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imsosocold · 1 year

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pricklymuffinzzzzz · 2 months

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Jokes I don’t think are funny,

Jokes about when mixed ppl don’t look mixed

Jokes about how “borderline” or manic someone is acting

Jokes about “the voices”

When someone jokes about how they haven’t eaten all day, like okay??

When someone jokes about another persons mental illness when they haven’t gotten permission.

When someone jokes about wanting to go to a mental hospital, saying “I need the vacation” “silly people vacation” etc, treating it like it’s not severely traumatic. Stop joking about that shit.

Oh and stop fucking joking about having ptsd, it’s not fucking funny, shut the fuck up

I can’t stop anyone from making these jokes but can y’all shut the fuck up sometimes? Like unless you’ve experienced it, when you have the trauma it’s funny. But when you just say that shit for fun it’s so fucking annoying.

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idiot-mushroom · 2 months

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keep hearing ppl on here saying shit (or talking abt what ppl said/say) like ‘csa is such a uncomfy topic!!’ or ‘ i don’t really feel comfortable with that stuff…’ or ‘kids shouldn’t know this adult stuff!’

guys, i’m a minor, a chunk of my ttnm iteration is literally about my experiences with sexual harassment, be it I don’t rlly show it via art, i do talk abt it, dude i made a whole fic abt it!! I even made a sequel to the fic!!

and yeah if it does make u uncomfy, i always tag trigger warnings, so you can block those tags or just ignore the post, but don’t say i have to stop talking abt something that is so common and ignored and misinterpreted in the present day. sure my experiences can’t sum up everyone’s experiences but that’s the thing! they’re my experiences!

thank fuck that ppl don’t say shit like ‘you should take this down’ on my vent posts abt this shit bc i would honestly block them and then have to think abt how fucked up it is that as soon as I actually try to really dive deep in myself and be vulnerable and show the world my experience and emotions and thought and my memories and raw feelings i would get shut down because it made them ‘uncomfy’.

#sorry that was a lot #except i’m not sorry #shroom talks #vent post #vent tw #tw vent #tw vent post #vent post tw #<— i guess #mini rant #rant post #tw rant #personal rant #idk might delete later

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zennotixs · 20 days

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Please don’t be mad at me. Reply to me. I’m begging you I can’t handle your silence.

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everlastinghistory · 3 months

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I’m honestly terrified that the life I want may genuinely be impossible.

Ever since I was a kid I’ve dreamed about living in a small town or on a farm, marrying the love of my life, being a housewife, having a chicken coup, raising kids who would genuinely have a happy childhood unlike what my parents did…

But it feels impossible, and maybe it is.

Small towns don’t really exist anymore and the few that do have major cities approaching them. Cities are getting built closer and closer to these small towns. They won’t last much longer. There’s places making laws that make it virtually impossible to have a homestead too. Nobody’s dating for love anymore. Nobody believes in marriage anymore. Nobody thinks being a housewife is an acceptable dream anymore. Nobody thinks having kids is a good idea anymore. It’s all impossible at this point.

I’m never really gonna find someone who wants all the same things I do and I hate that. I hate that this world is so messed up that you can’t even have a basic simple life. Maybe not having kids is for the best at the rate this world is going. If people really believe the direction we’re going in is good, do I even want to have kids who will be subjected to that?

I just want the life I was promised. The peace and happiness. But this world is literally designed to make it impossible and I am terrified it may never happen.

#tw vent post #tradblr #traditional family values #traditional gender roles #traditional family #traditional love #traditional marriage #traditional femininity #traditional masculinity #traditional values

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ziipzeepzop-eez · 5 months

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just one fist fight, Lord. just one. an opportunity to soothe the itch in my teeth, snuff the lava in my belly.

let me split my knuckles on teeth. let the grooves of a jugular leave a phantom imprint.

please God, forgive me, for the violence I crave.

simultaneously?

allot me.

#tw vent post #mini rant #the thing is . . . ﹟🧂#zeepie beep out of context 👽#i just think it'd be neat #i'm zeepie i'm okay ='D #hashtag relatable #lmao #(when the) sunshine snap(s) trope 🌞🎶#this is /lh #but not really #i have anger issues #😘🥰#not with any of you guys tho!! <33 mu mu muwah

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jankwritten · 2 months

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yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

#this is also because i grew up in a racist area and in that culture and my own ignorance i also Was Kinda Racist #but like in that way where you don't realize it's racism until you're out of it and now feel so ashamed that you forcefully block all #those memories just so you don't ever have to associate yourself with them ever again?#(mind you I was like. 15-16 and closeted and scared scared scared all the time so I acted like the Crowd and that was awful of me to do)#BUT NOW that i've grown and am learning and have taken classes on anthropology and all kinds of stuff I just feel like I notice my own shit #like TENFOLD now #it's my anxiety overthinking thing plus if anybody ever knows I could have done anything SLIGHTLY problematic the world will explode #plus my constant paranoia that someone is always watching me and just Knows that I'm Secretly a Bad Person (even though I don't think I am?#also I feel like I need to clarify that the kind of racism in my town wasn't like. klan shit. it was like very hidden racism?#it was like. kids casually doing black accents and making jokes with racist undertones. the kind of racism where race was always #the butt of the joke instead of an outright HATED thing. and I think that's why it was so hard to unlearn #it's like that thing where in order to stop wanting to kill yourself you have to stop joking about wanting to kill yourself #this has become a vent post accidentally i'm so sorry #this is just. one of my Major anxieties that engulfs me every day because of 1) anxiety 2) potential OCD 3) being a bad person in my past #this is another reason I fucking hate florida #because I just know if I had grown up in my home town in MI I would not have been raised in that environment #and it's my own fucking fault for falling into the crowd like that.#all this to say i traumatized myself and likely some people around me by being A Fucking Idiot when I was a kid #and now adult me is doing everything in their power to not ever be that person ever fucking again #tw vent post #tw racism #tw past racism #but im better now and I know my mistakes and I refuse to make them again #fuck florida for every fucking reason under the sun

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zluty-spendlik · 5 days

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I am currently healing from a shoulder surgery. Which kinda sucks ass even from a cis point of view, but it also surprisingly gives me a lot of dysphoria - and im not happy about it. So have a list of things that SUCK

an obvious one but i cant wash myself - i require assistance. and BOY OH BOY is that bad for my mental health. trying hard not to throw up everytime i gotta take a shower. 0/10 has me avoiding hygiene and now i have a rash and acne

passing doesnt happen anymore- why? cause i cant even wear a bra so any kind of binding is impossible (not to mention the fact that im not allowed to get a binder bcs of my arm) plus my gigantic boobs are now super visible because of the orthesis i gotta wear

i go from doctor to doctor and hearing my deadname called out multiple times in front of a lot of ppl is uncomfortable

my orthesis is bright purple/pink. not to link a color to a gender but its really not helping

family members get sappier when talking to me so being reffered to as "their poor little girl" is f u n

thanks for listening to my bitching about life i do appreciate it. and im sorry to the disabled trans folk who deal with this on the regular, its honestly really devastating

#tw dysphoria #trans #transmasc #disabled #does it count as a dysability if its temporary?#ive been dealing with this stuff for 4 years now almost #but sorry if that doesnt count #i used the term cause i haven been able to do a lot of stuff for a long time #tw vent post #vent post

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dommarhooober · 18 days

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Man (vent post unhinged mature woes ahead)

I was just reminded that my family is a family of bastards.

Cuz you know slaves weren't human back in 18 fuckin uhhhhhhhh sometimes before uh

Hm

Bak before Juneteenth was a thing.

You can put together what happened to my ancestors.

It's statistically impossible it ain't bappen. My aunt's goddamn white but not white somehow.

And my family got generic diabetes.

I wanna cry again.

#Tw vent post #Ewaydon'tlook

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lilliesinthepond-artpage · 3 months

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Asking for advice

So, ever since i turned 18, the government has been forcing me to 'prove im still disabled so i can continue getting disability benefits' no joke, they are actually saying that. and uh, i appealed twice, lost both times, the most recent one being last year and ending in late december.

they're trying to say im not disabled anymore. no joke. also, in the last trial, they said im not disabled because i can make pb&j sandwiches, dress for court, and feed my cats. i mean, im still autistic, and am part of the (up to) 85% unemployed, and i cant get a retail job for reasons i wont disclose in this vent as they could be triggering. but yeah, im totally not disabled anymore, because i know how to make basic meals.

they also tried to say i was lying about everything i said in court because 'i was fine on my medical file' which i partially blame on myself, as i havent been the most honest with my psychiatrist this year about how awful i was feeling.

they also just straight up got something wrong, whether just straight up lying, or genuine ignorance, saying my iep got denied by the school, when it was me and my mom who willingly ended the iep in the middle of sophomore year.

i dont really know what to do. im still getting the benefits for a few months, but in a few months its over, i wont have the disability income, i wont have medicaid, so i'll likely lose my psychiatrist and my meds, which genuinely keep me sane and stable, as we wont be able to afford them without medicaid.

is there anything i can do? i know appealing again won't help as they're just going to look at my medical record again and say im not disabled.

#tw vent post #vent post tw #venting tw #tw venting #vent tw #vent post #vent #tw vent #actually autistic #advice #asking for advice #neurodivergent

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pricklymuffinzzzzz · 3 months

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Tw bpd jealousy vent

Bpd jealousy needs to be talked about more. I have a pretty severe case of it. I get jealous any time my fp gets joy from anything especially anyone who isn’t me.

I know this is “toxic” but it really is something I’m trying to work on. I guess when they get joy from other things, it kinda makes me feel replaceable?

Like the joy I bring them can just be switched out with those other things. If I was out of their life it wouldn’t impact them and they would still be able to be happy.

But if they were out of my life I wouldn’t be able to feel any sort of joy. I feel like I’m always going to be jealous unless my fp hates everyone except me. Or talks to only me.

I really wouldn’t like this though. I want my fp to have a healthy social life. It’s just something I have to learn to deal with. At the same time my whole life revolves around my fp.

I don’t talk to anyone but them, and I really don’t like talking to anyone but them. I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied until I know they love me the way I love them. I just wish I felt content. I hate being jealous so much.

I really am trying to work on it though. I’ve been working on it for a long time, I just don’t think it’s getting easier though :(

I really just want my fp to be happy

Does anyone have any tips to help jealousy pain?

#tw bpd vent #tw bpd #bpd culture is #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd fp #bpd problems #bpd #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd safe #tw jealousy #tw vent post #tw vent #vent post #any advice?#mental illness #mental health

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fastleopard1521 · 14 days

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vent ish?

I’m so done bro why couldn’t I have just been better then I wouldn’t get the vibe that my parents hate me and I wouldn’t hate myself as much

and why did I fall for that? To think that they would actually stick around? Turns out it only takes one of my bad days for them to drop off the map even if I’m right there and instantly replace me

#Tw vent post #vent ish?#idk if it counts

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zennotixs · 20 days

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Why are you mad at me? I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’m sorry. I’ll change right now I promise. Please don’t leave. Please don’t leave me. Why are you mad? Just tell me. Tell me and I’ll fix it. You can’t be mad at me. You can’t. Please. Please, I’m sorry!

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prisencolinensinainciusol09 · 2 months

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My partner’s parents (openly homophobic) might start driving them to and from school so she can’t sit by me.

They also won’t let me be around them unless it’s in a group.

God I hate being gay

#the evester strikes again #✨ them ✨#tw homophobia #tw vent post #light vent

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rainbowdelicsunshine · 1 month

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Have this question that's been bothering me a lot lately!

Do you think that you can be "spoiled rotten" when at 14 you were taken away from your dad and separated from your lil bro by CPS and went through three foster homes before living with my Bitch Aunt for a couple years and going through one group home for a week during my time with her and then finally moved out to my final foster home and moving out of that on my 18th bday?

Cuz my mom has this habit of calling me a ""spoiled rotten brat who has my ass kissed 24/7"" when I don't handle her with kid gloves all the time

Yeah,,,,,,, feeling weird about who I am and if I'm even a good person, and if my family even likes me at all (my mom is perfect at making me question those things and fucking w my self esteem)

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bobbybearhugs-blog · 3 months

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Lol..My family is dysfunctional asf

Kinda gotten used to the yelling and arguing tho.

#mod talks #tw vent post #vent post #tw dysfunctional family #i make jokes about my trauma to cope. please don't hate me for it.

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