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Changes pt 3

Ellie Williams x female reader !

A/n: finally what you've all been waiting for, I hope you all enjoy this was such a fun story to write. I feel like I wrote this well, especially the anxiety as I suffer hugely from it, a few techniques in there of how I deal with it if you also struggle <3

Summary: Ellies the bad girl in the school but she takes a liking to the reader, everyone's worried but the reader somehow changes her for the better ... or does she ?

Warnings: MDNI. Smut at end !! Implied rape from a past relationship, anxiety, pet names, SOFT DOM ELS ! mentions of drinking and I think that's it :)

Text: orange-ellie pink-reader blue-angela

The red text is flashbacks which is near the end !!

Masterlist || pt 1 ! , pt 2 !

"It's all an act. Dont fall for any of it."

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"She's gunna hurt you Y/n."

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"I'm not a completely great person, maybe I'm working on it I dunno. But I don't date. I can't it's just not in me."

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"Don't start anything with her, you're too pure for her antics."

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"She's not changing Y/n, she will hurt you."

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"We warned you."

It was spiraling in your brain, everyone's words including hers. You felt foolish for thinking you could change her in any way. An absolute fool. Why couldn't you of listened to everyone. All you had was hope. But that died that night, that hope was officially gone for good. You had been curled up in bed all of your Saturday. You hated to admit it but you were crying. Laying in your bed with cold tears staining your face. You had come home from that party in the exact same state.

"Oh, babe.." you heard Angela's voice softly say, bringing you into her embrace. You sunk into the feeling letting out tears. "What's up?" She asks pulling back a little. "Y-you were right. I'm such a fucking idiot." You sob. She was confused. "Woah what, slow down." Her hand rubs on your arms, bringing you with her to sit on the couch. "Me and Ellie. Well we were dating in secret, I'm so sorry for that. But we aren't anymore." She changes her expression to a more serious one. "That fucking wh-" But you didn't even want her to finish that. You knew Ellie had hurt you but it was fairly new, you still had some love for her. As troublesome that may be it was nothing but the truth. You had to get over that tho. You had to.

You were laying on your side, still mulling over those same sentences over and over again. It was like a tiny devil in your brain telling you 'you fucked up' but you soon hear your door creaking open. "I made you some sammies." Angie came in with a sweet smile. Your back was currently facing her and you didn't make any effort in changing that as you let out a dry hm. She lets out a sigh. "I won't watch you starve because of some silly girl who's hurt you. Please." You turn over looking at her. "I'll eat, just not as hungry right now." She walks over setting the plate down on your bedside table, moving to sit on your bed. "You're strong ok? I know you will get past this." You give her a tiny nod. "I might just take a nap." She nods in agreement going to leave. "Good idea."

A few minutes go by when you hear the door. You couldn't make out the voice so you continue to rest on your side. Holding the drawing she did of you in hand, staring at it. All of this, everything just wasted. You couldn't bare to look at it any longer, chucking it in a random direction, deciding to get some rest.

Ellies pov.

The night before:

"Oh this one's going to be a good one I can feel it." I say, examining the crowds of people. It was booming, that's for sure. I look at her, she looked so effortlessly pretty. It stunned me. "You're so silly." She speaks. "Come on let's get a drink." I then say, grabbing her wrist and dragging her gently with me. Her smile was brightening every bad thing in this world. "I'll be the sober help." I smile at her. "Not even one love?" She just shakes her head. "Alright, just make sure you're comfortable yeah?"

It had been maybe an hour into the party and I didn't feel completely with it. Y/n was sitting comfortably in my lap, just looking so beautiful. "Mmm I want another." I slur. And there it was, her gorgeous giggle. "You're so gone Els-" "your laughs so pretty, makes my heart warm." I blurt out suddenly. "Well that's very kind of you." She replies. But as I keep looking at her I could tell something was off, or was I daydreaming? Was the alcohol just messing with my brain. I decide to ignore it, not in my right mind. "Can you pretty please get me another drink my beautiful girlfriend." I watch as she smiles at me, probably replying but the music drowns out not only my thoughts but any formable words. Feeling her get off and leave, I could feel my brain going fuzzy too. But deep down something just didn't feel 100%. I eventually turn my head to look at her, noticing Kenny speaking to her.

That boils my blood. Why can't he just mind his own business? Stop it Ellie, you haven't been angry like this in forever, don't break that streak now. She comes back over handing me my drink, I give her a mumbled thank you. "Was he hassling you?" "Who, Kenny? Nothing I can't handle my love." As I look at her I notice her posture shift, i knew it wasn't her getting comfortable on my lap. Because if anything she looked uncomfortable.

"You alright mama?" I decide to just ask. "I'm just going to go for a pee." She states, beginning to get off. "Oh.. alright love." I'd be lying If I said I wasn't worried, but the other half of me felt dizzy, making me forget slightly what was going on. I shake my head going to get up and get another drink. When I eventually hear shuffling next to me. I turn my attention to see a dirty blonde girl. "Hey." She gently says. It takes me a moment as confusion washes over me. "Hi?" Silence. "You don't remember me?" More silence. Because no, I didn't know who the hell she was, until I take a better look. "Sophy." She smiles. "Ah so you do remember." I somehow felt awkward. "Uhmm yeah." Still really confused on why she's even talking to me. "I missed you." Stunned. "I- huh?" Now I was really baffled. "But- i kinda just left ya." It was bad, but it was the truth, why would she miss me. "Yeah well. You were still hot." I furrow my brows at a loss of words. "I- wha-" When I suddenly feel her lips on mine, I felt all too sober right then as my eyes widen. But before I could push her away- "Ehem." I hear someone clear their throat, I don't even need to turn around to know who it was.

"Fuck.." I mutter, slowly turning to face her. "Wait baby no i-" I began but suddenly my freshly poured drink was being dumped on me. I sigh. "No." She points at me. "Ellie what the actual fuck." I stare at her, saying nothing. Not even knowing what to say. Fuck, it's like it's happening all over again, speak you idiot. My eyes widen as she starts to cry.. ive never seen her cry before, safe to say I never ever wanted to witness it again. "Y/n no no please-" "After everything we've been through, after what you told me. They were wrong. You cant change for anyone. I should've listened to them." I immediately shake my head. It was all wrong. "Don't say that please- it was an accident fuck- she just-" But she cuts me off, shoving the cup into my chest. "Shut up Ellie." And I listen. I couldn't fuck things up any more then i have. Right...

It was silent, after a second or two she soon goes to leave. "Wait-" I start, but it was no use. She was gone in the swarm of people. "Fuck." I curse under my breath. I couldn't let this happen, not her. Not someone who I know I've fallen in love with. God Ellie you should've just told her. I wanted to make this right, after all she was my everything. I stride through the crowds when I spot her. I notice she isn't alone. God, does Kenny ever just fuck off. There's that anger again, but nothing was stopping me this time. I March on over there, pushing him to the ground ignoring all the fallen gasps. "Ellie what the fu-" "He touched you!" I retort. "You bitch." He starts to speak, getting off the floor and making an attempt to hit me, but he misses. "Fight round two then, you fucker." And it begun, the tiny fight between us. But I notice her going to leave. "Wait no- please let me explain!" I yell, grabbing onto her wrist. She immediately pulls back, with anger herself. "No Ellie. Don't ever touch or even speak to me again." "They weren't right, you have changed me i swear to you!" I plead, but she just shakes her head. "Once a dick. Always a dick. You. Have. Not. Changed."

And that was that. I watch as she leaves. I felt so empty like I had just lost my best friend. What the fuck was I going to do.

Missed calls. I called her so many times, I was freaking out. Think Ellie. God. This was suppose to be the one thing I didn't fuck up. I pace in my room, debating on what is the best approach. Nothing. "Come on brain. You can be creative, don't lack in that now!" There was one option. Going to her dorm and trying to talk to her, Angela. There needed to be a backup plan tho, I had no faith in the first one. I flop on my bed with a long sigh. "You made her cry.." it hurt to even look back on, her hurt features. Her anger, but most importantly those glossy eyes. I close mine trying to get the image out, laying on my back still thinking. "Fuck it." I get up and head over to her dorm. Knocking on the door hesitantly, when Angela is suddenly in sight. "Can I spe-" "No." She immediately cuts me off. "But-" "No Ellie you broke her fucking heart. Again. Why do you always do this to people." I stare at her. "This time was an accident I swear-!" She raises a brow. "You accidentally kissed someone? Yeah alright." There was no winning this. "Please just let me talk to her and explain." She looks at me, but not before shutting the door in my face. Great. What now?

It had been a few days later, and there was no sight of her in classes. Which was worrying, knowing how involved she was with the work. It was saddening to say the least. I decided to have a small wind down in the library, wanting to clear my thoughts in the safe space. When I spot her just sitting in a corner, reading. Was I dreaming? I haven't seen her in days. My feet felt like they were glued to the floor, staring. Do I go over? Talk to her? What do I say?

All these thoughts raced through my mind when I just stood up properly, beginning to head over there. I stand for a few moments in hopes she'd see a person's shoes and look up. As her head rises I notice her eyes. Tired. Worn out. Red and puffy. My heart breaks all over again, especially when her soft expression turns into a bitter glance. "I uh-" I sigh scratching my neck. "Can we talk?" There was silence. Not our enjoyable silence that we'd always share. A cold silence. "Nothing to talk about." I swallow hearing her voice for what felt like forever. And it hurt, the pain deep inside her. "Please." Pleading. I just needed to try say something. I bend down getting infront of her view, needing her to look at me. When she does I just pray she hears me out. "Go on." I soften my look, hearing how uneasy her voice was. I know I didn't mean for all of this to happen, but how could I. How could I of let her kiss me at all- my thoughts were cut off when I hear a faint cough. "She kissed me." Great going. "No really? I'm well aware." God damn Ellie. "I just- I mean, I didn't kiss back." "I saw you Ellie, that's such bullshit." I close my eyes. "Ok, well I didn't enjoy it." She scoffs. "So you admit you did kiss her back?" Now I was silenced. Shit. "Uhhh- well- fuck sake."

She shakes her head. "Just leave me alone." She says dryly, getting up from her spot about to leave. I go to grab her, but don't. Wanting to not repeat history. "Please just let me explain more." She bites her lip, and I know she's suppressing tears. "You've said enough." And so I let it be. Letting her walk off and out of the quiet building.

A few weeks. That's how long ago the library incident first happened. I hadn't seen her around since. Had she left.. like Noelle. "No, don't be silly she loves it here she would never. Not because of me, right?" I huff, that had become a habit, talking to myself. I was still on the mission to get her back or atleast explain things. But my brain was bone dry. It was currently the last class of the day, I rested my chin on the desk, still trying to think. "You know Ellie." Dina began. "Why don't you do something nice for her, give her a note saying to meet somewhere, maybe make her some food or-" I shake my head. "This isn't just some ordinary girl." Dina was honestly shocked. I turn my attention to her. "Shes more than that, I have to do something bigger." She pats my shoulder. "Maybe she has changed you Williams, cuz you've never spoken such things about anyone." It's true, she definitely did. "If this was you and Jesse had done this and you still loved him and such, what would you want him to do?" She ponders that question. "Well I suppose I'd want the truth from both. Him and this random girl." My face lights up. Genius! I smile wide going to hug her. "That's brilliant Dina! But- wait. How would I even do that." I ask. "I think you should figure this out on your own, if she really has changed you I think you should know what to do."

"I'm sorry for screwing you over." My words come out rushed, looking at Sophy with so much hope. She just looks at me. "Really?" I nod. "That's very big of you." She states. "Yeah well, just trying to mend past situations." There was a long pause, before either of us spoke. "Hey, I'm sorry for kissing you that night. I'm in no way that kind of person. Maybe when I'm drunk but I didn't even know you were seeing anyone, didn't even know the Ellie Williams ever could to be fair." The confession heals something inside me, letting that hope be reassured. "So you forgive me for being a complete jerk ages ago?" She smiles and nods. "Yeah we're cool." A sigh of relief escapes my lips. "So what's happening with her? Are you two speaking." I shook my head. "Shes mad and upset and to be honest I don't blame her. I did technically kiss you back-" "you didn't actually." I furrow my brows. "Huh-?" So incredibly confused. "But she said she saw it-" Sophy shakes her head. "Well I didn't feel anything. You must've been talking or something beforehand to make it look like you did, but you didn't. I remember most when I'm drunk and you never kissed back. Plus she caught it before it could progress."

Happy was an understatement. "That's incredible, oh my God I could just k-" we give eachother a look. "Yeah no, bad line to use." I let out a slight awkward laugh, making her shake her head with a smile.

She agreed to help me smooth things over and I was forever thankful. "How do we go about this?" She asks. I think for a moment. "Maybe you could knock on her door and ask to speak with her, and maybe clear the air. Might be best if I'm not there so you can talk properly?" "Sounds good, I don't see a problem with that." I let out a breath of relief. "Ok awesome, thank you."

And after an hour or so she was back. "So how'd it go?" I sit up. "What's something she loves?" I was incredibly confused. "Reading, painting, music. Why?" She leans on the wall. "Shes a kind person, I think she forgave the fact I had apologized, but I reckon you should now do something so she can forgive you completely." I let that sink in and I knew just the thing.

Readers pov

It had been a long day, stressful classes, tons of work. Thank fuck it was a Friday and you could wind down again. You were currently snuggled up on the couch, watching some random cheesy romcom on the TV. Considering it was a Friday that meant Angela was at her boyfriends, so dorm all to yourself. You're brought back out from your thoughts to a knock at your door. Odd. Who on earth. As you open it you spot a girl, not really even processing when you suddenly remember. "Hi, can we talk quickly?" You were shocked nonetheless. What was she even doing here. You let her in anyway, your intrigue getting the better of you. You both make your way over to the couch in silence. "I would like to apologize for kissing something that didn't belong to me." She begins. You on the other hand stay silent and let her finish. "I was drunk- and that's never an excuse, but I do, do crazy shit when I am, I'm not that kind of person sober." There was a silence for a moment. "Doesn't excuse how she acted tho. I appreciate your apology." She nods. "Well if it's any constellation, she never kissed me back." That just confuses me. "Wait she didn't?" She shook her head. "I can assure you. It was just my goofy ass's doing." It only makes you feel a little silly for not knowing the whole story. "I feel embarrassed-" "don't, if anything i probably would've done the same, besides she didn't have the best track record did she? It's no surprise you'd assume." You're now the one to shake your head. "I shouldn't of, I should've let her atleast try and explain."

"Thank you for coming to clear it up with me." You say, escorting her out the door. "Of course, only right thing to do." You nod, giving her a smile. "Although I would've liked her to of come to do so- I know she's tried but I dunno- you think shes given up on trying to fix this?" She lets out a tiny laugh. "Far from that, give it some time yeah? If you know Ellie she never half asses things she loves." You just hope that's true.

It had been a few days later. Two to be exact. And you were currently on your way back to your dorm room. You were about to get your keys when you realize it's already open. "Angie?" You begin, but once you open the door you're greeted by those green eyes. That pale, freckled skin. "Ellie-" You breathe out, setting your things down. Wondering what on earth she's doing here. You notice a few things, like her guitar, then you suddenly smell food. "What is all this." "My apology." You let her continue knowing you had been a bit hard on her. "I made your favorite meal, and I know you were busy today as it was a Friday, so let me take care of you. I'm going to play your favorite song as you relax." Your gaze softens. No one had ever done this for you. Ever. So it melts your heart completely. "Here, come sit." She gestures. You go over to the couch, sitting down as she prepares her guitar, situating it properly in her lap. She begins to play the song Fade Into You by Mazzy Star, your entire face lights up. It hadn't been this bright in awhile, and Ellie seeing that makes her truly happy. Once the song finishes she looks at you. That comfortable silence being back and better than anything. "I- that took me maybe a week to learn, and honestly it wasn't easy but its the easiest song I've ever had to lea-"

But she was cut off by you kissing her. She missed it so much, how soft and safe your lips felt against hers. She was happy again. You pull back to get a look at her. "No one's ever done anything like that for me." She smiles wide. "I've never done anything like that for anyone." She states. "Well I'm glad I was the one." Another comforting silence. "You are the one." Your heart skips a beat at her words, just hearing them makes you giddy inside. "You really think so?" She shakes her head, making you furrow your brows in confusion. "I know so." And that sudden worry was gone again. All you wanted was to kiss her, she got the feeling. Setting the guitar down and bringing you closer. Kissing you so sweetly. You both part. "Well let's eat I bet you're hungry." You nod. "Starved." Your hand reaches out grabbing the plate of pasta. "Smells amazing, I didn't know you cooked." She laughs. "Again with the assuming my love." You put your hands up in your defense. "Didn't say you didn't look like the type to! ... although." A cheeky grins spreads across your face. She lets out a chuckle going to lightly hit your arm. "You're a menace." You begin to eat the meal, and it wasn't too bad. Had all the good flavorings, the perfect amount of cheese which she knew. "No one knows me as well as this, it's quite special to me." She puts her plate down to speak. "No one?" You shook your head. "Not even my parents."

She looked shocked. "Well, glad I could be the one who listens properly. Even though it truly isn't a hard thing to do." You nod at her statement. "You are a good listener. You know how I can tell?" "How?" She leans back intrigued, you take a moment. "Whenever I talk about something and I forget what we were talking about, you always will remind me of the exact thing in best detail that I was speaking of. And always it rejogs my brain. That is how I know you're truly listening." She smiles at you. "You're so cute." The compliment makes you blush, hard. "I missed you." You blurt. "I missed you too angel, so much you have no idea."

That night had been the most relaxing night of your life. It ended with her sleeping in your bed cuddling you until you fell asleep, the safeness you felt was undeniable. It was a regular Tuesday, not too busy but also not so quiet. It all went down hill with the last assignment you got, since you had been a bit out of it recently. You must admit you were slacking. It's not like you at all but you were determined to redeem yourself. That is until the project was due in 2 days. A project this big, no way in hell you were getting it done by then. Not unless you stayed up all night and day. It didn't help that you had classes ontop of that. Stress started to arrive as you go over the assignment. You were currently at the library, skimming it over and over. You begin to bite your lip, chewing and searching for any loose skin as that seemed to help you in some way. It's like a calming technique you picked up through the years, although the consequences aren't so calming. You would forever get ulcers that prevented you from eating because of the infuriating pain. You needed to stop doing it truth be told. You were pulled from the slight manic reading when Ellie is heard. "Hey baby, whatcha doin." She sits down across from you. "Just this assignment." You give her a smile. "How was your day?" You ask her.

"Pretty boring, but hey. Not anymore." She smiles at you now too. "Wanna do something later, you can come over and we can just chill." God that sounded nice but you knew you had to decline. "You can do this and maybe I draw or practice guitar, whatever suits you." God she was so sweet and thoughtful. "That's such a beautiful offer, Els but I think I'm just going to go back to my room to try finish this." And Ellie being Ellie she was agreeing. "Ofcourse yeah! Let me know if you need some company at all." She goes to get up, but before leaving giving you a kiss. "Bye baby." You kiss her back. Once she's left you look back at the work. "Right, let's go." You say packing it up and heading to your dorm.

"Hey." Angie says coming in. "I made some food it's out there if you want it." You nod, focusing on all the papers on your bed. "Whats all this?" You look at her. "Just some work I needa catch up on." She looks at it, then you. "Ok, well please eat." "Uhuh." You didn't take your eyes off of the sheets of paper, scribbling a few words on it. She let out a sigh which you hadn't even heard her do. She leaves soon after, closing the door.

8:01

-Hey sweetheart, just checking in. Making sure everything's ok. :)

You had been so engrossed that you hadn't even felt your phone go off, let alone hear the damn thing.

8:37

-hey sorry, yeah everything's going fine.

-want that company?

-you know, yeah. I'd love that, that sounds nice.

-be there soon. <3

You stop for a moment letting out a breath, you were looking through everything when your face drops, realizing you had completely missed a whole section. "Fuck." You curse going to grab it. There was absolutely no way you were finishing this on time now, you hadn't even seen it how are you going to put this in all of a sudden. "God damn it." "Everything alright?" You jump at the sound of Ellies voice. She holds a hand out. "Woah- didn't mean to startle you it's just me." You shake your head. "Sorry- just a bit jumpy I didn't expect you yet." You reply. She looks at your bed. "This is alot of work." You sigh, trying your hardest to stay positive. You turn your focus on her. "You brought your sketch book." She smiles going to sit in your desk chair. "Sure did, needed to do some doodling." You nod at her, going to continue to figure out what to do with this crap. "What's all this even for?" She asks. "English. Kinda stupid but oh well." Her brows furrow. "You love English tho." "Mmm, I do. But not when it's like this.." you sigh again. "You alright tho?" You nod at her question, flashing a smile. "Yeah, I'm good." She smiles at your own, going to start to draw.

The next night was harder, the whole day was. Trying to find spare time to get more done. It was nearly impossible. Your stress was increasing, making your anxiety appear. You were tearing your hair out in your bedroom. "Hey, have you eaten today?" You hear Angela's faint voice. "Mhmm." You lie. She huffs. "Im worried about you." Your eyes never leave your page. "Well I'm all good in the hood." You slightly joke around by saying that silly saying. "I'm serious Y/n. You hardly have a break from that." That went straight over your head not even hearing what she's saying. She sighs going to close the door again.

-can you please come over.

-why what's up?

-she's freaking me the fuck out, she's not eating I don't even think shes fucking slept, I notice shes been acting incredibly off and it's very worrying.

-slow down, why do you think all this?

-the food from last night was still sitting out this morning. She said she'd eat it and she hasn't. Her eyes are so bloodshot I could see from the millisecond she looked at me. Her bags were prominent too.

-oh Jesus.

-please come over here, I think she really needs you right now.

-I'll be over right away.

Your breath was shakey as you talk to yourself about what you had to do. Your room was a complete and utter mess. Paper, pens, folders. Everywhere. You were so engrossed by it you hadn't even heard your door open. "Y/n?" You heard, you turn your attention to the voice. "Hm?" She saw. Ellie saw what Angela was talking about. "Angie said you haven't eaten." You wave her off. "Can't." She was confused. "And why not?" You pull your lip down to the unsurprising ulcer that had formed. You let your lip rest back, getting back to your studying. "Well I'm going to go reheat the food I'll be right back." You give her another hum, not focusing on a word that came out her mouth. When all of a sudden, the stress was just gone. Your face sits still. Uh oh. That stress had now been replaced with anxiety. Shit. You couldn't let her see you like that. You had to stay calm. But once a panic attack occurred. There was no stopping it. Your breathing became more heavier, taking in breaths to hopefully get that heavy feeling that was on your chest away. No use. It only made things worse, making you freak out again. You felt like you couldn't breath, grabbing onto your sheets feeling tears start to come. Your entire body shaking from the arising panic attack, but also from the lack of sleep. It was going to catch up eventually. It just had to be now. "It might be a bit too hot so just-" Ellie begun. But immediately put the bowl down on your nightstand.

Her movements were speedy coming to crouch down infront of you. She watched you cry your heart out, breathing as if there wasn't air. "Hey hey hey hey, look at me baby." You shake your head, never wanting her to see this. "Please." Her gentle touch makes you reluctantly do so, still letting out streams of tears, shaking uncontrollably. "Shhh." She softly let's out, rubbing your knee. "I-i can't. I can't breathe-" She stands up gently grabbing your hand and putting it to her chest. "Yes you can, youre ok I swear to you. See?" You look at her then your hand, still freaking out slightly, you can feel a ramble about to approach. "This stupid work- Its- suppose to b-be done by tomorrow and I'm nowhere near done. I can't fuck this up because I had been slacking because of everything- and then I messed up on this last night, I h-have absolutely no time during the day because of other classes everything's so messy and I don't know what to do." You sob more. Her heart shatters at your unsteady voice and sobs. She wants to hug you but also doesn't want to overwhelm you even more. "Slow down yeah, once you take a small breath you'll be ok, trust me?" She squeezes your hand reassuringly, letting you know she's right there. "Youre safe. You're going to be just fine. I'm right here." Her voice was so delicate, you let your mind listen to it feeling the sobs begin to slow. "That's it there you go. Can I give you a hug sweet girl?"

You nod at her kindness, wrapping your arms around her torso and resting your head on her chest. She softly kisses your head hugging you tightly. Your grip also tightens not wanting to let go. "Can we stay like this?" You mumbled into her hoodie. "As long as you need angel." Your eyes close, listening to her steady heartbeat. Feeling that tiredness take over. "Can you try eat a small bit before you get some well needed rest, please?" You nod sheepishly, pulling back but still keeping close to her. "Can you stay with me tonight.." Your voice was unsteady but you honestly didn't care you were more than comfortable with her seeing you like this, you thought you wouldn't be, infact you worried about it for nothing. Maybe that's the same for alot of silly things you stress over. "I still dunno what I'm going to do about this stupid work." Your head lowers, looking at your hands in your lap. She thinks for a bit. "Leave it to me ok?" Your eyes move to look at her. "No no, it's ok-" "Please baby. Let me help you." Her hands gently grab your cheeks, and you just give her a nod. "Good, let's get you to eat then some rest hm?"

It was probably a few months that had gone by, you and Ellie were stronger than ever. Doing so well. You were currently over at hers, her roommate being out, you two were just hanging about in her bed. Laughing, smiling, talking. It was a lovely way to spend your evening together. When she turns to you. "Hey pretty girl." She smirks slightly, glancing ar your lips. "Hello." You reply cheerful. You notice her eyes, wanting to kiss her, leaning in to do so. Her hands sneak to the small of your back as the kiss was slow but heated, with intense passion. "Have you." Kiss "Ever thought." Kiss .. kiss - it slowly moves to your jaw. "About sex." And your eyes go ghost. Your mind runs, your heart pounds. Because no you haven't and there's a divine reason why. "I know I have."

"Don't move you little bitch."

You swallow. "I uhm- I dunno exactly." You could tell Ellie was in the mood, and her kisses were so nice-

"Absolutely pathetic, and you're letting this happen."

You blink furiously. "You make me so happy." The kisses continue, and you freeze. Just like all those years ago. "Youre so pretty baby." Your heart rate picks up again. Your anxiety peeking. "E-ellie.." You wanted to try to tell her. Considering you haven't mentioned it yet. "Mmm?" Her kisses move down to you neck, everything was soft but..

"Dumb. Fucking. Cunt."

You could feel slight tears. "Is this ok?" She asks. And when you don't respond she asks again. "Baby?" Then suddenly she feels something wet hit her nose. "My love?" She looks up this time, seeing the small tears. "Hey, hey." Her voice was velvet, making more tears fall. If anything you weren't as scared to do sex all over again, you felt so incredibly safe with her, and remembering all those flashbacks just proved how new all this was. It felt foreign. "Talk to me pretty." She goes to softly stroke your hair. "Was it something I said?" You just shake your head wrapping your hands around her wrist gently. "You're perfect." A silence. "Then why are you crying sweetheart." Her voice was as tender as her touch and you knew you were in love with this woman. "Because you're perfect." She smiles brightly. "Years ago, I was with this girl. We were together for 2 years when near the end she got incredibly toxic with me. And she well in some words-" You didn't even need to finish your sentence, Ellie knew and immediately hugged you. You returned it tightly, like you always did. That silence came back and it was incredibly comforting. "I love you." You hear her voice whisper in your ear. Pulling back to look at her a little surprised. "You don't have to say it b-" But you cut her off bringing her in for a kiss again. "Yes." That confused her. "I've thought about it with you and yes." Then the smiles return, and so do the heated kisses.

After a short while she moved to be more ontop of you but stops briefly. You look at her, she looks way too good right now. "Can I eat you out angel." Her face was close to yours but the way she asked only turned you on more, the fact she's such an angel with this all is an even bigger turn on for you. "Please do." You breathe. Feeling her slowly take off your shirt, she looks at your breasts admiringly. "You're flawless." You felt heat rise to your cheeks, but not because you were anxious or anything, because your whole body felt like it was heating up, all because of how loving she was. She moves her lips to kiss one slowly turning into a gentle suck, around the skin and on your hardened bud. You breathe out, but even that sounded pretty to Ellie. Making her close her eyes at everything right now. She couldn't get enough of you. "You're so beautiful, so incredibly pretty." She blabs on. Her kisses move down your stomach. Keeping with her tender like touch. She slowly but surely pulls your pajama pants down along with your underwear. She takes a moment to take this all in. "Want to take my time yeah? Promise it's not in a teasing way. You truly don't deserve that especially not right now. Just want to savor hm?" You nod, biting your lip ever so slightly.

"You sure it's ok mama?" She rubs circles on the fat of your thigh. You give her a nod but she shakes her head. "Wanna hear you verbally say it, please?" Your smile grew. "Yes Ellie I promise its ok, please do it." Your soft voice made her smile grow. "Angel girl.." She began, gently stroking your clit. Your breath hitches at the feeling. "Need to make you feel good, gotta." Her mouth slowly comes down to you, licking softly. Delicately. That then turns into sucking and she did not disappoint. She in fact was making you feel good. Amazing even. She keeps the pace, eventually looking up at you and the way you'd react to everything. When you felt her tongue go in you, you lost it entirely. Your mouth hung open with so much pleasure everything felt so natural. It always did. "Mmm, knew you'd be as sweet tasting.. such a perfect girl." You let a moan slip. "E-ellie i-" "Mhmm, feel you clenching on my tongue. I got you baby. I got you." This woman didn't make you last long at all but in hindsight. You were not at all complaining. Because as you began to cum, you feel the most incredible orgasm approaching. You felt content, safe. Secure. "Thereee you go Angel. Atta girl." She mumbles letting you ride out your high on her tongue. "Mmm Ellie please I need you so bad." She licks her lips coming up to your face. "Yeah love?" You nod. She goes to take off her clothes, going to get back ontop of you.

But she stops again. "Why don't we try this." She goes to lay down on her back getting you to straddle her. "You be in control okay? I'm right here to help. Just want to make sure this is perfect for you. All I want." You look at her lips, leaning down to kiss them. Her hands tangle in your hair, giving you a tender scalp massage as the two of you kiss. You situate so your pussys directly on hers, not moving just yet, going to sit up a bit. You begin to move shortly after. Watching as you both open your mouths. Her soft grunt made your stomach do flips. "You're so perfect Els.." Your breath became uneven, in the best way possible. She looks down at the two of you then back at your face, your features. "God your ethereal." Another moan escapes you as you speed up. "Good girl, doing so good." The praise went straight to your core helping egg your orgasm on. "C-Can we cum together, please?" Her heart fluttered at your words. "Ofcourse my angel. Wouldn't want anything more than to do so." Your pace picked up again, letting more moans slip from your pink lips. "So well, so incredibly good. Fuck." You knew she was getting close you could just tell. And so were you. Her hands rest on your thighs, squeezing the flesh. "Ready mama?" You nod with her, cumming with moans. Grunts. Of eachothers names even. As you rode out your high making sure Ellies was met too, your body became weak. Flopping onto her torso. "I love you, Ellie." You say back from about 30 minutes ago. Her smile was like it was tattooed onto her face. "You truly have changed me, Y/n.. and for the better." You close your eyes. Feeling yourself drift of to sleep. She kisses your head, stroking your hair gently. "Wanna marry you some day even.."

:))

#elliewilliams #ellie the last of us #ellie williams #ellie tlou #ellie x reader #ellie x fem reader #ellie williams smut #ellie williams the last of us smut

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444rockstargf · 7 months

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ok I have a really good one that I don’t think you’ve done before. The reader and euronymous having an argument at a party and she storms off and when he finds her to apologise she starts crying and he continues to apologise and comfort her🤭🤞🏼

ohhh i love angsty stuff 🤭

"remember how we used to party up all night?" | euronymous

this is what makes us girls. - lana del rey

✮⋆˙ [tags] @faesucksass @lustkillers @mayathepsychic1999 @josibunn @simply-stellarr

female!reader x euronymous

word count: 1988 (buckle up yall. this ones a whole novel)

contents: slight implications of rape, violence, blood. please dont read if uncomfortable!!

you felt eyes travelling and up down your body as you and euronymous made your way into the jam-packed house. music was blaring along with lights that were bright enough to blind an unsuspecting victim. the atmosphere had changed the instant you walked through the door. you couldn't tell if it was because of the uncomfortably short dress he’d made you wear tonight or the fact you were the only girl at the party, making you the perfect target.

euronymous dragged you by the arm as he pushed through clumps of people who all had their eyes on you. you’d learned the hard way that there are good and bad types of attention, and this type wasn't making you feel too great. lustful stares followed your trail as euronymous sat on the couch, pulling you onto his lap. the dress travelled up your thighs, catching the attention of those nearby. a few burst into a fit of laughter and cheers, causing a sick feeling to start brewing in your gut.

you shuffled off of his lap, sitting on the couch beside him. you hid your face as you pulled the dress back down, grabbing a pillow to prevent any further incidents. euronymous shot you a glare as you climbed off of his lap. he enjoyed showing others that you were his, but sometimes it just felt like you were a doll that he took around so his friends could gawk at you. you couldnt help but feel exploited whenever you were in this type of situation. but even worse, you felt like it was all his fault.

you turned away from his glare, shifting nervously in your seat. euronymous shifted his attention from you, trying to ignore your attitude. you had been acting out all night and he didnt like it one bit. he often thought back to the earlier times of your relationship when you followed his orders like a little dog. you were becoming more resistant, and he knew that he had no power to stop you. he looked at you through the corner of his eye, watching you shift in your seat. you looked uncomfortable and as much as he wanted to hold you in his arms at this moment, it was you that had pushed yourself off of him.

the stares from all around the room only grew more intense as time passed. there was a horror flick on the black and white TV in the corner of the room, but you were a much more attractive sight at the moment. you kept your head down, not wanting to catch any of the predatory stares coming in your direction. euronymous had brought you here for a good time, but he knew he wasn't getting that out of you tonight. the sickness in your stomach spread as you felt the people watching you like you were on display.

euronymous nudged you with his shoulder, not looking directly at you. you looked up a little, wondering if he’d noticed all the bright signs and wanted to take you home for the rest of the night. his gaze met yours, but it was cold and bitter. “grab me a beer.” he muttered under his breath so you could barely hear him. as you began to stand up, he snatched the pillow off your lap, his face beginning to contort with anger. “now!” his voice was loud enough to catch the attention of a few more people.

you froze on the spot as things went quiet for a fraction of a second. you took a deep breath and turned around, starting to make your way to the kitchen. you pushed through the congregated group of people, trying your best not to touch any of them. a few whistles caught your ear and you felt tears starting to sting your eyes. still, you walked into the kitchen, scanning the area for where the drinks were. there were two guys there and you recognized them at first glance. both were members of euro’s band, and you’d had troubling encounters with both of them in a not so distant past.

you hands began to tremble as your feet travelled in that direction without your brain’s command. they were involved in some conversation that prevented them from noticing you until you were about two feet away. “ ‘scuse me…” your voice was quiet and shaky, but your quiet squeak was all it took for their attention to shift to you. a sickening grin spread across they’re faces. “well long time no see, doll…” his eyes subconsciously scanned your body. their gazes were lust-filled and were radiating with bad intentions.

you sighed and brushed past them, reaching for a bottle of beer from the rack behind them. you stretched to grab one, but your motions were stopped when you felt a two pairs of hands grabbing your hips. your and mind seemed to disconnect, leaving you completely frozen. you heard a quiet chuckle from the other man. “it’s been quite a while since your special night with us… i must say, i’ve really missed this ass of yours.” a band inside your mind snapped. you grabbed a beer-filled glass bottle and closed your eyes as you swung aimlessly behind you.

the bottle hit something hard. it wasn't until you heard a pained cry that you knew that you’d hit your target. the other man watched as blood streamed down his face from his nose. his face was flushed red with an unearthly amount of rage. in a flash, you felt his hard hand make quick contact with your face, the slap sound echoing through the kitchen. you fell to the ground, the power of the slap being enough to literally knock you off your feet.

you saw that he was planning to strike you a second time, so you quickly crawled away from the area as the pained screams grew louder. you felt your knees and palms bursting with sparks of pain as you knelt on the shards of broken glass. once you’d gotten out of their sight, you stumbled out of the kitchen, tears starting to stream down your face. a crowd had gathered in the kitchen by now as the noise grew louder.

you saw euronymous who was standing by the couch and looking slightly puzzled. you ran up to him, wrapping your arms around his torso as a few choked sobs escaped from you. he had never been the affectionate type but at this moment he was even colder than usual. he shot you a glare, like he was saying that whatever was going on, it was all your fault. “what the hell happened in there?! all i asked was for you to grab me a fucking beer!” you looked up at him through tear-filled eyes. you voice came out in short gasps. “t-they were gonna hurt me… i had to do something..!”

you tried to plead with him, but you saw as his expression hardened with every word you said. it was like he had completely convinced himself that you were completely at fault here. he glanced down, seeing the blood that was dripping down your legs and hands. he sighed, rubbing his forehead as if he was trying to reason with a child. “go get yourself cleaned up so we can get out of here. before anyone sees what a mess you’ve made.” a pained look flickered across your face.

“y-you really think this is all my fault, huh?” your voice broke midway through the sentence. euronymous scoffs, “you’re seriously gonna play the victim here?! i know who my friends are. and i know you. so if im being honest, i’d say that you’ve ruined this night for everyone.” you stand there, completely stunned. he rolls his eyes and you feel your heart tear into two. “what, cant handle the truth? sorry doll, but one of these days you’re gonna have to learn not to bitch out whenever something doesn't go your way.”

his bitter voice pierces through the layers of your heart. though you tried to fight it, you couldn't stop the tears from rapidly streaming down your face as your entire body started to ache with fatigue. “drop dead, you bastard. i never want to see you again.” and with that, you took off, running out of the house and running down the street with no place to go in mind. you’d caught a glimpse of his face before you left. his expression was a mix of deep hurt and pure shock. you tried to delete the image from your mind, but the look of his heart breaking right there made you realize how severe the situation had become.

pain tugged at your heart strings as your silent sobs caused tears to fall down your cheeks. it was pitch black outside, and the only thing in sight was a bus stop a little while away. you carried yourself over there, setting yourself on the bench as the night sky began to drizzle. you sighed, looking outside and realizing what a mess your relationship had become. you buried your head in your hands, weeping silently at the lonely bus stop.

time became elastic, leaving you with no clue of how long you had been there. you felt a wave of drowsiness starting to hit you, but the pain you were feeling to too much for you to relax. dark shadows appeared on the streets, an eerie glow dusting over the sidewalks. you were trapped in your daze, it finally breaking when you felt a cold, soft material being draped over your shoulders. you jumped at the feeling, knowing that you were too weak to fight with anyone. you slowly looked up, seeing a dark figure whos silhouette was illuminated by the moonlight.

euronymous’ pale face came into sight, his usually cold and guarded eyes having traces of vulnerability in them. then you realized that they were tears. the lord of chaos himself was crying. “may i..?” his voice came out as a squeaky croak. you simply nodded, not wanting to speak to him until you knew what his intentions were at this moment. he sat down with a sigh, starting to fidget with his thumbs as he avoided eye contact with you. his eyes slowly travelled up, carefully meeting yours. you could see by now that he had been crying a lot. his disheveled state revealed that he had been looking for you ever since you left.

he wiped his tears away before pulling your body into his, wrapping his arms around your shoulders. when he spoke, he sounded like a small child pleading for forgiveness. “i-im so sorry… i didnt mean to hurt you.” a sob escapes from his lips as he continues to get his words out. “i really dont wanna lose you. you’re the best thing that’s even happened to me, and i couldnt imagine what i’d do if anything ever happened to you.”

he put his head in your shoulder, silently sobbing into it as he managed to get his last statement out. “i love you more than anything…” he lifted his head up, trying his best to contain the rest of his tears. you managed to get a tiny smile out of yourself, which he mirrored immediately. he looked down at your bruised body. “look at you, doll. you must be freezing.” he wrapped you up in his leather jacket. “let’s get you home so we can fix you all up.” he shakily stood up from the seat.

you stand up too, swaying on your feet slightly. he notices that you’re slightly disoriented, so he scoops you up into his arms and carries you bridal style. “i love you so much. i promise to never hurt you like that again. i swear it.” with that, he planted a tender kiss on your forehead and started carrying you into the night, taking you home.

author's note: im so sorry yall. this one's rlly intense 😭 and its rlly long. yall should lemme know if i should just keep going with my shorter fics. thank you :))

#rory culkin #lords of chaos #euronymous #x reader #angst #lana del rey #444rockstargf

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forwhomthebaeltolls · 5 months

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TW for drugging and rape

I think it would be so hot to be taken out by some pretty thing. Have them flirting with me and laughing at all my dumb jokes. After I get back from the bathroom my drink tastes funny but I think nothing of it. That's until my head starts spinning and I can barely stand

People are rightfully concerned but they play the part of a caring friend. Telling everyone that they'll get me home safely. When we get into the parking lot the facade drops “fuck I've waited so long to have you like this” they'd murmur in my ear as I stumble, leaning on them

We’de get in their car and they would carefully buckle me in; taking all the time in the world to grope and molest me while I'm helpless to stop them. I'd drift in and out as they drove but I'd know one thing for sure; I'm not going home

Of course I'm right id quickly realize when I wake up in an unfamiliar dark room; my senses slowly coming to me only to realize someone's on top of me. Inside Me. They'd groan when they saw the dumb look of shock on my face

“Mm I thought you'd never wake up. Aah no you dont” theyd chastise as I tried to weakly push them off. I'd be crying before I knew it; begging for them to stop. Begging for them to let me go. This would make them go faster; rougher. Maybe they'd even start choking me and telling me to beg harder before telling me they're close

Of course, I'd plead with them not to cum inside but that would just make them wanna do it even more. And they would. It's not like drugged-out little me is gonna stop them

Once they're done I’ll resume begging them to let me go. “Let you go?” they'd ask as they caught their breath “No, you're staying right here”

#bd/sm kink #cnc drugging #cnc k!nk #cnc free use #rough cnc #cnc somno #cnc kidnapping #intox cnc #drugging kink #noncon drugging #tw drugging #forced drugging #ringing the bael

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iwaasfairy · 11 months

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Happy Iwa day! Can you please create a ‘waking up with Iwa’ drabble?

Thank you!

... dont blame me for taking this fluff and turning it into smut tho hfygusdgfd sorry sorry i am only wholesome in asks but not in writing

tw yandere, somnophilia, hate-fucking, possession, noncon

You've haven't gotten used to the achy, sore feeling of having your poor pussy stretched and abused for hours when he starts bothering you during naps too. When your brief moments of sleep get interrupted by a slow few pets along your hairline, your sides, along the curve of your ass. It'd be romantic if it was anyone else, if you didn't wish you could blink his face out of existence.

Iwaizumi's roughed up fingers toy along your slit with spit-strung lines that still leave your thighs all sticky, when you barely manage to pull yourself back into consciousness. The room is never how you left it. He can't stop himself from cleaning up in the pretense of love and care, and apart from angering you -you could help if he didn't insist on fucking you until you passed out- it at least serves as some sort of sense to tell the time.

As you try to push yourself up onto one arm, Iwaizumi grunts softly, before breathing your name. You hate how he says that too. You can tell that his first instinct is to push you back down, but instead he just dips his digit in and out of your awfully sore hole. You notice that the room is clean. The fresh sheet smell is nice, and you bury yourself deeper into them.

"Morning, doll."

You choose to ignore the wistful longing in his tone, and jerk as he strokes a particularly sore spot. "Aw, Iwaizumi, that hurts." He doesn't stop, and you swear a slight glint of enjoyment even passes over his face when his fingertips curl deeper inside you. "Aw, aw, that hurts!"

"Hm, someone's still sore from before, huh." You nod, and try to reach behind you a little to dig your nails into his forearm- but he presses your wrist to your back with a pleased hum. "Well, maybe you deserve that, doll." Tears spring into your eyes, and you glare. God, you hate him. Even if he hadn't stolen you away from your family and locked you up in his fancy prison, even if he hadn't raped you and embarrassed you and hurt you- you'd hate him.

It lingers on the tip of your tongue when he pulls his fingers out of your wet, because of his spit and the motions only, pussy and slots them between his plush lips. Olive eyes find yours as your mouth opens, and maybe he knows you, because one brow lifts. I hate you. I hate you, you think, and bite your lip hard, but it doesn't come out of your mouth. Your body refuses, and you tear up more. Last time you said it left you choking on his cock for long enough to have you gagging your throat raw.

But your tongue still brushes your teeth, and you whimper when he rolls you over. "I-"

"You love me." He pats an impatient hand against your thigh, and you lift it to make room for his narrow hips and thick thighs. "You love," he kisses your leg, "me. This gives you meaning. You're right where you need to be." Of course his cock is already hard. Of course the flushes head is leaking a bead of precum, he can't ever help himself. "My doll. My little puppet."

He lines up, and his mouth corners twitch up a little when your lip is bitten painfully tight between your teeth. You cry out a little noise at the sting, the hurt, the already raw flesh getting overabused from the second he slides in-- shudders above you like he likes it. It hurts. It really really hurts, and yet, your cunt squeezes around him as wetness automatically lubes up his thick cock. "You love this, pretty girl. If you don't yet, you will."

#iwa day! drabbles #🍯honey.pot #tw.noncon #tw.yandere #hq smut #haikyuu #hq x reader #haikyuu smut

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blacknidstang · 20 days

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Hi, yes, so, uhh... What are your thoughts on this scene? 😏

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Thats all. thank you for listening.

Ok no listen. I have two sides when it comes to this. 1) sickened to the depth of my stomach bc to me this is a very very obvious rape scene. Sam is getting held down and violated out of revenge and the told that he "liked". I don't know how else to look at the scene and just like with Azazel, it"s one of those times that truly makes me ill.

But i have also another side which is 2) wooofffr wooofffr barrek SAM NONCON ON SCREEN IM DROOLING AND HOWLERING 🤤💦🤤💦😵‍💫💦😵‍💫🤤 like i dont think there are enough noncon fics about this very scene in particular BUT THERE SHOULD BE.

Anyway those men so real for what they did to sam i appreciate it a lot. Feeding horrible sickos like me. Should've done worse and more often even. Thank you for this ask i think about this scene a lit and oscillating hard between "i wanna cry" and "my dick is crying"

#spn #sam whump #asks #sam winchester

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iwantanywayyy · 1 month

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dad and i are sitting on the couch together watching tv. it's Friday night so neither of us should be worried about getting up early tomorrow. i honestly always feel on edge when i have to stay at dad's for the weekends. he watches me do things i know dads shouldnt but he says it's because he loves me and wants to make sure im healthy and safe.

as we're watching the movie he keeps hinting i should go to bed because it's late. every time he talks he presses his toes up against me...i shudder every time and cant help clinging onto the side of the couch. i swear sometimes i see him smirk. he seems annoyed every time i tell him i want to stay up and shakes his foot against my pajama shorts before slightly relieving pressure.

after the fourth time hinting he got up and started muttering to himself as he walked to the kitchen.

i quickly shoved my hands under my panties and checked and oh gosh im so wet why am i wet?! im scared because i know dad does bad things but i can never remember anything i feel crazy and if im wet does that mean i like it? does he know i like it? i hear his footsteps coming back and i quickly squirm back into the position i was in before he left trying to make my face cool down.

he has a cup of water in each hand and i smile in appreciation as he gives me one. taking a few sips i go to put it down but dad tells me to keep drinking because it will make me go to bed quicker. he says he's tired and will do the same but he cant sleep until i do so he counts us down and we both finish our waters before he puts his arm around me and lets me cuddle against him. honestly it made me kind of uncomfortable but dad is so big and he was so warm and made me feel safe at the same time.

as the movie goes on i feel my eyes starting to get hazy. i didnt think the water trick was gonna work that quickly (i didnt think it would work at all honestly but dad's old and maybe it works for him) i mutter out to him im sleepy and try to stand up to bring myself to my bedroom but in my efforts dad firmly grabs my thigh and plops me back down next to him. i dont know why but this made me giggly so i tried standing up again just so he'd do it and i stumbled back on the couch letting myself fall all the way back.

my eyes were closed for i dont know how long and i felt so sleepy but dad woke me up when i felt his teeth biting into my neck making my eyes flutter open and i couldnt help but cry out i didnt know what was happening i looked down and my tits were pulled out of my top and dad has two fingers trying to shove their way into my little pussy as i squirm against him starting to cry pleading with him over and over to stop but he just hushes me and grabs my neck pulling me up with one hand and pushing me flat against the couch as he strips my pajama shorts off my flailing legs as he tried to force them apart but i fight against him which i shouldn't have because he took his second hand and brought it up to my neck choking me so hard i thought i was going to die!

when he let go i gasped for air and laid there as he easily picked up my legs and placed himself between them. i started crying when i looked down and saw his face pressed against my pussy and felt his tongue drilling my little hole.

"mmmmm little girl stop crying this little pussy is so wet for your daddy isnt it? ive tasted this cute little cunt before you know that sweetheart?"

he shoved a finger inside me making me cry out and beg him to stop i couldnt think at all i felt so weak what was he doing and why didnt i want him to actually stop?!

"you've got no fight left babygirl? you want daddy to breed that tight little teen pussy?"

i laid on the couch exposed and dripping, crying, feeling defeated as my dad pushed my thighs against my chest and lined his big cock against his daughters pussy that he just ran his tongue all over like an animal not caring what im feeling just taking what he wants.

"I'm a filthy fucking man baby im gonna rape my seed into your little teen cunt do you know what that means sweetie?"

i stopped writing there dangit i wanted to know what happened next :/

#k!nk #r@pe kink #cnc k!nk #r@pe fantasy #daddy k!nk #d@d #cnc drugging #rough cnc #breeding k1nk #dont mind me logging in every 2 months to post 3 things lol

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law-d-water-trafalgar · 1 year

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Enslaved

Context: Reader becomes enslaved to the Sabaody Auction house. Law sees her power and bids on her, becoming part of the pirates of heart.

You have the Calm-Calm fruit.

Sensitive Reader, starting slave reader, some violence, bonding, fluff, reader begins not girlfriend or anything to Law but gains his trust and becomes girlfriend later.

Minor mistakes

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It's been so long since you were captured. It wasnt very difficult to capture you in the first place when your devil fruit was useless or so you thought. Talking with your cage buddy who was a mermaid you say

"I'm so sorry your in here, how did you get here?" She explains and then starts crying as shes raised and dropped into a gaint fishbowl. Unable to hear her anymore your shocked that your next, before her you wave goodbye with your shackles swinging back and forth as you make your way on stage.

"Now I present you a devil fruit user it's called the Calm-Calm fruit!" The auctioneer yells into the mike. You walk onto the center stage lights blinding you as you use your power on yourself *snap*

"Silence" as a purple sphere appears with a gong and paddle on the floor you pick them up and bang them together, the only noise is inside the sphere.

*snap*

"silence" as you silence an actor he drums on some drums with no noise to be heard.

*snap*

"Silence"

"Do I have any bidders-" After a second...

"Ah yes Mr. Law your bid has been cast" the auctioneer says but after the two minute mark no one else has bid on you.

'Am I actually wanted? Law? I wonder what their like?' You think quietly but are interrupted by the auctioneer.

"And this one is yours Mr. Law" he slams the gavel and your taken backstage. As your walking you see the mermaid being wheeled out now, but theres nothing you can do for her.

"I can't believe you, of all people you were bought" you hear a husky voice as you look and see a tall man a guard who has the keys. Suddenly you feel your hair stand on end as he slowly unlocks your gate.

"Why not have a little fun before you go. After all your damaged goods allready" He says aggressively as he grabs your arm.

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Laws POV

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Monkey D. Luffy has just punched a celestial dragon and things are heating up. Leaning behind you were Bepo, Sachi, and Penguin.

"Sachi, Penguin go get the girl were out of here Bepo come with me" you say to your crew as they all nod with Sachi and Penguin going to the cells.

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(N)-ya POV

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Grabbing your arm the guard shears off your panties from your skirt with his knife, as you start to cry. He starts to take out his slong and adjusts it at your entrance as hes suddenly bashed in the head knocked out cold by two unknown people. You realize your position and flip down your skirt quickly them not looking.

"Hey there we know your scared. I'm Sachi and this is Penguin were here to rescue you Law said, so let's go" he says quickly as the other caged people start to yell he takes your hand and starts to walk out of the cage. Fighting back tears you ask

"What about these handcuffs and shackles?"

"Dont worry our Captain can get them off of you, let's hurry" Penguin says quickly as you all run out of the building and keep running. Soon you see

'What is that? A submarine? Is that their sub?' You think as you run as fast as you can, following your new acquaintances. Hearing lots of marines yelling and fighting from behind you, you dont dare look back though. You all run onto the sub as they open the door for you and lead you inside.

"Whew we did it" Sachi and Penguin highfive eachother.

"T..thank you both. I thought I would be a slave forever" you say quietly.

"Well we dont know why but our Captain wanted you" Penguin said as you put both your hands on your skirt pulling it down somewhat to hide yourself.

"What was that guard doing to you when we got there?" Sachi asks quizzically.

"He.. was going to rape me but you both saved me. He said something about wanting to have fun before I go. I cant thank you enough" you say but think

'Mainly girls are bought for sex slaves was this Captain like that if his crewmates are this nice?'

"Um am I going to be a sex slave?" You say tears forming on your lashes then falling on the ground. Sachi and Penguin bust up laughing then quite down.

"Haha our Captain is so not like that. Dont worry your safe" Sachi finally says to you. Feeling relief for the first time in a long time you collapse on the floor the feeling of exhaustion overwhelmed you.

-☆-

Laws POV

-☆-

After having fun with the marines you book it with Bepo to the sub.

"Room, Shambles" You and Bepo pop into the control room.

"We depart immediately, Bepo thirty degrees let's go" you state boldly.

"Yes Captain!" Everyone says in unison. You then are stopped by Sachi and Penguin.

"Captain that girl passed out" Sachi says.

"I put her in the med bay" Penguin says next.

"Good I need to give her a check up and get those shackles off" you say as Sachi starts to say something

"She was almost raped Captain, and she uh has no panties on" Penguin says to you as you just sigh.

"Okay thank you" you wave them out of your way and walk to the med bay.

-☆-

(N)-ya POV

-☆-

You slowly flutter your eyes open only to see

"Medical equipment?" You say out loud as a voice startles you.

"Your finally awake" you look over to see a man with silky spiky black hair, carmel skin, and tattoos on his hands.

"Y..yes um who are you? Where am I?" You question cocking your head to the side.

"My name is Trafalgar D. Water Law. What's your name? I originally bought you at the auction but ended up having my crew get you. Do you remember Sachi and Penguin?" Law questions. Thinking for a moment you nod.

"Oh so this is your sub? They said your not intrested in a sex slave." You let it roll off your tounge which makes him blush slightly as he tilts his hat down slightly then brings it back up without a blush.

"I'm not intrested in that. Why have you been raped before?" He asks quizzically.

"Im actually a virgin..." you say quietly.

"Well your quite lucky then normally sex slaves are used a lot, for other pirates and celestial dragons" Law states blankly.

"I guess your right" you say as you sit up realizing all the cords attached to you.

"What's all this? Oh that reminds me-"

"What's your name?" Law asks quickly cutting you off coldly.

"I'm (n) D. (Ln) we both share the D." You say understanding some important meaning of the D but not knowing the true reason. He looks slightly shocked then relaxes again.

"Nice to meet you (n)-ya. And to your question before you were severely dehydrated and you have many bruises. Other than that you are fine." Law states coldly yet again starting to disconnect all the cords.

"Oh I forgot to say, welcome to the heart pirates" Law says a little less cold.

"Thank you so much for having me" you look up at his grey eyes then disconnect eyesight making him slightly blush again but it fades quickly.

-☆-

One Year Later

-☆-

You were sleeping curled up on a gaint Bepo in your boiler outfit when the loud speaker sounded.

"Land hoy!" Waking you and Bepo up you fall off of him in your guys room. You were still unsure why Law put you in a room with his favorite mink but you didnt complain. You both stand Bepo zipping up his boiler outfit and go out on deck with everyone else. You spot Law and go up to him saying

"Would it be all right if I go onto this island to find a book Captain?" You ask sweetly a slight blush appears on his face but dissapears eventually.

"Allright but take Bepo with you or actually I'll go with you" he says glancing at your sparkling eyes blushing a bit more before it dissapears again.

"Allright let's go" he said as he took your hand in his making your heart flutter and you blush for some reason.

'What's this feeling? I only ever get it around him' you think as he pulls you away with him.

-☆-

On The Island

-☆-

Hes still holding your hand as you both walk through town looking at the shops. As you stop at a clothing store your admiring a crop top and shorts missing the freedom of your own clothing.Law suddenly gives you a small tug as he glances and sees what you were staring at. At the book store you flip through many books finally deciding on a fantasy novel with dragons, princesses, and knights. You go up to buy it and let go of Laws hand. Once you turn around you see him frowning. Holding the book in one hand you hold his hand again as you both walk out of the store.

"Hey Law, why do you always hold my hand in towns?" You ask innocently.

"To protect you of course" he says as he looks away blush appearing on his face.

'I know he never touches anyone else but hes still never told me why he decided to save me that day' you think then run into a pole as you were not looking in front of yourself.

"Are you allright?" Law asks nonchalantly.

"Yea"you let go of his hand and rub your head. Once your ready he grabs your hand again and walks with you back to the sub. "Thank you Law" you say cutely causing him a slight blush but he brushes it off and says

"Yea no problem" as he walks to his office. You follow behind then knock on the door

"Yes?" Law questions.

"Um I was um wondering if maybe I could be your medical assistant? I can train for it. I promise to be very dedicated. After all I haven't done anything that the rest of everyone does since I joined the crew" you say looking down with the book in your hand. He walks over to the bookshelf grabs a book and hands it to you.

"Start with this once your done come back for the next one" Law states clearly blushing so he pulled his hat down slightly.

"Didn't know you had an intrest in what I do" he states.

"Oh but I admire what you do Law" you state holding the book as you know now hes blushing you say

"Thank you for this opportunity I wont disappoint you" you say and run off leaving a blushing Law to ponder his seemingly confused thoughts and feelings. Once you return to yours and Bepos room you notice on your bed... that crop top and shorts you were staring at that one shop with a note attached.

-Dear (n),

I noticed you stating at these clothes, so I'm allowing you to wear these clothes instead of the boiler suit.

-Enjoy Law

'Awee and more clothes in different colors even a pure white set I can dye. Even though they call him the surgeon of death he can be so sweet to me' you think quietly as you quickly dress into your new clothes.

-☆-

One Year Later

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You and Law have grown quite closer. You finally became his fulltime medical assistant. Your allowed to wear whatever you want and he been treating you nicer than the rest of the crew. The crew has noticed but keeps it all hush hush. 'I've been hearing rumors that Law likes someone but theres only two females on board and it can't be me. After all I'm just his assistant' you think obliviously of the gifts hes gotten you. You just thought he was being the same nice man hes always been. Until one day, you both working in the office then it hits you.

"Hey Law I read in a book that devil fruit users have fragments of the previous owners in them like apart of their soul. Who do you think mine was?" You say innocently.

He stops what hes doing looking not prepared for this right now and sighs.

"I really trust you (n)-ya so I'll let you know the previous owner of your devil fruit... was a nice man named Don Quixote Rosinante who had saved my life by stealing the Opa-Opa fruit and making me eat it. His own brother shot him to death as I camouflaged with the other dead bodies of the Amber Lead disease. He made it possible for me to cure my disease. I'm alive because he kept using his power on me until, I was out of earshot because I was crying." Law holds his face in his hands tears dropping on the floor. You immediately go to him and embrace him in a hug making him wrap his arms around you. After a minute he relents and squeezes you tight as if a part of Cora was in your niceness.

*snap*

"Silence" You rub his back as he crys until he can cry no more.

"Is that better a good cry can do wonders.." you whisper quietly in his ear causing him to shiver. With him sitting and you standing he looks up to you.

"(N) I care about you.." Law states gazing into your eyes.

"I care about you too Law" you tell him rubbing his back. He stands arms still wrapped around you.

"No I mean I really like you in... that way" he says fully blushing shock shown on your face as you respond.

"I've liked you ... too.. but I only just realized how... I felt" You say as he leans down embracing your lips with his. Hes gentle with you kissing softly as you both break for air your blushing tomatoe red now.

"La-"

"Call me Trafalgar please."

"I have to make it official though. (N) Will you be my girlfriend?" Trafalgar whispers in your ear. Unable to word, you just nod and then bury your embarrassment in his chest as he hugs you close.

"Starting today I want you to share a room with me since your my.. girlfriend" Trafalgar says quietly even though he doesnt need to be quite.

After awhile you

*snap*

"Silence" and the purple is gone. You both break apart as you go to start moving what little things you had into his room. Once done you weren't sure what to do. This had all started over a simple question but you weren't complaining. After all you wanted even more to explore these feelings with him, whom you liked very much. Little did you realize what this feeling was.

-☆-

Six Months Later

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"Are you done with the report dear?" Trafalgar asks you.

"Yes here you go" you hand over the last report of the night. You had gotten used to becoming his girlfriend/assistantand having the Captain of the Heart Pirates as your boyfriend but it did come with drawbacks, like you weren't allowed to leave the sub anymore which didnt really bug you since you would just ask him to get you whatever you wanted or needed from islands. All the crew knows but doesnt say anything. "Its allready one am we need to go to bed now" Trafalgar says sweetly to you kissing your forehead.

You yawn loudly finally feeling the effects of the workload.

"Okay let's go sweety" you say grabbing his hand leading him to the bed room you both undress but not completely. Slipping into bed you feel him behind you spooning you wrapping his arms around you holding you close. You had finally discovered what feeling you were feeling was. Feeling brave you decide to tell him.

"Trafalgar?"

"Hmm love?" He hums.

"I think I love you, at least that's how I feel is that okay?" You say quietly to him, lean over, to see him blushing deep red.

"I just wanted to make sure you were ready. (N) I love you too" he says as he kisses you deeply as you completely turn over and use your tounges to fight for dominance. Embracing him putting your hands on his chest. Breaking for air you smile widely.

*snap*

"Silence" as you both try your first new adventure in bed.

#trafalgar law #trafalgar d water law #law x reader #trafalgar law x reader #one piece x reader #one piece #trafalgar law fluff #law one piece #trafalgar law x reader oneshot

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oh-for-fic-sake-library · 2 years

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A kept woman

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Summary: August deserves a reward for all his hard work in the cia. He was on the front lines protecting the national security of the nation, so a little waitress wasnt too much to ask for.. was it?

Warnings: obsessive behaviour, dark!August, kidnapping, spying, swearing, hints at captivity/Stockholm syndrome, hint of bdsm, dark fic.

A/n: well what can i say? I tried to make a drabble below 1000 words, lost track of the wordcount and here we are 😅😅 i hope you enjoy a little ark auggie though~

Free the typos! Not beta read so please ignore the typos.

Wordcount: 1445 (nailed it 😅😅)

It was wrong, he shouldnt do it. But he had, and couldnt deny the sense of pride and excitment he had. He was the hero, the white knight who came barreling in to the scene with his polished shoes and 200 horse power to rescue the innocent princess from her fate.

Okay maybe it wasnt that pretty, and there was a chance you didnt feel rescued yet. But you would! He just had to get you home and tie you to something and explain a few things.

August sighed as you tried to scream through your gag again and kicked out at the back of his seat. Though he bearly felt it. One, this was a Bentley; a good quality car with sturdy padded seats. And two, noone can kick that hard with legs tied at the ankle, knee and thigh... god he hopes ou dont get rope burn, nothing would send him rabid then to see the red rope marks on your supple sking. The indents of a tight binding always made him a sexual savage, salivating at the sight of innocence bareing the twisted marks of rope.

He tried not to think about it. It'd do no good trying to calm his new kitten whilst having a raging hardon. Youd get the wrong impression and think he was going to rape you or somthing stupid. He loved you, he wouldnt hurt you; if anything you should be happy. Ecstatic even! Youd never have to work yourself to exhaustion again. Never worry about bills and rent or that disgusting lowlife youd paired up with. Youd live like a queen, august would give you a better life then anyone else. He wont hit you. He wont con you. He just wants to love you.

"Hush sweet girl, your fine, everything is going to be perfect you'll see. Im rescuing you" he uttered throwing a glance at you only to grunt, eyes locking on the plain soft looking panties that were now on display as your skirt was now tucked around your hips from you squirming. He gripped the steering wheel tighter making the leather creak.

"Oh look at you~ such a naughty little thing hmm? Is this really the time to be teasing me? When your helpless and scared? bratty? Honestly, you cant even wait until we get home?" He spoke without thinking, smirking and releasing a low growl as he repositioned his rear veiw mirror to drink in your delectable form. Only to shudder as another muffled cry came from your lips, and you wriggled your bottom trying to coax the skirt back over yourself again. the scene made his cock swell. His need for you had become too much.

"Come now little one hush, we are almost home. Everything will be better when we are home" he offered calmly trying to ignor the raor od blood in his ears as his body began toghtening. It was takjng everything in him not to stop the car and scoop you into hos arms and just hold you for a whole. He wanted to ease your panic and sooth you. To comfort you, he never wanted you to fear him. Respect, love and obey. But never fear.

You were the girlfriend... ex girlfriend of a low life with a growing pill habbit. Working all the hours under the sun just to feed your boyfriends habit. Not that you knew that, the scummy bastard ha been telling you the rent was going up. And up. And up. It hadnt, the boyfr;ex had been useing your hard earned money for pills.

But you being the innocent little girl you were trusted him and made sure to up your hours to provide and keep the shitty roof over your head. August had found it strange that you were at the little diner from 5am to 9pm almost everyday. He made sure to leave you bigger tips during his undercover surveillance of the phone box across the road used by the cartel that owned the seedy bar next to it.

He hadnt exactly minded sitting in the diner all day poseing as a accountant sippjng surprisingly decent coffee staring athis 'work laptop'. Especially when he'd done a background search on everyonenin the place. Youd stuck out like a sore thumb, hed expected to see bad grades, high school drop out little slapper with maybe one or two kids and a dead beat husband with a drink problem who refuses to work because of some made up injury he got ten years ago in the forces or some shit.

Instead he found a smart woman whod just had bad luck. Kicked out from her 'god fearing' purity police parents for having an iud. You had excellent grades a degree in business management; which you were pressured into by your god squad parents. But now was stuck in a dead end job, paying off student loans, keeping a roof over your head whislt trying to create a nest egg to pay for a spot on the wall of a local well to do art gallery in the city. Thats right, his polite little waistress was an artist, a sweet little painter. To say he was surprised you wasnt an aspiring influencer was an understatement.

It was when august saw your so called lover grasping you by the hair and shaking you violently behinde the juke box where he thought no one would see. Thatthe agent had taken more nottice of you. Your whimpers of fear and tiny yelps had moved him.

He'd watched closer, observes the bruises and grazes more carefully and made small talk. He'd sneered at anyone else who aproached him. He only wanted to be served by you. As the weeks went on he couldnt stop thinking about you and your situation. He could help. He needed to help you, protect you! If only youd ask him to. He'd sweep you up and carry you off into the night like a phantom.

He was well aware of his obsession, but he didnt care. Dreams of you by his side safe and happy. Greeting him at the door after a hards days work with a huge grin and random paint smugdges over your face whislt holding up your latest masterpiece for him to see. He wanted you, he wanted to keep you. You were to precious for him to ignore. You needed him, and he deserved you, after everything he has done for the country he deserved having a little wife waiting at home for him. And so he decided to claim his reward.

He made a studio for you, all the paints and brushes you could ever want! He cleared every single piece of art from his walls to encourage you to paint, he wanted you to fill his home with your art. And live a luxurious life of a kept woman.

August smiled as his home finally came into veiw. A large glass and dark wood monolith perched on a rocky outcrop over looking a large private lake completely claoked in twenty five acres of thick forrest. He had been particular about this place. This was off the record, his retirement plan with everything he could ever want, from gym to sauna, steam room to wine cellar, dungeon and spa, he even had a panic room and mini bunker two levels below ground built into the rock.

"Now now dont fuss, we are home love. Now lets get you settled." He preened as you cried louder when the world became dark as he pulled into the underground garage. August was quick to remote lock the garage, then without further ado he plucked you from the back seat and carried you off into the house.

It would take time before you came arohnd to him again, but once you were settled and had spent a few weeks here in your little studio and realised he will take care of everything and you had absolutely nothing to fret about youd love it. And thats when he can woo you. He estimated in around three months time youd happily follow him into the dungeon for some playtime. Untill then he will just have to be patient with you.

#henry cavill #cavillry #august walker x reader #august walker x you #august walker #oh for fic sake fics #dark fic

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tomholland1996simp · 2 years

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You saved me?|| Peter Parker

Warnings: Mentions of nearly being raped, Violent things, screaming.

Summary: You walk to Peters house late at night, when someone tries to do things to you. But you are then saved by Spiderman. You run back to Peters acting as If your okay, but little did you know he was the one who saved you.

"I'll be at yours at 7" I told him.

Peter and I have been best friends for 4 years now, it all started off when my aunt invited me over to her friends house for dinner. And that friend of hers was May. May then introduced me to her son Peter Parker, and ever since that day we have been so close.

I live with my aunt and uncle, just like how Peter lives with May, who is his Aunt. I didn't know my Dad, but my sadly Mum passed away recently. It did take a bad turn on my life, but luckily I had Peter and everyone by my side to help me through it all.

Today I had planned to go to Peter's house to finish our work on the project we had to finish for school. I was running a bit late though, it was about 7:30 when I left my house. Peter only lived about 20 minutes away, however I had decided to get us some snacks from the shop.

This was my mistake because being outside in Queens at night is dangerous. And me being a 17 year old girl walking through the dark streets at night can be even more dangerous alone.

I was about 5 minutes away from Peters house when I heard footsteps from behind me. I then started to walk more fast. I got my phone out to try message Peter, that's when I felt someone pull me into the dark alley, with their hand covering my mouth.

"AHHHHH" I screamed and started to cry.

"Shut up or i'll kill you" the man spat in my face.It was hard to tell what he looked like as it was really dark.

"Please let me go STOP" I cried.

"What's a pretty girl like you doing out here all alone?" he started to move his free hand down my waist, it just got lower and lower.

I didn't answer as I was in shock and I was scared.

"We're gonna have a little bit of fun darling" He smirked and I tried to push him away. "DONT TRY PUSH ME" he slapped my face.

At this point I was full on crying and shaking. I really wished that I took the bus to Peters instead of walking now. I was scared of what I knew was about to happen to me.

"Please don't do this. Please-"

"Shut up" he punched me in the stomach, which caused me to fall onto the ground. "I don't want you to talk at all. And If you scream once that's it!" He kicked me in the stomach a couple of times, then straddled me on the cold floor so I couldn't move.

"It will be over before you know it" he pulled off my shirt, leaving me in just my bra.

I just closed my eyes, waiting for this to be over with. He started to pull onto my leggings but then I didn't feel nothing and I felt him get off me. I opened my eyes to see Spiderman webbing the guy to the wall!

"When someone says Stop they mean stop" he says and punches the guy in the face, then turning around to me.

Peters POV

I was waiting for y/n to come over to finish our project for school when I felt my spidey senses going off. I quickly put on my suit and jumped out of my window.

"Karen what's happening" I asked.

"Peter it looks like your girlfriend is in trouble, Y/N Y/L/N" Karen said.

"Karen I have told you many times she is not my girlfriend, shes my best friend. Where is she?" I ask her whilst swinging.

"She is in the alley way just not to far below you" Karen spoke.

"Okay thanks! I'm coming y/n don't worry" I say to myself.

I was at the alley way Karen said y/n was in. I looked through the alley way to see a man on top of Y/N! She was crying, with her eyes closed and her t-shirt on the floor. My heart broke seeing her like this, and I wanted to kill this man.

I quickly punched the guy off her, webbing him to the wall. "When someone says Stop they mean stop" I say and then punched the guy in the face again. After making sure the guy wouldn't be able to escape, I turned around to y/n.

"Are you okay?" I helped her stand up and passed her shirt.

"I-I Thank you" she pulled her shirt over her head and then fixed her bottoms. I know she wasn't okay, I could see how scared she was.

"Did he hurt you?" I tried to touch her face but she flinched away. I then felt my eyes water....she was scared of me.

Y/N POV

"Are you okay?" Spiderman helped me stand up, passing me my shirt.

"I-I....Thank you" I pulled my shirt over my head and fixed my leggings.

"Did he hurt you?" He tried to touch my face but I flinched away and I saw his eyes widen.

"I-I'm sorry, I really have to go....Thank you Spiderman..for saving me" I faked smile and turned away.

"Let me take you home" he calls after me.

"I need to see my best friend, I-I can't go home" I cried and ran to Peters.

It only took me about 5 minutes to run to his apartment. I didn't know what I was gonna tell him, I didn't really want to tell him. How was I gonna be late to his house ,by like an hour,

and be like, sorry I nearly got raped on the way here but spider-man saved me and I'm scared and shaken up!

I wiped my face before knocking on the door with my head down. After seconds the door opened.

"y/n" I heard his soft voice say.

"hey" my voice breaks, then I look up at him and that's when I lost it. The tears just wouldn't stop falling from my eyes now.

"Come here" he opened his arms, which I quickly ran into and sobbed into his chest. He closed the door behind me, picking me up to take me to his room. He then laid me on his bed with me on top of him, still crying in his chest whilst he plays with my hair.

"Im sorry Im late" I said after I calmed down.

"Don't apologise love. You gonna tell me what's wrong?" He looks at me.

"I-Im just having a bad day?" I said but it came out more like a question.

"Did he hurt you?" Peter blurts out wanting to know if I was hurt.

"Did-wait how do you know" I quickly sit up off him.

"Y/N just please tell me the truth. I know what happened with the man what did he do?!"

"Fine. H-he just slapped me and kicked me a few times in my stomach that's all. At least he didn't R- do what he was going to do" I play with his fingers.

"I'm so sorry that he done that. I wish I was there before it even happened-"

"Peter how the fuck do you know?"

He was silent for a moment until he said "I-I'm Spiderman"

"y-your Spiderman" he nodded. "You saved me?" he nodded again.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I did it to protect you so please don't be mad-"

"I'm not mad. I'm actually happy. Who could've known this nerdy boy could be spider boy" I smiled and hugged him.

"It's Spiderman" he chuckled. "Are you okay now though?" he asked again.

"Now thanks to you I am. You saved me Parker.....And I love you for that" I smile

"I love you too y/n"

"Peter....I don't mean it the way you do. The truth is Im in love with you" I hide my face in his chest.

"I...Im in love with you too y/n" he moves my head from his chest and then passionately kisses me.

"I love you so much" I cuddle him.

"I love you more y/n" he kisses my forehead.

And that night Peter made sure I was okay. We even told each other how we felt and I couldn't be any happier.

#tom holland #peterparker #tom peter parker #peter parker x you #tom holland peter parker #mcu peter parker #peter parker fluff #peter parker oneshot #peter parker x reader #peter parker spiderman #spiderman x you #spiderman nwh #spiderman x reader #spiderman imagine #spiderman

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blogalreadydoesntexist · 1 year

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''antis get SOOO mad when we use the canonly aged up chars in nsfw, like do you want us to draw them at all??''

ahem !

characters like: luz, james lake jr, amity, hunter, willow, etc werent of age until the very very END of the series. For the rest of it, they were through the ages of 14-16. Even then, at the end, they were all 18, not 45, 57 or whatever. (hunter was 20, but still.)

characters like: korra (not an avatar fan, might've spelled it wrong,) hiccup haddock. hiccup is 14-15 at the start of his franchise, it would be bad to make nsfw of him AT THAT POINT. (httyd 1+rob/dob) for the rest of his series, he is of age and above. (httyd 2, rtte, httyd 3, homecoming, etc)

Stop ignoring shit people say because ''im getting buwwied :<'' Making nsfw of minors (fictional or not) is not only stupid as shit (given youre gonna cry when people get grossed out/uncomfy) but harmful. Y'know schoolgirl outfits and how they're sexualized every five years? Y'know how many Japanese schoolgirls are raped on average?

your 'harmless fiction' can lead to sexualization, then fetishization, then people get hurt.

Same shit can go for your 'silly little hot incest,' though its lesser. you cant even deny on this one, because ive seen SO many people rave about how much they love their 'incest kink' on here and ao3 (hate that site btw)

as somebody who was groped by their adoptive father ages 11(roughly)-14, its disgusting as hell.

dont come at me with the 'im sorry, i just ship fictional stuff' because thats one of the big issues. Romantization and sexualization lead to normalization.

'proship is just anti harrasment' it is just anti harassment, and it means not harrasing people over ANY SHIP. Including the disgusting ones.

'i use it to cope!' cope how? i thought fiction didnt affect reality 'on a one to one basis no but-' so me producing extremely transphobic content thats portrayed as good (im trans) is fine? is that our logic?

'its not YOUR trauma' no shit, but is it YOURS?

#al talks about proshipping again #cw inc*st #cw sa mention #tw proship #anti proshitter #anti proship #please interact though #i wanna see how desperate you are to tell a 15 year old boy that you wanting to fuck fictional 15 yr olds while you yourself are 30 is okay #cw #tw #characters from a couple series's are mentioned but i wont put this on the main tags for any of them

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asmrgirll · 7 months

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When It Is Just Us

This is my first ever made shit so yeah ik it sucks dont come at me but give me good criticismim. Its Patrochilles and yeah :)

At night after yet another talking with his mother, Achilles comes to the tent quiet as he cares to be. I stare at him, in my mouth I taste bitterness like a mistaken for ripe mango that is hard barely containing juices. One end of my lips curl up leaving the other half down, a snarl it seems. “What?”Even though Achilies does not face me, his hair covers a bit of the side of his face as he sits with his legs crossed on the mat, looking at his joined hands. He had still said to me, ‘what’, just normally, but with a little bite like I was bothering him. What he really means is ‘what's the reason for your face looking like that’, he sees me eying him in his peripherals.

What?”, I say appalled, mocking and ready to fight him again, a battle of high and intensed vocals. “You know what! DO not play stupid with me!”. He still has no reaction. No facial expression as my voice rips out, making me feel awkward by how loud I am in the normal quiet. He looks blank as he slowly, nonchalantly turns his head at me, looking like he feels nothing, his face says nothing. Maybe he really doesn't feel anything. I’ll make him feel something. “Is this about that girl?.. Again?’’. He says as if he doesn't know why I bring it up once more, of course he knows I’ve been gnawing at his head all yesterday and today about it. “Yes. And as I have to say it again, she is not just some girl, Okay?!. She's a Lady, a true lady, a real friend to me and you would just let some grubby man lay her hands on her??” I hate that I have to be the one that makes Achilles’ head ache with my voice alone but I am serious about this. Bristes has become very dear to me in the time she's been here, she is close to my heart. I know I love her, but not as a lover. Not as I feel for Achilles, but I know - I feel it, that if she were to leave I’d feel lonely and if she were hurt I’d cry as I help her to her aid, for her to die I’d weep, and her essence disrespected I’d stand for her.

Although Bristes doesn't think I should be fighting with Achilles, this it’s a issue I can't step off of. “Achilles!-" I start, “Dont. I don’t want to hear about this girl any longer. You act as if shes important or something, what is it, huh? Do you love her? Is she dear to you?” Actually she is dear to me but at the time all I could do was stand struck by him yelling at me. Actually yelling AT me. “Uh, Yes. She is dear to me, she's my friend and you know what Agamemnon will do to her if you just stay back and let him take her. Why would you want that” He stands “Of course she’s just your friend. I should’ve never asked to take her. You do love her don’t. Why does it matter so much? I thought you loved me, I thought WE cared about each other!” I can see how this situation is getting out of hand, Achilles is misunderstanding me and I see his face turning hot as pink rises into his face. As I think this, Achilles is pacing around in the tent in a skinny oval on his side of the tent muttering to himself how me and Brietes must have been quietly flirting while he’s been out fighting. I want to reassure him but the way he's acting now I might have thought of courting her and taking her up on have a child.

Too bad I wonder how he must feel fighting with me after never in his life having an odd thought of me.

“How dare you,” He says back at me. “I cared for you and you you would just Ahguhhh!” He yells in annoyance at me. “No, Achilles I’m just saying, have you no moral, no passion, Anything. Do you understand the amount of hurt rape will bring a sweet girl like her? And I’m not saying I don't care for you I do, you know I do. Why would I sleep beside you if I didn't? Why would I be beside you still even in this war, this battle if I had not cared for you? You think I do it for laughs? For Fun??” He looks at me upset, he pouts understanding but still aggravated. *sigh* “Whatever,” Achilles says, turning from me, bringing his hands up to rub along his face gripping his hair a little. It diffuses our yelling and we talk at normal pitches now.

“What do you want?”

“I want you to go get her back and say you’re sorry”

“Why would I do that?”

“..To save Briestes.. It would make me happy”

“I can’t”

“But you can”

“What about my honor Pat.. I’ve done all this and in their eyes she's just a woman. What would they think of me?”

#tsoa #patroclus #achilies #men #tsoa patrochilles #patrochilles #tsoa achilles #first fic #greek mythology #achilles x patroclus #the song of achilles #lol #dude #what did i do to deserve this

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nerves-nebula · 1 year

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I had an actual question for you but I don't remember what is was so... Is there anything random that you want to post about? Topics completely up to you! Doesn't have to relate to anything else on here, I just wanna know what's bouncing around inside that skull of yours!

OK BUT YOU ASKED FOR IT.

under the cut for a long ass rant about my opinions on the use of SA/CSA/and incest in fiction

so i've prolly talked about this before but it's been on my mind again recently. I really really dislike the way people think of sexual assault/rape/sexual abuse/incest as inherently more Life Ruining than other shitty things that can happen to you. it makes it hard to feel normal or talk about cause it's such a taboo, it's considered such a Horrible Thing. There are people who genuinely think you shouldn't include it in stories unless you ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO which is WILD to me.

like i know the people who say that are usually just annoyed by seeing someone use SA poorly in their story, but frankly it always just made me feel like i had to justify why i would want to write about it. which is BAD. because no one should have to feel pressured to disclose their personal trauma- and even if you aren't traumatized that's just a stupid and annoying standard. and also makes it so that the only people who feel comfortable writing about it are people who dont give a shit or don't understand that they might be portraying it weirdly/in a bad way.

ANYWAY the point is that something that's helped me A LOT is to demystify rape & sexual abuse. especially incest. I have a kind of "it be like that sometimes" mindset nowadays, where it's like, yeah, that's something that happens sometimes. it's happened to a lot of people and will probably keep happening. it's not so terrible you can't say the words or make jokes about it.

it genuinely makes it harder to talk about my experiences if the person I'm talking to like, breaks down and starts crying just thinking about the fact that I've been molested. as if the world ENDED when I was 8 years old and now i'm just a husk of a person??? like nah man I kept living!

and with that comes a kind of acceptance of a lot of things tbh. like getting to this point meant that I had to stop shaming myself for all the feelings that come WITH experiencing sa at a young age. no more shaming myself for gross kinks, because i can't control those feelings, so it's best to just practice them in a healthy way where no one actually gets hurt or w/e. yknow? anyway, as open as i might be, talking about my personal kinks and which ones are and arent influenced by trauma is a step too far for me. so that's enough about that.

AND ANOTHER THING- I KNOW this wont happen any time soon, but I want more childrens stories with sexually abused kids. do you have any idea how much that would have meant to me as a kid?? Do you have any idea how seen I would have felt if kids were depicted as having gone through cocsa and STILL being heroes or going on magic adventures or literally ANYTHING other than being sad for a PSA???

so. yeah. that's what's been bouncing around in my skull.

#nnstuff #ask #asks are sweethearts #sa tw #rape tw #csa tw #cocsa tw

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suiana · 1 year

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Tw: rape, assault, a gun, fighting, yelling, and just overall a traumatic experience

Oh by the way all the diologs are translated from Spanish :]

Ok it was a normal tuesday, I was happily at work fixing up a small gift of flowers we weren't gonna use , and give it to someone v e r y special when all of a sudden, 3 men come RUSHING into the store.

I of course get starteled and let out a yelp. Then they hear me and start trying to make small talk with me all about how "The plushes and whatches here are so expensive that they probably cost half your salary!"

Cue weird ass laughter from them.

So I'm starting to get really uncomfortable because I was alone with these weird people. That's when the first one breaks and gets a (fake) lilac tulip from the gift I had almost finished.

He asks me "How much for this?"

To which I tell him "Oh these flowers are not for sale, they are apart of an arreglo for someone"

He gets visibly frustrated and says "Well I want it so how much for it"

I state again "It is not for sale sir, so please choose something else"

He then tells me "I want the flower and your number"

The others chime in saying stuff like "You're so lucky he likes you" "She's so cute we could just take her out right how" "She seems really weak" "she won't put up a fight"

I begin to become a bit afraid so I write down my old number (that's no longer in use) on one of the buisness cards we have on display at the front desk to slide to him and procede tell them "If you're not going to buy something that is for sale or place an order please leave sir"

The man then takes the card, shoves it in his pocket, and walks around the desk to my side. Keep in mind thoughout all of this I have a pair of scissors at arms reach and a pen in my hand.

He yanks me by my hair and covers my mouth, and begins undoing his pants while the other two guys start to grab some stuff.

I let out a blood curduling scream and start trying to fight back, but it all happened so fast that before I knew it he was moving onto my shirt trying to cut it open with a little navajita that he had. He did manage to rip it half way and cut me a little in the process

I stab his arm with the pen and rush to grab the scissors. He grabs his arm and yells to the men to get me.

They had their hands full with stuff so they (thankfully) couldn't grab me then and there.

I run out to the street screaming for help. Out there are a total of like 15 people out and about. The cowboy next door hears this comotion and grabs his gun and comes out to see people recording me getting beat up by 3 men and them cuting my clothes off.

I am FIGHTING for my LIFE whilst everyone aroynd is on their phones telling the men to either stop or hit me harder. I am in the process of being draged back into the store all bloody, bruised, crying, and squirming to get out of their grip.

The cowboy shoots one of the men in the leg who was trying (and failing miserably) to remove my binder he beings shouting and screaming in pain, and afterwards the cowboy starts fighting to other two.

I grab the shop's phone and call the police. It takes them like 2 minutes to respond (wow thanks athorities) and another 30 minutes to get there when the station is like 10 MINUTES WAY MAX!!

Though out all of this, one of the men escapes the cowboy, stealing his gun and running to me, he grabs my and points the gun at me.

The yells "O TE VAS O LA MATO ALA VERGA"

Which is just saying "or you leave or im fucking killing her"

The cowboy says "Dont hurt her!"

I'm trying to escape this man's horrifingly strong grasp, and in the mist of this I bite his chest man titties. He yelps shock. (I did make him bleed a little at the cost of losing two braces)

I get shoved to the ground and hit my head on some broken glass that was caused by the men droping shit.

I'm bleeding from my head and he grabs his navaja and slices my binder off bit by bit whilst the cowboy is forced to whatch this go down finnaly being restrained by the other two.

We're all yelling, I'm overwhelmed, my top half is out in the open for anyone to see, there's a man ontop of my trying to rape me, a random ass cowboy is trying to save me, my makeup is absolutly ruined, my head is spinning and driping with even more blood, and the police are taking forever to get here.

This mother fucker then moves onto my hands and tying them up with his belt so I stop hitting him.

I at this point almost accept defeat. But no I couldn't just let him get his way!!

I'm far too stuborn for this!

I CAN'T let him!

No!!!

And I didn't.

I kicked.

I screamed.

I hit him with my elbows.

I did everything in my power to stop him.

Until the police arived at last.

And with all my might, I kicked him in this crotch once again. That was until they pulled him off me.

They rushed me and the cowboy to the hospital and kept us there for idk how long anymore. I was close to dying. Having lost so much blood

My mum was called, and my sister took them to see me.

They were hysterical.

I had to tell them to be quiet. Everything hurt by that point.

The doctor said I was almost ok. Nothing serius go damaged. But I needed a blood transfer. My boss was also called by my mum and she said she would pay for everything.

The police had to remove my family from the room so they could question me before everything. And I told them everything.

The doctors were outside telling my family about the blood and how they could not find anyone to donate at the moment so I was probably not going to make it unless one of them did.

So while my family was deciding who, my sister stood up and said she would. She was taken to be tested to see if she would be able to. And she was. So they drew the blood and the rest is a blur.

When I woke up I was so afraid. I yelled my Lex's name. I screamed for my mum.

And with teary eyes they rushed into the room. My mum cried, and thanked god as my sister just stared.

She just look at my body. At the buised. The cuts. My face. She didn't say anything. She just cried. So that caused my to also cry.

She told my mother while I wad asleep that she could not bear the thought of her little sister going through this. Seeing me in a hospital bed a few steps fron death's door. It broke her.

We both knew in our hearts. That she was worried every second since that phone call. She would not say it to me. It is unusual for us to show afection to eachother. My mum always hated that. But that night I spent in the hospital, she never left my bedside.

When I said I couldn't sleep she c r a w l e d on the bed and joined me. I said "Ew wtf [insert her name] get off 👺" anf she didnt. She just huged me. And we fell asleep like that.

My mum even got a photo the next morning of us there XD

And yeah, that's the story of how I almost got raped and was a couple steps from death's door 😃👍

-De anon

bro that must be so traumatising are you okay now??? wtf those passerbys are shit why didn't they try to help??? bro if you ever want to talk or smth just message me because that must be fucking traumatic. I'm glad you're alright now though

#dev anon

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buckybraneslover111 · 2 years

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Trust No One p.9 - B.B.

Warnings: blood, mention of blood, gun violence, knife violence, death (three), fluff, dark!bucky x reader, dark!steve x dark!bucky.

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Bucky’s POV

I heard the shot and ran towards her. i grabbed her before she could fall to the floor. "Y/n?!" i heard another shot then i looked up and saw Liam fall to the floor. i pulled her out of the kitchen and i stood her up as she groaned holding her back.

"Yo what the fuck? why does it hurt?!" she looked up at me and i lifted up her shirt and rubbed the bruise that was forming.

i smirked and looked at her, "Fake bullets. i knew that fucker was going to try some shit." i shook my head as she looked at me. Steve walked over to us and i looked at him.

"i have him zip tied to the fridge. what do we do with him now?"

"take him down to the basement, i'll figure it out later." i said as i looked at y/n, "Come on, i'll get you an ice pack." i sat her down on the couch and walked into the kitchen and helped Steve carrying Liam downstairs to the basement.

y/n pov

you sat down on the couch and groaned rubbing your back as Bucky came back with an ice pack. He put it on your back and you sighed, "Thank you." you looked at him, "So what are you going to do with Liam?"

"For right now, nothing. But i do have a question for you, why didnt you tell me about him? You know i find out everything right?" he frowned at you.

"What do you mean?" you looked confused.

"Stop playing stupid with me y/n. Steve and I knew about you and Liam, way before you even told him. I know your name is actually Lilly Blanco, i know about how your mother died, i know about how Liam was a creeper and stalked you. I know about how he...he raped you when you were at that party and thats why you broke up with him and changed your name and you moved away." he looked at you as you started to tear up.

"H-How do you know about this?" you looked away from him.

"Your father confessed this to me. When i hired him, i asked him what his biggest regret was. And he said it was when he let you go to that party and you got raped. He told me everything that happened. When i met Liam that night at the club, i knew i needed to get back at him. I told him i trusted him, gave him a gun with fake bullets in it just in case he was to pull something like this, at least you would still be alive." he looked at you, "I dont know what i am going to do with him yet. I might just torture him enough that he wants to kill himself. I dont know but im keeping him here."

You looked at him, "I want to help. I want him to suffer."

He smirked at you and nodded, "Okay, i got an idea."

...

Liam's POV

I woke up in a dark room tied to a chair. I looked around and tried breaking free, "Hello?! HELLO?!" i heard foot steps coming down the stairs. I looked over and saw Bucky and y/n walking down holding hands. A faint light coming from the candle Bucky was holding. Y/N looked at me smirking, "Lilly, let me go, please." she shushed me.

"Shut up Liam." she slapped me hard in the face and i gasp looking at her.

"What the fuck Lilly?!" i frowned at her pulling my wrists.

"Hey! Thats not her name, you call her Y/N understand fuckhead?" he grabbed my hair and pulled back putting a knife to my throat, "You see here asshat, i know that you raped her a few years ago, and honestly that doesnt settle nice with me."

"I-I didnt rape her, she enjoyed it." i smirked and he pushed the knife into my neck, breaking skin and i gasp, "Hey! HEY!"

"She didnt enjoy it and you know she didnt." he frowned at me.

"I begged you to stop, i cried for you to stop but you didnt. You took something from me that i can never get back." she frowned at me.

"So, now because you think she is still in love with you, and that you can ever get her back, you, my friend." he smirked at me and pulled the knife away from my neck.

"No. No dont you dare do this. This isnt fair. Just kill me now, put me out of my misery, please." i started to cry.

"You see Liam, life isnt fair when you fuck with someone in the mafia." Bucky said as he looked at you, “I love you so much baby.”

"i love you too Bucky." you both looked at Liam and he looked completely broken and mad. his face full of tears and red. you walked over to Bucky and pulled him into a kiss. "I'll be up in a second." you nodded and walked upstairs.

Bucky looked at liam and shook his head, "Now you see she wanted to spare you, let you go and never look back but unfortunately Liam, i can't let that happen." Bucky reached behind liam on the table and pointed a gun at him. "I would tell you to stay away from us and give you that whole speech but i really don't have time for that." he cocks the gun.

"I'll see you in hell." Liam said as Bucky shot him.

…

A couple of days past and you weren't feeling yourself. you were waking up with random headache and body aches. your boobs were getting tender but you figured it was because your period was coming. you were laying in bed before work, you felt this rush of chills go through your body and you got up running to the bathroom and throwing up in the toilet. this was normal for you though. before you got your period, you would throw up randomly because your body was weird like that. you flushed the toilet then walked out of the bathroom feeling a lot better. no headache or tender boobs. you looked at Bucky who was sleeping on the bed. you walked over and poked his chest, "Buck? Bucky, i'm going to work." he groaned and nodded turning over his back facing you. "i love you i'll see you later." he nodded as you walked out of the room.

...

at work you felt like absolute shit. you felt awful, disgusting. you were sitting in the back of the bar with her head between your legs.

"Are you sure you are alright y/n?" Natasha said as she rubbed your back.

"Yeah it's just my period, it starts tomorrow and it fucking hurts bro." you groaned rubbing your head.

"Why don't you just go home? me and Ashley got this." she said.

"No i need the money i'll be fine." you sat up and she looked at you and you were pale and sweating.

"Are you pregnant?" she questioned.

your eyes widen, "What?! No!"

"Well, do you guys use protection during sex?"

"No, but i'm on birth control so i'll be fine. it's just cramps from my period." you frowned.

"Tender breast, morning sickness, pale skin, random sweating. no girl you are pregnant." she chuckled shaking her head, "when was the last time you took your pill."

"Uhhhh, this morning." you lied, you haven't taken your birth control pills for 6 months.

"That's why you are feeling like shit. you are trying to kill your baby girl." she giggled, jokingly.

"shut up Natasha i'm not pregnant."

"When was the last time you had sex?"

"A few days ago i don't remember."

"when was your last period?"

"two weeks before Clint’s party."

"your pregnant."

"no."

"yes."

"no."

"Yes."

"you want me to take a test to prove it?"

she nodded, "Yes i do, ill go buy one. i'll be back." she left and came back after a few minutes and helped you up. "let's go." you followed her to the bathroom and she pushes you into a stall and you sit on the toilet peeing on the stick.

"this is so weird!!" you groaned and cleaned yourself up and walked out of the stall.

"it says we need to wait 10 minutes." you placed the test on the counter and you both waited.

after 10 minutes, she grabbed the test and gasped looking at it, "What Natasha? Dude fuck off! what does it say?"

she turned it towards you and smirks, "Negative bitch."

you shook your head, "fucking bitch. see i told you i'm not pregnant. it's my period i swear."

"we'll be careful more, even though you are on the pill, there's that .01% you could get pregnant."

"yeah i know." you sighed. "if i was still on the pill."

"you're not? you just said you were." she frowns.

"Fuck, i think i'm pregnant..." you shook your head.

"when was the last time you took your pill?"

"six months ago." you looked at her.

"SIX MONTHS?! Y/N! you need to be careful!!" she hits your arm. you sighed and nodded.

"Bucky never uses condoms, i thought that maybe it's because he can't have kids that's why i stopped using birth control."

"never assume y/n." she shook her head.

"but it's fine, i'm not pregnant. i know i'm not, i had my period four weeks ago, so it's fine."

...

a couple more days go by and your symptoms started to get worse. you were waking up and running straight to the bathroom to throw up. you tried to hide it from Bucky and just said it was bad food you ate and he just brushed it off. one day, while Bucky was out with Steve, you decided to buy two pregnancy test, just in case one was defective. you sat in the bathroom of your shared room and took both tests and put them on the counters and waited. after a few minutes you looked at both of the tests and gasped looking away, "No..." You looked at both of them picking up, your hands shaking. you started to tear up as you placed them both back down on the counter. 'Positive', they both read. you couldn't believe it. was the first one you took a couple of days ago, a false negative? you couldn't believe that, so you took two more different tests and waited. you looked at those two tests and they read, positive. https://pin.it/2607b7h

you took a picture of all four tests and sent them to Natasha. you sat down on the toilet and ran your hands through your hair. you jumped when you heard the front door open and shut. you grabbed all four tests and the empty boxes and ran to your room hiding them in the back of your closet in a shoe box. you heard foot steps approaching the room and you ran to the bed laying down on it. you grabbed your phone and read Natasha text messages

Natasha

BITCH!

see i told you!!

ohmygod! i'm gonna be an aunt!

have you told Bucky yet? does he know?

you

i don't know what to do

and no i haven't told him yet

i'm scared i don't know what he will say.

the door to the bedroom open and you sat up looking at Bucky. you smiled at him as he smiled back, "Hey you're awake. i got you some things to make you feel better. i know you haven't been feeling good so i got you some stuff." he walked over to you with bags of snacks and things.

"Oh thank you baby you didn't have to." you smiled as he handed you the bags and you opened it up and it was a bunch of snacks and candy.

...

A few weeks go by and you still havent told Bucky about you being pregnant, but you had one problem. Your belly was starting to show and you could tell you were pregnant. You slowly stopped having sex with Bucky, in fear that he would find out you were pregnant that way and thats not how you wanted to tell him. You started to dress differently to and he took noticed to this. You started wearing baggy clothes, you wouldnt let him wrap his arms around you. He knew something was up and he needed to find out. One day, you were sitting on the bed in your shared room when Bucky walked in. perfect, he could confront you about your behavoir and no one would interrupt you both. "Hey princess." he walked over to you and kissed you cheek, "We need to talk." he sat down on the side of you and you put your phone down looking at him.

"Sure baby whats up?" you smiled at him.

"Whats been up with you these past couple of weeks? You never let me touch you anymore, we havent had sex in weeks, not that that should matter but still, its been a while, and you have been wearing pretty much all of my shirts, so whats the problem? Are you sleeping with someone else? Am i not good enough for you anymore?" he rambled on and you shushed him and looked up at him.

"I'm pregnant..."

"Im sorry youre what now?" Bucky frowned at you.

"I am pregnant. I have a baby growing inside my belly. Your dick went into my vagina and now we have a baby." you said frowning a bit, "What don't you understand?"

"How you got pregnant is what i don't understand...? I thought you were taking birth control so whats up with that?" he got up from the bed.

"I-I stopped taking it six months ago." you rubbed your face.

"Why would you do that?"

"Because i thought you weren't able to have kids because there would be sometimes i would forget to take it and we would have sex but i wouldnt be pregnant. So i thought maybe you couldn't have kids so i just stopped taking it, but clearly i was wrong so now here we are." you sighed.

"How long have you known?" he looked at you.

"A few weeks. I just didn't know how to tell you so i was waiting for the perfect time to."

"How far along are you?"

"2 months. I went to the doctors yesterday." you looked at him, "The baby is healthy at least."

He sighed and rubbed his head, "What are we going to do y/n?"

"I-I don't know, but all i know is i want to keep it." you looked at him tearing up.

He looked at you and frowned, "Of course we are going to keep it, why the fuck wouldnt we?"

"I don't know, you are making it seem like you don't want it." you sniffled.

"I never said that. I'm just worried for your safety and the babies now. And where is it going to sleep and shit. Its alot to think about y/n." he sat down next to you, "But...i'm going to be here for you every step of the way, i promise."

You nodded and smiled a bit, "Thank you Bucky, for everything."

"I love you y/n." he kisses your cheek.

"I love you Bucky."

...

A few weeks pass and you noticed that Steve was being a little different lately. He wasn't really talking to you, always giving you the cold shoulder. You shrugged it off because maybe he was just having an off day because of the stress from the new shipment of drugs coming in and they always seem to have problems. One night, in the middle of the night you were craving a late night snack. You didn't want to wake up Bucky so you got out of bed slowly and tipped toed your way down the stairs. You got to the kitchen and saw Steve in the kitchen drinking a bottle of water, "Hey cant sleep either?" you said looking at him. He looked at you and just stared at you blankly. You raised an eyebrow and cocked your head to the side, "Are you alright Steve?"

"You know, before you came along, everything between me and Bucky were great, then you had to come in and ruin it. Bucky and I were doing everything together and now he wont even bat an eye at me. You ruined what me and him had." he stepped to the side looking at you.

"Steve what are you talking about? Im confused." you frowned.

"I loved Bucky and he loved me back then right when he was going to ask me out, you had to step in and take him from me. You stole him from me." he stepped closer to you and you looked down at the shiny object in his hand and noticed it was a knife. You stepped back and put your hands up.

"S-Steve, i dont know what you are talking about. I didn't even know about you and Bucky." you backed up until your back hit the wall.

"Well, all i need to do is get you out of the picture and he can be all mine again. I can have him all to myself." he stepped closer to you and poked your stomach with the knife and you gasped.

"N-No Steve please! Please don't! I'm pregnant! If you kill me and the baby, Bucky will never forgive you. If you kill me, you are as good as dead too. You know he loves me so much, he would do anything for me. He will never forgive you for killing me." you were sobbing at this point. You weren't ready to dead, not yet. You were pregnant, Steve wouldn't kill you knowing you were carrying Bucky’s child, "Please Steve, please."

"One rule i learned while being in the mafia y/n, trust no one." Steve stabbed you in the stomach as you gasped loudly and grabbed his wrist and tried pulling it out. He pulled it out and then dropped the knife on the floor in front of you. You dropped to your knees and held your stomach were he had just stabbed you and tried to stop the bleeding.

"Steve! What did you do?!" Sam ran over to you and he kicked the knife away as Steve stood there staring at you bleeding, "Steve you need to get out of here man! If Bucky finds out you did this, you are dead!" Steve shook his head back to reality and then started to panic. He grabbed his keys and left the house. You coughed up blood then laid down on the ground, "Y/n i called 911 they are on the way. Stay with me." his voice slowly started to fade, your eyes closed slowly, "No y/n stay with me...Y/n..."

...

Bucky was waiting in the waiting room of the hospital with Sam. Sam told him everything he saw. Bucky couldn't believe Steve would do something like this. He sent out all of his men and spread the word around to find Steve. He just didn't want to believe Steve would do something like this. After a few hours, the doctors came out and walked over to Bucky. Bucky shook his head and started crying hysterically. He couldn't believe it, he didn't want to believe it. He dropped to his knees as Sam caught him and held him close trying to calm him down. The doctor said something to Sam and he nodded a thank you. How could Steve do this to you? You were nothing but nice and sweet to him. How could he do this to you, to Bucky? Bucky was broken. He felt heart breaking into millions of pieces. He couldn't hold himself together anymore, he let everything he had out. Sam was there to help him through this. He was going to get through this, with or without you.

...

Beep.

"Hey, you're awake." Bucky said smiling.

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