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nightgoodomens · 6 months
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Here is your daily dopamine boost:
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ghulehunknown · 6 months
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Can I ask for papas seeing their s/o jealous for the first time? (Let's say they were married/in relationship for years and somehow papas never 👀 jealous s/o)
Sure thing, I’ll do my best! I decided to write both sides of the jealousy coin.
Papa Headcanons - Jealousy
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(Rated PG-13; mild NSFW)
Primo
Reacting to you feeling jealous:
Would immediately assure you that you have nothing to worry about (though he is hiding a slight sense of ego, afterall it’s quite flattering that you’d be jealous of someone else that might want him)
Asks what the root of the issue is - it can’t just be jealousy, can it? You wind up telling him about your childhood trauma and where this all stems from
He nods patiently and assures you that you’re in a safe space; he’s a judgment free zone
A very therapeutic conversation, actually and you leave feeling better than before
Feeling or showing he’s jealous:
He doesn’t react much; he’s too old to play games and if you are sneaking around on him he’ll eventually find out, but he trusts you
Very calm
Asks you questions about the situation to get a better understanding before jumping to conclusions
Does not treat you any differently TBH
Secondo
Reacting to you feeling jealous:
Approaches it logically; he knows this is bound to happen in any long term relationship but you’ll face it together head on
Presents the facts to you and lets you decide on your own from there; he won’t try overly hard to convince you of something when there is evidence in front of you to see you have no reason to be jealous
Tells you all the reasons he loves you
Feeling or showing he’s jealous:
Has a twinge of internal struggle
Ultimately he knows logically you do not belong to him, and therefore can do whatever you like - so there is no need for him to worry
However if you are doing something behind his back he won’t hesitate to leave and cut you off
Terzo
Reacting to you feeling jealous:
Slightly annoyed/defensive at first - how could anyone possibly think he’s done anything wrong when that was never his intention??
When he sees you’re actually upset, he turns very serious and professes his love for you
After you’ve resolved this and he’s assured you properly, he gets a smug little look on his face and says “Oh you want me so bad, don’t you? You liiiiike me” even though you’ve been together for years
Chases you around the house saying exaggerations such as “Amore, I would simply die without you! How could I look at another when you hold my balls in your hand?”
Goes from defensive to serious/comforting to horny in the span of 3 minutes
Bets he can “fuck the jealousy” right out of you 🥴 (and he does)
“Amore, how could I love another? You think anyone could fuck me as good as you do? You think anyone else’s body looks as good on me as yours? You think anyone’s mouth around my [redacted] is as pretty as yours?” (said while he’s fucking your brains out)
Feeling or showing he’s jealous:
Anxious as fuck; this is his ego’s worst nightmare
Agonizes and ruminates on things that probably aren’t even happening
Woefully dramatic, to his own detriment
Uses it as a competition. “Do they love you like I do?,” “Do they remember all of your favorite things?,” “Do they make you cum like I do?”
In the following days he does way more to show his affection than usual; flowers everyday and random dates and little gifts. His feelings are hurt and he wants to remain at the top of your mind
He just needs you to stroke his ego that he’s the only one for you and that there’s no reason for him to be jealous 😌
Copia
Reacting to you feeling jealous:
“Ehh…tesoro, what troubles you?” he would ask while tapping his fingers together nervously, immediately sensing your displeasure
Flattered at first (he’s never experienced this before!) but admits that he has eyes only for you
Dying to prove his devotion to you and promises you have no reason to be jealous
Gives you a big hug and spends the rest of the day with you doing all the things you like, even watching that show he doesn’t like but knows you do
Makes love to you that night like he never has before
Feeling or showing he’s jealous:
He’s embarrassed to admit it
Explains his emotions and needs in a healthy way that he clearly got from a therapist (“I feel jealous when ___ because ___..”)
Asks you for comfort and reassurance because he’s feeling a little down (he needs constant reassurance anyway)
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michelleleewise · 2 years
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The Prince and the God
Pairing: Loki x reader
Warnings: smut (not graphic) swearing,
Summary: you decide to have a tall with Mischief.
Part 4-
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You walked back into the living room, seeing Mischief sitting on the couch, one foot on the table while he played with the hem of his hoodie. "Mischief." You said getting his attention "y/n there you are, everything all right?" He asked putting his foot down. You cleared your throat "Mischief, umm Loki, I'm gonna call you Loki since since the other Loki isn't here." You started pacing across the floor "so, Loki, were friends yes? And you know I care about you, and I've been here for you and I always will be and.." you rambled as you walked back and forth "oh God I feel like I'm going to pass out." You stopped leaning over putting your hands on your knees, you heard Loki laugh "y/n, what is going on?" He asked looking at you.
You went and sat on the table in front of him "Mi....Loki." you sighed looking at him. "Y/n." He said leaning forward. "I don't know how to say this, or if I should, or what's going to happen if I do and.." you rambled again until he grabbed your hand "y/n, calm down. Whatever it is, we'll figure it out, now what is making you so crazy?" He asked looking at you. "Loki, I like you." You said looking down. "Well I like you too, that's why we're friends." He smiled. "No Loki. I liiiiike you." You emphasized, waving your hand between you. He stared at you for a minute, you could see the thoughts forming behind his eyes. "Y/n, do you mean you.." he started "Yes, yes Loki I like you more then a friend." You cleared your throat looking at him.
You felt him slowly pull his hand back and your heart sank. "Umm, it's ok if you don't feel the same, I totally get it, I mean look at me." You giggled nervously as he stared at you "umm, but I do care about you alot, and I hope I didn't just ruin our friendship because i..." you stopped as his lips met yours, halting your rambling. You sat there in shock, feeling his lips on yours, his hand gently holding your head. He pulled back looking at you "Norns woman do you ever stop talking?" He smiled. You sat speechless, mouth open not sure what to do when he grabbed your hand again, his other coming up to close your mouth. "Y/n, I have also liked you for some time now, but for fear of ruining our friendship hadn't said anything." He said looking at you. That's when it hit you "wait, is that why the other Loki is trying to make out with me all the time?" You asked.
You felt his hands tense as his eyes narrowed "what has he done? Did he disrespect you cause I will.." you kissed him this time. "Loki, he is you." You smiled pulling back. "Well yes, but he is brash and uncouth." He said frowning. You smiled cupping his cheek "no, he hasn't disrespected me." You felt him relax. "Y/n, I wanted to ask, since now everything is out in the open, would you allow me to court you?" He asked leaning closer. "I would like that very much." You smiled kissing him again. You tilted your head, deepening the kiss, running your tongue along his bottom lip. He slowly opened his mouth, allowing you in. You gently pushed him back against the couch, putting one leg on each side of his, sitting on his lap.
You pulled back, unzipping his hoodie, pushing it down his shoulders before placing kisses on his neck, licking the spot beneath his ear, hearing him moan "y/n" he breathed as you shifted your hips on his lap, feeling him harden beneath you. "Yes my prince." You whispered in his ear feeling him shudder. "I...I would really like to take you on a date first, aahhh..." he breathed as you nibbled on his neck. You pulled back looking at him "we can wait, whatever you want my prince." You said kissing him. He smiled as you climbed off and sat next to him grabbing his hand. "Still want to watch a movie?" You asked. "Yes, I'd like that." He said. You snuggled against him holding his hand. You never thought in a million years, someone like him would want someone like you, but here you were. You looked up at him, seeing the reflection of the TV light his features. His cheekbones, his yes, he was ethereal. "Your staring again." He smirked looking down at you. "Sorry. I can't help it your beautiful." You smiled "Hey. That's my line." He laughed kissing you.
When the movie ended you walked him to the door. "I was thinking, could I take you out tomorrow?" He asked holding your hands. "Yes, absolutely." You leaned up kissing him. "Goodnight y/n, sweet dreams." He kissed you again "Goodnight Mischief" you winked as you closed the door. You flopped on the bed, floating in total bliss when you heard a knock on the door. "Mischief, did you forget some..." you stopped, opening the door seeing Loki. "Hello darling, you did remember our little date did you not?" He asked stepping inside.
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yesyourstalker · 8 months
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Warabi: Hi, welcome to rock shock. We have a sale If you buy one shirt you can get one free or a premium shirt 25% off....... I- op..... Wow!!!. I thought you were my dad for a second! I didn't even recognize you
Mhai: why do you look like that!! Where are your piercings?!? your tattoos!!...... Your tentacles!!! Your face!!!
Neta: I have to go to the bank today. To do some very important business. I have to present "professionally" so no piercings, No body mods, no tattoos visible. I had to use some makeup to cover my neck and hands. Face clean shaven, tentacles cut to an "appropriate" length.............*sigh*. it'll all grow back in 2 months.
Mahi: is it true when you cut your tentacles they turn into little guys or Is that like propaganda or something?
Neta: yeah they do that It's not as common you assume. The method to prevent that from happening is the twist and pinch method they take the base where you want to cut it. You pinch and twist and then cut the tentacle off that prevents it from actually growing and becoming a little octarians. Mine's been cut off so much it doesn't even do it anymore.
Warabi: I used to keep them as friends when I was little. I had one named Steve. He used to dance and stuff. My grandpa sent him to the military............... He's probably dead.
Taka: hey you twerps anyone know where my man is? I'm planning a surprise date for a third month anniversary
Neta: taka, I'm right here.
Taka: Neta!!! ...............…Your hair!?! You look......... different.
Neta: yeah..... I actually look like a normal everyday man....... Honestly I kind of like it. I like my tattoos and piercings it makes me feel like me. But sometimes I want to blend in..... No big clunky boots. Tons of rings, jewelry and battle vests. It's nice sometimes I just want to wear khakis..........I think I might keep it short for a while maybe grow it to mid length..............Yoooou liiiiike?......do you like normal Neta..... Come on the button down has to be doing something for you right?......... What about my clean face? If you told me you actually like the soul patch I'd assume you're lying to me.
Taka: uhhhhhhhh............. you look............uh...............very..............plain...... Your hair.......... is...........single toned. Hummmm
Neta: what's wrong taka? I thought you loved me for my extroverted nature, boldness and my outgoing personality. That didn't go away you didn't just fall in "love" with me cuz of my loooooooks. You like me for me not just the aesthetic. I think I might keep this look for a while. Let you get used to it. Why don't you come over tonight maybe watch a movie we can work on your album together. I know I said that I'll only play on one song. Maybe if you pushed the right buttons....... I might give in to anything really........... Anything you want. What do you say?................. Why don't you take suburban Dad Neta for a test drive? Huh? Huh?............(POP)..... That was my knee It's been doing that for a while need to get that checked
Taka:ehhhhh......uhh......hummmm..................no..... Not tonight . Ummm I got to discuss things with the band first yeah I need their input first Oh and I also need to talk to you know my producers and my recording studio everything......... But we can maybe do something later....................in the month when your hair grows out ...ok .........................bye..................ugh........ your loose earlobes.................ok bye.......[Kiss].......... I love you babe.................I really do.......... truly...... It's me not you
Neta:. Okay............ Jackass............... I shouldn't be surprised but am. Am I ugly? Without all my body mods?
Warabi: No, you're still hot for someone in their 30s
Neta: 30s is not that old.... But thank you
Mahi: can I kick his ass?
Neta: No mahi. You can't........but I don't control what you do outside of work.
(Epilogue)
Mahi: hey babe, if I suddenly stop dying my fins and start wearing regular clothes. Would you still like me?. ........... awww I knew you would...... Oh fuck no I'm not going to do it. I'll just asking. Bye
(Second, epilogue because why not?)
Neta: hey babe!
Ikkan: hey. Did you something with your tentacles? You look different.
Neta: do you like it?
Ikkan:ehhh I don't know I don't really have a preference for that. It's whatever you like honey. If that's what you want to look like, it doesn't change how I feel about you?.
Neta: thanks inkky I really need to hear that today.
Ikkan: though I do prefer you put in your gauges, It looks gross without them....
Neta: You're right....
Ikkan: I'm thinking of cutting off my tentacle or growing it out and kind of sick of the side shave.
Neta: not your iconic doo I say you grow it out
Ikkan: I was thinking of getting a buzz cut Maybe a mustache combo.
Neta: oooooo that sounds nice! Whatever you want babe.
Ikkan: I have to go to bed Love you bye
Neta: Love you too
Ikkan: seriously put your piercing back in. You look weird with holes in your face.
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Taka : sorry I was so weird back there babe I just wasn't used to the new look. I like it now it suits you. Do you want to go to dinner tomorrow night? ;)
Neta:...................... (Typing)
Neta:.... ................ (Typing)
Neta:.............. (Typing)
Neta: k
Mahi belongs to @fish-at-fish-fish-resort
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manyfandomsonelog · 1 year
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Hello Logan. What do you think about Peter Nureyev's relationships with the other people on Carte Blanche? What does he think of them, what do they think of him? Also, what do you expect and/or want to happen in the season 4 finale? Where would season 5 go from there?
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Hello G. Thank you so much for asking.
Peter Nureyev’s relationship with the rest of the Carte Blanche is… tragic. He joined the Carte Blanche with his sole motivation being paying off his debts. We get this much confirmed to us in Man In Glass. However, we also know that Nureyev looked up to Jet, Buddy, and Vespa as a criminal growing up. After Man In Glass, though, Nureyev’s motivations change, because of Juno, and because of the Curemother Prime.
After that, it’s hard to tell how much of his feelings are genuine and how much isn’t but the things we know are genuine is that Nureyev loves Juno and Nureyev desperately wants the crew of the Carte Blanche to like him (or at least like Peter Ransom). For the most part, though, the crew doesn’t trust Ransom at all, especially Vespa and Jet, which probably hurts a lot given that those are people he looks up to. Buddy believes in him, but she’s able to read him well enough to be wary of him, and Nureyev refuses to open up to her. Rita is probably the nicest to Nureyev outside of Juno, but liiiike. It’s justttt. You can feel how separate he is from everyone but Juno. Throughout the season, as the found family dynamics grow stronger, Nureyev is always left out. Everyone else grows closer, learns to trust one another, become the Aurinko Crime Family, but Nureyev is never really a part of that. His only real relationship is with Juno, because that’s the only one who Nureyev actually is willing to open up with.
BUT LIKE THAT’S THE WHOLE PROBLEM because Nureyev won’t open up to anyone except for Juno so no one trusts him except for Juno, but then Nureyev WANTS people to trust him, so so much, but he thinks that the way to get them to trust him is to hide himself more and lie more and be someone who the crew will like, but the more he does that the more they don’t trust him, and so he just pushes himself farther and farther away from them! And then the OTHER thing is that he was probably going to betray them. We know he at least planned to betray them on some level, but it’s unclear how much he planned to betray them and how much he actually did betray them, we still don’t know that. But like. Because of that he also knew that the rest of the family shouldn’t trust him, and they were right not to trust him. Even Juno could tell that he was hiding something, and even Juno doubted him, because it was obvious that he was hiding something big. So liiiiike yeah. That’s the tragedy of it all. The dynamics of the Carte Blanche are that there’s everyone, and then there’s Nureyev. In any discussion of them as a family, that’s always the unsaid part. The only person he has is Juno, and there’s something so lonely about a found family where you’re the only one who’s not a part of it.
But AHAHA ANYWAYS. YEAHHH SEASON 4 FINALE I’M SO NORMAL ABOUT THAT!!! SO. Ever since What Lies Beyond and ALL throughout season 4, Nureyev’s journal has been getting built up and built up. At this point, it seems clear that whatever information is in the journal is going to be some big reveal about Nureyev, something to do with his past and with Slip Jackson (his ex lol). It’s fairly easy to assume that it’s probably about Nureyev’s debts, since that has been something getting built up since Man In Glass. But uh… we’ve been getting some pretty worrying foreshadowing about Nureyev in season 4. In Nureyev’s journal, he implies multiple times that he was already planning to leave the Carte Blanche before Dark Matters showed up, and that he was expecting Juno to read the journal after he was gone. And then there’s what Juno says about Nureyev in Clean Break, where he’s talking about the love and elation he felt when he realized Nureyev helped them escape, he says “whatever I thought about him later, I can’t deny what I felt in that moment”. …Which implies that later, he would feel pretty negatively towards Nureyev.
Sooooo the season 4 finale is almost definitely going to give us the reveal that Nureyev betrayed the crew of the Carte Blanche. It just makes sense. I would really like Nureyev to actually show up, but I bet it’s just going to be the journal. I think we’re going to learn how Nureyev got in debt, and we’re going to learn to what extent he betrayed the crew. Then, whatever Nureyev’s debts have landed him in, I think that’s going to be a major conflict in season 5. I think season 5 (in regards to Nureyev) is going to include dealing with whatever conflict Nureyev’s reveal presents, getting rid of his debts, and Nureyev regaining Juno’s trust and gaining the trust of the rest of the crew, and actually becoming a part of the family. Whatever it is that he’s done, it obviously is going to make Juno angry with him, on top of Juno already being bitter about Nureyev disappearing, and so I think that’s gonna provide an interesting sort of dynamic between them, and I’m VERY interested to see what the FUCK is going on.
Also you know Nureyev journal proposal truthers never give up I still believe in the dream it can still happen ahaha
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daycare-vore-off · 1 year
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🌶🟣: my head pressed agaist the wall hearing the two glitches talk.. oh well damn not expecting that. Feeling flattered I heard about the bracelet, I pat his walls a few times to get his attention.
"I would do a necklace for sure, I usually forget I wear them and end up wearing them for extended period of time. Bracelets are iffy with me but you guys do a pointer ring, or a hat i always wear those. Hats are actually my comfort item, I have to actually wear one to bed to feel comfortable enough to sleep"
Wait I'm forgetting something!
"Oh and if you can hear me, my apologies king glitch for not greeting you properly, your Majesty. You can't tell but I'm am bowing"
I bow best I can sitting down.
"When ever I come out and if you are still here I will greet you properly then as well, but you can call me purple"
Sitting back I smooth glitches stomach so he knew I was still paying attention to him too.
"Oh and if you did nom someone, HI hope your noms are as comfy as mine"
Chuckling as Im sure the king did, but I was to busy with arcade attendant glitch to see what happen.
👾💧: Necklace it is is is theeeeen.
👑👾💧:*you can hear the amusement in his voice* I can see see see why you liiiiike this one other meeee,*there's a bit of a purr in his tone* a pleasure to meet you Purple~
Here other me, you may use this to make it *it seems king Glitch may be giving his other self something*
👾💧:*you can feel some movement for about five minutes before there's a gulp above you and a necklace bearing the symbol below the two were discussing drops into Glitch's stomach with you*
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dragonbugsuperior · 4 years
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Something that I've been meaning to say about Miraculous's "Rich Girls".............
Before I even go into this, All you Lila, Chloe, and Kagami stans out there I suggest to skip this post, leave disgusting comments and I'll block and report you because I'm saying it now, that I will be saying some things about Lila, Chloe, and Kagami that aren't really pretty. If you like their characters "Yay!" good for you,
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Nobody cares. grow up
So........something has been on my mind lately and I would like to get it off my chest because it's just been stuck in my head and I think it's good if I do make some clear points that clearly people are missing in regards to the show's "rich girls". So Marinette.....has been going through alot this past season and people are saying stupid things like "Oh wE NEeD a NEw LAdyBUg!"
Or "oH MArINeTtE iS teRRiBlE At dOiNg heR jOB!"
Let's dive right into this
I'll start with Chloe first. Chloe bullied Marinette. She has for 7 whole fucking years. Marinette has done nothing to Chloe literally. She hasn't bullied her, talked about her, criticized her, she has done nothing to that girl. But oh! Chloe is some rich snobbish brat that thinks everyone below her should be treated less of a human than she is. Where was her mom when Chlow started to go to school with Marinette? Also Chloe's mom not playing a big part of her life doesn't excuse her terrible behavior and awful treatment she has given marinette and students at her school. Just because her mom is a total snob and shallow person doesn't mean Chloe has to be exactly like her. It's okay for Chloe to express sadness and frustration but what's not okay if for Chloe to lash out all her negativity on Marinette as if Marinette has done something to her. Her parents have really failed her and she has failed herself. She's so full of herself that I'm starting to believe she's delusional. Clinging onto Adrien 24/7 at school like their some type of couple is already mouth-gagging. Like girl, he is not some toy that is all yours and that you can just cling yourself onto. I'm glad Marinette calls her out on her bullshit and handles Chloe's ass and she's not afraid to do so.
And that tacky ass makeup really defeats the purpose because it's makes her look worser than her personality. Tired of these blonde stuck up popular rich girls that think they can just overrule people.
Treating everybody around her like her peasants is clichè mean girl shit. I'm willing to go as far as to say she's a fucking narcissist. Having excessive interest and admiration for herself and treating everybody around her like shit as if she's 10 times more important than they are when in reality she's nothing but a spoiled brat that's jealous because she knows Marinette is better than her.
2nd to last....Lila
Literally 'lie' is in her name. She lies her mouth off and thinks she's fooling every fucking body. Marinette knows damn well she's lying and tells her up to her face in Chameleon. I'm sorry but her lies are ridiculous and the class is so undeniably stupid for believing her bullshit. Yea she's another "spoiled rich girl" her mom is present in her life but we know nothing about her dad. Don't know what happened to him and I don't care to know what happened to him. I know one thing though. Just like in Chloe's case, her dad being absent doesn't make it "okay" for her to be a two-faced person who can pathologically lie to people for personal gain. That's disgusting and weak of a person. She literally frames Marinette and corners her in the bathroom to a wall and pushed herself down the steps to look like she's actually injured. Her fans can try to shed all the light they want on her character but that's never gonna erase all the terrible shit she's done. And once again! Marinette has done nothing to Lila and somehow Marinette is Lila's main target. She lied about her friendship with Ladybug just to impress a boy. Her negativity she's trying to pass onto Marinette isn't working because Marinette is strong and optimistic. I can't believe she had fans, cough looks like a knock-off version of Dora cough. She's so stupid she really thinks Adrien wants to be with someone like her. A liar and manipulative bitch. lol
Kagami.......
"But Jen she's only been a character since season-
Yea I already know how long she's been in the show but that doesn't mean that I'm going to get her the benefit of the doubt. First time she met Marinette she treated her terribly as if Marinette did anything to her. Then again, people like to claim she's from a strict household so that gives her an excuse when it really doesn't. Secondly Kagami in general seems phony, Marinette is trying to be her friend and give up on Adrien just for her!!! and so she can grow as a person!!!!! Kagami chose Adrien over Marinette while Marinette gave up Adrien just so Kagami can have him. Seems like the only reason Kagami really wants to be friends with Marinette is because of Adrien. But let's not get into that.... In Animeastro she acted like she had a problem Marinette was talking to Adrien. I just don't get her at all. One minute she wants to be Marinette's friend (which I believe is completely fake) and then the next she's glaring daggers at her as if she did anything to her.
I don't even want to fucking hear "Oh but Jenny, Marinette didn't confes- SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. Marinette has tried time after time to confess she's always getting interrupted. Kagami thinks of Adrien like some prize to win all for herself after only knowing him for not too long. Give me a break then she's the one who got akumatized over a fucking picture instead of asking Adrien "hey, what's this?" She got salty and got akumatized. In Frozer, Adrien told her that he had feelings for someone else, she jumped to conclusions and thought it was fucking Marinette and suggested him to "switch targets" he told her he wouldn't and she still pushes him to literally kissing him and then getting mad because he rejected it. Girl! Did he not fucking say that he has feelings for another girl and he won't be switching targets. She's really that desperate that she's telling Adrien to get over that other girl, and she's so fucking desperate she tried to kiss him then got mad when he didn't kiss her back. Let's not forget she literally cut out the fencing class picture and left Adrien and herself out. Then she gave us a little "insight" on how she views Adrien in Oni-Chan. "Image of Perfection" she likes Adrien because he's perfect? That's funny. Because for 1, he's not nobody is and for 2 that's a stupid reason to like somebody. Let's not also forget when she literally lied in Miracle Queen about the villain attacking people in love. She knows Adrien likes somebody else so why is she trying so hard to push into being with her? Desperate much? "We're so alike" and Kagami really believes their soulmates? She should just shut the fuck up. She sounds stupid as fuck. How are you "soulmates" with someone you just met not too long ago. Bless her delusional soul. After he rejected her kiss and only knowing him for 2 seasons. Liiiiike......are you that desperate for a boy. I can't wait to see her reaction to when Adrien dates Marinette. Lmao
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It's so funny how all these girls think Adrien's theirs when in reality Marinette is his true soulmate and is gonna end up with him in the end. Adrienette is literally endgame. There's no need for people like Chloe, Lila, and Kagami to get on the way of that. It's also funny how people like to claim Marinette as the possessive one when all these rich spoiled brats have gotten akumatized over him, cling onto him like he's some coat rack, and go out their way to make Marinette feel terrible. And marinette has given Adrien up. The only real clear reason I can see the 3 of them act bitchy towards marinette without a reason would be because they're jealous and don't have the best lives at home and wish to be like marinette.
If I'm not mistaken who's the one that got bullied for 7 years straight and tries her very best to be strong? Who's the one that literally got sexually harassed by Felix? Who's the one who has anxiety? Who's the one who has pressure and responsibilities hunched all over their shoulders? Who's the one that has go around every fucking day to save their city? Oh okay. Everybody always wants to talk about how tough they are without actually going through some real shit. Because I don't recall Lila, Chloe or Kagami going through any of these things while treating Marinette like shit. Kagami is the one that lied to Adrien, Kagami is the one that treated Marinette like crap, Kagami is the one that pushed Adrien after he said he had feelings for someone else /this b*tch didn't even wait/, Kagami is the one that is acting like Lila and Chloe. Let Marinette act like how Kagami did, I'm pretty sure she would've got bashed.
Once they go through all that bullshit then we can chit chat until then, they don't know what struggle is. Spoiled ass brats who clearly don't deserve Adrien because they're immature. They think Adrien's "theirs" they pushed themselves on him as if they can't live without him and they do sneaky shit in order to be with him. Lila and Kagami have clearly showed they would lie to get with him and Chloe does too. Marinette has the courage to let Adrien go, I'm pretty sure if the shoe was on the other foot Kagami would never let Adrien go.
And before people go around saying how it's their parents fault they act do toxically and immature (bc ppl like to give them excuses for their "mommy and daddy" issues) it's really not. Yes, it's partially their parents because they raised them but they also have a big role for their actions. No body is responsible for making Chloe, Lila, or Kagami a better person. No body. Stop putting the blame all on their parents because it's not just the parents I'm pretty sure Tomoe didn't teach Kagami to "lie" in order to get with a boy. Kagami chose to lie to Adrien in Miracle Queen with her own free will. Nobody said "lie to Adrien" Kagami lied that's her fault Nobody told Chloe to bully and belittle Marinette, Audrey is very shallow and brat-like but I don't recall her ever saying "Chloe bully Marinette" Nobody told Lila to constantly lie and manipulate people hell, her mom doesn't even know she's doing it! None of their parents are responsible for certain shit they do so stop pretending like their innocent kids that have horrible parents. I don't have time to analyze if Kagami is like Chloe and Lila or not because I know she is like them she acts just like them. Treats marinette like crap but acts different when Adrien's around. Simple. I tried to give her character a chance in Oni-Chan but after hearing how she views Adrien and how she acted in Miracle Queen I hated her even more than I did before.
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Truth be told, Chloe, Lila, nor Kagami are nothing without Adrien. If we're really gonna go there. Their just some pointless characters that want to get in the way of things and can't stay in their places. Marinette made this show, she's the center of the plot, without her their is no Chloe, without her there is no Lila, without her there is no Kagami.
Call me absent-minded but I see alot of jealous hoes and I'm not with that shit at all. Sorry not sorry
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feigncourage-moved · 2 years
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@00110000exe​    :    “Merry Christmas, Sep- Sep- Septembeerrr!” A delighted giggle from Sunshine as xe hands the wrapped present over to them. When September opens the gift, they will see a black 3DS with a few game for them to play. On the center of the console, there is a sticker of a sun with a smiley face. Sunshine grins widely and bounces on xyr heels in excitement. “I do not know if you like vi- vi- videos games, but they can help make you feel happy and dis- distract you if you are sad, just like they have for me, so! I hope - I hope you will liiiiike it!!!”
Christmas is still a new and confusing concept to September. Their childhood had included Christmas, sure, but it was never the way other kids experienced it. They never got the excitement of presents and Santa, instead they became familiar with the branding of costumes, red leather and velvet with white fur trims. They got the adult part of Christmas, a fact that they are slowly learning was disgustingly fucked up. But they get Christmas now. They’re learning what Christmas is supposed to be, with presents and joy and fun. The latter is a concept they’re still adjusting to, the idea of enjoying things and doing things only because you enjoy them is something they’d never experienced before. Their time away from Robert is the best thing that ever happened to them, even if it took something traumatizing for them to get here.
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Giddy child-like excitement is spread across their features as they open the gift, excitement never fading even when they open the box to find something they’re not familiar with. They don’t even entirely know what they’re looking at until xe says it’s video games. Just another thing they’re not familiar with thanks to the piece of shit that raised them.   “   I’ve never really played video games before.   ”   Grin is wide, even if there is a sadness to the words. They’d started to learn about games through the gang, had made attempts at playing them themself, but mostly they had been satisfied to watch. Watching people is something September enjoys, learning new things constantly in the act. It’s nice to be around someone else who seems to be learning new things just as often as they are, who seems to be constantly exploring and discovering. It makes them feel a little less weird.
Their thumb gently runs over the sticker, happiness found in the visual representation of their choice of name for xem. They have mixed feelings towards stickers, much like they do towards anything geared towards children. Constantly torn between pushing away the childish in an attempt to prove they’re an adult, and desperately clinging to anything even remotely childish in search of the childhood they never had. It’s a strange struggle, one they’re not sure they’ll ever truly get over.   “   Thank you.   ”   Words are dripping with sincerity, the girl genuine in everything they do.   “   I love it.   ”
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d4rkwr1t3s · 4 years
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Once was mine, will be again
TW: Cheating, talk of gore/major character death (none of which into too much detail), abuse, suicide jokes, can be seen as unsympathetic Roman, one joke about balls
“Remus? Remus? Are you there?”
The phone hung limply in his grasp. His brother’s voice going through the receiver. Shock written all over his face. No. No. No. Why was this happening? His love? Roman’s? Remus threw the phone at the wall with a cry of anguish. The phone lay in pieces on the floor just as his heart felt in his chest. No not shattered. Torn. Yes torn. Torn out of his chest and torn all to shreds by his brother and his ex? lover. He pressed his palms to his eyes to stop the tears that wouldn’t stop flowing. Lava. It felt like the tears were burning through his skin. Logan was supposed to be his. The one person/thing he had taken by the “better” twin. By Mr. Perfect. By everyone’s favorite prince. 
    It had started when Roman called him. At first he just thought it was his dumbass brother pining over that emo again. Boy was he surprised to hear that his brother got a fiance. Which then went as follows:
“Oh? Finally got with the spider?”
“No actually-”
“Then who? Come on don’t leave out any juicy details. Spill the blood.”
“Ew no. Anyway it’s Logan-”
Which brings us back to the present. Remus’ shoulders shuddered till he heard the furious knocks on his door, “Go away!” Remus yelled at the person at the door. He didn’t want to see hi- no Roman’s starlight or Roman for that matter. The knocking persisted so he dragged himself over to the door and opened it, “what?!” 
The person at the door was neither his brother nor Logan no it was Virgil himself, eyes full of heartbreak and anger, “I have a plan.”
“Less it involves me breaking my brother’s bones into tiny shards I don’t want it.”
“Maybe. Let me in.”
“Fine. I’m gonna be disappointed if ther-”
“Just shut up, let me in and let me explain.”
“Fiiiiiiiiiine,” Remus let the emo in with a huff, shutting the door behind Virgil. He turned to look at the emo to see him staring at the broken phone on the ground. Remus thought he could hear something pass Virgil’s lips but he didn’t quite catch it. He cleared his throat before speaking, “so now what’s your plan?”
“You get Logan back and get to punch Roman in the face."
“Great. Go in balls swinging?”
“No.”
“Damn.”
“Get him back first.”
“Oh? So I get to take-”
“No! Ew!”
“Hmpf. No fun.”
Virgil shook his head quickly, “gross. Anyway I heard something from Pat about their ‘relationship’-”
“Didn’t know you were the gossiping type! You should totally come to -”
“No. I don’t gossip-” Remus gave Virgil a look, “often.”
“Well spill it. I have a brother to kill.”
“No killing him. He’s an ass but I still want him.”
“Daaaaaaaamn still get on with it.”
“Pat says that Ro basically forced L to say yes. That L isn’t acting himself around Ro and continues to do odd things.”
“Liiiiike?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t seen them in a while…”
“Well shit knocker can’t avoid me forever!”
“But he can hurt L.
“I will put him six feet under.”
“No.”
“I will.”
“Don’t.”
“No promises.”
“You get L out I deal with Ro.”
“Bu-”
“No. L needs your help right now. Get revenge later. I’ll nurse him back to health after.”
“No death?”
“No death.”
A few weeks has gone by since that conversation. Remus reluctantly planned more things with Virgil. Today was the day. Pat being their inside man and telling V everything that’s been going on between him, Lo, and Ro. Remus had figured out that Lo’s actions were SOS signals for someone to help him. They had about five months till the wedding that hopefully would be cancelled after this. Well if this works that is. They had walked up to Roman’s house only to see the car was gone. To which they had texted Pat only to get a response that Ro had taken Lo out on a vacation. If Remus still had his phone he would’ve tracked them by now but he couldn’t.
One turned to two to five rescue attempts. All turned out to be at the exact time of a vacation, date, something. Now it was the day of the wedding. For some reason they were invited after basically six months of silence. So there they were on the bride’s side. None of them were color coded or labeled but it seemed like all of Roman’s family (aside from Remus of course) were on the left while barely anyone was on the right. It was odd but nothing too odd. Well to Remus anyway. He knew why Logan’s family didn’t come and good riddance anyway. He sat there stewing in his own anger. His starlight didn’t deserve this. Roman was talking to his family but Remus wasn’t really focusing on what was said and he couldn’t when he was elbowed hard in the ribs, “ow!”
“Stop. Your anger is attracting attention and not good. Everyone’s moving over to Ro’s side.”
Remus huffed but tried to calm down as best as he could. Looking around for anything that would but it was hard to with all the dominating red in his vision or even line of sight. Very symbolic if you asked him. Shortly Roman moved to the left side of the alter standing not so still as they all waited impatiently for the “bride”. That’s when Remus noticed his dad wasn’t even beside his mom. Oh no.
The music started not that long after. Everyone stood and turned to look at the doors of the church. While it seemed sweet to everyone else Remus could tell his father’s iron grip on Logan’s arm. Not letting him run or do anything but walk forward. A threat. A promise. One he had to deal with often when he was at home. There was almost no light left in his starlight. Remus caught Logan glancing for anyone or anyway to escape. A small bit of light returning before it fell quickly and he flinched back. He couldn’t tell if that was because of his father or himself. No. Remus wasn’t angry with Logan anymore. It wasn’t his fault. The dress Logan was wearing didn’t even fit Logan’s aesthetic. Who picked it? His family was all about tradition so it wasn’t Roman. His mom? His dad? Whoever said that would pay. Logan looked absolutely miserable in it. A ballgown dress that wasn’t traditional at all. A dark blue thankfully with silver sparkles basically everywhere in some designs that weren’t Logan at all. A silver crown on his head holding the veil that didn’t cover his face at all. And knowing his family there was- not going down that train of thought yet. His anger increased tenfold. This time though Virgil didn’t reprimand him. He himself hurt by this display. Thankful that Remus didn’t catch the makeup hiding God knows what. Virgil had to cover Remus’ mouth when the priest asked for any objections. Logan had a plan. He knew it. Remus had retaliated by licking Virgil’s hand. 
“Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?” The priest asked Roman first.
“I do.”
“Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?” He asked Logan. There was a beat of silence that had everyone at the edge of their seats. Then Roman mouthed something to Logan. Something that no one heard but they saw Logan grimace and flinch. Well till his resolve firmed. A fire entering his stance and eyes that no one had seen from him before.
“No,” the word rang out like a heavenly choir to Remus but what happened next was amazing. Before the uproar could start Logan basically punched Roman in the chest with the bouquet. Then he took off the crown and threw it down, breaking it before it tumbled down the stairs, “and I’m not your damsel nor your princess.”
With that he stormed away from the alter. Everyone stayed stock still in shock for a few moments. Giving Logan the time to escape. Remus wasn’t that worried about catching him. He knew all of Logan’s hiding places. But as Remus ran after Logan he tripped his brother with a laugh. While breaking his arm would be satisfying Virgil was right. Logan needed his help.
“I’ll be there soon starlight. Wait for me.”
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firelord-frowny · 3 years
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one thing i think is Lame and Sucky about like... current ~popular~ attitudes about Positivity and Mental Health as it relates to interpersonal relationships,
is that it seems like a lot of people nowdays believe that they should only ever have “positive” interactions with anyone, and that anyone who wishes to confide in them about upsetting things, or vent to them about anything, is ~negative~ or ~toxic~, blah blah, people are quick to dismiss the less enjoyable emotional needs of their friends, and instead just tell them to ~get therapy~ or whatever, and liiiiike...
“get therapy” is for when your friend has been dwelling on something in a manner that negatively impacts their life and/or the quality of your friendship. “get therapy” is for when they went through a bad breakup six months ago but still calls you, crying, in the middle of the night. 
“get therapy” is NOT for when they got dumped yesterday and they need a shoulder to cry on and they spend the next few days requiring more attention than usual because that’s just What Happens when someone goes through a hard time. 
And I feel like over the last few years I’ve seen a LOT of instances where someone is going through the kind of Hard Time that anyone would struggle through, yet the people in their lives want absolutely no part of supporting them through it beyond just an obligatory “aw, sorry to hear that.” 
People don’t feel like they should ever have to share in the sorrow of their friends. And worse, people feel like the expectation that they should sit in the company of their friend’s sorrow for any amount of time is toxic or abusive. 
But like??? That’s literally one of the most important parts of friendships??? 
It’s one thing if somebody’s Bad Feelings are an everyday burden. Like, that’s some Clinical shit that requires professional guidence. 
But not every Bad Feeling is the emotional equivalent of a serious physical injury that needs stitches or a cast or some other treatment that can only be given by a doctor. 
Some Bad Feelings are more like sore feet after a long day. You don’t need a pediatrist, but a foot rub from a loved one sure would help. Or a cut that’s on a part of your body you can’t easily reach. No need for an ER trip - you’ve got a pal who can help dab the wound on your shoulder blade clean, and put a bandage on it. Or maybe you’ve sprained your ankle and need some help around the house for a few days. Sure, it’s an inconvenience for someone to have to stop by and bring you meals, or do your laundry for you, but it’s temporary, and they make it work because they love you, and it’s something they can manage without any long-term consequences in their life.
The same applies for tough times of the emotional variety. 
Like, if you really cannot listen to your friend cry on the phone for a half hour once in a blue moon, thennnnn... that’s your flaw. Not theirs. And I mean, yes, not everyone is Good At being supportive in tough times, but like... if that’s the case, then you need to own that, and either make an effort to get better at it, or make sure your friends know that the reason you can’t support them in that way is because you don’t know how, and not because they don’t deserve support. 
Like, it’s okay if you’re lacking in those kinds of interpersonal skills, and it’s okay to set that boundary if you’re really just not cut out for that. But please don’t think it’s ~woke~ to want to be totally uninvolved in the sorrow of your loved ones. Turning away from people when they’re hurting isn’t a virtue. It doesn’t mean you’re strong or confident or ~more evolved~ than the person who’s longing for someone to share their hard times with for a little while. 
Likewise, a person who comes to you for support when they’re unhappy is not trying to bring you down. They don’t “want you to be as miserable as they are.” They’re not jealous of your perceived happiness. They’re literally just being human, and expressing a normal desire for companionship, and a normal need to express theirself to someone who cares about how they feel. Yes, some people don’t always go about it in a healthy way, and if that’s the case, then it’s important to know how to communicate that to them in a respectful, compassionate manner.
But for the most part, if you genuinely find it too disruptive to your own life to spend any time Being There for a sad friend every now and then, then that’s honestly an issue that you should probably consider remedying. You should be able to spend an occasional afternoon on Being There for a hurt loved one without it triggering any major disruptions in your own emotional functioning. Like... that kind of social deficiency has the potential to really damage the depth and quality of your relationships with friends and family.
like omfg??? In college I was super great friends with this one particular girl, and she would confide in me allllll the time about stuff that Upset her, and like... it was a normal amount of complaining. Like, it wasn’t every single time we talked, and it never totally dominated the conversation, but like... she would tell me stuff, and i would listen, and respond accordingly. Then one day, I’m feeling super shitty about something I was going through, and I texted her, just wanting the comfort of Talking About It. Then she responds with some bullshit about ~i’m sorry you’re upset, but i’m not going to iNviTe neGativITY into my life, i won’t be burdened with other people’s issues,~ blah blah FUCKIN BLAH. and i’m like!!! bitch you were JUST sobbing while we were in your car as you were telling me about getting played by one of the dudes you’d been fucking! you were telling me last week about how you were sad about being a shitty musician! AND YOUUUU wANT MEEEEE TO ~NOT BRING NEGATIVITY INTO YOUR LIFE~????
And that was basically the moment when my close friendship with her downgraded to just being friendly acquaintances. Bc how can I be true friends with someone who’s only interested in me when things are good in my life?
Nobody is meant to go through shitty times alone. If you expect to share in the delight of Good Times with your loved ones, then you need to also be prepared to share in the hurt of bad times.  
There are obviously times where Being Supportive really does mean encouraging someone to seek professional guidence, or encouraging them to make an effort to put some focus on things other than what’s hurting them, and sometimes it really is best to draw a line 
But most of the time, Being Supportive just means being there.
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tfw-no-tennis · 3 years
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mtmte liveblog issue 10
double digits baybe
its roller! he....sexy
well that whole registration deal sure doesn't seem like its a ploy to identify the main forces of the decepticon revolution or anything! 
chromedome using rungs model ships to tell his story...omg
the ironic billboard hvbhjsdkfbjdjgfkl
prowl givin off those rancid bbc sherlock vibes lmao
hrk....prowl and cd have such an interesting and tragic relationship...aughhhh
RED ALERT!!! I forgot he was in the flashback bc his present self is busy being...headless....
OHH SHIT so they uncover the decepticon symbol on the wall using ultraviolet light, and we also get shown the back of red alert’s head, with some mnemosurgery marks...which can only be seen under ultraviolet light. CLEVER
I literally only noticed that this time lmao I don't think I picked up on it even on my 2nd readthru....poor red alert geez, no wonder he’s so untrusting 
poor cyclonus, he literally had nothing to do w/this, meanwhile rodimus is blaming him when the Real reason this happened to red alert is all the overlord business, which we know rodimus’s role in....(well, later)
god I love this entire interaction between cyclonus and drift, I'm so glad we got it. bc like, cyclonus is basically everything drift is trying so hard to be - cool stoic religious sword guy who used to be a bad guy, except cyclonus is still firmly not an autobot, while drift is hardcore leaning into being an autobot in an attempt to get people to forget that whole ‘murderous decepticon’ thing
and drift seems like the type of guy who cares The Most about how he’s perceived by the people around him, but he tries to act like he doesn't care, even tho its pretty obvious he does. cyclonus, meanwhile, ACTUALLY doesn't care about what people think of him, and that probably irritates drift, along w/everything else cyclonus has going on 
cyclonus is so iconic...he just smacks the sword out of drifts hand like ‘yeah we’re not doing this.’ 
aaand then he just pins drift down effortlessly...I feel kinda bad for drift cause he’s trying so hard but also, cyclonus is such an icon
also I love the way milne draws cyclonus. sexy skull guy....
godddd cyclonus’s little speech is so fucking cool...cyclonus is seriously just so cool and epic js
oooh and first aid has that medic droid that was spying on red alert...
prowls never been in a fight oof I forgot abt that
aaand there's orion pax supercop lmao
tailgate being so wow’d by pax’s coolness is adorable 
op sure loves the violence huh bvfjhsdfgbdjhkf
I feel like all of shadowplay just goes to show that sometimes you CANT change the structure of a system from the inside - which is, iirc, what op is trying to do, and the reason he’s still a cop under the senate even though he doesn’t agree with them - but like, sometimes you just gotta burn that shit to the ground and start over, and op clearly doesn't realize that....
oh the irony of prowl saying ‘I hope I never end up as jaded and cynical as you’ to op
oof,, whirl is right...its clear prowl and cd care abt each other a lot, in their own weird awkward way...oof ouch
also poor whirl, jesus, literally everyone seems to blame him for turning megatron violent as if that's all on whirl and not 1) meagtron’s own actions and decisions, and 2) just another example of how fucked up the system was, taking in account whirls whole backstory about how he was forced into being a dirty cop and told to kill megatron but ended up just beating him up....like, if it wasn't whirl it would've been someone else beating up megs, and the shift to violence seemed inevitable given the state of society, whirl’s assault of megs just happened to be the straw that broke the pacifist’s back 
geeez and the fact that whirl saved his 1 phone call to warn pax that the senator was in danger, despite the fact that whirl was also being beat to hell by other prisoners and apparently being denied medical treatment...yikes. also the fact that pax just leaves whirl there (iirc?) after whirl gave them invaluble information
ah, the driving power of wanting revenge. also god I'm sad abt whirl :( when he says he just wants his hands back...fucking ouch
oooh its skids! baby skids!! and a certain somebody next to him....
I love seeing cd and prowl talk about what they think is coming, right before yknow, a 4 million yr long civil war. feels like how talking about 2020 in january/febuary turned out lmao 
they keep saying clampdown and it reminds me too much of quarantine, which I've been stuck in for weeks now bc I have covid, and oh my god who knew sitting inside with nothing to do for like 3 weeks was so boring. jesus. at least in early 2020 quarantine it was warm enough to go outside, mostly...whatever, I'm doing this liveblog to entertain myself while I waste away inside and mtmte slaps so at least this is a good time
anyways, back on track. cd and prowl have their big tragic romance thing going on, and rewind is not into it, understandably
OH SHIT ITS TREPAN i forgot he was in this
also his name is kinda hilarious to me bc ‘trepan’ refers to ‘trepanation,’ which was the old-timey “””””medical””””” act of drilling holes in your skull to like, idk, let out the ghosts or something, you know how medicine was back then, you kinda just made shit up as you went along. anyways, that's a hilariously on-the-nose name for this dude, and makes anyone who recognizes his name go ‘oh hey you’re sketchy as hell,’ a full 3 seconds before trepan acts sketchy as hell in-story to let anyone who doesn't know about obscure historical alternative medicine in on it 
YOU WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING, WERE YOU
lmao this dude rlly tried to act like he had ‘cleanse and control’ tatted bc he was an janitor....bruh
oh hey look its pious maximus, that guy who disappeared months ago after saying some stuff the senate didn't like! well, he certainly doesn't look like he’s having a good time
I'm fascinated by the fact that cd saw this whole state-run brainwashing clinic thing and ended up joining up later
also the fact that prowl saw All That and was like ‘idek if the law is being broken rn tbh’ liiiiike, dude, if the law isn't being broken when there's state-sponsored mass brainwashing going on, don't you think that's a pretty good indicator that the laws in place are pretty bad???? maybe????
ngl the first time I read this I was already pretty confused, and the senator changing his looks off-page Really did not help 
ooh its all comin together...this shit is JUICY 
‘we have to steal the matrix’ I FUCKGIN LOVE IT LMAO NATIONAL TREASURE LOOKIN
so the plot has thickened, like, a lot. and now we’re doin a HEIST! nice
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@untetheredrage | can’t stop the hurt inside when love and hate collide
mercy had always been talented. it wasn’t an exaggeration or anything to do with ego, she’d just always been a naturally gifted child. it was only after her father died that she knew the extent of her gifts, though, after multitudes of therapists suggested new and different outlets for her pain and aggression. instead of bullying other kids at school, maybe let your daughter try playing guitar? or singing? maybe she could have taken her talent further and to other stages of life, but if it had meant spending one more second in the same room as dennis reynolds then mercy andrews had to make the choice to split.
hard to believe she thought he was cool once.
now he was just... some fucking douche.
and it made her mad to know that he made more money than she did, despite having put in more work. but at least she’d done it honestly. if he was anything like he used to be, everything he had done or would be doing would involve a lot of mental footwork that mercy, quite frankly, had no time for. it wasn’t that she couldn’t handle it. and it wasn’t that she wasn’t smart enough for it. she just did not care. why drag something out when you could be done with it in a few simple words? or by punching someone in the fucking face?
there were days where she thought a lot about what could have been. like today. it was busy, and that was fulfilling, but hazing apprentices and making people hurt and bleed for actual money could only make you happy for so long. what could she have been doing, right this very second, if she’d stayed on that stage? a sigh visibly shifted her shoulders as her gaze fell upon a pair of really ugly, yet still somehow adorable heart-shaped sunglasses on the corner of her desk. in moments like this, moments of remembrance or imagination, she found herself holding those awful things in her hands. they brought her to another place, another time, with other people. even after the stupid things they’d said to each other--which honestly mercy still couldn’t remember what it was but, obviously it was really bad and she just couldn’t let go of a grudge and lose that one thing that could let her anger at everything wrong in life serve a purpose--she still remembered hanging out with dennis. and dee. they were friends once. so what had happened?
had it been her fault? dennis’ fault? maybe it was dee. it had to be dee. or was it nick? nah, it had to be nick’s fault. the dude ruined everything. in fact, he’d actually bent the frames of those hideous sunglasses and mercy had spent the better part of two days trying to bring them back to life. they’d never quite sit right on her face like they used to, but at least they weren’t broken.
eugh. why did she care so much? she’d made a life for herself. one that she actually liked. mostly. so why was this always on her mind?
“hey, mercy, i think we have, like. a walk-in situation going on?”
an apprentice appeared in her doorway and spoke, bringing mercy back to reality. releasing her grip on the past, she set the rosy-tinted glasses back in their place on her desk and stood.
“we don’t do walk-in’s. tell them to fuck off.”
“well, liiiiike. you always said that if it meant a lot of money to not do that, and like, this could be a lot of money?”
it wasn’t like she was hurting for cash. in fact, her hands were in very high demand, and mercy could charge whatever the fuck she wanted. being your own boss fucking ruled, especially if you had something tangible to back it up. it also meant that you made your own rules, and in her shop, you called first. you blocked in your time. you were polite to your respective artist and everything was fine. and honestly, why would you be unkind to the person who was permanently etching into your skin? 
walking in and demanding attention was the opposite of polite. but it wasn’t good business to turn someone away while they were literally flinging their money around trying to get people to look at them. that was usually the case with a walk-in, anyway, and what she assumed was happening. but... today she felt especially generous.
“all right. you can tell them to meet with me. in my office.” on her turf, on her own fucking terms. “bring them in.”
with that, she sat back down. nah, she wouldn’t stand up to shake this person’s hand. in fact, if she could, she’d make the meeting as sinister as meeting dr. claw, her back turned while she stared out the window and pet a cheeky cat that laughed in your face while she insulted you. but since that would actually have killed her, the woman settled on crossing her legs and leaning back in her chair, elbows on the armrests with her hands together, fingers steepled.
she’d be ready.
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When Auston is upset about something does he just stare at y/n like a hawk while she’s talking with other friends and family? Does she get uneasy when he does that?
Liiiiike it depends on what it is that’s bothering him. For example, if someone else or something made him upset, he’d just tell y/n and like give her subtle hints. However, if it’s y/n that upsets him then yes this is definitely something he’s done before but he hasn’t done it for a really long time. There was this one time before they started dating that he did this and y/n will never forget it. They were definitely seeing each other, hooking up, spending a lot of time together and all that but there was this period of a couple weeks where they didn’t put a label on their relationship although they may as well have been dating. And so this one night, they were supposed to go out with Steph and mitch and a few other guys on the team, but had gotten into an argument. Y/n was fed up with how she didn’t know what they were and she when she asked Auston, he didn’t give her a straight answer. However, prior to them starting to sleep together and everything, Auston knew that with how shitty y/n’s ex was and how badly everything with him ended, she didn’t want to go into another relationship type thing just to get fucked around with again and that’s exactly how Auston was making her feel. So, they got into an argument and she basically said that she would like to actually be in a relationship with him, to call him her boyfriend but he kind of chickened out made no comment on it. That made y/n livid and she basically said “ok, fine, if I’m nothing more than a fuck buddy, you can’t say shit if I let other guys give me the attention I only wanted from you, Auston” and stormed out of his condo. Later that night when he got to the bar, y/n was already there (looking hot af) but both were too stubborn to even say hi to each other which Steph and Mitch immediately caught on to. But, they didn’t want to interfere and then there was this guy that was talking to y/n and she very much so looked like she was flirty back with him, let him buy her a drink and so mitch and steph were like ????? Wtf happened??? But the thing is, as y/n was talking to this guy, although she had no plans on going to any bases with him, she continued talking to him and could feel Auston glaring at her from across the place as she talked to this guy, but just refused acknowledge him. Mitch noticed him glaring too and finally went over to ask wtf was going on between him and y/n and so he explained what had happened. And so mitch, being someone who knows y/n very well, basically told Auston that if she said she wanted to be something more with him and he just left her hanging, she’s going to feel undervalued and with what happened with her ex, and that she won’t let herself go through that again so if Auston does want a relationship with her, he needs to man up and do something about it or she’s going to move on and not bother trying again. So, Auston listened and went over to talk to her, even said to the guy “sorry, gotta steal her for a sec” while y/n didn’t even turn around to look at him and replied with “no he doesn’t” but he eventually got her alone and was able to talk to her
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what’s the evidence el might be a lesbian you were referring to in the milevill post? i’m genuinely curious, since i haven’t really seen anyone talking about it. sorry if i’m being annoying!
(Referring to this post)
The flannel.
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That’s it, that’s the post.
Kidding.
I’ve seen a couple posts before that detail it in a much more comprehensive and thorough way, but to sum up:
I wouldn’t say there’s any “hard evidence,” but there are several coding things that might support El being a lesbian. (That being said, El’s orientation is vague enough that I pretty much see all HCs as valid, whether you see her as a lesbian or bi or ace or nonbinary or what-have-you - plus, she knows little enough about the world and about herself that El herself probably has no clue how she’d identify, either, but that’s a slightly different tangent.) 
The basic reasoning: as said above, El is in a place where she knows very little about herself, and even less about the world. Her only real source of information about anything to do with love or romance comes from a) TV and soap operas (yikes (TM)), and b) what she’s observed of the world around her in her brief time out in public / with the Party. So, heteronormativity would be fairly inescapable. Not only that, but imitation is kind of what El does right at the moment, as she’s getting a feel for the world and her own personality. We’ve seen her imitate Dustin and Lucas (in S1 when they’re in the school), Hop (in the cabin, kicking mud off their shoes), Kali (like... that whole episode), the TV (repeating lines from soap operas - again, Yikes (TM)), Max (most of that-one-season-that-never-happened), etc. She’s like a small child, basically, imitating what she sees around her as a way to test out her own personality and learn about the world. So if all she’s seeing is heteronormativity all around her, it makes perfect sense to me that she would look at her friendship with Mike (as established in S1) and say, “Oh, well, I’m a girl and Mike is a boy, and everything around me has taught me that girls and boys are supposed to fall in love and kiss and date each other, so that’s what we’re “supposed” to do then.” 
Anyway, that got off on a slight tangent - now to explain the actual reasons I think it’s possible El could be a lesbian.
Some examples of coding or “soft evidence” off the top of my head, in a fairly random order:
(Also, a note: I included some stuff from S3 even though S3 isn’t canon, but still.)
1) El didn’t show any particular interest in being romantic with Mike until S2, after she had been exposed to the TV for a year (as discussed above) - their friendship was strong, but Mike was the one who initiated the kiss, and I don’t think El really understood what it meant (she didn’t know what “friend” was a few days ago; how was she supposed to understand all the meanings and implications and nuances of what a kiss meant?).
2) When Mike is showing El around the Wheeler house in S1, she goes straight to a picture of Nancy and whispers, “Pretty.”
3) El also wanders around Nancy’s room later, admiring pictures of Nancy and Barb
4) El repeatedly admires girls and women, calling them “pretty” - Nancy being a main example, but to use another example from the non-canonical season, Billy’s mother. We never see her do this with boys (at least, not that I can remember). To me, that seems important - because even if El just kind of assumes that she’s supposed to like boys, and doesn’t realize there’s any alternative, she still is only shown admiring girls (at least, as far as I can remember - again, if there’s an instance of her doing this to a boy, I don’t remember it). We never see El look at a picture of a boy and say, “Pretty” (or “handsome” or “cute” or whatever - but El’s vocabulary for “this person is attractive” seems mainly limited to “pretty” atm); we never see her commenting that a boy is attractive (even Mike).
This ^ is especially telling to me, because as someone who fell for the heteronormativity trap myself for liiiiike most of my life (I assumed I was bi for like my whole life because I knew I liked girls but it never occurred to me to question whether or not I was actually attracted to guys at all - spoiler alert, I never was, I just assumed I must be because Society Is That Way), this looks very familiar. Because like El, growing up I would always admire girls and women, and I never really seemed to do that with guys - and yet it never occurred to me that I might not like guys, because that was never really an option I knew about, so I ended up getting into a relationship with a guy because it was what I was “supposed” to do, etc., etc. - I’m not here to tell my life’s story, I’m just saying: if El was a lesbian who didn’t realize it because being straight is the only “option” she’s aware of, that would make perfect sense to me because a very very similar thing happened to me. (You could also make the argument that my own experiences make me biased towards this HC, which is totally valid   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.)
5) After El breaks up with Mike, she immediately flops down on the bus with Max and laughs. I’ve seen some people suggesting that it sounds like a relieved laugh, which is open to interpretation, but still - she breaks up with her boyfriend and laughs, and does not seem broken up about it at all afterwards. 
6) This is slightly more elmax than lesbian!el (and it’s from S3 again), but El and Max are both coded with rainbows multiple times - especially the scene at the sleepover, after the breakup, where Max shows El the Wonder Woman comic book as they’re literally curled up on Max’s bed cuddling on rainbow sheets.
7) The flannel. (That’s literally it; that’s the evidence.)
There’s more, but that’s what I can think of just at the moment! Again, none of this is really “hard evidence,” a lot of it is just coding and HCs, but those are my thoughts!
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incandescent-eden · 4 years
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[LUXTRURA] Punching The King
Officer Amilia Starr is a (skilled) former thief, a quick fighter, and an astute woman. She is not, despite all her talents, a matchmaker, and she tells Eden Barison such when confessed their feelings to her. Not for her, no, but for His Grace.
Eden, for their part, did not tell her as much when they accosted her at a restaurant while she was on her break. She could see it in those gray eyes, usually so discerning, so boringly honest; rather, she saw it in the way those same gray eyes averted their gaze, unable to meet Mili's. Misanthropic, caustic Eden Barison, with frayed sleeves rolled up to their elbows, held their hand in front of their mouth, as if they could suppress the pink of their cheeks.
The actual phrase they used was, "How do I get his stupid shit-eating grin out of my head?", 'him' referring to His Grace. Mili held back a laugh, sipping her juice slowly.
"Have you tried talking to him?"
Eden scowled, and for a moment, their eyes returned to their resting glaring state. "I think that's the exact opposite of what I want to do. I think I hate him."
"Do you?" Mili asked, inspecting her cup. "Doesn't seem like it."
"What else could it be?" Eden replied. They dragged out the chair beside her, dropped onto it. "I... I can't get them out of my head. I start shaking, my heart pounds, and my head feels light. Every single time I think about him, I'm..."
"Fixated," Mili suggested, setting her cup down.
"Yeah," Eden said, staring out the window. Outside,  a rat scampered by, only to be carried off by a swooping dragon the size of a cat. Eden's eyes did not follow the scuffle. "I think I want to punch him. My blood is rushing into my head just thinking about his stupid silky hair and his big eyes, I want to punch him."
"You know, most people, when they want to assault the king? They don't usually tell his personal guard. Just a tip," Mili said, patting Eden's shoulder.
They turned to her, dazed. "What are you going to do about it?"
"Nothing," Mili smirked, "Because you don't actually want to hurt His Grace."
"I just told you -"
"You just told me you're absolutely infatuated with him." Mili watched as Eden's face morphed from confusion to abject horror to desolation. "Well, usually people are happier when they're in love. You're not a happy person, are you?"
"I can't be in love with the king," Eden groaned, slumping backward in their chair. "I can't."
"Aww, cheer up," Mili replied, patting their shoulder again. "He's an attractive prospect. I mean, he's a king to start with."
"And I'm the bastard of an absolute asshole. Besides, I don't like -" Eden stopped abruptly.
"... Men?" Mili asked.
Eden hesitated. "I don't know. Most of the men I know are Barison's grovelers, and I can't even ignore them; they disgust me. Aside from that, spoiled nobles. Random shopkeepers. Servants at the manor. I've never really spoken to any of them."
"You could try talking to them, you know."
"That's not it, though. I never wanted to. I never wanted to talk to the king, either, it just happened, and then months pass and you miss it and suddenly, he thinks we're friends and I care about him and maybe I do, but it'd be easier if I didn't." Eden groaned again, bringing their palm to their face as their head lolled back over the back of the chair. "This can't be happening."
"Oh, it's happening, my woeful love-stricken friend. And you know, you can like men," Mili added gently.
"I don't know." Eden sighed loudly, causing several restaurant patrons to turn and glare at Mili's rude guest. "I don't care really about whether it's men or women or someone who's neither or both or someone like me or someone not like me, or anyone at all." Eden frowned. "In fact, I dislike pretty much everyone. You included."
"Thanks for the honesty," said Mili, taking another sip of apple juice.
"I mean, I dislike you slightly less than I dislike most people, but I still dislike you. I don't know," Eden continued, still scowling. "I respect you, which is more important than me liking you anyway. But the king... I dislike him so much I think I hate him. But then you come around and you say I love him, and that feels like it's almost the right word. Maybe love is too strong a word, but at least, I don't dislike him."
Mili snorted. "You liiiiike him!"
"Like is a really strong word, too," Eden mumbled. They sat back forward, staring at their hands in front of them. "I thought maybe I was just indifferent. Like I am with Kylan. I like Sonja, but this feels different, too."
"I hate him," Eden concluded at last.
Mili got up and placed several silver coins on the table for her drink. "Okay, well, when you actually punch him, come find me, and I'll arrest you. Until then," she finished cheerfully  as she pulled the cloak of her hood up and walked out the door, "good luck with your pining - oh, right, your denial, I should say."
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Once the two are home after the french fry debacle, Inko asks Izuku later if he wants some chocolate milk. But to her surprise, her son doesn’t feel the need for it, opting for apple juice instead. She makes sure to report the new finding to Dr. Oniyoshi, and per his dedication to his work, he soon gave his reply.
“I would like you to try giving Izuku salmon sushi, as well as soybeans as a snack.”
And true to the doctor’s assumption, both foods made Izuku give that same excited, euphoric reaction. The salmon sushi was a spectacle, making Inko very, very glad she’d brought the food home that time. At first, the little now 5-year-old had looked skeptical with having something that’s basically raw, but the instant she’d opened the container, Izuku was tugging on her pants, trying to reach up and grab some. After the first sushi piece, he’d started taking the rice off of the fish to eat the fish alone! The soybeans were little better—he’d popped one into his mouth, then started trying to pour the whole bag in.
Pretty soon, the two were called in for another appointment, another check-up, and this time, a real prescription.
“Phenethylamine?” Inko asks, looking at the prescription papers.
“Yes,” the old doctor nodded, patting Izuku’s head as he sipped happily on some chocolate milk. “Usually this wouldn’t be something we prescribe to children, but in his case, an exception must be made. It wouldn’t be any good for his health for him to have to keep drinking chocolate milk all of the time, especially if he occasionally rejects water in favor of it as you’ve said he does. I, of course, won’t be prescribing him pills when he’s this young, but those papers have a wide variety of foods that will suit his needs. That way, with his extra phenethylamine needs fulfilled, you can make sure he stays hydrated.”
Happy tears comes to Inko’s eyes. Finally...everything’s not answered just yet, but she can put a name to her son’s needs.
As the days passed, Izuku’s diet improved, including more meats and raw things than Inko would’ve really given a child his age, but each time she brought some home, his eyes would glitter. He still favors chocolate milk and slices of salmon, but otherwise she no longer has to worry so much about him getting a cavity or him getting unhealthy. He’s finally back to that rambunctious little boy she knows and love, though with the addition of little baby fangs in his mouth.
He’d been taken out of school early for his sudden and serious sickness. But, much to Inko’s relief, her job allowed her to work from home in light of Izuku’s condition. Now know, with him feeling much better and her employers starting to ask thinly-veiled questions about her return to the office, she knew what she had to do.
“Izuku?” Inko calls one day, coming out of her office to find her son doodling another new hero into his notebooks in front of the TV in the living room, mumbling to himself.
She doesn’t hear what he was saying, but it doesn’t matter, really. He’s always been a self-entertainer. Inko watches as her son stops writing and scurries over to stand in front of her, Inko getting down onto her knees so they can see eye-to-eye.
“Yes Mumma?”
“Honey, you know, in a few days, Mommy has to go back to work in the office. I can’t be here with you. So, when I am gone, you’ll need to go back to preschool. Okay?”
Izuku blinks at her, then his lips purse. “Uhm...okay.”
Inko sighs. She wasn’t sure Izuku would take going back as well as he is. But, of course, this is only right now. He may not want to go back later. But that’s a thought for later. Right now, she has to explain a few things to him.
“Alright then...when you go back to school, I will need to tell the teachers that you have a quirk.”
She watches as his precious face scrunches up. “But...but Mumma, I don’t have a quirk.”
“I know you don’t, sweetheart.” Inko’s palms take a hold of her son’s shoulders. “But to everyone else, whatever...whatever this is, it’s best if we say it’s a quirk. I don’t know what your teachers would do if we said we don’t know what is going on. If Mommy says it’s a quirk, then they’ll let me give you the food you need, too, and they won’t ask too many questions. Do you understand why it’s bad if they ask too many questions?”
“Becaaaaause...uhm…” Then he shrugs.
“Because sweetie, if they ask too many questions, other people could start to pay attention. Bad people.”
His head tilts, little eyebrows pressing inward. “Bad people?”
“Like villains.”
Izuku gasps, covering his mouth with his hands, eyes wide and a little fearful. “Noooo...I don’t want a villain to...to...to pay attention to me.”
“I know, baby. I don’t want a villain to pay attention to you either. So, if we say that your condition is a quirk, it will look like you are like everyone else. That is called blending in.”
“Blending in...liiiiike...an octopus?”
“Exactly. Exactly like an octopus! Very good, baby!” She kisses his precious, chubby cheeks, and her heart warms as he giggles. “You’ll blend in like an octopus. So, from now on, whenever someone else asks you ‘why do you have sharp teeth,’ what do you say?”
“Uhmmm…”
“It’s because of my quirk. Repeat after me, baby.” She looks him straight in the eye to make sure he’s listening. “It’s because of my quirk.”
“Isss...because of my quirk!”
“Yes! Very good! And if they ask ‘why are you eating that,’ what do you say?”
“...Cause it tastes good?”
Inko can’t help it. She lets out a little snort of laughter, making Izuku giggle as well. “Well...yes, you can say that. But what else can you say?”
“...Is because of my quirk?”
“Yes! Very good! And sweetie…” Her face drops her smile a little, and her hands stay on her baby’s small shoulders. “If anything else strange happens, if whatever...whatever is going on with you changes, what do you say?”
He doesn’t hesitate. “It’s because of my quirk!”
Inko kisses her son’s forehead and nods. “Very, very good. You have a wonderful quirk, okay?”
“It’s n-...” His eyes light up and he covers his mouth. “Oooooh...yes! I have a cool quirk!”
It’s a shame. A terrible shame. Her son looks up at her, waiting for praise for telling the lie that she’s told him to tell. After the last few years of teaching him to be an honest boy, she’s teaching him to lie.
But it’s for the greater good. Dr. Oniyoshi was very, very clear, even without saying much. The world is a dangerous place for a Quirkless child, and it’s even worse for a child suffering from something not even a doctor can recognize, something that no one can recognize. And the unknown is the best thing for a villain to latch onto. And she just...she just can't risk it.
She smiles again, and tells him what a good boy he is.
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