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motianz · 1 year
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He Tian's Arc
Ok, so this will be a very rambly post, but bare with me.
As we know Ht is a very complex character, being mainly affected by his childhood and the people/situations that hurt him. First and foremost, his family.
Starting with the loss of his mother HT starts having that crippling fear of his of losing people, slowly becoming fiercely loyal to those he loves. Then we get to his father, although we dont have much info on him as of yet, we do know Ht was very aware of how dangerous his father was, to the point of even asking his brother if (if he did something wrong) his father would kill him. With this HT very obviously grew up with a mentality of fighting to survive, and learning to live in the "darkness" of his family.
Then, what I believe has shaped him the most, his Brother.
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He cheng has lived with their father and family business for a lot longer, and has learned what HT would come to learn a lot earlier, and (maybe accidentally) taught it to his little brother. HC shows HT that he's "on his own", if he wants something he HAS to fight for it, he can not be weak because that will make him useless (in the sense of not being able to do what he wants to do, like saving people)
Ht then understands that his family is different, they have a "darkness" that he not only hates, but is terrified of.
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He hates his father, and he hates what his brother is/has become. He does not want to be part of his family's business, the violence, the killing and the cruelty of their "jobs" repels him. I think he hates it so much because he's scared to have that "darkness" inside himself as well, scared that its inevitably in his blood already. Even literally stating to MGS that he is scared of the dark. So he pushes and does his best to stay away (hating his brother, living alone, not talking to his father) he only ever "uses" his family when it's to take something from them instead of give (like money).
And then, here comes Mo guan shan.
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And he's the exact opposite of everything his family (and by extension he himself) is. Mo guan shan does not lie, or scheme, and above all he does not see or fear that darkness inside Ht. We've seen that he and JY were friends before all this, and that at the very least they were close, but Jy did not completely understand Ht, he was a friend but as we've seen with the countless panels of HT standing alone in a landscape, he still felt alone. He felt like that darkness kept him apart from other people, and so when MGS came along he just couldn't help but fall for him.
So Ht becomes extremely protective over little Mo. And thanks to the idea of being the Strongest, the one who protects and is not protected ("weakling") Ht develops a very self sacrificing mentality. It simply does not matter to him if he gets hurt or in danger, because he is strong and he has that darkness in him, all that matters is that those he love are unharmed, safe and happy.
The problem is, Mo guan shan has a "stalker". She li considers him his, and prefers to break MGS than have someone else "take" him. Which means HT ends up putting himself in situations a lot worse than normally (well, at least outside his family business) not only to take the hits in MGS's place, but also to attack those who hurt him.
Still, the people he loves keep getting hurt, not only Mo but also Jian Yi. The other person who Ht is also willing to sacrifice himself to save. It starts to make HT desperate, and it slowly pushes him further down that "dark" path he feared so much.
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And that pushes him towards his family, his brother and the violent measures they take. His brother tries to warn him (not that greatly I might add) and at the very least veers him away from the true rock bottom (killing someone).
And he does say he doesn't care about what people think of him, and I do think that's mostly true at this point, but he does care about what MGS thinks. Because Mo doesn't fear him, and he doesn't want that to change.
We've seen several times HT asking for Mo's opinions and thought on him. I think that fear of scaring off MGS specially shows when after holding SL's neck in the stairs Ht asks this.
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Still decides to resort to that side of him, to eliminate SL, even if he has to sacrifice his own existence without that darkness and family. He'd do anything for those he loves.
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Which makes for a whole new problem. That sacrifice is a little too much, even for him, he's terrified of it, (maybe horrified is a better word for it). He loves his friends too much, and hates those who hurt them just as much. It makes it too easy for him to cross the line, to the point someone has to be there just to stop him, to hold him back. And look at that,
He flinches.
He flinches from what he did, and the person talking.
In the next panel we see his face at it, engulfed in darkness. And I think that one of the things he also fears is knowing MGS saw him, I think here he is scared to see Mo's reaction. So he looks back
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And Mo guan shan isn't scared Of him, but For him. MGS still stands By him and Hugs him, and HT doesn't even care about his hand, or anything else he just wants to hug Mo back.
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Because yes, He tian has slowly descended on a cruel and violent path that he feared, (and still fears) but Mo guan shan still wants to stay by his side. Even with He tian literally red handed with blood, Mo wants to share his troubles with HT (symbolized by him wearing the jacket Ht gave him when telling him not to shoulder everything on his own) and take on part of Ht's troubles as well.
He wants to accompany and stay by his side. Mo guan shan still doesn't fear He tian. And I think that's all Ht wants.
TLDR:: Tianshan has slowly driven HT to a darker and more violent path, but their relationship shows just how deep their connection is, and how much they've come to rely and develop alongside one another.
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we-will-be-reun1ted · 6 months
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─── ⋆⋅Personality ⋅⋆ ───
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These are my own headcanons for how I think Aether and Lumines personalities are like.
Lumine
Okay starting off with my personal favourite character 🫶🫶 she’s a BITCH
Not the kind of bitch like, constantly insulting and talking shit about someone bitch. The more witty and condescending bitch
Though she would talk shit about you to your face if she was in a particularly bad mood
Morally grey, though a darker shade of grey
The kind of person you don’t see laughing often apart from at other people’s misery (Aether falling down the stairs)
Judgmental, but fair in her judgment. Most of the time anyway. Sometimes she’s petty af
She’s kind of like an extroverted introvert if that makes sense? She’s completely socially confident and can talk to people if she wants to - she just doesn’t want to
Incredibly assertive and confident in herself in general and isn’t afraid to say whatever she’s thinking, no matter how harsh it may come across
Brutally honest
She’s cold and calculating. Doesn’t smile much aside from when it’s just her and her brother
Deffo has a resting bitch face
She gets irritated pretty quickly, but is also quick to calm down after
Very much a forgive but never forget person
Also very much a revenge person
She won’t stay mad at something for too long unless it’s a huge thing. If it is then 😬
One of the worst people to piss off. If she doesn’t like you, you’ll know. It won’t be pretty. If it’s that big of a thing she would most likely go out of her way to make their life a living hell until she gets bored or Aether steps in
Has a little bit of a God complex I’m not gonna lie
In the sense that she sees herself and her brother as a lot more powerful and therefore - important than the average person
Which they are far more powerful dont get me wrong, but it’s led Lumine to the mindset where she sees those below her as weakish
I’ll get more into this in a future post. It links up to quite a few other headcanons I have
Very very brave though. And not a complete asshole, she will go out of her way to help people sometimes
If she sees someone being attacked by hilichurls she will jump in to fight, no questions asked. She may be a little huffy about it if she’s trying to go somewhere but still
It would take a long long time to become friends with her aside from if shes particularly interested in someone, but when she is genuinely someone’s friend she’s incredibly loyal and protective of that person
She’s interested in people who are strong willed and know exactly what they want and aren’t afraid to go for it
Also she admires those who are logical, don’t freak out over the littlest things and are usually calm and co-ordinated
If they know how to fight that’s also a plus
She doesn’t like making friends often as she and Aether never stay in once place. They travel from world to world and she feels horrible leaving them
(Attachment issues)
DTF. She likes pleasure and is quite a sexual person. If she finds someone attractive and they both want it then she will take it
She’s a badass and girlbossing her way through life fr I love her so much
With Aether -
She’s a much different person around her brother than she is with anyone else
First, she’s a lot more active and playful with him. Out with other people she’s usually quiet
Not completely silent at all, she certainly lets her presence be know, but she prefers to sit back and listen
Oh she’s fantastic at reading people that’s something I forgot to mention
Anyway, with Aether she seems a lot more happier and outgoing
Smiles an awful lot more, though still has her resting bitch face
Aether likes to make fun of her for it
They both like to make fun of each other a lot. Nothing serious or mean or anything. Just little things
Okay they are twins so occasionally mean
She trusts him entirely and it’s evident with the way she acts with him, she’s protective. Not Aether level protective but still quite protective
Trusts him to the point which he knows every single weakness of hers. Every struggle she faces, every thought she has
No one else would ever come close to getting her to reveal any of her weaknesses. Including her friends
She’s properly herself around Aether. Not just cold and confident as she is around anyone else
She’s still confident, but she’s very warm around him
Drags him around everywhere she goes. The two are attached one the hip. It’s like they are one whole body sometimes
Teases him ALL THE TIME
Though it’s a ‘I can make fun of my brother but if anyone else does it they will pay’ kinda thing
Same goes for Aeth
As much as she loves him, the two get on each others nerves
While not usually petty around others, Lumine is PETTY around Aether
Aether makes an off handed comment about Lumines hair one time and completely forgets about it afterwards? Okay! Lumine does his braid rough and too tight on on uncomfortable angle for a month. Making offhanded comments about it every day that sound suspiciously like what he said to her three weeks ago
She forgives Aether a lot faster than she does with anyone else though
Aether
Now Aether! He’s somewhere in my top three I don’t know if he’s second or third but probably second??? Idk
Huge golden retriever energy
Usually a pretty polite guy. Opens doors for people, says thank you and that
Pretty much polar opposite of Lumine when it comes to people, he really really enjoys talking and social interaction with almost anyone
Introverted extrovert, loves being around people but he can’t do it 24/7 without feeling a little drained. Needs some time on his own or with just Lumine to charge up
Super social though, the kind of guy who can go up to someone and just strike up a conversation
Has definitely been invited to a wedding in the first ten minutes of meeting someone before
He just likes getting on with people in general. It’s nice talking with people and can benefit him and Lumine
People are interesting to understand and they can benefit them both by giving them food if they need it, shelter etc etc
Like Lumine - he’s socially confident
After being around people for eons he’s learned how they work, interact, how to talk with them etc etc so he’s pretty confident in that regard
He and Lumine never stay in one place for very long so there’s no good in being nervous around people
All this goes out of the window when he’s crushing on someone
The dudes a big romantic unlike Lumine. He likes romance, she likes pleasure
It’s not really often but when he likes someone romantically he usually becomes a bit more nervous and says a few more awkward things
Laughing at unconventional times
He still knows what to say and is pretty confident, just a bit more dorky and such
Hard to piss off but when you do he gets very very snappy and sarcastic
Surprisingly he holds grudges for longer than Lumine
He’s a revenge person but nothing like Lumine. Usually it’s small revenge like saying something back or trying to embarrass the person a little bit
He’s a little bit immature at times, nothing major but just little things. Usually pretty mature in general
In public Lumine seems like the most mature out of the two when really with each other they both have the maturity levels of bloody children
Morally light grey
Can be a bit overly selfless at times
Has the tendency to overwork himself to the point of debilitating
Please he’s so tired he’s been trying to stop Lumine from annihilating someone for looking at her wrong when she accidentally set the stove on fire, give him a break
He’s a really nice and good guy in general don’t get me wrong but he doesn’t really care as much as other people think he does
I mean that in the sense that he doesn’t have a deep and meaningful connection many things when he travels to other worlds
He doesn’t care about being a hero and actively helping people it just happens - though he’s certainly not complaining
He finds it a lot easier letting go of people when he and Lumi leave to other worlds
In his eyes he’s come, made a good impression and now it’s time to go
It’s different to Lumine as he doesn’t have an emotional connection to anyone there apart from his sister so it’s easier to let go. Lumine doesn’t have as deep emotional connections with anyone aside from her brother, but she still has some form of connection to them
Like I said, she makes very few friends but when she does she gets to know them and like them more just because she spends more time with them individually rather than a lot of people as a whole like Aether does
With Lumine -
Surprisingly, Aether is actually the slightly calmer twin when it comes to their personalities with each other
Only slightly. They are both very much a chaotic duo when they are together
That’s why the had to be separated 😔 causing too much mischief
His personality with others isn’t as different as it is with Lumine aside from he likes to tell a lot more jokes and gets really sarcastic
Sometimes his jokes are to try and gross Lumine out as much as possible
One time he ate a raw egg. Absolutely no prompting at all. Lumine had gathered some food for them to eat in a world once and was starting to cook over a fire, when Aether looked her dead in the eyes and took a bite out of a raw egg
He will always say out of all the years they have been travelling together, he has never seen her with a more disgusted expression at that moment
To make it worse he ever tried to grab hold of her face and give her a kiss on the cheek straight after, leading to the both of them wrestling on the floor
Aether will say he won, Lumine will say she will. Either way Lumine now has egg trauma.
The two bounce off each other in both the worst and best ways
Like he does with Lumine, she also knows every weakness of his, struggle and thought
The two know absolutely everything about each other
He’s much more emotional around her than he is with others
Usually he limits himself to the ‘hero’ prototype people see when they think of him, he doesn’t intend to be a hero but it’s what he usually accidentally ends up being
But not with Lumine, with Lumine he’s completely honest about what he’s thinking and feeling
If he’s stressed he will tell her. If he’s upset he will tell her. If he’s mad he will tell her
He knows he doesn’t have to worry about being seen differently around her
His role with her is to try and get them both out of trouble after she gets them into it
6/10 times it backfires and they end up landing themselves in even more trouble
You can just tell they were both an absolute menace together when they were children
Even though he’s only mere milliseconds older than Lumine, he likes to take the self proclaimed role of big brother very very seriously
Fake scolding her when she gets into shit, always keeping an incredibly close eye on anyone who comes near her. Especially men
He’s really protective of her. Usually he plays it off as a joke but it has led to them having arguments before
When they argue Aether gets more sad then angry, while Lumine is more frustrated
Like usual though, they are both quick to forgive each other after
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jadeylovesmarvelxo · 2 years
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Vicious little lies
Request from @kellysimagines
Can you make a Eddie x reader where the reader is Jason's sister and she is in love with Eddie and he is with her and she is different from her brother, she's cheerleader and she's sweet and nothing like her cheer friends and she is also interested in D&D.
Eddie and the reader start to date in secret until someone from the team sees them kissing and the next day at school in the cafeteria before the reader is there one of the cheer team goes to Eddie and tells him they knew about their secret relationship and made a bet with the reader to date him for money.
He somehow believes it and the reader sees him leave and goes after him and he tells her everything and she tries to explain but he pushes her away and breaks up with her.
They are both devastated and the D&D group believes the reader and Jason see how his sister is miserable and he goes to talk to Eddie about that the bet wasn't true so at school they avoid each other but the D&D group locks them in the janitors closet and they make up? :) if you're comfortable you can add smut or edit the imagine how you like :)
Warnings; Angst, miscommunication, bitchy "friend", fluff
Y/n loved Thursday and Fridays more than any other day because those were the days she got to see Eddie the most while being at school.
Eddie the freak Munson as he was known to everyone was her secret boyfriend and she was so in love with him.
It was a strange mismatch if you were inclined to listen to the town gossip. Y/n was a cheerleader and the sister of Jason Carver, a straight A student and sweet as pie while Eddie was the guy who listened to metal, played Dungeons and Dragons, was in a band and was a complete rebel.
Personally, y/n thought the opinion of the town was a lot of shit because yeah she was a cheerleader but she couldn't stand how bitchy some of the team were.
Her brother Jason hated Eddie and The Hellfire club but she adored the club and Dungeons and Dragons was the reason she and Eddie began to speak in the first place.
Eddie was nothing like people thought he was like, they all assumed that he would be mean and scary but he was soft-hearted and fiercely loyal and passionate.
She loved him and weekends with him were everything to her. She knew he was sick of hiding the relationship as much as she was.
Soon they planned to tell everyone and she didn't care what her brother or anyone else thought because she loved Eddie more than anything and he loved her. That's all that mattered.
It's after cheer practice when Eddie surprises her with flowers he's picked for her. They are so beautiful and she beams.
"Eddie, that's so sweet of you. They are gorgeous". He flashes her a shy smile and she wraps her arms around him holding him close.
"Beautiful flowers for my princess". God could be be any cuter?
She kisses Eddie and he pulls her into his arms holding her close. She's completely unaware of the other cheerleaders watching them with disgusted looks on their faces.
"Why the fuck is she kissing that freak? Doesn't she realise that she could ruin our rep completely? It's bad enough she plays that freaky d+d game".
Chrissy throws her a dark look and smiles as she watches y/n and Eddie.
"I think they are sweet. Back off Ashley".
That should be that, Chrissy was the queen of Hawkins and what she says goes but Ashley never liked to follow the rules and began plotting.
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Eddie is over the moon the next day, the fact he can call y/n his girl is incredible and he's on cloud nine.
He should have known he didn't deserve good things.
Ashley walks up to him smiling but there's this look in her eyes that he doesn't trust one bit. He just wants to see y/n, not listen to her bitchy cheer friend.
"Wow, I can't believe y/n actually went through with it. She's such a bitch". What the fuck?
"What the hell are you talking about and dont you dare call her a bitch". She fake smiles at him and looks sympathetic.
"Me and some of the cheerleaders paid her to date you, come on freak you think a pretty girl like that would want you?. Your secret relationship is a joke".
Eddie couldn't believe what he was hearing because no way in the world would y/n do that to him.
"No, no that isn't true". She was lying but his stomach slowly started to sink.
Ashley just smirks. "Oh, it's true. she just used you Munson, sucks to be you huh?". He pushes past Ashley not wanting to hear anymore.
Y/n has just come in but not wanting to see her after Ashley's revelations he storms right past her.
His heart feels like it's been pulled from his chest and he hears y/n call after him.
"Eddie, Eddie wait, what's wrong?". She yells and he feels the pain being replaced by anger and he rounds on her.
"Ashley told me all about what you we're really up to. Dating me for money that really is a fucking low y/n".
She looks confused and tries to reach for him but he wrenches away from her.
"Eddie? Tears pool in her eyes, I would never, ever do that. Never. You know me Ed's I'm nothing like the bitchy cheerleaders. I love you so much".
He shakes his head and her face falls as he closes up completely. "I thought I knew you but it was all too good to be true, we're done y/n. Don't come to Hellfire, don't come near me. Just stay away from me".
He wrenches away from her and his heart breaks even more as he hears her sobbing and tears fall down his cheeks as he heads away from the school.
He fell for her so hard but in the end, he was nothing to her.
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Jason can hear y/n crying all through the night. At first, he was pissed she even went near that freak Munson.
Now he was just pissed his sister was heartbroken and it all came down to that bitch Ashley.
His sister might have been the biggest pain in the ass and they had nothing in common but at the end of the day she was still his sister and he loved her.
If she wanted to date Munson then grudgingly he would accept that because it did seem that the freak actually loved his sister and vice versa.
With a plan in place, he gets into the school early and marches straight up to Munson who looks like shit.
His eyes are red and he's actually quiet only flipping him the bird. Yeah, that's unusual enough to warrant action.
"You're a prick you know that Munson?". Eddie scoffs and glares at him.
"I'm the prick, really? What the fuck do you even want Carver?".
"My sister didn't do any of that shit Ashley said, she loves you man. Fuck knows why but she does. Ashley is a lying bitch and now my sister is heartbroken because you believe a liar over her".
Henderson one of Eddie's little freshman sheep nods agreeing with him. "I keep telling Eddie that y/n would never do any of that shit, none of Hellfire believes she would".
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With at least his words in Munson's ear, he hopes that it's enough for him to talk to his sister again and stalks off.
If Munson still believed Ashley's shit then he was an idiot.
She hasn't stopped crying since last night and avoids Eddie at school. It breaks her heart that he would ever think she was like that. That he thought so little of her.
Her plan to avoid Eddie lasts until lunch. The minute she sees Ashley laughing with the other cheerleaders she sees red.
Chrissy is the only one not joining in with the laughter and offers her a consoling smile.
Ashley meets her livid gaze and gives her a mock sad smile. "Heard about you and that freak Munson. So sad. You should be thanking me for what I did because you deserve better sweetie".
Jason is about to speak when she snaps and she's never once in her life been a violent person but she wants nothing more than to wipe that smug smile away from Ashley's face.
"Don't you ever speak about Eddie like that you don't know him. You are nothing more than a bitch who likes people to be as miserable as you are".
She storms out of the cafeteria fuming and missing Eddie more than anything. The auditorium is empty and she slips in letting the tears fall.
The door opens and she assumes it's Chrissy or Jason. It isn't. It's Eddie. She's still mad that he didn't believe her but the redness of his eyes and the pain make her heart ache for him.
Dustin and Gareth peek around the door and seeing them together they proceed to shut the door and lock it.
"Henderson for fucks sake I said I was going to talk to her". Dustin shouts back and she can't help but smile.
"I know but we all want you two to make up so get on with it. You are both being idiots. Just talk".
Eddie rolls his eyes. "Little shrimp". He softens and turns to her reaching out to stroke her cheek.
She moves away still hurt. His expression falls turning agonised.
"I'm so sorry baby, I'm so so sorry. For believing Ashley, not giving you chance to explain. It blows my mind someone so beautiful and sweet wants me that I was so quick to believe it was all just a lie".
This softens her the tiniest bit and she cups his face with her hands and presses the softest kiss to her lips.
"Stop that. You're incredible Eddie, I wish people could you the way I see you because you are my world and you are amazing and deserve good things".
He kisses her forehead. "I'm so fucking sorry, shit even your brother came to speak to me to tell me it was all lies that Ashley said".
This stuns her. Jason. Really? She feels a rush of love for her brother and smiles.
"I love you, Eddie, I love you so much". His lips meet hers and he sags in relief.
"I love you too princess, come on let's go rescue Henderson and Gareth from the tenterhooks they are no doubt on".
She giggles and they join the boys who look relieved. Ashley passes them with the other cheerleaders but one warning look from Chrissy silences them all.
Pleased y/n takes Eddie's hand and they head out to the school halls not caring who stares along the way.
She loves Eddie and he loves her and she's never letting any gossip or bitchiness get in between them again.
💖
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lovelyelbowleech · 1 year
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i don't want zuko to have to be the one to tell sokka he likes boys and specifically sokka because i think the way he'd do it would make me sad. HOWEVER someone's gonna have to speak up because sokka is not gonna figure it out on his own my boy is dense.
also I love aang being fully convinced theyre already together. that was fun. and sokka being like "shouldnt you be jealous that someone super attractive and strong and amazing is talking to katara? what if katara ends up liking zuko because he's brave and loyal and actually really funny once you get to know him and-" brought me a lot of joy as well lmao. anyway.
APPA!! im so glad we have appa.
and last thing- every zhao and kazuma interaction has me on the edge of my seat. something's going to go down but i dont know what. i mean i really hope zhao ends up very dead but other than that it's all tense!! ahh!! great chapter :)) ❤️
Sokka's wilful ignorance is on borrowed time now, he is going to get hit with a clue and have to revalue matters 😬
Oh Aang would be devastated to learn he has it wrong and the boys are not dating. The whole romance thats happening in his head is so sweet and amazing. He will be very disappointed.
Kazuma is playing with so much fire, in so many directions at the moment, it is kind of inevitable he will get burnt eventually 😂
Thank you for the ask!
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Seducing Mr Bridgerton chp 11 Progress Update:
This Author has had a break through 🙌
Real Life still sucks. I'm broke as shit, on the job hunt again, but hey! The depression ain't bad, I'm working out and managing to remember to eat once every second day, I'm pushing through it all 💪😅
In saying that: What are readers thoughts/opinions about Church Sex ?🫣👀🫣 Cause I'm not sure how comfortable I am about it 🤔🤔
I mean, I defs think it's very hot, kinky and super sinful....but reading the filth and writing the scene are two very different matters 🤷
Can I write it? Absolutely (Im already going to hell might as well embrace the horny before eternal flame in the afterlife 🤷 )
It's also in character for SMB's Polin 👀😏😂
But I just want to know if some readers would prefer I set the explicit chapter aside as a stand alone, or if you'd be satisfied with a simple tag and pre-warning? 🤔 (Not that I'm promising church sex just wanting to know readers stance...)
Please let me know by commenting on this post, for the future of chapter.... Mmh I think it's chapter 13 or 14 🤔 yet to decide. ...
Which brings me to my final point in this update which doubles as a plea/request.
I am in need of TWO (possibly THREE) readers of SMB's help!!
SMB chapter 11 has taken far too long, given me way too much stress and I now harbour immense .... Dislike for it. I can no longer make a clear judgement on whether it serves a purpose for the entirety of SMB's plot/narrative and the future LMB direct sequel.
So, I turn to you my loyal and beloved readers for guidance. (Teamwork makes the dream work)
SMB chapter 11 has about... Mmh.... 3000(?) Words to go before I'll consider all my draft points included. At my current writing pace l should be done in three days. At that point I'll be in the editing stage.
Real talk: I've locked in a date for when I'll be posting chp 11, but won't share because, again, I'm seeking reader guidance to confirm a few things.
So To conclude: Can I have Two SMB reader volunteers to beta read CHP 11 once it's drafting stage is done?
If you can send me an ask via Tumblr (not without a username of course to direct mssg 😅) answering one simple question, I'll puzzle through and choose two from the lot. I'm keeping this open just Incase I run into a similar problem with future chapters so there'll be some variations 😅😅 (Sorry if I don't pick you, but I don't want too many spoilers spreading.) Also it's a one off pick 🤷😅so If I do have the same issue in the future I won't ask the same two readers to help like this again and just pick new ones 🤷
Question to answer: Why are you still reading SMB when it's been way too bloody long since an update?
Of course this is all voluntary, I'm not forcing anyone's hands or using CHP 11 as hostage. SMB and you readers are all incredibly dear to me and I dont want you all to feel abandoned or forgotten if something unexpected ever comes up for me in real life x
With having said that,
My sincere gratitude to all you readers,
Love ShameOnMee xx
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its-elvie-innit · 2 months
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To advisory friend, if you are who I think you are and you've decided to check my blog today;
I miss you. I do, we were really good friends, and it super hurt when you dropped me without a word for having a real and honest opinion. It super hurt, dude. You were really close to me, and it felt terrible knowing you would drop me like that, and it felt Doubly terrible that you would choose to support a youtuber so loyally that you would lose an irl friend of nearly two years over it. He had serious allegations, and it felt terrible knowing you would never support the victims, that you would choose to stick behind an abuser because you liked him. Maybe I had more access where I was to everything that backed it up, maybe the stuff you saw on Twitter was different, but it still made me really sad.
I don't know if I can trust you the same. I don't understand why you would ask me a question when you knew my stance on it if you were just not going to talk to me ever again. It made me really fucking upset dude.
I still miss you, I still would like to have you as a friend. I don't think about it a lot because I took it as a clean break.
I'm proud you didn't do what you did the last time we talked. I wish we could be friends again, really, and I'm open to that. I don't know how you feel about it but the offers open. I still have your number blocked, but if it's you and actually not an anon from an online friend, I can unblock it. I hope you're doing okay. That betrayal of trust hurts, no matter which way you look at it. He's a shitty person for that. As well as all the other stuff.
I dont mean to make it awkward, but genuinely if you do want to try talking again I'll unblock you till tomorrow night. Let me know if you want to vent.
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shytastemakerthing · 1 year
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hello ♪ヽ(´▽`)/ I saw that your request are ope, so I was wondering if I can request a romantic twsited wonderland match up? (but only with the third years please owo) Only if you can and want of couse ♡ (sorry for my english btw)
about me: 1,58 cm, brown eyes, brown hair, she/her, 18 years. ^w^
mbti: infj
zodiac sign: capricorn.
personality: caring always for others before me, I really don't talk that much bc I really dont know what to say, workaholic, I really like taking care of  kids but they also scare me a little bit (bc they pull my hair and cry too much sometimes TT) I tend to be pretty pessimistic about myself but I really like to encourage others bc I don'twant them to feel like me, I also get jealous when people dont treat me equally, another bad thing about me is that I'm resentful ): and I really like when other people talk me or show me their interests.
likes:
singing, drawing, writing, gamimg (specially otome♡), dancing, sleeping,  music, languages, martial arts, and makeup even if I'm still learning how to use it properly.
dislikes:
mean people, disrespect, when other laughs about my interests or interests of other people, people that are not loyal, lies, crowded places, stairs, loud noises.
A/N: Thank you very much for your request, I hope that you like this! Im sorry this sat for so long! It is a very time of year between all the baking and delivering!
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I match you with......
Cater Diamond
• Okay, I had a lot of ideas and I will try to tuch bases on as much of them as I can. But, you both share a similar personality. While he put on the act of the happy-go-lucky third year student, we all know how he really is. You especially see this.
• The first thing he ever feels from you is validation. Despite the persona that he puts up, you see right through him. But only confront him about that in private. Show to him that you are there for him, that he's not alone. Cater is a very loyal friend, and you see this. You both have each other's back no matter what.
• You love dancing and there are plenty of dance challenges that are going around! With your consent, he would live to record the both of you doing various dance challenges and upload them to his Magicam. If granted this permission, you are both now trending as the #couplesgoals! all over Magicam.
• Speaking of Magicam, he would love to upload some of your amazing art! Whether to his account (with your credit of course!), or hooking up a secondary account just for your art! Congrats, you're going to be famous!
• He is all for helping you with makeup looks! He follows quite a few related pages so he would be happy to help you out! He may not be as good as Vil but practice makes perfect! If you need help, you both go the Pomefiore housewarden for assistance and if he has the time, he js more than happy to help the both of you out!
• He knows that you're a workaholic. And you're going to take a break! He will pick you up and sling you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and carry you off to his room. From there, it's a pull pamper session. He is bringing out face masks, massages, various skin care, and you both just chill while listening to your favorite playlist!
• Speaking of music and singing, come over to the Light Music Club! You will honestly have so much fun and Lilia has plenty of game recommendations as well just for you!
• Please don't bring up his family. Honestly, he would rather not talk about them, especially his sisters. It's just complicated right now and he really doesn't want to try and deal with it at the moment. Not when he had you by his side.
• Overall, you both validate each other, help lift each other up when if you won't do it to yourselves. With you, he feels like he's on top of the world and there is no place that he would rather be than at your side.
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ladychlo · 2 years
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how do you walk the line of separating art from artist? bc harry has helped me with a lot but whenever I'm reminded of his, to put it lightly, less than desirable political views, i just feel a Lot of confusion and apprehension. I'm never one to look to celebrities for political stances and opinions. but a lot of people would question how I'm able to let shit slide, ask how this shit isn't a dealbreaker. and i honestly do not know how to answer. please, what are your thoughts?
Hi love!
I think the question of separating the art from the artist is as complicated as apprehensive it can be but also somehow its a question of two clear sides you either separate or dont. I personally think that you can't separate the art from the artist, and here I'm talking in general not about a specific artist, but the idea of separating the artist from their own craft doesn't hold them accountable for any sort of action bc their social existence and their reality as we perceive it is actually the art or the craft they produce. The idea of venerating an art while knowing the artist is actually just a piece of shit (tw: picasso) perpetuate the idea that as long as you are an artist or a "creative genius" you can get away with anything. Art is not neutral nor is it apolitical ( unaffiliated with any sort of socio historical and geo political context) there is an extension of the artist in their art no matter how prone they are to come off as "not political".... Like even not having a political stance or deciding to be "not political" is in itself a political statement 😂
This like my main perspective but also there is a part where when you consume the art you can subvert the meaning and own the craft of the artist. I think, if we talk about current example, I think that the loyal consumer of an artist's craft shouldn't refrain from holding their fave accountable or questioning me specially when you arpe consuming their art
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felicitywrites · 2 years
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i know jimins wife in fragments is lovely…but does she know how jimin truely feels about oc? i cant help but think that no matter how nice and understanding i was, if i found out my SO was ready to call off our wedding because he still loves his ex who he has a child with and therefore sees all the time….i couldnt go through with the relationship. 🤷‍♀️
obviously jimin loves her since they were happy and had kids too, and obviously him and yn were too different to ever reconcile (eg. he wanted to settle with a family and she didnt believe in marriage cos of her parents) but since everyone around them knew yn was his “great love” i cant imagine that was easy to deal with. irl lots of people dont marry their great love but usually that person isnt in their life anymore which means they can learn to move on…whereas jimin and yn literally raise a child together. 💀
hello. i took some time off but here i am haha anyways, i can see where you're coming from :) it's a valid point! even i would find it difficult to move past a previous relationship esp with someone that i truly loved despite everything that happened between us, and to imagine raising a literal child together.. oh that would be the end of me lol but in jimin and oc's case, well... there are factors we can consider to be able to understand how they made it work (including lucia the wife as well)
prior to jimin meeting lucia, he and yn hadn't been actually living or close together while jiho was growing up. yn was with her mom, and the mom was the one in full communication with jimin since they'd been in contact even before yn found out everything. technically they raised him, but apart, they stayed friends and yes they still had feelings there but jiho became their topmost priority.
jimin met lucia at a time when fifteen years had passed by, which meant that even if he did think about asking yn out again, a huge part of him knew that could potentially damage the bond they've developed as co-parents, and all he cared about was yn's mental and emotional state. she was vulnerable and was healing for a long time. and lucia, i wanted to write a drabble that's in her pov but decided not to, but i'd be honest, ofc there was a little bit of jealousy and A LOT OF curiosity, but jimin was honest with her since the beginning. he told her practically everything when they began dating, that's because he wanted to know if she'd push through if he told her, which she did apparently.
lucia's ability to feel completely aware and still be alright with yn being her husband's great love was something yn had unintentionally influenced her to. when they met, lucia figured out right then and there why jimin was in love with her, and why he cared for her, she didn't feel inferior - thanks to yn's emotional intelligence lol she did everything she could to stay in her place, as jiho's mother and that's it. it's not easy to do for anyone really, but it's a matter of choice, not by feeling but by what is right. after all, jimin became the man he had dreamed of, a husband and a father, a good one at that.
one example i can give in terms of this great love scenario is my own parents :D my late mom's my dad's great love, and i learned about that years after her death, when i started noticing how my dad couldn't stay committed in his relationships without having to remember how my mom was like when she was alive and around him. i've had stepmoms over a decade and until now, he'd talk to us and tell us how he often wished she was still there to cook his favorite dish, how the sound of her laughter filled him inside. while he stayed loyal and in love with my stepmom now, who's the longest one to be in my dad's arms lol, i can still see the way his eyes would sparkle when we're remembering my mom during conversations.
in conclusion, marrying or being in a relationship with someone who still have lingering feelings for another person, is a choice. it's not for everyone and that's okay! it's just that people love in different ways, and even loving is a choice in itself. staying in love is, i mean. lucia chose that for herself, and she didn't have anything to be regretful of.
hope everything makes sense! :)
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nian-7 · 1 month
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Hii!
So I'm super new to all of this I have no clue how this works but I've read your match-ups and they are the absolute cutest things ever!!!
So I wanted to ask if I can just request one here...? Idk what to do TvT if yes you can read the thing I've written else please help-
-So looking for a partner, noone under 20y/o, everything above 20 is fine for me!! Oh and for pronouns pls use they/them for me!!! MBTI is ExFJ/ExFP (? Idk smth along that) 2w3 if u need that!! U dont have to put that into consideration tho
-So I'm very extroverted, have confidence in myself and generally pretty energetic and very good in social settings/entertaining - still I give off comfort-energy and I'm not a fan of chaos, I love it when things are planned out (I'm really bad at planning tho sadly---)! I also love helping others and will go out of my way to do anything for them!
-I also work really really hard for my dreams and will never stop even if the whole world doesn't believe in me!! (*σ>∀<)σ
-I just have a flame that never seems to burn out - but because I always give 110% I often overwork myself (I was in the hospital once because of that but that's another story ;-;)
-I've been described as the therapist friend pretty often and a sunshine that brightens others days (I don't want to sound arrogant!!) + I'm 0% judgemental torwards anyone and always believe in the good in people! There is beauty in everything after all (o≧▽゜)o
-Oh and sadly I'm sickly :(( I'm sick very often!! And airheaded and have problems in school/uni but hey at least I never give up TvT
-Well now after all - there is another side to me that is contrary to what you read before: As soon as something I wanted to accomplish fails I'm very frustrated. I put in everything I have and if it doesn't work I feel like an utter failure - I fall into a spiral of hating myself and I often feel like a burden to others because if I give everything I got and then FAIL I'm like damn I'm pretty bad/dumb/useless u know what I mean?
-I never show those bad feelings to anyone or talk about them cause I have trust issues from gettin bullied (for my emotional responses and colorful and cute style from my former "friend" group) for a longer time, I only talk about it when I'm 100% sure that person wont turn on me (there are 2 people in my live rn that I trust with that stuff)
-I'm also easy to tease or prank cause I'm naiive
(I hope this isn't getting too long or sad djtsutdzfdz)
-As a partner I like them calmer than me (doesn't have to be icy-cold, could be a calm sunshine too idc!) and not as energetic as me because I need somewhere I can come home to and chill down, someone who could help me a bit with planning and would encourage me to take breaks from time to time! I also seem to attract people who need help themselves for example anxious people or people with trust issues. I also don't panic easily and love encouraging others to be theirselves or to get more confident in general or listen to their sad stories and be there for them to comfort them (I'm good at that I have 3 little siblings and 4 little cousins o(^o^)o)
Thank you for reading that!! It's so much but I hope it could maybe help you :>
And thank you for doing things like matchups and requests I love reading those!! And DON'T stress yourself <3
You are a great person never forget that o(>∀<*)o
thank you, anon!! you sound very fun to be around! hope you enjoy your matchup!!
I match you with...
Yohei Kanbayashi!
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-The biggest thing that made me pick Yohei was the way you described an ideal partner. He is a bit on the colder side but he is a more calm person than you! But just because he can be a little cold doesn't mean he has a big soft spot for you.
-Although he's not someone who needs comfort often or a lot of encouragement, he'll be very helpful to you. Helping with plans and making you take breaks are the big factors that made me pick him.
-He's someone who's fiercely loyal to you and will always be there for you no matter what. No matter if you're sickly, airheaded, or not ready to open up, he'll wait as long as you need. TLDR: he's always going to be there for you no matter what happens and his soft spot is very obvious to people like Saimon...
-Even as an introvert at heart, he doesn't mind your extrovertedness. He'll be there as your chill pill at the end of the day when you're tired and likes your sunshine-y demeanor.
-Failure is a part of life and he'll be there to catch you when you spiral from it. He seems to know the right words to say to you when you get upset and won't stop until you understand even when it comes off a bit aggressively if you don't listen.
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hello, could u possibly do a matchup for mha/bnha, aot and/or kny? if not its ok.
im a chinese (with quite a tan) and i have a brown almost black overgown mullet. im rlly short, about 5'2 and a transmasculine guy (he/him). i have chocolate colored eyes. I have an awkard body shape (skinny arms and legs with a chubbier torso and neck). I have smaller hands and faded scars on my upper thighs and my wrists. but i have scars on my upper arms due to picking at ache. i am near-sighted and have glasses i dont rlly wear.(even tho i should...)i also have scarred knees and lower legs (due to picking at bug bites cause i live in the country/rural area).
im biromantic, homosexual (but have a romantic lean towards guys) and im on the aroace spec.
my mbti type is infp ;; im a ambivert and can be really outgoing and loud at sometimes but be reserved and closed off at other times. At first im pretty awkward and shy but i become attavhed easily and in turn makes me way more comfortableand out going around them. I love analyzing ever detail, especially if im interested in the topic. Im rather physically clingy but if its too much i will stop.
I love animals, especially bugs, archnids, amphibians and reptiles. i plan to go into marine biology/herpetogly/zoology in the future. i love to write and draw (even though im going thruogh a major burnout) and i like to read too. i love to explore/hike even though i cant stand the heat. i own a bunch stuffed animals and sleep with them at night. i also love analog horror, but not really horror movies, its odd but i dunno. i like games with a deep story based asset such as OMORI, FNAF, Amphibia, etc etc.
My love language is physical touch and quality time. Im very understanding a loyal, maybe partly cause im a people pleaser but, i tend to worry about others, especially close friends and partners before my own needs. Im very clingy as a partner, either texting you alot or just hanging with you a bunch. I do give people space when they ask though and i respect any boundaries my partner has. it might seem like im love bombing at first but thats just kinda how i always am. what i look for in a partner is someone who is loyal and just a good person thatd id like to hang out with.
uhhh idk if i forgot anything-
Hi Anon! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while! I hope you like your matchups!
In My Hero Academia, I match you with...
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Your ambivert nature really helps Koda come out of his shell. He’s so timid that no matter how introverted you’re feeling in the moment, you’ll still seem extroverted next to him.
You inspire him to be more outgoing. He still won’t be going up to strangers and starting small talk, but you can hear him when he talks now.
Will run his fingers over your scars. Whether you feel bad about them or not, it’s his way of saying that he loves all parts of you.
Please share your enthusiasm for marine biology and zoology with him! He love animals so much and he would talk for hours about them with you.
Also please let him cuddle your stuffed animals. He finds them comforting.
Even though it doesn’t happen often, when he’s out by himself and he sees a stuffed animal he thinks you would like, he’ll buy it for you as a present.
In Attack on Titan, I match you with...
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Jean is probably one of the most loyal people you’re likely to meet. He may seem aloof at first but when he cares about someone, he cares deeply.
Loves how clingy you are! I see Jean as a very physically affectionate person so having someone who reciprocates that affection means a lot to him.
He also loves spending quality time with you. Whether that takes the form of listening to you talk about your interests or just laying together with your stuffed animals, he’s happy.
Speaking about your interests, Jean is absolutely going to research everything he can about animals and biology so he can understand what you’re talking about.
Like Koda, whenever he’s out and sees a stuffed animal he thinks you’d like, he’ll buy it for you. He will smuggle it into your room though. He can’t even begin to imagine the amount of teasing he would go through if someone like Eren saw him with a stuffed animal…
In Demon Slayer, I match you with...
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Tanjiro is another super loyal person. There’s no way he will ever betray your trust. If something happened that meant he lost even the smallest amount of your trust, he would work ten times harder to win it back.
Hiking dates! He loves being out and about with you and he finds nature relaxing.
Tanjiro is also a people pleaser so he’ll help you help others as much as he can. He also checks in frequently to make sure you’re doing okay.
He knows helping others can sometimes be hard on your own physical or mental health. You (and Nezuko) are his top priorities so he’ll do everything within his power to make sure you’re doing okay.
Would be honoured if you let him hug or sleep with your stuffed animals. In a way, he sees them as your children so if you let him hug them, he will treat them with the utmost respect.
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thebatmandiaries4 · 1 year
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EZRI BIRTHDAY GIRL
This is my second BD with you. So glad to share this travel life with you , no doubt you re my mate made it just perfect for me. I like a lot when you re around because my hearts likes you so much. I was thinking about your BD gift till the pass year and I hope you enjoy it as me. Never could be bigger that you always did for me and my family, Ive stay that clear but let me try. Knowing you was special since we started to talk and you re the sweetest girl ever, so kind, smart, funny and specially loyal with me. Thanks for make me part of your pack and dont listen what people say about - everything - . This special days with you feels like heaven and I loved being lost in paradise with you, still dont feel like I deserve such love so I dont know what I did well in my passed life to found you in this one , but keep please taking care of me as you always do. You always have a part of my heart dont matter what . I know in the last days we discuss a lot but I want today let it go and forget and I know youre so gentle that I trust you when you told me we werent be able to hurt me with your actions. You teach me to view the world with new born eyes and find that the stars still shine , the sun still rises and my heart still beats. Im so happy we re a family right now , If I saw behind our story just started one year ago , to be honest I would like you to meet you before and want to be you the one who keep me out of that shitty LF you know I had because mean people. Remember that 27th night in Panama when you start K all the marks and wounds even the scars behind the inks ? That night I knew I was so deeply in love with you that I would never let you away from me. No one did it like you , so my heart is full of love again because you. Ive a list of beautiful moments we share , since your first smile at me, the first letter you wrote me , our fist day waking up together or even the first cute kiss between us. Your hands fits perfects on mine , and hope I like you the way you like me , everyday a little bit more. Ezri, Sof , S, Boubounou, I dont care little prince charming just be only my love. You got the key to always chance my mood into happiness. If I would know life with you will be so incredible amazin and funny I will do anything to start again, seriously in our first meeting at BLV i was nervous beacuse maybe I was not you kind and me was entire with hype . And when you reply back that messenge hours later I was so happy Ive to tell Salma and Nick that everything was perfect. You look exactly that I ever wanted in a person. If I ve to write a love story on a silverscreen you will be the role I should pick up. Many autorhs will be so jelous on that. Love the way you re always in ever detail that I dont know how you find time to think about all . Every day with you is a different kind of adventure and i want this story never end. Cant believe the tender and perfect you are that there is no a part of you that dislike me at all. Is NSFW time (?) Because Ive the sound of your voice tellin me Im your woman on ma head everytime , and I dont need anything else ♡ and yes I am even before you knew it Im yours. I know you re the one becuase you choose me when I was pure chaos. Understand girl that you re my favourite thing and of course I believe always the right person will find you at the end as you did with me. Do you not see how strong you are and you were ? I love the way you continue to rise and Im proud of that everything you have done , in your life and now on mine. Your arms are my safe place to be , we always joke about everything but You know when Im going serious. Enjoy this day, I only wanna see you happy with your fam and your friends , they love you so much because you are a beautiful person. Day is not over yet and Ive more surprises for you . I love you since you stare at me . I will be always your princess . Love you a lot , hardly and deeply. Ya´aburnee , as you always said to me. Dont forget you re my home . ♥
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spacedlexi · 3 years
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What are your thoughts on Clem getting a new girlfriend in the graphic novel?
dont talk to me about the comic it doesnt exist
but to honestly answer your question: it pisses me off. for a few reasons:
violet is SUCH a perfectly written match for clem that i cant see either of them with anyone else. i didnt think the writers would Ever be able to write a good love interest for clem esp after s3 but im not kidding when i say violet and her are a perfectly written match. violet is very similar to s3 clem with her trust and abandonment issues, the angry loner who cares but pretends not to to protect themselves from the grief of loss/pain of being left behind, and so they put up walls and push people away. theyre both natural leaders who never wanted that position. loyal. fiercely protective. where javi helped clem learn to trust people again in s3, clem helps violet learn to trust people again in s4. clementine can see herself in violet (the "i know where youre coming from" line), and they help each other. which leads into my second problem with the new comic romance
violet has SEVERE trust and abandonment issues (even more than the other kids who all by default pretty much have trust and abandonment issues), which is obvious even without letting her get taken by the raiders (and is only made that much worse if you do). i cant imagine what it will do to her emotionally to wake up and realize clem is GONE without even SAYING GOODBYE. thats gonna hurt her so bad regardless if you romanced her or not. like clem is their leader now and shes just...leaving?? without telling anyone?? EVEN AJ???? HER ADOPTIVE CHILD??? fuck this stupid ass comic it is SO OUT OF CHARACTER for clem for like a million reasons. like skybound/tillie are saying theyre excited to focus on clems sexuality (which :/) but like to do it theyre really damaging representation that was already THERE and GOOD.
like way to just rip away really nice wlw representation just so you dont have to worry about determinant choices. (violentine is my favorite wlw rep in media theyre just......so nice. so cute but like so natural?? they are so in love and the writing just feels like it really came from the heart like the writers really cared abt their relationship even if it WAS a little rushed but like s4 was rushed in general) every scene they have together just makes me 😳😭😭🥺💕💕💕 no matter how many times i see it
another reason it pisses me off is that like everything else about this comic feels like a cheap rip off of s4!!! like theyre just sweeping s4 under the rug (which imo is the best season) just to rehash it again but BADLY. apparently theres gonna be "evil twins" now theyre REALLY going all in on the s4 rip off
ALSO i just love violet!!! shes a GREAT character. shes funny and mean but meaner than she intends to be. thinks shes not great with people but is a great leader. cares so much even though she pretends not to because shes afraid of being hurt. so she puts up walls to keep people away and it ties into her coming off harsher than she means to, but also longs for connection. also shes better with people than she gives herself credit for esp her interactions with aj so cute. LESBIAN!! got a bit of a gnc thing goin on i love it. her little rainbow pin and untied boots with different colored laces. her voice gideon i love your voice So Much 😳💕
s4 was the perfect end for clementine, and the writers of the last season INTENDED for that to be her ENDING. thats where she spends the rest of her days, surrounded by her found family who love her, safe at the school. shes DONE RUNNING she literally hung up her hat like shes DONE. she NEVER wanted to be on the road shes always longed for a place to be safe with aj and she has it she would never leave.
so yeah this comic is not canon in my eyes and apparently for a lot of other people as well. im just trying to pretend it doesnt exist i wish people would tag it because i want to block it. im glad not many people are even gonna be aware of its existence i wish i was one of them. let me eternal sunshine this shit away please erase it from my mind.
they didnt even draw clems peg on the right side :///// theyre making her grow her hair out :/// fuck off
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fatiguing-thoughts · 3 years
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What's one common trope given to each of the wolf pack that you just dont vibe with?❤
Commonly Given Tropes That I Don’t Vibe With
ok but i went a little overboard with this and elaborated so much more than i needed to
Sam: Everyone hates him for being such a hardass and for what he did to Leah. And I get it, I do. But a supernatural change in your life at such a young age where nobody knows how to really help you is beyond difficult. He had to grow up like overnight, at 19 he became “pack dad” as he watched all these children around him go through what he did, but he didn’t want it for them either. And then to make matters worse, he imprinted on his girlfriend’s fuckin cousin. He loved Leah, and he still did after Emily. It was out of his control and it tore him up. It’s a shitty fuckin situation and I feel so so bad. 
Jared: Everyone thinks Jared is just such a smartass. I mean, he definitely was, it was well within his character. However, I think he has a lot more substance than that. He’s unwaveringly loyal. I think he values his relationships of all types more than anything. I just, I think this goes over a lot of peoples’ heads. He’s got a lot of love to give, I swear it. He may be a snarky boy, but he’d definitely do anything for the people he loves. I wish we got to see more of that, he is a character with a lot of substance. 
Paul: Don’t even get me started. Hothead. Hahahahaha, his only personality trait is that he has anger issues, so funny! Let’s be real here, he comes from a broken family at a young age. He doesn’t have a mother in his life and that is something that causes a lot of issues! Not to mention that being a teenager is hard in itself, your body is changing and things are weird. Now let’s take into consideration that these are no longer normal hormones, his body is basically changing overnight to let him transform into an enormous wolf that has to dedicate his life to killing vampires posing a threat to him, his friends, and family. Everyone on the reservation, even. Forks, too. He had to sacrifice his entire life to do this, and he wasn’t exactly even-tempered to start with, and it’s known this change totally ups your irritability, hell it even made Jacob angry. Let’s be real, his anger issues are something to be considered other than “oooh angry hot boi 😈” jeez 
Embry: Embry, bb boi Embry. I love his character so much. I think the whole thing about Embry is like haha Embry’s so funny and goofy but in reality the kid struggles a lot. He’s constantly fighting with his mom because he for whatever reason can’t tell her about the pack or anything. He’s grounded “until forever” and always feels like he’s disappointing his mom even though he’s really just doing his best but like in reality he’s always in trouble or “grounded indefinitely.” The transformation put a huge strain on their relationship. Now, on top of that, he knows now that one of his friends might be his half fuckin brother because he literally doesn’t even know who his father is because his mom won’t tell him. So he’s got not only daddy issues, now he’s getting some mommy issues. This kid has a lot going on and I’m sure he’s struggling more than he leads on. 
Jacob: Jacob. The sunshine. I will be talking about angel boy Jacob in New Moon. I hate that he’s only seen to be in love with Bella. I would rather see it as him being loyal, supportive, and selfless. He would’ve done anything to put a smile on her face, he was caring. Jacob would’ve done anything for his friends, it was so beautiful. He was described to be the sunshine, he was full of love. No matter how down he was, he was always there to be the shoulder to cry on, no matter how much he needed one. I love this Jacob, I just want to give him a hug and tell him that everything will be okay. 
Quil: Oh Quil, my boy Quil. I feel like everyone just thinks he’s kinda a dumbass for some reason. Like we don’t see much of him in the movies but I truly think Quil is actually super intelligent. I think he has more depth than he’s ever given credit for. Like when he told Bella that he was afraid to be next to be recruited to Sam’s “gang.” He knew he was next, he’s intuitive. I just wish more people saw Quil to be what he is, not just Jacob’s goofy friend. Well, he is Jake’s goofy friend but he’s a smart guy! I think he’s lowkey super intelligent. 
Leah: She’s known to be a bitter bitch. I can’t stand this and honestly I think she’s one of the most caring people in the series. I don’t care that she gave Bella the cold shoulder, in-fact I give her props. The love of her life left her for her cousin, now she has to share thoughts with him and the guys who give her shit for her feelings. I don’t blame her for being so displeased all the time. Like she keeps getting the shit end of the stick the entire series, it sucks. She tries to protect Jacob, but he hates her for it even though she’s right. She then has to protect Seth, because she loves him more than anything. Her father died and she had to deal with not only that but then her mother dating Bella’s fuckin father, Charlie, making Bella her damn step sister. Shit’s whack and I’m so sick of hearing people say that Leah was a bitch. 
Seth: Baby boy Seth, everyone’s favorite little ball of sunshine. I have an issue with the fact that Seth will always be portrayed to be perfectly bubbly, happy, and sweet. Sometimes, I just want to see him react to something. I feel so bad about his father passing, We only see him react minimally when it comes to Bella and the demon baby. I just would like to see an angry or frustrated side of Seth, a side that doesn’t forgive everyone for everything so quickly. I know deep down he probably struggles listening to everyone rag on his sister in the mind link. It’s probably conflicting to take orders from the man who broke your sister’s heart. I love that Seth is the nice, innocent boy but I know this kid faces inner turmoil. I just wish we got to see more of it.  
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luvsicksubs · 3 years
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so uh... could I ask for that list of characters their fandoms like to think are doms that you think are actually subs? and why? if you’re not too busy ofc, I’m just really interested lol
this is gonna be controversial so if ur a switch look away from this post - these r just my opinions btw!! pls write characters however u please it dont matter that much n i respect ur feelings. pls respect mine!
hq, bnha, aot, and naruto men who seem like doms but i think are subs.. sorry this is so long!
my number one is hq - we will start from there, this list is meant for characters i think highly prefer/completely are submissive. not people who i think switch! 
TSUKISHIMA: i know what you’re thinking. i do - but tsukishima is someone who genuinely pegs me as submissive. probably not meaning to discover it and probably not realizing it until he’s knee deep in a committed relationship with someone who keeps him on his toes. the mutual respect in knowing he’s with someone who can dish it out is a kick in the throat for him. 
KAGEYAMA: how do i say this... i think kageyama enjoys being lightly submissive because he likes being told what to do and how to please you. it makes the practice of sex easier and enjoyable - plus it helps him decompress 
USHIJIMA: genuinely whole-heartedly believe that if this man gave half a fuck about bdsm he would be a submissive man. it’s humbling and ushijima loves worshipping his s/o - submission does that for him to the nth degree. he’s not really kinky but he knows himself and his relationship to his lover. his unavailability is a huge part of his insecurities as a lover  - and giving his time and energy to the demands of that person are extremely gratifying. lives to serve. 
onto the next! bnha 
BAKUGO: this one im actually so convinced on i sometimes laugh when i write him as a dom. i find it incredibly hard to picture. this volatile, emotional, and constantly argumentative man absolutely screams submissive to me. like a punch in the gut, honest to god. of all the men in this list - this is one where i don’t think i could ever really take him seriously as a dom or switch. that’s a submissive man to me, nothing can change my mind sorry! 
TODOROKI: another one where i giggle a little bit trying to write him as a dom. not even just cause he’s a sweetheart but because i doubt he’d feel entirely comfortable inflicting violence on his partner - plus mommy issues are simply staring at them in the face like. inexperienced too? 
HAWKS: i feel like this one is 50/50 in the sub thing but like...... i see a lot of people write him as this teasing and playful dom but i think sex needs to relaxing for him in the sense that his job is extremely tough. i also just feel like it makes sense. like idek. just the vibes.. 
lastly aot + naruto.. 
for aot - 
LEVI: a submissive, incredibly loyal and with a deep love for pain and masochism. the captain leavi is tired of taking orders and demands the deep-seated pleasure of servitdue. nothing change this opinion for me. submission is a long-haul game and levi loves being second place. he gets exhausted of everyone walking on egg-shells around him and meeting someone who takes him down a peg makes him feel human + he enjoys it. and masochism is a reclamation of his pain but that’s neither here nor there ! he’s a sub to me, sorry gang 
ARMIN: seems obvious but it’s not because of why you think ! nothing to do with the fact that he’s a bit of a scaredy cat and everything to do with the level of devotion he feels to you, truly. something about aot men and proving their dedication to your love, though armin is much more of a praise kind of guy. 
lastly naruto! 
KAKASHI: nothing can my mind, not a fucking thing. so sorry everyone this man is a masochistic mf and that’s just how it be. real talk, i think the idea of dominating in bed doesn’t appeal to kakashi given the fact that he’s experienced and seen a lot and inflicting on his partner probably brings back a lot of dark memories. being lead is a nice change of pace. 
SASUKE: yall not gone like this one.... i know u not gonna.. but this is simply how i see him. i think sasuke needs to be intimate with someone who can easily navigate his insecurities and submission is the most straight-forward route to that. also same reasons for kakashi tbh, the trauma at work. 
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obeiii-mee · 4 years
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Hi there! Im back, tysm for doing my HC ;;/ it was super cute, i really liked Mammons and Satans!! If you dont mind if i ask for another? Hdjsks Recently, i slipped while walking home with some pals and scrapped my knee. It wasnt too bad, but it sure looked bad lmao If you can could you do HCs for the boys reacting to MC slipping and scrapping there knee while walking w them? Im sure Mammon would have a heart attack hfjd Tysm!! Keep up the good work♡
Thank you so much! I hope your knee gets better and that it wasn’t too painful! The brothers would all be panicking in their own way but I agree, Mammon would faint or something lmao.
Hope this was OK.
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The Brothers with an MC who fell and scraped their knee:
Lucifer:
-It was a miracle you managed to convince him to come out on a walk with you at all
-The man doesn’t know when to take a break from his work
-He’s more likely to accept if it’s you asking tho, he has an obvious soft spot for you
-The others call him a suck up behind his back because of it
-You were so happy that you managed to pry Lucifer away from his desk, you were basically skipping alongside him
-Long story short, you tripped over your own two feet and fell
-Luckily, your knees and palms were the only things that got a bit scruffy
-Well, actually your right knee looked as if someone tried removing your entire knee cap with a scalpel, skin and all but adrenaline was kicking in and you couldn’t feel much
-You’ve never seen Lucifer freeze the way he did then
-His mind just drew a blank
-You were about to shrug it off and call it a day, get up and continue your walk but daddy Lucifer can’t have that
-He has six younger brothers (and a younger sister at some point) he is pretty experienced when it comes to treating injuries
-You aren’t walking for the rest of the day, let me make this clear
-He will carry you back to the House of Lamentation no matter how much you protest
-In case it wasn’t obvious already, Lucifer gives off massive dad vibes and now he’s bandaging your leg while you’re laying down on his bed
-While the rest of the brothers watch the two of you from behind the door frame because they are all equally worried
-Get ready for the three hour lecture coming your way
-He’s pissed and amused at the same time tbh
-Silly human, falling over like that and hurting themselves
-Lord Diavolo forbid you try to get out of that bed, he will drag you back and make sure you stay there until your knee is better (kinky)
Mammon:
-He was on his merry way to the casino to blow off all of Lucifer’s money and you tagged along solely for the purpose of making sure he didn’t spend all of Lucifer’s money
-You’d both be done for if he did
-But I guess fate really had it out for you on that day since your foot slipped on....something and you tripped
-Both of your knees looked bloody and damaged as hell but you were more irritated than anything
-Mammon on the other hand did a fucking double take and almost passed out
-He screeched his lungs out
-One look at your injured knees and he was ready to drag you all the way to the human realm on foot to find you a doctor
-“MC ARE YOU OK WHY THE FUCK IS THERE SO MUCH BLOO-HOLY SHIT STAY STILL DON’T MOVE! THE GREAT MAMMON WILL FIX THIS...SOMEHOW.”
-It was very dramatic, he cried
-You stood up to prove that you were alright because you thought he was going to have a seizure soon enough
-OK, that helped him calm down a little
-At least now he knew your legs weren’t about to get torn off and you weren’t on the verge of death
-Fuck the casino, you were going home
-Like Lucifer, don’t expect you will walk home by yourself
-He will carry you, a bit embarrassed by his initial freak out but still eyeing your wound, concerned
-As soon as you get home and the other brothers help you out because he’s shit at bandaging, he just sits in his own pool of misery and guilt
-Your poor knees wouldn’t be so jacked up if you hadn’t come along with him today
-He was so determined to make it up to you, he stayed by your bedside like a loyal puppy with a wagging tail (flashback to the animal event)
-Overall, he almost went into cardiac arrest and was too panicked to realise you were fine
-You thought he was smothering and overprotective before? Good luck for the rest of the week
Levi:
-“See, this is why I don’t like going out. There’s always some normie laying on the groun- OH MY LORD DIAVOLO, MC IS THAT YOU?? ARE YOU OK?”
-HIS HENRY ALMOST DIED ON THE NEWLY POLISHED FLOOR OF AN ANIME CONVENTION, HE HAS VERY MIXED EMOTIONS
-You fell knees first and hurt them quiet badly but you could stand, even if the pain made you twitch a little
-This confused Levi because you looked fine even though your knees certainly didn’t
-You told him you felt alright and it wasn’t that big of a deal and he absolutely rolled with it
-But you guys still went home after that
-He said it was because you bled all over your cosplay but that’s just him being a tsundere
-Levi is usually very shy when it comes to physical contact but he firmly insisted that he help you walk home
-I mean, he knows you said you were feeling OK and maybe humans just have a lot of tolerance for injuries like that
-But he still felt it was necessary that he took you home and checked out your injuries
-He kept the mood light while disinfecting you’re wound with some help from Satan by talking about how the convention went
-High low-key relieved seeing you walk around like normal two minutes after that
-He started bitching to you about how you made him miss his the event but he didn’t mean any of it
-“Stupid normie, making me miss my favourite Ruri-chan event. You’re lucky I love you and think you’re cute....did I just say that out loud??”
Satan:
-Oh dear, why would you go out for a walk in the middle of a rainstorm? What were you thinking?
-Actually, it was Satan’s idea
-He may be a demon and the prince of Wrath no less, but he is such a sappy, cheesy bastard at times
-He definitely thinks that walking and kissing in the rain is very romantic (bet he read something like that in an erotica)
-You know what’s not romantic blondie? Slipping on a very small puddle and potentially fracturing your leg
-It was just a scraped knee but you were frustrated enough to be extra
-He’s helping you up before you even have the chance to realise you fell in the first place
-Your knee was looking pretty bad so you guys went home just to avoid any further casualties
-He’s actually chuckling all the way back while you playfully glare at him because how dare he laugh at your misery?
-Date night was ruined but at least he got to take care of you
-He knew your knee must have hurt and he felt bad but he couldn’t help but giggle a bit to himself because your fall was so comical
-Ah but he does enjoy fussing over you for the rest of the night a bit too much
Asmo:
-You thought Mammon was melodramatic?
-Take a look at this fucking guy
-He actually screeches even louder than his brother and probably falls to his knees too (but not really because those pants were expensive)
-His screams definitely got the attention of at least 10 random passerbyers
-He’s actually on the verge of crying
-I mean, can you blame him?? Look at your beautiful knees!! They were ruined
-He felt so bad for you, he actually babied the hell out of you that day
-“Asmo, it’s fine. It’s just a scrap.”
-“A SCRAP, MC IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR KNEE IS ABOUT TO FALL OFF YOUR POOR SKIN-“
-It was just a scrap but Asmo’s secret talent is being extra as fuck
-He totally spilled all the tea to the rest of the brothers when he got home
-And then he ushered you into his room
-Funnily enough, he’s pretty good with injuries. Not as much as Satan and Lucifer but still
-He pampered you for the next few hours but that image of your skin being all grazed like that will forever haunt him
-How can you not be so bothered by it?? He’d die if he was in your place
-I love Asmo just because of how dramatic he is
Beel:
-Your shoelaces were undone and of course that meant a fun little trip to the floor of Hell’s Kitchen
-Beel didn’t notice you fell at first, he was concentrating on his food and assumed you were next to him
-But then he realised that you weren’t and for a moment he thought you disappeared or something
-Before he turned to find you laying on the floor, curled up because life was pain and you were suffering
-“Are you OK? Or are you just tired? Belphie does that a lot when he’s tired.” Or depressed one might say
-But for real, he’s good at identifying serious wounds and less serious wounds since he’s an athlete
-He can tell your knees were bleeding way more than they should have from just a simple scrap
-He slinged you over his shoulder and carried you, calmly, back home, with a burger still in his hand
-He’s actually really collective and talked to you while cleaning up your injury to take your mind off the pain
-He knows humans are a little more fragile than demons so even though he knows it’s not a big deal, he can’t help but worry
-It’s kinda hard falling around him tho because chances are, he will actually catch you even if he happens to hold something
-He’s sad if you’re sad so please don’t cry he will bandage your scraped knee do you want the last bit of his burger to make you feel better?
-Comfort hugs afterwards!
-Which is awesome because Beel gives out best hugs :)
Belphie:
-Ah yes, another beautiful day at RAD
-Walking alongside with your grumpy and sleepy boyfriend when a random demon bumps into you
-Wel not bumps, more like shoves you so hard you fall down and tear the fabric of your pants
-While the dude shrugs it off and speeds away
-You were a bit pissed off because rude
-But Belphie was fucking fuming
-He felt so offended on your part
-I mean, the nerve of him
-He was tired as shit but he wanted to chase after him and throw hands, possibly fill his pillow with rocks and hit him over the head with it
-He forced himself to focus on you first before hunting the moron down
-He was a bit concerned when he didn’t see you come back up after you fell
-Turns out, you scraped your knee pretty horribly and now you were bleeding all over the floor
-He’s even more quiet than usual as he helps you up and half carries you to your next class
-He starts taking care of your knee in the middle of DevilDom history he doesn’t give a flying fuck
-He’s still furious by the time he gets home and most of his brothers know to leave him be when he makes that scary ass face
-No talk to him
-He angy
-“Does your knee still hurt?”
-“A bit but it’s not-“
-“Come nap with me.”
-“Why?”
-“Naps shall cure your pain.”
-“...”
-“Nah but for real come take a nap with me.”
-Next day at school, the dude from yesterday walks by him and Belphie smashes his head against the wall
-Before walking away as if nothing happened
-I stan protective Belphie
These HCs are really bad but I love them anyway
Al~
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