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#someone pls help me i think i've finally cracked
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When Aventurine comes back to the Reverie late at night, he receives a present. There's a bouquet of blue hydrangeas, lilies and forget-me-nots in front of the door to his room. He receives a text from an unknown source. There's no way to track the sender, even with the IPC's technology. The message says:
You didn't notice, but I've been watching you for months. Only now I'm bit by bit starting to see under the surface. Your act is slowly breaking. There are cracks on your fake mask. How long can you keep it up? The truth is becoming visible to me, soon it'll be everyone around you. Be careful, gambler. You're begining to lose your game.
Ever since your arrival on Penacony, how many times have you been vulnerable in front of somebody else. Beautiful toys don't cry, have you forgotten what you've been taught so painstakingly? At the end of the day, you're not only an aventurine stone, are you?
You can't know my identity yet, but when your luck runs out and you finally lose, I'll find you. I'll be the last defense you have and the strongest one too. I hope the day is never going to come, but we both know it's close. How much longer can you last, beautiful peacock? You're not on your own. I'll be your guard.
If my findings are wrong, forget about this message.
- 👑
(NOT an anon signoff pls, don't add it)
*The blonde picks up the bouquet with sparkling eyes, smelling the fresh flowers. They're so, so pretty-- he wishes for a moment that it's Veritas who left them for him, but snaps himself out of his fantasy quite quickly. It's impossible the scholar could ever be so attentive, to somebody like him nonetheless.*
*As he contemplates how in the cosmos anybody could have known the names of his favourite flowers, his phone goes off. How strange-- he isn't expecting a follow-up from Topaz until tomorrow morning. Perhaps she's early?*
*Aventurine sighs, picking up his cellphone and unlocking it swiftly. A single notification lies in wait-- and the user cannot be indentified. The message is quite long... The gambler starts to doubt it was intended for his eyes, but the longer he reads, the more unsettled he becomes.*
*Someone is watching him? Someone who refuses to introduce themselves until his last moment? Mysterious, and a tad morbid-- he's sure he would have noticed somebody around...*
*Who is this person to judge his vulnerability? If they've noticed such things, they must have indeed been watching him closely... And yet he can't recall any of his acquaintances having this sort of tone.*
*'Beautiful toys don't cry'--The words are like a slap to the face, and the following question taunts him. Of course he hasn't forgotten-- the ink-black mark seared into the marred skin of his neck can't let him escape those awful memories even for a moment.*
*Several emotions stir inside the Avgin, and he's not sure whether to be fearful or outraged. He quickly redacts a response, his fingers trembling as he sends the message.*
Aventurine: Who are you and what do you want with me?
⚠️Your message has failed to send.
Aventurine: Is this someone's idea of a sick joke?
⚠️Your message has failed to send.
Aventurine: How do you know so much about me..?
⚠️The person you are attempting to contact is unavailable.
Aventurine: If you aren't lying...
Aventurine: I want your help
*The blonde inhales, thinking his next words over.*
Aventurine: I need it
Aventurine: If you really aren't messing with me, meet me in Dream's Edge at sundown tomorrow
⚠️Your message has failed to send.
*The gambler swipes away from the messages, the hot tears streaming down his cheeks going almost unnoticed as he opens his contact list and calls Ratio before he can think better of it.*
*He presses his back against the wall, sinking down to rest against the floor with a shaky breath as he listens desperately to the dial tone.*
Pick up, doc. Come on.
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louissolovely · 8 months
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Infinity.
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Warnings ˊ˗ just pure fluff and adorable Jere..(and this is times skipped so your both 23-25 doesn’t matter)
Other ˊ˗ please request stuff.. I only write when I have inspiration and rn I’m burnt out so pls request I do almost anything with the tsitp characters (except really weird stuff obvi but I’ll try smut for people who want it)
Preview ˊ˗ after all the ups and downs from your relationship. All your breakups and apologizes you’re finally getting the chance to spend the rest of your life with the person you love more than anything. ♡
"Okay, you can turn around now." He sighed and took your hands again, looking at you with a smile on his face. "I don't think there's a better way to ask this than to say this right now. Y/n, I think you know how I feel about you. And... I don't want... Another minute to go by without telling you this." He was stuttering a lot now and you could see how nervous he was. You could see how much he was trying to hold back tears even. "I love you, y/n. I'm serious about this. I love you."
you turned around to see his face
Jeremiah smiled at you and moved your hair out of your eyes as he caressed your cheeks and looked at you with love. "I am... Dead serious about this. I think I've said it before. But... That was just me being cute. This... The way I feel... Is real. You know I love you, but I just... Wanna tell you right now, okay? I think... I'm gonna... Do this right. Y/n, would you... Do you wanna... Would you do the honor of being my... Wife?" He looked at you anxiously as he waited for your answer.
tears boil in your eyes as your cheeks get hot. Tears run down your face and you slowly nod your head
"Then... y/n..." He moved back on one knee, looking at you with such raw emotion as he held the ring box up to you and opened it. "Will you marry me... y/n?"
“Yes! That would be the only thing I’ve ever wanted. I would love to be your wife.”
"Then... I would love to be your husband, y/n." He sounded so full of happiness and love and just pure... Pure joy. He was smiling at you and held out the ring to you. The ring was so bright and stunning, and he was so eager to have you wear it. "Would you like me to... Put it on your finger?"
“Yes please” you choked out. Life didn’t even seem real. Nothing felt real. It all felt like the perfect dream that if someone woke you up you would cry nonstop
He nodded and took your hand, moving the ring on your finger slowly as he looked at your hand and ring, almost like he was still in disbelief that he got to marry you. "Y/n, there's not nearly enough time in the world... How does infinity sound? Because I want to spend all of it with you. Every second... With you." He smiled and caressed your hand as his voice cracked with emotion.
“Infinity is just half the love I have for you. You have no idea.” trying to wipe your wet eyes
"You... Have no idea how much I love you... I don't think I could ever express it. I could die and you wouldn't be able to feel all the love I have for you... But I mean it, y/n, I want to spend... All my life with you. All of it."
“I’d like to do the same. I would love more than anything to be Mrs. Fisher”
Jeremiah sighed in relief and smiled at you softly. He then caressed your cheeks and kissed you softly on the lips. "Then... y/n Fisher, I wanna marry you as soon as possible. I want to marry you... Because I've never loved a woman the way I love you, y/n. I promise, I promise, I will be the one that makes you feel like the most loved, beautiful woman in the world everyday. Because that's what you mean to me, y/n. You're everything." He continued to kiss your cheeks and touched your hair softly as his smile became more and more warm.
You couldn’t help it any longer. All the words that poured out of his mouth made your heart melt. You swing my arms around his neck and shot kisses all over his face not stoping for a second
"Oh my gosh..." He laughed and chuckled as you kissed him all over his face and wrapped your arms around his neck. "Y/n, I want to marry you as soon as possible, and in the most beautiful wedding. I'll do everything I can to make sure your life is filled with nothing but joy. I'm the luckiest man in the world, y/n. The luckiest." He continued to laugh and caress your cheeks as you continued to cover his face in a loving barrage of kisses.
“I cant wait to be your wife jere. I’ll never let you go. Ever.”
"Me neither, y/n. You're stuck with me, honey." He said it with a slight smirk as he kissed you on the cheek and kissed your chin. "You ready to tell everyone?" He asked you with a hint of excitement and anticipation in his voice. "Everyone's gonna be so happy for us, because... Everyone knows you're the one for me." He continued to kiss your chin and smile at you. "I'm ready to tell everyone that I'm going to be spending my life with my soulmate, y/n Fisher."
You placed your hands on the side of his neck moving them up and down slowly. Taking in his beautiful and angelic features. This was a new chapter for both of you. And you wouldn’t want it any other way
Jeremiah looked at you and caressed your face as if you were some sort of precious angel. "Y/n... I love you more than anything. Let's never forget this moment." His voice sounded more like a whisper as he caressed your cheeks and moved your hair back a bit. He looked at you and smiled with nothing but joy, then took your hand in his. "Do you wanna go tell everyone we're engaged now?" He asked playfully. "Do you want the world to know that we're getting married?"
“More than anything” you were about to take a step back but you quickly cupped his face pressing a soft and passionate kiss on his lips
Jeremiah's arms wrapped around your waist, and he held you close as he returned the passion of your kiss eagerly. His voice cracked as he continued to hold you, his arms still wrapped around your waist. "Now, y/n... Now... What about telling all our friends now?" He asked you softly and smiled softly at you. "Do you think you can do that? Can you... Tell them we're gonna get married?"
“Of course. Should we tell your brother and belly first? Then we could tell Steven and Taylor and Laurel. Whoever you want”
Jeremiah's voice was shaky but full of happiness as he hugged you and kissed you again. "Yeah, y/n, I think that's a good idea... Why don't you tell Steven and Taylor, and I can talk to Laurel, Conrad and Belly. I think that's fair." He continued to hold you with a smile on his face, his voice slightly shakey but still filled with raw joy. "But for now... We have to tell everyone eventually. And for now, I get to call you my fiancée."
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yuminpa · 24 days
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❤️🧡💜 pls give me juicy bradh.eron lore - sol
OH WATCH OUT IT GETS ANGSTY. (finale spoilers, major character death, sorry if the formatting is shit im on mobile)
❤️ how did they meet? was it love at first sight, immediate enemies, or something in between?
fuchsia is scrooge's director of public affairs, so she works with the board of directors on many occasions. she developed a soft spot for bradford almost immediately, and finally mustered up the urge to ask him to coffee-- as coworkers, of course! he swiftly declined, claiming he was "far too busy", so she got curious and followed him in secret after a business meeting, only to discover he was "busy" with fowl.
b: "ms. flocke?! what on EARTH are you doing here?"
f: "i... wanted to know what you were up to. you know, for the sake of, uhh, public relations?"
b: "you DO realize what this means, right? i'll have to--"
f: "you don't need to threaten me, sir. i have no stake in scrooge's success."
b: "...what about your pay?"
f: "that cheapskate's been underpaying me for all the years i've worked here. thinks he can lowball me because i'm young... but I'M the one doing damage control when his little ~adventures~ get out of hand! when his stupid magical artifacts cause property damage, it comes out of MY paycheck! if it weren't for me, he'd--"
b: "get to the point."
f: "...if you're plotting his downfall, count me in. and besides, i... i've always sort of... had feelings..."
(she can't look him in the eye.)
"...about income inequality. strong feelings, yeah! like, he's the richest duck in the world, and i can barely make rent every month? how's that fair?!"
b: (he quirks an eyebrow.)
f: "i'm on your side, br-- ahem. director buzzard."
b: (his gaze softens a bit.) "'bradford' will do just fine."
when he introduces fuchsia as the new recruit, she's a bit shy and starts to worry if she's in over her head. heron thinks she's ADORABLE, though, and immediately starts fawning over her and trying to get her in on villainous schemes.
🧡 how do they become friends? do they ask up front or is it a gradual realization?
heron and fuchsia hit it off as friends almost immediately, and heron helps fuchsia come out of her shell. bradford never really considers fuchsia a friend, or at least never vocalizes such, much to fuchsia's frustration. he's a tough nut to crack-- she can't quite coax the truth out of him when it comes to how he feels about her (or heron, for that matter)
💜 how do they confess? is it a grand gesture or in a more mundane moment?
heron gives fuchsia a literal peck on the cheek after calling her "just DARLING" and fuchsia gets the hint. the two of them do nonstop sappy pda shit from that moment on every time they're together.
bradford is so oblivious to fuchsia's feelings, and fuchsia keeps quiet herself until [FINALE SPOILERS IN CASE SOMEONE READING THIS HASNT SEEN IT IG?] bradford kills heron by pushing her into the black hole.
f: bradford?!?! what is WRONG with you?
b: (he wordlessly lurches towards her with the intention of killing her next.)
f: i LOVED heron! and i know YOU loved her too! and you know what else? i... i loved YOU!
(fuchsia knows she's got nowhere to run, so she throws herself into the black hole, depriving bradford of the satisfaction that would come from killing her himself.)
(maybe it's peaceful in there. maybe she reunites with heron and the two start a new life in some other faraway universe. bradford lives out the rest of his days as a pet bird, not smart enough to reverse the spell but aware enough to be haunted by the knowledge that he fumbled TWO bad bitches.)
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georgieluz · 9 months
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orchid, sage, aloe vera, palm tree for the ask game!
hello!! you picked such good ones omg!!
orchid ⇢ what’s a song you consider to be perfect?
just like heaven by the cure!!! every time i listen to that song it feels like the first time sfkjdh the absolute warm fuzzy brain rot i get from this song. just the perfect song for me honestly. also: common people by pulp, it's not my favourite pulp song but i do consider it to be the perfect pop song, california daze by peace, wings by hurts, wild flower by park hyoshin, yellow ledbetter by pearl jam, ode to the mets by the strokes, märchen and wander by hoppipolla, under pressure by queen and bowie, the whole oo-li and set albums by woodz, and finally, traffic by the stereophonics. also other people wouldn't call this perfect music, but death on the stairs (single ver) by the libertines hits perfectly for me every single time. just pure joy. and i can't not mention you're my waterloo by them too. okay i'm done! sorry for going way too overboard with this question!
sage ⇢ what ‘medium’ of art (poetry, music, fiction, paintings, statues etc.) is the most touching to you? why do you think that is?
okay this changes constantly for me. i'm all over the place with my desperate need to consume such things. i want it all and all at once. i will say i've grown a massive appreciation for sculpture over the last few years, especially working in a museum and watching people feel this uncontrollable urge to reach out and feel and touch and be in awe of them (yes i complain constantly about people touching bc pls do NOT touch the sculptures in museums!!! i'm begging you) but there's just something magical about a fully grown adult who knows not to touch things in a gallery and who keeps a safe distance away from the monets and the van goghs but just can't help themselves but reach out unconsciously in front of a rodin, usually they pull back before they even touch anything and realise but yeah, idk. it's just something i've been thinking about a lot. but i think more personally for me it's probably poetry. i always loved fiction as a kid and all the way through my life, i still do. i fell asleep listening to my dad reading tolkien to me as a kid and those works still run through my veins as much now as they did then. but it took me a long time to grow to love poetry. the stuff we learned in school didn't do anything for me. it took meeting someone with so much love and life and affection for the world reading poetry to me out loud at university for me to fully Get It. y'know for it to actually make me sit up and be like "holy fuck yeah i'm with you now". it took that same person handing me a book of rumi poems to fully crack open my chest for everyone to see. ever since then i've had a book of some kind of poetry next to my bed and another in my bag
aloe vera ⇢ what’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
i wanna sit under a tree with my closest friends and sketch them quietly in the sunlight
palm tree ⇢ do you have a fictional villain you shouldn’t like but love regardless?
probably ben linus from lost. the writers wrote him so well, he was one of the most in-depth and complex villains in any show for me. did some absolutely terrible things but holy shit they made you empathise and sympathise and understand him. that show had me sobbing for him in the final episode. t'was wild, man.
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havoc-bloom · 2 years
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Hi! Could I get a cookie run match-up?
Appearances: I'm a girl, quite short for being an adult haha( 4'11''), curvy, as you can see, you could describe me as a womanlet lol. I've long brown curly hair and brown eyes. I usually dress vintage, with brownish and warm colors, my style is in between cottegecore and light academia.
Sign: Gemini
Sexuality: asexual heteroromantic, tho I'm not extremely sex repulsed
MBTI type: INTJ
Personality: I don't think I'm easily approachable, mostly because I always look annoyed, but I swear I'm extremely easy going, don't let my bitch rest face deceive you. I guess I can be fun to be around, I like cracking jokes and trying to lighten the atmosphere, I'm also down to do any kind of activity if that means everyone will have fun. I also like to consider myself as kind, generous, I just like to help people; honest but not rude about it, a bit awkward, but I don't mind being this way, makes me cool and sexy (half jk/). Now for the bad traits: I have trust issues to the point where I can get a little paranoid( even tho sometimes I'm right about what my gut tells me🙄) and I have to ground myself a lot of times; this brings me to self isolate from time to time. I also happen to have low self-esteem and, while I'm healing and being more positive about myself, the path to self love is still long, but I'm sure I'll eventually get there!
What I like: I like goofing around with friends; I like making art, 'specially character design, and cooking! (Not to brag but I'm quite good at both >:3c) I'm also down to learn anything trivial: the economics studies I've been doing for the past year? Hell no, I don't know crap, but I sure do know who's more similar between 2 clones and omozigote twins. I like to sunbathe till I'm fried like an egg
Love language: words of affirmation and quality time
What I would love in a relationship: I'm not quite sure honestly, I go well with different personalities, but one thing for sure would be being with someone who's quite open with me! I want to have clear communication, someone who knows their needs and isn't afraid to show'em; someone who's shamelessly themself! Also someone who doesn't easily give up on anything, wether on dreams, tasks or people.
Forgive me for writing so much, I kinda got carried away! Take you sweet time and most importantly have fun! Surprise me! (Also forgive me for any typos or mistakes, English isn't my first language)
Hey there! You want a surprise, huh? Well, based on the info you gave me, I pair you with...
Milk Cookie!
Surprised? This guy will never give up on you, no matter what! He isn't afraid to just be himself around others, and will stop at nothing to achieve his dreams!
Don't worry if you're short! Due to Milk's odd buffness and his height, he can carry you on his shoulders!
"See? Now you're tall, just like me!"
Total goofball-teddy-bear energy, loves making jokes! Finds you super funny too!
He's dabbled in cooking before, and though he's not too skilled, he's perfectly willing to learn! Give him some advice, and he can make a killer tres leches cake!
Also learned about both cooking and art from Latte Cookie! He helped make some designs on the top of her lattes. If you help him out a little, he could make some great art! It just takes a bit of practice, but thankfully he's up to the challenge!
"Well, you never know if you're good at something until you try! That's why I try as many things as possible; I might find something I like!"
THIS MAN IS SO ADORABLE LIKE- :'D
Of course, he loves learning new things! Tell him all sorts of fun facts pls, he has a journal full of random facts he's learned through his adventures!
HE WILL DO EVERYTHING HE CAN TO MAKE YOU FINALLY LOVE URSELF HOMIE, he's the most supportive guy ever (and is probably better than most real life people at giving advice lol)
All in all, he's just a nice, cuddly guy to be around! Hope you liked this! <3
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marculees · 3 years
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You know you’re a nerd when your idea of fun is writing titles for research you’d like to in the future 🤓🤡
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🦅Being Shiratorizawa's Manager🦅
Tendou Crushing On The Manager
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Tendou Satori featuring Shiratorizawa x GN manager
Warnings: Swearing probably (I just put this because I swear alot 😅)
AN: This is an Anon request!
🌠 Please Like, Reblog and/or Share to help support my writing 🌠
I totally believe Tendou would be on the the best partners in the HQ realm
So when I say that you are SO lucky to have grabbed the attention of this one YN 😍
I mean it whole heartedly!
Tendou is friends with alot of people
BUT he doesn't have crushes of flirt with just anyone...
Oh no no no!
So when SHIRATORIZAWA 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 gets a new manager
Tendou is intrigued to say the very least 🤔
Only Ushijima and Semi have met you so far and they both refuse to tell Tendou your name
"Come on Semi Semi!"- Tendou
"No and stop calling me 'Semi Semi'"- Semi
"Ushiwaka 😭😭😭"- Tendou
"No 😐"- Tendou
Ok FINE 😤
So Tendou not so patiently waits for your introduction
And when the day comes, let's just say he's completely knocked on his butt
Because omg are you amazing!
No stunning? No perfection? No awesome sauce?
All of the above ✔️
Tendou immediately starts in on you
He will latch himself to your side the entire practice
It does not matter what you are doing, Tendou is there
Filling water bottles 👉🏻 Tendou's carrying them
Helping Ushiwaka with spiking practice 👉🏻 Tendou's blocking
Helping Semi with serving 👉🏻 Tendou is yelling "GO SEMI SEMI" from the sidelines 🤣
His crush is gradually developing on you
He finds you attractive from day one but Tendou needs more than just attraction physically
He needs emotional and mental attraction too
So when he cracks a joke and you laugh, you are mentally earning points
When you get a pop culture reference he makes, he probably dies a little inside 💀
And when the latest issues of Shōnen Jump falls from your backpack, omg he will probably faint 🤣
In fact, that probably seals the deal for him
However 👀 there is one tiny little problem 🤏🏻
That tiny problem comes in the form of other middle blockers
Mainly Matsukawa from Seijoh
You see, I think Mattsun would be the most viable threat to Tendou
Fellow third year and resident hottie next to Iwaizumi Hajime himself 💅
So when Shiratorizawa faces Seijoh in Season 1
Forever freaking bitter we will never get to see that match 😒
Tendou is on edge 😳
Like I dont think he shows that he's on edge but he's been building up the courage to ask you out for weeks now
Please he's bugged Semi and Reon for weeks to help him out
He totally planned everything out
Like he wanted to do something so sweet and so Tendou
Reon suggest sparklers
It probably was going to involve fireworks but Semi shut that down
I feel like Tendou would be a pyromaniac
So Tendou was going to ask you out by lighting sparkles and writing it in the air 🥺
Please how freaking cute
Anyways, too bad your name is YN and you don't get nice things 😅
Because the moment you guys step into the finals, Tendou is on edge
Pls being in the same arena as Oikawa would make anyone jumpy 🤣
So far, there has been no sign of Mattsun or any of Seijoh
You go about your tasks, completely oblivious to everything
You live in your own world YN 🌎
The guys are practicing then you tell coach you are going to fill the water bottles
Tendou is mid spike so he does not notice you've left
But someone else notices 👀
At the water fountain, you gracefully fill the bottles and put them back into their holder
You turn to leave and run smack into Matsukawa and Kindaichi
Seriously they were having a middle blocker meeting or something 🙄
"Oh I apologize! I didn't see you there!"- you
"Really now?"- Mattsun
"Well I mean you are tall but like you just kind of appeared"- you
Mattsun just watches you with a smirk 😏
"Ok well, I've got to get back to my team"- you
"Here let us help you with those"- Mattsun
"Uhh ummm thanks"- you
I mean why strain ourselves yn 💅
You talk with them while you walk because why not!
You hand the crates over and walk with the trees
It's like walking in a forest
Relaxing 😌
They are nice guys and we aren't rude
Back in the gym, Tendou finished his spiking drills and looks for his Yn
Yes HIS
Sorry YN you've been claimed
You might not know it but it's happened 👏🏻
So when Tendou sees Matsukawa helping you
He freaking loses it
Tendou 👉🏻🔥 👄🔥
He will stomp up to you and pull you towards him
Heck he will literally throw you over his shoulders and hall you away
"Tendou what the heck!"- you screaming
"I'm saving you YN don't fight it"- him
Tendou turns to face Matsukawa and does the "I'm watch you" finger gesture
You know the one
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Matsukawa just smirks as Goshiki takes the crates from him
Kindaichi is so confused and also kind of scared 😅
Tendou finally sets you down and you just glare at him
"What the heck Sat-"
"YN go out with me!"- Tendou
You 👉🏻👁👄👁 whet-
"I like you YN go out with me"- Tendou
Yn was too stunned to speak
👁👄👁 you- you like me?
Great job keeping it together YN 👍🏻
"Yeah I have for a while! So what do you say?"- Tendou, practically begging you with his eyes
"Ok 🥺"- you
Seriously he will give you a hug so tight that your bones will probably break
Hug him back
Semi is actually tearing up 🥲
He might look hard but he's so happy 🥰
Tendou doesn't release you for the rest of the game
His eyes train from you to Matsukawa the entire time 🤣
After Shiratorizawa wins, you give him a huge hug and he finally chills out 🫂
You fall asleep on his shoulder on the bus on the way home
He's taking a million selfies 🤳🏻
Just let him be YN, he simply adores you 🥺
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dscreates · 3 years
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NCT 127: YUTA AS YOUR BOYFRIEND
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note: hi! i'm finally done with my exams <3 i decided to make this hehe this is just my opinion so don't attack me pls ;-;
genre: fluff, smut, slight angst
- okay so nakamoto yuta......we all have to admit that he can be intimidating sometimes
- i feel like the first time you're gonna meet him, he's all quiet and cold
- sure he would give you a nod and a small smile to be respectful but i have a feeling that it will take some time to get close to him
- like trying to start a conversation with him is CHALLENGING because he just listens to whatever you say and answer whenever you ask him something
- but don't expect him to open up that fast !!!
- it will take so much time for him to break down his walls
- but god like the day y'all get together, you would never imagine him being so cute and sweet :(
- he LOVES with all his heart
- he's really clingy to the point that he wants to hug you and kiss you every chance he gets
- he wants you close with him and if not, he'll find a way
- two peas in a pod 😭
- he takes relationships very seriously !!
- he's not into flings or stuff like that
- he wants to date someone who is as loyal and committed as he is
- he LOVES to tease you until you're all upset and giving him the silent treatment 😹
- will do anything to see you crack a smile
- and if you do, he laughs and teases you even more skskdusiow
- "y/n~ come on now stop ignoring meeeee"
- his favorite type of hugs? the one where he hugs you from behind 😭
- IM SO SINGLE IT HURTS
- like i can imagine him hugging you from behind whilst resting his chin on your shoulder and giving you cheek kisses
- "good morning baby" while you're there making breakfast 🍳🥞
- he has a habit of squishing your face and attacking you with kisses
- he finds it so adorable whenever you try to pull away
- ok as i said that he's clingy but you don't understand, HE IS REALLY CLINGYYYY
- like whenever you guys are watching a movie and you're seated at the other side of the couch, he gets all sad
- "babe why are you there? :("
- "sit here please i wanna cuddle"
- just loves it whenever you guys cuddle because he feels so happy and loved like wow i can't believe i'm cuddling the love of my life ❤️_❤️
- pet names? BABE or CUTIE
- he uses babe all the time but cutie whenever he feels like messing with u
- and also !!! he's also the kind of boyfriend who treasures all of the gifts you gave to him
- he has a box filled with letters that you gave to him
- gifts are sentimental and they deserve to be kept ❤️ SO TRUE
- he's also goofy like
- HE WILL ASK YOU TO DANCE TO THE INTRO OF THIS ANIME HE HAS BEEN WATCHING
- dkdjjdjsks he will help you with the ""choreography"" 😭😭 but it's ok it's cute
- ok ok so i've got some juicy gossip for y'all 🔞🔞🔞🔞
- whenever he kisses you.....he sometimes bites your lip because it turns him on to hear you moan
- he smirks because he knows he's the only one who can make you feel good
- brings you to his lap and starts kissing ur neck while holding you in place
- and idk why but i have a feeling that he loves to suck on your nipples
- like he's obsessed with sucking it
- he will go on for as long as you can take it
- just playing with it because he loves to see your whimpering state
- if you think y'all aren't fucking well well 😵💫 i've got some news for u
- it turns him on when you beg for him
- he will continue to tease you and edge you until he's satisfied with your BEGGING
- "hmm? you want me to fuck you right now? try harder babe"
- PIECE OF SH-
- stamina: error 404
- HE WILL GO FOR HOURS
- like u cannot deny that he radiates freaky energy
- the more you orgasm and cum, the more it turns him on
- he !! wants !! you !! to !! milk !! him !! dry
- and fill you up with his🥛
- but at the end of every rough sex session, he never forgets to take care of you
- yuta gives you the assurance that he loves you so so so much and that he's very happy that you trust him
- he never forgets to ask if you're okay and if he was being too rough
- he will clean you up or sometimes carries you to the bathroom so u could share a cute bath <3
- cuddles you through the whole night and kisses your shoulders so much and snuggles ;-;
- okay so how about if yuta is mad
- i do have a feeling that sometimes he tends to be distant and quiet when he's not in the mood
- and you wanna give him space but it worries you to see him all upset
- you show him love through sticky notes !!
- little reminders on why u love him so much and why he deserves the best
- pls like it warms his heart so much and all the anger in him vanishes
- rushes to you and holds you close
- "thank you for being the best cutie." then proceeds to tell you why he's all upset and you give him hugs and back rubs :(
- OKAY but you don't always argue or fight with yuta
- but when it gets heated
- he will ignore u :( it's his way of cooling off because he doesn't wanna say something to you that he will surely regret
- he swallows down his pride even though it can be hard and tries to talk to you whenever he's calm
- he knows that communication is very important in a relationship !!!
- he has so much love, care and appreciation to give !!!
- like no words are enough to describe how perfect yuta is :(
- HE'S WHIPPED
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teklarn · 3 years
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hi, this is my first ever ask so I'm not sure I'm doing this correctly, if that's the case I'm sorry; I don't know how tumblr works just yet >:')
would it be possible for you to write something about bakugo, pining incredibly hard for fem!reader and initially hating how strongly he feels about her? because they're not even friends, they only exchange few words occasionally and she doesn't even glance at his way whereas he slowly finds himself unable to divert his eyes from her during classes? shes always with damn deku and his friends and doesn't even seem interested in him at all but his heart can't ignore the way she looks at him proudly whenever they spar together, the way she sends him small confident smiles as they fight each other with all they have; so he thinks that maybe, maybe he might have a chance. basically bakugo liking reader so much he's completely lost in self-hatred because he always thought feelings were for weak romantics and not great people like him, but everytime he sees reader doing some badass things (again, like sparring with him and basically matching his skills etc...) he's reminded of how badly he likes reader? but when he finally accepts he's fallen for reader, after ignoring and trying to forget about how she makes him feel, he masters up the courage to confess? and it's a very clumsy confession because he's awkward and has no idea how to deal with those feelings? and he tries so hard to make reader realise he's never been more serious than now? and reader is startled and speechless before rejecting him? and at that point he's just completely humiliated, so he nods and walks away.
it might be a little dramatic but I've always been into unrequited love and one-sided pining. thank you, its okay if you don't want to write about this, i'll understand <33
𝓫𝓻𝓾𝓽𝓪𝓵 - 𝓴. 𝓫𝓪𝓴𝓾𝓰𝓸𝓾
character(s): katsuki bakugou x fem!reader (my hero academia) 
reblogs are greatly appreciated! 
a/n: AHHHHH this is so cute <33 honestly this is super exciting for me and this ask made me so happy, lovey. i’m fairly new to tumblr, i’m usually just a reader but i wanted to migrate here from wattpad so this made me so happy. here u are my love <33 i hope this lives up to what u wanted !! :)) a bit lengthy, but i had a lot of fun writing it !!! 
summary: bakugou finds he’s rejecting his feelings for you in fear of becoming weak, however he just can’t seem to ignore you. 
genre: fluffy, fluffier than the clouds istg, however the clouds are sprinking a little teeny weeny droplet of angst. 
warnings: cursing (bakugou, duhh), one-sided pining (on bakugou’s part) second hand embarrassment (on bakugou’s part bc we can all agree he’s a complete idiot when it comes to trying to get someone’s attention), just bakugou being a jackass, i gave the reader a quirk 
word count: 3,859 
(pls excuse any typos or mistakes, i edited to the best of my ability but i miss some things sometimes !) 
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part 2 is here my loves <3
brutal. it was utterly ruthless. he couldn’t focus, couldn’t think right. his hands were already exceptionally sweaty, but gosh when he saw your damn face, he was ready to explode. literally. 
what the hell was it about you? was it your stupid smile? or the way you just seemed to carry every battle on your back? was it all the undeniably sweet things you do for others ‘just because’? 
it made him angry that he thought about you, but gosh he couldn’t wait to see you every day. 
just like any other day, bakugou found himself staring at the large door to the classroom, awaiting the moment you would bounce into his day, skirt shifting around your legs, bag slung loosely around your shoulders. 
his leg was bouncing eagerly. 
bakugou didn’t know when the feelings came. his cheeks just started flaring up all of a sudden and one day you just looked...different. you hadn’t done anything different to yourself. it was just him. not that he would ever admit that, to you or anybody else. 
you were insufferable. you were stupid and obnoxious and so...so damn... 
“y/n! come look at this!” 
you’d come walking into class just as expected, and as soon as you did, that stupid nerd had called you over. 
it didn’t help that deku sat right behind him, either. the two of you had recently gotten closer. bakugou noticed it last month when he yelled at the two of you to shut up about all might and get to work. he’d turned around to find you leaning over deku, hands resting on his shoulders while you peered at his phone. 
“sorry, bakugou,” you’d said, barely acknowledging him. you had waved him off like an annoying fly. is that all you were to him? some nuisance that got in the way of your oh-so-entertaining conversations with deku? 
all he heard nearly every day was your chipper voice talking to deku. always, “oh my gosh, midoriya, did you see the fight edgeshot was in last night?” or “midoriya! i have something to add to our quirk analysis book!” 
that was the one that took the cake. you two dorks shared a notebook, occasionally passed between one another, and filled it with junk about quirks and pro heroes. but no matter how much he tried to tune you out, no matter how he tried to zone off and think about something else, you were always there. it made him want to vomit how much he thought about you. 
you were doing an adorable shuffle over to midoriya’s desk and leaned over the table as you usually did while he angled his phone your way. “did you see this hero report?” 
deku let you slip the phone out of his grasp to get a better look. 
“no,” you breathed. “was this just recent?” 
“yeah,” deku said, taking the phone back. “last night.” 
“holy—” 
“can you guys shut up over there?” bakugou said, his voice quaking. 
“sorry, kacchan.” deku scrolled through the article. 
dammit, bakugou thought. “i wasn’t talking to you, nerd. i was talking to shitface over here.” he jerked his head towards you. his eyes flared in anger when he saw you were looking down at your phone, now focused in on the article yourself. “i was talking to you, asshat!” 
your eyes flicked up to his. you looked around for a moment before slowly pointing to yourself as if to say, “me?” 
his face scrunched. “yeah, you. you’re so damn loud.” gosh, he hated how his voice was cracking, how he could feel his ears and cheeks lighting up in a swollen, cherry red. his stomach flipped. 
she’s looking at you, gosh i’m sweating. i’m going to throw up. she’s so gorgeous. what the hell? they’re ugly as shit, i don’t think anything of them. 
his eyes bore into yours. 
“did you...need something?” 
your voice broke his trance. 
“kacchan, are you okay? you dozed off there for a second. you look like you’re burning up.” 
bakugou looked to deku who was currently stretching out of his seat, arm extended. he pressed the back of his hand to bakugou’s forehead. “you’re really warm, kacchan. should we call recovery girl?” 
it took him a moment to realize what was happening. his vision got blurry every time he was with you. bakugou smacked deku’s hand away. “i’m fine!” his voice lifted at the end, cracking. “i’m not sick. don’t you think i’d take better care of myself?” 
“i don’t doubt you take good care of yourself, kacchan, but everyone gets sick once in a while. there’s nothing wrong with that.” 
“i never get sick!” besides, if i got sick, i wouldn’t want you to be the one taking care of me. 
he was still pissed. he was always in a bad mood, however, more so right now because you’d gone straight back to your phone and that stupid hero article that was supposedly so damn interesting. 
soon enough, the bell rang, and you were seated at your desk. it was jirou’s old spot, however, after much convincing, you two had switched spots so you could be closer to deku. just a few months of getting close to the idiot and you two are suddenly best friends. jirou hadn’t minded one tiny bit, claiming she needed a break from how loud that section of the room was. 
late as always, aizawa came trudging into your room. thankfully, his entire body wasn’t obscured by a yellow sleeping bag that smelled of something unwashed and coffee and gasoline. (for some reason, aizawa’s clothes always smelled of it.) 
“lucky for you,” he began while shuffling papers on his desk, “all of you are doing training for these first periods.”
the class cheered in perfect unison, followed by their individual chatter. you had erupted with glee along with them, and bakugou was sure he felt his heart clench and then explode. just a tiny bit. but he shoved the feeling down just as quickly as it had come up. 
“go out to the field and wait for further instructions. don’t make a sound in the halls otherwise, i’ll expel all of you.” 
this shut everyone up in almost a second, the sound draining out just as water does. the first years trailed out into the hall, single-file mimicking the positions baby ducklings would take when following their mother. 
bakugou found himself walking faster when he saw you take up your spot in the line, hoping to land his spot right behind you. 
unfortunately, this idiot who considered himself bakugou’s friend tugged him back. “bakugou!” a familiar voice rasped. 
“shitty hair, let go of me.” 
“hey man, chill out. wanna partner up if we’re doing training in pairs?” 
bakugou glanced at the line, the spot that should have been reserved for him now taken up by sato. 
bakugou tugged his sleeve from kirishima’s hand. “whatever,” he snapped. 
“sounds good!” kirishima flashed him a toothy grin and a thumbs-up. the bubbly feeling in bakugou’s chest died down as he stood behind sato, the overwhelming scent of sugar filling his nose, various candies that would go straight to your arteries. 
“you smell like ass, damn,” bakugou remarked, squeezing his nostrils together. 
luckily, sato was tall enough to not hear the insult, as he towered over bakugou by just another head. the line began moving like a sloppy train down to the change rooms. 
bakugou scoffed as he listened to your giggle. he should be making you laugh. 
“you’ll be given partners randomly from this box.” aizawa held up a familiar red box. “inside are all your names. i’ll select one, then that person will come up and pick another name from the box. that will be your assigned partner for today. as soon as you have your assigned partner, i want you guys to get straight to work.” 
denki raised a hand, speaking before being called on. “sensei, why are we getting random partners? we’re always allowed to choose.” 
“in the real world, you’re going to come across different villains every day. you’ll never improve your skills or your quirks if you keep fighting the same person.” 
denki sighed, slumping back. 
dammit, bakugou thought, gritting his teeth together. there wasn’t any way he wanted to be partners with you. it’s obvious he’d win the fight in the first few seconds. 
yes! exactly right! bakugou internally grinned. his fluctuating feelings had finally soothed themselves. you were just another extra, and he had no room for you in his head. 
aizawa took a moment to fiddle with the slips of paper inside the box. soon enough, he pulled out a name. “todoroki.” 
todoroki walked up, digging his hand into the box when aizawa held it out for him. he pulled out a name, delicately unraveling the slip. “uraraka, you’re my partner.” he deadpanned. 
the brunette grinned. “great!” 
the two found their own spot on the field, and the class’s attention was once again diverted to their grouchy teacher as he pulled out another name. 
“bakugou.” 
bakugou strutted up without a worry in his mind. he pulled a name to find... 
“y/n,” he said, voice a low growl. instead of the annoying fluttering in his chest, his eyes met yours, and they were filled with a different, new ferocity. he crumpled the paper in one hand, letting it twirl to the ground. 
you looked at him, unsmiling. your eyes gave away nothing, and to bakugou’s knowledge, all you saw in him was another opponent. 
it took him a moment to realize you had both locked eyes for about a minute. perhaps the two of you would have stayed as you were if aizawa hadn’t snapped at the two of you to get moving as yaomomo’s name was called. 
bakugou was on his way to the back of the field, you followed close behind. while there was plenty of room still, he chose a secluded area. while it was still open enough to view everything going on so nobody got hurt, it was often nobody chose to train here. for whatever reason, you weren’t sure. 
“wait up, bakugou,” you said. after a bit, you caught up to him. 
“if you can’t keep up, then...” then what? he looked at you from the side of his eye. “then don’t keep up...” gosh, here came the embarrassing, disgusting feeling of redness in his cheeks. 
you laughed. “what?” 
“shut up.” 
“you’re an idiot, bakugou.” 
“i said shut the hell up!”
“what, so you can call me shitface in front of the entire class but you get all pissed when i call you an idiot?” 
so you had heard him! 
he tongued his cheek, curling his hands around an invisible ball, explosions sparking in the centers of his palms. “don’t expect me to hold back, dumbass.” 
“i wouldn’t dream of it.” 
gosh he loved that about you. 
bakugou caught his thought in the air. 
ahem...gosh he hated that about you. 
you both charged in at the same time. his cry was louder than yours, but you struck first. 
he admired your quirk. while he’d overhead you explaining all the drawbacks it had, it was strong, and you were strong because you knew how to control it. 
purple arrows flew from your arms, going in your desired directions. if you lost focus for one moment, they’d vanish and weaken. if you focused too hard or long, you’d be plagued by a splitting headache. 
he’d spent too much time obsessing over your strengths and weaknesses.  
your arrows were weightless, however they were solid objects capable of carrying any mass, any thing, and worked as extensions of your body. 
the violet arrow had shot out at him, twisting around his right gauntlet and crushing inwards. it’d snaked around him without him noticing, slithering along his back. 
bakugou struggled to get the air-light arrow off his wrist, but it was no use. he glared back, only to see your focused, furrowed brows. he’d expected to see your cocky ass smiling. it was nice to see you weren’t. 
that was one thing that had also caught his eye. you never underestimate your opponent, but you never underestimate yourself, either. 
you conjured a larger arrow. it snaked around your right arm as you hurled bakugou into the air, releasing your grasp on him. you shot your other arrow into the air, and it raced into the sky. 
it swerved. bakugou’s eyes went wide as the tip of the arrow came down on his chest. if they weren’t intangible things, he would have been bleeding out. 
another drawback: the arrows, while they could solidify, they couldn’t do any actual damage. you had to use your surroundings to inflict harm on your opponent. 
he coughed out as the arrow shot him into the ground. he hadn’t even touched you, and here he was, vulnerable and so...so... 
you stood over him, hands on your hips. 
vulnerable and so lost in that adorable, winning smile. 
“get away from me, idiot,” he grunted and turned onto his side, his back crying out in pain. 
“i think i won this fight, bakugou,” you chirped, rocking on your heels. 
“don’t get arrogant, shithead. you won’t be winning against me anymore.” 
you grinned, arrows shooting out behind your back. 
the dorms were exceptionally quiet. you were typing away in the common room, bakugou on the couch reading. everyone was off doing something else. it was the weekend, luckily. he’d expected you to go bounding out with everyone else, however you’d stayed back, claiming you had some homework to catch up on. 
bakugou being classic bakugou had stayed back. he was excited to have the dorm to himself, but your dumbass was stuck here with him. couldn’t you have done your typing in your room? 
you were so aggressive on that poor keyboard. 
“oi, quiet down with your shit typing.” 
you barely grunted in response. 
“don’t ignore me.” 
“i heard you, mom.” 
“the hell did you call me?” 
no response. only your aggressive typing is a bit less aggressive. 
“i can still hear it,” bakugou remarked, eyes fixed on your back. 
“‘kay,” you said. your typing slowed a tad, and your pressure on the keys lessened. 
it was quiet now. bakugou should go back to his book. he shouldn’t still be looking for a reason to talk to you. 
the pages crinkled in his fingers. he bit his tongue, keeping his snarky comments in. 
“you’re a fucking idiot, you know that? doing your damn homework. it’s due tomorrow.” 
you turned, pursing your lips. “and how would you know what i’m working on? are you stalking me?” 
“i- what? no. you’re such an idiot, of course i’m not—” 
“i’m messing with you,” you breathed, face un-moving. 
“o-oh,” bakugou stuttered out. he blinked awkwardly. 
“gosh, what’s gotten your panties in a twist?” 
“you’re annoying.” 
“you’re a jackass.” you returned to your work. bakugou settled with reading in his room. reading consisted of jumping onto his bed just as the stereotypical high school girl would in an eighties movie. he buried his face in his pillow, face burning bright red. he cursed you for making him feel this way, and hated himself even more for how much he enjoyed it. 
the next day came swiftly. you’d left early to go train with midoriya. there were many improvements needed to be made, but you weren’t doing too bad.
you propelled yourself forwards with an arrow, and your green-haired friend shot back, lightning flickering around his body. 
landing back on the ground, you panted and swiped the sweat from your brow. from the corner of your eye, you could make out both kirishima and bakugou coming to the training grounds. 
bakugou stopped in his tracks, frowning at the sight of you. 
it was evident he hated you a bit more than everyone else. he was always making his annoying comments, he was always snubbing you. you saw no reason to talk to him, so you didn’t. either way, even if you tried, he would still get angry for no reason. 
it’d taken you quite some time to get used to his obnoxious attitude. tuning him out had been the best course of action, in your opinion. 
the way you and midoriya had bonded was through bakugou, in a way. the first day of school, bakugou had snapped at you for tripping over your laces and nearly crashing into him. later that day, midoriya had stepped up and apologized for his old friend’s actions. 
you two had never been too close until now. the recent incidents going on with the league of villains had snagged your attention, and it seemed you were the only person who didn’t mind listening to him ramble on about heroes. 
you were just as passionate and just as dorky, but midoriya could talk your ear off. you never minded, and he always took the hint when you didn’t want to listen. 
you brought your leg up, twirling in the air with ease and watched your heel collide with midoriya’s face. he grunted, stumbling back. 
you were about to charge in again when a hand landed on your shoulder, big and rough. you turned to see bakugou standing behind you, a scowl on his face. 
“fight me again,” he demanded. 
“excuse me?” 
“don’t act like you didn’t hear me.” 
“i’m in the middle of fighting midoriya right now.” 
“so?”
“so if you think that i’m just going to ditch my friend because you want to fight, i won’t.” 
“you’re being stubborn.” 
“i’m being reasonable. back off.” 
“y/n?” midoriya rubbed his jaw—right where you had struck him. “what’s going on?” he jogged up to you and bakugou. 
“he wants to fight me in the middle of our fight. it’s nothing serious. don’t worry about it, midoriya. let’s just ignore him.” 
bakugou made a sound someone would only make if they were choking. “the hell did you just say?” 
“we’re ignoring you!” you waved him off and placed your hand on midoriya’s shoulder, wandering away. 
-
it was new to him, not getting what he wanted. and what he wanted right now was to be around you. again, it wasn’t like he would ever admit that to himself. 
“dude? you good? i thought you went off to fight y/n. i was so ready to cheer you on, dude,” kirishima’s chipper voice piped in. “she’s not fighting with you? why not?” 
“the dumbass was just probably scared of getting her ass beat by me.” 
“dude...that sounds really weird.” 
“whatever, shitty hair. let’s go.” 
the clock ticked. his ears were on fire. again. 
gosh, it was happening again. it was all you. his face scrunched up, his voice would surely crack if someone were to ask him what was wrong. 
bakugou was once again stuffing his face in his pillow, hiding his expression from no one. why did you have to go train with that shitty nerd? why were you always around deku? deku, of all people. what did he have? why was he so great? 
bakugou was a man of many insecurities, but losing to deku? that was possibly his biggest fear. 
perhaps he wasn’t the nicest, or the most soft person out there. bakugou could admit that, at least. but he was smarter than deku. he was stronger and he was better and people liked him more. right? 
what was so...amazing about deku? 
it was often bakugou would find himself obsessing over little, insignificant things such as these. 
you were what he was thinking of most of the time. just yesterday, he’d gotten a test returned. he was expecting an eighty at the lowest, but more so expecting a high ninety. it’d come back exactly sixty percent. 
sixty. percent.
bakugou vividly remembered staring at your face. he also remembered not being able to focus because of it. his grades were dropping because of you. 
you were the only person to be able to do this to him. 
his heart grew quiet, but the pounding of his didn’t cease. he lifted his head. 
“alright, fine,” he said aloud. “you win, y/n. you win.” 
he settled with getting over his feelings the way he’d read them in his collection of romance manga. 
bakugou left his room and knocked on your door. (he was banging on it, but it was his nice way of knocking.) 
you answered, looking around awkwardly. “yes?” 
his hands shook. how was this supposed to go? sure, he’d seen it in romance movies and read it in books but it was always easy to tell whether the guy would get the girl or not. 
in this instance, bakugou was clueless. for once in his life, he was clueless. you stood, tapping your foot with a hand on your hip, waiting expectantly for him to tell you why he was here. 
“um.” he scratched behind his neck. “you uh- i uh...i’m sorry i called you a, um...a shitface.” 
“okay? is that it?” 
what? come on! it was already unlike him to apologize. what else did you want from him? 
“did you...i’ve been thinking, maybe? maybe we could..train together as...friends?”  
“...what?” 
gosh dammit, as friends? 
“whatever, um...the uh...” oh gosh, what did the boys do in all the books he’d read? right! bakugou stretched out his arm, resting his forearm on the door, leaning to the side. 
although he didn’t, really, because like the clumsy jackass he was, bakugou missed completely and nearly toppled to the floor. 
this earned a snicker from you. 
his stomach flipped and churned, and bakugou found himself unable to reach your eyes. “uh, would you maybe..? okay, um. do you want to go on a date with me? you absolute fucking dumbass.” 
your eyes flew wide. “...what?” 
“no, that’s not what i— i mean i didn’t mean the last part. um, i meant the first part. the first two parts. the part where i was asking you if you wanted to go on a date with me and then before that when i said maybe because it’s still a maybe until you say yes. or...or no because that’s an option too.” 
he swallowed. 
you resisted the urge to mock him, just a little bit. “um, bakugou, listen.” 
he leaned closer. “yes?” 
“it’s going to be a no. i’m sorry, but i’m just not interested in you like that.” 
it took him a moment to register everything. his shoulders sagged. gosh that was brutal. 
“oh, alright.” 
“yeah, uh, sorry about that.” you offered him a weak smile, still a bit shocked yourself. he did his best to return it, and when you closed the door, his face was ready to explode. 
it was so damn difficult to deal with these feelings, but maybe it was better this way. knowing where you stood on your end, he knew he wouldn’t miss out on anything. 
perhaps it was alright to admire from afar. things could happen in the future, right? 
right now, he’d just wait. for a long, long time. bakugou pressed a hand to his chest, feeling his erratic heartbeat. maybe it was alright to not have you right now. perhaps he could better himself for you. just for you. 
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starglitterz · 3 years
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I come with brainrot
I swear this is just me not knowing who to tell about all the Xiao thoughts I've been having-
Xiao accidentally calling you 'love' infront of the adepti
When Xiao gets mad at you he gets pouty and won't forgive you unless you give him almond tofu
Xiao hates giggly people but falls in love with you ×10 when you giggle dorkily(is that even a word XD)
🥺 that is all I have for today
Have a nice day or night!! <3
HII KOI MY BELOVED !!! <3
omg xiao thoughts 👁 pls always send me xiao brainrot Please i will literally go feral /hj
NOOOO IM GOING 2 CRY THAT'S SO ADORABLE HAHSHFJSHF like imagine he's like at a meeting of the adepti (imagine ur an adeptus too ok) but yes and then they're all discussing stuff and when they finish you're all abt to leave and xiao is like 'come on dove, let's go home' AND EVERYBODY JUST FALLS COMPLETELY SILENT 😭 then ganyu starts giggling softly and cloud retainer flaps her wings and is like 'i always knew they were a good match', madame ping just chuckles 'ah, young love' and moon carver says in his super deep voice 'i approve of this relationship' (as if anybody asked 🤕‼️/j) PLS and xiao turns redder than a tomato and just grabs your hand before teleporting you back to wangshu inn... he's rlly embarassed that's how they found out but he'd be lying if he said he wasn't proud that they said you were a good match,,, LMFOAJFJWJD he's so cute i love him sm <3
RAWR RAWR RAWR YES HE DOES... imagine he gets upset bc you were spending too much time with childe, i mean obviously he completely trusts you but the poor baby misses your attention 💔 so he gets soooo grumpy and just stays on the roof of wangshu inn all day (its not a phase, y/n 🙄🙄🙄 HELP) AND THEN after consulting with verr goldet you realise why he's being pouty and so to appease him you make his favourite dish! and when you bring it up to him his amber eyes literally light up So Much and if you apologise he'll mumble that 'there's no need for you to say sorry, my behaviour was out of line.' and then if you tease him a lil more he will FINALLY admit 'i just missed you, alright?' after xiao's grand confession the tips of his ears turn red and he hides his face in his hands, but if you press a lil butterfly kiss to his nose and murmur that you missed him too, this man will absolutely be putty in your hands !! (as if he isn't already !!!)
no bc this is the reason i ascend /pos THE OTHER DAY I WAS SO SAD bc someone said that xiao would only like quiet people and i was like 😔😓😟😞😖🙁☹😢😭😰 HAHAHA idk maybe xiao wouldnt like me but isok a girl can dream 😩
OK BUT BACK TO THE POINT xiao rlly loves the joyous sound of your laughter! he's definitely not the best at cracking jokes or being a comedian, but for some reason, he seems to unintentionally amuse you. for that, he's really glad, because it means you're happy, which has somehow become his no1 priority - ensuring your happiness. he thinks your laugh is super adorable!! no matter how annoying you may think it is, if you ever voice these insecurities, xiao will always be there to reassure that it most certainly isn't. and maybe if you're lucky, he'll turn his face away to hide the blush rapidly darkening his cheeks and whisper, "in fact, it would be... enjoyable for me if you would laugh more."
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH SOBS LOUDLY IM SORRY KOI FOR ACCIDENTALLY TYPING OUT A WHOLE THESIS BUT THANK U FOR THE FOOD... ILY !!! <3
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hoonhrt · 3 years
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EMBRASSE-MOI
: pairing — student! jay x tutor! reader
: genre — fluff, crack 
: song recc. — L’amour by Miel De Montagne 
: a/n — this lowkey sucks but I've been wanting to get work out so I'm sorry if this isn't the best :(( also I'm still learning french so if some of it is wrong pls lmk so i can fix it!! 
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Jay was your school’s resident bad boy. blond hair, all-black outfits, cuts class and yells at kids that look his way. you know? the usual. You on the other hand were the complete opposite. straight-A student. A quiet kid who didn’t dare look the ways of Jay Park and his Clique™. So imagine the shock that was felt when the boy you avoided at all costs, walks up to you in the middle of the cafeteria asking for French lessons. 
“You want me to do what?” He rolls his eyes, tired of this conversation already. 
“Can you not hear? I’m failing French and I need to pass or else my parents won’t let me move to France.” He speaks as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. 
“And you’re asking me why?” He rolls his eyes again for what felt like the 100th time. You’re just confused about how he even knows of your existence.
“Listen, all I know that you’re in my French class and that you pay attention, I’ll even pay you I just need to get my mark up.” You perk up to the sound of money. You don’t really need but it’s still nice to have some. Doing this will get you good Karma right? 
“Fine. Meet me at the library every Monday and Wednesday after class, got it?” Jay stares at you with annoyance. He really does not want to be wasting his senior year on stupid lessons but, here we are. He reluctantly agrees and watches you walk away, struggling to hold your books in your arms. He turns around and lets out a deep sigh, wondering if the hot chicks and fancy baguettes in France are really worth this
Minutes turned into hours as you waited for Jay to show up. You waited patiently for hours just for this kid to not show up. Annoyed, you start to pack up your books. You don’t know why you’d think someone like Jay would actually show up to a voluntary tutor session. You were just about to make your way out of the library when you see someone running towards you almost like the flash. As the figure got closer to your still body, you realize it was Jay. Now, bent over in front of you gasping for air with his tongue out like a dog. You stared at his limped-over figure with confusion and slight disgust. 
“s-s-sorry i was… late, i f-forgot about… this.” he manages to speak out with the little air he has in him. He stands up and evens out his breath. 
“what makes you think i’m gonna tutor you now? you wasted my time Park, i have a life too you know.” you snap at him. He stares at you for a brief second before letting out a hearty laugh, throwing his head back and slapping his leg. He sees your serious expression, your eyes glaring at him like an eagle and awkwardly stops laughing. 
“Look, i’m paying you and this is only gonna last for a little while. i just need to pass, that’s it.” His eyes shine with a hopeful gleam, a look that is extremely rare to see from Jay Park. He looked a little cute. You dramatically sigh and start walking into the library, Jay following behind you. 
You settle at the table you sat at prior, re-opening your book bag to pull out your notes. He just watches you do that, not making an effort to even bring out a pencil. 
“Okay, so how much french do you even know?” 
He stares into space, a little hesitant to continue. “Um, i can ask if i can go to the bathroom?” You stare at him with disbelief. You’ve been in this class with him for months and that’s all he knows. 
“THAT’S IT?” 
“Oh and i can say good morning!” you let out a loud groan that catches the attention of others around, causing them to loudly shush at you. Feeling annoyed again, you contemplate if the money was really worth it. You sigh out and start looking for your notes from the beginning of the semester. This was gonna take a LONG time. 
“... and that’s how you conjugate verbs in the past tense, aka passé composé!” You finish off the session with joy. Jay on the other hand has gone completely blank, not remembering a single word you just told him. He stares down at his notes, then at you, then back down at his notes. You can see the struggle on his face and he hasn’t said a word yet. 
“I’m never gonna pass french. This is it. I can kiss France goodbye.” he claims with despair. This already too hard for him and he barely has learned anything. He sets his head on the table and mumbles to himself about how he will never be happy if he doesn’t live his youthful 20’s in France. You sat across from him irritated with his discouraging behaviour and a little sad that you weren’t able to teach him well. Until you come up with a plan that might help him improve much quicker.  
“What if… we hang out this weekend? We can do something and we’ll only speak in French! Of course I’ll help you and all that. But like, maybe? Only if you want to of course you probably don’t wanna spend your weekend with me i dont know you know its just a plan.” you ramble on and on without stopping and Jay simply just watches you. He smirks a little before nodding. 
“How about you put your number in my phone and then I’ll text you when I’m free hm?” he slides his phone across the table towards you and eyes you typing it in. He catches a glimpse of your rose-coloured cheeks and smirks a little more. 
“Okay, uh there’s my number! Just um, text me you know, when you’re free!” you manage to stutter out. Jay just nods at you and again, watches you walk away. This time a slight smile across his face. 
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A sudden notification pulls you away from your thoughts. An unknown number that you had a feeling belonged to a particular boy you didn’t think would actually text you. 
042-002-1130: bonjour 
042-002-1130: was that even right
042-002-1130: anyways I’m free on saturday if you wanna hang ig 
042-002-1130: samedi is saturday right 
042-002-1130: it is wow im such a genius 
You let out a snort at his cocky behaviour and reply back, letting him know that you were free yourself and to meet you at the school grounds at 2 pm. 
Saturday shows up as you wait outside the school gates, a picnic basket in hand. An all-black car with dark tinted windows zooms up to you. The window is pulled down and alas, the handsome boy sits in the driver’s seat, ushering you to get into the car with his hand. 
“Woah a picnic basket? Listen y/n you’re cool and all but this isn’t a date,” he speaks and notices you roll your eyes. A smug smile tugging his lips. 
“No you asshole, I have a plan with this.” 
“Tell me,” Jay begins to drive away from the school. The destination is unknown to you but extremely familiar to the boy next to you. 
“In here there is a bunch of food, in order for you to eat, you’re gonna have to say the name of the food in french.” He turns his head to see you looking back at him, a sweet smile places on your face. Jay has always known of you. You sat in the back of the classroom, handed in all your work on time and never skipped a class. You had very few friends and always seemed to be lost in a dream world when you weren’t working. Jay had never been able to speak to you personally as you always avoided him but know he has the chance to actually talk to you, and he doesn’t wanna mess it up. 
The car stopped at the edge of a giant grassy field. The greenery going miles ahead. Trees surrounding the two of you. Jay like a gentleman runs out of the car to open the door for you. You blush at his actions, thanking him silently by smiling at him. 
He directs you to a small spot under a tree. You lay out a blanket for you to sit on while Jay leans up against the tree. You tell him to sit down next to you as you bring out all the little snacks to share with him. He thinks that he could get used to this. 
“D’accord, commençons! Qu'est-ce que ç'est?” (okay, lets start! What is this?) 
You pick up a grape. He thinks for a little bit before answering. “Un raisin.” (a grape) You clap with glee and hand him over the grape. A silence falls between you both, unaware of how to keep going. He picks up a strawberry and brings it to your face. “Tu aime les fraises?” (do you like strawberries?) You eye him for a second, for someone who said he only knows how to ask how to go the bathroom in french, he knows quite a bit. You nod a little, opening your mouth and letting him feed you the sweet fruit. Your face matches the colour of the strawberry and he giggles. You pull out a sandwich and ask him to describe what’s in it. 
“Dans le sandwich, il y a du jambon, du beurre, et de la tomate.” (in the sandwich there is some ham, some butter, and some tomato.) He speaks confidently. 
“Trés bien Jay! Tu es bon en parler francias!” (very good Jay! You are really good at speaking French!) 
“Merci, mon Cheri.” (Thank you, my dear.) you blush even more before and shy away from Jay’s gaze. Jay being the very bold guy that he is, placing his hand underneath your jaw, forcing you to meet his eyes. You both just stare at each other as the sun sets behind you. Was Jay always this beautiful? His eyes scan over your face seeking for any discomfort, none is to be found. So he makes the move and starts to lean in. You already have your eyes closed and lips puckered out, ready to embrace a feeling you’ve never felt before.
His breath fans over your lips and just before he kisses you he asks “je peux t’embrasser? (can I kiss you?) you eagerly nod and whisper out “embrasse-moi.” (kiss me.) Jay finally places his lips on yours and everything feels right. Your hands find their way to the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. You stay in this position with him for a little while before you pull back for air. Both his hands cradle your face, his thumb rubbing across the apples of your cheeks.
“I still have a lot to learn y’know?” Jay breaks the silence. You laugh out loud, falling into his lap. 
“Same time next week then yeah?” He lets out a ‘hmm’ and watches you rest your head against his thigh, playing with the ends of your hair. ‘Maybe France could wait a little’ he thought. 
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yuezhong · 3 years
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593 followers special! + appreciation & shoutouts <3
Hi guys! I’m back. Now, I know it’s been a while since I last posted anything as uni has been kicking my butt, and I was busy with my final sem exams. But now that I’m back, I would like to do something simple to celebrate me reaching 506 followers (596 currently) a while ago, and that is to open a discord server.
Yep, you heard me. I’m having my own discord server! :3 So don’t be shy and come join it if you want. The mods are lovely and so are the users that have joined. The criteria for joining my server is that you have to be 15 or older ! And don’t even try to lie about your age, we can tell from the way you carry yourself.
https://discord.gg/pA9au9S
In addition to celebrating my 5th milestone, I would like to thank these people, which are my lovely friends, fanfic writers and non writers alike, those who are in bold write nsfw/mild nsfw :
To start off, I want to thank these three servers/groups as wholes:
1. Jay and Co.:
@oikawasass -- Jay my spicy cinnamon roll! You are very cool person, periodt. Tbh, I was a little intimidated by you when I first spoke to you in your server. But overtime as I spoke to you more, I can see that you're actually a very lovely and sweet person in your own way. Also, I love how you can be super blunt and say the most hilarious things with a serious tone. You’re self-assured, bold and not afraid to speak your mind, and that is what I admire about you. And thank you, for being there and talking sense into me when I needed it, I appreciate that very much 🥺
And boy oh boy, your writing? *Chef's kiss* the first time when I read one of your works, I fell in love with how easy on the eyes it is. Your writing style is simple yet beautiful. Your choice of words, the imagery and the cohesiveness too! It’s godtier💞, must stan it. I especially love your crack fics/hcs and you whole aesthetic as well. Ma'am, pls spare some of your skills. 
@archn my dear cupcake! Honestly, you're the sweetest person I've ever met and you're so so supportive and patient 🥺, plus I love how crackhead you can get when we’re fooling around lmao. Other than that, you’re really easygoing, not only towards me, but to everyone in general. You’re like that cool cousin that everyone looks up to and deserves all the appreciation in the world.
Also, your writing style is gorgeous and you write the characters' personality so spot on! I also love the flow of words sm ahhhj. I especially love your  headcanons of the bnha boyos working out with their fem s/o, that idea is really creative!
@mizukuni -- Mizuuu, my beautiful, gorgeous sweet red date! Babe, you have come so far from starting off as a new writing blog not long ago to finally achieving 1k followers! I just wanna say congrats for reaching your 10th milestone and you deserve every one of your followers! You can definitely go further and achieve more milestones. As for your writing style, it is simplistic but beautiful: you don’t use many flowery words to express your writing,  yet those simple words you choose bring out what you want to show in your works exactly, and the flow of words is just rly smooth and I stan the cohesiveness 💞. Oh and you have such a cute minimalistic art style that is very pleasant on the eyes! And lately I can see that you’re improving at a quick pace; your drawings are getting more detailed than last time and that’s really amazing! Also, did I mention that I love your blog’s aesthetic as well?
Also, thank you for being there for me when I was feeling down and needed someone to talk to, I cherish that gesture of yours greatly luv 💞As for my first impression of you, I could tell you’re a really chill person and go with the flow easily. Honestly, that helped a lot to buffer my social awkwardness and made me open up to y’all easier. So yeah, I must say a very big thank you once again to you babe 💞
@cherry-pancakes  -- Diiii my sweet cherry blossom! You are the cutest person I’ve ever met sjdnjsn. Your antics remind me of a sweet little sister and that is pretty darn adorable. Even though you can be a little bit wild and spontaneous sometimes, that just adds to your charm! Plus, a little wild every once in a while does’t do harm < 3
As for your writing, it has a simple flow but it is easily understood. If writing styles were aesthetics/ sceneries, yours would be a small flowing stream-- small but smooth flowing, simple but not insignificant. Beauty in simplicity describes your works perfectly. Also, did I mention that you have a really adorable artstyle as well? Your art style is relatively simple but it is so so cute 🥺
 @chizo --Guava my gummy bear! Babe, even though you are no longer active here, I just want to say a very big thank you. Thank you for giving us so many beautifully written works. Seriously, when I first met you through discord and followed your writing blog ( @izukyu ) I fell in love with your works. Something about your writing is just really special, plus I love the fact that you start sentences with small letters (Caps lock be damned lol). Your writing is a mixture of sophistication and simplicity, yet they compliment each other perfectly when you incorporate them into your works! It is pretty impressive because it is not an easy thing to do.
As for my first impression of you, I can tell you’re genuinely a vv caring and supportive person. You give off motherly vibes as well in a good way! You’re like the cool mom friend of the group who looks after everyone tbh 💝. So yeah, once again I want to say a very very big thank you to you again. Thank you for blessing the writers’ community with your wonderful fics and thank you for being such a good friend, let’s continue to be good friends in the near future!
@sourbkg  -- Emmie my blueberry! Babey you are another sweetheart who is caring and so so supportive. I still remembered that time when I felt a little ill and sad and you immediately sent some cat pictures to cheer me up, thank you sm for that love, it helped me a great deal 💕, plus I’m never one to say no to cats and kitties! Also, you know exactly what to say at the right moments! Your easygoing personality makes it easy for other people to open up to you as well.
As for your writing style, it has a simple yet realistic approach. It’s like I can see what is happening in your works like a movie scene and I think that is really cool! Keep up the good work < 3! I really love that one shot with Shoto’s s/o attempting to scare him, it’s so cute ahh! And I love the ending lol, Shoto cracking a joke is golden. 
@kozumie -- Kai! Oh man, where do I start. Okay, here we go. When I first met you in the server, I gravitated towards your easygoing, cool and chill vibe. After talking to you more, I can tell that I love the laid-back chill vibe you give off, you’re so awesome! 
Also, even though I haven’t read much of your work, I must say I really love the way you write. It’s precise and your vocabulary really helps with imagery, the words you can help the readers easily envision what is going on in your story, and that is really amazing! Keep up the good work! Looking forward to more works from you. 
@succu6us-- Anni! Babe, ahh it has been a while since we last spoke too hasn’t it? I missed you along with the others too 🥺 But now that I’m back for the time being, I’m going to be more active. Anni babe, your writing style is minimalistic yet gorgeous. I can tell you’re not a big fan of writing long paragraphs and that’s completely fine! Because if I’m being honest here, I tend to keep things simple and short as well if I can. Yet your simplistic style captures the gist of your works perfectly! did I mention that I love your nsfw works as well 
As for my first impression of you, I could tell that you had a very self-assured, confident aura about you, and you still do! But you are not arrogant at all. On the contrary, you’re a humble and supportive soul! I quite envy that self-assurance and air of confidence you have dear, and I can say that I have grown to be a bit more confident in myself by having you around, so you’re a wonderful influence! Let’s continue to keep in touch sweetie.
@mysterypotatoink -- Morgann! Sugarcakes, let me just say that you are the best big sister figure we could ever ask for! You are so sweet, supportive, loving and willing to help us whenever we need it. You are our server’s big sister and guardian 💕💕 You always make us feel loved and warm inside. Personally, whenever we talk to you, it gives off the vibe like a child wrapped up in a safety blanket-- toasty and secured. 
You’re so strong and wise, I look up to you a lot and want to learn from you in terms of being the pillar of support. 🥺
@needs-serotonin -- Joanna! Muffin, you’re another one of the sweetest, most supportive people in the server. You’re so honest about what you say in the group and know when to say it at the exact time.
Also Joanna, you give off a really cool vibe! Initially, I was a bit shy and unsure on how to approach you but overtime as I warmed up to you, you’re actually pretty easy to get along with! I would love to get to know you better, let’s talk more dear. 
2. Deku protection squad! (Aka dps) :
@suckersuki -- Lei! Sugarplum, you are another one of the sweetest, most supportive people I’ve ever met. You are always there for us when we need it and I love how crackhead you can get hahaha, I still remembered that time when we teased you by shipping you with shinsou hehe. Anyways, back to the original topic of appreciating you, you are a great listener and offer good advice! Also, you’re very easy to talk to and give off a cute vibe! 
Did I mention that I love your writing as well? Your style consists of a mixture of comedy and seriousness. Like, your hcs for the tik tok trend and argument scenario for the bnha boys are really funny; on the other hand, your fic with yandere shoto gives off a completely different aura and it sent shivers down my spine. Miss, pls spare some of them writing skills.
@babydabi -- Mei! Gingerbread, you are a another kind, loving and supportive soul that I have the honor of meeting in the dps. You are really easygoing and considerate. You are not afraid to speak up for your friends, but you do it with a careful choice of words and this shows that you’re really considerate.
As for your writing style, it is much like yourself. You know how to choose the best words to express what you want to and you’re cautious doing so. As I can be a little indecisive on deciding my choice of words, I’d love to learn from you! 
@bakugoustanaccount — Bri! Dear, tbh I was a little intimidated by your vibe when I first met you, bc you just seemed so cool,,, and I’m awkward and still don’t really know how to socialise well with people. But after interacting with you more, you’re actually pretty chill! Let’s talk more, I’d love to get to know you better.
As for your writing style, it has a certain smooth flowing, poetic aesthetic. I fell in love with it the moment I read your latest fic. The way you phrased everything is just so fitting! Pls teach me your ways miss.
@bnhatrashh -- Izzy! Luv, you give off a similar vibe like bri, so I was also kind of intimidated by you at first. But like bri, I opened up to you more and here we are! Let’s get to know each other better, I’d like to talk to you more often.
And I really love, love your way of writing! Your writing style has a pleasant, smooth homey vibe. It’s very soothing to the eyes and your vocabulary complements it really well! 
@cellotonin  —cookie! Love, you’re another one of the sweetest and most supportive people in the dps server ahhhh. You’re always ready to support us whenever and I love your vibe! I’d like to get to know you better sweetie.
Also, I love the way you write! it’s so sweet, warm and ahh so pretty 🥺, did I mention that I love your blog’s aesthetic and theme as well? Your style of writing is mellow and gorgeous! I would love to learn some of that from you pls.
 @hoekaashi — Ash! Dear, you give off a cool and mature vibe. You’re like the awesome aunt of the dps. When I first spoke to you in the dps, I was like “this person is really cool, I’m kinda scared if I mess up”, but that thought quickly faded as I chatted with you more. You’re not only cool, but also super chill, supportive and easygoing! Let’s talk more, I’d love to know you better. 
Also, I really love your way of writing! It has this realistic touch and lets people have the feeling of being in that scenario/situation. Plus, the flow of words are smooth and complements your style! Keep up the good work dear, I look forward to see more works from you in the future.
@xoxo-dede — Dede! Darling, you’re bold, outspoken and really cool. You speak your mind and I like that, also I love your crackhead side. Most of the time, you can say the most hilarious and crackhead things that never fail to crack us up (hahaha, see what I did there? Ok I’ll stop) , you’re a big bouncy ball of energy that we simply can’t get enough of! Oh, and your art style is really cool too!
As for your writing style, it’s simple but has that realistic vibe, like I can see what’s happening clearly through your words and that’s really amazing! Your writing is gorgeous dear.
3. 我的家庭!= my family (tree <3) 
@moonlit-xio -- Ara! My sweetpea, love. You are the sweetest, kindest and most understanding sweetheart I have ever met. You are so selfless and loving, making sure that we’re always accounted for and put us before you. You always make sure to give us the attention, love and support. But love, please let us give you back the love and attention too, for you deserve them as much as us. And you’re absolutely adorable!
And did I mention that the headcanons you come up with for us in the server are absolutely 100% beautiful and on point? No? Well, now you know, because they are. Queen ara, your writing is gorgeous, has a poetic touch and deserves more love, your descriptive skills are immaculate! The words you use to express your writings is just immaculate. Also, you’re very musically talented! Your music taste is delectable and refreshing, not to mention that you have the voice of a siren as well. Your singing is lovely, sweetpea.
@sunshhinnee -- Sunni! My darling pudding, love you are literally sunshine (hahaha,get it? Okay, I’ll stop). You’re so bright, positive and always look at the good side of things even if the going starts to get tough. You bring a warm and chaotic good atmosphere to our server, which serves as a nice distraction whenever I had a bad day or feel upset about something. 
Also, your art-style is really really cute! I like your shortcut way of drawing expressions and the anatomy of your characters haha. It’s not too detailed but you can tell what their expressions are saying and their poses are clear.
@bumbbo -- Max! Bubblegum, you’re another one of the most adorable people I ever met. You’re really easygoing and chill, but can be chaotic good sometimes, I like how crackhead you can get when Sunni is in on it too, haha. I especially love it when you two send memes and funny tiktoks to the group, I do enjoy them very much! Also, have I mentioned how much of a cutie and sweetheart you are? You’re so caring, giving and strong. Always willing to help out and so patient with us.🥺
Also, you have great taste in music and you’re great at writing too! Have I mentioned how on point your headcanons you wrote for us are? If I haven’t, now you know <3. Oh, and your editing skills are superb too! 
@sondering-thoughts -- Aria! Macaron, you’re another one of the sweetest, most understanding, and supportive people in our server. You’re like the server’s mom, living up to your nickname. You always watch out for us and make sure that we are doing well; if we felt down, you never fail to cheer us up by writing comfort headcanons for us and console us with the words we need to hear! Thank you so much, for doing all that for us dear 🥺 Also, the way you fluster us? You’re a pro at it snjssk, you make us blush so easily that it’s unfair ��😭
And speaking of writing, you sure have a way with words macaron! Your writing has a poetic take in it, which is something I hope to incorporate into my writing style one day.
@what-a-creative-username --Liana! Chocolate chip! My bro to my bromance, the kuroo to my bokuto, the bread to my shinya! Bro, you are another 100% cutie plus sweetie! I love it when you’re being chaotic along with the rest of them and spam the group with memes and chaotic Youtube vines/vids lmao. Also, the aesthetics you made for us are so pretty ahh! 
Besides that, you’re also really considerate and willing to lend an ear. I still remember when I was anxious and vented to you and you let me rant. Then you reassured me and comforted me, which both calmed me down successfully. Thank you love, I appreciate that gesture very much 🥺 . I miss your presence very much in the server, hope we’ll get to talk again and raise hell all together soon!
@txmxkis --Linds! Cake pop, dearie you’re another kind, loving and sweet soul I have the fortune of meeting in the server. If Ari is the mother, then you’re the cool aunt who’s always wiling to hype us up! And support us when we feel down or need someone to vent to ofc. You’re really chill, easygoing and so adorable! Even though you can be a lil mischief and fluster us on purpose sometimes, not that I’ll ever admit it  Your vibe is rly pretty, and okay...I admit that I like you flustering me...maybe a little bit. 
Honourable mentions! :
@cosmicskin --Lily, my dear love. Honestly you’re the sweetest person I first met on tumblr. Back then when you gave me that shout out, I felt happy, shocked in a good way, and honored all at the same time. And yet, you claim that you are not an angel. Sweetie, you are wrong. You are an angel, even if you claim that you are not. And the way you write? Immaculate, your fluff works have a poetic vibe in them and I’m in love with it. Even though you are no longer writing, I still want to say a very big thank you. Thank you for giving us so many beautiful, gorgeous stunning works. 
@keigos-dove --Eli my sweet! Dear, you are another lovely soul that I’m really fortunate to meet here. I still remember that time when I asked you to proofread a fic of mine and you did, giving me your honest opinion about it 🥺, so thank you very much for that love! Also, you’re really easygoing and I love the way you carry yourself, you’re not only sweet, but also really cool! I love talking to you and the way you write? Absolutely gorgeous. There’s something about your writing that’s just... so pretty and it tugs at my heartstrings! Keep up the good work, gorgeous! 
@seashellsandshores--Emmie dear! Another fellow sweetheart that I have the honor of meeting here. Dearie, you are really chill and easygoing. I like how easy it is to talk to you and rant to you about ons besides bnha lmao, it has been a while but I want to let you know that I enjoy the time I spend with you and hopefully we’ll get to talk again! Also, the fact that you gave me and your fanfic writer friends a shout out on your birthday says that you are not only a sweetheart, but you’re also a really kind and supportive soul 🥺. And boy, your writing? beautiful. Your url complements your writing style perfectly. Your style is simple, but gorgeous and I can easily imagine what is happening in your fics, like I can mentally picture the scene and hear what the characters are saying. Keep up the good work sweetie! 
@birds-have-teeth -- Ashi sweetie! Again, I just want to say a very big welcome back. I hope that you have been resting well during your break sweetheart 🥺. Also, I was caught off-guard when you posted that appreciation post! How dare you do that when I was least expecting it >:c, you have no idea how flustered I felt when I read that ahhhh 🥺. You are such a sweet, supportive, easygoing and loving person, I really love talking to you! And the way you write? IT IS STUNNING, BREATH-TAKING MMM PERFECTION. The flow of words and vocabulary are just so in sync! Immaculate! Also, your art style is really awesome too! I look forward to see more works from you and can’t wait to get back on a regular basis of talking to you again💕
@90s-belladonna -- Aixa! Queen, you’re another one of the coolest, most easygoing people I have ever met! I was kind of awkward when i first talked to you in our dms on twitter, but overtime we got closer and could talk about almost anything! I really love love your laid-back chill vibe, let’s talk more lovely, I enjoy talking to you a lot! Also, have I mentioned how delectable your writing is? Even though most of your works that I’ve read are headcanons, i can say that your writing style is sophisticated yet easy on the eyes. The way you write takes my breath away, I look forward to see more works from you! Keep up the good work <3
@pastelgurlie --Kassy dear, you are really dynamic, funny and outspoken.Thank you for approaching me first on wattpad and dming me, you give off a really fun and cheerful vibe that makes you easy to be around with. Initially,  I was a little stiff and unsure on how to interact with you, but fortunately you were patient and willing to stick around until I came out of my shell ^-^.  Oh, also did I mention how cool your artstyle is? Your style consists of a semi-realistic coupled with elements of anime in it and that’s really awesome! And the way you draw my and Amy’s oc for free? That’s so sweet of you 🥺. 
@adelheidvonschicksal -- Adel my love, you’re another sweet supportive babe I have the fortune of meeting here! You’re really chill, laid-back cool and I feel like a fan living the dream of befriending her idol when I talk to you! You are the very first Shoto blog I came across on Tumblr, and when I first read your works, I fell in love with them. And to have you follow me back, ahh I feel so honored 🥺! And as for your writing style, it is immaculate! I read most of your fics, including the nsfw ones (cough) and they have this beautiful, realistic touch. You characterize the characters rly well and it’s like I can picture what is happening in your works in my head! Keep up the good work, senpai 🥺, I look forward to more amazing works from you.
@lavander-cherry--Cheska! Dear, my second writing senpai for shoto. First I want to say it’s good to have you back! it has been a while since we last talked and tbh, I felt a little sad when I saw your announcement about leaving the bnha writing community, still I do respect your decision back then! And now, I feel really happy that you are back writing for this fandom. Your works are superb, dear! Your characterization is on point and your flow of words complements it very well. Also, I like how you are not afraid to speak your mind and how bold you are, let’s talk again soon!
@shoutodoki --Val! Dear, ahhhh you are another sweetheart that I'm so so fortunate to meet here! You're really easygoing and sweet and it's really easy to talk to you. Your vibe is gorgeous and I cannot stress enough on how much I adore your writings! The flow of words throughout your stories, works and headcanons is just so immaculate and aesthetically pleasing! Even though you have deactivated your acc, I just want to say a very big thank you. Thank you for all of your wonderful works that you have written, you have been a really big inspiration to many writers(including me), I’m sure of that. 
@random-mha-thoughts -- Rachel! Sweetheart, dear I still remembered the way you first helped me back then, we didn’t know each other at all, and yet you were so willing to stand up for and help me! I’m trully grateful for the help you provided so so much. And thank you, also for sticking by me even after that and being such a kind soul after all this while. Let’s continue to be friends sweetie!
As for your writing, it’s simple and sweet. The way you write brings a mellow feeling that’s very pleasant to the viewers, it brings about a fluffy feeling and is easy on the eyes. Look forward to more works from you! Keep up the good work! 
@min-atoo --Minny my sweet! Man, it has been 3 years since we known each other hasn’t it? You’re just the sweetest, super understanding and kindest person ever! I’m really glad to call you one of my closest friends <333. You’re really easy to hang out with and I love the vibe you give off so much! I still remember the moment when we got into a discussion about what todo’s beard color would be on ig lol. It’s really fun hanging out with you, and yoi and chessie ofc. We should get tgt and have a discord grp call sometime! 
Oh, and you have the cutest artstyle ever! The pastel colours you use and the chibi aesthetic you have go perfectly together! All of your works are very easy on the eyes and are super cute! Let’s stay in touch bb x
Make sure to show some love to these lovely ppl that I tagged above by giving them a follow! Oh, I also want to show some love to @dee-madwriter , @dimplesum , @heroprose @kingtamakimurder @love-toxin  @lovelove-dere , @yandere-daydreams, @trafalgar-temptress @wonderwomanfantasy, @combust-catalyst @talpup @shoutogepi and @bnhabadass ! They are some amazing fanfic authors as well so go follow them if you haven’t already :3
Words cannot express how much I love and appreciate every one of you, both my friends I have tagged in this post and my dear followers. I am very thankful for every one of you, let’s work hard together! 
So, what’s next? Since that I am back for now, i will finish off the belated birthday fics I left unfinished for some of my lovely writer friends above, move on to one last request from the last time and finish off some fics of mine. As for when I will re-open requests...they are put on hold until further notice. Oh and I'll be clearing my asks and tags at the same time.
Until then, see y'all soon!
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sgtbuckyybarnes · 2 years
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everything from the salty ask list for marvel pls mate
Let's do this!
What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*
I'm not overly into OTPs with the canon characters but I would say I don't understand the pedestal people put Tony and Pepper on. I think she deserves better tbh.
I never used to get Vision and Wanda but WandaVision did help me see it more
Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*
SamBucky and Stucky
Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?
Yes! I let it slide the first time but unfollowed the next time
Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*
Probably Steve/Tony, I've seen a few people ship it but I don't and will never get it
Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*
Yes, Stucky. I used to really like them and think they were cute, loved the edits people did etc...but the fandom really made me dislike it
Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?*
Probably Steve/Nat!
Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*
Iron Man, he kicked off the MCU and I remember how excited I was to see his film but as the storylines went on I just have liked him less and less
Have you received anon hate? What about?*
Nope, but I can imagine it after my answers to the previous and next questions hahah
Most disliked character(s)? Why?
Tony Stark. I don't like how he thinks he's better than everyone, how he has double standards with a lot of things, how he treats Pepper, how he treats Steve...I have a lot of issues with Tony Stark.
Most disliked arc? Why?
Again, probably Tony. I don't even think he had much of an arc to be honest. He stayed pretty much the same until the last minute when he did the snap.
Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
Carol Danvers, I just love her. She was in the first solo female superhero movie and I'm not saying it was an amazing movie but I am saying I feel like it started Marvel on the roll to adding more and more diversity to the franchise which was so needed and is still needed.
Is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
Steve's ending haha! It's probably because I just didn't want him to die but, to me, he finally chose himself after spending years of putting others before what he wanted. I'm not a big Steggy shipper so the only thing I think of in my mind is that he gave her the dance and then moved on...when asked about the woman he married he didn't elaborate so how do we even know he stayed with her!
That's just my thoughts on it anyway hahaha!
Unpopular opinion about your fandom?
I think people are being overly harsh on the newer movies and characters being brought out. Yes I'm going to miss the OG6 so much and I enjoyed the last 10 years so much but I'm also so excited with what we have to come!
If you could change anything in the show, what would you change?
Give Bucky more lines hahaha
Does not shipping something ‘popular’ mean you’re in denial and/or biased?
I wouldn't say so! I think everyone is entitled to their own opinions as long as it's not hurtful to someone else.
And, if you don't agree with something someone says, just do what I did and unfollow. It's easy.
What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?
The misogyny and how people put so much on ships. Just because I don't ship Stucky doesn't mean I don't like gay ships, just because someone doesn't ship the same thing as you doesn't mean you're wrong
What is the purest ship in the fandom?
Druig and Makkari at the moment I reckon!
What are your thoughts on crack ships?
You do you!
Popular character you hate?
Tony Stark
Unpopular character you love?
I feel like these Qs are repeating themselves a bit so I'm just gunna say Carol again
Would you recommend XXX to a friend? Why or why not?
Yes and I have, it's just taken you too long to watch it hahaha
Most shippable character?
Natasha! She has chemistry with so many people!
Least shippable character?
Yelena but only because I am an advocate for Ace-Yelena so don't like seeing her in ships!
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yukiobeyme · 4 years
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Okay this is gonna be really specific, I really need this because I've been in the feels... If you can, a fic where Beel is crushing on an asexual MC (preferably fem! but I'm not picky aha) and she's feeling paranoid and guilty whether Beel would be happy in a relationship with her cause of bad experiences with past partners and has a break down when he confesses to her because she likes him back but he doesn't know she's asexual. Angst with a happy fluffy end pls 😊 thanks 💕
Thanks for being so patient with me! I hope this meant expectations. There is no in-depth details of the bad experience of relationships, but it is mentioned. i.e. statements of being broken or just haven’t had good sex yet. Please please let me know if I misrepresented something or anything came off as offensive. I am completely willing to redo/edit it!
   “You’re avoiding Beelz,” Belphegor’s voice broke through your thoughts. You flinched and immediately straightened, briefly meeting Belphie’s glaze before avoiding it. You were like a fish out of water, you tried to find the words to defend yourself to say no that wasn’t the case, but you have been avoiding him. You finally sighed and let your head drop down with your eyes closed.
“He is upset about it and it’s your fault,” Belphegor sneered at you before turning on his heel and leaving you be. His words were like a knife twisting in your gut, the final blow that brought you to tears. You were always drawn to the fifth born foodie and over your stay started to crush on him. It seemed that he returned your feelings. The only thing that stopped you was you were asexual. In past relationships, it never ended well. You were told you were broken, or you just haven’t had good sex yet. It led to experiences you could only wish, and hope would one day disappear. You aren’t exactly repulsed by the idea of sex, but it wasn’t something you were interested in and did find it was needed or wanted in a relationship.
You couldn’t help but feel guilty and your gut stayed tied in a knot.
“I need to go talk to him,” you talked out loud into the empty room. “But what do I say,” you stared at the ceiling hoping it could provide you the answer. Finally, you dropped your head and let out a puff of air, “Whatever I say I need to look him in the eyes and be honest,”. You slowly pushed yourself off the chair you were seated in and slowly made your way to the twin’s room, you prayed that only Beelz was in there.
You took a deep breath before you raised your hand to knock on the door, “Beelz?” you called out softly. A moment past and your gut twisted, you wondered if he wasn’t there or if he was ignoring you. Another moment past, your shoulders dropped feeling defeated when the door cracked open.
“MC?” Beelz whispered, as if he spoke too loudly you would disappear as if this wasn’t real. He opened the door more and had a surprised look on his face when he realized you are really outside his door.
“I think we need to talk, can I come in?” You asked shyly, hoping he would say yes. Beelz gave you a simple nod and stepped aside allowing you to enter. You stopped in the middle of his room before taking a seat on his bed. You patted the stop beside you, signaling Beelz to take a seat beside you. He moved wordlessly and was frozen like a statue once he was seated. You sat in silence, you didn’t know how to start, you avoid each other’s eyes and stared straight ahead.
“I’m sorry for avoiding you, I didn’t mean to I swear,” you finally blurted out.
“It’s just I like you and I think you like me too,” you were rushed to keep talking and fill the emptiness. Your stomach knotted when Beelz didn’t respond immediately.
“You like me too?” Beelz looked at you in disbelieve, “Then why avoid me? Do you not want to like me?”
“I do a lot, too much. It’s just I’m...” you let your sentence trail off, knowing you are about to reveal something that might make your world end, your deepest secret.
“I’m asexual,” you whispered, you risked a quick glance at Beelz seeing he was looking intently at you.
“Asexual? Okay?” Beelz said with a simple shrug. For some reason, his reaction wasn’t what you wanted or needed. He was so casual and nonchalant about it; this was such a big deal for you, and it seemed he didn’t care.
“I just remembered I have work to do, I’ll see you later,” you muttered out and quickly escaped the room. Tears filled your eyes as you went to seek refuge in your room. You were so caught up in hiding in your room, you didn’t notice you passed by Levi or that he was hot on your heels.
As soon as you were closing the door, a hand flashed out to keep it open. The door pushed open to reveal Levi.
“MC? What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” Levi rapid-fire the questions, looking at you with big eyes. You reached out and pulled Levi into your room and locked the door. You threw yourself on your bed before you turned and looked at Levi. You rushed to retell the story, tears refilling your eyes and threatened to spill. You sat in silence for a bit, Levi had reached out and grasped your hand. He was awkwardly rubbing circles in his unique form of comfort.
“Maybe I am broken,” your voice trembled as you tucked your knees to your chest.
“No,” Levi said with such force your head snapped up and looked at him. Levi shook his head and made sure to make and maintain eye contact with you, “You aren’t broken, nothing is wrong with you,”.
“I really do get it and understand,” Levi continued looking at you, “I thought I was asexual before a bit,”. You felt your head cock as you looked at Levi in wonder.
“But it didn’t seem to fit right, after a while I stumbled upon demisexual and that seems to resonate more with what I feel,”. Levi looked at you shyly but gave you a soft smile.
“Thank you,” you whispered to Levi, grasping his other hand, holding tight.
“Do you want me to go talk to him for you?” Levi looked at your intertwined hands.
“You would do that for me?” Your eyes widened and a smile blossomed on your face, “If you don’t mind, thank you so much,” you pulled Levi into a tight hug.
“I’ll send him your way once we are done chatting,” Levi gave you a final squeeze before he left your room.
Time seemed to drag on, you were waiting for Beelz. Nothing seemed to distract you, nothing could take your mind off how he would react to this information. You were wondering what Levi was talking to Beelz about. You jumped when you heard a knock on your door, you sprang up and opened the door quickly to see Beelz standing sheepishly outside.
“You can come in,” you whispered quietly and opened the door more. He nodded but avoided to meet your eyes as he entered the room.
“Sit,” you said as you nodded towards your bed. Beelz sat down slowly and waited for you to join him.
“I’m sorry,” Beelz started looking at his hands, “I didn’t know,”. He stopped after that, his face twisted as he got lost deep in thought.
“You didn’t know what?” you asked, encouraging him to continue.
“Honestly, a lot of things,” Beelz finally picked his head up, “I didn’t know what asexual meant. I didn’t know or even it was important or a big deal to you to reveal to me,”. He let out a sigh, a deep frown on his face and you could see tears forming.
“Do you understand now?” You asked softly, reaching out and resting your hand on his arm, giving it a light squeeze. “You can ask questions, I rather you ask than be confused,” you continued when he didn’t answer. He looked at where your arm was rested on his arm.
“What does asexual mean to you? Levi told me that it’s a spectrum…” He finally looked up at you.
“Well, asexual is a spectrum. For me, I don’t experience sexual attraction nor a sex drive. I have romantic and emotional attraction, just nothing sexual.” You gave him a soft smile, feeling some relief as he seemed focused on your words, trying to understand.
“Are you romantical attractive to me?” He asked shyly.
You felt your face heat up, “Yes,” you whispered. Beelz smiled at you, seeming pleased with this information.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked, face dropping a bit.
“I didn’t know how you would react. I was insecure, I have past relationships that didn’t end well because of it. I didn’t want to risk losing you. You mean so much to me,” your voice dropped and was filled with sorrow as you continued to ramble.
“I don’t want to lose you either,” Beelz started looking thoughtful as he tried to find his next words, “I’ll be honest, in some ways I still don’t fully understand but I am willing to learn more. Especially if it means I can be with you.” You couldn’t help but feel touched by his words, this was the first time someone wasn’t trying to fix you and was so accepting of you, willing to learn more to make you comfortable and happy.
“I don’t think sex is needed for a relationship to be happy and healthy,” Beelz continued looking at you, gauging your reaction. You gave him a bright smile, your heart fluttered at his kind words.
“Are you okay if I touch you? Can we cuddle?” Beelz asked seeming shy and hoping to not overstep boundaries. Your eyes were soft, and you were filled with love.
“Of course,” once Beelz had your approval he collected you in his arms and moved until both of you were laying down on your bed. You were laying on his chest, you could hear how his heart seemed to be fluttering. Beelz pressed a soft kiss to your forehead and whispered reassurance to you that everything is alright, it would work out, and he loves you regardless.
You were glowing and basking in all the love that was being showered with. You smiled, “Maybe this will be different than all the other relationships,” you thought to yourself. You tightened your hold on Beelz’ shirt until you both drifted off to sleep.
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Okay so I know you've done a similar fic with reader defending Jaskier in a bar, however I'm still a sucker for overly protective babies. I've always loved the idea of the smaller person picking a fight and quickly being overtaken by the stronger, and just when the stronger person tries to gloat... tiny one HEADBUTTS THEM IN THE JAW AND KEEPS GOING. You think you wouldnt mind doing another "reader defends Jask's honor" where the reader is 90 lbs of unbridled rage, like an infuriated kitten? 😂
Fandom: The WitcherPairing: Jaskier x ReaderWord Count: 1,461Rating: T for swearing and some mild violenceTaglist: @heroics-and-heartbreak a/n: I will never tire of defending our boy pls/thx.
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As days went, this one was about par for the course. You’d been working at the tavern for a couple of months now and it wasn’t unusual for a travelling bard to pop by in the hopes of earning some coin. Some of them were received very well, others not so much. The first time the crowd had turned especially ugly on a performer you’d been horrified and complained to the owner that something had to be done to make sure that at the very least they weren’t pelted with food. The owner had dismissed you, stating they all knew how this worked, bards and patrons alike, and to keep passing out ale and keeping your nose down. You’d done just that but it was wearing on you quickly and you knew you were just one more rude patron from snapping.
You were immediately worried when the bard came through the door. First of all, his clothes made him stand out like a sore thumb. Then there was his somewhat foppish posturing and way of talking that amused and, if you were totally honest, somewhat charmed you but put the rest of the people off. When he performed you could tell he had great talent and hoped that may keep people calm and for the most part it did. Until it didn’t.
“Fuck off!” a voice cried from the crowd. You knew the it well. He was one of the regulars, always an ass to you and the other staff and the first to try and start a fight.
“Oy!” you snapped, “Listen quietly or feel free to leave.”
You couldn’t tell who was more surprised, the bard or the man. It bought you some quiet though and the bard quickly continued performing his song, a bawdy number about a fishmonger’s daughter that you knew you’d have stuck in your head for ages.
“You can pull on this horn!” the same man yelled, gesturing crudely.
“One more outburst and you’re out of here,” you warned. You could feel your face growing hot with ill-concealed rage at his rudeness and at the way the man smirked as though you were a gnat he could just swipe away or ignore. The bard played through your yelling and you prayed his song would end soon. His voice rose in the final notes and a chunk of bread sailed through the air and thwapped him right in the nose.
“Right that’s it,” you heard yourself say as you hurled yourself over the bar and stormed over to the man who’d thrown it. He hardly registered you until you punched his shoulder to get his attention.
“Get out and don’t come back,” you demanded. You knew he was taller than you even sitting but when he stood and hovered a good foot above you, some part of you, some much more logical part knew you should be scared. But that part wasn’t in control right now.
“You need to mind your manners,” he said.
“Hey now you really don’t,” you hear the bard saying but you grip the man’s collar and surprise both of you again when you’re able to wrench him towards the door before he gets his bearings and halts your progress.
“Alright I was trying to be a gentleman but I guess there’s only one way to teach you respect,” the man says and swings a heavy palm towards your face. You dodge it but the attempt cuts through that final strand tethering you to your sanity and you leap at him, fists colliding with nose and chin and chest. He swears and you feel two strong arms capture your shoulders, lifting you off the ground and shaking you like a ragdoll.
“Now,” he says, pausing when you stop swinging at him, “You know bet-”
His words are cut off as you headbutt him in the jaw and he drops you. You fall to the ground in a heap, not sure if the blood running down your forehead is from you or him. He roars and stumbles a bit, disoriented by the attack, and you rise back up and shove him towards the doors. He tries to right himself and swipe for you again but you parry his arm and land a punch in his gut so quickly and so hard you knock the air out of him for a moment.
“Have. Some. Manners. You. Horse’s. Arse,” your words are punctuated by your fists but he finally seizes one of your hands, capturing your tiny fist in his very large one that he begins to twist, sending shooting pain up your arm. It’s reaching the point where you know if he keeps twisting it’s going to break when there is a loud crack and the fist loosens. You pull back and then look up just in time for the man to fall to the ground unconscious. Standing behind him is the bard, his beautiful lute broken in half and dangling from his hands. He looks at you with wide eyes full of surprise and concern and you wipe at your face, blood rubbing off on your hand as you do.
“You’re fired,” you hear the owner call.
“I quit,” you yell back, not sure what you would do but knowing anything would be better than working for someone who stood idly by in the face of bastardry. You nod at the bard and wince when you try to move your wrenched arm. You head out the door, stepping over the felled man as you do. You’ve only just crossed the threshold of the tavern when the bard stops you.
“Are you alright?” he asks, eyeing your forehead and face and glancing down at your already purpling wrist.
“Oh yeah, occupational hazard and all that,” you answer glibly.
“It was very noble of you to defend me but I fear it’s come at a great cost to your health as well as your livelihood,” he says, gesturing to the tavern.
“It wasn’t right for him to yell those things. You’re a beautiful performer you know. I mean, your music is beautiful,” you say and you hope he doesn’t notice the blush that comes over your face at the slip.
“I’m Jaskier,” he says, extending a hand and then awkwardly retracting it as he realizes your arm is too hurt to shake.
“Y/N,” you say with a little nod, “It’s nice to meet you.”
“Is there a healer nearby? Somewhere I can take you?” he asks, walking by your side as you begin to set off down the road.
“I’ll deal with it,” you say bravely though you’re trying very hard not to cry from the stinging.
“I have a better idea. I have a companion, he’s currently away but he should be returning by nightfall. He could heal you and then you could travel with us until we find you a new place of employ, one more deserving of you,” Jaskier suggests. From anyone else you would immediately dismiss the offer, believing they were only making it out of obligation, but there is genuine eagerness in Jaskier’s eyes and you can tell that he means it.
“Ok,” you relent. You tell yourself that you’re excited at the prospect of a qualified healer helping you instead of your own fumbling attempts and the opportunity to travel and find better work than you’ve been left with in this tiny shithole town. You tell yourself that it has nothing to do with getting to spend more time with the handsome bard who would break his instrument to help protect you and thought you were deserving of better things. Who even in this brief time you’d known him, made you feel like you should want more for yourself.
“Excellent! Now, first things first,” he says and pulls off his doublet revealing a very fine undershirt below, allowing you to see the shape of his surprisingly muscular frame as he twists the garment in his hands into something more like a rope.
“Now hold still, I will be gentle but it may hurt a little,” he says as he gingerly lifts the arm with the injured wrist and wraps the doublet around it, tying it around your neck.
“What is this then?” you ask, distracted by the sudden closeness of him and the way his arms wrapped around you as he adjusted the makeshift sling.
“That will keep it steady so it doesn’t swing around as we walk. And I think we may want to do that soon because that man won’t be asleep forever and I only had the one lute,” Jaskier explains. You walk together towards the edge of the village and an unknown future that you can already tell will be filled with plenty more excitement.
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coldtomyflash · 5 years
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I know your prompts are closed at the moment, but I've just had a light bulb moment that now just won't go away. I hope you'll put this out into the world anyway in the hopes that other writers might take a crack at it since you've probably got the wi(l)dest and most active coldflash reach that I can see. Please consider: Coldflash Firefly AU with Len as Captain Malcolm Reynolds. I have no idea where Barry will fit in with/sans powers but I JUST HAVE A BURNING NEED PLS HELP THANKS
Hmm okay Len as Mal? 
If we make Barry the classic love interest in-universe, that puts Barry as Inara? But honestly I feel like we’d make Barry the doctor. What’s his name - Simon? River’s older brother.
Okay, so setup for those who haven’t seen Firefly, or haven’t seen it recently: it’s a space western in which mankind has colonized... nearby star-systems? Not the whole galaxy I don’t think but like, there’s a lot of planets? The Core Planets or whatever have basically this level of imperial control, and more resources etc - they’re the rich and powerful. The border planets are a bit lawless and like the wild west, though technically under the same jurisdiction as the Core.
Len (Mal) is Captain of Serenity, a spaceship that essentially is a transport vessel for small runs between border planets. He was part of a failed separatist rebellion against the core, and since half his business is illegal smuggling and some casual thievery, he does his best to stay away from the military and Core police-ships, etc.
Okay actual plot - there’s Len, the Captain. His sister, Lisa, who acts as First Mate, and who’s married to the navigator, Cisco. Caitlin, the ship mechanic (trust me, it actually fits), who is pretty much the only one that their violent mercenary muscle Mick doesn’t get at odds with. 
Then we’ve got the more lawful members. In this world, there’s a rather respected and elevated position called a Companion, who is a sex worker but who also provides a great deal of companionship and works for predominately wealthy clients. Her presence on board gives the ship some respectability. I feel like the role of Companion in this AU is best suited for Iris, given the character’s grace and beauty, but also struggle with that for reasons I’ll get into in a sec.
So enter the inciting elements of the narrative: The Serenity is looking to take on passengers for a trip and they have some hot cargo they’re hiding/transporting, and part of the point of taking on passengers is to legitimize the trip and hide that cargo.
They take on a Doctor and a Shepherd (Reverend? Pastor? I legit don’t know the difference between these religious roles).
So by age and process of elimination the Shepherd goes to Joe, but I also think it honestly really fits, in the sense that the Shepherd is a secret badass who’s always dropping wisdom and has a history with the military that’s shrouded in mystery. Having Joe take up this role in the AU as a sort of father figure to the ship members makes a lot of sense.
Then we’ve got Barry! Finally. 3/4 into this answer and haven’t discussed Barry.
Barry’s a doctor from the Core. What’s this fancy-pants doing all the way out here, what’s with his weird ass cargo, and why’s he so goddamn cagey? Why’s he so jumpy when they run the risk of being boarded by the military? What’s he got to hide - isn’t he just a doctor? 
Len does not like Barry showing up on his ship and shovelling lies in his direction and almost getting his ship boarded and his cargo found out and - that could have all been a goddamn disaster and clearly this guy is more trouble than he’s worth and Len’s had it up to here.
He opens Barry’s cargo.
Barry’s cargo, in which the cryo-frozen (still alive, just asleep) body of his sister is naked and waiting. Len gets the wrong idea. Barry gets punched. Barry is forced to explain - 
It’s his sister. She was more or less abducted by the government. No one would believe him. He spent years saving her, and now they want her back. He doesn’t know what they did to her, but he knows it wasn’t good. She means everything to him - he’ll give up anything he has to protect her.
You can imagine why this pulls on Len’s heartstrings.
And - you can hopefully understand why I’m so torn on where to put Iris in this narrative. The Companion - the beautiful ingenue who Len holds a candle for even though she’s way out of his league, who is smart and sharp and capable? Or the most important person in the world to Barry and the one he’s doing all he can to protect? His best friend and a person he sees as a sister (blood relative or not, she means the world to him). Not to mention a super badass who everyone on the ship adores.
Best alternate options for the role of Companion on the ship seem to be Hartley and... I’m not even sure? Someone’s favorite Rogue? Just pick one, basically. Alternate options for River (the sister/friend/person Barry is seeking to protect and who he’s been smuggling around in cryo-freeze until right now) don’t seem to be forthcoming. Nora, possibly, or if you stretch in an interesting way then Wally? But I just have a hard time looking beyond people sees as super close and ideally familial to get at that connection.
So that’s where I’m at. Someone should write the thing. Play around with Firefly canon. Focus on the gvt more than the reavers but just like - get into it. Get into the space western of it all. Focus on the overarching plot and not the episodic ones and just take liberties with it all, but go hard and have fun.
Someone pls write the thing.
(Did I mention that the Captain and the Doctor argue a lot and that when I watched the show like a decade ago, I definitely shipped them? Because I definitely shipped them. City boy out of his depth in the west, but earning the Captain’s respect over time. The Captain threatening him but then slowly realizing that the Doctor has become part of his crew and thus part of the people he cares about and trusts? Gah!)
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