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cocomochii · 1 year
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Not a huge fan of the way my life is falling apart and I am just sitting back and watching.
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calaca-23 · 2 years
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Me now vs me at my heaviest
140 pounds / 180 pounds .
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Broke my fast with chicken, chips and gravy but felt so guilty I purged and then took lax. Knowing I should have just had a hot drink instead of eating really makes me kick myself. Send prayers for my bowels xoxo
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thinenough · 2 years
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went out of town this weekend:))
and ruined everything:| .
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iykykiydnydn · 2 years
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Pro tip- get drunk af and throw up your whole dinner. YOURE WELCOME
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disorderedeatinng · 2 years
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i’m not even focused on being super skinny anymore i want to gain control of my life. if i control what i eat maybe i can control other aspects of my life?
does that make sense??
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hyp3rb1t3r · 3 years
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a current th1n$po bc ive been bloated all week
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I NEED HELP
Okay I'm sorry, little bit of a vent here, I have a feeling this account might become more of that then anything.
I need to be skinny, this isn't a want anymore, its a craving, like some endless drug, the highs of weightless are high, and the comedown of gains and the impacts are so low. I'm sick of hunching over and feeling my stomach, of looking at how my arms hang in the mirror, wishing I didn't weigh as high as I do. I'm stuck. I need someone to help, to pull me into the cycle again, to feel like im being held accountable, to give me meanspo, encourage me in what im trying to do.
everyone with a ed knows they're sick, but its an addiction, you cant force an addict to be clean.
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stfu-iven · 2 years
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Tw : Ed/Diets
Hey, Im new to ed tumbler but Im gonna start the 5 bite diet tomorrow (Monday 9.January.2022) does anyone want to be ed buddies or have some tips for me :)
-iven
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cocomochii · 2 years
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spotted on facebook. is this gross to anyone else? i couldn’t imagine eating a burger, fries, and chicken nuggets… my usual order is 4 nuggets and a diet coke. am i the asshole, or is this gross to the yall as well?
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who knew my new dosage of
lexapro
would make my appetite barely existent …
this makes my job easier :)
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2/02/2022
It’s my brothers’ birthdays today. cant believe they’re 17 now. it’s insane tbh.
We’re probably not gonna do anything, but i fear they might get a cake, luckily i have work until 9pm so i won’t be home when they eat it. absolutely praying they eat it all lol.
i had 2 cups of water this morning
still fasting, currently 66h:49m into a fast. I’m pretty weak feeling. but the hunger hasn’t really been that bad. when i stand i feel like a twig that’ll blow away easily. which is a very euphoric feeling but like ☹️ weak bleh. noodle arms during welding class today 💀 imagine trying to hold a bunch of heavy shit with these weak ass arms. (2:21 pm)
work was very tiring, i was struggling to bretah a bit at the end and started to get hunger pains. I drank some diet coke while i was there; 0cals.
I got off work and when i got home i took a shower and got ready for bed, me 75 hour into a fast, is watching Mukbangs because i’m hungry. Trying to reach to atleast 100hours before i stop, although i’ll try to go farther than that if i’m able to. (11:11pm) <Wishing to be skinny rn
also brothers didn’t get a cake, we don’t have the money. 😈
i’m gonna workout tomorrow, i’ve been too busy with work the past two days.
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thinenough · 2 years
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realizing i have to stop sm0king if i really want to lose the weight 💔
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thalassopihle · 3 years
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I just read to drink salted water to puke and tried immediately. Doesn't work for me. Any suggestions or tips? I used more salt then they did suggested and I just feeled like I couldn't breath?
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disorderedeatinng · 2 years
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life could be so much easier if i wasn’t FORCED to eat dinner 😐
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mehatepage · 2 years
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i want to loose weight in my arms as well 😐 but collarbones coming in
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