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After Class
Professor!Harry x OC (Ella Daniels)
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Warnings: mentions of period sex, oral (f+m receiving), face sitting, choking, mentions of handcuffs, nudity, not properly proofread
I know it鈥檚 a boring ending, I had to end this before it dragged on because I kind of forgot about it until now honestly.
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Wednesday, 5th February, 2020
This was definitely my best class, not because I particularly enjoyed college history class, because of the history teacher. Mr. Styles.
Yes of course he was a good teacher but was also a fucking god. He doesn鈥檛 even look real but somehow he is. Even his hair was nice, always pretty and styled, sometimes when it rained it got a little messed up and it鈥檇 become even more curly, extra curly hair looked so fucking good on him.
His outfits were also amazing, he had such high confidence and it made him even better. When he had nail polish on it fucking destroyed my brain, I couldn鈥檛 think when he was talking. He always used hand gestures when he was talking and I just stared at his hands, the nail polish and his rings. How could a man have such nice hands???
As soon as I first got to that class on the first day and saw him, I rushed to get a front row seat. I did not regret my decision of a front row seat, although it didn鈥檛 help sometimes.
It really didn鈥檛 help that he normally picked on the front row for answers, and I鈥檓 always confused because I鈥檝e just been focusing on the way he looks all class.
He seemed was worried because I seemed to be unfocused in his class more and more often and I don鈥檛 think he knew why, well I hope he didn鈥檛 know that that I was too busy focusing on his outfit and hands to focus on the words coming back of his mouth and when I was focused on his mouth I was either just staring at his lips or focusing on his soothing British accent which seemed to be fading a tiny bit but still sounded amazing.
He鈥檇 asked to see me after class and I was fucking excited about it. Getting to talk to my hot History teacher one on one after class? Dream come true honestly.
The bell to signal that class is ending went off and I was practically jumping out of my seat to get to him, he was sitting at his desk, licking his lips and staring down at some book.
鈥淢r. Styles?鈥 He looked up at me and shut his book, clasping his hands together and leaning back in his seat. 鈥淵ou asked to see me after class?鈥
鈥淵es, Ella. I haven鈥檛 got to speak to you much this year and I like to get to know all my students again in case anything's changed or they need maybe some more support, I want no one to feel left out. But, as much as I want to get to know you, I also wanted to chat to you about how your focus is in class. I think we should go to my office to talk, a bit of privacy.鈥 He stood up and grabbed his coat. No big deal, just going to be with him and no one else in his little office, no big fucking deal at all.
He walked to the door of the classroom and opened it, looking at me and waiting for me to walk out first. I walked through the door and heard it shut behind me, I looked behind me to see him locking the classroom door. Were the tired college students going to trash the nice hot teachers classroom? I guess it鈥檚 always smart to take precautions though.
As the students walked by they looked at him and I don鈥檛 blame him, he was a favourite among practically everyone. I looked at his hand that was holding the door handle, he had a lot of rings on today and they looked good. Oh god his nail polish, how did chipped black nail polish look hot?
He let go of the door handle and stuffed his keys into his back pocket, turning back to me and smiling. 鈥淵ou know where my office is, right?鈥
鈥淵eah. I know where your office is.鈥 He nodded and gestured his hand in the direction of his office, I turned around and started to walk to his office, I swayed my hips a little more but I knew he probably wouldn鈥檛 notice because he was too damn respectful.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry if you had something else to do. I felt it was important to talk to you as soon as possible in case you ended up behind in class, I would be quite upset if one of my students was to fall behind.鈥 He walked up beside me and I looked up at him, he was so handsome.
鈥淣o sir, it鈥檚 fine. I didn鈥檛 have anything else to do today, plus I can always make time for my favourite teacher.鈥
鈥淵our favourite? I鈥檓 glad to take the position but I can鈥檛 help but think that you鈥檙e trying to score brownie points, doesn鈥檛 matter though, I like hearing that people like me enough to consider me their favourite teacher.鈥 I was always trying to score brownie points of course but he genuinely was my favourite teacher, not just because I found him hot as fuck but also he had a great teaching style, he was very interactive with students and he was very understandable about students and being overwhelmed and he knew that everyone needed a break or day off once in a while, he was great.
鈥淣ot trying to score brownie points, I genuinely think you鈥檙e a really great teacher. One of the best out there, you really try your best with your students and you help them out. You鈥檙e a really amazing teacher and I mean that.鈥 He grinned and thanked me, opening the door to his office.
鈥淢鈥檚orry it鈥檚 a little messy, didn鈥檛 think I was going to have a student today. I noticed you weren鈥檛 focused again in class today so it was a last minute decision to decide to bring you to my office and talk about it. I hope I can help you today.鈥 I walked into his office and sat on the leather couch he had against his wall, at the other side of the room was his desk, where he sat.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry I haven鈥檛 been focused.鈥 He shook his head and smiled, leaning his elbows on his desk.
鈥淣o, no, don鈥檛 apologise. I understand there may be something going on outside of class. Is this the case?鈥 I shook my head and he furrowed his brows. 鈥淥h, have you been sleeping?鈥
鈥淯m...I鈥檓 not sure what鈥檚 wrong, I am falling a little behind in class though because of it.鈥 He sighed and leaned back, crossing his arms. Wow, he looked really fucking muscular when he did shit like that. His biceps literally looked giant?
鈥淣ormally I鈥檇 offer a tutor but unfortunately I don鈥檛 believe there鈥檚 any available.鈥 Shit was I gonna fail this class? 鈥淏ut, I have an offer, I understand if you turn it down though. I was thinking maybe I could try and tutor you, you are allowed to turn down this offer, not everyone likes to hang out with their History teacher after school and do even more work with them.鈥 This was a big opportunity and there was no way in hell I would turn it down.
鈥淣o, I think it鈥檚 a great, obviously considering the fact that there鈥檚 no one else to help at the moment. I don鈥檛 mind being with you after school, Mr. Styles.鈥 As if I鈥檇 ever mind being with him after class, that鈥檚 what I鈥檝e been wanting all along.
鈥淕reat! I think we should get started next Tuesday, that鈥檚 when I鈥檓 next free. Are you free?鈥 I nodded. 鈥淎wesome, we can meet in my office next Tuesday, it鈥檒l have to be about 5pm.鈥
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Friday, 7th February 2020
He鈥檚 so dreamy, standing in front of the desk and talking about whatever he was rambling on about now. He looked at me and I froze up, he never really looks at me in class. What the fuck do I do now?
鈥淒o you have an answer, Ella?鈥 I froze up and opened my mouth but nothing came out, his shoulders slumped and he frowned a little. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright.鈥
He clearly thought that I might have been a bit more focused after our talk last week, I guess not. It鈥檚 hard when he鈥檚 always looking like that. He鈥檚 too distracting even though he鈥檚 literally the one trying to teach.
Everyone started to write stuff down and he walked in front of where I was sat. 鈥淐an you see me after class, Ella? Just go to my office and wait for me there, okay?鈥
鈥淵es, sir.鈥 He smiled at me and then walked back to his desk. What the fuck were we writing down? I raised my hand and he walked back to the desk, giving an obviously fake smile. 鈥淯m, what鈥檙e we writing?鈥
His face dropped a little. 鈥淒on鈥檛 worry about it. I鈥檒l tell you about it after class, I think we could start the tutoring a day early.鈥 He brought his hand down on my desk softly then turned back to his desk again.
I crossed my arms on the table and laid my head down. He must think I鈥檓 a fucking dumbass because I never know what I鈥檓 doing, I know history, I鈥檓 good at it, he鈥檚 just too distracting. But, I鈥檓 still a History major and I need to do good in this class. Thank god he鈥檚 my teacher, I probably wouldn鈥檛 pass if I had any other teacher. Not one of them seems to care as much as he does.
What am I meant to do for the rest of the class? Wait? Just think to myself? This would鈥檝e been a good time to have a friend to chat to in this class. But I don鈥檛. Mr. Styles is basically the only person I talk to in this class, the only time I鈥檓 talking to the other students is when I have to do a group or pair project, other than that, I ignore them. They鈥檙e all kinda boring anyway.
I looked up at Mr. Styles and he was already looking at me, strange. He mouthed 鈥榗ome here鈥 and I stood up immediately, quietly walking over to his desk. 鈥淒o you want to wait in my office? I don鈥檛 think you鈥檒l be able to do anything in class today. You could wait somewhere else if you wanted but I just thought my office would be convenient.鈥
鈥淥h uh, of course. I can wait in your office.鈥 I went back to my seat and grabbed my backpack, heading out of the classroom and to his office.
I opened the door and scanned the room, definitely more clean than last time. I closed the door and looked around, so many fucking books. Does he read every chance he gets or are they here to make him look smarter?
His office was cute. Oh! He had pictures. I walked over to his desk and sat in his seat, this felt pretty weird. I looked at his pictures, the first one just looked like him and his parents.
I looked at the second one, pretty girl. Could be a girlfriend but also could be a family member, she looked pretty young. The door opened and I quickly put the picture back on his desk. 鈥淓lla? What鈥檙e you doing?鈥
鈥淯m, I was just...sitting.鈥 He raised his eyebrows and shut the door.
鈥淚 can see that. May I have my seat back?鈥 I widened my eyes and stood up, I鈥檓 such a fucking idiot. I stepped away from his desk and he sat in his seat, clearing his throat and fixing the picture I just put back on his desk.
鈥淚t鈥檚 my the picture.鈥 Thank god, not that I have a chance with him. 鈥淵ou can sit on the couch if you want.鈥
鈥淥h, alright.鈥 I sat on the couch and he took out some big history book from his bag beside his desk, this was already so much fun.
He stood up and walked to the couch and sat on the other side, opening the book and looking through it. He pointed at a section and turned to me. 鈥淥kay, this is what we were talking about today. Do you know anything about it?鈥
鈥淣o, sorry.鈥 He closed the book and let out a deep breath.
鈥淲hat have you learned? What鈥檚 the last thing you remember learning?鈥 Oh god, nothing is coming up. What the fuck do I say? What the fuck do I say?
鈥淗istory?鈥 He grinned and laughed a little, dragging his hand over his face. 鈥淚 really don鈥檛 remember. I鈥檓 sorry, sir.鈥 I feel really fucking stupid right now, I鈥檓 the disappointment of the class aren鈥檛 I?
鈥淭his is gonna be a challenge isn鈥檛 it, love?鈥 Love. Love?! Okay, that鈥檚 a common nickname in England. No need to fucking freak out Ella.
鈥淵eah, sorry. You probably didn鈥檛 plan on doing this, sorry you have to.鈥 He placed the book on the floor and shook his head.
鈥淚t鈥檚 fine. You need to stop apologising, you do it a lot. I think today we should focus on why you鈥檙e so distracted constantly.鈥 He turned towards me and smiled. 鈥淒o you have an idea of why? Of course you don鈥檛 have to tell me if it鈥檚 too personal but I like to think I鈥檓 a person that people can confide in.鈥 I can鈥檛 fucking tell him he鈥檚 the one distracting me.
鈥淚t鈥檚 personal, I鈥檇 like to be able to share it sometimes in the future but I don鈥檛 think it鈥檇 be a good idea to say it at the moment.鈥 He nodded, pressing his lips together.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright. Do you want a hug?鈥 A hug? I could use a lot more than a hug from him but a hug would do for now.
鈥淵eah, that鈥檇 be great.鈥 He gulped and shuffled closer, opening up his arms and wrapping them around my shoulders, he smells good as fuck. I moved my arms around his waist and rested my cheek on his shoulder. 鈥淚 hope whatever is troubling you has a happy ending, like a fairytale ending. I know they don鈥檛 happen often but I sincerely hope you get one. You deserve a fairytale ending, Ella.鈥 He rubbed my back with his hand, have I been hugging him too long? Doesn鈥檛 matter, this feels nice.
鈥淭hank you and thank you for the hug. I鈥檓 sorry if it was awkward for you.鈥 He pulled back and gave me a half smile.
鈥淚t鈥檚 alright. I鈥檇 like to help you in any way I can, if physical contact is what makes you feel better then I鈥檒l do it. I want you to be happy.鈥 He鈥檚 the perfect man and no one can deny it.
鈥淭hank you, sir. That really means a lot, you鈥檙e a very nice person. When I said you鈥檙e my favourite teacher, I meant it and moments like these are why I consider you my favourite.鈥 He gave me a big genuine smile and patted my back.
鈥淭hank you, it always feels so nice to hear that what I鈥檓 doing is actually helping out people enough to make them decide that I鈥檓 their top choice of teacher here.鈥 He takes compliments so well, I need to learn how to do that.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e welcome, Mr. Styles. I really mean it. What should we do for the rest of the time. Is today鈥檚 session over or...?鈥
鈥淲e can just chat, or it can be over now if you鈥檙e not comfortable doing that.鈥 He placed his hands on his thighs and I tried my best not to look at them, but they looked too good. 鈥淓lla? You sure do get distracted very easily.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 comfortable with chatting.鈥 I really hope this wasn鈥檛 going to be awkward, he had good chatting skills though, we should be fine.
鈥淕reat! Do you have anything in particular you want to talk about?鈥 You shook your head no and he bit his lip, scratching his chin in thought. 鈥淲ho do you hangout with? Anyone I know?鈥
鈥淥h, I don鈥檛 really hang out with many people. When I say I don鈥檛 really hang out with many people, I mean I don鈥檛 really hang out with anyone in your class anyway. All my other friends are in different classes.鈥 I heard his breath stop for a moment.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 fine, if that鈥檚 what you prefer then that鈥檚 what you prefer. I鈥檓 quite the loner myself, I鈥檓 in the house a lot when I鈥檓 not here, so I don鈥檛 meet a lot of people and make new friends which I should, I only really talk to a few people, honestly. We鈥檙e not far in age, right?鈥 Were we close in age?
鈥淚鈥檓 not sure, I mean you look young. I鈥檓 24.鈥 His eyebrows raised and he made a surprised face for a moment.
鈥淚鈥檓 27, so we are quite close in age.鈥 Close in age, good to know....
鈥淐lose in age but I鈥檓 sure you鈥檙e more mature than I am or will ever be.鈥 He leaned over so that his elbows were on his knees, laughing slightly at what I said.
鈥淚鈥檓 mature in my workplace, anywhere else, I don鈥檛 think I would get called mature. But thank you. Do you have any hobbies? Of course besides from studying for your wonderful History class that you love so much that you can鈥檛 focus.鈥
鈥淚 guess I like baking, I do it from time to time and I don鈥檛 mean to brag or anything but I think I鈥檓 pretty good at baking when I do it.鈥
鈥淎re you self taught? I wouldn鈥檛 say I鈥檓 much of a chef or baker, although I鈥檓 pretty good at music.鈥 Music? I don鈥檛 think I鈥檝e ever heard him talk about music. Well, he鈥檚 not gonna talk about music while teaching History to college students so it made sense that you didn鈥檛 know he was into music.
鈥淒o you sing? Or play an instrument? What do you do?鈥 If he鈥檚 good at singing then I鈥檓 literally going to faint, what鈥檚 he bad at? Surely it鈥檇 just be easier for him to name the things he can鈥檛 do.
鈥淚 do sing sometimes. I play guitar, a bit of piano and drums. Don鈥檛 laugh but I can play the kazoo as well.鈥 That鈥檚 a random thing to know how to play.
鈥淭he kazoo? How the hell do you get into the kazoo?鈥 I don鈥檛 think I鈥檝e ever known someone to play the kazoo in my life.
鈥淟ong story and I don鈥檛 feel like explaining it right now. Do you have the time?鈥 I pulled out my phone and showed him the time, making him frown.
鈥淚鈥檓 meant to be having another student come here in like five minutes so I鈥檓 sorry to say but, that鈥檚 our session over for today.鈥 He stood up and I stood up too.
鈥淭hank you for today, Mr. Styles. I feel like it may have helped a little.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e welcome, and please, when we鈥檙e in my office or just out of the classroom, call me Harry. Feels strange when you call me Mr. Styles because I know your age now.鈥 Harry. Harry Styles. Cool name.
鈥淥f, Harry. I鈥檒l have to get used to saying that.鈥 He smiled and placed his hand on my back, walking me to his office door. His hand was very warm and comforting.
鈥淗ave a good day, love.鈥 I opened the door and walked out. Wow, that was something. What the fuck.
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Monday, 10th February 2020
鈥淭oday, I think we should get into some work since we didn鈥檛 do any last time.鈥 Ugh, work. I just want to talk to him, or more if he wanted.
鈥淯h, sure. We could do that.鈥 He walked to a big bookcase he had behind his desk and placed his hands on his hips, searching for whatever book he was going to give to me.
鈥淗mm...Ah!鈥 He took some thick book out and walked back to the couch. 鈥淒on鈥檛 worry, I鈥檓 not gonna make you read all of this book.鈥 He opened the book and scanned through the index page, placing his index finger on the page and dragging it along as he read. 鈥淲e could start off with...The Cold War? What can you tell me about it?鈥
鈥淭he Cold War? It was between the United States and the Soviet Union, right?鈥 He nodded and flipped through the pages of the book until he got the pages on The Cold War.
鈥淵eah, you鈥檝e got part of it. D鈥檡ou know how long it lasted?鈥 I have not been studying enough, I thought I was good at History but apparently I鈥檓 forgetting shit very easily. 鈥淥kay then, it started in 1947 and lasted until 1991, so 44 years. This is the basic stuff so I did kinda hope you would know that but that鈥檚 okay, I鈥檓 sure you鈥檝e learned it but just forgot, happens to everyone.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 so sorry, sir- Harry. I forget shit very easily.鈥 I just swore in front of my History teacher, I鈥檓 such a dumbass. His eyebrows raised slightly but he seemed to pay it no mind.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 fine, glad you鈥檙e calling me Harry. Also, I鈥檓 just going to ignore the fact that you just swore, you鈥檙e out of class and it鈥檚 after school, you can do what you please. Anyway, The Cold War-鈥 I seemed to zone out from there, looking at his face but hearing nothing that was coming out from his mouth, just focusing on how pretty he looked today.
鈥淐an you remember how The Cold War started?鈥 Oh god, I sat up and looked down at my hands in my lap.
鈥淯h, how it started? Oh sure, of course...the United States and the Soviet Union were mad at each other?鈥 He let out a heavy sigh and closed the book.
鈥淵ou weren鈥檛 listening again. You wanna tell me what鈥檚 actually distracting you?鈥 I still couldn鈥檛 tell him that he was the fucking one distracting me, it鈥檚 too early to say shit like that and I haven鈥檛 built up the confidence to do it.
鈥淪orry, I don鈥檛 feel comfortable telling you about it yet. Maybe one day... hopefully one day I can say it to you.鈥 He put the book beside me and put his hands on his knees.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 fine, I hope one day you can tell me soon. Why don鈥檛 you bring this book home, maybe you鈥檒l be able to focus on it better there. Just try and look at the Cold War section for now. We鈥檝e done enough today.鈥 He stood up and grabbed his coat and I unzipped my backpack, putting the book into it. 鈥淚鈥檒l walk you out.鈥
I moved the backpack around my shoulders and walked to the entrance to the college with him silently. Shit, it was raining so heavily. 鈥淒o you have a jacket?鈥 I shook my head and he frowned.
鈥淗ave you got a car of your own?鈥 I shook my head again and he sighed. 鈥淚鈥檒l give you a lift, come on.鈥
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to.鈥 He placed his hand on my back and pushed me forward slightly, guess he wasn鈥檛 taking no for an answer then. 鈥淲hich one鈥檚 yours?鈥
鈥淭hat black one there.鈥 He pointed at one not far from us and I walked a little faster towards it, it was cold and I was wet. He unlocked the car and I speed walked to the passenger door, opening it and getting in quickly. Manual car. Interesting.
He opened the drivers door and got in, quickly shutting the door and running his hand through his hair. 鈥淎re you cold?鈥 I nodded and he looked down at my outfit and pressed his lips together. I only had a shirt on and a skirt, I didn鈥檛 plan on rain.
He reached into the backseat and grabbed something. 鈥淚 have this jumper, you can put it on for now and I鈥檒l turn the heat on.鈥 I took it from him and quickly put it on, did all of his clothes just smell that good? He messed around with some controls and I felt the heat come on, thank fuck. 鈥淲here am I taking you then? You can just put your address into this GPS.鈥 He pointed at the GPS on the little screen on his car and I entered my address. 鈥淢usic?鈥 I nodded and he brought out his phone, connecting it to his car and putting music on. Dreams by Fleetwood Mac, nice.
I pulled my backpack up onto my lap and unzipped it, searching for my keys. Oh no, where are they? 鈥淎re you alright there?鈥 He was looking over at me and I rested my head back against the seat.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 have my keys. This is not my day.鈥 He turned the music down a little and ran his hand through his hair again.
鈥淒o you have somewhere else y鈥檆an go?鈥 I moved away from my hometown to come here and I still know no one here, where the fuck am I going to go. I shook my head and covered my face with my hands. 鈥淚t鈥檒l be alright. Y鈥檆an wait at mine, I don鈥檛 mind. Just don鈥檛 tell anyone, they鈥檇 probably find it weird.鈥
鈥淭hank you so much, seriously. You鈥檙e helping me out so much.鈥 He licked his lips and turned the music back up, shifting the gears on the car and then tapping at the screen on his car screen again and getting rid of the directions on the GPS that led to my house.
鈥淒on鈥檛 mention it. I鈥檓 not gonna let you be stuck outside in the rain by yourself.鈥 He started to drive forward and I slumped in the seat, I hope this wasn鈥檛 going to be a long ride. I do not need to be in a car with my History teacher, who I鈥檓 infatuated with, in awkward silence.
鈥淎re you alright with the music? I forgot to ask, I apologise. Do you like Fleetwood Mac?鈥 Do I like Fleetwood Mac? I think it鈥檇 be strange for anyone to say they don鈥檛.
鈥淥f course I do, I don鈥檛 mind your music choices.鈥 He smiled and patted my thigh lightly then moved it back to the steering wheel. What the fuck was that? I saw his eyes widen slightly and I looked down at my thigh, that just happened, right?
He cleared his throat and we sat in that awkward silence for the rest of the car ride, at least it wasn鈥檛 a very long car ride. I think I would鈥檝e opened the car door and jumped out if it was 20 minutes longer.
I got out of the car and waited for him to get out, I don鈥檛 know what house is his. He got out and walked across the street, I sped up a little and walked behind him. He walked up to a clean looking house, he looked behind him, probably making sure I followed him over, then turned back and unlocked the door. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry if you鈥檙e not really comfortable coming here but I don鈥檛 know where else you could have gone.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 totally fine, I鈥檓 just glad you offered me a ride or else I鈥檇 probably be sitting in the rain outside my house, most likely crying.鈥 He pressed his lips together and nodded, taking off his jacket and hanging it on a coat hanger.
鈥淚 should probably give you a change of clothes. If you鈥檙e okay with wearing my clothes...鈥 I鈥檓 not going to be annoyed about wearing his fucking clothes, I鈥檒l gladly accept his clothes to wear.
鈥淚鈥檓 definitely fine with that, yeah. Do you have an iPhone charger? My phones out of charge and I鈥檓 gonna have to call my landlord.鈥 He made a 鈥榗ome here鈥 motion with his hand and I followed him, he opened a door and I peeked inside. A bedroom. Definitely his.
鈥淭here鈥檚 a charger on the right side of my bed, already plugged in. I鈥檒l grab you some clothes.鈥 He walked over to another door and opened it, was that a fucking walk-in closet? I walked over to the right side of his bed, kneeling on the floor and plugging his charger into my phone.
鈥淚 got some clothes.鈥 I stood up and turned to him, looking at the bundle of clothes in his hands. 鈥淵ou can change in here or there鈥檚 a bathroom right there.鈥 He pointed to the other door in the room and walked over to me, handing me the clothes.
鈥淚鈥檒l go to the bathroom.鈥 I walked to the door and opened it, nice fucking bathroom, nice house. I stepped in and spotted him sitting on the bed, watching me before I shut the door.
Okay shit, I鈥檓 in my fucking History professors house, who, by the way if you haven鈥檛 guessed by now, is like the only person I talk to in this place besides from the occasional calls and facetimes I have with my parents and some friends from home.
I should get changed before I鈥檓 in here for a suspiciously long time and he gets worried or weirded out. I forgot I had his sweater on, I quickly took my clothes off, putting on the one鈥檚 he gave me, almost falling when trying to put on the joggers that he gave me but no one will ever know.
I opened the door and he looked up at me, I held out his sweater and he gave me a confused look. 鈥淭his is yours, you gave me it.鈥 He let out a small 鈥榦h鈥 and took it from me, folding it and placing it on his bed. 鈥淵鈥檊onna need to stay here, I鈥檓 guessing.鈥
鈥淚f it鈥檚 not a problem.鈥
鈥淵鈥檆an sleep in my bed, I鈥檒l take the couch.鈥 Fucking sleep in the bed with me, Harry.
鈥淭his is your house, I can sleep on the couch.鈥 He shook his head and started to lift the hoodie he had on, off of him. His shirt moved up and I looked at the fern tattoos on his hip. Wow.
鈥淚鈥檒l sleep on the couch. It鈥檚 still kinda early...we could, TV? Obviously you don鈥檛 have to hangout with me, tell me to piss off if you want, I鈥檒l understand.鈥 Tell him to piss off? Never.
鈥淚鈥檓 okay with that, watching TV with you.鈥
鈥淲ell uh, we could watch the TV I have in here if you wanna lie down and get comfortable, I have a leather couch, not the best option for comfort.鈥 Lie in bed with him. Yes, please.
鈥淚f you don鈥檛 mind, I鈥檇 prefer the bed.鈥 He shrugged his shoulders and grabbed the remote, switching the TV on.
鈥淛ust lie down on whatever side you prefer.鈥 I looked at his bed and walked to the right side, that鈥檚 where the charger was. I pulled the duvet back and got under it.
He turned around and saw me on the right side so he headed to the left, luckily his best was big but also unluckily. 鈥淚f you get uncomfortable, please just tell me.鈥 Uncomfortable? I鈥檇 like to get on top of you right now.
鈥淥f course.鈥 He pulled the duvet back on the left side and got in, keeping his distance. 鈥淵ou can put on what you like, I鈥檓 open to anything.鈥 He switched on Netflix and I watched him scroll until he found Criminal Minds and turned to me. 鈥淵eah, I like that show.鈥
He turned it on and shifted to get comfortable, laying his head on his pillow and watching the show. This felt strange but also like comforting, I don鈥檛 know. Just felt right. Felt right being in the bed with him.
I looked to the side, was he asleep? Oh shit, what was I meant to do? He said he鈥檇 sleep on the couch. Do I go and sleep on the couch or just sleep in the bed with him? Would he be annoyed if I slept in the same bed as him or annoyed that I decided to sleep on his uncomfortable couch rather than the bed.
I decided to sleep in the bed with him, surely he couldn鈥檛 be too mad that you didn鈥檛 exactly want to sleep on a dumb leather couch. Who buys a leather couch? You can鈥檛 wear shorts without sticking to them and they鈥檙e not even comfortable at all.
I turned away from him onto my right side and looked around the room, kinda plain. Maybe he doesn鈥檛 have time to decorate it because of how much time his job takes up or he just doesn鈥檛 like decorating his room or can鈥檛 be bothered to decorate it. He had a few framed pictures but it was too dark in the room to see them.
I felt a sudden heat behind me and I turned my head, well Harry got much closer to me than he had been before. Alright he鈥檚 lifting his arm, oh god it鈥檚 around me. Is he aware of what he is doing?! He can鈥檛 be, I鈥檓 pretty sure he鈥檚 sleeping. This felt nice though, I haven鈥檛 been cuddled in a while.
I鈥檓 just gonna close my eyes and pretend like I didn鈥檛 notice this or have any clue this happened during the night. I moved back a little so I was closer to him and he shifted, making me pause and regret ever moving. Oh, he moved closer, I think he鈥檚 forgotten who he鈥檚 sleeping next to.
I felt his lips press against my neck once and that almost sent me into a frenzy, what the actual fuck is he doing? He has to be aware of what he鈥檚 doing, he might be thinking I鈥檓 someone else.
I did my best to fall asleep and it was actually pretty easy, I haven鈥檛 been this comfortable while falling asleep in a while.
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Tuesday, 11th February 2020
I felt Harry shift behind me, I don鈥檛 think he鈥檚 opened his eyes yet because he hasn鈥檛 freaked the fuck out yet. 鈥淕ood mor- oh shit.鈥
He moved away from me and I turned around. 鈥溾楳 sorry, I must鈥檝e moved in my sleep. I didn鈥檛 mean to.鈥 He really didn鈥檛 want that to happen, I know he didn鈥檛.
鈥淚t鈥檚 alright seriously, I get it. Was pretty comfortable anyway.鈥 He smiled slightly but looked away, hoping I didn鈥檛 see.
鈥淢鈥檚till sorry, you didn鈥檛 say I could and I just done that.鈥 Is he saying he would ask? Or that he鈥檚 just a nice person and if he ever was to do it he would definitely ask first but he wouldn鈥檛?
鈥淗arry, stop apologising. You did that in your sleep, no one is blaming you. You鈥檙e the one making this awkward, trust me.鈥 He turned on his side, looking at me and running his hand through his messy hair.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, didn鈥檛 mean to make it awkward. Just wasn鈥檛 sure you were okay with me doing that, y鈥檏now, cuddling.鈥 Okay, did he want to cuddle me?
鈥淵ou saying you鈥檙e okay with it, Harry?鈥 He raised his eyebrows and his mouth hung open a little. 鈥淭easing.鈥
鈥淲ell don鈥檛, seems you鈥檙e forgetting that I鈥檓 your professor-鈥
鈥淎nd you just cuddled me in your bed and you鈥檙e only 3 years older than me.鈥 He huffed and continued.
鈥淎nd we鈥檙e not going to focus on that. Let鈥檚 focus on the fact that you said the cuddling was comfortable which means you liked it, no?鈥 Shit. He鈥檚 caught me there, what am I meant to say? You misheard?
鈥淚 think everyone enjoys being cuddled, sometimes no matter the person cuddling you.鈥 Hopefully he believes that or else I鈥檓 screwed.
鈥淵ou have a point, but I think you specifically liked when you were cuddled by me. I don鈥檛 think I鈥檓 wrong but you can try and object, it won鈥檛 work by the way.鈥 I laid my head back on the pillow and looked up at the ceiling. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 what I thought.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 think I want to come back here again, you鈥檙e quite annoying.鈥 I definitely wanted to come back here but the banter was fun.
鈥淚鈥檓 your teacher, I don鈥檛 think you鈥檒l be coming back.鈥 Well, he just shit on the mood. 鈥淚s your phone charged?鈥
I looked to the side and reached for my phone, trying to turn it on but nothing was happening. 鈥淎re you sure your charger works?鈥 He leaned over and grabbed my phone, what the fuck.
He held the power button, trying to turn it on the exact same way I was. 鈥淪hit, I鈥檓 sorry. Guess it fully broke, it was a little broken before I left the house but I guess it鈥檚 done now. I don鈥檛 think I have another one. Sorry but you鈥檙e gonna have to wait a little longer to call your landlord.鈥
鈥淥h, sorry. Guess I have to overstay my welcome here.鈥 He handed my phone back to me and sat up in the bed, reaching over and grabbing his own phone. 鈥淵鈥檒ucky it鈥檚 a holiday because you could鈥檝e missed a class.鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檚 the time?鈥 He showed his phone screen to me, 9:34am. 鈥淚 wouldn鈥檛 have missed a class. What about you?鈥
鈥淣ah, later class. D鈥檡ou want something to eat?鈥 I don鈥檛 usually eat breakfast but if he鈥檚 offering then I鈥檓 not turning it down.
鈥淪ure. What are we having?鈥 I did not want to get up from this bed, it鈥檚 so fucking comfortable and smells nice.
鈥淧ancakes?鈥 That sounded so good so I nodded. 鈥淵鈥檆an wait in here if you want, put the TV on if you get bored or you can get some more sleep, do what you want.鈥 He turned himself and sat at the side of the bed, stretching out his arms. He turned around and handed me the remote to the TV. 鈥淚 won鈥檛 be long.鈥
He walked out of the room and I switched the tv on, I would watch American Horror Story but I don鈥檛 want to risk him walking back in with my pancakes and there鈥檚 some filthy sex scene on and he鈥檚 horrified and kicks me out. So I went for the safer option and put Criminal Minds back on.
It was only about 10 minutes before he was back, but no pancakes. 鈥淵鈥檞ant a drink? I鈥檝e got water, milk, coke...I think that鈥檚 about it.鈥 The fact that he gave me an option of a glass of milk is scary, I鈥檝e never liked straight milk.
鈥淛ust water, thanks.鈥 He walked back out and I sat up, what was I meant to do? I didn鈥檛 want to snoop around but my brain was telling me over and over again to do it. I鈥檓 only doing this so that my brain will shut up.
I鈥檓 sure there鈥檚 nothing to find in here though, it鈥檚 so plain. I鈥檓 gonna look anyway, maybe he鈥檚 hiding something. This is very invasive, isn鈥檛 it? Meh.
I stood up and opened the drawer beside his bed. Oh my god. I thought he would鈥檝e fucking hid this better. Handcuffs, condoms and lube? Fucking handcuffs condoms and lube? Mr. Styles had a wild side. Those are some very large condoms-
鈥淪hit.鈥 I quickly shut the drawer and looked to the door, he was standing there and he looked so embarrassed, what the fuck have I done. 鈥淲hy are you going through my drawers?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I was just curious and now I鈥檝e found something that I had no business knowing and I鈥檓 so so sorry I did it. I shouldn鈥檛 have even done it.鈥
鈥淛ust forget about it and get back in bed, please. I have the pancakes and your water.鈥 I sat in the bed and he handed me my pancakes, gulping as he put the water down on top of where the condoms, lube and handcuffs I just discovered are.
He didn鈥檛 look at me and walked over to the other side on the bed, sitting on it and turning his attention to the TV straight away. 鈥淎ren鈥檛 you going to eat?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 not hungry anymore.鈥 I felt so guilty, I know I shouldn鈥檛 have done that. I shouldv鈥檈 minding my fucking business but I just had to go opening drawers up and finding his, what the fuck do I call it? Sex stash? There鈥檚 no good thing to call it. 鈥淲e鈥檙e gonna go buy a charger after this so you can call your landlord and get those keys. Wait, do you know his number, I could call him on my phone.鈥
鈥淣o, sorry...鈥 He lifted up the hood on his hoodie that he had on and continued to watch Criminal Minds so I started to eat my pancakes, watching Spencer Reid be a weird genius again.
Almost as soon as my pancakes were done, we were out the door and in his car again. I hope I didn鈥檛 upset him, that was not my intention. 鈥淒on鈥檛 you want your clothes back first?鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l get them back some other time, love.鈥 I put up the hood on his hoodie that he gave to me and settled into the passenger鈥檚 seat. How am I still fucking tired?
I closed my eyes and I only planned on shutting them for a bit but of course I ended up falling asleep.
I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder slightly, I opened my eyes and saw Harry, he was at the passenger door side and waking me up. 鈥淚 got the charger, let鈥檚 go back in the house.鈥
I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car, rubbing my eyes and starting to walk slowly to the other side of the road where Harry鈥檚 house is. Harry looked back at me and saw me walking slow so he took my hand and made me walk a bit faster across the street. 鈥淭his is a busy road, I don鈥檛 care if you鈥檙e tired, I need you to walk faster for me.鈥
We reached his house and he unlocked the door, still holding my hand and taking me to his living room. 鈥淪it down, I鈥檒l plug your phone in and we can watch TV in here. Don鈥檛 want you spending all day in my bed.鈥 I would fucking love to do that.
鈥淎h, fine.鈥 I walked over to the white leather couch and sat down, at least he had blankets on it so it wouldn鈥檛 be so uncomfortable but it was leather so it was still that bit uncomfortable as it always is. I handed him my phone and he went somewhere behind me to plug it in.
鈥淩ight, what are we watching? I was thinking Fresh Prince if that鈥檚 alright?鈥 I nodded and he grabbed the remote, turning the TV on and putting The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air on.
I love this show but I couldn鈥檛 stop my eyes from closing, my head fell to the side into his shoulder and honestly I was too tired to even care. Didn鈥檛 seem like he minded though, he moved his arm around my shoulder and barely reacted.
I opened my eyes and took a deep breath, looking up at him as he looked down at me. 鈥淵ou sure are tired today.鈥 Our faces are so close, I have to pretend I鈥檓 not freaking out.
鈥淵eah, I don鈥檛 know what鈥檚 wrong with me.鈥 I swear he just looked at my lips. 鈥淪orry for falling asleep on your shoulder.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 completely fine, no apology needed.鈥 He licked his lips and my eyes widened, is this happening? 鈥淯m...鈥 He brought his hand to the side of my face and I took a deep breath, oh my fucking god.
He started to lean in and I closed my eyes, silently screaming this fucking house down when I felt his lips softly press against mine. I moved my hand over his on my cheek and he pulled back. 鈥淪orry.鈥
鈥淣o apology needed.鈥 I repeated his words and he smiled, trying to move his hand away from my face but I kept it pressed against my cheek.
鈥淵ou did enjoy that cuddle cause it was me didn鈥檛 you?鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 what you chose to say after what just happened? Out of everything you could have said?鈥 He shrugged his shoulders and I rolled my eyes, he already knew I enjoyed that cuddle because it was him, I know he鈥檚 just teasing me.
鈥淪orry, sorry. Your lips are very soft and nice. Could I do it again?鈥
鈥淧lease.鈥 He leaned down again, pressing his lips a little more firmly against mine this time, moving his hand to tangle into my hair at the back of my head and hold it in a tight fist. He laughed a little and I pulled back. 鈥淲hat is funny?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e literally my student, and I鈥檓 fucking kissing you, we could get in so much trouble.鈥 Why the fuck is he laughing then?
鈥淎nd you鈥檙e laughing at the thought of that?鈥 I really don鈥檛 get him at all.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I laugh when I鈥檓 nervous. I鈥檓 just scared, what if people find out this happened? My fucking career would be over.鈥
鈥淏ut I鈥檓 not underage.鈥 I just wanted him to kiss me again, I didn鈥檛 want to think about all the stressful shit it could cause now.
鈥淒oesn鈥檛 matter, teachers aren鈥檛 meant to do this kind of stuff with the students, doesn鈥檛 matter if you鈥檙e over 18.鈥 I frowned, why鈥檙e they making this so complicated for us? 鈥淟et鈥檚 not think about that right now.鈥
I moved my head away from his shoulder and sat myself in his lap, making him let out a small, barely audible, gasp. His hands came up to both sides of my face and he just stared into my eyes for like 7 seconds, not that I was counting or anything. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e really pretty.鈥 What the fuck, that was so random and sweet.
鈥淵ou are too.鈥 He gave me a half smile and brought his thumb to my bottom lip, rubbing it gently. 鈥淪orry that I鈥檝e complicated what was meant to be a professional relationship.鈥
I opened my mouth and took his thumb into my mouth, his eyes widened a little and he gripped onto my hip. 鈥淲oah. I guess you鈥檙e not sorry.鈥 He took his thumb out of my mouth and grabbed my face gently, pulling my face to his and kissing me again.
His tongue poked against my lips and I panicked a little, contrary to popular belief among students who think I鈥檝e slept with almost everyone, I haven鈥檛 done this much with anyone so I don鈥檛 have much experience with it, I don鈥檛 really know what the fuck I鈥檓 doing.
I moved back and he pouted. 鈥淲e were getting to one of the funnest parts, why鈥檇 you stop?鈥 I got to tell him.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, just panicked because I haven鈥檛 done that many times so I just feel like I鈥檓 not good at it and I didn鈥檛 want you to be disappointed.鈥 He gave me a look of disbelief and moved his hands to my waist.
鈥淚 literally don鈥檛 care, no ones good the first few times they do that, practice makes perfect, I guess?鈥 Practice makes perfect? We鈥檙e literally talking about kissing with tongue, who has ever given that advice to someone trying to get better at it?
鈥淧ractice makes perfect? I don鈥檛 know if you forgot but we鈥檙e talking about kissing, who says that about kissing?鈥 He raised his eyebrows and moved his hands under my shirt, pressing them against my stomach. Fuck they were cold. I squirmed and he grinned, keeping his hands there for a few more seconds before moving them away.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 what you get for complaining, I was just trying to help. Don鈥檛 be mean, just keep kissing.鈥 He moved his hands back to my face and tilted it to the side, moving my hair behind my left ear and leaning in to kiss my neck.
I moved my fingers into his hair and gripped onto it, closing my eyes and losing myself in the feel of his lips against my neck, this always felt so good. Don鈥檛 know why it feels so good, it just does.
He nipped slightly at the skin on my neck and my hips started to shift a little, he was so good at this. He moved his hips up into mine and I gulped, I didn鈥檛 realise this was having that big of an effect on him. He stopped kissing my neck and moved his face in front of mine again, smiling at me. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e wonderful.鈥
鈥淵ou need to stop flattering me so much.鈥 He licked his lips and shook his head, bringing two fingers up and starting to trace my features with them. I hated this because I knew he could feel every fucking bump my acne has caused, every scar, every imperfection, but his eyes still looked like they had that cartoon sparkle in them.
鈥淚 love your face.鈥 I think my heart just shrivelled up and died, I鈥檓 still not sure he鈥檚 real. 鈥淓verything about it is so perfect in it鈥檚 own way, I like every detail.鈥 I placed my hand over his and bit my lip, what was up with him? Not long ago it felt like he was trying to kick me out and now he鈥檚 being all cute and sweet.
鈥淵ou feeling alright? Felt like you were trying to get rid of me after I saw your...stuff in the drawer and now you鈥檙e being all cute to me?鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know. I looked at you when you were sleeping on my shoulder and you looked so relaxed and peaceful, it just triggered something in me. Now I wanna be all cute to you.鈥
What a sweet man, weird, but sweet. 鈥淵ou act like we鈥檝e been married for 35 years but all we鈥檝e done is kiss.鈥
鈥淐an I please just be sweet with you? I鈥檓 sure we鈥檇 both enjoy it, I know I need a bit of sweetness.鈥 He pulled me in for a hug suddenly, wrapping his arms around my neck and resting the side of his head against mine. 鈥淧robably thinking I鈥檓 going too fast but I haven鈥檛 had someone to do this with in a while so I don鈥檛 want to waste my chance while I still have it, Ella.鈥 That makes sense.
鈥淚 get it, Harry. Be as sweet as you want to me then.鈥 He kissed the side of my head, this man was already giving me butterflies? Fuck.
鈥淭hank you. I鈥檓 a touchy person by the way, hope you don鈥檛 mind.鈥 Who would鈥檝e guessed it.
鈥淵eah I kinda know already, you鈥檝e been touching me non stop and I鈥檓 okay with it. Don鈥檛 mind constant hugs and shit if that鈥檚 what you want to give me.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e lucky, you got me 4 days before Valentine鈥檚 day.鈥 Oh please don鈥檛 go overboard.
鈥淒on鈥檛 do too much, Harry. Never been much of a fan of that day.鈥 Watching people get Valentine鈥檚 cards in class when you were younger and sitting there alone with no cards was really fucking sad, hope that never happens again.
鈥淒on鈥檛 do too much? Valentine鈥檚 day is about doing too much. What do you expect me to do, say 鈥榟appy Valentine鈥檚 day鈥? That鈥檚 boring and not happening.鈥 Totally going overboard.
鈥淲e鈥檙e not even in a relationship, again, we鈥檝e kissed and that鈥檚 the most we鈥檝e done.鈥 I don鈥檛 mean to shit on the mood but doing a big thing on Valentine鈥檚 day for a person that you aren鈥檛 in a relationship with and only had your first kiss with four days before Valentine鈥檚 seems a little strange.
鈥淒on鈥檛 care, I just like having someone to spoil, okay? Brings me joy.鈥 Spoil, with money? He鈥檚 a professor, he鈥檚 not exactly the richest.
鈥淒on鈥檛 spend a bunch of money on me, you鈥檙e a professor, not a millionaire with a career recognised by millions.鈥 I wonder what he could get famous for, probably playing the kazoo because apparently that鈥檚 a talent.
鈥淚 have money, okay. I know what I鈥檓 doing with it. I make good money.鈥 How much do professors make? I鈥檇 want a lot for dealing with college kids all the time.
鈥淵ou should let me hear you sing for Valentine鈥檚, I鈥檓 really interested in it because you said you sing sometimes. Do you write your own songs?鈥
鈥淥h uh, sometimes I do write my own songs, yeah. Don鈥檛 know if they鈥檙e any good though. Also we鈥檝e been hugging for a while, are you still comfortable with this?鈥
鈥淵eah, I鈥檓 comfortable. Maybe you could let me hear one of the songs?鈥 He took a deep breath and pursed his lips, looking over at a notebook on his coffee table.
鈥淚 guess I could do that, just don鈥檛 judge it too harshly. Don鈥檛 really wanna let go of you though.鈥 He stood up and I wrapped my arms tightly around neck and brought my legs around his waist.
鈥淗arry! At least give me a warning.鈥 He had one arm under my ass and used the other to reach for his notebook, quickly sitting back down on the couch.
鈥淪orry, got m鈥檚ongs though. Let me just find a good one.鈥 He flicked through the pages and I tried to get a peek but he hid it from me. He finally found a song he liked and put the notebook in his lap. 鈥淒鈥檡ou want me to sing it...?鈥
鈥淥nly if you would like to.鈥 I looked down at the title on the page, 鈥楾wo Ghosts鈥. 鈥淭here鈥檚 no pressure to sing it if you don鈥檛 want to, do what you鈥檙e comfortable with.鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l sing it, just give me a second.鈥 He ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath, I guess he鈥檇 never really sang in front of someone like this.
He started to sing and it felt like my jaw had hit the fucking floor, is this real life? How is he so good? He closed his eyes and stopped for a second. 鈥淪orry, I don鈥檛 usually sing like this in front of someone, it makes me nervous.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright, I thought it was really good, better than that, amazing, just all the good words to describe it.鈥 He smiled and put the notebook on the couch to the right of him, leaning back and looking up at me.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e great. Not to be weird but I鈥檓 glad you weren鈥檛 concentrating in class now.鈥 Oh, I鈥檝e got to tell him now.
鈥淎bout were the one distracting me. I don鈥檛 know if that makes sense to you but that鈥檚 why I wasn鈥檛 concentrating, I was focused on how good you looked everyday.鈥
鈥淥h? Well I鈥檝e got to tell you something too, that night when we cuddled? I did it on purpose, I wasn鈥檛 asleep. I don鈥檛 like being in the same bed as someone and not being as close to them as possible, I was happy when you moved closer.鈥 What? I鈥檓 still sleeping aren鈥檛 I? I bet we鈥檝e never even cuddled.
鈥淚s that right, professor?鈥 He gripped my hips tightly, did he like that? 鈥淒o you actually like getting called professor?鈥
鈥淥nly from you, I鈥檝e just found out. Just like the way you say it.鈥 Weird but alright.
鈥淚t鈥檚 not a weird thing to do with younger girls, is it?鈥 He scrunched his nose in disgust and shook his head.
鈥淥f course not. I鈥檓 not into younger girls, I鈥檓 not like that. It鈥檚 nothing to do with that, I just really like when you say it.鈥 I鈥檝e never felt such relief in my whole life, I don鈥檛 know what I鈥檇 do if he turned out to be into younger girls. Probably fucking hurt him because what the fuck.
鈥淥kay, professor- no I鈥檓 sorry I can鈥檛 do it, it鈥檚 just weird to me.鈥 He giggled a little and I almost melted, I love his dimples.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright. You only do what you鈥檙e comfortable with, I鈥檓 fine if you don鈥檛 want to do it.鈥 I hugged him again and he rested his face in my neck. 鈥淚鈥檓 excited about this.鈥
鈥淎bout what?鈥
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Thursday, 13th February 2020
鈥淣o, just move it like that and it鈥檒l be better.鈥 I tilted it the side a little and he huffed, moving it for me.
We were fixing up my living room and I bought a new painting, I was trying to get it straight right now and apparently Harry would rather just watch me doing it instead of helping me.
鈥淛ust do it yourself then if you鈥檙e going to complain so much about it.鈥 He took a hold of he painting and I stepped back, watching him tilt it to the opposite side of the way I tilted it, fuck.
鈥淭here, wasn鈥檛 very hard, Ella.鈥 He can be really fucking sarcastic outside of the classroom.
鈥淵eah, yeah, whatever. It鈥檚 done now, doesn鈥檛 matter.鈥 He moved his arm around my shoulder and kissed my head, he has been very sweet and touchy with me like he said he would be. At least I know he鈥檚 a man who鈥檚 true to his word.
鈥淒on鈥檛 be like that, I was just trying to help. Excited for tomorrow?鈥 Oh fuck, I forgot about that. If he goes overboard I might just leave my own house.
鈥淥h, I forgot about that. You better have not gone overboard like I told you not to, I will kick you out, Harry.鈥 He didn鈥檛 say anything, only grinned and squeezed my shoulder. 鈥淵ou went overboard.鈥
鈥淟et鈥檚 not thing about that right now. So many things to do instead, like kissing.鈥 He leaned down and kissed me quickly, making me grab his arm in surprise. I kissed him back and he moved away.
鈥淣ot even a little fucking warning, Harry. Let me prepare myself next time.鈥
鈥淎lright, sure. It鈥檚 almost time for bed, you want a bath or something?鈥
鈥淎re you offering fill up that bathtub for me.鈥 He smiled softly and nodded. 鈥淵es then, definitely. Make sure it鈥檚 warm, I like a really warm bath.鈥 He walked out the living room door and I heard him move up the stairs to the bathroom. I grabbed my phone and checked it, nothing, not surprising.
鈥淐ome on up and get your amazing relaxing bath!鈥 I rolled my eyes and started to walk upstairs, seeing him at the top of the staircase. 鈥淐ome on love, give us a bit more enthusiasm.鈥
鈥淵ay.鈥 I said it flatly and he rolled his eyes, walking into the bathroom with me. I looked at the bath, then at him, then back at the bath again. It had bubbles and rose petals. 鈥淗arry...鈥
鈥淒鈥檡ou like it, sorry if you don鈥檛, I tried my best.鈥 Don鈥檛 like it, this is the most someone has ever done for me in a fucking relationship.
鈥淚 do like it, Harry, in fact, I love it. Stop doubting yourself. Thank you for this, I really do appreciate it. Do you wanna get in with me?鈥 His breathing paused and his eyes slightly widened, I shouldn鈥檛 have suggested that, should I have?
鈥淵eah, sure. That would be great, lovely.鈥 He stuttered a little over his words, I could tell he was nervous, I hope he鈥檚 not doing this because he feels like he has to, I would never want that.
鈥淛ust as long as you鈥檙e comfortable doing that with me.鈥 He gripped onto his shirt, lifting it up and over his head. 鈥淚鈥檓 just going to guess that you鈥檙e comfortable then.鈥
鈥淵ou going to take your shirt off then, love?鈥 I grabbed his hand and brought them to my stomach, letting his hands skim down my t-shirt until they got to the bottom of it. 鈥淵ou want me to do it?鈥 I gave him and small half smile and he took a hold of my shirt, lifting it up slowly. 鈥淥h wow, you don鈥檛 have a bra on, you know?鈥 He turned his head to the side and avoided looking at my breasts.
鈥淚 know, you can look. I don鈥檛 mind.鈥 He swallowed and looked back at me, taking my shirt off the rest of the way. 鈥淎re you alright?鈥
鈥淵eah, just didn鈥檛 expect this when I offered to pour the water out for your bath and give you a surprise.鈥 I brought my hand up and grabbed onto the button on his jeans then looked up at him. 鈥淕o ahead.鈥
I unbuttoned the button then moved my fingers to the zip, dragging it down. My fingers grabbed onto the sides of his jeans, starting to move then down his hips. I started to kneel down as I had to pull his jeans down further, just watching my hands move them down his legs. When his jeans bundled at his feet, I stood up and he kicked them off. 鈥淭hanks...鈥
He leaned down and took his socks off, standing back up straight, well leaned over slightly from bad posture, and clearing his throat. 鈥淒o you want me to take your leggings off?鈥
鈥淵ou can if you want to.鈥 He got down to his knees and dipped his fingers into the front of my leggings, dragging them down my legs and looking up at me. He held my underwear slightly between his fingers and raised his eyebrows, waiting for a response. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright, you can take them off, Harry.鈥
He started to pull my underwear down and I closed my eyes, digging my fingernails into my palms. 鈥淟ove, look at me.鈥 I opened my eyes and looked down at him, he was looking straight up at me. 鈥淚t鈥檚 alright, nothing to be nervous about. I won鈥檛 look if that鈥檚 better for you. You can stay stop anytime you don鈥檛 feel alright with this anymore.鈥
鈥淭hank you.鈥 He kept looking up at me and started to move my underwear down my legs again, giving me a reassuring smile. He got my underwear off and stood up straight away, bringing his hands to the side of my face.
鈥淪ee? Wasn鈥檛 too bad.鈥 I moved my hands to his hips and just tried to focus on the way his skin felt beneath my fingers instead of focusing on the fact that I was fully naked in front of him right now. His skin was really soft. 鈥淚鈥檒l take my boxers off if you鈥檙e not comfortable-鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay, I can do it.鈥 I looked down and started to move his boxers down but he moved his fingers under my chin and made me look up at him.
鈥淛ust look at me, please.鈥 I kept moving his boxers down until they far enough that I could let go and they would just fall down on their own since they were quite loose. 鈥淲e done it. Let鈥檚 get in the bath now.鈥
I walked in front of him to the bath and then looked over my shoulder, catching him quickly looking up to my face. 鈥淗arry Styles, did you just look at my ass.鈥
鈥淥f course not, I鈥檓 a respectful guy.鈥 I gave him a 鈥榬eally?鈥 look and he grinned, walking over to me and lifting his leg to get in the bathtub. He sat down and opened his arms, looking at me expectedly. 鈥淗urry up and come here.鈥
鈥淐an鈥檛 you be patient?鈥 I lifted my leg and stepped into the bathtub, sitting down opposite him.
鈥淯m no, what are you doing? Come here.鈥 Is he really going to make me move? 鈥淲ill you just come here and let me be a little romantic with you in a bathtub filled with rose petals. Please.鈥 I turned around and moved back until I was pressed against his chest. 鈥淢uch better.鈥
鈥淲hatever you say.鈥 He moved one arm around my waist and played with my hair with his free hand. 鈥淭his is pretty relaxing.鈥
鈥淚 know, I鈥檓 glad we鈥檙e doing this. It鈥檚 nice to know that you鈥檙e comfortable enough with me to do this.鈥 I leaned my head back on his shoulders and closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of being here with him. 鈥淒on鈥檛 you go falling asleep on me again, you always do.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檓 a very tired person.鈥 His hand stopped playing with my hair and instead moved to my face, poking my cheek. 鈥淗arry, fuck off.鈥
鈥淲ake up.鈥 I opened my eyes and he gave me a deep dimpled smile. 鈥淭here you are. D鈥檡ou want me to wash your hair, love?鈥
鈥淚 did that yesterday, I just need to relax in the bath.鈥 His fingers grazed against my cheek, down to my neck. 鈥淲hat鈥檙e you doing?鈥
鈥淛ust touching you.鈥 His hand skimmed down between my breasts to my stomach then to my hip鈥淥h, I forgot about that. You better have not gone overboard like I told you not to, I will kick you out, Harry.鈥 He didn鈥檛 say anything, only grinned and squeezed my shoulder. 鈥淵ou went overboard.鈥
鈥淟et鈥檚 not thing about that right now. So many things to do instead, like kissing.鈥 He leaned down and kissed me quickly, making me grab his arm in surprise. I kissed him back and he moved away.
鈥淣ot even a little fucking warning, Harry. Let me prepare myself next time.鈥
鈥淎lright, sure. It鈥檚 almost time for bed, you want a bath or something?鈥
鈥淎re you offering to fill up that bathtub for me?鈥 He smiled softly and nodded. 鈥淵es then, definitely. Make sure it鈥檚 warm, I like a really warm bath.鈥 He walked out the living room door and I heard him move up the stairs to the bathroom. I grabbed my phone and checked it, nothing, not surprising.
鈥淐ome on up and get your amazing relaxing bath!鈥 I rolled my eyes and started to walk upstairs, seeing him at the top of the staircase. 鈥淐ome on love, give us a bit more enthusiasm.鈥
鈥淵ay.鈥 I said it flatly and he rolled his eyes, walking into the bathroom with me. I looked at the bath, then at him, then back at the bath again. It had bubbles and rose petals. 鈥淗arry...鈥
鈥淒鈥檡ou like it, sorry if you don鈥檛, I tried my best.鈥 Don鈥檛 like it, this is the most someone has ever done for me in a fucking relationship.
鈥淚 do like it, Harry, in fact, I love it. Stop doubting yourself. Thank you for this, I really do appreciate it. Do you wanna get in with me?鈥 His breathing paused and his eyes slightly widened, I shouldn鈥檛 have suggested that, should I have?
鈥淵eah, sure. That would be great, lovely.鈥 He stuttered a little over his words, I could tell he was nervous, I hope he鈥檚 not doing this because he feels like he has to, I would never want that.
鈥淛ust as long as you鈥檙e comfortable doing that with me.鈥 He gripped onto his shirt, lifting it up and over his head. 鈥淚鈥檓 just going to guess that you鈥檙e comfortable then.鈥
鈥淵ou going to take your shirt off then, love?鈥 I grabbed his hand and brought them to my stomach, letting his hands skim down my t-shirt until they got to the bottom of it. 鈥淵ou want me to do it?鈥 I gave him and small half smile and he took a hold of my shirt, lifting it up slowly. 鈥淥h wow, you don鈥檛 have a bra on, you know?鈥 He turned his head to the side and avoided looking at my breasts.
鈥淚 know, you can look. I don鈥檛 mind.鈥 He swallowed and looked back at me, taking my shirt off the rest of the way. 鈥淎re you alright?鈥
鈥淵eah, just didn鈥檛 expect this when I offered to pour the water out for your bath and give you a surprise.鈥 I brought my hand up and grabbed onto the button on his jeans then looked up at him. 鈥淕o ahead.鈥
I unbuttoned the button then moved my fingers to the zip, dragging it down. My fingers grabbed onto the sides of his jeans, starting to move then down his hips. I started to kneel down as I had to pull his jeans down further, just watching my hands move them down his legs. When his jeans bundled at his feet, I stood up and he kicked them off. 鈥淭hanks...鈥
He leaned down and took his socks off, standing back up straight, well leaned over slightly from bad posture, and clearing his throat. 鈥淒o you want me to take your leggings off?鈥
鈥淵ou can if you want to.鈥 He got down to his knees and dipped his fingers into the front of my leggings, dragging them down my legs and looking up at me. He held my underwear slightly between his fingers and raised his eyebrows, waiting for a response. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright, you can take them off, Harry.鈥
He started to pull my underwear down and I closed my eyes, digging my fingernails into my palms. 鈥淟ove, look at me.鈥 I opened my eyes and looked down at him, he was looking straight up at me. 鈥淚t鈥檚 alright, nothing to be nervous about. I won鈥檛 look if that鈥檚 better for you. You can stay stop anytime you don鈥檛 feel alright with this anymore.鈥
鈥淭hank you.鈥 He kept looking up at me and started to move my underwear down my legs again, giving me a reassuring smile. He got my underwear off and stood up straight away, bringing his hands to the side of my face.
鈥淪ee? Wasn鈥檛 too bad.鈥 I moved my hands to his hips and just tried to focus on the way his skin felt beneath my fingers instead of focusing on the fact that I was fully naked in front of him right now. His skin was really soft. 鈥淚鈥檒l take my boxers off if you鈥檙e not comfortable-鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 okay, I can do it.鈥 I looked down and started to move his boxers down but he moved his fingers under my chin and made me look up at him.
鈥淛ust look at me, please.鈥 I kept moving his boxers down until they far enough that I could let go and they would just fall down on their own since they were quite loose. 鈥淲e done it. Let鈥檚 get in the bath now.鈥
I walked in front of him to the bath and then looked over my shoulder, catching him quickly looking up to my face. 鈥淗arry Styles, did you just look at my ass.鈥
鈥淥f course not, I鈥檓 a respectful guy.鈥 I gave him a 鈥榬eally?鈥 look and he grinned, walking over to me and lifting his leg to get in the bathtub. He sat down and opened his arms, looking at me expectedly. 鈥淗urry up and come here.鈥
鈥淐an鈥檛 you be patient?鈥 I lifted my leg and stepped into the bathtub, sitting down opposite him.
鈥淯m no, what are you doing? Come here.鈥 Is he really going to make me move? 鈥淲ill you just come here and let me be a little romantic with you in a bathtub filled with rose petals. Please.鈥 I turned around and moved back until I was pressed against his chest. 鈥淢uch better.鈥
鈥淲hatever you say.鈥 He moved one arm around me and played with my hair with his free hand. 鈥淭his is pretty relaxing.鈥
鈥淚 know, I鈥檓 glad we鈥檙e doing this. It鈥檚 nice to know that you鈥檙e comfortable enough with me to do this.鈥 I leaned my head back on his shoulders and closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of being here with him. 鈥淒on鈥檛 you go falling asleep on me again, you always do.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檓 a very tired person.鈥 His hand stopped playing with my hair and instead moved to my face, poking my cheek. 鈥淗arry, fuck off.鈥
鈥淲ake up.鈥 I opened my eyes and he gave me a deep dimpled smile. 鈥淭here you are. D鈥檡ou want me to wash your hair, love?鈥
鈥淚 done that yesterday, I just need to relax in the bath.鈥 His fingers grazed against my cheek, down to my neck. 鈥淲hat鈥檙e you doing?鈥
鈥淛ust touching you.鈥 His hand skimmed down between my breasts to my stomach then to my hip, grabbing on. 鈥淎m I allowed to touch you?鈥
鈥淒epends on what touching you want to do, honestly.鈥 He laughed softly and looked up, staring at the pattern of the ceiling.
鈥淚t鈥檚 up to you what touching I do, or whether I touch you at all.鈥 What do I want?
鈥淵ou can touch me anywhere you want. Well, everywhere except my feet because ew.鈥 His hand moved up to my waist and paused then for a moment, moving to my stomach after. His hand slowly moved up to my right breast and just rested on top of it.
His cheek rested on my head and he was watching what he was doing with his hand, he pinched my nipple and I jumped. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, darling. Just relax again.鈥 I relaxed back against him and he delicately rolled my nipple between his fingers.
The hand that was on my waist moved down to my thigh, moving closer and closer. 鈥淚s this okay?鈥 I took a deep breath in and out and nodded, no one had touched me like this in a while. 鈥淪ay it out loud. Is this okay?鈥
鈥淵es, Harry, fuck sake.鈥 One of his fingers touched my clit and I grabbed onto his arm, he moved his hand from my breast and let me grip his hand tightly.
鈥淔eels like you鈥檙e cutting the blood to my hand off.鈥 I squeezed his hand tighter and he let out a little 鈥榦w鈥. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檒l stop talking. At least I鈥檒l try my best to stop talking.鈥 He started to move his finger on my clit and I closed my eyes, letting out a small satisfied noise. 鈥淔eel good?鈥
鈥淵eah...鈥 He moved his finger in circles and lifted his head up from resting on my head, leaning down and kissing my neck.
鈥淥h don鈥檛 be too loud, love.鈥 I grabbed his wrist and he lifted his head up from my neck. 鈥淲hy鈥檇 you stop me?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e being really annoying and if you鈥檙e going to keep acting like this then you don鈥檛 get to do that today.鈥 He turned his hand around and held my hand, bringing our hands out of the water and kissing the back of my hand.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, love. I know I鈥檓 fucking annoying. If you want to stop, that鈥檚 alright. Again, I鈥檓 sorry.鈥
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Friday, 14th February 2020
鈥淓lla, wake up love.鈥 I opened my eyes and saw the bright light on the ceiling, immediately hurting my eyes and making me move my arm over my eyes.
鈥淲hy the fuck are you waking me up?鈥 He moved his arm away from my eyes and I stared at the very pretty dumb face that had woke me up.
鈥淚t鈥檚 Valentine鈥檚 day, who鈥檇 want to spend that day in bed?鈥 Probably everyone. 鈥淐an you get up? Please?鈥 I looked at his pleading eyes and felt myself giving in, fuck.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know why I鈥檓 fucking doing this, your dumb face is the only reason I鈥檓 getting up.鈥 He grabbed onto my arm and pulled me up. 鈥淗ey! I would鈥檝e gotten up in my own time.鈥
鈥淣o you wouldn鈥檛 have. Come on, we鈥檙e going out.鈥 How fucking early is it? I reached over and grabbed my phone. 9:53? Why the fuck am I up?!
鈥淥h no, I鈥檓 not going anywhere this early. I shouldn鈥檛 even be up, this is my time off. I need to sleep until at least 1pm.鈥 He shook his head and pulled at my arm again.
鈥淵ou鈥檒l feel better once you get up, so just get up. I will pick you up.鈥 I laid my head back down, closing my eyes then feeling his arms coming behind my neck and under my knees, lifting me up. 鈥淚 told you I would pick you up.鈥
鈥淗arry, I was comfortable. Why would you do this to me?鈥 He moved out of the room and I huffed. 鈥淐an you put me down? I feel ridiculous.鈥
鈥淣ope, I don鈥檛 trust you.鈥 He walked down the staircase and into the kitchen, putting me down. 鈥淣ow sit, we鈥檙e eating together.鈥 I sat down in one of the chairs at the table and watched him with my cheek in my palm. My eyes started to droop shut and he placed a plate in front of me, effectively waking me up.
鈥淭hank you for being awake, I made breakfast.鈥 I looked down at the plate, was that a full English breakfast? 鈥淚 was missing home, okay?鈥 He sat down beside me with his own plate, starting to eat. 鈥淎re you going to eat, love.鈥
鈥淚 just need a minute to wake up, I never have an appetite as soon as I wake up.鈥 I tried to open my eyes fully and he rubbed my back soothingly. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e gonna make me fall asleep again.鈥
鈥淛ust wake up, don鈥檛 want my beautiful breakfast going to waste.鈥 I grabbed my fork and stabbed it into the sausage and bringing it to my mouth, taking a bite. 鈥淒鈥檡ou like it?鈥
鈥淪urprisingly very good actually, thanks.鈥 He smiled and moved his arm around my shoulder, continuing to eat his food that was kind of mediocre but I was never going to tell him that, he worked hard on this and I wouldn鈥檛 want him to be sad that the food wasn鈥檛 the best that it could鈥檝e been.
鈥淩ight, we鈥檙e going out later but for now, I鈥檝e rented The Notebook.鈥 Oh no, how do I tell him that I hate that movie. 鈥淚t鈥檚 one of my favourites.鈥 Maybe I just won鈥檛 say anything then.
鈥淪ounds great.鈥 We walked into the living room and sat on the couch. 鈥淵ou didn鈥檛 use my information to rent it, right?鈥
鈥淥f course not, I used mine.鈥 He turned the TV on, switching on The Notebook and shuffling closer to me. 鈥淚s this okay so far? I didn鈥檛 have much time to plan it out so there wasn鈥檛 too much I could do.鈥
鈥淚 love it, Harry. Don鈥檛 worry. Thank you for this, I thought I was going to spend another Valentine鈥檚 Day alone, now I鈥檓 glad I鈥檓 not.鈥 He gave me a soft smile and rested his head on my shoulder, watching the movie. This may not be my ideal movie but I鈥檒l watch it if he really wants to, I can鈥檛 deny him anything apparently.
鈥淚鈥檓 really glad you said that, means a lot. I wasn鈥檛 sure about the movie but I鈥檓 happy that you鈥檙e alright with it.鈥 Harry, stop making me feel fucking guilty. I鈥檓 watching this for you. I鈥檓 watching this for you. I hope I enjoy whatever we do after this a bit more.
I got a bit bored and closed my eyes like I always do, but Harry woke me up like he always does. 鈥淟ove? Are you bored?鈥
鈥淣o! I just- you woke me up early and I鈥檓 still a little tired, I won鈥檛 fall asleep though.鈥 He let out a little 鈥榤hm鈥 and focused on the movie again. Don鈥檛 fall asleep, that鈥檚 all I have to do, just don鈥檛 fall asleep. This is not going to be easy. How long have I been thinking? They鈥檙e at the Ferris wheel scene already.
鈥淚 like this bit.鈥 I reached my hand up from behind him and started to play with his hair, watching his body relax and him let out a satisfied hum of appreciation. 鈥淭hat feels really nice, keep doing that.鈥 His arm came around my stomach, settling into my side. 鈥淭hank you, f鈥檅eing good to me.鈥
鈥淥f course I鈥檓 going to be good to you, you鈥檙e such an amazing person and a sexy professor.鈥 He laughed a little then pressed his lips together.
鈥淢鈥檚erious, people aren鈥檛 always the best but you are. You鈥檙e good and you鈥檙e good to me, thank you for that and for saying I鈥檓 a sexy professor even though I鈥檓 definitely not and we all know it.鈥
鈥淥h shut the fuck up, everybody knows you鈥檙e a sexy professor. How many students have flirted with you? Probably a lot, fuck sake I tried to flirt with you. Everybody likes you Harry, not just because they find you attractive but also because you鈥檙e a great person and you鈥檙e so supportive.鈥 I heard him sniffle and I looked down at him. 鈥淎re you crying?鈥
鈥淵eah.鈥 He laughed and wiped his eyes. 鈥淛ust haven鈥檛 heard someone talk so nicely about me before, thank you so much. It鈥檚 nice to know that my support and kindness is appreciated once in a while.鈥
鈥淓veryone appreciates you, Harry.鈥 He kissed my cheek and moved his head back to my shoulder, holding me a little tighter. 鈥淒on鈥檛 forget that.鈥
鈥淲here are we going?鈥 I asked him as I finished applying my mascara, fixing a smudge of the red lipstick I had on.
鈥淩estaurant. It鈥檚 nothing too fancy but I think it鈥檚 pretty good.鈥 I opened my closet and searched for this black dress I had, it has this nice slit up the side and yes it was a bit risky but whatever. I was about to head to the bathroom to change but he grabbed onto my arm. 鈥淲here are you going? You can always just change in front of me, love.鈥
鈥淥h my god, you鈥檙e disgusting.鈥 He let go of my arm and grinned when I gave him a small glare, heading into the bathroom. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e never getting the privilege of me changing in front of you now, you鈥檝e ruined it.鈥
鈥淥h, love-鈥
鈥淣ope.鈥 I gave him an innocent smile and then closed the bathroom door, looking in the mirror and taking a deep breath. This is basically a first date, I need to look mind-blowing. 鈥淲ell, my makeup looks good anyway.鈥 I whispered to myself, hoping he wouldn鈥檛 hear me and think I鈥檓 crazy.
I took my clothes off, holding the dress up. This better look good, I haven鈥檛 even worn it yet. I stepped into it and lifted it up my body, sticking my arms in the straps. Woah, I looked in the mirror and it was...pretty darling. 鈥淟ove, do you mind being a bit quicker or I鈥檒l have to come in there myself.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 even try it.鈥 I heard him chuckle and walk away from the door. I grabbed my brush and straighteners. 鈥淚鈥檓 just going to straighten my hair anyway, you鈥檙e not going to see much.鈥
鈥淪o I can come in then?鈥
鈥淚f you really want to but I don鈥檛 see the point.鈥 The door opened and his eyes immediately moved up and down my body.
鈥淚 uh- yeah, I like your dress. Very, very nice.鈥 He got behind me and looked at me in his mirror, moving his hands to my waist then dragging them down to my figure to my hips, squeezing them. 鈥淢aybe you could just wear this all the time, just a little treat for me.鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檝e you done to deserve a treat like that?鈥 He pressed himself against me and leaned down to my ear.
鈥淥h, you didn鈥檛 enjoy today then? Did you not enjoy the bath yesterday? Did you not enjoy how sweet I鈥檝e been to you?鈥 His lips pressed against my neck and I watched him in the mirror, he looked up at me and I kept his eyes on his. 鈥淲e should go.鈥 He stood up straight and I scoffed.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e constantly annoying, I don鈥檛 know how you fucking do it.鈥 He let out a little 鈥榩fft鈥 and moved his arm around my shoulder.
鈥淛ust come and put a jacket on, don鈥檛 want you getting cold, you鈥檙e very exposed. But if you ever feel too cold, don鈥檛 be scared to tell me, there are many ways I can warm you up.鈥 I rolled my eyes and moved his arm off my shoulder, leaning forward and fixing my hair. 鈥淵our ass is literally pressed against me right now.鈥
鈥淭hen move.鈥 He stepped to the side and placed his hand on my back, smiling and watching me.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e really beautiful.鈥 I looked at him through the mirror and stood up straight again, turning around to face him. 鈥淲e鈥檝e got to go before we鈥檙e late.鈥 I leaned up and kissed his jawline once. 鈥淛acket, love. Or I鈥檒l just have to hug you all night to keep you warm.鈥
鈥淚鈥檒l get that jacket then.鈥 He pouted and I patted his shoulder and walked into the bedroom.
鈥淵ou know, that dress makes your ass look-鈥
鈥淕o ahead, Harry. Finish that fucking sentence.鈥 He closed his mouth and gulped, nodding and walking past me into the bedroom and politely handing me my jacket. 鈥淵eah, that鈥檚 what I thought.鈥
鈥淗arry, you said this is nothing too fancy. I hope there are no other students or teachers here.鈥 His eyes widened and I turned to me.
鈥淚 fucking forgot about that. I鈥檓 sure it鈥檒l be fine. There鈥檚 a lot of restaurants and people in this restaurant. They won鈥檛 notice us.鈥 We were heading to our tables already, thank god it was some in a little discreet dimly-lit corner and not in the middle of the restaurant or something.
We sat down in our seat and the waiter asked if we knew what drinks we wanted already and we both already had an idea in mind so he scurried off to get them or go to another table. I don鈥檛 know, I wasn鈥檛 watching him. 鈥淚鈥檓 glad we鈥檙e in a more secluded bit, feels a bit more intimate.鈥 I looked up and smiled at him as he spoke.
鈥淢e too, since this is our first date.鈥 He laid his palm flat out on the table and I placed mine on top of his, feeling him close his fingers around my hand as soon as I did.
鈥淚t鈥檚 gonna be a good one, promise. Are we going to be going back to yours? I have some more uh...stuff at my house. I鈥檒l give you some clothes and I have wipes for your makeup.鈥 Spend another day in his comfortable bed, definitely up to that.
鈥淪ure, we can do that- wait, when did you paint your nails black? I never saw you do that.鈥 He turned our hands around and looked down at his nails.
鈥淚 done it this morning before you woke up, I found your stash of nail polish and thought that I might as well.鈥 I lifted his hand up and kissed it. 鈥淪hould I not do that?鈥
鈥淣o, no, it鈥檚 alright. I like when you paint your nails, it鈥檚 quite attractive. Especially the black, there鈥檚 something very hot about it.鈥 He used his other hand to tuck my hair behind my ear.
鈥淐ome here.鈥 I leaned over the table slightly, watching him lick his lips before moving his mouth closer to my ear. 鈥淚f you keep talking like that while you鈥檙e wearing that, I might just be tempted enough to fuck you in the fucking bathroom here.鈥 I pulled back and my mouth hung open slightly, did he just say that? 鈥淵ou look surprised? What鈥檚 surprised you, darling?鈥
鈥淵ou fucking know what surprised me, don鈥檛 act like you don鈥檛.鈥 He pursed his lips and shook his head, smiling as the waiter came back with our drinks and told us to enjoy them.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 darling, maybe we can discuss it in the bathroom?鈥 I raised my eyebrow and he gave me slightly pleading eyes but my expression didn鈥檛 change. 鈥淯gh, fine then. No bathroom sex.鈥
鈥淵ou actually thought I was going to have sex with you for the first time in a public bathroom in a restaurant that I don鈥檛 even know the name of.鈥 He shrugged his shoulders and took a sip of his drink. 鈥淒oesn鈥檛 sex mean anything to you?鈥
鈥淥f course it does, I鈥檓 sorry. I鈥檓 just trying to be annoying again but if you agreed I wouldn鈥檛 have said no.鈥 I let go of his hand and he grabbed it again, pouting slightly. 鈥淗ey, don鈥檛 do that.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 be annoying then and I鈥檒l keep holding your hand.鈥 He squeezed my hand and picked up his menu, looking down at my menu.
鈥淵ou should look through that before the waiter comes back and you鈥檙e unprepared.鈥 I flicked open my menu and looked through it. Oh, chicken goujons! I swear I eat like a child but I don鈥檛 care, they鈥檙e so good and I鈥檓 a picky eater.
Luckily the waiter came back when I decided my order and Harry ordered some fancy crap, I was too excited about my chicken goujons to care about what he ordered. 鈥淎nd you, ma鈥檃m?鈥
鈥淐an I have chicken goujons and fries, please?鈥 I heard Harry snort and I kicked him underneath the table, making him let out a quiet 鈥榦w鈥 and frown.
鈥淯h yeah, of course. That should be here shortly.鈥 He walked away and I turned towards this idiot who was apparently feeling extra cheeky today.
鈥淒o you want to go home alone or do you want me to come with you.鈥 He straightened up his posture and kissed my hand multiple times.
鈥淒on鈥檛 make me go home alone on Valentine鈥檚 day, I鈥檓 so sorry. Y鈥檔eed to come back home with me.鈥
I quickly took off my heels and collapsed onto his bed, he laid on top of me and I grunted. 鈥淲hat the fuck are you doing, you oaf? You鈥檙e heavy, get off.鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know, I鈥檓 pretty comfortable...鈥 Oh my god.
鈥淚f you get off me in the next few seconds I will suck you off.鈥 He quickly rolled off and I closed my eyes, causing him to complain.
鈥淗ey! Y鈥檓ade a promise.鈥 I giggled and he laid back on top of me. 鈥淚f you鈥檙e not gonna keep your promise then I鈥檓 going to lay on top of you again.鈥
鈥淵ou are so immature!鈥 I tried to lift myself up but he was so heavy, how many times a week does he go to the fucking gym?
鈥淟ook, y鈥檇ont even have to suck me off. If I get off you, will you let me eat you out, love?鈥 What? I don鈥檛 know how to react to anything this man says anymore. 鈥淐an I please?鈥
鈥淯m, I guess so.鈥 He rolled off of me and I turned around onto my back, watching him lie on his stomach between my legs. 鈥淥h, you were serious!鈥
鈥淥f course I鈥檓 serious, I would never joke about this. Actually, I better get your surprise for you first.鈥 He reached into his bedside table and gave me a box. I opened it, glaring at him when I saw what it was. 鈥淪o?鈥
鈥淵ou got me lingerie?! Are you actually serious right now?鈥 He shrugged his shoulders and I took a hold of the straps and held it up. 鈥淲hat does this even cover?鈥
鈥淣othing that I wanted it to. You鈥檙e not going to put it on then?鈥 I didn鈥檛 even say anything, just placed the lingerie back in the box and stared at him. 鈥淚s that a yes? You could just try it on.鈥
鈥淗arry, I could literally strangle you right now. Why don鈥檛 you make it up to me since you wanted to so fucking bad.鈥 His hand landed on my exposed skin at the slit of my dress, moving it up.
鈥淚f you really want me to, love. Don鈥檛 want to take this pretty dress off of you though.鈥 He moved the bottom of my dress up to my waist, licking his lips. 鈥淥r...I could maybe take the dress off and you could maybe put the lingerie on?鈥
鈥淒o you actually want me to strangle you?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 up to a bit of choking.鈥 I kneed his side lightly. 鈥淩ight, I get it, I get it, I apologise. Still up to the choking though.鈥
鈥淗arry shut up before we never have sex with each other, ever.鈥 He quickly moved both his hands to my thighs, moving them under my knees and making me bend my legs.
鈥淚鈥檝e been waiting for this.鈥 He moved my underwear to the side and grinned. 鈥淚 think you have too.鈥 He leaned in and licked up my pussy, flicking his tongue softly against my clit and grabbing onto my thighs, digging his nails into my skin. Shit, he鈥檚 good at this.
I took a hold of his hair and laid back against the bed, closing my eyes and trying to calm down my heartbeat. He said something about how quiet I was last time so I should make noise this time, right? I forced myself to let out a moan and mentally hit myself for how bad it sounded. 鈥淒id you just fake that moan?鈥
鈥淵 just made that comment last time about how I wasn鈥檛 loud and I wanted to try and do something.鈥
鈥淒arling, I would rather you be quiet than fake anything, just let it come out naturally and don鈥檛 force anything.鈥 He started to use his tongue again and I kept his words in mind, just breathing heavy for now. 聽I grabbed onto his hair again with my right hand and gripped the sheets with my left, arching my back and tugging his hair a little when he moved his tongue just right.
I felt him move a finger into me and I cried out when he angled it up and it just felt even better than before. 鈥淗arry!鈥 He moved his finger and sucked at my clit gently, moving his hand to my waist. He let out a little hum and moved a second finger into me, making sure both of them were angled up. 鈥淯h...鈥
He flicked his tongue slightly while sucking on my clit, I threw my head back and finally let out a moan, but like a real one this time. This is the best someone has ever ate me out but I鈥檓 not telling him cause I know he鈥檒l be fucking annoying about it.
His hand moved up from my waist to my breast and squeezed it over my dress. I quickly took the straps off of my shoulders and pushed it down until my dress was below my breasts, letting him actually touch my skin. He looked up and squeezed my breast again, this time with nothing in between his hand and my skin.
He pinched my nipple and I let out a little noise of surprise, putting my own hand on top of his. He did it again and I yelped, squeezing his hand. 鈥淚鈥檓 too sensitive, Harry.鈥 He moved his hand and lifted his head, licking his wet lips.
鈥淚鈥檓 glad you let me do this.鈥 He moved his hand down, rubbing my clit with his middle finger and moving his fingers in me a bit faster. 鈥淎ll I want you thinking about now is coming for me, okay? I need you to.鈥
鈥淵-yeah.鈥 He bit his lip and leaned down, kissing me. 鈥淛ust don鈥檛 stop.鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry, I don鈥檛 plan on it, trust me.鈥 His kisses moved down on my neck, changing from kisses to sucking.
鈥淗arry, you can鈥檛 leave marks. What if people question it?鈥 He sighed and stopped.
鈥淵鈥檆an tell them it was someone else, not that hard to lie.鈥 He continued to suck at my neck and I squeezed my thighs around his waist. 鈥淐ome on love, are you gonna cum for me?鈥
鈥淛ust give me a minute.鈥 His hand came around my neck and I swallowed, placing my hand over his and making him squeeze his hand tighter around my neck.
鈥淎h, you like that?鈥 He kissed my forehead and used his thumb to keep rubbing my clit, his hand squeezed my neck harder as he leaned down and kissed around my chest.
鈥淚鈥檓 gonna cum now, Harry...鈥 He lifted his head back up and watched my face, keeping his hand moving.
鈥淕o ahead, darling.鈥 I grabbed onto his arms and let myself cum on his fingers, he watched my face as I moaned his name. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 it...鈥 He slowly pulled his fingers out and brought them to his mouth, looking at me. 鈥淎m I doing this or are you?鈥
鈥淵ou.鈥 He shrugged his shoulders and brought his fingers to his mouth, licking up them. 鈥淵ou want me to do you then?鈥 I fixed my dress as I watched him, not really wanting to lie there all out and exposed like an idiot.
鈥淣ah, I鈥檓 alright. We can do that another time.鈥 He fell down on top of me and I rubbed his back. 鈥淚 would get you some clothes but I鈥檓 literally so comfortable and don鈥檛 want to get up.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e still heavy by the way, so maybe it鈥檚 better that you get up.鈥 He scrunched his face up and slowly got up, walking into his walk-in closet that I鈥檓 still envious of. He came back out with joggers and a hoodie, like last time but the hoodie was orange. 鈥淭hank you.鈥
鈥淵ou gonna change in front of me now?鈥 I took the joggers and hoodie from him and walked to the bathroom. 鈥淥ne day...鈥滻 closed the door and took my dress off, looking at the annoying marks on my neck before putting the hoodie and joggers on.
I walked back out and he looked up from where he sat, gasping when I threw my dress on my floor. 鈥淎re you trying to make my room dirty?鈥 I looked around at the other clothes already on his floor and raised my eyebrows.
鈥淚t鈥檚 already dirty in here, doesn鈥檛 hurt to put those clothes away.鈥 I laid down on my back on his bed and he turned around, laying on his stomach next to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my stomach and looking up at me.
鈥淚鈥檓 sure it鈥檒l be fine, just let the clothes be.鈥 I played with his hair and looked up at the ceiling, giving his hair a little tug for being so infuriating sometimes. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 think that鈥檚 as annoying as you think it is, I kinda like it.鈥
鈥淚s it even possible to annoy you? You need to get changed too so hurry up.鈥 He squeezed his arms around my waist and shook his head.
鈥淚鈥檒l just take m鈥檆lothes off when I鈥檓 getting in bed to go to sleep.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e literally tired right now, you should do it before you fall asleep on me.鈥 He groaned and stood up, taking his clothes off. 鈥淪ee how I can get changed in front of you?鈥
鈥淒rop it.鈥 He laid back on his stomach with his head on my stomach, closing his eyes. 鈥淗arry, you can鈥檛 fall asleep like that.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 too comfortable to not fall asleep like this.鈥 I lifted his head and he frowned, giving me a slight glare as I moved under the duvet. 鈥淒id you really have to do that?鈥
鈥淛ust come here.鈥 He sighed and got under the duvet, resting his head on my chest. 鈥淪ee how fuckin鈥 easy that was?鈥 He furrowed his brows together, tickling my side.
鈥淒on鈥檛 be rude to me.鈥 I slapped his arm and he pulled it back, moving his arm around my stomach. 鈥淚 was just comfortable and didn鈥檛 want to move.鈥
鈥淭his is literally how you act all the time. Do you see how annoying it can get now?鈥 He grumbled and mimicked me. 聽鈥淥h shut up and go to sleep, Harry.鈥
鈥淵ou know what? I鈥檓 not sure I will now.鈥 I put my hand in his hair and started to play with it, I鈥檒l make him fall asleep. 鈥淥i, you know that makes me very tired, you鈥檙e cheating.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檚 not a game, just go to sleep, you can鈥檛 lose sleep just to annoy me. I swear you act like a baby sometimes.鈥 He sighed and closed his eyes so I took my hand away from his hair but he grabbed my wrist and moved it back.
鈥淜now I鈥檓 annoying but just keep playing with my hair.鈥
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Sunday, 16th February 2020
I woke up to my phone ringing, who the fuck is calling? 鈥淗ello?鈥
鈥淗ello, love. We鈥檙e going back to college tomorrow and I just wanted to talk about the tutoring, are you still comfortable doing it? Since we鈥檙e...hanging out and kissing? I don鈥檛 know what to call it.鈥 Couldn鈥檛 he have called later? This is not a subject for discussing when I鈥檝e just woke up.
鈥淗arry, I鈥檝e just woken up to you phoning. Do we have to talk about this right now?鈥
鈥淥h, sorry for waking you up but I just would like to know as soon as I can and since you鈥檙e up, you might as well let me know now.鈥 I sat up in the bed and scratched my head, of course I鈥檓 still going to do the tutoring, extra time with him and I can get caught up in class.
鈥淵eah, yeah I still want to do it. Why are you up so early? It鈥檚 literally-鈥 I took my phone away from my ear, checking the time before bringing it back to my ear to speak to him again. 鈥淟ike half six in the morning.鈥
鈥淓arly morning workout, I鈥檝e got to keep fit, love.鈥 I stood up and turned on the light, heading over to the mirror as he talked and scrunching my face up in disgust when I saw how I looked. He鈥檚 seen me like this?
鈥淚 think you鈥檙e already fit enough, honestly.鈥 He gasped and I rolled my eyes, trying to fix my hair a bit with my hands. I think I鈥檓 gonna dye it.
鈥淎re you saying you think I鈥檓 fit? Well thank you, darling. What鈥檙e you doing, are you still in your bed?鈥
鈥淚 got up and looked in the mirror, now I鈥檓 trying to make myself look a bit better. I can鈥檛 believe you鈥檝e seen what I look like in the morning and you still want to kiss me.鈥 I walked over to where I kept my make up and picked up some mascara and eyeliner, this always helped a bit.
鈥淚 think you look particularly splendid in the mornings. FaceTime me and I鈥檒l judge for myself.鈥 I took the phone away from my ear, pressing the FaceTime button, noticing he answered almost immediately. 鈥淎h see, you look great!鈥
鈥淵eah, yeah. I鈥檓 putting my make-up on now so I can cover up my greatness.鈥 I looked at the screen and finally got a good look at him, I think he was in some little gym place in his house. Not really a gym, more like a room in his house he鈥檚 just put some equipment in. He looked fucking good, he was using the weights and his arms looked so fucking big.
鈥淵ou do whatever you want- are you checking me out?鈥 He gave a small smirk and I looked away from the screen, opening my eyeliner. 鈥淒on鈥檛 try and pretend you weren鈥檛 just because I caught you.鈥
鈥淔uck off.鈥 I started to apply the eyeliner and saw him staring out of the corner of my eye. 鈥淕ot a staring problem, professor?鈥
鈥淐an you stop reminding me I鈥檓 your professor, it鈥檚 not alright. Also no, I do not have a staring problem. I just like watching you put on your eyeliner, it鈥檚 like...satisfying.鈥 I continued to put on the eyeliner, putting it down and grabbing a wipe to fix it up. 鈥淵ou make it look so easy, I tried to put it on and it looked so shit.鈥
鈥淚t takes practice, I can help you if you want me to.鈥
鈥淭hat would be great, thank you.鈥 I applied the eyeliner to the other eye, just deciding to go for a small winged eyeliner today. Shit, I should probably put on some lashes actually. I walked back over to my makeup and picked up my favourites, taking them out and carefully sticking them on. 鈥淎re we going to see each other today?鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 you ever get tired of me?鈥 I looked back at the screen again to see him doing push-ups, I couldn鈥檛 help myself from thinking about him-
鈥淣ot really. I鈥檓 sure you get tired of me though, as you鈥檝e said, I鈥檓 annoying.鈥
鈥淚 can鈥檛 believe I ever called you mature now. I can鈥檛 believe you鈥檝e got me up so early, doing my make-up.鈥 He stood up and walked to the screen, picking his phone up and holding it at a low angle.
鈥淵ou could鈥檝e told me to fuck off, actually, I think you did tell me to fuck off. You just can鈥檛 resist my charm and had to stay on the phone with me, don鈥檛 even try to argue because it鈥檚 true and I鈥檓 not going to believe anything else.鈥
鈥淚 think I鈥檒l just tell you to fuck off again. Are you done with your workout.鈥
鈥淚鈥檝e just got to do pull ups, gonna watch me do that too?鈥 He let a slight smile show and I shook my head.
鈥淎re you trying to make me hang up on you?鈥 His smile got a little bigger and he walked to his pull up bar, thank god he had to face away or else he would catch me watching him working out again.
鈥淵ou know there鈥檚 a mirror in front of me and I can see my phone perfectly, right?鈥 I frowned and hung up the phone, smiling when he called back like 5 minutes later. 鈥淪orry, I鈥檓 annoying but don鈥檛 hang up please. You can watch me if you want, if that鈥檚 what you鈥檙e into them I鈥檓 not going to judge you for it.鈥
鈥淭here鈥檚 no way you think you鈥檙e actually funny.鈥
鈥淚 like to think I鈥檓 pretty funny sometimes, maybe not John Mulaney but I鈥檓 definitely getting there. Maybe one day, I鈥檒l host SNL.鈥 I snorted and his mouth dropped open and he pressed his hand on top of his heart. 鈥淒o you not believe I鈥檓 funny enough to host SNL.鈥
鈥淣o, I don鈥檛 think you鈥檙e funny enough to host SNL, Harry.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e wrong, I know I could.鈥
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Monday, 17th February 2020
I walked into the classroom and took a deep breath, the first day being... Involved? with him while in the classroom, so excited to see how this goes. I sat at my desk and looked up at him to see him already looking, he smiled and I gave him a tight-lipped smile back. This is so weird.
He bit his lip and looked down at the books on his desk. I feel like I鈥檓 going to be even more distracted thinking about him during class now that I know what his fingers and mouth can do. 鈥淓lla?鈥
I turned to the side and looked at the classmate talking to me, what the fuck? They never talk to me. 鈥淵ou should really give up looking at him like that, he鈥檚 not going to think of you like that.鈥
鈥淥h yeah, you鈥檙e probably right.鈥 I turned back to the front of the class and smiled, if only they knew. He stood up and walked in front of his desk, immediately everyone paid close attention to him.
鈥淲elcome back, I missed not seeing you all.鈥 He made eye contact with me for a second then quickly looked away, he was definitely avoiding looking at me in case of suspicion even though I鈥檓 sure eye contact with a student is making no one ask if he鈥檚 seen my tits. 鈥淎nyone do anything interesting?鈥
鈥淒id you? Did you have someone for Valentine鈥檚 Day, Mr Styles?鈥濃 He cleared his throat and quickly glanced at me, scratching his chin.
鈥淯h no, no, no one. I was alone, definitely alone on Valentine鈥檚 Day. Anyway! History...鈥 And I zoned out from there, as I always do.
He kept looking at me throughout the lesson and I mentally scolded him, what if constantly looking at me is making us obvious? I鈥檓 being paranoid. I hope. He started to walk over towards me and I widened my eyes, is he fucking stupid?
鈥淐an you come to my office after class?...for tutoring.鈥
鈥淵up, I can do that.鈥 I smiled and he just stood there, looking down at me. 鈥淕o back to your desk.鈥 I whispered under my breath, hoping he would hear it.
鈥淩ight-鈥 He turned around and walked back to his desk, sitting down and looking down at his hands. I hate this, we鈥檙e both consulting adults but he happens to be my professor and he could fired, awesome, love that. He looked up at me again and I felt like standing up, walking over and fucking slapping him, maybe people will suspect something if he keeps looking at me so much. 鈥淓lla, could I speak to you outside.鈥
He鈥檚 actually dumb, so so so dumb. I stood up and walked outside the classroom door with him, this is definitely more suspicious than continuously looking at me throughout the class. I placed my hands on my hips and gave him a disappointed look. 鈥淲hat the fuck are you doing?鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 why I needed to talk to you, I don鈥檛 know what I鈥檓 doing. I鈥檓 so fucking scared we鈥檙e going to get caught, I鈥檓 probably going to breakdown in the class and it鈥檚 probably going to be when I鈥檓 teaching so literally everyone will see me have a nervous breakdown. I鈥檓 so scared, Ella, I don鈥檛 want to lose this job because I messed around with a student.鈥
鈥淢essed around with a student? We haven鈥檛 even had actual sex, what can they do? We鈥檙e not in a relationship either so what can we actually get into trouble for?鈥 He dragged his hands over his face.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know, kissing? Literally being with each other after school? I really don鈥檛 know but I鈥檓 sure they could find something to get us into trouble with. We鈥檙e doing something so fucking bad, do you get that?鈥
鈥淵es, of course I get that. The way you鈥檙e talking it sounds like you don鈥檛 want to do this anymore because you鈥檙e scared, is that what鈥檚 happening?鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to but I鈥檓 not sure if I can-鈥
鈥淥h no, don鈥檛 worry you don鈥檛 have to explain yourself. No more messing around with a student that鈥檚 a consenting adult, I totally get it. We don鈥檛 have to see each other any other time except in class and during tutoring.鈥
鈥淲ait no-鈥 I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm. 鈥淒arling, don鈥檛 do this, we鈥檝e just got started with whatever we鈥檙e doing.鈥
鈥淣o, you鈥檙e the one who wants this. Let go of me.鈥 He let go of my arm and sighed as we walked back into the classroom, I sat down and didn鈥檛 look up at him. I couldn鈥檛 stand seeing his dumb annoying pretty face right now. Shit, I complimented him. I looked up at him to see him looking at me with a frown, I looked back down and tried not to think about him.
I walked in his office and as soon as he shit the door, he grabbed my hand. 鈥淟ove, let鈥檚 talk about this. You can鈥檛 just do that without talking about it first.鈥
鈥淲hat鈥檚 there to talk about? You鈥檙e too scared to try to work to a relationship, I get it, you don鈥檛 want to be fired.鈥
鈥淣o, no. I do want to work to a relationship even with the risk of being fired, you didn鈥檛 let me finish my sentence before um basically I was saying... fine, I was going to say we should stop but I regretted it like right away.鈥
鈥淪o you thought about it?鈥 He groaned and took me over to the couch, sitting opposite me with my hands still in his.
鈥淵es, I鈥檒l admit that I fucking thought about it but I don鈥檛 actually want it to happen. Can you be a little reasonable and try to see it like it is, I don鈥檛 want this to end and that鈥檚 how it is.鈥 He was clearly getting a little frustrated.
鈥淚 know, it鈥檚 just...I like this and the fact that you even thought about ending it hurt me, sorry.鈥 He lifted my hand up and kissed it, immediately dropping my hands when he heard a knock on the door.
鈥淯h, come in.鈥 The door open and I recognised the woman at the door as another teacher but I鈥檝e never had her so I don鈥檛 really remember her name or anything.
鈥淪orry to bother, just wanted to know if you were still free today?鈥 I raised my eyebrows and looked at him, he looked really panicked as he should be.
鈥淒o you mind if we talk about this later? I鈥檓 very busy at the moment.鈥 She looked at me and nodded, closing the door.
He turned towards me and I crossed my arms. 鈥淲ell?鈥
鈥淪he鈥檚 been trying to like see me after school all the time but I promise it鈥檚 nothing, I鈥檝e never went out with her once and I don鈥檛 even really like her. She鈥檚 a tad annoying.鈥 He gave me a nervous smile and waited for my reaction.
鈥淢aybe you should say yes, you wouldn鈥檛 have to worry about getting in trouble for dating another teacher right?鈥 He sighed and slumped his shoulders.
鈥淚鈥檓 not going to say yes because the only person I鈥檓 thinking of dating right now is you, when are you going to understand that?!鈥 Dating? Dating?! 鈥淯h...鈥
鈥淒ate? Not sure we鈥檙e at that stage yet.鈥 He laughed nervously and nodded his head, shuffling back from me a little. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 alright if you鈥檙e ready but I hope you don鈥檛 mind waiting for me.鈥
鈥淯m yeah, I鈥檓 a very patient man.鈥 I looked at him and studied his face, he鈥檚 like a beautiful underrated art piece that hasn鈥檛 been discovered by this blind world yet. 鈥淲ould you like to get started with History?鈥
鈥淐an we do something first?鈥
鈥淒o what?鈥 I placed my hand on his neck and kissed him, he smiled for a second then kissed back, pulling back quickly. 鈥淚鈥檓 just going to lock the door.鈥 He stood and quickly locked the door, sitting back beside me and pulling me in for a kiss. He laughed a little and I pulled back. 鈥淪orry, I was just thinking of the first time we kissed and I freaked out about kissing you because you鈥檙e a student and now we鈥檙e kissing after I freaked out about the fact that I鈥檝e kissed you, just weird I guess. Sorry, let鈥檚 get back to it.鈥
I lifted my leg over his lap and sat on his thigh, moving my hands to his face. 鈥淚 can鈥檛 believe we鈥檙e doing this in the college.鈥
鈥淪top focusing on the fact that we鈥檙e doing this in the college then, Harry.鈥 He gabbed my hips and moved them against his thigh. 鈥淎nd what are you doing?鈥
鈥淗elping you feel good. I know it feels good.鈥 I rocked my hips forward and he grinned, watching my hips move. 鈥淭here you go, good girl.鈥 I moved my hips again and he used his hands to help me move faster. 鈥淐an I choke you?鈥
鈥淣ot like strangling you- just put my hand around your neck?鈥
鈥淕o ahead.鈥 His right hand dragged up my body until it got to my neck and he wrapped his fingers around my neck softly. 鈥淵ou can do it harder.鈥
鈥淥h? Okay.鈥 He squeezed his fingers a little more, digging his fingers into my skin. 鈥淏etter?鈥
鈥淏etter. Do you teach History as good as you can make a girl feel?鈥
鈥淵ou wouldn鈥檛 know, you don鈥檛 listen.鈥 I stopped moving my hips and he squeezed them. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, don鈥檛 stop.鈥 I moved over onto his lap and he looked up at me, tilting his head. 鈥淲hat鈥檙e you doing?鈥
鈥淒on鈥檛 want it to just be about me again.鈥 I moved my hips back and forth and he leaned back, grabbing onto my hair with his left hand and kept his right hand around my neck. He pulled my hair so that my head was tilted back and I swallowed.
鈥溾楽 this alright?鈥
鈥淜eep moving then.鈥 I moved my hips slowly and tilted my head back down so I could see him, he let go of my hair and put his arm behind his head, his other hand staying around my neck. Fuck did he look hot. I closed my eyes and focused on the feel of my hips against his, I cannot wait to see this man naked. But personally, I don鈥檛 want to see him naked for the first time in his little college professor office, not romantic or sexy. 鈥淟ook at me.鈥
I opened my eyes and looked down at his, they were so dark compared to his usual light green eyes, they always did something for me but of course he still looks good with dark eyes. His eyes looked up from his hand that was still tightly wrapped around my neck to meet my gaze. 鈥淚 just want you to look at me, want to see your face as much as possible.鈥
Sometimes I feel like he talked about my face like it was an iconic historic piece in a world famous museum but the truth is it鈥檚 not, I always feel insecure about things like my acne and blackheads and shit and then he comes along and acts like my face was the most perfect he鈥檇 ever seen, it was just confusing for me. Nevertheless I whispered back, 鈥淥kay.鈥
His arm moved from behind his head, his hand coming up to hold my cheek. 鈥淚 think you have a very pretty face, y鈥檏now that? Love every single little bit of it, even the ones y鈥檇ont like yourself, I love it.鈥 The tip of his index finger traced along my face, I stopped my hips, too focused on whatever he was doing. 鈥淟ove it...鈥 He whispered to himself, his eyes following along his finger as it went from my cheek to my lips.
鈥淲ell, that鈥檚 your personal opinion.鈥 He smiled a little and bit his lip, letting go of my neck and holding my face with both of his hands. 鈥淎nd I guess you have a right to your own opinion, even if I don鈥檛 agree.鈥 He sat up and rested his forehead against mine, his eyes flicking over my face till they got to my eyes.
鈥淒on鈥檛 really care if you don鈥檛 agree because it鈥檚 the absolute truth. Now, why did you stop?鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know, just doesn鈥檛 really feel romantic to dry hump you while you tell me about how much you love my face.鈥 He grinned and moved his hips up against mine.
鈥淲ell now I鈥檝e got a situation that I can鈥檛 exactly walk out that door without solving first. What鈥檙e we doing about that?鈥
鈥淲ell there鈥檚 a few things I could do.鈥 He smirked and I pursed my lips. 鈥淏ut, there are also things you can do on your own, isn鈥檛 there?鈥
鈥淗ey, come on! I helped you, didn鈥檛 I?鈥
鈥淢eh, don鈥檛 feel like sucking dick in the place where I learn.鈥
鈥淢eh? Meh? Swear it sounded like you enjoyed it. Uh, Harry-鈥 I moved my hand over his mouth as he started to mock my moans. I felt his tongue touch my palm and I pulled my hand back, scrunching my face. 鈥淒on鈥檛 act like you didn鈥檛 sound like that.鈥
鈥淥h shut up, did you have to lick my hand. You鈥檙e so immature sometimes.鈥 I wiped my hand on his sleeve, cleaning my hand off. 鈥淎nd I didn鈥檛 fucking sound like that, you鈥檙e just rude.鈥
鈥淚 know you didn鈥檛 sound like that, you sounded way hotter. More like uh...Harry! Was that more like it? Did I get it right?鈥 I rolled my eyes and tried to move off his lap but he held me in place. 鈥淐ome on, I鈥檓 just trying to be accurate.鈥
鈥淪top making fun of me.鈥 I pouted and he pulled me close to him, letting me lay against his chest.
鈥溾楳 not making fun of you, just trying to have a little fun. It鈥檚 not like I didn鈥檛 enjoy you moaning my name. Now are you actually going to make me sort myself out? Just think that鈥檇 be a little mean.鈥 He rubbed my back and I relaxed against his body.
鈥淗ow鈥檙e you still in the mood? We鈥檙e literally cuddling now, get over it.鈥 I felt him chuckle and I closed my eyes, listening to his breathing.
鈥淥kay, okay. 鈥楳 very sorry. Just realised I鈥檝e literally taught you nothing today. This can鈥檛 happen every time.鈥
鈥淏lah blah blah, be quiet, I鈥檓 comfortable.鈥
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鈥淎h, love! Ow, stop.鈥 I lifted my hands from his back and he moved his head to the side to look at me. 鈥淣ever ever do that again.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I just wanted to try and give you some massage to help you relax.鈥
鈥淭here are other ways to help me relax.鈥 He raised his eyebrows and I dug my nails into his back, successfully making him let out a little hiss of pain. 鈥淭here鈥檚 one situation where you can do that and this is not it.鈥
鈥淔uck off, so annoying.鈥 He turned around, looking up at me with a little smile.
鈥淲hat, are you saying y鈥檇ont want to have sex with me and scratch my back because I鈥檓 just making you feel so fucking good?鈥 I pressed my thighs together and looked away from him, I couldn鈥檛 let him know how badly I wanted to do that.
鈥淚t鈥檚 quite obvious you want that, can tell by the way you鈥檙e pressing your thighs together. Why don鈥檛 you get on top of me, love?鈥
鈥淎nd you think I should do that just because you fucking asked?鈥 He sat up and sighed, moving closer to me and taking a fistful of my hair.
鈥淵eah, have you got a problem with that? I鈥檇 really hope you don鈥檛 have a problem with that, it would just make it so much easier. I鈥檒l ask again, you want to get on top of me?鈥 I sat in his lap and he smiled, letting go of my hair. 鈥淕ood girl.鈥
He moved his hands to my thighs and rubbed his hands up and down, squeezing them occasionally. 鈥淲hat鈥檙e you planning?鈥
鈥淎ll I鈥檓 planning on doing is making you feel as good as I possibly can.鈥 His hands slipped under shorts, which was quite easy for him because they were kinda loose. He stilled his hands on the top of my thighs and puckered his lips. 鈥淜iss?鈥
鈥淒o you deserve it?鈥 He raised his eyebrows and I grinned at him before leaning in, giving him a soft kiss. 鈥淔YI, I don鈥檛 think you deserved that but I鈥檓 so nice that I kissed you anyway.鈥
鈥淥h be quiet, I do deserve a kiss. I deserve so many kisses, I鈥檓 always good to you, aren鈥檛 I?鈥 I made a thoughtful face and he tilted his head to the side. 鈥淎ren鈥檛 I?鈥
鈥淯m...I guess.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e just trying to be annoying to me, I鈥檓 good to you and you know it. D鈥檡ou want to have sex now?鈥
鈥淓h, might as well.鈥 He took one hand out of my shorts and looked to the side, opening his side drawers. He took a condom and lifted it up in front of my face, waving it in the air.
鈥淪o we鈥檙e finally doing this then?鈥 I took the condom from him and placed it beside us. 鈥淵es?鈥
鈥淵es.鈥 Harry鈥檚 hands came up and played with the end of my shorts. 鈥淎re you alright?鈥
鈥淵eah, I鈥檓 glad we鈥檙e doing this but just a little nervous, just keep telling myself that I won鈥檛 live up to whatever expectations you have in your head.鈥 He looked up at me and I took a hold of his hands, giving them a little quick squeeze. I don鈥檛 think he realises that no matter what he does, I think he鈥檚 the fucking best. The fact that he鈥檚 insecure about just having sex with me is sad because I know that I鈥檓 still going to like him no matter what happens next.
鈥淗arry, I promise you cannot possibly disappoint me at this point in our...whatever we鈥檙e doing. You鈥檙e a great guy, I literally don鈥檛 care if what happens next is mind blowing or nothing extraordinary, you鈥檙e a good guy.鈥 Hopefully that made him feel a little better, I didn鈥檛 lie and I hope he can tell that I didn鈥檛 lie.
鈥淭hank you so much, you鈥檙e really so fucking good to me. I鈥檓 still going to try my best to make it mind blowing though now that you鈥檝e mentioned that.鈥 Well he鈥檚 pretty good already with his tongue and fingers, pretty good...I鈥檓 lying to myself, it was the best someone has ever done with their tongue that I鈥檝e ever experienced.
鈥淚鈥檓 sure you鈥檒l do great, you鈥檝e already did pretty good already with me last time.鈥 He raised his eyebrows and gave me a slight smirk, oh no, I didn鈥檛 mean to feed his ego.
鈥淎w, you really think so? I already knew though, can just remember it now.鈥 He took a deep breath and I could basically already hear it. 鈥淯h, Ha-鈥 I covered his mouth before he got the chance to say that for what, the third or fourth time?
鈥淒o that again and we鈥檒l never have sex, no matter how much either of us are curious or how much we want each other, it won鈥檛 happen.鈥 I brought my hand away from his mouth and he grinned at me.
鈥淵ou know it鈥檚 funny, you鈥檙e just easily annoyed. Don鈥檛 make me go without sex though, how could I ever survive.鈥 He put his hand to his chest and exaggerated all his words, clearly trying to be funny again.
鈥淚鈥檒l scratch your back again.鈥
鈥淭hat鈥檚 fine because this is literally the one situation where you can do whatever you want to me. Anything.鈥 Anything? So he鈥檚 literally into anything that I mention?
鈥淲hat so you鈥檇 be fine if I said I was into piss?鈥 He scrunched up his face and looked away from me. Yeah, thought so. 鈥淔eet?鈥
鈥淥kay, I guess there are limits. No feet, pee, shit, just all that weird stuff, okay?鈥 I giggled, I鈥檓 going to tease him about this for ages.
鈥淎h, sure. We鈥檝e really stopped thinking about what we were going to do.鈥 He nodded his head a little and lifted my shirt up. 鈥淥h, you鈥檙e just getting right into it with no warning at all.鈥
鈥淲ell yeah.鈥 He threw my shirt onto the floor and kissed down my chest until he got to my bra, reaching back and trying to unclip it. 鈥淚 hate this part so fucking much.鈥
鈥淛ust bring it around the front and unclip it, that鈥檚 how I do it.鈥 He tried to twist it around straight away and I smiled. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e got to take the straps off my arms first.鈥
鈥淥h my god, this should not be so difficult.鈥 I bit my lip to keep my laugh in and moved my straps down your arm. 鈥淎ll this for a pair of tits...鈥
鈥淵ou saying it鈥檚 not worth it?鈥 He let out a loud and frustrated sigh.
鈥淣o just...they shouldn鈥檛 make these bras so difficult. You should just not wear one honestly.鈥 He twisted the bra around and unclipped it, sitting back against the headboard when he finally got it off. 鈥淎h, maybe it was worth it.鈥
鈥淚 know it was worth it.鈥 His posture relaxed and he reached his arms up, stretching and yawning a bit. 鈥淎re you tired?鈥
鈥淎 little, but I can keep going.鈥 I moved my hands to his chest and he looked up at me like he was questioning what I was going to do next. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e not stopping, right?鈥
鈥淥h wouldn鈥檛 dream of it, I definitely won鈥檛 stop.鈥 I started to move off of his lap and he complained.
鈥淥i, said you weren鈥檛 stopping.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 not, let me do what I鈥檓 going to do.鈥 He lifted up his hands and I got off his legs, grabbing his thighs and parting them.
鈥淟ove, what are you doing?鈥 I got in between his thighs, I hope this isn鈥檛 bad. I know I made that big speech about him not being insecure and nervous but right now I鈥檓 insecure and nervous about making him feel good. He deserves to feel good, he doesn鈥檛 deserve me trying to make him feel good and failing so fucking badly, that鈥檇 be really embarrassing. 鈥淥h, are you?...鈥
鈥淛ust feel like it鈥檚 my turn to make you feel good because you always try and make me feel good.鈥 At least he was already in his underwear because I was trying to give him a massage but apparently it wasn鈥檛 very good.
鈥淵eah yeah, sounds good. Awesome. Great. I approve. He cringed at himself. 鈥淯gh, I did not just say I approve. I鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檓 such a mood killer aren鈥檛 it?鈥 I giggled and he pouted, I don鈥檛 know how he comes up with this shit.
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry. I鈥檓 still gonna suck you off for some reason even after you said that, baby.鈥 He raised his eyebrows, why the fuck did he look surprised?- I just called him baby.
鈥淏aby? Y鈥檆alling me pet names now, love? I mean, I don鈥檛 mind.鈥 I froze and he stared at me, waiting for a response. Oh fuck, I never really call anyone a pet name, that was so fucking weird. Baby? First time properly calling someone a nickname when it isn鈥檛 sarcastic and I didn鈥檛 say something cuter?
He brought his hand up to my cheek, pinching it and bringing me back to him. 鈥淗ey, it鈥檚 alright. Don鈥檛 mind you calling me baby at all, stop thinking too much about it. If you called me baby instead of Harry for the rest of our time together, I鈥檇 be okay with that.鈥 He laid his hand flat against my cheek and rubbed my skin with his thumb, how is his skin so warm and comforting? Would it make sense if I said I feel safe when he touches me because of how soft and warm his skin always is? I鈥檓 going to tell myself it makes sense even if it doesn鈥檛 to anyone else because it makes sense to me. I put my hand on top of his so he wouldn鈥檛 move it and he gave me a really soft smile, he鈥檚 too cute. It feels like home when he touches me so softly like this, it felt sweet? I think that鈥檚 a good way to describe it anyway. He鈥檚 just a soft person.
鈥淎lright, baby.鈥 Little weird but I鈥檒l get used to it for him, anything for him. I sound like a fucking sap. 鈥淣ow, can I suck your dick?鈥
鈥淵ou are the most romantic and beautifully spoken person I鈥檝e ever been with. Also, yes.鈥 Oh shit, I鈥檓 about to see him naked. I know I technically saw him naked already from when that bath happened but this is just different, this is a completely different situation. You know what I mean? You know what I mean.
I shimmied his boxers down his thighs and my eyes trained on my hands, I felt like if I looked I鈥檇 be violating him even though we could literally be having sex today. 鈥淵鈥檏now you can look right? I鈥檝e nothing to be ashamed of.鈥
鈥淵ou sound so full of yourself.鈥 I looked then quickly looked up at his eyes. Well, he was right, nothing to be ashamed of. He smirked and shook his head, I know I can look but it doesn鈥檛 feel right to just stare at his dick or something.
鈥淪hould I not be full of myself? Is something wrong?鈥 He smiled and tilted his head at me, he knew I couldn鈥檛 say anything bad and this motherfucker was using it to his advantage. 鈥淣o answer? So I should be full of myself?鈥
鈥淗arry, I am not going to tell you whether you should or should not be full of yourself because of your dick.鈥
鈥淥h my god. You called me Harry, I thought we agreed on baby. You鈥檝e deeply offended me today, I cannot believe you would do this to me honestly, I never expected it from you.鈥
鈥淵ou must be the least funny person that constantly tries to be funny to ever exist.鈥 He reached both his hands up and grabbed onto my waist, squeezing gently.
鈥淵ou know I鈥檓 funny, you鈥檙e just jealous that I鈥檓 more funny than you and you can鈥檛 bring yourself to admit that I鈥檓 the funniest person you鈥檝e ever met in your whole entire short life and you鈥檒l never meet anyone funnier.鈥 I scrunched my eyebrows together in disbelief and he nodded his head like he just proved an amazing point. 鈥淵eah, try and disprove that.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 not even going to bother, this topic is not worth my time or energy. You know what, maybe this isn鈥檛 worth my time and energy.鈥 I tried to keep a straight face because I was obviously joking but I think he鈥檚 giving a genuine frown.
鈥淪o you get my dick out just to do nothing?鈥 聽I saw the dent of his dimple and rolled my eyes, I almost kind of thought he was sad but he always has to make a joke. To be fair, I made a joke first and he just went with it. 鈥淜idding.鈥
鈥淲ell so was I, for some reason I鈥檓 still going to do what I said. I really don鈥檛 know why.鈥
鈥淟ook down then.鈥 I swallowed and he pursed his lips. 鈥淲hat鈥檚 so scary about looking? You shy around naked people or something?鈥
鈥淚sn鈥檛 everyone.鈥 He shrugged his shoulders.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e sitting there with your tits out and I鈥檓 alright.鈥 I crossed my arms to cover myself, honestly I forgot I was just sitting there in my leggings in front of him, what an idiot. 鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to cover up, I like it. Give me a show.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 not going to give you a show, fucking weirdo.鈥 He leaned forward so his face was close to mine, looking in my eyes. He moved my arms away and kept his eyes on mine.
鈥淵ou can be comfortable with me, promise.鈥 He held my face in his hands and I instantly relaxed, focusing on that warm and homely feeling I get from his touch that I talked about earlier. 鈥淎re you comfortable?鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 comfortable when you touch me. So comfortable...鈥 He closed his eyes and kissed the tip of my nose and then leaned his forehead against mine.
鈥淚 feel comfortable when I鈥檓 near you.鈥 Funny that this all started with him offering me tutoring lessons and I don鈥檛 think I鈥檝e learned a single thing about History. I鈥檝e learned more about him than I have History. I learned that he鈥檚 27, he鈥檚 a family man, he鈥檚 somehow a loner, he sleeps on his stomach, he tries to be funny, he鈥檚 polite, he tries to be romantic, he鈥檚 a sweetheart. He鈥檚 amazing. 鈥淲hen we鈥檙e alone together, I fucking love it. Although I do make jokes a lot and it probably does annoy you, I鈥檓 only doing it and hoping you鈥檒l laugh because I love your smile and laugh.鈥
鈥淚 would love this if you weren鈥檛 naked and I wasn鈥檛 half naked.鈥 He giggled and let go of my face, moving his hands down and squeezing my breasts. 鈥淪eriously? Like, really?鈥
鈥淲hat? I had to, we鈥檝e got way too off topic. Had to remind you and myself what we were doing before we started getting all mushy and cute. Plus, getting a little painful just sitting and looking at you and your body and nobody is touching me.鈥 I laughed a little then slapped my hand over my mouth, fuck I didn鈥檛 mean to laugh but... 鈥淎re you laughing at my pain? Wow, you鈥檙e such a nice person. I take back all the mushy stuff, you make me feel like an idiot.鈥
鈥淵ou should feel like an idiot. But I guess I could try and help you out.鈥 I鈥檝e got to do a good job, I鈥檝e got to do a good job.
鈥淒鈥檡ou know what you鈥檙e doing? You just seem a little nervous.鈥 Nervous? I am definitely not nervous, absolutely full of confidence. I鈥檓 just pure confidence...constantly. 鈥淟ove...? Do you need help or something? Because I鈥檒l help you out if you need it-鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 need help.鈥 I can definitely do this, whatever, this is nothing I shouldn鈥檛 be nervous. 鈥淚鈥檓 perfectly fine doing this on my own...鈥
鈥淵ou can鈥檛 even look. Look, if you鈥檙e not completely sure what you鈥檙e doing, I can help you.鈥 I do not need help, I looked down and wrapped my hand around his cock, looking up at the ceiling as soon as I could. 鈥淎nd you still can鈥檛 look.鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry that dicks aren鈥檛 very pretty. Just shut up.鈥 I looked back down at him and he pursed his lips.
鈥淵ou just going to hold it? It鈥檚 a little awkward, you sure you know what you鈥檙e doing?鈥
鈥淚 know what I鈥檓 doing, I just haven鈥檛 had to do this in a while.鈥 Women are so much fucking easier, I always know what I鈥檓 doing.
鈥淥h, you haven鈥檛 had sex in a while?鈥 He is not getting it at all. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 fine if you haven鈥檛, if you want to build up to it-鈥
鈥淗arry, you鈥檙e not getting what I鈥檓 saying. I haven鈥檛 done this in a while because I鈥檝e only recently been with women.鈥 His mouth opened in realisation and he slapped his forehead.
鈥淵eah, that makes sense, sorry.鈥 I moved my hand and he jumped, his forehead accidentally knocking against mine. 鈥淥h shit, sorry. I just didn鈥檛 expect that, are you alright?鈥 He brought his hand to my forehead and his eyes searched for a lump or a bruise.
鈥淚鈥檓 fine, it wasn鈥檛 too bad. We can just pretend that didn鈥檛 happen. Are you ready this time?鈥 He nodded his head and I moved my hand again slowly, I hope this feels good, I really haven鈥檛 done this in ages. 鈥淚s this okay?鈥
鈥淕ood, good, yeah. You can just go faster, maybe?鈥 Oh of course, faster, I鈥檓 already doing it wrong. I moved my hand faster and he brought his hand to my cheek, pulling me in for a kiss. Harry pulled back and looked down, taking in a deep shaky breath. 鈥淭hat feels good.鈥
鈥淒o you want my mouth now?鈥 I have no reason to be nervous, he wouldn鈥檛 get annoyed if it wasn鈥檛 good. I hope.
鈥淚鈥檒l take anything you鈥檙e giving me. But yeah, it would be preferred. Only if you want to.鈥 I moved onto my knees and leaned down. I got to do this perfectly, for him. 鈥淐an I pull your hair?鈥
鈥淵eah, you can pull my hair.鈥 I can definitely do this, I鈥檓 a pro, I鈥檝e done this exactly about twice or something. Those men weren鈥檛 very...memorable. Harry on the other hand, definitely memorable, maybe a bit too memorable. I put my hands on his thighs and stuck my tongue out, licking up his cock.
鈥淲oah.鈥 He smoothed my hair away from my face and held it in his fist, using his other hand to grip my hand on his thigh. 鈥淓lla-鈥 I closed my mouth around his tip and ran my tongue along his slit, I hope I鈥檓 doing this right. 鈥淔uck鈥︹ I haven鈥檛 done this in like...two years? It鈥檚 probably disappointing but at least I鈥檓 trying my best, he can鈥檛 get annoyed at me trying my best.
I looked up at Harry, he was sweating already and his hair had fallen over his eyes a little, the curls a little more prominent than usual. His eyes were squeezed shut tightly and his mouth had fallen open, occasional pleasurable noises making an appearance from it. If he looked this good then I have to do this every waking moment, I wanted to see him like this and I wanted him to feel good constantly.
He pushed my head down a little and I don鈥檛 think he even realised, his own selfish instincts just taking over his body and trying to get even more pleasure than he was already feeling. 鈥淔ucking hell.鈥 I dipped my down further and heard his breath pause, I looked up again and he was already looking at me with slightly wide eyes. 鈥淒on鈥檛 take more than you know you can...鈥
I ignored him and lowered my head down further, breathing in through my nose and digging my nails into his thighs. His hips moved up suddenly and I gagged from the unexpected movement, immediately pulling my mouth off and covering my mouth as I had a mini coughing fit. 鈥淪hit, I am so sorry.鈥
I stopped coughing and he rubbed my back, his mouth settled in a deep frown. 鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I truly didn鈥檛 mean to do that. Are you alright now? I didn鈥檛 want to hurt you.鈥 He really truly cared didn鈥檛 he? I gagged a little bit and he鈥檚 almost having a panic attack for me.
鈥淚鈥檓 fine, Harry. You really do not need to worry so much. Let鈥檚 just pretend that didn鈥檛 happen and get back to it.鈥 He grinned and shook his head, no way is he turning down getting his dick sucked? Am I that bad? Fuck. 鈥淥h god, was it that bad? I鈥檓 sorry.鈥
鈥淣o no! It was good. I just don鈥檛 want you gagging like that again today and I really want to move on to touching you.鈥 Oh shit, touching me again? I can鈥檛 exactly say no this and turn it down... 鈥淢aybe we could try something new? You want to get on my face? We hardly have to move if we do that.鈥
鈥淕et on your face? Like sit on it?鈥 He let a little 鈥榤hm鈥 pass out of his lips. I鈥檝e only done that like once but I was so self conscious and I could only sit on their face for like a few minutes before I had to say stop and I got off. I just keep thinking about how if he looks up he鈥檒l see my stomach poking out and that angle always shows a double chin. 鈥淵eah, not sure about that.鈥
鈥淚t鈥檒l be great, I鈥檒l make you feel the best you ever have and I鈥檓 not just being cocky about that, I know what I鈥檓 doing.鈥 I really don鈥檛 know if I can do this, I know Harry isn鈥檛 a very judgemental person but I can be a very insecure person at times. 鈥淐ome on, I鈥檒l lay back and you just get on my face. Easy.鈥
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know if I can, Harry.鈥 He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him, his arms coming around my back. 鈥淯h, what鈥檚 happening right now?鈥
鈥淛ust have a feeling you鈥檙e getting insecure like I was before and I remembered when I hugged you because you seemed kinda sad in my office.鈥 He rested his chin on my shoulder and I settled into him. 鈥淚s it working?鈥
鈥淲ell, the first time I just wanted you to hug me because I had a massive crush on you but it is actually working, so thank you.鈥 I felt him laugh against me and I felt the vibrations of it in his chest against mine.
鈥淐heeky, making me hug you because you were absolutely infatuated and in love with me.鈥
鈥淟ove? Infatuated? You鈥檝e got it completely wrong. I was attracted to you and your personality, that鈥檚 it. No infatuation and no love.鈥
鈥淵eah, yeah... some day you鈥檙e going to need to stop lying to yourself, you know?鈥 Yeah, I don鈥檛 think love at first sight is real. At least not for me. Just sounds weird to look at someone and think 鈥榦h my god I鈥檓 absolutely in love with you and I need to be with you鈥. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e just so in love with me and it鈥檚 so obvious.鈥
鈥淒efinitely not in love with you.鈥
鈥淪orry, am I annoying you? If you sit on my face, I shut up. Just a tip.鈥 Maybe I will fucking shut him up finally, how is he constantly coming up with something to say or talk about? 鈥淎re you going to make me happy and shut me up?鈥
鈥淢mm I don鈥檛 know, Harry. I think I need more convincing from you. Maybe you could even beg.鈥 He tilted his head to the side and raised his eyebrows. Oh, yes, I鈥檓 fucking serious Harry. 鈥淚鈥檓 waiting.鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e waiting for me to beg for you to sit on my face? Actually?鈥 He took the silence I gave him as a yes, I guess because he mumbled something to himself. 鈥淧lease sit on my face, love. Please make me happy and do it so I can make you happy.鈥 I tried to keep a straight face but by the time he finished talking I was covering my mouth and laughing at his words. 鈥淒on鈥檛 fucking laugh at me, you asked me to beg!鈥
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry, I鈥檓 sorry. I just didn鈥檛 really expect you to actually do it.鈥 He pushed me back from him softly and I covered my face with my hands, I really need to stop laughing.
鈥淪top laughing at me! Continue and I鈥檓 kicking you out my house.鈥 Always so butthurt even though he makes jokes about me constantly. 鈥淚鈥檓 serious. No more talking, I鈥檓 gonna lay back and you鈥檙e going to sit on my face because I'm telling you to.鈥
鈥淏ecause you鈥檙e telling me to? Who do you think you are, my boyfriend?鈥 I grinned and he scowled at me, laying back. 鈥淪it up, Harry.鈥
鈥淣o, come here. Get on my face.鈥 Fuck fuck fuck, I don鈥檛 know if I can do this. Okay, I鈥檓 a powerful woman and I鈥檓 going to sit on this mans face because I fucking can. 鈥淎re you coming? Well, yeah you are going to be.鈥
鈥淯gh, shut up.鈥 I shuffled closer to his face and he looked up at me, licking his lips. 鈥淥h, don鈥檛 do that.鈥 He stuck his tongue out and I scrunched my nose. 鈥淒on鈥檛 do that, fucking weirdo.鈥
鈥淚 remember you quite liking my tongue last time. Do I have to do it again?鈥 I cupped my hand over his mouth before he done that mockery of my moans again, such a fucking asshole. I felt his tongue lick my palm and I pulled it back, wiping his saliva on his chest. 鈥淭he tongue does wonders doesn鈥檛 it?鈥
鈥淵ou鈥檙e disgusting. Did you have to lick my hand? Are you 6?鈥 His hand grabbed my thigh and I looked down at it. 鈥淎nd what are you doing?鈥
鈥淎re you going to take your underwear off?鈥 He played with the edge of my underwear at my thigh and pursed his lips. 鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to.鈥
鈥淵eah, I鈥檇 prefer not to. Can you just like...hold them to the side?鈥 He nodded his head and tried to pull me closer to him. 鈥淗ave a bit of patience.鈥
鈥淢y tongue is doing nothing at the moment and I鈥檓 not happy, come here.鈥 He moved his hand under my leg and I had to press my hands down on the bed to keep my balance so I didn鈥檛 fall over. 鈥淥h sorry, I just wanted to speed this up. Didn鈥檛 want to make you fall.鈥
鈥淭his is why you should be patient. Also you鈥檙e still holding my thigh up.鈥 He lifted it over his head and I think I almost fucking fell. 鈥淚 meant put my thigh down, not move it over your face!鈥
鈥淚 just want to get started.鈥
鈥淚 just want to get started.鈥 I got to do this good for her, even though I think I will, prettyyyyy sure she liked it last time. 鈥淕rab the headboard or something if you need to.鈥 I spread her thighs a little more and moved her underwear to the side. Okay, I鈥檝e actually never had someone sit on my face before, can鈥檛 be that different, right?
Right just do it, Harry. Just do it. 鈥淎re you waiting for something?鈥 Oh shit, I鈥檝e just been fucking staring and not doing anything, I should definitely do something now. What will that something be? 鈥淗arry.鈥
鈥淪orry! I was just thinking. Nothing bad though.鈥 I guess use my hand first. I brought my hand up and my thumb against her clit, that should feel good. I looked up at her as I did it and she didn鈥檛 react much, fuck. Okay, rub in circles, rub in circles.
鈥淗arry...鈥 Oh, that was a moan. Doing good, I鈥檓 doing good. Fuck it, I鈥檓 better with my tongue. Okay, time to use my tongue. I moved my hand to her ass and pulled her closer to my mouth, my tongue is not that long. Just do what you did last time, Harry. She also faked a moan last time. I鈥檓 sure she wouldn鈥檛 do it again.
I leaned up a little and licked up her pussy, still watching her face as I did it. Oh I should tease her, shouldn鈥檛 I? 鈥淢aybe you should beg for it since you made me beg earlier.鈥
鈥淵ou think I鈥檓 gonna beg while I鈥檓 on your face?鈥 Yeah, that鈥檚 why I asked. She could learn a lot from being fucking cuffed. 鈥淛ust do it.鈥
鈥淣ot until you do it.鈥 I kissed the inside of her thighs, getting closer and closer then moving back down her thigh. I felt her grab my hair and I know she was trying to move my head back but I reached up and grabbed her arm so that she couldn鈥檛. 鈥淒on鈥檛 do that. Can鈥檛 you just do what I ask of you?鈥
鈥淣ot begging for anything during women鈥檚 history month.鈥 鈥hat? 鈥淵eah, I can use that excuse.鈥
鈥淥h wow, you鈥檙e serious. Is that why you asked me to beg?鈥 She shrugged her shoulders and I laughed a little, what am I getting myself into with this woman? Well, fair enough, make me pay. 鈥淥h god, what else are you going to use that excuse for?鈥
鈥淓verything. Now do what you鈥檙e good for.鈥 Oh my fucking god. Kinda hot. Am I okay? 鈥淕o on.鈥 You know what, I鈥檒l listen. It鈥檚 not weird that I like when she tells me what to do, right? 鈥淗urry up Harry or you won鈥檛 be able to do it at all tonight. Do not try and tease me, Harry.鈥
鈥淎lright, alright.鈥 This is a bit too hot for me. I leaned forward and flicked my tongue against her clit, shifting my hips when she tugged my hair. Fuck me. I watched her hand move down her body to her nipple and then she pinched it, I might cum before her at this rate.
鈥淯h, Harry...鈥 Did she just moan the same way I do when I鈥檓 making fun of her? Can鈥檛 focus on that right now, dumb ass thing to focus on right now. She grinded against my tongue and I raised my eyebrows, this may be the best moment of my life. 鈥淗arry, fuck!鈥 Moan my name forever please.
I moved my hand to her hip and made her move faster and her thighs pressed against my head, maybe it hurt a little but I really don鈥檛 care at the moment.. I really do love life sometimes, maybe just in moments like these. She had her eyes closed, she was squeezing them so tightly that she was causing wrinkles and I bet she would have that thing when you open your eyes and it鈥檚 all blurry for a few seconds then you get your vision back, that鈥檚 always so fucking annoying. Anyway, she also had her mouth open and she was still gripping my hair, it felt good every single time she tugged on it. Oh, do I like pain?
Is it normal to want to do this for the rest of my life? Is it possible to live off pussy? It should be, in this exact moment I can definitely imagine living off of it. Can I do this forever? Maybe a few times everyday? What is sex like if this is already so fucking addicting? I could be on my strange addiction, but I don鈥檛 know how I鈥檇 show my addiction, I don鈥檛 think that鈥檚 allowed. Why am I thinking about this, fucking hell. My apparent strange addiction but I can鈥檛 keep focused on it.
She moaned loudly and my eyes moved back to her, she was looking down at me but her eyes were almost shut because I guess she was feeling good, great because that means I鈥檓 doing it right. I鈥檓 surprised with myself because I haven鈥檛 been obsessing over her tits and they鈥檝e just been...there the whole time, I鈥檒l do that now. I reached my left hand up ,since the other has literally had to hold her underwear to the side the whole time, and I placed my hand over her breast, squeezing it. How are they always like soft but hard at the same time? Like you got your hand over it and the skins soft then you squeeze it and it鈥檚 kinda like firmer? So weird.
I felt her thighs twitch and around my head and I鈥檓 not so stupid that I don鈥檛 know what that means, kinda don鈥檛 want this to end though, it has been so fun. Her head fell forward and so did her hair, not happening, I needed to see her face. I used the hand that was at her breast to gather her hair so that I could still see her as good as I could鈥檝e.
I moved my tongue against her clit faster and she pulled my hair harshly, why does that feel that good? 鈥淗arry!-鈥 Her thighs stopped shaking and she let go of her grip on my hair a little, damn guess it鈥檚 over. I moved my tongue again and she moved back, putting her hand to her chest and trying to catch her breath.
鈥淗ave fun? You know you did it again. Uh, Harry! It鈥檚 fucking great. Just do that every time and I鈥檒l stay forever, really inflates the ego every single time.鈥 She knocked her knee against the side of my head and I let out a little 鈥榦w!鈥, bringing my hand up to rub the side of my head that she kneed. 鈥淭hat kind of hurt, I don鈥檛 think I want you on my face anymore.鈥
鈥淚 was planning on getting off anyway, stupid.鈥
鈥淏ut I just got you off.鈥 She moved off my face and I slapped my hand over my mouth before I laughed too loudly, she could obviously tell I was holding in my laugh because she just gave me a death stare that鈥檚 now going in my top 3 scariest death stares. Number 1 is from the Business Management professor, it was the first time I put on my nail polish and went to school with it, I raised my hand to my mouth and she gave me the worst death stare ever, she鈥檚 fucking scary. Not like it discouraged me from doing what I wanted but it still really bloody scared me, I avoid her as much as I can now and I will continue to do so forever.
鈥淪hut the fuck up, Harry. Honestly...you鈥檙e so annoying constantly. You never stop.鈥 I sat up and pulled her towards me, taking her in my arms and squeezing her body against mine. 鈥淥w, asshole.鈥 I rested my chin on her shoulder and released my grip on her a little but I didn鈥檛 let go of her, I actually did want a hug and I wanted her to want it too.
鈥淛ust give me a cuddle, darling.鈥 I whispered in her ear and she sighed but lifted her arms up anyway, wrapping them around my waist. She scooted closer to me until she was in my lap and I closed my eyes, I was so comfortable like this, she鈥檚 so warm and comforting. 鈥淟et鈥檚 just stay like this forever. We can fall asleep like this.鈥
鈥淗arry, we got a condom out-鈥
鈥淔orget about it.鈥
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Thursday, 16th July 2020
鈥淛ust try it once, trust me.鈥 I scooted away from him in the bed and he lifted his arm over me and dragged me back to him, making me stay pressed against his side. 鈥淏aby, please.鈥
鈥淣o.鈥 He whined and pressed his face into my neck. 鈥淚鈥檓 not going to fucking do it, don鈥檛 piss me off right now. You know you shouldn鈥檛.鈥
鈥淧lease...鈥 He mumbled into my neck and I reached my hand up, playing with his hair. I don鈥檛 care how much I like him, this just seems...gross and messy.
鈥淣o, I am not going to have sex with you on my period because you鈥檙e constantly fucking horny.鈥 He lifted his head from my neck and pouted, I swear this man wants to fuck everyday of the week and he will try it. He does try it. It鈥檚 like he never gets tired.
Ever since summer break started and he stopped working, I鈥檝e been mostly staying at his house, I barely go home because he always seems to be able to convince me to stay with him. Though he can be annoying I actually am enjoying spending this time with him, he can be really fucking loving and sweet but he always wants to cuddle at night, even when I鈥檓 dying of heat and he is too, he鈥檚 pressed right against me and falling asleep like a baby. It鈥檚 weird.
I鈥檓 pretty sure he keeps hinting at us living together and I really don鈥檛 know how I feel about that yet. I know I spend a lot of my time at his and sure, it鈥檚 good and I enjoy it, but it鈥檚 also comforting to know that I have somewhere to go back to if I need some time alone or I鈥檓 just overwhelmed or something. Not having that would probably be something that it鈥檇 take me a while to adjust to and be okay with.
鈥淎ngel, it鈥檚 not as bad as it sounds. We can do it in the shower.鈥 I huffed at his words and turned away from him, smiling to myself when he rested his forehead on my shoulder and rested his hand on my waist. 鈥淚鈥檓 not winning this one, am I?鈥
鈥淥f course not.鈥 I replied defensively, if there鈥檚 one thing I鈥檓 better at than him, it鈥檚 my stubbornness, which helps me win arguments with him constantly.
鈥淚 bet you鈥檇 let me do it if I was your boyfriend.鈥
鈥淏ut you鈥檙e not.鈥 He kissed my shoulder and sighed, moving me so that I was on my back and he could rest his head on my stomach like he always does. I think we both know that around this time is a good time to start discussing being in a proper relationship but neither of us knew how to bring it up, which means that the fact that it was brought up has made everything awkward.
鈥淚 want to be.鈥
鈥淎sk then?鈥
鈥淲hat?鈥 He looked up at me and I shrugged my shoulders.
鈥淎lright, can I be your boyfriend?鈥
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british-curls16 hours ago
a/n: Hello everyone!! Thankyou for the love on my last fic! This is my take on soulmate au, inspired by the song 鈥榮he鈥. There is a mention of Camille because she fit in the timeline of the story. As always, I request you to reblog this fic if you enjoy reading, it is literally the best way to show a writer appreciation. Please do let me know if you would like to be tagged in my future fics! Asks are always open!
Word count: 2.1k
Pairing: Harry styles X reader
Warnings: none except swearing and mention of smut(literally one line).and heartbreak if it is tiggering anyone.
She lives in daydreams with me
And I don鈥檛 know why
I don鈥檛 know who she is
聽Harry is a mess.
A complete mess.
He has lost count of how many times he鈥檚 seen her. Whether it is a dream or some sort of vision, he sees her every day without fail.
But he doesn鈥檛 know who she is. Or where she is.
He had lost hope in the very popular faith of a 鈥榮pecial someone鈥, a 鈥榮oulmate鈥. Sure, everyone he knew and loved had found theirs but he hadn鈥檛. At first, he thought he would meet his soulmate a little later than others, but later he just lost hope, thinking he must be one of those few special cases where they don鈥檛 have a soulmate.
But he wanted one. Really bad.
He was tired of going in and out of relationships. They had all left him when they had found their soulmates. It hurt to see one end after another, with no avail except to gossip magazines who had called his search for his soulmate 鈥榳omanising鈥. It hurt. Everything hurt.
He was angry at his soulmate to have not found him. He was famous, after all. How hard could it be? When he said those words out loud, he understood how much of a jerk he sounded like. But he couldn鈥檛 help it. He really wanted to find her, wherever she was.
聽Y/N was a mess.
A complete mess.
She had now gone through many failed relationships, usually ending with the other finding their soulmate. She was disappointed. Ever since she was a kid, she had wanted to find a soulmate. When her grandma had first told her, she had become very fascinated by the idea of having a true love, the one who is truly yours.
But after growing up and having so many disappointments, she had lost hope. Lost hope for finding the guy of her dreams. It all sounded sappy and fake. Everyone had found their soulmate, making her think that she was one of those rare cases, the ones which never find their soulmate.
What could she do? Ask everyone she met if they were her soulmate? When she had almost lost hope, he came.
It felt like a vision, a dream. His brown chocolate curls sat on his face into their perfect places. His emerald green eyes were bright and beautiful, and she had become completely lost in them. His smile would light up a million places, and his dimples looked like jewels on his charming smile. He was the definition of perfection. She felt she had seen him somewhere, but she couldn鈥檛 remember.
She went to her grandma first thing in the morning, and recited everything to her. As soon as she told her about her vision of a very handsome man, her grandma smiled. Confused, y/n asked her why she was smiling. She told her something that y/n had never known before.
鈥淵/N, dearie, when you are close to meeting your soulmate, you see visions of them. It is god鈥檚 way of helping you find your soulmate. I didn鈥檛 want to tell you because it would have rushed something that needs to happen at the correct place on the correct time. You would have never have found him if I told you this before, because you would have forced it.鈥
She couldn鈥檛 believe it.
She had a soulmate.
聽There were very few visions of her now. He didn鈥檛 care anyways.
He had met Camille in a party last night after the fashion show, and she felt like the one. He was in love.
Maybe she was his soulmate.
The mere idea of it made him smile to himself. He was always lost in thoughts during conversations with his bandmates, making Mitch irritated to the extent that he threw a pencil on harry to bring his attention back and he had giggled. Mind you, not laughed, giggled. Like a school girl who had been asked out to prom by her crush.
And they had mind blowing sex.
It was everything he could wish for. He was lovestruck like he had never been before. He wrote songs about her.
He was happy.
The visions had not been as frequent as before. She didn鈥檛 have time to care about it anyway.
She wanted to get a promotion at work, so she was working very hard to impress her boss. She needed the money badly; she was able to pay for her bills but couldn鈥檛 save a lot of money because most of it would get spent.
So, she thought about him less. Until she completely forgot.
聽Camille was gone.
Like all the others who had come, she found her soulmate. And it was not him.
Harry was broken, to say the least.
So, he ran. Ran somewhere, where no body knew him to say comforting and reassuring words. They were lies after all.
He went to japan.
After writing a lot about Camille, he stopped. It wasn鈥檛 her fault after all that he wasn鈥檛 her soulmate. But he couldn鈥檛 help but feel angry about it.
He did not have a soulmate because he had forgotten about her.
He had come again.
It was like a glimpse; a blurry image of a guy sitting on the bathroom floor, starring into nothingness. Then the guy smiled; the same dimpled smile she had seen what felt like ages ago.
She was coming to her office from the local Starbucks with a coffee in hand, laughing at a joke Christine had made on the group chat you had with your friends. You missed their banter and funny antics a lot.
But now was not the time to think about it. It had been many days since had come.
She had finally remembered him again, enough to never forget him.
聽She had come again.
Her eyes crinkled in laughter as she sipped through her coffee. She was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
But who was she?
He couldn鈥檛 remember seeing any face like hers in the tabloids or any of the fashion shows he had been to. Unless...
He smiled to himself. She wasn鈥檛 famous.
Being in the spotlight all the time, he had always wanted someone who wasn鈥檛 famous so that he felt connected with the world. So that he knew there was life beyond cameras and fake smiles. He loved his job and couldn鈥檛 have asked for a better one, but sometimes it was just too much.
He was sitting at the bathroom floor, thinking about how it was time to move on. Looking into the mirror, he had smiled. He didn鈥檛 know why.
That鈥檚 when she came again.
Harry stood up like he had just woken up from a nightmare. But it was the best daydream he could imagine.
He couldn鈥檛 believe he had forgotten about her.
Then he remembered.
He remembered the day Gemma had come from school, all giddy and smiles. Mum had said that she had a vision of her soulmate.
Harry, a curious child that he was, asked about it.
His mum explained all about soulmates, how everybody had a special someone, the person who they would spend rest of their lives with. Harry had been mesmerised with the grandness of it.
He had asked,鈥 How do you know who is your soulmate?鈥
His mum had laughed at his innocence and said, 鈥淲hen you are about to meet your soulmate, you get visions. Glimpses of them. And then, when you meet them, you just know.鈥
Holy. Fucking. Shit.
He was about to meet her.
聽He had written his first song which was not about Camille.
It was about her, though he didn鈥檛 want to make it obvious. Well, it WAS obvious. Very much so. But he didn鈥檛 care. He was about to meet her. That鈥檚 all that mattered.
Everyone was happy to see him in his cheery self again. They were even more happy to find out that he had written a song about something not Camille-related because honestly, they understood that she was a very important part of her life but they weren鈥檛 interested to sing anymore songs about the girl who broke his heart so bad that it had taken a long time to fix. She had led him, given him hopes that she was the one and then suddenly left and lived on as if none of it had happened. They were mad, to say the least.
The song was catchy, and the lyrics were mysterious. It was just the kind of music harry enjoyed making and his fans enjoyed hearing. He loved to watch them guess what, or many times, who it was about. They so were good at it that it baffled him sometimes.
Everybody in the room was looking at him inquisitively, curious to know what the song was about. But harry just smirked. There was no way he would tell it to anyone. He wanted it to be his little secret.
聽Working for a record label was stressful. Making voices of some very talented artists who were sharing their stories through music was very important now a days, with many people listening to music, especially the younger generation.
There is this feeling about re discovering yourself every time you listen to music. It鈥檚 like a part of you forms an instant bond with it. Sometimes, some songs are not able to form such bond with your mind and heart, which we tend to term as 鈥榤=not of my taste鈥 whereas some just take time to form the bond. That鈥檚 when we say that the song is 鈥榞rowing on me鈥.
To be able to produce these masterpieces of art which connect with people鈥檚 mind and souls brought Y/N this weird but immense joy. She was very fond of listening to music, though really horrible at singing them, but it鈥檚 the beauty of music that you love. You don鈥檛 always have to be perfect; it should be from your heart.
It had not been long since she joined Columbia records. It had been an amazing experience to work there, and there was a friendly workspace environment; everyone was like family.
Today she was going with the team who would be listening to harry styles鈥 new album. Y/N couldn鈥檛 believe it. She had been a huge one direction band. But after their split, she enjoyed Harry鈥檚 music more than the other guys. It just was more of her 鈥榯aste鈥. Not that she hated others but, you know what I mean right?
Y/N continuously made sure her inner fangirl came out. As she entered the room, her eyes instantly met green ones. The same ones she had seen sitting on the bathroom floor, staring into nothingness and then smiling.
She couldn鈥檛 believe it.
聽Harry was making final arrangements for the decisions to be made for his new album, fine line. He chose the title because that song was his favourite of all of them.
A team of people were about to arrive from Columbia were about to come so they were waiting for them, during which he chatted with mitch about absolutely everything and anything. He liked that about his friendship with him. He could talk about the most random thing in the world and they could have a full-fledged conversation about it, no matter how stupid the topic may have been.
He heard the door swing open and greetings could be heard everywhere. He turned to see their faces when he saw a pair of eyes.
The same pair of eyes that had crinkled in laughter as she sipped through her coffee.
He couldn鈥檛 believe it,
They next half and hour felt like blur.
Both of them were just staring at each other with blank expressions on their faces, hoping for this to end so they could talk. Not sure about what they would talk about when they had the chance.
Harry replied with the same tone he would have replied with if he was in his senses. But he was in anything but that.
She is the one, he thought as 鈥榮he鈥 played through the speakers, my soulmate.
Y/N could only see harry until the last song played through the speakers.
She lives in daydreams with me
She鈥檚 the first one that I see
And I don鈥檛 know why
I don鈥檛 know who she is
He had written a song about her. He loved her.
Her eyes widened in shock.
She her expression, Harry鈥檚 expression changed for the first time in that half hour, forming his infamous smirk at her recognition of the lyrics.
By every feature of his body, she was completely mesmerised. He was, perfect in every sense.
Her soft, delicate features, the smile he had seen before as was dying to see again, had him head over heels for her.
He finally knows who she is.
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nationalhoranleague16 hours ago
NationalHoranLeague鈥檚 Fanfic Recommendations
Please be aware that these聽fan fictions may include smut and other聽potentially triggering聽content.聽I believe that all of the series include smut, but I have not denoted them as such,聽because not every piece may include smut. Please, read at your own discretion.
* Denotes Smut for Blurbs, Imagines, & One Shots
Blurbs, Imagines, & One Shots:
*As Promised | Tyson Jost - peachandthefrog
*Breaking Point | Nolan Patrick -聽psychospeak-blog
Cross Me | Josh Anderson -聽puckinghell
*Domestic Bliss | Sidney Crosby -聽holy-pucks
*It Will Come Back | Andre Burakovsky -聽jkeeso
More Than Friends | Travis Konecny -聽broadstbroskis
Runaway | Tyson Jost -聽baevillier
*Temptation | Travis Konecny -聽comphersjost
*What You Do To Me | Sidney Crosby -聽sadpoemsandsteverogers
Won鈥檛 Go Slowly | Tyler Seguin -聽psychospeak-blog
This is a link to their masterlist and profile, as they do not have one page for all of the installments of this series.
Harry Styles:
Blurbs, Imagines, & One Shots:
*And the Winner Is... - g0ldenkiwi
*Full - harrywritingsbyme
*Hangin鈥 on the Telephone - songbirdstyles
*Harry鈥檚 a Pilot, and Y/N is a Shy Flight Attendant on His Flight - chillmichelle
*Harry is a Bossy Lawyer, and Y/N is His Intern - chillmichelle
Just Across the Hall - crowdedimagines
*Longing - haroldslovekitten
Meant to Be - crowdedimagines
Not My Type - goldenbluesuit
*Open Door Policy - atlafan
*Plus One - meetmeinfleetwood
Someone鈥檚 Got a Crush - harryswifeofficial
*Stitches and Pucks - talesofstyles
*Teaching Assistant - hewearsgucci
*The Pleasure in Business - vocalharry
Two for the Show - nationalharryleague
*When I Kissed the Teacher - songbirdstyles
*Y/N is on Harry鈥檚 Tour Crew and Harry Just Thinks She鈥檚 Lovely - jawllines
Another World - sunflowerstache
For the Summer - goldenbluesuit
Office Neighbors - atlafan
Take It Slow - atlafan
My Everything - atlafan
To Love and Be Loved - watchmegetobsessed
What鈥檚 Your Favorite Subject? - atlafan
Niall Horan:
Blurbs, Imagines, & One Shots:
A Real Hit -聽nialls-flute
*Biceps - swiftmendeshoran
Socks -聽nialls-flute
I鈥檓 reading!
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harrysxlaurelsx19 hours ago
Long Haired Harry and Drag Me Down..... YES PLEASE
credit to the owner
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