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eldritch-araneae · 1 year
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Random pet peeve of mine: when ppl don't understand how grief works. You don't spend all your days grieving 24/7, sometimes you go and have fun with friends and family but it doesn't mean you moved on quickly. In fact, grief its a thing that always stays with you for the rest of your life. You move on with it, not from it.
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bubblegumfanfictions · 4 months
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Perfect to Me |Astarion x Fem!Plus-sized! Reader|
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Fandom- Baldurs Gate 3
Ship- Astarion/Fem!Plus-sized! Reader
Warning(s)- fatphobia, negative thoughts about weight, mentions of Cazador, Swearing
Summary- Reader is upset after a rough day in Baldurs Gate, but Astarion proves that she doesn't need to be.
Word Count- 1,700
A/N- Sorry if this isn't perfect, it has been a while. But merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! (I also changed the name of the fic)
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After a long and perilous journey through the Shadow Cursed Lands, The Underdark, and the Mountain Pass to gain allies you finally made your way to Baldurs Gate. The bustling streets and lively atmosphere was almost alien to you after so much time surrounded by nature.
The faces of your companions tell you all you need to know about how they feel at present. Disgust, Excitement, and Fear. You felt for Astarion, it must be terrifying returning to your old hunting grounds after so long, seeing the families of people he had condemned, but that wasn’t who he was now. You felt a fleeting sense of pride that your friend had promised the Gur he would help take down Cazador and find out what happened to their children– Whether they were alive or not is a whole different story.
Karlach on the other hand looked positively elated at being here. Her excitement was certainly infectious, You pause your thoughts and look over at the disgust on Lae’zel’s face, Well maybe not totally infectious. Although you did take note of a glint in Lae’zel’s eyes, she was interested but hid it well.
But even with Karlach’s excitement, you were nervous as all hells. You knew from experience that Baldurs Gate wasn’t a fan of people with your particular build (Well, unless you work in brothels or Burlesque shows but that is a different story.) Knowing what you know about Baldurs Gate you had prepared yourself before you left to expect some comments, looks and even some shoves.
You thought you had managed to keep your anxieties under control and to yourself but that wasn’t the case. Unbeknownst to you, while you were hyperanalysing everything out of nervousness, Astarion was keeping an eye on you. He’d never seen you so nervous- That might not even be the right word, terrified seemed to be the better term.
He didn’t know why you were so scared of everything. He had seen you take down an Orthon just so he could have the information that Raphael promised him. You didn’t have to do that but you did. When he asked you why you simply smiled and said “Because it was important to you.” So he didn’t understand your fears at all. Are you scared of big crowds? Of the idea that someone could jump you? No, thats not it, you’d look more alert than anything, not dazed.
After a few hours of walking around Astarion finally spotted what it was that was scaring you so much. He noticed the glares and whispers being sent in your direction. He was happy that you weren’t an elf because you wouldn't have liked the things he was hearing. He was physically restraining himself from ripping out these peoples throat. You were beautiful. Why couldn't they see that? Why couldn't you see that?
“Isn't she ashamed of coming out here?” Just breathe, Astarion. You'll be no good to the group in prison.
“She's much too big to be in with that lot.” Astarion kept his rage to himself, but he was sure the rest of his group noticed. After all you were connected by those wriggling parasites.
Eventually you all made your way to The Elfsong Tavern when the Emperor decided to reminisce about his time working with Duke Stalemane. Astarion didn't care though, not after noticing how vulnerable you looked, how upset and withdrawn you were.
He wondered if maybe you could hear some of the comments. Or if you were so used to the treatment that you knew what they were going to say.
Karlach barrels into the Tavern with all the grace of… well- Karlach. Finally getting to sleep in a proper bed for the night. Everyone was excited for it. After the trials they had all been through they deserved some much needed rest, even just for the day.
Karlach decided to go down into the Tavern to spend her night eating and drinking, Lae'zel went to the courtyard to practice. The group had discovered a temple with a link to Mystra and naturally relayed this to Gale so that's where he probably is. As for the others? You had no idea.
You took it upon yourself to kick your shoes off and practically face planted one of the beds in the room you rented, barely taking any notice of Astarion's eyes watching your every move.
The energy it took you to not burst out into tears in the streets had taken its toll on you, you were just ready to sleep.
Astarion moved over to you cautiously, for once he was lost for words. He didn't know what to say to you, should he acknowledge the elephant in the room or ignore it?
“Astarion? Are you okay?” You lift your heavy head to look at the handsome Pale Elf that was watching you. His eyes dance with uncertainty. He seemed deep in thought. “Astarion?” You say his name a second time and manage to catch his attention.
He shook himself from his thoughts “Oh, yes, Darling? What were you saying?” He thought his recovery was smooth but his discomfort still showed on his face.
You sit up and pat the spot next to you. Astarion smiled absentmindedly, even burdened by the thoughts of horrible people you were still thinking of others first.
Astarion sits next to you, “I'm fine, but are you. Don't think I didnt notice the way people were looking at you.” He paused, not knowing if he should let on that he heard what they were saying. “Or how they were… talking about you.”
You stayed silent, looking down at your hands. Like Astarion earlier you didn't know what to say. “You noticed that?”
He looked baffled, almost offended that you thought he didn't. “Of course I did! Why wouldn't I? This is you we are talking about Darling, it's so hard for me to not notice you.” He places his hand on top of yours.
The coolness from his hand is a stark contrast to the warmth of his words to you. “Tell me, why do you allow a few rotten apples to treat you so poorly.” He uses his other hand to brush some hair from your face that had fallen when your head lowered with sadness.
“Because its true. I'm nothing special, no one will ever love me the way I want them too. I'll be alone… forever.”
Astarion's heart shattered, he knew what it was like to feel so vulnerable, so self-conscious. He hated that your life in Baldurs Gate made you feel the same.
“Oh, Darling. I wish I could show you just how wrong you are. These people? This group that you brought together, they adore you, I adore you.”
“But why? I feel hideous.” Tears well up in the corner of your eyes, prompting Astarion to lift you chin with one hand and wipe your tears with the other.
“You are far from hideous my gorgeous gorgeous girl, I think you are beautiful, a walking piece of art. You do not deserve to be treated the way you are just because you don't fit in with their callous beauty standards.” The mixture of Astarion's kind words, the nasty glares, and your exhaustion caused you to break down, tears streaming down your cheeks.
Without missing a beat Astarion wrapped his arms around you in a clumsy hug. He could feel your shoulders shake as the tears (sadly) soaked his new doublet.
“You think I'm beautiful?” You sniffled, pulling your head away from his chest but maintaining contact. He may not be physically warm but his actions and words warmed you through.
“Of course I do. Why wouldn't I? I'm not blind, Sweetheart.” A soft smile painted on his lips. Astarion could tell that his words weren't really getting through to you, he knew that it would take a long time for you to finally feel good about yourself, but he can damn well try his best.
“But-” you attempted to say before Astarion shushed you, a finger gently pressed to your lips.
“No buts. I have been around for a long time, I have bedded more men and women than I can count. But you are by far the most beautiful being I have ever laid eyes on. You are so incredibly and unapologetically you and I would do anything in my power for you to see yourself the way I do.”
“But I'm not thin like other people, how can you say I'm beautiful when I look like this? ” He moved his finger down to your chin so he could tilt your head up.
“Because you are. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, you're the best person for me. I don't want to imagine a life with anyone other than you in it. I adore you darling. I love you and I want you to be happy and I would love for it to be with me.”
Astarion could see your expression change to a more hopeful one. “You love me?”
“I do.” He responds, his eyes darting down to your lips and back to your own again. “Can I kiss you?” The question slipped from his mouth before he could think. You nod your head, still shocked by the sudden confession.
He slowly closed the gap between your lips, when they finally touched Astarion could sense all of your worries melt away. His free hand squeezing the thickness of your thigh as you shared a loving kiss. Astarions fangs brushing against your lips and occasionally nipping them as the kiss deepened.
“Fuck yes! Finally!” You both turned your heads, seeing Karlach stood in the doorway watching as the two of you kissed.
“Man Gale is going to be PISSED. He owes me 60 gold.” She senses the awkwardness she had just caused with her entrance and sheepishly backed away “Don't let me stop you, I was just leaving.”
She slams the door behind her but you could hear her yelling that she was going to be a rich woman and that she knew she had an eye for romance.
The two of you just laughed. This was perfect.
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nejiverse · 1 year
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DENJI AS YOUR BROTHER
Denji
Req here. Hope you like it!
cw: none
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He may not look it but Denji's really overprotective of you
Even though he's renowned for being irresponsible, that all changes when it cones to you cause he always has an eye on you
He scolds you when you run off too far away to the point where he's lost sight of you but very lightly (he doesn't like scolding you at all)
He's always been like this, when you were just a baby and after your father died, the little scraps of food he could manage to find he always fed to you before he fed himself
He likes to credit Pochita for teaching you how to walk because you were always trying to chase him wobbly legs but of course after a while you we're finally able to run after him (no pochitas were hurt)
He initially wanted to use the money he earned to send you to school but it was merely a pipe dream, he would've never earned enough for that on top of the debt he had to pay off
Denji was iffy about joining the devil hunters at first since that'd mean your safety would be in jeopardy so he made Makima promise you'd be safe
When you're finally able to go to school (courtesy of Aki), Denji does everything
He takes you there, brings you back, he tries not to leave you in someone else's care as much as he can
He tells you about his day and how he saved the town from potential peril (he exaggerates a lot) but you still think he's the coolest
Theres was one time Aki had to pick you up early from school cause you got in a fight with one of your classmates
Once Denji heard it was a boy and that you won he didn’t even bother listening to the whole story, he supported your actions
Aki on the other hand was less than pleased
Denji tries to make your favourite food— keyword tries
Its not good the first time but once he keeps practicing and practicing (and wasting Aki’s ingredients) he nails it down to a tee
So whenever you ask him to make it, it goes like
“Can I have (f/c) , but not the burnt kind?”
“That was one time!”
Denji doesn’t even let Power talk to you half of the time cause she’s always upsetting you
What can I say? The girl’s got a way with words
One time you asked if you could touch her horns and she told you your arms would melt and your skin would become spotty all over, imitating a monster with her hands and face
Rest assured that was the last time Denji would leave you with Power
More big brother denji here
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dc-polls · 5 months
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"That Really Happened?!" DC Comics Tournament Entry #34
Shvaughn/Sean
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[ID: Cover of Legion of Super-Heroes #1 that says Young Romance. Shvaughn Erin cries into a handkerchief and says, "*choke* He spends so much time saving the world... When will he find time for me?" In the foreground Element Lad looks off into the distance. A narration box reads, "All my life, happiness eluded my grasp... and nothing I ever cared about lasted! Was this the way it had to be with Jan, too? The Elements of Heartbreak!" /END ID]
What Happened?
Shvaughn Erin was a member of the Science Police, the 30th-century cops who assisted (or hindered) the Legion of Super-Heroes. During the Paul Levitz/Keith Giffen run in the 1980s, she became romantically involved with Legionnaire Jan "Element Lad" Arrah. This upset some members of the Legion fan community who had a theory that Jan was gay. The character wasn't traditionally masculine, wore pink, and had curly blond hair (look, this just how gay coding worked in the 70s and 80s).
When Giffen and married couple Tom and Mary Bierbaum (who got their start in the Legion fan community) took over the title with 1989's vol. 4 (aka, the "Five Years Later" run), one of the things that Giffen wanted to do was kill off Shvaughn to establish Element Lad as gay. They were already using Jan's archenemy, the criminal Roxxas who years ago had genocided the rest of the his species, the matter-transmuting Trommites, as the villain for the first arc. Shvaughn was eventually spared this fate, but the writers still had to square the circle of why a "gay" character would be involved with a woman. Their solution? What if "she" was a "he?"
I'm going to try to explain the rest of this story in as sensitive a way as possible. This is a story that was written in 1992 by, as far as I know, three cishet people and your millage will vary (and as a cis person myself, I can't really speak to how well this holds up). I will generally be using she/her pronouns when the character is presenting as Shvaughn and he/him when presenting as Sean.
In Legion of Super-Heroes, vol. 4 #31, the Earth is recovering from the devastation of losing the moon due to the machinations of the alien Dominators who have infiltrated and subverted the planetary government (note also, the Dominators have an extremely problematic "yellow peril" design so there's a lot going on here). In the midst of this, Jan and Shvaughn meet for the first time in a while. Jan finds out that Shvaughn is going through withdrawal from not being able to obtain the drug Profem. She explains that she had been born male under the name Sean on a very conservative planet. While growing up, Sean developed a crush on Element Lad, who as a teenager was intergalactically famous as a member of the Legion. Thinking that the only way a boy like Jan would find him attractive, Sean started taking Profem, changed her name to Shvaughn, enrolled in the Science Police academy, and eventually became the liaison to the Legion. Now, without access to the drug, Shvaughn is reverting back to her more masculine appearance.
Jan takes all of this in, before telling his former lover that "anything we ever shared physically...it was in spite of the Profem, not because of it!" Shvaughn later runs into the teenage clone of Element Lad from the Dominator's Batch SW6 (we can't get into that right now), and in future appearances shows up fully presenting as masculine and going by Sean. The adult Element Lad goes into a coma and Sean is at his bedside.
Then the Legion gets rebooted in Zero Hour, all of the Legionnaires are teens again with new continuity, and Shvaughn (when she shows up at all) is back to presenting as female with no indication that she was ever Sean. Element Lad (unless I missed anything) is only given female love interests or sexual partners by later writers, or implied to be asexual with a spiritual bend.
While Shvaughn is far from the first female love interest who gets her storyline derailed to support a gay headcanon, it is surprising that it 1. happened in canon and 2. the solution was not to kill her off, but to reveal she is trans (ish?) so the character can detransition back to a man so that his love interest can be gay. What's really weird is that Giffen and the Bierbaums also made canon a romance between Light/Lightning Lass and Shrinking Violet, but never felt a need to invalidate their previous relationships with male partners, which maybe points towards the culture of the time's perceptions of male vs. female bisexuality.
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dragontamer05 · 7 months
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Another thing I like about Iruma is Kalego,
upon first meeting him it's obvious he's a no nonsense teacher, has 0 qualms with failing students, serious and strict. Even comes off as uncaring
Which are all true facts he's everyone of those, except uncaring.
The truth is he simply does not suffer fools. But he does care. Perhaps his teaching methods can be a bit harsh- other teachers even commenting from time to time
But like it's becasuse he take his role as a teacher very seriously in guiding these kids into becoming the best demons they can be, to learn and hone their skills
But if you do something that goes against his instruction well then the consequences are yours to deal with he's not here to coddle you or be a parent.
This is firstly evident when during their flying exam, usually it would have to paths but one his currently forbidden at the moment as the 'Guardian' has been temperamental / upset recently and not allowing any through thus no one is allowed to go through there of which he makes expressly clear and that going through is stupid and dangerous and you'll probably die.
Welp one of the students does anyway, knowing full well he has a whole class of other students upon realizing the idiot in question has gone against his words and going off of what would be a fair assumption he doesn't bother going after him - remarking that maybe they might be able to retrieve his body later or something.
Cause quite honestly he can't go racing after every student who does something stupid- plus kids gotta learn- he's still got all these other students to take care of he can't jsut abandon everything to go after that one idiot who may or may not be alive by the time they get their anyway (Idiot student does survive only by luck of Iruma appearing and calming the Guardian but still)
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At another point he quite willingly thrust a group of students in to a dangerous fight seeing it as a teaching moment, knowing full well they were capable / wanting to see how they'd handle themselves however after proving themselves / when it seems their life is about to be in actual danger and could get killed. Kalego steps right in and stops the magical beast keeping any harm from befalling them. Showing that if at any point he actually thought they were in like peril he would actively step into save their asses
But the best part. My man Kalego has personalized books filled with notes and things all about each of the Misfits of his students. Their strengths, weakness, areas of interest just all sorts of things that can be used to help them improve. He cares a lot he just isn't one to show it/ has a funny way of showing it
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I don’t know. I never bought into the whole Dany was abusive to Jon. I just don’t see it. Jon was an idiot he bent the knee after Dany already pledged to help. And I don’t remember her threatening his family just asking him not to tell them about his parentage which is hardly abuse.
We do not absolve abusers of their crimes by finding fault with their victims, so how we interpret Jon’s actions is a distinct thing from speaking about how abusive Dany’s behavior was in s8.
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In 8x04 Dany is upset Jon won’t kiss her anymore and says she wishes he’d never told her about his parentage and then later, even though she knows he is done with the sexual relationship, she kisses him in 8x05 as he stands there, without reciprocating. She wasn’t ignorant as to his wishes at that point, she didn’t care. In fact, in s8 she told him it didn’t matter what he wanted, in that specific convo she meant him not wanting to take the throne wouldn’t stop others from trying to place him in it, but she also kept kissing him even after he was done. I think she did ignore his boundaries (point 2) and was dismissive of his feelings by telling him not to tell his family the truth about his parentage (point 5). I’d say Dany trying to convince Jon not to tell his family about his parents for her own reasons by besmirching Sansa and then later telling him it was Sansa’s fault she burned Varys alive were controlling and manipulative (point 3 and 4).
I guess we might quibble over those because of extenuating circumstances, how about this description:
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If you think Jon could safely refuse her, the relationship might not seem abusive, but if you think that Dany won’t accept rejection, that actually, she might be willing to kill Jon (some fans refused to believe that even after the finale when we’re meant to understand his death at her hand is inevitable), then you aren’t going to take the great peril Jon is in seriously which in my opinion, incredibly unfair to him. Again, regardless of how he feels, we’re talking the objective reality of the situation, Dany was prepared to murder anyone and everyone who stood in her way, as proven not only by burning KL, but announcing her intention to burn other cities across Westeros.
I understand watching s8 as a Dany fan and not thinking anything was wrong because someone who didn’t believe she was capable of cold blooded murder or burning women and children alive wouldn’t take her threats seriously, but no one has that excuse now. We saw who she was, her actions in s7-8 must be interpreted through the lens of what she was, not what fans believed her to be. In s8, not only she did try to control Jon, insist that he live a lie for her own ends, insist that he not tell his family something he wanted to tell them, she threatened his family repeatedly.
In 8x01 she leaves a sentence hanging, “If she doesn’t respect me...” and people sympathetic to Dany didn’t want to believe there was an implied consequence there, but we had just watched Dany burn people alive in s7 for not bending the knee and she proceeds to burn an entire fucking city. Jon ultimately has to kill her or she will kill his family. And let’s not forget that implied threat was proceeded by her answer to Sansa’s question about what the dragons would eat: whatever they want. Not only was she trying to dictate Jon’s actions in s8, she was also threatening his family.
There was a lot of sloppy writing in s7-8, but Dany wasn’t merely an implied threat, she was verbally targeting Sansa throughout s8. Now, if that’s hanging over your head, that keeping the person you’re involved with happy is keeping your family safe because her response to the smallest resistance is threats, I don’t think it’s reasonable for anyone to deny that the partner is exerting power over them in a harmful way, and at that point, it’s doubtful that you’re in that relationship of your own free will, as you would fear attempting to leave.
That’s related to this,
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I already mentioned how she didn’t want Jon to tell his family the truth and how she was saying bad things about Sansa to him to drive a wedge between them, so let’s continue with the intimidation part.
When Dany kisses Jon in 8x05 and says, “let it be fear” it’s clear that Jon is being paralleled to the people of Westeros (”I don’t have love here”), and when rejected by Jon, instead of accepting the relationship is over, she revisits it after burning KL--the people rejected her so she burned them alive, and here she is, wanting him again, and he knows to refuse her means death (he doesn’t deny it when Tyrion points that out), he only acts when he knows she will kill Sansa. I don’t see how the threat of death (for him, for his family) is anything other than intimidation, a mild term for it, surely.
She was a threat to his family from 8x01 on, and a threat to him from 8x02 on. I don’t think it’s reasonable to pretend she didn’t mean what she said after watching her in 8x05-8x06.
Also, to speak to the intent with how D&D presented the relationship, there were a lot of deliberate parallels with Jon/Ygritte and Jon/Dany in s7-8, from being taken prisoner, to having the pressure of proving loyalty over and over, to being viewed as a traitor by others for his actions while gone, to the threat to his own life when the women felt he betrayed them. I mean, the Waterfall scene in 8x01 actually just ripped the dialogue from a J/Y scene, so I think that was all pretty blatant and intentional. D&D didn’t include the scene where Dany summoned Jon to her cabin on the ship (although its in the script), so it did look like he voluntarily entered into a sexual relationship with her, and maybe saying he had to bend the knee to save the North (8x01) was a lie, but even if we don’t like Jon’s actions in s7, it doesn’t change what Dany did in s8.
As soon as you create a situation in which a character doesn’t have full autonomy, can’t refuse someone, and that person persists in wanting sex, if there’s any sort of threat or bad consequences if they don't get what they want, it’s coercion and as a result, an abusive relationship. That’s what Jon and Ygritte had, that’s what Jon and Dany had. Being annoyed with Jon’s behavior doesn’t change that.
(in response to this ask)
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some-pers0n · 2 months
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Kestrel from Wings of Fire, numbers 8, 23, and/or 25 please.
8 - Thing the fandom does with this character that you despise
THE FUCKING KING MAP– wait, wait, lemme control myself here. I do think people are allowed to like characters like Kestrel. Duh. It's completely fine and valid. I can't get upset at a person for liking her. Hell, I myself enjoy Whirlpool's character a lot, so I'm not exactly one to talk in terms of moral superiority. However, I at least am AWARE and FULLY CONDEMN THE ACTIONS OF WHIRLPOOL. I do not think he's some complicated or deep character. I think he is a character written to be purposefully unlikable so that you, the audience, hate him and think he's bad.
I think the true is the same for Kestrel. Kestrel is not a character I think we needed to sympathize with. I believe she was meant to be a one-note character who was killed off for all the right reasons. If she was never given this extra wrinkle of drama, she would be condemned to all hell for being a child abuser. But, just because she had dragonets that she lost, now all of a sudden it's reasonable to say that she's "complex".
I don't think she needed a redemption arc. Her having a redemption arc could be done in a separate winglet, and even then I think the POV should instead be about some other character like Osprey or Hailstorm. Kestrel is a child abuser. She joined the Talons of Peace so that she could have a new dragonet to take care of in place of Sky and Peril, but when Glory happened, she became even more bitter. She had no real excuse to be verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive of the DoD for six years.
I don't think anybody can convince me that she deserves redemption or is even remotely an interesting character. In AUs and rewrites? Yes, of course. I believe that in fanon anything can happen. In canon? Right now? Inexcusable.
23 - Favourite picture
Even as a kid I thought this panel was cool.
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25 - What were your first impressions like? What are they now?
"I hate her" -> "Maybe she isn't that bad..." -> "I hate her and want her DEAD!!"
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calzonekestis · 2 years
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Having a Black character be put in peril so that they can be rescued by a white savior is not a Good thing to do in a story.
Eddie Munson is actually a non violent person who tends to avoid physical conflict.
Both those statements are true.
However, if he had been there when Jason’s baseball cap wearing bro tackled an 11 year old Black girl to the ground, pinned her, held her arms behind her back and threatened to break them?
Vecna wouldn’t be the only person taking eyes.
That bitch would have gotten a nail-shield to the face. Repeatedly.
I know the intent of that was to be upsetting and uncomfy, but I’m just.
Sick of them doing the Sinclairs like that. First with Billy, now that bitch.
And tbh after the Lucas/Jason confrontation, I’m looking back on all their interactions with hindsight and.
“I never should have let you in.”
“I never should have knocked.”
Lucas already proved himself on the basketball court, but they had to go all frat boy and like. He had to earn his acceptance.
On Jason’s wiki page (editing is still locked rn) it’s mentioned how one of his redeeming qualities was that he checked on Lucas when he had a hangover.
Which. I kinda get the feeling that Lucas was probably most certainly pressured into drinking? Or at least as much as he did? That it was a hazing thing?
Jason and his friends are just. Douchebags.
Maybe there’s a reason they were douchebags, like a reason Billy was a douchebag… but like with Billy, that reason isn’t an excuse.
And I don’t think that they had any abusive background or anything. I think it was their environment, sure, but it was one that was very catered to serve them. Straight white clean cut Christian patriarchy.
Sure, Jason didn’t seem so bad - until Chrissy died. Until his perfect world started to crumble, people were daring to upset the status quo of it all. That’s when he started to spiral. When he and Eddie had their stare down in the cafeteria?
Chrissy wasn’t even a factor in that. Eddie insulted him and his place in the hierarchy. Eddie insulted a lot of people. None of them had egos so fragile (or penises so tiny) that they wanted to throw hands.
He couldn’t accept that he didn’t know Chrissy as well as he thought, even though there must have been a reason she felt she couldn’t go to him. Be it he’d belittle her trauma/ED if she confided about it, or if he treated her like a she was a burden/distraction before the game, or whatever.
She put on a brave face and smile, while she was literally hurting herself… and he was completely ignorant. Head in the sand. Or up his own ass. This is her boyfriend. Meanwhile, Eddie someone who she hasn’t talked to in years, is able to tell in seconds that something is off and that she isn’t ok.
He doesn’t pry or overstep as to why she wants the drugs - he knows better than to ask, and it’s better for business if he doesn’t. Though he cares enough to try and make her feel at ease and safe with him. He doesn’t judge her for not being ok, he just wants her to feel better.
Meanwhile Jason just refuses to entertain the idea that she may not have been ok. That he may have played a part in it, that she may have gone to Eddie rather than him because he was part of the problem. That’s just not fathomable to him, because he’s perfect and walks on water.
When Nancy offers her condolences, he shows little to no reaction - instead asking where her Hellfire Club member brother is and getting all aggressive.
He didn’t actually love Chrissy, because he didn’t actually know Chrissy.
He loved the simplistic picture of her that he and her mother and society made her feel like she had to live up to.
Mans didn’t actually know the girl to love her. He wasn’t actually grieving her as person, he was grieving what she was supposed to be in relation to himself.
An embodiment of toxic masculinity. R Rated Gaston. Anthony Michael Hall in Edward Scissorhands. Youth Pastor Archie Andrews. Call it whatever you want, but he is not some misunderstood meow meow.
Again, said it before, I’ll say it a dozen times over. Mason Dye did a fantastic job portraying him. He tried to bring some depth there, he’s talked about Jason’s headspace at a con - but he could only do so much with what was on the page. He wasn’t given focus like Joe was, to where he could sort of improv and influence the perception of the character.
I’m not saying he’s not a good character, but he’s not a good person. And that’s ok. You can have problematic trash faves. I have a Darth Maul url, I mean, fuck. The woobification is something I cannot and will not sanction.
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was watching transformers animated and dear God, everything has the potential to be an AU. Like… What If.. Optimus fell at Archa 9 ?
The dynamic with Elita, Optimus, and Sentinel is so intresting as it is. Imagine if he fell, he shouted “Sentinel, Elita, GET OUT OF HERE!” Despite in his peril and moments away from doom.
Elita was adamant to go back for him as much as Sentinel but had to take the heavy spark and got out of there. Sentinel was FURIOUS. His emotions becoming more complex on how he feels for Optimus…
Him and Op were best buds, they always did everything together and challenged each other in the best ways in their youth. When Elita joined their group, their bond was tighter as ever. Things began to change as Sentinel grew feelings for Elita but it was almost obvious that she loves Optimus but wanted him to make the first move. Sentinel was jealous of Optimus’ selflessness, because he knew Optimus felt the same for Elita but was unaware the femme liked him back and he also knew Sentinel liked her so he backed off.
Elita gave Sentinel a chance, they weren’t officially together but when on some nice dates but it was clear that whenever Optimus was hurt or had anything he was excited about to say, Elita was all eyes and ears.
Again, Optimus’ selflessness is what really made him so attractive and beautiful to everyone and in his ‘last moments’ he still had the strength to shout to his friends to ‘Get Out of Here!’
Sentinel blamed everything on Elita for losing Optimus, an emptiness in him as he lost his best friend and best opponent. Someone who always wanted to beat just ONCE. Someone who died in the most selfless way and eternally he can never live up to now. This was all her fault, why didn’t she let him save Optimus!
Elita, not one to back down, screams at him that it was his fragging idea to go to this damn place! That he led Optimus to his death and even called him out his jealousy over Optimus, asking if that’s why he’s so upset, that he can’t beat Optimus to be the best now and that he didn’t really care about his so called best friend.
Ultra Magnus taking this case though, oooh boy. The after both Sentinel and Elita informed him and seeing how angry and hostile they were of each other.
Whew boy! Lots of misplaced feelings with Sentinel, the loss of someone Elita had wanted to explore a new relationship with, plus the overall loss of their good friend! Messy business!
And Optimus survives, I'm guessing?
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dont-doubt-dopple · 2 years
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What Lies Below
A/N: If you judge me for my lack of boating knowledge I WILL turn this fic around (/j). But this is for Anon from @pinchhitsfromthevoid Season 1. I took the more spoopy route for your Mermaid prompt so I hope you enjoy!!
Word Count: 1055
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Joel doesn’t remember whose idea it was to go sailing. Probably Jimmy’s. Even if it was his idea, which realistically it probably was, he was still going to blame Jimmy. He never seemed to check the forecast despite the numerous times it has rained on them. But this wasn’t just rain; this was a storm. Thunder echoed above their heads and lightning streaked across the horizon, crackling down way too close to comfort. Joel was currently trying his best to steer them back to land, wherever that was. The fog seemed so think that anything more that the waves and rocks and terrifying weather more than 100 yards ahead of him was completely obscured. He could barely steer in clear weather; this was next to impossible. But he definitely wasn’t going to let Jimmy drive the boat.
“How much further?!” Jimmy yelled as he struggled against the tarp he was using to cover something and the wind.
“Do you see land!?” Joel yelled back as another wave rocked then dangerous to one side.
“No?!”
“Well, Neither do I! So I have no idea!” Jimmy shot a glare at Joel, but he didn’t care. It was hard to take him seriously when everything was normal; even less so now that he looked like a baby golden retriever who was upset that he was thrown in the pool. “Idiot thinking I know how far land is in this weather.” He muttered.
There was a tense silence as the waves rocked them in all directions. Water spill across the deck but it didn’t matter when everything was beyond soaked. At this point, it probably be safer to simply drop anchor and let the storm pass. Knowing his luck, he was probably sailing into the storm and prolonging this torture.
“Joel, I think there’s something in the water!” Jimmy called out. “Something big!”
“It’s the ocean, Jimmy. There’s lots of big things.” He shot back. “I’m dropping anchor. We’re better off trying to brace this below decks.”
Joel slid his way to the anchor. He started to drop it down when something grabbed the side of the boat, knocking him down. It looked like fingers, with long shimmering white nails that broke the boards of the boat. The fingers themselves together took up about half the boat and were blue and webbed. It was definitely not something he’d seen before.
“WHAT IS THAT?!” Jimmy screamed, before the thing that the fingers belonged to pulled them both into the water.
When Joel opened his eyes, he saw a mermaid. She was huge, at least 2 times taller than he was. Her tail was a brilliant violet that faded into her blue skin and scales. He assumed it was a she from the long flowing pink hair and sparkling eyes. She smiled, flashing rows of sharp teeth at Joel. He couldn’t stop looking at her for some reason, whether it was pure curiosity or simply a fascination with this unknown person.
But he was also drowning and he’d like to think of that as a priority.
Joel shook his head and swam up as fast as he could. He gasped for breath as soon as he surfaced, looking around. The boat looks to be mostly intact, though mostly the wrong side up. Bits of board floated around in the water as the storm raged on, oblivious to the perils that had befallen the two of them. Jimmy was nowhere to be seen. Joel looked down, seeing if he could find Jimmy’s body to help pull him up.
Instead, he saw his friend swimming down.
Joel immediately dived down. He was always a stronger swimmer than Jimmy, but that was a low bar since he was generally handsomer and bigger and stronger and sexier and better at everything than Jimmy. Regardless, he caught up to the other fairly quickly. He wasn’t thinking; he just needed to get them both of them up to air. So he grabbed Jimmy’s wrist and started swimming. But he saw the mermaid’s hand move to block him at the same time Jimmy pulled away.
“I belong here.” Jimmy said as Joel turned to shoot him a look. He wished he could ask about when Jimmy began to grow tan scales or when his ears became fins. He was only human, unlike Jimmy apparently. “She’s family.”
Joel couldn’t argue. He also couldn’t speak underwater and rushed up to resurface once more. When he looked back down, Jimmy and the mermaid were gone.
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It was the 5th day of looking when it began to rain. Not as bad as the night he last saw Jimmy, but steady enough that he really should seek some kind of cover. But he didn’t. He continued to look out towards the waters, in the hope maybe it would give him the answers he wanted.
His silence was interrupted by a female voice. “What are you doing out here? You’ve been sitting out here in the rain for 45 minutes!”
“Really? Didn’t notice.” Joel didn’t turn around to see his new companion, but did silently thank her when he suddenly stop feeling the rain sending ripples in the water in front of him. “What are you doing out here?”
“Seeing what you were doing out on the docks for the 3rd day in a row.”
“That obvious?”
“A little.” He felt the boards underneath him creek a little as the woman sat down, close enough so they could both share the dryness of the umbrella. “A friend of mine died, I think. Out at sea during that bad storm a few days ago. I know it’s fruitless but … I was hoping to maybe find his body one day in the rocks nearby.”
“I could help, if you want.” Joel finally turned to look at the person who joined him in the rain. She had pink shoulder length hair and bright blue eyes. She smiled as she held out perfectly manicured white nails. “I’m Lizzie.”
“Joel. And thank you. I accept her help.”
There was something about her that captivated Joel. Maybe it was that love at first sight bullshit thing, but there was something drawing him to her. Part of him was screaming at him that this was a bad idea but he didn’t care.
He’d question about her pointed teeth later.
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R.e. your most recent post about the Tintin series....
As much as I sympathise and want to just give you a huge hug, pain like that can be good (not always, since that's all too often used to justify abuse, but sometimes). It might help you to try and take a step back and think about why you feel that way.
To use the 2011 film as an allegory, it seems (to me at least) like you're in a situation akin that moment in the final confrontation between Haddock and Saccharine where he's threatening to burn the notes and telling Haddock to just give up and start drinking again. As shitty an experience as being hurt by something/someone you love is, it says a lot about you as a person that you feel deeply enough about something to be affected by it in that way.
But that's just my tuppence worth. Sending you hugs and comforting thoughts.
I know. But like the film, it feels like a curse and me and my family have dealt with that mental health kind of stuff. It's nice to feel so deeply about something that I care about, but I can't deny that I feel so much to the point of physical pain. Like I can't breathe. It made me an easier target for bullies at school which then they made me feel terrible for being upset so easily. I had an ex be very guilty of doing that to me as well.
I do think this film represents a lot of my life, and it's hard not to point to it when I get so emotional. It was released during a pivotal time in my life, and not in the good sense, and when watching it over lockdown, it just made so much sense to me.
The dynamics can hit too close to home. Of course they can't address deeper emotions in detail, since they went off the more chaotic and adventurous and fast-paced aspect of Tintin's adventures since he literally gets thrown into these perilous and dangerous situations, often down to his curiosity taking over far too easily.
But I still read it in an emotional sense. There's too much injustice in this world, especially with the way I've dived into true crime cases that remained untouched and unsolved purely often because of corruption, prejudice and power. And seeing that on screen, with the insane conflict in my head with the sometimes not so unreasonable allure of the villain Sakharine, it was just the main example of what he did and the heavy implications of just exactly how him and the mutinous crew abused Haddock when we didn't see it. It didn't help that I was treated badly in two different regards by older men, of which some traits were reflected in Sakharine. Being taken advantage of has left me conflicted and undeniably passionate, however much I want to be (especially as someone with undiagnosed ADHD and autism), about seeing the terrible treatment of others, and the fact that I obsess over that harbour scene near the end of the film is a very good example of that.
It's just too much to deal with, even if done in such an excellent manner. I don't want to feel this tremendously upset, even if I know that it's good that I feel very deeply about the injustices I've read up on and become very aware of in the world. It just sucks that Tintin is something I'm very attached to, and yet renders me an overemotional mess because of what it presents and how it does that that I become unhealthily avoidant in the process. I don't need this conflict, I don't need this painful as fuck emotion that I've experienced pretty much my whole life that I've been abused for. It feels like a curse, and I want to scream. Things aren't cut and dried, but I still wish differently. It's just...how do you explain this to people???
I do understand where you're coming from. I guess in a way it's interesting that that is resolved is by Tintin coming in and saving him, but that shouldn't be expected in real life, even though that's how I shamefully feel daily. Even though I wish, in my mind, that didn't happen either, because I'm far too invested with the villain to even want that, and that is another overwhelming conflict and emotion that I don't need either.
Pain isn't always for a good reason, and I just don't want to feel like it is. I'm tired, and sometimes pain is just pain, and I hate feeling constantly overwhelmed even with a good thing in my life that reminds me that these people have existed, do exist, and will continue to exist until the end of time itself.
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Hi! Could I get the dorm leaders with a fem!S/O who gets a lot of attention, chocolates and gifts on valentine’s (being the only girl at NRC)? have a good day!
Dorm Leaders + Valentine Jealousy
Just funny, cute scenarios that was really enjoyable to write even though I'm like... 2 months late?? Yeah, forgive me for that.
Cut for length, and some light cussing in the later scenarios.
Malleus Draconia
He put so much effort into preparing a special Valentine's picnic for his beloved. He wanted to surprise you, and by the time he ordered Sebek and Silver to call you to him, they brought him displeasing news.
"Um... Senior YN is caught up!" Sebek reported. Usually, he'd be enthusiastic to share news to his precious Master, but the way those two held back was suspicious.
"Pray tell what those cretins are doing to my YN?" He inquired, his magic seeping from his fingertips.
"Well… giving her Valentine's gifts…" Sebek admitted. "We found her in the courtyard but there were quite a few students from different dorms."
"Sebek, we reported to Malleus because those said students wouldn't move when you yelled 'Move away from Malleus-sama's spouse'," Silver chided. "Despite Senior YN looking like she wanted to escape."
"Move, both of you."
Malleus' rage was more than they anticipated. Lilia, as observant as he usually is, brought the two boys behind his back and let Malleus shift into his dragon form. Lilia simply waved at Malleus, encouraging her more. "Remember Malleus! You're not allowed to burn people! And don't worry about your picnic; we'll bring all the food and preparations!"
Times like this, he was eternally grateful to someone like Lilia. He shifted to his much smaller form, about a fifth of the size of his actual dragon size and took flight. He knew other students would run away, but most importantly of all if it were reported you could easily say that the dragon was your bonded creature. Which, when you think about it, is a decent white lie.
Needless to say, the appearance of the dragon scared away the boys who tried to present their gifts to you, dropping them in fear. Those who ran too late witnessed the dragon's claws snatch up the angelic Senior YN LN away, however they could not see where the dragon took her for the dragon's wings caused the wind to sweep the remaining students off their feet.
He felt a little guilty that you yelped when you saw him, but as he flew, he settled you into his claws much more comfortably.
The moment he landed, his beloved stared directly in wonder into his eyes. He cooed at how small you were next to him and how curious you were of him. It didn't take long before you reached out to his head, asking him, "Tsunotarou? Are you my Tsunotarou?"
His heart melted at his nickname, further nuzzling his nose to your palm. His purring was quite loud, and he plopped his head onto your lap. He was careful not to shift his weight as to not crush you.
"Malleus...why did you do that?" You patted his head, still wondering why you were whisked away. "Were you a little jealous?"
The dragon form of his nudged his nose to you again in agreement. He had never felt jealousy in this way before.
"Malleus… You're the only one who's my Valentine." You spoke. "And I won't spend the day with anyone else besides you."
He shifted out of his dragon form to his much acceptable humanoid form. Malleus, out of his love for you, couldn't help but hug you. He admitted his Valentine's plan for you, especially since he knew how much you anticipated the celebration.
Things were made clear, and you accepted Malleus' apology. He dolled you up a little, calling the flowers to decorate themselves delicately in your hair.
He kissed the soft flesh of your cheek, sitting you on his lap. "Happy Valentine's Day, my precious YN."
Riddle Rosehearts
If the Heartsyabul dorm thought they fully witnessed Riddle's rage, they were sorely mistaken. It was made crystal clear to the students of the Heartsyabul dorm to follow the rule of not harrassing the dorm leader's partner.
It was clear that the point was not received to other ignorant students.
"And what do you think you’re doing?"
The students were immediately caught off guard by the ice chilling voice of the notorious Heartsyabul dorm leader. The boys surrounding you immediately scattered, leaving you with multitudes of presents and chocolates at your feet.
Riddle didn't want to admit it, but the boxes of presents surrounding your being made look as spoilt as you can be.
No, this won't do he thought. He could spoil you better than those group of boys.
"Ace, Deuce, take away the presents," He commanded. The two had no choice but to obey, although Trey did have a look at the chocolates gifted, possibly thinking about using some of them for Riddle's desserts.
He sauntered over to his beloved, taking her hand in his and kissing the top of it. "Not to fear, YN. I hope not a single one of them touched you," He murmured. Before continuing his jealous thoughts, he properly spoke to you, "YN, I asked Cater to deliver a dress to your dorm. I hope you find it pleasing to wear, as later tonight we have a date for ourselves!"
You did find the dress pleasing enough that you would wear it to your date. You knew Riddle was someone who would go all out for Valentine's, especially seeing how he made his affections known. The dress reminded you a little of his red formal wear, and you found the card play motifs on the sash of the dress adorable. Although... You had to admit that you were a little scared if Riddle used his magic unnecessarily for your sake.
Riddle didn't anticipate how much of a worrywart he actually was. He dressed to the best of his abilities, making sure to adjust his tie every so once in a while.
Whatever preparations he calculated and adjusted for flew straight out of the window once he saw you.
He allowed you to walk to him, and once you two met eyes, he got on one knee, kissing your palm.
"My precious Queen… Happy Valentine's Day…"
Kalim Al-Asim
Kalim himself didn't realise you were in peril, but he did feel an inkling of jealousy seeing some boys get close to you. Despite all that, he didn't worry a single bit.
For Kalim was going to outdo every. Single. One of them.
"YN-senpai! Please accept this!" A freshman bowed deeply, handing a plain looking love letter. You graciously accepted it, however, all you could do was sit it on top of your precarious pile of presents the past day. All you wanted to do was visit Kalim…
"Eh? I'm sure my gift is the best!"
Sounds of trumpets were heard, and then and there the crowd made way for the dorm leader of Scarabia. The remaining students were shooed away, much to their annoyance. Kalim however only wore a grin as he presented you with a bouquet and a box of chocolates.
A servant nearby bowed to him, and Kalim quickly uttered his order, "Take the flowers and donate them to the Gardening club. As for the chocolates, distribute them to the servants!" He cheerfully ordered, as if the students surrounding the two didn't exist. Gasps of shock and horror were sounded, but Kalim didn't care anyway.
Over Kalim's shoulder, you could see Jamil staring down any potential students possibly trying to pick a fight with Kalim. Although, knowing Jamil, he was doing this for the sake of Kalim being occupied for the rest of the week.
You were delighted to see your boyfriend coming to rescue and you didn't mind his extravagance so much. The only part of the whole scenario you'd be embarrassed about is that some students witnessed Kalim's romantic affections, which… you'd prefer to have your romantic endeavours in a private setting.
The way Kalim tugged your hand along… He was upset and you knew it.
"Kalim… I'm sorry I didn't expect-"
He stopped tugging you along to the Scarabia dorm. You were surprised the moment Kalim hugged you.
"YN… it's not your fault…" He said, patting your head. "Sorry for acting so jealous. I just… really wanted to impress you."
You hugged him back. "Thank you Kalim."
Azul Ashengrotto
Azul felt his heart wrench at the scene of you being confronted by a group of boys adorning you in presents and flowers. He wasn't so sure about giving you his Valentine's letter and present, feeling as if the other students outdid him. Usually, he wouldn't let this kind of thing slide, but... he felt as if it were his fault.
Usually, the other students won't spare a glance towards you, but he had guessed a lot of boys crushed hard that night you sang in the Lounge. Jade and Floyd thought it would be a good way to cheer him up, and Azul himself couldn't deny... He loves your singing so much.
This, however, didn't discern Octavinelle dorm leader Azul Ashengrotto from telling off said students.
"Take your tomfoolery somewhere else."
Murmurs of "Oh shit, it's the dorm leader." and groans came from the other students surrounding you. Azul saw you breathe out a sigh of relief that some of the students left you alone.
He could still see some lingering around. Well, they should surely know better than to disobey his orders on his turf...
"Jade, Floyd, escort them out please."
Azul brought you closer to him. "I'm sorry for not approaching soon, Angelfish."
You shook your head, telling Azul how much you appreciated his help.
"Actually... I never intended to accept their gifts. The presents simply piled up," You said. "If anything, I'd only accept your present!"
Azul stammered, his cheeks flushing to a deep pink. "H-How... How are you so adorable...”?
He regained his composure, hurrying you to sit on the couch. Then and there, he presented you his Valentine's letter. Your heart warmed at how he decorated it so delicately, and his signature never fails to enchant you.
The other half of his gift was an intricately designed parfait presented in a glass. He did the honours of feeding you a spoonful. The moment you finished that spoonful, you heard out the secret.
"It's a new dessert for the Lounge. And I'd like to name it Angelfish Parfait."
Idia Shroud
Idia Shroud was a man who swore to never venture out but mind you he has ears and eyes everywhere. Despite all the commotion around you, especially with the line of students ready to approach you with gifts, you somehow kept a cool head about it.
You didn't spare a glance to the other students, ignoring any other student that try to block your way. You simply walked past them, disregarding their mere existence.
In your perspective, you weren't being rude at all. In fact, you thought whoever stood in your way was rude because of your agenda… and the main event of the day was not exactly Valentine's Day, but your precious date with your precious boyfriend.
Idia wasn't irked by the extravagance of some of the students' presents to you.
After all, he could just buy you the best version of the same thing.
Not to say you were completely materialistic, he just wanted to prove a point to those other guys. He trusted that you were capable… But he couldn't let you handle all of it by yourself. He had to help out too.
He, out of all the dorm leaders, is the one who gets annoyed around Valentine's Day due to the constant attention you get. Sure, he'll proudly admit how pretty you are, but anyone else better keep their hands away.
A group still followed to the entrance of the Ignihyde dorm, and for once in his life, he willingly stepped.
It was one foot out of the dorm doors, but hey, it's a lot for him.
"You're not invited. Leave."
As if his chilly dead voice didn't warn them enough, the traps around the entrance targeted themselves to anyone who wasn't you. The students quickly left, scurrying away. The laser-looking machinery was enough for some of the students to piss their pants.
Your cheeks felt warm. "Idia… You were so cool there."
Once he shut the door, it was his turn for his face to redden. "W..What? You were the cool one shrugging all of those… bugs off of you." He admitted. "Besides, those normies ruined our video game date."
"It's not ruined yet," You said, tugging Idia's hoodie on his head, pecking him on the cheek. "Thank you Idia. Now let's continue that RPG you were telling me about yesterday."
"Mmh! …Love you, YN."
Leona Kingscholar
What was this? Some worthless students want to pick a fight with the top predator? Sure, why not. Leona wouldn't mind beating them to a pulp.
There wouldn't be a crowd surrounding you on Valentine's. Those brave enough would slip gifts at the Ramshackle Dorm or on your desk, but they would never dare give it in person unless they wish to not exist.
Leona was walking you back from class, which is generally a big achievement since he's awake.
"Did any punks approach you today?"
You were typically blunt with him. "No, but I got some presents on my desk. Grim took care of them."
You could hear your boyfriend huff in annoyance. "Some idiots don't realise we're in a relationship…"
You decided to poke fun at him a little. After all, he was only reminded this morning that today was Valentine's Day.
"Well, if only you'd be more open about your wooing, if you call it that," You teased.
Before you two could return back to the Savanaclaw dorm, a group of students blocked off your path.
"Enough is enough Kingscholar!"
"Yeah! You shouldn't monopolise YN-senpai's time like that!"
"Give us a fair shot!"
Leona had to hunch himself over from laughing at how stupid these students were. You kept silent, but you did pinch Leona's elbow to warn him about beating them up in a public place.
"You seriously want those to be your dying words?"
You could only facepalm the moment you heard Leona threaten them. Why did Valentine's always have to end this way? Well… the least that could happen is that you get to cuddle with Leona for the night.
Vil Schoenheit
As you, YN were a part of the Photography Club, you surely got a whole lot of attention as you had to travel here and there for the school's news report. You garnered a lot of positive attention from a great deal of the students, but you'd never approach them with intentions of forming a relationship.
After all, you were dating Vil Schoenheit of all people.
You did try to be courteous as possible, thanking some students who gave you gifts and cards during class. You weren't about to cause any ill-will against anybody, and you were sure that you could get rid of them later…
"Ara? What are these worthless beasts doing around my precious YN?"
Vil's presence was one thing, but his threatening voice was another. Vil stood tall, looming over you, and taking your hand in his, shielding you behind him. Through Vil's gaze, the students who were bold enough to present their gifts quickly shuffled to your desk, retrieving back whatever they planned to give.
You were taken aback by Vil's attitude if anything. He'd never act like this, despite what some might believe. That was when you knew he was genuinely angry.
You couldn't blame him much, since the students caused you to be late for your meeting with Vil. You two had planned to dress up and go out to a town district for the weekend of Valentine's. You had guessed that Vil was also a little pissy since he hadn't seen you in a long time.
After arriving at Vil's room, you tried your best to reach your boyfriend's cheek, transferring a kiss from your palm to his cheek. "I know you're a little angry, but our plans aren't completely ruined."
Vil shrugged off his uniform coat, venting out his frustrations. "I know, but it's supposed to be a special day for you," He said. He muttered under his breath as he had you sit still for him to style your hair. "If anything, they're the ones stealing your time from me…"
You turned to look at him despite his instructions. "I've never seen you so adorably jealous."
The colour of his cheeks bloomed a pink hue. "W-Well, of course my sweet potato," He said. "They need to be taught a lesson and you, my sweet potato, should sit still otherwise I'll never be done with your hair."
You let Vil do his magic, literally and figuratively, on your hair. Once he was done, you hugged him tight, "Thank you Vil, for what's about to come and for before too."
He patted your head. "Anything for you, YN."
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luminnara · 3 years
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The Silent Treatment | Omega!Bakugou x Fem!reader
Request:
 CAN I PLEASE HAVE OMEGA BAKUGOU X READER PLEASE WHERE SHE MAD AT HIM AND IGNORES HIM And he has to get her attention on him his main mission so he like bother her so she doesn’t be angry at him no more
um YES YOU MAY I have a secret massive soft spot in my heart for omega bakugou lol.
My askbox is open! 
Warnings: swearing? Bakugou is a brat, uhhh needy emotions and stuff, not too angsty tho
Word count: 1,210
He deserved this. He really did. And deep down, he knew that. Even Bakugou, who acted high and mighty and angry all the time, could occasionally tell when he was being an asshole deserving of punishment. 
He didn’t like it one bit, though.
“Babe, come on,” he growled one afternoon, facing his girlfriend as she cooked dinner with her back to him. 
She didn’t answer. She didn’t even bother to look at him, and it made his blood boil. 
“Oi!” he snapped, teeth bared in a snarl. “Pay attention to me!”
His alpha continued ignoring him, humming as you stirred the food you were preparing. The scent you were giving off was calm, seemingly unperturbed, whereas Katsuki’s was growing more and more distraught. 
“Baby, please?” he whined. He actually whined. He was stooping so low as to whine and beg for your attention, and yet, you were completely unmoved. 
He tossed his hands up in defeat. If you weren’t even going to see how far he was willing to go for you, then fine. He could find other things to occupy himself with. He didn’t need you, even if you were his alpha, and his girlfriend, and the love of his life, and...ugh, whatever. 
With a huff, he stalked away, going to sulk on the couch. You noticed, of course; no matter how angry you were with Katsuki, you weren’t about to stop keeping an eye on your moody, rowdy omega. You knew he was a handful, and you were all too familiar with the way he liked to throw tantrums whenever you put him in his place. He deserved it, anyways, and he needed to learn that he couldn’t rage and yell at you without consequences. Katsuki might have been an omega, but he snapped and snarled like the toughest, meanest alphas there were, and often, he managed to make you feel like your roles were reversed. 
Dealing with Katsuki wasn’t about being firm, though. You got along with your omega because you were flexible enough to weather his stormy temper, and most of the time, you were gentle and accommodating, giving him the space to rant and roar until he tired himself out and came crawling into bed with you. Sometimes, though, even you got fed up with his nasty words, and unfortunately, this was one of those times.
You knew how much he hated receiving the silent treatment, and while normally you cared about his feelings, tonight, you didn’t. He had been outright mean when he got home from work, and honestly? You were tired of the way he thought he could boss you around. You were the alpha, you were the one who took care of him when he was in heat, you were the leader here. Katsuki needed to cool his jets, and until he apologized for being such a dick to you, you were perfectly content with ignoring him.
“For fuck’s sake,” you heard him grumbling.
 Peering over your shoulder, you saw that he had grabbed a few blankets and begun making himself a tiny nest on the couch, curling up under them. The scent he was giving off was grumpy, but there was nothing in it that rang any real alarm bells in your head. Your inner alpha wanted to comfort him, to croon and purr until he wasn’t upset anymore, but no. He could make as many little nests around the apartment as he wanted and sleep in them on his own. It was pretty cute, you had to admit, but you weren’t swayed. Not yet. He was going to have to do a lot better than just being adorable.
You ate dinner in silence, setting a plate out for him. You considered saying something, but when he fixed you with a hostile, bratty glare, you rolled your eyes. Nope. You were going to hold out for as long as necessary.
What followed was an evening of Katsuki’s whining from his couch nest, the high pitched sounds interrupted with angry growls and huffs. He called your name, he chirped, he trilled, he even tried altering his scent to make you think that he was in mortal peril...and still nothing.
He was going to completely lose his mind.
“So we’re really doing this, huh?” He hissed as you walked past him to get into bed.
When you didn’t answer, he followed at your heels, walking into your shared bedroom with his lips pulled back in a grimace. You were silent, changing out of your day clothes right in front of him without so much as a moment of hesitation.
You were absolutely killing him with this.
When he tried to sidle up to you, his hands brushing over your bare hips, you simply stepped out of his grip to grab your pajamas.
The sound he let out was absolutely pitiful.
“Y/n, come on!” He practically howled.
You pulled a shirt on, walked around him, and climbed into bed.
“This is ridiculous!” He snapped, his temper flaring.
You rolled onto your side, your back facing him.
That was the final nail in the coffin.
He whined again, climbing onto the foot of the bed. He needed attention from you, needed it the way he needed to breathe. Even though it had been less than a day, he was miserable, and the half of him that wasn’t upset by it was angry at the way he was so incredibly distraught over this.
“Please just talk to me,” he crawled over you, laying his chin on your shoulder as he stuck his face right up in yours. “Oi. You can’t keep this up forever. We both know it.”
You kept your eyes closed, determined not to cave.
He nuzzled his face in your neck, trying to get you to scent him and reassure him that you still liked him. “I already said please. What more do you want? This is bullshit.”
Your eyes snapped open and you glared at him. “I want an apology, Katsuki.”
“What?” His head shot up. “For what?”
“For all the mean shit you say to me!” You closed your eyes again, settling in against your pillows. “Until then, I’m not speaking with you.”
He stared down at you. An apology? That’s all he had to give you? He could do that. That was easy, right?
“Y/n...” he said quietly, putting his weight on you. “Alpha...I’m sorry.”
You glanced back at him. Wow. Had it actually worked?
“I’m sorry, alpha, just...please pay attention to me...” he rubbed his head over your scent glands, desperate. “I’ll...be fuckin’ nicer.”
Though he was terrible with his words, you could hear in his voice that was actually trying. It was more than you had expected from him tonight, honestly.
“Oh, Katsuki...” you sighed, turning slightly and slipping an arm around him. “What am I going to do with you?”
At the sound of your voice, his heart soared, and he clung to you. With his face stuffed into the crook of your neck and his arms wrapped around your waist, you finally gave him what he wanted, purring deep in your chest until his scent calmed down into something more like his usual smoky cinnamon.
Yes, Bakugou, was a handful...but at least he was your handful.
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Fully Completely 2
Warnings: non-consent sex and rape (series), violence, mutual irritation.
This is dark!Loki x reader and explicit. 18+ only.  Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Series Synopsis: There’s a new face in Birch and he’s come to haunt your door.
Sister series to Smalltown Bringdown, When the Weight Comes Down, and Little Bones
Note: Here’s part two and things are getting aggressive fast.
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Chapter 2: Either it'll move me
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Usually your work kept you busy and if you were busy, you were content. Not that day. Not since that man ruined your lunch. You were so worked up that when you got back to the garage, you didn’t even finish your sandwich. You barely got anything done as what you did had to be redone in your distraction.
The night was little better as you planned to get the car done so the next time Loki bothered you, you could tell him to fuck off. If his headlight did come in before he left town, you’d send it down to Carl’s to have the work done. You would take the cost from what Bucky gave you to cover your time.
You were on your second coffee by the time you headed down to the garage, your apartment conveniently above as your existence was relegated to that single lot in Birch. At the bottom step you paused as you sipped from the travel mug and listened to the unexpected noise from behind the black door.
You locked all the doors at night, even that between the entryway and the garage that you kept propped open during the day. You stepped closer and tested the handle and bent to examine the lock. You glanced over at the painted front door and found that both had been picked.
Your fingers tightened on the mug. The last person to break into your garage, well, they weren’t around to bother you anymore after Jerome found out. You swung the door open and hauled the hot coffee across the garage towards the only sign of movement.
Loki sidestepped the splash, a few drops along his dark jacket, and continued to tighten and untighten the wrench. He looked at you nonchalantly and his mouth slanted. He shook his head as he let the tool hang perilously from his hand.
“Is this how you treat all your customers? This ungainly assault,” he peered down at the overturned cup beside his car.
“What the fuck are you doing in my garage?” you huffed as you marched over to him and reached for the wrench.
He gripped it tighter as you tried to snatch it from him and held you close as he sneered down at you.
“Two days,” he said “correct?”
“Tomorrow by my count,” you rebuked and pulled harder on the wrench, “not that it gives you any right to break into my garage and touch my stuff.” He let you yank the metal free of your grasp and you pointed it at his chin, “so leave or this time I won’t miss.”
He chuckled, barely bothered by the tool pointed at him as his green eyes sparkled, “your count is incorrect. I might be early but your work is due this evening so I will wait.”
“Not here,” you waved the wrench at him and grabbed his arm, “so get out and come back later then.”
His hand covered yours and he pried your fingers from him. He twisted your hand back and you gasped and swung the wrench with your other. You hit his shoulder as he raised his arm in defense and grunted at the sharp impact. He let you go and you swung again. He dodged and shoved you away from him.
“Do not presume to put your hands on me,” he warned, “you know who my brother is, that I associate with your cute local chapter--”
“I’m not one of them and I don’t report to them,” you snarled, “so get out now or you won’t be associating with anyone.”
“Mouthy little bitch,” he slithered, “you touch me again, or even attempt it--”
“I said get out,” you hit the hood of his car and left a dent, “It’ll be another day at least.”
His nostrils flared and his eyes narrowed. He fixed his jacket and sighed. He raised his chin and stiffly strode across the garage and through the black door. You followed feet behind him and made sure he continued outside. You cranked the lock behind him and listened to his footsteps crunch through the snow.
You might not report to Bucky and his goons but he was going to keep the rabble in line.
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It was just after noon but you knew Bucky would already be at The Asp. You ventured down the street in your heavy boots, your jacket flapping open in the wind as you were set on your destination and the conversation that awaited you. You nodded at the man who leaned a few feet from the door and sucked on a cigarette.
You entered and shook the snow off your lined denim jacket and kicked off your boots. You looked around at the mostly empty bar. You rarely went there as it was more trouble than you needed. The men were drunk and dirty and like many places in Birch, you just didn’t fit. You didn’t want to fit.
Bucky sat at his usual table, a woman you recognized beside him. She had been a year or two ahead of you in school and a couple behind Bucky himself. You knew she was his new girl but she never really looked happy about it. Knowing him, it didn’t surprise you. He always wanted more than he got.
You crossed to him and stood in front of the round table as his right-hand thug watched you curiously. You raised a brow at Steve and focused on the boss.
“We need to talk,” you said plainly.
“We do?” he asked genuinely confused, “I owe you something?”
“You do and you don’t. I’m not here about money,” you replied, “but it’s important.”
“Alright,” he pointed to the chair in front of you and gestured to his companions, planting a kiss on the woman’s lips before she stood, her lips slightly curled at the corner, and left you. He shifted in his chair as they went and nodded when he was ready, “sorry, if I knew you were on your way, I would’ve kept her in the back.”
You scoffed and shook your head. He was always obtusely arrogant. “I stopped fucking you, Buck, I don’t care who you’re with now.”
“Yeah, yeah, I remember,” he inhaled and placed his hand against the table, “so what is it?”
“This guy, Loki,” you began, “brought his car to me two nights ago.”
“Mhmm, I sent him down. I know I should come down myself but--”
“Please, you hate going down there,” you waved his words away, “it’s not about the car, it’s about him.”
“What about him?”
“He broke into my shop this morning. There was… well, I got a few licks in and for the sake of you I’ve held back but you need to keep him away from me. I’ll fix his car but I’m not dealing with him anymore. He’s a pompous asshole who thinks he can just do whatever he wants.” You stopped yourself, usually not one to go on at length, “he’s your… associate, as he would say it, so he can deal with you, not me.”
He considered you and pulled his hand back to scratch the stubble along his jaw. His blue eyes were intrigued if not surprised.
“He… coming onto you?” he asked.
“No,” you blinked at him dully, “no, he’s just annoying me. You promised me the shop would be my space. He picked my locks, Buck, so you let him know what’s what.”
“He’s new in town,” Bucky sighed, “but I’ll talk to him.”
“You better,” you stood, “because I don’t care about whatever business you got going on, the next time, I’m gonna pop his eye out with a--”
“Don’t be dramatic,” he snipped, “I’ll take care of him, alright?”
“You better,” you said as you backed away, “or you can find someone else to fix up your bikes.”
“Really? You know it won’t come to that,” he sat forward in irritation, “go, he won’t bother you.”
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The next day you looked over the front of the car. Aside from the cracked headlight, it was as good as new. You rolled up the garage door and took the keys from the hook. You drove the car out and steered it along the snowy street and parked just outside The Asp. You got out and headed inside to hand off the keys to Bucky with a promise that you would take care of the light when it came in as long as he kept Loki away.
You returned to the garage to close the door and checked the time. You were overdue for lunch and hadn’t been back to The Chipped Saucer since that eventful day. You were hungry and too lazy to climb up to your apartment and dig through your fridge. 
You crossed the street and entered the diner as Kimmie looked up from the harlequin novel she hid behind as she stood by the till. She marked her page and closed it before she grabbed the carafe from the machine and crossed to your table. She poured you a mug and confirmed your usual order.
There were a few of the older residents enjoying pie and coffee at the other tables but the snow still kept many in their own houses. You might try the strawberry rhubarb before you went. You didn’t indulge in sweets often but it smelled good.
Kimmie brought your sandwich and as you finished the first triangle, you were disturbed by the last voice you wanted to hear. You didn’t look back as the door chimed behind the new patron and you continued chewing as you once more reviewed the newsletter. 
To your chagrin but not unexpectedly, the figure appeared at your table side. You bit into the next portion of your club sandwich and ignored him.
“Hello, darling,” Loki sat across from you as he had days before, “I saw that you attended to my vehicle at last. Fine work, I must say. I do hope the headlight arrives soon.”
You said nothing and kept eating as you looked out the window and slid the newsletter aside with your other hand. You took the last gulp of your coffee and swallowed. You raised your cup and looked around, “‘scuse me,” you called out, “when you have a second.”
He laughed to himself and you felt his gaze on you. You pushed aside your uneaten crust and went about your meal as if he wasn’t there. When Kimmie refilled your coffee, he ordered a tea and a bowl of the daily soup. 
You barely withheld your grimace as you watched Babs across the street by her bakery. She dusted snow off the open sign before she retreated back inside.
“I’m pleasantly surprised by the food here,” he mused as he stirred a plume of milk into his tea.
“Can’t you take a hint?” you snapped, “I don’t want you near me.”
“Believe me, at first, the feeling was mutual, darling,” he said.
“I told you not to call me that,” you frowned at him directly and he smirked.
“I like the way it makes your eyes go,” he taunted, “admittedly, that first meeting I would’ve liked nothing other than to never encounter you again but the more I poke and prod you, the more intrigued I am.”
“If you don’t stop--”
“You’ll go back to Barnes, hmm?” he intoned, “yes, he did speak with me but I might enlighten you on one fact. The man requires my business more than a mechanic, especially as there seems to be healthy competition in town.”
“You have your car, you’ll have the headlight done, and you can be on your way out of town,” you growled, “and you can be far away from me. Whatever stupid game you’re playing at, I’m not biting. I meant it when I said I won’t miss--”
“Darling, this is not an invitation,” his eyes strayed from your face for just a moment and he considered the buttons of your flannel shirt, “a man like me doesn’t ask, he expects.”
Your eyes rolled so hard it hurt. You pushed your plate away and pulled out your wallet. You left your tab on the table and stood. You shrugged into your jacket and glanced out the window at the white main street.
“Whatever you expect, it’s not going to happen,” you rebuffed, “but I told you what you can expect if you come around me again.”
You left as you had days before and stormed across the street without looking. You dodged out of the way of a slow rolling Ford as it honked and you waved them off. You stomped up to the front of your shop and realised too late you were being followed.
You spun around at the door to face Loki as he slid to a stop. He grabbed your arm and drew you back from the painted wood. You hit his chest and he barely flinched as he flicked your chin with his finger.
“Oh, darling, let’s not drag this out, I do love that temper--”
“Get off--” you pushed him and he nearly slipped and took you down with him as his leather soles held no traction on the frozen ground.
He threw you back and you hit the corner of the doorframe and gasped out as it forced the air from you. 
“I promise you, it won’t last. I will damp out that flame and bask in the smoke,” he neared again and you kicked out. He fell to his knees as the force of it had you on your ass. 
You crawled away from the wall as he tried to stand and you grabbed onto his leg and pulled him back down. He slid back to his kneeS and gripped the collar of your coat. You hooked your arm around his neck and he jabbed your stomach, not as hard as he could, but a warning.
You brought your other arm up as you struggled to get a foothold and you managed to push you both back. You fell in tandem into the snow, your arms locked as he forced his fingers under them to keep them from snaking tighter. He was strong and you knew you could only do so much. You had to keep him on the ground.
He elbowed your ribs and you released him sharply. You rolled away from him as you panted and scrambled on your hands and knees. The frigid snow seeped through your jeans and burned your palms. You heard him behind you and you turned as you climbed to your feet unsteadily.
He was half-keeled as he got his feet set and his dark hair hung over his forehead as he glared through the strands. He stood straight and pushed back the mess of tangles and you faced him, ready for another brawl.
“Oh, this will be fun, darling,” he brushed the powder from his suit and his cheek twitched, “You needn’t worry about Barnes, you should be more worried about me.”
He puffed out a breath and spun swiftly, nearly slipping again on the icy walk. He headed back down to the street and you saw the tension between his shoulders as he pulled his jacket straight. He hurried across the road and you turned back to the garage.
It was a brief retreat, a chance to plot, you knew that much. You only had to outlast him and if you were anything, it was stubborn.
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One- Shot: The Seaside Dream (written as part of my series ‘don’t worry about a thing’ on AO3, link can be found at the bottom of the post as it won’t let me embed it)
Fandom: Good Omens
Characters: GN Reader, Aziraphale, Crowley
Warnings and Tags: depression, skipping meals, dynamic duo, here come the boysssss, soft crowley
Summary: you don’t show up for wine with crowley and aziraphale, and the two hurry to your apartment to see what’s going on
Word Count: 2281
Link to original: https://archiveofourown.org/works/31055930/chapters/83889112
‘Crowley, please hurry!’
The pained cry of the angel came from the top of the flight of stairs in your apartment block, echoing off the concrete walls. This mixed with the reverberant sigh of Crowley, and the ever- so- slow tread of his footsteps.
‘CROWLEY. This is important! Do you not care?’
The demon stopped dead in his tracks, planting his feet at the bottom of the set of stairs that the out of breath Aziraphale stood at the top of.
Crowley was not at all happy with the angel’s question.
‘Do I not what? Care? Oh Angel, you’re asking to be pushed down these stairs,’ he responded, almost growling under his breath. In any other circumstance, this might have actually pleased Aziraphale, however this time, he was actually terrified.
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The scenario had started with what Aziraphale called ‘a dreadfully funny feeling.’
Since Armageddon was narrowly avoided, the angel and the demon had found themselves at somewhat of a loose end on Earth, enjoying their free time together but still constantly striving for some higher purpose.
That’s where you came in. Little did you know that a walk into a lovely little bookshop called A.Z Fell & Co. one day to search for an overpriced illustrated copy of your favourite book would lead to drinking a couple of bottles of wine with the owner and his companion for seven hours straight, and that this would become a weekly tradition. You just clicked with the pair, you found them magnetising and, well, you were a fascinating human to the angel and the demon, so they quickly grew fond of you.
The two supernatural beings then decided that their purpose would be caring. Caring for you.
Not in a suffocating way though, at least that was never the intention. Between the two of them, Crowley and Aziraphale decided from the get go that they would just be there for you as a friend, with little extras added on top like going out and buying your shopping for you whenever there was a thunderstorm, or baking you enough cake to feed the 5000. But, the pair’s talents in observance and intuition slowly made them realise that something was always just slightly off with you.
To them, it seemed like there was always something hidden behind a wall in your head, like a pretence that you constantly held up. Granted, part of their realisation came when in one of your drinking sessions at the bookshop, you let slip that you hadn’t eaten a proper meal for two days and they both nearly hit the roof. They asked you why, and kept asking why (Aziraphale in particular was extremely persistent) but you brushed it off- you always brushed it off.
‘No no, it’s nothing to be worried about, I promise! I’ve just been so busy, y’know? It’s nothing, please Aziraphale, you can sit down. Don’t you worry about me.’
Now, Crowley could sense a lie from a mile off considering he was the lord of them, and Aziraphale could feel that your inner emotions were about as steady as a mongoose riding a pedal bike, and they therefore deduced that they should in fact worry about you.
And so the slightly incompetent suffocation began.
This was definitely mainly from Aziraphale, as his senses for detecting emotional suffering and hurt were a lot stronger than Crowley’s- this was just down to how long he’d been pulling angelic manoeuvres. Crowley was a lot less practised however when he felt that something was off, he really did feel that something was off. This however meant that wherever in London you were, Aziraphale would realise that something was wrong, no matter how small the inconvenience.
Notable occasions included when the tubes on the Central Line were running one minute late and Aziraphale unsuccessfully attempted to miracle another train up, causing even more delay and destruction, when the bottom of your shoe fell off in a puddle and Aziraphale got so upset that he cried for an hour, (to be fair, he’d had a long day; someone had tried to buy a book from the shop which had displeased him greatly) and when a seagull crapped on your shoulder while you were sitting outside a bar at Canary Wharf and the angel managed to manifest a fluke bolt of lightning which struck the seagull down right into your food.
And all this from the comfort of his own home.
Crowley had tried to tell the angel that not every inconvenience could be sorted out, that the pair needed to pick their battles with the perils of the human life.
‘Yes yes, I understand. I’ll stop, I promise. We’ll stick to the original plan. Now have you seen my banana bread recipe? I think they could do with a pep up.’
This lasted for 22 hours.
You hadn’t shown up to the bookshop like you did every week.
‘Oh Angel do stop pacing, they have a life of their own you know,’ Crowley nagged, holding a bottle of red wine in one hand as he stood in the doorway between the main shop and the back room.
‘Something is wrong, Crowley. I have a dreadfully funny feeling,’ Aziraphale insisted, wringing his hands and pacing at twice the average speed of an angel.
‘Right, yes, okay but the problem is, you’ve said that every night for two weeks and it hasn’t been true once.’
‘You can’t sense it like I can.’ The angel stormed towards the coat stand, reaching for his coat.
‘Oh no no no, we agreed, no suffocation. Put that down, you’re not going anywhere,’ the demon asserted.
‘Oh yes we are. Put that wine in the back, you’re driving.’
Crowley had rarely heard Aziraphale’s voice like this before, low and extremely demanding. There wasn’t any way he was getting out of this, the angel was on a mission.
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And so, Crowley drove the angel to your apartment block and the two of them ended up in the stairwell facing off with each other. Too highly strung for their own good.
‘What if this is the one time that I’m right? You’re here getting all… demonic on the stairs and-‘
‘I will get demonic, Aziraphale. I am in fact a demon, plus if this is the one time that you’re right then you’re holding both us back by squabbling. Move out of the way.’
Crowley marched up the stairs stony faced, swooping straight past Aziraphale to your front door.
He did care. He really did. He just didn’t like to show it around Aziraphale because he always felt inferior in they way that he cared compared to the angel. He didn’t have those massively intuitive senses, his baking skills weren’t up to scratch, he felt held back by control. But something in the demonic form burned when he thought of the idea that you were hurting- and that burning was made more painful by Aziraphale’s suggestion that he didn’t care.
He snapped his fingers at your door, and it violently swung open, hitting against the wall of the hallway as it did. He stormed inside, barely letting Aziraphale follow behind before he snapped his fingers again to close it. Darkness and silence fell over the hallway as the angel and the demon stood completely still, their anxious breathing slowly filling the space.
They could both easily sense one important thing- you were present in the apartment, you were safe within the four walls. There was a collective sigh of relief.
‘Told you,’ Crowley sneered under his breath, trying to hide his still present anxiety. As much as he could feel your presence, he was struggling with any of the finer details, your emotional state or your exact whereabouts.
‘Don’t be like that. I was only trying to help,’ Aziraphale whimpered, taking a small step forwards. Unlike Crowley, he could just about tell that you were somewhere in the general direction of your bedroom. The angel clicked his fingers and uttered a small ‘let there be light’, allowing the hallway to be illuminated by a faint white glow. There was no other light coming from anywhere due to a distinct lack of windows in the architecture of this building, the only three were in your living room, your bedroom and your kitchen and even then, you’d shut all of the curtains and all of the doors in the place.
The angel padded further down the hallway, leaving Crowley to look at the prints on your walls like an awkward cousin at a party. By the time Aziraphale had reached your bedroom door, Crowley had moved onto examining the items on the coffee table that was slightly further down the hall. There wasn’t a lot to examine, a couple of books, your keys, an Alexa that you’d turned the microphone off on. The one thing that caught Crowley’s eye was a small painting of a seaside town just laying down on the table. It wasn’t anywhere near being finished and much to Crowley’s dismay, it was crumpled up. He assumed two scenarios from this, either someone had given you an unfinished painting and you felt so strongly about it that you took to crumpling it up, or this was in fact your handy work that had been partially destroyed.
‘Crowley, what now?’ Aziraphale whispered from the end of the corridor, bringing Crowley’s gaze up from the table and back to reality.
‘Uhhh, don’t scare them. Don’t just burst in,’ the demon responded, moving down to meet Aziraphale by the bedroom.
‘I wasn’t planning on doing that! I just mean, do I knock? Just go in? Announce our arrival?’
Crowley rested his hand lightly on your bedroom door, looking quizzically at Aziraphale who was jumping through every possible scenario in his head. The demon sighed.
‘Just, shush. Okay, let’s just be quiet. Follow me, angel.’
Crowley very slowly pushed your bedroom door open, being greeted with yet more darkness from inside as he did so. Aziraphale hung over his shoulder to try and look inside, with Crowley grunting slightly at this. Through the darkness, Crowley made out a shape in the bed.
You, curled into a ball and fast asleep. Your breathing was heavy, but not laboured, and the bedsheets rose and fell accordingly. You were as close to comatose as could possibly be, dead to the world but luckily, very much alive.
‘Aaah. Oh, look,’ whispered Aziraphale. Crowley glared slightly at the angel, but inside, his sentiments were very similar. The pair stared at your form resting in the darkness for a few seconds, relieved with every breath that you took. With anyone else? It would have been creepy.
But not with these two. It was a deep devotion and concern.
Aziraphale went to take a step forwards but Crowley stopped him in his tracks, stopping the angel from getting anywhere near you.
‘Don’t even think about waking them, look. They’re deep in dreamland,’ the demon hissed, meeting Aziraphale’s puppy eyes.
‘Oh please, I just wanted to check that they’re okay.’
‘Aziraphale, they’re very clearly shattered. I think that we’ve discovered that they’re definitely not okay, but interrupting their sleep won’t help anyone. Let’s just, y’know, help where we can.’
‘But their soul-‘
‘I know. We’ll help with that tomorrow. For today, they sleep.’
Aziraphale eventually backed off slightly, looking down while nodding in defeat. While his deep concern could only ever have come from a place of love, he realised that stepping back for a second could be beneficial to everyone. He started to head towards the kitchen to see if there was anything that he could help with in there, turning back round for a second to ask Crowley what he should do. Crowley however was no longer stood in your doorway, and was instead sat on the edge of your bed, resting his hand on your leg.
The angel went to protest in some jealousy for a moment, but the warm glow that filled up his heart because of the sight stopped him. He just smiled, and turned back.
Between the pair of them, you were treated to a clean kitchen, a full fridge, a massive fuzzy blanket for the bed and soft, warm light for each room.
But there was one final detail bugging Crowley.
As the pair crept down your hallway back to the front door, Crowley let out a soft whistle to his friend as he stopped beside the coffee table. The angel turned his head, looking at the objects scattered about the surface.
‘What’s this?’ He asked, strangely intrigued by the small speaker- like object.
‘It’s an Alexa, it’s like a - y’know what, doesn’t matter. That’s not what I need you for. Look at this.’ Crowley picked up the ruined painting that he’d spotted earlier, showing it to Aziraphale. The angel scanned over it.
‘Ooh, its Whitby, the place with Dracula!’ He half gasped half squealed, failing to see what his friend was seeing.
‘It’s fucked is what it is, angel. I think they’ve crumpled it up in frustration or something, which I’m not exactly thrilled with. I’m out of niceness for today, can you do something?’ Crowley sighed, thrusting the painting towards his friend slightly.
‘Oh, easily. Your wish is my command, dear.’
Aziraphale swiped his hand across the paper and watched as the creases disappeared and the smudges eased. The colours got just a little brighter, and the beauty of your half- finished painting was restored.
‘We’ll help them finish it tomorrow, yes Crowley?’ The angel continued. Crowley gave a small smile with all the good energy that he had left in his body.
‘Yes angel. That would be nice.’
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The Criminal Psychology Majors, Jason Todd x Fem!Reader Part 22/?
Word Count: 1.8k
Author's Note: Y/N - Your name, A/N - Any name (Your best friend's name)
We're back, we're in full swing, we've hit like 50 followers, we've hit 500 notes. We're thriving.
Also! Fun fact but I can't actually watch Young Justice season 3 (and 4) or Titans :/ They're on DC Universe, which is only available in America. (If you can't catch on, I'm not from America lol)
Warnings: Swearing, Description of Injury, Kidnapping, Police/ Justice System, Manipulation attempts, Gaslighting, Violence, No beta bitch we die like Jason Todd.
(Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Part 7) (Part 8) (Part 9) (Part 10) (Part 11) (Part 12) (Part 13) (Part 14) (Part 15) (Part 16) (Part 17) (Part 18) (Part 19) (Part 20) (Part 21) (Part 22)
The days became longer and kept bothering Y/N. She was losing grip on reality. Aria would come in occasionally and feed her. Give her water. Let her use the bathroom. She was stuck. She wanted to knock off that stupid fucking bird plague doctor mask and, look her pathetic sister in her eyes. And let Aria know that she knew, she knew who it was.
But she was backed into a corner. And the mask was not going to come off anytime. Boy, oh boy, she wanted it to fall. She wanted it to slip so she could boot it into the walls she had become accustomed to. She wanted it to fall and shatter.
Aria came into the room like normal, to be greeted by Y/N not even looking her in the eyes.
"Come here, love," Aria said.
"Go to Hell."
"I need to use you for a "Proof of Life" video. So I can use you for ransom. Come here."
"No."
"Come here. Now," Aria said, voice getting more hoarse and pissed off with Y/N and her actions.
"No."
"Come. Here. Now!" She screeched.
"No!"
She felt Aria's claws grab her wrists and dig in, she could feel the blood seeping through the claws from her wrists. Aria pushed her into the wall, still gripping her wrists and letting the blood flow down Y/N's arms.
"Listen here, you fucking bitch," Aria said, dropping her voice a few octaves, to seem intimidating. "I want that money. If you don't cooperate, I'll kill you."
Y/N whimpered but spat at her sister, "You'll fucking die trying."
Aria wrestled Y/N into her seat and handcuffed her to it. She then set up the video camera.
"And, recording. Talk."
"I fucking hate you."
"You should."
"Go to fucking Hell."
"The date is February 14th. Here," she shoved a newspaper into the view of the camera, Y/N didn't even notice Aria bring it in. She saw the article on the back of her kidnapping. She knew people were still talking.
"Here is the date. On a newspaper. This video will be released today. If I don't get the money within a week, I'll kill her. Along with the Waynes."
Y/N gulped. This just got so much more real than she was expecting.
Aria left the room, with Y/N still handcuffed to the chair. She took in the room she had become used to. She had spent a week in captivity, expecting the vigilantes of Gotham to come and get them, but they didn't. She was confused as to why-
Wait a damn minute, she thought. Are you- Wait- Wait- Wait- Wait. Oh my god? The family is in captivity, the vigilantes haven't come for us yet, are- she paused. Are they the vigilantes? There's no way, they can't be- Can they? They can- Can't they, huh? Fuck. We're- We're not getting out anytime soon. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
This is a God damn pickle we've gotten into. Aria must know what I think, the family- she paused, almost as if she didn't believe what she was thinking. That they're the Gotham vigilantes. She must- Fuck!
I don't care that they didn't tell me- she thought like someone could read her thoughts. She figured that someone might be able to. She knew that Martian Manhunter had those abilities. she figured that Miss Martian, who she didn't see often, likely shared those abilities.
I care that we might be fucked.
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Before she knew it, that exact day, she figured, February 14th? The door was broken down by Superman. This just put the pieces together more for Y/N. Her assumptions about the Waynes being the Gotham vigilantes were just seeming more likely as time went on.
Superman uncuffed her and she thanked him before running out to where Aria was being arrested by the Gotham police. But she didn't stop, and she knocked off Aria's mask.
"Oh, hi Y/N," Aria said, nonchalantly.
"Oh, hi Y/N," Y/N mocked. "You fucking bitch!" she yelled and pushed Aria, while the police tried to detain her. She struggled and tried to attack Aria further, "Let go! I know her power of attorney is going to be her sister-"
"How do you know that?" Commissioner Gordon asked.
"Because her sister is me!" She yelled when she finally broke away from the police, trying to get closer to Aria, before Commissioner Gordon stopped her, grabbing her arms and squeezing lightly. She stared at him, dead-faced. No emotions were there, other than anger, raw, seething anger.
Aria laughed, "Oops. I guess the jig is up."
Y/N was seething, she didn't even notice the JLA and the rest of the Waynes were behind her. She was still struggling to get towards Aria, yelling and just making noise.
She was making a scene, but she didn't care. She felt betrayed.
"You fucking bitch. You absolutely pathetic piece of shit."
"Keep yelling at me, Y/N. Mom and Dad will be disappointed in you. They always are, aren't they?"
Y/N turned to Commissioner Gordon, who was still holding her in place, "You either get her out of my fucking face in 5 seconds or I'm going to hurt her. That's not a threat," she turned to Aria, "That's a fucking promise."
"We might have to detain you at this rate, Y/N."
"And I would understand that, but I'm going to hurt her."
"Ma'am, calm down." Commissioner Gordon said before waving his hand and the other police took Aria into the back of a police car. "I'm going to have to arrest you," he said, trying to show sympathy for the pain that Y/N was in.
"Then do it already," Y/N mumbled, eyes still locked on the police car her sister was in.
"Gordon?" Jason called, "I swear, I've never seen this much anger in her. I'm sure you can send her home with us."
"You better be right about that, Jason."
"I really think I am right."
Gordon looked at Y/N, which she caught in the corner of her eye. She could tell he was upset about this, he was trying to get to her, to get her to understand her anger was okay, but beating her sister wasn't.
And then Aria waved as they drove her to the station.
But she wasn't even paying attention and before she knew it, she was in Jason's arms. He was holding her while talking to the police about the attack. He had his hands wrapped around her waist while he was behind her, maximizing the ability he had to stop her should she run.
He knew what he was doing, and it was working to calm her slightly, to the point where the police were able to talk to her about her experience with the attacker they knew as Hour, or as Arianna (Last name).
Once they were done with questioning her, they spoke more to Jason, who still had her in his grasp.
She surveyed the area and noticed that Bruce was talking to Superman.
The pieces were all falling into place. She knew he had to be Batman at that moment.
And she wanted in on it.
The hopelessness she felt when Aria had her kidnapped was astronomical. She wanted to make sure no one ever felt that way again, not if she could help it. She wanted in on it all.
She thought back to Jason's stab wound, the scar still fresh. She knew it wasn't a mugging. It had to be him saving the city from peril. She realized how dumb she was for buying into that lie, but she wasn't mad at anyone in her vicinity.
She was mad- pissed- so far beyond angry at Aria.
She didn't know she could be so angry. She didn't know she had it in her to be so angry at Aria. But she was. She was so unbelievably pissed. Any mention of her name sent Y/N into seething anger, and Jason could feel her heart race in her body.
She wasn't paying attention to words anymore. She just wanted to get out of there, to go home. To her home, not Jason's. She didn't feel safe in the Wayne Manor anymore.
No one could blame her when she told the police to drive her to her house, not the Wayne Manor. Jason just hugged her and asked when he could see her next. She told him in the morning. "Or," she added, "At 3 in the morning. I don't care. Just leave me alone right now."
Everyone understood. They didn't have their own sister kidnap them after all.
She got to her house and got inside, A/N immediately trying to flag her down to talk to her, but she just put up a hand and waved her off. Slinking to her room without a second thought and locking the door.
She didn't want to talk about it. The thoughts about her sister racing through her mind. The thoughts about how her boyfriend was a vigilante. How was she going to bring this up? How was she going to tell him that she knew? That she wanted in on the act? That she wanted to fight alongside him- and his family?
Before she knew it, and like clockwork, it was 3 in the morning. And Jason was knocking on her window. She assumed that he had tried to let himself into her room, but to no avail since she hadn't unlocked the door.
She went over to her window and unlocked it. She lifted it and Jason crawled in.
"I have a front door," she said.
"You didn't answer when I tried to knock on your door," he joked. "How are you holding up?"
"As well as anyone can in my situation."
"Well, everyone wishes you came home with us, so we could watch you on your first night away from-"
"From my sister?"
"I was going to say from captivity."
"So, my sister."
"Yeah, that."
"Uh-huh."
"So, anyway," Jason said, trying to get Y/N's mind off of Aria. "Did you sleep when you got here?" he asked.
"No. I was busy."
"Doing what?"
"Lost in thought. There's a lot of thoughts, not enough brain," she joked. "You probably get that part."
"I do-"
"When were you going to tell me?" she but in.
"Tell you what?" he questioned, confused.
"That you're one of the vigilantes," she answered, studying his face. He seemed taken aback by the statement and tried to avert her gaze. Oh yeah, he knows what I'm on about, she thought.
"I-"
"You know what I'm on about, Jay. You know I know so don't lie anymore."
"Y/N-"
"No. You know I know. I know you know. Don't lie anymore. I'm not even ad at the lies, you're trying to keep me safe, obviously."
"Oh."
"The truth is, babe, I want in."
"What!?"
(Oh my god? Are we going to get Red Hood action? (The answer is yes, in due time)
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