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No one:

My thighs: ////<///////>|||||\\\\\\\|||||||》\|||||◇///////\||||♡|||||||\\\\\</3*||||||(\\\\\\//////////__/___//________-----------\\||\|||||||||||

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ed tumblr is my safe place🖤

#ana #ed #anamia #proana #notprojustforme #tw ed shit #tw self destructive behavior #tw ana things #bullem1a

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really angering me having no scale.

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when i start eating food i’m fine like i just think to myself it’s fine it’s only a few calories. but then i overthink, what if there’s more cals than i think? what if i can’t purge it? what if my dinner is full of calories and i go over my target? how will i burn it off?

it’s a constant cycle and it’s so tiring.

#ana #ed #tw self destructive behavior #tw ed shit #tw ana things #anamia #mia #proana #notprojustforme

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tumblr be deleting my account like i’m not just gonna make a new one 😙😙

#self h@rm #ana #ed #tw ed shit #tw self destructive behavior #tw cvtting #tw cvts #tw ana things #mia #anamia

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wearing tights for school after self harming the night before = PAINFUL

#self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior #tw cvtting #tw cvts #sh

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i swear it’s so invalidating when you genuinely cant cut deep, then your left with hundreds of baby cuts and run out of space on your wrist or thigh.

#self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior #sh #tw cvtting #tw cvts #fresh cvts

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when you have to plan when to cut around your social outings🥰🥰

#self h@rm #tw cvts #tw cvtting #fresh cvts #sh #tw self destructive behavior

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i’m not even focused on being super skinny anymore i want to gain control of my life. if i control what i eat maybe i can control other aspects of my life?

does that make sense??

#ana #proana #ed #tw ed shit #tw ana things #bullem1a #it's not as simple as just eating #eating disoder tips #eating disoder mention #anamia

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life could be so much easier if i wasn’t FORCED to eat dinner 😐

#ana #proana #bullem1a #anamia #tw ana things #tw ed shit #ed #eating disoder tips #cw disordered eating

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getting followers on this account is so ego boosting then you realise what your account is😐😐

#ana #proana #anamia #tw ana things #cw disordered eating #eating disoder tips #ed #tw ed shit #bullem1a

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when you come back on tumblr every 5 mins looking through tags expecting something new. but there isn’t 🙄🙄

#ana #proana #it's not as simple as just eating #sk1nnie #i want to be sk1nny #sk1nn1 #bullem1a #anamia #tw ana things #ana diary