#sick ans TIRED of seeing this guy

[geminiamethyst]

Skyline Gang: Recovery

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This is just a short follow up of “Overworked”. Please read it if you haven’t already. Link is down below.

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The start of the day was unusual to say the least.

Normally Dude would be up first and depart for a short run. By time everyone else was awake, he’d already be back and have breakfast. And he’d make a head start on the minor daily tasks. However, now that the truth came out about how physically and mentally drained he was, he was pretty much forced to take some time off. It was so abnormal to not have Dude eating breakfast that morning. After checking in on him, the usually active member of the Skyline Gang was still fast asleep. He was so deep in his slumber that he might as well be playing the part of Sleeping Beauty.

Throughout the day, everyone else started to understand how and why he got so tired to the point of getting sick. At first, people demanded that he’d do the tasks that seemed to be forced onto him. Even after explaining why he was absent, he was still being demanded for. The others were fast to stand their ground, even Misty stepped up for a little bit (though she still tried to duck out of most of the work). As the day went by, things started to balance out a bit. Nonetheless it was still draining. How Dude did this all on his own was a mystery.

They were able to get a reprieve for a short while. Pip was crafting something at the house, while Bud was finishing off the remaining paperwork Dude couldn’t complete from the night before.  Mimi was redoing her nails in her room, while Misty was off doing who knows what. Sprout and Candi had rushed to the nearby town to do some shopping. Only Rainbow didn’t seem to relax. For almost the entire day, he stayed in Dude’s room, acting almost like a guard dog. He made sure that Dude remained in bed, even when he woke up a couple of times during the day. The only times he strayed from his duties were to go out in the garden and to eat and drink.

After some time, Sprout and Candi came back. Sprout was taking some things to the kitchen to put away, while Candi checked in with Bud and Pip.

“How’s Dude?” She asked, wanting to nip the issue in the bud.

“He came down a little earlier to have something to eat.” Pip said, looking up,from her mini project. Bud nodded silently as he proceeded with the paperwork and calculations. “He tried to weasel his way into helping but Rainbow helped us get him back into bed.”

“Still drained huh?” Sprout asked, rejoining Candi.

“Yeah. The poor guy looked like he was going to faint again or worse.” Pip sighed. “He could barely stand.” Sprout didn’t know whether to roll his eyes or give Dude a piece of his mind. Dude promised not to do any work, and he tried to anyway. Was he seriously that much of a workaholic?

Bud sighed himself as he put his pen down at last. Cramped up wrist and a dry throat felt like torture right now. Ans there will probably be more given to him tonight. It wasn’t the first time he thought about why everyone else dumped all of this on Dude. Yes, he was the leader, but he had limits. Why can’t people see that this is one of the reasons as to why he was so sick right now?

Taking full advantage of this small break, Bud turned to ask Sprout and Candi a question. However, he put that aside when he noticed Candi holding onto something that was blue.

“What’s that the two of you have?” He asked, pointing at the object. Candi’s worried expression turned upside down. She grinned proudly as she held the object high in pride.

“A blue dolphin!” She boasted, bouncing on her heels as she held the soft toy. It was unplanned to get it but as soon as she and Sprout saw it in the toy shop window, everything clicked for them. “Dude loves marine wildlife, so we thought that this might cheer him up!”

“It can guarantee that he’ll be FLIPPING with joy!” Sprout grinned, gently taking the toy and threw it up in the air. It spun in mid air as if it were a real dolphin that was flipping freely at sea. Candi, Bud and Pip laughed at his small joke. After everything that has happened, it felt good to have a laugh.

“Well, would you two mind signing this then?” Pip grinned. She picked up what she had been working on. A hand made card. It was coloured with the Gang’s colours, and had hand drawn basketballs and hoops on the front. In bold black letters were the words “GET WELL SOON!”. She had just finished writing her own message in it when Sprout and Candu had returned. “It’s a get well soon card that I put together for all of us to sign. You two are the last ones to do it.”

“Sure!” Candi and Sprout smiled like twins, grabbing their colour coordinated pens. They signed as sincerely as they could, and slipped the card in the plain white envelope. Once this was done, they put their plan into action. Silently, they creeped upstairs. They knew that Dude’s bedroom door would be open for Rainbow. The less noise they make, the better. It became a little tense as they approached their blue friend’s room. They peeked in. They first spotted Rainbow. He was sitting up in his cushion, wide awake. He looked over to see who it was, but then refocused his attention to the bed. Dude was sleeping peacefully, oblivious to the world around him. Judging by the empty plate on the beside table, he was encouraged to eat in his room. Both wide awake members of the gang crept towards the bed, making extra sure to stay silent. They both had a feeling that if they woke Dude up, he might find an excuse to get back into work. Dude seemed to sense someone approaching him, but was too tired to do anything about it. All he did was turn to his side, his back towards his friends.

This couldn’t be more perfect. And risky.

Sprout split from Candi to stand on one side of the bed, while Candi stood at the other. Once she slipped the card on the bedside table, Sprout passed her back the dolphin. Rainbow watched them, intrigued. Just what were they planning? Sprout made a couple of gestures, pointing at Dude and a rising up motion. Candi understood, nodding eagerly. After making sure that Dude wouldn’t wake up, Sprout carefully lifted his arm up. He was marvelled at how tense Dude’s muscles were despite him being fast asleep. Even in dreamland, he wasn’t relaxing it seemed. He was worried that Dude would wake up from being moved, but was glad that Dude was out of it enough to not notice. Candi quickly slipped the dolphin next to Dude, and Sprout lowered Dude’s arm back into place. Once again, Dude didn’t wake up from this. All he did was shift a little, pulling the soft toy closer to him like a little kid. Sprout and Candi waited for a few seconds, almost expecting him to wake up. Nothing. Just quiet breathing from Dude. Candi grinned, making a gesture to start clapping her hands. Sprout waved his hands wildly and put a finger to his lips. Candi went silent and hurriedly tip toed to the door. She quickly gave Rainbow a pat on the head for being a good boy. She reached the door, but noticed that Sprout wasn’t following her. She looked to see that he had his phone out, camera pointed at Dude with a mischievous grin on his face.

“Sprout!” Candi hissed, gesturing for Sprout to hurry up.

“Just a minute.” Sprout hissed back, taking a couple of pictures of the sleeping Dude. This is one for the “Blackmail Folder”. Rainbow shook his head a bit, not understanding the game that Sprout was playing. Sprout finally put his phone away and joined Candi. They both left, grinning quietly that their plan worked.

Rainbow watched the empty space in the doorway. He didn’t understand most of the antics his human friends do, but in this case, he somewhat did. He understood that they all care for each other, even Misty to a small extent. Just now, while it had a risk, Sprout and Candi displayed how they cared by giving Dude that toy and seemingly card. Rainbow turned his attention back to Dude when he heard his breathing pattern change a little. He trotted up to Dude, seeing his eyes flickering open. Dude had woken up a few times like this already. Once to get something to eat, once to go to the bathroom and other times to try to work (to which Rainbow responded with by actually pinning Dude to the bed). Dude spotted Rainbow with sleep clouded vision.

“Hey, boy.” He greeted with a slurred voice. He patted Rainbow’s head but as he brought his hand back, he noticed the soft toy next to him. He carefully sat up, inspecting the dolphin in his hands. He traced over the soft material and stitched in eyes curiously. He never owned this before. So where did this toy came from? He turned to Rainbow. “Did you have something to do with this?”

“Sprout! Candi!” Rainbow barked. Dude blinked from this, which melted into a warm smile. He should’ve known that those two had something to do with this soft toy. Rainbow then raised a paw, attempting to point at something. “Card!”

Card?

Dude looked over at the bedside table, spotting the stark white envelope on it. Keeping the dolphin on his lap, he gently took the envelope and held the card. The first thing that he noticed when opening it was the orange paw print that was drawn in it to represent Rainbow. He was glad that the inside of the card was mostly white so it would be easier to read the messages in it.

Hey Dude!

I’ve got some jokes to tell you when you get better! They’re going to be bonkers!

Sprout!

Hope you’ll feel fabulous soon, Dude!

Take care of yourself.

Mimi 💛

Get well soon Dude!

Once you’re better, I’ve got some rocking new songs for you to listen to.

Pip!

Rest well Dude!

Hope you like the dolphin Sproutie and I got for you!

Candi 🩷

Feel cosmic soon Dude.

Remember, if you need us, we’ll be there for you.

Yours sincerely, Bud.

Try not to die, Dude XP

Misty.

Dude read each message with a joyous heart. He felt better already. He couldn’t describe how this made him feel. Just knowing that he had friends like this was like gold to him. Them looking out for him like this just made it all the more valuable. He just felt incredibly lucky. There was no way that he could repay everything to them fully. Guess he could simply start off by saying:

“Thanks, Gang.”

#skyline gang #skyline gang butlins #skyline gang fanfic

[vampkillr]

The Yearbook — Peter Parker

male! reader — 2.7k words — slight angst — ambiguous peter (can be tom, andrew, or tobey) — reader's mom is dead — fluff — mention of sex but nothing happens it's only brought up srry — implied cis reader

Peter and I were the only two students in charge of this year's yearbook since the other students in the photography club had all graduated last year, leaving us as the only two people in the club. Since we were seniors and no underclassmen were taking interest in it, it fell upon us to make the yearbook really cool so it would hopefully reel in more club members before the club gets removed when we both graduate. It wasn't that big of a deal, but it really irritated me how he didn't show up to meet half of the time. Like right now, for example. I was being stood up once again, left completely alone save for the presence of the underpaid staff caring for other patrons checking in on me every ten-or-so minutes. Was he weirded out that I wanted to work on it over dinner? He could've just said something.

I sighed and picked up a menu, scanning the items. The menu itself wasn't very large, it was a single laminated page with a front and back to it. 'Breakfast served all day!' in a bold and particularly ugly font at the top of each side. The side I was looking at was their lunch menu, the other of course containing the multitude of breakfast choices. I didn't really want anything, but I needed to eat so I wouldn't have to make myself dinner by the time I got home, which would probably be some time at midnight with the way things were going. This diner wasn't very special or anything, it was small and had a few regular customers, but what I liked about it was that it was only ever packed during 'brunch hour' as everyone calls it. The workers were nice, the food was surprisingly good for a shabby downtown diner, and it was almost always near empty at this time of night— because no one eats breakfast or dinner at 8 P.M on a Tuesday.

"Hey man, you ready to order?" A guy not much older than me asked, grabbing a small notepad from one of his apron's pockets. I set the menu down on the menu stand at the side of the table that touched the wall and sighed.

"I'll just get some mozzarella sticks for now and I'll let you know if I end up wanting anything else." I spoke gently, not wanting to be a bother to the poor guy. He was very clearly on his wit's end and I made a mental note to give him a big tip when I go to leave. He wrote my order down and put on a smile.

"Anything else I can get you?" My eyes went to the water I was nursing, condensation building in pellets on the sides of the glass from not being touched in a while. I absolutely hated tap water.

"A glass of coke would be nice, yeah." We both sound exhausted in the same way. Tired of everything and just wanting to be finished with the day. I could see the look of recognition in his eyes as I sighed out my answer, a pitiful display of solace and relief that I wasn't going to be a difficult teenage asshole. As he left, I pulled my laptop closer to me and decided to call Peter instead of texting him. I hated calling people, so I usually don't do it, but I needed to make sure if I should design this yearbook by myself or not. We only had a week left and we weren't even close to being halfway done, which was mainly because I had been waiting for him to be with me to get any work done.

I pressed his contact from our messages and hit the call button, fully expecting to be sent to voicemail and being pleasantly surprised when he answered on the first ring. "Hello?" He sounded out of breath.

"I'm at the diner and you're not here, so I was wondering if you just want me to design this yearbook without you." I spoke almost bitterly. I was so sick of his shit at this point that the fact he answered was almost worse than it would be if he hadn't. The other end of the line was noisy, as if a car was on a racetrack right next to him, and then a few loud pops. "Where are you?"

"I really can't answer that right now," It sounded like he was running a marathon, only adding to my anger and confusion. "Just," A slight pause and more pops. "how about we skip school tomorrow and get it done? That sound good?" I sighed.

"If you manage to fuck me over tomorrow like you've done the past four times I'm doing it without you." I spoke and hung up before he could answer. The waiter came up to me with my coke and set it down carefully next to my laptop, which I closed and moved out of the way for safe measure.

"Anything else I can do for you?" He handed me a straw, and I shook my head as I opened it. I thought back to the phone call as I mindlessly put the straw in the cup and began to sip from it. What the hell was he doing, and more importantly, what were people going to think of us skipping school together? Would they even make the connection? I sighed and tried to focus on something else, but all of my thoughts found their way to Peter again. It was getting a bit difficult to ignore my crush on him. No matter how angry he made me or how abandoned he made me feel, something in me wanted nothing more than to love and trust him. It was ridiculous, but unfortunately you can't control who you fall for.

I scrolled through my phone for a bit and soon enough the mozzarella sticks I had ordered came, but my brows furrowed upon realizing there was was more than just the usual 7 sticks. "We needed to get rid of the rest of the ingredients, so I just made it so that you ordered the batch that was getting trashed after tonight anyways." The waiter spoke, and I'm assuming my face gave away my next question since he answered it. "On the house." He said with a tired smile.

"Thank you so much, that's really nice of you." He accepted my gratitude and left me to eat my food, which was still a little too hot to bite into. I stuck my pinkie into the sauce it came with, trying to see if the sauce was warmed or not, which thankfully it was. I checked the time on my phone. It was 9 P.M now. I needed to start heading home if I was gonna be up in time to play hooky with Pete tomorrow. I flagged down my waiter. "Hey, something just came up, can I get a to-go box?" He nodded and headed to the back and I pulled out my wallet. The total was probably gonna be about ten dollars, so I took out a twenty, a five, and then dad's credit card. The cash will be the tip, and using the card helps me prove that I was, in fact, at a diner in Manhattan.

I got home about an hour after the first subway ride. It was admittedly a long way back home without a cab, but I didn't want to shell out my weekly allowance on an overpriced ride that has a 70% chance of smelling like a rotting corpse. "What's that?" Dad pointed to the to-go box I had been carrying as I walked into the kitchen.

"Mozzarella sticks that you paid for, want some?" I opened the box and took out the sauce, putting the sticks in the microwave and letting it run for about 30 seconds. Dad seemed unimpressed.

"You look really bummed out, did that Parker boy stand you up?" My cheeks burned at this. "Do I need to call his father?" I sighed at his question.

"His mom and dad died a long time ago. And his uncle ben died a few months ago. I can't be mad at him while he's probably not okay." It all just poured from my mouth. I never was very good at keeping secrets from dad. "I'm trying to be as patient as I can for him, and I feel terrible every time I get angry at him for ditching me, but we need to get this yearbook done and he's not letting me work on it without him. Now I have to skip school with him tomorrow just so we can get this done on time when it was his fault to begin with."  I took a mozzarella stick and tore it apart, stretching it for the inside to cool off before I bit into it, and dad followed suit after opening the sauce.

"Well, you like him, don't you?" He asked and I nodded earnestly. I really did. "I think you need to let him know that. If he feels like he has no one, and if he feels like you don't like him, of course he's not going to be very faithful with your plans. Especially since it's for school and not on your own volition. If you don't want to go at it from a romantic angle, at least let him know he has a friend." We stood in silence at the counter for a while, just eating while I thought about what dad said. Who knew a widowed attorney could have such good relationship advice.

"You're not mad?" I dipped a ripped piece into the sauce and popped it into my mouth, going to the fridge to pull out drinks for the both of us and coming back to where I was standing.

“That you're skipping school? A little upset.” He opened the bottle I was struggling with and handed it back to me, opening his own right after. “But I couldn't be happier that you like someone. It feels really good to be in love. I'm glad you get to feel that.” I sighed and took a sip of my drink.

“Doesn't feel good to get your heart broken.” He pat my shoulder.

“Losing someone you love hurts so bad because loving that person is the greatest feeling in the world.” I knew that dad knew this more than anyone else, especially after losing mom. “Anybody would be lucky to be loved by you, and I think that Peter could really need you to love him right now.” He wiped his mouth and began to leave. “I'm going to bed, I've got a case early tomorrow. Don't make a mess of the house and if you have sex, wear a condom–” I interrupted him.

“Ugh, dad!” I tried covering my ears but he yelled over my hand's ability to shield me from his voice.

“Or make him wear one, you know, free country! Love you!” I knew he was just joking around, but I'm also seventeen and so is Pete. Teenagers tend to do crazy stuff so I guess I can't fault him for thinking I'd be an idiot, but again Peter and I are both nerds and on the photography club so it's his fault for thinking either of us could score, even with each other.

I ate a few more mozzarella sticks and then put the rest in the fridge with the sauce, heading to my room and undressing for bed. I thought back to what dad said. He really did need a friend, and I could at least be that for him if not a boyfriend. I pulled my phone out and began to text him.

Me: i wanted to say sorry for being so angry at you recently. it's been frustrating for me being stood up every time i wanted to get this yearbook stuff done and we're almost at the deadline and it's making me really anxious, but i shouldn't have taken it out on you. i shut down when my mom died. i shouldn't have expected you to act any different and i'm sorry for putting that on you. i care a lot about you peter and i'm sorry for the way i've treated you recently because you don't deserve that at all.

Anxiety formed in the pit of my stomach the moment I pressed send, but thankfully I got a quick response.

Peter: Can I come over?

My brows furrowed. It was almost ten at night.

Me: like right now??? its 10 dude why would you come over rn

Peter: Because I'm already here and I have to tell you something really really really REALLY important

Me: YOU'RE ALREADY HERE????

Peter: Window :)

I opened my curtains and almost screamed when I saw Spider-man looking back at me, but then I just got upset. I opened my window for him. “You're fucking Spider-man?” My yell was hushed and at a whisper. He took his mask off and sure enough, it was Peter. My heart sank to the floor. I couldn't lose someone else, this wouldn't work. This wasn't fair. I sat down on my bed, very clearly dejected about the situation.

“What's wrong? Is this a bad thing?” He kneeled down in front of me to get me to look at him, treating me as if I wasn't in nothing but my boxers. “This actually wasn't even the important thing I needed to tell you.” He mumbled.

“Then what is it?” I fiddled with my fingers and he grabbed my hands, holding them in his own. Like it was natural to him, like he wanted to feel me just as much as I wanted to feel him. He said nothing, and only lifted himself off the ground slowly, leaning a knee beside me on my bed as his face moved closer to mine. I leaned back and one of his hands went to my neck to support me on the way down. He followed suit, not closing or furthering the distance between us and as I laid myself fully on the mattress, we stared at each other for a moment. “You've put me in a very compromising position, Parker.” I whispered. He backed up, but only slightly. As if he was afraid that if he moved he'd lose this chance forever.

“Do you not want me to do this?” He sounded deflated, clearly sad and bracing for my rejection. But unfortunately I couldn't bring myself to lie to him.

“I do,” He sank closer into me as soon as I said that, we were so close to kissing that I wanted to pull him into me, but I kept a grip on my morals. “that's the problem. I don't want to lose you. Now that I know that's a possibility,” I trailed off, resting one of my hands on the back of his neck and playing with the seam of his suit. “I'm scared, Pete.”

"I'm not going anywhere.” His voice was quiet and sweet, and within seconds he was finally kissing me. I wanted to stay like this forever, I wanted to hold him forever and feel him on my lips like this. My hands went to his cheeks and he pushed his body onto mine. I could feel the texture of his suit against my skin, and silently prayed to whatever would listen. I begged them to keep him safe because I knew there was no way I'd be able to turn away my feelings now. We separated and he leaned his forehead against mine, sighing contently. “I need to go before I fall asleep here.” He sounded reluctant, and clearly hesitated as he got up and backed away from me.

He put his mask on and was about to head out of the window, but I grabbed his wrist before he could. “Does this mean we're dating now? We're boyfriends now, right?” He laughed and lifted his mask above his lips, kissing me one last time.

“Yes, we're boyfriends.” After saying that he ran out of my window and swung off, leaving me to swoon over the fact I kissed my crush of five years.

likes, reblogs and feedback are appreciated. thank you for reading this far. my requests are open :) sorry that this fic is pretty bad i was kind of just writing to keep my engagement up.

#ao3 #fanfic #reader insert #writing #x male reader #male reader #spiderman x you #spiderman fic #spiderman x male reader #peter parker x male reader #peter parker x reader #marvel x reader #marvel x male reader #peter parker

[horrorxweasley]

I’m the anon from before. It isn’t a troll, it isn’t satire. I’m 100% serious and honest. Fat people are huge, dirty, smelly, garbage-eating slobby creatures, that eat everything in sight and sit around all day in their own sweat. It’s revolting. they’re revolting.

and “fat phobia” isn’t a thing. Nor is it comparable to racism AT ALL. being fat is a choice.

“I can’t loose weight!” Try harder.

“I have a condition!” Get surgery.

Simple as that. 😘

ok see this is the point in time where i put trying to be nice and not give in out the fucking window so i’m not gonna hold back one single bit

you are THE MOST disgusting, pathetic useless low life of a fucking human being i have ever had the displeasure to encounter

why are you on anon? huh? is it coz you’re so insecure and ashamed of yourself that the only way you could ever feel good about yourself is to ANONYMOUSLY send in asks with such a revolting opinion as this?

i never fucking said fatphobia was in ANY way comparable to racism so stop making up shit

imma judge you based on this real quick ok so EITHER

you’re one of those twig car guys that think the size of their car and how loud it is determines how big of a dick you’ve got even though anyone who sees it probably looking at it like this

OR

you’re one of those lassies what paints herself fucking orange, had massive slug like eyebrows that goes about harrassing people for fun because there is not a single ounce of likeable personality to make anyone want to hang about with them

you’re not cute, you’re not funny, you’re not worth the air on this planet

i’m sick ane tired of people like you wasting everyone’s time thinking like saying stuff like this will change my view in general or my view of myself i’m way past that darling

the only reason i’m responding such a worthless human being such as yourself is because the amount of disgusting ANONS (figures) i’ve gotten over telling people that the way their body is doesn’t abd shouldn’t determine their worth or how they’re viewed is mindblowing

like i knew people like you existed but so many? or is it just you all the time because you’ve nothing better to do

are all you’re friends (if you have any) of the same opinion as you? what would they think? because if they had an ounce of self respect or decency they would drop your ass so quick

i really do hope you have the worst possible day/night 😘

#rachels asks #anon #body image #body positivity #fatphobia #fat shaming #tw bodyshaming #body positive #tw fatphobia #sb #rachel talks #get the fuck out of here

[szchaql]

Total Opposite (part 8)

Paul Lahote x Swan reader

Masterlist

Hi!! I'm back with Chapter 8! Sorry took so long hehehe hope you enjoy❤

(Y/n) could never imagine that her boyfriend and friends try to kill Bella. They, out of people, the one who know about her close relationship with Bella, try to kill her sister.

She's been thinking to call Bella. But she's scared of what will happened next. So she decided to just call Seth and ask him about Bella.

"Well... she's not good.. but she'll be fine.. the Cullen always be there for her." He said over the phone. (Y/n) sigh. "What happened, (y/n)? I heard from Leah that something happened with you and Paul."

"Uhh.. it's actually the same problem like Jake.. you know.. regarding my sister..."

"Ohhhh.. i'm sorry.."

"Why say sorry? You didn't do anything wrong.. me and Paul just didn't agree on a same thing... it's okay.." (y/n) say softly to her best friend on the phone.

Seth sigh heavily. "He didn't hurt you right? He didn't phase in front of you right?" He frantically ask as (y/n) chuckle.

"No. He just shaking. There're the others to prevent it. It's okay, you don't have to worry. By the way, I hope i can see Bella. But i don't feel safe and comfortable around them.. the cullen." (Y/n) confess how much she miss her older sister. It's been a month, she think, that she hasn't meet Bella.

"Don't force yourself.. and there are me, Jake ans Leah to protect you. And besides, they won't hurt you. They are vegetarian, remember.." Seth always knows a way to comfort the young Swan and (y/n) glad that they are best friend.

"Well.. maybe after all of this is over. Me and Paul have to reconcile too. Seeing Bella with my condition, doesn't sound great at all."

Then she heard the voice of Jake calling Seth name from a far.

"Yeah, that's right. Well, i have patrol. Will talk to you again. Okay?"

"Yeah, text me okay? And tell Jake and Leah that i say hi." Seth hum and hang up.

(Y/n) feels a lot better after a talk with Seth. But the knot on her heart still there. She still feel hurt after the fight with Paul and the pack. She want to talk to him and reconcile. But she's scared. And she don't want to give up just like that. She want to teach Paul a lesson. He hurt her, he has to try to accept her decision. He know very well about her and Bella and how close them two.

She lay down on her bed, staring at the ceiling, deep in thought when her dad open the door.

"I'll go to the town. Want to come? You haven't go out since your fight with Paul." He said with a tone full of worry.

"No, thanks Dad.. maybe later." (Y/n) give him a small smile. Charlie nod his head, knowing that his daughter still need some time to collect her mind and heart.

"Call me if you need someting, okay? I will be home before 6." Then he close the door and go out.

As much as she love to be home alone, with the situation of supernatural things make her feel uneasy. She can's ask Seth or Leah. Heck, she can't even ask Emily. In this situation, she hate how her house is close to the forest. She decided to sit up and look out to the window, hoping that one of the boys have patrol around her house.

When she look out, she caught a glimpse of the wolf. But she can't tell which one since it's so dark. Part of her hope that it's Paul, but part of her hope it's someone else. But when the wolf walk closer to her house, she knows that it's Paul. His silver fur shine from the moonlight, making it more beautiful. His deep brown eyes meet her one, making her shiver.

Paul lay down closer to the house, watching her in full alert. Seeing how her boyfriend is watching her, make (y/n) feel safer. But the memories of how he and the pack want to kill her sister make her hurriedly close the curtain. She still can't look at him.

She decided to just doing her homework before she go to sleep.

~~

Paul keeps watching the house for days non stop. Sometimes Embry watch the house at afternoon. But Paul always keeps watch at night until dawn.

Today is the day where (y/n) finally can enjoy her day. She is sitting on the sofa, eating snacks while watching a movie. Charlie is at work, as always.

In the middle of her movie, the sound of someone in the front door make (y/n) turn her head in alert. She stand up and walk toward the window to look outside. There are Embry and Quil, standing in front of the door. She sigh, knowing very well what they want. So she walk back to sit on the sofa and enjoy the movie, doesn't care about the 2 wolves outside the house.

They knock, but (y/n) doesn't even give them a mind. She keeps continue watch the movie, until Embry speak up.

"Hey. We know you are in there. Please let us in! There's something we want to talk about!"

(Y/n) keeps silent.

"Come on, (y/n)! Please!" This time it's Quil who yell.

(Y/n) groan before she yell back. "What! I don't care anymore! Now leave!" Her mood crush down. She didn't want to watch the great movie she watched anymore. She just want to be alone.

"Please! This is about Paul! He need you!" Embry yelled while banging the door mercisely. But (y/n) being a stubborn woman doesn't even give them a mind. She walk up to her own room, locking the window and closing the curtain.

But even then, the boys has another idea. They barged into the house, breaking the door. Hearing the sound of door being broken make (y/n) readi to smack them with a bat on her hand.

"OW!!" Embry yelled in pain as (y/n) smack his head with a bat, strongly. Quil couldn't believe his eyes as he retreat slowly.

"Get out! Now! Before i call my Dad for breaking the house!" She yelled angrily, ready to smack him again.

Embry hold his hands up, trying to calm the girl. "Please, (y/n). Just this one. He really need you." He said in desperate.

(Y/n) snort. "Need me? Need me?! After what he had done?! Unbelievable! Do you think i will easily get back to him?! Or to all of you?! You try to kill Bella!" She didn't know why she cried. Tears just pours out from her eyes.

"He regret it deeply, (y/n).. he's been sick since you left. And he won't eat anything. We are worried about him..." Quil speak slowly, trying not to get into her nerves.

"Still no. Now get out. I won't be back to him until you all, the pack decided not to kill Bella. That's it. If you still manage to try to kill her, it's over. It'll be done with all of you, including Paul." (Y/n) shoved the boys out of her room, even her house, with a bat still in her hand. Of course Embry and Quil still not give up to persuade her to meet Paul and reconcile. But it's no use as (y/n) bang the door in front of their face and lock it.

Regret? So now he regret it? He didn't even think about the consequence when he try to kil Bella.

Feeling tired of the situation, she decided to call her mom and spend some times with her, until everything is over.

"What happened?" Rene ask with worried tone over the phone.

"Will tell you later... I.. I just want to be back with you and spend time with you, mom... i really need this.. please?" (Y/n) voice is shaking, ready to cry in no time. She's so tired. She just want to live a normal life for a while.

Rene sigh, knowing very well about her youngest daughter. "Okay. Tell Charlie okay? I'll be waiting for you at home. Be carefull, dear one."

After speaking to her mom, (y/n) call her Dad about it. He agreed immediately. "Go. Rene will help you. Okay?"

(Y/n) hurriedly purchase the earliest plane and get her things. She just pack her clothes and bring some book. She also call Seth about it. "Do you need me to take you to the airport?" He ask as he help me pack my things.

"No.. it's okay, Seth. Dad will take me. Sorry for bothering over this. I just... i just want to live a normal life for a while.. this is too much for me.. i don't feel safe.." (y/n) said as she take out some of her clothes and put it in her suitcase. Seth helping her with the books.

"I'll inform Bella about this. Do you want to tell Paul and the pack?"

"No. Don't. Just tell Jake and Leah. And of course Bella. And i don't know if i'll be back after all this over...." Seth frown.

"You will be leaving for good? What about Paul?? Didn't it hurt you two?" (Y/n) sit down on her bed, Seth following to sit beside his best friend.

"It hurt of course. But what he did really hurt me. I know it's excessive. But.. Bella... she means so much for me. I can't let her die... it's okay even if she get turn into vampire. But at least she's alive and i can see her. And the most painful thing is that they didn't even hesitate to kill her..." (y/n) sigh heavily.

Seth nod, looking at her. "If you miss me so much, call me. I'll go to see you. Okay?" (Y/n) smile listening to it. Seth is always a cheerfull guy. He always try to make me feel better despite the circumtance.

"Thankyou.. for always being there for me..."

~~

"Do you need anything?" Charlie ask (y/n) as they arrive at the airport.

"No. I'm fine.. thankyou, Dad..."

Charlie smile softly and hug her. "It's okay, dear.. as long as you are happy. Tell your mom i said hi. Get a full rest and enjoy it as long as you need. It's okay if you con't come back, I still can come see you."

After the hug, (y/n) get ready to go boarding. They hug for the last time and she receiving a goodbye kiss from Charlie before she leave. Sitting on the plane, she sigh. She knows sooner or later the boys will know. And of course Paul will do everything in his power to reach her and get her. She decided not to think further of it and just enjoy her quality normal life with her mom.

On the other side, Sam's pack has been restless. Bella's due date is almost there. Sam can't even rest his mind for a single bit. He think about Paul and (y/n) condition, and the Bella thing. He knows that when they decided to keep trying to kill her, (y/n) will never back and even forgive them. This will be bad for Paul. But he just can't let that baby do something horrible affer they are born. They almost kill Bella on the way.

The night comes.

Bella is in labor. Paul is watching the Cullen, despite his protest. As soon as Jake is running out of the house, crying, he know that Bella is dead. So he retreat and head back to inform Sam.

Billy try to stop Sam from doing what he want to do. Aa soon as they know that Bella didn'f make it, Sam immediately decided to fight the Cullen to kill the baby. It's getting out of hands.

Sam's packs are fighting the Cullen and Seth and Leah, when Jacob running in between them to stop. He even shift to talk with Sam.

Suprisingly, Jacob imprinted on Bella's daughter, Renesmee. Sam can't do anything about it. He can't kill her. That's against the law. So he and his pack retreat. But before they get to fully leave, Jacob inform that they didn't regret what they did. Because (y/n) surely won't come back.

"What do you mean?" Paul asked as he heard Sam's thought.

"She's back to Phoenix, living with her mom. Once she heard that you still tried to kill Bella, she won't forgive all of you and she won't come back. That's what she told us before she left. You knew about the consequence, Sam. But you still did it. You knew that the baby wasn't a harm to anyone, but you still tried to killed it. And now, see what have you done. To Paul, to (y/n), to us. I don't mind about us, but think about how hurt (y/n) will be when she knows. Just prepared yourselves then." Jacob said to Sam in warning tone, before he with Leah and Seth leave them.

Sam couldn't believe his ears. (Y/n) leave?

"What?!" Paul yelled in shock after he heard that his imprint leave. "Sam! Tell me!"

"Let's get back first and change." He and rest of his pack retreat. Paul forcefully follow him.

Once they back to Emily's and shift, Paul immediately ask Sam. "What do you mean that (y/n) leave?!"

"Jacob told me that (y/n) leave to meet is mom in Phoenix. She leave a week ago. Seth said that she want to have short normal life with her mom, that she's tired of all of this. She didn't feel safe at all. And there's a chance that she won't be back here anymore. And knowing that we tried to killed Bella... make things worse between us and (y/n)..." Paul couldn't believe at what Sam had said.

She leave just like that? She didn't feel safe? Why? Why did she just give up like that?

"I.. i have to see her! I have to ask her! I.. she can't leave!" Paul yelled angryly and feel hurt, then he leave. He have to see her no matter what. He feel so guilty for hurting her to this extent. He didn't imagine that (y/n) dare to leave him.

Jared and Embry go with Paul, for mental support. "Make sure he or she didn't do anything stupid. Make sure you two help them.." Sam said as they all in the airport, waiting.

"Of course. Don't worry Sam. We will do our best." Jared said.

When they heard that they need to get ready to board the plane, Paul without second thought leave first. Jared and Embry follow him after. Sam just hope that Paul and (y/n) can reconcile faster and make the best decision. He hope that (y/n) will back to Paul.

Taglist : @calling-dips-on-j-hope @tbhprobablydontcare @ivettt

#paul lahote x reader #paul lahote imagine #paul lahote #twilight imagine #wolfpack #sam uley #jacob black #jared cameron #seth clearwater #leah clearwater #embry call #quil ateara #twilight

[anonymous-astronaut]

Merc Headcannons: taking care of you

Recovery’s been rough so I wanted to write these

Scout: STRESSED. He’s stressed, you're stressed, everybody’s stressed. He is not used to taking care of other people and empathy isn’t exactly his strong suit, so the guy has no idea what to do. His mom used to make him chicken soup, so that is literally his only frame of reference. He will buy you canned chicken soup??? Even if you have like a broken leg, that’s the only thing he knows. If you’re sick he won’t come anywhere near you without a mask on, even if it isn’t contagious. Scout is over-all not very comforting or soothing, but the poor bloke hates seeing you out of sorts and really is trying his best. He’s done a bunch of research (most of it unreliable) and probably genuinely thinks you’re dying. It is not pleasant for anyone. 1/10

Soldier: Oh god, Soldier has some... interesting home remedies he wants you to try. It’s not likely he’s gonna give you anything actually harmful, but you should still be careful. That said, he’s surprisingly good about making sure you get rest and keeping you comfortable. He’s more gentle with you than usual, but he still requires a certain amount of supervision so he doesn’t blow anything up which can be tiring when you don’t have the energy. It may be a bumpy road to recovery, but he is very unrepulsed by your symptoms (even if you’re a bit gross), and he’s great dealing with wounds. He keeps the mood light, and if you ask him, Solder will help you with anything. 5/10

Pyro: You are kept at the upmost comfort level. Pyro is running around to fulfill your every need without question, to the point where it can get a little overwhelming. They may not know exactly how to help you, which will stress them out a little, but they will try very hard to care for you. Good luck convincing them you can do anything on your own, they will insist on doing every little thing for you. Even once you’re healthy again they still worry. While your in recovery though, prepare to be pampered. You will also be VERY warm. All the time. A little too warm maybe. 6/10

Demo: He takes your well being and taking care of you very seriously. He’s not particularly great at it, but he is trying his best. Demo is kind and comforting, and great at keeping you in good spirits. He’s not really sure what to do for you, and some of his ideas when it comes to trying to make things easier for you end up failing miserably. You might have to remind him a few times that he’s doing a good job, because he doesn’t really trust himself to care for you right. He can make great comfort food though, so you’re warm and well fed and you’ll be okay in his hands. He does his best, and it’s enough. 6/10

Heavy: Similar to Pyro, Heavy doesn’t want to let you do anything, however it is easier to convince him that you’re actually capable. He still takes every precaution to keep you well, and is very stubborn about it. Heavy is not exactly the most comforting, but he’s very calm and good at taking care of your symptoms/injuries. He’s also pouring his mama’s hearty soup recipe down your gullet by the gallon so your bones will feel strong, so at least you won’t be hungry. Your healing is top priority to him, not necessarily your comfort, so you will heal fast but it might not be a fun experience. 5/10

Engie: If he weren’t so busy, Engie would be fantastic at taking care of you. But, he is pretty busy and always has a lot going on, so honestly it kinda stresses him out. He still takes wonderful care of you, keeps you comfy and is great at healing you up, but you probably will be alone a lot in between. He will always remember to tuck you in and make a home cooked meal, and unlike some of the others he actually knows what to do to make you feel better. Just remind him to take breaks too. 7/10

Medic: I mean, you’re definitely not gonna die. Can’t say it’s the best caretaking experience you’ll ever have, though. Medic doesn’t have fantastic bedside manner, ans while he takes great physical care of you, he doesn’t put in much effort to comfort you or make you feel better. It’s not that he doesn’t care, he just isn’t worried about it and assumes you aren’t either. He knows he’s perfectly capable of helping you, but he might forget to tell you that. You will be better very fast, and he’ll just be happy to have you on your feet again. 5/10

Sniper: This goes surprisingly well. Sniper is worried as hell the whole time, but he’s actually pretty good at basic aid from spending so much time on his own and treating himself. He’s quiet and comforting, keeps the atmosphere calm, and doesn’t want to let you out of his sight. He shows a sort of gentle side, and you get the feeling that he kind of likes taking care of people but never gets the opportunity to. As long as your symptoms/injuries are nothing too serious, you’re in good hands with Sniper and it’ll be a calm and uneventful recovery. 8/10

Spy: Spy does not want to touch you, especially if you’re gross or sick, but neither does he want to let you anywhere out of his sight. Simultaneously, he doesn’t want you to be aware of either, which leads to an awful lot of awkwardness. He is trying to be equally as much as of a gentleman as possible while still appearing aloof and unworried, and it isn’t working very well. Spy is not good at sympathy, and he doesn’t really know how to show it. He doesn’t like being around sick or injured people, but he cares enough that he’s worried about you and wants to make you feel better. He treats you gingerly, but at least he’s good at keeping you entertained. 2/10

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[zuffer-weird-girl]

Would you be willing to write a scenario about Kai's s/o going in to labor and the delivery? Maybe just Kaito?

Lets give plague doctor more heart attacks :D

Honestly? You deserved at minimun a pat on your back, because carrying a child is not easy... and aparently carrying a Chisaki inside you was equal to hell.

Deadly cramps, torturous nauseas and dear lord even comenting the word 'peas' left you wanting to pull all of your stomach out.... all of this for exactly seven months and a half already.

The baby was surely a fighter. His kicks were dead ass strong and ever time it was a bad one, you would wince in pain while supporting yourself on somewhere.

This baby was going to knock you out at some point...

Ever time Kai notice that this was happening he would place his entire gloved and scold his unborn child.

'Not even in here and are already causing trouble brat? Be good to your mother or we might have trouble.'

It was always in that same no emotions present tone of voice of his but you could see the genuine adoration in those usual cold golden eyes.

Although today you were feeling quite... normal.

No deadly kicks, neither the urge to puke ans surprisingly your feets weren't sore!

What a great day!

You got up from your chair to grab something to eat as you carresed slightly your belly on the way.

Although when you were already half the hall you started to feel dizzy and had to support yourself omwith one hand on the wall.

"Woah not looking great there miss. You good?" You heard Mimic's voice but when you looked down you just saw a black blur.

"Y-Yeah..." you took a shaky step "I guess."

"You guess?" Mimic spoke in sarcasm while Chrono coincidentally entered. Irinaka pointed to you for Kurono to see as he also made a slightly concerned face.

Before the man could ask what was going on, you felt as if a hammer had hit you in the gut while you howled in pain, no longer holding back the discomfort or the recent, unbearable pain.

Chrono and Mimic were immediately on your side when you almost fell to the ground. In your mind passes a thought that scared you to no ends and just to confirm you lowered your hand lower to push it back to see that your terrors were true.

Blood and other fluid... your water bag broke... The baby was coming earlier.

You let out a bloody scream at seing this and another joilt of pain came into you.

"ShIT ShE'S DyInG?!"

"Of course fucking not Irinaka! Shut up!" Chrono went to lend you a shoulder but you stopped him.

"K-Kurono... P-Please... K-Kai.. H-Here." You said between breaths, trying to stal calm since you knew this was going to stress the fuck out of everyone... especially Chisaki.

Hari didn't even objected and ran looking for Chisaki as Irinaka came back into his human form to at least see if it helps.

"Breath chick, you're a fucking fighter to carry that little shit."

"MIMIC!" you shouted and the man apologized at seing the anger in your eyes.

~

Chisaki was currently looking at the medicals exams of his unborn son along with the first ultrasound picture. The boy was going to be here soon and after a very long time he felt anxious.

He flinched at the way the door of his office hitted the wall as Chrono shouted his name.

"What the hell Chrono? Lost your manners?" He said darkly while placing the documents inside of his drawer.

"(Y/N)." He said while pointing at your direction "She's bleeding."

In one blink of Kurono's eyes Chisaki was already running through the house while placing his mask up.

Shit. What had happened?! Were you okay?!

"Angel." He called, ignoring his horror at seing the state you were in, and kneeled on the floor.

"Baby... coming." You breath out while jolting in pain again.

Damn those contractions

He cringed at your whines but ignored his own discomfort and scooped you up in his arms in bridal style as he shouted for a precept to clean ths mess as long for Chrono to get the fuck in the car.

Mimic swore he saw the walls trembling.

~

"Count to ten angel." He said monoustly but the way his hands tremble slightly and the hint of desperation in his eyes told everthing.

You screamed as the car suddenly roughly spun aside, the last drop of patience on your husband completely gone.

"WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT CHRONO?!"

"IM SORRY BUT A GUY ALMOST HITTED THE FUCKING CAR AND COULD HAVE KILLED US YOU KNOW?!" Poor Hari was consumed by both you and Overhaul's desperation.

"Oh my god both oF YOU SHUT UP!" You shouted causing both of them to be completly silent all the ride to the hospital.

He was going to talk to you about that later, but maybe it was a understatement since you were giving birth at this point.

~

Kurono had to hold back Chisaki when a bunch of nurses just pulled you out of Kai's arms and a doctor told him to wait outside.

His wife was giving birth to his soon son and he was supposed to wait OUTSIDE YOU FILFH UNPROFESSIONAL BASTARD?!

When a nurse came to Chrono, asking for him to get out of the room since only it was allowed the father, he arched one eyebrow at her and pointed with his palm at a very furious Chisaki, silently saying 'Im the one keeping the beast calm, you sure about that?'.

The nurse just gave him a apologetic look before, with the nerves on their skin of talking to a dangerous man of the yakusa, calling Overhaul.

The way Chisaki looked at them could be described as murderous and if he had a laser vision quirk the poor nurse would be already dead on the spot.

"I-I'm sorry! But you can enter now." She bowed apologetically while indicating the door for Chisaki.

He didn't even acknowledge her as he entered the room abruptly, ignoring many looks of the doctors and just making a bee line at you.

Despite your eyebags and squirming in pain figurine, you still manage to look angelic... just incredible.

"Angel, it's almost over." He said monoustly, a mix of pain and relief at seing the way you opened your eyes.

"Kai..." you whispered while crying... your hand desperately hilding the bed sheets as you cried out...

"Dad hold her hand!" A male nurse suggested and you almost laughed if it wasn't for the torturous pain you were in.

Someone was trying to give others to Chisaki? Your Chisaki Kai? Great joke.

Chisaki narrowed his eyes at the man befofe cringing at seing you crying again... you were in so much pain but yet refused to just grab his hand because you knew him.

He suddenly left to a quick bathroom and picked a hand sanitizer and a handkerchief.... the scene was almost comic to the doctors and nurses. A soon to be father wipping his wife's hand before holding it onto his gloved one.

"You don't change do you?" You whispered while smilling at him, pure appreciation and love on your eyes as you looked into those beautiful golden ones that you had fallen with.

"Why should I?" He said monotonously but you could see the hints of a smile behind that black face mask of his.

His hand suddenly cracked at your strenght as you turned your head away from him to muffle your screams.

...ouch.

The doctors were surprised because they LISTENED to his hand cracking and he was just... there. He suddenly glared at them with pire hate as his words spilled from his kouth like venom.

"Bunch of incompetents, my wife is having a kid and you just stand there without doing nothing? Move and help her before I lose my pacience bunch of filfh." They flinched before returning to their activities whiel Kai scoffed 'sicks' under his breath.

Your screams had stopped and your grip on his hand released, putting the pieces together he looked up and saw a tiny creature on the arms of one nurse.

"You did it." He amused out loud while you only let out a sleep deprived 'yay' before closing your eyes as you tried to catch your breath.

He picked the handkerchief and wiped your forehead gently before looking down at you.

"You're sweaty..."

"No shit sherlock I just gave birth." You said between breaths and giggles receiving a pinch on your arm along with a scoff of his.

"W-Why isn't he crying?" You suddenly breath out.

Shit. Is true. He haven't heard his son cries. He looked uo already with anger before he saw the doctor bringing a white blanket and handing rubbing the face of your new born to you.

"See mommy? Your baby is fine." He felt butterflies forming inside his stomach at seing the little boy face in contact with yours... you smilling tiredly but still manage to open your eyes to look at your son.

"Kaito... is so nice to meet you.." you teared up at seing your baby for the first time... he had his father looks.

He punched his chest to prevent any hints of despicable tears fron falling from his eyes but it was really damn difficult... Luckily he managed to stay with his stoic face at least.

The moment though he saw you closing your eyes he internally panicked.

"Angel." He grabbed your face and shook slightly, checking your pulse with his other hand and sighing in relief at feeling your heartbeat on his fingers.

"She is just tired, will come back as soon as she recuperates... would you like to hold your son mister?"

He eyed the doctor in suspicion before choosing to only look at his son, eyes secretly telling how much he was willing to do for this little one already.

"Place him on the crib for now. I want my wife to see the scene, she wouldn't leave me alone after knowing that I holded my son without her seing it." He spoke crudely amd coldly at the doctor bit they didn't seemed to mind at first.

The doctor nodded in understatement before placing the kid carefilly down on the crib, right besides Kai as he sitted on the edge of the bed... holding your hand in his gloved ones.

He took a glance at his sleeping son and decided to just carres the tip of his thumb on the chubby cheek.

He swore the kid just smiled at the contact... a simple contact... but it was rather a nice feeling.

"I made this brat..." he mused out loud for himself before smirking down at his son and bringing your freahly washed head to rest on him instead of the pillows of the hospital.

"Welcome to this world... Chisaki Kaito."

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[dadzawa-adopt-dabi]

Secret Baby ch 21

Kiyoko is sick for 3 days. It’s a stressful few days for Dabi. Checking her fever and timing when he can give her another dose of fever reducer. It stresses him out to the point of exhaustion, Kiyoko reacts to his anxiety and distress by crying harder and refusing to settle. Kiyoko finally calms down for longer than a couple hours when her fever finally breaks a few days later. Letting Dabi sleep for what he guesses to be a solid 10 hours. 

Shigaraki calls once as Kiyoko’s fever is peaking and she’s wailing in discomfort. Dabi sends him to voicemail and follows up with a short text about now not being a good time. Shigraki calls twice more afterwards so Dabi ends up silencing his phone. Later that night once he has Kiyoko tucked into her nest and is cleaning up he calls back. 

“Why the hell didn’t you answer me earlier?” Shigaraki’s voice rasps through the phone. Demanding and Dabi can’t help but think of his boss as childish. He had sent a text and promised to call back later in his defense, what kind of person expected you to drop everything when they called anyways? “Are you doing dishes or something? I thought you were going to call back when you weren’t doing anything.”

“I couldn’t come to the phone. Personal issues. I’m free to talk now, you’re just going to have to ignore the background noise Creep.” It feels weird letting his voice become deeper and rougher at home. Kiyoko is safe in her nest and asleep but he still feels nervous letting his something he uses for work into his home.

“Fine. There’s a meeting tomorrow, meeting the rest of the League mostly and stay for dinner this time.” Shigraki huffs after a moment of silence. He expects to be obeyed but doesn't hang up either, waiting for Dabi to agree.

“I can’t stay for some weird Villain dinner.” Dabi pauses. This is a larger group, he knows he has to play nice. At least he has to work with everyone enough that he doesn't get discarded. 

“Make it lunch so we’re not wasting time with shit. I’ve only got so much free time so you're just going to have to deal Boss.” Dabi shut off the faucet and stood up straight, cracking his spine and making him release a tired sigh. He didn’t have the energy for this, his family wouldn’t free himself though. He wanted to introduce Kiyoko to her aunt and uncles. He wants Rei to know she has a grandchild, wants her to move on and heal from all that enji has done to them. He wants to try with her at least, maybe with enji out of the picture things will be different between them. 

Shigaraki is silent on the other end of the line for a few minutes. The sound of some games' special effects coming through the line is the only thing that lets Dabi know that the call itself isn’t an issue.

“Well creep? You're going to have to give me more notice than this if you want us to work together. I don’t have a lot of time to myself already. I'm banking on you and this League you’ve started being worth it.” Dabi snags his baby monitor off the counter and steps outside to light up a cigarette. 

“Just show up crispy bastard. I’ll let everyone know and we’ll set up meeting times ahead now.” Shigaraki sniped at him but it was nicer than it could have been. “I hadn’t expected anyone who had other shit I guess.” Shigaraki hung up rudely, it would have been annoying but Dabi just rolled his eyes and put out his smoke. This better be worth it.

The next morning passes in a blur as he hauls his exhausted ass around the apartment. Kiyoko is bright eyed and happy again as she crawls around after him. Dabi moves from room to room cleaning and scenting as he goes. He leaves several windows open as he leaves, airing out the apartment. He’s had hardly any sleep and he’s relieved he set everything out the night before. The sitter had demanded an upcharge due to short notice but hopefully this is going to be the only time. Kiyoko hardly cries as he drops her off and the bus is on time for once, resulting in him being a few minutes earlier than he had expected.

There’s a green lump next to the door that he absent mindedly pats as he comes in the door and he uses it to steady himself as he kicks his boots clean of muck.  It gives an offended squawk making him jump. He mentally groans as he realizes what he’s done. The ��green lump’ stands up and faces him with his arms crossed.

“Did you seriously just pet me? What the fuck dude?” The lizard guy confronts him, Dabi would take him seriously if he wasn't in a Stain cosplay. The guy is built and he has a large sword made of knives on his back. He smells of irritated beta and strangely enough coffee.

“I just saw a lump and didn’t realize it was a person. Sorry.” Dabi pulls his hand out of his pocket in case the guy decides to take his mistake out on him.

“I’m a person not a piece of furniture.” The guy scowls and his lips pull back to expose human looking teeth. “Whatever, don’t do it again. I’m Spinner.”

“You can call me Dabi.” The blue eyed omega nods at him but doesn't take the offered hand. He realizes he’s going to have to tell at least someone his name at some point. The rest of his history will have to come out as well but he wants to stay Dabi as long as he can.

Spinner gives him a sideways look but lets it slide. It figures he would, seeing as he also introduced himself with a Villain moniker rather than his actual name. Shigaraki is one of the only people who have wanted a legal name, at least the rest of his group won’t be following that pattern.

“Dabi! You finally came back! No one will let me drink their blood but It’s okay because I saw someone cute yesterday!” Toga comes around the corner and inserts herself into his space. Dabi listens to her ramble as he goes into the next room. Her hair is coming out of the buns on top of her head but her clothes look cleaner than when he last saw her.

“Toga, You left your cup in the kitchen.” A alpha woman with sunglasses perched on top of her red hair nearly runs into them as Toga leads him past the bar to what must be the kitchen. She smells strongly of alpha mixed with citrus. It’s bright and comforting in some odd way Dabi has never experienced before but it's not unpleasant.

Toga grabs the cup as she holds it out and slurps the red liquid in it. It's enclosed and she’s drinking it through a straw but Dabi’s still pretty sure it's blood.

“Who’s the goth hon?” She tilts her head at Dabi and has blocked the doorway to the kitchen. Large shoulders blocking the view and Dabi straightens up to look her in the eyes.

“Currently going by Dabi.” He puts a hand on Toga’s shoulder in case he has to pull her back again like when they met Shigaraki. “You going to let us pass and let me finish getting introduced?”

“You can call me big sis Magne.” She moves back and lets them into the room. “No last name there for you?”

“I’ll tell you when I have to. No family name for you either Magne?” Dabi lets Toga shrug him off and gives Magne another once over. It doesn't seem to be a touchy subject for her at least.

“Not one I use, legally it's stuck with my dead name still. Magne is what I go by and I just added Big sis for my villain moniker.” Whatever test she was giving him he seems to have passed. He was asking about the family name to poke around back at her. Instead he seems to have set the alpha at ease.

“Nah, Don’t like them much and the feeling is mutual.” she smirks at him and he can’t help but give a small smile back. He can already tell that she’s going to one of his favorites and she has a calming presence.

Toga gives another loud slurp, making so much noise due to how thick the liquid must be. She seems happy though so Dabi shoves the thought that it's gross to the back of his head.

At the table there’s a guy in a full body suit and mask, all monochrome colors, sitting at the table. Tea and books come with his light beta scent and Dabi is seriously starting to question why all these strangers smell so nice to him. Maybe it’s because he knows he will be with them for a while and his brain is trying to trick him into letting the arrangement be more permanent.

“Hey! Glad you got here safe! It’s about time you showed up, are you going to introduce yourself?” He speaks in two voices and Dabi is confused for a moment on which one he means until Toga holds up a finger to him. First voice then he guesses.

“Dabi. Nice enough to be here I guess.” He sits down across from him and the guy perks up.

“I’m Twice, Girans friend! Jin bubaigawara.” He holds out his hand and looks so hopeful that Dabi can’t help but shake it. This is the guy Giran had sent to check out the League?

“Nice to meet you I guess Jin.” He sits down, as a man in a bright orange coat walks in. Guess he wasn’t the last to arrive as he’d assumed. Then again some of the members seem to have taken up Kuroguri on the off to live here.

“Young Sir, you must be the last new member Shigaraki had been saying we would meet today.” He gives Dabi a bow and tips his tophat as Dabi blinks in surprise. The theatrical man pulls a bottle of sake and cups out of thin air.  He’s wearing scent blockers like Dabi, keeping his secondary gender to himself. “I’m Sako Atsuhiro. Mr.Compress works as well if you prefer to keep things professional.”

Mr.Compress cracks the seal on the bottle loudly before he pours, It’s been forever since Dabi let himself drink. First he was pregnant and then occasionally breast feeding and then he was just too busy to relax and unwind with a stiff drink. Compress had even made a show of breaking the seal, knowing they all didn’t trust each other yet. Dabi takes the glass with no intention of actually drinking it but finds himself relaxing and taking small sips. Mr. Compress shows off magic tricks and Twice is his interactive audience.

Kuroguri glides into the dining area right before Shigaraki and Spinner enter , Mr. Compress pulls out a chair for him and Dabi hides his grin behind his sake cup. Lunch passes quickly with a lot of questions aimed at everyone. Most of them Dabi declines to answer. He’s never planned to work with a group this long. Still he figures his usual rule of thumb, the less they know the better, will work just fine. Shigaraki who gets visibly upset and starts scratching respects it when he pasess on things such as a favorite food or game. Anything he can stomach and He dosen’t even have time for an idle game currently.

Kuroguri is asking him if he has any family if he’s got any collateral these people can use against him when the first call comes through the line. Dabi shoots up and can his normally iron hard face mask slipping. Showing hints of instinctual panic at Kiyoko’s sitters ringtone. He blames it on the unfinished cup of sake, not nearly enough to affect him, instead of the warm comfortable atmosphere. It’s nothing, just an alert that the kids are going outside.

The next text is asking if Kiyoko’s feathers can be vacuumed up. Dabi scowls as he types furiously into his phone to leave his daughters feathers on her back, before another one arrives and it's a picture of the soft down surrounding Kiyoko. The black haired omega frowns, yeah he can see how that would be an issue for someone else. He types back a short response that it's fine. Then lets his leg bounce off in anxiety as his phone chimes several more times. Some of the members are looking at him strangely and it just makes it worse. He checks his phone again as he wonders if he locked the door on his way in. Of course he did, he never forgets, but that’s for his own house and he has the urge to check for the base.

“Everything alright Dabi?” Shigaraki asks him with an odd tone to his voice. Dabi brushes it off as Shigaraki’s possessive streak coming out as the crusty asshole tries to sneak a peek at his phone like some sort of kid.

It's the fourth time Dabi has ducked out to take a phone call. Kiyoko is crying and controlling some of her feathers to annoy her sitter or entertain the other kids. When they were vacuumed up Kiyoko had become hysterical. Her sitter wants him to come get her as soon as possible again and Dabi wishes he could fault her for it. He sighs, resigning himself to excusing himself now. He twists one of his many rings decorating his fingers as he walks back in. The picture of apologetic.

Shigaraki tries not to be annoyed but Dabi won’t answer even the most basic questions about himself and he keeps leaving the meeting. Claiming it's urgent with his face drawn tight as he tries to pretend at being nonchalant.

Toga has been the only one able to get close enough to hear what's so urgent he has to keep leaving. Kuroguri could but he keepst telling him to let Dabi come to him in his own time. 

“I have to go.” Dabi storms back inside the dining area tapping his phone against his palm repeatedly.

Shigaraki hisses at him but at a kick under the table from Kuroguri he waves Dabi off. He thinks it's shady of Dabi to be looking at his phone all evening and suddenly have to dip but he also trusts Kuroguris judgement implicitly.

Does he have a spy in the League already?

@ruelukas22 @mostladylikeladythateverladied @i-like-to-shruggy @xxsnowchildxx @drxgonstone

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[ruffiorocks]

Issues with Will Shuester

I just can't get on board with this guy!

1. Remember when Will flirted with Emma while he had a wife he thought was pregnant at home?

2. Remember when Will planted drugs on Finn to force him to join Glee club or he would report him and ruin this Innocent kids life just so Will could get what he wanted? There's no way Finn would have joined if he hadnt been blackmailed, Will ensured that Finn who had been popular and who's life was going pretty well would now spend the remainder of his highschool life being a target.

3. Remember when Will refused to listen to his kids when they told him the songs they would like to do? How Glee club was all about what Will wanted and only what Will wanted?

4. Remember how uncomfortable Kurt was when he had to work with the boys who didn't all treat him with respect? That he was so much more comfortable with the girls but Will ignored all of this and forced Kurt to work with the boys?

5. Remember when Kurt lost his rag with Will because he just wouldn't listen when everyone was telling him they wanted to sing Britney? Kurt got sent to the principal's office because his teacher refused to listen to him.

6. Remember how Will only really gave a crap about Rachel and Finn? How he ignored Mercedes to the point that she quit and joined another Glee club?

7. Remember how Will had zero interest in the fact that Mercedes was feeling over worked, tired and was about to sick in Booty Camp but Will just told her to power through and she would be fine?

8. Remember how Emma told Will she had issues with dirt and mess and he told her he wanted to do an experiment and put chalk dust in her nose she quite explicitly said she wasn't ready for but he completely ignored her and did it anyway?

9. Remember how Will pressured Emma into saying she had OCD when she just wasn't comfortable with the term?

10. Remember when Will pressured Emma into having sex?

11. Remember when Will told Sue and Figgins in the principal's office about his lack of a sex life with Emma and how he was frustrated she wasn't putting out for him? To Emma's colleagues?!!

12. Remember when Emma wasn't comfortable with inviting parents over and Will ignored her wishes ans invited them anyway only to see that they bully Emma and that's why she doesn't like being around them?

13. Remember when Will got sick ans Terry came to take care of him? He feebly protested wile allowing her to do everything for him while putting her down. He then had sex with her because she was there, only to tell her the next day it was a mistake and he didn't want her to ever come back? How he used her for sex and then kicked her to the curb ?

14. Remember how Will had weirdly inappropriate relationships with his students?

15. Remember when Will was OK with his students being half naked on stage?

16. Remember when Marley came out dressed as Katie Perry when she was supposed to be Gaga? Will didn't even bother to acknowledge the fact the Sam, the half naked teenage boy had picked out a gold bikini for the underage teenage girl to wear in front of the students and dance around with boys and in front of her teacher? No he didn't care about that at all, all he chose to acknowledge was that she was Katie and not Gaga. Will Shuester suspended an underage teenage girl from Glee club because she refused to dance half naked because a boy told her to. Sam? Sam wasn't even reprimanded.

17. Remember how Marley had bulimia and no one cared? Remember how she passed out during a competition and the students and Will all acted like she had done something wrong? Then later Will did the above completely disregarded the fact that Marley had body issues?

18. Remember when Finn outed Santana to the whole school and wasn't reprimanded at all even though it was overheard, was used in a campaign against Sue and forced Santana to come out sooner than she was ready to?

19. Remember how the Glee club boys would always fight? Puck and Finn, Sam and Finn did, even the girls fought each other but nothing ever happened to them? Then Finn outs Santana risking ruining her life and she slapped him. Suddenly she's in the principal's office being told she will be suspended for two weeks because it was witnessed? Will is right there calling her out. But where was this justice when the boys were fighting? Where was his Justice when the girls were fighting? Where was this justice when Karofski was literally physically assaulting Kurt everyday? Nowhere! Any hit on Finn and suddenly justice becomes a thing?

20. Remember how Will never actually gave to shits about the kids problems unless it directly affected the Glee club? How he would just break up fights and arguments and tell them enough and they had to work together no matter what issues there were? Will liked to ignore the issues and the wondered why the team would be fighting. He ignored the fact that there was bullying, cheating and physical abuse going on and forced the kids to work together.

21. Remember when Will forced the kids to dance and sing with the football team? He took away the place they felt safe in and brought in the very people who made their lives hell outside of the choir room.

22. Remember when Will would insert himself into the numbers the kids were doing? Dancing around with then? Remember the creepy provocative dancing he did during the Britney performance? The one that turned into a sex riot?

23. Remember when Emma met a wonderful dentist names Karl and Will couldn't let her be happy? Remember the Rocky Horror Episode? He brought the same car as Karl in an attempt to seduce Emma who was in a relationship. He then chose Rocky Horror for the musical number because Emma said she enjoyed it with Karl. Completely inappropriate! He then got pissed that Karl agreed to play a role. He wanted so badly to impress Emma that he made Sam feel insecure about his body and claimed the told of Rocky for himself. He lured Emma into a classroom under the pretence that he needed help rehearsing and it ended in him getting half naked and simulating sex with Emma in a classroom at school while two students watched?!

24. Remember how Will just assumed that Kurt would play Frankenfurter because he was gay and into fashion?

25. Remember how Tina was there from day one and even the show made fun of the fact no one knew anything about her? She got given the solo once I think and ended up giving it to Rachel.

26. Remember when Blaine joined and Finn was awful to him but Will did absolutely nothing to stop it?

27. Remember how Santana bullied everyone but Will would just ignore it or say enough and move on?

28. Remember when Sebastian nearly blinded Blaine and all Will did waa contact the headmaster of Dalton, nothing was done and Will was like 'well i tried,'.

29. Remember when Sebastian threatened to upload Photoshopped naked pictures of Finn to the internet if Rachel didn't drop out of the competition? Finn was going to kick his ass and Will told him he would just have to learn to deal with these things since it will happen if he ever gets famous. All will was prepared to do was tell Dalton's headmaster, once again only caring about the competition and not his actual students and what this could do to Finn.

I could go on but I think that's enough for now!

#anti will shuester #glee #sue sylvester #emma pillsbury #santana lopez #finn hudson #mercedes jones #kurt hummel #rachel berry #sam evans #marley rose

[darksunrising]

Sola Gratia (17/?)

Masterlist

Rating / Warnings : Heavy horror themes, body horror, violence, non consensual blood sucking.

Fandom : Bram Stoker’s Dracula, BBC’s Dracula, various Dracula and vampire lore.

Part 17/? (2314 words)

Author’s notes : Eris is back, for better or worse...

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“Professor ? Would you have a minute ?”

I snapped my head up, suddenly realizing I had been staring into the void for the better part of an hour. Popping out of the office's doorframe, Stephan Helder's familiar, disheveled head of dark blond hair of made me force a little smile. I passed my hands over my face, and invited him to come in. It was already late, but I knew he preferred to work in the school library than at home, which was understandable.

He stepped in, carefully closing the door behind me, as if doing it too loud would startle me. He put down his heavy-looking bag on the floor, and took a seat across from my desk, nervously bouncing his leg. I'd learned to know it wasn't from actual anxiety, but more of small quirk of his. It tended to unnerve me, but I did my best not to be concerned by it.

“So, what can I help you with ? Everything going fine in your classes ?”, I asked.

“Oh, yes, sure, everything's great. I mean, I'm not really here for me.”

He took a pause, staring at me. “Well, what is it then ?”, I pressed, puzzled.

“I-I was worried about you, professor, actually”, he began, avoiding my gaze by looking intensely at the leather-bound version of the Odyssey, at the end of my desk.

“Worried about me ?”, I only repeated, hoping to have a bit more information.

“Well, you haven't been responding to my e-mails in some while, and, no offense, but you look sort of tired.”

That kid would be the end of me. I leaned back into my seat. He was a bit annoying at times, but his boldness was at the very least amusing. I smiled at him, hoping it would put him a bit more at ease, as I could see he was already regretting his last sentence.

“I am tired, actually, but you'll see this when you'll try and get a doctorate”, I joked.

That seemed to make him have a couple of laughs, but he still had that crease between his thick eyebrows.

“I know you met my mother”, he told me.

Ah. He looked almost apologetic. Children seem to often have to find excuses for their parents, as they're often more conscious of the feelings of others, while adults mostly aren't. I knew that look, as I had found myself presenting it a lot.

“I have met Mary Van Helsing, yes.”

He shifted on the edge of his seat. “She told you about professor Balaur, didn't she ?”

Gods, more lies. What the hell was I supposed to tell this kid ?

“She did, although I'm... not sure what to think of it”, I prudently told him.

“I'm sorry”, he almost cut me off. “I'm- I'm the one who told her about him, I was worried and I didn't think she'd actually come to you. I know she can be... Well. You know.”

I wasn't even angry at him. I could have been, easily, especially given how on edge I was. I couldn't imagine what it would have been like. As children, we believe in monsters, hiding in the closet, or under your bed, lurking in the shadows. But at the very least, you had your parents reassure you, tell you they aren't real. That they can't hurt you. I wondered if his parents told him about all they did. Mary Van Helsing didn't seem like the sort to go soft, but I hadn't met his dad. With luck, he was a regular guy, and took care of not traumatizing his kid into anxiety disorders and paranoia. Although, on that particular count, he had been right. I wished he'd kept his worries to himself. Then again... That was an odd coincidence that he should show up exactly the semester after I met Vlad. I think he believed it was just that, a coincidence, but I was starting to suspect foul play there. Mary Van Helsing didn't seem like one to leave things to fate.

“Don't worry about that”, I tried to reassure him as best I could. “I work with medieval historians all the time, it takes a lot to scare me.”

He had a little laugh, sounding less nervous ans shaky than before.

“You should know”, he added, a bit hesitant. “My mother has her flaws, but she is rarely wrong. Professor Balaur is often around you... I can only tell you to be careful.”

I smiled, and promised him I would be. Gods, if he knew. He had a few more questions, about my class and the use of some cartography software that I knew for a fact was nightmarish to use. He then took his leave, while I remained seated in my office, without really having a reason to.

I say “my” office, even though I supposedly share it with two other doctorate students. They were rarely there, and if it was only a coincidence that we never crossed paths, they didn't seem to mind that I used half their shelves for my own stuff, and even their desks. More often than not, then, even here, I was alone. Now that I thought of it, my life since I finished my master's degree had been more nocturnal than ever. If you asked anyone who would be more likely to be a vampire between Vlad and I, I'd be the surer choice.

Realizing that I wouldn't be able to get any more work done tonight, I decided to take my leave for the day. It was close to midnight, and the last tramways ran little after that hour, so if I wanted to avoid two hours of walking, I should probably find a way to get that last one. I gathered my stuff, and slipped my laptop into my bag. Once again, at that sort of hour, no one remained on campus. The empty corridors seemed too long, too narrow, repeating my steps after me, just to spook me. You know, that feeling when you start thinking “what if someone followed me”, and the more you try to brush it off and make light of it, the more you want to walk faster, and dread looking back ?

At this point, I was practically running, when I forced myself to get a grip. I breathed in, deeply, and stopped. Standing in the middle of the main hall, only lit by pale moonlight, I controlled my breathing until my legs stopped shaking. Slowly, but deliberately, I turned back, my heart sinking into my stomach. Obviously, there was nothing to be seen.

A bit reassured, if not completely serene, I continued towards the exit, and stepped out into the cold night air. If the silence of the inside was eerie, outside, the multitude of noises the night produced were worse. A rustle of leaves, a gust of wind, howling and whistling in the crooks of the buildings. I sighed. Everything was fine. Creepy atmosphere never killed anyone, as far as I was aware of. Still, I walked as fast as I could, not wanting to linger for more than absolutely necessary.

Eris...

The voice made me stop dead in my tracks. It echoed in my mind, soft, and deep, but somewhat... Metallic. Scraping. Like rusty gears coated in honey. I wondered for a second if it might have been Vlad, playing a very questionable prank on me. He didn't seem like one to particularly enjoy practical jokes, except the occasional dramatic entrance. I elected to ignore it, and started walking again.

Eris.

This time, the voice was insisting, more firm. It still seemed to come from deep withing myself, which was... unnerving, as it left no idea as where to look for it. I stopped once again. Bracing myself, I turned, looking back. Nothing, no one.

Right behind you.

I swiftly turned around, not freezing for whatever miracle, only to gaze onto the empty campus once more. That was, until I turned back, and noticed a silhouette, over in the distance. It was tall, long. It almost looked like it... Shifted, undulated in the wind. Like something you see through great heat. It was dark, so much that I couldn't actually distinguish any particular features, except two bright dots of light, where its face would be. I didn't dare move, or blink. I was sure if I moved a muscle, or looked anywhere else, it might disappear, or move closer, like a sick game of 'Red light, Green light'.

Eris.

The voice was even more grating, dark, so low that I could feel it vibrate in my bones. I had the gun. In a pocket I quickly sewed in the lining of my coat. I knew where it was, the movement I'd have to do to take it. Yet, I was unable to move. No matter how hard I tried, no matter the tears starting to stream down my face.

I think fear doesn't begin to describe what feeling was settling all over my body, from the pit of my stomach. It stretched over my every limb, like a fungus, spreading to every cell, encasing every bone in a mycellium of primal dread. The only sound I could hear was that of my own raspy, trembling breathing, coming out choked, and leaving me craving for air. I heard the faint sound of Leah's ringtone, in my pocket. It turned off.

It didn't move, yet was closer. It wasn't a thing. It didn't feel human, it didn't feel neither here nor elsewhere. A persistence of vision, engraved into my iris. For a moment, I wanted to believe I only fell asleep at my desk, and the whole thing was just a nightmarish delirium. Leah's ringtone broke the silence again, and turned off. Again.

It was feet from me now. I could make out the vague outline of a suit, that hung weirdly on the body. The body... If you could call it that. It could have looked like a human, if you only glanced at it, from afar. I didn't have that sort of luck, however, and was very privy to its deformities. The sleeve stopped at mid-forearm. A long, thin forearm, hairless, skin white as parchment, so dry it looked like it would crumble to ash if I touched it. The hands were swollen, too long, too... they almost looked like someone gave a vague instruction as to what a hand looked like, and it grew them from that description. My eyes fell on his chest. The shirt was too small, the buttons struggling to keep it in place, even though the thing was sickly slender. What terrified me was the darkness behind the holes, stretched out between the buttons. Not as if its skin was dark in itself, but an utter and complete void.

A hand stretched out, and still, I could do nothing but silently cry as a fingernail dragged across my cheek. Even though the movement was disturbingly light, and slow, I could feel the nail dig into my skin, and blood blend into my tears.

I see why he chose you...

Its mouth did not move. To be fair, it was more of a slightly agape slit than a mouth. The details of its face were fuzzy, shifting, like something... Crawled under its skin. I felt the other hand press onto my back, tearing through my clothes like paper, and into my skin. I couldn't even scream. The hand near my face sunk into my hair, and pulled my head aside, revealing my neck. The slit opened, ripping the skin at the edges as it became larger, revealing dozens of needle-like teeth, gleaming in the absolute darkness of the mouth. The jaw unhinged itself as it opened wider, and lowered into my neck, excruciatingly slowly. I wondered if it enjoyed seeing me sobbing in terror as much as it would enjoy killing me.

I had no doubt I would die, there and then. I started to feel the little points setting against my skin, on my neck, shoulder, my chest. They sank in with no resistance.

What a waste...

I don't know if you have ever had blood sucked out of you, but I wouldn't recommend it. It's not like bleeding out, after a cut. No. You feel your veins forcefully pulse from inside your body, the blood forced to turn back as it was supposed to run the other way. It feels like maggots, running inside your body by the hundred, and the worst part is the sound. That slurping, wet sound of tongue and teeth and the gurgling of-

Everything was dark.

I found myself standing in darkness like I'd never seen before. I had been in caves, lights all out, and still nothing compared to this. I could see myself, but no shadows set anywhere on my body. It was cloaked in some sort of robe, that felt more like a shapeless, thick smoke. I felt some solid ground, though I couldn't have told what it felt like, even barefooted.

“Is anyone here ?”

My voice seemed to carry nowhere. No one answered. Was I already dead ? Was it what death was like ? Unending darkness and silence ? Nothing to feel, to touch, to hear ? The sudden presence that manifested behind me almost made me jump. It might always have been there, now that I thought of it. I didn't need to ask if I was dying. I felt at peace with it, somehow. A low humming filled the silence. Not ominous. Almost like a lullaby. I closed my eyes, not that it made any sensible difference. A small tingle ran over my limbs, and as it went up, I lost sensation to them entirely, until nothing remained, but the humming. Soft, until my mind, like an eye, finally closed.

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[chiiquititamoved]

dracula ep 2 - observations

ahhh! the scene is set and i cannot wait for more agatha 

so we open up onto dracula’s castle? i think 

dracula and my beloved aggie are in a room together

wait so are they buddies now? drac’s not trying to eat her or anything, which i find suspicious

there’s a chess game going on with some symbolism i am too tired to grasp

drac starts telling agatha about the voyage he made to england 

scene changes to a ship and the captain having a nightmare about a dismembered hand? idk

now we meet a passenger, dr sharma who’s looking at a body or something

it’s the “grave the children complained about” ??? i’m getting lucy vibes 

the coffin/body is 70 yrs old but there’s fresh scratches on the lid! i wonder where this is going 

ew a very gross body rises out of the coffin 

scene change! we meet a dead guy, piotr

his mum/sister/relative is saying he was going to be a sailor but he died before he could, and there’s this very suspicious guy sweeping in a doorway and listening to the conversation

but then a nun closes the door and locks him in his room

and then the lady relative is told by the priest to stab w/ a stake piotr and she does. wise move, ma’am

this is all taking place close to a shipyard/dock 

oooh suspicious guy is going to the ship and impersonating piotr! interesting 

so it’s established that the one-handed guy from the nightmare the captain had is coming back on the ship. apparently it was the captain’s fault he lost his hand, but the nice one-handed guy is making a joke out of it and it’s all very friendly, but it still haunts our cap i guess

lord and lady ruthven are coming aboard the ship. they just got married, and it’s all very exciting 

the lord jokes about “making it a long voyage” (wink wink) to cap (comedic genius right here) and then this guy who introduced him is like “oh, it will be” we’ve got so many suspicious characters already, i feel so blessed!!

okay - i’ll call the guy who’s pretending to be piotr fake piotr to avoid confusion and i’ll call the other suspicious guy (i think he’s lord and lady ruthven’s servant/secretary? he’s got pretty nice clothes, idk) bob 

there’s an old guy who approaches fake piotr like “are you as inexperienced as you look? are you scared?” and he’s like well yeah and the other guy goes “me too.” ???? that’s reassuring!! 

ah the doctor (i forget his name) and his daughter are boarding 

dracula boards openly as himself because THAT’S a good idea 

agatha, of course, echoes my thoughts and drac’s like “what do you think i would’ve done, lie around in a box for 4 weeks?” uh, yeah, you’re a fucking vamipre

anyway, back to the ship. fake piotr is about to enter a room (no. 9) but this crewmember comes up to him and goes nah you can’t go in there these passengers are sick (he sounds like he’s lying) and fake piotr is like okay thanks i won’t do that then 

there’s fucking flies EVERYWHERE on this ship jesus 

like i get they’re undead and it’s symbolic and suspenseful or whatever but it’s also fucking GROSS

anyway drac comes up to the crewmember, who for some reason is listening at the door of no. 9, and says some creepy stuff to him (turns out he’s from bavaria. this may be relevant later?)

so fake piotr is from romania and he’s boring the handless guy with his “story” - the handless guy points out that it sounds SUPER fucking fake. anyway time for dinner!

so now they show the fancy dining room and lord whatever is there w/ bob (his name’s adisa, actually) and adisa’s like ooh this wine isn’t good i don’t like it and then they argue whatever and the doctor interjects 

OH MY GOD! adisa and the lord are together! the lord’s like you know this marriage is a necessary evil and adisa’s like yeah but it hurts. :,( i feel him man

drac introduces himself to the old lady, bla bla, and then he drinks this crewman’s blood and like absorbs his mannerisms (and his german)

god this is boring i want more of my tragic gay love story 

turns out drac and the old lady (who is a duchess) danced together on her 18th birthday? okay? i don’t care where’s adisa 

and that’s the night the duchess’s mother disappeared. great. 

now drac drinks the old lady’s blood

there’s a fog around the ship... it seems to be following them... how mysterious...

okay now drac is creeping out fake pietro by telling him a gross story because he was looking in a barrel? I DON’T CARE WHERE IS ADISA

ahh finally adisa’s back. so dorabella (the gay lord’s wife) is tired (and everyone else is like OOHhoo i wonder why) but drac seems to be on to them. uh oh

honestly other than agatha adisa and the lord are the only characters i actually want to have a happy ending 

okay everyone’s asleep but doc, and he’s having flashbacks or whatever to that body from before 

he gives his sleeping daughter (who’s mute + deaf, btw, forgot to mention that) a touching little monologue abt how there’s monsters in this world and he’ll protect her (that sounds sarcastic but it actually is sweet) 

lady whatever (gay’s wife) goes out on deck in the night, for a walk, but meets dracula out there 

he’s kinda flirting/talking w/ her outside but she’s obviously in love with her husband, unfortunately

m’lady reveals she’s going to america

dracula shows her the water in a barrel or something? but refers to it as a mirror? he shows her a pic of her and her husband in the reflection and goes “i thought i’d show you a picture of what might have been,” or something dramatic like that 

the doctor’s daughter starts bleeding from her face in her bed, and she wakes up

turns out the blood is from the lady and is dripping through the ship’s deck! 

doc’s daughter goes up to investigate and sees drac drinking the lady’s blood

:( i really don’t want the doc’s daughter to die

well of course now drac is threatening her >:(

like i feel bad for dorabella but i want adisa to be happy. i’m very conflicted

they’re going to search for the murderer now 

DRACULA IS SO OBVIOUSLY THE CULPRIT OH MY GOD. he keeps saying the most suspicious things and nobody cares

okay now drac is saying that they should search cabin no. 9? which only the captain has access to, for some reason, and he’s super anxious to not let anyone else in?

there’s a bunch of flies in cabin no. 9. great, more death

it’s established that there is actually another person in cabin 9, the mates hear breathing or something

drac: “ah, but you’re a scientist.” doctor: “yes, i was, at the university of calcutta. are you a scientist yourself?” “no, but i have an appetite for it.”

this guy gets injured because of the fog or something 

dracula is like addicted to blood, and he can’t stand the sight of it or something 

NO THE LORD RUTWHATEVER IS WITH DRACULA 

IF HE’S GOING TO CHEAT ON ADISA I WILL RIOT

oh no thank god everyone else is in the room with him 

The gay lord’s friend who told him to take this ship is called balaur? oh my god balaur is the dude that the rich old lady said was paying for her trip to england in the beginning! i feel like we’re onto something my dudes 

i was right! balaur is also the doctor’s sponsor

So the injured guy (the crewmember) gets woken up by the gay lord’s wife and she’s like ooh it’s okay but then it turns out it’s dracula pretending to be her and he drinks the guy’s blood

Ooooh shit most of the crew left on a lifeboat!!! Shit

NOW WE’RE FINALLY GOING TO SEE WHO’S IN CABIN NINE! 

Okay so we cut back to drac, who spouts some cryptic bullshit as usual 

Ahhhh we’re finally getting an explanation for why he and agatha are here! She gets up ans she’s like “how did i get here? We were at the convent!” and dracula let mina go? But he didn’t let agatha go

Agatha’s like “the people you feed on, you make them dream!” 

NO, HE DRANK AGATHA’S BLOOD????!!

OH MY GOD AGATHA’S IN CABIN NUMBER NINE 

Drac goes into the cabin and he’s like agatha is the murderer! 

And they’re about to hang her!!!!!! No but she’s the love of my life!!!!

okay the captain and the doctor are like she couldn’t possibly have done it! she’s too weak

now, my darling agatha, who of course has her wits about her, says that she’s a vampire so they can’t hang her! and they’re like uh okay i kinda believe her

but then drac starts to kick the barrel from under her! and aggie BITES HER LIP AND THE BLOOD FALLS 

dracula goes a little batshit (! get it???) and they see it! and then the doctor’s daughter (who you will recall i ALWAYS had faith in) comes in and makes the sign of the cross and drac’s repulsed

IS THE DAY SAVED? no, there’s 30 minutes left in the episode

DRACULA RUNS AWAY WHILE THEY’RE SAVING AGATHA 

AND MY HERO (AGATHA, OBVIOUSLY) JUST SITS UP AND GOES “i am sister agatha van helsing of the st mary’s convent, budapest. captain sokolov, you are relieved of command.” JUST LIKE THAT! MY HERO! 

okay so the doctor has a little potion for if he’s undead? I guess it kills an undead person

the remaining crew members threw all of the boxes of earth but one off of the ship (drac needs to sleep on transylvanian earth for some reason?)

gay lord just called dracula seductive >:( where’s adisa?? I miss him 

WhAT the FUCK? gay lord LIKES dracula? 

NO ARE GAY LORD AND DRACULA GOING TO FUCK

GAY LORD IS ON DRACULA’S SIDE 

DOCTOR AND HIS DAUGHTER JUST PULLED SOME CROSSES BECAUSE DUH AND GAY LORD IS THREATENING TO SHOOT THEM

NO NOW THE DOCTOR AND HIS DAUGHTER ARE DEAD 

AND DRACULA JUST STARTS TO DRINK THE LORD’S BLOOD 

Fake piotr then walks into the cabin and is like “wtf,” obviously, and then runs up to the deck and tells people, who are nailing pages of the bible to the deck 

Oh no adisa’s sad! He’s crying no :,( 

They’re all in the bible circle tho

Oookay so they were suspicious of piotr because last time drac took over harker’s body 

So now they’re all telling fake piotr to step out of the circle and back in 

Fake piotr does it and succeeds but then ofc fucking dracula appears. *eye roll* 

So adisa was like hey what the fuck why is religion the only thing stopping dracula? This is bullshit 

and adisa’s like drac you took the love of my life :((( no adisa he’s not worth it!!!

dracula’s taunting adisa to step out of the circle!!! Nooooo

NO HE STEPS OUT OF THE CIRCLE

ADISA SHOOTS DRACULA NO

NO DRACULA BITES ADISA!!!:((((

Fake piotr lunges at dracula but he throws him down and a barrel pops open 

The captain comes at him too

they’re all fighting him!!! 

They set him on fire! About fucking time 

He jumps into the water 

Okay this is making me nervous where did he go

Scene change! It’s morning and the sun is shining

“Where’s olgaren?” “cooking.” “just when you think you’re out of danger.”

Fake piotr sees a white bird with its head severed on deck :| 

We’re in the hold now, and aggie is keeping watch on the crate of dirt. The cap comes down and talks to her 

Oooh agatha’s saying that this ship must never reach england. we’ve got one lifeboat left, apparently, so i guess that works

She wants to blow a hole in the hull 

NO AGATHA WANTS TO SINK WITH THE SHIP 

NO I LOVE HER 

SHE SAYS SHE’S GOING TO DIE ANYWAY BECAUSE THE VAMPIRE’S CURSE LIVES INSIDE OF HER 

Awwwwwwwww cap’s giving her a hug :,(

I’m HEARTBROKEN!!!!! AGATHA IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

I kinda have a feeling she won’t die tho

Ew there’s a fly buzzing on a doll’s face. hm - totally unrelated, by the way i wonder what dracula is inhabiting 

Okay the guys are all leaving the ship 

Aggie’s praying down below but then she hears a noise and comes up to the cabins 

oh fucking hell dracula’s coming 

great. just fucking great 

oh no it’s the cap! Cap stayed with her on the ship!

fuck is it dracula inhabitng his body?

Agatha just found that dracula put a ton of dirt under a bed and he just slept on that one :/

okay the cap went on deck and agatha followed him but drac killed him before she could do anything 

drac’s like follow me, and walks off 

Agatha looks at cap’s body and cap’s alive!!! And he goes keep him talking!

So agatha goes on deck with drac 

Drac says how he got back on the ship, etc. 

Cap’s climbing towards them! Go! I’m rooting for you! 

Ookay they’re doing some menacing small talk, dracula’s lying, whatever 

Yes!! Cap set the ship on fire!!

Drac’s about to drink agatha’s blood - agatha: “yes, go ahead. The last thing your eyes will ever see is the contempt in mine!” 

He throws her down onto the deck + runs away to the hold

THE SHIP IS EXPLODING!

Agatha’s in the water! She’s drowning noooo

Convo between fake pietro + one handed guy: “They’re dead, then.” “yes.” “what now?” “we honour them.” “how?” “by telling their story.” :,(

huh - so marius (hmHMHM) is fake piotr’s real name

Okay no dracula swims to england (it’s not that far away)

HUH 

WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK?

NOW DRACULA’S IN ENGLAND AND A HELICOPTER ARRIVES??? AND A BUNCH OF MODERN CARS??? AND AGATHA VAN HELSING BUT SHE’S WEARING MODERN CLOTHES?? 

TO BE CONTINUED 

WELL. that’s done i guess. 

oh my god the wc on this thing is once again 2000. i don’t mean for this to happen i promise 

IN CONCLUSION: the next episode had better be fucking good. I mean it, Gatiss. The ending was insane (i had to rewatch it to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating) and honestly? This REEKS of season 4 sherlock (or whichever season it was when everything went to shit). If they make this some kind of ridiculous future au i WILL die. Thanks for coming to my ted talk. 

(P.S. I will try to watch the next episode this weekend! so watch out for (more) deranged ranting.) 

#bbc #bbc dracula #dracula #agatha van helsing #dr sharma #adisa #lord ruthven #captain sokolov #i think i am going to die #mine

[kpopmultifan]

My K-Pop Top 50: February 2020 - Week 1

[My K-Pop Top 50 Apple Music Playlist] [My K-Pop Top 50 Spotify Playlist]

#1 (NEW) EVERGLOW - Dun Dun [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #1]

#2 (NEW)  LOOΠΔ - So What [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #2]

#3 (-2) SF9 - Good Guy [LW: #1 - TW: 5 - PK: #1 (2w)]

#4 (+3) Golden Child - Without You [LW: #7 - TW: 2 - PK: #4]

#5 (-3) ATEEZ - Answer [LW: #2 - TW: 5 - PK: #1 (2w)]

#6 (-3) Super Junior - 3YA3YAO! [MV] [LW: #3 - TW: 2 - PK: #3]

#7 (-1) VERIVERY - Lay Back [MV] [LW: #6 - TW: 5 - PK: #4]

#8 (-4) Red Velvet - Psycho [MV] [LW: #4 - TW: 7 - PK: #1 (2w)]

#9 (+3) SECHSKIES - All for You [MV] [LW: #12 - TW: 2 - PK: #9]

#10 (-5) B.O.Y (B of You) - My Angel [MV] [LW: #5 - TW: 5 - PK: #5 (2w)]

#11 (+8) Siyeon (of DREAMCATCHER) - Paradise [MV] [LW: #19 - TW: 2 - PK: #11]

#12 (-1) ANS - Say My Name [MV] [LW: #11 - TW: 4 - PK: #11 (2w)]

#13 (-5) MOMOLAND - Thumbs Up [MV] [LW: #8 - TW: 6 - PK: #3 (2w)]

#14 (-5) BTS - Black Swan [MV] [LW: #9 - TW: 4 - PK: #7]

#15 (-2) ENOi - Cheeky [MV] [LW: #13 - TW: 4 - PK: #13]

#16 (-6) VOISPER - Keep Going [MV] [LW: #10 - TW: 5 - PK: #9]

#17 (-2) DreamNote - Wish [MV] [LW: #15 - TW: 5 - PK: #15]

#18 (NEW) iKON - Dive [MV] [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #18]

#19 (-5) pH-1 - Nerdy Love (feat. Yerin Baek) [MV] [LW: #14 - TW: 5 - PK: #8]

#20 (NEW) GFRIEND - Crossroads [MV] [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #20]

#21 (-5) Stray Kids - Levanter [MV] [LW: #16 - TW: 9 - PK: #1]

#22 (-4) DONGKIZ - All I Need Is You [MV] [LW: #18 - TW: 6 - PK: #14]

#23 (NEW) cignature - Nun Nu Nan Na [MV] [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #23]

#24 (-2) Ong Seongwu - We Belong [MV] [LW: #22 - TW: 5 - PK: #19]

#25 (-2) Park Jihoon - 360 [MV] [LW: #23 - TW: 10 - PK: #4]

#26 (+1) Kiara - Boss [MV] [LW: #27 - TW: 3 - PK: #26]

#27 (NEW) BVNDIT - Cool [MV] [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #27]

#28 (-4) Yezi - My Gravity [MV] [LW: #24 - TW: 2 - PK: #28]

#29 (-3) Lee Junyoung (Jun of U-KISS) - Curious About U [MV] [LW: #26 - TW: 10 - PK: #14]

#30 (+2) TST - Countdown [MV] [LW: #32 - TW: 6 - PK: #26]

#31 (=) Jiyeon (of T-ara) - Take a Hike [MV] [LW: #31 - TW: 7 - PK: #31 (3w)]

#32 (-4) Taeyeon (of Girl’s Generation) - Dear Me [MV] [LW: #28 - TW: 4 - PK: #26]

#33 (-4) Stray Kids - Mixtape: Gone Days [MV] [LW: #29 - TW: 7 - PK: #14]

#34 (-4) Paul Kim x Chunga Ha - Loveship [MV] [LW: #30 - TW: 3 - PK: #27]

#35 (-1) Younha - Dark Cloud [MV] [LW: #34 - TW: 5 - PK: #34 (2w)]

#36 (+1) Oh Saebom - Tie [MV] [LW: #37 - TW: 8 - PK: #34 (2w)]

#37 (-2) Shin Wonho (of Cross Gene) - Invasion [MV] [LW: #35 - TW: 7 - PK: #33]

#38 (=) IZ - The Day [MV] [LW: #38 - TW: 2 - PK: #38 (2w)]

#39 (=) Lim Jimin - Who, You? [MV] [LW: #39 - TW: 9 - PK: #35 (2w)]

#40 (-4) Kim Jaehwan - The Time I Need [MV] [LW: #36 - TW: 9 - PK: #21]

#41 (-1) Zico - Any Song [MV] [LW: #40 - TW: 3 - PK: #38]

#42 (-1) 2Z - My 1st Hero [MV] [LW: #41 - TW: 3 - PK: #40]

#43 (-1) Hyuk (of VIXX) - Winter Butterfly [MV] [LW: #42 - TW: 7 - PK: #40]

#44 (-1) M.O.N.T - Tired [MV] [LW: #43 - TW: 6 - PK: #41]

#45 (-1) NewKidd - Come [MV] [LW: #44 - TW: 10 - PK: #38]

#46 (NEW) DKB - Sorry Mama [MV] [LW: NEW - TW: 1 - PK: #46]

#47 (-1) MCND - Top Gang [MV] [LW: #46 - TW: 6 - PK: #35]

#48 (-1) JxR - Element [MV] [LW: #47 - TW: 10 - PK: #30]

#49 (-1) DUSTIN - Burn [MV] [LW: #48 - TW: 5 - PK: #46]

#50 (-1) NCT U - Coming Home [MV] [LW: #49 - TW: 8 - PK: #30]

- BUBBLING UNDER -

Poetic Narrator - Sometimes I Desperately Want to Be Sick [MV] Lee Haeri (of Davichi) - Just Cry [MV] Kim Jaehwan - Goodbye [MV] Saay - Winter (feat. Woo) [MV]

- RETIRED -

AWEEK - Breathe [MV] [LW: #17 - TW: 10 - PK: #5]

EXO - Obsession [MV] [LW: #20 - TW: 10 - PK: #1]

AOA - Come See Me [MV] [LW: #21 - TW: 10 - PK: #1]

Kang Daniel - Touchin’ [MV] [LW: #25 - TW: 10 - PK: #4]

LIMITLESS - Wish Wish [MV] [LW: #33 - TW: 10 - PK: #29]

B.I.G - Illusion [MV] [LW: #45 - TW: 10 - PK: #34]

- DROPPING OUT -

Woojoo Jjokkomi - White Winter [MV] [LW: #50 - TW: 7 - PK: #34]

#music chart #fan chart #my top 50

[backyardrevolutionsystemreviews]

Backyard Revolution Review – Does This System Helps To Save Your Electricity?

People of recent ages are installing solar panels at home and are saving thousands of dollars as well as energy every year. But the set up is difficult and requires a large space for installation. Maybe it helps you to save money in the long term go, but the initial costing is huge and approximately takes about $10K.

So people now asking for another alternative to the solar panel. This is when Zack Bennet comes with a revolutionary idea called the Backyard Revolution. It requires less amount of space and it’s very cost-effective. People with a very little electrical knowledge can easily set this at their homes.

This program was specially designed to assist you with the 3D solar panel, costing you $200 as a max, occupying 5% less space than those of conventional ones.

Let me provide you with a complete Backyard Revolution review, how the program works and what are the benefits and drawbacks you can expect.

Features of Backyard Revolution System

People who are reading this Backyard Revolution review have landed on this page is sick and tired of the daily power blackouts and monthly expensive bills all year round. Correct? The first thing that comes to our mind is the installation of solar panels. But again, they require much cost and large space for their installation. So, it’s time to think one step ahead and lighten up your house with just less than 10 sq. ft of space.

The main advantage I found while testing the Backyard revolution system is the Zero Maintenance cost. It is all about installing some #D structure panels, a series of overlapping panels that help to generate double energy with much less space than that of the solar panels.

The layer of solar panels is placed in such a way that each of them receives a full glaze of the sunlight. The program contains the complete installation process that is much easier for all its users. You don’t need to be an expert to build the system. I have discusses about it with few users of backyard revolution and they all did it themselves or with the help of their friends.

To make it less complicated, the program comes with a detailed manual instructions in a CD form and also in the PDF form, which makes it much more easier to install. The video guide is very helpful and it will give help you get a clear idea about the system. Apart from all these, you will also get reports regarding protection protocol, Stockpiling Secrets and Homestead Alternative Sources.

Backyard Revolution Creator

The Backyard revolution guide was created by Zack Bennet, who is a carpenter. He is based out of Orlando and is blessed with a beautiful wife and a lovely daughter.

One night Zack went through a mishap when he was taken over by few intruders from his backyard as the power grid failed. And that incident helped him to the invention of this very program. That incident triggered him with the idea, and he wanted to make sure that he would never go to the backyard without light again. This made him think of an invention; something that would be electricity independent.

Main Advantages Backyard Revolution Solar Array

Even you are having less space at your home, you can now easily install Backyard Revolution system and save a lot of money and energy. But money-saving is not only the primary reason, with all the climatic changes, we really need to think differently about the environment and make our future a better place to live in.

By installing your own panel you not only save your bills, but also save the environment from the harmful emissions caused by the electricity generators. If you have even very little space you can easily generate your own electricity with the help of the Backyard Revolution and reward yourself and the world. Once you are happy reading the Backyard Revolution review its time to get your hands into it. Try it yourself and help others, I am sure enough you will be happy to do so!

Does Backyard Revolution System Really Work?

I am sharing you a video posted by a Backyard Revolution user (Billy Montes) on YouTube. You will get an idea bout the system after watching this video. In this video, the user even connected a electrical driller and a Television. Both worked well. Please use the comment box below this review, If you still have any questions regarding the system.

Pros and Cons of Backyard Revolution PDF

I have mentioned many advantages of the program. I have been trying to find out the negatives but I couldn’t find many. I have mentioned the pros and cons of the Backyard Revolution system below;

Pros

Easy Installation:

As said earlier, a little building knowledge is enough for the installation. A small kid will also be able to install it seeing the videos provided without much trouble in hand. There are many people who have successfully installed it in their home and happily using the system.

Independent:

These national grid systems cannot be trusted anymore. They go down at any minute. They are later given very few ratings, proving it to be unreliable. If you really want to stay in a world of freedom and save your money from the monthly electricity bill, then Backward Revolution is the solution to your power problems. It provides you with an opportunity to generate electricity on your own.

Saves Money:

The electricity meter rises dramatically each day, out of your control. And you are forced to pay large bills without much consumption. This system can help you to cut on your conventional bills by about 50%. This system is cost-effective and reliable, making you independent from the third party electricity generator.

Requires Much less space:

As per the Backyard Revolution review, We often moved back in the installation of a conventional solar panel as they require a large amount of space. MIT studies have shown that Backward Revolution takes only 5%  space as compared to the conventional solar panels, and generating a double amount of energy as compared to them.

Low Maintenance Cost:

The biggest and most important long term advantage of the Backyard Revolution system is with its maintenance cost. It’s having a zero maintenance cost.  Once build piling many solar panels at one go, you can place than anywhere and use it all year round.

Cons

Even though I tried my best to bring you some negatives about Backyard Revolution, there are no negativity of this product which can overrule the positive sides. Still, it does not have any charging facilities, as they are only charged with sunlight. So you may face problem on cloudy days. This is the only problem I could find. I know It’s not a big deal while considering the price and other benefits, but it’s my duty to bring you the facts.

Is Backyard Revolution a scam?

This question was asked by my wife and children while I first told them about the program. So, I thought of adding the same question here. My readers might have same doubt in their mind. If you are doubtful about the legitimacy of this program, I have to tell you that, there is nothing to worry. Even if you couldn’t make the system as the book said, you can return it and get your money back.

Frequently Asked Questions About Backyard Revolution

1. What if I couldn’t build the system using Backyard Revolution Guide?

Ans: The Backyard revolution is sold by ClickBank. A well known company and they do have a great money back policy. If you couldn’t build the system, or if you met with any obstacles, you could get help from their support agents. But, if you really wish to cancel the order, you are protected by a 60 Days, 100% money back policy.

2. I am not a techie guy. Can I do this myself?

Ans: The language used in Backyard Revolution book is so much friendly that even a non-technician can easily handle the setup and installation within a few hours or 4-5 hours to be more precise.

3. Do I need to charge the system?

This product requires nothing except sunlight for a few hours. You can use this for any hour of the day without any electrical charging.  And it’s handy as it does not require any additional cost or maintenance cost like the other solar panels.

4. What kind of support I might get?

Apart from the video instructions, the author provides you with overall email access for 12 months. If you are stuck anywhere or unable to install, having any requires, you can always have access through the email. Not only these, but the author also provides a 60-day money-back guarantee, though you can rest assured, it’s of no use! As you are bound to love it.

5. Can I power my entire house?

Even though most people are using it as a secondary power source, it is possible to power an entire house using this system. For that, you should calculate your daily power usage and then scale up the system by adding few modules. The guide contain the instructions to do so.

6. How much space is needed to place the system?

The system requires a space less than 10 sqft. Please check the above video. You will get an idea about the size of the Backyard Revolution System.

7. How long does it take to build the entire system?

Spend first 30 minutes to watch instruction videos and read the manual thoroughly. It might take another 2 and a half hour to build the entire system. The total building process could take up to 3 hours. To build the system, you need solar panels, solar controller, a battery, power inverter and few pieces of electric wire. To buy these things, you might have to spend around $150.

Backyard Revolution System Review Conclusion

Who you are? A responsible citizen – of your family or country? Both, right? So stop relying on the government agencies or the electricity board agencies to provide you with electricity at a high cost. Pay for what you get. Can they provide you with the desired energy during a blackout or any disasters? So why not you come up with your own electricity production that too at no cost and zero maintenance.

Installing Backyard Revolution solar array in your home not only helps your family also you are helping the world by reducing the pollution generated by these generators every year.

As we all know, electricity is so important, whether you want to prepare your meals, wash clothes, maintaining home temperature, in every aspect of life. Then what about when there is an emergency blackout? The only option we are left with is generating our own electricity.!

With such a discussion above, I want to end up with the last note. If you really want a constant source of energy without relying upon others, then install this Backyard Revolution system. This is a safe, reliable device, with easy installation. Along with energy-saving, save your money as well, no feeling is better than the feeling of freedom!

[sciogli-lingua]

Maître Gims || Sapés comme jamais || French lyrics + English translation

[This was requested by an anon; I wanted to make notes to make this clearer, but honestly I don’t get most of the references besides the obvious fashion ones, so]

Sapés comme jamais, sapés comme jamais de jamais Dressed like never before, dressed like never ever before Sapés comme jamais, jamais x2 Dressed like never before, never

On casse ta porte, c'est la Gestapo They break down your door, it's the Gestapo J'vais t'retrouver, Meugui Columbo I will find you, Meugui Columbo Ça veut vendre des tonnes à la Gustavo They wanna sell tons, Gustavo style Un café sans sucre, j'en ai plein sur l'dos Black coffee, I'm sick and tired Hé ouais ma puce, la thune rend beau That's right, baby, cash makes you beautiful Ça va faire six ans qu'on met des combos We've been makind combos for almost six years Je manie les mélos, Warani, Warano I'm familiar with melodrama, Warani, Warano Tu t'demandes si c'est pas un complot You're asking yourself if you're being set up

Haut les mains, haut les mains Put your hands up, put your hands up Sauf les mecs sapés en Balmain Except for the guys wearing Balmain Balmain, Balmain Sarouel façon Aladdin A sarouel like Aladdin's

Passe avant minuit Stop by before midnight Je vais t'faire vivre un dream I'll make you live a dream Avance sur la piste, les yeux sont rivés sur toi Come to the dance floor, all eyes are set on you Les habits qui brillent tels Les Mille Et Une Nuits Dresses shining like the Arabian Nights Paris est vraiment ma-ma-ma-magique Paris truly is ma-ma-ma-magic

Sapés comme jamais (jamais) x3 Dressed like never before (never) Sapés comme jamais Dressed like never before Loulou' et 'Boutin Loulou' and 'Boutin Loulou' et 'Boutin ('Boutin na 'Boutin) Loulou' and 'Boutin ('Boutin and 'Boutin) Coco na Chanel (Coco) Coco and Chanel (Coco) Coco na Chanel (Coco Chanel) Coco and Chanel (Coco Chanel)

Niama na ngwaku des ngwaku The dumbest of the dumb J'contrôle la ne-zo, apprécie mon parcours I control the zone, appreciate my journey Handeck à ta go, sale petit coquin, t'es cocu Careful with your girlfriend, big man, you're a cuckold Quand elle m'a vu elle t'a plaqué When she saw me, she dumped you Ferregamo, peau de croco sur la chaussure Ferragamo, crocodile skin on your shoe J'suis Congolais, tu vois j'veux dire ? I'm Congolese, see what I mean? Hein hein, Norbatisé Uh-huh, Norbatized Maître Gims m'a convoitisé Maître Gims has invited me Charlie Delta localisé Charlie Delta, localized Les mbilas sont focalisés The cops are focused Sapés comme ja-ja-jamais Dressed like ne-ne-never before Dorénavant, j'fais des jaloux From now on, I'm making people jealous J'avoue, je vis que pour la victoire, imbécile I'll admit it, I live only for victory, you idiot La concurrence à ma vessie The competition at my bladder Loubou', Zano' et Hermès Loubou', Zano' and Hermès Louis, vide ton sac, j'veux la recette Spill the beans, Louis, I want to know your secret

Passe avant minuit Stop by before midnight Je vais t'faire vivre un dream I'll make you live a dream Avance sur la piste, les yeux sont rivés sur toi Come to the dance floor, all eyes are set on you Les habits qui brillent tels Les Mille Et Une Nuits Dresses shining like the Arabian Nights Paris est vraiment ma-ma-ma-magique Paris truly is ma-ma-ma-magic

Sapés comme jamais (jamais) x3 Dressed like never before (never) Sapés comme jamais Dressed like never before Loulou' et 'Boutin Loulou' and 'Boutin Loulou' et 'Boutin ('Boutin na 'Boutin) Loulou' and 'Boutin ('Boutin and 'Boutin) Coco na Chanel (Coco) Coco and Chanel (Coco) Coco na Chanel (Coco Chanel)

Kinshasa na Brazza (God bless) Kinshasa and Brazza (God bless) Libreville, Abidjan (God bless) Yaoundé na Douala (God bless) Yaoundé and Douala (God bless) Bamako na Dakar (God bless) Bamako and Dakar (God bless) Dany Synthé, oh (God bless) Bedjik na Darcy hé (God bless) Bedjik and Darcy, yes (God bless) Bilou na Dem-dem (God bless) Bilou and Dem-dem (God bless) Djuna Djanana hé (God bless) Djuna Djanana, yes (God bless)

#this isn't really my style but i always appreciate checking out some new music #french #music #music: french #translation #music in french #request

[pbandjesse]

I did not mean for my post to be this late but im at James's with all his friends and I'm having a great time. Me ane Lane are talking shop on furbies and the guys are playing video games ans were telling stories and its just been really excellent. Even though i am sick.

I didnt sleep well last night. I felt like I was drowning all night so sleep didnt come easy. But I wanted to be positive. I wanted to be happy and have breakfast with James. But i was really miserable. James sugguested the coffee shop around the corner but i was so unhappy and i wanted to have potatoes. So James kept thinking. Eventually we settled on Saturday morning cafe.

Him and Dante came in the car and picked me up. I felt a kind of better after eating but they had no soda except diet mt dew which was weird. But food and company was good.

I was not good though. I wanted to sleep. So they took me home. And i slept for 2 hours.

I felt a little better when I woke up. The meds had kicked in enough. And I walked to go meet my photo friend Ben.

We took photos until about 4. And it made me feel very cool and pretty. But it was raining and cold and I wanted to lay back down. So we parted ways.

Then I got my scheudle from ships and they again scheduled me for Taney overnights. Again. Ugh. I started crying cause I didn't feel good and i felt disrespected. And i sent and email and told them to change it or take me off the schedule. I am sick of being walked on.

I held sweetp and was upset for a bit. But then i walked to James's place. I felt bad and gross but at least I was going to see my boy.

I hubg out with James and Dante for a while. Then Dante left to go do something else. Amd we hung out. Lane came. Then more friends. Dante came back. We played games. We had pizza. I sometimes felt horrible I sometimes felt alright.

Im mostly just sore. And tired. I have an overnight tomorrow. Well see how that goes. I am not sure where im sleeping tonight but I'll make it back to my bed eventually.

I hope you all sleep well tonight. Pray for good weather.

#ootd #babe #selfie #art #tired #sick #friends #friday

[motakimask]

Stuff that happened at school 6

On monday, so... we are working on a tesis ans this guy from our team... man... I wanted to punch him... I was sick the day the teams were made so I just joined one and since they forgot the topic they chose (somehow) I suggested asperger´s syndrome (aspie here) we asked the teacher if it was ok and he said yes, turns out this guy keep refering to aspies as... “retarded”... and let me tell you, he can call us dumb and all but he, that poor thing doesn´t even have a brain (for some context, he acts like that typical loud and anoying jerk whit a low IQ and a hight ego) and man... worst part is that he can´t even pronounce ir right...

Tuesday comes and we have this project of basically making a game where the whole class had to participate, the team I was on decided to make a little hot potato game, you got the potato and we asked you something, then if your answer was right we gave you candy, nobody was motivated... Then I offer one dollar for whoever answered a ramdom cuestion that had nothing to do with the topic (the topic was spanish literature, I went for geography...) then everyone wanted to speak... and this really anoying girl (we are calling her Chucky...) she started to complain on how it wasn´t fair that she didn´t get the prince (money) she never answered so why would I gave her that, worst part is that she did the same for every team, demanded to get the prize even when she did nothing...

Fornite dance teacher did some funny stuff thought, he also made us play charades... this girl put a bottle on her crotch and pointed it towards this other girl... then everyone started screaming...

Our teacher made us do the the fitness gram pacer test... It was awfull... (This girl from group A passed out for about and hour)

Wednesday had some drama, I had this frienship/rivalry thing with this other girl (Im calling her K) we are both the smart ones on our class, but the difference is that Im the one who hates everyone and barely socialize and she´s the nice one who lets everyone copy her homework... she let both group A and group B do that... then the teacher finded out... I dont know how they are going to handle it thought... but Chucky knew, she started to say in front of all the class (K was there) how stupid she was and saying how everything was her fault, how she was incriminating the rest and how she was complitely inocent of copying her homework, she sounded so entitled while doing so, and yes, while it wasn´t a smart move from K to let everyone copy her homework, if someone talked to me like that in front of my freaking face, I would just stand up, punch her in the face and drag her trought the whole street, like serously the way she said everything just... Why hasn´t anyone tried...

Thursday! The stupid guy from monday keeps being stupid and we spend a good while trying to teach him how to pronounce asperger... on the other hand, Queen Barbie never comes thursdays but noe he did, now he give Superior Barbie the boss position on the team... We were working on some stuff ad our teacher wanted to see if anyone was missing... She asked about... “Team Barbie” (I cant get over how they named our team but I dont really mind that much) when she said that name both of them entered the classroom dancing an singning... I love working with those two...

Skiped friday again, last night I had a melt down (didn´t have one since december) I was really tired in the morning and I was unable to act like a semi functional human being so... I guess I´ll focus more on my mental health for once, I mean... I didn´t sleep because I was doing about ten pages of physics homework so it could be because of that but still, I just need a break... Writing this sort of helps so...

#school #school stuff #random #"idk

[tumblunni]

Oh fuck i cant stand this

Ive already almost used up my damn mobile data again and i only bought it yesterday. Fuck i want to go home. You guys are like the only comfort i have here and i dunno what im gonna do when i cant message you again

Fuckin hell stupid shit day! I was supposed to go to a therapy class thing today but the stupid bus went past where my abusive father lives and i had a MASSIVE FREAKOUT and had to go home and then ofcourse to go home you have to go back on the stupid same bus!! I fuckib failed and wasted the doctor's time and he had to grab me to stop me from running off the bus crying and back to fuckin hell dad's house because im shit and i deserve everything he ever did to me

AND THEN fuckin same doctor continues the relentless constant tide of everyone misgendering me and making crass transphobic jokes

"You see you've gotta understand the other opinion" he says, as if trans people werent fuckin raised SURROUNDED by cis people's predjudiced opinion of us and taught it was fact. As if it didnt take me SO MUCH WORK to even become confident enough to stand up for myself! I've gotta see the 'other opinion' that "yknow well families and children use public bathrooms and theyre scared trans people will molest their children so its understandable they want to kick you out or even act violent to you". Yknow the OTHER OPINION that MY OPINION DOESNT MATTER and also MY ENTIRE EXISTANCE IS A CRIME but i'm the one being predjudiced for not accepting that OPINION, right?! Im here trying to tell him that no that isnt rational because there have been LITERALLY NO RECORDED CASES of trans people molesting children in public bathrooms, or even "evil men faking being trans" to do the same thing. There's been more cases of actual cis men breaking into women's bathrooms to drag women out for merely LOOKING trans. More cis women have been harassed because of anti trans laws than they ever did before! But hey "respect that other opinion", right? And also "at least its not as bad as russia" and "but gay pride is everywhere now, that one footballer had rainbow shoelaces." Hey wow i never noticed that not only was homophobia totally over but also transphobia was remotely related to that! Wow! I seriously had to bring out the fuckin 1600s historical investigation on pre-british olde englishe that showed the existance of a gender neutral pronoun before the word "he" ever existed, and the existance of transgender pride and pronoun discussions in the 1800s before the word transgender was even popularized. I cant believe i fuckin had to do a 'show your sources that queer people existed before the internet' IN REAL LIFE. WITH A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL. I can point at the damn NHS website but nooooo!

Oh and yknow what got me the most? YKNOW WHAT GOT ME THE MOST?? "We have sick people here, you cant expect them to remember stuff like that. Dont ruin their recovery by bringing up stuff like that." Like..fuckin..IM A FUCKIN PATIENT TOO. I wasnt even asking the other patients to stop hurting me i was asking you the staff to maybe consider it! And seriously you want me to be so super ultra perpetually prepared and perpetually rational and able to keep my existance secret and out of every conversation yet theyre too ill to learn about lgbt people existing? Just a sentence would be too painful? And me living every day being misgendered doesnt impact my ability to recover at all, eh? Fuckin shitting fuck hell.

And i hate it i HATE IT because he's being nice so i'll be the bad guy if i complain. Likehe fuckin..doesnt even know he's being rude and doesnt want to consider the idea. He says 'i dont like your tone' if i suggest the concept and FUCK in that moment i was so fuckin scared he was gonna hit me like my dad did. Or at tge very least kick me out of the hospital if i dont cooperate with him. He just fuckin..thinks he's perfectly unbiased and accepts everyone and "oh but i like to make fun of everyone equally". And i even fuckin raised the subject that people who say that often only make fun of minorities and never themselves, the majority, or major power structures. And he's just like 'yeah yeh i hate people like that'. Whoosh. Rigjt over the head. God i wasnt even TRYING to be passive aggressive i was trying tk outright tell him why what he said was upsetting me but NOPE. Trying to explain how its just so hard and tiring to have to verrrrrry patientlyyyyy explain yourself to EVERYONE EVERY DAY CONSTANTLY while they sling loads of rude words at you and it should be just allowed because they 'dont know better'. Like you ask me to educate you but at the same time im rude if i actually tell you?? And god i also tried to explain how the fuckin bathroom violence thing isnt an example of 'educating another opinion' AGAIN by saying like... If someone just asked me to explain being transgender i would. If someone just said they were uncomfortable i would leave. That's 'another opinion'. Reacting with slurs and violence to a trans person existing and not doing anything to you is not 'another opinion' and its not someone who 'just didnt know'. He was seriously trying to argue that it WASNT BIGOTED it was just someone rationally being afraid for their children because of a danger that doesnt exist, and rationally reacting with extreme violence rather than doing anything else. Rationally. RATIONALLY. oh just MISTAKENLY committing a hate crime! Cos they just didnt know trans people exist! Not cos they hate us! Oh no! Yeah sure we totally have a fucking DUTY to educate these POOR UNKNOWING PEOPLE while theyre attacking us, and its our damn fault if we didnt...

And just fucking FUCK i hate how someone can say all that stuff and still be "nice" and still not hate me personally? Like its so messed up?? He's not anti trans or anything he just has so much more damn sympathy for cis people than trans people, and puts all the onus on us to somehow prevent our own murders. And he thinks that "i dont have a problem with trans people" means doing LITERALLY NOTHING to change your behaviour to make trans people feel accepted. They should just magically know that your jokes are jokes when theyre surrounded by so many people saying it honestly, in CONSTANT FEAR OF THAT EXACT THING LEADING TO VIOLENCE. And like in order to be "a guy who has no problem with trans people" he has to do nothing, while in order for me to be not bigoted against HIM it means i have to never get offended by his jokes and also never talk about myself and also constantly educate him about things because he doesnt want to learn, even though he works in a hospital thats supposed to have an anti discrimination policy. Like fuckin just NOT HURTING LGBT PEOPLE doesnt make you discrimination free, shit like telling me to misgender myself because my pronouns would confuse the other patients is kinda fuckin fucked up. Also "that's a question for later" is all i CONSTANTLY get when it comes to talking about legal name changes or therapy or even just talking to an lgbt support group. I have to wait until i stop being depressed because oh no im talking about too many mental illnesses at once. Its been seven years and i havent fuckin stopped being depressed, bitch! Ever consider a fuckin symptom of gender dysphoria is a big ol fat depression!!! And just gahhhhh he was so fuckin baffled and angry that i would dare to get emotional about the subject?? Like he just saw DEBATING WHETHER TRANS PEOPLE ARE REAL and WHETHER PEOPLE WHO MURDER THEM FOR USING THE BATHROOM ARE JUSTIFIED as a perfectly normal casual discussion that a Non Transphobic Man could have with his transgender friend. Why oh why would i cry about this casual hypothetical discussion? Hey its not like it fuckin affects me directly! "Well its never happened to you right?" A Ha Ha Ha Ha. Also fuckin "so which bathroom do you use?" and "well you're not really transgender if youre not getting the surgery-oh wait you do want the surgery? How does that work then?" I swear i could just see the gears turning in his head and he was about to say "do you want both down there". Gahhhhhh *cringes myself into a tiny tumbleweed and blows away*

Also the entire time he kept calling being trans a sexuality and also asexuality. "No youre not trans youre asexual right?" Yeah sure ive just been saying im trans and saying im not a girl and wearing a chest binder and talking this entire conversation about my experiences as a trans person in public bathrooms just to pull an elaborate prank on you. And like i know what he meant is that he thought the word for nonbinary was asexual (has asexuality REALLY made so little progress towards getting into the sex ed curriculum in the entire 25 years of my life?) But like seriously he was like "youre not really trans if youre nonbinary". And then fuck dude i dont wanna explain how surgery works to you!! And especially not also my entirely unrelated sexuality that has entirely different equally upsetting predjudices!

Ans gahhhh fuck i just got no sympathy for crying and he acted as if it was just some wildly unexpected occurance he never could have predicted. And i hate it cos he's nice to me whenever the subject is about anything else. I cant get any symoathey from ANYONE because he's A NICE GUY and why dont i just understaaaaaand other opinionnnnnns

I wanted to fuckin quit this whole thing on the spot and go home. Only reason i cant is because my support worker is off work until thursday auauauaughhh

Fuck at least one positive i guess is that ive made progress in the social anxiety or at least gotten better at giving the impression im making progress. Cos i want to LEAVE AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. And also fuck all my other worries seem less suicide-inducing when im actually getting the closest ive ever been to killing myself on a daily basis because of a stupid other thing that i never could have predicted. Go here for one form of self hate, come home with another! Yayyyyy

And fuck i havent even made a single bit of progress on drawing or writing anything and i cant practise making ganes cos my laptop cant run rpgmaker and i havent even started reading my giant pile of books cos they fuckin LOOK THROUGH THE WINDOW EVERY SINGLE HOUR TO MAKE SURE YOU AINT KILLED YOURSELF. i have no fuckin pribacy and its making me wanna kill myself even more!! I just live constantly on edge looking at the fuckin door window and i cant even do anything to distract myself because im too scared of them looking at me!! Or barging in at no notice to tell me i have to do some big stressful thing RIGHT NOW because i dont even get advance notice of anything aaaa! And fuck i dont have anywhere to go to even calm down from a panic attack cos i have no privacy so at least im getting over being scared of going outside cos outside is the only place i can go to cry. Fuckin strangers in the crowd at least wont cause shit if they see me.

Fuck i want to go home. Fuck i wish i had enough money to keep buying mobile internet. Its like fuckin 750mb a day to run tumblr but its all ive got to talk to any person who doesnt hate me or patronize me or think im faking a bunch of shit or whatever the fuck. And im not even any fun to be around when im like this so im probably just ruining your day too. And im probably gonna vanish again soon and then just go back to crying alone and getting worse and probably never being able to leave

I knew it was gonna be stressdul but i didnt predict any of this.. I just wanna fuckin die. I wanted to jump out the car and go to my old dad's house and have him pull open the door and slap me around a bit. Like call me a fucking dyke, call me a sick retard, be honest about your feelings! I'd fuckin take being abused over this "oh youre the bad one for being mad because i had goooood intentions" reverse psychology bigotry from hell. Either these people are evil geniuses or theyre even more stupid like me. Fuckin shit dad please manifest in my room and slap me, killing me instantly. I feel like being scared of you would at least be a faster emotion than this nebulous sensation of confusing unease and dysphoria 24/7 for 6 fuckin months. One week done, haha! Hahahabahahahahahahahahahahahahshahahahahahshshshahshahahahhahahaaaa

#suicide mention #im sorry #all their no privacy shit doesnt even work cos i was just left alone all night when i wanted to kill myself #and took then three days to notice the wound on my arm #didnt cut my veins or anything dangerous i just couldnt stop scratching #at my skin for an hour and now there's a bit of a mess there #but its scabbed over so its fine #i drew all over the other arm to keep from hurting myself again #i thought i was okay after that nice experience at the build a bear workshop but im even #worse today cos now i k ow the staff are just fuckin fine with transphobia and im gonna just have to #shut my mouth i guess #fuck just look forward to the art classes whenever i finally get to do them #but i was looking forward to the class today and then i couldnt do it cos i got all scared of dad #fuckkkkkkk