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Surprise, i'm married bitch!

Natasha x fem!stark!reader/ contains making out, semi-public sex, strap on, marking, spanking, daddy kink, paparazzi (you set the internet on blaze by not only revealing you're married but to none other then black widow herself.)

Y/n stark potential suitor

A new stark family member?

Shadowcap is real?

All titles of gossip blogs articles about your love life. You couldn't help but chuckle at the last one. Its your and steve superhero ship name.

Captain america + iron shadow

"Oh this is some top noch comedy" you said to yourself. "What is 'top noch comedy'?" You lifted your phone showing the shadowcap article to nat and how it mentioned all the times you went shopping with steve to find the perfect decorations for the wedding and more. She shook her head at the article with a amused smile. "What people won't do just for some clicks. What are you doing?"

She raised a eyebrow at your smile. Natasha has learned thanks to you there are more then one way to smile and that includes mischievous smile. One you're wearing right now. "Ohhh nothing just giving them some light criticism."

Ohh sooooo~ close 🙃

You got the wrong avenger tho-

you commented and nat rolled her eyes at you. You always loved messing with the media. They always were a pain in the ass for as long as you can remember. Not surprising since your father is tony stark after all. He is often in the news either because of drama he causes or because of a new invention and that was BEFORE he became iron man. Oh yeah your step-mom is pepper the fucking co-ceo of the biggest company on earth that you run together. Literally anything happens that even semi involves your family aaaaand your face ends up on the fucking news.

The sec you post the comment you see fans going 'omg what!!!????' 'Nooooo my ship😭' 'dcvsxvjgxvbcf7gkg' 'wowowowow WHAT WHO IS IT THEN?!?!"

You laughed at the way your fans freaked out. "You know you should probably let everyone know were a thing." You looked up at your wife having your head against her thigh.

"Anything particulaire in mind?" "No you're better at that sort of thing, remember your last interview?"

You chuckled remembering jimmy fallon face when you told him about a particulier snowboarding vacation with your dad. When neither you or your dad realise the hill you were on was actually the end of a small cliff causing both of you to fall into a thick layer of snow. The only reason you didn't tell this to pepper was because your dad bought you a massive chocolate cake to shut you up. Oh man was she angryyyyy when she found out.

"I will never forget that scolding." You laughed while natasha shook her head but didn't bother hiding her smile. That damn near divine smile.

"Btw there is this gala i got invited to." You mentioned randomly remembering.

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You put the finale touch to your eyelashes and felt ready to go. You wore a velvet red button up collar shirt with 3 upper buttons lose to show off your chest with the nanotech container on it. The rest of your suit was black and nothing of it really stood out exactly what you wanted.

It would bring more attention not only to the nanotech container on your chest but also your jewelry. Specificly the necklace with your wedding ring around it. For the longest time you and natasha would hide your relationship but now that you're married her both of you wanted let the world know who the 2 of you belonged to.

You put the edith sunglasses on before looking to your left admiring natasha beauty. You recognised the dress she wore, the same one she wore as 'natalie rushman'.

You walked behind her, hugging her from behind and putting your chin on her shoulder.

"Well if this doesn't remind you of something?" Natasha smirked remembers the first time she met you. "Yeah, i remember how you couldn't take your eyes off of me." She teased, you merrily shrugged. "What can i say? I have good taste. Common, lets go." She took her you hand once done with make-up.

You drove to the gala with happy in a another car behind you for safety measures. It didn't matter both of you we're avengers. You knew better then go to such a big event without any back up. Too many goddamn memories of parties going wrong.

As you arrived to the event. You ran around the car opening the door and unbuckled the seat belt for natasha. She took your arm and walked out together with your bodyguards right behind the 2 of you.

Paparazzi were, well they were annoying as always. They're shouting for you to either turn their way or about your life. You swear on your mother's grave the paparazzi brought a bonus level of anger out of you. Maybe its the belief your mother taught you that respect should be earn, not given. Maybe its that you had to deal with them your entire life or maybe its because they're basicly paid stalkers that made your blood boil either way to you a street fighter deseveres more respect then the paparazzi, atleast that took more then just being a invasive asshole to do it right.

But atleast you had natasha to keep you company. ''You know...'' you turned your attention to the red head trying you best to hear her over all the shouting. ''I have seen childeren that are quieter then them.'' you chuckled at the commentary.

''You think this is bad? You should be glad you didn't have to deal with them in the early 2000's they were 500 times worse.''

''You can't be serious.''

''I am. 1 of them actually got so close to me they pushed me and caused me to fall face first into the pavement.''

''Really, wow i can't imagine tony reaction.''

You smiled remembering how happy carried you to the car while your dad cussed everyone out. ''Ahhh yeah, good memories. I remember my dad calling them 'motherfucking disrespectful uncultered dipshits'.'' natasha laughed at the mental image.

''Hey, atleast he taught me how to protect the important things in life. Isn't that right misses stark?'' You looked lovingly at your wife.

Your wife

Misses stark

Man, you can't get enough off of those words. Natasha didn't say anything but the look she gave you said more then enough. Its funny really, this is the same woman that use to have a probleem with you hugging her once a day but now she had her last name changed for you. You took her hand and kissed her knuckles.

right under the wedding ring

As soon as you realised what you just did you immediately covered your wifes ears. Good thing too cause less then a second later you physically cringed at the shouting from the crowd.

how long have you been married!?

did you take each others last name?!

stark/black widow are offically off the marked!?

That last one caused both you and tash to glare at the crowd. Sure your relationship was a massive secret for the longest time but who would want to inmagine their partner getting flirted with?

''Lets go inside before we getting hearing damage or start a fight.''

''You took the words right out of my mouth.''

You followed natasha as the noise died down. Luckily for the both of you the night went fairly well. You went around and introduce natasha as your wife. People we're naturally curious about your relationship how long you have been together, who asked who, who proposed normale things you gladly answer. Then were the questions that would make your eyes tired from barrel rolling so much.

''So who is the man in the relationship?''

''Dude, thats like asking wich chop stick is the fork.''

Natasha giggled at the surprisingly accurate comparison. The other people at the table also had a good chuckled out of it. ''Ahh, s-sorry didn't mean to come over insensitive. I just don't know alot about these things.''

''Its fine but call me or my wife a dyke and i will start a fight.'' you joked causing the man to let out a nervous chuckle knowing you're capable of it and would gladly do it. After all its not every day you meet a woman that kicked a grown ass man at 18 years old but you did after the pap tried to take a pic under your skirt. You swear that the news didn't let go of it for a month long.

while natasha drank her vodka you stood right behind her pressing your crotch. She pressed back feeling the bulge in your pants while smirking.

''ты хочешь трахаться в ванной, детка?''

''you want to fuck in the bathroom baby?''

You whisperd softly in her ear while having tight grip on her hips. You had learned russian in the periode where the avengers broke.

Fuck are you happy she's back in your arms

''let me enjoy my drink first''

You smirked at her responds. You knew the alcohol would make her a shameless, horny mess. You didn't miss the way people looked at your wife though. You couldn't blame them natasha beauty was something to die for but there was no way you were walking out of this place without making clear who belonged to who. She continued to have more drinks as you whispered nothing but sweet compliments and in return she kissed you teasing about the people who must be watching the 2 of you being in love.

''good, the more people watch faster the news travels.''

Tash turned around wrapping her arms around your neck and kissed you. You hummed being able to taste all the different drinks she had from vodka to tequila. You pulled away and dragged her to the nearest bathroom. The second the door was closed she practically pounced you. Your hands immediately went to her ass giving it a tight squeeze. Her legs wrapped around you hips and started to grind against the bulge. You put her on the sink and pushed her dress up revealing the black lingerie with a wet spot in the middle.

You rubbed her tight, not quite touching her where she needs it.

''y/n i ne-''

You cut her by slapping her pussy making her jump and grabbed her by the throat. ''whats my name?'' You growled into ear. She pushed her breast forward close enough for them you the feel them against your own.

''i'm sorry daddy''

''better, now show me how much of a slut you are''

You put the palm of your hand against her pussy and she immediately started to grind against it. Your free hand went to her cheek forcing her to look into your eyes.

fuck those gorgeous green eyes

You kissed her softly, something natasha always loved is how gentle your touch was her even in moments like these she could feel the love behind the action. She whined against your lips making you smirk. 'awww baby do you need something?' You put you thumb against her lips . 'daddy please fuck me~' She whined her hands going under you shirt looking for skin to skin to contact. 'you want my cock, baby? you want daddy cock inside of you?' You used your index finger to pull on the thin fabric then let it go making it snap against her.

''hmm, please daddy claim me. i want you to mark me.''

''then get on your knees.''

She did as you demanded getting and loosened the belt pulling your pants down revealing the red strap. Natasha wasn't full on drunk, was she getting there? Oh for sure but not to the point she couldn't notice it was the strapon wanda magicly enhanced so you could feel everything like it was a real cock. She started to kiss the tip while holding eye contact with you.

this woman is gonna be the death of you and you couldn't care less

You sighed out of relieve at the feeling. As she slowly took the fake cock into her mouth you gentle went with your hands thru her hair the smile on your face never leaving love the sight and feeling knowing. ''who is daddy good little slu- ahhh you are baby FUCK!''

You used one hand to hold the sink while the other was still natasha soft red hair. You could feel her take the entire length, humming to please you as much as possible and her tongue moving around. You let this happen for abit enjoying how skillfull you wife mouth is before pulling her of. You panted while looking her messy face lipstick ruined by all the drool. You pulled her her up to and kissed her quick but passionate kiss.

''bend over for me and beg maybe then i let you cum over my cock''

She did as you said making sure her ass was on full display for you and wiggled it abit. You pulled the lingerie off of her and put them in you pocket. ''don't hold back on the noises. i want everyone near us to hear how much of a whore you are, understood?'' ''yes daddy''

You hummed before the upper half of you body was covered in nanotech and you didn't miss the way natasha started to move her ass more when she saw it reflected back in the mirror. 'keep looking in the mirror i want you to see everything' As soon the words left you mouth you started to spank her with the back of your hand now covered in metal hand. She yelped with every hit and you didn't stop until her ass was bright red. You didn't bother with giving her a warning just slamming your cock into her since she was dripping so much. Natasha screamed and you penetrated her at a animalistic pace. You threw you head back at the warm tight feeling of pussy and her moans sound divine. If she let you, you would do this for the entire night.

You grabbed her by the throat pulling her close enough for you to mark her entire back of her neck with hickey. Out of no where you stop your movement making natasha whine for more. You groaned feeling her squeez around.

''please daddy i need you! i'm a good girl please just let me cum over your perfect cock!'' She kept begging while you looked at her like she was a piece of meat for you to devour. You eventually flipped her over and started all over again. You made sure to cover her neck and breast with hickey while she clung on you. 'ahh daddy you're making me cum' she shouted and you were sure anyone in the same hall as the bathroom could hear her. You pulled her closer so your foreheads were touching each other while you used your right hand to keep her close you left hand went to her clit. Your left hand turned into a clit sucking vibrator sending natasha over the egde. You made sure to prolong her pleasure for as long as possible.

As soon as your left hand was off of her she grabbed it and sucked it. The pretty sight made you groan and natasha smirked. She let go of you hand with a pop sound while you gentle pulled out her of making her moan and leaving her pussy cleching around nothing. You pulled your pants back up covering the fake cock before natasha grabbed it.

''you haven't cummed yet'' A devilish smile made its way onto your face. ''oh im not done with you yet baby'' Natasha bite her bottoms lips in anticipation. Then the door opened , you first instinct is to cover up tash with your body as somone ran past straight to the toilet.

''i'm sorry i couldn't hold it. i swear i didn't see anything!''

You rolled your eyes as nat hide her blushing face in you neck. You made sure to clean her up fast and the nanotech went back into the container. She however didn't move from the sink. 'i-i cant walk...' You laughed at how shy she sounded in return she glared and pouted at you. 'don't laugh at me'

''sorry sorry babe you just look so cute'' You giggled before carring bride style. You walked out and people were staring at you and tash after all none of them ever seen black widow this... soft. As soon as happy saw it he rolled his eyes and told the other bodyguards they could take the rest of the night off knowing you murder them if they ever interrupted your kinky time with nat. ''please just make sure your naked ass doesn't end up on the news like your dad did.'' Happy said and you laughed at how your dad ended up drunk butt naked on the roof top after a wild party.

''don't worry about it i wouldn't let a media shit head near my wife''

You walked out to your car as people were shouting for your attention. Natasha had her head nuzzled into your neck making you smile. You gentle put her in the passenger seat and you drove off to a calm and quite place in the woods.

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maybe i will write a part 2?

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pies-writes-and-more · 4 years

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PIES’ FIC RECOMMENDATIONS FOR MAY 2020

So I’ve never done one of these fic recommendations lists before but I really want to share some of the amazing work that I’ve read this past month! I’ve definitely read a whole ton more but I was dumb and didn’t think to like draft this list and then just keep adding to it... so I’m just attempting to go through my tags LOL please be patient with my dumbass.

NOTE: Since I only started doing this recently, a lot of my recommendations are gonna come from a lot of my mutuals but I’m always open to hearing more about other fics!!! If you’ve got an incredible fic that you are super proud of or if you think that I should read something you’ve read, PLEASE SEND IT TO ME! I’m really big on StevexFem!Reader, BuckyxFem!Reader, WandaxFem!Reader, CarolxFem!Reader, and Stucky fics!!!

If you do end up reading these fics, please tag me if you reblog them or comment on them!! I’d love to see your guys’ reactions :)

ANYWAYS THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE HAVE CRUSHED MY HEART WITH AMAZING FICS, RUINED MY IDEALS OF WHAT LOVE IS, AND/OR BROKEN MY HEART WITH ANGST ONLY TO REVIVE IT WITH SOME FLUFF. I love you all so very much.

PS. if these links dont work for some reason, please let me know so I can update this list because I was very distracted halfway through making this so it might not be perfect!

1.Walpurgis Night by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “In which Steven volunteers to find a long-lost princess of Starkerbürg. (Fairy Tale AU)” I have no clue why this fic is not given more goddamn attention because holy shit yall, I have never been so grasped by a fic before. If you love medieval/fairy tale type things, you will love this fic. And if you don’t, you’re gonna love it anyways because @anika-ann writes SO. FUCKING. WELL. 100% fluff and love.

2. Abs Aren’t Always the Answer by @its-not-captain-america | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve asks Y/N what girls are interested in, trying to impress her. Several shirtless pics later it’s not working.” Y’all want hilarious shit??? What about Steve Rogers always trying to take his fucking shirt off because he has the DNA (and the body) of a stripper? JK that’s not the actual reason but this fic is so funny, I died reading the first 700 times (and the 701st time too... and every time after that). 100% hilarious.

3. Challenge Accepted...? by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader ”Steve’s never been good at quick decision-making when it came to his own safety. After one particularly horrible experience, you find a way to remind him every day to think twice the next time he’s faced with a tough choice. He is not amused.” Steven Grant Rogers you stupid dumb hoe lol. That’s all I’mma say about this fic because it speaks for itself when you read it haha. Banter is iconic in this fic. 100% hilarious.

4. A Matter of Trust by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You and Steve get to go to a mission together after a while; free drinks, partying, dressing-up nicely, stealing blueprints, the usual. You might even enjoy this as a couple.“ This time it’s Y/N that’s kindof a stupid dumb hoe but like that’s okay because when Y/N is a stupid dumb hoe, it’s not as stupid or dumb as when Steve does it. There’s a bit of a carry on between Challenge Accepted...? and this fic! So I would suggest reading that one first and then this :) 100% hilarious.

5. For a Smile by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You see him run past every morning. So you smile, because he looks like a nice person. How could he not be when he smiles back and the world stops for a while to pay respect to such beauty?” So you know how Disney movies totally screwed over some of our perspectives of how guys were gonna come and sweep us off our feet? Yeah. This fic did it too. I’m still waiting for my fairytale fucking moment like this fic but if it never happens, I’ll settle for just reading this over and over again LOL. 100% F L U F F and LOVE.

6. Grease and Pearls by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “All you know is uptown; fancy clothes, expensive cars, jewellery outshining one’s personality and exhausting dinners with family acquaintances and business partners. Your life is all planned out; one day, you’ll marry Howard Stark’s son and you’ll be the golden couple adored by press.” This 3-part series slayed me. Like honestly, I’ve never been so torn apart before. Y’all lucky that if you read it, you get to read all 3 parts right away whereas I had to sit and wait for my heart to be torn apart and then stomped on. (Jk anika i love you you know that). Super amazing thing I love about this fic: it’s got links to the dresses that Y/N wears (super cute btw) AND it’s got two different endings so you can decide!!! 100% ANGST and 100% FLUFF? At the same time??? Because of the two endings?!?!?!? NOTE: part 2 got some steamy smut in there so 18+ readers only. I had to take a cold shower after reading it like goddamn.

7. Be Alright by @kayteewritessteve | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve goes through a bad breakup, but a sweet voice and a friendly smile helps him realize he can begin again, and that he definitely should.” God this fic. I can’t with this fic. It’s based on the Dean Lewis song Be Alright, which is already one of my favourites, but this fic, ugh, Kaytee knows how to hurt you that’s for sure. It’s so pure and so wonderful. 100% SAD but like it gets better promise.

8. Cold Feet by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader

“After two months of dating, you’ve come to a conclusion as exciting as well as a bit irritating: Steve Rogers is a perfect man. He simply has no flaw.Or does he?” Mother. Fucking. Adorable. I dunno if there’s anything else to say except that anika really knows how to make me wish I was Y/N adsoifhosd. 100% F L U F F

9. Hot Chocolate by @vodkaxtonic | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve gets sick and Y/N takes care of him, which involves a lot of Steve’s whining, hot chocolate and cuddles.“ Steve Rogers is a little shit who won’t just accept that he’s sick and needs to be taken care of BUT IT’S SO CUTE AND THIS FIC IS THE BEST!!!! 100% FLUFF!!

10. Home by @evanstush | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “It’s been 2 years since the last battle and it’s now Morgan’s 7th birthday, and well, Tony being Tony, he prepared a small party for her little girl, inviting everyone from the team, including you.” Hnnnggg this fic. Okay so. I love @evanstush with all my fucking heart because she’s always been so supportive of me and my fics. That being said I WAS NOT EXPECTING HER KIND ASS TO HURT MY HEART LIKE THIS. But again, it’s okay because it’s got fluff guys. 50% ANGST and 50% FLUFF. Well like it’s 100% both but like I have to split it haha.

11. Cocktails by @writeyourmindaway | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “ ~i really don’t know what to write i’m sorry~ DRINKS!” That’s okay, darling, I’ll write the summary you. HILARITY. WONDERFULNESS. THE WORD BLOWJOB WRITTEN SO MANY TIMES AND IT’S FUCKING GOLD. This is so funny i love it haha. This fic killed me. I should’ve seen it coming (hehe) but i didn’t lol. 100% HILARIOUS.

12. Unadulterated by @writeyourmindaway | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader No summary for this one but again, I shall do the honours haha. It’s part 2 of ‘Cocktails’ and this one is just as adorable and hilarious as the first part! Steve is a cheeky little soft boi and the flirting just makes me feel all sorts of ways <3 100% ADORABLE.

13. Water Wars by @writeyourmindaway | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader “The team finds a new way to unwind” I love fics where you just see the team get to be normal people!!! Plus haven’t we all thought about how the Avengers would are in a water fight? Is that just me? Don’t have to fantasize about it now because @writeyourmindaway wrote it for you :D 100% FLUFF.

14. Slow Like Honey by @heli0s-writes | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “The gossip that buzzes around in the teacher’s lounge is that sweet, sensitive, divorcé Steve Rogers is hot-for-teacher. His daughter’s first-grade teacher, to be exact.” I binged this whole fucking series. 8 parts of PURE. EVERYTHING. I have never so badly wanted a happy ending in my fucking life. This is an amazing series with so much love put into it, you can tell. I really can’t explain this fic because you really need to just go read it to know how amazing it is. NOTE: Part 4, 5, and 8 have some serious love smut in there so 18+ readers only please. UGH. I love this fic so much. I will continue to keep daydreaming about it and thinking about it all the time. God I love me some Dad!Steve. 50% FLUFF and 50% ANGST (which seriously tore my heart out like I cried).

15. You Make My World Spin by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “After the Battle of New York and all the mess Tony gets involved in later, Pepper believes he is in a need of an assistant slash tech genius. Enter you. While Tony is not amused by Pepper’s idea at first… he soon warms up to you.” So many insanely wonderful references in this fic, it’s hilarious. Also, Tony being a little shit LOL. Such a hilarious fic!!!! 100% AMAZINGLY HILARIOUS.

16. If You Stumble... by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “If you stumble…make it part of the dance. In which you ask Steve what your date would look like if you lived the forties. He decides to show you instead. There are few flaws, holes to see through to glimpse beyond that illusion. But what life would be besides boring if everything was perfect? Perfect dress. Perfect date. Perfect gentleman…?” So my dumbass was so excited to read something that anika put out that I didn’t realize this was part 2 of a 3 part series lol I’m dumb yes I know. Anyways, this is part 1 so please don’t be like me and read the first part LOL. ANYWAYS, this was so fucking wholesome. This is definitely one that I need to read again and fully read in order (she’s got part 3 on her AO3, I believe) but ugh. I love the idea of Steve dating in this century, comparing things to how things were done in the old days ufglasodfhsd. I love it. Amazing. 100% FLUFF (I think because well my dumbass hasn’t finished but this part was fluffy :3)

17. @wxstedhexrt‘s poems | Read Them Here! | Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes I don’t think Destiny ever gave me a summary of these but (and Destiny, please correct me if I’m wrong in how you want these to be portrayed!) I believe they’re poems written throughout the whole Steve and Bucky timeline. She’s used the Winter Soldier’s words and turned them into a gorgeous set of poems. 100% My favourite thing in the whole fucking world.

18. The Lonely Tree by @sarahwroteathing | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You have a favorite tree which you make sure to pass every day on your way to class, but one day you find you’ll have to get used to sharing it with a friendly art student.” Holy shit guys this 15 part series was so amazing. It’s 100% PURE FLUFF and PINING and gorgeous. Holy shit. Like I screamed reading the whole goddamn thing. Amazing writing by an amazing human being with some awesome humour haha.

19. @sinner-as-saint responding to an anon request? Amazing. | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Request: May I just spice up your day with the thought of best friend/roommate bucky being jealous when you bring someone home HOT. AS. FUCK. Holy shit. It’s such a short little list of things that Bucky would do but ugh. I was dying reading it. I love me some jealous Bucky smut. 100% angsty fluff? With smuttiness ;) 18+ readers please!!

20. @alloftheimaginesblog prompted fic | Steve Rogers x Reader (I could be wrong here but I believe the gender of the reader is never specified? But the ring is a woman’s ring so?? @alloftheimaginesblog pls correct me if you want!) Prompt: Finding an engagement ring in one of their drawers. So fucking fluffy I needed a cavity filled after ugh. I loved it so much it was just a gorgeous piece of writing. Steve is a little piece of poop for not hiding that ring better I mean come on, you’re telling me you couldn’t have punched a hole, put the ring there, and then cover it up with like a cabinet or something??? jk i still love you steeb. 100% fluff!

21. Laser Tag by @stargazingfangirl18 | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You play laser tag with your boyfriend Steve and his best friend Bucky. Since you’re just a plain ole civilian, you gotta use what non-Avenger skills you have to avoid losing. Hint: those skills involve Steve and kissing.” Iconic. Everything. Wonderful. There is nothing I love more than Steve Rogers being a little sucker for making out with his girlfriend even when there’s a competition. 100% fluff!!!!

22. Under the Rainbow, Draga mea by @binkysteebnpewter | Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader I don’t think there’s an official summary ( @binkysteebnpewter pls correct me if I’m wrong) but my summary is this: GAYNESS <3 I love me some wlw content so when I saw this pop up on my dash, I couldn’t NOT read. It’s soooo good. This is a Social Media AU and the amount of meme usage in there I- it’s fucking wonderful. It’s still in progress though so you guys will have to pine after this relationship with me. I FUCKING LOVE IT. 100% GAY LOVE <3

23. A Fic in which Peggy Carter plays wingwoman because these two idiots are in love with each other but they can’t see it so our Queen needs to throw it at them by @1she1hulk1 (please note I made this title by myself because I don’t think there was a title LOL @1she1hulk1 lmk if you want me to change this xD) | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “the plot is bacially you and Steve go to see Peggy and she tells Steve to finally make his move” Peggy Carter is a fucking Queen and she knows that Steve is falling for you, because he just won’t stop fucking talking about you LOL. Anyways, this is a super cute fic!!!! Please go give it some love because this human being who wrote it doesn’t think she’s a good writer?????? Crazy. 100% FLUFF!!!!

OTHER FICS THAT DESERVE MENTIONING!!!!

So because this is my first recommendation list on this site, I know I’m definitely missing some amazing fics that I’ve read but never saved (I’m a terrible person I know). So I’m just gonna add them in this list here because they deserve love and attention too!

@wxstedhexrt‘s poetry. Period. End of story lol. JK. So the ones that I’ve read that are on Destiny’s tumblr aren’t all fandom related (besides the one that I posted above) but they’re still really amazing. I’ve never felt so captured by poems before (mostly because i’m stupid and don’t understand a lot of poetry). Ugh anyways I love her poems so much so please go check them out! CLICK HERE FOR BEAUTY <3

Alright so I know a lot of you guys know @kayteewritessteve but if you don’t, she’s this super amazing writer with INCREDIBLE series. (CLICK HERE TO SEE HER FULL MASTERLIST). But one of my most favourite series by her, and one of my favourite series of all time, is: If Only You Knew “You arrive home one day to find a wedding invite for two of your best friends from high school. You knew this day was going to come eventually, but even with that said, you weren’t prepared to return home. At least not after 7 years of avoiding Buckhannon, West Virginia. Or rather, avoiding him; your ex-best friend and the secret love of your life. But maybe it was finally time to face your past, to face him and everything else that happened on that horrible night.” This 18 (plus an Epilogue) part series will literally have you screaming at your screen being like WHY YALL CANT JUST TELL EACH OTHER HOW YALL FEEL?!?!?!?! 75% angst (because Kaytee likes to hurt us) and 25% fluff BUT the fluff is SOOOOO worth it so it’s like 100% angst and 200% fluff (i was never a mathlete). NOW since, we’re on the topic of Kaytee’s writing, I’d also like to mention: Love and War “In a harsh medieval world, you set out on a perilous quest that will lead you onto a forbidden land. A land ruled and controlled by a ruthless Warlord King, one who does not look favourably upon trespassers of any kind, and punishes all with an iron fist. You may not know exactly where this quest will end, but what you do know is you will forever be altered by it. And that knowledge alone is what truly terrifies you the most.” so I read this while Kaytee was writing it about a year ago and holllyyyyyy shit. Okay. So. Listen. Fantasy? Check. Romance? Check. Amazing writing? Well it’s Kaytee so yea obviously check. I want to list more things but I don’t want to give it away! This is a 15 part series (plus an Epilogue and Outro) but it goes by so quickly once you’re stuck and waiting for more!!!!

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a-walk-in-silence · 4 years

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The Final Coffee... For Now

Pairing: Steve Rogers x fem!reader

Word Count: 6.1k

Summary: The battle is over, and life is starting to pick up the pieces. You have one final mission complete, and there's only one person you can imagine having by your side during the mission.

Warnings: Crying, mentions of injuries, mentions of death, life crisis, there's probably a curse word or two knowing me, lewd comments

A/N: AT LAST, THE FINAL SEQUEL! This has been a wild ride and, honestly, I have been enjoying it so much! As always, I hope you enjoy! Btw if I do any followup stories, I will 100% be tagging the taglist I have, but none of the followups are intended to be a continuation, just a "fill-in-the-blanks" of sorts. Idk but I have ideas and if anybody ever requests anything I will for sure post it

Previous Part | Masterlist

You woke up in a hospital bed, a hunched over Steve sitting in the chair by your bedside table. Your eyes skipped over him and saw three figures all squished together on the couch, reading one of Morgan's favorite books. Your back was in pain, so you shifted. But the sound alerted everyone in the room, and suddenly you were surrounded.

A bundle of energy flew into bed with you, her arms wrapping around you. "Mom, you're okay," Penny said, her voice shaking. Your hand slowly brushed against her head, trying to calm down her tears while fighting to stay awake. "When Uncle Tony said you were hurt, I was so scared."

"I'm okay, don't worry. Just some bruising, maybe some nerve damage. Nothing serious." You smiled at Tony and Steve as they both managed to wrangle in a scared Morgan. "Hey, Morgoona. It's okay, I don't bite."

She looked up at you with those big saucer eyes. She was scared but she still made it the few steps towards your bed. "Auntie Y/N?"

You nodded, smiling at her. "Auntie Y/N. This is like the time your daddy ended up in the hospital because he burned his hand. Nothing serious. Just needed a little rest."

After a few more timid steps, she reached up, trying to climb onto the bed. Tony helped her get up, and she crawled the rest of the way to join you. "Daddy said you were really hurt."

"Well your daddy lied. Not surprising given how much he overreacts." Tony rolled his eyes at your remark, but you continued. "I just overworked myself. I had a really full day of running around, fighting bad guys. But it was worth it in the end. Everyone made it back. Including…" Your eyes flicked over to Penny. "Your dad. What happened when he called?"

She bit her lip before curling further into your side. "He wanted to know what happened to me. To him. Uncle Happy explained it briefly, and I told him about you taking me in. He then said he wanted to come see me, take me back to New York City and get to know me again."

Your heart broke in your chest. Of course Bobby would want to have Penny back in his life. For some reason, the thought hadn't even crossed your mind. It was stupid to assume you would have her forever. But it didn't mean it didn't hurt any less.

"Well of course, sweetie. Your dad missed so much of your life, I can imagine he doesn't want to miss anymore." You put on a brave face for her, but you knew that Tony and Steve saw straight through it. "And I know you miss him with all of your heart. I'll still be around, and visit you all the time. But your dad needs you, and you need him." You kissed the top of her head, unable to look up at Steve and Tony. You knew that they had sad looks on their faces, and you couldn't bear to see them. You knew you would cry. You couldn't cry.

"But… I don't want to leave you, or Morgan, Aunt Pepper, and Uncle Tony. You… you're my family." You could hear the tears in her voice, and it brought you that much closer to crying. "I don't want to lose you."

You rested your cheek against the top of her head. "You'll never lose me, Penny. We can visit you all the time. And we will. You're part of this family, and you're stuck with us whether you like it or not." You gave her one final squeeze before leaning back to look her in the eyes. "Can you two go find Pepper? I need a moment to talk to Tony and Steve, alone."

The two girls nodded before clambering out of bed, with Tony helping Morgan down. They left the room, waving goodbye.

And then waterworks started. Everything that happened just hit you like a truck in that moment. All of the repressed emotions, all of the tears, they all just came swelling to the top like a tsunami. And they just wouldn't stop.

Losing Bucky, finding out about your mother and your weird ass powers, seeing Peggy and Daniel again, losing Nat and getting her back, and now losing Penny… it all was hitting you in the chest over and over and over again. Your heart was breaking into smaller and smaller parts as it all caught up in your mind. Each moment, each memory, kept replaying over and over again, becoming an ongoing film reel that didn't seem to have an end.

Steve and Tony just watched as you fell apart right in front of them. They knew that rock bottom was going to hit at some point, and Penny was the feather that tipped the scale. Up and down, left and right, nothing made sense anymore. Your life had always been filled with everything, so why did you feel like you had lost it all?

You finally managed to stop crying after about an hour. The boys had left the room at some point to find coffee, and had returned, patiently waiting for you to be the first one to talk. And it took you awhile. You couldn't make sense of your own brain. But you finally managed to calm down enough to talk to them.

"I feel alone, and cold." It was the first thing to leave your lips before you just word vomited over them about everything. And you meant everything. Your entire life, childhood, being in S.H.I.E.L.D., meeting Steve and everything that ever happened. It all just came out in a pure mess of chaos as you tried to make sense of it all. And they listened to the entire thing, never speaking up or trying to talk over you. Even in moments where you would fall silent, they were silent, too. And you were so thankful that they let you get it all out before finally deciding to talk. They had even gotten you a coffee, which probably didn't help with the word vomit.

Nonetheless, you finished talking eventually. And only a few seconds of silence went between you finishing your rant and Tony talking.

"Well what are you going to do?" he asked, standing up from the couch and stretching.

Your eyebrows scrunched together in confusion at his statement. "What do you mean?"

"He means, what are you going to do," Steve piped up. "It's your life. Right now the decisions are in your hand."

"Are you going to retire somewhere, be a miserable old spinstress and mourn the days of yonder?" Tony pouted at that decision. "Turn your pain into art? Turn art into pain? Or are you going to do something else?"

Steve stood up, wrapping an arm around Tony's shoulder. "We're here no matter what, of course. We always will be. But we can't be here for you if we don't know what the next step is."

You looked down at your hands. There wasn't much that you wanted that you could actually have, anymore. Still, you told them. "I want my family. I want my mom, Aunt Peggy, Uncle Daniel… I want Bucky and Penny and little Morgoona. I want my brother and the love of my life to always be there. But I can't have a lot of that. I can't have my mom, Peggy, Daniel, or Bucky. They're gone."

They both came and sat on opposite sides of the bed, both looking at you with nothing but love. "Then how do we fix that? I mean, we had a couple ideas-"

"Not we. You." Tony pointed at Steve, shaking his head. "As annoying and arrogant as you are, you can still make her happy without even trying."

"Don't sell yourself short, Tony. Afterall, you are her brother, practically." Steve looked back at you before smiling. "I do have some ideas. They're not much in the grand scheme of things, but I think you need a proper goodbye. I talked to Hank and he said he would help create enough PYM Particles for this, but I need your help in return."

"What kind of help are we talking about?" you asked, raising an eyebrow at Steve. You knew he would never put you in danger. If anything, you put yourself in danger.

He patted you on the leg, a small smirk sitting on his pretty face. "All I'm asking is that you help me return the stones to their proper homes, and we can work from there."

You agreed and, a week later, the two of you were standing on the rebuilt Quantum Tunnel in the middle of the forest. Bruce and Tony were currently watching the computer, double checking to make sure everything was okay. Tony gave you a cheeky smile before looking at Steve who was casually chatting with Bucky and Sam.

"You know this isn't goodbye, right?" you asked, crossing your arms over your chest. "Come on, Stevie, we have some stones to return and messes to clean up."

"One minute," he said before looking over at Sam. There was a moment that passed between the two before Steve handed him the shield. "You know, I can't think of anyone better to carry the shield than you. How does it feel?"

Sam held the shield in his arms, almost uncertain. "Like it belongs to someone else." He gave Steve a forced smile before he looped his arms through the straps on the back. "So what gives, Rogers? Hanging up the cape already?"

Steve chuckled before looking over at you. "Nah, figured I would try some of that life Tony always talks about. Maybe one day I'll get up and kick some ass, but not as Captain America." He looked back at Sam, giving him a salute. "Captain."

You smiled softly at the scene playing out in front of you. Steve's promise to try and just have a domestic life with you was heartwarming, even if there was the implication that retirement would never truly be retirement. Then again, could you ever truly give it up either? Sure, as a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent, you weren't necessarily a field agent, and when it fell you were a silent observer to everything else. But now you had a taste for it.

But domestic life with Steve would be nice. You just weren't sure you'd be able to be as domestic as him. Especially when you had some new kind of powers that you needed to figure out. Maybe Wanda could help. But you knew the two of you would figure it out.

Out of the corner of your eye, you could have sworn you saw Tony roll his eyes at Steve, but you knew he was just being an ass just because he could be. You knew a part of him was happy for you and Steve, even if there would always be something about Steve that rubbed him the wrong way. They truly were a cat and dog, forced to get along through their human owner. And you really weren't sure if you were the human in this equation or the goldfish sitting on the kitchen counter. Either way, you were stuck in between them and you loved them with all of your heart.

"You done, Icicle?" Tony said, finally speaking up. "Not to cause any stress or anything. We can always not return the stones, doom those other timelines to be defenseless. Really, don't mind, but it would be quite rude, don't you think?"

Now it was Steve's turn to roll his eyes. "I'm going, relax, Tony." He joined you on the platform, giving your shoulder a small nudge with his own. "See you in a minute."

"We're going to the same place!" You have a playful shove before shaking your head. "Tony, human Bucky, Sam, Bruce… I'll actually see you in a minute."

Steve picked up Mjölnir, that had been sitting by your feet, before you two travelled back in time.

Returning most of the stones was relatively easy. 2013 Thor was, of course, confused as to why Steve was there, why he had the Aether in stone form, and why in the HELL was he carrying his hammer? But before he could ask any further questions, you were gone, returning the rest of the stones to their proper timelines.

The one stone that was probably the most awkward to return was the soul stone… primarily because the guardian of the stone was an old nazi general that Steve had known in WWII. Red Skull. It took everything in your power to keep Steve from punching him in the face.

"I know we punch nazis in the face, but right now, we have other things to worry about." You grabbed his hand, tugging him away from Red Skull. "If anything, we can find him in the future and kick his ass there." It took a lot of convincing but he finally agreed. You took the soul stone and gave it to Red Skull.

But once the last of the stones were returned, Steve grabbed your hand and started to fiddle with the GPS that was on your wrist. You raised an eyebrow, knowing he wouldn't tell you where you were going. Still, you couldn't help but be curious, trying to catch a glimpse of the date being input onto the device. As if he knew what you were doing, he leaned your wrist away from your prying eyes. You pouted but let him continue on.

When the two of you ended up back in the past, you weren't really sure where you were. You looked around, confused. "Where did we end up?" you asked as you glanced around.

Steve put an arm around your shoulder and turned you around, and then it hit you. Oh. Oh. This was your childhood home.

"Steve-"

"Come on, someone's waiting inside for you." He didn't give you time to react before he was leading you into the house. It was oddly quiet. If you had to guess, Peggy and Daniel were likely at work, so why were you here?

Your footsteps were silent as the two of you made your way over to what you remembered being your old bedroom. But there were no signs that you were even living here. No screaming. No crying. No nannies looking tired. So this was clearly pre-you. But what was the date?

Yeah, okay, you could look at the GPS on your wrist, but what was the fun in that? Plus, Steve would probably stop you from doing so.

It wasn't until you heard crying just down the hall that you had an idea. The two of you went to the door, pushing it open, and inside was a very sickly you. Only she wasn't you. It was definitely your mother. And in a crib, snoozing away, was a baby.

So that meant the baby was you.

Your heart started to beat a little faster as he walked over to the bed. Your mom looked up and a small smile sat on her face even though she had just been crying. "My Y/N…" Her voice was so quiet as you sat on the edge of the bed, taking her hand in your own. "You're so big… but just as big as I remember."

You smiled at her, giving her hand a squeeze. "And you've barely aged a day." You glanced back towards Steve to find that he had left, closing the door after him. You sighed before looking back at her. You knew you wanted to tell her everything, but you knew overwhelming her would make matters worse. Besides, at the end of the day, you needed this goodbye.

"I've been waiting for you. My glowing angel." She reached for a worn book, sitting on her nightstand. She handed it to you, a soft smile on her face. "This is for you." You smiled warmly at her. "How have you been?"

"Been okay, saved the world. Nothing major." You loved the smile that shone on her face. "Made sure that the world was safe enough for people like you. For the future generation."

Her eyes slowly fluttered shut, and your heart stopped in your chest. But she was still breathing. You had to hold onto that hope. "I'm dying, aren't I?" Her voice was quiet, shaking with fear. She managed to open her eyes just enough to gauge the broken expression on your face. She coughed before her head lolled to the side, staring at the crib. "Did you at least have a good childhood?"

"The best," you responded. "Peggy and Daniel took me in, raised me to be the person I am today. I fell in love and found the best family in the entire world. You would love them."

"Is that so?" Her voice was slowly becoming rougher as she kept talking. "Tell me about them."

You laughed before scooting closer to her. "There are so many of them. But I'll try and cover them all." You spent the next 10 minutes telling her about everyone. From Tony to Steve, Peter P. to Peter Q., there were so many names to cover. But she listened, only laughing every once in awhile when you mentioned a funny story.

She eventually fell asleep, so you got up and kissed her on the forehead. "Bye, mom. I hope you move on peacefully."

You left her room and saw Steve just chilling on one of the hallway couches, looking out over the estate. "You know, this is bigger than I expected Peg's house to be," he said before smiling at you. "I'm guessing Howard had a hand in this?"

"Howard and S.H.I.E.L.D., yeah." You sat down next to him, giving him a smile. "Thank you for this. I needed it." You glanced at the journal in your hands. "She wanted me to have this. I'll have to read it later."

"Explains why Peg and Daniel could never find it. Any way, we still have two more places to go." He looked down at your fidgeting hands before reaching out to take them. "You ready to get going? They should be home soon."

"Yeah. I think so."

The next place the two of you ended up was on the side of a busy highway, and you instantly recognized it. "We're in New York. What's here?" But then you spotted it: an open box sitting on the side of the road, beat up beyond belief. And you were going over to the box without a second's thought, looking inside. Sure enough, inside was a tiny black and white kitten curled up in a tight ball. "Bucky…"

"I figured you would want to get to say goodbye. He has always been by your side, so why not go back to that first moment?" Steve kneeled beside you, looking at the kitten with adoration. "It's still hard to think that he's gone."

You nodded, fighting tears from overspilling. Your hands were shaking as you reached down to give him a few small pets. "How long do we have before we need to go? How long until I drive by?"

"Few minutes," he responded, giving the kitten a tiny scratch under the chin. "And then we really need to leave to keep the timelines okay."

You couldn't look away from him, remembering the first day you brought him home. How sick he had been. But then he got better, so lively. Bucky had been your best friend when Steve was away. He was your rock.

You gave him another pet, which caused him to meow. You laughed before wiping away a tear. "You'll be the best cat ever, Bucky. You'll touch so many hearts in your lifetime. Love you, buddy. Couldn't have asked for anyone better, ya know?" You finally looked away from him to glance up at Steve. "Do you want to say anything?"

He seemed to ponder it for a moment before finally thinking of something. "Even when I couldn't always be there, I knew I could trust you to be there for Y/N. You'll be kind and lazy, and probably have your fair share of a coffee addiction as your mom. But you'll keep her happy when I fail. So you better be ready, because you have some big shoes to fill, soldier."

You smiled softly at his response before you reached across the box to grab his hand. "I love you. I'll probably thank you every five minutes during this but I mean it. Thank you. Where are we off to next?"

"Well, this next stop is very top secret. Only you and I can know about this one. Not even Tony. He'll obviously see where we went on the computer, but he can't know what we see." Your eyebrows furrowed together in confusion but you didn't ask any questions. Rather, you let him input the times and locations into the device and made the time jump alongside him.

The final site was familiar, although you were standing fairly far away and in the tree lines. You were at Tony's lakeside cabin, though why you were there was definitely beyond you. In the distance, you could see several of the Avengers as they milled around and celebrated. But there were also some new faces that you just couldn't recognize. Who were these new heroes? Or, rather, new people?

Nat was sitting among them, but she looked a bit older. As you looked around, you noticed the running theme. No, it wasn't by dozens of years or anything, but just enough for it to definitely be noticeable. Like Peter. He had definitely lost a good portion of his baby fat, and he had an arm casually thrown around the waist of a dark-haired girl who was chatting with Shuri, T'Challa's sister. And Thor had definitely lost a good majority of the weight he had gained post-snap.

You were going to ask what was going on when a car pulled up, and a very grown up Penny walked out of the car with her dad, Bobby. She was a blossoming young adult, and just as beautiful as she had been when she hugged you and said goodbye.

And then Tony walked out of the house. He made some grand speech that you could only hear snippets of. Even when all of the partygoers were quiet, you were just too far away to notice. A pair of arms wrapped around you from behind as you watched the scene unfolding down by the lake. Everyone started to clap as suddenly you and Steve walked out of the house, each of you holding a small bundle of fabric cradled in your arms. It really didn't take a rocket scientist to know what those bundles were.

You placed a hand over your mouth to keep from crying out as happy tears sprung from your eyes. Your future self was surrounded by love and family, and filled with so much joy and happiness. No, you weren't sure how far into the future this was, but it definitely warmed your heart to see the pure bliss that you radiated when surrounded by loved ones.

"I know their names, you know," Steve said, lips brushing against your ear as he spoke. "I mean, I can guess. Blue and pink, boy and girl. Do you want to know?"

You shook your head, smiling at the scene in front of you. "I want to be surprised." You knew your mind was already guessing about a thousand names for those two twins, but you knew deep down that it didn't matter. A part of you knew their names, too. But why say it out loud when you can hold onto it for a little while longer?

Steve's lips found their way to your neck, gently peppering it was soft kisses. "I have another surprise, but it's not another trip to another point in time." His arms unwound from around you, causing you to turn around. The site in front of your eyes was heart stopping as you took it in. Steve, down on one knee, a ring in his hand.

"Steve." Your voice was breathless as your heart pounded in your chest. There were so many thoughts swirling around in your head, and so much you wanted to say, but then he started talking.

"I've wanted to ask you this ever since I first kissed you, ya know. Something about how well we worked together just told me this was the one. You're headstrong and stubborn, almost as bad as me. Yet you still ground me, and I ground you. When I lost you, I didn't know how to pick up the pieces. You were my everything, and this ring has been burning a hole in my pocket for about 7 years." A part of you was almost surprised to hear that he had held onto a ring this long, especially when you left him. You really felt like an ass, and it clearly showed on your face. "It's not your fault. I was the asshole, remember?" He gave you a cheeky grin before returning to the speech. "I've spent so much time away from you that I know I don't want to spend another second without you in my arms. So, Y/N L/N, I'm down on one knee, asking you to make me the happiest 105 year old in existence by marrying me."

"Jesus Christ, you're old." You laughed before kneeling down right in front of him. "You're older than sin, Stevie. Really, what is everyone going to say at the wedding? Clearly you're just some older celebrity in love with women half his age." You enjoyed watching the huge smile spread across his face as you took the ring from his hand, putting it on your finger. "You know, this is beautiful. But I half expected you to propose by giving me a cup of coffee. This is a bit of a let down, truly."

Steve finally broke, laughing. "Is this your way of saying yes?"

You rolled your eyes before pushing him to the ground, laying down next to him. "Of course it is. But did you expect anything less?" You turned your head to look at him, watching as he rolled onto his side to look at you.

"I love you. So much."

"Well I love you so much." You rolled over to meet him halfway. "When do we have to go back home? I imagine Tony and Bruce are probably waiting. Plus you have a new Captain to give all of the responsibilities of owning America's Ass to." He rolled his eyes and you smiled. "And we have a pair of kids to meet in the future. Can't be late for that, now can we?"

"No, I suppose we can't." He leaned over to you and pressed his lips against yours in a soft, sweet kiss. It only lasted a few seconds, but it held so much in it. A promise for a better tomorrow, surrounded by loved ones and family. Your family. And you were ready for it. It would be a long journey but you had all of the right people by your side. Tony, Steve, and, most importantly, a functioning coffee machine.

--5 And A Half Years Later--

You looked out into the forest, a small smile perched on your lips as you caught a glimpse of yourself and Steve from a few years ago. The day he proposed. And the day that the two of you threw a big party for all of your friends to introduce them to the two week old twins.

Tony took your son from his hands, showing him off to a ten-year-old Morgan so she could meet one of her new cousins. And your daughter?

Well, she had been with Steve, but Steve was walking towards you and he definitely didn't have her.

"Where's 'Nora?" you asked as he came to a stop a few feet in front of you. "Last I checked, you had her."

"Her Aunt Nat wanted to get to cuddle her and be bitter that she was named after your mom and Peggy and not her." He rolled his eyes playfully before looking around. "And Danny?"

"His Uncle Tony. Morgoona wanted to get to hold him and Tony said he would take him off our hands for a few minutes." Steve's arm wound around your shoulder, pulling you into his side. You once again glanced at the forest, catching a glimpse of the two of you before you disappeared. "Well they're in for a fun night."

"Y/N," Steve said, sounding almost exasperated. But he then laughed, kissing the top of your head. "You'll be the death of me. Come on, let's go find the kids. I'm sure they've passed hands since we last saw them."

The first of the kids that you found was Danny, being held by Human Bucky.

Okay, fine, Uncle Bucky. Whatever. You knew that was his name now but you were just so used to calling him Human Bucky.

"So I see Bucky has found Bucky," you teased before sitting on the edge of the table in front of him. "How's your second namesake doing?"

"He's good," Bucky said, eyes never leaving little Danny. "Bucky Daniel. You really had to name another one after me, didn't you, Steve?"

Steve chuckled, sitting down next to his best friend. "Nonsense, he's named after the cat. The cat was much more enjoyable company."

Bucky rolled his eyes, a smirk sitting on his face. "Yeah well he's got your dumb face, Rogers, so who's the real loser here?" He gently booped your son's nose, causing him to squirm a little. But he quickly settled, enjoying the cool of Bucky's metal arm in the hot air.

And then Nat came over with Nora in her arms, a pout on her face. "Steve, Clint said I can't teach her how to fight when she's old enough. It's rude, really. A girl's first birthday present should always be a knife."

"Nat, no knives," Steve chided, but you quipped in.

"I don't see a problem with the knife. It was one of the first presents Aunt Peggy gave me when I was a kid." You shrugged casually, earning a small glare from Steve. "Hey, it's not my fault that Peg taught me right. As much shit as I give her sometimes, I know that she wanted me to be able to fend for myself."

"I'm with the chicks," Bucky added, leaning against the table as he looked up from Danny who was still cuddled into his arms. "So it seems the final vote is 3 to 2. I guess Daddy Steve and Uncle Clint are in the minority. Guess we're gifting these two their own little sets of matching knives on their first birthday."

Steve absolutely was done with all three of you at this point. He looked around, trying to find out who would help him, but he quickly realized that a lot of the people here would easily pick yours and Nat's side. If not for ideologies, then fear. The final shapedown of this fight would leave him severely in the minority. "Can we at least wait until they're old enough to use a knife without hurting themselves."

The three of you shared a look, seeming to have a silent conversation. The three of you reached a unanimous decision, nodding in unison.

"So five?" Nat asked.

"Five seems good to me," you added, taking your daughter from her outstretched arms. "Don't you agree, little Nora?" She cooed, stretching out her arms as she settled into your arms. "I think she agrees. Human Bucky?"

"Uncle Bucky," he corrected, handing Danny over to Steve. "And I think it sounds like a good idea. Our future little Avengers. Maybe they'll get some of their parents powers."

You groaned, leaning back a little as you studied Lenora's face. "God, I hope not. I don't need them opening up portals or lifting cars with ease. I think I'd actually lose it if that happened."

The group was filled with laughter. But then a voice rose up above the laughter, silencing you.

"Umm… I just want to start this out by apologizing," Peter Parker said as he came to stand on top of Tony's table. "So, I'm sorry. But, um… I sent the Younglings to take care of a small HYDRA dispute in Michigan and I thought they could handle it but it's gotten bigger. Kamala just sent a S.O.S. to me and they really need help."

You looked over at Steve as chaos definitely broke out around you. Avengers were rushing around to get their suits and stuff in order, and you definitely weren't going to sit this out. "You gonna be okay?"

"I got Nora and Danny," he said, looking over his shoulder. You followed his gaze and saw Penny and Bobby. "Besides, I'll have them, as well as Morgan. We'll be fine."

You leaned over and kissed his cheek before climbing off of the table and walking over to Penny and Bobby. "How're you two doing?"

Penny smiled, wrapping her arms around you in a hug. "Doing alright, mom. Been thinking about what I'll do after high school." She looked at Nora, who was in your arms. "Do you want me to look after her while you're gone?"

"Her and Bucky… and also Steve. Can't trust him all on his lonesome." You smiled at her before shifting Lenora into her arms. You adjusted her hold until the baby was snuggly cuddled into her arms. "Shouldn't be more than 20 minutes. Until then, she's gonna need her big sister to keep an eye out for her."

"You got it."

With that, you ran over to Tony, who was holding your nano tech gloves. "If you don't hurry, they're going to leave without us."

"Oh shut up." You rolled your eyes before putting them on and activating the nano suit to encompass your body. "Suit up, Stark. We've got some younglings to save."

The two of you took off into the sky, followed by a couple quinjets and other flying suits and tech. Even Carol had made the trip back to Earth for the party, so she was now joining in on the fight.

You gave one final glance over your shoulder at Steve as he was surrounded by several kids and Bobby. You knew he would be kept occupied, with no missing the fight. Maybe in a few years, he'd join you, but he was happy with the domestic life. You both were happy.

And that's all that mattered…

Except you totally left the coffee machine on again.

Shit.

"F.R.I.D.A.Y., tell Steve I left the coffee pot on and that he should probably make sure everything is okay," you said.

"Okay. Activating Tell The Husband That You're A Forgetful Fiend and Want To Burn The House Down," she said, and you instantly turned to look at Tony who was flying beside you.

"Did you really rename the protocols on my suit? Really?"

You could hear the laugh in his voice. "Revenge for the Battle of 2023."

You were nearly floored, and almost fell out of the sky from shock. But you regained your balance, casting a glance over at him. "This has been 5 years in the making? Seriously?"

"What can I say, I'm in it for the long haul."

You shook your head, a smile on your lips. Then you spotted Sam, flying a little bit ahead of the two of you. "Hey Cap!" you called as you started to gain ground on him.

He briefly looked behind to see you coming up on his left. "Rogers, if you say it, I swear we are turning this whole mission around," he warned, but it was too late as you were soaring past him.

"On your left!"

He groaned, shaking his head. "You and your husband are equally as annoying."

You laughed before falling back to fly alongside Sam and Tony. This was your family. The quinjets full of heroes. The flying heroes that were soaring alongside. The people stuck at home, unable or unwilling to fight. All of them were yours. Very dysfunctional. But it was all yours.

Yep. All yours.

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takenbyheartstrings · 4 years

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R U MINE? [ p.p ]

part four of the “i lived” series ⏤ masterlist here.

pairing | peter parker x stark!reader

summary | you were in love with Peter Parker. it might’ve seen like a far fetch a year and a half ago, well, if we’re speaking in reality. 5 years ago before the snap. it was a crush, and nothing more. but as time went on after your father passed away, you realised more and more everyday that he was the one. he came by everyday, even if it was for five minutes to make sure, you, Pepper and Morgan had everything you needed and if you were alright. he even bought you a sandwich from the deli on the corner; in other words, he was too sweet for you to even comprehend. a pure masterpiece from the gods above.but you only pictured it in your head. what the reality could be like. you hoped he’d felt the same - even if all he went on about was MJ.who knew Europe could change so much.

warnings | fluff, some angst??? mentions of death.

authors note | hey guys! i’m back and exams are finished! i know i skipped a week of uploading but i really needed to study! i hope you guys can understand. (btw totally smashed out science and english 😎)

about y/n’s powers | y/n can control the elements on command, if she’s ever upset or angry, the water is trigged by y/n’s sadness and fire is triggered by the anger. Unless she manages to keep those emotions under some sort of control, they can create some destruction.

word count | 1.5k

SONG ⏤ R U MINE? BY ARCTIC MONKEYS

Quentin held a beer in his hand. Peter still looked down at Fury’s comment. As glasses of lemonade sat in front of the both of you. Peter looked down and played with his glass. He noticed both of your faces, down and upset.

“Hey,” Quentin sighed, “We gotta celebrate this... we did something good tonight.”Although you did do something good.

You felt far from victory. It wasn’t like anything you’d felt - your mask was on the table, as you played with your cup of ice-cold lemonade.

“Fury was right,” Peter spoke, “Tony did a lot for me, so... I owe it to him. To everybody.”

“Do you?” Quentin asked.

“Yeah,” Peter sighed sitting up and slouching again, “I mean, Mr Stark gave me the chance to be better than him and Fury just wants me to live upto that.”

“What do you want, Peter?”

“What do you mean?”

“What do you want?”

Peter helplessly shrugged his shoulders, “I don’t- I don’t know.”

“C’mon Peter Parker, I know you’re thinking about it.”

“I want to go on my trip!” Peter finally said. “I want to go back on my trip with my friends. I want to go to the top of the Eiffel Tower with the girl I really like and tell her how I feel and... give her a kiss!”

Peter’s cheeks went a bright red as your face did the same, just out of jealousy. You’d always known that Peter was the one. Your father even said it. It always felt like he was trying to push you and Peter together, maybe he was right. But you couldn’t just tell him that. You wanted to be with Peter.

“You’re not gonna do that, are you?”

“No... I’m not.”

“Why not!” Quentin’s arms flew into the air.

“Because I have too much responsibility.”

“How about you, y/n... what do you want?” Quentin asked you. His eyes staring deep into yours, giving you chills on the back of your neck as if he knew that you knew something.

“I don’t know either, I guess I also want to go back on the trip, I want to explore, I want to stop being held back from the world. There’s a boy in my class I really like and I- I really wanna tell him how I feel, but I can’t. So that’s fun. Honestly, being a superhero is better than facing that trauma.”

“Y/n. You can face whatever you need to, and when you want to face it.” Quentin told you, “You are much more powerful than you think.”

“Thanks, Mr Beck.” You smiled softly - of course it was a fake smile... it gave of the realist look a smile could give, but you were too skeptical to be real.

A lady came by handing Peter his glasses, he’d dropped them on the floor, and she smiled as he returned it. “Thank you so much.” Peter said as Quentin pointed at those.

“Are those the?” he questioned.

“E.D.I.T.H. glasses yeah.” Peter smiled.

“C’mon, let’s see how they look.”Peter placed them on his face giving an awkward smile, needless to say, he was speechless and so were you. Not for the better off it. Though, his smile was charming... so there was that.

“I actually really like them.” He shrugged.

“Can I be completely honest with you?” Quentin asked.

“Please.” Peter invited.

“They look really stupid.”

You stifled a laugh, “He’s not wrong... sorry Pete.”

“But maybe they have a contact lens version of them.” Quentin shrugged.

“They do,” you winked at Quentin as he caught what you were putting down. You were wearing real contacts in your eyes, and they were not working too well for you.

“Try them on,” Peter said handing him the glasses.

“No, I couldn’t.” Quentin laughed.

“Just put ‘em on!” Peter whined.

Quentin took the defeat as he placed them on his face. “What do you think, kids?”

Peter looked stunned as chills went down your spine, a pit in your stomach.

“For the next Tony Stark, I trust you,” Peter said aloud.

“What?” Quentin asked in confusion.

“Mr. Stark left me a message.” Peter sighed, “For the next Tony Stark.. I trust you.”

“I’m still not following, how many lemonades have you had?” Quentin asked.

“He knew every mistake I ever made,” Peter told him. “So he must’ve known that I wasn’t ready for something like this.”

“Then why would he give it to you?”

“Because maybe he didn’t trust me to have E.D.I.T.H., he trusted me to pick who should. It makes so much sense, he’s trusting me to do what’s right and he’s not gonna give them to Fury, because Fury would just... give.. himself E.D.I.T.H.”

“You’re probably right about that.” Quentin nodded as you nodded along.

“Right, so the world needs the next Iron Man... and it’s not gonna be me. I’m a sixteen year old kid from Queens, it needs to be an adult who has expirence and is good like Tony Stark, like you.”

You wanted to slap Peter for questioning your father’s judgement, but you had to let him to what he wanted to. It was the only way you could prove to yourself that Quentin - Mysterio was the bad guy.

“No, Peter, c’mon, no.” Quentin put the glasses down on the table, “Y/n, back me up.”

“Well, Peter’s right,” You took out your contacts, and slid off your ring. A feeling in your stomach arising, “I don’t trust myself with these either.”

“E.D.I.T.H. I’d like to transfer your control over to Quentin Beck,” Peter says.

“Peter what are you doing?” Quentin questions in confusion.

“The right thing.”

You looked at Peter wearily as he finally confirmed and handed Quentin the glasses, you slid the contacts and the fake ring over.

“I did my confirmation on the way over here.” You give a small smile.

“Welcome to the Avengers.” Peter finally said.

Peter shook hands with Quentin as he got up and gave you a hug, playing his act till the last straw. His eyes were filled with hatred toward you, the daughter of the man who tormented him.

“It was good working with you, Miss Stark.”

“It was a great honor, Mr. Beck.”

“Where are you guys off to now?”

“I’m off to get the girl I like.” Peter smiled.

“I’d give you a fifty-fifty chance, you’re pretty awkward,” Quentin winked. “And you, Y/n?”

“To see my best friend.”

You gave your final goodbyes as you followed Peter out of the bar, he pulled you onto a rooftop.

“Peter, there’s something I need to tell you.”

Peter looked at you, some sort of hope in his heart, all crushed by your next sentence.

“The contacts and the ring, they were fake.”

“What? Why? How?”

“MJ helped me get them, I don’t trust Quentin.”

“Really? He just saved what seems to be the whole world.”

“Okay sure, but how do we know this isn’t apart of some master plan?”

“Y/n, you’re just being paranoid.”

“And so what if I am?”

“You know what? Let’s not fight, I’ll drop you off at the hotel, I’m taking a walk.”

Peter swung you onto your room’s balcony before swinging away once more. You looked at him with a slight reject. Knocking on the door, MJ opened it.

“You forgot to text me.” She said with a blank face.

“Oh, shit,” You sighed, giving her an awkward smile, “Sorry.”

“It’s fine. But I have some amazing evidence for you.” She held up this drone looking thing.

“What is that?”

“I think it’s some sort of drone or something. I found it at the carnival when I was wandering around, trying not to fucking die.”

you gave a small laugh, “Let’s go outside and see if we can do anything with it there, maybe I can tinker with it. Get it to work.”

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Peter was standing on the bridge he had planned to take you to after the bar. Now he wasn’t so sure what to think. You didn’t trust Quentin Beck, the man who just saved the world from eternal doom. But it was your decision, and part of him respected that, part of him knew you had a right to be uneasy around Quentin. You were always right. Just like your dad.

But this time he didn’t trust either of your judgments... Tony picking him as the next Iron Man, and you not trusting Quentin.

Peter sighed looking down at the water as it gleamed underneath the moonlight, he looked at the city around him. Thinking to himself what it would be like if you were there, telling him how you loved him back. There was no doubt he would’ve told you how he felt in the exact spot he was standing if not for the stupid quarrel the two of you had endorsed.

Just to his luck, you and MJ came running down in a hurry, your eyes met him as you shook your head out of breath. You didn’t want to seem Petty. But you had to be.

You were both out of breath as you finally took the drone out of MJ’s bag, Peter slightly confused. MJ set it on the floor as a storm unfolded upbove all of you.

You gave MJ a smile, “We’ve caught the fucking bastard.”

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authors note | so i know that i didn’t upload last week, or in time this week, but i’m working on pre-writing the chapters, exams are over so i should be all good for time to write them :) it’s nice to be back and writing this series... i missed it.

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inmyarmswrappedin · 4 years

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DRUCK reactions - s4 ep3

Featuring: the clip that made me infinitely more interested in the season.

Oops, I forgot to link to the Nadia clip twitter thread. It’s there now!

(Thanks again to @wodrueckts! 💛)

CLIP 1: What is this, a tent for ants?

LISTEN. Tua is already the smallest in the girl squad, and that tent doesn’t even look like she can lay fully stretched out inside.

I was so disturbed by this that I looked up 1-person tents, and they don’t look that small! They are longer and thinner.

Amira’s mom comes outside and she’s also disturbed, but not by Amira using a toddler-sized tent, but Amira going camping at all. She’s like, we’re going to have a conversation about traveling while hijabi, but Amira isn’t in the mood.

And her mood is further spoiled because Sam texts her hoping that she can hook her up with Mohammed.

Amira’s mom brings her some pepper spray, and holy shit! Is that legal in Germany? (Answer: yes, it is, but it’s sold as “animal repellent.”)

I’ve traveled on my own before but I’ve always stayed in B&Bs, hostels or hotels. Ngl I wouldn’t even couchsurf at a stranger’s without some kind of protective device, like a portable door lock. I would never carry a weapon because you never know if you’re going to use it properly in the heat of the moment, but something like a personal alarm for runners would work in a camping setting. Take care of yourself if you’re traveling on your own!

CLIP 2: Lemonade pining

Jonas is going on about supporting sea rescue efforts of African migrants in the Mediterranean Sea, a big topic last year because of the Salvini administration (in Italy) approving a law to fine migrant rescue ships. Salvini has been ousted since, and sea rescue has disappeared from the news what with 2020 being a dumpster fire and all.

Essam, high on power, demands that his slave Amira makes him some lemonade, but I already described my issues with this storyline last week. After threatening Amira with the ever classic sibling-on-sibling physical violence, Amira relents.

Mohammed comes in as Amira is sulkily preparing some lemonade for Essam, and he makes a flirty comment about Amira’s ice cold stare again.

The sweet thing about Mohammed is that he fully admits that he finds Amira intimidating, like he totally recognizes that Amira can be unapproachable when she wants to (even though Amira M. is also one of the friendliest Sanas), but like… For one thing he doesn’t neg her about it. He’s playful about Amira being scary, but he’s not trying to bring her down. And for another, Mohammed tries to find ways in which he fits into Amira’s life or can help her in some way.

This will keep coming up with them, but it happens here when he thinks of a way to prank Essam and, as a result, cheer Amira up.

Peep at the interaction between Amira and Mohammed when they come out with the lemonade. They don’t exchange a word, but they’re such a team.

CLIP 3: Beware bicyclists

Amira, apparently still on a high since the lemonade prank, is strolling down the street singing to herself, as I believe most of us have done at some point.

Jonas asks for Amira’s help with his solidarity party, further characterizing Amira as the one they all go to for help.

Sam also texts Amira. She’s found Mohammed’s insta, which makes Amira’s face fall for a moment… Even though Mohammed keeps seeking Amira out, it feels like Sam might be able to hook up with him through sheer force of will? Or maybe Amira is kinda hoping Sam’s crush goes away, but it ain’t.

There’s something really Formal about that family photo that makes it lowkey funny, like I can imagine that pic being one Mohammed’s family sends to their relatives (caption about family and all), instead of one would post on instagram. Somehow, you can feel Mohammed’s latent dad energy just waiting to be discovered.

Even though this wasn’t the way Amira wanted to come across that pic, Mohammed just looks so damn fine that she can’t help but zoom in on his face, a Druck classic at this point.

And she’s so focused on the thirst that she almost gets run over by an islamophobic bicyclist, who thoroughly spoils her day.

This is such a Northern Europe thing btw. I think each one of my friends who has lived in the bike using part of Europe for any period of time has a story about a bicyclist yelling profanities at them. It’s like they’re saving the planet with their lack of gas use so they have to be extra dickish to compensate for their do gooding.

Amira also looks around as this happens, maybe to see if someone else witnessed what happened (for support?).

Anyway, Amira is so angry that she double texts Sam (or possibly just texts? I checked a couple times and it isn’t clear that she sent Sam the text where she translates the caption about family) to be careful with Mohammed as Arabs will fuck you over. She does a double take to herself, like she’s checking with herself that this was appropriate, and seems to decide it is.

I really dislike the context here. When this happened on Skam, it was part of a larger conversation between Sana and Noora where it was clear that Sana was repeating stereotypes in order to discourage Noora’s interest. And even in that conversation, what Sana said is that Muslim guys will sleep with white Norwegians because they put out, but in the end they marry Muslim girls. So rather than saying, he’s gonna fuck you over, Sana explains how. What Amira tells Sam is so lacking in context, so random as a response to Sam asking what the caption says, and like… You kinda have to have watched the Skam scene in order for Amira not to come across like a total dick here.

It also makes no sense because Sana knew that Noora had been hurt in the past by guys using her for sex and then discarding her, but a no strings attached hook up is exactly what Sam is after. So like… How would Mohammed wanting just sex and nothing else fuck Sam over anyway?

CLIP 4: Sam is interested in getting fucked (over)

Amira and Sam are doing boxing intervals, and Sam is a bit taken aback by how intense Amira is at something Sam is presumably doing just for fun.

Now imagine they’d actually written a scene around that difference between both girls, instead of a brief subtextual moment for us to read into.

Mohammed comes in during a pause, which Amira is using to get a bit more practice in whereas Sam is showing off to Kiki (sensing a theme they could’ve explored, here).

It looks like he’s going to go say hi to Amira, but Sam gets there first and starts flirting with him, hair twirling and all. Amira looks upset and goes back to boxing.

CLIP 5: Nadia! [crowd cheers]

At this point when the season was dropping, I was, to be completely honest, a little bored. Like the clips were cute and all, but I wasn’t excited. (Of course, you have to keep in mind that this was in comparison to my excitement levels during Matteo’s season, where so much as a glimpse of David made my synapses light up.)

I loved this clip and immediately posted a full on analysis on twitter (which you can read here if you’re interested, but I’ll be rehashing most of it in this post), and it still holds up in rewatch even though they didn’t mine the Nadia/Amira dynamic for all it was worth.

So we open on Nadia and Amira and they’re already looking tense as shit. It doesn’t help that Amira’s mom seems, like, almost relieved that Nadia hasn’t totally cut ties with Amira lmao. And she’s like, “omg you must have so much to talk about!” even though we just saw them looking quiet and uncomfortable.

Amira is all, “never thought you’d be the first one to marry,” and to Nadia’s credit, she takes this comment, which could read as shady, as a friendly observation. She talks a bit about how Ahmed is not like the other dicks, but Amira isn’t convinced, and now she’s definitely shading Nadia.

She also gets on Nadia’s case about going to Dubai for their honeymoon, but Nadia doesn’t defend herself and just looks sheepish.

Kiki comes in with some vegan cupcakes that she made to thank Amira for her help last episode, and you can see how Amira is much more at ease with Kiki. Tbf they did see each other last week, whereas we know Nadia has been out of the picture for a while. Anyway Kiki seems to feel the tension in the air, so she tries to excuse herself.

At this point, Nadia finds her voice to ask Kiki to stay. Is it because she thinks that with Kiki around conversation will flow more freely? Or maybe because she’s hoping that Amira’s irritation will be redirected to this Alman?

After Kiki admires the vegan spread Amira’s mom prepared, we find out that Nadia’s intention is the latter. She all but tells Kiki that Amira told her Kiki was a racist piece of shit. So this is how Nadia gains the upper hand after Amira’s earlier comments.

Amira looks alarmed, but Kiki is like pfff yeah, I was so into Alexander Humberbumber that I might have been the worst s1 Vilde until Amber made her appearance, but now I’m getting dicked down by a good man and I see Amira for the Muslim goddess she is (I’m paraphrasing but not that much!).

Amira looks really touched by Kiki not just 1. Not picking up Nadia’s intention, but also 2. Swiftly clearing the air and complimenting Amira in the process.

Kiki figures out that Nadia is the friend who’s getting married and declares her love for weddings of all kinds but especially Bollywood-style ones. Nadia looks really amused at this and looks at Amira like, “get a load of this girl!” Amira looks a bit embarrassed.

Sidenote to say Druck started building up to Kiki’s love of weddings last episode when she was paging through a wedding magazine spread. Like, they really put in more work into this Kiki/wedding storyline than most storylines last week.

And when Kiki asks if Nadia’s marriage was arranged, Nadia makes fun of Kiki to Amira. Like I would love to say that Nadia isn’t being mean to Kiki, but she is, and the point is to bring Amira down a notch. Now Amira really does look embarrassed, because in some way she’s supposed to be responsible for Kiki not saying something islamophobic. Kiki isn’t Amira’s responsibility, and I’m sure Nadia would agree in other circumstances, but… That’s what Amira gets for calling Nadia out for the Dubai honeymoon!

But as the conversation goes on, it also kind of seems like Nadia takes a liking to Kiki? (I’m mostly assuming because Nadia later invites Kiki to that pre-wedding event.) They talk a little bit about Nadia and Ahmed, and Kiki’s like, “I want to go to a Muslim wedding so fucking bad, Amira, please!” It’s like… At the moment Amira is the only single female friend Kiki has, but Kiki’s just like, can’t you just get married now though.

Amira’s like NO WEDDINGS, Australia first. And tension falls around the table again, because of course, Nadia didn’t know about this, but Kiki knew about it, so like… It’s just another way in which Amira has become a different person as far as Nadia is concerned.

Let us now talk about Kiki. Like I said, I really loved this clip. In general I love Skams clips where the dynamic feels so lived in and nuanced and multifaceted. This is the first time we see Nadia in the flesh, but we get so much information just from looks and tone of voice. Nadia’s actress and Tua El-Fawwal just rock this scene.

When it aired I took Kiki’s words at face value. Like, this was the way the writers had decided to resolve Kiki being a racist in earlier seasons, and I accepted it. It wasn’t until later that I read criticism of the scene and thought about it a bit more.

In Skam, Isak apologizes to Eva in three separate scenes. In s1, episode 10, she says to Eva, “I fucked up,” “[if I had known Iben was a psycho] then of course I wouldn’t have done it.” In episode 11, “I know it might be hard to believe, but I never wanted to hurt you. It just turned out that way. I’m sorry.” And in s3, “I just want to say sorry for that stuff last year. When I was ruining things for you and Jonas.” Like. You can say that Isak only said sorry because he got caught (though I personally believe he was genuine every time, if not entirely truthful), but the point is that Julie Andem thought it necessary, in order for Isak to remain a likable character, that he apologized three times.

The girl squad never apologized to Sana, they just showed up with the Los Losers van one day.

And while Druck also thought it was necessary for Matteo to be full of self-loathing over what he did to Hanna, they didn’t think Kiki needed to apologize on screen.

One of my least favorite Skams characters is Basile Savary, because he was a total creep to the point that, during s3, Skam France had to release a damage control text out of Lucas L’s POV because people were worried that he might have done something to Daphné while she was drunk. Basile was a creep who respected no boundaries (including dry humping Daphné against her will on social media, which played off as a joke!) until one day he wasn’t and became the perfect boyfriend. No arc where he learned to be a doper person, Skam France said, no we are not going to examine how nerds get away with being gross creeps.

And as much as I would like to say otherwise, Druck did the same with Kiki. Kiki was one of the most overtly racist Vildes in s1, was still making offensive comments about Amira’s and Sam’s hair in s2, and then… Season 4 rolls around and Kiki just says, “oh yeah I was a dick before but now I know Amira is a great Muslim.” Like… At least it didn’t happen from one day to the next, but no, there wasn’t an arc where Kiki is taken to task for her racism, nor a scene where Kiki apologizes to Amira.

This is an issue specifically because Amira’s season hinges on the Kiki/Amira friendship, like they pretty much got rid of most other conflicts or didn’t explore them fully, choosing instead to focus on this dynamic.

And I don’t think it was because Lea and Tua are such good friends irl (which they are! Lea even attended Tua’s engagement party! I love them!), because like, Tua is also good friends with Carl (Stefan) and we never got an Amira/Stefan scene, did we? I think it was simply that this season was too packed with people of color, and either funk or the writers needed a white character to anchor the season.

I still love Kiki and Amira obviously, I ship them (in fanon) and I love their scenes, because I love Lea and Tua and their friendship, and their characters. All I wanted from s4 of Skam was Vilde supporting Sana in the way Sana had supported Vilde for three seasons, and Druck gave me that. But here’s one thing where the writers dropped the ball, and it’s a massive mistake because the emotional core of the season is this friendship.

This also made me think about how the change of writers resulted in character arcs being dropped left and right. Now that two writing collectives are about to pick up Druck’s next gen, I think there’s an idea that the change in writers in the first four seasons wasn’t noticeable, but honestly… It kind of was. I would argue that a lot of the things that were set up in s1 and s2 got dropped and didn’t go anywhere. To wit:

Hanna’s arc in s1 is trashed in s4. Jonas is set up with a redemption arc in s2 that isn’t explored past that season. The Winterberg of s2 has nothing to do with the s4 ship. Kiki is still being racist in s2 and a shining example of allyship in s4. The little depth that Sam had in s1 and s2 gets dropped. Amira’s delivery job… Enough said. The one character whose character arc through the seasons was done justice I would argue is Matteo. He gets a shift in characterization after s1 to make the storyline with David make more sense (more on this if I ever write Matteo’s season meta), and retains that characterization to the end. Of the minor characters, Carlos and Abdi also come out well. David gets introduced in s3 when Q3 took over the writing, so he wasn’t affected.

Anyway, this clip totally revitalized the season.

CLIP 6: Amira praying, that’s it, that’s the clip

Mohammed is at the door waiting for Amira, and when Amira asks him if Sam is already there, he says he’s not here because of Sam. And I’m like, does he mean that literally? Like Amira could’ve assumed Sam invited him to this party, but Mohammed did meet the squads last episode. Maybe he asked Jonas if Amira was coming or got himself invited some other way.

Amira’s like sure, and gets inside. And Mohammed looks at her in such a way that even I need to fan myself a little tbh.

Hanna compliments David’s design, and Matteo’s like yeah, David is great, but I’d rather shit on Stefan. Idk, I feel like the Matteo in my mind would want to hype David up a little more before moving onto shitting on Stefan, but it’s a small quibble.

Amira goes to help Sam in the kitchen, and they both have some trouble making German food. I can’t tell if it’s because they’re generally bad at cooking or this is a commentary on white people’s palates. Or Abdi’s palate since he’s still going on about hollandaise sauce.

Oh, Sam explains that she told Mohammed about the party and he got on board. So he is there because of Sam, kinda.

They also talk about Mohammed having the coolest insta (pro: Mohammed has at least one topless pic, con: Mohammed has a pic wearing flip flops with socks), and how Abdi doesn’t compare because he doesn’t have an insta (yet). I mean… Damn, Sam. You can’t argue with logic like that.

But Sam calls Amira out on being weird lately. Again, I really wish this conversation didn’t rely so much on subtext, so it could be properly developed. Also, a new version of Snow’s Informer is playing in the background during this conversation and I can’t help but love the mood whiplash of it all.

Then something confusing happens when Jonas introduces the music act and says they come from Lebanon and traveled to Germany by train and then the lead singer says they’re from Berlin. They’re called Feedback and I tried googling them to find out what that’s all about, but with that name I didn’t get any results about them.

At least this is the kind of band that would play at an event like this, like they seem good enough to do a performance, but not big enough that there’s no believable way Jonas could book them.

Amira and Mohammed have a ~Moment~ when the audio switches to the version of Sand performed by Lary, and the sexual tension is so overwhelming for Amira that she immediately leaves to get some praying done, in the privacy of the venue’s backroom.

This scene is so iconic and beautiful. That shot of Amira being lit from above, looking up with her hands held before her? Talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, etc. The kind of sequence that needs both a Muslim performer and behind the scenes respect for said Muslim performer.

Amira overhears some argument as she’s folding the carpet she was using, and then she sees that Mohammed was blocking the door, so that she could pray in peace. Can we get a #notallmen here? Thanks. Again, Mohammed just finds little ways in which he can help and support Amira without being intrusive.

Mohammed compliments Amira’s friends for trying to help refugees (although sea rescue is more about migrants in general, rather than refugees). I think something that is lost in translation is that German is obviously not Mohammed’s first language, so I think this scene is more significant and subtext-laden for German speakers.

Amira is probably still smarting from her earlier run in with the racist biker, so she (who’s always said she wants to be Chancellor) says that Jonas will probably become Chancellor one day. Mohammed says no! Amira should be Chancellor, but Amira doesn’t think anyone wants that. 🙁 But Mohammed says he does, and he says “we” need someone who fights for “us” (which Amira probably interprets as “us Muslims,” but Mohammed might mean more like, “us refugees”).

Also, Mohammed thinks that Amira was trying to matchmake him with Sam, which we know it was more like the opposite, but it’s very in line for Mohammed to think Amira was trying to get rid of him.

Then Mohammed asks Amira for her phone and is all, “don’t you trust me?” and Amira’s like, “no,” which is hilarious. After a while, Amira wants her phone back and Mohammed notices Amira accidentally cut herself with the knife earlier. He puts a cute bandaid on it, and they have yet another Moment. They’re so into each other that Amira goes, “omg I love this song! Let’s go in!” But Mohammed is now sure his feelings are requited.

Social media

Kiki slept at the new apartment even though it’s falling apart, a sign that that she can’t stand being at her mom’s house. Later, Zoe texts her and Kiki says she’ll be available whenever Zoe needs her, but she also just… doesn’t want to live at her mom’s.

Matteo and David (but really just Lukas) attended the Berlin CSD (Pride) march.

Mia posts a pic of a cortado coffee, and I totally believe this was taken in Madrid. 👌

Carlos missed the Abiball because he failed his History resit, then he missed Jonas’ birthday because he was sick, and this week he’s visiting Brandenburg with Kiki, and what I’m getting from all this is that maybe Carlos’ actor had other commitments during this time lol.

Amira and Mohammed both post pics acknowledging their Moment under the lights/with the bandaid, showing Amira is getting more emotionally committed to this relationship.

Final thoughts

While I did have some issues with this episode, it was much more solid overall than episode 2. Nadia’s actress really delivered in her intro clip and I wish they’d explored that dynamic a bit more, but the character kind of takes a backseat after this. Although I don’t feel like Amira and Mohammed have a motif or object that they keep revisiting (like Jonas and Hanna with Hanna’s nose, or Mia and Alex with Hotel Hardenberg, or David and Matteo with the sandwiches*), I like their dynamic where Mohammed is supportive of Amira’s endeavors, which this episode solidifies. I also really love the significance of Amira getting to complete her prayer thanks to Mohammed. In Skam, Sana gets constantly interrupted until later in the season, where she gets to pray for all her friends.

[* I thought about this a bit more, and I think one motif Mohammed and Amira share is music, and singing to each other.]

I discussed this episode with Michi, and we came to the conclusion that the root conflict between Amira and Nadia is that Amira feels like that, to be with a man, is to compromise yourself and your principles. Nadia didn’t use to be the person who’d be the first to marry, or who’d go on a honeymoon to Dubai, and Amira sees that chance as Nadia losing sight of her ideals. But, in the last clip, Mohammed’s actions allow Amira to be who she fully is, and to finish her prayer. So the idea is planted, that Amira wouldn’t necessarily have to compromise her principles if she got into a relationship. Of course, Mohammed is probably one of the people who’d most compromise Amira’s ideals if she were to date him, but we’re not at that point yet.

#druck #about druck

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Alt-talia: It’s Starting to Feel Like Christmas

Hello, hello everyone! Joy to the world!

For some reason I thought this event began today, not yesterday, until pretty recently… but fortunately, while it’s a day late, I got to write this! I did plan on others, but I’m releasing this now so I can get it out just in case, especially since the two others could also fit on another day. This is mainly for 12/16: Presents, but it can also fit under Decorations and Traditions, so three in a row! Woot!

This time, I want to write more about characters I may have missed during Hetaween, since my character pool ended up narrower than intended. ...And saying that, I’m writing about two characters I’ve written twice in that event! Yay!

I debated whether to write about this topic in general or about it specific this year, but chose the latter. I hope I’ll get to release a more in-depth fic about it in general some other time. So yeah, I’m using some really fresh material again this time.

Oh yeah, BTW, most of my fics take place in my “Alt-talia” semi-AU where I aim to capture history and culture more faithfully and most importantly overhaul the many characters who make no sense drastically. This will especially be noticeable for England. So yeah, you have been warned. Though maybe he’s a bit OOC here compared to how I usually write him? Also, it should be noted that I use country names when talking about the characters as countries, and with human names when referring to them as individuals; while in Alt-talia the difference can be more hazy than canon, I mean more talking purely about their personal interactions and the like.

Also, this is not intended to be shipping!

This was supposed to be like a few lines with no real arc, but whelp. At least I still kept it short. Also there’s a deleted scene I didn’t know how to end as a bonus at the end.

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(Oh, and those who read my fics; please comment or reblog? I work hard on these, and they would be highly appreciated.)

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It’s Christmastime Again, Lukas Haraldsen

Every year since 1947, Norway had a tradition of sending special Jul presents to a certain nation very dear to him.

His Norwegian Spruce trees were prized by all; he regularly got bidders from all over Europe, and had witnessed many a fight over them get ugly. But the best of the best were only reserved for a certain United Kingdom; and the best among these, the Queen of the Forest, nurtured by the songs, voices, and arms of some of the world’s best, most loving foresters, for England. Specifically his capital, London.

After all, nothing could make up for the debt he had for him. In the dark days of Nazi occupation, London for him was hope; it was where England protected his royal family as they awaited the Nazis’ demise, from where the radio blared and urged him to fight on, where the skies have become a proving ground to show that the Nazis could be vanquished.

He knew this year had been a mess for his friend, and his recent election, the second one that year, had done nothing to mitigate it; and while even Norway knew only he himself and his uncharacteristically impulsive decision really was to blame for his current situation, hopefully, this would improve his mood for the uncertain road ahead.

Norway was a quiet, unassuming man, but he took his presents seriously. And he also took Jul seriously.

And this year was no different. While he sent many trees every year to different cities in the kingdom, including to some of Scotland’s, the most important was of course the one sent to the City of Hope itself.

And now, in the heart of Trafalgar Square, wearing a traditional sweater which may as well have been a T-shirt compared to the attire of the Londoners passing by as they started their day, whistling En stjerne skinner i natt and Vårres Jul to himself.

“Mmm… Ah, Arthur!”

He waved and smiled gently as the man in question, dressed very much warmly in a thick duffel coat and wool knit scarf, came into view.

“Ahem. I’m here too.”

Today beside him was one Peter Bates, or Sealand as he preferred to be called, adorably bundled up in a woolen coat, mittens, knit hat, and light blue scarf, now crossing his arms.

“Right, right. Sorry.”

“Ello, Norway. Don’t mind him, he said he wanted to see the tree again and ‘His Highness’ Prince Bates told me to take him with me. Bloody cold here today, isn’t it?”

He was shivering a bit, his nose a noticeable red and his breath a white mist.

“Nothing I’m not used to. I’ve been waiting for you here. I chose one which is much older and taller than usual. See for yourself.”

Norway moved aside so that his gift would be in full view of his friend. It was a product of the forests on the banks of Trollvann lake, raised with love as any tree worthy of Trafalgar Square would be, almost twice as tall and two or three decades older than the first tree to have had the honor to have the honor of being offered on this annual occasion.

England stared at the tree.

Silence.

“Wow, it’s huge!”

Peter was the first one to speak, his eyes sparkling.

“England? ...England?”

Norway asked, watching his blank expression.

“Well… I know that I am causing quite a bit of annoyance, but if I remember correctly, you weren’t in the EU, right?”

Norway was now perplexed.

England looked to him with a with an expression that could only be said to be both a gentle smile and disappointment at the same time.

“It seems like it needs a drink, does it not? It looks a bit dry and quite thin.”

Norway thought he felt his heart sunk a little.

Peter sharply elbowed England in the side, making him gag.

“Sealand, please don’t.”

“It’s a present, you jerk! ...Don’t listen to Scrooge over here, she’s beautiful.”

“Well you do live on a metal platform in the ocean…”

He jabbed him again.

Norway’s face went a bit red.

“She’s much older and taller than the usual ones. It won’t look just like a smaller one you would have in your living room.”

“Sorry. I’m just saying it looks a bit sparse, is all.”

Norway lifted up one of many boxes of lights.

“Mmm… Well, will you be too busy to help?”

“Yes, am afraid. More negotiations and all. So I am presuming it will be lit in the cucumber style as per usua- ach!”

Peter this time kicked him in the knee, making the older nation’s legs buckle a bit.

“I’ll help, Mister.”

The boy said.

“No, no, you don’t have to.”

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Norway had to admit; maybe he had gone too much for size this time around. But Peter insisted that it not looking completely picture perfect was what made it look real instead of “Plastic tat”.

And, as usual, put up the lights his own way, pure white streaks from top to bottom, “cucumber style” as England called it.

And despite his complaints, on the night of lighting two days later, as the streams of light lit up in the heart of London in the crisp air and Norway listened to Peter cheer loudly with the crowd, the mayor of Oslo give her speech, and children caroling, amongst a sea of Londoners peppered with tourists, England stood beside him.

“Well, it indeed finally feels like Christmas now.”

Norway looked to his friend, whose eyes were on the star, towering almost 25 meters above.

“Well… maybe it is not quite up to your usual quality. But stability has been hard to come by nowadays; this tree being here every year, that I can rely on.”

Norway merely gave a quiet “Mmmm.” in response.

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So that’s that. If anyone desires an explanation, I’ll provide it in a reblog or something, but I’d rather my stories inspire further research.

Also, “Lukas Haraldsen” is the name I’m using for Norway now, since a lot of Norwegians don’t seem to like “Bondivik”. “Haraldsen” because the founding king of the country is said to be King Harald Fairhair, and as Alt-talia nations can choose their surnames I thought it would be fitting if the surname Norway chose was “Son of Harald”. This name isn’t final though. Especially “Lukas”; does baptism change names again? Also Sealand has been renamed to “Peter Bates” instead of Kirkland; I don’t know why Hima chose that surname, since Sealand’s whole shtick is that he wants to be seen as an independent country. Why would he have the same surname? “Bates” is the surname of his owners, BTW, if that wasn’t clear.

Again, this wasn’t really supposed to be a complete story with a neat conclusion, and not as heartwarming as intended. Kind of a similar case to Keep Calm actually, which also just happened to involve England. It was an opportunity to show England being a d*ck because, believe me, Alt-England can be an absolute d*ck when he wants to be. But despite the fact that he’s one of the characters whose d*ckery I actually kind of enjoy writing in a Love to Hate way, I haven’t had the chance to do that so far in these events... and I guess I got halfway there? I guess just ending it on England passive-aggressively insulting the tree was just a bit too meanspirited for me.

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<F%CKYE4H: Wow, it’s like ‘A Charlie Brown Christmas’ in real life! What, are you gonna break out the aluminum trees now?>

<StillInInferno: Mate, at least you have a real tree, because down here it’s not only hot as hell but if I had any Christmas trees to begin with, they’ve already fucking burned to shit.>

<MooseOfMaple: Dad… With the hassle you’ve been causing everyone you might not have the right to complain about someone showing kindness and holiday spirit to you.>

Arthur huffed as his children ribbed him in the family chat that night.

<RuleBritannia: Don’t preach to your father, we went over this.>

<F%CKYE4H: Still, giving, not receiving, y’know.>

<MooseOfMaple: Dad, please… As someone who knows spruce trees very well, I do question Norway’s decision, but still. The world doesn’t revolve around you anymore.>

<RuleBritannia: I do not think that. Please stop accusing me of it.>

<BlacKoru: Yeah. It revolves around America. Make of that what you will.>

<F%CKYE4H: Kiwi! I can see that!>

#hetaliaxmasevent #hws enlgand #aph england #hws norway #aph norway #hws sealand #aph sealand #Christmas #platlonic uknor #uknor #noruk #alt-talia

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makeste · 5 years

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BnHA Chapter 226: Oh Shit We’re Caught Up

Previously on BnHA: The still-captured Giran warned Re-Des that the League wasn’t going to give a shit about rescuing him, and reminded him that if the League sicced a Noumu on the Army they were as good as dead. But Re-Des was all “nah they don’t have any Noumus to sic at the moment” and give an annoyingly thorough summary of his deductive reasoning. Meanwhile in the town, Kizuki, a.k.a. the Rita Skeeter of BnHA, pestered Toga for an interview. She seemed to have done her research, too -- she knew Toga’s age, and that she ran away from home after graduating middle school. None of Toga’s friends or family saw it coming, apparently, and Kizuki -- whose quirk allows her to turn anything she touches into a bomb -- wanted to know the deal. She allowed Toga to suck up some of her subordinates’ blood, then promptly exploded it. She then asked Toga why she’d abandoned her normal life. In response, Toga smiled one of her crazy smiles and was all “a normal life? what’s that?” Lol okay. Anyway, the last few pages were peppered with as-yet-unexplained flashback scenes, so I’m guessing we’re about to find out just what makes this girl tick at long last.

Today on BnHA: We explore Toga’s backstory in a series of flashbacks. Basically her quirk gave her a fascination for blood which her quirk counseling never properly addressed, and so one day she just snapped and killed a dude. But she was such a cute little kid though. Whatever Toga I still love you. Anyway, so back in the present, Kizuki tries to psychoanalyze Toga and makes her out to be a victim of a society that doesn’t have a place for her. Kizuki says that Toga will become a martyr for the Liberation Army’s cause. But Toga is all “fuck that” and breaks free of Kizuki’s clutches, transforming into Ochako using the last of the blood she took back during the forest arc. Kizuki mocks the seemingly useless transformation, stating that she knows Toga can only change her appearance on the outside. Unfortunately for Kizuki, this isn’t entirely the case, as it’s revealed that while transformed, Toga is able to use the quirks of whoever she turns into. She proceeds to float Kizuki way up into the air and then release her, splattering her onto the ground. Like, she’s definitely dead now, oh shit. Anyways so it’s pretty awesome, albeit grisly as all heck. Now to wait for the rest of the League to follow suit and kick some Liberation Army ass.

(As always, all comments not marked with an ETA are my mostly-unspoiled reactions from my first readthrough of this chapter. I’m caught up with the manga now at chapter 226, which, wait, this is chapter 226. Oh shit lol. But I’m posting this a week after I first read the chapter so any ETAs will reflect that.)

okay so we’re opening with a flashback to a news story or something?

injured but didn’t kill? that doesn’t sound like the Toga we all know and love :’)

hey what the

is Toga not her real name??? didn’t we get confirmation from Gran Torino back during the Pizza Delivery mission? what’s up with that

(ETA: this is really weird, though. they never once refer to her by name during any of the flashback scenes. maybe this is just for stylistic purposes? I don’t think her name is supposed to be any sort of big secret but who knows?)

anyway so yeah

that just means she lub him, guys. that’s just how she is. poor Saito

(ETA: btw Caleb Cook pointed out on his Twitter that this looks to be the Deku lookalike from the previous chapter. so if he was one of AFO’s kids, that’s kind of interesting that AFO had no issue with Tomura hiring his son’s killer later on. I don’t personally think there was any AFO relation though.)

oh wow

rude. that’s my best girl you’re talking about. she’s just a little vampirish, what? Vlad King can make people’s blood fucking do tricks, and you don’t see anyone accusing *him* of being devil spawn. smh

awwwww

cats do this all the time and people fucking love cats! I’m telling you, these are double standards!

oh hey we’re back in the present

so Kizuki is all “so you think you’re living normally? lol you weirdo” basically

and she’s looking at the smiling blood-covered Toga and is all “so this is your ‘true face’“

she’s calling her “the very embodiment of the dark side of superhuman society.” girl what

okay look, I’m not saying Toga doesn’t have a screw or two loose. and yes, she is very fond of blood. but if we’re going to call someone the literal embodiment of the dark side of society then can I interest you in a few other choice candidates, though?? Toga is what we like to call Mostly Evil. there’s a big difference between Mostly Evil and All Evil! Mostly Evil is Slightly Good! whereas with All Evil, well, with All Evil there’s usually only one thing you can do. (accuse them of being the protagonist’s Secret Dad.)

anyways

nooooo my sweet demented child is coughing and teetering onto the ground

jesus it’s almost like she’s been FUCKING BLOWN UP FROM THE INSIDE OUT good grief

and now Kizuki is all “you poor thing.” hey Kizuki you can fuck off right now thanks

HEY

LADY UNLESS YOU WANT TO CATCH THESE HANDS YOU HAD BETTER STEP AWAY FROM MY POOR HURT CHILD AND STOP TOUCHING HER FUCKING FACE

-- oh shit, though!!

[flips open notebook; clicks pen] don’t mind me lady please continue

I mean, I would imagine one of the goals of the program would be to embrace the fact that you’re different. that’s hardly an isolating thing in a society like this one where everyone is so unique that the established word for their superpowers literally means “individuality”

(ETA: on a reread, it actually sounds like the program is intended to do just the opposite of that and the goal is to get everyone to fit in. how the hell they expect to accomplish that in a society where everyone has wacky abilities is beyond me! no wonder the program has issues if this really is the case though.)

but anyways I’m sorry to interrupt, please keep talking about quirk counseling and how it didn’t work for Toga while I sit here and quietly take my notes

you guys oh no she’s too damn cute. I can’t

oh boy

?? and why the hell not, though? sure it might freak some people out that she likes her steaks a little rarer than most, but I don’t see why they couldn’t have accommodated this the same as any other quirk. people donate blood all the time; couldn’t she have gotten a legal supply for her own medical needs? the live animals and such are a bit weird, true, but again, it’s not all that different from what your cat would get up to given half the chance. I feel like they could have found other outlets for her to channel some of that bloodlust, while helping to sate any physical cravings with the aforementioned donated blood supply. if you ask me, whoever counseled her dropped the ball honestly

(ETA: and her parents, too. this makes me want to rewatch the first season of Dexter actually. too bad Toga’s parents weren’t like Dexter’s dad.)

anyway let’s watch society fail poor Toga

well that didn’t take long

see this seriously doesn’t make any sense to me though. IT’S QUIRK SOCIETY, GUYS. NO ONE IS FUCKING NORMAL. WHY CAN’T YOU BE BETTER PARENTS. HOW ABOUT THAT ONE THOUGH

I honestly can’t decide if I’m glad we got more insight into Toga’s headspace, or annoyed that they went and gave her Secret Angst. the problem is I don’t think she needed Secret Angst in order to be a good character, or a likable one. I’m not so sure I really like the implication here that It’s Not Toga’s Fault, Because Society Failed Her. like, I’ve talked about my feelings on this kind of thing before. I prefer It Is Her Fault But She Owns It Though. just because I like when characters take responsibility for their own shit and it’s not just excused or handwaved

but on the other hand, Toga is the type of character who doesn’t need redemption so much as rehabilitation. so it is good to get some kind of an idea as to why she went off the rocker, in that respect. idk. I have mixed feelings, maybe by the time I post this recap I’ll have sorted it out more in my head lol

(ETA: yeah so after reflecting on it some more, it’s more like she was always the way she is, and was just repressing it, and then one day got tired of repressing it. being told she should act one way when she felt like her true self was someone totally different. so it’s not really “society fucked her up” so much as “she was already a little kooky and they just failed to properly address it until it was too late.” so that’s fine, I guess. it’s about what I expected. and hey, at least we got some cute Baby Toga scenes out of the bargain, so.)

anyway now Toga’s making to stab Kizuki and shouting at her to shut up. oh damn

OH DAMN

(ETA: oh you might want to be careful with that Detnerat merch though, lady. seems to be on par with Hammer Tech in terms of reliability.)

DID YOU BLOW UP TOGA’S FUCKING FACE HOLY FUCK

HOLY SHIT SHE REALLY DID

if that’s the case then why are you guys trying to kill her

oh for fuck’s

said sacred text will gloss over exactly how she died though, I suppose? you guys are such fucking hypocrites. you act like you’re the saviors of the world bringing freedom to everyone, but those ideals only seem to hold up so long as they’re convenient. “blah blah blah society is so evil and doesn’t care about people like you. meanwhile we will straight up murder your ass, but never fear, your death will help ensure that no one else has to endure the cruelty of this apathetic world”

like, imagine beating someone with a stick, while screaming at them about how society wants to beat them with a lot more sticks just like this, but not to worry though because their death will make sure no more people get beaten to death with sticks by society. I’m really bad with metaphors you guys, but do you feel me though? just, fuck these guys so hard

I like that Kizuki apparently seems to think Toga is actually dead, though, because honestly. she should be, lol

...or maybe she doesn’t think that, because now she’s asking Toga to correct her if she made any mistakes with her conjectures

and Toga is rolling out of her grasp and ducking off!

GO TOGA!! RUN LIKE THE WIND! I DON’T LIKE HER EITHER! EXACTLY, YOU’RE NOT UNFORTUNATE, THAT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING. she’s trying to make you out to be some helpless little victim, but it’s like, bitch, she chose to be evil in order to live her best life so go fuck yourself

TOGAAAAAA

THANK YOU!!! FUCK OFF WITH THAT SECRET ANGST BULLSHIT. STOP ACCUSING HER OF FAKING IT LIKE YOU KNOW HER SO DAMN WELL

she says that just as everyone else kisses people that they like, she sucks blood from the people she likes

EYYYYYYYYY

YESSSSSSSSS TOGA THIS IS WHY YOU’RE MY BEST GIRL

oh my god. okay so someone sent me an anon ask early Thursday afternoon (ETA: this was last Thursday April 25; I read the chapter on the 26th) to the effect of “the mystery has been solved; she CAN use quirks”, so I’m getting an inkling that we’re about to see Toga do some zero gravity bullshit and I’m here for it. but unfortunately I’m spoiled for it. please give me time to read the new chapters when they come out, guys. since I’m writing down my reactions, I’m not able to just read the manga on my phone as soon as chapters come out; the whole process takes me a good hour or two usually, and I prefer to read on my computer since the keyboard comes in handy when I’m typing out a novel in response to whatever bullshit is happening lol. so with work and everything, that usually means I don’t get around to it until the late afternoon/evening most of the time

anyways I know I probably sound bitchy but it’s not really a big deal. but I just wanted to bring this up now, because if and when Horikoshi finally reveals Kacchan’s hero name 17 years from now and I get spoiled on that before I read it, that’ll be a different story lol. I will rampage, guys. or more likely I’ll just learn to turn my asks off on Thursdays and Fridays until the chapter is read! anyways!

-- hold up, quick question, can Toga heal herself by transforming into someone else?? it just occurred to me, and I need to know right this instant

so Kizuki is all “I see, you keep a stock of blood!” and I was like “duh” but then I remembered Kizuki didn’t read the Basement arc. so

well that answers that. shoot

-- except hold up, again! because Spoiled Me knows that’s not actually the case! she can use quirks too! so maybe it can heal her. I mean, this lady didn’t even know until one chapter ago that Toga used blood to transform, so I don’t know where she’s getting all this “I’m well aware!” bullshit from. you don’t know shit

so she’s laughing and mocking Toga and saying she probably just wanted to look cute when she dies

...I mean, I was about to get indignant, but in all honestly why did Toga transform into her though?

so basically she transformed into her because she envies her? is that why she listed her on her list of People She Officially Likes?

but her saying that she wants to get closer to the person she loves makes me think she hasn’t given up. if she’s anything like All Might (you know, because everyone is always comparing Toga to All Might), thinking about Izuku is probably helping motivate her to stay alive!

lol, yep

and oh shit I think the thing is happening!!

holy fucking shit, wait up. I was all “so what, she’s going to float her to death?” and then it all of a sudden occurred to me just how fucking deadly Ochako’s power actually is, which I never thought about before because this deadly power was safely in the hands of the sweetest, kindest girl in existence who’s never tried to use it for anything remotely sinister aside from that one time she tried to crush Bakugou with hundreds of rocks

but like, she could float her all the way out into space, if she wanted! but the much more likely option, especially given that this is a series where falling from things actually hurts, is that she could simply float her up and then fucking splatter her on the ground holy shit

aaaaaaand up she goes!

yeah that’s right lady. “only her appearance changes” my ass

holy shit

SHE’S ALREADY SO HIGH, HOLY FUCK THIS IS TERRIFYING SHE REALLY IS GOING TO DROP HER ISN’T SHE

now she’s running around and tagging all the rest of them too!

holy shit!!!! I can’t! my brain’s going like a mile a minute because not only did Toga just get 1000% deadlier, but Ochako did too, retroactively! and just, so much newfound respect and awe for my girls

HOLY SHIT

SHE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW??! you seriously never once realized this this entire time??

quirk counseling has failed her in more ways than one. she could have gone to U.A.! she could have made an amazing hero. honestly she still could aside from the fact that she doesn’t want to. (and also, y’know. the murders. and such)

ahhhh now she’s coughing up blood, so I guess that’s a no on the “can she heal” question then

honestly that makes no sense if it only transforms her on the outside. half of the outside is based off of what’s inside! if you’re changing appearances that should mean your entire body transforms. particularly if she can use quirks! it means her DNA is transforming too

but whatever, for the sake of enjoying the story I’ll just shut up about this now though

anyway so Kizuki is all “it can’t be”, just as thousands of villains have said before her, usually immediately after it was incontrovertibly proven to them that Yes It Can Be Though

she’s asking if Ochako’s quirk got stronger just now because of her fear of death

and Toga is all “nope”

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT

SHE DID FUCKING SPLATTER HER, HOLY SHIT!? HORIKOSHI “LET’S CHOP OFF ALL FIVE OF HIS FINGERS!” KOUHEI STRIKES AGAIN

and fucking lol at Toga thinking she’s just like Izuku because her body is all beaten up and dying. :’D Deku you’re such a terrible role model

and so I guess she’s fully on board with Tomura’s whole “destroy everything” plan now, then. well shit. I wonder how quickly they’ll be able to heal her up. what with her being so absurdly powerful all of a sudden, I wonder if her injuries will have a lasting effect on her ability to use her quirk, similar to what happened to Aizawa after USJ. might be a good idea honestly

lastly, “cute is evil” makes absolutely no sense, but damned if I’m not 100% on board with that slogan. just something about it that I like. or maybe it’s just due to the context here, lol. whatever it is, I’d buy a coffee mug with that printed on it

and here we go. so that’s it for new chapters until May 10th or thereabouts. if only there was something coming out in the interim that could tide my superhero cravings over. like a new Avengers movie or some shit. lol

(ETA: I have to hand it to Endgame, it’s done its job distracting me and then some. I’ve seen it twice now and it’s just as devastating the second time! I’m just about finished working my way through the five stages of grief now though, so we’re good. but now that I’m done wallowing, I need my villain arc to come along and cheer me up again. come on Tomura. do your thing boy.)

#bnha #boku no hero academia #bnha 226 #toga himiko #uraraka ochako #lol sort of #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #makeste reads bnha #methinks it's time to go back and figure out how many different people's blood toga has collected #the only two I can think of off the top of my head are deku and camie #the latter is probably a non-issue since she only had an infinitesimal amount #and in all likelihood she'd run into the same problem as monoma if she tried to duplicate ofa #camie on the other hand is a whole different can of worms #she could potentially do *so much damage* you guys #and who knows how much blood she has since she had her in captivity for days #this is a potential gamechanger as far as villain plans go #can't wait to see what they get up to after this arc

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thats-so-seventeen · 6 years

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I’ve been going through the stuff you guys leave in the tags lol

Y’all are funny. (Long Post)

I literally probably went through about the last half of this blog and read through all your tags, newest to oldest.

On the recent van gogh joke @star-eyes-sunshine

#AMY WHY OMG

I just thought that was really cute? more on that later

On the the8/jun pictures spilling out of pockets post, @siirdber said

#me abt any kpop idol

Like, me too?? same

Then on the jun/coups “who did it” post, @leapmonthdance called svt “memeteen” which i thought was hilarious

And then @merrilywefall said

#It was probably actually Joshua

while @thewintersobber decided

#spoiler: wonwoo did it #youll just never find out

Fight fight fight fight

But also a contender: On the “boy’s night done right” post @bangtanbombdotcom called svt “sevenmeme”

...

Fight fight fight fight

(I’m just playing lol)

@justsomekpopstuff tags everything these days with “net neutrality” and I dont really get it because i dont really know anything about net neutrality because i’m australian, so it doesnt affect me. Sorry to all my american followers?? but also, thanks for the compliments on my sister's little svts

@teagirl9501 gave a compliment in the tags too

I also appreciate @michi-mischka using the lenny face on a verkwan post lol. me too, babe, me too

And on another post, @multifandomstruggles saying

#yall im ded #this is funny as shit

was just so hilarious to me?? I dunno. hilarious

and then! AND THEN! On the Seungkwan spagetti post @jeonscheol said

#who toucha my spaghet

like?? why do this to me? lol

Anyway, it seems that the most common tags are always along the lines of the following with varying spelling success:

#i'm fckn screaming

#i'm dying

#lmao

#accurate

#same

also, I really love it when I see tags like

#tag yourself im...

Through the tags I've also discovered that @stanleyvincentwrites is jeonghan's bday twin, which is cool. Mine is Exo's D.O lol

On the “McDonalds/In the car with....” post @andytrackable (which tumblr wont tag, i’m so sry) told me only mingyu and jeonghan confirmed licenses, thanks bro. And on the same post @we-live-the-fandom-life said

#god every member of seventeen is so pretty

I didn’t think it was relevant, but its definitely true ahaha

Then with the Wonwoo edible arrangements post @goinggoing17 tagged

#why is this literally something wonu would do #love his emo ass

And I’m like

same

Also, @sominbiased i saw you tag that verkwan eloping post as

#fic ref

umm, imma need to see that if you write it lol

And then with dark quotes aka quotes about alcoholism and shit, yall taggin yourselves and im just like??? yall okay???

And on the "Z is just a sideways /pls stop it/Zo" post @memesoltrash said

#this might be funnier to me because in dutch zo means ‘that’s how’#or ‘like that’

which i think is preeeetty coolio

On another verkwan @divaaboo said

#honestly story of my life #I’m such an awkward kid

i feel ya, boo, i feel ya

No context needed, @dreamingwishes said

#id hug tf out of jihoon

same

On a jun/the8 post @moon-minghao said

#this is possibly the most accurate junhao thing anyone could ever create

And i’m like "oh! that makes me happy to hear!"

And yeah, like i was saying, @star-eyes-sunshine is so nice? they're the only one who refers to me by name in the tags. When i put all the svt answer time answers together they said,

#amy's a blessing for compiling these

like, thank you so much? you're such a sweetheart omg

@yellowsweater-wonwoo once said:

#coups only has dr pepper and milk @ the dorm n thats it

I dont know why that seems so right but it does???

Oh, and @woazi feels me on the no aju nice dance version if their comment "BITCH IM STILL SJHSKSJSIS" is anything to go by.

Also shout out for @1bias-12biaswreckers and @daegu-bois for both giving their amens of the post that was like "Joshua: My love for Jesus Christ, can I get an amen."

On the "Seungcheol: I'm dad inside" post @jhnhui said

#this isn't even a shitpost this is just. the truth

um? Nothing on this blog is a shitpost?? they totally said these things?? Is says so in the bio?? lol

And y’all tag your friends! Which is cute! So cute! Like, I dont know who abby and dea and aurora and seamus are, but i hope yall are doing good? I dunno ahaha

And @poro-liv once tagging a minghao post wiht

#A THUGHAO CLASSIC

Yes! I forgot that THUGHAO was a thing lol. Like, I always make minghao a bit of a thug but i forgot we had a name to go with it lol

And btw, I’m really bad with ship names so i always forget them but yall always use them in the tags, so that’s pretty helpful.

On the “He is a fucking salty bitch. There’s definitely a shank in his bag.— Chan about Seungkwan, probably” post @norwegiankpop said

#ME about seungkwan tbh #he's my bias for a reason

SAME

(also, I dont remember posting half of these quotes lol)

And @fabulousfoxes and @piercethejavo both got excited over a supernatural ref once upon a time lol

@adoretu had this to say about badboy Josh:

#support Hong Jisoo ur local badboy

While @mans-ayyye thinks:

#josh no #u is a sof smol #stay gentle boo

Same with @guksuu:

#josh you're too much of an angel

2 v 1 FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

Once agian, no context needed with @see-bun-teen saying:

#i live for verkwan

Sameee

Anyway, after going through about half the blog, I’ve given up. Maybe one day I’ll do this for the first couple hundred posts on the blog though. Dont hold your breath lol

(Admin Amy)

#t-s-svt admin #not an incorrect quote #admin amy #lol #see the read more if i tagged you #funny and nice tags get noticed lol

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notadonutshop · 5 years

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Ok, let’s talk Endgame

SPOILERS AHEAD SO PLEASE DON’T READ UNLESS YOU’VE SEEN IT!!!

So when I walked out of that theater I was ecstatic. I loved it so, so much. I had cried like a baby, cheered like I was at a freaking football game, and just been so pumped full of adrenaline over the last three hours. But, I still had my critiques.

My main critiques at first were too much humor in the beginning, Thor’s PTSD and depression should not have been treated like the joke it was, the way Ant-Man is brought back from the Quantum Realm is contrived, and what was the point of having Iron Man almost die out in space if you’re going to save him three minutes into the movie?

Ok, let’s break these down:

Too Much Humor

Now this one if very much a personal opinion, so I do not blame you for disagreeing with me here, but I just felt like the first two acts were way to stuffed with jokes. Quips and call backs and comments galore and it just took me out of it too often. From Korg playing Fortnite to Steve saying “yeah I know” to past Steve saying “I could do this all day” (not the right time for that call back btw), it all just felt over stuffed. Now, I will say that I understand why they did it, especially with how that third act played out and how many consequences there were in this movie, but nonetheless I think they could’ve toned it back a lot. Especially that Fortnite joke. Get rid of that, please.

Thor’s PTSD

Speaking of unnecessary humor, this actually would’ve gotten rid of about 50% of the jokes. So Thor is mad from the start because he feels like he failed (which Rocket points out he did, but so did everyone else) and so when they go find Thanos and he tells them he destroyed the stones, Thor in a rage of anger, cuts of Thanos’ head. This is maybe one of the most gruesome things we’ve seen in Marvel’s history and it was just done by one of our MAIN HEROES. From this he goes to New Asgard and exiles himself to a small cabin with Korg and Meeg (who thank GOD are still alive I would’ve been so sad.) Now this is all fine and well, and in fact I love this idea. I love the idea of Thor being so depressed about what’s happened and being in his absolute lowest moment, but what I don’t like is that they put him in a fat suit, made him an absolute drunkard, and played it all for comedic relief. This should’ve been intense and emotional and upsetting to see one of our greatest heroes at their lowest point. Make him mad, sad, unwilling to go along with plans, until finally he has that talk with his mother and is given the inspiration needed to fight again.

Ant-Man’s Return

I’ll admit this one may feel like a bit of a nitpick, but it’s still a big problem I had with the beginning of this film. So Ant-Man was lost to the Quantum Realm at the end of Ant-Man and the Wasp and it was a big cliff hanger that made us all wonder how he was going to return. And then a rat stepped on the controllers, just so happened to turn on the return switch, and boom he’s home... Why? Here’s what bothers me about this. 1) It feels incredibly convenient that this rat perfectly stepped on the controls in the right sequence order. 2) Why didn’t he just fall through a time vortex in the Quantum Realm and end up five years in the future?? We know they’re there, Janet Van Dyne even mentioned them before Scott got stuck in the Quantum Realm! And if he had come back through a time vortex but five years later, it would’ve made his return even more sad AND give logic to his inspiration to do a time heist. It’s a little thing but it took me out of the movie, not gonna lie.

Lost In Space

I don’t really have much to say about this one honestly. I just find it weird that they’d go through like, three minutes of making us think Tony is gonna die in space with Nebula only to be somehow rescued by Captain Marvel. Like, ok. 1) How did she find them? Did she just happen to be in that corner of space? 2) Why make it such a big deal that he’s stranded out there if you’re just going to save him in the very beginning of the film? Like, I get it, it’s an intense situation, and i’m not saying he should’ve gotten home safe and sound, but why couldn’t he have been just stranded, recording a message for Pepper, and getting despaired because the distress beacon he whipped up wasn’t getting any results? And then, right as he finishes recording and maybe has a bit of a melt down, BOOM, Captain Marvel shows up.

Now, those were my critiques, how about I talk about what I loved before moving on to more?

Five Years Later

So I LOVED the fact that Thanos destroyed the stones. I loved it. It added so much to the weight of what’s happened, to the depression of our characters, and more importantly, it lead to the five years later. This means that the world has had to go FIVE YEARS with half of it’s population missing. Now, while I wish we had seen how the world was doing with this a bit more, just the idea of it is like cake to me. And even better yet? THEY DIDN’T CHANGE IT IN THE END!!! THE WORLD IS STILL FIVE YEARS LATER THAN IT WAS!!! This was so surprising to me because I did not expect them to do something like that but my GOD what a consequence!! And, in fact, that’s actually the next thing I want to talk about.

Consequences

One of my biggest worries going into Endgame was that it would end with everything back to the way it was. The world back at the exact moment before Thanos’ invasion like nothing had ever gone wrong, and all of our heroes are safe. But nope. The Russos gave me exactly what I wanted. Heroes are dead, the world will forever remember the five years of half the population, and consequences are kept in place. It really did feel like a war had taken place and that the world (hell, the universe) would be changed forever.

The Time Heist

So we all knew time travel was going to be used in this film, and particularly time travel back to the battle of New York as we saw set photos, but I did not expect the awesome time travel we got. I love, love, LOVED, the fact that they all went back to three different events in the Marvel Universe to retrieve the infinity stones before Thanos could. I loved the set up of alternate realities, I loved the things that went wrong, I loved Tony and Cap having to go back even further and Tony getting to see his dad, it was all just so damn good. It was such a fun way to deal with how they save the day and again, consequences galore. That bit with Bruce talking to the Ancient One? Oh, so good. Her face when he tells her that Strange gave up the Time Stone? Fuck, marvelous.

The End

From the final fight onwards, I was just in fucking awe of it all. From the HQ being demolished to Dr. Strange bringing EVERYONE into battle, to Tony’s death and Old Steve’s goodbye, it all just hit home so hard. I was crying like a baby from the moment Peter ran up to Tony talking about what happened, through Tony’s death and “We’ll be ok, rest now” and through “I love you 3000″. I especially loved Steve giving Sam the shield because hell YES Captain America is gonna be Sam! AND VALKYRIE WAS IN THE FIGHT!!! I LOVE VALKYRIE SO MUCH!!! AND NOW SHE’S THE RULER OF NEW ASGARD OH MY GOD!!!! And Thor’s with the Guardians??? Sick???

And then the adrenaline started to wear off. I started to think more about the story and I read an article or two. Now I have a few more issues with Endgame. Oops.

Captain America

So I could never articulate the issues with Cap’s ending better than this article, so I’ll just link to it because honestly? It makes 100% sense and I couldn’t put it better myself. https://www.gamespot.com/articles/captain-americas-ending-ruins-avengers-endgame/1100-6466487/

Iron Man

So you know how I said I loved his death and cried like a god damn baby? All of that is true, but then I started to think. The death of Tony Stark is so interesting because both sides of the camp make logical points. His death was a perfect way to end his story! It was him finally being able to rest after saving the world, something he’s been trying to do since day 1, and he’s finally done it. He did the thing that he never thought he could do and sacrificed himself. OR his death was unnecessary! He has a freaking daughter and a wife! Why does Hawkeye get to survive with his family but Tony can’t?? Why can’t Tony have just retired and the movie have STEVE, the soldier who’s never stopped fighting, be the one to sacrifice himself!!! At first I was team “Tony’s death rocks” but I have very much now landed on the side of “Tony should’ve gotten the happy ending and Steve should’ve gotten the bad ass final death.” Because honestly? It just makes sense. Steve has always been fighting and what better way to die then ending THE war. A war that’s taken them over five years to finish. And as for Tony, let him live a normal life. All he wants is the world protected and to be happy with Pepper and Morgan, why can’t he just have that?

All Those Other Things I Mentioned

All my other critiques still stand, especially those about Thor’s whole storyline in the movie. While I love the way it ended with him going off into the stars again and Valkyrie leading New Asgard (Although fuck i wanted a Valkyrie movie), his whole fat boy story line just did NOT do it for me and felt wrong and like a cheap laugh.

All in all, I think I enjoyed Endgame?? A lot of it felt like a fitting ending for the MCU and while I do have big problems with Tony and Steve’s endings... I’m still somehow ok with them?? I don’t know, my feelings toward this film are weird. I’m happy with it but also feel like they could’ve put a bit more thought into it?? The final fight was awesome but was what came out of it worth it?? I don’t know. All I know is that I cried, I laughed, and I groaned, but most of all I’m looking forward to what the future has in store. Not to mention the fact that this film has been one of the most anticipated films of my life. I’ve never felt more intense excitement for a movie then I have for Endgame. I mean my god, we’ve been building up to this since I was 10. A little over half my life has been building up to this. I don’t think any other movie can replicate what Infinity War and Endgame have done to us this generation.

I’m looking forward to the new heroes we’ll meet, the new enemies we’ll face, and I’m looking forward to the fact that the next time we get an Avengers movie, the team is going to be completely different from what we know.

Oh and I’m super looking forward to the next Ant-Man movie because Cassie’s just 16 now?? I don’t know why but I really wanna see what they do with this. Can she get powers?? Pretty Please??

#Avengers #Avengers Endgame #Endgame Spoilers #Spoilers #Avengers Spoilers #Captain America #Thor #Iron Man

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