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starkwlkr · 11 months

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annoying little brothers | f1

female driver x f1 drivers (platonic) (same age as daniel so 33)

part 2 part 3

Y/N L/N BEING THE FUNNIEST DRIVER ON THE GRID

The video starts of with a press conference from the United States Grand Prix. Y/n was seated with Charles, Pierre, Daniel and Sebastian her being in the middle of all the men who she considered her brothers.

She was listening to all the questions the men were receiving from how they thought they were going to do, how’s the team doing, etc. But when a reported finally asked her a question, she completely blanked.

“Sorry, I was just thinking about my son. We were supposed to get breakfast together and he hasn’t texted me back. I haven’t seen Lando all day.” Y/‘ said making the drivers and reporters laugh.

“When did you adopt Lando? I wasn’t aware.” Daniel played along.

“2019. He was actually lost when I met him. It was during the Australian Grand Prix, his first f1 race. I found him and we did the Melbourne walk together and I’ve just kind of adopted ever since. So if any of you bully my son, I’m coming after you.” Y/n explained.

“He’s probably texting you right now saying ‘stop embarrassing me, mom!’” Sebastian went on.

“Wait, he’s over there!” Pierre spotted the Brit rushing towards their direction.

“He’s alive!” Charles cheered.

Finally, Lando arrived to their interview area with a box from a a bakery in his hand. “Sorry, I have to drop this off. We’ll get breakfast tomorrow. I got you pastries.” Lando gave Y/n the box and a hug then he was off since he was late for his interview.

“You’ve raised your son well.” The reporter joked.

“That was all me, I needed no help.”

The next clip was a fan video from 2021. Y/n had just finished her date with a guy and now she was signing autographs and taking photos with a group of girls. The girls had just finished their meals at a restaurant when they spotted the f1 driver leaving with a guy. The politely asked for a photo, which y/n was more than glad to take. Her date stepped aside to give them a moment.

“Sorry to interrupt your date.” A girl apologized for her and all her friends.

“Nothing to be sorry about, honey. I’m actually nervous because I don’t know how the date went. I’m horrible at first dates so this is kinda making me less stressed.” Y/n admitted. The girls laughed as y/n signed a girls phone case.

“Has he met Lando?” Another girl asked knowing how close y/n and lando are.

“Not yet. I’m afraid that Lando might scare him off. Everyone on the grid might, especially seb. He will definitely give him one of those ‘treat her right or I will run you over’ speeches.” Y/n signed another phone case.

“Does he knows you’re famous?”

“Oh god, no! I told him I was unemployed and that a sugar daddy was giving me money. I’m surprised he still agreed to come on this date with me.” Y/n chuckled.

Months later, the guy ended up being y/n’s boyfriend. He even attended the British Grand Prix where he finally met Lando, who was actually the one to tell him to treat y/n right or he would run him over.

The next clip started off with the intro to grill the grid. The challenge was to guess the driver’s numbers, something that y/n was semi confident about.

“So we start off with my man, Danny, number three.” She wrote down on her clipboard. “Four, my son, Lando. Also ever since I met Lando I’ve been seeing the number four quite often. It’s scary actually. Can’t decide if Lando put a curse on me or not.”

“Would he do that?”

“He shouldn’t,” y/n raised her voice slightly. “Anyways, next is … oh! Seb! I don’t know why I couldn’t think of him right away. Then we have latifi at number six then kimi at seven.” She continued writing down the names.

“Nine ….Mazepin.” She fought the urge to roll her eyes since her and the driver were never on good terms.

“Ten, my favorite frenchie well one of, we treat everyone nice here, gasly.” Y/n winked at the camera. “Eleven, the mexican minister of defense, Perez. And then we have me! Thirteen!”

“Do you think Lando got your number right?”

“I don’t doubt him ever.”

“Thirteen, my mother! Everyone better get that right.” Lando pointed at the camera menacingly.

“Fourteen, Alonzo. Sixteen, Leclerc Charles. Eighteen, stroll and twenty two!” Y/n sang the number in the tune of taylor swift’s song. “Yuki! Thirty one, Esteban, my other frenchie. Thirty three, max does he have a middle name verstappen.”

“Have you noticed that you haven’t gotten any wrong yet?”

“I’m just the best, that’s why.” Y/n laughed. “Forty four, the seven time world champion, sir lewis hamilton. Fourty seven, mick mick mick. I love to say his name.”

Y/n had completely forgotten she had to be writing the names down. She was having too much fun.

“Fifty five, carlos smooth operator sainz jr. sixty three, the man with two first names, russell george.” Y/n said as she looked down at the numbers on the paper.

“Do you know his middle name?”

Y/n gasped. “Is it another first name?”

“I believe it’s William.”

“Three names!? It sounds so british.” Y/n chuckled. “Um, seventy seven valtteri, right?” Y/n saw the interviewer nod. “I was getting worried my streak would be broken. And ninety nine, antonio!”

“You got all of them!” Everyone in the room cheered.

“Did anyone else get them all?” Y/n asked.

“Daniel did.”

“Of course. He’s good with numbers.”

The next clip was from the same grill the grid video but it was a blooper. Lando had arrived right as y/n finished filming and handed her a water bottle.

“Did you get my number?” Lando asked curiously.

“Yeah, ninety five, right? Cause you’re a McQueen fan.” Y/n teased as she grabbed the bottle from lando’s hand.

“Yeah, you remembered!” Lando played along “how did she really do?” He asked.

“She got them all right.”

“Really? I’ve got a smart mother!” Lando high fived the woman.

“It’s because I’ve got a photographic memory.” Y/n nodded with the most serious face on.

“Do you really?” Lando asked. He was surprised to hear that.

“No, I just love to lie.”

The next clip started with Daniel and Lando standing next to boards with their 2022 rankings. As predicted, Daniel and Lando’s part of the interview was mostly filled with them drawing over each other’s pictures.

Daniel them knocked over Lando’s rankings to the ground. “That’s how I feel.”

“That was the worst timing ever. Y/n is walking this way.” Lando told Daniel, who immediately picked up the board.

“Are those your rankings?” Y/n asked as she approached the duo. She then noticed that the setup and quickly apologized to the camera man. “Sorry, I’m just curious now.”

“Are you proud of me?” Lando asked, standing next to her and throwing his arm over her shoulder.

“When am I not? Wait, except that time you pushed me into my birthday cake.” Y/n pinched his side. “Can I see the pen?” She asked the guys, Lando gave her his.

“She’s adding to our masterpieces. This piece will be worth millions years from now.” Daniel said.

Y/n then scribbled little stars around Lando’s head and then signed it at the top. “Actually you both look great in your pictures. Did they use photoshop?”

“Excuse me, this is all natural.”

“Y/n! Hi, hello. What’s going on here?” Martin brundle asked the woman as she walked with her mom and pr manager, Lucy.

“Martin! It’s been a while, nothing much. How are you?” Y/n hugged the former racing driver. “This is my mom, she’s been wanting to meet you.”

“Mrs. l/n, hello. Welcome, how are you?” Martin greeted the older woman.

“Great. I’m here supporting my girl. It’s been a wonderful weekend.” Y/n’s mom smiled.

“Are you aware that you have a grandson that drives for McLaren?” Martin asked making all three ladies laugh.

“Yes, Lando is a very lovely young man.”

“How does it feel to have a daughter and grandson in f1?” Martin asked in a serious tone.

“Amazing. I’m super proud of both of them.”

“Thank you ladies for your time. Have a wonderful day.” Martin smiled at them, but before he could leave, y/n gave him a hug goodbye.

“Take care, Martin!” Y/n waved to the man and left with her mom and Lucy.

“She wins everything. Give her all the trophies. Everything is hers.” Martin said to the camera.

The final clip was consisted of y/n after a race getting interviewed.

“Do you often see your father?” Someone asked from the back.

“No, actually we’re just good friends.”

“What’s your opinion on the president of the United States?” Asked the same person.

“I don’t think about him.”

“What’s going on between max verstappen and lewis hamilton?”

“I don’t know, I just work here.”

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cosmicstarlatte · 1 year

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Reality Show (Obey Me!)

━━━━━━━━━━ ✦ ━━━━━━━━━━

Diavolo convinces Lucifer to have him & his brothers do a new demon reality show that revolves around their everyday lives.

»Characters: Demon Bros // ->[Click here for Part 2: Dateables]

»Tags: LUCIFER CAUGHT IN 4K, Shitpost/Humor, Mentions of reader/MC, Husbando Beel Supremacy, Bulleted Style

»Notes: CM = Crew Member ;; Sorry I was gonna upload this sooner but wanted to draw art for it. xD

Lucifer:

"Okay that's enough, go somewhere else."

CM: "We can't, you agreed to this under contract"

sighs

Mildly regretted his loyalty to Diavolo, otherwise he would've never done this

His camera crew was always on edge with him

The show stressed him more than usual

Perhaps there were a few embarrassing moments he would prefer not to talk about

Like pushing a door that said pull, forgetting the word spoon and calling it a tiny bowl on a stick

[Camera peeks through Lucifer's study, recording a smiling Lucifer texting on his phone]

CM: "Who were you texting Lucifer? Was it ___? There's been rumors..."

"I was checking the weather."

CM: "You take selfies for the weather?"

Mammon:

"Hey wait stop recordin' this! Not that what we are doin' is illegal!"

His camera crew had a rough time with him

But it made for good television!

He talked shit about Lucifer the most

"Yeah a lotta people dunno this, but Lucifer cries to me all the time! What can I say, I'm a reliable guy!"[Crew zooms in on an unamused Lucifer in the background]

[Cut to Mammon hanging from the ceiling]

"Can someone get me down from here!? HEY! WHERE ARE YOU GUYS GOIN'!?"

A lot of the crew's clips had shaky movement from running due to multiple mammon situations

They got a great swoon-worthy shot of Mammon gazing lovingly at you

CM: "Maybe you should confess?"

"I'm confessin' to nothin'! Talk to my lawyer!"

CM: "That's not what we- Nevermind."

Levi:

"I already stream online so this isn't any different."

lol

Levi didn't realize they'd be watching his every move

How was he suppose to worship his shrine of Ruri and you in front of them!?

His camera crew couldn't stop cringing around the otaku

it was uncomfortable for everyone

[Camera films secret sweet moment of him awkwardly practicing asking if you want to hang out]

He asked for it to be deleted, it was denied

However his ratings shot up after that clip and the next one:

CM: "Do you have a crush on ___?"

"W-what!? N-no!!! (Incoherent Levi noises and he trips)"

That clip became a viral meme for weeks

I'm talking remixes and everything

In the end his camera crew actually did have a lot of fun with him and they game online together now

Satan:

"Watch your step. Oh, don't touch that!"

His camera crew had a difficult time with him

He managed to avoid them frequently so he wasn't overly present in the show, much to the annoyance of Lucifer and the others

If they did catch him, all the clips looked the same, all he did was read

They did manage to catch him feeding some stray devildom kitties

[Camera zooms in on him in his room with a collared cat on his lap]

CM: "I thought you couldn't have pets?"

"It's not mine. Clearly, I can't control what comes in my room as of late."

CM: "It has a collar?"

"Next question."

CM: "What can you tell us about the Anti-Lucifer League?"

"I don't know what you're talking about. Next question."

CM: "Okay... viewers want to know what's up with you and ___?"

[Satan opens a book and gets sucked in]

Asmo:

"It's like, Devilgram Live, but longer!"

Most unbothered out of everyone

He did get annoyed when they tried to catch him before he could start his morning beauty routine

He was scary, they caught it on camera...it was the only time the crew deleted a clip on a brothers request

Overall his crew had an easy time, it was standard to what they normally do, Asmo himself was fun

He was a natural, of course everyone loved him, who wouldn't?

Was the one to start drama for the sake of tv

Nothing too crazy just messed with Luci's schedule, got Mammon arrested, hid Levi's Ruri body pillow, little things really!

[Camera catches Asmo cuddling next to you]

CM: "You seem very fond of them!"

"I am! Oh maybe we can do like a one year WEDDING special later on!?"

Beel:

"Just don't get in my way I guess."

He wasn't really on board with the idea but not much he could do

His crew had an average time with him, he was easy and chill to film

They caught him doing a lot of activities like, cooking/baking, sports, gaming, it was surprising to viewers

His work out clips got a lot of views too, he was a busy demon

They filmed him helping around the house, even cleaning your room and leaving you little gift snacks

CM: "Wow, snacks? You must really like ___!"

"Yeah. I love them. I want to give them the world."He confidently admitted, smiling brightly

Had high ratings in the polls, the show gave everyone a new perspective of him who wasn't just a gluttonous beast

Belphie:

CM: "Is he breathing?"

"Zzz..."

The crew had an easy but boring time with him

There's only so many hours of a sleeping Belphie you can record

The were some soft serene moments with him,Beel and you, gazing at the stars

[Camera catches him sleeping, smiling and mumbling something about you]

CM (poking): "Belphie wanna share what you were dreaming about? We heard you call their name. "

"Only if the network agrees to air it unfiltered. It will be very descriptive."

CM:

CM: "That's a wrap guys."

⬦You might also like: MC's Livestream

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me shitpost #obey me humor #obey me headcanons #obey me hcs #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me fic #obey me crack #obey me imagines #◇˖・ﾟ— › cosmic obey me . ⊹#shitpostcifer

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prettypei · 7 months

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plot: them with a popular! chubby! fem! s/o; fluff!

reader: chubby! popular! fem! Reader

characters: yuuta, maki

warnings: mentions of fatshaming/homophobia, reader is sassy, mild spoilers for culling game arc (?, spoilers for jjk s2, use of Japanese honorifics, reader and maki are both lesbian in maki's part, a creep in maki's part

a/n: littleeeee bit of a self-insert... I jus wanted 2 write a lil sth LOL, yuuta is 2nd year btw

YUUTA

a little backstory on the reader!! ok soso reader is a 2nd year who's the closest with the first years and in this au you're really close to yuji...you currently maintain a long-distance relationship with yuuta! (let's pretend culling games didn't happen lol)

so let's rewind to the episode where the slice of life is happening (aka the "yuji bf material" ep ACK)

it was just supposed to be the first years but you were in the area too cuz you had just finished a mission, and yuji REALLLYYYY wanted to watch Earthworm Man 4... so you reluctantly agreed to go with them

(ps the first years kinda have a crush on you,, like idolizing ykwim)

so the four of you finished the movie when you recieved a call from your bf

so you talk blah blah blah and you're like "wait, isn't it like 3 am in Africa?" and he replies with a nervous chuckle and a "well,, guess where I am now?" and you literally scream into the phone... okie the fic is down below!!

"You're WHAT?" You screamed into the phone. "(name)-senpai, please shut up." Megumi deadpanned. "sorry, megumi. BABE, YOU'RE WHAT?" "Babe?" The three underclassmen shared a confused look. "Wait, you're here? Like in front of the movie theater? I don't see-WAITHOLYSHITISTHATYOU-" The three of them turned heads to see the direction you were waving in. "(name)!" Yuuta yelled excitedly. "O-okkotsu-senpai!" Megumi said with a surprised look on his face. "Who's he?" Nobara whispered to you, giving yuuta a weird look. "Show some respect." Megumi hisses while glaring at Nobara. "Ah, it's fine!" Yuuta smiles at all of them. "I'm just here to visit my wonderful girfriend!" "Girlfriend?" The three underclassmen feign a shocked expression as Yuuta squishes your cheeks together. "(n-name) has a boyfriend?!" Yuji squeaks. "Don't forget honorifics, it's disrespectful!" Megumi scolds once again, but he's the most surprised one of them all. "I thought you were single!" Nobara pouted. "Well, I'm not. Y'all ain't got a chance with me anyways." You smirked while giving Yuuta a peck on the cheek, leaving him flustered. "Awww... but I wanted to ask (name)-senpai out..." Yuji mumbles. "What?" Suddenly the atmosphere became cold and dark, and yuuta was glaring at a certain someone. "I-I mean-I thought-" Yuji stammered. "Yuu, babe, let's go. Let's go watch Barbie!" You insisted, pulling on his sleeve. "Okay, sure!" Yuuta's entire face lightens up as you pull him into the cinema. "O-Okkotsu senpai sure is scary..."

MAKI

reader is a 2nd year in this too :3

soooo maki is really like NOT open at all about your personal life, it's not that she's embarrassed of you it's just because she doesn't want others to stress her out about marriage, vows... she just wants to live the present

but that doesn't mean that she doesn't wanna share you with her closest friends though! And she's going to... but she keeps forgetting.

so basically you, maki and nobara are having a girl's day out and some creep tries hitting on ya...yk what's gonna happen.

"What do you guys want?" Maki asked you while you guys were lining up for the crepe shop. "I think... strawberry?" "Ohhh I want a blueberry one!" "Okay, I'll line up. You guys can go sit on a bench and rest." "You and Nobara walk to the bench under the tree, chatting excitedly while Maki told the cashier your order. All of a sudden, Nobara stopped talking and narrowed her eyes as a young man walked over. "He-Hello miss?" He asked timidly after tapping your shoulder. "Uh, yeah?" You give him a confused look. "Do I know you?" "N-No... I just wanted to ask for you nu-number...m-mommy...?" He squeaked, fiddling with his hands. At this point, you were beyond disgusted. "What the actual fuck?" You snap. "Get the-fuck-away from me!" "I-I like being degraded..." He whimpers as you push him away from you. "C-Can I get your number...? Promise I'll call you mommy..." "I don't-" "SHHHKKK." A long blade was dug in the bark of the tree behind the man, with only a millimeter to spare. "H-Huh?!" His voice's an octave higher. "Don't you ever touch my girlfriend ever again, scum." Maki growled as she came back with two crepes in her hands. "I-I-I won't! I swear I won't-I'll-I'll never-" "Shut up, little shit." Maki grumbled as she put her hand in yours, the man stumbling away and crying at the same time. "You okay?" Maki asked you with a concerned look. You giggled in response and held her hand tighter. "Love ya."

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sleepysamy · 11 months

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Your current situation💗

THE PILES (Choose the pile which you feel the most attracted to. Feel free to choose more than 1 pile):

Pile 1

For those who have chosen pile 1, you guys have set a new foundation in your life . It could be that you have started with a new project, routine, business, or invested in something new to you . This necessarily does not have to be in physical aspects , it could also mean that you have started to work developing a better and healthy mindset for yourself, chose to do something fun . Whatever you have currently started or you are planning to start will surely take off after some time . I see that you had been planning to take this step for a long time but kept on procrastinating as if it was not the right time .If you have not done it yet, don't wait for long . You should start immediately! If you came to this reading to know if you are on the right path, then the answer is a big YES! KEEP FOLLOWING WHAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR MIND. This idea or plan of yours will surely come into fruition, and you will be blessed abundantly of what you expect the results to be . If you have been working on manifesting a certain thing currently , that thing will manifest in the 3d very soon. GO AHEAD PILE 1! YOU WILL HAVE AMAZING THINGS WORKING OUT IN YOUR FAVOR.

Note- The pile you chose had Amethyst as the crystal, which tells that you should trust your intuition rather than external validations . You should also take steps to improve your self-confidence. You also need to ground your energy well to reap benefits . Do lots of meditation to strengthen your third eye chakra . It will help you a lot in this period.

Song for you:

Channeled messages: Frisbee, Go-getter, Right now, Lovesick, Freelancing, Back to Pavillion, Nasty af , Eat fruits , Go gym , Join the art class.

Pile 2

Hi Pile 2s, Life has been going shitty these days, right? You might have recently gone through a breakup , I am sorry, but it can be the loss of a loved one , or perhaps you have not been satisfied with where you are currently in your life. You blaming yourself over things. Self criticizing over small things that happen in your daily life. You also might have to face a situation in the future, which is making you really, really nervous about how you are supposed to handle it . But let me tell you, sometimes it's only our mind, which makes a simple situation worsen just because of the negative and scary thoughts we get inside. And trust me, whatever you are scared of facing is not that tough. You are making it out to be . Let go of your negative self - limiting beliefs and have a positive outlook towards life. You might also be currently dealing with anxiety and stress due to upcoming deadlines, projects you need to finish( additional message I got ). You might have had conflicts with your family members, freinds, colleagues which is causing you to overthink about what you could've done better to improve the situation? How can you get back to the same pace again. The answer lies inside you , sorry, but the answer is not crying but to face this situation with courage and fearlessness. I know you can and you will do it . You have all its takes to get over this . This time shall pass very soon . Nothing ever stays constant. Time is always moving . YOU GOT THIS PILE 2!

Note- The crystal you chose is a Golden Sunstone .This means that you need a new positive approach to life . You might be struggling with a creative blockage because I think your sacral chakra's flow is blocked. This is the reason you may get stressed easily . You can check on guided meditations on YouTube to overcome this . You can also try on positive affirmations.

Channeled messages: Naina, Pearl, Hunt, Thirst, Lying, Easy-going, Eat out.

Pile 3

Hi Pile 3s , so you are currently experiencing a massive transformation in your life. You are transforming into a beautiful new being . It's not that you are changing yourself . But you are just returning to your most authentic and true self . You are starting to recognize your own power. You are evolving and growing like a butterfly . It is a stage of metamorphis in your life where you are the caterpillar who faces struggles and endured pain( physical or mental). You might have let people walk all over you in the past . You left those people. Now, you have begun to establish healthy boundaries and stand strong . It can also be for some people who were sick for a long period of time and know they are getting well ( I get anorexia). You could have also struggled with an identity crisis before, but know you are out of it. You might be going through a spiritual awakening right now. You are vulnerable right now , you have surrendered to the universe , and you've learned how to let go . You have also started to accept the darkest parts within yourself, which felt unsettling uncomfortable for you. You are not taking anyone's shit now. You are so done with everything that you realise it is of no use. You realised you were draining your energy and time with being around with those people who don't care about you. Just like a Phoenix who burns and raises from its ashes. You are in the in-between phase of figuring things out in your life where you are still trying to sort out things for yourself, but DONT WORRY THE UNIVERSE IS WATCHING OVER YOU . THEY GUIDE IN EVERY STEP THAT YOU TAKE. You will soon enter into a phase where you will welcome healthy connections, love, and opportunities . THIS PERIOD OF YOUR IS VERY CRUCIAL, AND YOU MUST PAY ATTENTION TO THE SIGNS ALL AROUND YOU.

Note- The crystal that you picked is a black tourmaline, which is for protection from negative energies ,bad luck, and grounding. You might want to consider rituals to protect your energy or meditate to protect your energy from your surroundings.

Song for you:

Channeled messages champagne, crossover road ,wet sweater, sympathy, Simon says , who cares, pain, will I pretty , I am your mother you listen to me

Pile 4

Similar to pile 2, but the energy of pile 2 was intense, Yours is much more light-hearted and fun-going. I feel like you have forgotten to enjoy your life . Your mind is so involved in a daily hustle that it has forgotten to take a chill pill, man. Like you really need to relax . You are just taking life too seriously . Have fun, come on, it's summer . You are in the energy of constant pushing and pushing. You have a constant need to excel in things, whether it's exhausting yourself completely to achieve it. Sometimes, you forget about your own well-being in order to complete a task ( WORKAHOLICS FRR🤦‍♀️). You need to let loose . Learn how to receive . You are too much in your masculine energy, right now? You need to let things flow. Forget about the future. See what's in front of you. Observe the nature, the birds, the trees, the people around you. OBSERVE THEM. TALK TO THEM . GO OUT SIS/BRO . PARTY . JUST RELAX AND YOULL SEE EVERYTHING AROUND YOU TURNS OUT IN YOUR FAVOR. I didn't get much for your pile because actually you shouldn't be here being so concerned over silly things about whether am I going right or not . Will this do or that do. Dude, just chill . Seriously, just take a deep breath . You need a break, sweety.

Note- Your pile had a yellow moonstone that soothes the aura and brings the best out in people. It also provides emotional and intuitive support. I feel you need to go a spa session to get facial , massage, or something. It will help you ease your energy. You need to take care of your skincare routine and do lots of self care. It will rejuvenate your energy.

Channeled messages: I didn't hear anything for your pile.

#tarot #tarot reading #divination #intuitive readings #pick a card #tarot pac #current situation #free tarot #free tarot card reading

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castawaycat · 1 year

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A Soul for a Soul: Chapter 2- A Promise to be Okay

You knew it was wrong to spy on all the adults but you needed to know what their plan was to get everyone back. You had placed a bug and tracking device on your mama when you had hugged her earlier. If your mom ever found out you knew that you would be grounded for life.

Time Travel. Your mom and the avengers were planning on traveling through time to get some stones that were supposed to defeat that scary big purple guy. You paced back and forth as you continued to listen to the adults talk.

Although you had shared everything with your moms, you had made a recent discovery that you had powers. You were somehow able to become invisible including your clothes, you had also discovered that you had some form of power that made it possible for you to blast objects away from you. You were planning on telling your moms, but then the blip happened, and you didn’t want to stress out your mama Nat. She had enough to deal with.

“Y/n? I’m sorry about earlier. Can I come in?” Natasha knocked on the door as she heard you pacing in Wanda’s room. She knew that you were taking everything hard.

You removed your earbud from your ears and hid all your tech from out of sight. “You can come in.” You said as you did your best to look normal and not like you were just eavesdropping on your mom.

Natasha eyed you suspiciously as she walked in, “hey baby, we’ve come up with a plan to get everyone back. I don’t know when I’ll be back, but everything is going to be okay.” Nat knew that she shouldn’t make promises that she wasn’t sure she could keep.

You stood up and began to pace as you looked at your mom with disbelief, “you don’t know that! You don’t know if things are going to be okay.” You yelled as you tried to calm down. You couldn’t reveal to her that you knew what their crazy plan was.

“Y/n.” Natasha felt her walls begin to crumble. Wanda had always been better at calming you down or knowing the right things to say. “No, you’re right. I’m sorry. Detka, I don’t know if things are going to get better. But I have to try. I have to try for you, for Wanda and for everyone else.” She hated crying but she was scared shitless and she felt like she was already losing you.

You felt like shit for making your mom cry, “I’m sorry mama… I’m just scared. I know you probably are too. I just wish you could see that I’m not a child. I want to help. I can help.” You said as you walked over to your mom who was trying to wipe away her tears.

“No, y/n. You’re not just any child, you’re mine and mommy’s. You are worth fighting for. I made a promise to you and Wanda, and everyone in that courtroom that I was going to do everything it took to keep you safe. One day you will understand my love for you.” Natasha said as she pulled you into her arms and held you as you broke down.

You tried to fight in your mom’s arms. Everything felt like it was closing in on itself. You felt like you were saying a goodbye that was meant to last forever. Was your uncle Tony right? Was this really a suicide mission? Eventually your walls crumbled and you broke completely and sobbed uncontrollably.

“Y/n, I love you. Please stay here. Pepper and Morgan are going to come pick you up and you’re going to go and spend the night with them. When we get back we will be one step closer to getting mommy back. Please promise me that you will stay out of trouble.” Natasha said as she wiped your tears away as you started to calm down.

You bit your lip as you let out a defeated sigh, “I promise, just as long as you promise me that you come back all in one piece.”

Natasha took in a shaky breath, “baby, I can’t promise you that…”

“Mama, promise me that you will be okay. Promise me that you’ll come home.” You said stubbornly as you looked at your mom with pleading eyes.

Natasha nodded her head, “I promise that I’ll be okay. We will all be okay.” She would be okay as long as you were okay and safe. “I’ve gotta go. I love you.” She said as she hugged you tightly before grabbing her things and walking out of the room.

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You punched the wall as your mom walked out of the room. “Stupid Thanos! Stupid Blip! Stupid. Stupid. Stupid everything!” You felt determined to keep your mom safe. There was no way that you were going to just sit around and do nothing. You had powers. You could help them.

Making up your mind you grabbed your stuffie and focused on turning invisible including your stuffie friend. Being invisible helped to sneak into the room where the platform was. Quietly you grabbed an extra time suit that you saw laying around and put it on. You were gonna be toast if your moms ever found out about this.

You stood quietly on the platform as you saw everyone join. You held your breath as you listened to your uncle Steve give his classic motivational speech.

“We lost friends. We lost family. We lost a part of ourselves. But today we have a chance to take it all back. You have your teams and you have assignments. Get your stone, and get back here. One round trip each. No mistakes. No do-overs.”

Steve says as he grips his shield tightly in his hand. “Most of us are going back to places we know. That doesn’t mean we know what to expect. Be careful. Look out for each other. Improvise, if you have to.” He says as he looks around at his team… his family. “This is the fight of our lives. And we’re going to win. Whatever it takes.”

Everyone stays quiet after such a moving speech. It takes everything inside of you not to clap and ruin your whole secret plan.

Smart Hulk taps in commands with HIS PENCIL. LIGHTS ILLUMINATE EACH PAD. “Tracking beacons engaged.” He says as he steps onto the platform as he joins his team.

Natasha also looks around at all the members in her team… in her family. She does her best not to get emotional, “See you in a minute.”

Smart Hulk talks scientifically as he starts counting on his fingers, “actually, it’ll be closer to seven or eight microseconds, give or-”

SUDDENLY, THEY STRETCH AND VANISH, SHRINKING AWAY. WHOOSH. THE QUANTUM CONSOLE STOPS VIBRATING. HULK’S PENCIL SLOWLY ROLLS TOWARD THE EDGE...AND DROPS OFF-

#natasha x daughter!reader #daughter reader #marvel imagine #wandanat x reader #avengers endgame #soul stone

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writingforatwistedworld · 2 years

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Phantom bride event-Player is their last option Pt. 4

Characters: Cater Diamond, Azul Ashengrotto, Rook Hunt

Self-aware au

I do not take any responsibility for you reading this no matter which age group you are from!

WARNINGS: Yandere themes, obsession, possessiveness, imprisonment, death, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship

We know chatty Cater, always positive Cater, backstab ing-mood Cater but have you already met silent Cater?

Like, the scary kind of silent....

BUT there is one thing that is for certain

He is planning to get rid of her right now

I mean, my man is pretty obsessed and there is no way he would let some danger close to his person of obsession

It's a tough life as the overseer, I know I know.... always being the center of people who plot others demise as soon as they come too close, I know I know....

Cater wishes he could have his phone right now

Not because he wants to take a pic (ok maybe that as well...)

But rather because hello, can someone call some sort of protection agency??! LIKE THE MILITARY OF THE QUEENDOM???! MAYBE???!!!

Silent, brooding Cater... idk about what scares you but that is just dangerous

I mean, his dream is breaking in two right in front of his eyes and then you are also in danger

Mutates within a millisecond into Sebek 2.0 Heartslabyul version

You get why I'm so scared?

The only difference is that is that he doesnt know how to handle a sword but he also does labour by taking care of he garden so there has to be some strength in his arms

So yeah... I would recommend hiding behind Lilia because after this is over and you don't have a shield made of meat then he will 1. Pick you up, 2. Take you to his room and 3. Look you into there until he garduated

It's just for your protection! Don't you understand??!

His mood swings scare me (no, for real)

The moment you eternity full on crying the sea out of his eyes

And... why is no one entering after you??!

Are you seriously taking her on all on your own????!!!!!

Suddenly all that sadness is thrown from the ship into the sea (I know, bad comparison) and left is a angry, protective, obsessed, murderous octopus

He is screaming like Ursual when she was... uh... you know what

But oh no, not because he is also... that... but rather from rage (ok maybe a bit on the inside but that is a different kind of Sushi)

At first he is screaming profanities at the blue annoyance

And then he “sober up” and starts trying to make deals with the guards

“Make me move and you will have wonderful hair in no time” -Azul, Dorm leader of Octavinelle, desperate

Uh no... I would like to think that he knew that people won't agree to such a thing when you screamed just seconds ago...

He is just so scared that you might die!

Suddenly he has the urge to stuff that cake into his mouth...

Stress eating.....

But again, please hug the octopus afterwards! He needs it!!!

And also empty that bucket of water over there over his head... that body temperature of his can't be healthy.....

What am I supposed to say? The guy is ready to end their second stage of existence when you were just in wedding attire

Ok but let me think... uh... Panic! Yes, panic!

He was there, one of the last.... and then he got fresh-frozen

You ever wondered how a speechless Rook looked like? Now you know it

Madame over there just killed something in him

His heart rate is also way too fast to be considered healthy

Par ta perfection, tu es tellement en danger!!!

All that training, all that hpunting is for naught as soon as you face danger and he isn't able to do anything

But then again, does that mean that he is worthless? (No Rook you... and he doesn't listen....)

He is such a disappointment!

How could he ever dare to step close to you again??!

Usually I would say, run, don't turn back and start a new life after getting your face and name changed

But now... how about hugging him?

He really, really needs it

Bu after that take your distance again

We wouldn't want to find you imprisoned after all! Right, ma chère perfection?

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dilutedapplejuice · 8 months

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Tw: descriptions of (fictional) abuse, neglect, and complex trauma

I’m rewatching soul eater (finally) and I’m at crona, the traumatized non-binary icon!!! And WOW are they autistic. So I’m making a list about it!

All my examples will be transcriptions (from episode 8) bc Hulu won’t let me screenshot it lol

*spoilers for Crona’s entire character arc*

1) Responding to abuse using very obvious logic

*Ragnarok starts hitting Crona and pulling on their skin*

Crona: That hurts me. It hurts! It hurts! It hurts! Stop moving around like that you’re squeezing me! Don’t poke me! Ow! Stop already. Don’t push my nose! You’re bruising me. Stop it now! I’ve had enough already!

Ragnarok: Now, now, calm down Crona. You’re so scary when you’re stressed out like this.

Ragnarok: If you don’t get it in gear we’re going back to the sleep deprivation again.

Crona: No! Don’t start waking me up every hour again! I don’t like it. The dark circles under my eyes will come back and I don’t know how to deal with the dark circles!

Ragnarok: If you let him hit you with that technique again, I’m gonna stick thumb tacks in your shoes. Got it?

Crona: No! Thumbtacks in my shoes would stick into my feet whenever I tried to walk. It would hurt. I don’t think I could deal with that, really.

*Crona gets hit so hard that cartoony stars and planets start circling their head*

Crona: There are stars and planets floating around me. I don’t think I can handle astronomy right now.

This is a bit hard to explain. Crona is describing things that are somewhat obvious to intuit (of course walking in shoes with thumb tacks on the bottom would hurt). Maybe this is a coping mechanism, to help them feel more grounded and in control. Maybe doing this repetitively is soothing, or compulsive (notice how it’s all the same format? “I don’t know how to deal with this!”).

Maybe they are trying to get Ragnarok to see their perspective so that they stop hurting them. But in that case, it seems somewhat clear that these pleads are not working. It’s almost certain that Crona has been doing this type of appeal consistently, even before they are seen in episode 7. Yet we see at least 3 incidents within 30 minutes of the show where Ragnarok not only chooses to bully Crona, but ignores anything they say (or paints them as overreacting). A different person might use their social cognition skills to intuit that Ragnarok will not listen to any kind of emotional appeal and make some other kind of attempt. Crona doesn’t seem to understand this however. They just keep hitting the same wall.

So not only does Crona not have a natural way of understanding social subtext, but they never had the chance to develop it because they were isolated and abused since childhood! It’s a double whammy.

2) Having specific rules with interacting with other things

Medusa: Crona, why are you taking it so easy? Do something.

Crona: It’s not like the ones before. Those were boys. She’s a girl. I’m no good with girls. What am I supposed to do with her?

Medusa: *laughs* How silly… Kill her of course.

Ragnarok: Wouls you hurry up and attack already you idiot?!

*Crona begins attacking*

Crona: But I’ve never seen a man with a screw sticking out of his head before! I don’t know how I’m supposed to deal with a guy like that.

Ragnarok: You eat him! Swallow his soul!

They are struggling with knowing how to interact with new things- a girl, a man with a screw in his head. Considering how extreme their isolation was, it’s likely that they are nervous and uncertain in the way an abled person might feel around a visibly disabled person, or a white person might feel around someone who is BIPOC. They don’t know what’s appropriate. But with how they’ve been encouraged to kill everyone they interact with, I would say this ain’t a typical response. Many people in their situation would follow the pattern and think “I’ve been told to kill x, x, and x. There’s another person who’s not my master or weapon. I should kill them too.” That’s not too much of a stretch, I’d say.

But the fact that they have a specific rule set to follow and struggle to apply it to new things strikes me as uniquely autistic thought process.

3) Struggling to understand other perspectives

*Maka hits Crona because they run up and attack*

Crona: You’re going to start poking at me also?

Maka: You should know that the hunting of human souls is strictly forbidden!

Crona: She [Medusa] said that it was okay to eat the human souls. I don’t see what’s wrong with it if she said that it was okay.

They just… kind of assume other people already fit into the context of their own world. Crona thinks that they are following the rules perfectly and is confused when other people challenge those rules. If Maka defends herself and hits Crona, she is the strange one because wasn’t Crona doing exactly what Medusa wanted? Why is Maka poking at them too? And why is Maka saying that Medusa is wrong? Medusa said it was okay, so it must be okay!

This is all clearly because Crona was brainwashed. Medusa seems like the only source of truth in Crona’s world because that was how they were raised. That’s literally the only thing they know. They just haven’t grown those skills of empathy to understand how other people might think. This just seems like such a specifically autistic way to be traumatized because of their adherence to the given rules/authority.

4) The way they talk

They just have that autistic accent. Idk if they’ve hit puberty yet, but they sound like a little kid. Slightly whiny, breathy. And that’s trademark autistic.

5) Eye contact

They are almost never looking at people’s faces. This could be trauma, this could be autism. Likely both.

6) Gender

This is kind of a “duh” point, but autistic people are more likely to be trans or gnc, either because they don’t understand intangible concepts or social concepts, struggle to present in a way that conforms with their AGAB, or don’t feel as obligated to follow arbitrary rules just to fit in. Regardless of if Crona is canonically a “boy” or not, they clearly don’t conform- our first intro to then was when they were mistaken for a girl and verbally assaulted. It’s likely a mix of their pink androgynous hair, childish voice, and clothes that makes them seem like this. They also don’t seem too bothered by different pronouns, if they even notice a difference at all.

7) Daydreaming

In the end, we learn that Crona constantly escapes into their own mind where they are on a tiny desert/beach planet, where they are happy and have an imaginary friend (if I remember correctly- I haven’t made it to this part in the show yet). This is also a very autistic trauma response. I wouldn’t be surprised if they had some kind of dissociative disorder like DID or OSDD and their friend just never fronted. And the specific fantasy of having someone who understands and loves you, in a small, controlled environment where you can do repetitive things for however long you want to…. It’s autism baby.

And… that’s a wrap! Thanks for reading!

And yes. This is a silly Tumblr post by an autistic person who doesn’t have any major trauma. I have no hope of understanding the complexities of childhood abuse and brainwashing. There’s no way for me to actually discern whether a fictional character is suffering from being programmed as a living weapon, or if they’re autistic (I mean, many things listed could be a result of Crona completely losing their free thinking ability and being dependent of their master to do all the thinking. Of course, and that’s exactly how Medusa intended it. Trauma does imitate autism in some manners. I just like to make lists). I just like to think that Crona’s psychology is a result of both.

Anyway. Drink some water!

#autism rambles #soul eater #crona soul eater #autism

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brighterdaysarebeforeus · 8 months

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Miles and Pavitr chat part 2!! Also, you know that feeling you get when you’ve been away from home for a bit and then you finally go back? That’s Miles right now, hahahahaha

@hobiesgender @royallydivinelesbian

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Miles was facedown on his bed when the door opened behind him. He almost didn’t want to get up; he had only been gone a week, but that entire week was spent with more physical exercise than Miles had ever had in his life, and at least seven nights of sleeping in awkward places and positions all over the city. His mattress was the most comfortable thing he’d ever laid on in his entire life, and there wasn’t really a lot he was willing to get up for right at that moment.

“I come in peace?” Came the quiet voice, and he turned over quickly for one of the very few (he could not stress that enough, the mattress was so comfortable…) things that could grab his attention right now. Pavitr was standing inside the doorway, looking uncertain as to whether he’d be welcomed in or not, and Miles felt himself smile. As he sat up again, Pavitr smiled more fully and closed the door behind him before taking a running jump onto the bed. He slammed into Miles, laughing at the slightly pained grunt he let out at impact, and Miles was reminded again how long it had been since he’d been able to hang out with Pav. “You didn’t finish telling me about the city, earlier!”

“Pav, you don’t even know!” Miles sat up quickly, beaming at his friend. “It was great, honestly it was. I ran into Hobie and his group like, almost right away. I was practically set, put in the city, man.”

“So Hobie is a person?” Pavitr asked, and Miles lit up.

“Yeah, Hobie’s a person, he’s a really cool guy!” He said. Pavitr lifted an eyebrow at him, and Miles missed the warning sign as he barreled on. “He runs this group of, like, kids and stuff? There were two kids, younger ones I mean, Peni and Ham. And there was Gwen and Margo, too, and they just, like, roamed the city and stuff?”

“Roamed the city?”

“Yeah, but in a helpful way?” Miles frowned as he thought of how to explain to Pavitr without going into the more…illegal things he’d noticed them all doing while he was with them. He wasn’t entirely sure what had happened to Hobie, yet, or how the group was supposed to work now that he’d been taken into custody by Miguel. “Like, Hobie would have us divide and conquer the marketplace, and we’d pick up groceries for the elderly in the city. And he had us volunteer in shifts at a food bank!”

“What’s a food bank?” Pavitr asked, and Miles couldn’t help himself; he delved into the whole adventure, starting from when he left (though being careful not to mention how he’d made it out of the castle in the first place) and segueing into his week with the whole group. He even told Pavitr about the close call they’d had with the guards, when they’d had to split up because they’d almost gotten caught squatting in an abandon apartment complex, and he’d gotten stuck following Gwen and Peni over rooftops.

“That shit was scary, though,” he told Pavitr, who was staring at him with wide eyes, “but only because some of those buildings are so tall! And, like, Gwen and Peni had absolutely no qualms about it. I couldn’t get shown up by a twelve year old!”

“But across the roof?”

“I know!” Miles laughed. “But like, Hobie took forever to get back to their base, and like halfway through I started getting worried, cause like, what if he’d gotten caught then, you know? It was wild, man.”

“You really liked this guy, huh?” Pavitr asked softly, and Miles groaned as he covered his face in his hands. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much about someone before, Miles. You spent a whole week with one guy and you suddenly can’t stop talking about him?”

“There were other people there too!” Miles protested. Pavitr shrugged playfully, shaking his head to contradict Miles. “Didn’t you hear about Margo? Or Gwen? C’mon, man, I just finished telling you about a whole chase scene with Gwen and Peni, I’ve talked about the rest of the group!”

“Not as much as you’ve talked about Hobie.” Pavitr sang his name out teasingly, and Miles groaned even louder. He fell back against the bed again, covering his face with his hands while Pavitr laughed good-naturedly at him. “Come on, Miles. There were, like, eight people here, at the palace, for almost three weeks specifically to appeal to you for marriage, and absolutely none of them got you going on and on about them. You even ran away to get a moment’s peace!”

“That wasn’t exactly — ”

“And then!” Pavitr said loudly, as if to cover Miles’s attempt at defending himself with his own words. “And then! You come back, and your focus is not on meeting with your parents to discuss what you saw, no! You don’t want to talk about how you got out of the castle, or what you saw in the city, why would you? Your one and only trip out into the general population on your own, and you don’t even want to take two minutes to assure your best friend that you’re ok!” Miles protested that, sitting up so quickly a bone popped in his lower back, but Pavitr was on a roll; there was no stopping him. “Nope, your focus is on making sure that everything turned out ok for Hobie!” There was a pause, finally, as Pavitr took a breath and Miles stared at him.

“Are you done?” He asked, and Pavitr snorted. Miles did the same, the both of them collapsing into giggles together. “Like, was that it? Are you finished now? Got it all out of your system?”

“Shut up!” Pavitr whined, smacking him gently. “I’m just saying.” Their giggles died down, and they sat in silence for a moment before a though occurred to Miles.

“Do you think he’s mad at me?” He asked, and Pavitr hummed questioningly. “Hobie.” Pavitr rolled his eyes so hard that his head followed through with the motion, mouthing Hobie’s name as mockingly as he could; Miles ignored him completely to stare at the ceiling, brows furrowed in concern. “Do you think he’s mad, because I lied?”

“Did you lie though?” Pavitr asked. He titled his head back and forth as he thought about it, lips pursed together. Miles watched him from where he started laying down again, waiting for him to come to a verdict. “You just didn’t tell him you were royalty, right? Does that count as a lie?”

“I mean, I guess?” Miles shrugged. “Lie by omission, maybe. But, I mean, I did, sort of, maybe, possibly tell him my name was, uh…” he trailed off, rubbing the back of his head and avoiding Pavitr’s intense look as he muttered, “I may have told him my name was Michael.”

“Oh, then yeah, probably.” Pavitr said. “He’s probably mad. Sorry, Miles.” Miles sighed and closed his eyes, dropping his head against the mattress.

He hoped, that if he saw Hobie again, he wouldn’t be too mad at him.

#punkflower #miles morales #pavitr prabhakar #a whole new world au #part 14

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calypso-finale · 7 months

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Hundred Twenty Nine. Part 2

I am in shock; I cannot believe this actually happened. One minute we are in the car laughing and flirting, I had a little drink or two, nothing big because I don’t drink heavy like that anymore and the next I see the guys in helmets just staring back at me. Fear took over me when I saw them, but I am trying to process it all and that was scary, Oakley was so calm I think he was only panicking with me there, I think that is the only reason because I didn’t know what to do at all. The next thing I am being dragged down and across the panel, and over his lap, worst experience ever too because what if he crashed, all I could think about is my son, like this could be it and then a flat tyre, being in the open and Oakley being stubborn “I just want to go home” I said to Tion as he made his way over to me “I said it to him, that I will call a cab and get you home and he said no. I ain’t sign up for this you know” he laughed “you’re supposed to take a grenade for me” Tion laughed “you right, I am joking. That is really nothing though, I have been in worse situations, that is light work” side eyeing him “I am not about that life, no. This is what I have told him, this is what I don’t want, this is the life I don’t want and he’s not caring. He was so calm, it was me stressing him out” Tion nodded his head “I mean women, you was howling” I cringed “in fear Tion” he sighed out crossing his arms “and that is fine, I think he just didn’t want you to see around you either, like the amount times they was gaining, this is why I kept saying brake. And he was braking harshly because they kept moving forward like I am not sure what they wanted, and that bullet hit the back, they look like some young ones though, not sure if they was trying to get a hit or a message but they did it in the wrong ends. Who does that in Mayfair knowing the cameras they got around, Oakley isn’t stupid. I think the whole police thing is calculated” I huffed out “yeah well they could get any of us like this, I mean good the police are here, but we needs to go” Oakley waved us over “come!” he spat.

The police just stared at me “we will be in touch to speak to you” he said “but right now we are going to get CCTV footage and try and gain some more information, Oakley has given everything he can. But we will be in touch tomorrow” nodding my head “ok” I just said “come, come” Wadz waved me over “who’s car is this?” I asked, “Clint came, he is to drive you both back” side eyeing Oakley “ok” I just said getting into his car “family” I am so drained, we had a good night and now this “no family?” Clint looked at me from the front seat “a tired one” I mumbled “sorry that happened to you, I only found out because someone posted it on IG that this is Cench car, this an unruly place you know. I mean we can’t live in fear all our lives, we live by that don’t we Oakley” his friends can choke, I don’t care really because that is fucked up “well I was scared, I am in fear so where do we go from there? It is not good; I have a son at home waiting for me. Maybe you all want to play on the road, but I have told you so many times Oakley that ends, you said it ended?” I pointed “I am not playing on the road; I am home with you?” Oakley defended “oh are you really? Because you aren’t living with me every day Oakley, on the weekends you come to me so what do you do for the other times? Don’t piss me off, like you and this road shit, this is your fault” he is lying to me “I ain’t do shit, literally someone probably might have seen the number plate you fucking got me and knew to get at me, that happens too, how the fuck are you blaming me? I told you that I don’t do shit anymore, I have a family, but you’re sat here blaming me, you’re jarring” he waved me off “I am not jarring, I am telling you now I am not having this, I don’t want to live in fear because of you!” I shouted “I don’t think my man would put his family in danger” Clint said “of course you’re going to say that! Just don’t speak” I said, I don’t want to hear it.

My phone died so I didn’t get all the calls and my mom has left so many messages and missed calls “mom” I said, I am in bed now, but I don’t want them to worry “my god, you’re giving me a heart attack here, what is happening!” she spat “I am here mom, my phone died sorry. I am in bed now. It’s fine” I have to remain calm collected with my family “I am glad you’re home but Rylee, this has to open to your eyes. You both can’t live in London anymore, moving different parts don’t work” this is why I want to act calm with my parents “mom look, it’s not like it was his fault or that he did something. He was targeted, I think it was his number plate they knew it was him. I am not having this battle with him over moving, I can’t do it” shaking my head “well I will knock some sense into him, I told him he can’t live there! You think I could live in Virginia? No, I fucking can’t. He is one dumb bastard, I will fucking murder him if anything happens to you” my dad is so highly emotional “dad, please do not start this. Nobody is going to hurt anyone right. He was the one protecting me, he didn’t want that to happen with me there, I know that for sure. I do not want you to do anything to him because that affects me, you can’t be in my future like that. I will deal with it, please. You cannot attack him; you both already are on the edge with things and now you want to attack him? No dad, that can’t happen and mom you can’t let it happen because you both know where my loyalty lies, I have said it so many times now. I call you because I am close to you all but if this what will happen I will stop” they can’t do this “no, your dad won’t. He is expressive, so what is happening now?” my mom changed the subject “I am in bed, and he had gone to the apartment, but the police will visit me tomorrow morning” I am so tired “so you went through that and he just left you?” my mom said, and I wish I didn’t tell her now “we agreed, I said he could” I lied, I never asked, and he just went once Clint dropped me off.

I am so tired but managed to get Aziel to school on time, I look a mess so shades on is a must. I didn’t really sleep well actually, how could I sleep when that happened to me and then now the footage that the dumbass police saying they are searching for is right in front of them, on every gossip page, like that scared me, I could have died in that but let’s post it. I cringed seeing it, how scary that was for me, and then on top of that my soon to be husband literally left me, didn’t care to stay but I had to lie to my mother to say that I agreed for him to go, I hate life “thank you Tion” he is always there “you’re welcome” walking out of the door “Lee” I stopped walking seeing Oakley is here, and why is he even here but he has flowers with him, and his friends are here too “what?” I said walking towards my car “you want to go to the car?” Tion asked “yeah I want to go home, I prefer not to be near them” I am not dealing with that “let me speak to you please, why are you running away from me like that, Tion close the car door bro just don’t hype her up like that” pulling a face “hyping me up like that? Oakley don’t come to me with flowers after what happened, the behaviour to me is dismissive. Now you’re here with flowers? Are you serious” he licked his top lip “I didn’t want to put you in danger, like hear me out. They don’t care for you like that, they want me or whatever. I just needed to get my head straight” he is defending his shit behaviour “no Oakley, I needed you and that should have been first on your list” walking towards the car but he closed the door and that alone made me mad “let’s talk please, let me take you to lunch, let me get you breakfast I mean. Come” I shook my head, you can text me where and I will see you there, I am not fucking with that shit anymore, I have to think of me and my son, since you don’t give a shit, move now!” opening the car door “text me in five minutes or I ain’t coming” closing the car door.

I hate when he has a stupid smile on his face like now, what is even funny I don’t know “I was behind you really, but the boys left, I still have your flowers” he placed them on the table “you bought them knowing I will be pissed with you” I pointed “I suppose” he sat down “I suppose? You knew, you should have been there for me, I have never in my life been through that, don’t touch me” I sat back “I had to lie to my mother to say I allowed you to go, but I didn’t. You should have stayed with me, you knew I needed you, but you still went” he rubbed his face, he has already heard enough but I have just started “I had things to deal with, like I needed to know who that was. I have been up all night, but why did you tell your parents. Why run to them? So they can be on my dick, we are getting married. Me and you! Not them, I am not marrying into your parents, you running to them showed you can’t deal with shit yourself, why go to them? All fucking night I had your mom on the phone, worrying about you. I told her that you are home, then she rang again, and again. And a fucking again to tell me to move, I ain’t moving out of London. I ain’t your dad, I don’t run. That shit is a freak accident that happened because I know people and they don’t attack like that, that shit was lame” I waved him off “so you rather live in London where someone could take you out, or even me or even our son? I have to think of me, I have to think of my son. And we want more kids!? In this environment” he is not hearing himself “Lee, I am telling you now them who did it, they don’t know me like that at all. They saw the number plate, that was it. They knew we was coming out because they waited, who the fuck waits to attack, do it while I am standing, that shit wasn’t targeted, it was some dumb kids trying their luck. Elder boys would have done it there and then, no waiting. I ain’t moving, I ain’t going to America, that shit fake place nah. Either we stay here or nothing and I told you this, and I don’t want you running to your parents. Your dad comes here and starts he will regret it, I have had enough of his shit, never again” he is mad “you could have shut your mouth instead you know that, you fucking check my phone” he threw his phone to me “you see how many times your mother called!” picking his phone up to check.

She is the only name in his call list and then his mother at top, that was it. Placing his phone down “trying to drill me about everything, trying to make me move to America, you can tell your mom. You can call her too and tell her you stay here but if Rylee you don’t then we can’t work” he shrugged “I apologise ok, I am sorry I should have stayed with you, but I was too angry, I needed to know. I needed to know who did that, I still don’t know. Usually these motherfuckers air it out on social media but nothing, because that wasn’t the people that hate me, this was just wishful fucking youths. It’s London, they saw my plate and did it. They probably wanted my Rolex; I don’t know but it happened, and we move on because fuck them” shaking my head “that isn’t the point, life even if your calm about it. If they did get you for real then what? I lose you, I just want to protect us” he sighed out “and we are protected, nobody is coming for me. I don’t know who they are, don’t you have the police coming over?” nodding my head “I will come home with you” he said, “now you come home, I needed you then” he groaned out “and I get it, but I wouldn’t have been any good to you then Lee, don’t you hear that!” he spat “I do but I still needed you, I don’t want you walking off when I need you. I needed you! Hear those words, I have never been through that in my life. I was scared and still am” he leaned forward “I am sorry, I do mean it. I just needed to know; I wouldn’t have been any good to you. I came to you because I knew, I hold my hands up. I am sorry” nodding my head “I was mad that it happened with you there, really am” I can imagine he may have been awful to be with after that, maybe he is right “like I am mad with you really, why did you have to tell your mom. I am pissed with you, what is between us should be just that. I am big mad, I want to know why?” he asked me but now he has put me on the spot “I have the police arriving, I need to go” changing the issue “I will go too” he added, which I rather he didn’t now.

Oakley is very pissed with me that I got my parents involved but what does he want me to say, I mean I was emotional and scared, I mean I am still but what did he want me to do. Now he is here, so is the police, like what is my life I wasn’t made for this “with us taking your statement Miss Fenty, it seems like Oakley knew what to do?” one of them said “what you trying to insinuate, you just said that these bikers have been targeting other people so like what are you trying to say?” Oakley asked “they have been targeting other people with money, but they never shot at the vehicle, so we are asking if you know any information? We are trying our best to get them and I don’t think you are in danger, but they haven’t shot at the car, and these are youth, they have been going around London doing this” looking at Oakley and he shrugged “that is the job for you, why would I know? I just was protecting my partner that is all, you acting like I did wrong?” he laughed “it’s dumb, I don’t get why you trying to make it seem I was doing anything wrong?” if like Oakley even likes the police “we are just trying to get information” Oakley laughed “you from the ends my guy, I know you stop acting dumb” my eyes widened “seems a little deep for someone to shoot at your car, we are trying to do our job and keep you safe but” he got up “some don’t want to be saved, but we will be on your case Miss Fenty and look into it. And try and not hang with the wrong crowd” he looked at Oakley, well that was rude “same to you” I shushed Oakley.

I huffed out, I am tired and stressed “is this what you want? Me to be stressed out and questioned, we was in Mayfair, fucking Mayfair! And still that happened, still!” I spat “it’s London, what do you want me to say? Maybe I shouldn’t drive around with my name on my car, be better but you got me that, I wanted to use it but I will switch it up, maybe I have been a little too free” he held his hands up “or we need to move and think of us, somewhere peaceful” he shook his head “this is peaceful, you live on the same street as billionaire’s what more do you want!?” he spat “and they complain about your friends doing fucking music videos outside my fucking home! On the street, the loud music when they come, act your pay grade Oakley! You ain’t them!” I shouted “but you want to be, you beat cancer to be like this? You want to marry me to do what? Tell me? So we can be in danger, live life on edge, at this point I am going Ireland with your mother and feed the fucking goats there, she is happy and at peace because London, this place it’s toxic! I can’t do this; I can’t have this for my son! To see my son with these men that enjoy gang affiliated things! Aziel will be the same and I fucking see it, you know it but you’re ok with it deep down” he doesn’t want to hear me, the amount of times he rolled his eyes “Aziel will never know struggle, so no he can’t be for the streets, don’t worry. Put him in boarding school so he can be a prime minster and hating his own kind, that is fine. We can do it like you, and he end up like Saint, a sadistic motherfucker, rich kids don’t get it. Never fucking will, I am not going America to be a fake American, I hate that country and I hate that place, I am not moving out of London, you deal with it, or we can’t work and if you want to run to mommy and daddy because they got money and take my son then more fool you because he will hate you for it, decide Rylee because I ain’t moving. You came here, I am not being unhappy for the rest of my life , my people are here. Do what you like” he waved me off and walked off to the kitchen “not even for me you wouldn’t move?” I asked “we did move! Here! For you, if it was me I would be still in that fucking apartment, I don’t care. I did! Fuck” he is so mad because I even questioned him “acting dumb” poking my lips out crossing my arms.

Oakley hasn’t left the home or stormed out, he is here but not speaking to me just eating food and speaking to his friends, but the girls are calling me anyways, a group one. They have been trying to call me “hey” closing the door behind me “girl, what the fuck?” Lillian said, “I know right” I rolled my eyes “I have five minutes left on my lunch break” Lillian said, “are you ok?” she asked “yeah girl, we have been worried. The video has been everywhere, you look cute too” I chuckled “oh god, it just switched. Like all I know is that Oakley had my head down, his hand didn’t move because he didn’t want me to look up, one hand driving. He was speeding, I got to give it to him he knew what to do, he was calm, and I just think it kind of threw him off because I was there, but he was calm, I was well still having a meltdown. He said it’s not targeted but then why they shot the car?” I shook my head “they knew of him, like or one of them did like that is crazy. Wyge said he been rolling like he is mad anyways, like why are you rolling with your name out there. Down west, down south west. Like everyone knows it’s you. He should remain hidden like he was” Halle said “I know, well it’s my fault I got it him or whatever, but we aren’t talking because I want to move and he sees me as some rich girl that can jump up and leave and he refuses to leave London altogether” Lillian smiled “he will live and die in London girl, that must have triggered him” I nodded my head “but yeah, there we have it. I guess I will stay in London, he said he gave up living in that place for me to live in this better spot and that was the biggest thing for him or whatever I am like no it’s not really. You care about us keep us safe” I scoffed “yeah hey Oakley” looking behind me “great, but anyways. Wasn’t the facetime nice” he sat down, I guess he heard that “it was indeed, I have work now. Bye ladies” they both left me so quick, how annoying “look I will do anything for you to be safe, you and Aziel are my everything, I mean that but I can’t move, that will depress me a lot. I will move back here and the number plates I will take off but please don’t make this an issue, I don’t want to move away from London and I can’t be dealing with your parents either, that has got to stop” he is calm about it “ok” I mumbled, nodding my head “I love you Lee, I do” smiling lightly “I know” he stresses me out.

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Strangers From Hell Live Blogging

I usually stick to my planned shows in a planner order but randomly wanted to watch something dark, so landed here even though it wasn't on my To Watch List.

Do wanna do a proper live blogging, so think I'll only do my favourite parts or things that give me a strong reaction

SPOILERS! I also know some spoilers like Lee Dong Wook's character is a cannibal dentist? or something and also he kills our main character or the other way around, I didn't register the names

Ep 1 (Jan 19)

was afraid we'd get a whole lot about gambling for a sec. Hate gambling in shows so bad omg

bruh is that a real gun or fake wtf girl I'm scared the "crazy man" is boutta kill "the pervert" while playing

lol on the nose with the You know the best part about living here? Nobody cares if anybody here dies

okay it's a fake with play bullets or something ig

damn, Jongwoo fucked up that guy who was beating up someone else bc he got flashbacks to his time in the army

damn someone made a hole to peep into Jongwoo's room

oh the quip about the "he's not stuttering right now" was leading up to the fact that they're twins. i was wondering if mans was faking it

So far, quite unsettling and I'm liking it. Also fun that Jongwoo can't quite tell what's going on or what's happening but we the audience also can't always tell what's really happening vs what's Jongwoo's imagination or dream (like the pervert just continuously saying 'should i kill you?' which was also when the ganster guy found the play bullet thing in his room which was real but it lead to Jongwoo's bloody dream so was the pervert part real?)

Anyway, time to go to bed because it's 12AM and I have to get up in 7.5 hours and I can't handle scary or unsettling things later at night

Things we know that Jongwoo doesn't:

The Pervert is making a hole or cutting the floor or whatever upstairs (in the 4th floor where nobody lives?)

There's a hole in his room that someone can see through

The dentist mans who isn't even involved in the story yet is fucked up

Ep 2: Human Nature (Jan 20)

I hope we stay mostly at the creepy weirdo apartment instead of Jongwoo's freaking workplace bc that gives me more anxiety and stress than the murders or whatever's boutta happen in the apartments

Everyone at this fucking place just has terrible dreams of death and murder, huh? including the gangster. anyway he wants to move out so I'm assuming he's gonna die soon. not to mention he's fucking going to the women's floor that's supposed to be off-limits and empty but the pervert's out there digging the floor there anyway

what the fuck a dead body with blood, how long has the fucking body been there

oh damn one of the twins struck the gangster down?

I wonder whether the landlord knows about the killings and weird happening on the 4th floor or not. her talking about how after the gangster leaves, only good people will be left was sus and creepy

so one of the twins deposited the dead cat?

okay so that specific twin (giggling, stuttering) killed one cat but the others were scorched and burned, so either his other twin killed them or it was the dentist

oh is that missing person poster of the guy who's dead and stored in the 4th floor?

hmm "that guy" that the twins keep talking about. the dentist?

Jongwoo's anger issues and uncontrolled outbursts is interesting because I originally thought he'd be very much the odd one out but he also has darkness in him (even if it's not cruel and sadistic like the other neighbors). like even though that was his imagination of standing up to the hyung boss man but when he beat up those guys in ep 1 was def an indication of what he's capable of

Okay so here's the thing right is the dentist and the "calm creepy" guy in the apartment the same guy? No? The dentist looks like Lee Dongwook (which he is) while the "calm" guy looks kinda like Lee Minho lmao. okay lmfao this whole time for some reason I thought the dentist and the smiley calm creepy guy were supposed to be the same person and kept getting confused that they literally didn't look alike and also was like why would a dentist be at that dingy place wtf but turns out they're unrelated. actually i guess the reason i thought they were the same was bc i knew the smiley guy was up to something weird and terrible for sure and thus thought he was the murderous creep dentist everybody kept talking about

That was hindi in the notebook of the old tenant guy? I saw a comment about how the old Pakistani tenant had a really sad backstory hmm

oh this lady is for sure in on the men making the tenants disappear

bruv, isn't he the police? he should be able to escape the chokehold imo

also the smiley guy is so ? why is he killing a detective or police officer or whoever like how are you gonna hide all of that

ohhh the dentist has a cult I see. In the volunteers I can spot the dentist, the twins, and the landlord lady but not the smiley calm guy though I guess he's one of the guys. will the police lady realize who's in the pics since she's seen one of the twins? Also, I rewatched the dentist and police convo and he mentioned meeting Mr. Park the other dentist at volunteer work, so is he also gonna be involved?

lmfao the convo on the roof with "like it?" "i thought you and i could be the same type of person" is so gay like that's how people talk about homosexuality and that's how confessions sometimes start in BLs. except this time it's murder and horrifying torture!

Things we know that Jongwoo doesn't:

The location of the gangster and also the previous Pakistani resident

Ep 3: A Secret Whisper (Jan 20)

kinda fun how casually the dentist strangles the smiley guy

Was the "I thought you and I might be the same type of person" just in the dentist's head? This show kinda reminds me of Midnight Motel in terms of showing the thoughts and scenarios in the characters' heads, though this is showing much darker scenarios and dreams generally

lmfao Jongwoo being so eager about crime fiction and writing about a murderer who kills the same way the dentist just killed lmfao so funny The Dentist falling in love with him or what and then Jongwoo being charmed by him due to the flattery oh silly man

oh that diary is so fucked. people definitely going into your room

somehow them actually burying a body (the police officer's? the smiley creepy guy's?) seems so mundane like ah yes the murderers must dispose of the body (though does the pervert's ankle bracelet track his location?)

What makes the people who live there just keep writing 죽어 repeatedly while in a trance-like state

let's go back to the dentist extracting the teeth bc that's better than the hell that is Jongwoo's internship bruv I really can't

oh lmfao the models in the dentist's office is made of real teeth i guess? or is he just storing them as fucking stones for rings he's made

oh okay so the landlord lady was a caretaker for the twins at the orphanage

pls the twin appearing closer when Jongwoo peaks out from behind the wall freaked me out + kept being nervous that somebody's behind Jongwoo

ah lmfao ofc the dentist is indeed behind Jongwoo

so do they put a dead cat toward the top and keep the body underneath?

what did the dentist feed Jongwoo ahh is it the gangster's corpse?? cannibalism? pls the dentist really just says what it is but makes it seem like an out-of-the-world idea like "oh i thought there was a body or something" in the bag and now asking if Jongwoo thinks it's human meat or something ew

Things we know that Jongwoo doesn't:

The creepy smiley guy and gangster are both dead and everybody else in the apartment is in on it

he ate human meat rip

Ep 4: Mental Derangement (Jan 21)

It's translated as something like it's delicious but the dentist uses the word 죽어 in it like "it's to die for" lmfao yeah that meat is to die for pun

girl, did Jongwoo's Sergeant in the army also eat human meat wtf or is it just his dreams and real life traumas getting mixed together

okayyyyy I was wondering if the dentist is only good and great with his patients (that one boy was doing great with him) but seems like he may have scared the girl in the car or she saw through him or something

fuckk when they were talking on the phone or texting they seemed meh but now that Jongwoo and his gf are talking irl and being cute, it's soooo endearing I'm

wow Jongwoo's workplace is really gonna kill me

So the landlady saw Jongwoo conversing with the police and the dentist may or may not have seen Jongwoo conversing with his gf (idk if that was jongwoo's imagination or not...)

damn, so the apartment duellers really fucking take people just off the streets to kill and eat? bruv, how are the police only now tentatively investigating them

oh so at least the bodies are being found even if nobody's connecting them with Eden Studio

the subs just completely ignore hyung and such even when JaeHo's like "stop calling me hyung at work" instead of dapyonim

naurrr miss police officer letting out too much about the cat deaths and goshiwon Eden Studio suspicions to the literal mastermind dentist behind it, hope you make it out of the show alive miss girl

What are the clues police lady has so far: the cat deaths near Eden studio, missing people from Eden studio, the twins' videotape - does she realize the woman was the landlady?, one of the twins was wearing the Pakistani guy's watch

The landlady ajhumma is kinda nervous around the dentist and even asked him if he'd kill her bc of her recklessness hmm

I like the shot of Jongwoo walking around the floor and encountering walls everywhere with so many voices in his head. I guess the ajumma fed him the drink to knock him out as they deal with 303 creepy guy's body

Ep 5: The Notebook of Malte Laurids Brigge (Jan 21)

oh my fucking bad, they talked about dealing with room 303 which is Jongwoo - he's supposed to be a replacement for 302 who was the creepy smiley guy

I hope there's a gifset of the parallels between everybody looking at smiling at Jongwoo and the pervert's altercation vs the gangster and the twins previously

bro what the fuck is the "are you filming me right now" "you looked pretty" exchange like evil gay dentist

dang, was the dentist tryna sus out Jongwoo's bloodthirst levels on the roof lol

rip Jongwoo sending home money and thus having less to move out

oof the landlady told the dentist about Jongwoo and the police officer, who the dentist was already ready to kill

the landlady really got the old lady to drink blood, I wonder who that is and why she wanted that health insurance

byee this annoying reporter hitting a nail on the head like maybe a serial killer lives in your goshiwon, imagine living next to a corpse, etc

the cop going everywhere, including the fourth floor, without backup is so alksdfj

the pervert following behind the cop and hiding when she turns around is so

fuckkkkkk the lady fucking escaped and everything only for her to run into the dentist instead of catching up to the cop fucking hell

oh was that thing that the landlady made the old lady drink not blood? I thought it was just terribly coloured blood but seems like it's "mushroom juice" that's lethal cuz that's how they're killing this street lady. i assumed the old lady had just been knocked out but is she dead too

lol so is the dentist fr following Jongwoo around. his practice is deserted and instead he's sending Jongwoo texts like "don't you just wanna kill him"

is Ji Eun really gonna cheat on Jongwoo with the boss man guy? pls T.T no

naurrr fuck Ji Eun now going to see Jongwoo at the Eden Studio but Jongwoo's drunk at the police station fucking fuck

ah shit the dentist has not met Ji Eun outside the studio

this show is making me so stressed

I think this is my fave episode so far, it's got so much suspense and Things Happening and stress

Ep 6: Lost (Jan 21)

lol I'm so dumb I keep reading the episode on-air threads on reddit or going through gifsets of the odd number ep before I finish the even number ep and so end up getting spoilers. I read the 5-6 on-air and learned that the dentist knifes one of the twins oof

T.T I don't want Ji Eun to go into the building T.T I can'ttttt I hope she doesn't die soon

well at least she's not dying this time but everybody's aware that she trusts the tenants so little that he'd bring the police to the place

no she's right like why does Jongwoo still stay here and I get her point like "there are people who are stranger than them although they don't appear to be" bc she might interpret Jongwoo's fear as ableism but like miss girl rip

Whose photo is that in the metamorphosis. Jongwoo and gf? so the dentist is the one who's been going into his room?

oh... that thump thump was from the dentist living on the 4th floor and bouncing that ball? I originally thought it was the pervert digging a hole on the fourth floor

girl why does Jongwoo just keep drinking the stuff the lady gives him alskdfj he knows her eggs are bloody at least, so he should be more suspicious of other stuff

The giggly twin saying the landlady is the scariest person in the whole place and the landlady saying she raised the dentist. okay inch resting, was this also at the orphanage

and so it's like the landlady was the original recruiter? and now the dentist is trying to recruit someone as well? he failed with the smiley creepy guy but now it's Jongwoo

damn, Jongwoo fr tempting all the tenants into killing him or what

oof that drink the landlady gave Jongwoo really had him go off the deep end ig it's mushroom juice, so hallucinogens? also i realized after reading reddit comments that the shots of her cooking has been her cooking these mushrooms to get the juice

oof you should've moved out without asking for any deposit back or anything Jongwoo

nahh how does the dentist have time to stalk not only Jongwoo but also the cop?

oh i see dentist was stalking Jongwoo and the cop also saw him

rip Ji Eun really thinks Jongwoo's just going through it but there's nothing wrong with the goshiwon

ohhh the insurance of that old lady was life insurance?

oh Jongwoo's paranoia is getting ramped upppp as he realizes Ji Eun doesn't believe him at all and he can't afford to more out. Mans bought a knife and is holding it behind his hand while talking to the new guy, giving me flashbacks to the pervert in earlier eps

ooh okay I was wondering whether the new guy is fr and he's gonna get killed soon or if he's also in on the scheme and seems like he is? I wonder if he's in that volunteering photo from Ep 2

girl Jongwoo's going up to the fourth floor with his knife while pervert and twins try to clan up a body?! T.T

man I really am gonna just not look at the fucking reddit posts or tumblr gifs before I finish ep 8 and 10 because knowing that the dentist is gonna knife the twin really took out so much anticipation out of this agh

interesting reaction from the tenants about the death though. the twin being scared but not wanting to die, the landlady being like ah he reached heaven first (cult vibes increased), dentist being frazzled

Ep 7: The Horror Of The Basement (Jan 22)

miss cop I hope your teeth hurt less

ohhh is she gonna connect the dots the name of the dental clinic Spring - the orphanage Spring - the dentist chair on 4th floor

do I trust this new guy Seok Yun?

ooh are we gonna get to see the backstory of the scars from like ep 3 or 4 when he went to take a shower

the pervert getting some girl's legging things ew

oh the cop has now seen the volunteering photo at the dentist's

okay yeah as expected the dentist is from the orphanage and sees the landlady as his mother

agh idk if i trust this new kiddd like Jongwoo realizing from the rap that their situations are similar is making me wonder if the new kid orchestrated it or not

oh the gangster's still alive? girl

rip the twin doesn't seem like he's taking his brother's death well

the new kid jumping to "oh do you think they're organ traffickers?" like hmmm you're too readily accepting

oof Jongwoo gonna think Ji Eun's cheating on him with the boss which... is she?

Jongwoo's so much more callous now, both with the new kid and the twin like he's got anger issues fr

the dentist is really so alksdfj like he just overhears Jongwoo's complaining and anger, corners him against the edge of the rooftop, tell him to hate/curse/kill the people he wants to, then is like oof you might fall

Jongwoo didn't close his door properly when he went to pee agh

ah fuck the landlady showing her scary side yikes and Jongwoo rampaging on the pervert's room to find the knife rip

oh damn Jongwoo's threatening the pervert with a small pair of scissors or something okay okay

lol as expected, the twin hid the knife from the pervert's room

What are we supposed to make of the new guy calling Jongwoo to tell the pervert was staring at him in the kitchen? Was he lying since he was in the stairwell or did it really happen and he just made the call after going to the stairwell?

damn, so Jongwoo's keyboard bashing is real?? since its on the CCTV?

Oh Jongwoo my guy really beating up the 3 kids who were boutta rock his shit. his anger and the physical manifestations of it

So in the PTSD military scene, Jongwoo beat up the guy who was beating someone up and was like ah... should've killed him. interesting, he's had violent tendencies since before

ofc the dentist finds the beaten up, bloody Jongwoo on the street after the fight - i bet the dentist is happy to see Jongwoo's instability and bloodlust

Ep 8: Voices That Choke Me (Jan 22)

oh shit I thought we were gonna get the story of how dentist met and indoctrinated the smiley creepy guy and so thought maybe it was him in the dentist chair but nopeeee our dentist is operating on Jongwoo rn

"What are you?" "What do you think I really am?" "What" "A dentist who lives in a goshiwon? Or a serial killed that you'd see in crime novels?" Also, I just realized that the dentist does indeed call them all Jagi he was like I can be anything Jagi-ga wants

Oh I like the cuts of him introducing himself to the smiley man vs Jongwoo

oh damn so many things are happening. the cop was investigating the parking lot where the detective disappeared/got murdered. Jongwoo and the dentist's conversation continued but we didn't get to see it. Jongwoo's now in the police station for beating up those kids and he's not talking

I don't understand the dentist, why is he appearing at the police station and saying he's gonna pay the parents on behalf of Jongwoo to settle like girl you're suspicious and you know the cop is suspicious of Eden Studio

oh nooo Jongwoo not talking and looking like :< poor boy what's going onnnn what'd the dentist do to his mouth or traumatize him or what

ah fuck Jongwoo's so fucked he mistook his shirt for a dead cat

It's kinda interesting that when Jongwoo's hearing voices in his head and shaking, it's not just the tenants of this apartment but also his military and work and girlfriend's voices

I loveee that Jongwoo used to have so many violent imagined scenarios before that now when he does do actual violence, like breaking the keyboard earlier and now beating his coworker like I kept being like is it real for real?

Jongwoo's so spaced out, just blank behind the eyes

oof another case of Jongwoo smilingand saying "I should've killed him"

ooh the anesthesia in the string is often used in dental settings + the DNA may be from the missing detective

damn ngl the boss hyung doing more to understand Jongwoo than I would, I'd just fire and avoid him

Gonna fucking eat glass, this is one of my fave scenes

(Fave Scene) Boss hyung trying to be understanding -> Jongwoo getting angry at boss and trying to fight him after Ji Eun shows up and being full of emotion -> the dentist showing up and Jongwoo deflating and being scared and trying to move away + moving Ji Eun back -> the dentist goading the boss hyung and also speaking to Jongwoo about half the time even though he's speaking about the dentist and ofc the boss hyung ready to fight -> Jongwoo being scared that the dentist is gonna do something and so Jongwoo stepping in to take the dentist outside bc he's afraid the dentist would do something to the boss and/or Ji Eun ig

lmao the dentist revealing that he was stalking Jongwoo when he saw Ji Eun get out of the boss hyung's car and saying he knows Jongwoo wanted to kill the man then ahh psychological warfare

ask;ldfj ahh I'm so fully convinced the dentist is like in love with Jongwoo bc wtf is urging Jongwoo to kill the boss hyung and when he doesn't, following him to the office and injecting him bc ig he hurt Jongwoo? Dentist even says "Ah, I'm not usually this impulsive. Jongwoo-ssi is very special to me. He's special to me."

also the reporter's seeing all this okay interesting i wonder if he's gonna make it out alive and tell the tale or if he's gonna be spotted cuz his phone goes off or the dentist goes to take the CCTV tapes or something

oh the dentist is calling someone to clean up, i guess it's the pervert and twin?

oh you reporter fucker why are you in your car in front of the Eden Studio after following a murderer there and talking on the phone all chill with the windows down be fucking serious

hmm the alive twin is interesting. what'd he do to the officer did he let him go? he didn't mention him to the dentist and also he gave the dentist some attitude

okay I was suspicious of the new guy for quite a while but I guess he's also unaware of anything actually going on lol anyway, he's eating the human flesh so happily, I wonder what the dentist thinks of him and whether he'll take a liking to him like he recruited smiley creepy and is trying Jongwoo or if they'll just eat him. Also they love saying it's human meat and laughing about it haha

naur the new guy's exploring the fourth floor? oh yeah i remember he also called Jongwoo this ep or last ep saying he smelled blood from there oh my guy

also is the body in the bag the boss buying or reporter’s?

aw poor new guy, you had no chance of going undetected. might survive if you’re a fucked it murderer too tho

My new favourite episode ahh like just the inability to realize whether Jongwoo was beating up the supervisor for real and then the restaurant conversations were both sooo good

Ep 9: Cognitive Dissonance (Jan 23)

oh shit he mistokk Ji Eun for the dentist and litrally held up a knife to her fuck. also on reddit someone said on the preview apparently the dentist kidnaps her so...

miss girl looking for the missing car and stuff in the fucking forest where the guys go to bury bodies or whatever ah sigh will you make it out of this story alive i wonder

oh fuck Jongwoo going back to Eden Studio because he realizes something's up with the new guy agh

oh fuckkkkkkk so??? is the new guy now in on it too???? has he been converted to being a murderer so easily? or is he being held at knifepoint to convince Jongwoo

ah shit new guy crying and bleeding as he begs Jongwoo to stay rip

I hate this detective fucker's condescension sooo much, whether it be because she's a cop not a detective or bc she's a woman

I guess the cop doesn't know that Jongwoo works at this place either rip

Also the body was still at the crime scene but the CCTV was deleted, so was the "clean up" deleted the CCTV but keeping the body there bc the disappearance would be too suspicious otherwise or what. Also who was in the body being carried at the end of Ep 7 then? The reporter?

So the twin has some SD cards? camera memory? idk what that's for. But he spoke to the reporter... was that just to play around before killing him or did he give the reporter an actual scoop and is happy that the serial killer gonna get busted as revenge for his brother

damn the dentist gonna send the new guy's tooth to Jongwoo?

lol the landlady taking the woman praying in the first floor out of the building

so the murder team is also planning on leaving Eden Studio

the twin letting new guy try to escape and even singing red light green light song... this was before Squid Game came out but it's giving me flashbacks

lmfao naurr not the landlady finding the new guy and pretending to not know anything and hide him agh this game is so fucked

poor new guy just keeps getting caught between murderers like it's so horrifying all i can do is laugh

REPORTER GO WORK AT A FUCKING CAFE mans writing his story about the murders in his car like 2 feet away from where the murders happen with his window down and no awareness of his surroundings.

lmfao pls the shot panning to let us see the dentist reading out the window and nodding along is killing me

Also, I wonder if the dentist knows that the twin gave the info to the reporter

oh Jongwoo keeps looking everywhere because he thinks the dentist is gonna show up

ah fuck Jongwoo should've 100% told Ji Eun that Jae Ho was dead as soon as he found out bc that'd make her be careful of the texts and even grant him some credibility that the dentist killed him (though she could also think that Jongwoo killed him lol) but now the dentist is getting to her

noo this army guy also going to Eden Studio? like girl no have him stay and call for backup so that he doesn't die too

Ep 10: Gas-lighting (Jan 23)

I should be studying right now and give myself the last ep as a reward afterwards but uhhh I don't wanna wait, I need to know the ending now

Another hour before this is over hmm I wonder how this'll end. I guess from that one comment on MDL, one of them kills the other (Jongwoo to Mun jo bc it's supposed to be happy ending) but also there are theories about the ending on reddit, so I guess it'll be ambiguous. I'm just hoping that it's not all in Jongwoo's head though, I feel like this would be rated lower if it was and there wouldn't be theories and I would be spoiled about it by now

the title is gas-lightning I wonder if it'll just be about everyone convincing Jongwoo that he's going crazy or... a pun? will there be a fire? The orphanage and 4th floor both burned down and we saw the twin with a gas bottle thing

pls the way the dentist always appears so humorously is gonna kill me like the other two pointing and him and even saying 'ja jan!' as he slides into frame

damn the dentist is beating the shit outta Jongwoo

ooh, are they gonna frame Jongwoo for the murders?

After reveal: Okay I thought that the dentist was gonna get Jongwoo to kill his friend or something and also the smile made me question if he was gonna somehow frame Jongwoo with the tooth bracelet but then since we didn't see him for a longass time, I'd briefly wonder about what he was doing but not dwell on it

okay at least the cop picked up the phone before getting knocked out so that the other cop heard the commotion

lol the landlady really got pissed off about the pervert first fucking with the thug and now the cop when they're in her jail cell

This is the funniest screenshot of all time: all those knives and the one she will choose is blurred

damn we really had Mun jo kill the landlady

and the surviving twin is no more

what's Munjo's end goal here exactly

oh Munjo still wants Jongwoo to join him? Or is he just lying

I can't see their fight properly in the dark

"the human instinct to gnaw on the weak and enjoy as the weak suffer" - k ig that's Munjo's motivation or lack thereof

After reveal: so that's what the dentist meant when he said "you enjoyed seeing the people from the studio die" bc I was like the victims?? but no Jongwoo killed the murderers

"Of course, jagi you are the best masterpiece I've ever created" because Jongwoo promises him a most painful death just before he kills him. Though what does he mean by now jagi and I will be together forever... girl is he gonna haunt him or will they run away together

oh actually these detectives needa die I'm not satisfied until this man apologizes to the cop and she stomps on their heads

oh framing?????? or what like what's going on why is the gangster saying it's Jongwoo. oh i see nevermind he's saying the others tried to murder him

hmm what are they investigating right now, why is the detective saying that the landlady killing the pervert is odd? Also they keep kinda slightly bringing up the vacation rental family being murdered probably by the Eden Studio murder gang but why now... did we even hear about it before

ohhh so is it like what we saw with Mun jo killing the lady and the lady killing the pervert not true? An amateur like Jong Woo did it?

brooo okay yknow I thought the thing with the dentist calling the twin stupid was so Jongwoo-lite, turns out it was Jongwoo

hmmm okay so idk I guesssss Jongwoo did kill the dentist, him and the cop seeing him around is just hallucinations and paranoia (including when he was alive and well and touching his adam's apple after all the murders bc Ji Eun saw that there was nobody else there), but Jongwoo now knows what it's like to kill someone and the "honey and i will be together forever" comment is meant to signify that Jongwoo is the dentist's masterpiece and the glitch at the end

Also, what happened to Jongwoo's friend - just an unmentioned casualty?

Here's why I think Moonjo is dead:

I think Jongwoo did kill Moonjo and afterwards came back to his room and had hallucinations with repeating sentences from their last conversation. The girlfriend saw nobody there and Jongwoo has previously had hallucinations in the mirror about the boss hyung's death like "It wasn't me!" Additionally, the scene was just his last words from the death scene + Adam's apple grab as seen before, so it was like Jongwoo's knowledge of what Moonjo would say or do, not really Moonjo

Everybody accepts that Moonjo is dead, so I'll assume they found the body tbh

I'll assume Jongwoo was hallucinating him after they got out of the building and I'll assume the cop was as well because she saw him in a crowded elevator and I feel like he would've been recognized since they family's been in the news now

There is a sense of "somebody's watching" the cop as she gets in the car at the end but to me, it's once again a manifestation of the cop's paranoia because we also get to see as if someone's watching from the backseat of her car and she turns back to find nobody there.

It's just more satisfying and scarier to me to assume that Moonjo's dead but he lives on in Jongwoo's personality and also Jongwoo and the cop's paranoia - he's haunting them and that's how Moonjo and Jongwoo will be together forever. He's a terror that is gone now but he's irrevocably tainted others, and made Jongwoo his masterpiece and final work of creation.

Overall Thoughts:

I'm not as blown away or enraptured by the ending as everybody else seems to be but I thought it was good and expected. The whole descent of Jongwoo was interesting to see, as well as how his environment and people around him made him who he is and what he had in him from previous experiences and by nature.

The acting and cinematography/atmosphere were good. I liked the hallucinations/dreams (I loved it when I couldn't tell whether he really was breaking the keyboard until the CCTV showed it or whether he was beating up the supervisor until the others came in bc he had violent imagined scenarios so often) and I'm glad it was just 10 eps.

I do like to think Moonjo's obsession was tinted with gayness but the cursory glance at tiktok/twitter shipper posts isn't giving me what I want - it's too ironically cutesy but I like that Moonjo is darkly obsessed and Jongwoo hates it so bad. I've been obsessed with going through people's archives for the strangers from hell tag and reblogging them though lol

I like that he's dead but still alive through Jongwoo; that even if he was killed, he still won.

Rating: 7.5/10

Tiktoks:

Moonjo couldn't have done it w/o me

Immortal He, Return to me - mostly for the comments who get that he's physically dead but lives on through Jongwoo

Moonjo/Jongwoo except it's accurate dynamics where Moonjo is all up in his space and Jongwoo wants to escape

Moonjo vs Jongwoo like cannibal/doesn't like human meat, encourages him to kill people/kills people, etc (jwdscore)

#strangers from hell #ep by ep commentary #okay time for me to stop obsessively looking at sfh gifsets for several hours a day and reblogging them (except those I've already queued)#it's bc i'm not connecting w the fic (i don't want murder husbands T.T i want moonjo's gay but evil obsessive love to destroy jongwoo) and #so my fandom interaction is just looking at gifs and going ooh ahh

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Hot Takes

I really don't like when ppl record strangers and then post it for clicks and likes. Especially when said person is either on drugs or homeless.. or just out of it. It's really strange to just record that person, I've grew up in an area where ppl "tweakin"(yeah tweakin is being so high off some shit that ur body is spasming and or u possibly od. Ur not "tweakin" b/c a new product ur excited about finally dropped. Please stop using AAVE if u are not black and don't know the context of these words. It's not "genz" slang it's Ebonics. Or keep using the words and be fucking dense and inconsiderate cause "everyone else says it") and seeing someone be addicted to drugs is very scary thing to see cause there's not much help for them and most ppl don't have many other options, so ppl would rather take drugs.

Also I really don't find memes as funny anymore b/c most memes used is just a black person being black, or a black person's features being used as the joke. And when u call ppl out for it we are mostly gaslight and told "it's just a joke". I've also seen wayyy too many ppl use black ppl in PAIN as a running joke or a "haha funny" clip in a yt video. It's also just desensitizes Ppl even more when it comes to seeing Black ppl in pain or struggling. Even stuff from TikTok's sounds ppl use would be of someone having a mental break and then thousands off ppl will use the sounds being like it's "for the funnies" it's just weird to me.(there was an entire trend of ppl pretending to be shot, come to find out the guy who started the "trend" was genuinely sharing about the trauma he went thru and ppl took it as a joke. Also he was a black man)

The fact that media will include making the most ridiculous rap names like "big cheese" or "big killa bunny" or some shit makes me think it's supposed to be "funny" obviously. These rappers have the "goofiest" names so let's make them even goofier. The thing is AGAIN that is something from BLACK culture that hollywood wants to make fun of. Again denying black ppl's identities when all the name is is a "punchline" to how "silly black ppl name themselves". Even when black Americans had to reinvent themselves after slavery we decided to make up our own names like Daquan or Lashawnda and in school systems or any system really apparently those names are "too hard too pronounce" we had ideas to make our own names and a lot of the help of creating those came from, Arabic backgrounds and some Muslim links. A white person can name off 10 different dog breeds but can't fathom trying to understand a black person's name. We are seen as sub-human. Some ppl genuinely believe black ppl are a different species all together , it's pretty sad

Also has anyone actually seen a dead body in their lifetime. A dead body in front of their eyes? I haven't but I watched this young man spasming or "tweaking" on the train stop home. His body was laying vertically on the bench, as he "tweaked". And there was nothing I could do for me. There was an ambulance that came but who knows if he was alive or not. I later on had a panic attack and started hyperventilating cause I guess it got to me.(I have a issue knowing when my body is in stress or something effects me) but i think it triggered me so bad b/c I lost 2 of my cousins to gun violence and they were also heavily doing drugs. (Now that I think about it I wonder if anyone else would've pulled out their phone and started recording the kid. There was another lady that got off when we saw him on the bench, but her response was "I gotta get out the city"🤷🏽‍♂️) idfk

Idk I say all this to say I wish the world would change I wish ppl gave a fuck about anything. And I wish young black ppl didn't think their only way out of "this life" was doing drugs or having a baby for fulfillment or acceptance. I wish BLACK ROYALTY knew how special we are.

#virtual photography #cyberpunk 2077 #black #text

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mydiaryx · 1 year

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wed 16th nov

Not feeling good today, really not good. Anxiety is so high, like higher than its been in forever, is it just bc of my nose piercing? And the fact that im so behind with work, stressing me big time. If I just get over it tho it will be fine. Also I hate how im spending money, like ill literally have none soon. Scary, im not gonna get much from urban either. Need to charge up may Mac too. I don’t feel like going home. Kind of like oh are they gonna ask me about young lean too lol. Bet my dad will make fun. Ill just make up something like oh like George got guest list lol. Why do I even care. Im really letting it effect me.

So tempted to have that val. but feel like I should have it the morning of the presentational, lmao. Kill me, I should talk about my issues maybe ! Im in absolute just like want to shut down and die. I cant deal , deffo need a drink big time, I wanna talk to tara but its difficult over the thingy lol. Ill stay here for a bit and get to 100 then ill go down. And then ill actually start doing my work. I should definitely have a tutorial for sourcing, even if it is really scary. Also I do actually need to file my nails a bit im already finding it hard to type. Friction hell !! At least I can paint them properly now, feel like I should check critical path too. That’s so weird they just said critical path at the same time lol. Anyways, like if I sleep at home ill wake up early tmo, then ill feel much better, ill be able to stay in uni literally until I go to pole. I do feel afwul tho, like I can’t believe I didn’t send eden any of that shite !! I hope she don’t mind. I would really love to see her ! I just really need some more fucking valium man. Fucks sake I miss having no anxiety. Its just got so bad now. I feel like I just need to throw myself into the deep end or something, I get that feeling like when I was younger, I just used to jump into a pool and stay under the water for ages. Like that’s all I could do. Its weirdly comforting, like the silence of nothing. At least later ill have like loads of H3 podcasts to watch, need to work out how im gonna get there and back too !!!

Don’t wanna be spending p really. Fucking annoying how I can’t get arriva click anymore. Suppose it was just like too unused. Lets see if I get invited to press. I hope so !! Would be nice. Can’t believe that was fucking 2 weeks ago. Like if I think about it I’ve actually hardly done any work since then. Like fucks sake !! Like I have been doing things just not like really properly. Anyway I need to focus on something today, either sourcing or design cult, or tbh could do a bit of FMP. But for deffo im saving COLLAB for tomorrow. That’s why I need to look at critical path ! I just really did not realise like how much going away would throw me off. I can’t believe how much work I have to do ! Damn. Also i. Hope that me working inn the week like next week won’t fuck me too much, but tbh I think it will big time !! Bc ill be spending the weekend with George. Oh well, look I just have to do what I have to do. I thin k most of my anxiety today is jut stemming from my parents seeing my nose piercing. And it literally does not matter at all, its not like im saying im pregnant, or like I’ve got some massive tattoo, just a little one lol, that ill keep secret for a while, until I just tell my mum one day lol. I can imagine what Skye just said hahahaha. Also wtf I really want some fucking food now agh, need to resist the temptation, and the temptation for coffee, although that is more tempting, and sort of like more allowed because it helps me I suppose. You know, once I start doing my work it really wont be that bad, I just need to actually start doing it. Like ill just fully start on my sourcing, and then ill do that until like a certain time, then ill go sit with the other guys for a bit, like when im fully charged, bc we can talk about later! Its cute tho that im invited now to things like this lol. Im not even sure who’s coming and who’s not, think it will be interesting… still not sure what ill wear, not sure what vibe to go for tbh, like could do like cute or slutty, like will my docs be like annoying and not slay. Hmm decisions, one thing I do know is that ill be wearing black, as always. Anyway I should start on my sourcing now. And like actually do it. And you know what ill have a chewing gum too, so I don’t want food lol. Slay slay slay all day bestie

. Bye love ya xx

#diary #anon answered

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httpjungkookcom · 3 years

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Assistant Boy | (m)

Pairing | jungkook x reader

Word Count | 12k

Genre | assistant boy!jungkook x desk receptionist!reader, smut (lol)

Summary | sitting pretty at a desk all day gets boring, dealing with minimal tasks and check ins. you're unbelievably excited when a new assistant joins the office. and said assistant is a pretty boy with an even prettier personality.

Index | sexual content, dirty talking, bondage (hands bound, blindfold), fingering, oral (both male and female receiving), unprotected sex, snowballing, sub! Jk, overstimulation, hair pulling, rough sex (-ish), jungkook is so shy, big schlong jk, mutual pinning

A/N | uhmmmmm, purely self indulgent LMAO. i had so much fun writing this though, jungkook is so cute throughout this entire thing. i was going to add a scene with them fooling around in the office....but i didn't. (i might add it later) i hope you enjoy this read, and give me feedback if there's anything else you wanna read!!

"Morning, Yoongi!" You smiled, poking your head into his office for a brief moment to see what he's up to. He's sitting behind his desk, window blinds half-open as the sun is just now beginning to rise. Seeing the sun just barely poking up from the horizon reminds you of the early hour, approximately a bit before 7 am, as you get to work. Yoongi, as scary and boss-like as he is, is one of the sweetest employees once you get to know him. He looks intimidating sitting in his chair, elbows resting on the tabletop as he glances around. "Do you want your morning coffee?" You laugh as he looks half asleep.

"Yes please, just black will be good." He smiles slightly, gums just barely showing from underneath his upper lip. He gives you a small thumbs-up as he finishes his sentence, going back to looking around his office. After mocking his gesture, you leave and head to the breakroom. Your skirt is uncomfortably tight around your waist, the material ending just above your knees. You've always hated business attire, and it just happened to be your luck to choose a receptionist job where the dress code is a nice blouse and bottoms. To be fair, the pay is way above average, not to mention the paid vacation time 2-3 times a year. The company itself is pretty well-known too, something regarding marketing that you couldn't even begin to understand. Your degree was nowhere near business anyway, so what does it matter?

You make your way back to Yoongi's office, a small smile on your face as you present his cup of coffee. "Mr. Min, your saving grace is here!" You dramatically proclaim, earning a small chuckle from him. Namjoon must've made his way into his office as well, relaxing in the chairs opposite of where Yoongi sits. While you don't know Namjoon too well, you know that both of them are close friends. Stumbling across both of them at a bar once made you embarrassed enough to steer clear of that specific one. You also know that Namjoon has a small bonsai tree that he takes really good care of. While he was on vacation, Yoongi had to babysit it once and you've never seen him more stressed out. It sits on the windowsill of his office. "Good morning, Mr. Kim," You quickly offered a small bow, sitting the coffee on a coaster.

"Mr. Kim? You make me feel like I'm 60 years old." He jokingly groaned, making Yoongi laugh at the both of you. "You can just call me Namjoon if you'd like." You quickly thanked him before realizing the time. You're technically supposed to be at your spot at 7 on the dot, but no one usually hassles you about it.

"I've got to get to my desk, see you guys around!" You smiled, making your way to the receptionist's desk. It sat in the middle of the floor, the elevator being directly in front with a few seats and decorations in between. It's not a very difficult job theoretically, sign people in, schedule meetings, cancel meetings, help people who got lost, etc. Relatively uneventful from day to day in all honesty. You could hear the elevator ding open, not paying much attention to it as you assumed it was one of your bosses just getting in. It was more or less likely Jin, he's usually the last one in the building.

You jumped slightly as you heard a voice in front of you, "Excuse me, ma'am." His voice was slightly shaky and small compared to the large, empty waiting area. You glanced up, slightly taken back by the person the voice belonged to. He had long, dark hair that just went past his eyes but was styled so it didn't get in his way. You could see the shimmer of silver jewelry decorating his ears as he pushed back his hair and a similar necklace that was hidden underneath his collar. He was dressed formally, in a casual suit with a well-done tie.

He was breathtaking, not something you normally see walking around here. "Good Morning! How can I help you?" You smiled, looking for any sort of name tag but finding nothing. If visitors are here for a meeting, they more or less wear some sort of tag on them. You've never seen him around here before, and he looked much too young to be a business partner you thought.

"I'm here to see Mr. Min." He said, making his voice very clear but still small and quiet. He looked too out of place, glancing around the receptionist desk and waiting room as if he were a lost puppy.

After nodding to him, you glanced over to your computer. You can see all of the scheduled meetings for the day and each one has a check-in button. "Mr. Min does not have any meetings until 11 am. Are you sure it's Min Yoongi?" You asked as nicely as possible, seeing his hands shake slightly as he folded them in front of himself. Maybe he does have a meeting but just mixed up the names.

"Yes, yes it's Yoongi. But I'm not here for a meeting, I'm his new assistant." He explained, never unfolding his hands. Your heart ached for him, he was shaking with nerves. Your heart ached even more thinking about this poor boy sitting in front of Yoongi.

"Oh, I see, I see. I'll take you to his office. " You smiled, getting up and gesturing for him to follow. He did, following slightly behind you as you walked past various offices. You wanted to spark up some sort of conversation, but since he was behind you it just felt awkward. "I'll give you some top secret advice, ok?" You said, causing him to smile slightly. "Yoongi isn't as scary as he looks. He just tries to come off that way for business relations you see. You guys will be good friends in no time, I'm sure of it. If he likes you enough, he'll even take you out to dinner one time."

This seemed to relax him slightly, but that was quickly gone as you stopped in front of his office. "I'm Jungkook, by the way." He said, rubbing his palms together. It's a bit late for name exchanges, you thought, but better late than never you suppose.

"I'm y/n." You smiled, knocking on the door. "Yoongi? I have a present for you." You smiled at Jungkook who seemed more relaxed, pushing the door open. "Yoongi, this is Jungkook, your new assistant. Jungkook, this is Yoongi." You said, holding the door open so he could walk in. Jungkook formally introduced himself first, followed by Yoongi. You could instantly tell it was going to be awkward, cringing in on yourself. As they began talking, you slowly slipped out of the room and made your way back to the desk.

You hope he'll stick with the job and not let Yoongi scare him away. It would be really fun to have a new guy closer to your age to hang around with. If you were lucky, you might be able to catch him on his lunch break if Yoongi doesn't send him out. Your reality is sadly crushed as a few hours pass by and you spot him shuffling down the hall, note in hand.

"Where are you goin', assistant boy?" You call out as he walks past you, a small smile spreading across your face and you prop your head upon your palm. You can't help but chuckle lightly as he visibly jumps, spinning around to face you. You already know where exactly he's going and what exactly he has written on the note, Yoongi is too predictable. You just wanted to see him squirm as he explained what he was doing.

"Uhm, hi?" He smiles, gripping the paper slightly harder as it crinkles. "I'm heading out to get Yoongi's lunch and a smoothie he wants." He explains, waving the note at you.

"Do you know what café you're heading to?" You smirk, knowing the answer to that question already too. His eyebrows fall for a moment as he scans his note over, searching for any café name. You assume he either didn't write it down, or Yoongi didn't mention it because he shoved the crinkled paper into his pocket. He looks so defeated and he hasn't even made it through a whole day, arms hanging at his side, tie a little looser than it was this morning, hair messier from most likely rustling it.

"No, I don't. I'll go ask him."

"Don't worry about it, I'll take you." You smile, already getting up before he has any chance to deny your offer. "I need to take my lunch break anyway." After collecting your stuff as quickly as possible, you make your way over to the elevator with Kook right behind you.

"So, do you always leave your desk unattended?" He asks quietly and for a second you can't tell if it's an insult or a joke. You have to peek over your shoulder at him, a small smirk playing on his face as he tries not to laugh at himself.

"Hahaha, you should be thankful you know. Yoongi would've gotten mad if you forgot to write down the name." You smile, facing back towards the elevator doors. You can feel him thinking behind you for a moment before he finally speaks up.

"Would he be mad at me?" He whispers, making you bust out laughing.

"No, no, I was just kidding. He's not that mean. Anyway, how have you guys been getting along?" You finally turned completely around in the elevator to face him, thus giving you a chance to glance over him. He flushes as you make eye contact, cheeks pink as he looks around at the walls. His eyes are wide and innocent, sparkling slightly underneath the overhead lights.

"You know, we've just been making small talk all morning. And he's been telling me what I need to do, but this is the first task he's given me." He nods, patting his pocket where the note sat. "I think he's cool though, he speaks quietly and it makes me calm."

You want to keep the conversation going, racking your brain for any sort of relevant topic. "Have you met any of the others today? Namjoon or Jin?" You made eye contact once again as he looked around, his eyes leaving just as fast as before.

"Uhm, I believe Mr. Namjoon was in his office this morning, but he left when he saw me." He explained, his sentence being ended by the elevator dinging. You walked out first, Kook following you once more. As you walked to the café, you had him write down the directions in case he forgot later on. He's extremely observant and uses landmarks to figure out where he's going rather than street names.

"I promise it'll get easier. The first day is always very overwhelming, especially with Yoongi." You laughed, "On my first day, Namjoon helped me out. I was too afraid to talk to Yoongi.”

Jungkook laughed at you, obviously humored by your reluctance to even talk to Yoongi. You get to the café a few moments later, opening the door for Jungkook and adding a small, “ladies first” to see his reaction. There was very little if any, just a small smile before his face fell again, eyes wide and glossy. Maybe he's just nervous because of Yoongi?

“So, I just go up there and get his order?” He asks, rubbing the palms of his hands together as he psyches himself up. You nod, nudging him lightly towards the cash register, rather than the pick-up window he was currently standing at. He's embarrassed, you can tell as he talks to the worker with his head slightly bowed.

You decided to get the same smoothie as Yoongi, knowing how good they are because you stole a sip once. And by stealing, you asked him beforehand and he replied with a vaguely threatening, “Don’t touch my drink, desk lady.” So of course, you touched it. Unfortunately, you forgot to remember a single smoothie is close to $10 whole dollars, cringing for a brief moment. Jungkook immediately notices your dreadful eyes, butting in with a sweet, “I'll pay for you, noona!” The gesture makes your heart swell, but you’re quick to turn him down.

“No, no! I get paid plenty for just sitting around all day, I got it!” You smile, gently pushing him back towards the pickup window. His eyes are wide as he smiles back at you, eyes sparkling just slightly under the lights. After paying the ridiculous $10, you meet up with him at the pick-up window. “Do you think you can walk us back to work?” You tease, already testing how well he knows his way.

“With ease,” he smiles, a bit of arrogance washing over his face, common for a boy his age. He does exactly that after you leave, easily using landmarks to guide the two of you where you need to go. He’s proud of himself, you can tell, but he’ll never say it out loud.

“Good job, kook!” You smile, rubbing his back for a brief moment of congratulations. You step off at your floor first, Jungkook following before making his way to Yoongi’s office. You ponder for a moment before following him, slipping into his office just as Yoongi bites into his sandwich. Your body stops abruptly as you can hear the slam of his sandwich back into the wrapper.

“I said no pickles.” He mumbles, not angry but also not pleased. While Jungkook seems like a strong man, it’s easy to tell he’s overwhelmed with his first day and won’t be able to digest this. You thank whatever gut feeling told you to come in here after him.

“Sorry Yoongi, that’s my fault. I ordered it for him,” You explain, grabbing the sandwich off of his desk. “I’ll be back in 10 minutes with the correct order.” You bow lower than needed, staring at your heels that are 100% coming off as you run to the café. It’s technically not the truth, but you can’t bear to send Jungkook back out. Yoongi isn’t mad, simply going back to his laptop which sits directly in front of him now. Before jungkook has any time to react, you book it out of the office, snatching your heels off in the process.

It’s exactly 9 minutes later when you return to his office, slightly sweaty with a new sandwich (as well as the old one) in hand. “Here’s your correct order, and they added a bag of chips for the trouble.” You explain, handing it to him before making your leave. Yoongi knows you took the fall, but he won’t say anything, not yet anyway.

You don't see either of them for the rest of the day, sitting at your desk and dealing with whoever comes in. Along with that, you took your extra free time and began to clean up around the reception area. At around 5 is when you normally pack up, but Yoongi has a meeting coming in around 5:30 so you’re forced to stay awhile longer.

“Uhm, Y/N?” A small voice mumbles, a smile spreading across your face as it can only be one person.

“There’s my favorite boy! Are you off work?” You smile, spinning around to face him. He gives you a small nod, glancing back to Yoongi’s office as if he were reassuring himself he can leave. “How was your first day? Exciting huh?” You smile, resting your head on your hands.

“You didn’t have to do that for me.” He explains, fidgeting with his hands. You can read his expression as he now messes with his tie.

“I wanted your first day to be good, I can’t have Yoongi scaring you off the first day.” You laugh to yourself, checking the time. 10 more minutes and you’re out of here. “Plus, I needed my cardio for today.”

Jungkook finally laughs, the awkward atmosphere dissipating. “Uhm, can I take you out to dinner?” You glance up to meet his expression, ears red and face slightly flushed. “Not like that! As just like a thank you! For helping me today.” He’s talking with his hands, gesturing around the office.

“I get off in….less than 10 minutes. Maybe even earlier if they come in early.” As if on cue, the elevator door dings, revealing the man you were not so patiently waiting on. “Mr. Park? Yes, Mr. Min is waiting in his office. You're good to go back.” You smile, checking him in. Jungkook waits until he’s completely in his office to speak up again.

“So, you’re off now?”

This causes you to giggle, logging off of your computer, and happily jumping up. “Yep, let’s go!” You smile, grabbing your belongings and heading to the elevator.

Much to your dismay, Jungkook insists on driving you to the restaurant despite your car being in the parking garage. There's a small banter that somehow, the boy has an answer for everything.

“Well, how am I going to get home?”

“I’ll drop you off!”

“How will I get to work tomorrow morning?”

“I’ll pick you up.”

“What happens if someone breaks into my car?”

“There are cameras all around the building, Yoongi showed me the security footage.” You cringe at this, knowing there’s a camera that sits in the corner of the waiting room. Now and then you’ll stare directly at it, hoping Yoongi is checking the camera at that exact moment. It's a gamble and it’s very unlikely, but it happens every once in a blue moon. “We saw you glaring at the camera.”

At this, you want to jump out of the car. Jungkook cackles next to you, completely different than when he was on the clock. He’s still rather shy, reserved, and quiet by nature, but you can see his personality more. “Please stop, I do it to freak out Yoongi sometimes.”

“How do you know he’s watching?”

“....I don’t.” This causes him to laugh again, pulling into the parking lot with tears forming in his eyes. How embarrassing this turns out to be. Dinner goes smoothly, both of you making small talk about anything that crosses your mind. Things such as college, high school, past jobs, hobbies, etc. You learn that Jungkook is both exactly who you think he is, but also the complete opposite. He likes tattoos and even has some of his own, he likes gaming but also going out with friends. He's competitive by nature and hates losing. He’s reserved and quiet but becomes the life of the party with his friends.

You also learn that he’s just shy of a year younger than you, something you thank the heavens for. You don't think you could stand the cougar jokes from Yoongi if you were markedly older. You share a drink, Jungkook only having a singular cup of wine as he has to drive later. You admire him, he’s more humble and kind than many boys his age.

“You’re a good kid, Jungkook.” You smile, drinking from your cup. The night is coming to an end, with both of you talking for a couple of hours. All of the street lights are on, little to no cars are out anymore.

“Kid, I’m just a bit younger than you!” He huffs, making your heart swell once again in your chest. He’s cute when he’s pouty, bottom lip jutting out just the slightest bit. You’re sure he doesn’t realize, it’s more of a habit than a conscious decision.

The ride to your house was also fairly quiet, soft humming coming from the both of you as the radio plays to fill the background noise. You instruct him where to go and where to turn, and once again you can tell he’s using landmarks to memorize his ways. He is an interesting boy, extremely attentive. “This upcoming apartment complex is mine.” You smile, pointing so Jungkook doesn’t miss it.

“It’s... nice.” He mumbles, glancing up at all the windows and the front desk area.

“As I said, I get paid a lot just to sit around.” You giggle, unbuckling your seat belt and grabbing your belongings. “I had a lot of fun tonight!” You smile, a sudden rush filling your cheeks. At the moment, you lean over and press a small kiss on his cheek. You're met with wide eyes and pink cheeks, but thankfully not disgust. “Next time, it’ll be my treat.” (Jungkook insisted on paying, but you slipped the waiter $30 before the check came to cover the drinks you shared.)

With a small wave, you opened the door. “Wait! Uhm I need your number so I can pick you up...so I can text you I'm here tomorrow.” He smiles, a nervous chuckle escaping his lips.

“Of course, I almost forgot.” You smiled, typing your number into his phone before climbing out. “Drive home safe, alright. Goodnight, Kookie!” Waving goodbye, you walked into the building with a new sense of pride. You were proud to say you felt confident that he wouldn’t be quitting within the next week at least. You found that many quit within the first week as Yoongi isn’t what most people expect.

You're giddy with excitement as you walk up to your apartment, quickly changing out of your work uniform before jumping into your bed. You can feel your phone buzz, pulling it out to see a text from an unsaved number.

This is Jungkook! This is my number!! :)

You can’t help but smile, saving the number before setting your phone to charge. You fall asleep not much after that, a good day despite the small bumps.

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Safe to say you’re embarrassingly behind by the time Jungkook comes to pick you up. You’ve been excited all morning, going as far as to put on some light makeup to look nice. When he texts you,

I’m here, take your time though 😊

You have yet to put in shoes or get breakfast. Thankfully, you’re completely ready besides that. In a rush, you grab 2 bagels, your bag, and slip-on heels before making your way down. You weren’t too bad, Jungkook had been sitting for just a little under 10 minutes, nothing to make you late though.

“Sorry for the wait! I had to find my shoes.” You smiled, half-lie and half-truth. “But I brought you a bagel.” You smiled, handing it over to him and he began driving. Traffic was slightly busy as normal, everyone making their morning commute to work before sunrise. You once again made small talk, mainly about how Yoongi enjoys having his morning coffee before meetings. Jungkook became nervous as you pulled into the parking garage, parking next to your car that remains untouched. “But his coffee isn’t hard to make, you’ll be ok!”

“See, your car didn’t get broken into.” He jokes, nodding to your car that was perfectly fine. You knew he would be right, but that’s not the point you were trying to make last night.

“Yeah yeah, Mr. know it all.” You smile, getting out of the car and making your way in. There's a small groan of dread you share in the elevator, almost as if you’ve been coworkers forever. Both of you make your way into Yoongi’s office, you plopping into his chair as Jungkook is hard at work making his coffee. “So, how’s he doing Yoongi?”

Yoongi just chuckles, leaning back in his chair with his eyes closed. “I see you’ve grown a fondness of him?” He teases, glancing over to you.

You yawn, which makes him also yawn. “Hey, not my fault everyone I encounter is 10+ years older than me.” You shrug, to which Yoongi quickly retaliates. It's an ongoing joke that you pretend he’s an old man compared to you, which you and Jin also share.

“But to answer your question, he’s doing good. He’s listening and I think once he gets over his little nervous bit, he’ll be a good worker. And don’t think I’m stupid, pickles yesterday?” He smiles, to which you pretend you have no idea what in the world he’s talking about. This causes him to laugh, but he quickly lets the little nag go as Jungkook enters the room with coffee. Yoongi takes a small sip, both of you silent as you wait for a reaction. “....hot.” Is all he says which causes you to bust out laughing, a nervous chuckle falling from Kook.

“That means he likes it, you might even steal my morning coffee job.” You fake a frown, joking with Jungkook as you make your leave. Namjoon is coming into the office just as you leave, quickly greeting him before bidding goodbye. Your desk is just as you left it, and with a big sigh, you turn on your computer.

Sadly, you don’t see either Kook, Yoongi, or the others for almost the entire day. Even during lunch, no one came out of their offices to the front desk. You had a feeling most of them probably worked through their breaks, the weekend coming up meaning paperwork has to be finalized or it becomes homework over the weekend for them. You are admittedly bummed out as you eat lunch alone. It's not until 5 that someone emerges from their office, that someone being Namjoon on his way to grab water for his plants. He’s whistling as he heads into the break room, not a single care in the world.

At around 5:30, you finally clock out and walk to the office to let Yoongi know you’re heading out. As soon as you open the door, you bless Jungkook’s poor little soul as both him and Yoongi are on the floor, waist-deep in files and paper. You can’t tell if they’re organizing or looking for something specific. You can quickly conclude it’s better not to ask and not get involved. “Ok guys, I’m heading out. Have a good night.” You smile, turning on your heels.

“Wait, Y/N,” Yoongi calls, making your face scrunch as you debate on making a run for it. “Do you think you could help us out?”

You curse the ground your boss walks on. “What do you need me to do?” You sigh, walking in and allowing the door to close behind you. They must’ve been at it all day, and that’s why it’s been so quiet and dead.

“All of the papers are already organized. You just need to set them into one of those file folder things, write the date on the tag, and put it in the corresponding cabinet.” He explained. Each cabinet had a little sticker with a date written on it, such as 4-1 through 5-1, etc. and the tabs on the folder would make it even easier for him to find papers if needed.

“You’re lucky I haven’t clocked out yet.” You laugh, joining them on the floor as you begin organizing with them. Out of everyone, Yoongi has the worst handwriting. You notice this as you put away some of the folders that were written. Jungkook’s handwriting is neat and small, easy fitting dates on the small tabs. You can tell Yoongi is getting tired, stopping now and then to look at the mess around his office. “When’d you clock in today Yoongi?”

“Uhmmm around 4? Why?” He shrugs, causing both you and Jungkook to look over at him. Usually, he comes in early, but never that early. “What??? I had a lot of stuff to do….and couldn’t sleep because of it.”

“We have to get you on some sleep meds.” You half-joked, causing the two boys to laugh. “Yoongi, you can go home. Kook and I will finish up, we’re almost done anyway.” You smile.

You can tell he's going to leave early, but not before putting up an act, are you sure? I can stay a little longer? Are you sure you can finish for me? He puts his show on spectacularly before taking his leave and clocking out. You laugh as he makes his way out, “YOU TWO GET A BONUS THIS WEEK!”

Jungkook silently punches the air next to you, fake celebrating which causes you to giggle at him. “So, is this all you’ve been doing all day?”

Jungkook glances over to you with the most tired, worn-out expression you’ve seen on him thus far. The glance was a very loud and clear yes, as he began to laugh. “It was hell earlier, I had to organize them by date. So I had to flip through all of them, especially if the date wasn’t on the front cover.” He said, fake crying to emphasize his point. “Has everyone else left?”

“Uhm, more than likely yes. The last person I saw was Namjoon, but he was probably watering his plants and then leaving for the night.” You explained, shrugging. Jin has a life motto, show up late and leave early, so you’d doubt he’s still in the office. You always joke, agreeing with him wholeheartedly much to Yoongi’s distaste.

As you are finishing up the paperwork, both of you jump as a small click fills the silence followed by the building lights shutting off. There's a moment of just confusion as well as a mix of unsaid “What do we do now?” Suddenly, both of you begin to laugh. “God, can this day get any better?!” Jungkook exclaims, laying down on the floor as you can no longer see anything you’re doing.

You can’t help but laugh, pulling out your phone and beginning to finish up the papers. You only have 2 more folders to go, easily putting them away as Jungkook still lays on the floor in exhaustion. “My brain is all fried out.” He states quietly.

There’s another pause of silence, broken by footsteps outside of the office. To this, Jungkook finally jumps up from laying down on the floor. They’re not heels, but they’re also not tennis shoes. “Kook….did you hear that?” You whisper, leaning back to nudge him. He’s on the same boat, eyes wide as he attempts to listen for any more sounds. There are more footsteps now, louder, and seemingly more people. “What do we do??” You whisper.

“Just wait here.” He whispers, carefully getting up and creeping towards the door. He slowly opens it, peering around to look for the culprit. If there’s one thing you know, Jungkook is extremely gifted both physically and martial arts-wise. If it were you and Jin in this situation, you’re as good as goners. “I don’t see anyone?” He mumbles, gesturing for you to follow him. You do so carefully and almost methodically as you stop your heels from clacking.

“Wait, I’ll go check the light switch.” You gulp, slowly walking to the front desk to flip the small switch that sits by the desk. Nothing happens, leaving you and Jungkook still sitting in the dark. You’re at the front desk while he remains by the office, looking around. A small chuckle to your right sends you running, you don’t even care to see who or what it is, running to Jungkook to protect you.

He’s startled as you run into his arms, grabbing his bicep and quickly hiding behind him as you point toward the desk. He inches forward, looking for a culprit as you continue hiding. Still chuckling, said the culprit is sitting at your desk and holding his stomach as he doubled over. Getting an actual look, it’s Yoongi with takeout bags in hand.

“YOONGI? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?” You screech, causing him to laugh even harder than before. Jungkook laughs along with him, “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!” You whine, smacking his arm as you just ran to Jungkook like a child.

“You should’ve seen how fast you ran!!” He laughs, the bags now sitting on your desk. “I’ve never seen you move faster in my life! And you ran to Jungkook!!??” He laughs harder now, whining about how his stomach is cramping from laughing so hard.

“He’s a black belt in taekwondo and does boxing, he would’ve fucked shit up if needed,” you defend, getting offended for the boy who he backhanded insulted. Your heart is still beating erratically in your chest, whether this is from your initial fright or the thought of holding onto Jungkook for protection. He’s more muscular than he lets on, face soft and innocent compared to how built he is.

“I brought you guys food for helping me out,” Yoongi finally explained his reason for sneaking around. “And I thought scaring you would be funny.” He smiles, “I’m pulling the security cameras tomorrow, by the way!” You want to pass away right now.

“Ugh, whatever. What did you buy?” You mumble, rustling through the bags.

“Lamb skewers and Jin made dumplings.” Yoongi finishes, grabbing his jacket and getting up. “Okay kids, I’m leaving for real this time. Thank you again.”

“Bye Yoongi!” You smile, waving goodbye as your little fake angry front falls.

“Bye Hyung!” Jungkook calls, Yoongi waving goodbye as he enters the elevator. You turn to Jungkook immediately, a questioning eyebrow-raising.

“Hyung?”

“He said it would be ok if I called him Hyung?”

“Oh, he likes you then.” You smile, even more, excited as your ‘don’t let Jungkook quit’ mission was going perfect. Usually, he’s more formal and work-related, getting angry one time as he was addressed informally more than one time, firing the person immediately. “Let’s eat and get out of here, Jin’s dumplings are gonna blow your socks off.”

You guys eat partially at your desk and partially as you walk down to the garage, wanting to leave but not quite finished with the food. It’s good, you’re not going to lie, but is it worth the embarrassment of Yoongi replaying you running for your life? No, no it’s not. You quickly understand that Jungkook is going to be a long-term addition to the office, as Yoongi has also become fond of the boy within a short time.

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It’s very interesting working with Jungkook and Yoongi on a day-to-day basis. Now that you’re all comfortable, it’s like working with your brothers, dad, grandpa, and crush all shoved into one. There are some days where you bicker relentlessly, and then the next you come in not feeling good and they’re concerned and taking your temperature 20 times. It’s unfamiliar, but it’s also something that you wouldn’t trade for the world. Namjoon has also infiltrated your little group, not that anyone’s complaining. You all like his company and Jungkook genuinely thinks he’s the coolest person to ever step foot on earth.

As more time passes, you realize Jungkook means a lot more to you than you ever wanted him to. One time, he called out of work at the last minute and it made you bitter all day. Yoongi teased the hell out of you for it, showing no mercy.

“Aw, are you missing your big strong protector? All sad because he’s not here?” He asked, chuckling as he frowned at you.

“Yoongi, how do you act when Namjoon isn’t here?” You smile, watching his face fall as you catch him right in the middle. You faked frowned just as he had been doing, causing the both of you to laugh at each other. “That’s what I thought.”

Despite that, you and Jungkook have remained close friends that sometimes go out to dinner together. And sometimes have sleepovers. And sometimes sneak out of work to get vending machine snacks. And sometimes go grocery shopping together. But that’s all besides the point.

It’s been a couple of months since Jungkook joined, and as far as you could tell he’s become a part of the atmosphere. As summer slowly approaches, Yoongi begins his annual “complain about the business party” for a week straight. Admittedly, you’ve gone once and it was the most insufferable thing ever. It’s a bunch of older businessmen in the same profession as Yoongi’s, all communicating and trying to swindle each other for an unfair deal. Yoongi or Namjoon are usually the youngest ones, but Namjoon has bailed in recent years.

Your favorite excuse was he had to trim his bonsai tree otherwise it would die in 3 hours.

It was a normal day, everyone working on their respective assignments. “Hey Y/N, are you going to the business party thing that Yoongi has been talking about recently?” Jungkook casually asks, sitting in one of the waiting room chairs. “He said I should ask you about it.”

“Oh trust me, Kook, you’re not missing out on anything. It’s super boring.” You whine, sounding more and more like Yoongi as the date draws closer. “But yes, I suppose me and Yoongi will be attending.”

“Can I come?” He asks quickly, shooting it out there.

“I promise, it’s not anything exciting-“

“I want to go with you. Yoongi said he usually has to leave you by yourself to talk to people.” He smiles, fidgeting with his fingers as he finishes his little speech. “So I thought if I went, I can just sit with you and keep you company.”

“Did Yoongi tell you about the alcohol bar?”

“.....maybe.”

The day approaches too quickly for your liking, having to find a fancy dress that you wouldn’t bust open if sitting. You had settled on a silky, deep red dress that grazed the floor. One side had a slit up to your mid-thigh, only ever showing when you walked. When you arrived at the venue, Jungkook was waiting outside of the entrance. You had suggested that match his tie to your dress (as a joke) and he became deadly serious about it.

“Jungkook!” You smile, waving at him as you walk up. He was busy scrolling through his phone before, but you’ve caught his attention. His eyes scan the dress up and down multiple times, mouth opening as if he wants to say something but can’t find the words. You can’t help but laugh at him, looking down and moving around the fabric to reveal your leg. “You like it?”

“Uhm, yeah. Yeah, that color looks really good on you. And so does your jewelry. It matches so well….wow.” He stumbles, causing you to laugh even more than before. While he knew the color, you refused to show him the dress, claiming it needed to be a surprise.

“What about you? You look really good too! Buttons all popped open like the sexiest man alive” His tie is looser than how he wears it at work, a couple of buttons popped open as well as his sleeves neatly rolled up. Just under the sleeve, you can see a tattoo poking out. You adjust it for him, making sure he doesn’t get any backlash from the art that adorns his body. You giggle, taking his arm and guiding him in.

Yoongi was already here, mingling with the other business partners. At the first sight of it, you and Jungkook darted over to the alcohol while giggling at each other. This is the sole reason you’re here. “Shh, we can’t embarrass Yoongi. Look sophisticated.” Jungkook scolded, straightening his back and walking slowly. He looks dumb, causing you to laugh more.

“That look doesn’t fit you well, Kook.” You chuckle, punching his arm. You both get cocktails, picking a table in the back, but also close to the bar for drinks once you run out. As Yoongi mingled, you began to talk to Jungkook about how ridiculous designer shoe prices are. You owned a singular pair, which you bought with your first paycheck on impulse.

You were interrupted by a voice you’ve heard before, but you couldn’t quite place it. “Hello gorgeous, would you care to have a drink with me?” He smugly said, a smirk painting his face. He’s had a meeting with Yoongi once, he’s the guy you had to stay late for.

“Mr. Park?! Right?” You smile, “It’s great to see you again. I’ll have to pass this round, I haven't finished my first one.” You say, showing him your glass that was still half full. The air was awkward and for a brief moment, you can see his gaze flick over to where Jungkook sat next to you.

“And you are?” Park Jimin asks, a smile filling his entire face. It’s not sincere, it’s painfully mocking. Jungkook straightens in his chair as he prepares an answer.

“Y/N’s date for the night.” Jungkook smiles, making you choke back your drink. You know Jimin won’t take that as a final answer, and you’re proven right as you catch his mouth falling open once again.

“You’re the assistant, am I right? Would you mind ordering me a shot over there?” He’s pushing Jungkook’s buttons, that’s clear and it’s well calculated. Jungkook glares back up at him, at a loss for what to say as his pride crumbles. He can’t find a way to retaliate.

“I was just craving a shot,” you smile, getting up and taking Jimin's arm, leading him away from a furious and hot-faced Jungkook. Jimin won once again, getting exactly what he wanted as you took a shot with him, clinking the small glasses together before throwing it back. Jungkook watches in disgust. “So, have you talked to Yoongi again tonight?” You ask, remembering the meeting they had earlier this week.

“Not yet, but I was thinking we should have a meeting.” He smiles, sipping on whatever drink he ordered in the meantime. “How much is he paying you?” He asks, referring to Yoongi.

“Uhm, around $30 an hour?” You shrug, which is a lot, especially for a desk receptionist.

“I’ll double it if you come to work for me.” He proudly declares, sliding you a business card. “And I know I know, you have to think about it. But I can do so much more for you. And your little boy toy over there, I’ll be so much better than him.” He whispers in your ear, grazing a hand along your cheek before making his departure. “I’ll see you around, doll face.”

The pet name makes your skin crawl and your face hot, anger bubbling to the surface. As you watch him leave, he’s making his way to Jungkook to add some sort of snarky remark. You can’t hear it, but whatever it is it makes him angry as he grips his glass. Rubbing your temples, you take 2 more shots before making your way back. “What did he tell you, Jungkook?” You ask, Jimin is nowhere to be seen.

“He said he’d pay me double if I worked as his janitor.” He seethed, teeth gritted and jaw tense. “What about you?”

“The same thing but as a desk receptionist.” You shrug, deciding to leave out the rest of what he said. If you included the rest, there would surely be a fistfight taking place. You and Jungkook continued to drink together, the air still tense as if you were the one who insulted him. “What else did he tell you? Why are you angry at me?” You finally ask.

“He said you asked for his number and you’re meeting up later tonight.” He gritted, causing you to laugh out loud. “He’s got a lot of balls, I’ll give him that.”

“Do you believe that?” You hummed, leaning forward. Jungkook was resting his elbows on the table, leaning forward. When he glanced over, your two faces were too close for comfort but it was too interesting to pull away. “He also told me he’d be better to me than my little boy toy, which is you.” You giggle, pushing your empty glass away from you. You can’t help but study Jungkook’s face as he processes the new information.

“Boy toy?” He mumbles, scoffing at nothing in particular. The air is still tense, but as you stare at each other this close, it’s different. It’s a game of cat and mouse at this point and you’re trying to decide who’s gonna go in first.

“Are you jealous?” You giggle again, watching his brows scrunch. “Do you think I’ll ditch you for him?” This switches something in him, not necessarily anger but a sense of need. Like he needed something so incredibly badly he can’t take it. “He’s on his way back over here, walking behind you. Your move, Jeon.” You smile, knowing exactly what move comes next.

Jimin is slowly making his way over, hands in pockets and he struts over to antagonize you some more. While the promise of 2x the pay sounds exciting, you could never work for him. Not with how he treats you or Jungkook, it’s too informal and disrespectful.

“Coming closer, and closer, and closer.” You sigh, as Jungkook is still debating on the next move. He’s conflicted, but you know you’re both thinking the same thing. “Just kiss me.” You hum, and he does with no hesitation. His lips quickly press against yours, soft and smooth. He tastes like his cocktail mixed with coconut Chapstick, radiating heat as his hand falls onto your neck to pull you closer.

You lean into the kiss voluntarily, a small smile overcoming your face with the double win you just scored. You peel your eyes open for a brief moment, just to catch Jimin's expression. You refrain from laughing, instead, kissing Jungkook back harder than before, nibbling on his lower lip playfully.

You pull away once Jimin leaves completely, a dumb smile taking over your entire face as you stare back at Jungkook. His Bambi eyes are widened and sparkly, want overtaking his face as he stares back at you. “I’ve wanted to do that for so long.” Jungkook almost whispers, despite no one being around you two. “For so long, but I didn’t want to scare you.” He whines.

“I’ve been dying to eat you up since day 1,” you admit, watching him almost whimper at your comment. “Come on, let’s get out of here. Yoongi won’t care.” You smile, getting up from your table and making your way to the exit without being spotted. Hell, even if Yoongi did, he's out of luck with the way Jungkook whines when you call him a pet name.

“Did you drive here?” You ask, to which he shakes his head no. You know he was going to carpool with Yoongi, but you honestly didn’t know if that was a joke or not. Yoongi will more than likely realize you two left early, he’s not clueless. “Perfect.”

You drove to your apartment, running to the elevator while giggling together like little kids. “Are you drunk?” Jungkook asks, seemingly sobering up as you reach your floor. He’s so kind and sweet, staring at you with the most genuine eyes as he awaits a question.

“Just a bit warm from the drinks, but nowhere near impaired, baby. I know what you’re worried about.” You smile, cupping his cheek. “How about you?” His face is warmer than normal. You're snuggled together in the elevator, hands resting on his back as you hug him close to your body.

“I’m not drunk,” he smiles, leaning down to peck your lips as the elevator dings. You easily unlock your apartment, dragging Jungkook in behind you and tossing your belongings onto the table by the door.

“You never answered me, by the way.” You hum, kissing the nape of his neck as you wrap your arms around his torso.

“Huh? What question?” He whines, becoming putty in your hands. He’s so cute like this, whiny and wanting nothing more than you.

“Are you jealous? Of Park Jimin?” You smile, sucking a light pink spot where you were previously kissing.

“When he said you were meeting up later tonight, yes. Yes absolutely.” He explains, looking down to meet your eyes. He places a sweet kiss on your lips, easily turning as you wrap your arms around his neck. Even with heels, Jungkook is slightly bent over as he kisses you. You can still taste the alcohol on his lips, lips molding together.

“My sweet baby boy is jealous over a man like him.” You mumble, a teasing tone seeping from your lips as you slowly guide him to your room. Surprisingly, you topple over first, Jungkook pinning you under his arms.

“Noona, please.” He mumbles, allowing his hands to roam all over. For a brief moment, they halt as he traces your thigh, revealed by the slit in your dress. Slowly, he slides it up your hip, hiking your dress further up your waist. “I love how you look in this dress, but I want it off.” He mumbles against your lips, easily finding the zipper on your back.

Goosebumps spring up all across your skin as he slowly drags it down, fingers grazing your warm skin. He helps you shimmy out of it, tossing it with little to no care onto the floor. “You look so fucking good,” Jungkook mumbles, pulling away and sitting on his knees, allowing your legs to wrap around his waist. Your heels clink together, but you can tell Jungkook likes them too much to deal with the small buckle.

“No fair,” you giggle, sitting up and helping him shed his jacket. You popped each button open one by one, kissing the expanse of his chest as you made your way down. That along with the tie was thrown off the bed, golden skin on full display. One arm was decorated in tattoos, all the way up to his shoulder blade. “Mmm, baby,” you hum, sucking a deep red spot below his jaw.

“I want to make you feel good, noona. I want to please you.” He whines out loud, hands caressing every patch of skin he could reach. He easily lays you down, interlocking your fingers with his as he grinds your hips together unconsciously. He’s focused on kissing you like there's no tomorrow as if he’d been starved of this his entire life. A small moan leaves your mouth, quickly swallowed by him. Breaking the kiss, he begins to pepper hot kisses all down your chest, leaving light red marks here and there.

Easily, he helps you out of your bra, a small whine falling from his lips. “Such pretty tits, noona.” He mumbles, taking a bud into his mouth while capturing the other in between his fingers. You arch up into him, soft moans falling past your lips. As his fingertips meet the edge of your panties, he glances up for any sign of disapproval or discomfort. You nod, allowing him to easily slip the lace down your legs and off the bed.

“So, so pretty.” He hums, placing an open-mouth kiss on your inner thigh. ”Such a pretty pussy,” He’s moved to laying down flat on his stomach, arms wrapping around both of your thighs to hold you firmly in place.

“Kook, please- OH,” you cry, tongue beginning to lap happily at your folds. His tongue circles your clit, mixing both slow licks with fast circles sent you reeling. Your back arched up, hands tangled in his hair as his eyes looked up attentively. Jungkook easily slid one finger in, pausing to gauge your reaction.

“So wet, just for me. This sopping wet cunt just from kissing on you.” He teases, beginning to slowly fuck you with his finger. He easily slides another in, stretching you out with ease. His fingertips brush your g spot with each thrust, and he seems to know it. He’s smirking up at you, continuing to fuck you while eating your out at the same time.

“Kook, it’s so good.” You moan, gripping his hair in between your fist. “Right there, right- yes!!” You cry as he targets that specific spot, picking up his pace. The noise of moans fills the room as he targets the same spot, tongue-creating circles on your clit faster than ever. He’s determined now, watching your back arch and face contort as you moan his name. “I’m gonna cum, Kook. I’m- oh fuck-“ you cry, grabbing the sheets with white knuckles. “C-coming.” You whimpered, hips bucking slightly as he fucked you through your high.

He hastily makes his way back up, smashing your lips together rougher than before. The kiss is wet, rushed, and sloppy but it makes your cunt ache with even more want. You can taste yourself on his tongue, chin slick with a mixture of arousal and spit. “You did so well.” You moaned into his mouth, straddling his hips as you moved him onto his back. Without breaking the kiss, you unbutton his pants, allowing the zipper to easily slide open. Jungkook helps, lifting his hips and allowing you to tug them down his legs.

“You look so, so good.” You whimper, unconsciously dry humping his clothed dick. There was no doubt you were wetting his boxers, but he didn’t seem to care. “I need you, baby, I’m going to ride you, ok?”

“Yes, yes please.” Jungkook moans into your neck, allowing you to take off his boxers and drag your nails along his thighs. He’s bigger than you expected, much bigger in fact. He quickly notices the situation, “It’s ok, take your time.” He smiles, which would normally be teasing. However, this time he genuinely means it, gripping your hips and slowly grinding against you. He’s sensitive, back arching as you experimentally pinched his nipples in between two fingers. A loud whimper filled the room, making you gush.

“God, what did I do to deserve you?” You hummed, slowly stroking his dick as you watched his face react to each touch you gave him. You can’t take it anymore, lifting your hips and lining his dick up with your entrance. Jungkook watched, entranced, as inch by inch slowly disappeared. After bottoming out, you swear you could cum again on the spot, his dick filling every possible inch. His tip is nestled against your g spot, making your legs shake as you begin to bounce slowly. As you gain speed, Jungkook slowly begins bucking his hips up to meet yours. Loud, wet slapping filled the room from the force, moans slipping from both of you.

Jungkook’s hair sticks to his forehead, eyebrows furrowed and lips swollen from biting down. His entire chest is a flushed red, your hands placed on his abdomen to give you more stability. “Fuck, Kook.” You moan, dragging your nails across his sides. He’s fucked out, body warm, and face the epitome of sin.

“I’m close, I’m close. Please let me cum!” He whines, bucking his hips up at a faster pace.

“Already?? Hmmm.” You whine. “Go ahead, cum in my pussy.” You mumble into his ear, earning you a loud cry as he grips your hips, slamming up with as much force as he could manage. Your name falls from his lips like a mantra, hips slowing as he comes down from his high. “How sad, I guess I'll have to finish myself now.” You faked disappointment, causing him to jump up immediately.

“No, no I got it. I’ll make you cum all over my cock,” Jungkook whimpers, already sporting a half hard-on from the thought of fucking you again. He’s rough, he has something to prove once again. He easily catches your lips, flipping the two of you as he takes his place in between your legs. He’s more determined than ever, gripping your legs and placing them over his shoulders, high heels resting just behind his head. His weight rests on his hands on either side of your body, a sly smile on his face as he buries himself deeper than before.

Your mouth falls open in a loud moan as he picks up his pace, snapping his hips with enough force to slowly inch you up the bed. “So good, right there-“ you whine underneath him, gripping his biceps in an attempt to stay still. You can’t see his face, but you’re able to vividly imagine it. His lips are most likely caught between his lips, eyes squinted as he’s focused, hair stuck to his forehead. “Please- kiss me.” You mumble, legs falling onto his arms to allow him to lean down.

He quickly meets your request, leaning down to smash his lips onto yours. His thrusts cease, now slowly grinding into you as he kisses you with as much passion as possible. With him leaning over, his abdomen brushes your clit as he continues to fuck into you. “Kook, it’s ugh-“ you moan into him, hips bucking to meet him.

“I know baby, I know. I’ve got you.” He smiles, confidence growing as you grip onto his shoulders. You're light-headed, but in a good way as you drag your nails down his back. Resting on his palms again, he slowly drags out before completely filling you up with a sharp snap of his hips, making your toes curl and mouth fall open. His pace picks up once again, eyebrows furrowed as he watches himself disappear inside of you. “Fuck, so good to me. Always so good to me.” He mumbles, easily twisting a nipple in between his fingers.

“I’m close, please- I want to come.” You cry, tears filling your eyes as you feel your stomach tighten. Jungkook smiles, catching your hands and pinning them down above your head. You arch up into him, chests pressed together as he fucks into you like no tomorrow. Lewd slapping fills the room mixed with your moans, Jungkook softly moaning your name into your ear.

“Do I make you feel good, noona? Are you going to cum all over my cock?” He whispers, breath hot against your skin. His words make you clench around him, sending you closer to the edge you were currently teetering on. “I’m not going to touch your clit, I want to make you cum from just my dick. Do you think you can do that?” He hums, punctuating his sentence with harsh snaps into you.

“Yes, yes please.” You moan, bucking your hips to meet him in need. “I’m gonna- cum-“ you whine, the spring finally snapping. Slamming your eyes shut, Jungkook easily fucks you through your high, kissing your neck to help you come down.

“I’m going to cum inside of this pussy, all mine.” He moans, snapping his hips as he chases his own high. You clench around him, orgasm still racking your body as he overstimulates you. Jungkook comes soon after, burying himself to the hilt as he grabs your hips in place. There's for sure going to be little bruises, his grip possessive as he holds you still. “Hm, thank you noona.” He smiles, moving to kiss you again.

This kiss is different, it’s slow and careful. It’s soft as he holds your waist in one hand and your cheek in the other. Your eyes easily flutter shut, hands resting on his sides. He’s careful as he kisses you as if you’ll break if he moves too roughly.

“I’ll get tissues, don’t move.” He instructs, pecking your lips before making his departure. It’s cold without him, but he comes in soon after and carefully cleans you up. He also gently takes off your heels now, allowing them to fall off the bed. There's a pause of awkward silence as the tissues hit the trash bin, neither of you knowing what to say. “Well, what now?” He mumbles.

“...you spend the night stupid.” You laugh, reaching up and grabbing him by his neck, pulling him down onto the bed. You hum as you nuzzle your face into his neck. His arms wrapped around your body in a protective blanket. “I hope this doesn’t change anything between us, negatively I mean.” You smile, looking up to read his expression. It’s a mix of happy, content, and tired as he smiles back at you.

“Y/N...will you be my girlfriend?” He asks, causing you to burst into laughter.

“Well thank god you caught on.” You smile, kissing him once more. You can feel him shuffle, knee sliding in between your legs and against your cunt. “...Kook.” It's both a warning and a questioning statement, but as you watch his face turn into a shit-eating grin, you already know where this is going.

“Please babe, you’re so cute when you’re needy.” He mumbles, kissing your neck. His hands snake around your hips, encouraging them to grind on his thigh. For a brief moment, you forgot Jungkook is in fact, a horny 23-year-old man. You giggle, because how could you say no to him?

“We’re not going to be getting much sleep tonight, are we?” You smile.

“Of course not.”

“Wouldn’t have it any other way.”

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“Kook,” you mumble, eyes groggy as you peel them open just slightly. The room is extremely bright, blinds drawn shut but light still leaking through. Jungkook is pressed flush against your back, light snores bouncing off of your skin. His complete dead weight is heavy as you struggle to flip over to face him.

It's a mission and half just to flip over, Jungkook is still dead asleep. It takes a lot to pull him out of his slumber once he’s completely out, and you don’t care enough to try right now. From where you lay, you can see the freckle that sits just underneath his lips, a soft smile spreading across your face. He's so cute, lips parted slightly as he snoozes.

“Kooookkkk,” you mumble, scooting up to place a small kiss on his lips. He stirs for a brief moment before going back to sleep. “Wake up, it’s already almost noon,” you complain, wrapping your arms around his torso to rub circles on his back. You graze your nails now and then, allowing your eyes to close and you do so. He'll more than likely wake up soon.

You're proven right as he stirs awake, humming slightly as he pulls you even closer to his chest. “how are you feeling?” he asks, voice considerably deeper and husky from just waking up. You’ve had sleepovers, sure, but you’ve never heard him like this.

“Good, sore, but good,” you answer, slowly opening your eyes to see if he was fully awake. His eyes remain closed as he talks, something that adds to his cute factor.

“Noona, I hate to tell you this, but-“ his tone is playful as he starts.

“I already know, you’re quite literally pressed against my stomach.” you scold, knowing full well he was going to talk about the morning wood he’s currently wearing with unprecedented pride.

“It’s okay, I’ll deal with it later.” he hums, still holding you close to him. You know he understands you’re tired and sore, but you just can’t help but enjoy pleasing him. You slip out of his grasp, looking for the tie that Jungkook was wearing the previous night. At your leave, Jungkook flips onto his back and sprawls out as if he owns the place.

“What if...I want to help you?” you ask, easily climbing onto his lap. There's a blanket separating the two of you, but regardless you can still feel every inch of him, you hid the tie on the bed, for now, allowing your hands to catch his as you lean in for a kiss. You easily pull his hands up to the bed, tying them to your headboard. “And...done!” you smile, admiring your work.

“What's this about?” he teases, experimenting as he attempts to pull his arms down.

“If there's one thing I learned, Jeon, is that you love to be touchy. But not today!” you giggle, beginning to slowly pull the blanket off of his body. He's even harder now, hums falling past his lips as you run your hands up and down his sculpted body. “You just get to watch.” At this, he groans, throwing his head back.

“Come on, I’ll be good-“ you cut him off with a sloppy kiss, quickly molding your lips together as you grip his hair. That's another thing you’ve learned, he’s a sucker for soft scratches and hair-pulling. So as you slowly pull his hair while kissing him, and grind your hips down onto him he’s already whining into your mouth.

“Relax, I'll take really good care of you, baby.” you smile, breaking the kiss and peppering kisses all down his body. You take your time to leave marks, purple scattered here and there. “So sensitive,” you comment, lightly swirling his nipple with your tongue. He shamelessly arches into you, a small moan falling from his lips.

You’re kneeling in between his knees as you get to his hips, sucking a deep purple hickey into his clear vline. “Noona, please touch me-“ he mumbles, eyes fixated on yours as he watches your every move. From his point of view, he can easily see your face as well as the swell of your ass as you lower to kiss his skin.

“Well, since you ask so politely, Kookie.” you smile, wrapping your palm around the base of his cock. You smile slightly, sticking your tongue out to lick a long, wet strip from his base to his tip, swirling your tongue around the top. His eyes are locked on yours, lip caught in between his teeth as he waits for your next move. You take him into your mouth, sinking as much as possible. So far, you can only reach less than half before gagging. This once again boosts his pride.

“So good- your mouth feels so warm,” he whines out loud, hands formed into fists above his head. You take this encouragement to heart, sinking and trying to reach more. With each bob of your head, you take more and more, Jungkook watching in amazement. Your hands sit flat on his abdomen as you take him into your mouth, sinking completely down as your nose brushes his stomach.

Jungkook could come on the spot, a loud moan echoing throughout the room as you look up at him from that exact spot, eyes watery but satisfied. “Noona, you’re so good to me. You feel so good.” his hips buck up just slightly and you let him, whining like no tomorrow as he slowly fucks your face. With a small pinch of his thigh, you signal that he can go faster as you slowly accommodate his size.

Fighting off your gag reflex, you watch his face contort into pleasure as he fights to keep his eyes open. He wants to watch you swallow him so bad, but it just feels too good. His abs flex and twitch with every swirl of your tongue, a subtle indicator that he likes it. “Please let me cum. please!” he whines, hips bucking faster than before.

You can only nod slightly, a high pitch whine falling out as he bucks deep into your throat, burying himself as deep as possible as he comes. You can feel his dick twitch on your tongue, his legs shaking slightly as he releases into your throat. While you swallow most of it, there’s still a little bit in your mouth.

He's still coming down from his high when you climb back up, straddling his torso and beginning to kiss him. He greedily takes anything you give him, tasting his own cum (probably not for the first time) as you kiss him. “Swallow it.” is all you mumble, pinching his mouth shut as he debates on what to do. He follows your order, Addams apple bobbing. “Good boy,” you praise, earning a groan as you peck his lips.

A brilliant idea passes you, your bedside drawer swinging open as you retrieve something. It's an eye mask that you use for naps during the day, essentially serving as a blindfold. “No fair!” Jungkook complains, knowing exactly who’s head that’s going on.

“It’ll make you more sensitive, it’ll be fun.” you smile, easily slipping it over his eyes. For someone who was just complaining, he made the process easy as pie by lifting his head for you. “So much fun!” He’s upset but only as upset as one can be with a naked girl sitting on top of you.

“Are you going to ride me?”

“Yep!”

“And I don’t get to watch your tits bounce?!!” he cries.

“Not at all.”

He faked a cry, making you giggle slightly. You’re slick with arousal, just kissing and hearing Jungkook moan was enough to fire you up. It takes no problem to lift yourself onto your feet, lining his dick up to your entrance. He's still just as big, stretching you out and filling up every inch of your pussy.

There's a small moan from both of you as you bottom out, Jungkook completely nestled inside of you. “You feel so good, kook.” you praise, placing your hands on his abs as you begin to bounce up and then slam back down with as much force as you could muster. Your legs are shaking from pleasure, each thrust nailing exactly where you need him. “This big cock just for me to ride on.” you moan, scratching along his abs lightly to get a reaction.

“Just for you,” he answers, snapping his hips up to emphasize his point. He begins fucking up into you, just enough to where the strain in your thighs is more bearable. “I want to touch you, see you, feel you!” he whines, biceps flexing as he pulls against his restraints. “I want to see your pussy take me all in.”

He’s desperate, more than you’ve ever seen him. He’s pleading to be freed of his restraints, getting a simple “No, you look cute,” each time he asks. He continues to fuck into you, feet placed flat on the bed to drill into you with ease. “Faster, Kook,” you instruct, his hips immediately snapping faster and harder into you. “ I'm gonna cum all over your pretty cock,” you smirk, clenching around him as your high quickly approaches.

Jungkook easily takes you there, orgasm hitting you like a wave as your legs nearly give out. He slows his pace, fucking you through it and milking it for as long as possible. You’re tighter around him, clenching unconsciously as he slowly picks up his pace. “Can I come?” he whines into your ear, his moans clouding your thoughts.

“Yes, cum baby. As deep as you can,” you coo, slamming your hips down to get him to his high faster than he already was. It catches him off guard, as he could feel it building but he didn’t expect it to be so soon. With a final thrust, he buries himself as deep as possible, tip nestled right above your cervix but not hurting you. His cock twitches as he comes, hips grinding together to milk every last drop.

“I love you-“ his mouth immediately snaps shut at the realization, lips forming a thin line. “too soon…”

“I love you too, kook.” you giggle, undoing his restraints. He's like a new person freed from lifelong bonds, hands immediately groping every inch of skin possible.

“By the way, Namjoon owes Yoongi $50.”

“What...are you talking about?”

“They placed bets on it months back.”

“Isn’t this weird to talk about when you’re balls deep??”

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ok. samwell college of music au. i wrote all four years let's go babey

eric bittle is this lovely southern tenor (sounds kinda like mitch grassi or ben j pierce) who posts covers (& sometimes originals, but always with neutral or no pronouns because he can't post anything that says he or him ☹) on his youtube channel and has major stage fright but is very talented; he also plays ukulele

he got into samwell college of music on a voice scholarship and his dad doesn’t exactly approve but eric was never the 6′2″ masculine football player he wanted anyway so why not go for his dreams

he auditions for the very competitive samwell men’s contemporary chorus (there’s like 20 choirs; chamber choir, jazz choir, a cappella groups (lax bros do a cappella), combined choirs, etc- smcc does contemporary pop/rock music) and while he’s very very nervous and shaky as he auditions, directors hall & murray see a lot of potential in him (with major grumbling from student director jack)

(the rest of this ridiculously long au under the cut)

the group is small, for a chorus, because the point of the group is not a wall of sound but a focus on all of the very talented guys’ voices coming together in these gorgeous harmonies and basically they’re like one of the best choruses on campus and all the male singers want in

so there’s jack zimmermann, who of course eric knows because everyone knows who he is, he’s the son of bob and alicia zimmermann, both incredibly talented and famous musicians, and basically those genes were in his favor because he’s mega fucking talented

(jack was supposed to sign a recording contract to be in a band with his best friend kent parson when he was 17 but something happened between them and the pressure was too much and jack overdosed on something- there’s so many rumors no one knows what’s real- and kent signed solo in LA & went on to win grammys for his albums about a mysterious ex and jack disappeared for a few years to be a counselor at a music camp and reappears at samwell, knocking everyone’s socks off again like he’d never left, except with a renewed vigor and intenseness that freaks everyone out)

jack is a contemporary writing & production major, freaky talented and sings like a modern day frank sinatra, and he plays like 20 instruments and can read music like breathing air and writes songs like if he stopped he’d die; his music is folksy and mournful and he plays all the instruments on his tracks himself- guitar, piano, strings, drums- it sounds like a full band but nope. just jack. he’s intense

“we all get nicknames in this choir,” justin informs eric on his first day, “we’re those kinda guys.” so he’s bitty, which he finds vaguely offensive (bc he’s not that short!) but still cute, & the rest of the group is introduced to him:

“shitty” knight (voice like colyer) is a musical education major and an enigma of a singer with this awesome, earthy, raspy voice that’s really interesting to listen to and a very.... unique style & look; he writes cheesy but shockingly good raps about social justice topics and he will sing-lecture you if you’ve said something offensive (he also plays banjo)

justin “ransom” oluransi is a music business & management major with an angelic voice you can’t help but listen to; he’s sultry and has an incredible range and does runs like nobody’s business (with a voice like daniel caesar or leslie odom jr UGH)

adam “holster” birkholtz is a voice performance major, wants to be on broadway and it’s all he ever goddamn talks about basically, he’s a belter and has a lot of charisma and starpower and he’ll charm the pants off of you within one note; can also play piano and irritates everyone constantly because his regular volume is like a level 11 (voice like the frontman of my brothers and i combined w/ x ambassadors lead singer)

larissa “lardo” duan is at the local art institute because performing arts is not her jam and she’d much rather paint; she’s a barista at annie’s and supervises open mic nights and keeps the annoying choir dudes from driving away all her patrons

“i’m not even in your dumbass choir,” she says when the group gave her her nickname. holster just told her that she was an honorary member and then started sing-shouting a song at her about how good she is

bitty’s first year is hard because he’s talented and he works hard but he shies away when anyone asks him to sing outside the group and like, he can sing to a camera by himself but being on a stage with everyone looking at you and the sole responsibility of the song on your shoulders is terrifying and no thanks

jack does not. understand this. he’s been performing practically since he came out of the womb and he doesn’t really get performance nerves (what he gets is anxiety about how he did after he gets off stage that follows him home and makes it so he can’t sleep) - so he bothers bitty about it constantly like “you just need practice, you just have to sing by yourself a lot and then you’ll get over it” which like.... that’s true but it’s also hella scary and bitty’s like “no thanks!!!!”

but jack’s annoying and intense so he makes bitty do open mic with him every saturday night and it’s going okay and bitty loves his choir and loves his school and these new friends he’s making and he finally feels comfortable enough to come out to them during his second term

then during their spring choral showcase at the end of his freshman year bitty has a solo and he’s worked really hard on it and he’s feeling good- okay he’s completely freaked out but he’s trying to feel good- but when he gets up on stage there’s so many people and the stage lights are so hot on his face and he flips out a little and maybe he passes out from anxiety and stress right on stage and it’s terrible and he’s so embarrassed and ashamed that he ruined their set at the showcase

of course jack blames himself because “we shouldn’t have given you a solo before you were ready, i misjudged it, i’m sorry” - and they all feel kinda bad bc holy fuck they didn’t know his stage fright was that bad like they didn’t know someone could pass out just by being anxious to sing

he practices all the time over the summer and goes to his local open mic at jack’s insistence and it actually helps a lot because instead of a sea of strangers judging him it’s a bunch of people he knows and they’re all smiling at him and when he finishes his song they cheer for him and it boosts his self-confidence a lot

his sophomore year they have three new members- chris ”chowder” chow (voice like ieuan), an excitable music education major with impressive rapping skills, derek "nursey" nurse (frank ocean or leon bridges type), a songwriting major who can also play violin and guitar, and will ”dex” poindexter (like tom west), a production & engineering major who tried out with chowder bc he needed moral support and didn't expect to get in but impressed the directors with his voice

the year’s going pretty good, bitty’s still pretty scared of singing alone but more confident now and the open mic nights with jack haven’t stopped, so he’s getting better. and one night they’re hanging out at annie’s after closing waiting for lardo to be done so they can walk her home, and bitty suggests that jack sing with him one of these nights, and jack says he doesn’t know any of bitty’s songs and bitty says they can write one together half jokingly but then jack is like “yes.” with that Intense Look

SO they get together a couple days later in jack’s room at the house they all live in together (bitty moved in at the beginning of the year after previous smcc member john johnson called him- how’d he get his number?- and told him he could take his room if he wanted), jack with his guitar and bitty with his ukulele, and it’s a little awkward until bitty says jack should play him one of his songs

and, okay, he doesn’t really know what to expect because the only music jack ever released to the public was that one single he did with kent parson when they were 17 so bitty doesn’t even know if he has anything to play him, but he does- he starts playing these soft, sad notes on the guitar and opens his mouth and sings about being lonely and scared and unsure, about false starts and shaky ground and not knowing where you stand with someone, about expectations and lying awake at night and wishing so hard you were someone else, and bitty watches him sing and just kind of... realizes he’s head over heels for this boy and internally Freaks Out a little

he tries to put that aside and they start to write this song, at first it’s weird because jack’s like “all your songs are love songs i can’t really relate to happy love songs” and bitty’s like “listen... i’ve never even had a boyfriend i just write a bunch of sappy love stuff because it’s not about me it’s about whoever’s listening to it, they’re gonna project their own experiences on my music anyway so it doesn’t matter if it’s my real life or not” and jack’s like “alright while fake af that’s smart and i respect you” (what bitty doesn't say is that he writes about what he really wants which is to fall in love & be in a happy relationship)

they say they’re just gonna write this kinda vague sad song but they both secretly write lines about their actual lives so it ends up being really personal and real and raw for the both of them

they sing the song at open mic that saturday and the crowd at annie’s is never that big but they’ve never got a standing ovation here before, and some girl shouts “MAKE AN ALBUM” (it may or may not be lardo) and they both blush furiously and bitty’s like “... that was really nice, jack” and jack’s like “... yeah it was good good job you’re really getting some confidence out there nice work” (bitty: “THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT AAAAH”)

around this time jack’s really thinking about what he’s gonna do when he’s done at samwell, talking with his parents and his agent and looking into different record companies and deciding if he wants to sign with anyone or possibly start his own company- the head of a small company called falcon records in rhode island has been talking to him a lot, and jack talks to bitty about how he thinks it’d be nice to start small, and the record exec georgia and the producer marty had both been really nice and welcoming, and bitty’s so happy for him but also just... sad that he won’t be around jack every day after he graduates

THEN at a haus party celebrating their win of a local choral competition, who shows up but none other than pop star kent parson to Ruin The Fun

bitty sees the way jack pales when kent walks in, notices them disappear upstairs together and feels a little sick worrying about jack but chalks it up to the highly alcoholic concoction shitty and lardo had cooked up but nonetheless decides he’s sick of the party and goes up to his room and hears.... a little too much

and YIKES he’s standing right there and kent parson, pop star, two-time grammy winner, is looking a little rumpled and staring right at him and he puts his hat on and clears his throat and snaps at jack- “hey. well. call me if you reconsider. but good luck with rhode island. ...i’m sure that’ll make your parents proud.” and jack’s shaking, and bitty doesn’t know what to do but jack goes back into his room and bitty’s just kind of standing there like What The Fuck

so.... he kind of stews over winter break but tries not to think about it too much and he and jack text a bit and jack tells him to practice and bitty’s like “oh, you” and jack’s like “im serious” and bitty’s like “>:( it’s christmas”

spring semester starts and they're doing well in competitions and they go to semifinals and then finals for a prestigious collegiate choir competition and the pressure is mounting but they all are so optimistic and really feel like they're on the same page and bitty’s confidence is better than ever and then.... they don't win

jack especially takes it very hard, but then he also has signing to worry about, which everyone helps him with and he decides to sign with falcon records and start work on an album after graduation

speaking of graduation, shitty and jack graduate and it's hard for them but harder for bitty who feels like he's losing jack in a way, he knows how intense jack gets when he's making music and it doesn't feel like he'll have any time for bitty anymore so when they say goodbye bitty goes back to the haus and listens to his and jack's song and just cries

but, like in canon, dadbob has words of wisdom to impart and jack has an "oh" moment and races across campus to kiss bitty

they get together and the next few months are spent with jack working nonstop on his album (which tbh, he'd had many of the songs written already so it's mostly recording and producing) and texting bitty constantly and coming to visit him and playing him demos of all the songs

jack also asks bitty if they can record the song they wrote together & have it as a bonus track on his album & bitty says of course, so when jack visits they set up an impromptu studio and record vocals in the guest bedroom and this deeply personal song they wrote before they were ever together means so much more to them now

and bitty is so happy but so scared and sad too because jack is playing him these songs telling him "they're all for you bits, & a lot of them are about you" and he just doesn't know how he's going to keep all this love inside even though it feels like jack's career is at stake

he tries to shove it down and stay strong though, especially since he's now an upperclassman and they're taking on new members- connor "whiskey" whisk (voice like finneas or the male singer in valley), a music business/ management major who seems to hate bitty's guts and tony "tango" tangredi (like chaz cardigan), a jazz composition major who astounds everybody with his endless questions but also his ridiculously impressive composition skills & naturally perfect pitch (he can also play saxophone??)

i want ford in this au so fuck it she is a composition major with dreams to write scores for musicals and she stars training as a barista at annie's (aka training to corral the smcc)

the pressure of it all proves to be a lot and bitty and jack have their hi, honey moment where bitty's like i can't be this deep in the closet!!! and so they tell the smcc and also jack's label that they're together and that eases things a bit

jack's album comes out to much critical acclaim and shouting in the groupchat ("#1 ON ITUNES BRAHHHHH!!!!!!!!") and several months later, when smcc has already been eliminated from choral competition in an earlier round, jack is nominated for SEVERAL grammys including best album, song of the year, and best new artist

when the time comes he takes his parents and bitty on the red carpet which, everyone keeps being like "who are you here with jack?" and he's like "my family and my good friend :)" and yes it is awkward

jack wins... all three awards. it's the comeback everyone is stoked to see and when his third win is announced, he and bitty are so elated that they kiss before he goes to accept the award

his speech is basically just "um... wow. thank you. i just kissed my boyfriend on live tv. this is amazing and i'm so humbled. i'd like to thank my boyfriend and georgia and marty and my parents and my friends and my boyfriend"

obviously the press has a FIELD DAY with this but bitty & jack are honestly vibing and so happy that it doesn't matter untiiiillll bitty's mom calls and he has to tell her "mama i'm gay and i'm going on tour with jack this summer okloveyoubye"

the last few months of bitty's junior year pass quickly and he's voted student director which is a huge honor considering how much he struggled with stage fright and confidence & how he'll now be stepping into ransom & holster's shoes

r&h and lardo all graduate (the smcc basically crashes the art school graduation and all scream when lardo gets her diploma lmao), which is a bittersweet occasion and they all do a bit of tearing up

that summer bitty goes on tour across the u.s. & canada with jack and his touring band (snowy is a bassist, tater is a drummer and poots does backing guitar, he also brings nursey to play violin on a few songs) as well as georgia who's there to manage logistics

and tour is so fun & chaotic with many bi and rainbow flags in the audience that end up thrown on stage and draped around jack's neck and they spend so many nights in the bus drinking and laughing and fooling around on the guitars and bitty's uke and exploring new cities bitty has never been to before and it's the freest bitty has felt in a long time

summer ends though, and jack leaves for the uk/europe leg of the tour, and with the new school year brings a few new members- river "bully" bullard (voice like gregory alan isakov), a music therapy major who draws his own cover art for his songs, lukas "louis" landmann (like jr jr), an electronic production and design major with a penchant for EDM, and johnathan "hops" hopper (like keiynan lonsdale), a film scoring major who wants to write music for movies and video games

bitty meets and befriends some of the other student directors- shruti, sd of the women’s contemporary chorus; sharon, sd of the chamber choir; and edgar, sd of jazz ensemble (even chad l., sd of the all-male a cappella group)

senior year passes similarly to the comic; coach visits and sees one of bitty’s competitions, jack comes to madison for christmas, smcc does well in competition and goes to regionals etc

however… bitty keeps putting off and putting off gathering the songs for his senior recital

he has a hard time doing that because he’s so focused on the group and making sure they’re performing well and as they advance in competition, everything else starts to fall away

eventually the rest of the smcc has to lock away his uke and change his youtube password and FORCE him to choose songs for it and start preparing because he cannot graduate without doing this recital and doing well on it

he chooses (of course) a beyonce song, a few of his own songs, an ellie goulding song, and an adele song

with all that his breath hitches and his hands shake before he goes on stage, he does really well and his voice instructor prof atley tears up a little in the audience as does his mom

meanwhile smcc goes to semifinals, then finals, of the national collegiate choral competition they participate in

and i imagine bitty faces somewhat less homophobia in this au because i mean, he’s in the performing arts, but i think it’s still there and he also faces a good amount of classism from richer students and performers who think they’re better because they had the resources and money to be performing professionally from a very young age, and he has been practicing via filming himself on a shitty camcorder and posting it to youtube

but they still get there! and the national finals are fucking HUGE and a big deal and a little overwhelming

bitty’s stage fright is Present because this is the biggest stage and the biggest stakes he's ever had and he has a big solo in one of their songs so if he fucks up, he fucks up a national championship for his whole group and school

luckily though, when he steps on the stage with his best friends and sees his boyfriend and family and smcc alums in the audience and they perform their first song, a high-energy pop medley that always gets the crowd going, everything seems to melt away and it's just him living in this moment and singing his heart out

when it gets to the next song and his solo, he forgets to be nervous and belts it out, getting screams of approval from the audience when he finishes

(dex and nursey do have a duet together that they had to practice for many long nights in the practice rooms alone but that's neither here nor there)

their time on stage seems to last both hours and no time at all and then they're done, the crowd gives them a standing ovation and it's at least 30% r&h & shitty's hooting and hollering and jack's enthusiastic clapping that makes bitty & the others beam with pride

then it's just waiting, giddy and nervous beyond belief in their green room, for the judging to be over

after what feels like forever they're back on stage, arms linked together waiting and hoping for their name to be called and it is, they win and it feels like years have built up to this moment, and bitty tears up because years ago when he was fainting from anxiety at having to perform in front of people he never could've imagined that he'd do this, that he'd be the student director that led them to a championship

they get the trophy and a ridiculous amount of flowers from their loved ones and they all are just in giddy disbelief that this is happening, they're national champs!!! they are the best choir boys in the nation!!

they come home and the rest of the school year passes by so quickly that it's very suddenly graduation and bitty can't believe his college career at samwell is over 😢

(he and ollie and wicky take pictures together, o&w talk about how excited they are to devote full time attention to their band & wedding planning and bitty's just like wait you're gay??)

bitty got plenty of offers from record companies but he likes his freedom of creativity and he has a built in fanbase from doing youtube all these years so he decides to make an album independently (jack helps him produce & master it 🥰)

when bitty's album comes out about a year later, full of bops about being gay and in love and having struggled but come out the other side more confident than ever, it doesn't get any grammy nominations- and he didn't expect or need that.

what it does do is it resonates. it makes the rounds in youtube and queer internet circles; people his age reach out to him saying this is the music they wish they had as a kid and kids reach out to him saying he's a role model and they're so glad to have his music to listen to. his album is written about as an underrated gem that shines with queer brilliance and is sure to start a party when it comes on.

his parents may not fully understand the road he's chosen for himself but they're still so proud and promote the album as hard as any of his loyal fans (especially the one country-inspired song on the album that he wrote and dedicated to them).

and jack, jack who saw this album from its infancy to its release date, who took the film photo that ended up being the album cover, who worked with bitty to make sure his vision was realized exactly how he wanted it to be, is proud beyond words.

jack starts using his semi-abandoned twitter again to tweet "stream [album name]" every day and bitty retweets them sometimes, with just a "this boy. ❤"

and they're happy. they're good. they have come so far and they are reaping the rewards of all the hard work they put in to make the music that they truly love.

the end :)

#check please #omgcp #samwell college of music au #mine #my writing #eric bittle #jack zimmermann #omgcp fic #check please fic #zimbits #uhh idk what else to tag #this fucking thing is like 4.1k words i'm-#i hope you enjoy it (and reblog it!) bc i've been working on this for literal years #i know i'll never actually write it as a longform fic so here's a bullet pt fic instead #pls let me know your thoughts i have so many things to say about this au

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