26/1/2024 (rough week, in desperate need of a hug)
yea so ladybird was right about that, been feeling very depressed for the past few months actually, nothing really makes me happy anymore. I swear I've been trying to find joy in the smallest things but it's been really hard. I have never talked about this before but I was diagnosed with su1c1dal depression a few years back, it was really bad but I did get better, some days worse than others and it started getting really bad the last few months. I don't have the drive to do anything, and studying has been especially hard but somehow I managed to pass my exams last term with decent grades and I've already got my term 3 exam timetable as well.........
there's really no other option other than to just keep going, I don't have time for breaks or shit bc like AS levels are just so far away yet so near and I have to start preparing for it srsly.
not really big on goals for this year, so here r the 2 goals that I want to or attempt to do this yr:
get over my fear of math(math was and still is my most feared sub and I think my fear of it is what makes me hate it and stops me from doing well in it, so I really wanna get over that fear this year, not completely but just get somewhat confident in it)
fix my sleep schedule, like get actually 7hrs of sleep every day and not just have a 3-4hr nap before waking up for skl
If you made it till here, thank u, ily and I hope u have a nice day xx.
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TED-Ed for the curious mind.
Here are some TED videos that will give you a quick and easy breakdown of some of the most fascinating histories behind the who, what, why, when, where, and how of the world.
Why do we dream?
How do carbohydrates impact your health?
Where is sugar hiding?
Who invented dumplings?
Why is this painting a masterpiece?
What OCD really means
How to stay calm under pressure
Who am I?
Why are we so attached to things?
Where do superstitions come from?
What will happen if you didn't sleep
Where did english come from?
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༻`` 12 Feb 24 — Monday
100 days of productivity 43/100
Woke up late enough but I didn't let that put my mood down (especially that a longer sleep was probably needed) and got a lot done today! All the housework for tomorrow is finished, my dogs and I enjoyed a walk, I didn't make any physics notes but I thought about them if that counts 😅. I rewatched another episode of The Falcon And The Winter Soldier today with lunch and started making a notebook from spare pages I had! Never done it before and I am encountering issues as expected, but it's going well so far! (we don't talk about that 1 needle I kind of bent...). And also I worked on The Sci Journal website a bit! The 'about me' for everyone who submitted one so far is alsmot finished and I'm making progress with organising the subjects and tags.
Have a good day/night <3
🎧 - Soviet Russia (accordion)
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I've gotten really interested in collections policies. I've had a little experience in this area, so my supervisor has directed me to updating these thing. Now that I've updated the policy as best I can (according to the American Alliance of Museums guidelines), I'm working on updating the way we store basic information about our collection.
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sometimes i make a really long list of things i wanna get done that i wonder if i will just overwhelm myself again, causing future me to give up entirely. but i'm realizing that i shouldn't just accept defeat. i should push myself to get out of my comfort zone and try to get as much done as i can when i can (i.e. when i have the energy, attention, and time). maybe i'll surprise myself, maybe i won't. either way, it will be okay because i'll have learned something.
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a bunch of people have already registered for my mentoring workshop! unfortunately this means i have to plan and host a workshop aaaaaa
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Writing maths today! Let's hope all the paying attention, notetaking, homework doing and revising will pay off!
~Miyah
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
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I am manifesting a 5 on my AP Lang, AP Psych, and AP Bio.
I am manifesting a 5 on my AP Lang, AP Psych, and AP Bio.
I am manifesting a 5 on my AP Lang, AP Psych, and AP Bio.
I am manifesting a 5 on my AP Lang, AP Psych, and AP Bio.
I am manifesting a 5 on my AP Lang, AP Psych, and AP Bio.
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is anyone else’s parents so insanely insensitive abt the palestinian genocide. Cause mine are and it drives me crazy
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before • during • after.
i studied german and literary studies, but forgot to post yesterday, so here it is eheh. and i just want to thank everyone who reblogged and liked my hey i'm back post, it made me feel so welcomed. ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
🎧 thumbs by sabrina carpenter & it's gotta be you by v, jin
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01.04.24
To start things off sorry for not posting in the last week I have been doing some thinking.
So to give some context after I watched Jspark's video I realised that I had been making myself empty promises of being that girl, being productive, studying daily, being IT girl, and working out daily they were all promises that I had made to myself to start but quickly gotten rid of the next day. So I thought it was time to hold myself accountable and change for the better.
In my past test, I scored 80% which is moderately lower than what I used to get in science so I have decided to actually put work into my efforts I will never stop and never give up !!!!
So to sum this up I will be using this platform not only to motivate myself to keep on going but to hold myself accountable and to also document and motivate others who are going through the same situation as I am now.
I really hope that we will all be able to grow with each other and be the best that we can be without hurting ourselves mentally and or physically we can do this if we believe.
Anyways that's it for today I really hope everyone has a wonderful day and is able to do what they strive to do or be.<333
I recommend Jspark's videos because they are very motivational since he's also a student, you can sympathise really well with the situation in his videos, overall not only are they a fun to watch but they also explain and really help me. <33
Thank you to @gajina who has been liking almost all of my posts tanks <333333
- Miffy believes in you<33333
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most of the time i am not a fan of being approached by strangers on campus while I'm just trying to sit in the sun and eat my lunch or get some homework done, but sometimes those strangers are students conducting a survey for their theology class and i get to answer some really thought-provoking questions and ramble about my beliefs to a captive audience lol
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I stopped by a local bookstore yesterday to donate some books I didn't need anymore. I wasn't able to stay very long because I had other errands to run but that doesn't mean I didn't buy books elsewhere along the way-
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I’ve been studying less and less recently but still achieve good scores. It’s personally because I use this “deep study” technique that I learned in my college class. So basically, you would only study for like 1-2 hours and in that time you have you would need to find an efficient way to keep the knowledge.
A good way to memorize is by associating something to your body parts. Like this is how I remembered all the systems in under 30 seconds. I associated it to a body part. Do from bottom to top. Use each part of your body for each term.
Another good way to too associate terms with an elaborate bizarre story and remember trigger words:
One day a man decided to run in a circle till he had a heart attack(1) he was huffing and puffing(2) This is because he swallowed a fly(3) His insides started to feel like sewage pipe(4) He started to have a headache(5) His skin started to turn pale(6) The man starts to sweat excessively(7) Suddely it felt like bees were attacking him like a virus(8) That bee gave him a bad infection(9) But wait… all the running made him buff(10) still he was scared (11) made him cry(12) which made him pee his pants(13) He remembered his mother(14) He rested(15) all his bones failed and he died(16)
(answers): circulatory (circles), cardiovascular (huffing/puffing — breathing), digestive (swallowed), endocrine (insides, sewage), integumentary (skin) , exocrine (sweat) , immune system (virus), lymphatic system (infection), muscular system (buff), nervous system (nervous), urinary system (pee), reproductive system (mother), and skeletal system (bones)
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