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[calypso-finale]

Hundred Twenty.

London traffic makes me angry, like this shit is just a waste of time and I hate it, I always like to do stupid shit but I have the police parked right behind me in this traffic so I am just sat here waiting with Rylee on the phone, I mean we aren’t speaking but I am just here, she is talking to someone so I am waiting really “ok sorry, I am back” she said “you know what, I actually hate the way wat you say Tion name, it sounds slutty, as you say” Rylee snorted laughing “shut up!” she spat “I was baffled you use that term, slutty, that sounds weird coming from you and that accent of yours” I miss her, she has been in Italy for two days now “well blame my friends, what can I say but do you seriously think I sound slutty saying his name? Be real, I am more like telling him to do his job” I sniggered “I am joking, but what he do, I thought you like Tion. That day when I called you a dickhead, he was side eyeing me and glaring at me like I was the opp” looking in my rearview mirror, I swear I wish the police weren’t there “well he is protecting his woman!” she spat “oh woman? Oh is it, right now there is a bunch of girls in the car next to me and they are looking, I am going to put the window down just to piss you off” Rylee gasped “I was joking!” she can shout all she wants, putting the volume down “nah, you annoyed me now” putting the window down “alright” I said, the scream they let out “damn, relax. It’s ok, y’all good?” I asked, “traffic is jarring isn’t it” oh they recording now “it’s the best thing, I love you so much and you’re better in person, oh my god!” the girl said “that is funny, thank you. Y’all ain’t from around here?” I questioned “we just came to London for a hen party! We are from Liverpool” letting out an oh “I heard about you Liverpool girls, wild” I grinned “we party the best Cench” nodding my head “I bet, but I appreciate the love, I could hear you chanting my name for a while now. I just didn’t want to have people peeping and that you know, it’s all love” waving them off, putting the window back up “you’re a dick” putting the volume back up “then don’t chat shit then” finally this shit is moving “mhmm I didn’t mean it, you was flirting and I know you was smiling from the way you was talking, I am not happy” switching lanes because I want to get rid of the police really “then we can be not happy together, it’s romantic” I laughed to myself, she is pissed off and I know it.

Rylee has stayed on the phone with but quiet “I am here now you know, so we equal?” she scoffed “well whatever, why did you do that?” she asked “because you literally called Tion your man, I don’t know this guy! I don’t care, he was mean mugging me the last time I peeped, like I don’t care. You could like this guy, how do I fucking know?” she went silent on the phone “fine, ok I did annoy you so you’re at the place then? Is my dad there” seeing him get out of the car with Aziel “he is here, whatever though” I shrugged “Oakley, please. He does adore you a lot and he does feel bad, let him talk to you and make it up to you, do not be stubborn and make him the victim, please. Listen to me in things, this is what I know. Just let him do the running, he knows he fucked up and he did bad just don’t talk down to him please, for me. I know you pissed off with him but please” I sighed out “alright, I am going now. Talk later if you can, don’t work too hard with Tion” I had to mention it “shut up!” she spat “I love you, I miss you so much” grabbing my phone from the handle and getting out of the car “I love you too Lee, you have to see me as soon you land babe” Aziel ran to me “that isn’t for a few days, but I will call you tonight your time, bye” disconnecting the call “I missed you! Where have you been” I always love when he holds my legs, like for him that is a hug “I am home!” he spat “well not my home was it” picking him up “I have missed you, you know that” he nodded his head “papa here” he pointed “I can see, you ready for boxing? Get all that pent up naughtiness out of you” he grinned “hey” I said to Chris “what’s up?” he said back “you got his bag?” I asked “oh yeah, it’s here” I am going to keep it neutral with him.

I chuckled at Aziel, him skipping is the funniest thing but he is trying to do it, the trainer is trying to get him to comply but his legs ain’t doing it “he is funny” Chris said “he is” I added “I can tell he appreciates these moments, the way he looks over to check you’re still there to watch him, that’s love” nodding my head “well this is on my list as the first thing to do with him, I rather stay here in London so I can do this with him, instead of him hitting kids he can learn discipline, it’s nice” Aziel ran over to us “big workout today” he is huffing and puffing, passing his water to him, he pointed “I punch now” I think his favourite part is his little fists punching those bags “you’re Chris Brown” some child came over to us, Aziel looked at him “you’re Cench” he pointed “no my dad, and it’s papa” he put his foot down with that “your dad is him” he pointed “this my dad” ran into me “my dad” reaching over to the kid and dapping him “I peeped you out there, you good” he smiled “thank you” he said “go on, go” taking the water bottle from him “he is too proud of his pops” I sighed out “yeah, I mean it’s whatever, I don’t think it’s hard to be better then my own dad, you know. He ain’t shit really is he” I said “Oakley, I am sorry” he apologised “it’s fine, we can be cordial. It’s just ruined init because them two are still texting, so allow it. We can’t be what we are because your daughter reached out to Juke, and that ain’t something you going to like so I think for Rylee we be cool for that” looking at him, he ain’t liking what he is hearing “he showed me the message and she messaged him first, I just don’t want it. So us, the bond we had we might as well forget” Chris put his head down “ok” he just said, he can’t control his anger and what is even the point in it, we can just be cordial, I know him as much as he knows me, and I know he is big mad now.

Aziel wanted to go for ice cream, but he wanted me there as well, this kid is annoying because I am having to be here with Chris even longer “Oakley” Chris said, looking up from my phone “look, you know I don’t give a fuck about anyone, I do not care for anyone besides my own, but I care about you, I came here not to babysit Aziel, but for you. I look at you as my own and I am sorry, I am sorry I came at you the way I did; I am sorry I wasn’t there for you with your dad. I let you down, I know I did and that hurt you because you needed me, I know Oakley you are let down by me. You needed me even if you didn’t verbally say it and I wasn’t there, I wasn’t there in Guyana with you and then when you came back, you saw me, and I came at you. I regret it, my regret is I came at you, and for that I am sorry. Come on man, I know you. I hung out with you for too long to know you, you needed me, and I wasn’t there. You did what you needed to do for him, look I am fed up. I can’t keep chasing these grown girls anymore, or be beating people up, I am done. I saw red with Juke and yeah, I did knock him over, it was stupid of me, but you and I know I do a lot for these girls, but I can’t do anymore, Imani is the last of it and I am done. Emi, I hope I am dead because I can’t do it anymore. I haven’t even apologised to Herb, I punched him, but I came to you because it’s upsetting me to know you feel that, you lost your dad, and you was falling apart, and I promised I would come but I came to you like that. Oakley I am so sorry bro” I swallowed hard “I have so much care for you, you know that. Tell me, I want to hear it” I know what Rylee wants, I don’t want to make her life difficult either, but I know Chris cares, he is genuine.

I huffed out “look Juke is what he is, but he is my only brother. And it does take two, when you came to me about Rylee, and that all happened I took it yeah but with Juke he isn’t me, I knew where he was, as much as he is what he is, he can be led astray, this is why I got blame when he got stabbed he is stupid. Imani was to blame too but she didn’t get that, she got a little sprinkle of shouting, but you didn’t show that guy that came to the apartment when Rylee was pregnant and shouting, knocked me out, Imani got a holiday, but my brother could have been killed. I get it, you can be angry all you want, you have a right too, but she is of age, and she isn’t a stupid girl as you all make it seem to be, Juke comes to me, he shows me, he said to me he is scared but she is at this point harassing him, putting it on him. I uhm, I ain’t her dad, and you can do as you please, but I know Rylee been through a hell of a lot more with you then any of Ti and Imani put together, I was there, I saw it. You wasn’t even there for him, the hate you held for Rylee was deep, but you was hurt, I took that, but you don’t think that hurts Ti and Rylee, you let Imani off with it, people around got hurt instead. I am upset with you Chris, because at that time I lost my dad and so did Juke, you wanted me to lose my brother, you could have punched him instead really. Then you came at me, fucked up way too, that hurt” Chris is silent, he ain’t mad at all “I did need you, you right, I needed you to tell me fucking relax, but you wasn’t, and it’s happened now, but like maybe time will heal thing but things will change in many ways, and at the end of the day we will have a connection more then ever now, including Juke” I take Chris’ silence as he knows I am right.

Chris nodded his head slowly “I have regrets with Rylee, even when Robyn called me and told me. I did say she was dead to me; I wasn’t there for the birth, I wasn’t there for any of it, you right. I did a lot of things to her; I wanted her so hidden that she didn’t exist. She is scarred from pregnancy because of me, from her pictures to baby shower to her being hidden. It was calculated by me to her mother and fed down, I made everything hell, and yeah Imani is being let off lightly more than the older two, because I don’t know how to punish a girl that doesn’t understand, I don’t Oakley. I am sorry, I am sorry that I am this way. I took it too far, honest truth but we don’t know what to do with her, that is a decision we still thinking of. I am so proud of Rylee and Tianna, both of them girls. But see it from my point of view, my guy you was older then her, I was mad, but I did take it too far. And I treated you like my son, and I still do. I just want us to go back to how we was, I do. I promise to not ever do that to you or Juke, I won’t, if I do see him again. No matter, he is your family” nodding my head “and not being there for you with your dad, I am sorry” I took in a deep breath “wasn’t worth you coming though, you never came did you” I questioned “you say that, but I wasn’t worth the flight, was I? You took care of me through cancer, I see you as more, my dad wasn’t there for me, you was when I had cancer, when I needed you for other shit, but you didn’t come for that. Allow it though, just allow it” I got up from the chair “I will be back” I said to Aziel.

Aziel is just so quiet, but I feel bad “I am proud of you, you won the award. I posted you on my page” I turned my phone to him “me!?” he spat “yes, and Dave said he big proud of you too, and he can’t wait to see you soon” he grinned “I am so proud of you with how far you come with that boxing venture, you putting in work too son, I see it” my son is so happy “the family is coming down” he said to me “yeah Lee was saying” I mumbled “Oakley, I do need to make it up to you, I was wrong. And you did expect more of me minus the whole Juke thing, I never did come, and I wasn’t there. You lost your dad, I get it. But hand on my heart, and it sounds soppy, but I love you a lot, you my own” looking at Chris “I get it, but you should be aware that Imani is still in contact with my brother, she messaged him first” I want him to know that “I don’t care about that” he is upset about what I have said really “Aziel, Chris is going to take you home ok. I have to go now, dad has things he needs to do with Slawn and the gang, give me hug” he got up from the chair “I call you please” I chuckled “yes you can call me, you better say goodnight to me alright” hugging him “big proud of you though” pressing a kiss to the top of his head “see you soon ok” he nodded his head, looking at Chris “see you soon” Aziel hasn’t let me go yet “I miss you” I cooed out “so do I but I need to go now, so please” he sighed out “bye dad” he is so cute “won’t be gone for long” walking off, I do have things I have to do, that ain’t a lie with all that.

Sitting next to Walid, he is editing my thing. I am excited for it “look what Ed said though” he clicked on the clip “Central Cee my boy, and Rylee. It was such a pleasure to be in the moment with you and wish you both the best” I cooed out “and Wadz” he clicked on the clip “I am going to try and keep it short from the sandpit to now, bro I am so happy for you. It’s a different thing when you come from where we come from, love was never on the list and was never going to be easy. To see this, I may shed a tear and Rylee, you make my boy happy and you are always welcoming when I see you, so yeah. I love you both a lot, and Aziel. We excited, see mom and pops married yeah” Aziel nodded his head smiling “he like I do not care I am out just out with the boys” he laughed out “this is cute, like to see all the thing, appreciate it. Oh she is calling me” answering Rylee call “are you in bed?” no hi or nothing “I am with my friends why? You feeling a little heated” Walid snorted laughing “oh why would you say that with boys there! Maybe but it doesn’t matter now, you affected my dad, what did you say to him?” Rylee is on heat, why didn’t I go Italy “I said what I had to say, like I am hurt so I had to say it, what he say?” I wonder what he said “that he feels really bad, that his behaviour was too much, you spoke like a grown man to him, he seen a change” rubbing the back of my neck “well I am entering the next stage of my life I have too, but I also did it for you, because I know you want us to get on so I had to say it, but if he is upset about then maybe he has took in what I said” Rylee sighed out “true, why aren’t you home, asshole” she is big mad “because I am not, just use a picture or something, I am sure you have some” which she does “no I wanted you to talk dirty to me with that British accent, ugh. I hate you” she is a trip “you’re so stupid” I laughed out “no you are! You could have spoke some nasty shit to me, I needed it” I can’t stop laughing “stop it” she is making me go red, she is crazy.

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Fifty.

The fact Maxwell is so comfortable for me to come to his home and for me to do my sessions in his personal home, to be near his family too. I appreciate this man. His kids, his wife, they treat me like family, and I like that. I respect him so much for the way he treats me, like a human “I always wanted to ask why do you want to move here? My kids was saying it, Chris Brown wants to move here? But America is so cool” his wife asked me “erm, peace. I love it here, there so much to do here, I like it. America to me, it is toxic” she cooed out “well I can see your point, I think Maxwell prefers to see you personally anyways, I will be in the other room if you both need anything” Maxwell made his way over to me with his laptop in hand “eventful time for you, I saw you on daily mail, I did” I chuckled “yeah, it caused a little stir that I was with my kids at the concert, like it doesn’t matter, that is my family. But I am guessing I was more on there for the fact people on both days booed me”  Maxwell cringed “yes I was made aware of it, the kids showed me. The video, it was hard to see because to me, I know it all and I know you so it was hard to see but you delivered yourself great, the headlines were nasty to you. The comments” nodding my head “yeah, erm. I even, erm I am not sure you saw the video but like on the second day, this grown woman kept heckling me, I am with my kids and the boys I was with, they got annoyed and she said, you look like shit and whatever you got you deserve, and I looked at her and I said why what do I have, her fans are just unruly and she said cancer. You probably got it and the way you hurt her is what you deserve, and yeah. I mean, it hurt but I just moved on, I just hate it was on video and that my kids were there. I know like erm, this whole thing of me shaving constantly, you said it to me. It’s my way of cleansing and I don’t like it, I seem to do this thing, and I don’t realise it until I sit down and think what, and I know these are triggers from the medication but when I wash my hands, I dry them off but then I do it again, I do it twice and it’s even when I am like cooking, I wash things twice. I don’t like hair on my face, and then when I sit down I am like did I do that twice until one of the boys said it, he goes that is painful to watch” I laughed.

Maxwell cringed “it is an affect from the medication, everything you have isn’t just you know small and with little affect. It is changes how you are as a person, it is calming you down to make you less as you was, Christ. You know I wouldn’t have got mental health on you if I wasn’t concerned, I am just a therapist, that is all” nodding my head “you escalated out of my hands, and we agreed that you see me, you was vulnerable Chris and I felt I was your carer, you were in a foreign country with me, and I was scared that anything could happen and I told you that. But you are ok, these are affects that happen, and I said when you are happy with you then you will know the difference to yourself, but you have jumped boundaries and have took the step to co-parent without any type of kick off, tell me the good. How was it? You co-parent with Rihanna at the concert, I saw the pictures, I saw smiles” I smiled “it was nice, the kids were so happy. They had the best time of their life for both days, singing, dancing and then backstage Rihanna as the photographer around, and the pictures she posted, I didn’t think she would and it was on every blog but it was of me there, well the side of me but I was just looking at the kids and she was getting ready to go on stage, but it was good. We was good, we are in a good place with our kids, that is the main thing. We are tonight going winter wonderland, and she agreed to it, so we go there with the kids” Maxwell eyes widened “that is brilliant, you are fitting in every moment with the kids, that is what we want to hear. Fantastic news and not an ounce of kick off, anger. Fantastic” taking in a deep breath.

Maxwell is typing away, mostly the things I have said to him “remember we need to see the doctor, check on the medication, make sure nothing is making you unwell. As you know, erm. The sleeping tablets, I know you don’t take but you sleep so we can accept that” nodding my head “I am going to apologise to Rihanna” I said openly, Maxwell froze “really?” he said “mhmm yeah, the way she cried and said why didn’t I do it with her, she was begging me to do it but I don’t remember her doing that, I don’t. I wish I was joking, but she said she was and I believe her, I am going to say sorry” Maxwell nodded his head “you can Chris, you don’t need to tell me at all, you do what is right in your heart” nodding my head “you know what, I thought I would be suffering when she came, that is why I said I am going Jamaica but you know what, not an ounce of depression. I feel really good but then again” I laughed “it could be the tablets” I said “that has never stopped you from telling how you feel Chris, like now. You want to apologise, I think I have to give it to you. You could easily not take the medication, but you are, alone too. I can never say never because with what you have you can switch, but the only reason you ended up on the tablets was because of my concern” nodding my head “and only you know that, I just think I was never mentally ok when I got beat up so many times, you can’t be in cahoots with death, you can’t be close to death and not get away with any scars, I came back to my home with scars and then I ended up getting more. I was never mentally ok, and it was never picked up, I just got on with it because who is going to listen to me, you know. I suffered and made Rihanna suffer with me. I was never going to be ok” I needed to admit that to myself, I really did.

The talk with Maxwell is always welcome, it’s always nice to have him around and have him listen to me and support me. But now I need to get over today with the kids, they really want to be family like. I get their vibe; I get their feeling. They want to have that normal thing; Imani wants us to be normal and wants that so tonight will be about that. I will be as normal as I can with Robyn and just try and let them have a good time before they depart to go to the next country, Tianna asked to stay and I don’t want that. It’s an on going case and I don’t want it to seem like I am there taking the kids from her, I want it to be just as it is. If Robyn asks me then it’s different “daddy!” Junior said opening the door “you the man of the house now” walking into the hotel room “big boy” he ran into my legs “love you son” closing the door behind me “is everyone ready?” I asked, “I am!” I can tell he is, seems really quiet in this suite. Where is everyone including her nasty ass family “I want to look cute, but the coat makes me fat” Rylee walked by, I guess she is on FaceTime “and dad is here, hi dad” she kissed my cheek and then ran off “ok then, let sit down” I pointed at the couch, I guess I need to wait for the women. They are clearly still getting ready but am I shocked with the women; they want to look good for something that is at night “who’s phone is that?” He is holding someone’s phone “Mychal” he said “and who is that?” He held the phone up laughing “a man dad, he in mom bedroom” letting out an oh “there it is” some guy came from around the corner with a phone to his ear “this?” Junior said holding it up, this guy came over and then junior threw the phone and laughed “wow” I said “seriously!?” He spat “did you find your-” Robyn stopped speaking “yeah, he threw it on the floor, brat” Junior laughed “be nice now, say sorry” I said to Junior, he is laughing but I’m not “sorry” he didn’t mean that, he said it because I told him too “yeah thanks Chris” I don’t know him like that “I don’t know you like that but ok” I said but I don’t know him like that, Robyn is frozen in time, no need to be shy “you in my mom room” I can’t help but laugh, one thing about children they will expose you, I am not going to ruin no day, I am quiet, she can be the awkward one “can I have your phone please” Junior turned to me “mhmmm sure” well least she’s moved on, after that dramatic performance of crying at her concert, whatever though.

The way Robyn has swiftly got rid of this guy, I don’t know though. I mean we are divorced so it’s not my issue, I am not even mad about it, I have no right to be mad “you really love football don’t you” Junior is just watching YouTube on my phone still “he is my manager Chris” looking away from Junior “I didn’t ask, you don’t need to explain to me at all” Tianna walked into the room “are we going or what? Why is everyone taking so long” looks like Tianna is in a bad mood “it’s not me, I am here waiting for you kids” Rylee finally appeared with a boat on “I thought that made you fat” I said laughing “shut up dad, do I though?” shaking my head “Raihan is unwell he isn’t coming” Robyn said “the wrong child is unwell” Rylee said, looking at her “that is rude now, so shall we go” getting up from the couch “I am so excited!” Imani spat; I am not going to ruin this day at all. I refuse to even care about what was said, if it’s her manager ok but in her bedroom too, it’s a little funny to me but I will not say anything “aren’t you cold?” Tianna asked “nope, Rylee looks like she is ready to go to the Antarctic” she is so dramatic “she is anaemic too” Tianna pointed out, I sniggered “shut up!” Rylee spat “I get heavy periods, the fuck” I groaned out “ok, can we just go now” I don’t want to know about that “you literally air out everything, whore” least the girls get on. Standing in the corner of the elevator “I literally can’t wait to just go back to the warmth of California” Rylee said, the elevator doors closed and my eyes dragged over, Robyn is staring at me. I don’t know why she feels bad, she is just quiet now “we have to split you, we have two six seaters” Rich said “then I will go alone, I don’t mind” not like I care anyways, the kids wanted this.

Rylee came into the car with me, she offered to keep me company “grow your hair out” looking over at her “like you grew your eye lashes out? You got the glue in things again?” Rylee laughed “well, yeah. Oh my god, can I put make up on your cheeks. Dad I really want you to gain weight, like it’s weird seeing you like this, I don’t know how to explain it either” nobody does “I know, who is this guy that was in your mom’ room?” I asked “Mychal?” she said it so openly, like she knows of him “yeah whatever, who is that?” Rylee rolled her eyes “manager, mom get so angry about it. Because he's been in the house, like they was laughing late night, we landed here and she went crazy on us. This man is just there, like he wants to be part of the family and I been telling Junior to make his life hell, I ain’t accepting shit. But I ignore her now, like yeah I saw him here, but I do my own thing” chewing on my bottom lip “sorry dad” Rylee apologised so quick “for what?” that was so quick, she looks like she feels bad “you don’t need to hear that, I am sorry” I shrugged “Rylee, it is what it is. But be nice to her, make life easy for her. I think you kids need to make life easy for me too, I don’t need to be here. I get you want to have a family thing but there is a lot things that is sore with me and I am trying to heal. And yeah, seeing and hearing that a man was in her room, it hurts. I can shrug it off but it hurts but I am not going to kick off but I don’t need this, to be in her presence. I am doing it for you kids, I am doing this for Imani. But I want you to stop, please. For my mental health, when I am ready to deal with your mom, I will say it but it’s so fresh to me. I am not going to kick off though but just don’t make life hard. Because at the end of the day she loves you kids so much, and don’t ruin what you all have on my behalf” Rylee feels bad “but we will have fun” I breathed out, I won’t be bringing that up again.

“Dad, can I ask a question?” nodding my head slowly “yep?” I wonder what she is going to ask “what is it like having what you have? I mean what does it feel like for you?” I didn’t expect that “you know what, like I didn’t know what I had at all. But now I do, I generally feel like I have to keep my emotions inside, because I get told I'm overreacting. So I end up feeling like I'm trapped inside my body screaming, I can’t express myself anymore like I do and more so now I have medication, it’s not good. Nobody knows how hard it is when your emotions change, how I switch but how it feels for me, only thing people see is I am being a dickhead, that is it. I am the bad guy; I am putting it on you know. I always speak my mind, but I am supressed because I have lost so much” I paused feeling like I am getting choked up “I erm, it’s hindering me in so many ways, and I feel like because I know I feel worse about it. It’s not good, you know but I am here, and my kids. They make me happy” Rylee smiled “I feel protective of you dad, I really do” I laughed “don’t be, I am protective of you” she is sweet “when people were shouting things at you, I got so angry, nobody talk to my dad or says things like that” shaking my head “stop it, I don’t need protecting. Don’t treat me any different, I am still me and I appreciate you care” I do appreciate it.

“Can I go on it then?” Junior asked, he will be scared as hell going on this, this ride is very high up “but what if you cry?” Junior shook his head “I won’t” so he says “right so I will sit with Junior, then Chris can sit with Imani since it’s in pairs” I am not even bothered but Robyn put it out there, I don’t want to sit with her either to be fair. We are trying to be normal so we are queuing for things but it’s getting a little awkward, people are staring and second guessing themselves “six of us!” Rylee spat, the lady looked at us, it was more of a stare and then it look like it hit her “ok, come” Rylee ran towards Junior and grabbed his arm “you’re my partner” didn’t we just discuss this beforehand “kids” I said they about to leave us together “we want to sit together” they all ran off “they are doing this on purpose” Robyn said and she isn’t wrong, they are and I already told Rylee to not do this. I am not going to be an asshole and not sit with her, it is a two seat thing. Sitting down as so did Robyn “I guess we need to just get used to it” I didn’t say anything “mom, dad!” Tianna half shouted, looking for that voice, this is how far they sat. Squinting my eyes at her, she is laughing so hard of course she is with that phone in hand “how long is the ride?” I asked the guy strapping us in “about three minutes” I laughed “longest three minutes of my life” I said “don’t flatter yourself” I sniggered “least we can be those divorced parents that try to impress each other years later” Robyn side eyed me “it’s not what you think” I don’t even want to hear it “don’t explain to me, it’s fine” looking away from her “trust me” I don’t care for it.

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[calypsoff2]

One Hundred Twelve

My children and these weekend activities, they have me up at six in the morning to get them ready for these things they like to do, I mean I can’t complain because I was complaining when they wasn’t doing anything, but they have made my Saturday busy, usually Chris and I split it but Chris is feeling very low so I am doing it all plus Junior, I can do it. I am fine, I think anyways but it’s hard. All three girls doing separate things, I just feel like splitting myself into three “I think it’s really unfair mom that you are not staying with me” Rylee said, “I get it, I am sorry but Imani’ first day doing something like this, I need to be there for her” Rylee is in a bad mood, she wants me to stay with her for her ballerina lesson, I get it, she wants me there, but I can’t stay “Rylee!” I shouted at her “she banged the door shut” Tianna climbed from the back “I know she did and sit down. Wait in the car” opening the door and climbed out of the car “I don’t want you there” she kicked Frank “Rylee” closing the SUV door behind “don’t you dare kick Frank, apologise right now!” I spat, walking over to her “sorry” she said “you are so unfair, always Imani. Who cares if Imani is kicking a ball! I had to be without last time, it’s my turn. You are so unfair mom” nodding my head slowly “she is youngest Rylee; I am sorry I can’t be with you. Dad is not good right now; he just needs some alone time. I am trying, next week I will come with you” Rylee has such a face on with me “you keep thinking I don’t need you because I am oldest but maybe I don’t want to be oldest, it’s Junior because he is annoying and then Imani because she is stupid. Only time you pay attention is if I be bad” pointing at Frank “say sorry to him” I ain’t forget “properly too” she looked up at Frank “sorry” nodding my head “Rylee, I am sorry. I am sorry. I do, I know it. Because you are eldest I do expect you to be ok with things, and I appreciate you bringing it up to me, I will make time for you” she nodded her head “ok, I guess I will see you when I finished” Rylee walked off, she didn’t hug me “love you baby” I said but she doesn’t want to know me, she is hurt with me.

Imani playing sport, it’s cute to see her. I feel like she talks more then she kicks a ball, and it makes me laugh, she explains things. The girl doesn’t stop talking and she has gotten in trouble about it in class, she is so well spoken, and I love that for her. Waving at her as she waved at me, I want her to try out other things. I know she loves music, that is her go to, but I want her to try other things, she may like it too. Tianna doesn’t half complain like Rylee, she is just so angry at me, I dropped Tianna off at her music class, she is still doing Piano lessons. She gave me a hug, but Rylee is heavy on my mind, I feel like she is entering a new phase in her life, and I am going to get a very moody teenager but if Chris did come with me, I could have gone there and he could be here, but I couldn’t do that to him, he is really going through a lot, he is really upset about his nephew. Still missing, Tootie finally actually answering him. She said she has been looking but now they have told the police, they said it’s been so long and every hour counts and potentially speaking on death, I for one pray it isn���t but where the hell did he go. Tootie said he and his friends went out, his friends are home, and he isn’t. I just feel sick to think about, but I had to give him space, I can’t drag him to things, I just want to be there for him. Looking over at Junior, he is picking grass and hitting into Rich, he is enjoying life, but he is quiet, and I can deal with that. I just need to make time for my eldest two, just maybe mommy and daughter, I am scared for the teenage phase.

I feel like Giorgio Baldi can fix anything, even my love life. I just love this place with my whole heart, I bought the kids here to eat. I mean mostly eat what I love most so they can deal with it “so girls, how was your day?” Rylee shrugged, Tianna giggled “Rylee said she is not speaking to you” letting out an oh “well that is peaceful for me, thank you Rylee” I thanked her “no I am not!” she spat, I laughed “oh you speak then” she side eyed me “I just want you to pay attention to my things, even Ti agrees” see these two, these two are trouble, Rylee the ring leader “you do?” I said to Tianna “she is right mom; you don’t see my lessons either. Imani or Junior. Junior and Imani, we don’t belong” rubbing my forehead “I really think Junior ruined it all” looking at Junior just licking his fingers “look girls, I get it. But Junior is a baby, Imani needed me there, she is baby too” Rylee looked at me shocked “she is not a baby mom, you think she is. You are so not fair; she won’t be a baby forever then what?” I laughed “then I have more” the horror on Ti and Rylee’ face “I am moving to momo house, no” I am laughing at them “it’s a joke, come on girls. I will promise to do something with you both” answering my phone, Chris is calling me “then we can forgive you” Ti added, she needs to stop hanging with Rylee “hi” I answered “Junior!” I shouted at him, the way he threw that pasta and it landed on Tianna “don’t you dare throw it back, just wipe it off. Sorry, hi” these kids “can you come home, after that” I mean what else does he think I am doing “I will, we are just eating. Everything ok?” I asked “just come home” he put the phone down, oh he is not doing good at all “no throwing like that” I said to him, I don’t think he really did it on purpose. He was so confused it left his hands “say sorry!” Tianna said to him “he doesn’t know what that means, he is a baby” Tianna frowned at him “everyone is a baby to you, even dad” I didn’t want to laugh but that was funny, I giggled to myself because she is right “you girls” shaking my head.

Eventful little day with the kids “girls, hey. Listen to me, I’m going to take Junior upstairs, please. Put your things away, if I see them scattered around here. I won’t be happy” Junior fell asleep in the car, also he needed his nap so it’s about time he fell asleep. Walking up the steps “mom, can I have some ice cream?” Tianna asked “yes but wait for me; I will make it for you. I don’t want mess” I don’t know why I bother putting him in the crib because he gets out of it and does stupid things upstairs but then the girls wake him to just to then find him annoying, these girls don’t let their brother live. Opening the bedroom door “Robyn” looking to my bedroom, Chris has his head poked around “are you crying?” I said shocked “come after” nodding my head, let me put him in the crib. Chris has been very emotional, like he’s been showing his feelings instead of lashing out, and this is all I have ever wanted from him, I wanted him to actually show how he really feels, and he is. I wanted that from him, I adore Chris so much and I would never judge him. Placing the covers over Junior, I did a little run out of the bedroom “mom, you coming down?” I put my hand up “I’ll be ten minutes” going to the bedroom; he’s not left the bedroom since “Chris?” I said, seeing him sat at the vanity table chair “Hey, oh my god” closing the door behind me “why are you crying? Chris” getting down onto my knees, wrapping my arms around him “what happened?” I am so concerned, I’m scared actually “it’s ok, Chris you can cry. I’m here now” he is sobbing; I am scared. I don’t know what has happened, I hope it’s not because of his nephew, I am so scared to hear it “oh my baby, my poppa. I’m here baby, I’m here” I hate to hear him like this and in pain, I am so scared to know what has happened, I am praying so hard it isn’t his nephew, but I think it is.

Chris wiped his tears with his hands, I passed him some tissue “are you ok to talk?” getting down onto my knees, he wiped his face with the tissue “is it Desean? What happened Chris?” he swallowed hard “they erm, they” oh this is not good, my heart has dropped “my auntie called me and uhm, they found his body in the Rappahannock River. Someone found his body Robyn” he sobbed out, my eyes welled up “oh my god” I am in shock, this can’t be happening. Not his nephew, wiping my tears “I am so sorry Chris” what else can I say “they said he was there for a while, someone killed him. He was dumped there, that’s what he police are saying. Fuck, this can’t be happening. This can’t be real” Chris got up from the seat “it can’t be real, this is a joke” he shook his head, this is the worst news to hear, this is so sad “fuck, man. He is just a kid” getting up from the floor “I am so fucking hurt man, why my family!” he shouted “I got to go there” walking around the bed “baby yes, I agree. I want to come with you” Chris shook his head “we can go together; I want to support you. Chris, please” following behind Chris “I don’t know what I am even doing anymore, what do I do?” he turned to me “just step back for one moment Chris, just let’s sit down” I said to him, I am this is shocking. I am in shock too.

I just sat with Chris in silence, it’s better than him crying. Looking over at him “what did they say? Did your auntie say anything else?” I asked “that erm, they think it was a hit and run and his body got dumped in there, but that is it. I can’t say anything else; I can’t believe that has even happened, I mean what the fuck. Who would do that, his friends said he was home, well going home. Someone really did that, that is calculated” placing my hand on the back of his neck “just let’s not think that, I am ever so sorry Chris, this is so shocking. I want to be there for you Chris, so I am coming with you. The kids too, we are going to support you. Nothing else matters, it’s going to be a hard time, but I think you should be there” Chris nodded his head “I felt so off, I knew something was wrong. My mother is going to be distraught, man. I just don’t know what to do really, what do I do?” he asked “you be there for your family, I will be there for you” Chris looked at me “thank you” nodding my head, I mean it sucks I have to drag the kids with us but I have nobody to take care of them “or maybe I can get Jen and Tina to take care of them until I am back” I said to myself “I will do that, I will get Tina actually. Just take Junior with me” getting up, I think it’s best I don’t take them all, it won’t be the best place and the girls are very aware of people being not good. I don’t want that for them, I will do that instead.

The girls are going to be a pain, I just know it “Tina, thank you so much. I wouldn’t have asked like this, but after that news” Tina shook her head “no, please go. It’s important” smiling at her “girls, in the living room, come” I said “you didn’t come down and get ice cream” Tianna said, she is right “I know but I need to speak to you all “I am so sorry about your nephew Chris” Tina said behind me, turning my head and Chris has come down with shades on, he is not good “appreciate it” he said, walking into the living room “girls, I have something I need from you all. Me and dad really need to go to VA, something very bad has happened and we need to go now but auntie Tina will be here, please girls. I don’t want to hear it, I know I constantly not there like you want me to be, I am sorry for that but this is so important” I said, they are quiet “you try mom” Rylee said, she is actually understanding “thank you” I said “I heard dad crying” letting out an oh “yeah, once we know what has happened then we can explain but we need to go kids” the girls are understanding, my mother is calling me now “one moment” I said answering the call “hi” I said “hi Robbie, Chris isn’t answering his calls” she said “no, we have something on mom. What is it?” she always rings at the wrong time “his dad is trying to call him” I wonder why “how sad Robbie, who would do that” they know “mom, I am begging you, please do not go to VA you stay in Barbados. I mean it” she is stupid enough to do it ”he is devastated, he needs someone with him?” I groaned out “mom, I don’t even think he is invited to be there, I would recommend to stay away, and you mom. If I see you there I am going to be mad” I feel so harsh “you going?” she said “well yes, technically that is my family mom. Not yours, and to be honest not even his real grandchild, I really think he needs to mourn in peace, there” my mom scoffed “you sound like Chris” she spat “no, I am saving my husband from when he has to see his dad there that spoke shit about his sister when her son was missing, just drop it, I need to go now” I don’t have the time to be going back and forth, if they go there then they do and will cause some nasty issues “since when have you been like this? Am I speaking to Chris?” my mother is shocked “no mom, I am standing by my husband, just mind yours and I will mine. Please I need to go now, love you. Bye” disconnecting the call.

Junior is sat in Chris’ lap on the jet, he is calm for once but then again he is eating “I will appreciate the peace from him” I said “yeah” Chris mumbled “how would you feel if your dad was there?” I asked him, it’s just a question and I am intrigued to know the answer “right now I can’t think but ain’t nobody telling him anything, I don’t know” nodding my head “you don’t need to come you know, like to see my family” shaking my head “you know I am going to be there Chris, I don’t care” I said, I am going to be there for him “I don’t know how she is feeling right now, if I lost my child. I would lose my mind, imagine it. All those years and this, I just can’t digest that he isn’t here I mean. He doesn’t bother anyone? I don’t understand why, I am just so fucking angry, confused. I don’t know what to say” nodding my head “I understand, we will see how it goes” Chris looked outside the window, my poor baby. He has been feeling so off about things, he felt something was wrong and he was right, this is terrible, I feel so sorry for him.

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[fictionalfantasies]

so if we don't have wattpad, we can't read the new capricorn chapters? are you redoing pisces all over again?

for now, it's just on wattpad, i'm also adding it to ao3. anyone else want Capricorn to cross back over to here? like or reblog this post. i'll take this initial message as vote number 1

as far as pisces, since its kinda based on true events and its the most popular idt ima change too much, its also 100 chapters so....lol

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[calypsoff]

Eighty Eight.

It’s been a weird feeling to be having Robyn’ family in the home but not Robyn, she is being extremely stubborn. To say the least, she picked up Rylee from the home and then didn’t stay either. To say that she wanted her family here she isn’t coming here, and on top of that. The very night she left early she went to the club even though she said she is thinking, how can you think when you’re in the club, it makes no sense. She left Rylee behind and went to the club with Mel, she has been very off now. I think she is angry with me; I feel she is anyways. I think she is angry with me that I told Monica, because Monica did mention that she wasn’t happy at all that she knew and was saying that she will speak to me, but she hasn’t really, besides sending me a picture of Rylee with a wig on, that is it but today is the day, taking Robyn to the Getty museum. I have spent so much money on making it up to Robyn that I will not be doing this again, never again. Shit is expensive as hell, but I am going to push through, and I am going to continue to try and get Robyn to break down but it’s so hard, she is being very hard. I didn’t think Rihanna would be so different to Robyn, I know Monica says she is just her daughter, but Rihanna is very much out there, I have fucked up big time. Even though I exposed Drake for what he is, niggas were clowning me about it and TJ said why didn’t I listen to Robyn when she said, I feel like a dickhead, but I will get my wife back, I will, and I know I will. I think I just need to keep getting at Robyn, see if I didn’t have my leg in this cast I would be at the club harassing her, she knows I would be too.

Majesty is watching TV but goes out of her way to sit on my cast, I don’t know why but she does “you annoying uncle again, since she can walk she be doing the most” Noella sat down, I laughed shaking my head “she reminds me of what my daughter will be like, she keeps touching it. I think she is intrigued by it, you know” Majesty does not care and continued to remain on my cast “big day today for you” I breathed out, rolling my eyes as I did “I don’t know, Robyn is being hard headed. Please tell me it’s not just me?” looking over at Noella “she is” she admitted “I think she is acting out; Robyn went through that when things were going wrong with her father. She was so upset, and she went very within herself, very dark, angry. Auntie said that she spoke to her on why she isn’t coming, she is busy but then Monica said she is angry that her mother told her off about things, that her mother is taking sides, but my cousin needs to relax. I hope you can get that out of her” I knew it, I knew she would be upset about her mother “I hope” I mumbled “I have hurt her a lot Noella, she trusted me so much, she said that Rylee is lucky to have me as a father and I let her down with that, I haven’t been around for her, I know that has hurt her. I think she is seeing me as a bad person, it’s me” I am to blame in this.

If I could, I would be pacing around in this room because I am nervous about today, this cast is annoying my life too because I can’t wear what I want, I have to wear something nice because I know my wife will look bomb as hell “Christopher, are you in there” hearing the light knocks on the door, Monica is knocking on the bedroom door “erm yeah, come in!” I spat, I mean I am just sat on the bed waiting for the moment I see Robyn, I am trying to gather myself right now “sorry, I didn’t want to interrupt but you weren’t coming down, are you ok?” she asked “also have you ate? My daughter is stubborn, but she said can I make sure you are fed” I chuckled “erm yeah I have thank you” smiling at my mother in law being so sweet “I wanted to ask when was the last time this home was cleaned?” that reminds me “erm, like about three months? I never changed the sheets since, I don’t want you to do it for me but yeah, since Robyn left” Monica nodded her head “I can tell, you need to get a cleaner to come but I didn’t come for that reason, I wanted to say my daughter is being hard right now but don’t stop” she said “I am not going too, I made the mistake. This is my fault, if I didn’t see a glimmer of hope I would stop but I know she wants me, she is being hard headed but I know she just wants me to be sorry, I will get her back” I am optimistic with her hard ass “good, I just want some peace. I prayed for you both, but if you need help then let me know” Monica turned away, I need to get a cleaner to come actually.

Mel is shouting me to come out, I am here trying to find something to wear for this thing. I don’t know what it is, Chris hasn’t really said what it is, but it’s something. I am guessing a meal, I am sure it will be a meal or something, but I don’t know what to wear “I am here” lifting my sweatpants up a little as I made my way out “take your time, you have people here for you” I haven’t asked for anyone to come so who the hell is this “who?” I said as I got to the living room “oh hi?” why is Mel and Mylah here “we have been summoned to come” furrowing my eyebrows “by who?” I know it’s not me “your husband” letting out an oh “no way? Did he really? How is this man here just booking my people” staring at Mel, she just shrugged “when there is a way Robyn” she has a point “How?” I asked either of them “well what happened was he messaged me on Instagram, I think he also messaged Mel on there too, he said that Robyn has somewhere to go, and I need you to do her makeup” this saves me from doing it actually “he said it’s a little date, there will be things there. He really didn’t give much away but here we are” my smile grew “I am glad actually; I didn’t know what to wear so this saves me so much time, if you want to come to my bedroom I guess” I am just annoyed actually, more at my mom then anything, she just wants me to make an effort and that I shouldn’t have left the home, it is wrong, so I haven’t been home. She said the home is a mess, that isn’t my problem because I am not there either.

Mel got me in a little cute Dior denim dress, I mean I haven no idea if it will fit the event but to me this looks nice as hell. Imagine if he is matching again, I am going to fall out laughing because he does this a lot “am I date ready?” I twirled in the living room “you are, you look hard faced though. Good luck to him” I gasped “don’t be rude, do I?” Mylah nodded her head “you seem like you are in deep thought most of the time, like you want to smile and be happy and speak to people but your mind is elsewhere, your mind is whatever is upsetting you right now. So it’s making you look hard faced” she has a point “I have a lot on my mind that is all, I don’t know what it will bring today. I don’t know what will be said, I don’t know what will happen so I am just having a hard time concentrating you see, but Rylee” I pointed at Mel “are you ok with her, or shall I say to my mom you will drop her off with her?” Mel might have other things going on “I think Ry Ry knows me more then auntie, she may get more upset being with her so I will keep her, I will love spending time with her” that is good, so I don’t need worry about Rylee “take a breather, enjoy yourself and just speak on everything” Mel said, nodding my head taking in a deep breath.

Chris called me an SUV too, he is making sure I really come to this. I love that he is doing the most too, he is making sure I am dressed too with inviting my stylist. I do wonder what the fuck he got going on at a damn museum, like I am wondering what he got going on right now. The driver opened the door for me, I smiled lightly at him as I got out of the SUV. Chris and his damn leg, trying to not smile too much “wearing a shirt now” I pointed out, Chris smiled putting his head down “well I had to look good, you look beautiful” he looked up at me “you really do, I am just glad you came actually” he laughed “I was doubting that you was because there has been a lot going on with us so I was just doubting it so I am glad you’re here” leaning in and wrapping my arm around his neck “well I wouldn’t not come, I like surprises and you know that. I am sad for you though, your leg” I stood back from him “yeah, it’s been a real pain for me but we good. We can still do what we need to do can’t we?” nodding my head agreeing “of course” I breathed out “shall we go in?” he said “yeah, I will go in first. Hold the door for you” stepping ahead of him so I can hold the door open for him, I have to take care of him now “thanks” pushing the door open and holding it open for him “don’t be, if you weren’t like this then I would have made you done it all” which is true.

The double doors opened on their own actually, Chris and I just stood here, and they just opened “oh my god” placing my hands over my mouth, hearing the violin started playing Diamonds just like on our wedding day. The room is filled with flowers upon flowers “happy anniversary, I know it’s late, but I had to do it” I am emotional, I can’t even. The room is beautifully filled with flowers and roses “shall we go in” this looks just beautiful and the song, walking inside slowly. It’s like we are entering an enchanted place, it’s just beautiful “two doves, oh my god” I pointed staring at the two doves just on a branch “they so beautiful” turning myself around looking around every inch of the room, how did he even do this “the erm, the number of red roses here in this room is the same amount we have been married, every rose represents every day we have been married” Chris said, and I am even more of a wreck. I am trying not to cry but I think I will be failing at this soon, slowly walking further in. It’s just the music and the whole set up “butterflies!?” I spat, he is has really gone out of way “I wanted it to be authentic, you know” one just flew by me “this is so fairytale Chris, oh my god” looking up at the ceiling, it’s just pure beauty “I think you need to be my creative director” Chris laughed out, I wasn’t even joking “oh wow, Dennis is here” I laughed, of course he is here “so we can have the memories” he is right, we do need it.

The violinist did amazing “just bought me flashbacks to the best day” smiling at her as she shyed away “thank you” I said to the waiter “now wait a minute” I pointed, Chris laughed “my life wouldn’t be worth living if I didn’t” Chris laughed, this is so sad of me, but I know my waiters “Giorgio Baldi, I swear I could cry right now, wow. Am I predictable or something, like you are just hitting it every time, I am over the moon” the waiter laughed and finished pouring the wine “thank you” I smiled saying “my pleasure” he walked off “so have I done good?” pressing my lips into a hard thin line and then nodding my head “I am over the moon” I have to admit, it’s just so beautiful “good, I am happy you said that because not going to lie but when I was thinking on what to do, I kind of got stuck thinking on what to do so yeah, I am happy you are feeling that way. I know we have a lot to speak on and I want to be the one to start first, but we shall eat first and then I can speak on things, but I didn’t think you would come. Just because you have been off with me, and you have been going out more too” I chuckled “yeah, I uhm. I just didn’t want my mother to know in a way, not in a bad way but she clouds my mind, parents” I laughed “yeah, my dad is the same to be honest so I understand but I wanted to be truthful to her, because she would have come to the home and then be like where is my daughter” I get where he is coming from.

This whole setting is beautiful, with the violin and the whole things. It’s beautiful “look at that” turning my phone to Chris, a butterfly flew onto my plate. It was so random, it’s just there at the side “that is dope” bringing my phone back, I am going to post it on my story. It’s so pretty and it’s not moving “how is your album coming along? I mean since I haven’t been around you have been working hard on it?” locking my phone and placing it at the side of me “great, I must say this whole situation gave me so much fuel and inspiration. The music is based off your shit” Chris groaned out “my god” he said “yeah, it’s funny because the producers are like what the fuck happened but the album is kind of done, I just need to do a few more songs but thank you for the inspiration” Chris rolled his eyes “I am not sure if that is a good things but I am glad that you have had that inspiration to sing about what happened, I am kind of scared now to hear it. Just because I know the meaning behind it, my fault” he doesn’t even understand how much inspiration I got from this “I can’t wait for you to hear it, I think you are going to hate it or love it.

I can tell Chris has a lot on his mind, I know my husband. He is preparing in his mind, he shouldn’t feel like that he should just flow with it and say it “thank you” I broke the silence between us “thank you for this, the whole meal and the whole set up. This is what I wanted for my anniversary” Chris grinned “so you coming home now? I am joking” he sat back in his chair “I am finding it really hard right now, like not in a bad way but just to explain how much I fucked up. I am so dumb, imagine doing that to anyone let alone Rihanna but I am sorry, I will forever be sorry for this because I let you down in a big way, something I said I wouldn’t do but I did, I am so sorry Robyn. I was so lost in the glamour of Drake and his lifestyle, I was so lost in the fame, the fun that I put that as a priority and left you behind, when he called I was gone, I did think he was a friend and when you told me that, I saw that as you just breaking that up for me, like a threat. I know niggas see you as a lot, meaning sexy and whatever, I know there is a lot of men that would take my place, I know they will and I know I could lose you, there is always someone there and that is because they find you sexy. I know it, I see it constantly and you’re with me so it’s like what the fuck, but you are. And when you mentioned about Drake, it triggered it. I just got uptight, I always know you are better than me no matter what you say, so you saying that I just thought she wants to break something good for me, a friend. I didn’t think he was like that. And it looks so bad because I did choose him over my own wife, I look like a clown, I am a clown. And my mouth, it just runs. When I am in the moment I can never stop, and I don’t ever think either. It’s never ok to disrespect you the way I have, I wouldn’t let a nigga do that to my own daughter but here I was doing it to my wife, missing out on things. I am stupid but then the whole shit with Rocky, I was already like that. But now I think, it was all planned. Everything, he did it all on purpose but then it exposed that you are still messaging him, and I didn’t know, I looked stupid” his voice broke “I am sorry Robyn, I am really sorry. I just miss you so much, I miss you in the home, it doesn’t feel right at all. I just want you to know how much I feel bad about everything, I treated you like shit really badly and you still were there for me in a way, but I don’t deserve you” Chris wiped his eyes.

I don’t like him crying “don’t cry” shifting in the seat “I tested you and I pushed you, taunting you about not being Rihanna, I don’t like it. I bought that out of you, you didn’t want too but you did it because I pushed you to it” nodding my head “I honestly can admit that I don’t treat you any less, what you are feeling and thinking is your own insecurity and you need to let it go, I married you Chris and you need to remember that. I didn’t want anyone else because I love you, you’re my first love but I cannot take the attitude and I won’t stay at a place where I am being treated like shit. I will take fault in the way I said it to you and the way it came out, I didn’t see Drake as a threat, but he was entering my family, he started to cause issues in my home. I kept it away because it meant nothing to me Chris, it didn’t but then he was entering my home and causing those issues, so I had to say it but not in the right manner. I was angry with you because Rakim is just harmless and you started that mess, it was not needed. Yes I have his number still because it’s nothing sexual, it’s just a friend. I have a lot of male industry friends and my mother doesn’t agree but it’s there, it happens, and I don’t know where we go from here if you can’t accept that” I want it to be out in the open “you have your female assistants, I don’t care. You don’t hear me piping up unless it’s Seiko but that is life, females will be around, and males will be too but that is down to you” he can’t always be like this either “but you didn’t say anything about texting him Robyn, it’s stupid for me to not know this. He mentioned it to me and laughed, made me look like a joke” Chris said “you was both making jibes at each other, we could go back and forth on this forever. The industry I am in there will be men and you, you can’t be like this. I am married to you, I love you. How much else you want me to do Chris? If we are being real then let’s be real on this, can you take it? I can’t just stop talking to every man, my mother expects me to just what, text you straight away that a man is there? Then you just don’t trust me, like this can’t go on right?” I can’t continue this when he feels that I am above him and that every man is out to fuck me.

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34. Part 5

Pressing kisses to the side of Robyn face, she is really just wanting to stand here while I hug her, like she hasn’t even said a word “I feel like because you love me Chris you’re kinder with your words, you mind what you say because you care for how I feel so you won’t tell me the truth, you know” she spoke some shit “I mean, you didn’t lie there because you’re my whole heart, I wouldn’t disrespect you like that so yeah I would mind what I say but if you looked awful I would be like ok Robyn, you really let yourself go. But honestly, with what you went through. A natural birth, how you snapped back just doing things with our daughter, it was perfect, your body will be fine. I can’t wait to have sex with you, I am feeling it. I be jealous of Fenty having some breast, man. It’s hard. You are right, I am careful of my words but that is because I love you. You love me so you’re comfortable, so fucking what you dressed down. Baby you looked great, a new mother. But you’re glowing still, you know how the world is. They have this fake outlook on how people should be, don’t worry about it. Trust me” Robyn nodded her head against my chest, she is so sensitive “nobody knows the real Robyn, I think people would be shook” resting my head atop of hers “that I’m insecure?” She is so cute, nobody understands how adorable she is “that you’re not superhuman, you’re my gummy drop, that is it. Has to happen, my gummy drop” hearing Robyn giggle makes me happy “I think I just want to be sexy for you, like I know you. I know how much you love sex, if you ever go soft on me I’m gonna lose my mind” I snorted laughing “if it happens I can’t stop myself, stop being stupid. You want the terrible two to look after Fenty while I spoil you? Like spend time with you?” Robyn moved her head back “time with me huh? If Fenty is ok then I would love that” nodding my head “oh good” rolling my eyes playfully “just don’t be pulling down your robe unless it’s sexually” fixing the robe as I stepped back “you want me to get your phone? I’ll be back up” Robyn nodded her head, I guess I will just gather the two idiots and see if they will.

Not going to lie, I get why Robyn loves her team and her circle is small like this. I told them that they can take care of Fenty while we spend time together and they are both helping me with some food to take upstairs, I didn’t ask for that. I just literally wanted them to take care of Fenty “pretend you did this and oh, it’s a shame you can’t have sex yet. You could snuggle her I guess but I hope Fenty likes us, and these strawberries are delicious” Jah popped one in his mouth “delicious” I chuckled “thank you both for doing this; you don’t have too you know” sitting on the bar stool watching them both “you better rub her feet” that is a good idea “I just want to spend time with her, just us. I want her to know she is so loved that she has an amazing body. I get like it’s hard to keep up that persona, the world is wanting you to look like that person constantly. It’s hard, I know how that feels because they all want me to be this normal nigga when I ain’t even close to that. I think with Robyn and I we good, we are happy I just think people are going to want to meddle in our lives. They will want to see us fall; it sucks for us because they dislike us that much. I mean not us, but me” shaking my head “I get why they do though Chris, you seem so cocky. You come off as a confident cocky guy that I would not approach, like meeting you at the party I did side eye your ass because I’m like oh no sweetie Robyn is gonna be on that dick and she don’t need that. I was one of those people because outside looking in you seem like a real asshole, but honestly you’re not” look at Jah telling me the truth “I appreciate your honesty, like I get it but that’s my defence mechanism, because I’ve always had to be defensive you know” looking to the side of me “oh hey” placing my arm around Robyn’ waist “you was taking too long” I didn’t expect Robyn to come down “girl, this was supposed to be a surprise but Mel and I are putting together a little something for you both, don’t mind us” smiling at Robyn, she makes me so happy and she doesn’t even see it.

Chris was taking too long so I came down and was not expecting my friends to be putting out a feast for me, that is so cute. Feeling Chris’ thumb lightly rub against my hip as I stood next to him while he sat on the stool “are you ok boo?” Jah asked “I’m ok” my voice broke again “ugh! No! Just I am ok, I just need time, you know. No, not the camera” hiding my face with my hands, I asked Dennis to film but now I regret it “I just, I am hurt. Nobody will understand how that feels if you haven’t been through what I have, like I know Chris has but he blocks it out but I’ve always wanted that, when I say that I mean my dad’ love and it’s hard because I get that barrier because he wants me for money, he sees me as money signs. And when I saw what he did, I was so angry. My daughter, like me ok, but my daughter. Oh it hurt me so much to see it, and now I’m mourning my dad. Like I am trying my best to handle my life already, all I wanted was peace. I wanted my family to be happy, like I am with them. Fenty is the first child, well grandchild and now her grandpa is not around because he sold her like he did me, I am just hurting so much. I will be ok” Chris wrapped his arms around my neck kissing the top of my head “he’s trash Robyn, there is nothing I can say about him. Who the hell talks about their daughter and how they look, that is disgusting” Mel said, nodding my head in agreement. Chris is being so loving towards me, I love it “that is it” I said to Dennis with my lower lip quivering, I am a wreck.

Being in Chris’ arms is making me feel so much better, he is just holding me and not letting go “I hate that you’re crying my baby but, whah we have done for you is cut up fruit. We got the chocolate melted, you two can just snuggle up and be freaky, joking but just relax. We got all the snacks here, candy, got the fries frying, chicken will be out. You both just enjoy your time” I cooed out, that is so sweet of them “I don’t appreciate you both at all, would be nice to just spend some time. With him, with myself without thinking oh no Fenty is going to cry and then we have to just forget the little time together” when I smell Chris I just sniff weed, I miss that so much “Chris, why don’t you show Jah the things Fenty may need or want” stepping back from him “you sure? I can wait here” walking off to go around the counter “yeah, then just come back. So they know what to do, explain her fake cry too. When she needs the attention” I said “what!? You tell me my niece be fake crying!? No way” I chuckled “girl, Fenty be putting on a show. When she wants some attention she will do the fake cry, it’s much more like a kitten crying but when she is hungry you will hear the change in her cry, she is so dramatic” Mel’ eyes widened “I don’t expect anything less from her, oh my god. She is so you, fake ass” Mel put the plate down “I am glad to see you are smiling a little, can I just hug you?” nodding my head with my arms open, this is why I wanted to come here “I love you so much, I am honestly hurting for you. I think this little time will make you feel better” I sighed out heavily, I just feel ok “what is it?” Mel asked.

Mel knows me “I just, maybe that article is right. I look depressed, dragged down. I have gained weight; my vagina still feels weird. I looked better pregnant then I do now. I can’t please Chris, he is literally asking me to do something but because I can’t bring myself to be sexy I can’t, he will end up just looking to others. I am not special Mel, I am worried. You think I am going crazy, but I am not. He loves me yes but how long will it last for? How long will he wait for me, a man that has sex near enough every day, he stopped because I was pregnant but come on, you know what men are like. Men are men, look how long it took me to even get a man that wanted me, I just feel like I need to do better” Mel cringed, she is cringing because I am right “men are men but I believe Chris won’t, I feel like Chris cares about you too much, he is more into wanting to kill someone for you. If he was in cali alone, then I suppose I would think it but he is here, you will feel it Robyn. I can’t make you feel it, he can’t make you feel it but only you can, and you are. This is what the outside don’t see, they don’t see you like this” I sighed out “shit, nobody wanted to wife me. Funny right, sexy doesn’t get you far. It gets you dick and then left; I just want to please Chris. I want him to be happy, he jokes around but those jokes mean something. I dropped my robe naked and watched his reaction” Mel’ eyes bulged out “what, oh girl. You are getting yourself so caught up in this. How are you feeling depressed, actually its common in women that have had babies for this to happen. What did he do?” I keep looking to see if Chris doesn’t overhear “he was shocked, he didn’t like it but not in that way, he felt I was not me and he put the robe on me, I cried. A lot is happening isn’t it?” Mel looked at me in sadness “there is, but I am here” Mel wiped the stray tear “just spend some time, block out the outside world, block out me and Jah entertaining Fenty or making her cry” smiling at her lightly “the blogs are horrible” I mumbled.

I just feel like maybe I am doing too much, with everything. I wasn’t ready for this moment, I wasn’t ready for my own dad to belittle me so it’s hit me badly but I will get over it “Jah, you had my back for Rorrey, we can do it” looking up at Chris, he looks annoyed “but Canada?” Jah said all wide eyed, he looks in a panic “what about Canada?” I asked, “oh did the Jew respond?” Mel said, what on earth is happening with these “did I miss something? I am confused” looking between everyone “you not seen Chris’ video?” shaking my head “clearly not, you have my phone, what did you do Chris?” I really didn’t question when he said video “head of Fenty corp doesn’t know, well it was Chris’ fault” Jah spat “give me my phone” I held my hand out “so the plan is Chris is going to beat Canada dry’ ass  in Canada” taking my phone from Mel “why is Drake even involved in this!?” I am confused on that, unlocking my phone “Chris called out people, just watch the video” tapping on Instagram “I will but Chris you are not doing that, just relax. He is a bitch” shaking my head “I think maybe Chris should, Drake mocks you” never did I think I would hear Jah condoning violence “but we are beyond that aren’t we, Drake will be hiding behind his security anyways” let me see this video he has done, I never questioned it.

I sighed out smiling, like I am not even angry “I like it, you looked so angry there. He’s a puppy really, so what did he say? Clearly he’s crying in the corner” locking my phone looking up at Chris “he said come and beat his ass then and said he will send the jet” I sniggered “sure, just send him a picture of us on our wedding day and be done with it Chris, it’s over. I am over it; I am telling you now what will hurt him is that so do it. But I will never hold you back if you hit my dad. And what you said about loving me more then you love yourself, it’s a weird feeling to have that” smiling at him “and this bitch is stood here saying she is worried that Chris would want another piece of pussy, she was doubting you” Mel snitched “what pussy?” Chris said confused “I just feel like I can’t fulfil your needs, I am just thinking stupid Chris. Clearly” waving him off “oh right, that doesn’t bother me like that. I seen it with my own eyes what you went through. I don’t expect sex for months and I accept that, because you went through so much Robyn, I was there” I doubt my husband a lot, I need to stop doing that “I can’t even text anyone back, my phone is going wild since this announcement. People are going crazy, like I can’t even message, just I saw Drake and had to answer back” that video has really made my night “let’s just leave our phones and go upstairs. Let’s pretend this doesn’t exist” I think I am done here, I just want to spend time with Chris alone.

Chris has honestly made me happier, like I was feeling the worst, but that video really made me happy “come on, let’s go” I want to go now, I sighed out smiling “aye, what are you looking at, on your phone?” Chris seems so engrossed in his phone, like he is not even hearing me “Amikka has called me four times in one go, she knows I am on my phone. She is calling again” of course she is “answer it, put it on speaker. Let us all hear what she got to say” Jah is right “yeah, let’s hear it” walking slowly to the counter “ok” Chris answered the call and then placed it on speakerphone “yo” he placed on the counter, Jah gasped rushing to Chris’ side. Oh she is crying, like sobbing crying “chile” Mel said lowly “what is it?” Chris said “is it Aeko, if not then I need to go” I know Chris wants to just put the phone down, that bitch is crying her whole heart out on this call “how could you, this is what you were doing over there? Marrying that bitch, I screwed up that lawyer shit. Fuck you, fuck her and fuck that child you had with her. You really married her? Because she is Rihanna, you married her to gain. I know you, you married her because you know you’re a fucking deadbeat loser, she is also a fucking loser to be with you. She will need to come personally to shut me up because I will be singing to the gods about her precious fucking husband, you fucking married her! I would let you do anything; I was willing to do that for you” I am not going to say anything “I think for your own good you need to sign it; I get you’re angry. I did play you on but I was never into you like that, you know this” hearing Chris’ son in the background “your dad is a psycho, he doesn’t want to speak to you” the oldest thing in the book is to use the child “you chose her over your son, you gave her marriage because you’re stuck Chris. You have no choice, because then you wouldn’t see that girl that looks nothing like you. There is a reason to this, you treated everyone like shit, you get what you deserve. The girl could be Drake child, she has been around” Jah gasped, Chris looked at me as I stared back at him “you can talk down on me but don’t speak on my wife like that, that goes for you and my mother” he said “I hope she has a job, Chris you don’t send her money anymore. That is our money, you will send your son care packages. You will directly pay for his school, medical bills. Until we go to court you ain’t getting a dime bitch and that is on god. You will be begging to sign those papers; you better hope those boutiques hire you. I think you’re getting above your pay grade, next time you mention my name, or even my husbands name every endorsement you are clutching at will be gone! I suggest you apologise to your son, hug him, kiss him goodnight before he ends up here and he’s playing happy families with me because his mother can’t afford to keep a child. Now if you don’t mind Chris needs to rub my feet, disconnect the call” Chris disconnected the call “oh my god! You hear how quiet she got; she is shook!” Mel spat, she got on my fucking nerves talking down on me, she won’t be again.

Jah is gasping for air “I am fighting! Oh my god, baby you about to adopt her child. Oh my god” I shrugged trying to not laugh “she will never call me out of my name again, I promise you. Nobody calls me a bitch unless Chris is dicking me down but even then he doesn’t so yeah, she got another thing coming. And I am being dead ass, you’re rubbing my feet” Chris looked up from his phone “what are you looking at?” he seems too engrossed in that “she is sending me pictures of Aeko crying” shaking my head “turn off your phone, stop entertaining her and Chris. You don’t send her money” he better not, I don’t give a fuck “I won’t, she disrespected my wife. But when you said care packaged what do you mean?” Chris is right, what did I mean “so…” I dragged out “things like clothes, food so you will ask her what she needs. Baby, online shopping exists yeah, you know where she lives but you will not send her money. You pay directly, fuck that bitch! And I am not saying your son will go cold, that is not it but she will not sit on our money until she can bow down and stop this shit. I hope that ain’t the case, I am not ready to be looking after anymore kids. I feel a little weird about meeting that one, I don’t know” walking off to get some water.

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4.

I don’t know how to write love letters either, but you’re worth the try. I want to tell you that you’ve opened me up to the possibility of us getting acquainted. It seems as if since reading your letter my thoughts have transformed and all I can see is the beauty and the aroma of a fresh start and a new beginning. Do you feel it too? I’d love to be your best friend—– you can be Batman, and I’ll ride with you in the passenger seat, Robin. *wink* Yes I wrote wink. Did I make you laugh yet? I see you put your signature as CB, but I want to give you a nickname too, so I’m just going to call you... Pooh Bear because you and your words are as sweet as honey and he’s my favorite. Maybe just Pooh. I don’t know it’ll probably depend on my mood. I can’t wait to meet you, and it’s kind of silly that we’re writing letters to each other when we’re not that far away isn’t it? Well, this can be our thing, and I don’t mind communicating like this a few more times before meeting you. It’s cute and sweet like you are. I’ll be counting the hours for your reply.

💋❤️ GREEN EYES

The dimples in Chris’ cheeks were deep, and when he realized that the letter was coated with her scent, his senses were deeply aroused. Never underestimate the scent of a woman, and hers was sneaking up on him giving him a tingling feeling he’s never felt before.

Of course, he'd bedded his fair share of women, but none of them gave him that feeling, this feeling. He tried his hand at relationships a few times only to feel empty at the beginning. Longing for something more than just sex, meaningless sex. His heart was huge, and he was very selective about who he allowed around him because of that. Time was essential to him and precious in life so he feared that he would waste it on someone that didn’t deserve it. The very reason he’s been single for this long and allowing his art and clothing line to distract him from his personal life. He couldn’t deny himself of one for long, which is why he jumped at the opportunity at getting to know her.

He was very intuitive, so when he had a gut feeling, he always listened. She had to be getting the same feeling he was because he too felt like something was beginning to move in the right direction. Autumn was his favorite season, cradling him with certainty, that what this was growing into with her wouldn’t leave him with anything to disapprove. It was a new opportunity full of positive possibilities, and he couldn’t wait to jump in as he would do with Autumn leaves.

All his life, Autumn was full of grey, and haziness. He enjoyed it, but it always brought melancholic peace, reminding him of his solitude at times when he’d watch and appreciate the beauty of the season, and know he had no one to share it with. It was full of seclusion and quiet introspection of what lay ahead of his journey of life. Now this season was granting him a new friendship, a spark of romance that could shift into a relationship. She felt like Autumn. She was his definition of what it was––– the lovely part of Autumn, not the beautifully sad part, just beautiful. She carried this sense of calmness, softness in her writing, which he presumed was a reflection of who she was. It was one letter, but he felt more with her one letter than he ever did on one date.

Whatever the feeling was, the emotions that revolved around it, was effective, and her sweet aroma pulled him so much he had a headache. But it wasn't painful, in fact, he welcomed it, and he couldn't grasp why or what was going on with his emotions.

He decided to call the woman that might have an answer for him. It rang two times before the face, and sweet voice of his Mother came through. “Hey, Angel.”

“Hey Mama, how are you?”

“I’m great baby, considering the circumstances. I’m just hoping I get good news sooner than later that you’ve beat that cancer before it gets serious. How are you?”

“I feel really good Mama, really. Don’t worry about me I’m under close examination, and the doctors don’t want me to undergo any surgeries or therapy until it’s something really severe. It’s light right now, so I’m just being given medication. I don’t want you to worry until I tell you anything that could actually cause that, okay? You’re way too pretty to be stressing like this Mama.”

He heard his Mother laughed and it caused him to laugh too. “Okay, Angel. I hear you.”

“So I did have a particular reason for this call today.”

“And what would that be?”

“Well, I saw this woman that I’ve never seen in all my months being here and looked for her. To make a short story shorter I wrote her a letter because I was too shy to introduce myself, and she responded, and I’m feeling these things I’ve never felt before Mama.”

“Hmm, feeling what baby?”

“I don’t know, but it’s weird to me. What she wrote made me happy, but it’s a little deeper than that. Her scent is all over her letter, and ever since I caught the scent, it’s tapped into my senses and making me feel some type of way.”

He saw his Mother laugh, smiling on the other end of the phone. “Well I hope the answer I give you satisfies you, and I’m going to do my best to answer it. So you know I’m a believer in the magic, beauty, and muse of love, so I think her scent just went to the part of your brain that has to do with emotion, memory, motivation and triggered these emotions out of you with an intense and lasting effect. It actually is more scientific than anything.”

Chris nodded his head, but he just didn’t seem to understand why his brain treated her scent as if it was familiar because he’d never met her before. “But why her scent?”

“Could be because you already have an established attraction to her. But the judgment center of your brain that deals with senses just thought her scent was worthy, so now it’s stored in your head.”

“Wow.”

“So... you gonna finally find a wife so I can get my grandbabies?”

Chris laughed to the point he was clutching his stomach and started coughing excessively in the process. “Mama...” he kept laughing, and he heard his Mother scoff on the other end which caused his laughter to continue.

“I’m not playing with you Christopher I want my grandbabies. You’re long overdue.”

“Long overdue? I’m 24.”

“Age has nothing to do with it. Just make sure the woman you’re drawn to is a good one so I can meet her.”

“You’re gonna scare her away with all this baby talk.”

“Not if she wants babies she won’t be.” His Mother said as a matter of factly.

He chuckled. “Bye Mama I’m done with you.”

“Bye Angel I love you.”

“I love you too Mama.”

He hung up the phone and laughed to himself as he started writing his second letter. It was way too early for him to be thinking about marriage or children at this stage. He wanted them but down the line and hopefully, he’d be alive long enough to see all that blossom into fruition. Right now he wanted to build a friendship with her and whatever came after would come naturally.

-

A month went by, and the letters were almost an everyday thing. They became more like love letters if they weren’t seen as that already. The sentiments were stronger, and it became apparent that the attraction was there, so it got more serious, with each note. Why they waited so long to see each other? They didn’t know. Perhaps, they were enveloped in the throes of romance that writing love letters encapsulated. There was just something intimate about being able to charm and touch someone’s soul poetically in the realms of love. Being able to touch someone without physically doing so. When they wrote it was a dialect only written for them, each word resonating heavily. It was clear the feelings were mutual it wouldn’t take long for them to get comfortable once they met.

For always,

you have been my honeyed muse

coating my heart with sweetness

giving it rich taste

I could never scrape you away

for you have been the sweetener

towards my sour life

💋❤️ GREEN EYES

Robyn was nervous, to say the least. This would be the first time they’d see each other face to face and other than the little description Gran Gran Dolly gave her from her vision she couldn’t really picture how he’d look like.

She kept every letter he sent her, and each one he wrote was sweeter than the last. He even started sending her roses along with them because she mentioned how much she loved red ones in one of her notes to him. He was the definition of romantic and she’d be a fool to not be swoon by his gentleness.

She’d grown comfortable talking to him and was ready to meet him and take what they were doing further.

“Okay, Robyn calm down.”

When she was finally able to relax, she heard a knock on her door and became nervous all over again. She couldn’t wait to see the man behind all those heartfelt letters that were trying to sweep her off her feet and take her heart as his. She took a few deep breaths before giving him access to enter. “Come in.”

Chris walked in, and her breath got caught in her throat when she saw him.

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[polygamyff]

60. Part 2

I understand Maurice’ dislike for Leon but it’s a bit too much, even making him cry about it. I am a little annoyed at him for it and instead of feeling annoyed about this all day and throughout the flight, I will bring it up. He is currently upstairs on his phone; he is literally working from home when this is our time. He knows we are always busy in New York “mom, I will be back down. We can leave then, guys. Won’t be long” I said to Jay and Matt “as long as you ain’t going up there for sex now” Jay said, he is so cheeky “it won’t be” making my way up the steps “Reign, no you don’t” looking behind me “baby I will be back, stay there” this girl wants to climb the stairs now “I am coming down” Maurice said “well I am coming up and I would like to speak to you please” Maurice turned back on himself and went into the bedroom, this is not an argument at all just a disagreement on a situation. Opening the bedroom door “and why did you close the door?” Maurice grinned “because we can have sex” pointing at him “you are so predictable but no, I want to discuss something, and I think we are grown enough to discuss this don’t you think?” Maurice sat on the edge of the bed “did you make the bed?” I pointed at the bed, I am shocked “I did, thought you was busy downstairs with Reign and did it. Nothing big, I mean I hope I did it right” that is so cute “but you never do things like that?” I am in awe “I watch you; I always watch you do things Robyn” that is the sweetest thing ever “Maurice, I am literally so happy. I mean ok it is just a bed but still, baby!” I yelped out “it’s nothing big but tell what is wrong?” Now I am stuck on the fact my husband made the damn bed, I am so happy “so uhm I just wanted to discuss you working, just that all of this working it not it. This time was supposed to be about us, spending time together because in New York we are always busy. I just thought I would share my annoyance” Maurice is laughing, and I don’t find anything funny “you are cute, I am yours. I just had to deal with that. I am done now, sorry” he held his hands up, I just can’t be mad at him now he made the stupid bed.

I scoffed “I also have another thing, please stop being so harsh on Leon now. Please!” I pleaded with him “he is sorry, he has messed up, and he knows it Maurice. He will be with me for the wedding, you should be glad I didn’t bring him along for this, he is right. He never did us wrong by selling stories, he does love us, and he appreciates what you did for him so for me please” clasping my hands together “I just don’t like that he cried, you can be so stern at times. He did not mean to do it, he is sorry about it” Maurice sighed out “I don’t care anymore about him, I am over it now. But the bond we had; it won’t be there so when I said it will take time I mean that. If he is around I will say hi, that is it, but I won’t be rude to him. I have Shawn to hate, he is just driving me crazy. I have no best man now, so I got that to worry about” poking my lips out at him, he is really sad about that “I understand, I know you must be very upset because I was so hurt about Leon acting funny with me so I get why you feel that way about Shawn. I think with you and him, you both need to talk it out, but he needs to step up as a man to your sister before you can forgive. For the baby at least” Maurice shook his head “Robyn he was using me for my former drug and whore place, I can’t forgive that. I just really can’t Robyn, he wanted bad for me. I mean ok I am fine, what if he took me and I relapsed because that can happen, it’s bullshit and I am angry at him for that” Maurice is right “you have a good heart but I can’t fuck with that, I was a hardcore addict. Taking me there is awful, it’s like he didn’t care for you, my daughter. I mean I can control myself but as you know I can just end up being that person” nodding my head “I understand Maurice, but you and Jay Z are very close, I mean then again I don’t have any bridesmaids. My mother is walking me down the aisle, so I guess we equal baby. We have each other don’t we?” Maurice nodded his head “we do, and that is the best gift Bonita” I cooed out as I clapped and did a little run to Maurice, sitting on his lap “I mean it sounds like hell to you but we have each other forever” kissing his check “we have also Jell-O, and Reign. I mean that is all I need” Maurice is so damn adorable, I love him.

Reign is a pain, I mean it is my mini me but she is doing the most “we might have to get you your own bodyguard little lady” Jay said, Reign wanting to walk all by herself to the jet like we have all the time in the world “Reign, no!” Reign was about to grab something from the floor “come on” grabbing her hand “let mommy walk with you” feeling a tug as Reign decided to sit down on the floor “Reign, honestly. It’s dangerous you doing this” letting her hand go, watching her get back up and proceeding to walk towards the jet but at her own pace “she ain’t listening at all today little stink, you out here being your own boss” rolling my eyes, my mom and Maurice literally left me knowing full well this girl will be doing the most “fine” picking Reign up instead “this is not the damn catwalk nobody has the time for this” Reign is having a full blown fit that I did this, she screamed out crying. Climbing up the steps of the jet with this crying ass child “go and tell your dad how upset you are” placing her down as I reached the top, Reign did what I just said. She is screaming crying down the jet “Mi Amor, what happened?” Maurice is always there ever so concerned; he spoils that child so much and she knows it.

Reign is sat on Maurice’ lap while eating strawberries, I am jealous because I want to sit on his lap eating fruit “would you like anymore?” The flight attendant asked Reign and she nodded her head “uh no, no more” She has enough I quickly answered before they did it “thank you though” I smiled at her, the flight attendant walked off “Reign is acting like I didn’t just feed her, which I did” Reign picked out a watermelon and then reached up to feed Maurice, I swear that makes me so happy to see “thank you baby” he ate it, that is the cutest “she is growing so fast Robbie, I feel like everyday she is just growing and she is learning something new. My second love, you are my first Robbie and she is my second” Maurice kissed the top of Reign’ head “well you will be able to see that Terry, you are going to move in with us right?” looking at my mom, my mom looked at Maurice all wide eyed “you can’t be still decided Terry?” Maurice is right, she can’t be just thinking no “but it’s like I am in the way, that is your home” I was going to say something but Maurice did “no, I know plenty of people that have their mother in laws live with them. Don’t ever think that, I want you with us. The home is so big we may never see each other sometimes but I promise you, live with us I want you too” my mom looked at me “please” I said smiling “but then I am living off you, it’s not right” frowning at her “stop it, I don’t want to hear it” I don’t want to hear that shit from my mother “we don’t think that of you so don’t” she knows this.

I do love staring at Maurice in awe and it is because how of how good he is with Reign, he is a good father. I know his heart and I was never angry at him helping his mother, he has a good heart and I expected that from him “I do hope this baby is a boy, I just think it would be perfect for us. But you know what, even if it is a boy I don’t think it would change much” Maurice laughed “Reign has taken the biggest spot in my heart, she is just the best. She feeds me too, she’s better then Robyn anyways” rolling my eyes at Maurice “she is me thank you, she is just trying to bulk you up like I been saying” pointing at him laughing, Maurice reached over and grabbed my finger “you lied, you said you love my skinny self? Wow, you backtrack and lie a lot” trying to suppress my smile “I think we got issues here, you only want me for my money” trying to yank my hand away from his grip “don’t say that!” I spat “you have a big dick” I added “Robbie!” my mother spat “I am sorry mother, it is him” Maurice let my hand go as he laughed, he is laughing because now I had to say that in front of my mother “you are so annoying” I said side eyeing him “I think I want to stay in Cali” I groaned out now my mom has said that “please don’t say that now, Maurice will change. This was all on him, he keeps trying me about his skinny self and whines that I say it when I am joking” I chuckled, this was all his fault in the first place “but Terry, am I wrong for her saying that? If I told Robyn she snores, she gets offended. Look how annoyed she is and just to add, she does snore” he pointed, hitting his finger “I don’t, that is a lie. I don’t snore!” I spat “how do you know you don’t? Do you hear yourself? Baby it is ok, I love you for you and the light snores you give off, it’s soothing” now he has annoyed me “you kids are going to age me so much, I need to think long and hard about this” he is so annoying.

My phone pinged on the table and then hearing a little chuckle, looking at Maurice before picking my phone up from the table “oh no, listen if it’s a stupid thing you have done now” unlocking my phone and opening my message, seeing the video. Glaring at Maurice “baby it is beautiful, just watch” I am going to kill him “I literally want to jump over this table and kick you” my mother touched my shoulder “let’s see” my mom said, opening the video and pressing play. I am not happy “oh my god, Maurice. Why did you record me sleeping, I look awful. Wow, I look so terrible asleep” pulling a face at the phone as the camera turned to him “I can’t sleep, usually her snores are light and I enjoy them because I know she is there even when we are not touching. But she is not well today” Maurice said on the video as he turned in the bed to face me, I poked my bottom lip out as he checked my forehead with the back of his hand and then pressed a kiss to my nose “we going to try and sleep, it will happen” the video cut off “see” he laughed “I like it, I say it to annoy you but that day you was not well and we argued that day and I was like what if we spilt because I get on your nerves and then I need memories, but you was bring grumpy because you wasn’t well” I scoffed “you are so annoyingly cute, I hate it. Now I can’t be angry” my mom pushed me with her hand lightly “you both make me sick, too much love” my mother joked “it’s him!” I spat “it’s the both of you actually” my mom corrected me.

I am so glad to have landed already, I mean the flight was short, but I felt agitated, wait till the long haul flight comes alone, this was an hour. Stretching my body out as I stood up “no!” I put my hand in his face “what!? Why” Maurice spat but he still hugged me “you know what, I would love to be angry at you because that video is cute. I am now wondering what other shit you got on there” he is very annoying “loads, I mean I found it again when I downloaded my cloud backup on to my phone, I was like damn. I am so in love” I laughed, he just realised this “you are stupid in love with me, but the video is cute. I mean it is romantic at the same time because you like to hear me close, ugh!” I swear I want to be mad; Maurice attacked my neck with kisses “but imagine if you had big bulky arms” I laughed saying “I think you like to annoy me, it’s ok now. I know your game” moving my head back as Maurice pecked my lips “I love you Bonita” I just melt in his arms “I love you more pootie” I love that he is always so emotional with me.

Looking out of the SUV window, there is a lot of greenery where we are “it’s pretty out here” I mumbled saying, it seems so peaceful and I like this “I did mention to my dad that I want it to be smaller, he might have changed where we going” the SUV slowed down to turn off “we getting married in a vineyard? This is very country, pretty though. Unless your dad is bringing us here to murder us and steal Reign?” looking over at Reign “wow Robyn, that was intense. But that sounds perfect for my dad, he would do that” Maurice said which adds to my doubts about him “mhmm, well I will tell him I have baby on board so take Maurice” I laughed pointing it out “you are something else, selling me out like that. I can’t wait to go away with you, it’s going to be so good” the SUV stopped “awww you love me that much” I cooed out “I have no choice now, I am marrying you” he is just playing “I guess this is it, watch how my dad acts like everything is ok and nothing has happened or changed” that sounds about right with Marquis “wow, my uncle out here too. This is weird, ok Robyn they about to kill us” hitting his arm “don’t say that to me, I want you to not say that” got me scared now.

Jay held my hand as I got out of the SUV “hello, hello. You all arrived safely” Marquis said “we did” I said stepping back “why is Freeman here? I mean this is not his day” Maurice jumped out of the SUV saying “well my brother and I are going away for a while after this, that is all” Maurice laughed “oh right, brothers unite now? Oh ok, listen right. You ain’t invited to my wedding, I am telling you now I don’t want you here. Either that or you trying to get some money out of this nigga that is dying” touching Maurice’ arm “let’s leave it now” I don’t want the drama “you’re upset still Maurice, I get it. Listen to Robyn, she has a good mind on her. So” Marquis is a demon, my god “nah, I will listen to Robyn because I love her not because you said it” I don’t wish to be between these “but you are going to do as you’re told right? Maurice, let it go! Please, listen to me on this. I love you and I want the best for you. Freeman and I are just getting away for a while and then coming back, mhmm. How is the bitch of a mother?” he is quick to turn shit “oh my god, my angel. Look at her, Freeman. She is the apple of my eye, watch her. Hey Angel face, awwww you come to me” Reign’ happy self just making her to Marquis “hold this for me” Maurice turned to me “let it happen, for me. The thing you know is that he will die soon, just let him have his time with Reign, this our day. Ok?” Maurice nodded his head “beautiful family Maurice” his uncle said “fuck you” Maurice retorted “Maurice, come on now. You are better then that” my mother came up from behind with the stroller “niggas get on my nerves” Maurice huffed as he walked off, my mom just looked at me but I will give him space, Matt barged by Jay and ran after him.

Reign is really into Marquis; it’s sickening at times “has my spoilt son ran off again?” Marquis said, it didn’t seem like he wanted too but he looked away from Reign, that is really his angel in his eyes “I think he doesn’t like how you speak to him Marquis, he is still upset” I answered, nobody else is going too “If you wasn’t in his life he would be still that confused boy I know, you control him, you fuel him. You are his backbone and I know that, he has bright ideas and has done well but he is stupid in many ways” frowning at him “no, he was set up by your family and by you. This was your mess, but he has to take it, he has a heart and while I am here I am not having people take advantage of that. I think you need to put some respect on his name, if it wasn’t for you I will be in Hilton hotels” turning on my heels “I will be back” let me go and see where Maurice is, he needs to not let his dad get to him. He laughs because he knows that it gets to him. Turning the corner, seeing Maurice pacing and ranting to Matt, poor guy but here he is smoking. I sighed out, making my way over to them. Maurice is incredibly angry “Maurice, stop it please. Stop this, stop the anger. Your dad wants this, he wants you angry. He knows you he has affected you so please” Maurice flicked his cigarette to the ground “I am calm but he is laughing in my face” nodding my head “I know he is, he sees you as a child. You need to just show him you’re not that” Maurice clenched his jaw “that I just hide behind you” he added “and I will never let anyone fuck with you, I got you Maurice” he is very temperamental.

I did think this place was too country but like when I come to think of it, this is actually so perfect. With all the rich people around and will want privacy, this is perfect. It’s in the middle of nowhere but yet it is so beautiful “so we cater to up to a thousand guests if that is what you want?” looking at Maurice “uh no, the max will be two hundred. Not even that, I am keeping it small. You know what Sienna; I really love it. Like I can see it now, at first I was like ok marriage and I didn’t imagine how it would plan out, I leave that to others but being out here. Seeing the outdoor Arbor, the water feature and the vineyard scene at the back, I can imagine the pictures. It’s just perfect you know, I will be sweating out here though” Maurice laughed “that just shows that this place is for you, we have two rooms, ballroom or dining room which is smaller” walking behind the lady “I want ballroom, I want just the whole grand theme going on. Because we have a ballroom in the home in Texas, I always imagined it to be with the person I want to marry and be with so keep the ballroom, it will still be busy” she nodded her head “follow me to the ballroom, you see how yourself and the guests will be able to flow seamless to the ballroom. What people love about this place is how they can have privacy and stay here in the spa resort hotel, exclusive just to the wedding guests. We don’t have nobody else here, just yourselves” I can only imagine how expensive this is but it is on Marquis’ dime so let’s go all out.

Biting on my nail feeling a little nervous now, now that it’s coming a reality to me I feel a little nervous. I say it all the time about being his wife but now it will be official “what are you doing?” I said laughing “nothing, just imagining our first dance” he grabbed my hand without my consent and turned me around before hugging me “see what I mean, I am the dancers in this relationship” Maurice pressed a kiss to my neck “stop it” moving back from him, looking to the side of me at Reign. She is running the whole length of this ballroom, she is crazy. She thinks it’s a game but Marquis is too engrossed with Reign that he is not paying attention to what we doing here, bringing my attention back to Maurice “so we have like big deal people coming, princes, billionaires. I just want to know that this place and it’s workers will keep that enclosed, like my marriage to Robyn it needs to be on the low. Not because I am ashamed or anything but it’s our time so whatever you need to do extra do it, if we having these high profile people stay here in one place, it needs to be above 5 stars so what I want is extra security around here too, I mean they bring their own but we need more and whatever they want I know you can cater to their needs. I suppose I like the idea that the rooms are not basic, they done up to the nines and everything. But it’s the first time ever knowing of this place” I am so quiet and I don’t know, I suppose I am just trying to digest it “well that is fine, I spoke to your dad and he did bring that up also. We have the scheme actually under wraps, he said that was a surprise, but you wanted to see the venue” she seems so nice this lady “I am impressed, thank you. It’s really got me excited now” Maurice is very excited; it is cute to see that from him.

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[calypso-finale]

Hundred Twenty Seven. Part 2

I don’t even understand why I cried, I feel so stupid that I did cry but in reality she was a friend, we was close, and it hurts to know she still has that mentality of I did wrong, and I went the wrong path, that I ruined it all. She still hates Oakley because she knows I wouldn’t want her in my life as long as he is with me, he knows what kind of person she is like and maybe he is right, I am just so sad. And seeing Saint, he caused me pain, like he really just was so horrible to me “Lee, come” Oakley held my arm and took me into a corner “you’re going to ruin your makeup” that alone made me smile, I don’t know out of everything that could have come out of his mouth he speaks on my makeup “we good here, what happened? Sit” he let my arm go “have I really ruined it?” I asked “I mean not exactly but if you keep crying you might” I think maybe it’s too late “my mom left so I was going to find you, that was it but then Saint came up to me to tell me I look good and then North got mad with him, told him to go, fine. But then we spoke, well she spoke to me, and I just felt like you know, I lost a best friend because she couldn’t just be there for me and all she wants me to do is be on my ass and leave you, she just attacked you. Told me I made the wrong decision, that I fucked up. That you aren’t good enough for me, and I just got upset, to know she hasn’t changed. I told her that whatever you don’t agree but I am happy, I am going to be a wife, she can’t accept that. She is lonely as shit too, I know she is because she has been passed around the industry, it kills her I am not in that position. She can’t stand you, so yeah. It just hurt Oakley, that is all and then everything with Saint, like to see him. To know, like everything he did came back to me, and I just hated it, everything he did. I just wasn’t ready to see him because you know, it wasn’t nice and he is another reason why I couldn’t trust other men when I tried, and mind you I grew up with him.”

I sniffled “Oakley leave it” he just got up “please don’t do this” I got up from the chair, but I was stopped by a tug on my dress from the chair, turning to check but my dress was ok from the back “Oakley!” I shouted, rushing back into the party. I don’t want him to do anything, I can just see him, and he is walking straight to the Kardashian family, Saint and his brother are both there, he is crazy. I am running in heels; this is a big deal for me for him to not hit him but it was too late he already hit Saint, it was so out of nowhere that Saint did fall back, the music and the talking instantly just stopped and Psalm swung at Oakley but he missed, oh he is mad “Oakley leave it” I managed to get to him but they fighting now, Saint was going to go to Oakley from behind as he and his brother both fought and I was just going to go but I got pushed back and my dad just punched him out of nowhere, my eyes bulged out “bro, hey. Hey, stop! Fuck, just stop” Damson broke them up “I don’t even know what happened, but I know he spoke to you. Kim, deal with your shit, I told you about this” my dad pointed “come, Oakley come. Fucking leave him” my dad wrapped his arm around  me “who allows a fucking guy that abused a girl in this place, man fuck y’all” Herb spat “Hollywood on some fucking shit, niece you good” I nodded my head “I told Ti to tell you” my dad said “it’s ok” I sobbed out, I feel like a little girl all over again in my dad’ arms, he is always there for me “make sure he comes, Herb go” my dad said to him “I didn’t need to know shit, I knew we was just fighting” my dad is funny “always count on you dad” I grinned “always baby, I just seen Oakley swinging and I was like oh we swinging too” looking up at my dad “this old man can beat a nigga up on any time, for my kids you know” my dad kicked a chair closer “sit down” as I sat down Oakley is walking over “that was some shit over there, you bringing that London shit over here” my dad laughed “yeah I know, you good yeah?” Oakley came straight to me “yeah, he get you a little didn’t he” Oakley shrugged “It’s nothing, people may forget but we don’t it’s ok” I didn’t want all this.

I have never seen Tianna so confused, she is walking towards us so confused “I went to the toilet and what happened?” she asked “Rylee?” she said in shock “my son in law made me happy that is what” my dad is so happy, like I didn’t want him to fight but my dad wanted that, he saw it “what do you mean?” she said “Saint spoke to me and I just felt off, it wasn’t nice and then I told him, then he acts like my dad and went to fight him. I just wasn’t ready to see that or even speak to North” I shrugged “I am so sorry” she apologised “I felt like if I told you about it you may not have come” I frowned “but it put me in this situation, it’s fine. It’s life, I am ok though, but he affected me more then her words anyways” Tianna hugged him “I feel so bad, I didn’t know any of this happened. I just literally redone some of my makeup and then I come out and see Kim walking by saying that family and I was confused, I am so sorry” she apologised “it’s fine. I am sorry, ruining the event” she shushed me “no I am to blame, just so sorry” she moved back from the hug but then again I cried “no, I am sorry” Tianna crouched down “just everything, the whole thing. When we had sex, everything that all came back to me. He wasn’t nice, and he proved what I was scared of. A crazy man like that” Ti held my hand “yes I understand that men can be scary, I know too. I dealt with Taylen, it’s hard but we are happy now, you have a good guy that loves you, they are sad and bitter. I am sorry” nodding my head “Lee, you want to get your makeup redone” he is so unintentionally funny, and he doesn’t even do it on purpose, he is genuine with it “that bad?” I said to him “nah, it’s fine. But I can help” I shook my head smiling “I will help her, it’s ok” my sister said “you and my makeup” I said to him, Oakley chuckled “stops you crying init” he is so annoying.

Smiling at my dad as I made my way back to the gang “my first born is smiling, that makes me happy you good now?” my dad hugged me “yes I am, I am ok. I just didn’t want the drama either” I laughed out “stop it dad” he is squeezing me so tight “I love my eldest so much, I just want you happy. Also Oakley did me happy, we had weed together” my dad moved back “oh god” Oakley is dancing so I know he is high “well it’s made him loosen up a little more but yeah, I think really. Damson is the positive he needed, like he has been so happy to be here and he’s never happy to come, he dislikes LA and being here, he wants to be home, but I think he’s ok now” my dad smirked “you and mom doing a house swap” I scoffed “you know mom and you can stay away from my forever home, don’t you dare put that thought in her mind. I do not want to do that, no thanks. Why do you want to come to London anyways?” I frowned “good vibes really, she just feels the same as you really, I think she fell in love with your home and the whole area it’s placed in. I have never been to that area and it’s nice, and the fact your home is just so hidden, it’s like a hidden gem. You know like it’s been a battle to make him do things, I think the battle is over for you really, like yeah you have the odd times, but he isn’t the same guy I met, and I know him well enough, he a different man so congratulations” I giggled “is it subtle?” my dad nodded his head “you tweaked him” we both laughed “tweaked him, stop it” he is silly at times.

Eating cereal at the breakfast bar at my house at five in the morning isn’t the ending I assumed, I thought I would be maybe getting dicked down but really everyone is asleep, and I am awake, like I assumed we would be coming in from the party half assed but really it was the opposite, maybe we are getting old or maybe what happened threw us all off but whatever happened wasn’t the ending I thought, I just couldn’t sleep really. I thought some cereal and some home comfort will put me to sleep, I am sad. I am somewhat still thinking about seeing Saint, like he really did that to me and it’s upset me really, I didn’t need to see him but I shouldn’t be upset because look at where I am now, the point I am at “the bedroom was a little quiet, didn’t hear you” looking up from the cereal bowl “oh” Oakley is awake “so you do actually miss me in bed? This further proves my point” I grinned “I suppose, why are you here?” he pointed, he is half asleep “I am coming back up, just hungry and thinking” he sat down across from me squinting his eyes from the lights that are on “about?” I shrugged “things, how about we go back to sleep. I was just hungry” I lied; I didn’t want to really tell the truth so he can be mad at the situation “eat it first” he grumbled “you want me back in bed?” he nodded his head; he is so cute “you know I was thinking” I wonder what idea he has now “that we move in together, well I move back in” I cooed out “you ready to deal with me” he nodded his head “also your dad been saying that we need to get married” he chuckled “oh has he, come let’s go to bed” look at him wanting us to go bed “but also I enjoy your company” I snorted laughing “oh you just realised that now? I don’t know how to feel about that, you’re so stupid. Come” he is half asleep “nah for real, I want us to live together” waving him over “and what did I say? That is fine” he is still high I think “come” holding his hand.

I really hate living out of suitcases, but I don’t want to unpack it all for it to go back in, I am only here for a week at most so I don’t want to unpack, I miss my home a little really. Hearing a knock on the bedroom door, kicking the suitcase close, I can’t even be bothered at this point, I will live in Oakley clothes since he has scattered everything everywhere. Making my way to the bedroom door, he is still asleep, that sex took him out then. Opening the door “just me” my sister laughed “I didn’t want to walk in because like, I assume he is in here. Feels so weird to not just walk in though” it made me laugh “it also feels weird, but you never know, what’s up?” I asked “I just wanted to know if you’re ok, after everything and really explain myself I feel bad” letting out an oh, looking over at Oakley, he is asleep still really and won’t wake up “come in, he is asleep and fully covered, I am trying to find an outfit so come” waving her in “don’t worry, you won’t see anything” I laughed, she is so unsure of coming in “this feel so adult like, I miss those moments to just walk in. Awww is he even alive?” she asked “he doesn’t snore, I think I do you know. I am not sure, but he doesn’t. He is so quiet, I have to check if he is alive” Ti laughed out “oh you want to have a beach day, we are going well I also wanted to ask if we can take Aziel” I cooed out “that is cute, who is we?” turning to her “me, Damson. Our little siblings, and Aziel. While he is here, it’s actually Damson idea, what you think?” that is cute “yeah why not, not like London has that so yeah we will come, it’s been a while since I have been in a bikini you know” she has a point “come to think of it, do I have a one packed” my sister rolled her eyes “just borrow mine” I wanted her to say that.

“But yeah I am so sorry about yesterday Rylee, I knew she was coming and him, but I just didn’t think things would come to blow. My own selfish way I wanted you to come, it’s a big moment in my acting career and I wanted you there, but I should have said” nodding my head slowly “it’s fine, just seeing Saint bought back memories I didn’t want to remember so like yeah, and then with North, yeah I cried. Because I know how close we were and to see and hear her be the same, it hurt because really, if she came at me with sense. I would love that, but it was just so bittersweet. But like thinking about it, I got you so why do I care about her. North would come between us too, but I am so happy you and I are at this point in life, minus Lillian, somewhat Halle but that is on edge of being dead because of the whole thing. You really are my best friend” Tianna smiled at me “you’re my only friend Rylee, I mean yeah like you said we have peers but this” I chuckled “shit” looking at the door “hey, don’t worry Oakley. I didn’t see anything” Tianna laughed which made me laugh “I ain’t know, Lee I need boxers” rolling my eyes “ok, I will get then. You need it now?” I asked “I will have a shower” I grinned “ok, I will have it done by then. Ti will be gone by then; I don’t think she wants to see something unseasoned” I spat “that is rude” I sniggered “he’s woke up moody now” rolling my eyes “men are weird” she is right they are.

My mom is always plotting, the fact she got some paparazzi person to photograph us but he is out of the way, we can’t really see him on the beach but we are made of aware of his presence “who would have thought we would have found men that like each other” Tianna said as she sat down at the side of me “Emi, you can’t play with the boys, they are too rough. My son wants to drown you, come sit down” Tianna had to go and get her “poor girl” Tianna laugh “they mean” she said “I know, stay here. Aziel is rude but yeah, it’s cute. And with our brothers too, they play too rough though, I was concerned for her” Emi stood up “where you going?” I asked “drink” the boys are just a mess, they forget about Emi “you think it’s love with you and Damson?” I asked her straight up “I don’t want to say that too quickly but there is a lot of care there” I cooed out “that is cute really, then it will progress. He seems so content, like he was made for the family. I am shocked you’re not pregnant with the way you are both at it” Tianna yelped out “no we made a decision, and we said give it time. Move in together in LA and just take it slow, and I want that but yeah. I want to make him a dad so bad, he is so good with Aziel, seeing him with him my ovaries” I want her too really “do it, make him a dad, like Aziel is going to be six, he can’t be the only one” Ti side eyed me “maybe Imani” I gagged “I want Juke out so bad!” that can never happen.

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Hundred Twenty Five.

I feel so deflated about my Vogue announcement now, I don’t know if it’s because Halle just aired it out on my behalf, but I just don’t feel it anymore. I think maybe just because I never had that when I was pregnant, I never got to celebrate that really and that was the biggest milestone of my life and now I am celebrating an engagement, I just don’t feel it. I am looking at it and I do love it, we both look so good together but I just don’t feel it now. I also feel a slight sassiness in regards to Oakley, like it’s a slight mention of why him and he isn’t on par to what we go for, the interviewer mentioned etiquette, like why. I don’t think Oakley will read it anyways but to me, that has annoyed me “hey” watching Grace walk into the living room with Aziel “hi Rylee, Aziel has something he wants to show you” Grace said, “mommy I am star” I frowned putting the magazine down “what do you mean star?” he ran to me with his bookbag “look” he is so excited, I am excited to see what it is because what is a star “my name, it’s me!” he passed me the award “oh you got star of the week” I gasped “Aziel, oh my god. I am so happy for you. Awww I am such a proud mommy” hugging him “I be good” he really did get star of the week, it’s never my son “awwww I am so happy Aziel, this is so good. Such a proud mommy moment” looking at the award “Aziel Caesar-Su, star of the week. Awww my baby, this is so good” I am so proud of him “you have been really good baby, see what happens when you are good, I am going to put that on the fridge because I am so proud. Wait till dad sees this, wow. Well things like this get awarded you know. Also let’s take a picture and show Papa and Nana, Oh and TT. Come” he is so proud “I hold it” he took it from me “he is so proud of it; he came rushing out. He said Grace, I did it” I cooed out “I am so proud of him, I didn’t think I would be seeing such a thing with him” I said as I got up “I think time and patience, with patience comes great rewards. I think it’s his first one and I see he likes the feeling” looking at Aziel he is holding it so proudly “you’re right Grace, I think he does. Aziel, we reward good behaviour, you can choose what you want?” he looked at me “I can” nodding my head “mommy and daddy food” he said “you want us both there, ok now you’re asking for too much, that is fine. I will make it happen” smiling at him, I need to call Oakley and ask what he is doing.

I am going to see Halle; she is home and Lillian is coming along with me to see her and also Aziel is with me because I thought I would take him along with me. I am just waiting for Lillian to come out, I am going to see her because I need to air it out really, I am hurt with what she has done. She has lost me that spark but I am not happy about the issue really, I don’t know if my mom read it or not, I have text her about it but she hasn’t replied back “awww I need to laminate that baby, you holding it to take it everywhere with you, you might rip it” he is taking this award everywhere with him “I hold it not bad” I chuckled “ok” shuffling over to sit next to Aziel, as I did Oakley is calling “hello” Tion opened the door for Lillian “hey girl” waving at her “alright” he sounds like he just woke up “you had a nap?” I asked “yeah I did, I was at the studio all night so yeah. I am tired, everything ok” he sounds half asleep “yeah everything ok, are you free for dinner? This is for Aziel not me; I mean you will understand why if you can” the line went silent “erm” why he acting like he can’t “what do you mean?” he questioned “like with Aziel” looking at Aziel he is just listening to me “Aziel got something he wants to show you, and I asked him what he wanted and he wanted to hang with us both so are you free or are you not?” he better be free really “yeah that’s fine. I can meet you just text me where, I will come. I have the studio again tonight, that’s fine. You been to her house yet?” maybe that’s why he is off with “erm I am going now, I will tell you later ok” he didn’t want me to go really “alright, see you later then. Love you” he said it on his own accord “love you too, bye” I won’t get too excited on the phone, he thinks I am too dramatic already. Putting the phone down smiling “hey bitch” I laughed “hey girl” hugging Lillian.

I am a little nervous about it all, I just think it could go either really well or we both argue “you bought her something?” Lillian pointed to the back “I did, because I am not that petty and really I love buying for baby girls, they are cuter” Lillian chuckled “but he is cute I am sorry but when did Aziel become cute” looking at Aziel, he is smiling “since he got star of the week right” he nodded his head “awww well I am so proud of you Aziel, what is mommy going to get you?” Lilian asked “ice cream” I laughed “yeah he wants food” I shrugged “you’re a good baby, I give you that. That is adorable. Girls are cute but also they end up being a pain don’t they” nodding my head “I suppose, but I guess all kids are a pain, I am not petty. I just wanted to get something for her because you know. She is my friend, but I need to know why but I can’t take her disrespecting him, I can’t” I can’t just sit there and take it “rightly so, when I called her as soon as I saw it I said why, she said but I deleted it and I goes too late girl, that is now being sent to blogs, she is hot headed, and she doesn’t think. Well I mean now look; she is stuck being in the dog house. I said you can’t do anything right, just that one thing Rylee asks for and you can’t do it for her, but like. I feel Wyge is getting at her about him, she kind of mentioned it but then like backtracked, I am sure he is there. Last time, I mean this was about a month or two ago, he was blaming her for the loss of Oakley in his life, and he was having some meltdown, I could hear him on the phone. And then she said he cut him off the funds, that clothing line was a family thing, I said yes but he isn’t family to him anymore, so yeah. I think there is a lot of shit behind the scenes. But I think you both won’t argue” I hope Lillian is right, I don’t want to argue with her at all.

Letting Lillian go inside before me, I am feeling a little off about things really “I missed you Aziel” Wyge said as he walked in “hi” Aziel punched his leg “hey, why would you do that” I said in shock “I am sorry” pulling him back “oh that’s Aziel all over, I am not shocked, are you good little man?” He asked him “I have a star” he’s about to tell everyone about his star of the week “I bet you have, come in” walking into Halle home, I took in a deep breath “mommy I want to go home” he hasn’t even gone inside “be good now, here hold the bag and give it to Halle when we go in” he took the bag “for me” I laughed “no baby not for you” walking into the room and the deafening silence, I mean it’s a little awkward after everything “hey” she said smiling “hey, go on Aziel. Give the gifts” sitting next to Lillian, I wasn’t about to go and hug her, she didn’t do nothing good for me to hug her about so I just sat down really “awww thank you Aziel” Halle said but Aziel ran to me so quickly “come here” placing him on my lap, he’s getting shy for no reason “awww you didn’t have too, for you to come is the best gift. Thank you for coming” Wyge also came in and sat down, see now if that was Oakley Halle just would just be staring and will have nothing nice to say “Wyge go and get her, let my sisters see her, well we decided to her call Jamila, it’s perfect for his culture and also for our side too” I cooed out “how was the birth?” The elephant in the room right now, it’s awkward “it went as it should have, I mean the baby and I was stressed but she came natural, I think they didn’t think I could but i did it as natural, and I feel like a new person. She has really made me feel whole” smiling at her “this is her” Wyge walked in “awww oh my gosh” she is so tiny in his arms “Aziel sit here, let me hold her” I moved him off my lap “why?” Aziel questioned which made me laugh “let me have little Jamila” poking my lips out, Wyge carefully placed her in my arms “oh she is so cute, look at her. Oh my gosh, she has Wyge face, does she have your eyes” looking up at him “her eyes are light, I think so” he laughed, she is so precious “look at her Aziel, isn’t she adorable” he shook his head “why?” I frowned at him, he is so rude “I don’t like it” rolling my eyes “well I do, and I wish you was a girl. This is playing on my ovaries, I can’t lie. Beautiful, congratulations to the both of you. So happy for you both” she is adorable “put it down” Aziel pointed “put it down? I need you to mind your business” he does not like it “baby no” he cringed, he is so rude “awww my guy, he just wants to be the only boy” Wyge laughed “baby no!” He spat, I shushed him “we heard, now stop” shaking my head at him “come to Auntie baby” Lillian said, she can have him.

I smiled so wide as Wyge took Jamila from me “she is so sweet” I gushed “awww does it make you want to have another?” I laughed “erm, honestly I don’t know. Seeing Jamila and how cute she is, just to have them that tiny. I feel like I didn’t enjoy Aziel at the same time when he was a baby, after all that, you know but she is cute. I would love a daughter” I would love it, it does make me think “I really think you both should, it may change Oakley as a person” Wyge came out of nowhere to say that “you think” looking at him “yeah, when you have a boy it’s like ok. It’s one of the boys you know, but a daughter is different, and I really think you should both try. Might calm him down” I smiled “I don’t want to have a baby to calm a man down really, it should be because he wants too so yeah, but I think we both will eventually” Wyge nodded his head “if Lillian has one now, and then I do. We can have play dates” Lillian pulled a face “girl, be calm” I laughed out “my bad” I chuckled “but yeah, so erm. I hope you like the gifts, it’s bougie like me” Halle chuckled “thank you so much, you didn’t need too” waving her off “it’s fine” I don’t mind it anyways “I still want you to be godparent to Jamila” my mouth opened and then closed “let me speak, just please. I want to say I am so very sorry. I didn’t want this; my emotions took over. When I wrote it and pressed send, I regretted it and wanted to delete it, but I couldn’t, I just froze. It was petty, he said words, then I did. I shouldn’t have, I am so sorry. Rylee please, I didn’t want this or mean it” she looks sincere to me “you made life hard for me” I mumbled “you really have, I don’t like to be between all of this, but I am and why did you even have to come at him like that. Come to me, we was sat there, and you didn’t let me tell him off, he was joking with you, and you did that” I spat, I half shouted “look, Wyge has been mashing up my brain. All I fucking hear in this home is Cench, Oakley. My friend. That man is depressed, ask him. He misses his friend!” She pointed “I do speak on him a lot” he said “I don’t know what to say to you, that is between you but Halle, you fucked up and I am sorry you need to apologise to him, you aired things I said to you, how could you! You ruined my moment, I love you as a friend so much, why would do that” my voice broke, now I am crying “Rylee I am so sorry” her voice broke, now we both crying.

Shaking my head “just I am so mad with you, publicly shaming the man I love. And you know I do love him, what I tell you girls is because I need to vent, we all do it but for you to openly tell the world, and now they are bashing him that he is broke, and it causes issues for me. Halle I don’t see how I can have you around and not cause shit for me” Halle is crying more than me now “I am sorry, I don’t want that. Please Rylee, I will talk to him. Everything was just getting to me, he was talking so much and then yeah, I don’t excuse what I said, but to lose the years we had. I get I am loud. I don’t even want you to be godparent, but I want you as a friend” she sniffled “I can’t lose you Rylee please try and help me make it right, so he doesn’t want me at the wedding or anything” I shook my head “he didn’t want me to come here but I did” Wyge shook his head “he’s so fucking stubborn” Halle is really pleading with me “don’t let him break us apart” she said “Halle don’t put that pressure on Rylee, this isn’t her fault. You did this and you’re now pressuring her to choose, you should do the running if you want to care so much. I told you how pissed I am with what you did so do not put her in this position to make her choose or put pressure on their relationship so please” Lillian piped up and I’m glad she did, because she was “I just want to keep the friendship we have, I do love Rylee” she defended herself “if you loved her then you wouldn’t have done what you did, but you did so now you need to deal with it yourself. I love you Halle, but I am mad you did that, that news was never yours to tell” Lillian is so livid, I am just very hurt.

Imagine if Oakley doesn’t come, Aziel will be so sad with him, but I have ordered our food and he is colouring in the book the waiter gave him, I haven’t bothered to really call him but text him where, so this is down to him really, just when I was about to mentally cuss him out I see him walking over to us “daddy” Aziel face lit up “sorry I was late, I am here now. Hey son” Aziel and the love he has for his dad makes me smile “awww little man, I missed you too. You good yeah?” he asked him “yes, dad it new” he pointed at his chain “yes it’s new, what you doing here? Colouring” he placed him in his seat “that looks amazing son” Aziel looked at me “mommy my star” I chuckled “ok, I will get it out” leaning down to get his star award out “you good?” Oakley made his way over to me “I didn’t think you was coming over to me” I got up from the chair “it’s nothing Lee, disagreements is nothing” he kissed my cheek and hugged me “I know, it’s tiring though” for me this is “I know” he moved back “Aziel wanted this meal” sitting down, getting the award out “show dad then” Oakley sat down across from me “dad I got star” he jumped off the chair and went over to him “oh wow, what is this?” I am proud of Aziel, to see how proud he is of it too “oh wow, you got star of the week? Aziel this is a big thing? I am so proud of you, this is what I been talking about” Oakley hugged him close “this is the best thing, awww Aziel” they both cute “then I asked what he wanted, and he said he wanted this with us both, I am glad you did make it” Oakley sighed out “something came up really, with erm. My mom she just disappeared, I went to see her, and the house is empty. I tried calling her, it rings out. I called my auntie and she said that she is here but doesn’t wish to speak to anyone” I feel bad because I already knew this “the home is empty now though, I guess you can sell it now” let me change the subject “might want to keep for when you do my head in” side eyeing him “I am joking but yeah, she gone. Won’t speak to me, did you know?” he asked me and I just stared at him, is this a trick question, do I tell the truth, does he know that I know.

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Hundred Twenty Four. Part 2

This shit just pisses me off, Halle in general did annoy me because she was loud and rude, she has always been disrespectful towards me. She always said she did it for Rylee so what happened now, but I know Wyge has been talking some shit and I hate when people do that, and I fucking hate when Rylee speaks on me to these dickheads like I get everyone rants but now look “did he say what Lee says about me?” Wadz chuckled “you sounded so cute there baby” my mom said “just pisses me off mom, she always does that. Like she did before so I believe it. She last time said about not wanting a white fucking baby, but then reading the messages, it was nothing bad so I won’t bite but why talk about me” my mom is wanting me to not kick off but it’s there with me, I want to just call Rylee and tell her she is fucking dumb “erm he said that Cench should pipe down when he is the main topic in the groupchat because he can’t be a good man and that the girls think it’s Rylee that makes it work not him because she deserves better but I think it’s more Halle saying that but I was like my guy, you sound like a little bitch about all this, just relax. He said that the way Cench acted was fucked up and that it was unfair that he got affected with all this” shaking my head “fuck him” typing out my comment to Halle, she think she is funny calling me pagan ‘U want free promo because my money dried up in ur man account. I rate @Csouth52 for dealing with a gyal like you, he a good guy and he did better’ pressing send “you added Colin into it” I grinned “you know me Wadz I don’t fucking play, how you coming to me? Like who are you to come to like that, you fucking bitch” my mom swatted me “Aziel is sat here, come Aziel. We will go and get your stuff” Aziel just smiled at me, he knows “don’t listen to me ok” I pointed, he just walked off with my mom, I am glad she is here to do all this because I am heated “look” showing my phone to Wadz, answering the call “what happened there?” Colin asked, “your ex trying to come for me you know and for what?” he laughed “you know out of everything, I dealt with her correctly. Like she is a big personality, and I was there for her, but she need to quit acting like she wasn’t pushing into Rylee life just for the fame, she is dirty too. Like I was doing the cleaning, if she wants to start we can, she is broke. She has left her job too, I heard that. She deadass thinks she is going to be an assistant to Rylee” I pulled a face “she is done, I want her gone” I said “bro, your guy is trapped” Colin laughed “I was upset but I am cooling” Colin is a good guy “you good you know that” I said.

Showing Wadz my phone “no way she is calling you through IG” I have to laugh “bro she is mental” answering the call but putting it on speaker “you are asking for a death wish; I will fuck you up Oakley! I know your shit; I know you motherfucker” I laughed “what do you want me to do with that? You going to get CGM on me? Is that it? Bros are redundant, the fuck they going to do? You ain’t got the money to pay for it, heard you quit your job, Wyge money not dried up yet? Or my money should I say” I laughed “fuck you yeah! You are the pathetic loser that is going to be carried by Rylee, you like them young girls, nigga when I heard you was pulling up on Rylee like that, I was scared. You probably would have dated her younger you dickhead” licking my lips smiling “alright, so the point is I am going to make sure you are out of Lee life, I promise you right now. Keep talking you fat bitch” Wadz laughed “bro, you being disrespectful” Wyge came on the phone “then fucking gag your bitch” I spat “gag yours, I ain’t scared of you. I known you since years don’t do this” rolling my eyes “tell your bitch she lost a godparent” disconnecting the call “I been telling Lee she did that for money, she ain’t listen to me. I am always fucking right” I have to laugh “wife needs to listen to you more, ain’t you scared of the CGM gang?” I shook my head “they are redundant bro, forget it” I ain’t scared of them at all.

Looking behind me at Aziel in the car seat “ready to go home son?” he shook his dad “same, I will miss you” I chuckled, my phone started ringing. I am waiting for my mother to come out of the store, she said she needed something so I thought I would take her before I drop her off, answering the call “Wadz” pressing the phone to my ear “god damn, Halle replied back to you bro oh my days. She put right, listen to this, it’s a lot. This fucking loser of a man on the phone calling me fat bitch and talking utter fucking shit behind a phone, this half breed of shit will pay for his crimes and the people he stepped over. This guy is living off Rylee money, if we speaking let’s speak, my girls been paying the bills. You stopped giving money for Aziel but bought a ring and propose? You don’t treat my girl as she should be treated and like a queen, you bum ass can’t afford her. She is just as stupid as you to want to marry you, you just want to be a made man but trust me her DMs are full of rich men that would and should satisfy her needs she can deny it all she wants but maybe get your head out of the clouds of what we doing and check on your gyal, can’t even pull money out. It’s my girl that be suffering with a dumbass like you, fuck you and don’t ever chat to me again. And then she is pulling the card that you hate fat people, and you are disrespectful to women with mommy issues” I am pissed off “sorry son” my mom said as she got into the car “don’t reply or anything, like bro don’t even do anything let Rylee deal with it” I am so mad “I am mad, I can’t see Rylee I will blow my shit” I am fuming “she said all that public, she is moving mad. I will tell Wyge to relax her” disconnecting the call “mom can you drop off Aziel inside the house because I will end up doing something I will regret” I said straight up “oh Oakley, stop this. Not again, stop letting the internet influence you” I shook my head “I said! Fucking do it! I didn’t ask, I want you to do it so fucking do it. Fucking Idiot” I shouted “ok” she just said, I didn’t fucking ask really.

“Bye dad” Aziel waved, waving at him smiling but I rather not speak to Rylee right now because if I do I may say something that will upset her, if I gave it a few hours or the next day I can speak to her clearly because I don’t check Rylee like that, I ain’t that type of dude. I huffed out answering YBeez call “not you on shade borough, what the hell. You don’t like fat people” I laughed “she is a fat bitch, bro you seen what she said about me though?” he huffed out “deal with it will you, like she is airing shit out about you, both you beefing on the net. It’s stupid” shaking my head “she is extra and wants free promo, I am not having it” she can fuck off “well Wyge called me and said that you need to back off” I have to laugh “he can’t do shit, look I will speak soon. The boss lady is coming over” Ybeez laughed “good, maybe some sense will happen” disconnecting the call, I don’t know why she is coming over “I am not arguing with you, what is this? I saw what Halle put, just please come in and we can talk, you made your mom cry, why did you shout at her for?” Rylee leaned against the car “Oakley please, let’s talk. Your mom is in the house, she cried, and she isn’t coming back out” looking over at her “then you take her home, you can tell your friend I don’t give a fuck, she can get her goons” Rylee face softened “please, I am your fiancé, does this not mean anything to you? We are meant to be husband and wife, please. We don’t need to argue” I shook my head “whatever, you talking shit about me to them bitches?” she laughed “I wasn’t talking shit, I was talking to my friends. She is being malicious, I am so mad because she aired it out that we are engaged, just please. I am upset as much as you are, come” opening the car door.

Rylee passed me her phone “nothing deleted, nothing changed. You can look, I have nothing to hide, how you think I feel. Maybe it is pregnancy hormones because this isn’t like her” passing her phone back “it’s Lillian” she took the phone; I am sick of the shit. She made me out that I don’t do anything for Rylee, I do give her things too “oh she has, oh god. Yeah, well Lillian I need to call you back, some things have come up. I will call you in an hour, I need to speak to you but thank you for letting me know ok, bye” she put the phone down “Halle has gone into labour, that will shut her up but anyways. We don’t need to argue, because I don’t have anything to hide, yes there is men in my DMs, there is famous men at that, I mentioned it to the girls a while ago, it happens but I don’t respond, and you can see it for yourself. I said it, that was it and the whole being useless, we all rant about our men, Lilian said the same about Diji, I just don’t want this to affect us. Because to me this is what people want, just please calm down” her phone is ringing again “hi mom” of course “I know mom but what do I do” she put it on speaker “I told them at Vogue, they said for you to just post the video, the Vogue cover can still go on, it will have to happen this way. Just say it that you are both engaged and tomorrow you both go on a public date, bad press is good press. So tonight UK time at twelve you both just post it and then tomorrow a public date and paparazzi will be there, use that shit and tell Oakley to use this moment too, both of you” her mom just put the phone down “she should do PR” Rylee pulled a face which made me laugh because Rih be working overtime every time “she will only ring me if she has things that come to mind” Rylee sighed out “anyways about us, just relax” she knows I am tense right now.

I am pissed off still but just silent “I want you to apologise to your mom, you made her cry” I shrugged “so this whole shit your mom about to use it as promo? Some paparazzi shit then?” I am confused “well yeah, bad press is always good press according to my mom, maybe she is right look what Halle said was wrong, I am mad with her trust me but what can I do now she is in labour, but I think my mom wants us to go on a public date also with what is being said about you too” I laughed “I do not fucking care, I don’t want to be out. That sly bitch, she might have got boys on me” Rylee rolled her eyes “just listen to me on this, she hasn’t done shit. You aren’t gang anymore, fuck! Oakley this is different now, I need you to do this and post pictures now, just say we are. I want you to post it first” shaking my head walking off “you are so fucking stubborn, the least you can do is fucking apologise to your mom” rubbing my chin as I made my way into the living room, that is what I am going to do, apologise to her. My mom is just sat here “I am sorry” I said as I walked in “of course you are, you and Juke take it in turns to just verbally swear at me all the time or shout at me” sitting down “I am not like him” she loves putting me in that category “but you are, Oakley you swear like he does” I don’t know what she wants me to do “I just want to go to Ireland and leave me there” rolling my eyes “yeah on my dime, so I do it when I can yeah. My money, my time. Might want you to stay to babysit your son since you have no job” she can do that “oh Oakley I will get benefits from the government still, you think I care about your money, if I did I wouldn’t have kicked you out several times. Cheek of you, acting like I need you to live” taking in a deep breath “then where is your Irish family, they aren’t interested in you, they want to know me and who I am. Rachel who? All they see is their child that ran away with a man that wasn’t white, they don’t want you” my mom just stared at me “you are so cruel!” she shouted, “well it’s the truth” I laughed “what is happening here?” Rylee walked in “just a disagreement” I laughed “I am catching a taxi” my mom walked off “what did you do?” Rylee asked me “you need money!?” I shouted; she is running off for what “you causing more issues on top of what we got going on?” I shrugged as Rylee walked off.

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Hundred Twenty Seven.

I can honestly say, I missed LA. I really missed this place so much and now I am home; I love it. I am happy to be home, to be free, to be able to drive and know where I am going but Oakley on the other hand. But I don’t mind London, it’s not a bad place just I need to have a little freedom in terms of just driving when I want but it’s so confusing, that place is just too much and I can’t deal with it so I prefer a driver and will always prefer that, but I am happy to be home and just be able to jump to places and go everywhere. The work is flowing in, I mean I am rarely here, so they jumped at me when I arrived, but I have been busy really, my management booked me in for a lot. It’s funny to see my fiancé face at the Fenty headquarter too, to see him actually take direction, it makes me laugh. Blowing an air kiss as Jen came over to me with her phone in my face “we have the Fenty babies here” I laughed “not that” rolling my eyes, she stopped recording “this place looks nice, it’s very stylish from the last time you all updated the office space. I mean you couple have removed his face” Jen laughed “well he is the face of it, what can we say. Hey, I give you something” she pointed as she sat down “since he did that, the population of men in Europe have bought Fenty Skin, so we are happy, the rise in men buying the skin care and to see the power that boy has overseas, it’s crazy, he is very popular there” nodding my head “yeah, it’s a different ball game there for him I think, he is hounded in a different way more then over here, I don’t know. I told him that maybe he needs to collab with a big American artist, he said he will, but he doesn’t so whatever” I shrugged “what do I know, but this office is cute. It’s weird being here” my mom made her way over “it is, like I feel so old because I remember the little girl that would be running around, when all this was being built, when all this was being made you was young and you would be up and down here, getting candy from people. Telling people who you are” my mom chuckled “and she said I will be your boss, remember” I rolled my eyes “I mean, that was short lived huh” I giggled “never too late, but you been very busy so thank you for coming” I sighed out “I didn’t think I was going to be, that vogue issue came out and that was it, management calling me go here and there, it’s been well but busy. Are you excited for the premiere?” my mom grinned “to have all my kids on the red carpet and the additions to it, yes I am. I mean minus Imani, but I am excited” Imani is annoying my life.

I have really been just around everywhere; it’s been just me and Tion for a few days now. Wake up and leave and come back late. I have been speaking to Oakley, but we haven’t spent that time together, he’s been ok because my family have been there and around, Damson too so he is entertained “mommy” Aziel said waving at me “morning baby, how are you?” he made his way over to me “where is your top gone” he smiled “I like it” side eyeing him “look, it’s batman” acting all surprised “wow, that is amazing. That’s his car, I love it baby. You go and play” I said to him, I have no idea why that boy is even topless “decided to join us, I mean you should be glad we made extras” looking around to the kitchen “where is he?” I pointed “outside, I am going to call him in, we made breakfast for you all, because we nice like that” making my way to the kitchen to sit down “aww thank you, the both of you. Also Ti, I know you have been taking care of Aziel for me” Ti smiled as she walked off “well it’s a big day today, and we are happy everyone is home, I think it’s a great joy” Damson is sweet “you are really a good person, to my sister” he laughed “I am ok, I mean we are like any other couple, but we have that spark, that love. I mean did I say love, but we have that. You know what I mean” smiling at him “I do, can you talk that into Oakley” he laughed out walking off “I get that a lot” looking over at Oakley, he made his way over to me “little miss busy and that” smiling at him “I know, I miss you” he pressed a kiss to my forehead as he sat down, I thought he would be annoyed with me “your dad makes me laugh, he an old man but just chilling and vibing to life” he sat next to me “my dad will never grow up, I miss you too” leaning over to him and pressing a kiss to his lips “I felt you come to bed last night though, I heard you groan out seeing Aziel in bed” I chuckled “yeah I was mad, like not him again I took him out of the bed straight off” I spat.

I am impressed with this breakfast “so, we are all sat here. You both better be coming to the party, don’t be boring now” Ti pointed at us both “this is the boring one, not me. He makes me boring” Oakley smiled “I said I will come; we discussed this already Tianna. I said I will come, it’s good vibes. Handsome man will be there” Oakley pointed, Damson laughed “shut the fuck up, handsome man. You can talk you pretty lesbian” Oakley snorted laughing “fuck you bro” they are both giggling “you piss me off, he out there trying to forget history. This pretty girl over there had the longest fucking hair, like bro cut it” Damson pointed “remember someone said are you a female?” they both sniggered “my voice didn’t break, my voice was squeaking, and she goes young person, can you help with this. So I did, and she goes thank you, I said it’s ok, then she turned to me and goes are you a female? I swear I was so mad, but like my voice didn’t break, I was like fourteen and squeaking like a bitch, then it broke and now it’s this. Deep as shit” Damson can’t stop laughing “you came into school that one day with a deep voice, then you switched. You switched onto shit; you flexed that shit so bad too” these two get on so well “you think you would crush on Oakley if he was in school?” Damson asked, looking at him “I have seen his school pictures and erm, I don’t think so” I laughed putting my hand over my mouth “that is deep you know!” Ti chuckled “I am sorry, but you looked like an average white boy, I don’t blame her, I mean even with Damson. He looked not good” least Ti is on my side with this “she goes oh no, this person is not you and I goes you only liked light skinned men! Be quiet” Damson spat “she will learn that I am the most handsome” shaking my head “they went to some celebrity school and learnt nothing” I gasped “Damson!” he is so rude “I am used to it, he does this a lot. He said we went to fake school” Ti waved him off “I am teasing, my bad but yeah, life is weird because in real terms I don’t think either of us would date each other” I pulled a face “he liked snow bunnies let’s not” rolling my eyes “that’s because he’s a white baddie” Damson got jokes “man shut up!” Oakley spat “I am joking” shaking my head.

To see us all done up, to see us go out together as a family. Oakley not dressed in something that isn’t a tech fleece or hoodies. I mean he refuses to wear anything suit related, but he will do anything, I am excited to see him in a suit for the wedding day, I might get emotional. I just know he will look so handsome “I love this look, Jah did you good. This little set up, he made us match” I am showing a little leg, Oakley eyes lit up “you look amazing” I pointed at him “so do you, look at this little jean and top set up, and the hair. You come to serve the bitches” he laughed “nah just you, I am happy with this, like that guy. Jah or whatever he said, we know your fussy. I looked hard but we have these three tops, and they all designer and I saw this sweatshirt, you know I love a good one and I got it so you happy with it” he asked me “I am happy Oakley, I love it. We look good and look at my Aziel” he is so into playing with his Batman toy “yeah, we look good. The car is outside though. They both gone already of course. Aziel come, let’s go!” Oakley said to him, I am super proud of my little family, we look amazing “we about to show out” I beamed “we are, I am happy” I cooed out, I love when he is happy, I think he is enjoying himself here, for once.

I am letting Oakley take the lead with this, I don’t want to be the one taking over when he is capable of doing it and I don’t want to be the one controlling it all “awww” I cooed out, Oakley fixed my dress once I got out “just under your feet, well heel” he said as he stood back “thank you babe” I smiled, they are all shouting a lot because my mother also came out and they are all seeing us together for once “I’m going to go on with Damson and then you come” Ti ran ahead of me “come here” holding Aziel helping him get out “you look so handsome baby” he jumped off the step, he’s in a good mood “we going to go to your mom” Oakley asked “yeah, let’s go” I pointed, letting Oakley walk ahead as I held Aziel hand as we made our way to my family “I was so confused, some white man walking to us” my dad plays too much “shut up” my dad and him dapped each other “you look so cute, Rylee I love it. Jah did you all good” I grinned “he did, thank you Jah” I said to him but he waved me off “don’t thank me, you look beautiful. A beautiful family” I am so happy “do you want to start walking to the carpet” the guy came over to us “let’s go” I said to him, Oakley looked a little confused but then he held my hand, and I held Aziel hand walking onto the carpet. I am so immune to the shouting now; I have no idea what they be saying but it’s whatever” turning around to the cameras “congratulaitons on the engagement!” I smiled “over here! Look over here!” I sighed out, bringing Aziel forward “beautiful! Beautiful! Central Cee! Kiss her cheek!” This is not him at all, he hates all this shit. Looking over at him “what” he said to me “ignore them” I laughed, he is smiling but is confused “kiss her cheek!” Why they keep shouting that, Oakley pulled my hand and bought me closer, he did kiss my cheek and I just smiled so wide “awww” they all said, I sighed out and I blushed because that’s cute of him to do that “Rihanna!!” Oh here comes my mother “move along” I said to him, Damson and my sister are waiting “my guy!! Red carpet thing” they dapped each other, they are happy which makes me happy, I just want Oakley to be happy really and comfortable and he is “looking like a beautiful ass family girl” Ti said which made me smile, to get these kind of compliments, it’s a boost because the disrespect I got from Vogue made me mad even though it got scrapped the party on what they said about, I don’t care for all that.

I like to know what Oakley is doing and he’s speaking to press, not like him at all and he’s laughing so it’s a plus for me, making my way over to him “yeah, yeah. Here she is” he pointed “here I am, what is this?” I laughed “we was asking him what made him love you, you know we love to see a love story, so we asked him what made him fall in love. And would you like to know his answer” looking at Oakley “yes I will actually, I need to know” he is red “he said her spirit, the thing that made me fall for Lee was seeing how selfless she can be, she has been through tough times and I see that for myself, we had our ups and downs but she has a good heart and loved a broken man” poking my bottom lip out “I love you” I said to him “stop it” he chuckled putting his head down “awwww he’s shy now, but what made you fall for him, you know we nosey over here. We need the information “my husband to be, he’s a very private man. The thing you don’t see publicly is how loving he is, how he does care, he does love me. He loves me for who I am, not my background and the beauty I mean that was a bonus for him” Oakley laughed out “yeah yeah, she know she bad” Oakley agreed “well Rylee, you have chosen a very nice gentleman, and thank you for the interview Central Cee” I smiled as we walked off “an interview, look at you. Cutie” he put his arm around me “it’s alright, they grabbed me. Cool though, they asked me about music and stuff like they didn’t belittle me” I poked my lips out “don’t say that, nobody belittles you” I just froze seeing North, she can’t be here. Is that really her and Saint, I just stared at them “what is it?” He asked, I am just staring at her, and he is walking towards me “erm” I just said “wow, you’re here” Oakley let out an oh, I haven’t seen North in so long, even P is here “Rylee, wow” she said, “you look like a grown woman” North laughed “thank you, you look well” Oakley held my hand “yeah we need to go somewhere” he lied “see you around” smiling at her, I know Oakley will not want me near her at all. He disliked North for so long and now she is here, it’s a weird feeling, a bittersweet one because she is, well was a best friend of mine “I ain’t know she was coming” Oakley said “same” I sighed out, that is so awkward.

I am loving life, this whole night and event is what I needed, and I’ve had the most enjoyment seeing Oakley have a good time too, I am happy that Damson is here with us and with Tianna because he pushes him to get out there “I am not young anymore, I’m going now. Because I got word that Amelia and Aziel aren’t doing well, but it’s ok. You relax, you have a good time. I got it and your dad will be here so have fun” I laughed, he is dancing away my dad “look at him but thank you mom, are you ok to have him tell tomorrow” she waved me off, her way of saying shut up to me. Let me go and find my man, I can get him to do a little moving on the dancefloor since he is in a good mood “Rylee” that voice alone made me freeze, not Saint “leave me alone” I looked towards him “I just wanted to say you look mighty fine” North rushed over “move” she said to him, after everything “sorry” North said walking over to me “it’s fine” I just said “Rylee, don’t walk away please” she knew I was about to run “we have been friends for far too long, in diapers. Come on, give me that time” taking in a deep breath “we have been through so much, I miss your friendship so much. I have seen that you are engaged, and you are on a different path in life, you are at a point of being someone’s wife, I am happy for you, but I also know you my friend. I know that you can do so much better Rylee, just because you had a baby by him does not mean you needed to stay with a man below you, god bless he beat cancer, but you didn’t need too, you loved him as a teenager, we all have our first love, you settled because you are too scared to be with others. I am sad you never got to live life Rylee, Oakley may not have been bad to you like Saint, but he knows he has you” shaking my head “living life isn’t going to city to city, meeting different men, smoking weed in the club. It’s nothing, life is when I see my son happy, that is life. I am not strung up at home North, I am always in different cities. I am not depressed or unhappy, I think you are. You are unhappy that you lost me, and I am not in the position you are in, looking for a man to love you. I am going to be someone’s wife, to a guy everyone doubts, I wish you was more of a friend to me then one of my haters, and it does hurt me because I also miss you, I think back to everything we did together but one thing” she is going to make me cry “out of all this bullshit, I got my sister. And she is my most loyal friend, I may have lost you, but I have her, and North” I sniffled “I do wish you all the best, and I do think of you. I hope you find a man that loves you because deep down you have a good heart” she put her head down, why am I crying and why is she crying “she made you cry?” Oakley said out of nowhere “no, it’s nothing. We was just talking” I sniffled “let’s just move from here, come” I said moving him back “you stay away from her” Oakley said “leave it please, come” wiping my tears, I don’t know why I felt that to my core.

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Hundred Twenty Three. Part 6

I thought I would take my daughters out for a meal; Chris is god knows where and Imani won’t answer me so I will take my two daughters, but I am unsure of Rylee if she is coming, she did say yes but she isn’t feeling well either, I am already out. I said to the girls I would meet them here, Chris won’t even answer me either so I am guessing they both may be together which wouldn’t shock me but good luck to her really, Chris has had enough of Imani shit, she has done nothing but hurt him. Chris adored Imani so much, he raised that girl from birth, and he had that bond but that is her own fault, I told Chris he can deal with that “look at you ten minutes late, not bad” I got up from the chair “exactly, not bad. Come here mom” Ti said, hugging my daughter “I know it’s last minute thing but just wanted to see you both, have a little food” moving back from the hug “I even asked Imani, but she didn’t answer me” Ti scoffed “good, Rylee wouldn’t have been happy with that anyways” letting out an oh, she has a point there really “is she coming or not? I am beginning to get a little hungry too” Ti cooed out “she said she is, she is getting ready, so she says. I mean she just found that out too, I don’t know if she did, but I called her before I came in and she said she is getting ready, and Aziel was playing up I think but we can get starters, she said she wasn’t really eating, she just wanted to come for the company and that is it” might as well order then “ok, we can order. What did Damson say when you said you was coming here?” Ti giggled “oh he said what? But we going to eat I said look this what happened with Rylee, he understood, he goes I will message Oakley. He did and Oakley just told him he got some issue and call him later, I am like I don’t know what issue but ok” Ti shrugged “how are you and Dason, you both so Zen” Ti grinned “we are, it’s always vibes with us, like we can’t wait to go back to LA. And to just really be more public with us” I smiled so wide “you both are couple goals you know that, like you have peaked with him. You both compliment each other so much and because of how mysterious you both are, people want more. Damson seems to fit in so well, I like him a lot. He is the least of the troubles anyways” he is a good guy “I am super happy for you Ti, I am glad my daughters are finding good men” Tianna cooed out “Rylee always says, Oakley got you a good man, look what I am with” I cringed “I said it to Damson, and he goes oh he was normal, his lifestyle made him just so dense, but she got to stop saying that when we are together, it’s rude” shaking my head.

I should have ordered more starters, I am hungry. I need the mains out already “mom you stressed?” Ti asked, “how so?” I laughed “you eating more, like you rarely complain about being this hungry” I sighed out “honestly, it’s stressful when your kids grow up. I get scared for you girls, Imani just everywhere. The younger three are a breeze but I go to sleep and pray, I wake up and pray for you girls. I want the best for you all. Now Imani, I am feeling it. And then now Rylee with this, just headache. But I am so happy for you, Damson just integrates into the family so well, he gets on with us all. How is his family with you? How many times have you seen them?” I asked “a few times now, I went out with some food with his mom alone, she has my number. She loves me a lot” I cooed out “a good mother in law” I pointed “mom stop!” Ti yelped out “she is here” I pointed; Rylee is walking over like she was dragged out “you said she was getting dressed?” Ti looked behind her “I did too, what happened?” she is in sweatpants and a hoodie “oh I cried before I came, had a meltdown and just came like this” she sat down and took her shades off “why?” I questioned “because Aziel just annoyed me, the child just doing everything wrong. He thinks everything is a joke, went into his room he wanted some sneakers I put away that his dad got him, he pulled every single sneaker out all on the floor, I shouted at him, he shouted at me, and I got mad saying how dare you shout at me, he banged the door. Called Oakley yeah, saying look your son is doing this, he said I am busy, heard dad in the background so I just had a meltdown and put the phone down, Grace came to the house eventually to babysit and she cleaned it up but that wasn’t the point, so yeah I am here now” Ti and I just looked at each other.

My daughter having cocktails, she is stressed out “so the premiere of Snowfall, I hope we all get VIP?” Ti giggled “you know what, I enjoyed acting. The whole set up, the whole scenario. You know how joyful it was to act alongside your man, the bonding, the jokes. Getting to see his friends, it was just the best thing. We got to bond too and then there is” she laughed “a sex scene” I gasped “mind you we haven’t had sex at that point, like it took us time to get to that point, we was making out and all that. We had to do that scene and erm” she laughed “we did the scene, and everyone was saying these two already been doing it, this is why Ti was so natural, I am like huh nah. But yeah, it was kind of funny to see. I am excited for you all to see” the excitement is making me happy “I can’t wait, what about living arrangements for you both?” I asked “well I am going to stay at Rylee home and then he said we go apartment hunting, he mentioned it not me, I said I am going to Rylee home, didn’t want to mention it but yeah. I will be in LA still, two homes. London and LA, main base in LA but we just are so perfect, he is what I want” I smiled “this makes me so happy, you both make me so happy. You deserve it” holding her hand “thank you, and really Oakley, like he really pulled through” nodding my head “he can pull through for everyone but me though” looking at Rylee “you know what, you all say he is good. I am not saying he is fucking bad, but he is so hard, he is hard fucking work. If it was up to him he would do nothing, he wouldn’t even do a thing, he does things because he loves me but it’s hard too, I have to ask him, I have to say you’re coming to this event, yeah for you. Or I may not come, I don’t do that shit. When I am doing fashion work, or walking the runway, if I don’t ask him he doesn’t come, why can’t he surprise me. When he did what he did to get engaged I was so shocked, he doesn’t do anything for anyone! I cried so much because yeah he did it but also he made that effort that I doubt he will want to do. I appreciate it but I want to not make him do things either, it’s tiring and now Chasing that bastard brother, why!” she spat.

She is so mad, and I get it “Rylee, your dad was hard work too. I am telling you men are, ok some girls get it easy but men are hard work and annoying and they always think they do nothing, that is the point, you’re doing nothing, do something. I understand Rylee I do” she is mad “Taylan was the same, but he was more manipulative with it. Oakley isn’t, he is just set in his ways. He will do it but on his terms, for him to do what he does for you he cares. I get it’s hard, but I do see he loves you; he really does. He is distracted yes, dad being with him is helping him, we all see he is distracted” Ti said to Rylee “why can’t he just act like he cares more” she shook her head “he does care, just doesn’t show it. Ok in private what is he like? You tell us?” Ti pointed “like a baby, like so loving. He just wants to be little spoon; he is all over me like a baby. He loves that touch, and that love but I wish he made more effort, he does it on his terms and it annoys me a lot of the times. I get he is in that grieving period still, I am trying with his mom so I can break him down to come closer, but he just runs to his apartment, and I can’t see what he is doing, you’re my fiancé, I know you’re not sleeping, or doing the right things. I don’t know what he wants and it’s all these years!” she spat “he wants you, but I think you need to accept how he is more. The more you accept that, once you marry him you can manipulate to your standards, your dad settled. I just think Oakley is the calm version of your dad, he made the biggest step and that was to want to marry you, so he cares. But yeah, he should be here because you just lost a baby too” Rylee shook her head as a sob left her lips “I am so scared to have another, and he is useless? Like yeah ok he was there but he wasn’t there at the same time, he always left, and I wanted him there. I just don’t know” this hurts me “see this hurts me” I said “like I want to slap him, stop crying” it is making me mad that she is now.

Hearing these two stories makes me happy that I am far from this; I wonder if this is how my mother felt with me and all the drama that be happening, I can’t lie but hearing all this makes me hate men but was Chris any different, he really wasn’t, he was a pain in the ass and was so bad “I like Damson so much, like he’s a good man. How did he even become friends with some like Oakley, can he not put sense into him” Rylee asked “no he can’t, I did ask because like I was saying to him Oakley does give the least at times and little things he thinks are big, he doesn’t get that yeah you’re marrying my sister, but things need to happen more, take her out more. He goes not my issue, I get that but like I was thinking one time about you Rylee, I feel like you should have tried others. There is billions of men out there and you may have found another that would praise you, love you like you want” that is a good question “those billions aren’t Oakley, I can complain about him, but he is him. He does make me happy, but they aren’t him. I love him” poking my lips out “but men are men they aren’t perfect, we always going to complain” I laughed “yeah like Damson isn’t perfect, oh he is bad at texting. And we have argued about it, he says but we talk. But I want a goodnight text? Don’t I deserve it” Rylee laughed “Oakley is bad too, maybe it’s a London thing, I sent him a cute picture of me. He put that’s hard, I was like your dick? He goes no, the picture, he is so dry” I love seeing Ti and Rylee and how far they have come “Oakley is dry though that doesn’t shock me, I feel he is boring in bed too? Oh damson is, he’s vanilla” I chuckled “alright girls” I don’t want to know that at all “Oakley is a devil, he is a good lover” I pulled a face “ok end it, what exactly are you going to do about this? You know when Jah met him, he came rushing over to me and said Rylee really like that guy? He’s kind of short, skinny and he’s special in the face, there is models that would sweep her off her feet” Rylee gasped “he said that? What is wrong with Oakley? He’s the most handsome to me” Ti cooed out “Rylee you always been in love with him, he speaks and you’re there” Ti pushed her “but I am mad with him” I sighed out “right, I am going to go to the bathroom, be back” making my way to the bathroom and pressing the phone to my ear as I did, I am calling Chris I know he is with Oakley “twin” he answered “do me a favour, can you tell Oakley to pull his finger out of his ass, just like make some time with Rylee, I don’t know how you do it, make it happen. Please” Chris can deal with that “hmm ok, I will” he disconnected the call.

Frowning at Aziel “I heard you have been giving my daughter a hard time” I said to him “no” he said to me but acting all cute “don’t look at me like that, I am here now. Did you do your homework” he nodded his head “he didn’t” Grace laughed “you lied to me?” he ran off “mommy she mean” he ran to his mom “he is lucky I let him off, the spoilt brat” how dare he run to his mom like that “daddy” looking behind me, oh he has come with Chris “alright son” Oakley picked him up “you had a good meal?” Chris asked “I did thank you” grabbing his hand and walked backwards smiling “how?” I said in a whisper “I didn’t say much really, I just said you want to see Aziel and that. And then when we pulled up I said look my wife wanted you here and that something you need to just see Rylee, I told him that he needs to take it. Women are hard work” rolling my eyes “we literally just had a men hating session, I think you are the hard work not us but you needed to tell him he needs to speak to her, sort this shit out you know” Chris rubbed his chin “hard thing; he said that she needs to apologise” rolling my eyes “you just love to see me work, right. Oakley!” I said making my way over to him “where is she gone?” I asked, Rylee has ran off now.

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[calypso-finale]

Hundred Twenty One.

To keep this secret to myself is hard, having to keep my ring in my jewellery box is hard, to just be normal is hard because I really want to say it, I want to tell the world that I am engaged, that I am worth something. That a guy did want me for me, for every man that just saw me as Rihanna daughter, to every guy that just assumed I was a whore, I am being wifed up and I am so happy. I have cried tears of joy in the hotel in Italy but having to be quiet about this has been so hard for me because I am happy. I just feel I am entering a new chapter in my life; I just can’t wait to tell the world because men haven’t been kind to me and they never saw me as wife material just because they couldn’t have me but it’s over, I am going to be married and it will be for life, and it’s with a man I want, I am happy, I haven’t stopped smiling since “your home is full, Jesus” Ti said, “is Damson here?” I asked “he is, he’s talking to some of the family, and I thought I would come here and see you, how was Italy? Hey Emi, you playing with makeup brushes again?” I rolled my eyes “she has been playing in my makeup, they new anyways so she is pretending, how are you? And how was Scotland? Some little time away and that” hugging her “it was so good, nice to have peace. Nobody harassed us, people there were lovely but then we had to come back to reality, he is going back soon, so that means so am I” I pulled a face “you’re joking, stay” she laughed “I know, as much as we have the best times, I think you know. I need to be there for a while, but you need to be there for the red carpet event for Snowfall and I am not even joking with you” she pointed “oh I promise I will be there; my house is full I know. People are confused why, my mom said why did you invite Momo, I said why the hell not, Imani is here too, I wanted to slap her but hey, whatever” I shrugged “yeah I saw her, she is so smug. But dad is next to her, but I just came here, how do you feel though? Like nobody actually knows besides me and Damson in this home, how do you actually feel? You are going to be a wife, like this is crazy?” I giggled “good, I was in Italy, and I was laying in bed just thinking and I cried, tears of joy but I just feel like this is a new chapter, mind you I haven’t seen Oakley since, like he called me and all that, but he is busy with something, I don’t know but he is coming, he has the footage, so he has too” I went silent as there is a knock on the door “who is it!?” I asked “dad” I cringed “he hasn’t really spoken to me since, yeah come in!” I spat; Ti side eyed me “I came for Emi but just also you know see Rylee but you’re here too” my dad came in.

Emi is cute, as she grows she is getting cuter “she is hanging with mom too much, she loves my bedroom. She is pretending to put makeup on and talk to herself, she is doing a Fenty tutorial, you see my IG story? I put her up, it’s so funny” she is still on it too “yeah she is always with Robyn and watching her do it but erm yeah, how are you girls?” my dad asked, me and Ti looked at each other “I think we have both become so close, I love having Tianna here. Damson is hilarious and yeah, we all get on over here” Tianna nodded her head “I am happy, I just want to say I am proud of you both with how far you have both come, I am so proud you know that” smiling at him “thank you” Ti said “and I know that you feel I am soft on Imani, maybe I am but I find it hard to you know tell her off, her emotions are so disconnected so it’s hard to just tell her off, and yeah. Mom and I are bringing her home, I know we were hard on you both. I have many regrets” what exactly did Oakley say to my dad “well how is she going to learn?” I questioned “she is still messaging Juke, what do you want me to say” my mouth fell open “so yeah, it’s a losing game girls. I can’t keep doing this, I can’t keep beating people up, or doing this, it’s not on anymore. I guess we have to let her make her mistakes don’t we but within reason, we are going to keep her close, including money wise, it’s going to be in the shared account me and mom hold so we know what she spends it on. But I want you girls to always be close, I am happy for you both because you have both got so far, and I guess with age, it happens” he said, “what did Oakley say to you?” I am so curious now “he gave me different vibes, like he didn’t speak down to me, but he just told me how it is, he told me you know. I guess that, how fucked I have been with you Rylee, particularly you are of course. And I hate that will always be there but it’s a moment that happened, and you was pregnant, he didn’t say anything wrong though but yeah, I better go down. I am so confused why the Barbados crew are here” I laughed “and your mom dad” he pulled a face “I wanted peace, you bought me pain” I chuckled “nah I love it really, see you both down” my dad walked off.

My dad took Emi with him “wow” Ti said “what did Oakley do really? Dad seems sad and I hate to see dad sad” I cringed “I will have to speak to him when I see him, I told you I haven’t seen him with my own two eyes yet, I said I wanted him and dad to make up but now it seems like he is made him sad but yeah, I think he may have bought up the past” I huffed out “well Imani has got the easy way out, why the fuck is she obsessed with Juke!?” Ti spat “good question, but I think it may be to do with him taking her virginity too, I can’t have Juke in the family. As much as Oakley loves him, I need him back with Sky. I may need to pull a mom” Ti laughed sitting down “but I support this, I think you need too though” tapping on Oakley name and putting him on speaker “I need to know what he is doing” I sighed out “babe” Ti chuckled “don’t babe me, where are you?” I asked “I am in the car with my people, I mean like I was gathering my people you know that. I am coming, be about half hour? Or is that not good enough” I chuckled “I mean it is but just miss your face, call me when you park up. I want to see you first, my own two eyes first please” Oakley laughed “alright, yeah. I will call you, I am in the car so I will see you soon” Ti gagged, I kicked her leg “bye” disconnecting the call “gag fest” she said, “I bet you was doing a lot of gagging in Scotland, shut the fuck up” Ti gasped “you really won with Damson though, like he is so loveable and hilarious” Ti grinned “I am so happy, forever grateful to Oakley. Damson was saying Oakley wasn’t a bad guy, him being kicked out of his own house while in school, at a young age that did it to him but then his parents never took blame for that, it’s a shame but I never said Oakley was a bad guy, you can see it but yeah. I am happy for you both, me and Damson was saying that how perfect it was for you both, that is more you two then a holiday engagement” she is right really, I think the whole moment was perfect.

I know my mom is so confused on why the family are all here, this is something she wasn’t expecting but I said I missed them, I don’t really I just want to do this with most of my family here “Rylee I was just showing Mel, the outtakes from Oakley video shoot, he is a real character that man of yours” walking over to her “what did he do now” I have to laugh because Oakley can be stupid “just watch this” she pressed play “my eyes hurt you know” he said with his eyes shut “did you wash you face or your eyeballs” my mom came into the shot and wiped his eyes for him “you are so silly, what are you like” I squinted my eyes “why is he topless?” I questioned “because it’s a morning routine Rylee, oh please” I scoffed “don’t oh please me mom. The fans girls are going to love this” which is true, answering Oakley call “oh she is getting a little overprotective of her man now” I laughed at Mel saying that “as you asked, I am outside now” I knew it “yes” putting the phone down, I have not seen him since because we was supposed to meet and then something came up, something always comes up when it comes to us, but I am excited to see him. Stepping outside and I see a whole lot of cars, he has bought everyone along “who is the wheelchair for?” I pointed Wadz laughed “Juke” letting out an oh, I mean that is his family “what a nice fucking house you got here” Slawn said peeping my home “oh thank you” seeing Oakley, I gasped “flowers!?” I spat “I went to put petrol in that is all” he is such a liar, hugging him “stop it! You got them for me, awww lovey, thank you” pressing a kiss to his lips “well I got it for you init, who else. I got the gang together, the boys. Walid is going to do some video thing so yeah, we on it. Just you know, we doing this” there is so many boys here, this is crazy “Wyge is here too!” I had to announce, “who let him here?” Clint spat “my best friend please, can we all just like each other for the get together” I didn’t expect this “I am so happy for you” Rachel said “aww god, yeah, thank you. It’s been a battle, but nobody knows, so just keep it to us” she hugged me “aww” I cooed out.

My family mouth fell open, like there is so many boys, like loads and I mean ok what the fuck, he never mentioned this, his family is his mom and brother, but what is this, but I won’t say a thing “fucking hell, I have not seen this type of gang in a while” Damson said, Momo is in a state already I can see it “what is this?” my dad asked “erm” I just said “I am shooting a music video” Oakley came up from behind me “that” I said “just in general though, like everything” my dad looked at Juke and everyone in the room did, as did my uncles “I don’t know, Lee said I could use the house” my dad is suspicious “it’s a family home” my dad added “it’s my home, just let’s get drinks, yay. Drinks” diverting Oakley outside “yeah come, let’s go” grabbing his arm “what the fuck? You invited all of west London?” I said “this is my people; this is your family. This is mine, I wanted them here, is it a bad thing? Your family takes half the home but it’s ok?” shaking my head “I just wasn’t expecting it, that is all. It’s fine, put your chest back in, what is wrong?” he has his chest pumped out ready for a fight “just people init, volatile, I want them here that is all. I seen the way they looked at my family, just shit” nodding my head “they did the same to my dad, it’s fine. It happens, just let’s have a good day, come on. I missed you; nobody is fighting here. I have my family and you have yours yeah?” he nodded his head “ok?” I don’t want him to feel like that “yeah” he smiled “Aziel is outside with his cousins so you will catch him there, it’s a good day for us” he nodded his head “it is, I love you” he wrapped his arms around me, this is a very on edge and for what.

From the living area, we have the doors fully open to see outside and the split in families besides my mom and dad, they are mingling with that side, I like it, they are trying, and I want that. My dad feels bad about Oakley, so he is there, my mom is speaking to his mom, and I am glad they are, but my mom family are just not happy “why did you bring us all here niece?” Rorrey asked “because I sometimes miss you and I knew mom would be here” a made up lie “you think it was good to have this mess, to showcase this? Imani is here, and she is trying to get over what he did, do you not care about that?” I laughed “no I don’t, I don’t care about Imani, you right. This is about me, and if she didn’t want to come she could have stayed at home” I stared at her “not my fault you’re chasing half a man” putting a finger up at her “half a man, you’re chasing someone that don’t want you, go and wheel him around if you’re so tough” I scoffed “I can and I will if I want” I sniggered “oh here she goes with her delusions, you have become such a bitch! I ain’t fucking forgiven you for trying to fuck up my relationship! Oh you think I forgot?” now I am mad after I told him to not be bad “who fucking cares about the redundant two, I showed him what you said, how is that my fault” I don’t have it in me to stay calm “Rylee!” Ti spat but before she could even just try and calm me I threw my phone which hit her right on her forehead “you stupid fucking bitch! You think I forgot, I have you in my house and I forgot!? You think your clever” Ti pleaded with me “give my phone back”  I shouted, “I am glad it was the edge, cry!” Ti went over to get my phone “why did you do that?” my dad said, “because I can, she is in my home” Oakley came in after my dad “what’s happened?” he asked me “I might have thrown my phone at Imani, she is crying” I said, “why did you fucking do that for!?” my dad spat “you can’t fucking invite people and do that fucking shit!” my dad hollered “I told that bitch I would get her! And I did, go and wipe her fucking tears dad, go on!” I pointed, Oakley turned around “Lee, leave it” he said but he wasn’t looking at me “you deal with yours, I deal with mine” Oakley said “but the point is she deserves it” Oakley just pulled me along.

Oakley took me outside “are you mad with me? You seem mad with me?” I asked, he shook his head “nah, just ain’t worth it, that is what I wanted to say. You telling me to relax, and to not start shit and look at you” he laughed “I know but I don’t forget, you called me a dickhead over that, I didn’t exactly invite her to beat her but like she spoke to me, just her trying to be fucking clever made me mad, but I knew I wouldn’t get to her so I used my phone” Oakley is laughing “just leave it now, you can stay with me, being dense. The fact you was looking at me when you was the secret one to be mad” he put his arm around me “just a lot of things was annoying me that is all, what is Walid doing?” he is filming “for the video we going to put on social, it will be the reaction to this, just wait on my boy, he is good” Ti rushed over to me “what the fuck happened there” she said “literally what you saw, she shouldn’t have pissed me off really” she cringed “dad was like why did Oakley say I deal with mine, that is my daughter so I came out here, look can we not make things heated, we need to relax it” my dad is coming now “I wish you girls wouldn’t argue and fight like this” he said “these men acting like bamboons!” my ears perked up “oh god, she will always be miserable until death” my dad said “I can peep” Oakley mumbled “she don’t like loud noise and men, fuck my life but really, did we have to like fight like that?” my dad turned back around to me “she was wrong, you know it” Ti went over to Momo “you want to go back inside” she said “you want to dance mama?” Clint said to Momo “I will hit you” Oakley huffed and then pressed a kiss to the top of my head “relax ok, leave her now” nodding my head “come” Oakley hit my dad shoulder, I frowned as they both walked off together, I wonder why he did that.

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[calypso-finale]

Hundred Nineteen. Part 2

I feel like I have completed life, I feel so complete in a weird way, like I have accomplished something, like I reached my end goal. I am so happy, I am going to marry Rylee, I will be a married man. I never in my life thought I would be married, this is shocking to me because I never dreamed of walking down the aisle, even wearing a suit for my own wedding, I never wear a suit anyways so this will be a first. I have done something good in my life, I have done numbers in the music industry but this, this is mine. This is something for me, I have done this for me, when I was making it in the rap game I did it for my family, I wanted to show them I can do it but this is different, I did this for me, for my happiness, I am so happy “you look so happy” Wadz made his way over to me “I did it, I am shocked. I didn’t expect this to happen, me being married, did you ever think?” He shook his head “nah, I never saw you as a guy that would want marriage, but you love bro. You’re in love, and I hope I one day get to feel that, I don’t know what it is. All I see is that is drove you crazy bro, you been through a lot. And the pain, I feel like it’s the worst pain to go through” I chuckled “it’s happiness though, I am happy. I feel it’s a dream, I personally wasn’t expecting me to be in this position, like with everything. People just talking shit, from when she came to London, I still remember it now. She came to Heathrow, and I was like wow, just then to now, I am happy. It’s my time, I ain’t say much. Like I keep it quiet but it’s my time, I did this shit for my boys, for my family. But this, this is me. I did this for me” my voice broke “I’m alright, just it’s been hard. But yeah” I sighed out “I can’t wait to marry her, be back in the house properly, I need it. I miss her” Rylee made her way over to me “have you seen the state of me, this is all your fault” her make up is a mess “I ain’t saying a thing” I grinned “ass” holding her hand “what you saying though, coming back to mine” I tried to not laugh, Wadz ended up laughing “oh we waiting for wedding night” I groaned out “I will drag you to the alter, I swear. By 10am tomorrow we will be married” I pointed “nah Walid, you ain’t recording that” I laughed “this guy, it’s done! Stop!” I spat “bro, we need the funny parts” I shook my head “you coming to mine then” she smirked, leaning into me “I will kill you if you make me pregnant and I am fat, I swear” wrapping my arms around her “I got you” I chuckled.

Smiling at Rylee half asleep still “look at you laying there waiting to be small spoon” I am happy “I am at the peak of life; I mean come on. That was a good night, come to bed. Quick” Rylee gave me a lot, I liked it “you know what made me happy out of all this” she climbed back into bed but sat up, with her back against the headboard, I just laid my head on her thigh “go on” I closed my eyes “that you wore a condom, like you listened to me, and I feel happy Oakley. Even if I did get caught you didn’t just do it, made me so happy” I smiled so wide because she’s playing with my hair “easy life babe, but also you right. We can wait” I did not want to hear Rylee speak on why I did it, and now she could be and ruin her time too so it’s calm “you planned the wedding day too?” She asked which made me laugh “I mean I could if you want but I will leave that to the ladies, but I just thought with this I would deal with it, I just want to make you happy” honest truth “I did think you was cheating on me you know” I lifted my head up frowning “because we wasn’t having sex!” Rolling my eyes placing my head back down “you drama you know” she is “but I am a woman, I think things but the way you did me. I know you was keeping that, all that pent up sex” I chuckled, oh she is rubbing my back “hmmmm keep doing it” I like it “so I have to keep this a secret? Being engaged, you know this ring is so pretty, looks expensive too. How much?” Of course she asked “expensive, you just answered it” I smiled “I think it’s very expensive and you know what, it’s beautiful. Thank you Oakley, like really. You make me so happy, but I will take it off, I don’t want to ruin the surprise, it’s a good idea” taking in a deep breath as I stretched out “believe you me this is a new chapter for me” I shuffled up on the bed “oh, I can’t wait for you to be my husband. Please can we just get on with it, like I don’t want to wait around. Please” nodding my head “I want to move back in too, trust me. I hate it here” pulling the covers up a little “naked white ass. Your butt is so white, it’s crazy” I grinned “what you doing after this?” I could chill with her “back home, and work. I have to fly out to Italy” letting out an oh “come with me” I shook my head “I have things here I need to do and Aziel boxing too” rubbing my chin “how about some food? I got time” I grinned so wide “awww lovey, you want me to stay. Ok, let’s do food” least she is doing that with me.

Walking up behind Rylee “you look amazing” Rylee side eyed me “I am wearing your clothes!? Sorry I cut the top for it to be cute” I shrugged “you can do what you like babe” I don’t even want her to go but it’s what it is “oh you not checked your phone? My mother sent me the pictures from your campaign that is going to drop for Fenty Skin, baby you look so handsome” I shook my head “nah, my number ain’t the same” Rylee rolled her eyes “of course but look at this, you need to start giving my family your number now” walking over to the bed, sitting down on the edge of the bed “look at my handsome, handsome man. A whole model” I chuckled as I took the phone from her “also my mother is doing it big with the campaign and she’s coming to the UK for you, she hasn’t shown the video, but this is the pictures” looking at the picture “this is cringe, oh man” I laughed “I look good though, I said to her let’s make it more road and she said no, just do it this way. Oh” I laughed “yeah she ain’t using that, why are you looking like that? Why can I see your dick print? Why are you topless” she sat on my lap “catering to the wider people, the ladies” I said, and I had to laugh because I know she won’t like that “don’t start! That cannot go on unless I’m there” I chuckled “but I look good, someone put oil on my body you know, then she called me skinny man. In that American accent” Rylee swatted me “now you have pissed me off” I have to laugh because she can be so dramatic “I love you babe” wrapping my arms around her waist “but you need to give my mother your number, it’s wrong. And” I groaned out “we can speak when you have food in your mouth” I just know what she is saying “is this what they mean by nagging wife” she got up from my lap “oh this is just the start” I shook my head laughing.

Opening the door for Rylee “my man, thank you to my man” shaking my head laughing, Rylee pressed a kiss to my lips “my husband now” closing the car door, locking it as I walked behind her “Central Cee, oh my god” I laughed seeing the two girls “hey, you good?” Trying to walk off at the same time “can we have a picture, please” I huffed out “you go inside, I’ll be two minutes” the girls both eyes widened “oh that is Rylee” nodding my head “yeah, yeah. Who’s taking the picture first” I pointed, the girl came over to me “we can take a selfie, I’ll do it. Then both done at the same time” I don’t want to be stood here any longer, holding the phone up taking the picture “I love you so much Cench” she hugged me “alright, thank you, thank you” passing the phone back “bro, Cench” waving at whoever that is “I need to go” I don’t be wanting to be taking picture all that time, walking into the eatery “I waited for you” I cooed out, Rylee grabbed my hand “follow me” the waiter said “waiting for me huh, you peep that girl hugging me like that? I was not expecting that at all” she took me by surprise “I bet you enjoyed it, talking about other girls and now look, I hate the way they say Central Cee, like it’s so slutty” I snorted laughing “slutty? Since when you saying that” the waiter stopped “is here ok?” she said “that will be fine, since hanging with Halle and Lillian” sitting down on the chair “oh yeah, Halle mentioned about you not accepting Wyge offer, she said it’s nasty and that you’re with me and at the end of the day you will there and around the baby, doesn’t make a difference. They would do the same for us, I said to her look it’s not that, that is their beef, leave it. We are ok” I shrugged “bro is a clown, and she can get off my fucking nuts about shit though, that kid ain’t got nothing to do with me. You know what that child about to have Fenty in it, that name will have it in lights Fenty owned but if we wanted to have godparents and be calculated about it you could get Beyoncé to do it, the fuck” Rylee gasped “you rude, but like you do know with getting married and that I will need to keep Fenty? It makes life easier in a way with things” nodding my head “I know what I am getting myself into, I don’t mind it, so will it work out like Fenty-Brown, you don’t even use Brown” I pointed “barely, Fenty holds so much power to the name so like you know that will be a thing? I don’t want you to hate me, or it” waving her off “Lee, I listen to you, I hear you, I know this. So it will work out different because mine is already double barrel?” that is confusing “I will be Caesar-Su but it will be like Fenty Caesar-Su. It will be weird, but I want to take your name, my mom still took my dad’ it’s only right, it sounds spicy too, like I have Chinese in me” I shook my head “you crazy” looking at the menu.

I know those people, well the group of people are fans, they just there recording and shit “do you feel different now? You’re my fiancé you know, like that is weird but I bet it’s even more weird to you” I shrugged “I feel whole, like I meant what I said, you really are the other half of me, you changed me in so many ways, you have shown me what I deserve, I just think yeah we need to just do it. So then I can move in with you, I am being stubborn. I want to do it the right way, all the way always. I ain’t ever seen a two parent home like that, I haven’t seen husband and wife, I don’t even know what a husband be doing, but I am going to do what I think is right, like I did this, I am just going to do it right” Rylee smiled, she is cute, and I can tell in her eyes it’s very much heart eyes “but like my dad?” I sighed out “I knew you was going to bring it up, I was waiting for it, it was there. Like I know you was saying I ain’t going to get involved but I know that it hurts you that we don’t talk and that we don’t fuck with each other like that, but your dad is the one that fucked it up” Rylee cringed “but I know he regrets it, I don’t want it. I love you both so much, if my dad does come to you, like let’s say he approaches you, will you talk to him?” nodding my head “I am not that bad of a person, just a hurt guy you know. But yeah, I will message your mom, I feel bad she doing this Fenty thing and I ain’t even being involved” Rylee shook her head “she sent it me and said I think your other half doesn’t care, I said he does, just being him” her family is hard work sometimes “yeah, but this Fenty thing, that commercial is hard, I want to see it” I am excited about that “you naked in it or something” she raised her eyebrow “have some shame Lee” shaking my head.

Stretching out in the chair “I am fed, I have had sex, now I am set. So you’re going Italy? Who taking care of Aziel?” I can guess who “my dad, this is why I wanted you and him to speak but like there is both of you being stubborn and I hate it but I will leave it now, but I am taking the ring off once we leave, I don’t want to ruin the surprise really. So I am going to do that, go to Italy for a few days be back but like you know, I want to just come back and then maybe plan. Start planning I mean for the wedding, but we can gather the parents and do the surprise but Oakley if you don’t want to see my dad or speak to him then I can get Ti drop him off” I shook my head “I ain’t scared of your dad, I will go” Rylee smiled “stop it, acting like big balls” I chuckled “I am just so in love with you Lee, like I ain’t scared to say it now. You changed me so much, I am sad you going and I already can’t wait to see you again. I ain’t in the trenches anymore, I did something for me” I smiled to myself “I did this for me and I am so happy Lee, thank you for being patient with me” she shook her head “thank you for giving me the chance, I wasn’t the best. And Oakley, you really make me so happy, I am wanting you to move in with me so badly but we will do it your way, this makes you happy, and that makes me happy” I am so in love with her “see you know I don’t play now, I will do it” I can see she trust me now, I been saying I would do it and I did.

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