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mbti-notes · 2 years

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Anon wrote: Hi, reading your posts made me realize I’m likely an INFJ in a terrible loop. For the last 6 months i’ve been reading about mbti I thought I was INTJ, and every test i tried said it too, but i didnt and still don’t understand Fe vs Te, even after reading your posts. But INFJ in a loop sounds a lot like me. So let’s go with that.

My auxiliary function is suffering. When I’m outside I have this tendency to observe people, the room, their behavior and enjoy dwelling in it, as if I’m reading a novel. It bothers me when someone says or acts rude, when a man bothers a woman like a creep.

In my head i’m so criticizing of other people. And if i’m not criticizing, im acting as if i can read everything about another person. I know this sounds horrible and very narcissistic, but i want to be honest to fix myself. And I know i’m doing this overthinking in social situations to defend myself by acting as if im superior.

But i just observe, i never interact. I havent talked to a single person in my class in university, since im a few years older (24 in a room of 21yo people). Even though i know if i want to socialize thats the right place. I start thinking: if i talk to them, they will get to know me, they will find that i failed or that i dont have a lot of my shit together, and then i will be judged. So why bother. And i know that its so flimsy and stupid. I only made one friend in my old uni before changing courses.

This is not only at university btw. I dont go out in the evenings, or try to meet new people, because i literally have no fucking idea of how to do it without looking like a misfit. My old friends are all very distant now, and while I know many people everything I never really dated, and while i have this insane void of emotional intimacy, i keep rationalising every attempt of experiencing life. I live in a shell.

And the fact i haven’t dated and i’m 24, is so scary. I’m not even ugly or that uninteresting or without hobbies, because people told me the opposite many times, but i dont know why i cant come out of my shell. This is not only about dating, but in general. Im always distant emotionally and end up thinking about it instead of living it. Because im a grown man scared of being judged for my smiles,tears and my love.

I think i have some trauma issues from my teens, when i talked to a girl on facebook for 2 years listening to her problems because i liked her, without ever approaching her irl (because i was a scared teenager idk why). It was a one way thing. I was basically her diary in human form. When i told her my feelings it was too late. After that i ended in a 1 yr depression, and it definitely marked me as a person. I never really opened myself emotionally with anyone else after. Maybe this is not even trauma, it actually feels demeaning to call it as such when other people have suffered more.

This post is a mess. Maybe im just overthinking, and you’ll probably read this and think i need therapy and/or im mistyped . But I really want to break these chains, and hearing an insight from someone who understand people very well could help.

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If I understand correctly, the main problem is you are closed off and unable to open up. It sounds like you are very afraid of socializing, most likely because you are afraid of being hurt by other people's negative judgments of you (it is a common problem related to unhealthy Fe). There are several factors that may be contributing to this problem:

- Low Self-Worth: You exhibit oversensitivity that arises from using other people's judgments to define your identity and/or determine your personal worth. If you're always worried about how you're being perceived, then you will of course feel anxious about interacting with anyone you're unsure about. This makes it very difficult to meet new people and expand your social circle.

- "Mindreading": You presume to know what others think, without any evidence, easily jumping straight to the worst case scenario. This is a defense mechanism that gives you a false sense of control, as though you're preparing yourself for the worst to happen. As such, you manage to talk yourself out of socializing, losing every opportunity to learn and grow socially.

- Unresolved Past: You've had negative relationship experiences in the past. When you don't resolve negative feelings, learn the right lessons from them, and consciously put the past behind you, you will take the past and project it into the future, expecting it to happen again. This means you are out of touch with reality because you never treat people as NEW people and give them the benefit of the doubt. You assume that people are out to hurt you and you build walls of protection, which conveniently prevents anyone from knowing you and getting close enough to want a relationship with you.

- Lack of Social Skills: It's hard to feel confident when you're incompetent. Even if you were to work up the courage to meet new people, it sounds like you would still lack the skills required to develop the relationship. Immature INFJs often suffer in relationships because of unrealistic ideas and/or unreasonable expectations, which is often related to faulty reasoning patterns (Ti loop). Social skills are called "skills" because anyone can learn and improve them. If you care about being a better version of yourself, you have to be honest about your deficits and apply yourself to learn the knowledge and skills that you need to move forward in life. See the recommended books on the resources page.

While it's possible to work on these issues on your own, it's the more difficult path to take. When you have a serious problem like social anxiety that prevents you from living the life you hope to live, then, yes, it is best to reach out for professional expertise and assistance. People aren't born knowing everything, so everyone needs help at some point and there is no shame in getting it. As long as you keep trying to convince yourself that your needs don't matter or that your problems aren't as serious or serious enough to warrant attention, you will continue to dig your own grave of unhappiness. How long do you want to go through life with these problems weighing you down and holding you back?

#infj #auxiliary fe #social skills #social anxiety #infj relationships #ask

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anakiinhighwalker · 2 years

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Hello ! It's me again, and thank you for answering my question ! :)

I'm a girl and I use She/Her pronouns btw :)

I'm a Scorpio Sun, Cancer Moon and Leo Rising

I'm an INFJ 6w5

I'm reliable, open-minded, optimistic, observant and honest. I’m a perfectionist, sociable and very smart according to my friends (they are so kind omg 😭). I am always concerned about the well-being of others and I do everything I can to help my loved ones. I’m pretty calm too.

I would have a blue lightsaber according to online tests :)

I love reading, playing chess, studying, meditating and drawing. I love rainy days and winter is my favorite season. I love nature and daydream while walking. I love working out too.

My favorite colour is brown (i love green and blue too)

I'm 5'3, i have long brown hair and brown eyes.

I hope it's enough, and thank you <3

NOW LET ME EXPLAIN.

You and Luke have a lot of things similar!

• Reliable

• Honest

• Optimistic

• Smart

Luke in general is a very gentle soul. If you’ve seen him in szn 2 of Mandalorian, you’ll see how close he is to the Force and how he spends his time meditating—something you would enjoy to do with him as a little thing to do to spend quality time together!!!

He’d love the fact he can bond so easily with your INFJ as he’s an INFP, so you don’t have to worry abt him pushing u out of ur safety zone unless u want him to/ask him too. U two r two cute introverts meditating 😭. The part of u enjoying to walk and daydream screams for cute moments of Luke walking alongside you, hand in hand as you two just enjoy nature. Have I mentioned green and blue match good together? (Ur lightsaber w his would be such an iconic matchup!!)

Luke is intelligent and soft spoken. Even in hard moments like when he had to turn himself in to Vader and Palpatine showed how intelligent and well spoken he could be. I feel like this could mesh extremely well with your own personality. Luke is peaceful—he literally forgave Vader/Anakin for all he’d done at that point. He’d never purposely cause you problems or do anything to upset you.

Spending days in the Millennium Falcon, stationed at a rainy and misty planet only to have Han and Chewie leave with Leia. That leaves u and Luke alone to play some games of chess and to just enjoy the ambience.

Two calm and kind sweethearts is like a match made in heaven bro 😭. Also Scorpio + Taurus (We r never confirmed what Luke’s bday is so I assume he’s Taurus by how strong willed and determined he can be). Is a good match. Very good match.

You just give off vibes that would be put best with Luke of all ppl. Even your Leo Rising would add some fiery and passion to ur relationship with him, but ur cancer Moon and his Capricorn moon would balance that fiery shit out. Y’all 😭😭 MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN!!! Luke is also very unproblematic in relationships because although he has a shit ton of baggage (comes with being a Skywalker at this point tbh), he’d never put it on u unless u give him permission to talk about it.

It’s so cute how you two are calm, peaceful yet have some passion between y’all but not enough to tire one another out!! You two would have so many touching and emotional moments in empty hallways, empty bars, etc. The world stops moving, stops in general, just to let you share such a magical moment with Luke :)

10/10 good boyfriend and good match :)!!

P.S, working out w Luke? Uh, yes. Just yes.

#luke skywalker #star wars #fluffy matchup #fluff #Star Wars matchup #matchup #zodiac #ramblings #infj

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ajumeolli · 11 months

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The fact that I initiated all seven of these unawares and I’m not lying because at first I wasn’t interested in him o just wanted to start a conversation so I employed my usual defence mechanism to avoid awkwardness by being cheery and inquisitive he started noticing me from that point on also btw im socially awkward if u can’t tell so hello monsieur you’re not the only introvert here and altho shy doesn’t equal introvert I know I’m both but anyways my defence mechanism proved to be something dangerous because

1. Yes I did make the first move by approaching him I swear I was just being genuinely friendly(i DID NOT LIKE HIM WHEN I DID THIS SO I WASNT LOOKING TO GET HIM TO NOTICE ME OR SUMFIN BECAUSE WHEN I REALISE I LIKE SOMEONE I WILL NEVER BE THE ONE TO APPROACH THEM) so I complimented him my first sentence I’ve ever spoken to him in a proper one on one convo was a compliment so was that folly wait im questioning myself rn

2. I was the one asking questions(enthusiastically) because again my defence mechanism further explained in no 3

3. We did speak about a common interest because apparently we DO have a common hobby I mean I spoke to him in the first place because of the very fact that we can relate to each other and I was the one asking questions on account of this very reason so the convo was pretty much basically question answers and compliments to each other (he started complimenting me too in the latter half of whatever seconds was left in total of the 3 minute conversation we had)

4. I didn’t blabber(I hope)

PS: the conversation we had had two parts to it cuz at first I randomly went up to him and complimented him(I even called him bro) and he just replied thanks I think and the convo was already over cuz he was never expecting that a stupid girl would come up to him and randomly say hey I liked your whatever it was so good Part 2 I was talking to other ppl in the room and after I was done when I turned around he was just standing behind me/Beside me then he said he was sorry for not talking to me properly earlier and I was like oh nooo it’s fine it’s chill then we started the question answer round and another round of compliments and then he said it was nice talking to me his exact words were more like, ‘it’s nice we talked today, first time’ 😭😭like sir the awkwardness🤝 then he was like he needs to leave with so and so person since that person was staying with him and they were getting late or something but waitttt now I’m realising I complimented him wayyyy more(abnormally overwhelming number for an introvert) ITS ME HI IM THE PROBLEM OTS ME

PPS Anyways I didn’t mean to have a crush on any person cuz I’ve been invested in something BIG(and life changing) and I realised I haven’t had a crush on anyone for a looooooong time now and it’s not helping that I’m sure he’s a green flag guy(info from trustable sources+a girl’s intuition) he prolly INFJ OR INFP and considering my ideal type is in fact infj it’s kind of feeding my delusional side

Conclusion: help me

#crush #delusional #young love #adult fiction?

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levmada · 2 years

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Omg hi wait your event is SO cute, AND CONGRATS!!!! I LOVE IT SM.. and i couldn’t help but wanna join!!! If that’s okay

my fav; is Levi

Fav colors are Yellow and forest green! ,, My sun sign is pisces, ascendant Capricorn and moon is sagittarius!

my MBTI is INFJ

current fave songs rn are. One point perspective by Arctic monkeys ,Cunk by Jack Stauber, The Urge by the Blossoms AND M.T.M.E by Alexandra Savior! ( i recommend you listen to these if you have the time because they’re truly amazing and i feel like you’d like them!)

Fav characteristics abt myself is that i’m mostly self reliant, i trust myself when making decisions and i know what’s good for me, If that makes sense! and i think i’m loyal, from what my friends tell me,

fav books :: beautiful world, where are you by Sally Rooney - The strength in our scars by Bianca sparacino

And fav movies are Gone girl (2014) and better days (2019)

I hope i didnt go overboard 😭😭 I love this idea sm!! ❤️❤️

no you’re totally good!! thank you for submitting :)) right in the knick of time (before the deadline) too 🙏 (your music taste is incredible btw)

𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚒 𝙰𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚗

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hehe i really love Arctic Monkeys and Jack Stauber already, but I listened to all the songs you gave me and liked them a lot :3 your taste is a lot of more indie/alternative stuff, so I recommend you listen to this one ↓

There Is a Light that Never Goes Out by The Smiths

Especially as a song for Levi, the subject is perfect too :3

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(included 2!)

𝘏𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘧𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘳𝘪𝘱 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬. 𝘐 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘴𝘬𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴. “𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨,” 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥.

“𝘏𝘮?” 𝘐 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥, 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵.

“𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶.” 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘘𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭, 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘰𝘴.

–𝐄𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 #𝟏𝟏𝟑

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𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴; 𝘴𝘩𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘯𝘦𝘭.

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘴

𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴—

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, �� 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩

𝘮𝘦.

–𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧, 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 |𝐞.𝐣.|

1: taking your star signs into account, I wanted something that reflects a deep emotional connection, but is also pretty light/gentle (especially with a capricorn ascendant hehe).

2: this is mainly one that I feel reflects who Levi is a lot. Very loyal, loves very deeply despite how little he sees himself as for going through so much.

⭐︎Aesthetic Board⭐︎

this one was very fun :3 i ended up with a couple different variations too, below the cut. lots of forest scenery and golden hour-vibe images hehe

i hope you like them anon :)

𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝟝𝟘𝟘 𝕗𝕠𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕤!

more styles below the cut ↓

#500-event #aot #levi ackerman #blog milestone

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smutty-ki113r · 3 years

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Greetings and salutations, hope I don’t bother you to much. May I please have a romantic matchup for creepypasta? You can do some nsfw stuff too if you’d like, no pressure though. My pronouns are They/Them and I’m bisexual with a preference to masculinity. My Myers Briggs type is INFJ and Enneagram type is 4. My star sign is Taurus, moon sign is Gemini. Im about 4’11..not to happy about it. I’m rather introverted, and can be considered not a people person. Because of me dressing in all black and taking a liking to gruesome and morbid things like slashers and murder documentaries. I also like to visit abandoned hospitals and houses just for fun, along with playing quite a few escape rooms. A friend of mine even likes to call me "discount vomitboyx". I’ve also been called "doomer boy kinnie" before. I also can come off a little bipolar. I’ve come to the conclusion I just scare people off. In reality, I’m intimidated by everyone around me and find it hard to start conversing, which may or may not come off as rude to people. When I finally become comfortable with someone I start to become really sarcastic and joke around with them with witty banter. Most of my humor comes off really insulting, but I’ll apologize and say it’s a joke if it becomes a problem. Lots of people don’t like me or stay away from me because of my rude behavior. I’m not good with overly sensitive or overly annoying people at all because of that, and I can’t stand kids. I’m a huge animal person though. I have my moments where I can get really feisty, or very quiet and closed off. I’m the type of person that has lots of opinions on things but I keep them to myself and bottle them up. If pushed far enough I’ll become unforgiving, and aggressive. Especially with the types mentioned above. I find the most comfort in just being in my room drawing, reading and or listening to music ( My Chemical Romance, Arch Enemy, MurderDolls, Mindless Self Indulgence, Get Scared, sometimes Will Wood, Lemon Demon or Mother Mother, etc. ), or even occasionally gaming on my switch or read and talk about Greek mythology. I’m a plushie maniac and when I fall asleep you can always see me cuddled up to one of them. I find it because I’m really touch starved. I’m guilty of being very submissive, and the slightest touch can fluster me like crazy. Especially around my sensitive areas ( neck, thighs, hips, crotch, and hair.). Call me a masochist, but rough love has always been a fantasy of mine. I suffer from asperger syndrome, depression and anxiety. I have small tics, but they only flare when I’m stressed or mad. I’ve also been developing a eating disorder. Random fact, I wear chokers a lot, so my family sometimes barks at me like a dog. It’s annoying as fuck. If you do get to this, thanks for your time. - coii

I match you with…..💕JEFF💕

Slight NSFW bellow~

You sort of sound like a less intense Jeff, but that also means you would be able to understand him because you share similar behaviors. Plus it looks like you like some things he likes so I’m gonna give it to you. ALSO WAS THAT A HEATHERS REFERENCE? BECAUSE IM GONNA WRITE A JEFF FIC BASED ON DEAD GIRL WALKING.

I think Jeff is a hypocrite but dosen’t realize it. He would probably call you emo or something and then fail to acknowledge himself. (This is purely satire). If he sat down and watched slasher films he would say such: “I could do it better” or “wanna recreate this? I could show you how”. Jeff isn’t one to be afraid of others but he most definitely scares them off, he’d probably stick by your side and make it so that you guys are a really intimidating couple.

Congrats! Jeff’s humor also comes off as super insulting, but I’m sure you will learn it’s just a joke and start using insulting- as flirting. Jeff is a dog guy, cause of Smile obviously, so you’re good on the animal person front. Bottling up emotions and then turning aggressive, sounds just like him. If you did break past your limit though I feel like it would be in an argument with him and you would both just end up sobbing to eachother, a bit sentimental and a bonding moment. Side note, Jeff likes that music too.

Touch starved you say? You know who else is touch starved? Jeff. Hug him please, once you do he won’t let go. If you fall asleep in his arms he will definitely run his fingers through your hair and if you wake up he’ll claim there was a bug on your face. He will explore all the abandoned places you want, or if you’re alone he will scare you. He’s that kind of guy.

ROUGH LOVE, yeah that’s Jeff. Will for sure fuck you good and hard so you can’t walk after, loves to see your legs shake. He will wear a cocky grin so make sure to slap him to get it off. If you want him to hurt you he will gladly do so-physically- I don’t think he wants to see you cry. Ties you up and all that jazz too, slapping and choking like a master.

This is just my note to you, eating disorders are hell. I know it feels like amazing 3/10 % of the time but (wait thats wrong, i can’t math im gay.) but anyway, the early stages are when you have to act. I encourage you to seek treatment of some sort, I know it can be overwhelming and the guilt is just unbearable, especially as time goes on. Dosen’t matter what you look like and what kind of ed it is, they are all bad and can be extremely dangerous. I would know, I almost died. But also, I know you’re just trying to find a balance but sometimes that can be hard. I’m proud of you because I know deep down you just want to feel ok.

(Btw, for educational purposes: Bipolar disorder /there are 2 types/ isn’t “crazy”, it’s categorized by a series of manic phases switching to depressive phases for weeks up to months. It’s also manic depression, having no motivation and such and then feeling like you can do anything and there will be no consequence)

#creepypasta #creepypasta smut #jeff the killer headcanons #jeff the killer creepypasta #jeff the killer x you #jeff the killer x reader #jeff the killer #creepypasta matchups #creepypasta fluff #creepypasta hcs #📯#♠️

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ohoshi · 3 years

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get to know me tag ♥

tagged by @soonhoonsol (thank you chey<33 i enjoyed doing it adghhs)

tagging: @njaems @kdongyoung @hoshisms @soonshuas @wonwoosjeon @soonwnu @shuaway @jonghan @xuseokgyu @hwiyoungies (and yk if you did this... ignore<3)

What day is your birthday?

may 1st international worker's day following chey's patterns ajdhgajsdhgash

What is your favorite color?

blue and purple and pink and yellow ajgshdahgsdjahgsdjh idk i like all the colors especially pastels!!!

What’s your lucky number?

Do you have any pets?

2 dogs!!!

How tall are you?

159cm, 5.2ft i'm actually short af for where i live lol i was the shortest person in hs and everyone was mocking me for it?????

How many pairs of shoes do you own?

5 without heels djashgahsgdh

Favorite song?

i don't have a favorite song<3 i can never choose just one :p

Favorite movie?

i don't have a fav movie akjdsgahgds

Who would be your ideal partner?

male lead from weightlifting fairy kim bokjoo,,,, yes,,,, literally jung joonhyung ajsgdashh :/ sigh 😔

Do you want children?

yes sometimes in the future kjadkjadsh

Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

no!!

Baths or showers?

showers!!!

What color socks are you wearing?

grey rn ahdgsajdshg they're usually black/grey/white lol

What type of music do you like?

everything,,,, no joke i listen to a bit of everything

How many pillows do you sleep with?

2 pillows and a lot of plushies ajdhgajhdgash

What position do you usually sleep in?

side

What you don’t like when you are sleeping?

bright lights and noise <- just like chey ajdghasjdh

What do you typically have for breakfast?

coffeeeeee 🤟🏼 <- SAME AJDSHGAJHG

Have you ever tried archery?

omg no i have never BUT I ALWAYS WANTED TO JAGDSAGD young cora wanted to try it out, she liked it so much but the only archery club was too far from my town so 🤪

Favorite fruit?

omg i love all the fruits!!!! so it always changes depending on the season (yk early summer/late spring it's cherries, fall is for apples and grapes, winter for clementine!!!) currently nectarines<3

Favorite swear word?

f*ck? but i usually only swear in my native language (cause english sucks when it comes to swear words tbh) and only when i'm furious ajdgasjhdgas

Do you have any scars?

i have one ajshdgha i had a surgery when i was younger bc i danced too much on a daily basis ?????? wtf

Are you a good liar?

no<3 i can't lie

What is your personality type

infj

What is your favorite type of girls?

all the girls<3 !!!!!!!!!!!

Are you an innie or an outie?

akhDGKHGADFKHAGF scream,,,, innie

Left or right handed

right!

Favorite food?

italian <3

Favorite foreign food?

well..... i'm not italian so italian food is technically foreign to me so,,,,,,, italian<3

Are you a clean or messy person?

clean

Most used phrase?

'ahsdgahs' and for the past few days 'i hate him' (him = hoshi btw)

How long does it take for you to get ready?

30 minutes? i don't do much lol

Do you talk to yourself?

all the time

Do you sing to yourself?

all the time

Are you a good singer?

i think i'm decent???? i mean i was in a choir for 5 years so i guess,,,,, i'm decent???

Biggest Fear?

HEIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are you a gossip?

Do you like long or short hair?

on me? long, on other people? both

Favorite school subject?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i used to love history the most

Extrovert or Introvert?

introvert

What makes you nervous?

thoughts about the future 🤪

Who was your first real crush?

dude i don't remember??? i think it was this guy in middle school,,, he's a 98 liner and he was a basketball player??? we were in drama club together lmao edit: i just remembered we were preparing this play bc greek ambassador was visiting and he played homer the blind poet?? and i was his muse???? LMAO

How many piercings do you have?

just 2 on my ears

How fast can you run?

omg idk?? i haven't done these since high school

What color is your hair?

lighter brown with red highlights lmao

What color are your eyes?

light brown/dark yellow, just yellow on the sun

What makes you angry?

liars, hypocrites, <- just like chey and i'd add ignorant and close minded people

Do you like your own name?

OMG I USED TO HATE IT AJSDGASJH when i was younger nobody was allowed to call me by my name ajshdgajdsh now i don't hate it so much since the meaning fits me perfectly lol

Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

both<3

What are you strengths?

my positivity and ability to cheer anyone up!!!!!!

What are your weaknesses?

weaknesses??????? what are those

Color of your bedspread?

pink 😳

Color of your room?

pastel maroon

#THIS WAS FUN LMAO #thank u again chey<3 #tag games

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a-woman-apart · 4 years

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This scared me so badly, because this is EXACTLY what happened in my life, except it was all in The Reverse.

I graduated with an Associate Degree in Music Performance in 2018, but instead of running TOWARDS my dream/calling I ran hardcore AWAY from it. My pride in graduating only lasted a month before I declared myself Utterly Unmarketable and sought to go after a "real degree" and get a Big Girl career.

Between 2018 and 2020 I had major life changes.

My dad died of stomach cancer

I broke up with my neglectful boyfriend

I turned down a Full Ride to a major college

I hospitalized myself for Suicidal Ideation (Sept 2019)

I quit my job of 5 years

I started working for my best friend and became her Office Manager

I started dating the Love of my Life

I lost my friend group and peer support

I lost my mind and left college due to COVID-19 (but not before making one of my best decisions in taking a Screenwriting class because I WANTED not NEEDED it)

Started distancing myself from the toxic women in my life and definining Womanhood/Adulthood for myself

Visited my brother's grave after over a decade of waiting and got closure

Fully acknowledged my childhood trauma/abuse

Rediscovered my sexuality

Was disowned by who I erroneously thought was a close friend of 17 years over my political views

Joined and exited Unity2020

Turned in my car for repossession

Spent a week in the hospital after having a severe, paranoid psychotic break, but came out completely free of the vice of self-consciousness I was living under

You know what is nuts? I feel in many ways, I have completely reverted to who I was in the summer of 2011. I was off my meds, and it WAS mania, but personality-wise, the tempestuous, gum-chewing, cigarette-puffing, flirtatious, humorous, free-spirited ball of fire that drove all the way to Colorado on a whim wasn't rebellious, SHE WAS ME.

I just wasn't Me around the right people, and it wasn't the Right Time.

My inner Sagittarius moon would remain in a dormant state for almost a full decade. I would spend the next 9 years heavily sedated, sleepwalking through life, only alive at The Sound of Music.

It was Torture to feel so much but be afraid to express myself. I had to Hide while doing a major that demanded that I Command Attention. I am by nature "dramatic", "theatrical", "emotional", "expressive" but that part of me was so suppresed that I was frequently told I sang with excellence but without emotion.

Aside: During my 2011 manic episode, I spoke a lot about Doppelgangers. Without going into excessive detail, this is a German word that means "Double" and it is considered bad luck to encounter yours.

In the past 2 weeks, I have encountered people that look/sound like me (Josephine is Nigerian-Canadian and I am Nigerian-American and I kept thinking about her work even though I initially disagreed with her lot) and a woman with my name (different spelling) who was NOTHING like me and I also think might've had malice in mind for me.

I was DEFINITELY an agnostic atheist when I started this year, but as a result of undergoing so much weird shit I almost certainly believe in God, and yes, "God is a Woman." (More on that later)

Also, I realized that I really DID, as many teenage girls, "lose interest in math and science" but that was because of the terrible, unfactual way it was presented in my homeschool curriculum and by my mom, who was a Math major but whose disinterested detachment made every algebra lesson an excercise in torture.

I have always loved biolology and anatomy and I remember so much more chemistry than I thought. Geology class in community college was amazing and also helped me understand-- even more than the Theory of Evolution-- why young earth creationism was completely impossible.

As for math, I spent 15 years thinking it was my greatest weakness when I have had to use arithmetic in cashiering, my managerial work, and my monthly budget for the last 7 years. Also, as annoying as it was to hear constantly, my mom parroting "What you have to do to one side, you have to do to the other" (but in reverse) gave me the ability to do Algebra quickly and (mostly) effortlessly. I could never get A's, but I got a B in Quantitative Mathematics with no real help aside from occasional teacher input and the "Help me solve this" function of MyMathLab.

Here is where it Gets Weird. I am a Creative. I have been writing stories since I was 6 years old. I have loved Story all my life. My parents were in math and science fields and they completely lacked any creativity. COMPLETELY. It was part of why they were so religiously rigid, authoritarian, and draconian. There was no room for spontaneity or childish imaginativeness.

Looking back, I had major sensory and processing issues. I was likely speech delayed, I learned to read late, and I recently confirmed that when I am stressed my dyscalculia kicks in bad (it IS real). Numbers and symbols get really interchangeable (like an 8 and infinity symbol become kinda the same) which is why I had to recite phone numbers out loud to remember them or write them on colorful backgrounds so I can see them in my head as an image. Also explains my aversion to math but my ease with fractions (1/2 is half a sandwich, etc).

My spatial awareness is also shit when stressed. Before I turned in our car, I had earned the nickname "U-turn" from my boyfriend because on that Floating Death Machine left and right got completely crossed, frequently.

By the way, I struggled with right and left until I WAS EIGHT YEARS OLD. I literally didn't understand the concept of a mirror and 3D space, meaning that the basic understanding that my right is someone else's left didn't come into play until I had an argument with my [now-deceased] brother about it.

What is so weird, is that because of years of correcting for these issues, my sense of direction, ON FOOT is good, if not better than most people. Also, once I realized that, given the opportunity, I very much do whatever I can with my left-hand, and that my hearing is MUCH better than I even thought, I am far less clumsy. Depth perception is still crap, but that is probably also because I was forced to spend years without the glasses I needed (and got earlier this year after living with chronic eye strain)

When I talk about these "issues" it is in line with female autism, but you know what? If really do have adult autism, then I am a Complete Boss because I have pwned that ho.

After being rehospitalized, a kind nurse suggested I may have PTSD and suggested medicine for insomnia and nightmares. It was extremely helpful. I had been looking into C-PTSD for a while, because I didn't think I had "suffered enough" to have "real" PTSD. But that isn't how diagnoses work.

Btw, I still have Bipolar I, Psychotic Features. Another kind nurse told me I don't need anti-psychotics, and no, I don't. I was given Zyprexa by a bitch nurse and it was like getting drunk. I stumbled the halls, almost fell over (possibly did) and woke up with a neon "Fall Risk" bracelet. Anti-psychotics also fucked up my menstrual cycle for years and I have had lingering hormonal isssues. Haha no thanks.

Anyway, I digress. Of course I am fucked up. I lived under family members who questioned my reality, attempted to crush my dreams, threatened me with physical punishment any time I behaved in non-neurotypical ways, violated my rights and interfered with my treatment even though I was a full legal adult, undermined my relationships, tortured and socially isolated me, etc., all under the guise "of knowing best."

In minority cultures, our darkness hides in plain sight, and ESPECIALLY in the Bible Belt, with its supeestition and idolization of familial hierarchy/patriarchy, victims of financial, spiritual, emotional, and physical abuse have no where safe to turn. The Long Arm of the Law is often Short when it comes to "breaking up the family", and women and children are victimized openly with little to no intervention.

On top of doing my Creative Work, I plan to create legislation to make sure that what happened to me and my siblings isn't allowed to go unpunished. We lost my older brother, and I almost died, too, but Enough is Enough.

The Time is Now.

P.S. If Josephine is an Air Nomad I identify as a Water Bender. I basically have no water in my astrological chart, but water signs bring me great comfort in times of need (and make bad romantic partners for me obviously)

Also, this is one Bad Biyatch.

I also found out I am an ISFJ, not INFJ. Yep. Gonna be a Playwright and Director. I want to be a part of the action, not just writing about it.

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peach-pops · 4 years

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Hai!Can I get a Haikyuu matchup?my name is cass,african american female I'm 5'0 ft(tease me about my height I'll break your knee caps)I'm an introvertive person,my code is INFJ-t/a if that helps.I'm ambitious,sarcastic,super competitive. I like music, sports, reading, jujitsu,volleyball.I come off as kind of cold when you first meet me but once I warm up to you I'm super energetic and I like to spend time together but I still need my space at times.Cuddles are needed when I'm up to it. 1/2

2/3 (This is cass btw)I have big thighs and a rather large chest if that makes sense. I ideally wear like anything that I can find in my closet. But I prefer darker clothes, pants and shorts specifically I hardly wear a dress unless I have to, sweaters or jackets of any kind are a must despit the weather because I'm cold almost all the time. I do sing and I think I'm ok at it (high key insucure about ) I forgot to mention but can this be a romantic match up pls? I don't have a team preference. || (cont) (This cass 3/3 last one)I have russet brown eyes, dark brown hair that's light brown on the tips, its not dyed. And locks that I usually wear in buns, ponytails or braid crowns. I tend to overwork myself to succeed, to me, its worth it but I can get put of hand sometimes. I will do anything for my friends I have very few actual friends and I would die for them. (I love them so much) I'm really passionate if you couldn't tell. Anyway thanks for this in advance,congrats on the 100 followers💕💖

Me seeing you’re 5′0 ft: hehe

Me reading the next sentence: ohshitnvm

I ship you with Tsukishima!

First off, I would never make fun of your height cause I’m trying to live but girl I’m sorry you know Tsuki would make fun of you I MEAN LOOK AT HIM COME ON HE’S 6″2!

THAT’S LIKE UUHHHH ( doing the math) OVER A FOOT! THATS A RULER GIRL

He loves teasing you about it especially when you get mad cause now he has a short AND grumpy girlfriend

I know this dude loves getting a rile out of you but he knows deep down that you could always kick his ass if you needed to like when he finds out you are into jujitsu, he actually wants you to use some of what you learned on him cause at first, he doesn’t think you can take him down

“ I’ll go easy on you, just be loose so it won’t hurt as much.”

“ Babe, I doubt you’ll even manage-”

* cue flip or hit or punch idk just SOME self defense move that ends up pushing him to the floor*

“ What were you saying?”

“ Shut up and help me up.”

You two just compliment each other so well and even though you two are both pretty sarcastic, you even each other out

ALSO

You two are the type of couple where you’re not always attached at the hip cause you both have your own lives. It just works like you don’t need him to text you every five seconds, it’s refreshing and this stops any necessary fights from happening

If one of you has a particularly rough day, it’s usually him since he’s always stressed out, you two will go to his house and just cuddle in his bed together and nap

One time his brother walked in and he was actually proud?? Like he didn’t even know his little brother was capable of love so he was relieved Tsuki actually had a heart

ASJKFG His brother has tried giving Tsuki the talk and Tsuki literally just walked out of the house in the middle of the conversation

Anyway

He does love the way you look I mean come on how can he not but he thinks it’s so attractive seeing you do something your passionate about whether it’s volleyball or school

Tsuki does notice that you tend to overwork yourself but unless you’re stretching yourself too thin and it starts affecting your mental/physical health, he doesn’t really pester you about it cause he knows you can handle it

If you two are alone, I know he completely melts into your touch and will die if you play with his hair when you two are laying down or making out

He’s also such a big brat in front of his friends when it comes to you like if you think this boy will ever be lovey dovey with you in public...no just no

“ Kei, you need to give me a goodbye kiss!”

“ And why would I do that?”

“ Please?” 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

“ You’re so needy.”

He’ll make a big deal out of it and sigh loudly but of course he was gonna kiss you anyway he just wanted to hear you ask him

Tsuki is just so whipped man but he would NEVER let anyone find out

#watermelonsugaships #cass

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somefandomimagines · 4 years

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(Tilli 1)Hello! Can I ask you for Haikyuu male matchup, please? I'm pretty, cute, slim, medium tall (165 sm), with small arms and feet like a child’s. I’ve blond hair, blue eyes, neat sharp facial features, dimples. INFJ. I'm very bright, artistic and charming. Usually I'm calm and balanced, but also fun and cheerful. Sometimes I've a lot of energy and self-confidence, but sometimes I feel exhausted and insecure.

(Tilli 2)I’ve really sharp tongue and good sence of humor, love jokingly mock, tell funny stories well. I can be sarcastic and sceptic sometimes. I’ve leadership qualities and love bossing people around. I’m responsible, mature and love order in everything. I’ve atmosphere of comfort around me, I can support and comfort, find the right words and I care about friends like mom, so next to me calmly as at home with mom. I’ve good intuition, like empath. I'm lazy sometimes. (Tilli 3) I get a lot of envy from girls, so I’m a bit of lonely person. For this reason, I love boys more than girls and have good common with them. I can get cold and arrogant, if I don’t like person; capricious and irritable, if I feel bad; cute, if I’m happy. I love children, animals, nature and cute things. Favourite food: sweets, berries and tea. Hobbies: chess, dancing, foreign languages, self-care (like beauty salon, cosmetic), watching films/anime/dorama, listening to music, walking. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This was a toughie for me :( buuut I think I have a good idea of who you would matchup with!! I ship you with.... Chikara Ennoshita!! - So maybe he’s not really a main character, but I think you two would go well together! - You’re both gentle, but also bold! You two would be great leaders! - He admires your confidence, and will bring it up when you feel down!! - Whenever he’s down himself, he knows he can come to you when he needs ya! - You can also come to him when you need him! - You two would balance each other very well and you would both care for each other - You two will sometimes have lazy days together, just chilling at home - Cuddles? If you want them, you can get them - Though you may have to innitiate them first - He finds you adorable btw - In any mood you’re in, he can’t help but fall for you more - Also sometimes he needs a sharp tongue around - Your guys’ first date? A walk in the park! - Chikara also loves nature, ngl - So a walk in the park together would be amazing - Chess? He doesn’t know how to play, but would love for you to teach him! - At the times when he is just barely unable to control Tanaka and Nishinoya, you can definitely step in and help - You’re lonely? He’s there! - Also he loves your dimples - He places small kisses on them sometimes - There’s probably one time you almost scared him when you had a face mask on - It was funny tho - Also this man makes good ass tea, you can’t change my mind - He’ll definitely pick up some berries for you at the market - Girls are envious of you? Pretty sure that’s bc of how amazing you are - At least that’s what he’s sure about - Me too ngl - Study days when you two have to teach Hinata and Kageyama english? - It all gets done well - Also Chikara is definitely able to learn languages easily since he’s smart, so teach him some - He’ll probably give you some nicknames that are from different languages - This man is a calm one on relationships, but he’ll let you know that he loves you - Also holding hands is a must if you two go walking together

#haikyuu #haikyuu!!#haikyuu matchups #haikyuu matchup #chikara ennoshita #haikyuu chikara #haikyuu ennoshita #matchup #tilli anon #tilli

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imagines-mha · 4 years

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hiya b!! I’d like to request a hq matchup,, I love ur work btw aaaaaa 🥺 im 5’3”, and my MBTI is split betw INFJ/P. I have a fair/lightly tanned skin, straight dark brown/black hair past my shoulders, and dark brown, slightly chinky (East Asian) eyes. I’m a pretty well rounded person in terms of hobbies and skills, I have good grades and am varsity (i used to do taekwondo and ballet but now I’m in cheer). I also sketch a lot and I’d like to think I’m not bad at realistic portraits!!! - 💜 (1/2)

I’m fiercely independent, and that intimidates people easily :( that also means that people don’t really ask about my problems, and that I don’t really open up much except to really close friends. My flaw would be having extremely high expectations; I set such a high bar for myself that I also expect others to meet that same standard. That ends up in me shouldering a lot of responsibility and work. I’m on my way to correcting it but I’m aware of it. (2/2) - 💜

I ship you with: 𝐼𝓌𝒶𝒾𝓏𝓊𝓂𝒾 𝐻𝒶𝒿𝒾𝓂𝑒

Ok idek u bro but i am SOFT for this relationship already holy shit,,, first of all he thinks ur fucking CUTE as hell ur so TINY it makes him feel better abt his lack of height hehe and he just thinks ur a lil beautiful princess

Independance is a HUGE turn on for him, and the fact you can carry your own weight makes him so attracted to you bc it means he isn’t babying you yaknow?? His girl’s a strong motherfucker and it makes him so proud

HOWEVER. Iwa is the KING of knowing when something’s up and he’s gonna take care of you if you EVER feel down like he’s the best advice giver and the best person to talk to ever holy shit,,, helps take some responsibility off you and tries to get you to stay NOT too overwhelmed with pressure yaknow?? I could write an ESSAY on y’all wtf :0 plus his cheerleader gf im OFF bro 😭😭

Other matchups:

𝒯𝑒𝓇𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓂𝒶 𝒴𝓊𝓊𝒿𝒾

𝐹𝓊𝓉𝒶𝓀𝓊𝒸𝒽𝒾 𝒦𝑒𝓃𝒿𝒾

#haikyuu #matchup

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book-of-kingdom-hearts · 4 years

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Things the weird/creepy person in class have said/done part one

Me: *explains to him why people dress verry extra on a catwalk together with a other class mate who is gay (important for later)*

Me and class mate: in short it's to make a statement.

Weird/creepy person: so if they would wear a nazi costume on the catwalk they would also make a statement? *laughing*

Me and class mate: *in shok* no... first of all that is illegal to do and second that is not a statement.

Him: *laughing* yes,yes it is

Me and classmate: no it is not....

Him: ok but imagine what would you wear if you had a choice a kkk outfit or a nazi outfit?

Me and class mate: .... neither because it's equally bad.....

Him: ok but what do you find worse?

Us: .... once again they are both about killing people so they are equally bad.

(Some Time passes)

Him: *comes to my computer with his cellphone and shows a picture of man who was put in jail, had killed himself after he putted a nazi symbol on his head.*

Him: *laughing* ok but do you find this funny?

Me: *in shok *...... no ectually I don't......

Him: *walks to other classmates in class and shows same picture*

Him for the rest of the day: *complaints about lgbt community while 2 of the lgbt community are in his presence (he dousend know it) and about kids who are missing school to protest for a better climate. *

Him: *stands behind me without saying a word while I'm working on the computer*( this happens daily btw)

Him: *walks to my class mate with his phone * do you have 5000 dollars?

Classmate: *sarcastic* yes in my pocket. Wait a sec, is this enough? *puts one cent in his hand*

Him: *laughing * no, not really

Him: *starts randomly talking about a sex iland*

Him to my classmate: where would you rather go? This sex iland or the Anne Frank iland? (There is no Anne Frank iland btw we looked it up)

Classmate:.......

Me and same classmate : *walking down the stairs*

Him: *turns to me* so I guess you wouldn't go to that sex iland?

Me: * looks in the camera like I'm on the office* .....no...... (I'm a girl btw)

Him: to bad...

(Not only I was feeling uncomfortable but also the other classmate who was with me. That classmate told this to the rest of the class who are all boys and they had the same reaction as us.)

Context: me and the weird person are re taking a exame. Our major is 3D artist. The exames we had was texturing.

Him: *asking in the exames to the teacher * so do have to change the roughness with this object as well?

Me: *looks into the camera like I'm on the office while doing a mental facepalm*

Teacher:......... every object has it's own roughness........

(This is verry basic knowledge btw)

Classmate to me and a few other of our friend group: hey you guys wanna come to my place to eat some pancakes?

Us: sure!!

Him: *over hears us and shows up to classmate's place uninvited *

Him: *dousend say a word the whole time he is there.*

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There are way more weird things he has done but it's simply to much to write down. Also I'm not easily scared of guys but this dude scares me to hell. I first interacted with him because he always would sit alone and I felt bad for him but after that first text I wrote here happened, I kinda doorslamed him ( me being the infj that I am And hating confrontation) . And yet he still comes to me. He really creeps me out honestly.

I'm in college btw so yeah....

#story time #creepy #weird #person #in class #this is not #highschool #but #collage

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tbh-entp · 5 years

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You said that you found another INFJ, but what about the previous one? How are things? are you two still friends? btw I loooove your blog :)

oOOH, I’m just now realizing that I didn’t provide a blog-wide update on this. So here’s the skinny on what happened with INFJ 1 (greek INFJ). So essentially, we were hanging out, having lunch, eating off of each other’s plates, having a ball when I pulled a power move and asked him if he was single.

Let me reITErate that we were eating off of each other’s plates. Sharing food. Drinks. Talking about intimate stuff. Like. 100% in the flirting game.

OK. So greek INFJ’s response to my ‘are you single?’ was...... no. So I was like... what’s up? What’s the skinny? I was feeding you tender deer shoulder just 2 hours ago and you’re nOT SINGLE.

Essentially, he’s a flirt, we were good friends, he didn’t want to just let it go, and so he led me on until I asked about his status. Which is pretty selfish of him. And then even though there’s a part of me that’s like, he totally liked me still... there’s the smarter part of me that was like... his poor girlfriend. I don’t want to date someone who acts the way that my non-single greek INFJ acts with me. So I pulled the adult card and exited the scenario. We’re still friends actually, but I just kind of reduced contact because a) he’s fyne and I don’t want to bring back old feelings from staring at him for so long and b) I’m not here for him being crappy to his girlfriend. I want him to be happy and have the best life and all but I’m ouuut.

OK. So new INFJ. (They are so rare, and it’s amazing that I keep on finding them.) He works in my lab. I didn’t pay him much attention in the beginning, and then he popped in for a lunch, we started talking and sitting next to each other and holy shit. He’s brilliant, so clever and smart, hOT, german, well informed about a lot of things that I”m not informed about, quiet and relaxing, and uGH. We were talking this week about the travels that we’re taking for work (he’s going to Miami and I’m going to Vienna), and like... I didn’t want to stop talking, and he didn’t want to stop talking, but he’s also so chill that we don’t always have to be talking? I was sitting with him at a few lab dinners and it’s just so... grounding and comfortable but really exciting at the same time and I’M SO eNAMORED.

One huge difference between german INFJ and greek INFJ is that for the greek, I saw him and was like O.O, so like immediate attraction mostly based on physical qualities. For german INFJ, I thought he was attractive when I met him, but I didn’t pursue until after talking to him.

I’m LIVING tbh. Last week, I was walking in the office and he just came and complimented my pants super shyly and they were one of my fav pairs... sweatpants with giant flowers, so I was just like.... ahhhhhhh. He also came by to just talk to me a few times and my friend was like... he’s normally not able to talk to girls? What’s going on? And i’m like!!! He makes me so happy and nervous and everything at the same time and I’m just super pumped to see what will happen.

K. Rant over. Glad you love my blog. :) I hope this post doesn’t make you disappear.

#love all of you back #infj #entp #mbti #answer #easily my fav type hands down though #and i'm really enamored right now so soooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry #Anonymous

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Could I get a matchup for JJBA and Skullgirls? I’m a 5’9” bi girl (19) who’s skinny af with legs for days, brown hair, blue eyes, and glasses. I’m an INFJ, Rabbit (Chinese Zodiac), and Sagittarius. I try my best to be as nice as possible to others, but sometimes I snap and wind up saying things I regret. (1/3, JJBA/SG)

I’m a two sided person, I flip flop between being calm and collected to impulsive and impatient, and it all depends on what friends I’m around. I’m the calm “mom friend” to my reckless friends, and the impulsive friend with my Cautious ones. I tend to not actively try to talk to people unless I have a reason to. I’m very emotional deep down, even if I am good at outwardly hiding my true feelings. (2/3, JJBA/SG)

I’ve had one friend describe me as “like a puppy/kitten”, since I make it very clear who I like and dislike. In my free time I enjoy playing video games, fencing (the sport), going out to eat, learning about history, jamming out with my favorite music (Owl City being one of my favorite artists), and watching anime/tv. I wanna travel the world someday, despite being a bit of a homebody. Thanks for your time btw! Can’t wait to see who I get! :D (3/3, JJBA/SG)

Sure thing!

I match you with...

Polnareff!

Your passion for fencing amuses him,and jokes about how you would get along with his stand.His dream is to travel the world with you and he finds your figure really beautiful.He likes you taking you out on dinner dates and staying in watching shows when it's rainy or cold outside,cuddling under the blankets.He loves how you can be both a mom friend and impulsive!

I also match you with...

Parasoul!

Honesty is one of the qualities she admires the most in a person,and you have that!She would gladly help you with your fencing practice and it's a headcannon of mine that she secretly enjoys dancing and is really good at it too,so she would love to dance along to your favorite music!She invites you to expensive dinners and to the museum too

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yellowsassyintj-blog · 5 years

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A day before my college midyear

I have been wanting to start a blog ever since I've stepped inside my college univ, but sadly I wasn't able to start it until now (i got so busy and dying and crying all throughout my first semester then i worked myself like a dog the next semester to make up for that)

My first college year in UP Diliman has been a confusing journey. Confusing bcuz it is not as fun as I thought it would be nor as hard as I thought it would be

Well, my INFJ close friend told me to enjoy college while I can bcuz, according to her, I will miss it when I start to work

It's just... uh... another four years

I dunno... Let's see what can the next three years bring to me

So yea, let me share with you my version of expectations vs reality in MY first year of college

Expectation #1

- I watched too many college kdramas and i thought it would be like drinking + cramming + dating + more cramming all-year round and that the quiet types prevail in the battle of grades over the loud, partying ones

BTW my favorite drama is Cheese in the Trap (Jung and I have same external personality except for the overachiever part)

- so i played the quiet role in class, thinking that is how i will perform the best (NO IT IS NOT)

Reality #1

- YOU MUST BE ASSERTIVE AF IN ORDER TO GET GOOD GRADES HERE, PEOPLE.

- The quiet ones (unless you are God level in acads) do not project good impressions on their peers, especially profs

- Ask the prof, talk to the prof like you mean it even if you don't

- Be sociable like your grades depends on it because it fucking does

Expectation #2

- i thought I would start looking and acting more like my gender in college

- i wore dresses, skirts, nice clothes

- i had TWO main crushes from my PE table tennis class and several minor ones that i don't talk to

- i never had a relationship before and i thought college would be the perfect time

Reality #2

- bitch pls you actually thought that

- i'll possibly die single or hello thirties still virgin (i'm a perverted girl but i'll vomit the moment somebody dares to touch me)

- and no, don't wear nice clothes, wear the comfortable ones

- FIRST DAY OF COLLEGE, IT RAINED LIKE HELL WAS POURING FROM THE CITY SKY ON OUR WAY TO MATH BLDG WHICH WE DO'NT FUCKING KNOW WHERE

- it's either too cold (i always borrow my BA 99.2 prof's air con remote every time we have a class because it's secretly a refrigerator, not just an air conditioned room) or TOO HOT

- i give up, i'll stay loving a 2D guy forever, i won't sign up for any romantic relationshit so it doesn't matter how i dress and all that flirting bullshit, GOODBYE

Expectation #3

- you thought your future was clear and carefully planned out? oh boi run RUN

- i was planning to take accounting, business, or economics... maybe become a lawyer if i want to continue afterwards

- i would love it no matter where i am bcuz there's money everywhere

Reality #3

- I. WANT. TO. SHIFT. NOW.

- there is money and boredom in accounting, yes

- and economics is like math + business in one so sign me the fuck out

- so business it is

- BUT DANG IT'S STRESSFUL TO SHIFT MY LORD HELP YOUR POOR LOST CHILD

- and my parents and friends obviously think accounting is better than any other choices i might have (which i also think is true)

- but i realized i am having so much fun when searching up psychology and language

- fine, i'll do accounting while studying both of my interests!!! no one can stop me except my health

I had a lot more to say but I really need to sleep now (it's 3:01 AM and i hate my sleeping routine)

All in all, a greatly confusing year it is indeed and there are three more hell of it to come

#college #freshman #summer #mbti

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proverbsofpestilence · 5 years

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I know this coward blocked us all, but I’m still gonna publish it, BECAUSE I WAS READY TO POST IT JUST BEFORE OUR QUEEN VALENTINA BLOCKED US ALL. I knew you were waste of time, but damn. I guess that’s it for “I don’t care about this discussion and I’m back to my great amazing life”, huh?

tbh I hadn’t planned to respond in the beginning, because of this post:

(that you btw deleted after few minutes and didn’t even mention me like an unbothered warrior princess you are) if there were fucking diplomas in pseudosciense yours should had been taken away after saying that “ENFJ 6 so/sx is the type that’s more able to survive/navigate in the real world”. girl, have you seen sp blind 6? they’re rare, but they’re exist. and you’re one of them.

>I’m replying to you idiots @hitsujinko @proverbsofpestilence on a different post because that’s what you two should have done in the beginning

oh you mean, we should reply to you in different post without even mentioning you and then delete it right away? like you did? wow great, thanks for your tip.

>Hmm no, @syntheticalcomposure didn’t have to be “sceptic” of my post because it said nothing controversial, she just doesn’t fucking know how to read

no, girl. she just noticed that you’re post is kinda. basic. and then commented to straight things out. and you got all defensive and acted like she was attacking you while she was actually agreeing with you. you’re disintegrating and trying to act like you’re better than smarter than all the other people to cover up your mistake. been there, done that.

>And bitch i’m sorry but i’m not attacked at all because you don’t have any power over me, i’m literally chilling on my bed drinking a smoothie and you’re the only one who cares so much about my type but okay

oh I care! because I hoped you would actually type yourself correctly after this whole time. you know, I mentioned I followed you. it was a long time ago, but guess what! I actually liked you. past tense. don’t judge book by its cover, right?

now it’s just entertaining to make fun of you.

>And again, I have no inch of enneagram 6 on my body. Their outlook in life sickens me and it’s completely different to how I survive, if i was a 6 I wouldn’t even be alive lmao. You have absolutely no basis to type me as a 6 other than what you’re projecting into me

you have no inch of 6 in your body and yet u were mistyped as one? :0000 just like u have no inch of 9 in your body and you’re mistyped as one? gotcha.

and you keep. accusing others of projecting. like you’re doing it yourself.

“ew dont call me sweetie, we’re not there yet” okay. bitch. are we there yet? :))

>Also what community??? What the fuck is a community and especially online??? Shut up your soc”

do you think soc blinds are dumb? no, seriously. another prove you don’t understand theory at all. soc blind have poor understanding of social bonds and constructs or just simply don’t even acknowlegde them in the first place. they know what fucking community is. you know. the way a lot of soc blind people use to describe “””typology fandom”””.

also wow! I’m soc. yeah I have fucking soc in my stacking u fucking moron. what are u even trying to prove.

> Which by the way was: you can’t type someone’s enneagram based on outwardly behaviors alone but instead you have to think of the reasons why they do them

don’t worry, you’re not a special snowflake. if INFP 4 so/sp can be typed by one single post alone, you can be too.

>Also what community??? Again with your SOC bullshit???? Who is defending me??? Of what????? The way you all think is so freaking weird

are you serious. like. I know you think I’m dumb. but have some fucking respect for soc blinds. they’re not that fucking stupid as you try to portray them.

>Just because I don’t sound like those stupid infjs here using difficult words and concepts because they’re so smart uwu , doesn’t mean I’m not one

what. who said that. who fucking said that.

>Check how @mowoths expresses her thoughts vs the way I express mine. She’s an enfj, i’m not and you can clearly see how different we both are

she’s not 6. also she’s not dumb. important factor, ya know.

>You: valentina is a fe-dom Also you: valentina is not capable of having the most basic skills of a real fe-dom

yay! and I actually believed you know your shit since you were into it for so long.

>Like… Make a decision????

like u did with your typing that u kept constantly changing back?

>What???? The reason behind this is not inferior Ti. It’s simply because English is not my first language and I don’t know how to express myself correctly in a way that makes sense, especially not to natives or more advanced speakers. If all of you spoke Spanish, i promise I wouldn’t sound “disconnected from everything”. So stop being a bitch just because you understand this language better than I do

babie. sweetie. honey. bitch.

1) I’m not native English speaker neither,

2) you speak English just fine,

3) that’s not a fucking excuse because your English. is just fucking fine. probably better than mine.

>But have you seen my actual aes instead of the shit I reblog? Let’s be realistic: They suck. If you compare them to the aes of the actual high se users

>there are actual parameters that show wether someone’s a high se user or not and i don’t have any of those, not even one

umm what. I said your aes is tert Se. not high Se good.

wait, who was accused who of not being capable of reading again?

>I do have the presence of a gut core but you can’t fucking know that because you have never seen me in real life. And yes, i know people can see through you online but NOT in the way you’re doing it. This is not it. I do have everything a 9 core has but that could only be seen if you actually knew me

oh you have such poor self awareness but you know what type of presence you give off? also. it’s. a fucking. vibe. I don’t need to see you to feel your presence. every single gut core has it. every single one of them. I can fucking talk to person online and still figure out that they have gut core energy. sad you apparently can’t.

>And so-dom??? What the actual fuck???? I am EVERYTHING except that. I have never exhibited any behavior of that ???? I’m a so-blind, the end.

yeah sure. I totally believe you. soc blinds don’t know what community is. don’t realize when someone’s defending them even when they mention them in their own post to support their stand. that’s not like you also automatically assumed I’m friends with synthie just because I agree with her on this topic. like you know. soc would do.

>Okay, okay… I would maybe believe you if you told me I’m a SX/SO because that would make some sense and i typed as that before. Except that i don’t have ANY trait of a sp-blind. Then nope, i’m still a so-blind

okay, so sx/so would make sense because you typed as one before? then why the fuck ENFJ and 6 are completely out of options? you were mistyped as them too. also I love that you keep saying you cannot be this type because either just no or other factors. but don’t worry. most people are able to type people by, you know, observing their behaviour and talking to them. which I just did.

>Also, i’m the most SX-dom to ever exist???? If we could have only one IV, i would simply be SX

nah, you’re not. you have sx, it’s true, but it’s not dom.

>What a stupid argument adjfkrk. I haven’t ended this conversation because a) I’m right and b) who gives a single fuck about an internet discussion????? Do you know all of this literally doesn’t matter in real life????? Do you know i’ll just post this and go back to my amazing life as if it didn’t happen????

wow, so because it doesn’t matter you keep responding? addition: that’s why you blocked as all? also “amazing life”??? can you turn off your fucking 3 fix soc for one goddamn second.

no one taught you that the harder you try to appear as something you’re not, the worse it gets?

>In real life, i’m conflict avoidant and i don’t have to prove that to you

THIS IS REAL LIFE. YOU’RE TALKING TO A REAL PERSON. I’M TALKING TO YOU. A REAL PERSON. YOU FUCKING TYPED THIS ON YOUR KEYBOARD OR ON YOUR PHONE. WHATEVER. YOU SPEND YOUR APPARENTLY SUPER AMAZING IRL TIME TO INTERACT WITH ME IN THE SAME WAY YOU WOULD INTERACT WITH ACTUAL PEOPLE. seeing you in real life would change NOTHING, except I’d be able to see your body language. which honestly doesn’t matter when you’re so obvious to type.

9 would end this conversation a long time ago. An actual INFJ 9 told you that.

>finally the fact that I don’t understand english well enough (again, stop being so fucking condescending about this)

??????SDFfkhkfhjjkKDFKFGFJjkg?YUHRTO7O78??????????????????SDFKDFKDH??? WHERE BITCH. WHERE. you’re projecting. I didn’t say anything about your english skills in my post. nothing. but you’re insecure about it and you’re projecting your fear onto me, thinking I was mocking you for it. why can’t you see the shit you accuse others of doing?

>Also I love that you genuily think I’m an ENFJ 639 SO/SX… As if that wouldn’t be the type most known for their amazing social skills

once again. you don’t know theory. you don’t know what soc blidness actually looks like. you don’t know what Fe is like. you don’t know what any enneagram type is like.

also, sp-blind 6s are rare, but they exists. mostly nothing but a giant mess.

>Literally no one could ever get close to my level of optimism and hope in other people, the universe and life in general

>For 6s, when something goes wrong they literally think their whole life is over. While instead i ignore whatever is going wrong and get back up without thinking

psst. have u ever heard of 6w7? because I just found out your wing!

>I also trust people a lot. Of course I’m not a naive bitch who lets everyone in because I have SP. But what I mean is i don’t distrust everyone and think that they’re all against me and are going to betray me, as 6s usually do. I don’t test people to prove if i should trust them or not. All 6s do that and I think it’s pathetic

you don’t understand what 6s are.

also. everyone thinks 6s are pathethic. including 6s themselves.

>Finally, If I don’t trust myself it’s because of my mental illnesses and countless childhood trauma. Literally every type can distrust themselves. But fuck you for making me bring that up

no one fucking made you bring it up. fucking. no one. stop being so goddamn defensive. stop acting like a victim. stop projecting. stop trying so hard to act like someone you’re not. you could, you know, FUCKING YEET OUT OF THIS DISCUSSION LIKE A PROPER 9 WOULD DO

>If i ever use projection as a defense mechanism, it’s only due to my mental illnesses and what i have always been taught. This was literally the point of my post, every single type can be an emotional mess: as proven by me and my family

“ever”. ha. funny joke.

you realize just because your behaviour can be justified by external something, it doesn’t mean you can’t be a 6? like. for example, you can be a shut in because of your social phobia AND be a 5. one doesn’t exclude each other.

or like fucking me, be a 6 and have clinical anxiety that is actually not fucking related to your type.

>And i’m not acting defensive and attacked??? I’m literally chilling here… and unlike you, studying for my future and doing something productive with my life :)

wow I’m so unbothered wow :) and chill :) like a conflict avoidant type I am :) like the person that keeps projecting shit :) that doesn’t know when to give up :) that keeps accusing people of attacking her :) that calls people bitches and then delete post because they’re a coward :) that blocks people because she can’t handle admitting she was wrong :) that feels a need to consantly repeat how unbothered she is because god she’s so unbothered :)

>No shit sherlock, there you go again schooling me about something I already know

wow you know this? weird. because u keep proving you don’t know basic stuff.

oh and louder for people in the back.

STOP BEING SO GODDAMN DEFENSIVE. STOP ACTING LIKE A VICTIM. STOP PROJECTING. STOP TRYING SO HARD TO ACT LIKE SOMEONE YOU’RE NOT. AND FOR SAKE OF THIS FUCKING WORLD TURN OFF YOUR 3 FIX SOC BECAUSE YOU’RE LITERALLY UNBEARABLE TO LISTEN TO.

#bye

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