#i love her (book)

[watchingwisteria]

listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded psychopath happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.

#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know #im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie #or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them #snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow! #but then shes gone…. for a while…… #and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book #that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #tbosas #lucy gray baird #not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration #but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause #like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not. #snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time #he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets #and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets #he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved #but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall #he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from i mother it the absence of her, iii. i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time excerpt from moony moonless sky.

#fatima aamer bilal #i am not a person that can be loved for a very long time #i mother it the absence of her #poetry #literature #poeticstories #art #book quotations #poetry collection #web weaving #words words words #writings #yearning #longing #parent issues #bts #self deprecation #taylor swift #franz kafka #sylvia plath #lana del rey #mahmoud darwish #jane austen #dark academia #dark poetry #pheobe bridgers #mitski #lit #abandoment issues #fantasy

[pinespittinink]

got thoughtful about opinions on bad books so here’s an inverse: what’s a book you had to read for school that you actually enjoyed/have grown to like? mine is Lord of the Flies

#me seeing people hated reading the giver: damn wish I’d been told to read the giver in school #books #writeblr #writeblr community #shout out to Wuthering heights I also didn’t read her in school but I love her so much

[thatrandomblogsays]

RIP Annabeth, I just know Percy sacrificing himself for you, after knowing you for a week, after telling you that you’ve done more for him this week than his father ever has, is permanently altering the brain chemistry of your avoidant attachment self

#epitome of the quote: there is something really healing about being loved #which is from a book I CANT REMEMBER SO I CANT LOOK IT UP PROPERLY #let me know if you guys know what I’m talking about #i just know Percy’s actions had her on her knees #what is this? unconditional love? #is this why people make friends? #i am lovable? #this is amazing #oh shit my new friend is about to die #I’m so normal about them (I’m lying) #pjo #pjo spoilers #pjo tv show spoilers #pjo series #pjo tv show #percy jackson #annabeth chase #Percy and Annabeth #mine

[dastanslove]

I wonder if you miss me like I miss you

#love #dark academia #love poetry #spilled poetry #i love her #love quotes #poems on tumblr #spilled thoughts #lovesick #life quotes #love her #literature #romantic academia #romanticism #romance #relationship #poetry books #german poetry #poets #love poem #poem #poetry #feelings #heart to heart #i miss you #thoughts #spilled words #my words #writing #words

[egophiliac]

like mother, like son, but less wholesome this time?

(I couldn't decide whether or not to put them together, so have them in all the different ways!)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers #if i had a nickel for every time a draconia ob'd while trying to save lilia #and had to be taken out by a member of this one specific bloodline with sparkly celestial hair that a fairy blessed #et cetera and so on you know the rest #i mean we know it's going to end better this time but y'know. the parallels! #oh meleanor my beloved #of course...of course she ob'd...it makes sense... #everything about this whole situation just massively sucked for everyone huh #well at least silver's biodad felt guilty about killing her i guess #i dunno i'm just havin' some feelings about all of this #lilia had both the absolute worst and absolute best things about his life come out of all this #down the two great loves of his life and also his job and reputation and 200 years of his life and uhhhh kind of everything else honestly #up some kids though! #(also one of those kids is a baby dragon who is JUST the right size to put silly hats on) #they were worth it to him! or maybe they were worth not giving up? look i am DEEP in the blorbosauce right now #if you don't want to read emotional tags about lilia twistedwonderland then don't come to egophiliac.tumblr.com

[spookywaffledio]

not too fond of nightwings

#wings of fire #wings of fire fanart #wof #snowfall wof #lynx wof #moon wof #my art #fanart #tw kys joke #SNOWFALL IS SO FUNNY #IM LITERALLY OBSESSED W HER i love her dynamic w lynx #i made snowfall a bit Thicker because i imagined glacier to be a strong and thick fella #i cant wait to finish this mf book #sui mention

[too0bsessedformyowngood]

SHE CALLED HIM SEAWEED BRAIN I CANT-

#percy jackson spoilers #pjo spoilers #pjo tv show #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo series #annabeth chase #grover underwood #annabeth pjo #percabeth #grover pjo #ares pjo #I broke down when Annabeth gave that speech to Hephaestus #Annabeth was really the mvp of the episode #also I loved seeing her nerd out over the traps #also so excited for the next episode #lotus casino and Hermes lets goooooooo #this show is doing the books so much justice #1000/10

[goodsmellerart]

embodying the Element of Magic sure means reading LOTS of tomes 🔮📖✨

#my art #fanart #mlp fanart #mlp #mlp fim #my little pony #twilight sparkle #mane 6 #ponytober #ponytober 2023 #this was day 2..... i love how i drew her here #and semi-accurate to my headcanons abt her #id love to do a headcanon character lineup one daye..... #anyways enjoy my purple book horse!!!

[happyheidi]

𝖥𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋 𝖥𝖺𝗂𝗋𝗒 𝖻𝗒 𝖢𝗂𝖼𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝖬𝖺𝗋𝗒 𝖡𝖺𝗋𝗄𝖾𝗋

#I love her flower fairies so much #cottagecore #nature #naturecore #flowers #flowercore #warmcore #cicely mary barker #books #fairy #fairycore #cute #pink aesthetic #spring aesthetic #fairy aesthetic #art

[zombie-bait]

happiest girl in the whole entire world

thinking about my favourite kind-hearted eldritch horror trapped in the body of my favourite traumatized goth girl

(+ purple variant)

#nona the ninth spoilers #nona the ninth #the locked tomb fanart #the locked tomb #the locked tomb spoilers #harrowhark nonagesimus #tlt spoilers #tlt #alecto the first #nona tlt #nona the ninth fanart #Vague Pyrrha & Paul in the bg #I miss reading those books man #Fanart #digital art #Recommending them to literally everyone I meet #Cuz man tlt did a number on my brain #On Harrow’s brain too lmao #I love making Harrow look inconsistent in every piece of fanart I do #My excuse is that its a book and her face on the cover of HtN and NtN is very small ok #One day I’ll settle on a design I like #That day is not today (two weeks left of my semester and I’m losing it)

[nonasbirthday]

i still can't believe there are folks who say "well GTN is annoying but you just have to get through it and then the other books aren't like that so you'll be fine."

personally i have been chasing the high of GTN ever since i first closed the book

#yes i love HTN but to me it was a slog! honestly pacing is not strong in any of these books #they're chock-full of reread value but unless you are looking deeper like that tbh not much happens plot-wise in each book #and HTN is the worst culprit because you get basically harrow just being miserable on the mithraeum for four acts #interspersed with chapters that are a different version of something you already read #the way i love each book is very different but GTN was FUN #you know?? #i miss it #(i miss her. gideon my dumb baby come back to me) #the locked tomb #gideon the ninth #nonasbirthday

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i mother it, the absence of her ii. i was hard to bear from the very start.’

[text id: my sadness is a fire that i built to keep my hands warm on lonely nights. // art by sivan roshianu // i keep my misery bared between my teeth. i refuse to let her leave. / i am nothing without this obsession of mine.]

#fatima aamer bilal #moony moonless sky #i mother it the absence of her #ii. i was hard to bear from the very start #poeticstories #poetry #literature #book quotes #dark academia #yearning #longing #love #art #bts #franz kafka #sylvia plath #book quotations #lana del rey #mitski #web weaving #poetry collection #taylor swift #self loathing #self deprecation #typography #words words words #mahmoud darwish #prose #parent issues #girlhood

[phantomoftheorpheum]

CHRISJEN AVASARALA | the once and future queen

#theexpanseedit #chrisjenavasaralaedit #avasaralaedit #the expanse #chrisjen avasarala #avasarala #mine #my edit #we interrupt your regularly schedule programming to bring you a set i made because i love her #i miss this show so much #so.... can we adapt the final three books or? #the expanse spoilers

[sneez]

family portrait :D young sam and sybil are behaving themselves and vimes is throwing a hissy fit because they tried to make him wear the helmet

[id: a digital painting of three people sitting for a portrait in a domestic interior. young sam is standing with his hands behind his back and beaming proudly. vimes is standing behind him with his hand on his shoulder, wearing a shiny military uniform and a surly expression. sybil is sitting on the right with an arm around young sam, smiling at the viewer. a plumed helmet is sitting on a table on the left. end id.]

#discworld #sam vimes #sybil ramkin #young sam vimes #artwork #discworld is inspiring me so much at the moment ive got it on the brain #vimes wore the helmet for 3 seconds and then took it off and refused to comb his helmet hair which is why he looks like that #also idk where the idea of sybil wearing wigs came from (i havent read all the books yet so i am not sure if it’s canon or headcanon) but i #am so besotted with that idea so assume sybil is bewigged any time i draw her #thats why she has no grey hairs here. i imagine her having very short wispy hair underneath #i literally love her so much ive been thinking about her for days she means the world 2 me #this is the first time ive drawn either her or young sam and im so happy with how they came out thats exactly how i picture them in my head #ive drawn vimes once before but i can usually get him close to my Brain Picture without too much difficulty #i just think Grumpy Bastard (affectionate) and there he is #also happy end of the year my friends! may 2024 bring you all the things you desire i love you

[homeofwyrm]

Nona sketchies

#art #the locked tomb #tlt #nona the ninth #coronabeth tridentarius #I liked corona in book 1 but I gotta say I really fell in love with her in nona #I loved everyone in nona it's definitely got so much good content and writing in it but man do these white sisters have me in a chokehold #its also funny trying to draw nona because its harrows body except like happy??? and smiling???