But no, now you were stuck here and- oh that plant is pretty.
“Don’t touch it,” Wednesday said rather quickly as you reached out to touch the flower.
“Why not?” You asked in indignation, finally turning around to see her. Oh, she’s cute.
“It’s a foxglove,” she answered.
“Wednesday,” you sighed, “if I knew what that meant, I wouldn’t be in here on a Saturday afternoon.”
“It’s toxic to birds.” She rolled her eyes at your incompetence.
“Oh, well thank- wait.” You narrowed your eyes at her and the smallest movement at the corner of her mouth. “I’m not a bird and you know it.”
“You can never be too sure,” she said without hesitation.
“Oh, you’re a prick,” you huffed out. You had to turn back to look at the plants again so she wouldn’t see your poor attempts at not laughing. “Why are you even here?”
“I brought you this.”
She brought me something? You thought. Well know she was just getting desperate if she was going to be bringing you things. You set your sketchpad down on the table, in front of the foxglove that Wednesday claimed to be toxic to birds. What had she brought you-
“-What is that?” You asked once your eyes landed on the small bag in her hands.
“Birdseed,” she said. “It’s a bribe.”
“That better not be for me or I will get offended,” you said, switching your weight to your other foot and crossing your arms over your chest.
“You’re going birdwatching with me.” She rolled her eyes but held the bag out further for you to take from her.
“Are you asking me out on a date?” You asked.
Wednesday Addams did not blush, that was a well known fact. Not a drop of colour would be found on her cheeks, ever. But that didn’t mean she was emotionless; you could tell when the stretch of skin over her cheeks and nose turned a little darker. It was the closest to an uncontrollable show of emotion as she was ever going to get.
And you were absolutely living for it.
“Are you coming or not?” Wednesday asked, completely ignoring your question for clarification.
You wanted her to admit it was a date. Wanted her to swallow her pride and say the word “date” because it’s just what you needed. There was no way in hell you were going to ask first, not when she had always been so clear about her thoughts on what a waste of time relationships were. “Look at my parents,” she had said one night, “limited because they can’t go anywhere alone.”
But you needed her to call it a date. Your hopes were embarrassingly high and you just needed her to say that four letter word. It could only be once and you would be happy. If she called it a date once and then never again until the day you died, you would be content. Just say the word, you thought to yourself as she finally turned her head back around to face you.
“Fine,” Wednesday sighed, “I’ll go on my own.” She turned around and started walking away.
“Wait!” You called after her. She stopped, but didn’t turn around.
You looked around frantically for the rest of your things. What if Miss Thornhill showed up and realised you were gone? And worse yet, what if she realised you sucked at detention? She was going to tell Principle Weems and then you would get another scolding. But pass up on a date with the Wednesday Addams?
Shit.
“You’re a bad influence, Wednesday Addams,” you huffed once you finally caught up to her and you both started walking out of the greenhouse.
You missed the small smile on her face.
—---
For all intents and purposes, Wednesday did not like you. If anyone dared to ask, you were nothing more than a thorn in her side, and not in a good way. No, you weren’t as energetic and colourful as Enid, but you still smiled too much. You cracked too many jokes and made yourself too accomadating. Any normal person would have been embarrassed.
No, Wednesday Addams did not like you.
She did not like the way you had talked the whole way to your preferred spot in the forest. “It’s a bit late for birdwatching,” you had said on the walk over, “but it’s overcast, so it might be fine.” She did not like the way you actually took your harness off and ruffled your feathers. Or the way they puffed up a little, “because it’s cold,” you explained with a shrug and a blush on your neck. Then there was the way you were sat still as a statue, birdseed scattered around, just waiting for some birds to stop by.
No, she didn’t like you.
There were absolutely no feelings in her void of a soul when a bird finally did appear, standing directly in front of your outstretched hand. The gentle smile on your face was completely moronic. You would make an excellent side character in her book; the same character that would get herself killed off in the first chapter. Wednesday could see it now; you would be too focused at the park and would get yourself put on a hit list simply because you were an easy target.
She wouldn’t be caught dead watching your feathers ruffle when more birds appeared, flocking around you. Or listening intently to what you were saying to them, holding full conversations as they hopped around and picked at the birdseed you continuously scattered. No, she would not join you on the ground, she was just fine sitting with her back to the tree. And no she didn’t want to feed the birds, this is an outing for you, she’s just the chaperone.
Her cold, black heart did not stutter when the light caught your skin just right and illuminated the nearly-healed scrapes and bruises from your incident last week. Wednesday had always loved the colours of a bruise. The angry red reminiscent of a wound, or the healing yellow-green that was nearly the same as the colour of a waterlogged corpse. Although they didn’t look quite as stunning on you. For one odd reason or another, seeing the bruises and cuts on your skin, or the apparent stiffness of your joints brought no joy to her.
There is no way in heaven or hell that she would admit she watched you the way her father watched her mother. Watching your every move, from the rise and fall of your chest to the twitch in each individual feather. The way the veins on your forearms stood out when you lifted a bird up or the eyelash that now resided on your cheek that she so desperately wished to wipe off for you. Or that your small, airy little laugh made her feel like an arrow had impaled her heart and mind and soul, painfully tethering her to the tree she was leaning against.
No, she was not her father.
And no, she did not like you.
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You looked like a little kid sitting in the chair on the other side of Larissa’s desk. With a bowed head and hands folded tightly in your lap, you reminded her of the young children in normal schools who got sent to the principle’s office for something they hadn’t done. Except you very well had done what you were accused of; maybe that was why you looked so guilty.
“Miss Thornhill told me you’ve been struggling in class,” Larissa started off. “You’re struggling to focus.”
“I’m just not any good at it,” you said with a shrug. You still weren’t looking up.
“She also told me you had been given detention last Saturday,” she continued; you sunk further into the chair. “And you were nowhere to be found when she went to check on you.”
“Wow, that’s wild,” you said with a huff. “She probably needs to check that her perscriptions are up to date,” you said, tapping your finger to the corner of your eye, “might need a better one.”
“Did you skip your detention?” Larissa asked, far softer than she would be with any other student.
“I didn’t “skip” detention,” you started. “I was there until around 3, I think that was punishment enough.”
“What came along that was more important than your detention?” Larissa continued to pry.
“A date,” you said so quietly that she almost couldn’t hear you.
“A date? With whom?” She asked with a small smile and in the gentlest voice she could offer you.
To most, it would be an inappropriate question. No one wanted their principle to know all the juicy details of their personal lives. But Larissa knew you both had a… slightly different relationship. She knew you struggled, you had been a student at Nevermore for nearly eight years; she knew what damage your personal life had inflicted upon you. For eight years she had been able to provide some sort of comfort, a surrogate parent of sorts, and she was doing her best to give you that space to be a normal teenager with a normal parent.
You had talked with her about these things before, it wasn’t like she was implying something out of nowhere. Larissa had been your shoulder to cry on through all of your family woes, your frustrations, your first heartbreak. It shouldn’t have been such a surprise for her to ask, even though you had initially been sent to see her because you had evaded your justly-deserved detention.
But instead of your usual excitement, Larissa noticed a glaze cover your eyes and your arms wrap tightly around yourself. She had seen you like this multiple times; you still refused to see a therapist about it. And as much as she wanted to go to you and comfort you, previous experience had told her you needed to feel it all before coming back to the present.
“Y/N?” She asked quietly, leaning over her desk to get closer to you without invading your space.
You blinked once, slowly, a single tear falling onto your quivering bottom lip. Your tongue darted out to lick your lip before your eyes opened. The haze took its time in fading from your usually sparkly eyes, but you looked up at Larissa as it diminished. One shuddering breath in, a shaky breath out, and your body fell into a relaxed state once again.
“Wednesday Addams,” you choked out around the sobs that you were shoving back down your throat. Your eyes flickered away from her at the admission.
“What did you both go do?” Larissa asked with a smile that you definitely saw this time.
There was a hesitancy on your face; your lips were parted slightly as if you were about to speak, and your eyes shone brightly, but the slight tilt of your head gave you away. You weren’t one to outwardly share your emotions, but your body langauge always gave you away. It brought a joy to Larissa that she had never understood was possible before you had come around.
“Well, she bought some birdseed-,” you started, immediately going off about the entire date.
Larissa leaned forward, completely enthralled with your tale. The way your hands gestured this way and that, the movements eloquent in their own right. Pianist’s fingers, she recalled. The inflection in your voice a mirror of your younger self, back when you had less worries. You’re excited, she thought with a soft sigh. You haven’t been excited in years.
“-and then Miss Thornhill saw me and sent me straight here,” you finished with a huff, clearly out of breath.
“Will you go on another one?” Larissa asked after you had caught your breath slightly.
“Well, I think it’s my turn to ask next,” you shrugged; there was a sparkle in your eye. “So yes.”
“Then you’d better go prepare.” Larissa sat back in her chair and crossed her legs. “She set the bar pretty high, don’t you think?”
“Might find an autopsy she can watch,” you mused aloud as you pushed yourself off the chair. The stiffness of your injury had yet to ease, Larissa noticed as you essentially limped over to the doorway.
“Oh, Y/N,” she called out once you were halfway out the door.
“Yes ma’am?” You asked, leaning back into the office.
“You can make up your failed detention on Saturday,” she said with a smile that only got bigger as you groaned.
“This place is a fucking prison,” you grumbled as you walked away. Larissa sat back in her chair and looked over toward the fireplace. Maybe, she thought, Addams won’t be so bad afterall.
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live-laugh-neteyam · 1 year
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can you do a hurt/comfort w/ Neteyam, Ao'nung, or Lo'ak where they're in a arranged marriage and the reader thinks that they don't love her the way she loves them.
kind of based off of that one scene from the Corpse Bride?
"I love you, Victor. But you're not mine,"
that's if you're taking requests. if not, I love your works and thanks for reading this! ❤️
You’re Not Mine ||| lo’ak x omatikaya!reader
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hi lovie! thanks for the request 💞 ok so I've never seen the corpse bride so hopefully I didn't butcher this 🙈
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pairings: lo’ak x omatikaya!fem!reader
summary: alexa, play yours by conan gray
words: 1k
warnings/notes: angst (because that’s all I know how to do apparently) arranged marriage, one sided love, use of y/n, lo’ak is emotionally constipated, sweet ending tho
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It was never difficult to love him. Falling for him was the easiest thing you had ever done. Like a moth to a flame you were drawn to him from the start. All he had to do was want you back.
But he never did.
Always feeling like the outcast of the clan, Lo'ak kept his heart guarded. More often than not he'd get hurt and he couldn't stand another heartbreak.
So Lo'ak swore off love. Never giving anyone a chance he declined every potential mate that came his way. He'd rather stay alone than risk the familiar ache in his chest.
Lo'ak's stubbornness as usual was testing his father's patience. Being well into adulthood, Jake was ready to see his youngest son settle down. It seemed the only way for that to happen was for Jake to take matters into his own hands.
The Olo'eyktan noticed the way your eyes always seemed to land on Lo'ak no matter what you were doing. You had grown into a fine hunter, beloved by the clan. You would be a great match for his son.
Jake sat you down along with your parents to ask your approval. He wouldn't force you into something you didn’t want, but he felt an arranged marriage would be best for his son.
The idea of finally being with the man you've been in love with for years lit your heart ablaze. But then the cruel reality of it came crashing down.
It was an arrangement. Not love.
With teary eyes you accepted Jake's proposal. You'd rather have Lo'ak to some extent than lose him completely.
Lo'ak was outraged with his father for not only allowing this, but causing it. He became shut off even more than he already was. Lo'ak hardly even looked at you anymore. It broke your heart.
A part of Lo'ak felt bad for resenting you. Deep down he knew you didn't deserve to be treated like this, stuck in this arrangement just like him. But his twisted mind told him that you were only here because you pitied him.
You tried desperately to get Lo’ak to see your love for him. But it was no use, you couldn’t make him see what he refused to.
Preparing dinner for yourself you weren’t expecting Lo’ak to be home anytime soon. Usually he stayed out until eclipse. You assumed that he couldn’t stand to be around you anymore than he had to.
You heard someone enter the tent. Looking up you were met with the last person you expected. Eyes widening you couldn’t help the look of shock on your face.
Lo’ak took in your wide eyes. You quickly went back to what you were doing. He sighed. After a few weeks of sulking he decided to actually give this a shot. If you had to be together it shouldn’t have to be miserable.
Besides, Lo’ak would be lying if he said he didn’t like you. Growing up he always admired your kindness. You never treated anyone differently, including himself.
“You’re back early.” You whispered as he sat across from you.
“I thought we could eat together.” He said nervously.
“Why?” It slipped out before you could stop it. You internally cringed at your bluntness.
“I understand if you don’t want to. I just thought-“ he sighed trailing off.
“I’d love to, Lo’ak.” You smiled at him.
“But why?” He stared at you stunned. “I’ve been nothing but an asshole to you when you did nothing to deserve it.”
“I want to make this work.”
“You don’t have to pretend Y/N. You can leave at any time and I won’t say a thing. I won’t fuck up your life anymore than I already have.”
“Lo’ak.” You sighed. “Please don’t say such things.”
“Please don’t.” He sighed looking up at you with watery eyes.
“Don’t what?” Your heart pinching at the sight of him.
“Don’t act like you want me. I wouldn’t be able to take the rejection. Not from you.” A tear slid down his cheek.
“Oh Lo’ak,” you sighed reaching your hand out to cup his cheek.
“No one wants me. Not even myself.” He whispered just loud enough for you to hear.
His words broke your heart in two. If only he knew how truly loved he was. Lo’ak caused himself the headache he was trying to avoid by building his walls too high.
"I want you!” You exclaimed. All of the pent up emotion you’ve been holding for weeks exploding out of you. “I would rip my heart out and lay it at your feet if that's what you asked of me."
“Y/N, what are you saying?” He breathed.
"I see you, Lo'ak." You confessed, hugging yourself tight as tears stung your eyes. "But you're not mine."
Lo’ak stared at you stunned. He couldn’t believe that you, the kindness and purest person he knew saw something worthwhile in him.
“I’m so stupid.” He muttered rubbing his palms over his face. “I’m so sorry Y/N.”
You took his hands in yours slowly bringing them up to your lips. Not breaking eye contact with him you gently kissed his knuckles.
“I. See. You.” You mumbled, lips still pressed against his knuckles.
Lo’ak stared in awe at you. His heartbeat quickened as a strange swirling feeling took over his stomach. Looking down he noticed the way you gently cradled his hands, as if you were holding precious stones.
His breath caught in his throat. He cursed himself for being so hard hearted. How did he go so long without seeing you?
Moving his hands to cup your face he slowly leaned in. Your eyes fluttered closed in anticipation for what was to come, praying that this wasn’t a dream.
His lips hesitantly met yours. You felt like your body was lit on fire. Pulling him closer you passionately kissed him back. As your lips moved in sync the sound of walls crumbling filled your ears.
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Snippet one! This is a story where Canon Adaine somehow falls into a dimension where everyone's parents are... Alignment swapped? (Adaine, Kristen, and Fabian's families are very nice while Gorgug, Fig, and Riz's are less so)
(I have no idea where I was going with this scene so it just ends sorry!)
"I was thinking we should probably have some way to distiguish the two of us while you're here."
Adaine looked up from the book she'd been pouring over- an honestly badly written one about multiverse theory- to blink at her doppleganger sitting across from her.
The other Adaine was giving her a tentitive smile, the book on her own lap open but ignored for the moment. She was wearing comfortable, bright clothes but they were of much finer quality than anything Adaine had.
Adaine, huffed and turned back to her book. "What? You want one of us to dye our hair or something? I already have my jacket and a completely different outfit. We don't need more than that." She wasn't going to stick around long enough that she was going to have to change clothes. Hopefully
."Oh, no, not visually," the other one clarified, "I meant more our names. I can't keep thinking of you as 'other Adaine' that won't be fair."
Adaine grunted in acknowledgment but didn't contribute any kind of suggestion. She was fine thinking of this other her as... the other.
"I think I should be Adaine," the doppleganger continued, "and you can Odaine."
That did get Adaine to look back up, squinting suspciously at the hopefully smiling girl. "Odaine? Why?"
The other girl tapped her fingers in a nervous pattern Adaine was intimately familiar with as her smile grew nervous. "Well, because I'm Adaine Abernant and you're Adaine O'Shaunessy. It makes sense doesn't it?"
"No," Adaine instantly shot the idea down, focusing back on the book, "I'll just stick with my name, thanks."
"Oh," the girl sounded dissapointed. Adaine tried not to care about it. "Okay, I can just go by Addy then? While you're here? It's a nickname Aelwyn used to call me when we were little."
Every word Addy said felt like daggers to Adaine but she tried not to show it as she nodded. "That works."
There was a few minutes of blissful silence that Adaine used to read as much as she could. Multi-verse theory was rocky at best and had never actually been proven before. The book was only slightly better than useless.
"I'm sorry," Addy spoke up again, causing Adaine's eyes to flick up to her once more. They were in this girl's room. A room that had an identical layout to Adaine's old one but besides that was so far different it was almost comical. Instead of blank walls and sparce possesions the place was filled with things like fairy lights and posters and a terrariam and so many other things Adaine had in her current bedroom. Seeing her new life overlayed over her old one like this was making her nauseous. "Have I done something to upset you? I mean, obviously you have to right to be upset since you got thrown out of your universe for who knows what reason but you just seem to be... mad. At me. In particular."
Hells, were Adaine's eyes also that big and bright? It looked like Addy was staring straight through to her soul.
Or were Adaine's eyes duller? Tainted by something this version of herself had never had to experience.
"No," Adaine tried to say as sincearly as she could. Because the other girl really hadn't done anything wrong. "You're fine. I'm just stressed. And would really like to get home as quickly as possible."
"We've been at this for hours. Would you like to take a break?" Addy offered, "I can have father fetch us some tea if you'd like."
Adaine could not stop the shudder that ran through her body. "No. Thank you. I'm good."
Addy sighed and closed her own book before standing up and leaving the room entirely. Adaine tried not to let that worry her and tried to ignore the hauntingly familiar voices floating up from downstairs as she read more. Jumping to another dimension didn't actually seem that difficult, all things concidered. It was just about finding one that wouldn't instantly kill you. Or finding the very specific one you needed to get back to. That seemed next to impossible.
So engrossed did she get in the studying that Adaine almost jumped when Addy returned to the room some time later, two steaming cups in hand. "Five minute break," Addy said authoritivly, "it'll make the research go by easier in general."
"I'm fine," Adaine insisted as the other girl layed the cups on her desk. Not even using a coaster.
Addy gave her a very meaningful look, though it was more directed at Adaine's side. She glanced down and realized her finger nails of her left hand was digging into her knee to the point both her hand and leg were beginning to ache. Embarrassed, Adaine quickly shook her arm out and forced herself to relax.
Addy smirked knowlingly as she placed sugar cubes into the tea cups. "I have an anxiety disorder too, you know. I know how easy it is to get lost in research. Especially when it's something this important."
Adaine swallowed thickly and forced herself to close the book, staring at her own hands to avoid looking at the room around her or the other girl. "Why?"
"Hmm? Why what?" Addy asked, handing Adaine a cup that she almost mechanically drank from. It was overly sweet. Just like Adaine liked it.
"Why do you have an anxiety disorder?"
Addy blinked as she sank back into a cross legged position across from Adaine. "Genetics? I suppose? Father said he struggled with something similar in his youth but that was before they even had a name for it."
That was almost funny, Adaine thought as she stared dully into her swirling tea. Had her Angwyn gotten anxious? Was that why he hated the weakness so much in her? Or was that a difference between their two realities? Not a similarity.
"You're parents were cruel to you, weren't they?"
Adaine's head snapped up to stare at Addy who was looking at her with something that wasn't quite pity but was very clearly worry. "How do you know that?"
Addy's ears burned pink and it was now her turn to avoid eye contact. "I'm not stupid!" She said it like a reflex. "I know I... I know I'm naive and sheltered more than most but I'm not stupid. You... you have the same look. That look Gorgug gets when he has to think about it. And you're mad at me. The way Fig gets mad when she's jelouse and doesn't want to be." She squeezed her own cup in her hands and tentitivly looked up at Adaine. "Your parents were cruel to you. And because they're reflections of my parents being here is upsetting you. That's... right? Isn't it?"
Adaine took a deep breath, just like Jawbone taught her, held it for five, and was relieved that the exhale didn't stutter. "Who told you you were stupid?"
Addy opened her mouth like she was about to answer before closing it again with a thoughtful frown. "You're changing the subject."
Adaine rolled her eyes. "Yes, alright. My parents were horrible vile excuses for people. This house burnt down and I didn't even care if anyone was inside." She waved her hand vaugly through the air before letting it drop onto her lap. "I don't see how that's relevant though."
"If you're uncomfortable here we can leave," Addy offered. She didn't seem offended so that was something at least. Adaine had been worried her clear hatred for their surroundings would be rude to her temporary host. "There's always... uh... well, this is kind of the 'hang out' spot if I'm being honest. Kristen's place is a little crowded with her brothers, Riz's phyisically kind of small, and Fabian still won't tell me why he doesn't want anyone over at his place even though his parents have invited us multiple times."
"What about..." Adaine almost dared not ask, was trying not to think about the differences from this world and her own, but the question nagged at her and she didn't think it would just leave her alone. "Mordred?"
Addy let out a startled laugh before cutting herself off, her eyes wide. "Mordred Manor? Is... is that where you live?"
Adaine frowned but tried not to let the reaction get to her. It would make sense if her home was run down in this reality, it had been for a long time in hers after all. "Yeah my dad bought it and fixed it up. Uh, my new dad. I'm adopted."
"I know, I'm not stupid," Addy repeated, though there was an almost teasing smile on her face, "your last name is the same as Tracker's. Unless things are crazy different where you're from I kinda assumed her dad adopted you too."
"Does she call Jawbone her dad here?" Adaine ideally wondered.
Addy almost choked on her tea. "J-Jawbone? What do you... are you saying Jawbone adopted you? The werewolf?"
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ahgasegotarmy116 · 5 months
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Semantic Error | Jeon Jungkook | Chapter 7
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Based off of Semantic Error (bl) by J Soori Summary: After kissing Jungkook you find yourself in a whirlwind new emotions and you have no idea how you're going to face him after this. Pairing: Techie inexperienced fem!reader x Artist fuck boy Jungkook Word Count: 1.4k Warnings: Some explicit language but nothing too crazy lol a/n: It's been like two weeks since I last uploaded a chapter lol my bad. Hopefully I can update this more regularly soon. Read from the beginning
Slamming the door behind me I rest against it, catching my breath trying to process what just happened.
"Why the fuck would I kiss Jeon Jungkook?" I say aloud, mad at myself for getting caught up in his winding web of women that have fallen for his charm. I groan and take my backpack off, tossing it onto my chair and take my jacket off after that. "What's wrong with me?" I yell out, not knowing how to cope with these thoughts and emotions roaming through my head right now leaving me throwing my jacket across the room and knocking my lamp down in the meantime causing the lightbulb to shatter. 
"Of fucking course" I groan and stalk towards it after grabbing the broom and dustpan. I assess the damage and see that I might actually need a whole new one. "Today is not my day" I say unplugging the lamp, setting it to the side. Taking a deep breath I gather up my things again and decide it's best to just get things over with and buy a lamp right away, hoping it'll take my mind off things and head out the door. 
Walking to the store not to far from my house takes almost no time at all to get to thankfully and when I walk in I'm met with a greeting from one of the workers. "Oh hey y/n" says the all too familiar classmate that seems to have just as much of a fixation on me as Jungkook. "Hi Jimin" I say and start making my way towards the area where I'm sure I can find what I'm looking for. "What brings you in today?" he says trailing behind me, hoping to be helpful. "I need a new lamp" I say and keep my head on a swivel trying to find the area as soon as possible. 
"Aisle six" he says, answering my obvious but unspoken question as to where they might be. "Thanks" I say and head that way with him still following just behind me. "What kind are you looking for?" he questions, trying to yet again keep the conversation flowing despite my clear disinterest. "Just a floor lamp" I say, checking out the selection. "Here you go" he says handing me exactly what I'm looking for. I look up at him suspiciously, confused as to how he found it right away. "How did yo-" "It's our best seller" he says simply and starts carrying it to the front for me. "I can carry that myself you know" I say crossing my arms in front of my chest and trailing behind him, now having our predicament switched up. 
"I know, but I work here so there's no reason as to why I shouldn't help you" he says taking me up to the register to wait in line. "Wait here and I'll help you carry it home" he says heading to what I can assume is the staff room. "Aren't you still on the clock?" I question, confused at his continued effort to assist me. "I just finished. I'm gonna go grab my stuff and clock out" he says and rushes off so do as he said. I face back towards the register and wait for my turn, forced to ultimately be met with him reaching me before I'm able to get checked out and just leave without him.
"Ready to go?" he says grabbing the box from me again. "Yeah I guess" I say and start walking back towards my apartment with him following behind. "Why are you doing this?" I ask once we finally reaching my door, having walked the entire journey back in silence. "Well you helped me when I-" "Yes I understand I did that for you, but that doesn't explain why you keep on trying to help me every time you see me. I'm not some helpless damsel in distress you know" I say after letting us both in with him placing the box on the floor and looking around my studio apartment for a bit. 
"I know, but I like helping my friend. Is that so wrong?" he questions making purposeful eye contact with me. "I guess not, but we're not friends" I say closing the door and sitting down on my bed with him following suit deciding to sit at my desk. "Well I'd like to be" he says waiting for my decision. He looks unbothered by what I had said so I guess he's already used to my straightforward nature and rough edges. It might not be the worst thing in the world to be friends with him. He's not too annoying, a little clingy but not unbearably so and he seems to be a nice and genuine person from what I can tell so I don't see too many disadvantages as to having a friendship with him. 
"I guess that's fine" I say and open up the box to start putting the lamp together. "So since we're friends now, can I help you put this lamp together? he asks unpacking all the pieces. "Friends also listen to their other friends wishes. So no, I can put this together on my own" I say pulling out the instruction manual and looking over the materials accounting for everything. "Okay" he says and decides to sit back and watch me put it together on my own. 
"Can you do me a favor?" I ask finally deciding to use him for a second. "Of course" he says and I notice how he almost looks like a puppy waiting for his next command from how round his eyes are while looking at me, still sitting down on the computer chair. "Can you go grab one of the light bulbs from that drawer in the kitchen, the second one from the bottom" I say waving over towards the area, my eyes focused on the lamp again, making sure everything is perfect. 
He nods and checks the drawer, looking around for a bit which makes me feel a little bit suspicious. "Did you find them?" I ask getting impatient, hoping to get this whole incident from earlier taken care of. "No I can't find any in this drawer" he says moving things around a bit but ultimately coming up empty handed. "Let me look" I say and walk over to where he stands, doing exactly as he had done, hoping to come up with a different result.
Having searched high and low through all the places I could've possibly thought about storing the lightbulbs I come to the conclusion that I've ran out. "Perfect" I mumble under my breath hating the thought of having to go out yet again. "Why don't I go grab some for you? I'll be back in like 20 minutes tops" he says starting to put on his shoes to make his way out. "Okay" I agree, knowing that he would probably argue with me and end up with the same result if I try to refuse. "Be right back" he says and walks out the door leaving me sat on the floor now alone again with my thoughts. 
The images of me kissing Jungkook go round and round and round in my head, still not understanding why I would do something like that. How am I even going to face him in class? Let alone when we're alone in his studio again. I wonder if he even knows that I did that? Did he even feel it? He was sleeping so he probably didn't feel a thing. He didn't even move or react after I did that so he probably doesn't know. 
If he does know I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do about it. How do I even explain myself to him? 'Oh hey, yeah about that kiss, it was kind of stupid and I don't know what came over me. It's just that you looked really attractive while you were sleeping, well I mean you always look attractive, but you made me flustered and I couldn't stop thinking about everything and I-' my rambling train of thought it cut off by the sound of my door bell ringing.
"That was fast" I say thinking it was already Jimin but I'm met by the guy who has been running circles around my head and the one person I was hoping to avoid. 
"Hey Pretty"
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moodymisty · 6 months
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(waves) Hello. This is a suggestion or request writing thing...
(clears throat)
Anyways, can we get a nice SFW story with Fury from Darksiders. I feel like she doesn't get enough love and I want her to have a nice time with her best friend or with her S/O or with her siblings.
It can be anything domestic or about her kicking angel or demon ass. I just want to see her get some love ^^
Love your writings. Hope you have a nice day.
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[ 𝕸𝖔𝖔𝖉𝖞𝕸𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖞'𝖘 𝕸𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙| 𝕬𝖔3 ]
Author's Note: Yay! I've been excited to write some Fury. Here's a quick little idea I thought was cute. It's a little shorter than usual, but I liked it how it was and didn't really want to bloat it up.
Relationships: Fury/Gn!Reader
Warnings: None
Word Count: 582
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Fury sleeps like the dead.
You don't know what it is about the Nephilim, or at least these particular four, that facilitates this trait. The one time War fell asleep on your couch you couldn't move him even if you screamed. It was like the massive Horsemen had just, powered down. Strife isn't much better apparently, but they all seem to agree that Death is the odd man out as a light sleeper. You're not surprised.
Either way, you're stuck.
Fury lays with her arm over your midsection and legs tangled with your own, half trapping you underneath her far larger and heavier body. Her hair brushes over your skin, tickling underneath your nose as her hand grips the side of your nightshirt.
Maybe it's that sleep is such a rarity that causes her to knock out like this, lips slightly parted as she breathes. You know they technically don't need sleep, at least not nearly as much you humans do, but it doesn't mean that their minds don't appreciate a good rest.
"Fury..."
You groan, trying to free at least one of your legs. It doesn't work; If anything, her grip only seems to be getting tighter in response.
You keep moving, shifting and wiggling trying to gain some semblance of freedom, only to be permanently trapped under her much heavier form.
It's only when you make a rough kick with your leg to her own, that you finally hear her make a noise and hopefully begin to wake up. You wiggle around again.
"Fury, I love you but please get off of me." She grumbles and leans up, looking at you with wild hair and hooded eyes.
"Why would I, if you're going to say such nice things." She smirks when you manage to free a leg, but still remain largely helpless.
"Because you're going to suffocate the human saying those nice things if you don't get off." When a hand starts softly hitting the side of her arm, Fury finally relents; Rolling off of your body and sighing.
"Very well,"
Having finally earned your freedom you groan and stretch your limbs under the blankets, before quickly stuffing them back under. The weather is more than a little cold now, and even with Fury who runs as hot as an oven you still find yourself cold. But instead of shivering you curl your legs closer to her, pressing against her side instead of underneath her.
"Oh, so you demand I get off but then immediately return?" The sleepy Nephilim glares at you as you attempt to siphon her warmth.
"Because I want to be by you, not crushed underneath you."
You steal a kiss in an attempt to calm her sour expression, glancing across the room to spot her armor and weapons leaned against the wall.
She'd stopped by at no earlier than midnight and shrugged it all off, tossing it aside before slipping into your bed. It wasn't the first time she'd done so, and it wouldn't be the last. The Horsemen only get rare moments of downtime and she's well intent to enjoy those moments, especially now that she has you.
She returns your kiss, following you even when you pull away.
"Well you can have both, or neither."
She drives a hard bargain. Sighing, you allow the much larger Nephilim to lay against you again, listening to her content laugh as she enjoys a moment of comfort, and you feel the cold morning shivers slowly melt away.
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qtssvnwoo · 1 year
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helloo this is my first time requesting so hopefully its not confusing🧌
can i request fluff prompt number 2 and comfort number 9? with draco malfoy
so like basically y/n is kind to everyone including malfoy and y/n has a crush on him and draco asks “why do you love me?” (prompt 2 )and y/n’s like “because i believe theres something good in you” then walks away and draco had this weird feeling and he cant get y/n off his mind and starts liking her then when draco became a death eater y/n found out but she still decided to love him just the way he is and shes always there for draco even tho hes kind of mean to her (prompt 9) and he kinda likes her but dont know how to express hes feelings
im sorry if this is cringe 😞
Of course my love! So sorry if this is late, but, I had such a fun time writing this, so thank you!!
Prompts: Fluff 2: "Why do you love me?" Comfort 9: "I love you okay? Nothing will ever change that."
I See You-Draco Malfoy (request)
Word count: 1.5k
Warnings: Maybe bad writing cause I haven't written a fanfic in a while, I've been working on my own story.
A/N: Also, let me know if I should make a series regarding one of the Harry potter characters, I'm going between Ron and Draco right now!!
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   Y/n. They were known around the school for being the kindest person in Ravenclaw, most people liked them, all except a few. Draco Malfoy in particular wasn’t so fond of Y/n. He hated the way they smiled at everyone, how they never stood up for themselfyet stood up for everyone else. He hated how innocent they seemed and the way their eyes sparkled when they talked about traveling the world. 
  Ever since they were in their potions class together in 3rd year, Y/n knew they felt something for Draco. They heard his laugh from across the room and saw his charming smile and knew from then on that they were truly in love. Everything Draco did left them in a trance, even when Draco wasn’t so nice to them. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*Fifth Year*
  The sound of people yelling, laughing and talking didn’t seem to phase Y/n as they sat at the courtyard, drawing underneath a tree. They had been working on a particularly difficult picture that had taken them a couple of days to even get the base sketch down, and they were finally finishing it. They had drown out all the noise of people talking so much that they hadn’t even noticed the sound of Draco’s heavy footsteps approaching them. 
  “What could you possible be so focused on?” y/n tensed up at the sound of Draco’s voice, they weren’t expecting Draco out of nowhere, causing them to jump slightly and blush slightly at his mocking tone. They murmured some words, some words Draco could not understand.
  “I can’t hear you when you don’t talk L/n.” He smirked. Draco was aware of Y/n’s feelings for him, he had known ever since he had heard them talking about it in Herbology last year. Since then, he had decided to make them lose their feelings for him, he had hated the idea of people liking him, or even liking someone back knowing how his path was set for him, he didn’t want to bring anyone into this mess he had to fulfill. 
  “I said I'm drawing! I have to focus, it's a gift for Hermione.” Y/n first spoke with confidence, but, slowly their words got lost in translation as they had felt bad for shouting at Draco.
  “A gift? For the mudblood? How ridiculous! You would draw something for someone like that?” Draco mocked. Before Y/n had the chance, Draco grabbed the sketchbook from their hands and looked at the drawing. 
  “Malfoy Stop! Give that back!” Y/n tried their best to get their drawing back from him, but all he did was dodge them, moving from side to side. 
  “This is horrid! What is this supposed to be? A rat? Or maybe it’s a self Portrait?” Draco laughed to himself, but Y/n didn’t laugh. The words had hurt them, had cut them deep. They knew he was probably only doing it to make them mad, but nonetheless, the poison words coming from him choked them, slowly tearing away their confidence. 
  “That's not nice Malfoy.” Was all Y/n could say. The cockiness in Draco’s eyes got bigger as he laughed at them. 
  “That's all you have to say? How pathetic.” And with his words, he threw the sketchbook into a nearby puddle. Y/n just stared at the puddle, watching as the pages slowly soaked up the water, causing the ink to run across the pages. They couldn’t help but slowly feel their throat close and their eyes start to water as they watched the drawing slowly get ruined by the dirty water. They slowly looked over at Draco and mustered up a small smile.   “That’s okay, I needed a new one anyways.” Was all they said before walking past Draco and picking up the sketchbook. “I’ll see you in Potions Malfoy.” 
  Draco watched as they walked away, in shock. He had just ruined their sketchbook, something that took lots of time and effort into creating and they didn’t even say anything. 
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  Draco couldn’t help but feel bad the next couple of weeks. He thought about the way he just threw the sketchbook, and how Y/n just didn’t react. When they saw each other in the halls, Y/n would flash Draco a quick smile, and a wave before going back to whatever they were doing. During their shared classes together, Y/n would also often help Draco if he needed something. All these kind gestures made Draco’s head spin in confusion, even though he had just been mean to them weeks prior, they had the courage to still treat him decent?  Draco couldn’t stop the feeling of guilt striking him more and more everyday. So he decided to confront Y/n about it. 
  One day after class, Draco had dragged Y/n  (more rough than he had wanted) into an empty hallway to finally ask their the question that had been on his mind since he had ruined their sketchbook. 
   “Why?” Was all he said. He felt like his throat had been closed, restricting him from saying anything else. But, when Y/n only looked at him with confusion, he continued. “Why are you so nice to me? After everything I did, and everything I said. I ruined your sketchbook, tripped you in the halls, I’ve even blamed you for things you never even did. Yet you still take the blame for it and treat me kindly every single time. Why?” 
  Y/n felt a wave of heat rush over them. They had never planned on confessing the true reason as to why they had been so kind to Draco, but now was a better time than never.
  “Well, I do love you Draco, and-” 
   “Then why do you love me? Why do you continue to love me even though I’m such a horrible person.” 
  “Love is the only force capable of turning an enemy into a friend. Martin Luther King Jr.” y/n responded. Draco looked at them, and he stared. Not because he was confused, but because he had not noticed how eloquently Y/n spoke. Words flew from their mouth like the drop of rain, and had the sweetness of honey when they reached his ear. 
  “What?” 
   “Draco, I see you. I see you as you are. I see good in you and I see someone that is hiding beneath all that tough exterior. You just have to let him out.” 
  Draco looked and watched as Y/n slowly walked away. He couldn’t fathom how someone who he had never shown an ounce of kindness too, could read and see inside him so well. He felt his heart skip a beat as he remembered the words Y/n had spoken to him, his heart raced and his palms started to sweat. He felt weird, silly even. He had never felt this way about someone ever before, Nor did he really want to. 
  But despite his efforts, the next few weeks got only harder for him. The stress of his father making him a death eater, killing dumbledore, and his feelings for Y/n had ridden him with such a burden that he could not even focus in his classes anymore. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
*sixth year*
Draco stared at himself in the mirror. He couldn’t believe what he had become. He stared at the mark on his arm in disgust as he felt tears run down his face. He had seated himself in an empty classroom, away from all people. Except for one. 
  Y/n had entered the room five minutes before Draco arrived, they had wanted a quiet place to draw, but they knew that Draco needed this space more. They knew they probably should have just made a quick run for the door, but seeing Draco quietly cry to himself made Y/n’s heart break. 
  They quietly put their hand on Draco’s shoulder, and whispered his name. He knew immediately who it was and his heart stopped. He didn’t even question if he was right, he just stood up and engulfed Y/n in the tightest hug he could. Both Y/n and Draco’s hearts skipped a beat. Y/n hugged Draco tighter and let him cry into their chest, while slowly rubbing his head. 
   After a while Draco had calmed down he let go of y/n, still keeping them in his arms, just hugging them a little less tight. He looked them in the eyes and swallowed back his pride. 
  “You still love me? After all these years of being mean to you and your friends. After all I’ve done? After all I've become?” Y/n looked down at his arm, they gasped slightly at the mark but did not say anything. They rubbed his arm, bringing it up to their mouth and kissing the whole of the mark slowly. Before looking up at Draco with the softest gaze she could give him.
  “I see you Draco, I see you as you are. Not what burdens you. I love you Okay? Nothing will ever change that.” Draco sighed lightly, letting Y/n continue. “Love is the only force capable of turning an enemy into a friend. Martin Luther King Jr.” They smiled as they repeated the words back to him that they had spoken so long ago. Draco laughed to himself as he held Y/n’s face in his hands. 
  “Thank you. For seeing me. Thank you for loving me.”
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nerdy-talks · 1 year
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Hey there! 🫡 May I please request Dad!Tatsu (from the way of the house husband) dealing with his daughter's (the reader's) first period (everything platonic)? 😬 And then the reader is pretty calm about it (even though it she's in pain) but Tatsu is freaking out and Miku isn't home, etc. 😭😭
I'm extremely sorry for taking so long to post this, anon!
It's been a bit of a roller coaster here the past few weeks due to family stuff going on. Also, admittedly... I was a bit nervous/paranoid that I kept making Tatsu a bit out of character while I was writing. Hopefully that's not the case, though! Because despite my love for Way of the Househusband, Tatsu's lingo/way with words are a bit challenging to recreate (in the best way possible) lol ^^
With all that being said : I love this idea so much, anon! I honestly had a lot of fun writing this, so thank you for your request! I also kinda used a little bit of inspiration from my own personal experience except I didn't stay as composed as Reader does lol Anyway.... I hope you enjoy! (:
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Platonic!Dad!Tatsu X Platonic!Daughter!Reader
Period Pains, Rough Times
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The moment your mother had mentally prepared you for had finally arrived, yet you couldn’t help the feeling of dread wash over you.
The last thing you wanted to do was break the news to your father. You knew how he was, how he’d make a bigger deal out of the situation than was necessary.
But with a dwindling supply of feminine products left in the bathroom due to your Mom forgetting to restock and the discomfort in your lower abdomen slowly intensifying, you grit your teeth and reluctantly made your way towards the kitchen.
Standing in the doorway, you watched as your father skillfully blended a bowl of ingredients together, most likely intended for dinner later.
“Is Mom on her way home?” You inquired, looking at the clock on the wall.
“She’s gonna be late tonight, said her boss has some unfinished business left to tend to and your mother is in charge of the dirty work like usual.” Tatsu answered as he transferred the mixture into a baking pan.
“Oh…” you trailed off, gently clutching your stomach as another wave of cramps wracked your body.
Noticing the pained expression on your face, Tatsu turned his full attention to you.
“What’s going on? Ya look like you got gutted by a rival organization”
“It’s nothing serious. Just…. Can we go shopping?” You replied, choosing to ignore his less than flattering comparison.
“We just came back from running errands.” He retorted while raising an eyebrow to your seemingly odd behavior.
“I know that, but...” You paused.
“But what?”
“I forgot some items that I need for something important.”
“We can go later.” Tatsu replied nonchalantly.
“I need them sooner than later.” You argued, hoping to get the urgency across without having to elaborate.
“What’s up, kid?” He asked, concern lacing his words.
“Nothing.” Your attempt at maintaining a calm demeanor failed as the sharp ache caused you to hunch other slightly.
“It’s gotta be something.”
“Nothing.” You whined.
“Then you can wait for-“
“I need pads and medicine for cramps because I just got my period” you finally explained, knowing there was no sense in prolonging the inevitable.
A deafening silence filled the room as your father seemed frozen in place.
“Dad?” You spoke softly after a few minutes, snapping the man back to life. Tatsu raced over to you, gently grabbing your shoulders and leaning down to look you in the eyes.
“Don’t worry, (Name). There ain’t no way I’m gonna allow some punk to knock my little girl down.”
“Uh, Dad… it’s a period. Not a bully.”
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“Welcome! Can I help you find anything today?” The cheerful store clerk greeted as the new customer entered the store.
“I know you’re pushing product here. So tell me, where do you hide the good stuff?”
The clerk stared at Tatsu like he was crazy, completely unprepared for such a direct and unusual question.
“E-Excuse me?”
After his numerous failed attempts of contacting Miku at work, Tatsu realized that he would have to procure the appropriate personal care items on his own. Although this was previously uncharted territory for the ex-yakuza member, he vowed since the day you were born that his parental duties would always be of the utmost importance. Even more than his dedication to being a proper househusband.
“Ya know… the special pills designed for ladies. I need the best you’ve got, no cuttin’ corners.”
After an awkward conversation with her manager, Tatsu was directed to the correct isle and recommended the ‘best of the best’ medications for dealing with menstrual cramps.
But now, the Immortal Dragon was face-to-face with yet another monumental challenge : choosing the correct sanitary napkins.
‘We’re sorry, the person you are trying to reach is not available-‘
Click
Yet another call sent straight to voicemail. Miku had always been considerate of her husband, making sure to purchase her own feminine products at that time of the month. This was something Tatsu was now regretting, wishing he had paid closer attention to the brands and styles his wife preferred.
Wings or no wings? Scented or unscented? Ultra thin or maxi? What about sizing?
“Pardon me, sir? Do you need any help?” Another poor, unsuspecting clerk asked as she approached him.
“Yeah.” The girl instantly regretted all of her previous life choices as Tatsu turned towards her, package of pads in hand, an intimidating smile plastered on his face. “These a good brand for absorbing large amounts of blood? Can’t have a single drop ruining the interior, if ya catch my drift.”
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An hour passed before your bedroom door creaked open. Sitting up, you watched as a disheveled Tatsu entered.
“Dad? What happened?! Are you okay?” You asked, genuinely worried about your father.
“Don’t you start pitying me, (Name). I ain't dead yet. And even though it wasn’t easy, I’ll gladly take a bullet for my kid any day. What’s important is….” Extending his arm, he handed you a shopping bag filled with medicine and a few different kinds of feminine products. “I got the goods.”
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“I’m sorry I wasn’t home sooner, honey. Today must have been rough for you.” Miku cooed as she rushed into your room, pulling you into a comforting embrace.
“It’s okay, Mom. It actually wasn’t that terrible. Dad got me everything I needed, and even agreed to make some chocolate cookies tonight for dessert.” You replied as you returned the hug.
“That’s great to hear, I’m so proud of how strong and mature you are.” Miku smiled and kissed your forehead.
“I guess Tacchan is the only one who had a rough day, then.” She mumbled, more to herself than to you, as she made her way back towards the door.
“What do you mean?”
Stopping mid-step, your mother sheepishly glanced back at you. “Let’s just say we can no longer shop at the nearby drugstore with your Dad anymore. Now hurry and wash your hands. Dinner is almost ready.”
With that, Miku exited your room and left you to reflect on just how grateful you were to have such an eccentric yet well-intentioned father.
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I hope this is good enough, and that Tatsu isn't too ooc ^^"
Once again, thank you so much for the request, lovely anon! I hope you and everyone else has a wonderful day ❤️
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So many people wanted me to carry on with this drabble from day 13 and in an effort to not start yet ANOTHER wip, I’m going to add two more parts to it, today and on day 24, after that??? Hopefully it’ll be done dfklgdfk but it’s me so who knows 😅 anyway I hope this scratches the itch for now at least dkfgjdfg 🥰💖
Also on AO3!!!
DAY FIFTEEN: HELPLESSNESS
Chloe banged desperately on the glass above her head, the hands starting to bleed from the effort. Her lungs were burning from the breath she was so desperately needing, but Chloe knew that if she took it it would be the last thing she ever did. She was going to die in here, they’d left her here this time, this was it, this time she was going to drown-
The lid was suddenly removed and Chloe felt a pair of hands grab her and drag her out of the tank an onto the ground. She gasped and choked as air re-entered her lungs, collapsed in a heap on the floor as she felt tears burning at the corner of her eyes. She whimpered softly as she felt a hand rest on her cheek, far from a comforting gesture, the action caused fear to spread through her drenched body, Chloe shivering from the cold as the water covering every inch of her brought about a temperature so low it seemed to penetrate her bones.
“There we go Red. It wasn’t so hard was it? That’s a new personal best for you!”
Chloe grunted softly as her wrists were tied together again, no longer bothering to struggle as she was dragged along the twisting corridors she had long since stopped trying to map out in her head. She hadn’t been able to see a damn thing since they dumped her here anyway, a blindfold always tied tightly across her eyes. She supposed it was part of her ‘training’, always keeping her guessing, never knowing what was coming for her next, how much pain they were going to inflict on her this time.
She still didn’t understood how she’d gotten here. She’d been at Beca’s apartment, waiting for her to get home, intending to surprise her girlfriend with dinner and flowers (it was their anniversary after all). They’d had a tricky few weeks, Beca had been... odd lately. Distracted, unfocused, only seeming to be half in the moment. So Chloe was making them dinner because Beca had finally agreed to talk to her about what was going on, about what was bothering her so much that she had just shut down like this. Everything was going to work out because Beca would talk and whatever it was, they could fix it.
She was making dinner when a hand clamped over her mouth and a needle was pushed into her arm. Chloe had tried to scream as best she could, had tried to struggle, but whatever had been in that syringe worked quickly and the world had gone black. Chloe had woken up in a metal crate, gagged, bound and terrified with a tall blonde woman sneering down at her. Where the hell was she? What was happening to her? Where was Beca?
“You were an unexpected surprise I must say...” Gail had chuckled, Chloe blearily starting to tug at the rope binding her in a vain attempt to free herself, “But I’ve never been one to pass up an opportunity for new blood. Besides, you'll be the perfect way to bring Beca in from the cold. You’re going to love Bosnia.”
Chloe remembered very little after that, everything a haze of drugs and pain and darkness. Rough hands that tugged at her hair and her bindings, metal implements that tore at her skin and pulled her limbs wider from her body as they hurt her mercilessly, that damn tank full of water that they locked her in until she almost drowned, convinced every time that this was the occasion that they left her here to die.
All her thoughts were of Beca, the ones she was in control of anyway. Did Beca know where she was? How did she know people like this? Had they hurt Beca too? Those thoughts were all terrifying, but the ones that scared her most of all? Well those were the ones she couldn’t seem to control, the ones that were flooded with ideas of violence and revenge against the people that were hurting her, the ones that wanted her to do things and say things that would never normally cross her mind. 
Chloe had never been a violent person, never even had a fleeting thought close to anything violent. Sure, she’d been annoyed in her life, pissed off even, but even that had never pushed her towards violence. But now? Now Chloe couldn’t shake those ideas no matter how fleeting they were, now her head was constantly filled with these thoughts, drilled into her by the headphones that were rammed onto her head or the rhetoric that was repeated over and over when they beat her. They were becoming more violent, more frequent, more consuming... Chloe hated this. She just wanted to go home, she wanted Beca, she didn’t want to become something she knew in her heart that she wasn’t.
But these people... they were so organised and cruel and strong, Chloe didn’t stand a chance against them. They kept her tied down, they beat her until she blacked out claiming it was to “build up her pain tolerance”, they kept trying to drown her, they- Chloe was dizzy from the things they did to her, all in the name of some kind of ‘training regime’ but what the hell was it they were training her for? None of it made any sense, especially the part where this had something to Beca.
How could it? Beca was sweet, and kind, and gentle, this world was harsh, and violent, and cruel; the two didn’t marry up, they didn’t go together, how was this connected to Beca? Had she set her up? Was this why she had been so detached, was she getting ready to... sell her off or something?
No. No she wouldn’t. That was their kind of thinking, not hers. Beca loved her, Beca wouldn’t do that kind of thing, Chloe had to stop letting these thoughts enter her head...
Chloe frowned softly as she was hauled into a chair, still trembling furiously from the cold as she was strapped to it, unforgiving metal wrapped around her ankles, her waist, her chest, her wrists, and finally across her forehead. Chloe’s heart was pounding in her chest as she realised she couldn’t moved a single inch. 
“Let’s see those beautiful eyes of yours fraulein...” The thick German voice that had taunted her so relentlessly echoed around her as Chloe tried to swallow the fear swelling inside her, “I hear they’re quite something.”
And then, for the first time in... days (weeks? Months? Chloe didn’t know anymore...) light flooded her vision, causing her to wince and shut them again as a hand gripped her chin.
“Now come on...” The hand grew tighter as Chloe whimpered, “Don’t start disappointing me now Red... you’ve done so well today. Open your eyes.”
Chloe slowly opened her eyes again, her eyes finding a different towering blonde woman smirking at her than before. Was that their thing? Tall, blonde women that kidnapped and tortured people for the sake of some sort of twisted training?
“Oh yes...” Her grin widened as Chloe eyed her with fear and suspicion, “We could bring countries to ruin with those eyes. Gail really does pick the best girls for us.”
“W-what do you want from me?” Chloe whispered, “I don’t understand any of this, why am I here, why are you doing this to me?”
“We need you.” The woman shrugged a little, “You’ll find out soon enough Chloe, when you’re ready to move on to Phase Three. But for now, you’re starting on Phase Two.”
Chloe watched as a small roll of medical tape was pulled from her tormentor’s pocket, trying in vain to turn her head away but the metal bindings held her tight as pieces of it were fastened to her eyelids, forcing them wide open. Chloe couldn’t even blink like this, her hands clenching and unclenching as she tried to quell the raging fear inside her. What were they doing to her now?
Her t-shirt was ripped open, Chloe’s skin patted dry before small square stickers were fastened to it, two wires trailing from each of them. Chloe bit her lip, her eyes burning already as she tried in vain to blink and soothe them. 
“This program will run for three hours. I’ll be back when it’s finished.” 
The woman stepped aside as Chloe’s eyes found a large white projection screen in front of her. The video began to roll, Chloe’s face contorting in fear and disgust as an image of a man who had been shot through the head was displayed in front of her. She tried again to close her eyes but she couldn’t, whimpering softly as a similar image of a woman this time followed it. What was this? What were they doing to her?
An image of child passing flowers to her mother was projected next, Chloe relaxing for half a second. Thank god, something she could stomach... the feeling of relief didn’t last as a sharp pain spread through her chest, Chloe briefly cognizant enough to realise she was being shocked as she let out a screech.
She was panting heavily as the images of violence returned, tears starting to slip down her cheeks. Why were they doing this? What the hell was their endgame here?
The process continued like this, Chloe exposed to more and more distressing images, interspersed at random intervals by ‘normal’ images and the sharp pain of an electric shock. There was no way to predict a pattern, no warning, nothing that helped Chloe prepare herself for each agonising interval until she was weeping and panting heavily, her vision blurry as she struggled vainly in her restraints. By the time the program had run its course Chloe was a mess, her mind reeling from the violence and the horror that she had been exposed to, her chest burning as she tried to think about anything else, anything that would distract herself from the awful ideas in her head.
“An excellent start Chloe.” The woman hummed as the tape was peeled away, Chloe squeezing her aching eyes shut and wishing that she couldn’t still see those things behind her eyelids.
“Please...” Chloe’s voice was hoarse as she kept her eyes closed. She didn’t want to open them, she didn’t want to see anything else today, “Please, I just want to go home...”
“You are home Red.” She sneered, “Rest now. More training later.”
Chloe was left restrained to the chair, crying softly as she heard a door slam shut behind her. She wanted Beca, she wanted the one person who seemed to be linked to all of this that wouldn’t hurt her, she just wanted all of this to stop. There were phases and training and plans, and Chloe didn’t understand any of it. Why it was happening to her, what was their endgame, what did they want from her?
The only thing Chloe really knew was that they were just getting started, and that terrified her more than anything.
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misscrazyfangirl321 · 2 years
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what about something with magnitt AND nikabby? maybe in actor or body guard au?
(Does this work with my other fic for this universe? Nope! Anyway, enjoy.) 
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Helen ducks her head, pretending to be extremely interested in the menu in front of her. There aren’t many options on it, so hopefully no one finds her concentration odd. 
Beside her, John chuckles. “Relax, darling. No one’s going to recognize you.” 
Logically, she knows he’s right. Her hair is even longer than it was back in her Hollywood days, and pitch black rather than the golden curls that were once a hallmark of her image. She’s put on a bit of weight-not much, just a few pounds; going through pregnancy will do that-and the wedding band on her finger is new. To top it all off, her shades obscure most of her face. 
Still, though. Why Nikola couldn’t have brought his new friend somewhere less public for this meeting, she has no idea. She’s avoided crowds as much as possible since her disappearance, and now she’s right in the middle of the most crowded restaurant in Hollywood. 
“Ah. There they are.” John nods to the door. His own disguise is far less thorough, just reading glasses and a baseball cap, but paired with jeans and a t-shirt, he’s almost unrecognizable as the bad boy in black leather from half a decade ago. 
She follows his gaze to the door, and blinks. Sure enough, Nikola’s there, a vaguely familiar blonde by his side. And she’s seen lots of promotional material, so in theory, she does have an idea of what Abigail Corrigan looks like, but they always make her seem quite serious. This young woman walks with a spring in her step, grinning ear to ear, chattering away at Nikola who’s... Smiling?
He looks so terribly fond, Helen can’t quite remember how to breathe. She hasn’t seen him look at anybody like that since-since-
Since her. (And she will never regret marrying John, but the regret of breaking the heart of one of her best friends will be with her for a long time.) 
They finally make their way to John and Helen’s table, taking their seats. Abigail glances between Helen and John, before holding out a hand. 
“Hi! I’m Abby. Nik hasn’t told me anything about you guys, just told me that he had some friends for me to meet.” 
John chuckles. “Well, that wasn’t very helpful, Nik.” 
Before those two can get carried away, Helen takes Abby’s hand, shooting John a warning look. “I’m Helen. Helen Druitt.” 
She’s a bright girl, this Abigail; Helen can see the gears turning in her head, can see the moment she makes the connection between Helen Magnus-the young actress who disappeared seven years ago, shortly after her relationship with Hollywood heartbreaker John Druitt became public-and the woman sitting across from her. When it clicks, her mouth falls open, and she covers it with her hands, maybe trying to hide her reaction.
“You’re-”
“Yes.” 
“I watched Abnormal Adventures every single week when I was in highschool!” She might only be ten years older than Abby, but suddenly, Helen feels terribly ancient. “You were my hero! I mean, your character was, anyway.” Her cheeks flush pink. “Sorry, that’s definitely not why you’re here. Um. Nice to meet you. Shutting up now.” 
Once again, John laughs. It seems Abby has won him over already. “Not at all. It’s lovely to meet you, Abby. I’m John. My wife and I look forward to hearing all about you. Though Nikola has told us so much already.” 
To Helen’s surprise, she finds she does actually look forward to hearing about Abby. Her gushing should be an unpleasant reminder of the world Helen fled, but her warm enthusiasm and open sincerity makes it impossible to dislike her. 
“And perhaps you can tell us what sort of trouble Nikola has been causing lately,” Helen adds, offering a conspiratorial smile. 
Abby laughs, her embarrassment apparently fading away immediately. “Oh, you have no idea.”
“Hold on,” Nikola protests, “you aren’t allowed to gang up on me.” 
A retort is on the tip of Helen’s tongue, but Abby is quicker, turning to him with her most innocent smile. “Yes, we are.” Her voice is sweet as can be, but there’s something sturdy beneath it, and Helen exchanges glances with John. For all her soft edges, this girl has a bit of steel in her. Good; she’ll need it to survive Hollywood (and to romance Nikola Tesla). 
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ezribex · 8 months
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FFXIV Write Day 15
“Here you are.” A steaming plate of pasta adorned by a fragrant tomato sauce was placed in front of me. “Would you like some cheese? I know it’s not much, but I’ve had to make do with nonperishable ingredients ever since…” 
I inhaled, fighting the urge to pick up my fork and dig in until after my host had prepared his own plate. “It’s perfect,” I said, and we locked eyes. I tried to give him my best cheer up smile, and was pleased to see a faint relaxation of the tension in his face. 
Pandaemonium. In the hours since Hesperos’ death, the strange familiar had departed to whence she came, and Erichthonios and I had gotten to work surveying the damage to Asphodelos. We had placed what creations remained back in their quarters, refreshing the warding bonds. We searched for the other warders on the level, and had concluded, finding no bodies other than Hesperos', that everyone else had escaped to the now very blocked-off Abyssos. Hopefully this was an indication that those warders still lived? Only a full investigation would be able to tell us one way or another. 
As I enjoyed my first few bites of the delicious, well-seasoned pasta, I considered my mission. The initial rush of danger and urgency was fading and I found my own emotions roiling. An unpleasant sensation, to say the least. I wondered what had caused Hesperos, and, for a time, Erichthonios, to lose themselves. It’s something about this place, I hypothesized. Because I felt it too. Anger, at Lahabrea, a man I’d always admired, for this obvious negligence in the case of his son. Pride, at the way in which Erichthonios and I could combine our magicks to bind dangerous beasts. Envy, of the fearless familiar who could subdue creations and keywards alike. 
I thought about the familiar and how much she reminded me of Azem. I imagined a bloody conflict between the two of us on the Convocation floor. “Even Emet-Selch could do no better!” I screamed, as I struck her down with my light and then my darkness and then my light again, till she was unconscious, forced to yield. 
I took a deep breath and the aroma of my meal brought me back. “This is wonderful, Erichthonios” I said, taking a few more bites, and smiling at him across the table. He set his fork down and ran his fingers through his hair, avoiding eye contact. 
He stood up abruptly. “Would you like some wine?” he asked. And then, without giving me a chance to answer, he said, “I’ll go get it,” and walked over to the kitchen. I set down my fork as well and took a drink of water, letting the cool liquid slide down my throat and subdue my passions as best it could. 
I felt overwhelmed, out of my depth. Why did Azem send me, when she could’ve come herself? She had said something about a portentous vision, a falling star. And then there was the familiar, which seemed so much like her… My working hypothesis was based on the idea that the simplest explanations are often correct. Azem sent me on this investigation because my specific skills as the Emissary will be needed. She didn’t want me to have to work alone, though, so she sent along a familiar as well. I supposed that if this facility had the ability to warp people’s minds and bodies in service to their emotions, my discipline as an Emissary and an Observer would potentially be useful. 
“Here we are.” Erichthonios placed two wine glasses upon the table, uncorked the bottle, and skillfully poured. “It’s probably not as good as what you all have in Amaurot, but this was a birthday gift from Agdistis, the keyward of Abyssos. I’d been saving it for a special occasion.” 
“I’m honored,” I replied, lifting my glass to lightly clink with his. “Here’s to our investigation.” 
“Cheers,” he said, a bit glumly. I took a sip. The wine was dark, tannic, leathery. It didn’t go particularly well with this bright, lovely pasta. Who is this Agdistis person? I knew she was a former member of the Words of Lahabrea, but she’d left Amaurot for the Pandaemonium long before I’d become involved with the Convocation. What was her place in all this? For that matter, what role would Lahabrea himself play? I was increasingly convinced that I could not complete this mission satisfactorily without his help. But his treatment of Erichthonios, his own flesh and blood, could not be ignored. Another reason Azem sent me, I realized. She must’ve known that Lahabrea’s son and I are about the same age. 
I ate my dinner with genuine pleasure, and the wine grew better as I drank more of it. After we finished eating, I insisted upon washing the dishes. Erichthonios seemed surprised, which saddened me. His mother was dead, his father neglectful, and his mentor had just called him stupid and useless to his face. I wanted to show him that this wasn’t the case, and that he didn’t deserve any of what had happened to him. He deserves love, I thought, looking over at him from my place at the kitchen sink, allowing myself to feel a desire that had flashed across my mind upon realizing that his warder’s quarters in Asphodelos had only the one bed. Bad idea, Themis, I told myself. It’s the Pandaemonium’s influence, the stress of the situation. So, after I finished the dishes and exchanged a few more pleasantries with my host, I requested sleeping quarters in one of the neighboring warder’s apartments. 
Lying in bed, I started a meditation, controlling my breathing, slowing my heartrate. A test of my wits, my will, my stamina. You will not best me, Pandaemonium. Eventually, I drifted off to sleep.
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suchawannabe56 · 8 months
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Better Latte Than Never
This fic was created for the Shadowhunters Mini Bang 2023: Presented by the @malecdiscordserver
CHAPTER FIVE
The following few days were the most boring days of Alec’s life. Normally, he would spend his shifts excited to see Magnus, but with the man away for a while there was nothing to look forward to, which meant he was grumpier than usual. Lydia had decided it was best not to tease him about it, at least while Magnus was away but unfortunately for Alec, his sister didn’t share the same thoughts as his friend. 
It had been four days since Magnus had left and Alec couldn’t stand Isabelle’s knowing looks, her light comments about how cute it is that one specific person can have such an effect on him. Just as Alec was about to snap at his sister, the door opened and Alec relaxed at the sight of Magnus walking in. His eyes lingered on the man, taking in the sight of Magnus dressed in a form-fitting grey suit with gold detailing. He heard his sister scoff at the reaction but her teasing never came, not when their eyes fell on the man following Magnus. 
“Magnus, come on,” the man grumbled, tugging on Magnus’s hand and Alec hated the way his heart clenched in his chest. 
“I told you I need coffee, now are you paying like you promised?” Magnus’s tone was light and a small smile tugged at his lips as he looked at the man. 
Alec locked eyes with his sister, knowing that she could read him like a book. He turned to head into the back room hoping to hide until the pair left, only for the voice he’d been dreaming about over the last few days caught his attention. 
“Alexander,” Magnus exclaimed, a grin spreading across his face causing the other man to scoff. “How have you been?” 
Alec swallowed around the lump in his throat before smiling back, although it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Good. Things have been good. How about you?” 
“Pretty great, actually. It was a productive couple of days and I managed to get Raphael here and hopefully convince him that I’m a better person for him to be with.” Magnus explained, gesturing to Raphael who was paying for the drinks.
Alec’s entire body tensed at the statement. “That’s great,” he said, his voice strained. He coughed and turned to start the two drinks. 
Raphael glanced between Magnus and Alec, having sensed the tension that had suddenly filled the space. Isabelle and Lydia were watching Alec closely. He was incredibly quiet as he worked, his attention purely focused on what he was doing. Magnus seemed to have picked up on the shift and turned to Isabelle, slightly confused about what had happened. Raphael rolled his eyes and leaned on the counter as Alec placed the drinks down. 
“He wants me to start working for his company,” the man stated, sounding bored and like he wished he could have been literally anywhere else. “You know, before he gives you the wrong idea with his poor choice of words.”
Alec blinked at him and Magnus seemed to realise what he said and smiled softly. “Yes, I’d like Raphael to join my team. His talents are being wasted where he is now,” he quickly explained, looking at Alec like he needed him to believe him, to understand that there was nothing between them. 
Alec smiled a genuine smile this time and nodded. “You should join Magnus’s team,” he said softly. 
Raphael rolled his eyes. “And have to listen to him go on and on about the ‘cute barista at the local coffee shop’ in person? I think not.”
Alec spluttered, his cheeks turning red as Magnus turned to glare at his friend. Raphael only blinked at him. “What? I can at least hang up on you when you do now. If I’m in the same office I can’t.”
It was Magnus’s turn to roll his eyes. “Exactly. You can’t run so you can listen to how beautiful Alexander is all day long.” 
Alec made a noise like he was choking and slipped into the back room. Isabelle laughed and patted Magnus’s shoulder. “Please don’t kill my brother,” she said softly before winking at Lydia as she left. 
Magnus blinked, looking at the door to the back like he hoped Alec would materialise in front of it. Lydia smirked at the slightly sad look in the man’s eyes. 
“He’ll come back out. You’ve just thrown him. He’s not used to whatever that was,” she explained, gesturing to the two men with her hand. 
Raphael sighed and turned to leave. “Leave your number, Magnus, so this doesn’t drag out for another century.”
Lydia chuckled but then glanced towards the staffroom. She knew Alec well enough to know that he would be too afraid to actually contact Magnus if he left his number. Before she could say as much, Magnus spoke. 
“I don’t want to scare him though. He seems overwhelmed as it is, I don’t want him to feel pressured into messaging and then not do it because it’s too much.” 
Lydia smiled at him, Magnus seemed to know Alec better than she realised. Raphael on the other hand, was looking at Magnus like there was something seriously wrong with him. 
“Since when do you think this much about giving your number to someone?” he asked. “You’ve normally done it as soon as you’ve met them.” 
Magnus looked at his friend in a way that made the man wrinkle his nose in what looked to Lydia like mock disgust. 
“I really like him,” Magnus said softly. “I don’t want to scare him away.” 
Raphael blinked before sighing. “Fine. You have a week before I give him your number myself.” 
Magnus opened his mouth to protest when the door to the back opened and a slightly confused Alec came back to his place behind the counter, shooting an apologetic smile towards Lydia. Magnus’s eyes lit up at the sight and Raphael gagged from where he was behind the man, which earned him an elbow to the ribs. 
“See you tomorrow, Alexander?” Magnus asked, his voice soft, hopeful and flirty. 
Alec nodded. “Yeah, see you tomorrow.”
Alec watched the pair leave, his eyes glued to the figures arguing as they crossed the road outside the shop. Lydia was leaning back against the counter, her eyes fixed on Alec. 
“How much did you hear?” she asked, knowing that from the look on her friend’s face, he must have heard most of it and most likely not the important part. 
“He doesn’t want to give me his number,” Alec replied and of course, that was the part that Alec chose to focus on. 
“He said quite a lot after that,” Lydia stated.
Alec shrugged. “I’m not good enough for him, Lydia. He knows that.”
Lydia rolled her eyes and turned Alec to face her. “He very clearly stated that he likes you and doesn’t want to overwhelm you or scare you off by coming on too strong.” 
Alec went to argue that that was his point, that he wasn’t good enough but Lydia raised an eyebrow at him and gently smacked the back of his head. 
“Don’t you dare,” she scolded, and Alec wondered, not for the first time if she could read his mind. 
Alec sighed and started gathering things to clean. “Can you get someone to cover my shift tomorrow?” he asked hopefully. 
“Absolutely not,” she replied, smiling as Alec groaned as he disappeared into the back. 
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lgcxmax · 1 year
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in the middle of promotions, wookjin had no idea how he was going to sneak his present to max. it seemed like the world was trying to keep the two apart. but wookjin wasn’t going to let that stop him from giving his boy something for their first valentines day. did he have to bribe one of max’s roommates to sneak the box of goodies into max’s dorm for him? yes, and he’d do it again. 
wookjin had spent a night, a couple weeks ago, scouring through the internet to find every relaxing and calming things he could, and filled a heart covered box with it all. there was chocolate, warm socks, candles, body scrub, poetry, fluffed blanket and a lego orchid–all hand picked to ensure max could take a moment to breathe and destress. at the top of the box sat a handwritten letter, that read in wookjin’s messy handwriting:
you know i’m terrible at getting my words out…but you knew i’m fucking crazy about you max. it’s still unbelievable that we’re finally together, after all we’ve been through. and by god, have been through it. i wouldn’t change a second of it though–our choices, our journeys have led me to you and i couldn’t be happier to have you in my life. i was worried that this relationship and the labels and all that would change us–and it has. but this is the best change i’ve ever felt. i feel closer to you than ever before (i don’t know how that is possible lol) and i’m so glad i can call you mine. and you’re still my best friend…and that will Never change. through rain and snow, you’ll always be my #1 maxi.
i hope you enjoy this gift! i’ve packed it with a bunch of coozy, soft stuff and nice stuff to relax to. i know you’re stressed about lgc boys, but don’t worry. you’ll make it and be great, i know it. use the stuff in here to try and relax for me? when you’re stressed, i’m stressed.  
happy valentines day, my forever valentine.너의 사랑 정욱진
PS: how have we not done a lego date?? we should do it sometime when we both have a second to breathe.
max fully planed to faceplant right into his bed after a long day, the hours he spent staying behind to work on his guitar skills since he spend his normal hours on his weak skills for the most part weren’t entirely necessary but felt therapeutic in an oddly calming way. he really had missed strumming the old trusted instrument. placing the bag in the corner he thus falls face first only for his forehead to collide with a package that has him grunt in disapproval. 
oh. right. valentines.
the heart on the label has his stomach do a tiny summersault and recognizing the hand writing has his heart leaping into his throat. smile widening across his lips he reads the letter first while rubbing his sore forehead. he truly had the best boyfriend in the whole world. giggling like a teenager in his first relationship he holds the paper to his lips while looking over the package, ducking his shoulders a bit at the dent in it caused by his thick head, hoping he didn’t damage whatever his best friend had packed for him.
quick to cut it open and roam around the contents he can’t help but love each and every single item, especially the orchid that looks rather intriguing to build up. hopefully they’d get a chance to do it together one day...
without thinking much longer on it he reaches for his phone and his guitar. sleep can wait. he’ll just give wook his own surprise right now.
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marcnutz · 3 years
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Pillow Prince
Since hearts1ck is dedicating his sapnap thigh kink bits to me it's only right for me to dedicate this fic to him <3
18+ MINORS DNI
Tags: Sapnap x M!Reader, 3.5k words, SoftDom!Sap, Dom!Reader for like 2 seconds, fluff, thigh kink, thigh riding, thigh fucking, soft sex, slight choking, long and horny build-up to the actual smut, chubby Sap cause he's always been pretty yall are just fatphobic
Sapnap was a chubby boy, and you loved him for that.
You loved Sapnap's body. Every inch of it. When your relationship first bloomed you would spend hours mapping every inch with your hands. Memorizing the feel of every bump and curve to your mind.
He was perfect. You loved your boyfriend's body, and you loved him.
He was soft and warm. His nose was that of a Greek god's, and his hair that curled ever so slightly at the ends matched the look.
You would be more than content to spend the rest of your life resting your head on his chest or stomach. Feeling his arms around you, safe and warm and comfy.
However, if you were to say you loved every part of him equally, you would be lying.
His thighs were immaculate. Every time he changed in front of you your eyes were drawn to that oh so special place on his body. Anytime you lay down together your head is drawn to their promise of a soft resting place.
No matter what he wore they were accented perfectly. They would press against the seams of his jeans and sweats. They would be so free yet still so hidden when he wore shorts. They would ever so slightly spill over the edges of his thighs boxers that he knew you loved.
His thighs were beautiful. They were perfect. He was perfect.
It was not uncommon for you to find yourself staring at them at any given point of the day. Watching as they moved when he walked. As they spread out as he sat. Staring at the hair that got darker the farther up you looked. The way the water would drip down them after he exited the shower.
You thought you were slick, eyeballing him all the time. However, Sapnap wasn’t dumb. He saw every glance at his lower body. Noticed the way you squeeze his thighs ever so slightly when you got the chance.
Sapnap loved to please you, and knowing your love for his thighs, he decided to do some research. (Often times his "research" included watching porn, but who were you to judge.) When Sapnap read about a 'thigh kink' he figured that's something you probably had. He was never one to say no to trying something new in the bedroom. When he read about all the fun things you two could do in the bedroom together that involved his thighs, he knew he had to get you involved.
The plan was easy, he was going to spend a few days working you up, but not directly saying he had anything planned for you. Then, he would spring himself upon you at just the right time.
Hopefully, if all went well, he would end up with your cocks pushed together and inside one another.
In all honesty, all he had to do was ask. But he liked to play around with you. The wait made the pleasure oh so much better.
"Hey, baby? Do you like these new shorts I got?" You heard your boyfriend call from the bedroom. Shorts? Of course you were going to like them.
You got up and walked into your shared bedroom and stopped dead in your tracks when you saw him. The shorts he was wearing were definitely... short.
"So? What do you think? They're those new five-inch inseam shorts that are popular now. They're a little tight, but I think I like them."
While saying this, Sapnap turned around to examine himself better in the mirror, and you got a perfect view of his ass in the light blue shorts. If they were any smaller then you would be able to see it stick out the bottom.
"Baby?"
You were snapped out of your thoughts by Sapnap calling you. You looked up at him, a blush forming across your face.
"I- uh, I think they're really great! They look really good on you, I like the, uh, color."
Sapnap beamed at you, "I'm glad! I know you like lighter colors on me, that's why I chose these."
You soon found out that these were not the only pair of short-shorts your boyfriend purchased, as he spent the next few days flaunting about in different pairs. Every time he'd come out of the shower after breakfast and get dressed for the day he would plop down next to you on the couch in another pair of thigh shorts that left very little to the imagination.
Today he had chosen a black pair that made his fair skin seem to glow beautifully.
"Darling, I want to do something today," He said, snapping you out of your staring.
"Oh, ok. Did you have anything in mind?"
Sapnap thought for a moment. "Let's go to the beach! I got a new bathing suit I want to show you."
Oh dear lord, were these going to be as revealing as his new day shorts? You have no idea if you should allow him to be walking around in something like that when it's wet and sticking to his skin even more than they already do.
Despite your slight pang of jealousy of the thought of strangers ogling at your boyfriend, your want to see him half-naked and wet took over your brain, and the next thing you knew you were lounging on a towel as your lovely boyfriend cooled off in the water.
Your assumptions about the bathing suit were correct, they were just as short as the others, however looser.
This changed, however, when Sapnap stepped out of the water to come cool off. The suit stuck to his skin and even showed off the slight print of his dick in the front. It was taking every ounce of your focus to not get a boner right then and there. It became even harder when he sat down on the towel next to you, thighs spreading out and resting against your own. His soft, wet skin cooling your own legs and sending shivers down your spine.
"You ok?" He asked, offering you his shirt. "Put this on, looks like your shoulders are getting a little burnt, let me dry off and then we can head home, looks like it's about to rain soon anyways."
You took his shirt and put it on, his smell enveloping you in the best way.
Before long, you were headed home. Sapnap wanted to hop in the shower again to get all the sand and salt off his body, and you decided to rest in bed for a bit.
You had begun to doze off when you barely registered the shower turn off. After a few minutes, you noticed your boyfriend still hadn't come out of the bathroom. What was he doing? Oh no matter, you're getting sleepy from the sun...
"Sweetheart!" Sapnap called from the bathroom door, his call rousing you from your half-asleep state.
The image in front of you woke you up even more, in more ways than one.
Your lovely boyfriend stood in front of you, top half bare, legs covered in long socks that went up to just above his knees and were much too tight, causing the plush fat on his thighs to spill over the sides.
On top of this, he had on garter belts that were also very snug, a belt connecting them to the socks.
"I got these for you... And those shorts and bathing suits... I had noticed you always staring at my thighs and touching them and- well, I wanted to do something special for you so I got this."
You tried to say something, but all the blood from your brain rushed down to your dick, so you just sat there with your mouth slightly open.
"Baby? Do- Do you like it?" Sapnap asked quietly, he was nervous, and you could tell.
"I- YES! You look, really, really, good."
Sapnap smiled and walked over to you, sitting down on the edge of the bed, you had just now noticed his own cock was out, and he was about as hard as you were.
He reached out for you, and pulled you onto his lap, latching his lips onto your own. It started gentle, but quickly morphed into a deep kiss, tounges tangling together in each other's mouths. He tasted sweet, and it was divine. You would be happy to just sit here and make out on his lap for hours, but Sapnap had other plans.
His hands began to go up his shirt that you were still wearing, going up your chest and over your nipples before pulling it over your head, only breaking the kiss for a moment. He then moved his hands down to take off your trunks, leaving you in just your boxers that were growing much too tight for your liking.
Sapnap moved his hands to your chest, thumbs rubbing over your nipples, which began to harden under his fingers. He pulled on one, causing you to moan into his mouth and grind down into his thigh a bit. He smiled in your mouth, pulling away, causing you to moan at the loss of contact.
"Aw baby, do you like it when I play with your nipples?" He asked. He already knew the answer, this was something he did to you quite often. You were so sensitive here, and he knew it. "What about if I did this..."
Before you could even register that he has said something, Sapnap had reached his head down and began to suck on one of your pink nipples. You arched your back into him, hips once again rutting against his thighs.
Sapnap reached the hand that was not abusing your other nipple down to your waist, and he repositioned you so that one of his thighs was in between your legs.
He pulled off your nipple for a moment, resting his cheek on your chest before gazing up into your eyes. "I'm going to have so much fun with you tonight..." He moved his hand from your chest and began to rub circles on your back.
You looked down at your boyfriend, his green eyes staring into your own. "Are you gonna fuck me?" You asked nicely.
Sapnap giggled a little bit, "No dear, you're going to fuck me, but not in the way you're thinking. But first, I get to have some fun. Just be a good boy and do what I say, ok?"
You nodded as Sapnap's words, nervous, curious, and excited at what was to come.
Sapnap lifted his head up and placed a kiss on your forehead, then your cheek, then a small one directly on your lips.
He had both hands on your hips now, and he hooked one of his thumbs into the band of your boxers before snapping them into your waist. You jumped at the slight sting of them, cock rubbing against his thigh at the action. You moaned at the sensation of feeling your clothed cock push against his soft skin and began to rock your hips onto his thigh slightly.
Sapnap laughed before stilling your hips. "You're a fast learner. These boxers aren't coming off until you cum just like this, riding my thigh. Got it?"
You nodded quickly as Sapnap placed another soft kiss on your shoulder. He released the tight grip he had on your hips, but his hands remain in their place, ready to move you down onto himself as he pleased.
You began to rock your hips back and forth on Sapnap's mostly bare thigh. Every few thrusts of your hips, your own leg would bump into Sapnap's cock, and his leg would jump, thigh pressing into your cock even more.
It didn't take long for you to begin to pant, the inevitable soon approaching.
Sapnap reached his hands around, and dipped his hands into your boxers, grabbing fist fulls of your ass before using them as leverage to grind you even more onto his thigh.
In doing so, he managed to pull you even closer to his body. You were now chest to chest, and your leg rubbed up against his dick with every thrust. Sapnap began to moan quietly in your ear, but you could barely hear him over your own whines and pants.
"I know you're close baby, you're doing so good, you don't have to ask."
You hadn't realized it, but you had been begging your boyfriend for release. He moved his head to press his tongue into your mouth once more, beginning to bounce his leg up and down.
All it took was for Sapnap to moan into your mouth once more before you were spilling into your boxers. Your eyes rolled back into your head as your hands reached down to grab at Sapnap's soft love handles for dear life.
You quite literally rode out your orgasm, hips continuing to roll into Sapnap's thighs. You eventually parted your mouth from his, your hips stilling, but his hands continued to push you down onto his thigh. You shook and bit his shoulder at the overstimulation, moaning as small tears began to roll down your cheeks. You weren't sure if you wanted to stop or have Sapnap continue to manhandle your hips into his thigh.
Eventually, Sapnap took pity on you and allowed your hips to still. He removed your hands from your ass, one coming to rub gentle circles on your back. The other came up to your cheek, pulling your face towards his to gently kiss your tears away.
"You did so well for me baby, such a good boy." Sapnap praised as he gave small pecks to your cheeks. "Take deep breathes, you still have your prize for doing so well."
Oh yeah, you were going to fuck him. That was always nice, but he said not in the way you were thinking. What did he mean by that? You didn't care, honestly, as your cock was starting to harden once more and all you wanted was some part of him wrapped around it.
You heard Sapnap laugh, "Wow, ready again already? Good boy, you deserve it. Let's get these off of you."
Your cum had left a large wet spot on the front of your boxers, sticking to Sapnap's legs slightly. You lifted yourself off of him slightly so he could pull the soiled boxers off of you. Your hard cock springing out of them, glistening with your cum.
"Wow, you that was a lot, makes sense, I've been keeping myself from you so you'd be all worked up for me today."
Oh, so he was planning this. For whatever reason, this nudged the small part of your brain that wanted to dominate him oh so badly, and you let out a small growl before wrapping your hand around his throat and thrusting your tongue in and out of his throat.
Sapnap let his back fall down onto the bed and allowed you to have this moment of control over him. He knew it was hard for you to be patient and obedient when you were as built up as you were, and he was feeling nice enough to let you let it out for a moment.
Your hand tightened around his throat as you continued to fuck his face with your tongue, wishing it was your cock instead. However, you knew your boyfriend had plans, and you didn't want to ruin those.
You pulled off of him, Sapnap moving his head up slightly to try and chase your mouth. He gasped when you removed your hand from his throat, blood rushing back to his head and back down to his cock.
"So, what's my prize?" You asked, hand running up and down his side before coming to rest on his chest that formed into soft breasts that you squeezed gently.
Sapnap moaned softly at your touch, "I-I'm going to lay down, and you're going to fuck my thighs."
All of your movements stopped as your eyes snapped up to his, wide in excitement.
You had thought about this moment so often. Taking his thighs in your hands and fucking into the soft pillow-like flesh, and now the time had finally come. You felt your cock jump slightly at the thought that was a soon-to-be reality, and you pushed Sapnap over so that his legs were no longer dangling over the edge of the bed. You manhandled his legs so that his calves were on either side of your shoulders, and his knees were pushed as to create a perfect place for your dick.
Your hands rested just above his knees, where his socks ended. You felt the skin fall over the sides, and you were never more horny than you were at that moment.
You couldn't wait another second before you took your cock in one hand, rubbing your tip between Sapnap's two thighs. You gently rubbed the length of your cock on them, not yet pushing in between.
"Come on now, don't be shy. Fuck me already." Sapnap said, his hands thrown above his head, clutching the pillow above him.
You were quick to follow directions, throwing your head back as you pressed your tip in between his thighs. You threw your head back and let out a loud moan as you felt his large, soft thighs take every inch of your cock. You sat there for a moment, savoring the soft warmth that surrounded you, staring down at your lovely boyfriend who was happily staring back at you, a small lopsided smile on his face.
It didn't take long for your needs to overwhelm your mind, and you started to softly thrust your cock into Sapnap's thighs. He was so soft and so warm, and your cum that had coated your cock from your previous orgasm was leaving delicious wet spots on his thighs, allowing for easier movement between them.
You were in pure bliss. Mouth open as you watched your cock slowly disappear and reappear between Sap's thighs.
Sapnap didn't have a bad view himself, he got to stare at your lust-clouded face, the tip of your cock poking out at him whenever you would bottom out.
"Go on, baby, fuck me for real. Be rough. I know you want to. You deserve it."
Sapnap's soft encouragement was all it took for something to snap in your head. You began to smack your hips against Sapnap, your balls hitting against him with every thrust. A small amount of precum began to leak from you as you began to grow close again. Every so often it would come out as your tip was out the front of Sapnap's thighs, leading to a small amount that only he could see to drip down his thigh.
Of course, Sapnap was not getting nothing out of this arrangement, his thighs were sensitive to the point that just your thrusting felt so good to him. Slowly, he moved one of his hands down to gently grasp his own cock that had been steadily leaking precum onto his stomach the entire time.
It took you a moment to notice that your boyfriend was touching himself, and you quickly swatted your hand away and replaced it with your own, hand moving with the force of your own thrusts.
"Oh fuuuuck, baby. Just like that, fuck yes." Sapnap was babbling his praises at you as his hips began to gently move with your thrusts. "I'm so close, baby. Can we cum together? Please..."
He didn't have to ask twice, and you quickly nodded to let him know you had heard him and were close yourself.
Your back began to arch just as Sapnap's moans turned into the high-pitched whines he let out whenever he was about to cum. It took only two more hard thrusts before you were both spilling all over Sapnap.
You watched as some of your cum mixed with his on his tummy, however, most of yours painted the insides of his thighs and dirtied his socks and garters.
After your highs, you sat there for a moment, still nestled between his thighs. You only moved when you realized you wanted to see how your cum had painted his thighs.
You gently moved his calves from off his shoulder and spread them on the bed gently, knowing he would be slightly sore from the stretch.
Your view was amazing. Seeing your perfect prince spread out all for you, covered in sweat and cum, was beautiful. You were so grateful to be able to see him like this, and you fell back onto your heels to stare at your amazing boyfriend.
You were broken out of your trance by Sapnap's whine and outstretched hands. You took him into a hug, not caring that you were getting cum all over you.
"I guess you liked my surprise, huh?"
You giggled and pressed a gentle kiss to Sapnaps forehead. "Yeah, I liked it a lot. Come on, let's go get cleaned up."
With that, you both showered together, before falling asleep in each other's arms, Sapnap's perfect, nude body pressed against your own.
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