#russian music

[abaddown]

Breakup

OK, OK, I'm going to go home and break up with her. But what do I tell her? "I deserve better." Jesus, no, definitely not that. Even if that's true, only women say that. "You deserve more." Now, that's pretty good. But she's gonna start to get all unintelligent and tell me I'm good just the way I am. That's the way it is. Haha. "I want to live." That'll take the edge off. I might as well say I want to fuck half of Europe. Let's see. "I think we should be apart now so we can be together later." That's not bad, but I don't want to be together later. I'd spare you the hysterics, but I'd be constantly harassed about when that later was. "I'm in love with someone." That seems pretty definitive, but she'd want to know who the bitch was, and it would start a never-ending interrogation about where I met her, when we met, was the sex good, do I regret it, did I think about her, why I didn't tell her, blah blah blah blah... "I cheated on you." Same thing. Oh God, the easiest thing would be to just disappear without a word, never pick up the phone, never answer her texts again. Okay, it's a little bit of a chick thing. "I don't want kids yet." And then she says, "Neither did she. "I want a baby now." She'll end up saying she does too. "I need to focus on my career now." I'm sure her mothering side would come out and assure me that she'll be supportive, patient, that I can build my career, that she's there for me and won't abandon me in the hardest times. Too bad. Wait a minute! I should make her want to break up. Then how much unnecessary crying and screaming would be saved. I'd pretend a little bit, "Oh, no." and then that's it, hat, coat, goodbye. But it would be too long a process to wait. "Something's wrong, this isn't working." I can hear her saying, "But what, tell me what's wrong, I'll change, just tell me what I can do differently! I know you love me, it's just a moment of desperation, believe me, we can work it out!" No, we can't, I don't want to. Okay, I've got a big mouth now, but I actually loved her and I still love her. Just not the way it should be. Like she did me. But I don't want to hurt her. She's a sweet girl. If I said, "I'm sorry, but I don't love you the way I should and the way you deserve. I'm sorry.", you know what? She'd start to tear herself up, eat her insides out, cry for weeks and look for reasons why she'd gone wrong. I don't want to hurt you. That feeling either comes or it doesn't. Or it comes and then it goes. I'm gone, what do I do?

If you break up with a woman, why does she always, at all costs, try to convince you that you're stupid and don't feel what you feel? I can just decide if I want to be with someone or not. Women, I swear, think that we men are so mentally retarded that we don't recognize when we really love someone. God, how many times have I listened to break ups and say "I know you love me. Deep down, you love me so much, you just don't realize it. You're really going to regret this." It's simply impossible to break up cleanly, without scandal. What do you have to say to that? Fuck, is it that late? Look, she's calling again, asking where I am, what I'm doing, when I'll be home. I'm gonna have to talk to her and break up with her. I'm gonna go. I'll call you later.

- Hey, girl, I'm home. What's all this stuff, you going on a trip?

- No. I'm moving.

- You're moving? Where are you going? Why are you going away?

- Out. You know why. I can't do this. Listen, I think we should cut this short. I don't know about you, but I haven't been happy in this relationship for a long time, and I don't think you have either. I think the best thing we can do is just quietly accept that this is the way it is and break up. We have no reason to be angry with each other, so we can separate from each other peacefully. I've got some stuff left here, and I'll pick it up sometime.

- But hey, wait a minute. Just like that? Are you seeing anyone? What's the matter? You want to talk about it or work it out? You're just gonna throw everything away? I don't get it. Is it me? But I love you. Let's talk about it. Let’s fix it!

- Forgive me, but I don't love you the way I should and the way you deserve. I'm sorry..

***

Then she walked out of the apartment. And I've never felt more in love with any woman in my life than I did with her, staring at the closed door.

#stayloyal #idézet #artists on tumblr #россия #magyar #magyar lány #loyalty #russian #russian music #russian girl #breakup #sad but true #sad thoughts #i'm sad #sadnees #painful #im hurtin #hurtful #teardrops #tears in my eyes #devil may cry #screaming crying throwing up #this is a cry for help #im crying #painfully #heart been broke so many times #mental health #heartbreak #i'm broke #you broke my heart

[sovietpostcards]

"Oh Frost, Frost" performed by Ivan Surzhikov (recorded in 1976)

This song is one of the most famous Russian songs about winter. While often considered a folk song, it was actually authored by Maria Morozova-Uvarova and first recorded by her and her husband in 1956. Here's the original recording.

#russian music #Youtube

[ohsalome]

#russia #war in ukraine #russian invasion of ukraine #russo ukrainian war #russian propaganda #russian culture #russian music #leningrad #antisemitism tw #sergei shnurov #rascism #Youtube

[luluangelina]

i am dead but pretty

#luluangelina #enhypen #enhypen jake #jake sim #sim jaeyun #enhypen moodboard #sim jaeyun moodboard #jake sim moodboard #enhypen jake moodboard #vampire #vampire aesthetic #horror #horror aesthetic #horror moodboard #enhypen vampire au #kpop #kpop moodboard #ic3peak #ic3peak lyrics #russian music #enhypen lyrics #kpop lyrics

[o2studies]

༻`` 12 Feb 24 — Monday

100 days of productivity 43/100

Woke up late enough but I didn't let that put my mood down (especially that a longer sleep was probably needed) and got a lot done today! All the housework for tomorrow is finished, my dogs and I enjoyed a walk, I didn't make any physics notes but I thought about them if that counts 😅. I rewatched another episode of The Falcon And The Winter Soldier today with lunch and started making a notebook from spare pages I had! Never done it before and I am encountering issues as expected, but it's going well so far! (we don't talk about that 1 needle I kind of bent...). And also I worked on The Sci Journal website a bit! The 'about me' for everyone who submitted one so far is alsmot finished and I'm making progress with organising the subjects and tags.

Have a good day/night <3

🎧 - Soviet Russia (accordion)

#why is it that after you talked to a person a lot one night that you usually talk very little with you feel quite lonely? #the sci journal #studyblr #dark academia #light academia #chaotic academia #study motivation #student #100dop #100 days of productivity #study inspiration #100 days of productivity challenge #accordion #music playlist #russian music #book binding #tfatws #productivity #website development #cleaning #dogs #o2life

[thesobsister]

Sviatoslav Richter, Preludes and Fugues for Piano, Op. 87 - No. 15 in D flat (Shostakovich, D.)

A propulsive prelude and fugue from Shosty, persuasively played by Richter.

#sviatoslav richter #dmitri shostakovich #piano music #prelude #russian music #Дмитрий Шостакович

[s0uvlakii]

dmitri shostakovich 1957

#дмитрии шостакович #music #classical music #russian music #soviet #soviet music #dmitri shostakovich #musique #black and white #1950s

[nofatclips]

Du Na by Kate NV from the album Room for the Moon (Instrumentals)

#music #russian music #instrumental music #kate nv #instrumental #electronica #ekaterina yuryevna shilonosova #kate shilonosova #yekaterina shilonosova #rvng #rvng intl. #rvng intl #heba kadry #Bandcamp

[queerica]

my marmalade: some of the cuntiest 2000s fashion moments by katya lel, mother of russian tiktok

#katya lel #катя лель #ностальгия #нулевые #мой мармеладный #my marmalade #pop culture #russian babydoll #cunty #feeling cunty #russian music #pop music #slavic #музыка #tiktok #россия #girlblogging #it girl #girl blogger #makeup #beauty #russian bimbo #bimbocore #early 2000s #fashion #fashion history #russian #y2k #y2kcore #y2k aesthetic

[bijouxcarys]

Some of my favourite songs that aren’t by Led Zeppelin, Queen, Aerosmith, Marilyn Manson, Ariana Grande, Billie Eilish, Lady Gaga, or Michael Jackson

Yeah my music taste is a fucking mess and I love it

#music #music faves #favourites #favourite songs #60s #70s #80s #90s #00s #10s #classic rock #rock #raggae #Russian hardbass #hard bass #russian music #Spotify

[mor614mer]

I’ve made friends with a demon in my dream

He was ready to feed me to hungry wolves

But I’ve made friends with the demon

Now we’re joined at the hip day by day

He looked around 12 years old

But in his eyes blood and the desire to tear my soul out were boiling

I’d never been so afraid of anybody before

Rooted to the spot in the boondocks

I could hear his laugh clearly however far I was

Blood was oozing out of the ground like wine

Flame heat, wood crackling, mischievous grin

I was walking without looking back though perishing

I was ready to go away but, unfortunately, couldn’t

Rolling cigarette after cigarette

Among all the doors I’ve repaired

No exit from this dream can be found

© Gikey — Я во сне сдружился с демоном

AU: SY trapped in one of his nightmares by LBG.

#svsss #danmei #au #fic ideas #luo bingge #shen yuan #fanfiction ideas #moodboard #russian song #russian music

[sovietpostcards]

Alla Pugachyova - Autumn Kiss (1996)

One of those songs that come on and you realize you know all the lyrics.

#russian music #1990s #Youtube

[yourstrulymagickghost]

via Margaritis Angelou

Aleksandr Gromzhan 🇷🇺

Russian Singer <3

Such winsome attributes 🤍

#aleksandr egromzhan #russian singer #russian music #men's style #style inspiration #a favorite

[irithnova]

Viktor Tsoi post cards made by fan artists

#Kino #Kino band #Viktor Tsoi #Viktor tsoy #victor tsoi #victor tsoy #Tsoi #Tsoy #Kino group #Russian music #Russian rock #Russian post punk

[o2studies]

༻`` 17 Mar 24 — Sunday

100 days of productivity 60/100

Drugi Polski post:

W zeszłym tygodniu zaczęłam słuchać Rosyjskich piosenek. Najbardziej tych starszych. I niedawno też oglądnęłam Rosyjski film, "Moskwa nie wierzy w łzy" (był super!). Gdzieś rok temu napisałam Rosyjski alfabet w zeszycie, ale nawet nie spróbowałam się jego nauczyć. Dzisiaj się nauczyłam cały alfabet!! Nie wiem jak dużo planuje się nauczyć jeszcze; mam egzaminiy w Kwietniu i Maju, planujemy polecieć do Włoch znowu kiedyś w letniu i bym chciała nauczyć się trochę Włoskiego tym razem. Ale zobaczymy! Ruski to ładny język.

Moja ulubiona Rosyjska piosenka to 🎵 Александра przez Татьяна Никитина и Сергей Никитин

Angielskie tłumaczenie jest poniżej/The english translation is underneath

Second Polish post:

Last week I started listening to Russian songs. Mostly the older ones. And recently I also watched a Russian movie, "Moscow does not believe in tears" (it was amazing!). About a year ago I wrote down the Russian alphabet in a notebook, but I never even started learning it. Today I learnt the whole alphabet!! I don't know much much I'm planning to learn; I've got exams in April and May, we're planning on going to Italy sometime in the summer again and I'd like to learn some Italian this time. But we'll see! Russian is a nice language.

My favourite Russina song is 🎵 Александра by Татьяна Никитина и Сергей Никитин

#o2polish #feel free (and please do) correct me if you see any mistakes ^^ #languages #polish #russian #studyblr #student #langblr #russian music #study inspiration #russian movies #language learning #100dop #light academia #dark academia #chaotic academia #100 days of productivity

[it-isbel]

#viktor tsoi #post punk #rock music #sovietic #viktor #russian rock #viktor my beloved #kino #sovietic rock punk russian #russian music #music