I don't know
Every time I dance, I feel free and go to another dimension, my soul is enveloped in the greatness of the magic of the universe.
He likes to watch me while I dance, he kept looking at me the whole time. He approached me and held my body and started dancing with me.
Our lips were very close, it was very embarrassing, he tried to kiss me, he is so handsome and attentive, but I can't kiss him.
I don't know what's wrong with me,there's a voice inside me that says I can't let anyone touch me.
He said he is in love with me, but I don't love him, not as he deserves, I can't lie to him.
I hope he will forgive me, but I preferred to walk away from him,something tells me that he is not the right man for me.
I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.
I don't know where my soul mate really is, and if she's looking for me too.
I don't know if my soulmate misses me too.
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im thinking about like. the search for ancestral identity, you know. like "who am i" meaning "where did i come from" and the sense that there is a realer, more authentic self who is unreachable, who is dead or killed or never existed. that there is a path to self-knowledge that's been closed since before you even knew you wanted to go down it.
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ramadan challenge 6/30 ⟡ 4.15.21
Switched out the cover + accessories of my journal to more bright spring vibes and I like it a lot so far 🌸🌺🌼
Day 6: We are skipping today’s prompt to bring u this important information that was part of my speech today: did u know that if you build a relationship with the qur’an, on the day of judgement, the qur’an will appear to you as a person with a bright face and be like you were my friend in the dunya so I will be here with you now (paraphrased) :’)
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