I swear to god once I’m skinny it’s over for you bitches. I can’t wait for people to be like, “oh my god what happened to you??” Or “Jesus you look like you’re dying!”
Ofc we b flexing with the energy drankss. My literal water. I finally cleaned up my room. Not very well 💀 but like ya know, I do feel productive. Tell me why I forgot grilled cheeses existed. I made one for lunch yesterday and it was 🤌🏼 I think I might go make a protein coffee with matcha today. Hmm.
Lil rant:
My bf keeps telling me I need to put on weight, and that I’ve lost a lot which like, is valid. He’s definitely brought it up a few times and had to ask our roommate what I’ve been eating. (While he was away for a week) He also he took a photo of me literally just standing the other day. 🤳🏼🕴🏻He’s like never done that??? So I wonder if he took it to keep tabs on me, idk seemed veryyy peculiar…
though my fitness regime isn’t over yet, 🥦👟🤸🏻♀️🏃🏽♀️I’d like to start going to Pilates. I heard my roommate talking to her friend bout going.🦧🦧🦧🦧today I woke up at 103🫶🏻
Oh yeah comment if you want to see that day 1-30 questionnaire thingy ppl do. Ik yk the one.☝🏼🤓
Something about ED’s that people don’t talk about enough is the constant feeling of being sick, tired, too hot, too cold, almost passing out doing simple activities, and the constant nausea.
This is not some thnsp0 bullshit this is just an observation having been on both sides of the spectrum (having to wear xs and xxls at points in my life)
clothes are patterned with thin-ness in mind. therefore, I should value thin-ness because I wont look good in clothes not designed for me
Back in my lovely leopard shorts. Yesterday my bf came back home after being away for work for a week. He commented on my bod and said I lost weight since he was home last, which was cool ig. We hung out with my roommates and ordered Pizza Hut!😋 Yeah, I got chicken fingers, and my roommate and I made homemade fries. My only regret? not ordering the cookie pizza thing. it looked BOMB.
Am I going to do some sort of crazy fast? No. You can eat all the foods you enjoy and not have to “make up for it.” I’ll probably just up my protein intake today. I try to live sustainably.
Thank you everyone for the overwhelming amount of love I’ve gotten recently. On my posts and in my messages. Some of you are the sweetest beans ever.