#no matter how hard i try

[likegoldintheair]

when i say i wish people started using the reblog button more i don't mean it in a 'i want more notes' kind of way i mean it in a 'i want to read about your thoughts on this particular thing' and 'i want to have conversations in the tags' and 'i want this to feel like a community again and not like any of those boring social media platforms where artists are content creators and interactions never goes beyond a like'

#i am having thoughts and feelings again #the main reason i came back to tumblr after a decade away #was because i missed the community-like feeling #but it seems impossible to have that #no matter how hard i try

[squid-seraph]

this was gonna be a warmup but idek if i can keep drawing

#seraphim doodles #splatoon #callie splatoon #theres a lil bit of marie too #xeno inkling #im sorry she looks like one of my warrior cat ocs. i can never escape that series #no matter how hard i try

[melonsinthesky]

Blurry pic of my fave ship💖

Should I post the picture in a better quality? 👀

#maribat #daminette #🧊🍈 rambles #idk if ill post the not blurry pic i just despise how i draw damians rn #why do he looks like my oc :( #no matter how hard i try #for them to not look so similar #hshshshaahs #and drawing this boy never looks nice in the clothing i draw for him #but my maris are always pretty #thats smth ig #em's art

[erigold13261]

"Crybabies"

Sad little goofs

#jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen #jjk hanami #jjk jogo #jjk dagon #jjk mahito #eriarts #no matter how hard i try #i can't draw a non detailed hanami #don't know why #i can get super undetailed for all the rest #but not her #lol

[lpg-s]

I wish it didn’t feel like our string was choking me

#life series #trafficblr #double life #grian #goodtimeswithscar #desertduo #no matter how hard I try #the string won’t untangle

[istgihateyou]

I wanna feel I wanna breathe, I wanna look back at my day And not be displeased.

I feel pathetic often I know it's my own fault, I keep sinking further Into depths I can't come out of.

#notes #poem #poems on tumblr #poetry #mental health #omg #sad poem #sadgirl #sad thoughts #sad poetry #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #original poem #lonelihood #anxitey #lacking #no matter how hard i try #it's always the same shit #im tired #im so tired #mentally tired #tired #tired of this shit #tired of being tired #tired of trying

[diamondseaside]

why do i always feel like this

#no matter how hard i try #no one ever includes me in anything :/

[catboyglover]

i could talk about how abed’s character pretty accurately describes being autistic and having an intense fear of abandonment because of it for ages

#like i cant be anything other than myself #no matter how hard i try #but me being myself is what makes people leave #because at the end of the day #you’ll realize how weird and difficult i am #and you just get to leave #but i don’t get to do that #community #community nbc #community tv #abed nadir #dannypudi #neurodiversity #actually autistic

[no-nightingalez]

I’m asexual in the way that a person that doesn’t care much for alcohol sometimes drink. Like I’m not gonna search it out but if I get the opportunity and I’m not busy, why not?

#this only goes for topping #like sure #i’m free #i also cannot view it as romantic #no matter how hard i try #those two just won’t connect in my brain #asexuality #acespec #asexual

[sleepdeprivationitself]

My Mike Crew playlist hits different at 3 am

Him and his little trashy romance songs my beloved

#tma #the magnus archives #mike crew #author is sleep deprived #fuckin extra literally this time #god wont let me sleep #no matter how hard i try #yk what tho at least music??

[ygodmyy20]

I need soft happy cute right now

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #terumob #shigeo kageyama #teruki hanazawa #I have no idea how to color #what is teru wearing #NO IDEA #JUST #It's something #sketch #rough af sketch #teru your hair never looks right #no matter how hard i try #and if I do S2 hair he just looks like naruto there is no inbetween! #my art

[darknadaworld]

Yes hello FNAF fans I'm cooking an AU cuz I'm feeling nostalgic AF woa

Here's a wip (I'll post all the refs soon stay tuned)

#no matter how hard i try #i ALWAYS come back to thos stupid game/pos #eh this AU will only have the first triology only i think. #like all my other AUs on insta . #darknoverse #art #wips #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf au #fnaf rewritten AU

[monards]

istaroth with short hair. do you see my vision

#PLEASE #everytime i look at the statue of the omnipresent god #i genuinely cant see any hair in the back #no matter how hard i try #and since thats the statue we think is istaroth #i will FOREVER believe istaroth has short hair. #please... #istaroth

[lonelydncers]

i still think of you when i see your favorite color btw. i still think of you on your birthday. i still think of you when i hear your favorite song. i still think of you when i see a cool rock at the beach. and i still think of you when i watch that show that used to be our show. by the way. if you even care.

#i know we’re not friends anymore i know it’s over and it’s never coming back #no matter how hard i try #but i’ll never not think of you #i still have so much love in my heart for you #even after everything. #you’ll always be part of me. #at least it doesn’t hurt anymore

[bl00dsh0tc0r3]

#trauma #traumacore #tw vent #vent #tw trauma #personal vent #my edit #blood #tw blood #i feel trapped #this house is suffocating #the longer i stay here the worse i get #they are so mean to me #for no reason #ventcore #i cant escape #im stuck here #no matter how hard i try #im trapped

[istgihateyou]

Is it noble to keep your tears in? Why is it so glorified to cry in silence? I tried to scream it out, But found myself crying alone on the cold bathroom tiles.

#poem #notes #poems on tumblr #original poem #writerscommunity #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #sad poetry #sad thoughts #mental health #sad notes #sadgirl #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #screaming crying throwing up #mental illness #tired of being tired #im done #why do i do this to myself #sad quotes #no matter how hard i try #poetry