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bad idea, right? // theodore nott x fem reader
part 2 for but daddy i love him!
playlist: bad idea right? - olivia rodrigo
"im sure ive seen much hotter men but i really cant remember when!"
summary: you agreed to go out with theodore nott and you did infact go on a date with him! however ever since your date with him youve been doubting your judgement.
y/n used , part 2 , gryffindor granger reader , swearing , mention of dr*gs and alcohol , not proof read
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its been a week since theodore nott confronted you in that classroom. and its been a day since the date you went on with him. it was nothing too special ,just coffee in hogsmeade and overall it was great!!...except from when some guy in slytherin came over asking if theo wanted his 'weekly supply of the good stuff'.
you had almost gagged on the spot. being a muggleborn , throughout all of your muggle education you were preached about the evil of drugs. so when theodore smirked and whispered something to the guy before showing him off.....you got the ick.
and its been 24 hours since then, and youre going crazy about it.
"girls , i cant condone drug use!! that shit is fucked up!" you screeched as you paced a hole into the carpet of your shared dorm.
lavender , parvati and hermione all stared at you with concern , having listened to you panic and rant for the past half an hour.
"y/n we know! but i mean you cant even know that it was what youre thinking! cmon you were the one that protected his character like he was a saint a few days ago!!" hermione argued back, trying to calm you.
"before , i knew he was doing drugs!! WEEKLY!" you cried , collapsing onto your bed as the three girls stood up and surrounded you.
"i mean...whats so bad about that?....the gryffindor guys do it at parties all the time-" lavender started before parvati threw her a harsh glare , making her stop her scentence.
"its more about that its making me question if i really know him well enough to commit to dating him!" you groaned , face down into your pillow.
"y/n i think youre being dramatic! you like him too much and now youre scared. its okay lots of people get like that dont worry!" hermione sympathised.
you paused at this , eyes widenening at the thought that this was likely very true. you did like theodore. a lot. maybe more than you found comfortable. and now you were finding a way to shut out the overwhelming feelings.
at this epiphany you sat up , eyes wide and mouth dropped open.
"youre right mione. i think im gonna take a small distance from him and...firgure it out!.... yeah... figure it out.." you mumbled quietly as you got up from your bed , your friends staring at you wearily , "i mean theres always hotter guys out there and it was always a bad idea...right?".
you looked at your friends with red cheeks and a hesitant expression , they stared back as you took slow steps towards the door before bolting out of it , running down the stairs before they can stop you.
"y/n-!" parvati shouted trying to stop you before the girls stood in stunned silence , "ive never seen someone change mood and mind so quickly..."
"shes going to avoid him , isnt she?" lavander said knowingly as the other two girls noddly grimly.
"yeah...she definetly is." hermione sighed.
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and that you did! youve been avoiding theodore nott like the plague for three whole days and it was driving everyone around you insane.
ron. he had been walking with you in the corridors , slowly commuting to potions when you eyes spotted something in the distance with great suprise and terror. the next second you sprinted the way you and ron had come from. leaving ron extremely confused and left to walk to potions alone , and getting points taken off by snape when he was the only late person.
harry. you swore that you would watch him practice quidditch and give him pointers on how to improve his technique - you were the old gryffindor seaker before you quick months after joining. but after finding out slytherin and gryffindor were sharing the pitch that day , you never bothered to show up. harry was mad at you for days , knowing the reason was your avoidance of theodore. yet you denied it and said you were ill.
hermione. you were studying with hermione in the library , both of you equally focused on the task at hand , until you perked up at the sound of a deep familiar voice walking towards you and hermiones area of the library. you gasped in suprise before ducking under the table , spilling a pot of ink in the process all over hermione pages. she gasped also , but in pure horror , and thankfully was able to cast a spell to clean the ink before being distracted by someone standing infront of the table you were studying on.
theodore. if anyone could be described as going insane at your constant avoidance , it was theo himself. he had been practically ripping his hair out everytime you avoided his eyes , or walked in the opposite direction when he approached. of course he had noticed , there wasnt a single moment he didnt notice you. and every time you left or ran away , he became more and more desperate.
so now he stands infront of you sister in the library , fist clenched in the deep desperation to see you; to know what he did wrong.
"where is she granger." he said through gritted teeth.
"nott , im actually quite busy cleaning the ink off me , so a little more context to who 'she' is would be great in this moment!" hermione argued in a annoyed tone as the smoothed down her recovering parchment.
"y/n!" theodore replied in more of a shout , making hermione jump and loud hushes echo through the library in response.
"oh!...oh...shes right h- ow!" hermione screeched as you hit her from under the table shaking your head furiously , "yknow what ive had enough of this , you WILL talk to the boy and you WILL sort this out. everyone is sick out it y/n so come out NOW!"
hermione pure fury and demanding tone made you cower at your older sister , before slowly coming out from under the table with deep embrassament.
theo watched as you came out and stood infront of him , head down , "theodore-".
you words were cut short as he grabbed your wrist and dragged you out of the library , avoiding your protests and tugging.
he dragged you in the same manner , through the dungeons and through the slytherin common room , until you reached what you supposed to be his dorm.
then he pushed you infront of him , the back of your legs hitting the wood of a bed frame as you stumbled for balance , watching him pace the room.
"you have to tell me what i did , please PLEASE tell me what i did because i cannot go on any longer with you avoiding me!" he stammered.
you silenty watched as he try to push out his words , the consequences of your actions setting in.
"i-..i got second thoughts-"
"WHY!" he shouted back , walking towards you.
"because - because... YOU DO THE GOOD STUFF!" you finally stammered out as he stared back , dumbfounded.
there was a short pause of silence as he blinked in confusion , "...what the fuck is the good..stuff?..."
"DRUGS!" you finally let out with a sigh of relief , like a weight had been lifted off your chest.
"you-..i-...what the fuck?!" he breathed out in shock , eyes wide , "i- i dont do fucking drugs!"
"oh yeah? then who was that boy on our date? he asked if you wanted your weekly supply nott!" you shouted, angered by his denial.
he stared into your eyes with pure confusion before seeming to peice things together in his mind , his exression dropping.
before he laughed hysterically , holding your shoulder for support.
"what...why...why are you laughing?" you asked, bewildered.
"the good stuff..is..its not drugs!" he let out between loud laughs , "its fucking chocolate!"
your jaw dropped as you stared at you bankly , "what- what do you mean?!"
"this boy in our year - in slytherin - he gets chocolate from his mum every week , he hates it and doesnt want it to go to waste every week..so he gives it to me because i really like it!" he continued to laugh through his explanation as you cheeks reddened in embarrassment.
"what-...i-..who the fuck calls chocolate the good stuff!?!" you screehced in pure shame , theodores wheezing drowing out your feelings as you begin to laugh with him.
after a few seconds of theodore collecting himself he grinned and looked you in the eyes , holding your face softly , making your breathe hitch and giggles cease , "i cant believe you actually thought that.why would i ruin my godly body with that stuff?"
you smacked his arm as he smirked and winked , both of you laughing , "i guess i just...i got scared , truthfully , i like you a lot theo and i guess i was just begging to not...falll for you."
"so you avoided me? rather than speaking to me?" his eyes saddenned as your heart shattered at the sight.
"im so sorry teddy , ive- ive never had a boyfriend before im new to this feelings and- its terrifying it really is!" you desperatly tried to reason to him , words speeding out of your mouth.
he softly ran a hand through your hair , eyes seeping with adorations as a soft smile found his lips, "i know. dont worry i get it. just...dont avoid me ever again - just talk to me, okay?"
you nodded swiftly as he smiled brightly at you.
"now...how about we lay down and just...talk. then you can really get to know me and never misjudge again..sound good?" he whispered.
"sounds like heaven." you smiled back at him , his lips finding yours much softer than your first exchange , with much more love and delicacy.
for the next few hours you did exactly that , talking and talking. you talked about everything- you even told him your favourite film , of course its the little mermaid.
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Presents
Summary: Over the past few years you received some gifts from an anonymous person.
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“(Y/n), (Y/n), quick, you have to come upstairs!” You looked at Lavender Brown in confusion, as she stormed down the stairs and into the common room. It was the first day of the school year and you hadn’t been in your dorm yet but something must have been going on there, since Lavender sounded so excited.
“What happened?”, you asked, exchanging a worried look with Hermione who was standing right next to you. Lavender started to grin widely.
“It happened again.”, she stated, wiggling her eyebrows.
“What exactly are you talking about?” When you saw the look on Lavender's face you realized that nothing bad happened and now you were even more curious. You followed her upstairs, Hermione shortly behind you.
“Seems like your secret admirer still can´t get enough of you.”, Lavender answered. Even though she was walking in front of you, and you could only see her blond tresses bouncing up and down at every step she took, you could hear the smirk in her voice. You rolled your eyes, still, you couldn’t help but smile.
“What is it this time?” “You´ll see.”, Lavender answered as she pushed the door to your dorm open. You entered the room and your gaze settled on the nightstand right beside your bed. There it was, a huge bouquet of red roses. You took a step closer and noticed the little note right next to it. You picked it up. The paper felt heavy and looked really expensive.
“Looking forward to the next year with you my love.”, you read out loud. Lavender and Parvati Patil, who were standing at the end of your bed and watched you closely, squeaked in excitement. Hermione, who was standing right next to you, took the note and read the text again. Then she turned the sheet around.
“No signature.”
“What did you expect? There´s never been one.”, you answered, while Lavender and Parvati sighted.
“That´s so romantic.”, Parvati whispered.
“And you still have no idea who it is?”, Lavender asked. You shook your head as a response.
“And if he doesn’t change method, I´ll probably never find out.” You sighed resignedly. “Doesn’t matter anyway.”
But it did matter. When you were lying in bed later that night you thought about who might have send you those flowers. It wasn’t the first time something like this happened. Actually, you almost got used to it already. It started in your first year. As if by magic -and you had no doubt that magic was actually involved in this case- some small gifts and notes appeared all around you. In the beginning it had been only small things, like some sweets, and you didn’t thought that much about it, but as time went by, the small gifts turned into more and more expensive presents and the small notes, like “good luck” the day before an exam, turned into actual love letters. But whoever sent you all these things seemed not to be interested in you finding out who he actually was. Hermione and you spend dozens of hours hexing the notes and asking different people to find out who was this mysterious person. The only thing you found out was that someone frequently asked the house-elves to sneak the gifts into your dorm but you just couldn’t find out who it was. You had tried literally everything. You had asked the elves nicely, ordered them to tell you, tried to bribe them and even threatened them, which you regretted immediately and all the more after Hermione found out. But the elves had assured you with tears in their eyes that they would love to tell you but that the young man, who asked them to bring you the presents, had told them that they weren’t allowed to tell you who he was. At some point, you had given up trying to find out. ABack then the presents had just annoyed you. Why would someone spend so much time and money on you if he didn’t wanted to tell you who he was? But you somehow managed to arrange yourself with the thought that you would probably never find out if he didn’t wanted you to. What actually bothered you the most about the situation was that whoever was sending the gifts to you must knew you very well. Because he didn´t just sent you chocolate and flowers but also some way more thoughtful presents. Whenever you mentioned something, you wanted to have, it somehow appeared only a few days later on your nightstand. No matter how fancy or expensive your wishes were, your secret admirer fulfilled them all. But he didn’t just give you things you wanted but also things you didn’t even knew you needed. For example, last year, when you got detention with Professor Umbridge, he gave you a small bottle of a potion that healed your wounds in no time, leaving no scars. Or when you lost your cap in your third year, the next day there was a new one, very warm and cosy and also in your favourite colours. But it weren’t the presents that made your heart jump every time, it were the letters.
Oh, the letters. You didn’t even knew someone could write things that sounded so beautiful and especially not if they referred to you. But the way he described how your smile brightened up his day or the colour of your eyes reminded him of the last warm day in the autumn, sent chills down your spine every single time. And whenever you felt worthless or had a bad day, you reread the letters and it made you feel better immediately. You felt a strange connection to the mysterious boy who was sending you these notes, even though, after more than five years, you had still no idea who he was. And it maddened you. It must have been someone who knew you very well, someone from the school, probably your house and probably your year. You had argued that if it was someone who was in Gryffindor as well, there was no need to involve the house-elves but Hermione reminded you that the boys weren’t able to enter the girls´ dorm and Parvati argued that this would make the entire situation even more mystifying. But on the other hand, none of you actually thought that any boy from your house was insightful enough for such presents and notes and probably most of them didn’t had enough money to spend that much of it on you. Thinking about this enigma, you slowly drifted off into sleep, with the scent of the flowers still in your nose.
“Red roses?”, Ron asked the next morning on your way to the class. “Don’t you think it´s a bit…” He came to a halt.
“Too much? Kitschy?”, you helped him out.
“Exactly.”
“It is, trust me. Especially because they clash with the red of the colours of our house. And there are so many of them. I mean, he probably meant it well.” You shrugged your shoulders. “But obviously I don’t know this for sure because I still don’t know who he is.”
“Even your lover doesn’t want to be associated with you.”, you heard a voice sneering behind you. You sighted. You didn’t have to turn around to know who was standing there.
“At least someone is interested in me, Pansy.”, I countered, turning around to the girl.
“Well, you say so. I bet you buy all these things by yourself to give yourself airs.”
“She doesn’t need such things. You on the other hand must be very desperate for attention if you even listen to the conversations of other people.”, Hermione snapped back.
“No one asked for your opinion, you filthy mud blood.”, Pansy responded, smiling smugly as her comment earned a small chuckle from Draco who was standing right beside her, watching the scene, and seemed very amused by it. Normally you would have now stared at him, admiring the sparkle in his grey eyes or the cute dimples that you could see any time you watched him smile - even though you would never admit it to anyone that you had ever watched him at all - but as Pansy called Hermione mud blood, your priorities were set differently.
“How dare you call her like that, you fucking…”, you started, grabbing your wand, but Hermione interrupted you before the situation escalated.
“Let´s go, (Y/n). She´s not worth it.”
You took a deep breath and turned around following Hermione who was dragging Ron behind her as he had grabbed his wand as well, at least as furious as you. But Hermione was right. If you would curse Pansy right now right here in the hallway the only thing you would earn would be detention. But you swore that you would get your revenge sooner or later.
But you already forgot to plan your revenge the next day. Because your secret admirer had left the next present on your bed. You just got back from class, wanting to fall on your bed right away, as you noticed a single white rose lying on your pillow. You grabbed it, as well as the small note that lay right next to it. Hope you like this one better darling. You slightly shook your head. How did he knew again? You talked about it in the middle of the hallway but you didn’t remember this many people around. Or was he spying on you? At this point, it wouldn’t even shock you. Darling. No one had ever called you darling. In fact, you had never heard anyone using this nickname for anybody. As you remembered what you said yesterday, you somehow felt guilty. You called the flowers kitschy. Whoever gave them to you wanted to give you a treat but you made fun of it. But still, he was sending you another flower. And another note. And you had to admit that you liked this one way better than the ones before. It felt more personal again as if he thought about it and not only wanted to impress you with the sheer mass of it. A small smile made it to your lips as you put the flower into a vase and put the note into a drawer with many others of them. You would find out who was sending them to you. Someday.
A few weeks had passed since the year had started. The white rose on your nightstand looked as beautiful as on its first day. It was a small spell, still, it made you smile every time you looked at it. You had just entered the dungeon where Professor Slughorn was teaching potions. You saw that the students, who had already arrived, didn’t sit in their usual places. You sighted. Whenever you had to brew a potion that took more than one person, Slughorn pared you up with random people from your class. Until now you had always been lucky with your partners but today your lucky streak ended.
“Ah, Miss (Y/l/n). Let´s see. Why don’t you pair up with Mr Malfoy over there?”
Draco sighed annoyed and you just rolled your eyes as you sat down right next to him. The relationship Draco and you had was strange. Well, actually, it was nearly non-existent. The two of you ignored each other most of the time. It was obvious that you couldn’t stand each other because you were a Gryffindor and he was a Slytherin and furthermore you were friends with Harry, but you had never really talked to each other, just throwing deadly glances whenever the other one had said something against your friends. Still, you had to admit that Draco was the probably most beautiful person you had ever met. You didn’t exactly know what it was but there was something about him that made your heart flutter any time you saw him. And now you would have to sit right next to him for the next hours and brew a potion, which would probably include some interaction with him. You glanced at him from the corner of your eye. Godric, how could someone be that pretty?
“You will find the recipe on page 187. Good luck.”, Slughorn interrupted your daydreaming and you flinched. Quickly you grabbed your book and opened it. Everlasting elixirs. You just prayed this lesson wouldn’t last forever.
“I will grab the ingredients.”, Draco mumbled as he got up and went to the larder, not even casting a glance at you.
The two of you were working silently side by side until you couldn’t bear the silence anymore. But no matter which topic you brought up, Draco cut you off within a few sentences. After nearly half of the lesson was over, you felt frustrated. While most of the time you were glad, he just ignored you, by now you would have given anything for him to make a mean comment, just to break the uncomfortable silence. But Draco didn’t seem to mind. He was cutting the fluxweed as there was nothing else, he had to worry about. But actually, you felt like there was something he did worry about. You had noticed that this year he seemed to be absent-minded as if he didn’t really care about school anymore. But this was none of your business. Neither were his hands but you couldn’t help but stare at them, holding the knife, cutting the ingredient. You didn’t even know that hands could look beautiful until you noticed his. His fingers were long and slim and he was wearing a beautiful ring on his left hand. The silver sparkled as it reflected the shimmer of the fire sparked off under the cauldron. You didn’t even realise you had stopped stirring the potion and just stared at his hands until he did. He stopped his movements and looked at you in confusion.
“Are you alright?”, he asked, catching you off guard.
“Hmm? Oh yeah, yeah. I´m fine. Great actually.”, you stuttered.
“What are you looking at then?”, he asked as he followed your gaze, still fixed on his hands.
“Nothing. Nothing. It´s just… your ring. It looks very nice.” You cursed yourself, already expecting a sarcastic answer but to your surprise, he just smiled.
“Thanks, it´s a family heirloom.”, he answered.
“Oh, well, that’s nice?” It was more a question than an reaction.
“Mother gave it to me at the beginning of this year. It means very much to me.”
And just like that, the spell seemed to be broken. You wouldn’t say you talked much or got along great but somehow the tense atmosphere relaxed and the two of you even had a small conversation about different things. But then the brewing of the potion got into a more challenging phase and the two of you dedicated your entire attention to the potion.
“Can you pass me the asphodel really quick?”, you asked Draco, while you were still stirring the potion to prevent it from boiling over. He passed it to you. “Thanks.”
“Your wish is my command, darling.”, he answered in a mocking tone. You froze.
“What did you just say?”
“Relax I was just joking.”, Draco rolled his eyes. “You Gryffindors are really jammed, aren’t you?” You didn’t answer. Darling. He had called you darling. Just like in the note with the rose. And the following one. Was it possible that Draco…? No, it definitely wasn’t. Of course, he had the money to buy expensive presents and he was intelligent enough to write those letters but neither you believed that he could ever feel something like this, nor there was any reason that, if he could, he would feel like this for you. You barely knew each other. It surprised you every time that your heart turned a somersault whenever you saw him and the only way you could explain your feelings for this guy was that you were slowly going mental. But in comparison to that, it would be absolutely and completely crazy to send someone you barely knew gifts for more than five years. And Draco didn’t seem like he was that crazy, did he?
“(Y/n), watch out!”, Draco called you out. Quickly he grabbed your hand that was holding the ladle and moved it again. Completely lost in your thoughts you had forgotten to stir the potion. It was now bubbling dangerously close to the border.
“Sorry, I just… got distracted.” You felt your face redden. What if he knew what you had just thought? But how could he?
“Don’t worry but just be careful from now on. Or do you want me to continue?”
You shook your head in response. His hand still rested on yours. It felt so warm and sent chills down your spine. Draco caught your gaze. You could see a small smile on his face as he looked at you. You could have gotten completely lost in his eyes but the moment passed and he looked away again with heated cheeks and removed his hand from yours. Even though the hot potion was boiling only a few centimetres under it, your hand felt cold without his touch.
For the rest of the lesson you remained silent and when Slughorn examined your potion it was more than just acceptable.
“Well, that wasn’t that bad at all, was it?”, you asked, relieved and somehow also sad at the same time that the lesson was over now.
“Surprisingly not. You´re not so bad at all”, he smiled. You raised your eyebrows. “For a Gryffindor.”, he added quickly, making you chuckle and he smiled as well.
The next few months were more or less uneventful. Harry was really caught up in his lessons with Dumbledor and since Ron was with Lavender, Hermione needed much of your company. But not only Hermione´s but also your love life got more and more confusing. You still got presents and they got more and more expensive up to an amount where you asked the house-elves to take them back because you couldn’t accept them. But they refused. What confused you even more than the presents was Draco. There was clearly something wrong with him. His grades dropped and he became very thin-skinned. Sometimes he caught you staring at him and threw a small smile, which didn’t reach his eyes. But whenever you tried to talk to him, he brushed you off in a very unpolite way, making you wonder if you might imagine the smiles and glances. You didn’t dare to tell Hermione or anyone else about this, not only because you knew they wouldn’t approve it but also because you didn’t know yourself what exactly was going on there. Actually, nothing was going on between Draco and you, nothing you could capture, still, it felt like there was something between the two of you even if you couldn’t describe it.
And then within a few weeks, the events overturned. While Harry used the Felix Felicis to get Slughorn´s memories, he accidentally helped Ron break up with Lavender, which lifted Hermione´s mood again. Harry, on the other hand, got into a duel with Draco, hurting him very badly. When Harry told you this you got not only somehow very mad at him, which surprised your friends even more than you, but you also struggled with yourself about whether or not you should visit Draco in the hospital wing. You decided not to do so because there was no actual reason to go there, but when you saw him the other day in the Great Hall again, it took a load off your mind.
And then the events got to their climax. One evening, Harry stormed into the common room, quickly explaining to you that he had to leave with Dumbledore but you should be alarmed because he knew something was wrong. And he was right.
You didn’t knew where they came from. You didn’t knew who they were. All you knew was that they took you by surprise even though you had been warned. You and some other members of the DA patrolled around the corridors, looking for anything unusual when you suddenly heard some loud screams. Fleshes of light were colouring the walls of the castle. You stormed around a corner just to see Neville and Luna fighting with some Death Eaters, firing curses all around them. You immediately ran to them, helping your friends. But if it weren’t for the members of the order of the Phoenix and the Felix Felicis, Harry gave to you before he disappeared with Dumbledore, you probably wouldn’t have made it. It was sheer luck all of you survived this night. You didn’t know how long you had been fighting. You already felt tired and weakened but you knew that every small mistake might cost your life or worse, the lives of your friends. So you kept going. Then you saw from the corner of your eye Professor Snape rushing through the fighting people, dragging Draco with him, who looked terrified. You didn’t think about it that much, just released that they had come to help on the one hand, but also worried that they might get hurt because it didn’t look like you would make it. But the two of them made no effort to fight. They just stormed past you, disappearing behind the next corner. But there was no time to wonder about this, since you were still fighting for your life. Then suddenly the opponents withdrew, fleeing into the night.
While most of the others followed them you accompanied Neville, who seemed to be seriously injured, to the hospital wing, where Madame Pomfrey treated his wounds. Finally, the others joined you. The Weasley family gathered around Bill's bedside, while Harry told you in a low voice what had happened. When he finished, your whole body felt numb.
Dumbledore was dead.
Snape murdered him.
Draco tried to do so.
Harry saw them.
You just couldn’t believe it. It was impossible. You knew Dumbledore had already been old, like really old, but somehow you had thought he would always be there. Sitting in his office and making silly after-dinner speeches a hundred years from now, just like he always did.
And Professor Snape. You never really liked him but you had always thought that Harry's distrust in him was exaggerated. Especially because Dumbledore trusted him. At least he did before he was murdered by the man he thought he knew. The man who had betrayed him the entire time.
And Draco. This just felt wrong. He wasn’t capable of such cruel things. Or was he? He had nearly killed Ron as well as Katie. You came to the bitter realisation that, no matter how much you wished it wasn’t true, you didn’t actually know him. You wanted to. But you never really did. Otherwise, you would have known. But didn’t you notice that there was something wrong with him? But you hadn’t done anything about it. What if you would have? Would you have been able to stop him? Would you have been able to stop this? You knew it was silly to think like this. None of the things that had happened was your fault. But still, how was it possible that you got fooled by him so much?
The sun already rose when you finally went back to bed. When you entered the dorm, the other girls were asleep, except Hermione who still endured with Ron at Bill's bedside. You were so tired and felt so empty that all you wanted to do was fall on your bed and fall asleep, forgetting all the sorrow of the last few hours. But as you wanted to do so, you noticed an envelope on your pillow. At first, you didn’t even want to open it but an inner force urged you to do so. You opened the envelope, pulled out the letter and started to read.
My love,
I don’t know what exactly happened when you are reading this. All I can hope for is that you are alight.
By now you probably know that I betrayed this school, betrayed you. All I want you to know is that I did not want any of this. But if I do not obey the wishes of the Dark Lord, he will kill me and everyone I love. I have no choice. When you read this, I am either dead or on the run. I am hoping for the latter because then I have a chance to see you again. I do not know if you can ever forgive me for what I have done but I want you to know that I will wait for you even if it takes forever.
I know I am a coward. I never revealed my identity and by now it is too late. I wish I would have been braver, maybe then everything would be different now. I hope that someday we will meet again in a world that is better than the one we are living in now. I wish I could create it for you but I am afraid I will never be one of the good guys. You deserve so much better, my love, still, I am hoping that one day I will be the man you want.
But all you need to know for now is that I love you, (Y/n), I always did and I always will. And that is everything that matters.
This will be my last letter to you and my last present. All the time in this world is not enough to spend with you and I wish I wouldn’t have wasted mine. But maybe if I am lucky, I will get some more of it in another world.
Goodbye my love
You had finished the text but your eyes were still glued to the paper. There was no signature, as always, but you knew who had written it. Who had not only written you this letter but had sent you over the last six years dozens of letters and gifts. And you had never realized. How could you have been so blind? And now it was too late. Your left hand clenched around the envelope you still held in your hand. But it wasn’t just the envelope. You could feel something hard, something that was hidden inside it. You turned it upside down and something fell into your lap. You grabbed it, taking a closer look at it.
It was the ring. The ring you had watched him so many times playing with and had admired and complimented in your potion class. His last present to you. Draco had given you the ring, the family heirloom, the one that was so important to him. You could feel the cold metal touching your skin and you shivered. You knew he was sincere. That he meant every word he had written. In this letter and every single one before. You couldn’t explain why, you just felt it. “I do not know if you can ever forgive me for what I have done but I will wait for you even if it takes forever.” That’s what he had said. You could feel a small, sad smile creeping on your face.
“I will wait for you, too, Draco.”, you whispered into the silence. “And I forgive you.”
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Love, Anonymous | Blaise Zabini
Synopsis: The rumor mill at Hogwarts has expanded into physical print, and with it, a buzzing section dedicated to anonymous confessions. 
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Pairing: Blaise Zabini x Hufflepuff!Reader
Notes: I accidentally grew extremely fond of Ernie while writing this. Susan Bones supremacy, always.
Word Count: 4.8k
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The infamous rumor mill of Hogwarts, upheld by boisterous Gryffindors Lavender Brown and Parvati Patil, seemed to finally reach eminence in the social sphere of the castle. It was a long time coming, you thought. Grapevines. Heard from a friend. Through an open door — nothing was as fascinating as the arbitrary spiel that grew to fruition in the rumor mill. 
“I’m impressed. With all of this, you’d think Lavender was going after Skeeter’s job.” Susan hums, eyes scanning over the leaflets of paper lain strewn in front of you both. 
Ernie snorts as he shovels a spoonful of peas into his mouth, eyes rooted to the ceiling as he awaited the daily post, “What a load of bollocks.” 
“Hey, now. Don’t be so curt with it, E.” You muse, mouth folding into a wry grin as you pick up one of the loose papers, bringing it to eye-level so you could read it, “Look at this riveting slice of writing, Hogwarts Anonymous: With the Yule Ball so fresh in the minds of the student body–” 
“Fresh? It was almost three bloody years ago.” Ernie interjects, tongue clicking loudly as the sea of owls begin to scurry across the plane of the ceiling, dropping rolls and boxes of news and gifts. However, the surge of mail went largely ignored as many students remained engrossed in the new Hogwarts gossip column. 
You shoot Ernie a stern look at the interruption, but continue when Susan releases an amused huff, “As I was saying—With the Yule Ball so fresh in the minds of the student body and love so sorely missed as a result, Hogwarts Anonymous is dedicated to working towards the revival of matchmaking. To submit an anonymous clip of your own, reach out to Parvati Patil for inquiries.” 
“Love so sorely missed?” Susan echoes, eyes blown wide in disbelief. 
“Poetic. Inspired. Riveting. Ingenious.” Ernie utters with faux sincerity, ignoring the raucous younger years fighting behind him. 
You nod, barely able to conceal your grin as your eyes drop further down the blocks of text, seeing a few confessions and messages splayed across the paper. As you continue to read through the text, a sudden passage has you choking on your spit, thumb pressing harshly against the flimsy paper as your eyes narrow. 
Ernie peers up at you from his plate, glancing towards Susan as they both share unimpressed looks. Eventually, it’s Susan who plucks up the voice to question your sudden bafflement, “Y/N? Are you alright there?” 
“Y/N looks like a startled crup puppy in Arithmancy.” You recite rigidly, feeling the paper warp and crease under your unrelenting grip. 
There is an unsettling pause in the atmosphere, as though the entirety of the dining hall has paused in their routine to listen to the confession, but it soon washes away as Ernie practically howls in laughter, his broad frame throttling forward as he tries to muffle his guffaw. 
Susan, ever the diplomat, proves to be more successful at maintaining her composure, but you don’t miss the small grin that tugs at her lips as she reaches over to grasp the paper, “Here, give me that.” 
“Crup puppy? Oh my goodness! That is bloody—Ow! Hey! Okay, stop!” Ernie’s fit of laughter and verbal tirade is swiftly dealt with as you send numerous stinging hexes his way, basking in the alarmed glint in his eyes. 
Susan shakes her head at both of your antics, and folds the paper up, eyes scanning the room as she muses, “How romantic. You just have to wonder who the culprit is.” 
“Merlin. It might just be a prank. Or maybe someone has a vendetta against me.” You groan with exasperation, realizing that just about everyone in the castle was going to be hearing about it. 
Ernie bumps his shoulder against yours and grins, “Chin up, Y/N. If someone’s out to get ya, Susan and I will send them to their maker—without their kneecaps, rest assured.” 
You roll your eyes but nod in appreciation, gaze falling down to your pitiful plate of food as your mind is thrust into overdrive. Hopefully, it would all blow over by the next day. 
Wishful thinking on your part because in fact, it did not. 
“It is endearing how Y/N is always lost during Potions.” Susan reads off the paper with squinted eyes, mouth furling into a frown of disbelief at the words. 
“Does this person hate me?” You murmur, leaning on your elbows as your eyes run across the aisle of bookshelves in front of you. 
Ernie rocks on the heels of his feet as he hums, “Abysmal flirting. Subpar, one-sided banter. Hardly charming. A Gryffindor, for sure.” 
“Well, the only Gryffindor in both Arithmancy with me and Potions with us is Hermione Granger, and I surely hope she hasn’t turned away from Ron. He’ll be insufferable if so.” You grit out, torn between chasing down your secret “admirer” and putting forth your best effort to ignore their future comments.  
Susan hums at your suggestion with crossed arms, Runes homework long forgotten about, “Surely not. So not a Gryffindor— and really Ernie, you can’t let your heartache blind your judgement! Seriously, are we sticking with the ‘All Gryffindors Are Bad’ thing?” 
Ernie gapes at her words and pinches the bridge of his nose, “Guys, I’m over her, we’ve been through this.” 
You pat your friends arm empathetically, hiding your sly grin as you muse, “Of course you are. Poor Fay Dunbar, really.”
Before your friend can retort, the sound of clicking footsteps attracts your attention as a figure emerges from behind the shelf next to you. Your eyebrows furrow as you watch the familiar Slytherin stroll towards you all with cool eyes, hands shoved in his dress pants as he hums, “Bones. Macmillan.” His eyes drop down to where you’re seated and you see an indecipherable glint cross his gaze as he greets you, “Puppy.”
Your reaction is almost immediate as a hot wave of mortification swallows all your sensibilities, “Excuse me?” Your offended wheeze hardly deters the Slytherin as he merely smirks at you. 
“I think your time would be better spent working through the latest Arithmancy assignment instead of gossiping, no?” He asks with a slanted grin, eyes never trailing away from yours. 
“What’s it to you, Zabini?” Your voice comes out taut as you feel Ernie place a hand on the back of your chair, likely eyeing down the boy in front of you. 
Blaise’s eyes briefly flicker to survey Ernie’s ministrations before they glide back to you in consideration, “Just concerned for a fellow classmate is all. I’ll see you around, Puppy.” Without giving you time to retaliate, the tall Slytherin vanishes just as swiftly as he arrived. 
“The absolute nerve!” You utter with indignation, swiveling your attention over to Susan. The girl frowns in the direction that Blaise disappeared through, eyes glimmering as you could see her brain whirring. 
“Strange. I thought Zabini was one of the tamer Slytherins out of their lot.” Ernie mutters, resuming his position beside you as he rubs his chin. 
You shake your head, “Malfoy’s influence is something to fear for years to come. Zabini may have been pleasant in our youth, but he’s been so shifty to me as of late.” 
Ernie snaps his fingers at your words and snickers down at you, “You used to have the largest love-sick eyes for him.” 
Clicking your tongue, you send a side glance at your friend before looking at Susan as she seems to take in your clueless expression. 
“Seriously?” She huffs, eyebrow drawn up as she gazes at you both like she was staring at a pedestrian display. 
“Seriously what? Suze?” You prod, leaning over as she shakes her head and redirects her attention to her work. 
Ernie shoots you a shrug as he pulls out the chair beside you, reluctantly following the girl’s lead as he sifts through the pile of parchments in front of him. 
The next few days blur by in a similar fashion, except you had taken to avoiding Hogwarts Anonymous like the plague, forcing Ernie and Susan to do the same when you were around. You eventually fell back into your routine of focusing on coursework and your future anxieties, letting the anomalous events slip from your mind. 
It is not until you’re organizing your supplies during Arithmancy that your fragile bubble of peace is disturbed. 
“Puppy.” The dulcet sound of Blaise’s voice has you snapping your head up, boggled by his sudden appearance beside you. The boy usually sat rows behind you, leaving the spot next to you to be occupied by Padma Patil. However, it seemed she was nowhere to be found. 
Suppressing your complaints, you don’t even attempt pleasantries as you sigh, “Zabini, hello.” 
“What’s with the long face? Not happy to see me?” Blaise teases, mouth stretching into a small grin. 
You’re almost tempted to squint as his perfectly white teeth glare at you in all their glory. Fuck. Did he not have a single flaw?
“I’m flattered, but perhaps the only thing I’m unable to do is catch you on a good day.” Blaise’s eyes twinkle with mirth as he smiles softly at you. 
Your face heats up so violently that you’re sure radiators across the globe were turning to you with envy. Forcing your jaw from parting so gauchely, you can only sputter out weakly, “Did I say that out loud?” 
Blaise hums wordlessly as he continues to look at you. Clearing your throat, you turn back to face the front of the classroom as Professor Vector begins to rise from her desk, “Right.” 
The rest of the class seems to tick by like molasses from a tipped jar: incredibly, painstakingly slow. You were usually quite engaged with the lesson and content, but you couldn’t ignore the occasional glances from the Italian boy beside you. 
As you absentmindedly continue to scrawl on your parchment, eyes transfixed on the swirls of ink blooming on the page, you feel something poke your arm. Frowning, you try to ignore it, directing your full attention onto sketching your diagram. 
The light poking persists until you bring your other hand up to swipe at your robe, fingers dancing across a sheet of paper with a slight crinkling noise. Faintly tilting your head, you furrow your eyebrows when you see Blaise attempting to slide a sheet of paper towards you. Slowly grasping the paper, you lay it atop one of your dry parchments, eyes scanning across the leaflet in confusion. 
‘Hogwarts Anonymous. Submission 0128: Y/N L/N is devastatingly oblivious. It really is quite cute.’
You feel your entire body steel up at the words, lips parted from shock as you continue to reread the confession. The nerves across your body seem to buzz wildly as you try and rein in the burning climbing up your chest. 
“Alright, dears! That will be all for today. I expect the next two chapters to be read by our next convening. Ah, and L/N, my dear! I need to speak with you.”  Professor Vector’s euphonic voice cut through your haze of disbelief, drawing your eyes away from the dizzying passage and up towards the heart of the classroom. 
You don’t dare to glance at Blaise as you quickly clamber towards the awaiting woman, weaving around the retreating students that file through the grand doors. Huffing to relieve the pressure in your chest, you peer at the woman in anticipation as you finally step toward her. 
“Sorry to call you up like this, L/N. It’s just that the other professors and I are concerned about the recent articles that are being passed around the student body. It’s come to our attention that these anonymous confessions regarding you are quite prolific.” Professor Vector keeps her voice steady as she gazes at you with warm eyes, evidently trying to gauge your honest opinion on the matter. 
It would appear that everyone knew about your predicament. 
You shake your head quickly, eyes wandering towards the tomes resting on her desk, “It’s quite alright, they’re just small statements. Besides, no one has been giving me a hard time.” Which was partially true, but you also did not want the column to be shut down and run the risk of facing Lavender’s wrath. 
“If you’re quite sure, dear.” 
With a soft nod, you send a small smile towards her before bounding back towards your table, releasing a small breath as you see the rest of the classroom was vacant. As you slung your bag over your shoulder, the call of your name has you twirling on your heel. 
“L/N.” Professor Vector gives you a faint nod, “You’re doing quite well in this class. I’m sure whoever is sending those messages is just teasing you.” 
Clearing your throat, you plaster on a reassuring smile, “Thank you, Professor. Have a good afternoon!” 
You practically sprint out of the classroom, mind set on nipping the blooms of your troubles—starting with the roots. 
The clicking of your shoes against the dusty corridor tiles seem to smother every other inkling of noise, many students shifting from your path with wide-eyes as your gaze darts around furiously. Even the slightest hue of crimson drew your dutiful eyes like a moth to a flame, and you were beginning to get tunnel vision. 
A flash of wispy blonde waves flashes across your plane of sight, and you’re immediately beelining towards the girl, a victorious smile painting your face once you see Lavender’s startled frown. The girl glances from side-to-side as you draw closer, shoulders tensing once you tentatively stop a few paces before her. 
“Lavender, good afternoon.” You greet cordially, fingers lightly brushing against your sides as you become wary of your awkward hand placement.  
The girl nods and shoots you a confused smile, “Hi, Y/N. What’s up?” 
“I think we both know why I’m here.” You mutter frankly, head tilting down emphatically as you take notice of the latest edition of Hogwarts Anonymous in her hands. 
Lavender glances down at the paper and hums, “Ah. Right.” 
Sighing, you readjust the strap of your bag as you step closer, “Look, I’m not here to give you any grief over your work. In fact, Hogwarts Anonymous is probably the most exciting thing to happen all year. But, I need to know the person behind all these messages aimed at me.” 
“I’m sorry, but confidentiality–” Lavender starts, eyebrows stitching together in remorse at your clear disdain over the matter. 
Before the girl can continue her, no doubt, enlightening spiel about the rules of journalism, a velvety voice curls through the air around you, “Hello, Puppy. What seems to be the fuss.” 
You aren’t sure any measure of propriety could have stopped you from raising your eyes to the sky as you slowly spin on your heel. A frown briefly washes over your face as you address the boy behind you, “Zabini. Again with that nickname? It’s getting quite old. Originality doesn’t seem to be your strong suit.” 
“No use in fixing what isn’t broken. Besides, I’ve never known you to be overly concerned with trivialities like this.” The boy retorts, eyes sparkling with blatant amusement. 
You purse your lips at his choice of words before musing, “That’s because you don’t know me, Zabini.” 
Without missing a beat, Blaise is quick to step closer to you, head craning towards you imperceptibly as he lowers his voice, “I suppose you’re right. I could get to know you though.” 
Your lips part at his words, but you try to remain nonchalant as you huff, “Hysterical. And what’s in it for me?” 
“You’d get to know me, too.” 
“As enticing as that sounds, I’ll have to pass.” You mutter, taking a step back from the boy. His eyes remain firm with confidence even as you begin to retreat, your gaze glued to the growing smirk on his face. 
As your nerves finally seem to spark back to life, you swiftly spin around and begin to stomp towards your common room, brain muddled with harping thoughts about the exchange. Before you’re able to round the corner, you hear Lavender’s soft voice bristle through the air, “Maybe try a different approach…” 
A few odd days pass after your encounter with Blaise, and you’ve taken to gluing yourself to Ernie and Susan in hopes that the Slytherin would be too intimidated to approach you again. Your friends take the new developments in stride, only occasionally shooting you knowing glances. 
“Weird.” Ernie hums, fingers drumming against the grass as he peers at the paper in his lap. 
You don’t take your eyes off of the serene lake just yards away as you reply, “What’s weird?” 
Susan pauses in her reading as Ernie straightens up and turns to you, “There aren’t any more anonymous messages about you in the column.” 
“Seems that you missed your chance with your secret admirer, Y/N.” Susan hums, propping her chin on her palm as she smiles teasingly at you. 
You shake your head and wave them both off, “I talked to Lavender the other day, maybe she intentionally left it out. Either way, I look forward to reinhabiting the semblance of peace that I lost.” 
Ernie hums as he diverts his gaze towards something behind you, “Peace might have to wait.” 
“Y/N.” Blaise’s honeyed voice dances through the cool air, accompanied with the soft crunching of grass as you sense the boy approach your lazing figure. 
“Blaise.” You greet evenly, eyes slowly drifting across the tufts of clouds meandering across the sky. 
Susan and Ernie pretend to busy themselves as the Slytherin stops behind you, close enough where the edges of his robe lightly graze against your back. It is quiet for a few moments before the boy addresses you again, “Have you given my offer any further thought?” 
“I can’t say I have.” You mutter, slowly fidgeting with your wand as you add, “Do you want me to?” 
The Italian huffs out a small laugh before you hear a faint rustling, “That’s entirely up to you.” Your eyebrows draw together in confusion, but before you can turn around to question him, a crisp envelope drops into your vision. You feel the curtains of Blaise’s robe swim across your back as he offers the tempting object to you. 
Gently grasping the envelope, you flip it in your palm to inspect the front, but you’re met with shallow disappointment when you see the paper is completely blank. On the back, you recognize the Zabini emblem pressed into the bleeding red wax. 
“Blaise, what is this for?” You slowly peer over your shoulder only to be met with Blaise’s retreating back growing farther into the distance. 
Staring at the envelope with a frown, you debate on whether or not to frisbee-launch the paper into the lake as the wind sweeps across your face. Susan is the first to interrupt the calm silence that blanketed the air, shooting you a knowing smile as she points her chin at the stiff paper, “Open it.” 
“Do you know something about this?” You question with narrowed eyes, tone light with jest, but bleeding in genuine confusion. 
“About the envelope? Nope.” She hums with a sweet smile, quickly swiveling her head back to her book. 
You shuffle closer to your friends, shooting them a disbelieving frown, “And about Blaise?” 
Ernie mimes a zipping motion across his mouth as he shakes his head, which is all you need from the boy to know that both of your friends were privy to something you weren’t seeing. Clicking your tongue with exaggerated indignation, you carefully peel the envelope open, noting that neither of your friends were attempting to peer over to see its contents as you did so.
You didn’t know if you were thankful or concerned for that fact. 
Reaching inside the smooth cradle of paper, your fingers run across a folded piece of paper. Pulling it out, you hesitate for a few moments before deciding to bite the bullet. 
Smooth, even swirls of letters dance across the paper in abundance much to your surprise. 
Y/N, 
Lavender advised me that my previous tactic of trying to get your attention was ineffective, so I should therefore be more forthcoming. I hope you understand now. Although it was entertaining watching you fumble about for answers, I realize that time is slowly dwindling as we progress through our last year here at Hogwarts. 
This is not some ploy if you’re wondering (because I know that you are… really, are you Hufflepuffs not supposed to be the most trusting of us all?) 
I have admired you for quite some time. If you are willing to, let’s meet before dinner. I will be at the library. 
Love, 
“Anonymous” 
You drop the letter into your lap as you sigh into the air, neck aching as you roll your head from side to side. Ernie assesses you from the corner of his eye, head tilting at your reaction, “Well?” 
“Well, I’ll have to meet you both at dinner it seems.” You concede with a heavy sigh, realizing that you were the only one who was drowning in the darkness of oblivion for the past few days. 
Susan nods at you with twinkling eyes as Ernie muses with a wide grin, “Sounds like a plan. Good luck!” 
Pacing away from your friends and up the vague incline of grass, you fiddle with the paper in your hands as you begin to dredge up all your encounters with Blaise. They were plentiful in your youth, but between then and the whirlwind of Hogwarts Anonymous— you could count the number of proper conversations you’ve had with the Slytherin on one hand. 
That’s not to say you still didn't find the boy attractive. There was an unspoken consensus amongst the entire student body that he was the prime candidate for bachelor, between his suave demeanor, dry wit, academic prowess, towering trust fund, and neutral political stance— it did not get much better than Blaise fucking Zabini.
For the first time in weeks, you feel that your head is finally clear. An airy aura encircling you as you traverse through the halls, not minding the bustling of younger students or the perpetual miasma of stress that radiated off of your fellow seventh-year peers.  
At the threshold of the bright library, you take a deep breath of consideration before you step in, an intangible veil of warmth immediately ushering you into its cavernous hold as you sift your gaze through the hunched backs and steep shelves. 
Taking slow steps so as to not remain erect in the entrance and cause traffic, you’re snapped from your concentration by the softest tug to your robe sleeve. Dropping your gaze to the chair beside you, you aren’t able to mask your nonplusness at the sight of a familiar Slytherin searching your expression with curiosity. 
“Oh, hi Theodore.” You wave smally, stepping closer as he begins to speak. 
“Y/N. You’re here for Blaise, right?” The boy’s words are barely above a murmur as he slowly shuts the cover of his book. 
You nod and shift to lean against the table as Theodore begins to look around, only dropping your eyes to him once he speaks up again, “He just came in. He might be toward the back, near the Restricted Section. He doesn’t like being around others when he’s restless.” 
“Oh?” Your eyebrows shoot up at the insinuation, unable to truly comprehend a mental picture of the composed Slytherin as anything but smug and assured. 
Humming, you shift your weight from one leg to the other as you dismiss yourself, “Alright. Thank you, Theodore. I’ll see you around.”
The boy merely nods before turning back to his work, but you don’t miss the glimmer that flickers across his eyes as they quickly catch sight of the letter in your hand— it was the same knowing look that your friends held. 
Shuffling towards the back of the library, you slowly feel the confidence draining from your veins as you near the Restricted Section. Rounding one of the shelves, you stop in your tracks as you catch sight of Blaise sitting at a corner table by the window, robe discarded and flung over the adjacent chair as his eyes run across the book in his hand. 
Clearing your throat faintly, you make your way towards him. Before you’re even within reaching distance to him, his head shoots up toward you. 
His eyes swim with confusion for a split moment before they sink into a familiar unreadable look. 
“I read your letter.” You mutter with uncertainty, squaring your shoulders as Blaise nods and rises from his chair. 
“I wasn’t expecting you so soon,” He softly admits, lips curling up at the sheepish look that replaces your former expression of hesitancy. Before you have time to reply, he steps forward and chuckles, “Couldn’t wait to see me, then?” 
Swallowing harshly, you hum, “You have a bit of explaining to do.” 
“Yeah, I do.” His voice comes out light, shedding away into a near whisper at the end as he gazes at you with consideration. He takes a step forward and continues, “Before that though, I need to know how you feel.” 
“About you?” Your mumble is met with a firm nod, and you feel your heart miss a few beats as the words seem to just glide out of your mouth without filter, “Well, we haven’t spoken properly all that much this year or last year, but I like you… too. I like you, too.” 
“Yeah?” Blaise hums, shoulders faintly drooping as the tension dissipates from his muscles. He reaches his hand out in offering, and you have to give his face another once-over to confirm that it wasn’t an elaborate ruse before you take it. 
He slowly drags you towards him before nudging you to sit in his chair as he smiles, “Well, I’ll apologize for the public messages, it just seemed like the opportune moment when Lavender approached me.” 
“Lavender approached you?” You quietly squawk, not even batting an eye when Blaise crouches in front of you and brings his other hand to clasp yours. 
“My attraction to you is no secret, Y/N. Not that I tried to hide it.” He supplies, eyes full of warmth as you recount all the indecipherable looks you’d received from Blaise’s friends over the months. Honestly, you had merely assumed they were looking for a fight. 
Squeezing the boy’s hands, and ignoring the tingling that buzzed up your wrist from the coolness of his steel rings, you muse, “So… you like me.” 
“Hm.” Blaise hums patiently, assured by your reciprocation of his physical touch. 
“Well, you’re quite the romantic, Zabini.” You can’t fight the lopsided smile that falls on your face. 
Blaise huffs a small laugh as he shakes his head, “I was thinking you’d hold a contrary sentiment.” 
“You better be planning ways to make it up to me, public scrutiny is not enjoyable.” You mutter with a small grin, relishing in the way Blaise shifted at your words. 
He gives your hands a firm squeeze before he straightens up and leans towards you, “There’s no rush anymore.” 
“Who says? I’m fleeing once we graduate.” Your teasing elicits an eye roll from the boy as he shakes his head. 
Leaning over, he grazes his lips over your forehead as he mutters, “Funny, but no can do, you’re stuck with me.” 
His arms encircle you as he continues to drop light pecks to your face, clearly uncaring of the unconventional crane of his spine as he does so. Bringing a hand up, you place it on his cheek before leaning to join your lips together, acutely aware of how his hands tighten around your frame as he leans in impossibly closer to you. 
Pulling back briefly, you smile as an idea balloons in your thoughts, “I’m going to need to find Lavender later.” 
Blaise’s hands draw circles on your waist as he hums, “Why’s that?” 
“I can’t let you have all the fun, now can I? I have the perfect anonymous submission.” You grin brightly, tugging at his tie to draw him closer. 
His eyebrows slowly raise at your words as he leans in, “Yeah?” 
“Yep. How does ‘Blaise Zabini is a terrible flirt and an even worse snog’ sound?” 
Blaise hums and drags you closer to him as a playful glint blazes across his lidded gaze, “It sounds like I’ll have to change your mind before then.” 
“I agree.” You whisper just as his lips sink against yours again, the faint scent of his cologne swirling around you like a blanket as you lean back against the table. 
And when morning rolls around, bringing clear skies and a new column of Hogwarts Anonymous, you can only shrug your shoulders when Susan practically slams the paper against your face in fervid question. 
‘Hogwarts Anonymous. Submission 0283: Blaise Zabini is an alright snog.’
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May i please request a slytherin reader where she gets in trouble with umbridge and is punished with a "i must not tell lies" scar on her arm. She tries to hide it from draco but he finds out? Ive always wondered how draco would react ;) thank you in advance!
yes i’m on it!! x
draco malfoy x fem!slytherin!reader
tw: torture, violence, mentions blood loss, angst, fluff reader discretion is advised. And this is quite long
seeing between the lines
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you knew it was a bad idea joining Dumbledore army after Harry had asked. But after all, Hermione was your best friend, to Draco’s dismay and you were the go between being a Slytherin you had access to the plans of the Inquisitorial Squad unfortunately led by your boyfriend Draco.
You felt awful lying to him but you were also angry at him for trying to destroy Harry and his friends, the DA to be specific which he was yet to find out that you were apart of. However it all fell apart for you very quickly when you were discovered by Crabbe and Goyle practicing defence spells with Parvati. They escorted you both to the office where you were met with the shocked face of Umbridge. You gave the two boys a fleeting death stare as to warn them off of telling Draco that you were part of the DA. “Restrain them.” Umbridge smiled as the Slytherin boys tied your hands to the chair.
“I am truly disappointed girls. Why ever were you engaging in such treacherous magic.” she clasped her hands together as you and Parvati glanced at one another fearfully. “In all due respect Professor, we were just having a little bit of fun it was nothing serious.” She furrowed her brows, still with that wicked grin on her face and walked towards you slowly “Don’t lie.” you shook your head “I’m not professor.” the next two seconds were a blur as she smacked you straight across the face “I told you not to lie Miss y/l/n. With many years of experience in the ministry I know a defence spell when i hear one. Unfortunately you will have to face consequences now.”
Tears brimmed in your eyes from the sting of her slap as you saw yourself in the mirror she had also drawn blood from your cheek. She turned to Parvati who was practically shaking in her chair “Are you practicing defence magic with other members of your class Miss Parvati? Like Mr Potter perhaps.” you knew how good of a liar Parvati was “No Professor. Of course not, it’s against the rules.” Umbridge took that bait.“One month detention. You can go now Miss Patil but I’ll watching you.”
The gryffindor girl nodded before being released and practically running for her life out of Umbridge’s office. “Now what to do with you Miss Y/L/N.” you struggled against your chair and she shushed you “Now now. What’s all this commotion? You’ve disobeyed the rules surely you realise you deserve to be punished.” you shook your head squeezing your eyes shut. “You think i don’t know about your….relations with Mr Malfoy. Which too, is also forbidden in my school. I suppose I should punish you for that too. However Draco has been more that helpful in assisting me to keep this school in order so I’ll spare that punishment…for now.”
She circled around to her desk draw, taking out her wand, a piece of paper and a pen. “I would like you to write lines for today’s punishment. You will write I must not tell lies seven hundred times on this piece of paper. You will not be released from my office until you have finished.” Crabbe released one of your hands “Wait outside the door please boys and lock it.” Umbridge explained. Your stomach dropped and you picked up the pen with a shaky hand before you started writing. I must not tell lies I must not tell lies I must not tell lies. as you began to write line number 15 you felt a sharp stinging pain in your arm.
You rolled up your sleeves and saw your own writing cutting into your skin. You eyes began to water again as the pain got stronger. You pleaded with Umbridge as she sat watching you, the happy expression never leaving her pug-like face. “Please…no.” you said in choked whisper. She sighed and shook her head “I feared you’d say that Miss Y/L/N. Now carry on or I’m afraid I will have to take matters into my own hands. I don’t like disobedient children.”
You carried on writing, each sentence cutting in the same spot in your arm making you cry out in pain until you could no longer write. Umbridge took clear joy from your punishment and stood up coming around her desk once more “I’m afraid you’ve left me with no choice but to carry out it myself.” she fluttered her eyes with evil intent. “You’re the devil.” you cried , straining against the chair “That is an a terrible thing to say to your headmistress. You horrible little girl.” and with the flick of her wand she carried on the sentences, carving into your arm making you scream out in pain.
It went on for almost 4 hours. Even Crabbe and goyle felt bad and knew that they wouldn’t be the only ones able to hear your blood curdling screams that could wake an army. But everyone knew where they came from and who was causing them. The who would be the mystery unless the boys and Parvati were to tell people that it was you being punished which they probably would. When you were finally released, it was nightfall and you were seriously injured. “Mr Goyle please come back in.” when the boys opened the door and crabbe nearly passed out from the sight of you, half of you soaked in your own blood and struggling to stay conscious, surprised you were even alive.
“I hope you learned your lesson Miss Y/L/N.” You dragged yourself to the hospital wing assisted by Goyle “You tell Draco… and i’ll kill you.” you choked out at the boy holding you up. He said nothing and nodded. Goyle was going to tell Draco no matter what you said. Madame Pomfrey attended you immediately, luckily there were no other students in the hospital wing. She patched you up with a sympathetic look of deep concern on her face “Stay here till morning and then you can go back to your dorm. But you must rest for a few days. You lost quite a lot of blood.”
You sighed weakly lying in the hospital bed as pomfrey connected your bandaged arm to an IV and within minutes you were asleep. When you awoke the next morning you felt a hand holding yours. Opening your eyes you were met with the puffy red face of Hermione. “Mione.” you smiled groggily. “I’m so relieved you’re okay.” she wiped her tears and rubbed her thumb over the top of your hand. She helped you sit up in your bed fluffing the pillows behind you “I’m guessing Parvati told everyone.” Hermione shook her head “Just the DA. To keep everyone vigilant.” You bit the inside of your cheek nervously “Could you hear it? When Umbridge was punishing me?”
She cast her eyes to the floor “I was in charms class at the time but I’m pretty sure everyone could Y/N. You know thats how Umbridge frightens students to follow her orders. Remember when it was Hannah?” you rolled your eyes “I know. But everyone will gossip about it today.” Hermione gave you a weak smile as you continued “Wait. Draco’s in your charms class.” “Don’t worry Y/N. He looked visibly uncomfortable when it was happening but I don’t think he could tell it was you. Parvati covered for you and told him you were studying in your dorm and didn’t want any distractions from anyone. Whether or not he listened to her is another matter entirely.”
“Right well I better not waste anymore time he’ll be looking for me.” You insisted. Hermione shook her head “It’s sad really. He’s your boyfriend yet…” you finished her sentence “Yet he’s the head of the inquisitorial squad determined to rat everyone out just keep him and his idiot friends out of the trouble. Mione I know, I currently hate him for it.” She helped you up out of bed as madame pomfrey came over. She took your bandages off to reveal a fresh red cracked scar reading i must not tell lies.
Hermione observed your arm with a deep frown on her face “Oh Y/N….” you shrugged dejectedly as pomfrey collected a clean uniform and set it down on your bed. “I’ll still do whatever I can to help. Even more so now this happened. That she-devil needs to be chucked out of this school.” You pulled on your uniform making sure the scar was hidden under your jumper. Your arm was sore but it wasn’t unbearable you prayed Draco wouldn’t notice but you knew that facing him was going to be difficult for you.
You walked slowly back to your dorm, deliberately stalling. However it was no use and before you knew it you were making your way through the door of the common room. Of course there Draco sat on the plush green sofa. You immediately felt a lump in your throat and pretended not to notice him like it would solve the problem. He watched you walk by small smile on his face at your absent mindedness. As you got to the bottom of the stairs you felt is his arms wrap around your waist “Where are you off to my darling? I knocked on your dorm this morning but you weren’t in. I feel like I haven’t seen you in ages.” draco sighed into your neck.
you turned yourself out of his hold looking up at him to meet his icy blue gaze “Sorry went to the library I’ve just been studying a lot. I’m still quite busy Draco so I’m gonna get back to my dorm” his brows furrowed “But I didn’t see you all day yesterday. Had to put up with all that screaming from Umbridge’s office and Patil, a gryffindor, letting me know that youd locked yourself in your dorm to study. Cant I just hang out in your room or you can come to mine-“ you felt yourself beginning to choke up and get angry at his words so you cut him off “Draco. I’m busy. Not now.” and you took off up the stairs as he stood rejected watching your figure retreat into the dark hallway.
You threw yourself on your bed sobbing into the pillows. You had no idea how to act in front of Draco. You were so angry yet you loved him so much. For the rest of the day you showered and got into some comfy clothes before catching up on some schoolwork and getting some more rest. You felt your stomach begin to rumble so you got up again and trudged your way down to the great hall. You came down into the common where unfortunately Draco and all his friends were still sat. Blaise noticed you first and nudged the blonde boy. Draco looked at you hopefully as you ignored him once again.
“Y/N.” he called out to you. Internally cringing you faced him with a polite smile “Hi.” he scratched the back of his head “Did I uh- do something?” you shook your head as you felt the anger bubble within you “It just seems like I have. You’ve been acting really off with me today. Are you feeling ill? You don’t look well. You’ve been studying too much.” you rolled your eyes as your saw the other boys listening in on your conversation “I’m stressed, I need to study I already told you. Or is that not okay? I don’t want to do this in front of your mates Draco.” you turned to go back to your dorm but he grabbed your arm. The one with scar making you cry out in pain. He noticed immediately “Shit, are you okay darling? Did I hurt you?” You stepped back from him “No it’s fine. I just want some alone time Draco, please.”
You went back to your dorm even though you were starving and after an hour you eventually gave in. Giving it one last attempt you headed down to the great hall without any attention seeking from your boyfriend. Crabbe, Goyle and Draco were still sitting in the common room although this time there was no laughing or joking that could be heard “We have something to tell you.” Crabbe played nervously with the hem of his robe “Okay? what?” Draco looked at the boy suspiciously “You won’t like it.” Goyle admitted.
The slytherin prince sat back into the sofa “Well now you have to tell me. Is it to do with the DA? Cause you know we need to go to umbridge immediately if there’s information you’ve found.” Goyle sighed “No but well..sort of. Its complicated.” Draco frowned “For God sake spit it out.” “It’s Y/N.” Crabbe confessed “What are you talking about?”But if there was ever worse timing for you to return the from the great hall, this was it. you heard the heated exchange between the boys and caught Goyle ratting you out to Draco as you opened the common room door
“We saw her performing a defence spell with parvati so we took them to umbridge’s office. But we didn’t realise Umbridge was going to punish her with the lines. So the uh…the…the screams were hers. She was bleeding, that’s bit of an understatement really. And then I took her to the hospital wing after Umbridge had…finished with her. But I had to Draco.” You stormed into the room “Goyle! You asshole I told you not to say anything.” you yelled as Dracos heart dropped and eyes widened with horror as faced you.
“What? You mean yesterday when…all those screams..that was you.” his body when numb. “Yes. it was.” You eyes produced fresh tears as they flicked between the three boys “It’s your fault. All of you. Especially you Draco. You and your stupid fucking mates, you’ll do anything to destroy Harry. This is what your doing to people. To me. The person you love and the people trying to save this school from deatheaters and voldemort.” You screamed at him,rolling up your sleeve pointing at your arm with tears streaming your face as he stared at you as you headed off back to your dorm.
Draco ran after you shutting the door behind him “Y/N I-“ you cut him off, shouting “That monster of a woman tortured me for hours for using one defence spell. One. I nearly died! And yes I am part of the DA before you ask. I have to be if I want to survive in this school. God, Draco if anyone should be helping us it’s you! You hate your family and everyone knows they’re deatheaters anyway.” admittedly you felt bad for saying it but it was true. You turned away from him, sitting on your bed and sobbed “Go on turn me in then.” silence. You faced him again “If you have nothing to say then leave.”
he sat down and suddenly grabbed your waist, pulling you into his lap “i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.” he whispered over and over as tears streamed down his face “i love you. forgive me.” his gaze flicked to the scar on your arm, feeling wracked with an overwhelming guilt. You both held each other until your crying had turned to sniffles. Draco held one side of your face as he cradled the rest of your body “I can’t tell you how much I regret acting this way. You wouldn’t have suffered if I hadn’t have been Umbridge’s pet. That woman deserves Azkaban.”
You smiled “It’s true. You’ve definitely made yourself even more hated than usual. You know that Umbridge is insufferable and inquisitorial squad is the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard of. You lot made a lot of people suffer.” Draco hung his head in shame “I know. I promise I will spend a lot of my free time hating myself.” you giggled nuzzling into your boyfriend “Well I’m glad you feel that way. Though there is one thing you could do. You could stay in the inquisitorial but you wont tell on anyone. Make Umbridge think everything’s perfect and let the DA carry on to drive her out the school.” He nodded “If it protects you, I’ll do anything.” you gave him a stern look “So you’ll stop going after Harry too?” He sighed “Yes I will stop going after Harry. I’ll even talk to my father and the ministry about Umbridge.”
He kissed you deeply stroking your hair “I promise, anything for you. Now let’s rest and let me take care of you sweetheart.” You laid in your bed with Draco, his arms wrapped tightly around your body coaxing you off to sleep. And for the first time in a long time you felt hopeful about the future.
hope it’s not too dramatic lols. Also if you are following my Draco series I’m am still continuing with it I’m trying to finish the next chapter xx
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dracoxmalereader · 5 months
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Perhaps a Draco x Hufflepuff Reader?
Hufflepuffs are known for their kindness, so what happens when during a DADA class about Boggarts has Draco using the counterattack on the reader's boggart while reader is frozen with fear?
The reader's deepest fear is of themselves, a dark mark upon their arm, and their wand raised with the red glow of "Crucio"
Mirrored Wardrobe
Draco x Male Reader
Context: It's mostly based on the movie scene, and for this story the reader is stood in line between Parvati and Harry.
Summary: You've been dreading the boggart lesson since you heard through the grapevine it was on the curriculum. Here, in Lupin's classroom, you're not so sure if it was really as bad as you'd feared.
Word Count: 1,106
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Lupin sent the lot of the class to sort themselves into line, and you briefly locked eyes with Draco as he shoved past Neville.
Shoes tapped against the floor, echoing in the air of the large classroom. You settled into place. Observing, you felt anxiety pulse in your chest. The sound of the boggart changing forms replaced the sound of chatter as first Ron, then Parvati Patil approached it. 
At the front of the line, you fiddled with the sleeves of your robe at the crack of the monster’s transformation. There it stood: a tall snake that couldn’t have been shorter than twenty feet. 
It bobbed menacingly, baring its fangs and its flickering tongue. It slithered, chest puffed out and head dipping down from where it nearly touched the ceiling to hiss at Parvati. Gasps rang out through the room, just as horrified as they’d been when Ron had the thing turn to a massive spider.
Parvati’s hand tightened at her side around her wand, and she bravely raised it to the reptile, yelping the counter charm. Another pop whipped through the air. 
A clown, just as big as the snake had been, sprang upwards in its place. It bounced and bobbled and the spring that held it in its box creaked with every motion. A jack-in-the-box. 
Lupin praised Parvati’s success and motioned for you to step up.
The clown teetered, tipping back and forth, looming over you. In its eyes you could see your own as the clap sounded out. Its form morphed and contorted until your own wand was pointed at you. 
You stared, wide-eyed at your doppelganger. Its appearance was disheveled, outer robe shed leaving only your vest and shirt with the sleeves rucked up around the elbows.
The brand etched into its left arm was all too quick to catch your eye. The skull taunted you, snake tongue twisted in knots. The last of your breath left your aching lungs and you swore you could see it writhe under the false you’s skin, bubbling like it boiled. 
Terror swelled in the back of your mouth. You swallowed around rising bile. Ice rushed through your veins as the boggart smirked. The goofy music Lupin had put on fell quiet, drowned out by the static in your ears. 
Red sparked at the tip of fake you’s wand, and you watched your own face warp into a sinister expression. Your grip on your real wand loosened.
Waving through the air, a hideous buzz filed through the thundering cloud of red. Your doppelganger’s mouth opened. Your hands trembled. The counter charm clawed at the back of your throat, but sweat pooled at your brow and your fingers failed you. 
Your wand tumbled to the floor with a clatter. 
“Cruci-”
“Riddikulus!” 
Before the boggart could finish the curse, Draco’s wand was pushing into your vision. He barked the charm, stepping in front of you protectively and shoving you backwards with a hand to your chest. 
The boggart crackled, mutating in a cloud of dark and spitting itself back out with a last snap. Your own face still peered back at you. Its clothes had shifted from your regular uniform into an ill-fitting yellow dress. 
A blue robe draped over your doppelganger's shoulders, its hair longer and tied into chunky braids that cascaded down its front. In place of your wand, the boggart now held a golden cup. Helga Hufflepuff, really?
After a moment of tense silence, giggles began to fill the room. Low laughter turned to broad cackling until even you were letting out a dry chuckle at the boggart’s embarrassment through the fading haze of fear. 
The ringing in your ears gave way, and you could hear Lupin’s music again. The tingling in your spine subsided.
"Thank you, Draco." You breathed.
Draco whipped around to face you. Unlike the rest of the class, he was not amused. He bent down to swipe your wand off the ground. He knocked into your space. A firm hand circled your upper arm, and with an almost bruising grip he pulled you to the back of the line. 
Lupin’s startled commentary fell into the background chatter. Harry Potter approached the boggart.
“What was that?” Draco hissed. He gripped onto your shoulders, shoving your wand back into your hands.
“What was what?”
"The boggart, you oaf, the thing I just saved you from."
"You didn't have to save me!" You argued, a twinge of shame prickling behind your ribs. Crabbe, Goyle, and Pansy condescendingly side-eyed you.
Draco scoffed, sneering at his friends and turning so he blocked them from your view. “Like hell I didn’t! Why was it a death eat-” 
He was cut off by the insipid, rattling wheeze of the cloaked figure the boggart had wrenched into. All at once, a heavy pressure of despair drowned the air.
You both craned your necks around the rest of the line to see it better, the parody dementor lunging towards Harry in a freakish, unnatural motion. You held your breath. Lupin stepped in front of him. 
The boggart once more crackled and distorted, settling into the dusty image of clouds revealing a full moon. With another utterance of the counter charm, a beige balloon was soaring across the room with a humorous whir. 
It flew back into the mirrored wardrobe it belonged in. The doors swung shut behind it. 
The room fell into a deeper, unbroken quiet. “Sorry about that, er- That’s enough for today.” Lupin rushed out. “If you’d all like to collect your books at the back of the class, that’s the end of this lesson, thank you!”
The swarm of your classmates groaned, and Lupin’s apology fell on deaf ears. Draco turned back to you. Concern flickered in his eyes for just a moment. Tension lingered between you.
Crowd moving, students cleared out one by one. Goyle’s hand came to tug at Draco’s shoulder. Crabbe and Pansy weren’t far behind. He glared at Draco expectantly, and you could hear the sharp intake of the blonde’s breath. 
Draco looked you up and down one more time before scoffing again. He rolled his eyes.
Smoothing down the front of his robes, he rolled Goyle’s hand off him and swayed away. His shoulder rammed into yours as he passed, purposefully weaker than usual. His friends trailed behind him. You watched him go. 
For a few seconds, you let yourself sit in the emotions that surged through you. The last wave of your fear dwindled. What on earth just happened with Draco?
Shaking your head, you let out a confused sigh, before finally moving to grab your books and leave the classroom.
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I'll Love You 'til the Grass Around My Gravestone is Deceased
post azkaban sirius black x fem!reader
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE (see full series list here)
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The walls of the Hall have all been covered in sparkling silver frost, with hundreds of garlands of mistletoe and ivy crossing the starry black ceiling. The House tables have vanished; instead, there are about a hundred smaller, lantern-lit ones, each seating about a dozen people. Enchanted snowflakes fall gently through the air, melting before they hit the ground.
The champions enter the room, lead by Minerva, with their partners, and your eyes immediately fall on Harry, who looks like he's very focused on not tripping over his own feet. On his arm, is his fellow Gryffindor, Parvati Patil. She seems to be in her element, beaming out at everyone as they make their way up the Hall towards the top table where the judges are seated.
Cedric Diggory walks with Cho Chang, Fleur Delacour with Roger Davies, and to your shock, Viktor Krum with Hermione. She's wearing a beautiful, flowy, periwinkle blue dress and she's slicked her hair back into an elegant bun at the back of her head. She smiles nervously at you and you even notice that something's different about her smile — her front teeth are far smaller than before.
They reach the top table and you spy Percy Weasley sitting in the fifth chair at the table, looking very well-to-do as Harry takes a seat beside him.
"Why is Percy Weasley here?" You say to Minerva as she sits down beside you at your less important staff table. You wish you were up at that top table and could get a few digs in at Karkaroff, keep an eye on him, but you're stuck here instead with the rest of the teachers. "And where's Crouch?"
"He's ill, apparently," she replies, glancing up at the table. "Weasley has come as his representative."
"I can't say I'm unhappy that he's absent," you say quietly, as you pluck your menu from the table and give it a once-over. "He'd put a damper on the mood."
Minerva nods. "He is quite sour, isn't he?"
You're not quite sure what to do with your menu — there's no waiters and the plates are empty. Then, to your rescue, Dumbledore looks pointedly at his plate and says very loud and clear, "Pork chops!"
And pork chops appear. Getting the idea, everyone else starts placing their orders with their plates and food appears.
Hagrid sits beside you, gazing up at the top table before giving a small wave. Following his eye line, you see Madame Maxime return it and you can't help but smile at the exchange. How cute.
When everyone has finished eating, Dumbledore stands up and motions for everyone to do the same. With a wave of his hand, all the tables are pushed up against the walls, then he conjures up a stage along the right wall, various instruments set on it.
The Weird Sisters troop onto stage, dressed in black robes that are artfully ripped and tattered and torn, and pick up their instruments. The champions and their partners stand up, and you catch Harry tripping over his dress robes as he stands up, before walking out onto the floor with Parvati.
The champions dance for about half a minute before Dumbledore steps out onto the floor, taking Madame Maxime with him. He's so dwarfed by her that the top of his pointy hat is just barely brushing the tip of her chin.
You extend your hand out to Minerva, bowing lowly with the other behind your back. "Care for a dance?"
She places he hand on yours, smiling, leading you gracefully out onto the floor. By now, nearly everyone has joined in and is dancing together on the floor. Even Moody is doing an extremely clumsy two-step with Professor Vector, who is nervously avoiding his wooden leg. You raise your eyebrows at her as you pass and she gives a look that suggests she'd rather jump off the Astronomy Tower than continue dancing with Moody.
You have quite an enjoyable night, swapping partners every dance and dancing with nearly every teacher in the school, except for Snape, Moody, and Karkaroff, who you warily avoid like the plague — but who also seem to be avoiding the dance floor entirely.
Out of breath, you make your way outside for some fresh air, loitering beside the freshly trimmed rose bushes that are glittering with fairy lights. You bend down slightly and bring one rose to your nose, inhaling its sweet flowery scent, when you hear a voice that positively grates your ears.
"...don't see what there is to fuss about, Igor."
"Severus, you cannot pretend this isn't happening!" Comes Karkaroff's anxious and hushed voice. "It's been getting clearer and clearer for months. I am becoming seriously concerned, I can't deny it — "
"Then flee," Snape says curtly. "Flee — I will make your excuses. I, however, am remaining at Hogwarts."
Snape and Karkaroff come around the corner, Snape blasting rose bushes apart with his wand. He blasts the one next to you, and two students sprint away from out behind it.
"Ten points from Ravenclaw, Fawcett!" He snarls as the girl runs past him. "And ten from Hufflepuff, too, Stebbins!" His eyes land on you and he fails to hide his grimace. "And what are you doing out here?"
"Getting some fresh air," you respond simply, crossing your arms. "And what are you doing out here, Severus?"
"Ah, well, excuse me," Karkaroff says nervously, brushing past you with a polite smile. "I should get back to the party..."
You raise your eyebrows, turning back to Snape's scowling face expectantly.
"I am doing my job," he says snippily. "Perhaps you ought to do the same and watch the students inside, rather than coming outside for a little personal excursion."
"Is your head on a little excursion up your own — "
Madame Maxime suddenly rushes past you, eyes on the ground and looking very put-out. She passes you and disappears into the Entrance Hall.
" — arse?"
Snape's nostrils flare and for a second he looks like he's about to jinx you, but instead he just bristles past you, purposefully knocking your shoulder as he passes.
Later, when the Weird Sisters play their final song at midnight, several students make their way out of the Great Hall and you too follow in their footsteps out into the Entrance Hall. However, just as you've left the Great Hall, you spot Karkaroff skulking up the stairs, glancing around him furtively like he's got something to hide.
Intrigued, you follow him up the stairs, keeping a small gap between the two of you and looking away when he glances back at you. Then he veers off to the left into another corridor, walking fast, and just as you're about to follow him you hear muffled crying coming from the next flight of stairs.
You look up and there, sitting on one of the steps with her head in her knees, is Hermione, her body shaking with sobs. You should go make sure she's alright.
But this might be your chance to see what Karkaroff's up to! You look down the corridor at Karkaroff, your opportunity to keep up with him quickly slipping the more time you dwell on your decision.
You look back at Hermione, and her sobs take over your judgement and you hurry up the stairs towards her. You sit down on the step beside her, putting a gentle hand on her shoulder.
"Hermione?"
She lifts her head, eyes widening madly when she sees you. "P-professor!"
"Relax, Hermione," you say gently. "What happened?"
She bites her lip and looks away from you, drawing in a shaky breath and shaking her head. "N-nothing, nothing at all. It's s-silly, really."
You rub your hand along her arm soothingly. "Was it a boy?"
Her eyebrows raise slightly. "I told you it was silly."
You give her a sympathetic smile. "Been there. Teenage boys are stupid, Hermione. They were stupid when I was young and they're stupid now."
She sighs. "Do they ever stop being stupid?"
You give a light chuckle. "Eventually. Eventually they grow up and mature and start to actually use their heads."
You sigh, pulling her closer to you so she can rest her head on your shoulder as you continue to rub her arm soothingly. "You look beautiful tonight, Hermione. I can't believe how grown up you look."
"It's tiring," she says softly. "My hair took so long to do and it didn't even last the night." She gestures to her hair, which has become more dishevelled than it was at the start of the night, wisps of hair slipping out of the elegant knot and brushing her shoulders.
"I know. I have a million pins in mine and I haven't even got a date tonight!"
Hermione chuckles and you sigh, shaking your head. She yawns loudly, her eyelids drooping sleepily.
You pat her shoulder. "Alright, off to bed with you. I'm surprised you haven't collapsed yet with the amount of times I seen you out on the dance floor."
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A few days before the first day of term after Christmas, you sit at the staff table during breakfast, watching patiently as the post arrives. A barn owl swoops through the air towards you, dropping a copy of The Daily Prophet on the table in front of you. You grab it, pulling the twine off of it and unfolding it to read the front page.
DUMBLEDORE'S GIANT MISTAKE
Albus Dumbledore, eccentric Headmaster of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, has never been afraid to make controversial staff appointments, writes Rita Skeeter, Special Correspondent. In September of this year, he hired Alastor "Mad-Eye" Moody, the notoriously jinx-happy ex-Auror, to teach Defense Against the Dark Arts, a decision that caused many raised eyebrows at the Ministry of Magic, given Moody’s well-known habit of attacking anybody who makes a sudden movement in his presence. Mad-Eye Moody, however, looks responsible and kindly when set beside the part-human Dumbledore employs to teach Care of Magical Creatures.
Rubeus Hagrid, who admits to being expelled from Hogwarts in his third year, has enjoyed the position of gamekeeper at the school ever since, a job secured for him by Dumbledore. Last year, however, Hagrid used his mysterious influence over the headmaster to secure the additional post of Care of Magical Creatures teacher, over the heads of many better-qualified candidates.
An alarmingly large and ferocious-looking man, Hagrid has been using his newfound authority to terrify the students in his care with a succession of horrific creatures. While Dumbledore turns a blind eye, Hagrid has maimed several pupils during a series of lessons that many admit to being "very frightening."
"I was attacked by a hippogriff, and my friend Vincent Crabbe got a bad bite off a flobberworm," says Draco Malfoy, a fourth-year student. "We all hate Hagrid, but we’re just too scared to say anything."
Hagrid has no intention of ceasing his campaign of intimidation, however. In conversation with a Daily Prophet reporter last month, he admitted breeding creatures he has dubbed "Blast-Ended Skrewts," highly dangerous crosses between manticores and fire-crabs. The creation of new breeds of magical creature is, of course, an activity usually closely observed by the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures. Hagrid, however, considers himself to be above such petty restrictions. "I was just having some fun," he says, before hastily changing the subject.
As if this were not enough, the Daily Prophet has now unearthed evidence that Hagrid is not — as he has always pretended — a pure-blood wizard. He is not, in fact, even pure human. His mother, we can exclusively reveal, is none other than the giantess Fridwulfa, whose whereabouts are currently unknown.
Bloodthirsty and brutal, the giants brought themselves to the point of extinction by warring amongst themselves during the last century. The handful that remained joined the ranks of He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named, and were responsible for some of the worst mass Muggle killings of his reign of terror.
While many of the giants who served He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named were killed by Aurors working against the Dark Side, Fridwulfa was not among them. It is possible she escaped to one of the giant communities still existing in foreign mountain ranges. If his antics during Care of Magical Creatures lessons are any guide, however, Fridwulfa’s son appears to have inherited her brutal nature.
In a bizarre twist, Hagrid is reputed to have developed a close friendship with the boy who brought around You-Know-Who’s fall from power — thereby driving Hagrid’s own mother, like the rest of You-Know-Who’s supporters, into hiding. Perhaps Harry Potter is unaware of the unpleasant truth about his large friend — but Albus Dumbledore surely has a duty to ensure that Harry Potter, along with his fellow students, is warned about the dangers of associating with part-giants.
You mouth drops open and you hurriedly nudge Minerva beside you, shoving the paper in her face. You watch as her eyes travel down the page and her frown deepens as she reads on.
"What a horrid woman," she spits, folding the paper disapprovingly and handing it back to you. "That explains why Hagrid isn't at breakfast this morning."
You glance down the table, noticing the clear absence of the large man.
"How dare she?" you snap, feeling your anger flare. "Come into this school just to spread such a thing...why, the next time I see her — "
"You'll hold your tongue," Minerva cuts across warningly, giving you a wary look. "You'll hold your tongue and you won't get involved."
"Why shouldn't I? Someone needs to put her in her place and — "
"You know why." She glances down the table, sighing. "If you get on that woman's bad side, she will pull up everything she can on you. Absolutely everything. You know well you will not survive that."
You bite your lip, sighing dejectedly. "You're right...I just — she deserves to be humbled."
Minerva hums in agreement. "I know, I know."
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Finders Keepers Ch 10. (Cormac McLaggen x fem!reader)
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Rating: Explicit 18+
Word Count: 7.8k (oh my)
Warnings: Fluff, SMUT, PIV, Vibrator fun
Summary: McLaggen gets introduced to the muggle world.
A/N: This has been through four drafts with two different storylines until I settled on this. I'm not happy with the self-insert this has become but the smut went too hard so had to just get it posted. Also 'Hen' is a little Scottish term of endearment for a young woman and Grammarly hated it LMAO.
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Chapter 10: Electricity
Dumbledore’s death brought an immediate feeling of mourning into the castle. The loss itself was tragic in its own right - a respected Headmaster who you liked (though admittedly had never even spoken to directly) but the circumstances surrounding his murder and the intrusion of Death Eaters at Hogwarts were abhorrent. Nobody could quite come to grips with what had happened during the night.
Seventh-year graduation was cancelled. The fifth-year O.W.Ls were postponed. Padma Patil and her sister Parvati had been escorted from Hogwarts by their parents before breakfast. By lunch, Marietta’s mother had literally dragged her from the castle, barely giving you and Cho time to bid her a painful goodbye on the front steps, as you both clutched her hands, promising to write to her and meet up soon.
A few days before Dumbledore’s funeral, McLaggen had suggested, quite rightly, that your Quidditch ban would be the least of Professor McGonagall’s worries at the moment, and so the two of you spent the morning hovering in front of the goalposts, taking turns shooting penalties at each other and trying to take your mind off of what should have been a joyous end of term.
“Right,” says McLaggen, catching the Quaffle in the stomach with a grunt. “Your turn.”
As the morning sun sits high behind him, his dark blonde hair catches the bright light and you notice it looks more tousled than usual -  like he’s been running his hands through it the way you’ve seen him do when he’s brewing a particularly complicated potion in class.
You fly toward the goal and do an about-turn as he lines up to take a shot.
“Who’s that watching us? Ministry, do you reckon?” You nod at two figures at the edge of the Quidditch pitch. 
McLaggen whips around to look at the spectators and throws his head back with a groan. “Well, one of them is. They’re my parents.”
There are only two reasons why they’d be here.
McLaggen’s dad was high up in the Department for Magical Law Enforcement - maybe he was here as part of the Ministry’s preparations for the funeral.
Or maybe, like Mairetta’s mum, they were coming to force him to go back home.
Your stomach twists with nerves. You hadn’t expected to be meeting McLaggen’s parents today. You would have worn something nicer, you think as your feet touch the ground. Feeling slightly flustered, you attempt to discreetly spit your gumshield into your gloves. He grins as you do your best to smooth out your wind-swept ponytail. “You look fine - don’t worry.”
That’s easy for him to say. You’re sure they’ve seen him plenty of times in his Keeper’s gear. But it’s hardly the first impression you wanted to make. 
You walk side by side, carrying your brooms over to his parents at the side of the pitch. 
Mr McLaggen, in his tailored robes, is practically the double of his son except for the fact that he’s older, greyer and has a markedly more serious demeanour than Cormac. His lined face is handsome but marred with a stony expression.
The woman standing next to him is easily the most timelessly beautiful witch you’ve ever seen. She’s tall too, blonde and has - there’s no other way to put it - an expensive aura. The way her face glows and how she holds both her hands over her heart when she sees McLaggen means she could only be his mother.
“Dad,” says McLaggen, grasping his father’s extended hand and shaking it.
Ooh, formal.
“This is-”
He’s cut off when his mother pushes past him to wrap her arms around you and squeeze you tightly. 
“We know! We know!” She squeals, hugging you. She steps back with her hands still placed on each of your arms. “Gosh, you’re even prettier than the pictures.”
“The pictures?” You glance sideways at McLaggen who looks profoundly embarrassed by the way his mother coos at you.
“Yes! Those charming muggle photographs of the two of you. Cormac has sent us so many. You know, I might make an album.”
“Mum!” hisses McLaggen and she releases you to hug him next and plant a kiss on his cheek, covering him in red lipstick that she has to wipe off. He grumbles and flushes almost as deeply as the smudged lipstick being rubbed from his cheek.
Mr McLaggen shakes your hand and gives you a stiff nod without returning the smile you give him.
“Cormac, darling. We’ve come to take you home,” says Mrs McLaggen, finally ceasing her fawning over him. 
“I’m of age, I don’t need you to escort me home.”
“Of course, you don’t, sweetheart,” she waves a hand dismissively and turns to you. “Are your parents coming to get you soon?”
“They can’t  - they’re muggles,” you say and you can’t help but notice the way Mr McLaggen avoids your gaze. “I’m getting the train home after the funeral.”
“I’m not leaving you here,” says McLaggen plainly.
His parents stare at you. Mr McLaggen looks formidable but Mrs McLaggen just looks anxious - you can tell the idea of him being here at Hogwarts is making her worried sick.
“Go with them. I’ll go home in a few days. And you’re still gonna visit me soon, right?”
“Gregor…” starts Mrs McLaggen, looking pleadingly at her husband. 
“Eleanor, I warned you - ”
“Come and stay with us,” she addresses you before he can finish and your eyes widen in surprise. Mr McLaggen sighs resignedly and you have the distinct feeling that despite his appearance, it’s Mrs McLaggen who runs the show. “I mean for goodness sake, there were Death Eaters at Hogwarts. It’s not safe.”
“I’d love to, I really would. But I need to see my parents.” You look at McLaggen. 
“Mum, we need to talk about it. Look, we’re going to go and get changed out of our Quidditch stuff. I’ll meet you in the Entrance Hall in a bit, yeah?”
“Alright, darling.” She touches his cheek fondly much to his indignation. “Your father and I will go for a walk and reminisce.” For a split second, you think you catch Cormac’s dad giving her a hint of a smirk that makes him so resemble his son, before following her off the pitch.
“Wow…” You say, watching them walk off towards the castle grounds.
“I know, she’s a bit much.” He gives you an edgy look as he bends down to pick up both of your brooms.
“I was talking about your dad. He’s a total DILF. I see where you get it from.”
“Oh, shut up.”
“And your mum! She adores you, it’s so sweet!”
“Alright, alright. That’s enough,” laughs McLaggen, shaking his head as the two of you walk back up the gravel path towards the castle. “What do you think though?”
“Listen, you should go with them. Your mum is obviously worried about you. Cho is staying here so I’ll be fine.”
“What are you and Cho going to do if the Death Eaters come again?”
“What are you going to do if they come again?”
“Well, that’s my point. If you’re here and I’m not then I can’t protect you.”
“We slept through the whole thing last time.” It was true - by the time you emerged from your common with the rest of Ravenclaw Tower, Dumbledore was already dead and Snape had fled from the scene. “Besides, I don’t need you to protect me.”
“Do a Shield Charm,” he says, stopping dead in his tracks as you reach the courtyard.
You bite your lip. “What, right now?”
“Yes, right now. Prove it.”
“That’s a lot of pressure, give me a sec - ”
He spins you to face him. “That’s the point. You don’t have a second to think. You need to react quickly - and not out of anger either. We already know you can do that at least.”
You feel slightly awkward as you look down at the singed tail of his broom.
“I don’t need a Shield Charm. I’m sure I could flirt my way out of any sticky situation,” you say, standing on your tiptoes to kiss him, hoping to change the subject.
He holds your shoulders firmly, dropping his broom to the stone floor with a clatter. “Be serious for two minutes.” His stern expression makes him look so strikingly like his dad. You’ve never been intimidated by McLaggen the way that other people are but you can definitely why they would be now. 
Although you still don’t feel intimidated. 
Instead, as soon as you try to take him seriously you feel yourself faltering. Against your will, you feel a little lump in your throat. “Cormac, I don’t want to think about it. I just want to finish school and go home and have everything be… be normal.” 
“I know. But it’s not… it’s not normal any more.” He pulls you into a long hug and you press your face into his soft jumper, inhaling the comforting amber scent of his aftershave. “Come back with me. Please?” He murmurs with his chin resting on your head.
“I can’t. I need to see my mum and dad.” 
“Then promise me you’ll at least practise Shield Charms while I’m gone.”
You allow yourself a small smile. “And you’re still coming back to Scotland to see me, right?”
“Only if you promise to visit me too. If you can put up with that,” he says, before turning quickly to make sure his mother hasn’t crept up behind him.
“I can put up with that as long as you’ll be okay with my dad forcing football down your throat.”
McLaggen puts his arm around your shoulder as you walk in the direction of Gryffindor Tower and confirm your summer plans. You’ll both placate your respective parents, then McLaggen will visit you for two weeks, you’ll go to the Holyhead Harpies tryouts and then visit his family at his house. 
“And then what?” asks McLaggen, stopping outside the portrait of the Fat Lady. You don’t usually walk him this far but right now you want to prolong his departure as much as you can.
“What do you mean?”
“We’re not gonna stay with our parents just visiting each other forever, are we?”
Oh.
“Things have been so mad with exams, I’ve never had the chance to think about it.”
“Really?”
“Yeah… what, have you thought about us… like living together?”
“I think about it all the time.”
You feel yourself melting into a puddle. 
“So you’d move to Wales with me if I make the Holyhead Harpies team?”
“If you want me to? We have plenty of time to decide - I’m not starting work at the Ministry with my dad until the end of the summer”
You chew your lip when he mentions his dad.
“You’re definitely still going to come, right?” you blurt, finally releasing the worry in the pit of your stomach since his parents arrived. “Even if something… even if something bad happens?”
“There’s nothing that could happen that would stop me from seeing you.”
“Even if your dad tells you he doesn’t want you to?”
“What makes you think he wouldn’t want me to?” 
You raise your eyebrows - you know why McLaggen’s dad wouldn’t look at you. 
“It’s not like that. Anyway I don’t care if he doesn’t want me to, whats he gonna do? Stop me?”
You take a deep breath. “Well, if something does happen, just know that I love you.”
“I love you too. And I will see you next week.”
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After the funeral, you and Cho got the Hogwarts Express back to London. It was an emotional last train journey - the two of you ended up in tears more than once. It should have been a final rite of passage. 
Not just a journey for two. 
You wistfully imagine another ending, in a different lifetime - where your friends all shared a compartment as the Scottish countryside became less dense, making your way across the border and down to London. You’d laugh, chat excitedly about your Holyhead Harpies tryouts, buy some snacks from the trolley witch and play exploding snap. 
Instead, you and Cho held hands across the compartment and mourned the end of an era. When it was finally time to part ways with Cho at the station, out loud you promised you’d see each other soon.
But inside you wondered if you’d ever see her again. 
You apparate home from King’s Cross and when you step into the muggle world it’s like travelling to another dimension. The grief, the loss, and the mourning of your childhood are easy to bury when your dad meets you with open arms and asks if you had had a fun year at school. 
You lie. 
You don’t break the news about the state of the wizarding world. You shove down all your fears about what Voldemort’s return and Dumbledore’s death mean for muggles.
But you do, at the very least, pluck up the courage to tell him that not only do you have a boyfriend who you’ve invited to visit but that he’s totally clueless about everything to do with the world you came from.
“What do you mean he doesn’t know football?” Grumbles your dad, dragging your trunk up the stairs to your parents’ little two-bedroom flat while you carry your owl in her cage and your broom. As usual, he refuses to let you help him by using magic.
“They don’t watch football in the wizarding world, Dad.”
“What did you say his name was again? McLaggen? Where in Scotland is he from?”
“Er, Surrey.”
“What?!” He stops on the landing of the close to hold onto the railing and catch his breath.
“He’s English.”
“With a name like McLaggen?”
You nod. You were braced for this reaction.
“Och, for fuck sake. He’s English and he doesn’t even watch the Premier League?” You shake your head and he continues heaving the trunk. “I mean I could manage if he was at least an Arsenal fan but, Christ…”
“He’s into sports. I mean, we both play Quidditch,” you say, putting your key in the door and letting him inside. 
“Is he any good?”
“Yeah, pretty good. He’s a Keeper too.”
“Not as good as you, though?”
“Never.”
“That’s my lass. You inherited your talent from the best.”
You laugh. Your dad coaches a lower-division football team and was a Goalkeeper himself in his youth. His insistence that you played football growing up is probably why you excelled at Quidditch so quickly. 
Your mum greets you in the hallway with a hug.
“And has she told you about the English boyfriend who’s coming to visit?” Your dad calls to her and you sigh.
You count down the days until McLaggen is finally due to apparate on the spare bit of ground behind your flat. Thinking that there would be a lot in the muggle world for him to take in, you timed his arrival for when your parents weren’t home so you could explain everything.
You sit on a crumbling red brick wall at the edge of the patchy grassy field behind your building, looking at your Casio watch - it works again now that you’re outside the magical boundaries of Hogwarts. Right on cue at noon, you hear a shot, like a car backfiring and McLaggen appears - broom in hand and a backpack over his shoulders.
“Made it without splinching yourself then?” 
“I dunno, are both my eyebrows still there?” He touches them with a thumb and forefinger. It’s been hardly any time at all since you saw him last but you’ve missed that stupid face.
You leap off the wall to hug him and he picks you up with ease, scooping you up with his free arm and kissing your cheek when you wrap your legs around his waist. 
“Did you get taller?” You ask, stumbling when he finally puts you down.
“In a week? Unlikely.”
You offer to carry his broom but instead, McLaggen takes your hand and you walk around the side of the building to the front door. He does a double take when you use your electronic key fob to release the main door and it buzzes to let you in.
“That’s… electricity right?”
“Well remembered. Keep that in mind if there’s anything you don’t understand. It’s probably just electricity.”
“Got it.”
“My mum and dad are both at work so they won’t be back til tonight.” His broad shoulders relax slightly as he follows you up the four flights of stairs and you unlock the door to the flat with a set of keys. “I thought it would give me time to show you how some of this muggle stuff works.” You shut the door behind you and lead him down the hall.
“This is me,” you say opening your bedroom door. 
He looks stunned when he steps through the threshold to your bedroom.
“I know. It’s tiny but I’m hardly ever here, I suppose.”
“No, it’s not that. It’s just… really pink.”
You laugh, looking at your fuchsia walls adorned with posters of bands, the Holyhead Harpies and the football team you follow. It’s probably pretty overwhelming if you’re not used to it.
“Surprised? You ask, sitting down on your double bed that’s pushed up against the wall of your little bedroom. “Just dump your stuff anywhere by the way.”
“I was picturing blue. For obvious reasons.” He shrugs his bag off of his shoulder, not really noticing where it falls as he stands at your wall, looking closely at your peeling No Doubt poster. “It’s kind of creepy how their eyes follow you around even though they don’t move.”
“Hey, don’t call Gwen Stefani creepy in this house.”
“Does she play football?”
“Not that I know of. She’s in a muggle band. American. Most of these guys are,” you say as he looks around your room. You lean back on your elbows. “I mean, you know NSYNC, right?”
He looks at your other posters and shakes his head.
“Come off it - even Marietta knows NSYNC.”
“I’ve never heard any muggle music.”
“You’re missing out. Better than The Weird Sisters. Definitely better than Celestina Warbeck.”
“Don’t say that in front of my mum… hey, at least there’s one thing I recognise.” He wanders over to your open bedroom window where your little grey barn owl perches on the window ledge. He extends his hand to greet her. She looks at it disdainfully, turns and spreads her wings to fly off into the distance. You think she’s annoyed that you haven’t been writing to him.
“I hope that’s not a bad omen for meeting your family.”
It gives you a fuzzy feeling in your chest, seeing him in your room like this. This time last summer you’d never have thought Cormac McLaggen would be in your bedroom. Or that you’d actually want him to be here. You watch him as McLaggen looks at the photos stuck to your dressing table mirror interestedly. Polaroids of you and him, some group photos of you, Cho and Marietta, and a few of the Ravenclaw Quidditch team. 
“I can bring those with me to yours, if you want? You know, for your mum’s album…”
“Oh, haha,” he says sarcastically, joining you on the bed. “There’s a picture missing though...” He scans the room before reaching over to your bedside table to open the drawer. You lurch forward and try to slam it shut.
“Don’t look in my drawers!”
“Is that picture of me in there?” 
That stupid trademark arrogant smile makes you blush furiously.
“No!” You lie, crawling over his lap to get between him and the table.
“It is!” He says with a mock gasp. “Come on, let me see!” You struggle but he dodges your grasp and opens the drawer. “I knew it!”
“You’re insufferable,” you grumble as he picks out the Polaroid before you can slam it shut.
“My shoulders look great,” he smirks, admiring himself in the photo. It’s one you took at the Seventh Year party, of him at the edge of the pool, drinking a beer. 
His shoulders do look great. 
So does the rest of him. 
It’s why you keep it in your bedside drawer.
“You should have it if you like it so much.”
“Nah, I like that you like it.” He looks round to see you pursing your lips. “Alright! I’ll put it back-”
“No, wait!”
He opens the drawer again and pauses.
Shit.
“What is this?”
He’s spotted what you didn’t want him to see in the first place. A small, silicone bullet vibrator. You’re hoping he’ll have no idea what it’s for.
He holds the picture in one hand and the vibrator in the other, looking between them.
“Wait… does this go in…?” He makes a juvenile stabbing motion.
“It’s none of your business where it goes.” Your cheeks feel red hot. “Put it back.”
“You’re blushing - it does!” His face lights up with glee. 
“It does not.”
“It’s so small. No wonder you were so impressed.” 
“I told you it doesn’t go inside of me. It - ugh.” You sigh. “I hold it against me.”
“You just hold it? Does that - I mean, how does that feel good?”
You extend your palm and he drops it in your hand. It starts vibrating when you press the button at the bottom. 
His eyes go wide. “And how- ?” You raise an eyebrow. “Right, sorry, electricity.”
You turn it off and reach over him to put it back but he grabs your wrist.
“Cormac -”
“Show me.”
“What?” You look at him and feel butterflies erupt in your stomach. He’s deadly serious.
“Come on, you said I never did it right. Show me how you touch yourself”
“You know I never meant that. I was just pissed off.”
“Oh, I know you didn’t.” The confident look on his face sends a tingle down your spine - he’s always so sure of himself. “But you’re gonna pay for saying that.” Fuck. It makes you wet thinking about how he’s going to make you pay for it. How does he know exactly how to press your buttons? To make you fold like this?
McLaggen puts his picture down and leans in to kiss you. His tongue parts your lips and you welcome it, letting him roll his tongue across yours. You’ve been dying to kiss him like this again since the night in the Prefect’s Bathroom. And now, you finally have him alone.
“I missed you,” you breathe when he moves his lips to kiss your neck. 
You really have. The last time you had sex was over four months ago on Valentine’s Day. And sure, most of your Quidditch practises with him between December and March had ended up under the canvas stands getting hot and heavy - the pair of you fumbling under each other’s robes - but you haven’t even seen each other naked since February. 
“When are your parents back?”
You pull back and look at the watch on your wrist. “Like four hours.”
“Wait what is that?” He asks, looking down at the digital display.
“A watch -” You say, between kisses. “Electricity. I’ll explain later. Just kiss me. Please.”
The fuzzy feeling in your chest spreads down to your abdomen and you pull yourself onto his lap, drawing your leg over his to straddle him. 
Cormac lies back on the bed to rest on your pillows and your mouth follows his. You feel his hands move from your waist to squeeze your backside. His erection presses against you through his jeans as you suck on his bottom lip. When you trail kisses across his jaw and down his neck, you can feel the way his muscles tense as he swallows.
He tugs the hem of your t-shirt up and over your head and you urgently pull his off too. 
Fuck, he looks even better than your picture of him.
Your hands work quickly to undress him and he does the same, his strong hands yanking your jeans and underwear down as you kiss him and run your hands over his bare chest. You climb on top of him again, positioning your hips over his large, flushed cock so that the underside of him is engulfed between your wet lips. 
“Where’s that… thing?” He finds your discarded vibrator on the bed and hands it to you. “C’mon let me see how you use it.”
“What, sitting you you like this?”
“Yeah.” He raises his eyebrow, daring you to do it.
You take it and bite your lip. For some reason, you feel thoroughly embarrassed about touching yourself for him.
“Can’t we just…?” You put his large hands on your hips and grind back, along the thick length of him and feel him twitching between your folds.
“I thought you were gonna show me how all this muggle stuff worked?” Cormac’s eyes drift down your body as he guides your hand clutching the vibrator down to your clit. “I want to start by seeing how you touch yourself when you’re thinking about me.”
“You’re so sure I’m thinking about you?” You tease, switching it on. Fuck. You hold it against yourself and immediately feel your nerve endings light up under the stimulation. 
“I know you do. Maybe not as much as I think about you.”
“You do?” You squirm against the steady vibration on your clit. 
“Every fucking night.” He reaches up to cup your face. His thumb draws across your parted lips and you open your mouth to suck on it. You moan, feeling everything inch of your skin tingling.
His hand drags down your neck to your chest, groping your breast before settling on your hip again. “I - Maybe I think about you too, then,” you whisper, meeting his eyes when his hands move your body, encouraging you to keep moving back and forth. Those green eyes bore into yours - you go weak from the prolonged eye contact. 
“Don’t give me that look, fuck, I can’t take it,” he pleads.
“What look?”
“The same one you gave me when you drank that love potion. Fuck, when you were begging me to take you… you know what it does to me when you beg for me.”
The vibration on your clit and the way his cock pulses underneath you make your vision hazy.
“I’m begging you now, Cormac… please. I want you inside me.”
You tilt forward so that the tip of his cock presses against your slick entrance. Sinking back, you moan as you feel his thick length stretching you, slowly filling you up. Cormac’s tight grip forces your hips to bear down on him and you whine when he sheathes himself fully, hitting deep in your centre.
“You look so fucking pretty like this, baby.”
He watches as you lean back to brace yourself on his thigh with your free hand. You pull your hips up and sink slowly back down on him, feeling him pushing into you. The strong vibrations on your clit and how his cock presses into your G-spot make you start to see stars behind your eyelids. Using your vibrator on its own, thinking about him every night this past week felt good but fuck, you never imagined how it would feel with him here under you, inside you at the same time.
“I know it’s not right but I wanted to fuck you in that shower - so badly,” he says, running his hands up your body to squeeze your tits.
You know it wasn’t right either, but Christ, you wanted him to. Every day you spent with him at school after the seventh-year party when you could kiss him, touch him, but never fuck him made you ache. You found yourself in your dormitory late at night with the curtains of your four-poster drawn, face buried in your pillow and fingers working in your underwear, quietly making yourself cum so the other girls couldn’t hear.
“I would have let you. Shit - I’ll let you fuck me anywhere. In the shower, on the pitch… anywhere you want -” You curse when he pinches your nipples.
“Don’t say that. It’s all I’ve been thinking about.”
You can imagine him too, alone at night in Gryffindor Tower fucking his own hand thinking about you whimpering against his chest, rubbing your clit and pleading with him to fuck you while every fibre of his being resisted temptation.
You can hear how wet you are over the buzzing from your vibrator - the slick sound of his cock sliding in and out of your pussy makes you pick up your pace, your walls squeezing around him and the intense vibrations pulsing on your clit as you chase your high. 
“Yeah, that’s it. Keep fucking yourself on my dick.”
That’s exactly what it feels like like you’re getting yourself off for him. You almost forget about his pleasure while you use his thick cock as a means to your end as he watches you riding up and down on him. 
McLaggen stares up at you, mesmerised by the way your face contorts in pleasure - your parted lips and heavy lids painting a picture of uninhibited gratification. He grabs your hips again - hard - just to watch your expression change, to see if he can make your facial muscles scrunch up and cause sweet noises to escape you.
He can.
His thumbs dig careless bruises into your hipbones driving himself deeper into you as you set a frantic rhythm, bouncing on his cock.
“Ah - fuck, Cormac. I’m gonna cum,” you whimper and his thigh tenses under your hand as you bear down on him, feeling white-hot pleasure deep in your core.
“That’s right, make yourself cum for me,” he says through gritted teeth, his eyes locked on your body - staring at the way your tits bounce and your hand presses the little buzzing object against your clutch of nerves.
The heat spills over and everything clamps down on him tight as ecstasy erupts burning hot through your body. The white noise of blood rushing in your ears overwhelms you as you cum all over his cock, riding out the wave of pleasure engulfing you.
You toss the vibrator aside and slump over him, pressing your face into the juncture of his shoulder. Your chest finds his and you cling to his broad shoulders as he fucks up into you, manically jerking his hips with a pummelling force that makes you let out adoring whimpers for him, your lips pressed onto his skin.
He wraps his arms around your back, keeping his tight grip on you for leverage. Every thrust make the broken sounds from your lips pitch higher and higher. You’re not sure where your last orgasm stopped and this one is beginning. 
“Fuck, you make such pretty noises when you cum.”
His name leaves your lips over and over and over, in sync with the slamming of his hips into yours. God, he feels good from this angle. Cormac groans through gritted teeth when you say his name, and he responds by jackhammering his cock into you. You stifle your cry by biting down on his neck, not caring whether you’ll leave a bruise or not. Your mind goes blank with pleasure - no thoughts - just your body locking down so tight around him as everything implodes inside you again.
You feel his ragged grunt in your ear as he drives up into your cunt, burying himself so deep that his thighs meet the back of yours as he cums inside you. His grunting turns into low breathy moans that make him sound so wonderfully, so beautifully pathetic as his release coats your insides.
Cormac’s hips come to a halt and he brings his muscular arms around your shoulder blades. His biceps hold you close to his chest in a tight embrace as his cum leaks out of you onto your bedsheets. Post-orgasmic bliss flows between you - you feel the rise and fall of his chest in time with yours. Every inhale and exhale seems to pass between you like the tide rolling over sand. 
Lying here on top of him, you realise your legs are aching from working them so hard. You softly kiss his bitten neck and he pulls out of you so you can climb off of him, rolling onto your back to lie next to him on your pillows and staring at the ceiling, letting your heart rate decrease again.
He turns on his side and props himself up on his elbow to look down at you.
“You’re so beautiful like this,” says Cormac tracing his fingertips across your chest and down the curve of your waist. It tickles pleasantly.
“Naked?” You laugh.
“That too,” he grins. “Just… comfortable. Not sneaking around under the stands or freezing cold on a blanket.”
“For the record, I enjoyed both of those things.” You reach up to cup his handsome face and you feel the scratchy texture of his chin when he kisses your palm. “But you’re right. This is nice. Maybe living with you won’t be that bad.”
“You should bring this,” he says, picking up your vibrator and looking at it interestedly. “Is the other muggle stuff you were going to show me as good as this?”
“That depends… have you ever had vodka?”
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You and McLaggen sit on your bed listening to music. Your head rests on his lap as you read Quidditch Through The Ages while he flicks through your copy of Rolling Stone, frequently asking questions. 
He lifts his head, listening to Oasis playing on your CD player.
“Is all muggle music just about other people?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like are they all just love songs?”
You lower your book to look up at him from his lap. “I’ve never really thought about it. I guess all the good ones are.”
“Hmm.” He flips a page of your magazine nonchalantly. “It’s kind of cheesy.”
“Oh sorry, it’s not extremely cool like wizard music. All your stuff is about goblins and ghouls.”
“It is not.”
“Name a Weird Sisters track that doesn’t have a reference to magical creatures.”
He pauses, stumped.
You hear the front door unlock. “That’ll be my dad home,” you say, without looking up. Your head hits the mattress with a thud as McLaggen springs to his feet and runs a hand through his hair nervously. “It’s fine. He’s nice,” you say, putting your book down.
“Has he ever met one of your boyfriends or girlfriends before?”
“Er, no.”
“It’s different. Trust me.”
There’s a knock at your bedroom door and a pause.
“Come in,” you call.
“Alright, hen?” asks your dad and you nod. He looks at Cormac who’s standing in the middle of the room uncertainly. “You must be McLaggen.”
McLaggen extends his hand. “It’s good to meet you, Mr -”
“Nope, none of that,” says your dad, grasping his hand and releasing it quickly. He insists McLaggen calls him by his first name. “Look, your mum is working late. Do you fancy a kickabout before dinner? Both of you.” He adds to McLaggen.
“Dad -”
“Yeah, I’m up for that,” says McLaggen, slightly too enthusiastically and you roll your eyes. 
God, he’s such a suck-up.
“Right, get your stuff. Let’s go.”
You groan when your dad shuts the door. “You idiot - you’ve got no idea what you’ve just agreed to.”
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The three of you walk to the deserted park and you pull on your goalkeeper gloves as you approach the rusty old goals.
“Dad, McLaggen’s never even kicked a ball before.”
“Yeah, I have. I’m just usually mid-air, that’s all.”
“It’s a piece of piss,” says your dad, setting himself up to take a penalty as you find your line on the goal. “Plant your left foot, kick with your right, right through your laces.”
Your dad kicks the ball - you misjudge it and he scores as the ball speeds right past your feet into the net.
“How many times have I told you to practice those bottom corners?”
“There’s no ‘bottom corners’ in Quidditch. And that’s what I should be practising right now.”
“That’s not strictly true,” McLaggen pipes up. “The ball can always go in low if the Chaser’s coming from above.”
“Can you stop contradicting me for one second?” You ask, passing the ball back to your dad.
“Big mistake, lad. You can’t argue with her - she’s always right,” laughs your dad and McLaggen smirks.
You narrow your eyes, shooting daggers at them.
“Here.” Your dad passes the ball to McLaggen. “Give it a go.”
He attempts a penalty and you watch the ball soar over the goal and land miles away. You do a quick check for any muggles and pull out your wand.
“Accio ball.” 
It zooms back over to you and you knock it back to McLaggen. He kicks it again and you catch it mid-air.
“Better!”
Your dad looks unimpressed but he and McLaggen continue taking turns trying to score. Your dad gets a few more past you but McLaggen gets zero, occasionally sending the ball so far it needs to be summoned back again.
“Right, I’m burst. One of you go in,” you say, stripping off your gloves.
“Yeah, go on then,” says McLaggen, jogging over and taking them from you. “Can see if it’s as easy as you make it look.” He grins.
“Just wait.”
Your dad lines up to take a penalty but you nudge him out of the way to take the first shot. “Don’t be too hard on him,” you say under your breath and he tuts.
You punt an easy shot McLaggen’s way and he catches it. “I can send it back with my hands if I’m the keeper, right?” He asks.
Your dad nods and McLaggen rolls it with precision so it stops right at his feet. Your dad blinks down at it a few times, clearly surprised by the accuracy.
“Don’t go easy on me this time,” he calls to your dad who pulls his shoulders back, ready for the challenge. 
He kicks it with incredible force into the top corner and McLaggen saves it, catching it in his hands before rolling it back again.
“This is just typical,” you scoff and look at your dad who looks stunned. “He’s good at everything.”
With every shot, your dad seems to perk up. He’s practically beaming when McLaggen dives and manages to knock a shot away with his fingertips.
“This is great!” McLaggen says, getting to his feet with a smile. “Solid ground. Nowhere to fall.”
Your dad has a funny look on his face. 
“You alright?” You ask.
“Yeah…” He clears his throat. “Right, one more or your mum will batter us.”
He shoots, curving the ball towards the goal. Easily his best strike all evening and McLaggen saves it again with ease. He smiles as he runs back over holding the ball.
“Excellent. We should do this again tomorrow,” says McLaggen.
You look at your dad and you think you know what the funny look is. You think he’s in love.
“That was some effort, lad. Are you going pro with Quidditch too?” Your dad asks as you start walking back to the flat, suddenly interested in McLaggen now he knows he can save a ball.
“Ah, no. I’m not as good as your daughter.” He says, actually sounding modest for a change. “I’ve got a job lined up at our Ministry with my dad - Department of Magical Law Enforcement.”
“What, like in an office?”
McLaggen nods.
“What a waste.”
“Dad, don’t be rude -“
“Och, you know I don’t mean it like that. It’s just that a big strapping lad like yourself was made to be a goalie. If this one wasn’t so bloody intent on moving down south -“ He gives you a stern look. “I’d be trying to get you on my team. Christ, you’re better than the dozy bastard I’ve got in goals and he’s been playing all his life.”
“That’s very kind of you to -“
“Look, there’s nothing kind about it. You’re my daughter's boyfriend and I’ve got no interest in flattering you. You’ve got talent, son.”
“Thanks.”
“I still don’t understand why you can’t just live here and just -  pop! Go to Wales and come back every day.”
“Dad, I’ve told you. You can’t apparate that distance twice a day. It’s dangerous.”
“What about once a week? No chance you could pop up from Surrey every weekend to play football up here?” He asks McLaggen.
“Don’t humour him, McLaggen. Dad, he’s not going to drop everything to be a keeper for your team.”
“Well, you should think about it. You’re only eighteen - plenty of time to go pro. I mean look at her - she learned Quidditch in a couple of years.”
“You’re not seriously trying to get him to become a professional footballer after one kickabout.” 
By the time you get to the flat, you’ve had to stop him from changing the conversation back to convincing you and McLaggen to move to Scotland several times.
“Oh my god,” says your mum when she hears you coming up the stairs and opens the door. “You never told us he was handsome.”
“You didn’t? I’m sure you said that’s my only redeeming quality.” The corners of McLaggens mouth twitch slightly when he sees you roll your eyes. 
This makes your mum laugh - a bit too hard. Your dad doesn’t even seem to notice. You’re surprised he hasn’t started giggling too.
After dinner, most of which was spent with your dad plying McLaggen with beer and telling him all about the inner workings of the Scottish Premiership league table while your mum asked him a million questions and giggled like a schoolgirl, you drag him to your bedroom. 
You shut your door behind you and lean against it with a sigh.
“Sorry about that.” You shake your head. “Somehow that was worse than them not liking you.”
He shrugs. “I keep telling you, I’m extremely loveable.”
“Shut up.” You sit on the bed and toss a cushion at him. “Honestly, I think my dad would like a new a son in law. And my mum. God, I think my mum would quite like a new boyfriend the way she was going on.”
He shrugs. “They’re just being nice. It almost made me forget what things were like back in the wizarding world.”
“How bad is it? I can’t bear to look at The Prophet.”
“It’s getting worse. My dad has been working late and when I do see him, he looks terrible. My mum’s just anxious all the time... I should probably write to them and let her know I’m okay here. Can I use your owl?”
He sits down at your makeup table and writes a quick note to his mum and dad.
“I sort of wish we could just stay here,” he looks up as he folds the parchment.
“What? Like in the muggle world?”
“Yeah, I mean the sex is good, music is decent, football is… actually really good.”
“Sex is good and football is ‘really good’?”
“You know what I mean.”
“You should stay here with my dad. Start a new life as a muggle footballer.” McLaggen gives you a small smile and looks down at the parchment, turning it in his hands. “So what does your dad do at Department for Magical Law Enforcement? Does he like, manage the Aurors or something?”
“No, he writes legislation, lobbies to get it through the Ministry - that kind of thing.”
“And you’re going to be doing that too?” McLaggen nods. “God help us all then. Cormac McLaggen writing the laws that shape the fabric of wizarding society.”
“First thing I’ll be doing is making the use of Incendio punishable by ten years in Azkaban.”
“Hopefully your dad likes me as much as my dad likes you. It would be handy to have someone high up in the Ministry to bust me out when you put me behind bars.”
He laughs which turns into a yawn. “Where am I sleeping, by the way?”
You look at him sceptically. “Er, here?”
“And your parents are alright with that?”
“Yeah?”
“Just to warn you, mine won’t be. They’ll want us in separate rooms.”
“Better make the most of it then,” you smile, pulling your top off and finding your cutest pyjamas in your bedside drawer. You don’t get the chance to put them on before McLaggen’s lips find yours.
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The next two weeks fly by in a blur - between Quidditch practice in a secluded field away from the outskirts of the city, McLaggen insisting on teaching you defensive spells and your dad dragging you both out to the park every night to play football you feel a lot more prepared for both your Holyhead Harpies tryouts and whatever going back to the wizarding world will bring.
On Saturday morning, as you and McLaggen pack your things getting ready to leave, there’s a knock at your bedroom door.
“Are you decent?” Comes your dad’s voice.
You roll your eyes. “Yes, come in.”
“You feeling ready, hen?”
“As I’ll ever be,” you say, bracingly, holding your broom upright.
He looks at you, glowing with pride. “They’ll be lucky to have you.”
You nod, nerves swirling in the pit of your stomach. Today’s the day.
“Are you sure I can’t convince you to come back here after?”
“We promised McLaggen’s parents we’d visit them. I’ll keep in touch though. I’ll send you an owl when I find out if they’re signing me.”
“And I don’t suppose you’ve decided you want a career in Scottish football, after all?”
McLaggen grins. He and your dad have been getting on so well - mostly due to the fact McLaggen’s only been getting better and better at football. “I wish. My dad would kill me if I turned down the ministry job.”
“Well, you’re welcome in our house any time, son.”
You sling your bag over your shoulder and kiss your dad on the cheek goodbye.
“We’ll visit when the football season starts. McLaggen was just telling me he wants to come to one of your games.”
Your dad has that funny look again on his face. McLaggen reaches out to shake his hand but instead, your dad pulls him into a hug. “A waste. A bloody waste,” he sobs.
McLaggen looks at you over your dad’s shoulder slightly bemused and pats his back.
“Dad?” You interrupt. He pulls away, wiping his eyes. “Right, tell mum I love her and I’ll see you both soon.”
“Alright, hen. Keep her safe for me. She’s precious cargo,” he adds and McLaggen nods solemnly.
He shuts your bedroom door and you take McLaggen’s hand, ready to apparate to Holy Island.
“I think he’s going to miss you more than he’ll miss me,” you laugh.
You think hard about your destination and with a crack like a whip, the pair of you vanish from your childhood bedroom.
Chapter 11: Blood Traitor
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gothicgender · 4 months
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Salutations, welcome to my blog. I'm Blake but you can call me blaky or Liu aswell, however you prefer ! To say something about me I use they/them or neutral pronouns and want to become a writer. I may have bad grammar because I'm not english.
Requests - open
Request rules :
I will write for my fandoms because I'm more used to them.
The fandoms I'll write for are Hazbin Hotel, creepypasta, monster high, harry potter and maybe teen titans.
I am comfortable writing fluff, smut, angst, romantic, platonic and other stuff requested...tho I won't write smut that is too freaky or with weird kinks that I'm no comfortable with.
I can write fem, male and gender-neutral reader.
I can write headcanons or small fics about ships I also like because find it more easy then to write a ship I don't see happening or that I personally don't like.
I wouldn't like to be rushed with requests because it can be really stressful !
Do not be afraid to request and be specific with it !
Characters I will write for !
Hazbin hotel :
Chalie
Vaggie
Alastor
Angel Dust
Husk
Sir Pentious
Cherry Bomb
Rosie
The overlords (expect Valentino)
Lucifer
Lute
Adam (probably)
Mimzy (probably)
Katie Killjoy
Tom Trench
Ships I accept :
Charlie x Vaggie
Husk x Angel Dust
Valentino x Velvette x Vox (I believe they are poly)
Sir Pentious x Cherri Bomb
Carmila and Zestrial
Creepypasta :
Jeff the killer
Ben Drowned
Homicidal Liu
Bloody Painter
Ticci-Toby (probably)
Jason the toymaker
Candy Pop
Eyeless Jack
Hobo Heart
The puppeteer (maybe)
Kagekao
Laughing Jack
Nathan the nobody
Jane the Killer
Nina the killer (both versions)
Rogue
Kate the chaser
Nurse Ann
Suicide Sadie
Judge Angels
Clockwork
Zero
Lulu
Laughing Jill
Nemesis
Ships I accept :
Jane the killer x Mary (her canon wife)
Kagekao x Suicide Sadie
Bloody Painter x Judge Angels
Nurse Ann x Dr. Smiley
(other you can suggest)
Monster high (gen 1 or 2) :
Clawdeen Wolf
Draculaura Vike
Frankie Stein
Cleo de Nile
Lagoona Blue
Ghoulia Yelps
Abby Bominable
Jinafire Long
Iris Clops
Operetta
Robecca Steam
Rochelle Goyle
Scarah Screams
Skelita Calaveras
Spectra Vondergeist
Toralei Stripe
Purrsephone and Meowlody
Twyla Boogeyman
Venus McFlytrap
Marisol Coxi
C.A. Cupid
Casta Fierce
Elissabat
Clawdia Wolf
Viperine Gorgon
Deuce Gorgon
Clawd Wolf
Heath Burns
Holt Hyde
Invisi Billie
Jackson Jekyll
Neighthan Rot
Garrot du Roque
Kieran Valentine
Manny Taur
Ships I accept :
Clawdeen x Draculaura
Clawd x Draculaura
Cleo x Deuce
Abby x Heath
Ghoulia x Sloman
Frankie x Jackson
Spectra x Porter
Rochelle x Garrot
Scarah x Billie
Iris x Manny
Harry Potter :
Harry Potter
Ron Weasley
Hermione Granger
Fred and George Weasley
Percy Weasley
Alicia Spinnet
Lavender Brown
Parvati Patil
Dean Thomas
Neville Longbottom
Ginny Weasley
Lee Jordan
Angelina Johnson
Blaise Zabini
Pansy Parkinson
Tom Riddle
Theodore Nott
Daphne Greenglass
Millicent Bulstrode
Cho Chang
Padma Patil
Luna Lovegood
Marietta Edgecombe
Penelope Clearwater
Michael Corner
Hannah Abbott
Susan Bones
Cedric Diggory
Ships I accept :
Harry x Ginny
Ron x Hermione
Neville x Luna
Molly x Arthur Weasley
Bill x Fleur
Draco x Astoria
Angelina x Alicia
Teen Titans :
Robin (Dick Grayson)
Starfire
Raven
Beast Boy
Cyborg
Bumblebee
Blackfire
Terra
Madame Rogue
Chesire
Punk Rocket
Ships I accept :
Robin x Starfire
Raven x Beast Boy
Jinx x Kid Flash
This is all so far ! Thank you for visiting my page.
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ladylokilaufeyson5 · 2 years
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Hi! Congratulations on 500 🥰🎉🎉 may I please request a professor!au with Remus Lupin x fem!reader for multiversing with Moony where they're both profs at Hogwarts in an established relationship and they attend the Yule Ball together?
i changed canon so that the Yule Ball happens every few years or something :)
Professor Lupin and Professor L/n were everyone’s favourite ship at Hogwarts.
You'd been the Ancient Runes professor for a few years, and when Remus arrived as the Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher, you felt some sort of excitement at reconnecting with an old friend. The two of you had been friends in school but lost touch, so it was nice to learn about each other again. The friendship quickly bloomed into something more, and it was something that the students liked to gossip about a lot.
Remus moved from his position as the Defence Against the Dark Arts professor to the Arithmetic professor, and majority of the students were glad that he was staying. What else would entertain them than the love life of their two favourite professors?
The Yule Ball rolled around quickly, and you were excited at the prospect of attending with Remus. You'd been to the Yule Ball during your own Hogwarts years, and you'd secretly always wanted to go with Remus. You were now living that dream almost twenty years later.
"You look beautiful," Remus said as you entered the hallway, dressed to the nines.
"You don't look so bad yourself," you replied, smiling brightly.
Remus kissed your hand and then your lips, before linking your arms. You entered the ball with Remus, and quite a few students looked to you, whispering to each other with goofy grins on their faces.
"May I have this dance?" Remus asked, holding his hand out to you.
You nodded and allowed him to lead you to the dance floor, where you placed your hands on his shoulders, and he placed his own on your waist. You turned your head, watching the students dance, and glimpsed Harry tragically attempting to dance with Parvati Patil. Remus followed your gaze, and laughed quietly.
“Harry’s just like James,” he whispered, a small smile forming on his face, no doubt remembering James’s horrible dancing at the Yule Ball back in 1977.
“It must be the genes,” you whispered back. “Harry’s doomed.”
“If only he’d inherited Lily’s dancing abilities,” Remus sighed.
You laughed and rested your head on your lover’s chest, feeling his heartbeat, losing yourself in this blissful moment.
come and join the celebration!
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dhr-ao3 · 1 year
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Path of hate
Path of hate https://ift.tt/hqleJZ7 by dariii12122 Ron Weasley as a slytherin is everything we all need. And enemies to lovers romione?! JUST READ IT! You will fall in love in Ron. Tumblr is my favourite app (because of the ron weasley x reader...) so be ready for a loads of smut. Also, there is no Hogwart's war, sorry. Enjoy! Words: 930, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/M Characters: Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Blaise Zabini, Pansy Parkinson, Lavender Brown, Padma Patil, Parvati Patil, Neville Longbottom Relationships: Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy, Hermione Granger & Ron Weasley, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley Additional Tags: Smut, Fluff, Angst, Slytherin, Slytherin Harry Potter, Slytherin Ron Weasley, Gryffindor, RomioneSmut's Romione Fest 2015, romione, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Friends to Lovers, Friends With Benefits, Dom Ron Weasley, Minor Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Dominant Ron Weasley, Dom/sub, Slow Burn, fast burn via AO3 works tagged 'Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy' https://ift.tt/YG15KfV April 10, 2023 at 12:48PM
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meraxesruin · 1 year
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pure jealousy
pairing: ron weasley x gryffindor!fem!reader
summary: you have feelings for ron and you were planning on asking him to the christmas party. he doesn’t seem to realise those feelings until you give up on asking him, someone else offering to take you instead.
word count: 3,356 words
warnings: ANGSTY FLUFF, literally two swear words, a bit of kissing, idk what else...
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[y/n] [y/l/n], described by her peers, was a compassionate woman who always took everyone’s feelings into account. while having gryffindor’s fiery personality, her beauty (inside and out) only made her much more desirable among the students of hogwarts. it was something she took pride in, having the ability to wrap people around her finger.
unfortunately for hogwarts’s keen scholars, [y/n] had her eyes on someone. of course, she had not revealed who she had feelings for (only to her best friend, hermione). and let’s just say… [y/n] was pretty good at hiding her feelings.
long story short, [y/n] [y/l/n] was in love with her best friend.
no, not hermione.
ronald bilius weasley. best friend to the chosen one and known for being quite daft from time to time.
he was quite a popular figure, being gryffindor’s quidditch keeper and also helping with da in his fifth year. ron wasn’t one to brag but he quite liked the attention he received — especially from women.
again, unfortunately for [y/n], ronald just had to tell her all about it.
“right, so you know lavender brown?” he questioned, [y/n] picking at her food as she fought the sigh trying to come out of her mouth.
“yeah, ‘course.”
“she’s interested in me.” [y/n]’s eyes shot up, meeting ron’s eager ones as he nodded enthusiastically. “i know! it’s bizarre, i thought she hated me last year after that whole incident in the room of requirement—”
“wait,” [y/n] interrupted, dropping her fork on her plate as she crossed her arms. “how do you know she likes you?” ron scoffed, stuffing another spoonful of jelly into his mouth.
“well, it’s obvious. isn’t it, harry?” the ginger nudged [y/n]’s other close friend, the one and only harry potter, who was sat close by them, invested in his new fancy advanced potions textbook. he looked up abruptly, his chin in his palm as she shrugged.
“i guess her attitude towards you has improved—”
“see—!” ron immediately zipped his mouth when his eyes met with someone else’s across the great hall. [y/n] turned to see what (more like who) he was looking at, frowning when she saw lavender brown coming their way. she flashed a smile towards ron, tucking a lock of her curly hair behind her ear as she giggled along at what parvati patil said, immediately rushing to their normal seats.
at this point, [y/n] felt extremely sick. she gulped down her food as she met eyes with her beloved best friend, who seemed beyond the moon. a wide grin crossed his lips as he spoke, “see! she likes me. you cannot change my mind.”
[y/n] tried to be happy for ron. he’d been wanting a relationship for ages as he was unhappy with himself (or he was simply just bored). and there was no doubt that ron did not retaliate his feelings for the girl. he, of course, loved her dearly as a friend. and to [y/n]’s disappointment, it seemed like he was never going to figure out her secret.
a smile crossed the girl’s lips as she nodded, uncrossing her arms, “okay, i see it. she likes you,” she chuckled, ruffling the ginger’s hair as he laughed along. she felt eyes on her as she looked at harry who had an inquisitive glint in his eyes as they flickered from her to ron. [y/n] shook her head, looking down at her food as she heard harry sigh to himself.
“um, i promised hermione i’d meet her in the library,” [y/n] stated, finishing the last of her food as she looked at the two boys in front of her. “so… i best be off now.” ron didn’t seem to be paying attention, his eyes still on lavender with a look of adoration in them. harry gave the girl a sympathetic smile as she solemnly glanced at ron, sighing in defeat.
“see you later,” harry waved as [y/n] smiled, walking out of the great hall with heartache striking her chest.
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[y/n] stared at her herbology textbook, struggling to understand the words with the one million words crossing her mind. she huffed, her forehead meeting the pages of the book as she closed her eyes. hermione sighed at her best friend, brushing [y/n]’s hair aside to get a better look at her.
“did something happen?” hermione asked, knowing the reason behind [y/n]’s sadness already.
“well, you’ve got that figured out already,” [y/n] joked, sighing as she sat up. she leaned back in her seat as she began tying her hair into a ponytail. “okay, i get that i haven’t made my feelings that… obvious.” hermione nodded, scribbling across her parchment as she listened. “but, come on. even harry agrees with you, i’ve been looking at him differently since third year!” she ranted, almost slamming her textbook shut out of frustration.
“[y/n]...” hermione began, setting down her quill. “perhaps it’s time you… stopped liking ron?” [y/n]’s eyes shot up, her left cheek now against her palm as she thought.
“you’re acting like i haven’t thought about that ‘mione,” [y/n]’s lips pressed together, staring at the words within the pages in front of her. hermione’s mouth opened to speak but it immediately clamped shut when she noticed the figure approaching the both of them. [y/n] looked up, furrowing her brows as she sat up. “what—?”
“hello, ladies.” [y/n] whipped her head around, seeing two fairly attractive slytherin boys in front of her. she glanced at hermione whose cheeks had already flushed at the sight of them. the voice belonged to theodore nott, his eyes already on hermione as he awkwardly scratched his neck. [y/n] recognised the other boy as blaise zabini and sat up in her seat straighter, crossing her legs.
“hello, boys,” she greeted, her ponytail bouncing as she smiled, “to what do we owe the pleasure?” blaise stepped forward, a grin crossing his lips as he glanced at theo.
“well, with slughorn’s christmas party coming up, we’re obviously expected to bring someone,” blaise spoke, his eyes on [y/n] as she intently listened. “and you two were first on our list to ask…” hermione nudged [y/n] whose eyes widened with excitement. [y/n] glanced back at the slytherin boys, a sly smile on her face.
“why, we’re honoured,” she began, “i hope you weren’t lying when you said we’re your first choices,” she tilted her head.
“of course not,” theodore flashed a smile, glancing at hermione once again. “we’ll do anything to prove that if you want us to.”
“that won’t be necessary,” hermione giggled, [y/n] smiling as she added, “we’d be delighted to go with you two.”
blaise and theo smiled, bowing their heads as blaise spoke. “wonderful. we’ll meet outside slughorn’s office next week?”
“sounds great!” [y/n] agreed, the two boys walking off with looks of triumph on their faces. [y/n] turned towards her best friend, looking gleeful as hermione fanned her cheeks.
“you might not agree but they’re both incredibly attractive,” she sighed, leaning back in her seat as [y/n] shrugged.
“well… this might be my chance to get over ron, like you said,” [y/n] grinned, “and blaise is a nice guy, don’t you agree?”
and as a consequence, the two began talking away about what they were going to wear in the corner of the library, all thoughts of ron weasley disappearing.
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later that night in the common room, [y/n] sat crossed-legged on the sofa as she finished up her DADA homework, crookshanks purring quietly beside her as her quill scribbled away. she was too concentrated to notice the familiar ginger boy sitting directly beside her.
ron tapped her left shoulder, a smile appearing on his face as [y/n] looked up. she put her quill down, tilting her head at her best friend, “why are you so smiley?” ron scoffed, leaning in his seat.
“i was just happy to see you, jeez,” he muttered, [y/n] laughing as she put away her essay. she tickled crookshanks’s ear as ron spoke again. “where were you after lunch?”
“i told you i was going to be in the library with hermione,” she replied, her lips pressing together as she remembered how ron looked at lavender. ron tilted his head.
“no, you didn’t.” [y/n] sighed, pulling out her hair tie as her [y/h/c] hair cascaded past her shoulders.
“yes, i did. you were too busy staring at bloody lavender,” she retorted, staring into the fire as she brushed her hair aside. ron’s breath hitched as he took in [y/n]’s appearance, his brows raising at how pretty she looked at this angle. he looked away, scratching his neck as he cleared his throat.
“right. sorry. yeah, now that you say that…” ron glanced at [y/n], who seemed to now be in a foul mood as she hugged her knees to her chest. the ginger mentally facepalmed himself, trying to change the subject. “so, with harry and hermione going to that party next week, i was thinking we should spend the day together,” he grinned, causing [y/n] to look up. “because you said you didn’t want to go. we could hang out, like old times.”
[y/n] bit her lip, letting go of her knees. “well, i never said that and… um, i’m sorry, ron. but i can’t.” ron furrowed his eyebrows.
“why not?”
“because…” [y/n] sighed, fiddling with her fingers. “i’m going to the christmas party. with someone.” ron looked gobsmacked at this, his arms now crossing as he scoffed.
“yeah? with who?” he questioned. [y/n]’s brows furrowed at the sudden change in his demeanour.
“blaise zabini,” she replied, forcing herself to not smile at the thought of him. “he’s in our potions’ class—”
“i know who he is,” he snapped, now staring into the fire as [y/n] widened her eyes. she looked away, staying silent because she knew it was best not to argue with ron when he was in moods like these. then, he spoke again, “do you want to go with him?”
“well, hermione wants me to—” [y/n] stopped abruptly, cursing herself as she felt eyes on her once again. it was now only her and ron in the common room.
how she wished harry or hermione were here right now. 
“why does hermione want you to?”
“because she doesn’t want to be alone,” [y/n] shrugged, fiddling with the hem of her shirt.
“harry’s going to be there.” [y/n] sighed at this, leaning back into her seat as she tucked a lock of hair behind her ear. “and isn’t she going with nott from slytherin?”
“yes, she is. i’m surprised you didn’t find out from her that i was going with blaise,” [y/n] remarked, hearing another light scoff emerge from ron. “what? they both asked us while we were in the library.”
“so is that why you two have been blushing all evening?” he muttered, his eyes staring with intent at [y/n] as she struggled to look away.
“yeah,” she mumbled. “guess so.” ron shook his head, getting up from his seat and surprising [y/n] as he began to walk up the staircase. “where are you going?”
“to bed.”
“seriously?” [y/n] guffawed, going after him. she had been in his and harry’s room a number of times, so it didn’t surprise ron when she went after him. “do not tell me you are annoyed because someone asked me to the party.” ron let out a grumble as they both reached his room, confirming [y/n]’s suspicions. “you are!”
“you can do what you like,” he mumbled, entering his room and kicking off his shoes. [y/n] closed the door behind her as she followed ron.
“i don’t know why you’re so bloody bothered,” she stated, crossing her arms as ron turned around. “you’re the one pining after lavender!” ron’s lips melted into a harsh smile, looking to the side as he spoke.
“so that’s why your attitude towards me has gone sour– because of lav?” [y/n] gagged at the nickname, rolling her eyes. she heard a laugh emit from ron, pissing her off even more. “i can’t believe it—” [y/n] walked towards the ginger, pushing him harshly as a look of annoyance crossed his expression. “ow—?”
“first of all, that nickname does not do lavender justice,” [y/n] began, ron smirking at how frustrated she was getting. “and secondly, if you had just let me ask you to the bloody party in the first place—!”
“wait, wait, wait, wait,” ron interjected. “what?”
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A FEW DAYS EARLIER
[y/n] trailed after ron as they both stood at their desks, getting their stuff out diligently. the girl glanced at the door, noticing how harry and hermione hadn’t arrived yet and looked at ron who was now sitting down on his chair.
as she sat down, she tapped ron’s shoulder, catching his attention, “do you know if harry has asked anyone to the christmas party yet?” ron nodded, messing with his quill.
“yeah, he asked luna. why, were you planning on going with him?” he replied, paying close attention to [y/n] as she looked away.
“nah, just wondering. asking for hermione since she’s all hot and bothered about finding a partner,” she smiled, glancing at her parchment. ron nodded slowly.
“so… are you going then?” [y/n] glanced at him, “to the party?” the girl smiled, a tinge of pink arising on her cheeks as she looked down.
“um, actually, i was wondering—” a giggle from beside ron caught [y/n]’s attention, her eyes meeting with lavenders before the blonde glanced at ron with a smile.
“hi, ron,” she greeted, hugging her transfiguration book close to her chest. [y/n]’s lips pressed together as she noticed ron’s expression turn surprised. he raised his eyebrows, his lips curling as he replied.
“hey,” he replied, his voice coming out quieter than expected. she smiled shyly, walking towards the patil sisters as the three of them giggled. [y/n] fought back a sigh as ron turned back towards her, a dumbfounded manner appearing on his face. “did you see that?”
“uh, yeah. what about it?” [y/n] remarked, picking at her parchment as she heard ron’s voice again.
“what about it? well, you tell me!” he whispered, glancing at lavender again. “she was smiling. she doesn’t normally… do that.”
“perhaps she was feeling nice today!” [y/n] suggested, seeing ron nodding slowly as she almost sighed in relief. “lavender’s a lovely girl, she might just be feeling extra happy or something…”
“yeah. yeah, you’re right,” ron shook his head, turning towards [y/n] fully. the girl smiled slightly, staring at him as he spoke. “so i suppose you’re not going?”
“what?”
“the christmas party. you’re not going?” [y/n] furrowed her eyebrows, her lips parting slightly. “you don’t have a partner.”
“about that—”
“i mean, personally, i don’t think anyone is worthy of taking you,” ron shrugged nonchalantly, opening his transfiguration book with a grunt. [y/n] nodded, trying to speak as he continued, “i mean, you could ask a seventh year but perhaps you shouldn’t risk it, guys these days…”
“that’s why i was thinking about—” ron’s attention drifted away from poor [y/n] when the door swung open once again, revealing harry and hermione as they entered the room. he grinned and waved them over, causing the girl to deflate in disappointment. she bit her lip, facing hermione as she sat down opposite her. she quickly smiled at her best friend, paying attention to professor mcgonagall as she began the lesson…
“why didn’t you ask me after the lesson?!” ron stood there, gobsmacked at the new information he just received. [y/n] crossed her arms, arching an eyebrow.
“i fricking tried to! but all you could do was talk to harry about lavender!” ron opened his mouth, expecting to hear something come out of it, yet he quickly closed it once he realised [y/n] was right. he looked down, scratching his neck.
“i– [y/n], i’m sorry,” he stated, stepping closer as a sincere expression crossed his face. “i genuinely am. i know i can’t take the bloody hint and that’s my fault. i seriously am sorry!” [y/n]’s lips pressed together as she looked away, her toes tapping against the floor.
“yeah, well, i’m going to head to my room, so…” and as she turned around, attempting to walk towards the door, ron grasped her wrist, pulling her back gently as she spun to face him. she looked up, bewildered.
“so that’s it? you’re just going to go with zabini?” he questioned, dumbfounded as [y/n] parted her lips. she glanced at his hold on her wrist and raised her eyebrows, looking back up.
“i mean—”
“you could do a whole lot better, [y/n],” he interjected once again, pulling the girl closer as she let out a quiet gasp.
“ron—?”
“no, listen. i get that you’re mad at me and you have a right to be but i do like you. i swear on merlin’s beard i do– ask harry!” [y/n] opened her mouth, trying to speak but ron continued. “i know, i know, i can’t believe it took me being purely jealous just to figure out my bloody feelings– i know. yell at me all you want, i’m just saying—”
“ron—”
“that i have practically liked you since first year after you stuck up for me against malfoy, but i just pushed those feelings away because i was still a ‘blood-traitor’ or whatever and you’re practically pure-blood royalty. and i get that that’s stupid but it’s the truth and i’m telling you now—”
[y/n] kissed him. she smacked his hand away and kissed him, grabbing his face as she pulled him close. she was sure ron’s hands found their way to her waist as she kissed him deeper, smiling against his lips when ron did. as [y/n]’s hands made their way to his hair, ron gently pushed her against his bedpost, his hands squeezing her hips as she let out a gasp, tugging at his hair as he picked her up easily. as [y/n] wrapped her legs around his waist, she nearly moaned against his lips when ron pinched her thigh, the ginger grinning at the whine she let out instead.
and just as he was about to move his lips towards [y/n]’s neck, the two of them heard a scream.
[y/n] immediately pulled away, her eyes widening when she saw hermione – along with a startled harry – standing at the door with amazement. she dropped her books, one of them hitting harry’s toes as he winced, kicking the book away.
“finally! merlin, the both of you were driving me mad,” she exclaimed as [y/n] jumped off of ron, rolling her eyes as ron furrowed his eyebrows.
“what’s she talking about?” he asked harry, along with [y/n], looking at his friends with confusion.
“listen, this only took so long because of him,” she shrugged, hearing harry shut the door behind him as [y/n] jumped onto ron’s bed. ron sighed, scratching his neck.
“yeah, she’s right—”
“no fucking shit,” harry muttered, shaking his head as a grin crossed his lips. “you are unbelievable, mate.” ron stood there, offended as hermione began to cackle.
“listen, i know i’m a bit slow—”
“oh, merlin, how are you supposed to tell blaise that you can’t go with him now?” hermione asked her friend, wincing at the thought as [y/n] shrugged.
“ah, he can always take greengrass. she’s pretty.”
“but you’re prettier,” ron winked at [y/n], causing the girl to grimace as ron sighed. “sorry, that was a bit—”
“no shit.” the quartet began to laugh, ron wrapping an arm around [y/n] as they all giggled away, the world feeling right again.
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sapphicwhxre · 3 years
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Hey! can you do a golden era (hp) preference/headcanons of like how it would be cuddling with them? ty <3
cuddling with them would go like. . .
includes: hermione granger, draco malfoy, pansy parkinson, harry potter, cho chang, ron weasley, luna lovegood, ginny weasley, fred weasley, george weasley, padma patil, parvati patil, astoria greengrass, daphne greengrass, angelina johnson, lavender brown, fleur delacour, nymphadora tonks
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♥︎ HERMIONE GRANGER
tries to read or study while you cuddle her
ends up giving in and just embracing you
she’s a giggly cuddler
likes to hold your waist
lives for sweet whispers
♥︎ DRACO MALFOY
would never admit how much he loves it
or actually ask for cuddles
but he picks you up and just melts into you
adores when you fall asleep in his arms
loves to just pepper kisses on your skin
♥︎ PANSY PARKINSON
oh my goodness she loves cuddles
she opens her arms all needily or just asks
always hums happily and squeezes tight
traces your skin
likes to chat while you cuddle
♥︎ HARRY POTTER
a little hesitant but excited
really just wants to be held
but some days wants to hold/protect you
takes his glasses off to fall on your neck
LOVES when you play with his hair
♥︎ CHO CHANG
says she loves to cuddle rainy days
and says the same thing on sunny days
just enjoys them both with you a lot
the smell of you & your touch soothes her
she’s not a tense person but it’s so relaxing
♥︎ RON WEASLEY
butters you up before asking to cuddle
will whine if you say no (you usually don’t)
throws himself on you
likes to lay on your chest or stomach
falls asleep almost every time
♥︎ LUNA LOVEGOOD
cuddles with you daily
either you have a routine or she asks
likes when you play with her hair
asks about your day ‘n talks about hers
really blissful and soft
♥︎ GINNY WEASLEY
she gives rough cuddles
like just c’mere and let me squeeze you
runs her hands through your hair
and she loves to hear you laughing stop it!
steals a lot of kisses too
♥︎ FRED WEASLEY
hate to say it but he’s an annoying cuddler
loves to poke at your sides and kiss you
tries to make you laugh in his arms
he lives for that yk
would wake you up if you fell asleep
♥︎ GEORGE WEASLEY
probably hums off-key
he nips at your ears and jaw
lazy cuddler tho
the kisses and touches are really soft
buries his head in your neck all happily
♥︎ PADMA PATIL
she smothers you and i’ll die on that hill
loves to talk about how much she loves you
is just enamored and witty
like she’s trying to win you over again
whines if you pull away for even a second
♥︎ PARVATI PATIL
the type depends on her mood
hopeless romantic but loves casual cuddles
sometimes she wants lazy, giggly touches
and other days she wants to feel you close
either way she’s really cute and sweet
♥︎ ASTORIA GREENGRASS
always knows when you need to cuddle
and tells you when she wants to
she is the softest cuddler
loves to stroke your head in her lap
nurturing vibes but likes to be held too
♥︎ DAPHNE GREENGRASS
not very used to touch
takes her a bit to warm up to it
falls in love with cuddling you tho
she can’t get enough & it baffles everyone
prefers gentle cuddles
♥︎ ANGELINA JOHNSON
it’s really hard to get her to cuddle
she loves it but is always too busy
reminds you that she made time for you
acts like she’s being forced to do this
but she’s the one being touchy and all that
♥︎ LAVENDER BROWN
completely unashamed of loving you
begs for cuddles all the time
this girl will NOT let you breathe
keeps telling you how nice you smell
and that she loves how warm you are
♥︎ FLEUR DELACOUR
def just asks why you’re not in her arms
lives for you just sighing & cudding her
smiles like she accomplished something
tells you stories or recites poetry all soft
strokes your hair/skin too
♥︎ NYMPHADORA TONKS
she’s always up for cuddling
and not afraid to be needy
just looks at you and goes cuddles
makes grabby hands ‘n raises her eyebrows
she’s a hyper cuddler that suffocates you
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arrantsnowdrop · 2 years
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Dementors - Fred Weasley x Reader
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Summary: Takes place during Prisoner of Azkaban. Reader is in her fourth year (one below Fred/George) and has been having a rough year because of the Dementors. Fred steps in to help.
Warnings: mentions of anxiety and stress
Word Count: 4,500
A/N: I’ve had this fic idea for a few months now, and finally got around to writing it! Fred is genuinely the love of my life and I hope you enjoy reading! :)
The Hogwarts Library was your favorite place to study. It wasn’t necessarily because you enjoyed the silence more than anyone else, but rather stemmed from your inability to work when other people were around. The moment you broke off from your group of friends’ “study sessions” and started studying by yourself in the library, you fell in love with its quiet yet comforting ambience.
Studying alone didn’t necessarily mean you were lonely while studying. There was an unspoken sense of camaraderie between the regulars who frequented the library most nights of the week. Hermione, for example, had become your unofficial “study buddy” during your second year, with the two of you sharing a table or a couch to do your work on every time you were in the library together. Despite her being a year younger than you, she was one of your closest friends.
Even on nights like tonight, with buckets of rain falling down outside and the wind howling louder than a banshee, the library remained one of the coziest spots in the castle.
It was Saturday, one of the few nights Hermione didn’t come down to join you, and so you’d abandoned your normal desk near the windows in favor of a cushioned armchair near the fireplace (which Madam Pince only lit on nights like this).
You relished the warmth radiating from the fire in front of you, admiring the soft, flickering light it cast on the piece of parchment in your lap. You were taking a break from your half-finished potions essay, transfixed by the rain cascading down the tall library windows like a small waterfall.
You squinted as a dark figure floated into view, brows furrowing as you recognized it as one of the many dementors assigned to Hogwarts’ ground this year. You shuddered, quickly reverting your eyes to your essay.
How ironic, you thought, that you were writing about the Calming Drought when you hadn’t felt calm once all year.
You came from a muggle family, and while many creatures of the wizarding world were still unfamiliar to you, dementors were one aspect you wish had remained secret. They terrified you, to put it plainly.
You hadn’t slept soundly since the first day of the semester when one of them had just floated into the train compartment you were sharing with Harry, Hermione, and Ron. You’d almost passed out right then and there, and you weren’t even the person it was interested in.
You understood why they were there, but you still hated them. You could hardly go anywhere without seeing one hovering lifelessly through a window or lurking slowly over the Quidditch Pitch. As Hermione had said herself, you didn’t need to be near one for it to make you feel absolutely awful.
And while you didn’t like to think of yourself as an anxious person, the dementors’ presence this year had completely degraded your mental state. You were sleeping less, eating less, and trying to cope by putting all your effort into your schoolwork. At least when you were preoccupied with an essay or studying, you’d get a small distraction from the horrible creatures that permeated your everyday life.
“Oi, (Y/n)!”
You jumped about five feet in the air at the sudden noise, essay and quill falling unceremoniously to the floor. You groaned, twisting in your seat and eyes widening at the sight of Fred Weasley approaching you, a concerned look on his face.
“Sorry, love, didn’t mean to scare you,” he apologized sincerely. You gulped, ignoring the term of endearment, and shook your head dismissively.
“It’s alright,” you replied with a wave of your hand. “Just caught me off guard is all.” You reached down to pick up the items you’d launched off your lap. When you sat back up, Fred was walking over with a chair he’d grabbed from a nearby desk. You gave him a small smile as he sat down next to you.
“I’m assuming you’d like help with something?” you teased knowingly. He grinned and nodded.
“Hermione said you were in the middle of writing a potions essay, and seeing as Georgie and I have spent the last week studying for our potions OWL, I figured I’d come ask you all the questions Hermione couldn’t answer for us,” he explained. “If that’s okay with you, that is.”
You feigned offense. “Wow, Hermione first then me? I see how it is, Weasley.”
He rolled his eyes, pulling a crumpled piece of paper out of his pocket and smoothing it out on his thigh.
“These are our areas of concern,” he said, handing the paper to you.
“Areas of concern?” You raised an eyebrow as you scanned over the paper, chewing your bottom lip lightly as you tried to figure out what topics you could actually help him with. You glanced up at him, cheeks flushing at the sight of him watching you intently with a small smile on his face.
You’d always been a bit infatuated with Fred Weasley, but then again, who wasn’t? Fred and George were Quidditch legends, insanely popular (but in the truly social way, not the stuck up “I’m better than everyone” way), and quite smart. They were funny but caring, and stood up for anyone who needed it. He was also a year older than you, and thus you regarded him as completely unattainable.
“I understand everything up until this here,” you said finally, pointing at where ‘Draught of Peace’ was written. “I think this is where the fifth year curriculum begins, and obviously I’m not there yet.”
“I will gladly accept whatever help you can give,” Fred replied, grimacing as Madam Pince interrupted him with a loud “Shh!”
You startled again, exhaling quickly and glaring at Fred for causing the reprimand.
“Someone’s jumpy today,” he said, brows furrowing slightly. “You alright, (Y/n)?”
“I’m good, thank you,” you replied, looking down at Fred’s list once again. You went to hand it back to him, only to find him staring at you with an apprehensive look. “What?” you asked defensively.
“Have you been sleeping lately?” he asked quietly. You gulped, realizing you hadn’t concealed the dark purple bags under your eyes before you’d left your dorm.
“It’s just been a tough week,” you replied firmly, shoving the list into his hands and reaching down to gather your things.
“(Y/n)-”
“It’s late,” you stated, cutting him off before he could interrogate you further. “How about we get together to study sometime this week? That way I can find all my essays from this year for reference.”
“That works fine for me,” he replied hesitantly. “Are you-”
“I’m free any day except Wednesday, and Thursday morning because I have a Charms test,” you interrupted again, standing up quickly. “Just let me know whenever.”
He nodded slowly, pushing himself out of his seat as well, concern still etched across his face. You tried to give him a reassuring smile.
“How about tomorrow in the Great Hall? After my Quidditch practice,” he finally suggested. You nodded eagerly.
“Sounds perfect, I’ll see you then.” You gave him a small wave and rushed towards the doors, trying to ignore your heart beating ten times faster than normal and the memory of Fred’s worried gaze.
• • •
When you woke up from yet another night of hardly any sleep, you realized you had absolutely no idea when Quidditch practice was. You had walked down to the common room looking for Harry, but lo and behold, Oliver Wood was already up and annotating a book on Quidditch strategies at nine in the morning.
Practice was from three to five on Sundays, as you quickly found out, meaning you had a whole eight hours to stress about studying with Fred before it actually happened.
You spent an hour trying to fall back asleep and another working on your potions essay, then decided you’d had enough of your own room and went to bother Hermione in her dorm. You found her sitting on the carpet surrounded by a copious amount of notes, with Lavender and Parvati helping her sort through them.
“Transfiguration,” Parvati explained as you sat down to help them. “We have a test on Friday.”
“A bloody hard one, too,” Lavender said, slightly exasperated. “Four chapters worth of short ended questions and two essays.”
“Where’s Kellah?” you asked, realizing the fourth inhabitant of the dorm was missing.
“Interrogating McGonagall about all this.” Lavender jabbed a figure at a stack of notes spitefully.
“Maybe Kellah will convince her to give us all bonus points,” Parvati suggested. Hermione laughed softly, head still bowed over a lengthy piece of parchment in front of her.
“I hear you’ve got a study date with Fred Weasley this afternoon,” Hermione said, glancing up to give you a grin and an eyebrow wiggle. You groaned, blushing as Lavender and Parvati squealed.
“It’s really not that serious-”
“Except that it is!” Lavender all but shrieked. “You’ve liked him for forever!”
“Sweet Merlin, this is your chance!” Parvati gushed, grabbing your hand and squeezing it tightly. “I’m genuinely so excited about this.”
You laughed and shook your head. “I’ll be sure to give you all updates tomorrow, though I can’t promise they’ll be all that interesting.”
The four of you continued to talk about your looming study session with Fred as you combed through Hermione’s notes.
“This’ll be good for you, (Y/n),” Parvati said thoughtfully. “I mean, Fred’s a great guy, he’s always cared about you-”
“Maybe hanging out with him more will help with the whole, y’know, anxiety situation,” Lavender added. You shrugged.
“I mean, I saw him for literally five minutes yesterday and he’s already figured out that I’m not sleeping,” you said, chewing your bottom lip. “And I don’t why but the thought of him knowing everything makes me nervous.”
“Why?” Hermione asked curiously. You shrugged again.
“I guess I just don’t want him to be upset, or worried.”
“(Y/n), Fred would never be upset with you,” she said reassuringly.
“I think it’s romantic that he’s all in-tune with your emotions,” Parvati said wistfully.
“And he cares,” Lavender sighed, staring at the carpet emotionally. You rolled your eyes.
“Thanks, guys.”
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At 2:30, you tried to convince yourself that you were heading down to the common room to relax, not to catch a glimpse of your favorite Weasley twin on his way to practice. That was a lie.
Fifteen minutes later, Fred Weasley ambled down the steps with the rest of the Gryffindor Quidditch team, laughing loudly with George while Oliver trailed behind them muttering something about maturity. Fred’s face lit up as he caught sight of you curled up on the couch and smiled at you brightly. You gave him a small wave in return, hoping he wouldn’t be able to see the faint blush on your cheeks.
“I’ll see you later!” he called on his way out of the room. George paused in the doorway to give you an exaggerated wink, giggling when you glared at him before turning to catch up with the rest of the team.
You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding, cursing your quickened pulse and sweaty palms - he’d only been in the same room as you, for Merlin’s sake, there was no need to get so worked up.
And yet Fred had all your nerves on edge as the clock on the wall ticked closer and closer to five o’clock. You pulled out your potions textbook and a spare piece of parchment, deciding to make a few notes for later.
At some point you dozed off, your lack of sleep catching up with you as it often did in the middle of the afternoon. You’d become a frequent napper in the last month or so, finding it easier to fall asleep when it was still light out. Today, however, was not the best day for one of your four hour recovery naps.
You woke up with half an hour to spare before you needed to be in the Great Hall. You went back up to your room, gathered your typical study things and changed out of the pajamas you’d been in all day, opting for a sweater and a new pair of sweatpants instead. This time, you made sure to dab concealer under your eyes, erasing all evidence of your insomnia before you left Gryffindor Tower.
There were only a few students sitting in the Great Hall when you got there. You took a seat in the middle of the Gryffindor table and inspected the baskets of assorted snacks in front of you as you set your bag down.
One of the first years, a girl named Amara, pushed a basket of pumpkin pasties towards you from her seat across the table. She gave you a shy smile. “I know you like them.”
“Thank you, Amara,” you said, grinning at the young Gryffindor and grabbing two of the pasties.
“What’s that about?” she asked as you pulled your textbook out of your bag.
“Potions,” you said, setting the book on the table in front of you. “I’m helping Fred study for his exams.”
“Fred Weasley?” Amara asked with wide eyes. You chuckled.
“The one and only.”
As if on cue, Fred made his way through the doors of the Great Hall, head turning as he scanned the room for you. He grinned as his eyes met yours and hastened his pace just a little bit. Your heart skipped a beat, admiring the way his sweatpants hugged his legs and the slight flush to his face.
“Hello, love,” he said, sliding into the seat next to you. You gave him a small smile, eyes widening as he wrapped an arm around your waist. If he noticed the blush tickling your cheeks he ignored it.
“And hello to you, too, Amara,” he continued, giving her a wave. “You look lovely today.”
She squeaked, face turning a bright shade of red as she scampered down the bench towards her classmates. You rolled your eyes, giving him a playful slap on the shoulder.
“You’re a menace,” you scolded.
“Sure am,” he replied proudly, removing his arm from your waist and clasping his hands together on the table in front of him. “So, potions.”
You nodded, flipping open your textbook to the Wit-Sharpening Potion (which you’d bookmarked earlier). “This is the first thing in the fourth year curriculum.”
“Which is where Hermione left off,” he added with a nod.
“I’ve already read it over,” you explained, pointing at some of the annotations you’d made earlier. “So we can review it together and then you can copy down all the important bits to study later.”
He looked down at himself and then gave you a sheepish look. “Do you by chance have something I could write on?” he asked. You sighed, reaching into your bag to grab a piece of parchment and a quill.
“You’re going to be the death of me, Weasley,” you said sarcastically.
“Oh, I hope so,” he replied cheekily, giving you a heart-melting grin.
You spent the next hour or so guiding him through the effects and recipes of each potion. He actually did a surprisingly good job at paying attention, taking detailed notes and only interrupting every once in a while to point out Amara staring at the two of you from a distance.
“She’s so cute,” you remarked softly, watching her gossip energetically with her friends.
“She reminds me of you when you were a first year,” Fred said. You gave him a confused glance.
“What do you mean?”
“Very enthusiastic, easy to rile up,” he explained.
“Now I understand why you and George pulled so many pranks on me,” you groaned, turning the page to the chapter on Skele-Gro.
“It’s was our job to terrorize the new students,” he said, raising his hands in defense. “Peeves’ orders.”
“Uhuh,” you said sarcastically, unable to keep the grin off your face.
“This is the stuff Madam Pomfrey gave to Harry last year!” Fred said excitedly, pointing at the book. You grinned and nodded.
“Yes! Now what’s it made of?” you asked, covering the ingredient list with your hand.
Fred’s nose scrunched as he concentrated. “Erm, puffer fish, and an arm bone, and…spiders?”
“One spider,” you corrected, lifting your hand off the page. “And a bunch of other things.”
“Chinese chomping cabbage, five Scarab beetles…” he mumbled, scribbling onto his parchment as he squinted at the list.
“Invented by Linfred of Stinchcombe,” you added.
“Funny name,” Fred chuckled.
“Which one?” you asked. “Linfred, or Stinchcombe?”
“Both.”
You giggled softly, gaze trailing upwards as the light emitting from the ceiling changed from a pale yellow to a deep blue. The floating candles gleamed brightly against the dark night sky. Despite the change, there was still enough light shining on the tables for you to be able to work.
“Lovely nighttime ambience,” Fred remarked from beside you.
“You sound like you work in real estate,” you replied, gaze moving from the ceiling to the large window at the front of the hall.
You inhaled sharply, noticing the all-too familiar silhouette of a dementor floating just beyond the glass.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” Fred asked softly from behind you. You hardly noticed the hand he rested gently on your arm, focused entirely on the dementor hanging in the air like a twisted puppet.
“Dumbledore said they weren’t going to come on the school grounds,” you muttered.
Fred followed your gaze to the window, and you felt him stiffen behind you. “Ah.”
You turned back around in your seat, knocking his hand off you, and cleared your throat as you looked back at your notes.
“I think we can move on, yea?” you said, flipping to the next chapter.
“(Y/n)-”
“Antidotes,” you announced, clapping your hands together dismissively. “Very specific healing potions-”
“(Y/n)!” Fred interrupted, reaching out and covering your hand with his own. You sighed, finding yourself feeling oddly uncomfortable under his concerned gaze. “What, Fred?”
“Exactly, what the bloody hell was that?” he asked, a bit harshly.
“What are you talking about?”
“The dementor!” he said exasperatedly, frown deepening as you shivered. “(Y/n)?” His voice was much softer this time.
“I don’t like talking about them,” you said finally, shutting your eyes and taking a deep breath. “They scare the shit out of me.”
“Are the dementors why you haven’t been sleeping?”
Your eyes snapped open, giving Fred an incredulous look. “I’ve been sleeping just fine, thank you.”
“I hope you don’t think last night in the library was the first time I’ve noticed,” he said softly. Your heart skipped a beat. “All year you’ve seemed…more reserved. Tired. You yawn all the time, I hardly see you eat.”
“I’m just…stressed,” you managed, glancing at the pumpkin pasties you’d set aside earlier. The dementor had taken your appetite away completely.
“It seems more serious than that,” Fred muttered, placing his hand on top of yours and squeezing gently. 
You sighed, glancing down the table to where Amara and her friends were staring at you intently. “Could we continue this conversation elsewhere?” you asked quietly. Fred nodded, helping you put your things in your bag.
“When did it start?” he asked as the two of you walked towards the doors at the end of the Great Hall.
“It’s been all year,” you admitted, cringing at the way Fred exhaled sharply. “I didn’t know you noticed.”
“Of course I noticed,” Fred said, pushing the door open for you. “You’re worth watching.”
You blushed and followed him down the corridor. “Where are we going?”
“I was thinking the kitchens?” he said. “It’s warm there, plus the house-elves are just starting dinner.”
Fred stayed by your side as you walked down the stairs, hand brushing against the back of yours lightly every time he took another step down. You bit your lip, imagining how it would feel to get to hold his hand.
“How was Quidditch practice?” you asked softly, breaking the silence. Fred looked down at you and gave you a small grin.
“You really want to know?”
You nodded.
“Absolute shit,” he replied, emphasizing every syllable. You stifled a laugh as his brows furrowed in frustration. “Wood has been up in everyone’s business for weeks trying to get us to learn this new play. You know who invented it?”
“Who?” you asked curiously.
“The Pride of Portree!” he said exasperatedly. “They’re bloody professionals, and Wood can’t seem to understand how we’re not performing as well as they are.”
“Wood’s a bit of a lunatic when it comes to Quidditch,” you agreed.
“A bit is an understatement,” Fred snorted, stopping at the fruit bowl painting that concealed the entrance to the kitchens. “Do you want to tickle the pear or should I?” “Don’t think I’ve ever been asked that before,” you laughed. “You can do it.”
Fred reached out and gave the two dimensional fruit a tickle, grinning as it turned into a door handle. He pulled it open. “After you, m’lady.”
“(Y/n)!”
You grinned and waved hello to Krafty, one of your favorite house-elves.
“Hello, Krafty,” Fred called, pulling the door shut and coming to stand beside you.
“Mr. Weasley,” Krafty said, giving a slight bow. “Krafty must go help work on dinner!”
You glanced up at Fred as the house-elf scurried off. “I didn’t know you knew Krafty.”
“George and I come here all the time to steal food before bed,” he explained, grabbing your hand and tugging you towards one of the tables. “We know quite a few of these guys.”
He sat down and patted the bench next to him, grinning as you followed suit and rested your head against his arm.
“Comfortable?” he asked. You nodded.
“Your mother’s sweaters are always so cozy,” you mumbled. “I stole one of Ginny’s old ones to sleep in.”
Fred chuckled. “I’ll just ask her to make you one.”
“I don’t want to burden her,” you whined.
“She loves you, she won’t mind.”
“I miss your mum,” you said. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen her.” “You should come visit,” Fred suggested. You shrugged, sitting up straight. “Maybe.”
Fred reached around your back and grabbed a roll out of a basket behind you. You gave him a confused look as he forced it into your hands.
“Would you please eat this,” he said. “I haven’t seen you eat a full meal in weeks and it’s starting to make me nervous.”
“Sorry,” you mumbled, taking a small bite of the bread.
“I don’t mean to make you feel bad,” Fred said softly, “it’s just that you have to eat.”
“It’s not like I’m trying not to,” you explained. “I want to eat, but I get so…so nervous that I stop being hungry.”
“Because of the dementors?” he asked.
“Yea.” You cringed at how small your voice sounded.
“Why do they freak you out so much?” he asked genuinely. “I mean, they’re creepy and all, but you seem more affected by them than most other people.”
“You remember how one came into our compartment on the Hogwarts Express?” you asked. “At the beginning of the year?”
Fred frowned and nodded. “Don’t think Ron slept for two weeks.”
“Yea, well, I haven’t really slept since then,” you muttered.
“(Y/n), it’s been months,” Fred said incredulously, wrapping his arm around your shoulders. “I genuinely have no idea how you’ve been functioning this whole time.”
“I know it’s bad,” you sighed, leaning into his chest and trying to ignore the way his caring tugged at your emotions. “But it’s just…so dark in my room at night. And I’m always the last one awake and I feel so alone, and then I’m just reminded of how lonely and terrified and cold the dementor made me feel.”
“You have to sleep sometimes,” Fred said, pulling you in closer to him. “I read somewhere that you’ll die if you don’t sleep at all, and you’re clearly alive.” He pulled back and gave you a once-over. “Well, kind of.”
You snorted. “I take a lot of naps.”
“Is it easier to fall asleep during the day?”
“Yea, and I can hear people moving around and talking and stuff, so I don’t feel as isolated I guess,” you said.  Fred hummed, thinking to himself.
“Would it be okay if I proposed a rather outlandish and potentially polarizing solution,” he said finally.
“Uh, sure,” you replied, motioning for him to speak.
Fred cleared his throat. “You could, y’know, if you wanted to, come sleep with me. Only if you were okay with it, of course.”
You were sure you’d heard him wrong, eyes bulging as a faint blush appeared on his cheeks.
“Jesus, (Y/n), don’t look at me like that,” he teased with a nervous chuckle. You blinked, trying to force your face into a more normal expression.
“You…you want me to sleep with you?” you asked.
“Not sexually!” he clarified quickly. “Just like physical sleeping, and I could keep you company so you wouldn’t feel lonely.” A pause. “Unless you’d prefer sexually.”
You felt your face turn increasing shades of bright red, stuttering for an answer as he grinned at you adoringly. Your eyes widened as he reached out and grasped your thigh gently, staring down at his hand and then back up at him.
“Would this be a bad time to tell you I fancy you?” he asked quietly, his eyes searching yours for any trace of an answer.
“No,” you managed breathlessly. “This is a perfect time.” His lips were on yours in an instant, your eyes fluttering closed as one of his hands came up to cup your jaw, the other resting on the small of your back, coaxing you closer to him.
You sighed, wrapping your arms around his neck as he slipped his tongue into your mouth, kissing you senseless and caressing your face with his thumb.
And suddenly you remembered you were still in the kitchens. In the kitchens snogging Fred Weasley.
“Fred,” you murmured, pulling back and taking a deep breath. You opened your eyes, relishing in the sight of Fred panting, his eyes still closed. “Fred, we have an audience.”
He opened his eyes slowly, blinking at the small crowd of house-elves watching you from a distance, all donning shocked expressions. “Krafty! Doesn’t (Y/n) look ravishing this evening?”
Krafty blushed furiously, turning around and hurrying away with the platter he was carrying.
“Fred Weasley!” you scolded.
“I wasn’t completely joking, you know,” he muttered, looking back at you. “You look gorgeous. Absolutely stunning, inside and out.”
You blushed. “I, erm, fancy you too,” you said, realizing you hadn’t said it back before. “In case you were wondering.”
Fred grinned, pushing himself to his feet and reaching down to help you stand up. “Let’s take this back up to my dorm, yea? We can make tea and look at that potions book a little more, and then maybe you can spend the night?”
You looked up at him, beaming at the thought of spending a night in Fred Weasley’s arms, and potentially sleeping well for the first time in months. “That sounds marvelous, Freddie.”
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ayoitspatricia · 3 years
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The Picture
Harry Potter x fem!reader
(Y/n) = Your name, (Y/n/n) = Your nickname
I am so sorry if this is bad, i tried my best :)
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It was a normal afternoon at Hogwarts. You and Harry were sitting on his bed watching the snow as well as chatting and laughing at stupid jokes both of you made. The boys in Harry’s dorm had gone out to do Merlin knows what which meant you both had the whole room to yourselves. Once again.
The loudness in the room before had now gone away as you put your head on Harry’s shoulder and let your hands intertwine, whilst his other arm was wrapped around you. Just the both of you knowing that the other was present was enough to comfort you and Harry.
“You know..” Harry started, making you turn your head to look at him in the eyes. “Don’t even ask me how this came to my mind but i have just remembered something that happened to me when i was younger.”
You chuckled slightly, Harry always was the person to randomly bring up childhood stories.
“Well don’t stop love, carry on.” You urged, soothingly drawing circles on his palm.
“I remember this time when i was 4 years old, so probably around 1984, and i had drawn a picture of me and the Dursley’s together. I was so young at the time, so i thought they were the only family i had.”
“That was kind of you Harry.” You remarked, making him smile.
“Well, i thought it was too. But, when the time came for me to give it to my Uncle, he tore it up in front of me and threw it away.”
This made you gasp. Who would do that to their own family?
He wrapped his arm around you even more, signalling that he knows what you are thinking.
“For some reason I couldn’t believe it either (Y/n), i knew that they treated me way worse than Dudley but i thought that they still liked me at least a tiny bit.”
“I can’t imagine how upset you were Harry.” You said, kissing his cheek after.
He blushed, “I was really sad and even today it hurts me a little bit when i think about it.”
“Thank you for sharing that with me.” You told him.
He just nodded his head. We sat in silence for another 5 minutes until you decided to speak up.
“Do you have any paper and pencils in here?” You asked him.
He pointed to a draw in the room, “In there.”
You walked over and grabbed what you needed. You sat down in front of him and dropped the items on his lap making him look at you in curiosity.
“Draw something for me. Be as creative as you wish, i won’t judge.”
Harry did not waste any time in grabbing the paper and placing it in front of him, picking up different coloured pencils and starting his drawing. You watched closely at the expressions he was making.
It had been about 20 minutes when he said he had finished. He turned the paper so that it was now in front of you and told you that you could now look at it.
What you saw made your heart melt. He had attempted to draw a picture of you and him holding hands. Of course, he didn’t have the best artwork skills in the whole world but they were more than perfect to you.
“Harry, i love it.” You said, still in a massive state of lovingness.
He laughed slightly, “Well I’m glad that someone has finally accepted my artwork.”
You pause for a second, an idea appearing in your mind.
“Can I keep this?” You ask, holding up the picture.
He nods, “If you want (Y/n/n).”
You thank him and kiss his head. You both chat for a while longer until you and Harry can hear the sound of the boys coming back from whatever they were doing.
“I guess that’s my signal to leave then,” You say, “Would it be ok if perhaps you sneak into my room tomorrow evening? The girls aren’t going to be around.” I ask him.
“Of course,” He says pulling you into a hug, “Sleep well.”
“You too.” You reply, quickly kissing him.
You get up and walk out the room, giving a small wave to Ron and the others who were on their way to see Harry.
Before walking to your dorm, you stop by Gryffindor the common room to check if anyone was there. There were a few people there but you instantly recognised one of them. Parvati Patil.
“Hey P,” You said whilst walking towards her, making her spin her head around and gesture for you to sit next to her.
“Hello (Y/n)!” She gave you a smile.
You sat next to me, “How do you fancy a trip to Hogsmeade tomorrow?” You ask.
“Im up for it! I’ll ask Padma when i see her next if she wants to come as well.”
“Great! We can meet after breakfast.” You tell her before saying goodnight and walking up to your dorm.
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It was now the afternoon and you was browsing in a shop in Hogsmeade with Padma and Parvati Patil.
You sighed in relief when you noticed that the shop had what you were looking for. A picture frame. You checked it was the right size before going up and paying for it. Padma and Parvati were waiting by the shop doors for you, not wanting to leave you.
“What did you get?” Padma asks you.
“Well, Harry drew a lovely picture of me and him so i thought i would get a picture frame to put it in.” You replied making them give you a warm smile.
“I am ever so jealous of you and Harry’s relationship. It is the most perfect thing in world!” She told you.
For the rest of the trip you made a mental note to put the picture in its frame later, so that you could put it next to your bed for Harry to see.
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It was getting close to the evening so you put the picture into the picture frame and put it beside where you sleep.
You heard two small knocks on the door signalling that Harry had arrived and walked towards the door, opening it and greeting Harry with a smile.
“Well come in then!” You laughed, making him blush in embarrassment and walk in.
He looked around the room before pausing at the picture frame beside your bed. He took a closer look at it and realised that the artwork was his.
You wrapped your arms around him, “If you want me to take it down i will, but i thought your drawing was too good to not be displayed.”
“(Y/n), you really didn’t have to-“ He started, only to be interrupted by you.
“Oh, but i did. I love you Harry.”
“I love you too darling, thank you so much for the gesture. It’s made my day.” He said, pulling you into a kiss.
“That’s what I’m here for. To make your day even the smallest bit brighter.” You replied, stroking his now warm cheeks.
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pregnant-piggy · 3 years
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Two trees (1/3)
Harry Potter x reader, modern high school AU
This is part of All I want for Christmas is fanfiction
Words: 3k
A/N: this fic is mostly based on my experiences with school theatre. I have joined twice in my school’s plays a few years back and i can only wish it was like this
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Every year the school would do a Christmas production on the day before the Christmas break. And every year your friends managed to convince you to join them in it. But they all had something valuable to add, you had nothing. Lavender had great acting skills and she would undoubtedly get the leading part, like she had last year. Parvati was part of the technics team, so she didn’t even had to sign up for anything. And your best friend Dean had helped write the script, so he was settled too. You on the other hand had nothing. No acting skills, not a writer’s hand and no sense of technicality.
So when the day came that the roles were announced, you were slightly anxiously sitting in the school’s theatre, while your friends were chatting excitedly around you. The row in front of you was taken by a group of giggling girls and in the row before that were some other guys from your year seated.
‘Harry and Ron lost a bet,’ Dean explained when he noticed you were surprised to find those boys there. ‘They had made a bet with Neville and Seamus and lost. So they had to audition for the play.’
You chuckled and averted your gaze from the boys. Soon afterwards Mrs Stanley came to the stage and a silence fell over all who were in the theatre. Mrs Stanley was, despite the fact that you didn’t have classes from her, one of your favourite teachers. She was always kind to everyone and she hadn’t laughed at you when you had auditioned for the play.
She started to name the characters in the play, called The more the merrier, starting with the leading parts.
‘The role for Amy goes to Lavender Brown!’ Mrs Stanley said and Lavender beamed with happiness. ‘And the part of her opponent, Jacob, goes to Ron Weasley!’
Two rows in front of you three of the four boys started to laugh. The back of Ron’s neck turned as red as his hair and Neville almost fell from his chair laughing so hard.
Next to you Lavender and Parvati started to protest. Lavender had gotten up and was staring angrily down at the four boys. Parvati pulled her back down, while giving the boys a nasty glare. She took Lavender in an embrace and shot you a questioning glare over her shoulder. You shrugged back and turned to Dean.
‘Ron?’
‘Yeah, he was actually really good,’ said Dean, who had been at the auditions. ‘He surprised everyone.’
You looked at Ron and his friends, who were still laughing at him. Your gaze shifted to the mop of black hair that was sitting next to him. You had gotten to know Harry better since he was seated next to you in your history class, because he had been talking too much with Seamus. Despite what his lazy attitude made you believe, he was actually a really nice guy. And smart. He had surprised you with the comments he had made during class.
The rest of the parts were divided too and with every name that was called and that wasn’t yours, you felt both relieved and disappointed. Not disappointed because you had expected a part in the play, but because you wished to have this experience with your friends. You had missed it all those years and they always talked about how much fun it was to be part of ‘the crew’, as they called it.
‘And the last parts, go to y/f/n and Harry Potter!’
You started from your daze and stared at Mrs Stanley. Did she just say your name? You turned to Dean, who was smiling at you. ‘Welcome to the crew!’
‘I am part of the crew?’ you whisper-yelled. ‘I am in the play?’ Dean laughed and nodded as he put his arm around your shoulder and pulled you in for a hug.
The group of boys two rows below you were laughing again, but this time only half of them were. Neville actually fell from his seat this time and Seamus was pointing at Harry while the tears streamed down his face.
‘The rehearsals are every Thursday at four and I expect you all to be there! Please take the sheet with roles with you when you leave the place!’ Mrs Stanley said and she placed a stack of papers on the stage before she left.
Together with your friends you went down and got a piece of paper. On the top of the list stood indeed Lavender and Ron as the main roles. You heard Lavender sigh behind you, while you searched for your own name. Totally on the bottom you found it after the role you were playing.
‘A tree? I’m a tree?’
You turned around to Dean, who was grinning at you. ‘It was the only way to get you in.’
‘A tree?’ you repeated and looked back at the sheet. ‘Do I even have lines?’
‘You do, you do,’ Dean reassured you. ‘You have a conversation with the other tree.’
‘Of course, because one tree’s not enough! Who is my worthy opponent then?’
‘Me,’ a voice behind you said.
You turned around and were faced with Harry. He had an easy smirk on his mouth as he pulled his hand through his hair. You looked at the sheet again. On the paper stood indeed, next to your name, Harry Potter.
‘Oh, great,’ you mumbled before you smiled at Harry. ‘Well, at least it’s nice to know there is someone just as bad as me.’
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Apart from being a tree, you were excited for the play and the next Thursday rolled around quickly. You were waiting with Lavender and Parvati in the seats closest to the stage, talking about all and nothing while you waited for the rehearsal to start. Around you were mostly younger students, not a real big surprise as you kept in mind that you were in your final to last year. Two girls were sitting close to you and you listened with half an ear to their conversation. The girl closest to you, with two pigtails, was explaining to the other girl how her family had big expectations for her own future as an actress.
Your eavesdropping was cut short when Harry and Ron, both with long faces, sat down between you and the girls. You now completely stopped listening to Lavender and Parvati as they talked about Lavender’s new math tutor and turned to the two boys next to you.
‘Look who it is, Mr Prince Charming and my fellow tree companion,’ you said. ‘Looking forward to it?’
‘Mr Prince Charming?’ Ron asked confused.
‘Oh, that’s right,’ you said. ‘You don’t know what the play is about.’
Dean had told you as soon as you had gotten a part in the production. It was about a girl, Amy played by Lavender, who shows Prince Jacob, who loathes the holidays, how much happiness Christmas brings to the people. They cross the whole kingdom that belongs to Jacob’s father, King Samuel, together until Jacob is convinced that Christmas is indeed a happy time. In the end he invites everyone that he has come across over for a big Christmas dinner in his castle.
And no one less than Ron Weasley was to play Jacob; hence the Prince Charming.
‘You’ll see,’ you said and at the same time Mrs Stanley walked on the stage, silencing everyone in the theatre.
‘Good afternoon! I am so excited to see so many familiar and new faces! I have no doubt that this year we’ll perform an even better play than last year.’
Mrs Stanley divided the whole group in little ones of four people who had sort of the same roles. You were in a group with the two girls you had listened to earlier and Harry. The girl with the pigtails, who was supposed to be a great actress later, appeared to play the part of a lumberjack and her friend was her sheepdog. You quickly learned that their names were Jennifer and Kayla.
The groups were all given a scene not from the play and it was the exercise to change and play it so that it became an interesting scene. The text would be unaltered, but all the rest was up for change.
Jennifer suggested to make it a melodramatic piece, acting it as if it was the last thing you’d do. However, you and Harry decided against that already foreseeing the embarrassment that would cause the two of you.
‘What if we completely change the context?’ you proposed. ‘Say we make it night instead of day.’
‘And we could be in the woods instead the-’ Harry read the description at the top of the paper, ‘-kitchen.’
Soon your group was working on a way to make clear that it was dark and night and time flew by. After an hour it was time for all the groups to present their pieces. Lavender’s group was first. She was with Ron, since they had the biggest roles, and three other people. You knew how much Lavender despised Ron right now, but there was no trace of it in her acting. And it surprised you how well Ron could act. It was as if someone else was standing on the stage and not the Ron from your PE class this morning who was whining about the laps he had to run.
‘I didn’t know he could act,’ you whispered to Harry, who was sitting next to you.
‘That makes two of us,’ Harry mumbled back as he raised his eyebrow at his best friend acting out a loud scene on the stage.
There were three other groups after Lavender’s group and then it was your turn. As you stood on the stage with the paper in your hand, you regretted ever letting your friends convince you to join them. All eyes were at your group but you saw nothing from the bright lights that were pointed at you.
Luckily for you, the most lines were given to Jennifer and Kayla for they also had a bigger part in the official play. Harry and you stood in the background and occasionally had to shout a spooky word, but most attention was focused on the two girls in front of the stage.
‘But, oh! How could you do that? Please tell me!’ Jennifer shouted out and you had to hide your face behind the script so no one would see your laugh. On the other side of the stage, Harry wasn’t even trying to hide his smile and you gave him a scolding glare. He shrugged and nodded at Jennifer, who was now running around her friend, while this one was trying to recite her lines without betting too distracted by the running figure.
‘Very well, very well!’ Mrs Stanley said when you were done and the four of you were standing on the front of the stage. ‘I like the dramatic approach you have taken.’
‘Yes, we were very focused on that,’ Harry mumbled softly and you chuckled.
‘That was the final group! I am more than happy now I have seen you all act together and I can’t wait to start rehearse the actual play next week!’ Mrs Stanley said and she dismissed everyone from the theatre.
You walked off the stage and grabbed your bag. You took out your phone and saw that Dean had texted you twelve times, asking you how it was going.
‘It could always be worse,’ Harry said to you, pulling your attention from your phone.
‘That indeed, imagine if we had the leading parts,’ you said and laughed as you looked at the awkwardness between Ron and Lavender.
‘I’ll see you tomorrow, y/n,’ Harry said and he walked away to Ron, who was searching for him.
Lavender and Parvati immediately rushed over to you and looked at you expectantly. You rolled your eyes and lifted your bag over your shoulder. While they complained about Ron you left the theatre and headed in the direction of your locker. While you dropped the books you didn’t need at home, Parvati turned to you.
‘So, you and Harry?’
You sighed and closed your locker, leaning back against it. ‘There is no me and Harry,’ you said, lifting your hand to brush away a speck of dust from Parvati’s shoulder.
‘Right, well you obviously had some chemistry there in the back of the stage. Don’t think we didn’t see it, sweetie,’ Parvati said and she wrapped her arm around your shoulder, pulling you with her to the exit of the school. Lavender followed behind.
‘Believe me, there is just as much chemistry between me and Harry as between Lavender and Ron.’
‘Ugh, why did he ever have to audition?!’ Lavender cried out.
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The rehearsal got a lot more fun after you started with the actual play. With every week more and more started to come together. Despite the mutual annoyance, Lavender and Ron were a perfect couple and they nailed their parts.
Though you didn’t have a whole lot to do at the rehearsals; there was one scene you were in and you had only a few lines, it was fun to be at the rehearsals. You helped other people learn their lines and spent a lot of time with Harry, sitting in the back of the theatre and joke about the people that were rehearsing their scenes.
One or two times you were joined by Dean, but after he had seen that you were perfectly fine without him, he had decided that there were better things to spend his time on. Parvati was busy all the time with the lighting and sounds so she wasn’t around you a lot. Not that you minded, you had fun with Harry. He was perfect company and even made the boring scenes fun to watch.
In the past five weeks you had grown to him immensely. He had become a good friend of you. It felt like you had known him for much longer than you actually did. His humour matched yours and you felt he was more than relieved to have someone to go through this experience with.
Your scene with Harry was no longer than two minutes. You were two of the trees in the forest that Jacob and Amy travelled through. Jennifer, the lumberjack, and her dog, Kayla, would be on the point of chopping you down, when Jacob and Amy came by and saved you from your terrible fate.  ‘Thank you so much. You saved our lives,’ was your line and when Jacob would ask if you would like to join his feast, Harry’s line was: ‘Yes, please. It’d be a pleasure. Only if there was a way we could move.’ After which you both would be chopped down anyway.
At the sixth rehearsal you were helping a boy, Rick, learn his lines when Harry plopped down next to you, fifty minutes after the start of the rehearsal.
‘So, you just have to go over that last part and then I think you know it all,’ you said to Rick, who thanked you and hurried off to a quieter place to learn his lines. You turned to Harry. ‘Why are you so late?’
‘I had to stay behind with Seamus after our chemistry class,’ Harry explained and put out his arms. His fingers and hands were completely blue. ‘We spilled something and had to clean everything up.’
‘I want to feel sorry for you, but something tells me that you deserved it,’ you said with a small smirk.
‘Well, I’ll let you know that I rushed here immediately so you wouldn’t be alone. I didn’t even wash my hands.’
He brought his hands closer to your face and tried to bop your nose, but you caught his wrists and held his hands away from your face. He started to laugh and tried to get closer to you, but you were in a better position than he and managed to keep his hands away. However, just because his hands didn’t get any closer didn’t mean that his head couldn’t. Suddenly his face was so close to yours that you felt his breath on your skin. Something turned in your stomach and you stared at Harry a second too long.
You cleared your throat and dropped his hands. He leaned back, but since you were thrown off you didn’t notice his hand getting closer until it was touching your cheek. You felt the cold substance of whatever was on his hands leave a print on your cheek and your jaw dropped as you looked at Harry.
Before you could do anything, he had pressed both his palms against your cheeks, squeezing your face in between them. You started to sputter and pushed Harry’s hands away, but the damage was done. You didn’t need to look in the mirror to know that both your cheeks were now the same colour as Harry’s hands.
‘Harry and y/n? Your scene is up next!’ Mrs Stanley called from the front row.
You frowned and looked at Harry. He was staring at you in shock; neither of you had known that it was your scene that was to be practiced next.
Huffing you got up, trying to wipe the blue off your cheeks, but all that happened was that your hands were turning blue too now. And yet, you couldn’t help but laugh at your miserable situation. Harry, who had been rushing after you throwing apologies your way, was visibly relieved to see you smile at him.
‘It’s nothing, Harry,’ you said. ‘But I now do know that you absolutely deserved that detention.’
You went on stage and the bright light from the lamps on the ceiling shone in your face. You had to squeeze your eyes a little to make out where Mrs Stanley was sitting and you found her little away from you, looking at you with a strange expression.
‘What happened to your cheeks?’ she asked.
Next to you Harry put up his hands and showed his blue palms apologetically. ‘I might have stained y/n.’
‘Alright,’ Mrs Stanley said slowly while shaking her head. ‘Are you ready?’
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A/N; Italics mean singing. 
She (Part 1)
Things had been weird between Y/N and Hermione and everyone was beginning to notice. Normally, the two could be found everywhere together, but for some reason Hermione was avoiding Y/N. If Y/N was hurt by this new development, they were doing a good job of hiding it. They were still being their peppy self, cornering anyone they found to ask if they could help with the potion experiment. 
Lavender Brown and Parvati Patil liked to joke that the two of them had broken up and neither was taking it well. 
Hermione could be only found in the library surrounded by hundreds of books on occlumency and a cup of tea that was never warm. The dark circles that were normally present around her eyes had, almost impossibly, gotten darker. Her normally impeccable uniform was littered with wrinkles and mismatched buttons. She had stopped talking to Harry and Ron and didn’t seem to comprehend anything anyone said. 
What else was she supposed to do? Her best friend since the first year was in love with her and how else are you supposed to respond? By doing mountains on mountains of research, of course.
Hermione knew that love was just the response of several chemicals firing in your brain. Hermione knew that most relationships were just a combination of lust and intense infatuation. Love gave you pink-tinted glasses that wouldn’t allow you to see the flaws in others. Sometimes love was the downfall of a person who could become so much more. 
Love was illogical. 
Love was illogical and somehow Y/N, who most definitely had a strong head on their shoulders, was in it.
It was illogical and, yet, Hermione was in love with Y/N and she would never tell her. 
That is if Lavender and Parvati didn’t have a say in it. It was common knowledge around the castle that the duo were practically couple counselors to any relationship but their own. So, it was only a matter of time before they decided to take matters into their own hands. 
“Guys, gals, and nonbinary pals of the Gryffindor common room, may I please have your attention!” Lavender’s brought silence to the noisy room as every head turned to see her standing on one of the tables. “As the school year reaches it’s more boring half, Parvati and I have decided that to raise moral we could-”
“Shouldn’t this be a prefect’s job?’ Interrupted a third-year.
“We asked both the head girl and boy, as well as Professor McGonagall, so you can just shut up,” Parvati gave the third-year a smile that was most definitely hiding murderous intent and then turned back to Lavender.
“As I was saying, we have come up with an idea to make school fun again. So, can I get a drumroll please?” Only Parvati responded, but Lavender continued anyway. “We are going to have a karaoke contest!” 
All of Gryffindor tower groaned, a few kids booed, but the smiles on the duo's faces never faltered. 
“Come on guys it will be fun! How about we have Fred and George start us off,” Parvati grinned as the Weasley twins hopped up on the table. 
The annoyance in the room quickly faded away as the twins busted out a jaw-dropping rendition of Bohemian Rhapsody. Lavender and Parvati could only smirk at anyone who risked making eye contact as the sign-up sheet quickly filled up. Everything was falling perfectly into place. 
“Next up, have Hermione Granger,” All heads turned to see Hermione in the corner, who stared back like a deer caught in headlights.
“I didn’t sign up.”
“Of course you did,” Lavender grabbed Hermione’s arm and dragged her up to the front. “Because why wouldn’t you sign up if you could use this opportunity to make up with Y/N?” She hissed into Hermione’s ear. 
“Not like this,” Hermione hissed back. 
“Hermione Granger, everyone! Singing If You Want To by beabadoobee.”
Hermione was very ready to run away. She could jump out of that window before anyone could stop her. 
Then she saw Y/N and the only thing she could do was sing. 
“If you wanna take me
Go ahead and try my head
Experience is nothing compared to
The sleep paralysis in my bed
If you wanna love me
Try to get inside my brain
Experience is nothing compared to
The nights I'm always up so late”
Hermione began to smile as the music washed over her.
“Bed bugs in my mind
Keep them all alive
Insomnia creeps at night
Sleep paralysis till I die 
Die”
Y/N couldn’t move. They had never heard Hermione sing before, nevertheless in front of people. Yet, somehow she looked perfectly at ease with all of these eyes on her.
“’Cause if you want, you could stay with me in my bed
If you want to, only if you want to
If you want, you could go ahead and fix my head
If you want to, only if you want to”
It’s funny how when eyes lock during emotionally intense moments like this you feel like you can’t move at all. There was more to the song, but for some reason Y/N was stuck in this moment. 
Who needs breathing when you have Hermione staring into your soul? Who needs thoughts when Hermione is walking towards you? Who needs the cool air outside the common room when you have Hermione’s hand in yours? Who needs thoughts when Hermione’s lips are on yours? 
Who needs anything when you can kiss Hermione Granger instead?
A/N: I might do a part 3 if the mood strikes me. Remember request for pride are open!
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