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#2nd when my family was having a screaming match so i left for a walk and got a hot chocolate at 7/11
fridayiminlovemp3 · 14 days
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i love buying a hot drink to pass the time shout out buying a hot drink to pass the time
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plentyoffandoms · 1 year
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female reader x darius martin...darius finally gets cleared to wrestle again and him and his s/o celebrate this together and he proposes to her.
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Darius Martin x f/Reader
Main Masterlist ♡ AEW Masterlist ♡ Darius Martin Masterlist
Just like all my other stories, this has not been proofread, but please enjoy.
Gifs & photos do not belong to me. 1st & 2nd @sethfknrollins
Warnings: Some swearing. Pure fluff.
Word Count: 1970
Sorry it took me so long to get out. Been busy. Hope you like it. This also got out of hand and much longer than I was anticipating.
Summary: Darius is finally cleared to wrestle again. He and his girlfriend decide to go out and celebrate.
Darius Martin's POV:
I finally got off the phone with my family. It felt like I was forced to talk to every single family member that was there, but at least I was able to tell them all the good news.
I can finally wrestle again.
I am finally cleared. Hopefully this time, I won't get hurt or get hurt as bad that I will have to take time off to recover again.
I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I almost ignored it until I realised I have not called one person. Probably the most important in my life.
I smiled when I saw her photo as I answered the phone.
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"Hey, Carebear."
"What did they say?" I can just imagine her biting her lip with worry. Usually, she would say hello back, but she has been worrying nonstop about the outcome of this appointment.
"I am all cleared baby." I pulled the phone away from my ear as I heard her scream with excitement.
"Shit, I am sorry love. We have to celebrate."
"Already ahead of you. Be ready to go for 5 YN. Nothing fancy. Just what you usually wear baby."
"I will be ready Darling. I love you."
"I love you too YN."
She hung up and I went to go to my car, but I realised I was close enough to walk to my next destination, so I put more change in the meter and walked down the street to the mall to head to the jewelers who told me my item is ready for pick up.
Walking down the street, I was in my own world, reminiscing about our relationship.
I was about 7 years old when a new family moved in next door to us. Dante and I were looking out my bedroom window, watching as the moving van was slowly being emptied.
We both got excited when we saw a kid-sized bed being carried into the house, but we haven't seen the new homeowners yet.
We finally left the window when our Mom called us for lunch. From our living room window, we could see outside but some cartoons had caught the eye of both my brother and me.
I saw some movement out of the corner of my eye and I looked out the window and that is when I first laid eyes on YN LN. She was caring a massive Wish Bear.
YN was looking around and she must have known I was looking at her because we locked eyes and she smiled at me and waved. I waved back, calling out to my Mom that I was going to go say hi to our new neighbours.
We became friends that day. Our families quickly became friends and people always knew that YN and I were always together, but things changed when we reached Junior High.
Even though we had our own friend groups, YN and I still hung out after school whenever we could. But whenever I was around YN, I could barely form any words, my palms felt sweaty every single time I was around YN. But then, it was time for the school dance.
We decided to go together, as our two friend groups decided to go together, so who better to go with YN than me?
But as our parents were taking what felt like hundreds of pictures, I couldn't take my eyes off her. YN was wearing a simple dress that had a black skirt and the top part was blue and it matched the little bow tie I was wearing.
I didn't notice at the time that both of our Moms nudged one another as they caught me looking at YN.
Her Dad drove us to the dance and we met up with our friends. She and her friends danced around in a circle together and the guys and I would randomly go and join, but we stayed against the wall and talked.
Then for some reason, the DJ decided to play Love Story by Taylor Swift. YN and I looked at one another and I made my way over to her. I held out my hand and she took it. It was the first slow dance we ever did together. 
After the dance, we went home and didn't talk about that moment. We just played it off like it is something that best friends do. The school year ended and YN was off to see family in Canada and I was going to be stuck at home.
But the night before she was due to leave, I got a text from her saying to meet her at our spot.
I snuck out of my house, but my Parents told me years later that they knew I went out that night. I practically ran down the street to the park and there she was, sitting on a swing, patiently waiting for me.
YN looked up when she heard me and I don't know what came over me, but as I looked at her, the realisation came crashing down on me.
I am in love with my best friend.
I must have said it out loud because her eyes got wide and her mouth fell open but nothing came out. I turned and ran back home, not wanting to face her.
I could hear her running after me but I didn't stop. I ran all the way home and went to my room and turned off my phone.
I stayed in my room even when my Mom told me that YN was standing downstairs waiting for me to say goodbye. I just pretended to be asleep.
When I heard the car doors slam closed and her family finally drive off, I knew it was safe for me to leave my room.
For the rest of the summer, I was convinced I fucked up and didn't respond to her at all. YN finally gave up trying to contact me.
But on the first day of High School, I was surprised to see YN standing at my front, demanding that we talk.
I tried to walk past her but five simple words made me stop. "I love you too Darius." I turned back to look at her and I was expecting her to be looking at the ground but she was staring intently back at me.
"Even though you hurt me Darius by ignoring me all summer." She wiped angrily at her face and I have always hated seeing her cry so I wrapped my arms around her for the first time since the dance and I just whispered how sorry I was.
I heard the front door open and Dante came sauntering by us. "Just kiss her you idiot."
I was going to turn around and slap the shit out of him when I felt her lips on mine. At that moment we had our first kiss.
We walked to school together holding hands and I walked her to her classes, even though for a few of them, I had to run across campus to get to mine on time.
We were together all through High School and only broke up a few times. During those times we weren't together, as I was kissing other girls, it didn't seem right. They were not my YN.
The same YN that believed in my dream of becoming a Professional wrestler. She would spend many weekends watching Dante and me train but I always made time for her those evening.
She would come and watch us whenever she could. YN was going to school to become a nurse and graduated in the top 5 of her class. I was and still am very proud of her.
And through our busy hectic lives, we still managed to stay together. Even when Dante and I got signed to AEW, YN packed up our small apartment and moved to Florida to be near me.
Then I got hurt with a torn ACL and spent many months doing physiotherapy and Doctors appointments to be able to return to wrestling.
Almost a year later, I returned to join my Brother at AEW.
A few short months later, I was in a car accident. I remember being wheeled into the Emergency Room and I heard YN before I saw her.
Even though I could barely see her, I knew she was the nurse next to my head, running along side the gurney.
I don't remember much else as I passed out, but I woke up to YN sleeping in the chair next to my hospital bed. I smiled when I saw her there and I quickly went back to sleep.
YN took off as much time as she could to take care of me at home but as soon as I could convince her to go back to work, she did, and she made sure to be there for all of my appointments.
Except for this one today as no one could take her shift.
"Sir? Have you been helped?" A new voice brought me back to what I was doing.
"I am just here to pick up. I was told my item was ready. My name is Darius."
"Oh yes, just this way. Whoever the lucky person is, they are going to love it." They said to me as they showed me the finished work. I gently took it from their hand and expected it.
"I have to agree. She is going to love this."
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YN was ready to go by the time I got home. I quickly changed into different clothes and we were out the door.
"Where are we going, Darius?" YN asked as I started the car.
"You will just have to wait and see Carebear." I grabbed her hand and kissed her palm. YN kept asking me where we are going but I didn't tell her, but soon she started to recognise where I was taking her.
"Lake Eola Park Darius? I thought you may want to go out and eat or to the arcade." YN was confused, surprised but confused.
"No better place than taking you to our first date location here in Florida baby."
"Are we gonna rent the Swan-Shaped Paddle Boat?" YN asked me. We didn't get to last time as they were all rented out by the time we got there.
"Already did. I knew how much you wanted too last time but we couldn't."
We soon found ourselves paddling to the middle of the lake, laughing and having a great time. The sun is setting and I figured now would be the best time.
"Darius, I am still confused though. Of all things to do to celebrate your return to wrestling, why this?" YN asked me once more as she was staring into the sunset.
"Darius?" She said my name as I haven't responded to her question. YN gasped when she saw me holding my hands up with a box in front of me, with what I was hoping is her perfect engagement ring.
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"YN, I had this big speech to ask you to marry me, but I know I don't have to say anything that we both don't already know. That I have loved you since the moment we first all those years ago when you moved in next door. We have spent our lives growing up together and I can not imagine growing older with anyone else other than you. So YN, will you marry me?"
"Yes, Darius. A thousand times yes." I slipped the ring on her finger and she wrapped her arms around me and we shared our first kiss as an engaged couple.
Our kiss ended and we leaned our foreheads against one another.
"I love you so very much YN."
"And I love you Darius. Forever and always."
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sitp-recs · 3 years
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Do you know of any fics under 10k that aren’t too angsty? ❤️
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Hi anon, I most certainly do! Thanks so much for sending this ask, I was super excited when I saw it because I’m always happy to celebrate short fics - they could use more appreciation! I’ve wanted to do a proper shorts reclist for a while so I indulged myself and went big, hope you don’t mind! Putting this together was quite hard - going through my bookmarks I realized that I usually go for angsty shorts 💀 so I tried my best not to include anything too extreme, I hope these are okay!
This became a lil monster with 40 recs (and I have lots more hehe) so I decided to sort them by genre - the last category includes light angst (more on the contemplative side) because I can’t help myself. Shout-out to @tackytigerfic for giving me a 2nd opinion and helping me polish this - and for being a darling in general. Happy readings!
ROMANCE/COMFORT
1. Sun Stroke by @peachpety (2020, E, 3k)
Warm, sexy and wholesome, this fic makes my heart soar with the magical beach setting, amazing friendship dynamics and the sweet get together with a delicious side of smut!
2. oxygen [Fic & Art] by @maesterchill (2020, T, 4k)
Tentative acquaintances become something more over a shared smoke at the balcony. Sexy, mature, deliciously atmospheric and full of promise - plus Healer Draco is always a treat!
3. Catch the Snitch (No, Catch My Heart) by @prolix- (2020, E, 4.5k)
Gorgeous bath fic where Harry and Draco just... take care of each other. The raw emotion packed here! Lush and vivid build up with stunning body worship, hot and intimate and breathtaking.
4. Thermodynamic Equilibrium by DorthyAnn (2017, T, 5k)
This quiet comfort fic gives our boys some well deserved healing through physical touching and late night companionship. Love the 8th year atmosphere, soothing and familiar.
5. Blue Sky Is Living Here Today by ignatiustrout (2018, G, 5k)
The loveliest kid fic you’ll see today - real characters, gentle longing, soft understanding. It’s a joy to watch dad Draco through Harry’s smitten eyes, as he realizes there’s no rush to live that love.
6. Gravity Centered by @carpemermaidtales (2019, E, 6.7k)
Possibly my favorite Quidditch fic, this has an original premise and amazing Drarry dynamics, casual and organic, sassy and familiar, with a perfect lil twist at the end!
7. Up The by @shiftylinguini (2018, E, 7.5k)
One of the funniest PWPs I’ve ever read, clever and charming with easy banter and delicious smut. A sweet and sexy glimpse into the Drarry married life! Cw Mpreg
8. And a Malfoy in a Pear Tree by lauren3210 (2015, E, 8k)
Sweet sweet coffee shop Christmas romance! Love the light and fun atmosphere, the easy banter and cute wooing while supportive Ron cheers in the background, what a treat!
9. Ice Snakes, Glow-worms and Wolverine Stew by khalulu (2015, M, 8.4k)
Khalulu writes the softest Drarry, it never fails to put a smile on my face. This has a gentle and sweet get together, with lovely slow burn, a gorgeous San Francisco setting and matchmaker Kreacher 💗
10. Life goes not backward by @shealwaysreads (2020, T, 8.8k)
This delicate comfort fic has a special way to tug at my heartstrings - a gorgeous tale about found family and the unexpected wonders of life. Gentle, magical and breathtaking in its simplicity.
HUMOUR
11. in charge by @bonesliketambourines (2020, E, 2.4k)
The ultimate brat Draco, bossy and confident and absolutely gorgeous with his long hair and impossible snark. Charming and funny, this packs so much character and domestic bliss under 3k! Perfect spoiled Draco is perfect.
12. The Morning After by birdsofshore, capitu (2015, M, 5.3k)
This is hysterical and so delightfully creative - Draco exploring Harry’s kitchen and charming a prudish appliance is the kind of cute, silly endeavor I need with my morning coffee!
13. The Spoiling of Sex From Enthusiastic Ignorance by @cibeewastaken (2020, E, 6k)
I’m impossibly enamored with Cibee’s drama queen Draco and his passionate missions! This time he’s decided to get some good diq, and the dialogue and mutual pining will make you smile from beginning to end.
14. All Tied Up by MyNameIsThunder (2020, M, 6k)
This is a secret relationship delight! Sneaking around gets so much better when dramatic Blaise is losing his shit to protect the Council of Serpents’ integrity! A+ faux-drama, super fun and sweet.
15. Luckiest Fucking Size Queen Alive by @l0vegl0wsinthedark (2016, E, 6.2k)
My favorite brand of thirsty and chaotic Draco; being inside his mind is such a crazy ride and you won’t stop laughing for a second. Amazing dialogue and insanely scorching smut as per loveglows’ usual 🤤
16. Sex Ed for Aurors by curiouslyfic (2010, M, 8.7k)
This is a Harry triumph, so fun and charming! Here he’s the one chaotic and thirsty, for a change - I’m obsessed with his internal ranting under the lust potion. Brilliant narrative and top notch characterization, a classic!
17. Ferocious Determination, Insufficient Deliberation, and a Slightly Wrong Destination by Faith Wood (2012, E, 9.5k)
Drunk Draco has never been so absurd and I LOVE it! This goes from hilarious to vulnerable and sweet in a heartbeat; pining Draco is a precious thing and Harry’s gentle persistence made my heart swell.
18. Stand Back: I'm About to Perform Archaeology by Blowfish_Diaries (2018, E, 9.7k)
This fic could definitely use more appreciation - I had a blast with Draco’s hilarious voice and their cute married banter! The plot is quite original and I love the 8th year domestic vibes.
19. The Full Monty by @magpiefngrl (2017, E, 9.8k)
The calendar fic we deserve 👏🏻 this is ultimate thirsty Draco being completely obliterated by Harry’s casual attractiveness but mostly by his kind heart and big smile. One of my favorite comfort reads, hilarious, sweet and so damn sexy, the full monty combo is here!
20. Aural Gratification by birdsofshore (2014, E, 10k)
This fic is a classic, charming and hysterical with an adorable Harry thirsting over Draco’s smooth voice. Such an original concept and engaging read, not to mention the rewarding shade of smut!
SMUT
21. Tense by Faith Wood (2013, E, 3k)
Me, reading smut for the dialogue? It’s more likely than you think 😂 this fic is hilarious and hot all at once, with perfect banter and clever dialogue, really a smut triumph!
22. Under Your Skin by @p1013 (2020, Explicit, 4k)
Great premise and the sexiest build up, ugh so much teasing and anticipation as pierced Draco takes Auror Harry’s control away 🔥kudos at the A+ twist and promising ending!
23. The Slytherin Urn by @icmezzo (2015, E, 4.6k)
This fic’s geniality slaps me in the face, what a fascinating concept! Redemption kink and magical theory walk together as Harry loses his mind over competent Draco doing some badass curse-breaking ritual.
24. Once Bitten by Frayach (2012, E, 5.6k)
Still one of the hottest things I’ve ever read, lush and raw and absolutely breathtaking. Dark and tender at once, it explores biting kink with unapologetic precision and I love that!
25. Matched Set by astolat (2016, E, 5.7k)
One of my faves by the genius astolat, this is a perfect mix of hot size kink, A+ dirty talk and a brilliant and nuanced plot showing how Harry navigates his post-war reality. A must-read!
26. Teeth by @amelior8or (2020, E, 6k)
This fic is an emotional rollercoaster and goes from light-hearted and casual to vulnerable and tender in a second. Hot and intimate feat scorching wall sex, gut-punching lines and enthusiastic consent🔥
27. Born Slippy by @dracoladon (2020, E, 8.3k)
My favorite clubbing fic ever, clever and sensual, a master class in UST including the drunk haze confusion and panty kink as a treat! I can’t even talk about this fic without blushing 😳
28. The Page Eleven Wars by fireflavored (2010, E, 8.5k)
Competitive boys fighting for dominance both in bed and at the gossip column’s first page This is peak enemies to lovers: witty banter, hot smut screaming switching rights and feisty stubborn idiots finally getting over their asses.
29. The Things They Never Say by @bixgirl1 (2017, E, 9k)
Angry porn with (many) feels, this feels like a punch to the solar plexus. The explosive Drarry chemistry gives way to something quieter and gentler and full of longing, ugh but it aches so good. Absolutely exquisite!
30. Sweet Indulgence by @the-sinking-ship (2020, E, 10k)
The title says it all; this is a lush and charming read, with chaotic but nuanced Draco pining over authoritative, edgy Harry 😳 steaming pent up tension that culminates in glorious semi-public smut, is your body ready?
CONTEMPLATIVE/SOFT ANGST
31. Sharing a Pack by sugar_screw (2016, E, 2.7k)
A fully fleshed-out love story in less than 3k, with complex characters and powerful feels. Raw, poignant and unbelievably romantic.
32. Still Life by orphan_account (2019, M, 3k)
A superb and gut-punching story where Harry realizes all the little things that make Draco so very different from him - and falls in love anyway. Powerful in its simplicity and concise elegance.
33. Harmony (Left-Handed Melody Remix) by mindabbles (2010, M, 5.8k)
Draco finds his way post-war and Harry meets him in the middle. Aching and bittersweet but also hopeful, with a delicious side of coconut cake, Harry in black robes and Romeo & Juliet as soundtrack.
34. Let Me Have You and I'll Let You Save Me by Frayach (2012, M, 6k)
Enemies to lovers deluxe version! Come and feast on this original narrative, amazingly clever, rich and detailed, telling us an unlikely but inevitable love story.
35. A Pain of Our Choosing by @lqtraintracks (2020, E, 6k)
Broken boys fucking through their issues and healing together during the post-war is so my jam! A+ LQT goodness, this fic is evocative and quietly devastating, but full of feels and hope.
36. Our Little Life by @tackytigerfic (2020, M, 7k)
I’ve screamed about this brilliant fic recently; inventive, poignant and utterly romantic, this fic shows all the ways in which Harry and Draco find each other across space and time.
37. the keys to your kingdom by thistle_verse (2016, E, 7.5k)
A beautiful love story packing an impressive amount of character, conflict and emotion. We are invited to witness as work partners Harry and Draco finally take a leap of faith and grow out of their casual arrangement.
38. Clear As Mud by scoradh (2005, M, 9.8k)
Subtle and heart-wrenching, the sharp and clever narrative creates fascinating dynamics between this brilliantly written Draco and poor oblivious Harry trying to make sense out of it. An all-time fave. Cw: infidelity (not Drarry).
39. fine i'll hold my breath / til i forget it's complicated by teatrolley (2015, E, 10k)
Fucks buddies gone wrong but make it soft so we get to watch as pining Draco patiently waits for Harry to get the memo. Sweet and intimate, with lots of late night talks and comfortable silence.
40. Tidings of Comfort series by @blamebrampton (2012, G, 10k)
Quietly cathartic and atmospheric, this fic is a poignant balm to the soul; such a beautiful tone, such lovely interactions! A must-read for those who enjoy church settings, honest talks and redeemed Draco. All-time fave.
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drowsy-writer · 3 years
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I Can't Stop— regulus black x reader
Summary: An unmovable object vs. an unstoppable force (aka Reader tries to get Regulus to bed) 
Warning:  cursing, angst, bittersweet fluff, crying
Notes: Reader has she/her pronouns and is a Hufflepuff; this can also be read as either romantic or platonic also yes I sometimes face claim regulus as Benjamin Wadsworth pls don’t @ me i’m new here lol
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Hogwarts 1975
Every Hufflepuff knows that when 10:00 hits, the kitchen goes silent. No pots boil, no ovens switch on―without the house elves, the place is as silent as the library on a good day. The alluring scents of the day’s meals would linger in the air, hitting the face of every Hufflepuff who entered eager to make it to their common room and call it a night.
Tonight the smells of roasted chicken and creamy beef stew were replaced with the stingy aroma of coffee as two students sat at the end of the kitchen’s massive table, books spread out amongst themselves. Two gigantic porcelain mugs were placed within arms reach and a fresh pot of coffee sat between them.
“Find anything yet?” the Hufflepuff asked. Her [h/c] curls bounced slightly as she looked up from her piece of parchment, observing the pale Slytherin boy across from her scrunch his brows.
“No,” Regulus shut another book and tossed it on top of the stack next to him. He reached over to his mug, which embarrassingly had an orange flat-faced kitten painted on it, and downed its remaining contents. He then slammed the mug on the table and ran both of his fingers through his short ebony locks,” nothing. Yet.”
“House elves are bound to wake up soon,” [Y/N] mused. She cocked her head towards the tiny door sitting next to the fireplace,” maybe we should call it a night.”
Regulus groaned as he reached for the pot of coffee and poured himself another cup. The pot shook a bit as Regulus poured it, the bags underneath his eyes growing darker. [Y/N] looked at her friend and sighed.
“We’ve gone through almost the whole library, Reggie,” [Y/N] said. Regulus took a quick swig of his refilled cup of coffee and cracked open another book,” look! That’s even the same book you opened last night. Cover and all!”
“Nope,” Regulus held up the book and tapped his pale finger on the cover where it read Volume 2. It was [Y/N]’s time to groan as she took her own mug, this one with a silly looking dog on it, and sipped at the now cold contents. Her face scrunched up as she placed the mug down,” Zatara might’ve been a loon, but he was Bullock’s assistant. He probably hid something in here so Dumbledore or anyone else couldn’t find and burn it..” 
“What makes you think that Volume 2 is gonna have something when the first one didn’t?” [Y/N] had got up from her chair, cold cup of coffee in hand, and dumped it down the drain of the sink behind her. She turned the faucet on, rinsing out the mug and gently putting it back on the drying rack. When [Y/N] spun around, she was met by Regulus’s signature scowl,” don’t get your knickers in a twist. You know I’m right. I’m always right with these sorts of things.”
“I know,” Regulus hissed. He looked back down at the book,” but right now, I’m hoping you’re wrong.”
[Y/N] huffed as she sat back down on her chair again. A small yawn escaped her lips but she knew it’d be a while until Regulus decided to pack his stuff and leave. This was the case every night since 2nd year where Regulus and [Y/N] would stay up right before the elves came back in to prep for breakfast, reading and discussing topics both school related and pure nonsense. Neither knew how this little tradition started and, quite frankly, neither cared. It was a breath of fresh air for [Y/N] and a sense of normalcy Regulus craved for within his ever turbulent life. 
As of recently, however, their midnight meetings were overwhelmed with a sense of dread. It had been months since Regulus had properly been exposed to the world of the Death Eaters and of Lord Voldemort, courtesy of his mother. From then on, he had been put into an almost inescapable hole, one that he was intent of crawling out of. Regulus might've not had the luxury of running away like his brother, but he sure as hell wasn't going to give in without a fight.
“So if I am wrong, what’s gonna happen next?” [Y/N] asked.
Regulus quirked a brow as he stopped reading the passage he was on. Not even bothering to look up, Regulus clicked his tongue in thought. He then, to [Y/N]’s annoyance, shrugged his shoulders and continued to read.
“I don’t know. Haven’t thought that far yet.”
“What do you mean you haven’t thought that far yet? We’ve been looking into Horcruxes for the past three months and you haven’t the clue as to what you’ll do next?!”
“Something like that.”
“You're so—,” [Y/N] let out a muffled scream as she buried her head in her hands,” you're insufferable, you know that? Why am I even friends with you?”
“Haven't thought that far yet either,” Regulus smirked. 
“Very funny, Reggie. Now c’mon,” [Y/N] motioned towards the stack of books,” let’s stash these away. We’ve got a Potions exam tomorrow morning, remember?”
“Yes, I remember.”
Regulus didn’t make an effort to get up and continued to read through the book. As Regulus flipped through another page, [Y/N] muttered underneath her breath as she jumped down from her seat and walked over to the Slytherin’s side.
“Alright. That’s it.”
Before Regulus could make sense as to what was happening, [Y/N] wrapped her hands around his waist and hoisted him up from the seat.
“[Y/N]?!” Regulus sputtered, dropping the book from his hands,” let me go!”
“Oh shut it, Black! You need to get some sleep!”
Still in her arms, Regulus tensed as their bodies pressed against one another. He cursed himself underneath his breath as his face flushed red.
“Just put me down. Now.”
“No.”
“[Y/N]—!”
[Y/N] tightened her grip as Regulus squirmed within her hold. She dragged him from his chair to the middle of the kitchen where he finally pushed himself off.
“What the hell was that for?”
“You need to sleep, Regulus! You can’t keep burning the candle at both ends. You’ll fall back if you keep doing this.”
“Well what else am I supposed to do, then? Run away from my problems like my brother? Ignore them? I can’t just turn away from my family and pretend nothing ever happened!” Regulus shouted. His breathing turned ragged, as if he just finished yet another Quidditch match, “what would you expect for me to do?”
“I—I don’t know! I don’t have the answers for everything!” [Y/N] retorted. Regulus groaned as he turned around, intent on picking up where he left off in his book,” but I do know that when the time comes, whatever remnants of a plan you do have, you’ll be too exhausted to do anything about it!”
Regulus stopped in his step as he stared at the rack of spices before him, afraid of meeting his friend’s eyes. He took a deep breath, composed himself, and turned around. His eyes had yet to meet [Y/N]’s as they shifted throughout the room.
“Why are you—ugh,” Regulus sighed as he ran his hands through his hair,” I just—this is how I work, [Y/N]. You’ve known it since 2nd year. Even when I stop, I can’t stop. When I go to sleep at night, my mind is still racing with all this bullshit about purebloods and Muggles and—.”
“But you can’t just—.”
“—And the fucking potions test you won’t stop telling me about! There’s so many things in my mind that I think Bellatrix’s head looks healthy compared to mine! I can’t stop thinking about my family, my house, even Sirius for Godric’s sake! I can’t stop worrying that if I were to put a pause for even a sliver of a second, everything I’ll ever love will cease to exist. I can’t risk that [Y/N]. Not for a second. Not when I have so much on the line.”
[Y/N] looked down at the floor as her friend’s words ran rapid through her head. She touched her forehead with the palm of her hand, dragging them down until they met the bridge of her nose. 
“Fucking—I know that, Regulus. I just—,” [Y/N] gave a pained expression as she pinched the bridge of her nose,”—fuck! I just want you to be okay, ok? You’re my friend. My best friend, actually. It hurts like hell because there’s nothing I can do about it. I can get you as many books as you want, sneak out around the castle as much as you want, lie to as many people as you want , but I can’t—no. I won’t stand here and watch you whittle away. Not when I can do something to prevent it.”
Regulus swallowed hard as his eyes met [Y/N]’s and the pit that had been growing inside his chest began to increase, pushing painfully against his rips. He felt his lungs constrict and if Regulus didn’t know any better, he’d say someone casted a Crucio curse on him and it was slowly ripping his body from the inside out.
“I just can’t let him win, [Y/N],” Regulus mumbled. He leaned back on the table and pressed both hands to his face, rubbing at his eyes as tears began to build up in the corners,” I can’t let that thing win, no matter what.”
Shielding his face from [Y/N], Regulus quietly sobbed as his friend stood in front of him, tears threatening to pour out from her eyes as well. Taking a deep, shaky breath, [Y/N] slowly walked towards her friend and gently wrapped her arms around him. Despite the slight size difference, [Y/N] was able to situate her friend so that his face was buried in the crook of her neck. She combed a hand through his inky, black locks.
“I know won’t,” [Y/N] said,” but I highly doubt snake face over there is going to wait for you to take a quick power nap. We’ll beat him, but not like this.”
Regulus’s grip tightened around [Y/N] and she felt his lips pull into a smile as a low chuckle emitted from him. 
“It’s amazing how you’re not a Ravenclaw with how much wisdom you spout out.”
“Well I’m far more interested in my friends then a bloody book,” [Y/N] stepped back, hands still wrapped around Regulus, and smiled,” now let’s clean up and head to bed. You deserve at least one good night’s rest.”
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love4buckybarnes · 3 years
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BEST SLEEP
Summary: You have a not so great past. Being tortured and injected with a special serum created by a mad Scientist, you gained powers. You help Sam and Bucky one day, in return Bucky lets you stay with him. You and Bucky start developing feelings for each other. One night you have a nightmare and Bucky is there to help you.
Bucky Barnes x Ready. No warnings, some fluff. at the end. Told in 2nd POV.
A/N: This is my first story on here so hope you all enjoy. All my stories will be Bucky Barnes only, featuring some other characters. You can request stuff. I write smuts, imagines, etc. Most of my stories will take place after Endgame and TFAWS, but you may request at any point in time after Bucky is introduced.
She jolted awake in a cold sweat, gasping for air. Y/N’s eyelids peeled open to darkness. A faint blue hue gleamed from the window, illuminating the room. She shut her eyes for a second, only to have the nightmare that woke her from her slumber to flash back. Sighing, she tore the sheets from her sticky body. She tried swallowing, to dampen her parched throat only to feel a lump.
The cool water from the bathroom faucet soothed her throat. Y/N’s heart was still racing and she struggled to control her breathing. She gripped the porcelain sink in her hands tightly, her knuckles turning white. An anxious feeling boiled in her stomach. Forgetting her own strength, the sink crumbled into pieces. She cursed in frustration as she punched the wall, leaving a significant dent.
Y/N stood up and let out a surprised loud shriek, whirling around. She had not noticed the dark silhouette she knew as the Winter Soldier was standing behind her.
🔹🔹🔹🔹 backstory blurb 🔹🔹🔹🔹
Y/N has been living with Bucky Barnes for a couple of months. Before she met him, she was sold by her family for money to a scientist who performed experiments on her. He created his own serum to try to create new superheroes. She was one of many of his test subjects. Eventually, she had escaped thanks to her newfound powers. Because she had no one to go to, she was on her own.
One day, she happened to be in the wrong place at the right time. Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson were fighting a group of bad guys. One of the evil men shoved an SUV off the bridge. The poor civilian tried to jump out to avoid from drowning. He held on for dear life to the car. Not being able to stand there watching this man die and do nothing, Y/N jumped into action. Using her super strength, she pulled the automobile from falling along with the man.
It impressed Bucky and Sam. They heard Y/N’s story. In return for her help, Bucky offered her a place to stay in his spare room at his apartment here in Brooklyn, until she could get back on her feet.
Since living together, they grew close and formed a bond, hanging out and talking. They shared similar past. They both secretly had crushes on each other. Y/N couldn’t lie, she found Bucky to be attractive. And he found her attractive as well.
🔹🔹🔹🔹back to present🔹🔹🔹🔹
Concern etched on Bucky’s face as he took in the scene in front of him. “Still having a hard time, huh?” His tone is soft and velvety.
“Yeah,” she replied, not meeting his eyes. She struggled with dealing with her emotions sometimes. They would bottle up inside her and explode. Her nightmares weren’t often. When she had them, she would wake up gasping for air as if she was being choked in her sleep. Him on the other hand, she would hear his blood-curdling screams echo through the apartment. Most nights instead of sleeping, she would find him on the couch watching TV to keep himself awake.
His eyes traveled down to her legs. “You’re bleeding,” he said, a hint of worry lacing his voice. Bucky walked over to her, standing close. She could feel the heat radiating off of him, and she could smell the faint scent of the body wash he uses. His human hand took her wrist and tugged gently to signal to follow.
Bucky hoisted her on to his bathroom counter with ease. He pulled out what he needed from the cabinet. “This is gonna sting. Hold on to me. I really don’t want a broken sink too,” he joked, trying to lighten the mood. Without warning, he pressed a cotton pad soaked with rubbing alcohol on her wounds.
Y/N gritted her teeth, letting out hisses and profanities. She dug her nails into his metal arm. He mumbled apologizes. After he was done, he took a further look at the cuts, making sure she didn’t need stitches and patched them up with bandages.
“Want to tell me what happened?” he asked. His amazing blue eyes that held reassurance met hers.
“I just had a nightmare,” she admitted. “Couldn’t contain my emotions like always.”
If at all possible, his eyes softened even more. Bucky understood. He also had nightmares. He’s pretty sure she had heard him some nights.
Ever since that day they met, he felt drawn to her. A bit cliché, but it was true. He admired how courageous she was, how she’s been through a lot, but still saved the civilian from dying. She showed the world that she was brave and a hero, despite what she had endured.
Truth to be told, he also had a major crush on Y/N. He was completely smitten. Anytime she was around him, he couldn’t stop the giddy feeling. He wanted so badly to do something about it. Even though Bucky had strong feelings for her, he doubted she felt the same way.
“I know how that is. I’m right down the hall, or you can find me in the living room.” He hinted she could come to him whenever.
Y/N nodded and hopped off the counter. “Well, thanks for patching me up. I should try to sleep.” She made it to her room.
Bucky mustered up some courage. Before she could step any further, she felt a cold sensation on her shoulder.
He turned her around with his metal arm. “You can sleep on my bed. Besides, we’ll have to share a bathroom until yours gets fixed.” He guided her back to his room and grabbed a pillow.
“It’s your bed, I’ll take the floor,” she insisted.
Bucky shook his head. “Nope. You’re not sleeping on the floor, love.” The nickname of many, he called her always sends a warm feeling through her.
Y/N decided to be brave, not wanting to miss this opportunity. “Or we could share the bed.” She slides in and beckons him to join her.
He didn’t need to be told twice and followed her. Being the gentleman and didn’t want to intrude, he stayed on his side. “Sleep, doll. I’ll be right here.”
Y/N eventually fell asleep laying on her back, while Bucky laid there awake. Light snores left her mouth. Those lips that Bucky wanted to feel so badly on his own. He turned his head to watch her. Her eyes fluttered in her sleep. She then rolled over to her side suddenly and without realizing it, wrapped her arm around his waist, snuggling in close.
Bucky’s breath hitched and froze in surprise. At first he tensed up. He then relaxed under her touch, wrapping his own around her, bringing her further towards him. Without knowing it, he too was pulled into a deep slumber.
The sun blared through the window. Y/N groaned, covering her eyes. She slowly blinked them open. At first, she was confused about where she was, but heard soft snoring next to her and remembered. She realized that at some point in her sleep, she cuddled up to him. Embarrassed, she tried to sit up only for the surrounding arm to tighten, pulling her back.
She looked up at his face. He stirred in his sleep, blinking his eyes opened. “Mornin’ darling.” His voice was raspy from just waking up. “Any dreams?” He didn’t want to let go, not yet.
“No, not all. How about you?” she asked.
“I didn’t have any either. That was the best sleep I’ve ever had in a long time.” Bucky turned over to look at her. “Maybe this is the cure.” He was enjoying this, being so close to Y/N. He could get used to it. Not only that, but he wanted it to last forever.
Y/N shifted her head to peak at the clock on the nightstand. She jerked straight up, causing Bucky to jump up too. “Jeez Bucky. It’s three in the afternoon.”
“Well, it seems like we both needed the sleep,” he shrugged. “Should have sleep-overs more often.” She hummed in agreement.
“Thanks by the way.” He cocked his head to the side, silently asking why she’s thanking him. “For, you know, helping me last night.”
“No need to thank me, doll. I’m here for you anytime.” Here goes nothing, Bucky thought. “Truth is, I care a lot about you and I like you, like a lot.”
Y/N couldn’t believe her ears as she looked at him in those blue eyes. “I feel the same way, Bucky,” she confessed.
Bucky’s mouth was on hers when the words left her mouth. His lips were just like how she has imagined. Smooth with a bit of roughness. They molded against hers perfectly as she moved hers in sync. He placed his hand on both sides of her face, caressing her skin with the most gentle touch.
He can’t believe it either. Her lips are like pillows, soft and silky. He pulled away, making her whine, resting his forehead against hers. “We should get up. Don’t worry, we can do more of that later.” He looked at her, giving her a wink.
Y/N grinned like a ray of sunshine. “I’d like that.” His own grin matched hers at her words.
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heartfragment · 3 years
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Heart Fragment Walkthrough: Kay
When you discover the secrets of your family's past, Kay is the first ally to appear. Kay does not define himself by the fact that he is blind; rather, he is dependable, energetic, and cheerful - like sunshine. But sometimes his happiness somehow feels like a mask that he puts on...
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Note: Most endings have multiple ways of getting to them. This is a guide to guarantee you get them all, but feel free to mix and match or experiment with your own ideas!
Endings Overview
(for those who don't want a full guide, just the general idea of how to get the endings; if you want a step-by-step guide instead, keep reading!)
Kay branch 1 criteria: Certain traits will add points towards this branch. Branch 1 can be unlocked by focusing on the following traits: cautious, paranoid, nosey OR by having a heart that is orange or lower.
Kay branch 1, good end, romantic: end the route with a pink heart or higher
Kay branch 1, good end, platonic: end the route with an orange heart or lower
Kay branch 2 criteria: Branch 2 can be unlocked by focusing on the following traits: extremely high trust (bar to full is dark colored or almost fully dark colored), extremely low ego/selflessness (bar is pastel colored or almost fully pastel colored) OR by avoiding the traits paranoid, cautious, and nosey OR by heart that is pink or higher OR by selecting dialogue options that reinforce Kay's dependence on you.
Kay branch 2, good, romantic: end the route without any bad endings and you are guaranteed this, as there is no platonic end in branch 2
Kay bad ending 1: two potential moments can bring on this ending. 1st option is to keep your points with Kay low (a green heart or less is recommended) OR have the paranoid trait unlocked during Friday of Act 2. 2nd option is to have the paranoid trait unlocked during Sunday of Act 3
Kay bad ending 2: on branch 2 of Kay's route, have the nosey trait OR select to "search a bit more" when prompted
Kay bad ending 3: on branch 2 of Kay's route, have a dagger heart next to Kay's name
Kay bad ending 4: on branch 2 of Kay's route, choose "leave now" when prompted
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Full Walkthrough - Common Route
Speak your mind
Steam achievement granted when meeting Shannon: "Best Friends Forever"
Talk to her anyway
Ignore him and say nothing
Sit across the room
Search your father's name
Read the obituary as well
Steam achievement granted when finishing on your laptop: "Finding Answers"
I guess that wouldn't be so bad
Don't ask her
Nice to meet you
Steam achievement granted when meeting Kay: "Mr. Sunshine Smile"
This is a bit too much to take in
No
3 updates will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner, check all of them
Knock first
Say you don't care
ask all the questions available
Pull away
Have a quick nap first
Steam achievement granted shortly after choice: "Nightmare or Daymare"
Tell Kay about it
You can
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner, check it
Wait for him to speak
Admit that's the reason
Sure
CREATE SAVE POINT 1
Go back home
Steam achievement granted shortly after choice: "Can you hear me!?"
RELOAD SAVE POINT 1 after getting the achievement
Go look at clothes
I'll try some things on too
CREATE SAVE POINT 2
The black and white one
You look great
RELOAD SAVE POINT 2
The pink and blue star print one
You look great
RELOAD SAVE POINT 2
The aqua blue one
You look great
No
Ask if you can draw Kay
Talk about something else
It would have been bad either way
Don't disturb them
1 new update will appear in the bottom right corner phone at night time after a scene transition, click it for a bonus CG
Search anyway
Try turning it back on
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner, check it
Steam achievement granted shortly after viewing phone update: "Project NMCI"
Yes
Yes
Kay
The panacea
No
Superpowers
...a good power to have
I won't do it again
I hope you open up to me more
Your father
Where have you been?
Your father
Not really
Jasper
Sure, let's go
Sit down beside him
Nice outfit
Steam achievement granted when meeting Natalia: "Fancy Outfit, Odd Demeanor"
The smoothie bar is nearby
Something simple/classic
You can come tonight if you want
Suggest joining StarxSocial
Yes
Kay
Scream
Who are you chatting with?
Talk about Kay
Yes
What was that post all about?
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner, check it
Tell me more about his powers
Am I going to survive this...?
Shannon will worry if I'm late...
Tell Shannon about Kay going missing
Why would I tell you that?
Steam achievement granted when meeting Clive: "Suspicious Werirdo"
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner at night in your bedroom, check it
Steam achievement granted when meeting Jasper: "Knife-Wielding Antagonist"
type in the name "Ceaton"
Steam achievement granted when you type in the name Ceaton: "That's Your Name, Right?"
Reach out to the hand
Steam achievement granted when you grab the hand on the first choice: "Trust in the Hand"
I don't trust him enough to tell him
You can come again
Select the orange/red fragments
Steam achievement granted when you select the fragments: "Fantasy Select"
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Fantasy Intro / Act Zero
CREATE SAVE POINT 3
I don't think so
Tell him about the dream with Kay
Don't text her
I'm going to stay inside
I am scared, to be honest
Ask her about it some more
an eye symbol will appear at the bottom right of your screen, click it to read Lana's heart
I'm sorry for my outburst last time...
Touch his arm
I promise
Well...
Mention Kay going missing
Refuse to be friends with him
I don't trust him
Pancakes are great!
I don't want to talk about it
Walk in silence with him
an eye symbol will appear at the bottom right of your screen, click it to read Clive's heart
I need to keep an eye on him
when the beach search screen appears, find the orange feather in the water towards the center left of the screen
I'm happy
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Kay Act One
So... what shells did you find?
Fine, I admit defeat
I should plan my next move
I need to look eventually!
Don't set it up for him
Cream and sugar
I'm not sure
I really miss him
Make something up
I prefer you don't pry anymore
I need to save Kay!
an eye symbol will appear at the bottom right of your screen, click it to read Jasper's heart
Investigate
Find the letter on top of the cliffs, close to the center of the screen
Climb anyway
I dunno...
Don't give up
I still want him back!
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Kay Act Two
We are friends
Maybe a little... (for romantic ending) OR Quit teasing me (for platonic)
We'll just say we're friends
I'll get a sleeping bag for you
Whisper that he'll be okay
Ask Kay if it's okay
I'll help him interact with others
Go somewhere with Kay
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner in the kitchen during breakfast, check it
CREATE SAVE POINT 4
Jam
RELOAD SAVE POINT 4 AFTER GETTING THE BONUS CG WITH JAM IN IT
Syrup
Don't offer
I liked your smile
Yours makes me feel different
Tuck him into bed
Wake him
I promise
I do
Hold onto his hands (boosts romance) OR emphasize that he's safe (for platonic ending)
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner while in the living room prior to texting Shannon and/or calling your father, check it
Don't text her
...
It's rough
No
CREATE SAVE POINT 5
The Pirathon nature trail
I'm trying my best
Romance (boosts romance) OR happiness (for platonic ending)
Their music helped me through a lot
I wish I could show it to Kay
Cheer
That is a reason
I don't think of it that way
Grab his hand (romantic) OR reassure him (platonic)
They're not you
Run away
Steam achievement granted when you choose 'go back to him' or if you have high enough romantic points: "I Believe In Him"
Leave
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Kay Act Three
Jasper is your past
...raised to hate me
No
...he's kind of cute (romantic) OR he's a good person (platonic)
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner when you get the Kay chibi CG, check it
You were pretty close
Say you aren't sure
I like short people (note: option boosts romance. If you want the achievement but want to ensure you get a platonic ending, create a save point here and then reload to choose the other option)
Steam achievement granted when you choose 'I like short people': "Short = Cute"
Go check on him
Stay back
Don't beat yourself up about it
I am afraid
Hand them to Kay
Ask Kay if he wants to tell her
You ARE Kay
Steam achievement granted if you selected all the choices above so far: "Come To Terms With It"
Why would you want me to do that?
I don't mind
Tell him what he wants to know
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Kay End Branch 1
Hold him close (romantic) OR continue holding his hand (platonic)
I don't mind (romantic) OR either other option (platonic) (note: choice only occurs if you have at least a yellow heart with Kay at this point)
Ask him again if he has a preference
I want to see you (romantic) OR Yes, definitely (platonic)
I feel that way too (romantic) OR I care about you, as a friend (platonic)
Steam achievement granted for reaching Branch 1 ending: "The Sun Will Rise"
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RELOAD SAVE POINT 3
Fantasy Intro - Guide to Branch 2
Maybe we can hang out
Tell him about the dream with Kay
Text her
let's meet up soon
I guess I'll go sit outside for a bit
I am scared, to be honest
Leave the subject alone
I'm sorry for my outburst last time...
Touch his arm
I promise
I definitely don't regret it!
Mention Kay going missing
Give him the benefit of the doubt
I do prefer waffles, actually
Yes... I want to talk about it
Ask about his interests
Maybe I should give it a try someday
find the feather in the water near the center left of the screen
I'm happy
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Kay Act One
So... what shells did you find?
Fine, I admit defeat
I should get some rest
I need to look eventually
Don't set it up
Tea
I'm not sure
I really miss him
Make something up
It's alright
I need to save Kay!
Rest for a while
Sure
I still want him back!
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Kay Act Two
We are friends
Maybe a little...
We'll pretend to be dating
Steam achievement granted when you choose 'pretend to be dating': "Fake Date"
You can sleep in the bed
CREATE SAVE POINT 6
Whisper that he'll be okay
Ask Kay if it's okay
I'll help him interact with others
Spend the day together at home
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner in the kitchen during breakfast, check it
CREATE SAVE POINT 7
Jam
RELOAD SAVE POINT 7 AFTER GETTING THE BONUS CG WITH JAM IN IT
Syrup
Of course you can
I liked your goofiness
You will
Because I trust in you
I like having you around
Let him sleep on your shoulder
Wake him
I do
Hold onto his hands
Send a message to Shannon
I'm safe
It's rough
Yes
The Pirathon nature trail
I'm trying my best
Romance
Their music helped me through a lot
Maybe I'll redraw it someday
Cheer
You're right, it is
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner soon after the concert, check it
I don't think of it that way
Grab his hand
They're not you
You don't mean that
Tell the truth
Stay
Lay beside him
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Kay Act Three
Jasper is your past
...raised to hate me
Yes
...he's kind of cute
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner while you speak with Gray in the kitchen, check it
It's okay
Agree with Lana
Approach him
Hold onto his arm
I felt afraid
Hand them to Kay
Ask Kay if he wants to tell her
That's for you to decide
You'd be happy I'm having nightmares?
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Kay End Branch 2
You don't need to prove it
I don't see it that way
CREATE SAVE POINT 8
Go back upstairs
CREATE SAVE POINT 9
Search for Kay
I will be
Hand him the phone
Steam achievement granted if you have been consistently checking the phone for updates: "Kay Fan"
I'll go with you
1 update will show up on your phone in the bottom right corner while at Shannon's party, check it
Steam achievement granted for reaching Branch 2 ending: "Brighter Days"
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Bad Ending #1
RELOAD SAVE POINT 5
The Pirathon Beach
Steam achievement granted for reaching bad ending: "Goodbye, my friend"
Bad Ending #2
RELOAD SAVE POINT 8
Search a bit more
Steam achievement granted for reaching bad ending: "The demon's lover"
Bad Ending #3
RELOAD SAVE POINT 9
Leave now
Steam achievement granted for reaching bad ending: "Death By Blonde"
Bad Ending #4
Note: There is an achievement in this ending that can only be achieved by having a low relationship with your father. If you've followed this guide so far, you should have the right stats to get this achievement.
RELOAD SAVE POINT 6
Let him sleep
Tell Lana
I want to keep him close
Spend the day at home together
Syrup
Of course you can
I liked your smile
You two aren't anything alike
I want to look out for you
Let him sleep on your shoulder
Let him rest a bit more
I do
Hold onto his hands
Send a message to Shannon
I'm safe
It's not that I need a break
Yes
The Pirathon nature trail
You're right
Romance
I had a crush on the lead singer
Maybe I'll redraw it someday
Stay quiet
It's not because of him
You aren't difficult
Say nothing
They are you
Run away
Lie to him
Stay
Lay beside him
Jasper doesn't exist anymore
... a hateful person
Steam achievement granted for having a low bond with your father: "He's Not Important :)"
Yes
... he's kind of cute
It's okay
Say you aren't sure
I have a preference for tall people
Approach him
Stop in front of him
I'll stay
Don't
You're not Kay
You'd be happy I'm having nightmares?
Just stay by my side
Any reason to get better counts
Go back upstairs
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arcwhore · 4 years
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Trust
{rafe cameron} x {reader}
Request: Rafe cheating at a party. 
description: rafe has a soft spot for his little sisters best friend, and is there when she leaves. who’s gonna be there when he leaves?
warnings: angst, yelling, hitting
word count: 3163
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Your heels clicked as you walked up the steps of the Cresswell family manor, tightly holding your clutch in your left hand. Your right hand was clasped around your boyfriend's arm, and you could feel his biceps flex in anticipation.
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Every year at the end of the summer, all the Kooks went out with a bang. You were to wear the most formal attire you could find, and come with the intentions of getting fucked up.
 You had always gone with your best friend, Sarah, but just about a month ago, she started dating a Pogue; who was undeniably handsome, so you were happy for her. 
“As long as you’re happy, Sarah. I will always stand by you,” you had told her. 
She slipped away after that, barely making any time for you, ditching you at Midsummers. She was always with John B, and it hurt, but you knew that she deserved a good relationship, and so did she. You had took that as your que to venture out to new places; find new people. By new people, I mean Sarah’s brother. 
The first night she ditched you, you showed up at her house, clothes soaking wet. Despite the time, you rang the doorbell. When no one answered, you held your finger to the button, hoping there would be some kind of rapid alarm. It was all high tech, so you were just hoping, but really, you were probably just standing there like an idiot. 
After knocking, banging, and ringing the doorbell multiple times, muscly legs descended down the stairs. A tired--and very grumpy--Rafe appeared, walking towards the door all while rubbing his eyes. He saw you through the glass and debated on turning off the light and going back upstairs, but he didn’t want to have to deal with your constant pounding on the door. When he opened the door, you immediately stepped inside. 
“Woah, hey, what the fuck are you doing here?” Rafe complained. He was surprised by your entrance, your clothes clinging to your body and showing off your perfect curves. The light pink shirt you wore was now see through, prompting his eyes to attach themselves to your visible cleavage. 
“Where is Sarah?” You asked him. You figured he probably wouldn’t tell you. That, or he actually didn’t know. 
“How the fuck should I know? Little miss princess is probably hanging out with her pathetic pogue of a boyfriend.” He grumbled, taking a seat on the stairs and staring at you. 
“She ditched me! Left me at home, all by mys fucking self, while she goes out fucking her boyfriend! They’re probably having sex on his shitty bed right now, and shes not even thinking about me!”
“Well, to be fair, if she was thinking about you in the middle of sex that would be a little awkward…” Rafe interrupted. You glared at him, taking in a deep breath in an attempt to calm down. “Did you really run all the way over here just to rant to me about my sister?”
“Fuck me gently with a chainsaw,” you quoted. “Rafe, do I look like I have fucking teleportation skills? Of course I ran here! My car’s in the shop and Sarah was supposed to come over, but she didn’t and now 2 hours later, here I am, losing my shit because I’m not going to get a project done!” You vented. Rafe gave you a bitchy look, one eyebrow raised and his mouth in a straight line.
 “Come on, Rafe. Help me out here,” you begged. 
“Go home, Y/N,” he got up from his seat on the stairs, stammering towards you. He tried to usher you out the door, but you pushed his hands off. “Y/N…”
“Goddammit, Rafe!” you groaned, stomping out the door. You went out, sitting on the porch. You waited for the rain to die down, waited for some sign that it was going to slow; but it didn’t. 
Rafe watched you from inside, waiting on you to stomp your ass right back through the door, but you didn’t. You sat and stared into the night, watching the water droplets splash as they hit the stone pavement. His chest started to shrink as he watched you, his mind wandering. 
In an abrupt motion, he unlocked the door, pulling you inside. He motioned for you to follow him upstairs, and you crossed your arms reluctantly. You were starting to shiver from the AC, your cold clothes suddenly feeling like an ice bath. 
“Come on, I’ll get you some warm clothes.” you padded up the stairs after him, wondering why he was being so nice to you. You wanted to say something, to ask what the sudden change of heart was, but you knew it would ruin the moment. Your feet left prints on the floor, leading all the way to his bedroom. You watched him as he grabbed a pair of sweatpants and an oversized shirt-- well, Rafe sized-- and handed it over to you. 
“Bathrooms’ through there,” he nodded. You muttered a thanks before going to get changed. You stripped out of your sopping wet clothes, dropping them onto the floor like a wet mop. Rafe’s clothes were a bit big, but they were so comfortable. You walked back in holding your wet clothes in hand, holding them out to him.
“I didn’t know what you wanted me to do with them,” you said softly. He grabbed them from your hands, walking out of the room. He left you alone again, but this time you didn’t feel lonely. You sprawled out on his bed, taking in a deep breath of the leftover cologne on his sheets. You would have never admitted it, but he smelled amazing; like clean linens and lemon shampoo. The sound of footsteps approached you, but you were already falling into the darkness of sleep. Rafe rustled through his closet, trying to find something to put on the floor as a palette. He laid down, taking a pillow off the bed and shoving it under his head. He had a scowl on his face, upset that you took his bed, but when his eyes drifted to your peaceful figure, the frustration faded. A faint smile took its place, and he closed his eyes, drifting off. 
                                  ≿————- ❈ ————-≾
You walked in together, greeted by your friends who, not to your surprise, were already hammered. They giggled at your reaction, as you were trying to mediate their state until you got a little into your system. You let go of Rafe’s arm and headed to the kitchen. He watched you walk away, turning towards one of your mutual friends and starting a conversation. 
                                    ≿————-   ❈   ————-≾
The second time was Midsummers. You came to her house early, getting ready with her. She had told you that you two would dance and drink that night. She said she was sorry and wanted to make up for what she did. You were starting to doubt her more and more with every sentence she told you, but you agreed nonetheless. 
You had a light blue dress with leg slits while she had the same, but in red. You did each others makeup while she blasted music in her bedroom. 
“I’m sorry that I ditched you that night, Y/N. It was stupid... I don’t know what I was thinking skipping out on an opportunity to hang out with you,” Sarah apologized. She powdered your face, looking into your eyes sincerely. All you did was nod and smile, hoping that would suffice. 
“I missed you, Sarah,” you muttered. 
“I know, I miss you too. So damn much,” she put her brush down and gave you a tight hug. You sank into her embrace, allowing yourself a few minutes of peace before chaos. You sighed into her shoulder. 
“Let’s get this party started!” you suddenly screamed, changing the vibe in the room. 
“You bet!” Sarah replied. She walked over to her mirror, and you stood up to look at yourself. “You look beautiful.”
“You look gorgeous,” you smiled with reassurance, stepping into your shoes and heading downstairs. Rafe met you at the bottom wearing a light blue tux. Your eyes locked, and a spark of electricity ran down from your head to your toes. You felt all warm and tingly inside just from looking at him.
“Well look at us! Did you plan this Cameron?” You teased, stepping down to the 2nd bottom step to get to his height. A smile peaked through his lips, and he tried his best to conceal it. 
“Yeah, I definitely snuck into your closet just to see what color dress you were wearing just so I could match with your lazy ass,” he snickered. 
“Oh come on, you don’t gotta be mean, Rafe. We’ve known each other for 8 years, I think it’s time to start warming up.”
“I think we’re pretty warm, considering you slept in my bed the night my sister ditched you,” he struck. You rolled your eyes at his comment, simply just brushing past him. “We were talking, Y/N!”
“We were. Now were not,” you replied briskly, swinging the door to the Cameron household open and strutting out. He stared as you walked out, entangled in your sassy personality. He loved the way you fought with him; so playful, so harmless; but somehow, it always seem to hurt him the most when you walked away. 
You had been searching for Sarah for half an hour, and you were already frustrated. The party had started and people were drinking all around you, and it made it a lot harder to see through whiskey glasses. You grabbed an unattended drink from the bar, downing it in seconds as you walked inside. 
The music muffled inside the corridor, your heels clacking on the granite floors. You began to walk up the stairs, but you heard a deep voice rumble behind you. 
“Can’t find your precious friend?” Rafe asked. You spun around, your face turning red from embarrassment. You shook your head shyly. 
“It’s fine, I knew she would leave me anyway,” you shrugged your shoulders. He scoffed, looking at you with his pupils blown. “Don’t look at me like that, dumbass.” 
You averted your gaze, but it felt as if your eyes had magnets in them, and Rafe’s were the only other ones that could lock them in place. You felt your body start to heat up as he stared at you, and your sure that your eyes were starting to get wider. You felt his hand trace up your arm, the other grabbing your waist. You let out a small gasp, trying not to show him that you were too vulnerable. His hand reached your neck, reaching around the back of it and slowly pulling you in. He stopped right when your lips were centimeters apart, waiting for you to close the gap. 
You connected your lips with his, throwing your arms around his neck to pull him closer to you. His arm snuck around your waist and pulled your hips until they bumped into his. His lips glided on top of yours so gently, not at all like what you were expecting from him. Both of your minds were wandering, but someone clearing their throat ruined the mood. You pulled away from each other, checking in the direction of the noise. Ward stood there with a smirk on his face.
“If you’re gonna kiss, go do it in private,” he winked, passing by and heading to the bathroom. He turned to look at you, giving you the ‘I’m watching you’ motion, and you giggled. You turned back to Rafe.
“What do you say we take this somewhere more private, good sir?” You joked.
“Of course M’Lady,” he smiled. 
                                   ≿————- ❈ ————-≾
The smell of alcohol and weed was smothering, but you were trying to do anything to take the edge off. You had been looking forward to this party all day, and the fight with your parents early this morning didn’t help but fuel you more. You grabbed the closest bottle and took it straight, bringing it to your lips and feeling your body warm up. You kicked around the balloons that floated on the ground as you drank, swallowing swig after swig. You set down the bottle and took off your shoes, putting them on the pile in the corner before you saw Rafe headed towards you. You reached out your hands for him and screamed, “Let’s dance!” 
You dragged him out on the floor, backing up against him and grinding. He had his hands on your hips, swaying you, but he wasn’t holding you like he usually did. You spun around, trying to meet his gaze. When you turned, his eyes were preoccupied, but they snapped back to you before you could see what he was looking at. 
“What’s wrong?” Your head titled to the side in confusion, eyebrows furrowing. He shook his head.
“Nothing, sorry.”
“You sure? Cause I can get out way for you,” you retorted, rolling your eyes. You threw up your hands, exasperated, and walked to the kitchen again. He didn’t even try to follow you. You grabbed a pre-roll off the counter, pulling out the lighter in your bra. You inhaled, letting the smoke fill your lungs. Exhaling through your nose, your eyes closed and you allowed the beat of the music to flow through you. You started to sway your hips again, bringing your arms up in response. You moved towards the party again, joint still in hand. You moved through the overcrowded living room of sweaty teenagers, searching for your tree of a boyfriend. You took another drag, blowing the smoke in some strangers’ face. You couldn’t help but laugh when she made a disgusting face at you. 
The anger in your bones started to shake you when you couldn’t find Rafe. “I know damn well...”
Your thought process kicked in when you stepped out of the crowd. You stomped up the stairs, opening every door that was unlocked. You walked in on a few couples but left too quick to say sorry. You opened one door, and it was pitch black. You heard the bed stop squeaking when you entered. You flipped on the light, trying your best to make out the figures on the bed. It was a good idea, fucking a girl behind your back, but doing it in the dark so you would never suspect a thing, right? Wrong. 
“Rafe?” You shrieked, eyes settling on the half naked figure staring at you with wide eyes. You could hear the girl under him whisper to him. You smirked and advanced towards them. 
“Who is it, Rafe?” The girl asked. He stuttered, trying to find his words. He fully stood, trying to stop you from getting any closer.
“Yeah, who is it, Rafe? Who-” you pushed him back, “fucking is it?”
“Y/N, chill out,” he mediated. You laughed, looking over at the bed. 
“This bitch? Come on, if you’re gonna cheat on me, cheat on me with someone who’s prettier than me. It’s the least you can do!”
“I-I didn’t realize he had-” you interrupted the ginger.
“You, shut the fuck up and get out,” you yelled. She scrambled for her clothes, running out into the hallway with only her underwear on. You glared at him, waiting for a response. “Come on, say it big boy.”
“Y/N...” you raised your eyebrows, tilting your head in inquisitively. “I’m sorry.”
“Yeah, that’s all you got to say, huh?” He stayed silent. “You’re un-fucking-believable. I mean, who thought; Rafe Cameron actually being struck speechless? Bullshit!”
“Y/N, it was a mistake, I don’t know what came over me,” he apologized. His eyes were pleading, trying desperately for you to listen to him. You gestured for him to continue. “I love you, but I don’t...”
“You don’t what Rafe?” you asked. 
“I don’t know if I’m ready for a relationship, Y/N!” You looked at him for a minute, trying to see if he was serious or not. His face never faltered, and you broke out into a smile. You were laughing so hard, trying not to break out crying in the process. He kept his gaze on you, his face full of confusion from your reaction. 
“You’re full of shit, Cameron! Just like the rest of your family!”
“Y/N, do we have to do this here?” Rafe pointed of the gatherings of people outside the door. 
“Do we have to- you dumb fuck!” you punched his bare chest. “Did you have to,” hit, “fuck,” hit, “that girl,” slap to the face, “here?”
“You’re a piece of shit, Rafe Cameron,” you turned and started walking out the door, the tears finally spilling from your eyes. 
“I’m sorry, Y/N,” he whimpered.
“Fuck you.”
                                  ≿————- ❈ ————-≾
Cuddled up in your bed reading a book, you were interrupted by a knock on your door. “Y/N, baby, you have a visitor.”
“Who is it?” you heard feet scurrying at the door.
“It’s Sarah,” the sweet voice spoke. 
“Go away, Sarah,” you grumbled, stuffing your face in a pillow. You heard the door open and close and you rolled over on your back. 
“What do you want?” You asked harshly. She sat on the edge of the bed slowly, trying not to overstep her boundaries. 
“Look, I just wanted to say that Rafe’s been a total wreck without you the past few days-”
“Let me stop you right there; if you came over here to try to convince me to get back together with that douchebag, then you can go ahead and leave.” You sighed, throwing your head back. “I don’t wanna hear anything else about him.”
“No, God, no. I think he needed to feel some pain, kick his ass into line. I just wanted you to know how miserable you made him.”
“He made himself miserable,” you sat up, looking at her eyes for the first time in weeks. You missed the delicate features that you used to see every day. 
“I know, sorry. I’m just sorry that he did that to you, and I just feel like it’s my fault.”
“Honestly, it mostly is. You ditched me and he gave me comfort. It was just my stupid decision that led me to fall for him.”
“Well, didn’t expect the guilt trip today, but I guess I deserve that,” she chuckled. “Can we please start over? I’m so sorry for all the shit I did to you, and I’m sorry about how it all ended up. I miss my best friend.”
She gave you the pouty face which she knew you could resist. You thought about it for a few seconds before agreeing. 
“Fine, but don’t expect me to get along with your brother.” She squealed and clapped her hands together, giving you a caste kiss on the cheek. 
You looked at her and smiled.
“I fucking missed you.”
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Macbeth-Theatre Kid AU
This is my Macbeth fanfic. It is an American High School Theatrea Kid AU. Characters: Macbeth, Lady Macbeth, Banquo, Malcolm, Macduff, Lady Macduff, Siward, Seyton. Word Count: ~4500
Macbeth walked into the first day of school with a sense of pride. His junior year. Almost the oldest in the school. His last year he didn’t have to worry about college. He was going to have such a good time this year.
But of course not without his best friend Banquo. Macbeth spotted him next to a vending machine.
“Banquo!” Macbeth called. “Banquo! Over here!” Macbeth ran over and clapped Banquo on the shoulder. “Good to see you,” he said.
“Macbeth it’s only been two weeks since I last saw you,” Banquo said.
“I know, but I miss you.” Macbeth hugged Banquo. Banquo chuckled.
“Always so dramatic…” he mused. Macbeth let go of Banquo.
“How else would I get the lead in the school play?” he asked. Banquo gave him a knowing smile and the two of them started inside.
The duo walked down the hall asking about the other’s summer, even though they knew full well that they had spent the better part of it together. Suddenly, a door to Macbeth’s right opened and a pretty blonde girl exited the room.
“Lady!” He greeted the girl. “Walk with us.”
And she did. Lady was Macbeth’s sister. She was somehow always surprised when he acted like they hadn’t seen each other in a million years, even if they had only seen each other last a few hours ago.
“Hello, you two,” Lady greeted Banquo and Macbeth rather impatiently. “Where are you going?”
“To see what show we’re putting on, duh!” Macbeth exclaimed as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. Banquo rolled his eyes.
“You know auditions aren’t even until the end of September…” he said.
There was a large bulletin board at the end of the hall. It was covered in posters, both new and old. The actual cork had so many holes one might mistake it for a sponge. But lo and behold, right in front was a rather large poster for the show “Guys and Dolls”. The poster read:
Guys and Dolls Auditions
September 28, 29, and 30
Make an appointment today!
“Oh my god!” Macbeth yelled. “I love ‘Guys and Dolls’!”
“I know, me too,” Banquo said, not matching Macbeth’s enthusiasm. Lady side-eyed them both.
“If you like it so much, audition,” she said. Macbeth wouldn’t stop staring at the poster.
“I know I’m going to get Nathan Detroit! I just know it,” he said with confidence. Banquo nodded with a smile.
“Ms. Weird practically told you that you were going to get the part last June,” Banquo remembered. The three of them stared at the poster for just a bit longer before remembering that they had other classes, too.
The first day of school. As a junior, no less. Macduff had to admit, he was a bit excited. For school in general, but also for the school play. Last June, Ms. Weird, his best friend and stage manager, Malcolm and he had picked “Guys and Dolls” to perform this year.
What he wasn’t so excited about, however, was Macbeth. Macbeth was one of the most arrogant people Macduff had ever met. Macbeth thought the whole world should revolve around him and that everything should tailor to him. Sorry, kiddo, but the world just doesn’t work that way, Macduff thought.
Macduff walked into the Dunsinane Academy courtyard and caught Malcolm’s eye. Malcolm walked over to him.
“How was your summer?” Malcolm asked.
“Great, and yours?” Macduff deflected. His summer was horribly boring, to say the least.
“Oh, it was amazing. I went to this sleepaway camp that was a lot of fun. They have a Christmas program too for families. I think I’ll go.” Malcolm said.
“Don’t go for too long,” Macduff warned. “I don’t want to be alone with Macbeth while you’re gone.”
Malcolm’s happy demeanor quickly changed after Macbeth was brought up.
“Oh, right. I forgot how much you don’t like him,” he said.
It was truly a wonder how Malcolm could forget after Macduff had nearly been suspended last year for getting in a fistfight with Macbeth.
“It’s alright,” Macduff said. “I’ll be okay. Let’s get to class before we’re late.”
Late August turned into Early September turned into almost October. Leaves were falling off trees and some ambitious people began putting out Halloween decorations. Macbeth’s family was one of those families. They had lots of big, gaudy decorations. But there was something more important than the rapid arrival of Halloween: auditions.
Macbeth wanted to get his audition over with quickly so he could be cast, so he made his appointment for the 28th of September. Banquo’s wasn’t until the 29th.
He had prepared “Wait for it” from Hamilton as his audition piece. Ms. Weird had thrown a fit last time someone tried to audition with a pop song.
At Dunsinane, they were lucky enough to have a small black box theatre in which rehearsals and auditions could be held. Macbeth opened the door at exactly 3:24.
“Macbeth? Is that you?” Ms. Weird called from out of sight.
“‘Tis I!” Macbeth said in a loud voice. “The great Macbeth!” He ventured farther into the room and found Ms. Weird sitting behind a desk with her back to the door.
“Are you ready to begin?” She asked. “You have your song and scenes?”
Macbeth nodded. The audition commenced.
“So? How’d it go?” came Banquo’s voice over the phone.
“I think it went very well,” Macbeth said. “Ms. Weird practically told me I’d get the lead.”
“What did she say?”
“She said ‘Very well done, Macbeth. I should think that you will get a sizable role this year!’”
“That’s great!”
“I know!”
Macduff walked into Ms. Weird’s black box theatre. It was arguably one of his favorite rooms in the whole school.
“Hey, Ms. Weird,” Macduff greeted.
“Macduff! Wonderful timing. Malcolm and I were just going to get started on casting.” Ms. Weird indicated to her left, where Malcolm was sitting with a computer in his lap.
“Hold on, hold on,” Malcolm requested. “A few more minutes, please. I am no tech genius over here.”
“They’ve been recorded? I’ve always wanted permanent documentation of complete showoffs!” Macduff said, his voice dripping with sarcasm.
Once Malcolm had finally figured out how to work the video program, the three of them huddled around the laptop to watch the videos.
There was one that stood out to Macduff: A senior called Duncan Inverness. Macduff told Malcolm so, and Malcolm agreed.
“Ms. Weird? What do you think about Duncan?” Malcolm asked. Ms. Weird took a moment to consider him before giving her answer.
“He seems great! He’s a senior, right?” she asked. Macduff and Malcolm nodded in agreement. “Good. We can cast him as Nathan Detroit.”
The cast list went up on the morning of October 2nd. And that was the day Macbeth’s life was ruined.
GUYS AND DOLLS CAST LIST:
Nathan Detroit - Duncan Inverness
Miss Adelaide - Seyton
Sarah Brown - Lucy Duff
Sky Masterson - Donalbain Inverness
Nicely-Nicely Johnson - Macbeth
Macbeth didn’t read any further than that. He was utterly devastated. He wanted to scream and shout and break some things. How is this possible? Macbeth wondered. Ms. Weird practically told me I was going to get a lead! Nicely-Nicely Johnson? What kind of a role is that?
“Hey! I got Harry the Horse!” Banquo’s voice ripped Macbeth out of his thoughts. “And you got Nicely-Nicely Johnson! Awesome! I love his part in “Sit Down, You’re Rocking the Boat.” Macbeth stumbled past him, down the hall.
“I need to find Lady,” he mumbled, dazed.
Lady was outside, under a tree, completely oblivious to Macbeth’s devastation.
“Lady!” Macbeth called. “Lady!”
“What do you want,” Lady said, exasperated. She marked her book with her thumb and looked up and him expectantly.
“Lady, I got Nicely-Nicely Johnson,” Macbeth explained. Lady did not see what was wrong.
“That’s great!” She said. “Doesn’t he have a solo song?”
“That’s not the point!” Macbeth lamented. He collapsed on the ground next to Lady and buried his face in his hands.
“Dear God,” Lady swore. “If you want that lead, why don’t you do something about it. I mean, you said you’d do anything just last night, didn’t you?”
Macbeth looked up at her.
“I did say that, yes,” Macbeth agreed. Lady looked at him with a sly look. Macbeth returned it with a blank one. It was a few moments before he realized what she was implying. Then a crafty smile took over his features.
That night Macbeth sped through his homework even faster than usual. Then, he opened his computer and began to type furiously. Google, Facebook, Dunsinane Academy website, the city newspaper, anywhere Macbeth thought he could find dirt on Duncan. He was going to get that role no matter what it took.
Macduff saw Duncan walking in the opposite direction from him. He seemed to be going somewhere in a hurry.
“Hi, Duncan,” Macduff greeted. Duncan threw him a dirty look and sped past him. Macduff was confused--he got the lead part! What did he have to be upset at him about?
Macduff opened the door and stepped inside. There he saw Macbeth, with a smug look on his face. His friend Banquo stood next to him with a pained smile on his face.
“I’m so happy for you,” Banquo said, sounding insincere.
Macduff turned to see what the two boys were looking at. There he saw Ms. Weird erasing Duncan’s name on the whiteboard as Nathan Detroit, and rewriting Macbeth’s name.
No.
No.
No.
This cannot be happening.
Macduff tried to play it cool, and not freak out. He wanted to keep his position as set designer, after all.
“What’s going on?” he asked, even though he knew full well what was going on.
“Macbeth found some rather...unsavory information regarding Duncan,” Ms. Weird explained. “As a reward, I agreed to recast him. He was going to be our second choice, after all.”
Macduff had forgotten about that. He had only agreed to let Macbeth be the secret understudy because they had no one else who had enough talent to do it. Something felt wrong about this though…
“What did Duncan do that we had to cut him?” Macduff asked.
Macbeth looked even smugger than before (if that was even possible).
“I heard that he cheated on his Physics final last year. And, I figured that Ms. Weird would want to know,” he said. He pointed to a handwritten sign on the door that read “We support academic integrity in this classroom”. 
Macduff recalled when this sign was put up. It had been because a few actors had been cheating on their tests. The administration had asked Ms. Weird to cut them from the show. It hadn’t hurt the production much since those actors were in the ensemble, but since then academic integrity had been a very serious topic in Ms. Weird’s classroom.
“Duncan’s not the type…” Macduff mused.
“No, but he did,” Ms. Weird said seriously.
Macduff shook his head and sighed. He was sorry to see Duncan go. He looked up at Macbeth, to see if he showed any sign of remorse at all, but he was still smiling brightly, oblivious to the fact that he probably cost Duncan his theatrical future.
Despite his smug demeanor, Macbeth was terrified. Duncan had not actually cheated on his physics final last year. What really happened was that he took a practice test with notes. The test was not meant to be open book, so his teacher let it slide with a few docked points. All Macbeth had to do was fudge a few details and bing bang boom, Duncan was cut and Macbeth was now the lead.
Macduff seemed less than thrilled about this, but Macbeth wasn’t miffed. He knew that Macduff didn’t like him much anyway. 
Malcolm came in behind Macduff and pushed past him.
“What’s going on?” he asked.
“What do you mean?” Macduff asked him.
“I just saw Duncan throwing rocks and screaming outside,” Malcolm said. “What’s that all about?” Macduff thew Macbeth a cool look.
“I’ll let Macbeth explain,” he said.
Macbeth was getting sick of explaining this more than once. He wasn’t prepared to have to tell everyone who came in the door.
“Duncan violated the academic integrity rule so he was cut,” Macbeth said simply. Banquo nodded behind him.
Malcolm threw up his hands.
“Are you serious?” he shouted. “This can’t be true.” Malcolm stabbed an accusatory finger at Macbeth. He left in a huff, muttering to himself. Macduff put his bag down and ran after him.
“So, when’s the first rehearsal?” Macbeth asked.
Macduff sped down the hall after Malcolm.
“Malcolm! Hold on!” Macduff shouted. Malcolm kept speed walking until he found the room he was looking for. He threw the door open and slammed it behind him. Macduff followed him inside.
“Malcolm?” Macduff asked the room. The two of them were alone. All of the desks were stacked at the back of the classroom, the walls were barren, and the lights were off. The classroom appeared to be unused, but even so, it was open.
Macduff caught sight of Malcolm as he was throwing a script at the wall. He threw it with force and papers exploded everywhere. Malcolm covered his face with his hands.
“It was supposed to go well this year,” He all but sobbed.
“Hey,” Macduff said consolingly, setting aside his own anger for a moment. “It’ll be just fine, okay? We can fix it. We’ll figure it out.”
The two of them sat on the floor for a few minutes, not saying a word, before picking up the script, which was quite a few pages, and heading to the woodshop to begin working on the set.
Macduff and Malcolm didn’t come back that day. Banquo and Macbeth sat together while Macbeth highlighted all of his new lines. Banquo, who had been in the ensemble before, took on Macbeth’s previous role as Nicely-Nicely Johnson.
“I love his song,” Banquo had said.
“I know, Banquo,” Macbeth said.
When the final bell rang at the end of the day, Macbeth was anxious to find Lady. He had to confide his troubles in her.
“Lady,” he said. “Are you sure this was the right thing to do? I mean, Malcolm and Macduff are really upset. They’re probably going to bust me!”
“It’ll be fine, Macbeth. You’re going to seem suspicious. You got this far, just stay on the down-low.” Lady told him. Macbeth took a breath of confidence and stool taller than he had before. He put on a smile and escorted Lady out of the school.
Later that evening, Banquo called. This wasn’t uncommon, so Macbeth had no qualms about answering.
“Macbeth?” Banquo asked.
“What’s going on?” Macbeth replied.
“Macbeth, I feel like something fishy is going on,” Banquo confessed.
“Like what?” Macbeth was getting nervous.
“Like, in the show.”
“You mean how Nathan and Adelaide never get married? I know, it’s so weird.”
“No, that’s not what I mean.”
“What do you mean, then?”
“I mean...I don’t mean to say that you’re a liar or something...but Macduff was right, I think. Duncan isn’t the type to do something like that. It feels wrong to have ruined him like that. You know?”
Macbeth felt like the floor had been ripped out from under him.
“No, I don’t know. I’ll see you tomorrow, Banquo,” he said coldly.
“Macbeth, wait-”
Macbeth ended the call.
That day after school Macduff went home with Malcolm. They had started planning out the set for the show that afternoon but could hardly focus, so they put it off until later.
Later is here.
Macduff scribbled an idea down in his notebook.
“I was thinking we could do something like this,” he showed Malcolm. “It could either be a drawing on plywood or a drop or something but I don’t think we should have any other drops.” Malcolm nodded.
“That looks cool. You can draw it on or something and then we can get some ensemble people to paint it. For techie points.” Malcolm said.
“Yeah,” Macduff agreed.
The design was a cartoonish New York skyline. Windows were yellow, the sky was navy with white stars, and each building had a long spire.
“Okay, what else?” Malcolm asked. Macduff consulted his notebook.
“Shop facades, The mission, something for Havana, a platform for the Hot Box, and so, so many other things.” Macduff said, burying his face in Malcolm’s bed.
“We can draw up some plans and delegate this stuff to the newbies. Ms. Weird will show them how to do it.” Malcolm told Macduff.
“Are you sure?” Macduff asked.
“Yes,” Malcolm said with determination. “Because while they’re doing that, we are going to sabotage Macbeth.”
Macbeth was enjoying his time at the top. He truly was. But it was not without this horrible guilt following him wherever he went. He was avoiding Banquo today--partially because Banquo was also avoiding him. But also…
There were a few people in Ms. Weird’s room when Macbeth got there. It was lunch hour, after all.
“Ms. Weird?” Macbeth asked with trepidation.
“Yes, sweetheart?” Ms. Weird acknowledged him. Macbeth could hardly bring himself to say the words. But he needed this assurance.
“I caught Banquo cheating on an important project last night.”
Ms. Weird looked down at the table and sighed before looking back up at Macbeth.
“Thank you for telling me, dear,” she said. She turned around and began editing the cast list on the whiteboard again.
“Macduff and Malcolm are going to have my head on a plate…” Macbeth could hear her muttering. Me too, Macbeth thought. He left quickly to find Lady. He figured she could give him some respite before he had to face Banquo.
But when has Macbeth ever been that lucky? As he was leaving, Banquo came through the front doors of the school building.
“Hey,” Macbeth tried. Banquo sped past him into Ms. Weird’s room. It was only a few moments before he came storming back out again. Banquo slammed his shoulder against Macbeth’s on his way back outside. Macbeth was alone in the hallway.
Macbeth found Lady sitting alone in a secluded corner of the school yard. When he sat down next to her, she startled.
“Are you okay?” Macbeth asked her.
“Yes, yes, I’m fine,” Lady said very unconvincinly.
“What’s going on?”
“Nothing, nothing. I just don’t want to see certain people right now.”
“Oh, should I leave?”
“No.” Lady put her hand on Macbeth’s thigh. “You can stay.”
They sat in silence for a moment.
“Banquo got cut today,” Macbeth said.
“What? Why?” Lady demanded.
“Oh, it doesn’t matter.” Macbeth regretted telling her anything.
“I swear to god, Macbeth, if this was your fault I’ll kill you. Duncan, already hates me because I’m your sister. Why don’t you keep adding people to his army, huh?” Lady berated him. Macbeth was at a loss. There was no way he could come out of this on top unless he let Lady take the fall. Which,
“You seem to be handling it pretty well,” Macbeth observed.
Lady slapped him in the face.
“I changed my mind. Go away.” 
Macbeth obeyed and left quickly. As he approached the school doors he saw Banquo leaving out of the corner of his eye. Macbeth decided to go back to Ms. Weird’s room.
Ms. Weird wasn’t there when Macbeth arrived. He decided to sit on the long table at the front of the room.
Macbeth noticed a magic 8 ball sitting near the white board. He decided to ask a few questions.
“Will I become rich and famous?” he asked.
Don’t count on it.
“Okay…” Macbeth was a bit disappointed. He decided to ask some more questions.
“Will Guys and Dolls be the best Dunsinane production yet?”
As I see it, yes.
“Sweet!” Then he remembered Macduff and Malcolm.
“What about Malcolm and Macduff?” He asked.
Concentrate and ask again.
Right, Macbeth thought. I can’t be vague.
“Will Malcolm and Macduff hinder my greatness?”
Better not tell you now.
“Fine, be like that.” Macbeth said and set the 8 ball down.
Suddenly, the door opened, and a girl walked in. Macbeth recognized her as Maduff’s younger sister.
“Is Ms. Weird here?” she asked Macbeth.
“No, sweetheart, she isn’t,” Macbeth said, an idea forming. He had a bad feeling about Macduff and Malcolm, and he knew exactly what to do about it.
Malcolm and Macduff sat down next to each other in their next class, their fingers intertwined. They both gave each other a look of knowing: this was their last respite before rehearsal today. It was not the first, but they were nowhere near their last. Malcolm and Macduff were not excited, to say the least.
After class, Macduff and Malcolm split up, albeit begrudgingly. Malcolm had to supervise the rehearsal and answer any stupid questions the actors undoubtably had, while Macduff was taking Siward and a few other freshmen to the woodshop to work on the set. One of those freshmen was supposed to be his sister, but she was not here.
“Has anyone seen my sister today?” Macduff asked the group. He was sure he saw her going to first period this morning but it couldn’t hurt to ask.
They all shook their heads no. Let me ask Malcolm if she’s in Ms. Weird’s room, Macduff thought. He took out his phone.
Macduff: hey is my sister near you
Malcolm: no why
Macduff: i cant find her
Malcolm: so why don't you text her
What a great idea. Why hadn’t Macduff thought of it before? Macduff opted to give her a call. It rang a few times before she picked up.
“Hello?” came a shaky voice.
“Hey,” Macduff greeted. “Where are you?” All Macduff could hear was the sound of ragged breathing for a few moments.
“It doesn’t matter. I’ll see you when I get home. Oh, and by the way, don’t try to get me back while that group of jerk-wads are still there,” Macduff’s sister said through quiet sobs.
“What jerk-wads?” Macduff asked nobody, since the call had ended. Macduff knew everyone on the cast, and they were all so friendly and kind, except…
“I need to go,” Macduff told the freshmen. “You all can go home.”
Macbeth was running lines with Seyton when Macduff burst in. He had a determined glint in his eye. Malcolm walked up to him and they started chatting animatedly. Macbeth was having trouble focusing on the scene.
Macduff and Malcolm both looked back at Macbeth before leaving the room, leaving Macbeth with a sinking feeling.
Once he was sure Macduff and Malcolm wouldn’t come back, Macbeth grabbed the 8 ball again and shook it.
“Are Macduff and Malcolm plotting against me?” Macbeth asked it.
Outlook not so good.
This put Macbeth somewhat at ease. The rehearsal continued as usual. Afterward, Macbeth went home with no qualms about Malcolm and Macduff.
His first mistake, arguably. Macduff had seen Macbeth shaking the 8 ball through the little window in the door.
“What are you looking at?” Malcolm had asked.
“Macbeth is consulting an 8 ball,” Macduff had said, chuckling.
He and Malcolm came up with a plan to get Macbeth expelled from the theatre program: confront him. It was so simple they almost didn’t consider it.
“Really? Who’s gonna believe us? Who’s gonna prove him wrong?” Macduff had asked.
“Duncan, and Banquo. And your sister,” Malcolm had reassured him.
“And after this ordeal is all over?”
“We’ll restore people’s old roles. And continue as normal.”
They set the date for Friday. That meant they had Wednesday and Thursday to talk to Banquo and Duncan and to formulate some backup plans. They would not leave for Christmas break before this was set right.
Macbeth walked into school on Friday morning nervous. He had felt confident on Wednesday afternoon and on Thursday, but walking into school was giving him second thoughts. He saw Duncan and some of his friends hanging out together, side-eying Macbeth. Banquo eyed Macbeth from afar and Macduff’s sister had a strange glint in her eye.
On Thursday evening, Lady came down with a fever. Their parents wouldn’t let her come to school. Macbeth was alone and paranoid.
Macbeth walked from class to class trying to be as big and intimidating as possible, to hide his fear. He would not let these people, who were arguably lesser than him, know that he wanted to become as small and invisible as possible.
Dread could not even begin to describe what Macbeth felt when he approached Ms. Weird’s room that afternoon. He pushed open the door with immense trepidation. Seyton and Siward were chatting in the corner, but there was no one else there.
Macbeth snuck behind Ms. Weird’s desk and grabbed the magic 8 ball one last time.
“Will I perform in the show this winter?” Macbeth asked. A direct question has to work, he thought.
The 8 ball landed on the tip between two responses. Macbeth shook it again.
Ask again later.
At that moment, Malcolm pushed the door open, followed by Macduff, his sister, Banquo, Duncan, Ms. Weird, and Mr. Birnham, the principal.
“Hello, Macbeth. Nice to see you,” Macduff greeted Macbeth with a cool tone. Macbeth gave a small wave.
“Macbeth,” Mr. Birnham said. “Have a seat. Please.”
Macbeth sat and Macbeth listened. He listened as Mr. Birnham recounted what had happened in the last two weeks. Macbeth’s peers nodded along with Mr. Birnham and gave each other premature celebratory smiles.
“Now, you understand that you will not be able to participate in the Dunsinane Theatre Program anymore, yes?” Mr. Birnham asked.
“What?” Macbeth exclaimed. “That’s ridiculous!”
“This is what you get for stepping on your friends,” Banquo said.
“Couldn’t have said it better myself.” Macduff gave Banquo a high five.
Macbeth stood and walked toward the door. He took one last look at Ms. Weird’s classroom--which he would never see again--before leaving to go home. Macbeth just barely saw Ms. Weird editing the cast list on the whiteboard out of the corner of his eye.
The door closed quietly. The people in the room just stared at it for a moment. Then, Malcolm enveloped Macduff in a bone-crushing hug.
“Finally, we can get on with the show!” he exclaimed.
Someone started playing Green Day’s “Good Riddance”, and someone else put a box of cookies on Ms. Weird’s desk. The celebration was well under way.
It was a few days before Christmas vacation was supposed to begin. Dunsinane’s production of Guys and Dolls was about to close.
Malcolm stood in the wings. Macduff was in the booth. The actors were ready for the show to begin.
“Cue 1, stand by…” Malcolm said.
“Standing by…”Macduff responded.
The lights in the house went down.
“Cue 1, go.”
Macduff pressed the play button in the program. The music started.
“I’ve got the horse right here! His name is Paul Revere…” The actor began. This was going to be the best Dunsinane Production in a while.
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Word count: 1.3k
Summary: You and Kageyama have a child together. Living life as third years and teen parents.
Warning: teen pregnancy and cursing (looking at you Tsukki and Kags)
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Your POV.
“Tobio how do I look” you spin in place showing off your new uniform for your third year.
Kageyama reply’s with a simply fine, while wrapping his arms around you.
Nobody’s POV.
Walking into your son’s room you start to get his day bag ready. Diapers, bottles, extra clothes, toys, wipes, and snacks. Lastly you put some extra cash for Miwa just in case.
Once finished you set out to dress Hiroto. Settling with a simply white button up and black shorts. Aiming to not make him stick out when he gets drop out at school later in the day.
The only reason for this though was because you were an A+ student. Also your afternoon class wasn't really academic based since you told most of them during your break. All you had to worry about was after school with the volleyball club since you were the manager along with Yachi. But, that was to worry about later. Your little family was ready for their first day of their last year of school.
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Your POV.
“Miwa you sure you got Hiroto. I can always stay hom-“
“No you get to school. I’ll drop him off at lunch for you. Now get, don't be late. This is your last year, enjoy it because last year you really couldn’t. Now not but go on” Miwa said while pushing you out the door.
“Kags I don’t want to leave him, let’s go back home”
Kageyama just glanced at you with the look that said “keep walking or I’ll drag you”. I wonder how everyone on the team is going to react seeing Hiroto for the first time in a while. Ohhh. I forgot we have first years, it’s going to be so awkward to explain to them. Calm down (y/n) you got this. This is your years so own it.
“Um (n/n) what are you thinking about, you look stupid right now with that face”
“Oh shit up Tobio, I’m just thinking about having to explain to the new first years in the club about our child that’s all” you gripped his hand.
“Okay boke”
Wow I hadn’t seen the school for a while hopefully I don’t get lost. I’m sure they remodeled it looks different. Now where’s my class...ummm oh class 3-5.
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“Bye babe see you later” I gave Kageyama a kiss and walked into class. Surprisingly I was pretty early and the only other people inside the room were Yachi, Yams, and Tsukki. I noticed they haven’t seen me come in, so being the great friend I was I creep behind Tsukki and...jumped on his back like a maniac.
“Oi who the fu- (Y/N)!!!!”
“Hey pals”
After the funny reunion people started to pile inside the classroom. Some of my classmates walked up to me and congratulated me for giving birth. Even the teacher that I recognized was my first year teacher, they must’ve been moved up to third years. Class started after everyone reintroduced themselves. At the end my teacher wanted to see the pictures of Hiroto that I have, so of course I showed them. As everyone said before “He looks just like Kageyama just with your eyes”. After that I got a text from Miwa saying she was at the front office to drop off Hiroto. I excused myself and left to pick up my son. Surprisingly Tobio was there waiting for me with Hiroto in his arms.
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Your POV.
“Hey babe, I would have gotten him. I thought you wanted to practice some before school ended.”
“I did, but some of our friends wanted to see him and I was about to text you to meet me at the gym to have lunch with them.”
After the clarification, we guys walked to the gym. Hiroto was taking a nap when he got dropped off. I was planning to wake him up when we got there. After a few minutes we reach our friends inside.
“Hey guys we’re here sorry for being late”
“It’s fine” Hinata yelled then looking at the sleeping baby in Tobio’s arms
“I’m so sorry for yelling. I didn’t know he was asleep, Kageyama don’t hurt me” Hinata ran behind Yachi to avoid getting hit.
“Shoyo it’s fine I was about to wake him up anyways to eat or should I say drink” I walked up to Tobio and started to wake up Hiroto. He opened his big eyes and started to look around the room. He recognized Yachi since she came over a lot to help me with my studies after I gave birth.
After giving him his bottle I put him down onto the blanket we set out and let him crawl around. The conversation we had all together was basically about how Tobio was feeling about being a father. Also some funny moments that I told our friend group. For instance, me waking up at 2am because Tobio couldn’t remember how to make a bottle and failing miserably to the point he woke up the whole house screaming “(Y/N) HOW THE FUCK DO YOU MAKE A BOTTLE” or the time Hiroto throw up on him right after he got out the shower.
Tobio of course didn’t want me to say any of that and called me boke the whole time. But, I thought it was cute.
After that funny conversation, I looked and didn't see my son with us anymore. “WHERE IS HIROTO” after I shouted that Tsukki walked back to us with Hiroto in his arms, stating that he was by the volleyballs trying to play with them. I thanked Tsukki for finding him and looked at Kags because he was just asleep. But, I can’t be that mad since he was up all last night with Hiroto.
Soon the bell rang signaling we had to go back to class. Yams and Tsukki went back to our classroom, while Yachi and I walked to the music room since we both got the afternoon free of academic class till next semester. The music room was pretty much quite beside the small orchestra that was playing. We decided to work on some homework while Hiroto played with some of the first years inside the room. I looked over checking on him and saw that he needed a diaper change. Apparently a first year had a baby sister and he offered to change him while I continued my homework.
An hour later the small orchestra left and Yachi suggested we go to the little garden at the back of the school since we finish our homework and plan what we’re going to do for the volleyball club today.
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Nobody’s POV.
Yachi and (y/n) with Hiroto in Yachi’s arms reached the garden. Going over some activities they could do with the first years to make them feel included with the teams. Pulling out the list of people who were in the teams you guys started to try to remember all the names.
1st years:
Misuki Kenji
Otauka Jiro
Kudo Eito
Ando Ren
2nd years:
Ono Yokuto
Mori Koji
Sato Hisato
3rd years:
Kageyama Tobio
Hinata Shoyo
Tsukishima Kei
Yamaguchi Tadashi (Captain)
Managers:
HitokaYachi
Kuroo (Y/N)
From what the papers say a lot of these players came from power house schools so that’s a plus. So today instead of a team valuation, they planned a team bonding activity. You guys went over a list of different activities they could do and decided on two. One is just a pass and toss and the other is just a 6 v 6 match. After going over the finishing touches you guys started to make your way to the court to set up.
The bell rang and the first one there was Yams and then the other third years arrived. They already changed into their gym clothes and Kags came up to you and grabbed Hiroto from you. Later the second years arrived, they congratulated you again for having Hiroto. Now the first years were all that’s left.
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“Hello is this the gym for the volleyball club”
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Next.
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Hey guys this the first chapter in my first every series. I’m still working on a update schedule but I plane to at least have one ch. per week even more if possible.
Also I usually do I have Spanish word of the day and today’s work is crow: el cuervo
@humanitysbiggestsimp @french-girl-online @yeehawslap
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jmnjmnjmn · 3 years
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Eternal beings | Chapter 2
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Pairing: Vampire!Jungkook x Human!Reader
Key words: supernatural, vampire.
Word count: less than 2,500
Warnings: swearing,  sadness, jealousy, mentions of murder
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“It is presently 1733 hours on 17th of October 2020. Officer (1st officer’s name) along with officer in charge (2nd officer’s name) currently at 89th (City’s name) Police Department precinct in (City’s name) to interview (Y/Full/N), possible witness in the case number 2020/717. I will go ahead and get some basic information that we want to get straightened out for the report. Your surname is spelled (Spelling of your surname) and is spelled correctly on the documents before you?” The (2nd officer’s name) asked pointing to the stack of papers laying in front of you.
“Yes.” You answered quickly. You’ve never been in an interrogation room like this, or in any interrogation room for that matter. It looked similar to what you’ve seen in the movies. There was a table, a bright light over it, a couple of chairs and a Venetian mirror on one of the walls.
“The address for contact is Park Avenue 1247/98 and contact phone number is (your phone number). Personal ID card number is (ID number). Correct?”
“Yes.” You repeated.
“Great. Now that we have that out of the way let’s start from the beginning. Go ahead and tell me how it all happened. Best to your memory.” The officer said, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Well, it was a little after two in the morning and I was walking home from work-” You started just to be interrupted by the other officer, (1st officer’s name), who was leaning on the wall behind officer (2nd officer’s name).
“And where do you work?” She asked.
“Convenience store on Second. I-”
“Do you usually finish your shifts so late?” She interrupted again.
“Kind of.” You sighed, starting to get annoyed with her constant interruptions. “I work night shifts from six in the afternoon until two in the morning from Friday all through the weekend and on the rest of the days of the week, excluding Monday, I work half morning shifts and that is from seven to eleven in the morning.” You explained and waited a second to check if any of the officers had more questions about that.
“So on 16th of October you were working one of those night shifts that ends at two in the morning.” Said officer (1st officer’s name).
“Yes. I left the shop about five minutes past two and walked home.”
“Can you describe your route home to us?” Asked officer (1st officer’s name).
“I leave the shop that’s located on Second Avenue 928, walk a minute or two and turn right into Main street. I walk straight until the crossing of Main street and Third. There I turn left into Third and walk for another fifteen minutes, turn right into Park Avenue and after a couple of meters right again into my block of flats. I always take the same route.” I explained while drawing a map on the table with my finger.
“What did you see when you were walking home on Third?” (2nd officer’s name) asked, reaching for a pen and writing something down in the documents he previously showed you.
“Right as I turned into Third I heard a male voice asking someone to stop doing something. I got scared and reached for my phone to call the police when that first guy and the other man that was with him started fighting. I started to back away to run when they both fell out onto the street from the alleway.”
“What did the men look like?” (2nd officer’s name) asked.
“One of them was the man from the TV.” (2nd officer’s name) wrote something down in the documents. “And the other one was younger than him, maybe in his twenties. They both had dark suits on, black or navy, white shirts, dress shoes. I assumed they were office workers from the area who got drunk after work and got into a fight about something. It can be a very common occurrence at night in that area. Nonetheless I didn’t want to get involved, turned away and called the police.” You finished with a concerned look on your face.
“I’m going to show you pictures of some men that worked with mister (Victim’s name). Tell me if any of them look like the one he had a fight with last night.” (2nd officer’s name) pulled out a couple of pages covered with small pictures of (Victim’s name) coworkers with their information written on the bottom of the pictures and laid them in front of you. You scanned through the faces trying to find a match for the man you saw last night, but none of them seemed to click.
“It’s none of them.” You said, looking up at (2nd officer’s name).
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You sat in the precinct waiting to be let go by the officer’s who just interrogated you. After not finding a match for the man you saw last night within the pictures of (Victim’s name) coworkers, family, friends, possible enemies and just local criminals you were directed to a session with a police sketch artist to draw up the face of the suspected murderer. 
It was nearing nine o’clock. You didn’t have time to text any of your friends in between interrogation and the drawing session so now as you were waiting unattended you pulled your phone out to text your boss that you won't be able to attend to your night shift tonight. As you unlocked your phone it started ringing. It was Jimin. Of all people saved in your contacts you expected him to call close to last.
“(Y/N), (Your boss’s name) called and told me you had to take the day off, because you were called into interrogation by the police. Is that true? What happened?” He asked quickly, probably just wanting the latest gossip.
“Hey, I thought you would be busy with your boyfriend right now. But yes, it’s true. I think I might have seen a murderer last night.” You whispered in a conspiratorial tone.
“What!?” He screamed into the phone. “That’s insane… How are you feeling?” He asked, his tone sounding weirdly concerned.
“I’m fine, just tired from all the questioning.” You sighed. “Why are you calling me right now though? You said earlier you’ll be busy all weekend with Yoongi.”
“Yeah. I thought so, but he had an emergency- well, his close friend had an emergency and Yoongi went help him with it. We’re going to celebrate later tonight though so it’s fine.” He said, sounding a little bitter. “I’m actually at the shop right now. (Your boss’s name) called me in to cover for you in the evening. You’re lucky Yoongi already cancelled on me and I was free.” He joked.
“(Y/Full/N)?” Someone called from behind you. You turned around to see officer (1st officer’s name). “You’re free to go for no, but we will be in touch in case we need you for questioning again.” She said coldly. “Don’t leave town.” She added as if you were packing your bags to run right now.
“Thank you.” You said to her back and stood up. “You heard that?” You asked Jimin on the phone.
“Yeah. This is scary (Y/N)...” He said quietly. “You’re going straight home now?” He asked.
“Yes. I don’t know how though.” You laughed.”‘Cause I’m not taking any of my usual routes anymore.”
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punkpoemprose · 3 years
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December 2nd- Jumping for “Joy”sticks
Universe: 1980′s Arcade AU Rating: G (General, Fluff, Meetcute) Length: 4752 Words
A/N: I was not alive in the 80′s, I barely remember any of the 90′s, y’all can start picking on my era generalizations when I hit the 00′s. I had a lot of fun with this, I’m sorry for the pun title, it was all I had. Thanks for all the comments and tags on yesterday’s fic. Everyone’s engagement is what keeps me going!
Working as an arcade attendant wasn’t exactly Kristoff’s dream job, but college was pricey, he hated the idea of making his parents help him out, and the work wasn’t exactly difficult for the pay. It was relatively simple as his main duties were emptying coins out of the game machines, dumping them into the change machine, and keeping kids from climbing to jumping on the game cabinets or anything else. Once he got past the sound of kids screams and shouts mingling with Duran Duran and Wham!, the blinking lights, the smell of teens who needed a lecture about deodorant and hygiene, and the uncomfortable sensation of wiping down whatever sticky substance coated half the games it was actually a pretty cushy job.
Most days he spent more time sitting behind the front counter working on classwork and reading his textbooks than doing anything in his job description because it just wasn’t necessary. He had the good fortune to work mostly morning or afternoon into evening shifts on weekdays, so other than the occasional interruption of a truancy officer looking for a kid playing hooky from school there wasn’t much for him to bother with. When he didn’t have homework or classwork to keep himself preoccupied, he found himself, a tried and true introvert, bored enough to people watch. Mostly it was teens and tweens trying to beat each other’s scores on Pac-Man or Donkey Kong Jr., but every now and then there’s be someone a bit more interesting to watch. A father who would sometimes come in with his young son to play Burgertime, an older woman in her 50’s who liked to kick kids off the Tetris machine, and a small company of mall goths all made the grade for entertainment where his entertainment was concerned. There was one standout though, a young woman who would come alone on Wednesday nights.
Wednesday was the only day he worked where he was consistently scheduled to close. It was one of his few days without evening classes or labs and it was usually the quietest night of the week with kids on tight curfews for school and most everyone else just wanting to get home after a long day. The girl though, for some reason he still couldn’t glean, would come in exactly an hour before closing to play Ms. Pac-Man.
She always seemed a bit out of place despite appearing to be just a bit older than the high school kids who usually haunted the place, and being consequently, just a bit younger than he was. He thought that maybe she always stood out to him because of how she was dressed. Not many women spent much time in the arcade, much less alone, but of the small handful she was the only one who came in wearing L.L. Bean sweaters over a perfectly pressed white blouse with a similarly blindingly white skirt and tennis shoes. Her fire red hair was always held in place by a headband that matched her sweater, though he often noted that despite the clear effort put into her image, on a second glance her hair was a bit wild like she didn’t bother much with it.
              The overall impression he had of her was that she’d taken a wrong turn on her way to a nearby country club’s squash court. He really wasn’t even sure what squash was, but he thought that it was something like tennis and was generally the kind of sport rich girls would play. Pretty young women dressed as nicely as she did had to have hobbies he couldn’t understand. He supposed that it might be one of those biases he’d built since starting college that his Ma would chew him out over, and as it ended up whoever the redhead was, she was much more interested in getting a little yellow circle to eat round things than she was in hitting them with a racquet.
Every Wednesday evening like clockwork she’d come in at nine, give him a shy smile like she knew she didn’t belong there, and then would proceed to spend an hour and a pocketful of quarters on Ms. Pac-Man. She was quiet as she played, like she was afraid to make a sound, but sometimes when he’d switch off the music early and start turning machines off, he’d hear the “wokka-wokka” of her machine and the occasional almost inaudible huff when she lost followed shortly by the clink of another coin hitting the slot and dropping down into the coin box.
Their only real interaction beyond the shy smile she’d always give him on her way in and out was the brief exchange of him letting her know that he was getting ready to close up for the night. She’d always thank him quietly for letting her know, and he noticed how red she would get on the nights she apologized for staying so long. He’d been annoyed by that at first, the fact that she would come in not long before close and play right up until he was ready to lock up for the evening. He supposed that it was easy to lose track of time in the arcade if you weren’t always waiting for your shift to be over given the distinct lack of clocks in the space, but it was always bothersome to have to be  held up by a customer.
He remembered wanting to tell her the first few times she’d overstayed that she should check her fancy watch if she was going to wear it. It probably cost more than he made in a year, and yet despite the fact he was certain it kept time well, she always seemed to be surprised by the hour passing. However, the annoyance quickly passed when she would apologize for getting caught up and leave promptly after he let her know they were closing.
It was impossible for him to stay annoyed at her, despite his best efforts to not pay attention to anyone at his job more than strictly necessary, the red head with her love for Ms. Pac-Man often were the subject of his idle thoughts. She was polite and she was pretty, and he was a grumpy “old bastard”, but he was a man and he could appreciate polite and pretty when he hadn’t dated anyone in a very very long time.
In fact, he started to look forward to Wednesdays. Even knowing that her arrival would keep him from a early night, he felt strangely like she needed to be there. He didn’t know her, but there was something in her manner that told him that maybe this was where she came to breathe. He would never call himself on expert in communication or understanding others, but there was something about the shyness of her entrance and exit and the way she just relaxed when she played that made him glad she came, that the space was safe for her. She always looked so sad when she left.
It was a particularly slow day when he was informed by a coworker who had been on the shift before his that several machines were out of commission due to what they assumed to be a power surge. On the line of downed machines were Galaga, Frogger, a few other semi-popular games, and most unfortunately, both Pac-Man and Ms. Pac-Man. He’d also been informed that the repair shop had been called, but there was no word on when, or if they would arrive before the end of the week let along the end of the day.
Kristoff knew that it shouldn’t bother him. They were just games after all, and he barely if ever played any of them himself. Kids would find something else to play and the cabinets would get fixed when they got fixed. He did care though, he spent his whole shift pacing behind the counter, watching the door, waiting for the phone to ring, and generally hoping that someone would come and fix something. He cared because it was Wednesday and she was going to be coming in to play Ms. Pac-Man and he, strange as it may be, liked her quiet company. He liked the idea that one of these days he might ask her for her name and maybe talk with her for a little while.
Hours passed, and he only gave up hope when he knew that it had to be past time for the repair shop to close. His anticipant pacing then turned to nervous heel rocking as the last few customers filtered out for the evening and the time of her arrival neared. He wondered what he should say to her when she walked in, or if he should say anything at all. She’d find out that the game was down either way, but he didn’t want her to go right after she found out either. Maybe, he thought, she might stay if he just said the right thing.
He held his breath when he heard the door open, and while he wasn’t exactly surprised when she walked through the door, he was thrown off to be greeted with, not her shy smile, but instead with her rushing past the counter, not looking his way at all. That, he decided, took the cake for the oddest part of an already strange day.
There was of course no obligation for her to interact with him, but there was something in the way that she rushed by that had him feeling uneasy. He really wasn’t a people person in any sense of the word. He preferred the company of family or his dog over any interaction with strangers, but he had an odd sense that even having not spoken to her much, she wasn’t a stranger.
“I’m sorry your game is down,” he said quickly before she got far enough away that he’d have to raise his voice to relay the information, “I’ve been waiting for the repair guy my whole shift but it looks like he couldn’t make it.”
She stopped dead in her tracks, and though she didn’t turn to him, he noticed her shoulders slump. He felt guilty despite it being out of his control. There was something about her that made him want to please her, and while he knew that his sisters would tease and tell him that it was just because she was pretty, he knew that there was more to it than that. She was nice, and despite his initial misgivings about her, she’d never given him any reason to believe that she was the kind of person who deserved karma had knocked out her favorite game and the best possible alternative at the same time.
“Oh,” she said, so softly he almost couldn’t hear it over the music.
It was a defeated sort of sound that made him wonder why she really came in to play the game every Wednesday. Maybe it was more than just a game or needing a break for her. She did always come in like clockwork after all.
“I…” he didn’t really know what to say. It wasn’t as if he were the one who broke the games or something, an apology didn’t really make sense, and he wasn’t sure why it meant so much to her in the first place.
“I just thought you should know, before you got over there and saw it.”
She sniffled and he froze on the spot. He wasn’t unused to seeing crying. Little kids threw temper tantrums when their parents made them leave, some kids cried in frustration when they couldn’t beat a level or a high score, but usually that was confined to people under the age of ten and there was someone else around to deal with it.
“Thanks for letting me know,” she choked out, and he could hear the tightness of her throat in the tone of her voice. She was crying. He couldn’t see it, but he wasn’t so dense that he couldn’t tell. He felt his face heat, not sure of what to do and feeling like every second that ticked past were an hour.
“Are you okay?”
It was all he could think to ask. It was obvious to him that she wasn’t, and in fact he figured that she probably wasn’t okay when she walked in and that it was the reason she hadn’t looked at him in the first place when it was so routine for her to do so.
“Not really, no.”
He walked around the counter slowly, his legs on autopilot. His mother would be proud, he thought absently as he walked over to her, she’d been training him to be a proper gentleman for years. It wasn’t her fault he was so inept with girls, she’d done her best, and his sisters had tried to help. He just considered himself mostly a lost cause.
“Do you, uh… want to talk about it?”
She turned to look at him and he could see for the first time how red her eyes were, how her usual put-togetherness was marred by her hair being even more wild than usual, by the wet splotch on her cuff where she’d been wiping her eyes.
He also noticed for the first time just how much smaller she was than him. He was a big guy, not excessively so, but still taller and bigger than most of the people he knew. He was miles taller than his parents and sisters, and while that had everything to do with adopted, it had taught him how to make himself small at times, when he was bandaging his littlest sister’s knee or when he needed to fit into the frame in family photos.
He put his hands into his pockets and slumped a bit, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible even though his head was spinning with half-thoughts on how exactly he could even attempt to be helpful. The last thing she needed was for him to panic on her. He was sure that she was panicked enough for them both.
“I couldn’t… you don’t even…”
She was crying harder now, the words hardly coming out right as she tried to hold a conversation with him. He felt awful. He thought that maybe he should have just let her see the game was out of order and leave instead of making her talk about it. He wasn’t sure what he would have wanted if the roles were reversed. He wasn’t exactly a “talk about it” guy, and when he needed to talk something out, it was always to his dog. He kind of wished that Sven was with him, girls liked dogs, or at least his sisters did.
“You can, if you want.”
She shook her head but seemed to calm down a little bit, taking breaths slowly. He wasn’t sure whether or not she was going to tell him what was going on until she opened her mouth and started in telling her story, still tearful and hiccupping, but at least with the ability to get all the words out.
“It’s just… the straw that broke the camels back? That’s been every straw today. I failed an exam, my ex-boyfriend showed up at my dorm even though he’s not supposed to know where I live, my sister is out of the country on business and I feel so alone.”
He nodded as she talked, “And you just needed a break?”
The shy smile he was so used to appeared again, her lips turning up slightly, making him feel like he could really breathe for the first time since she walked through the door. He hadn’t really noticed how close together they’d become since he walked around the counter, but now that they were just a bit more than a foot apart, he was noticing other things about her that weren’t immediately evident from the distance. She had freckles.
He didn’t even know he liked freckles, he’d never thought about it, but there was a dusting on her nose and across her flushed cheeks and he realized that yes, he really did like them.
“Yeah. I just… I really need a break.”
He’d like to offer to listen some more, to do something else for her, but he wasn’t really sure where the line was when a stranger unloads their emotions on you. He didn’t want to push, but he also wanted to help. It was making his head spin, and all he could focus on was her eyes, and her freckles, and her mussed hair.
“Well I mean, I don’t really know you very well, but uh, you’re welcome to play something else, I guess Tetris isn’t really as fun as Ms. Pac-Man, but it’s kind of soothing. I’ll close up while you’re playing, I promise no one else is going to bother you today. I’m not really good company or anything, but I’ll hang around if you don’t want to be alone.”
It felt like a lot. He put the ball in her court, she could decide whether she wanted him around, or whether she wanted him to go sit behind the counter until she was done, but even the offer felt like an overstep.
“That would be nice Kristoff,” she said, her hiccupping had stopped, but there was an edge of uncertainty to her tone. “Maybe show me how to play?”
“I uh… didn’t think you knew my name.”
She flushed again, her face going even redder than it had when she was crying.
“It’s… uh… on your nametag.”
It was his turn to blush then. He felt like a bumbling idiot.
“Oh, yeah. It is, isn’t it.”
He could practically hear his sisters laughing at him, like they could telepathically tell he was being a disaster from miles away. He was sure that he’d never hear the end of it if they ever found out just how “smooth” he had been trying to talk to a pretty girl. He only had to hope that she wouldn’t ever tell them. The odds, he thought, were slim to none on that, but nothing was ever impossible.
“I’m Anna, by the way. I thought you should know, you know, with me sobbing in front of you and everything.”
He was glad she told him, he wasn’t sure if he should ask, and he wanted to know. He’d been wanting to know, because now he could tie all the thoughts, he’d been having in his head about her to a name, something solid.
Anna.
***
The only sound in the arcade was the Tetris theme music, the clicking of the mechanical buttons on the cabinet and the chatting of two new friends. Kristoff had been surprised by how quickly he’d warmed up to Anna and in return how quickly she seemed to warm up to him. He really wasn’t used to people wanting to hang around him for awfully long. He blamed it a bit on his gruffness, he knew that  he needed to relax a little more around others, but he always found it hard.
Anna made it easy.
She’d told him a lot about her, how she’d split up with a guy a few months ago for lying and cheating on her and how he kept trying to weasel his way back in, how she was trying to get her degree in art history so that she could run her family’s gallery, how her sister ran their family’s importing business and how it kept her away often enough that Anna often didn’t see her for months at a time. She’d told him that she was lonely, and that she came to the arcade because she hadn’t been allowed to go as a child, and now that her parents were passed she didn’t mind being a little disobedient because she knew they would forgive her.
He hadn’t said much about himself, except for when she asked. He told her how he was studying environmental science at community college. They didn’t go to the same school, she was a freshman at the university he was planning on transferring into after he finished his associates in a few months, and she told him how much she loved it there, encouraging him to follow through with his plans to transfer in. He’d told her how his family had adopted him because she asked whether he had any siblings, and it wasn’t exactly a secret. She hadn’t reacted like it was some kind of tragedy like other people sometimes did, which was a comfort to him because he believed that his parents adopting him was the best thing that had ever happened to him. He didn’t even remember his birthparents anyway.
“Oh my gosh, I think I’m beating you! Am I beating you! Oh crap, I shouldn’t have looked, now I messed up my lines.”
Kristoff couldn’t help but laugh. Anna had been the one to suggest they play two player mode on the game, and while Kristoff hadn’t really played it before other than a couple occasions on his lunchbreak on truly boring Monday shifts, he was doing a decent job of beating her at the game.
“I thought all your Ms. Pac-Man skills would have you in the lead,” he teased.
“Completely different set of skills,” she replied, “besides, I just played that one because it looked the easiest. Also, I like that it’s a romance. It’s cute.”
“A romance?” he asked with a laugh, watching as her blocks stacked up on the opposite side of the screen, almost to the top. He wasn’t intentionally trying to distract her; he was honestly curious. But that it meant he was going to win was just a bonus.
“Yeah it’s all about how they… oh damn it.”
He watched as her screen filled completely with blocks and the game informed him that he had, for the third time, won.
“Sorry,” he offered, “You were really close that time.”
She shrugged, gave him a look that was more mock annoyance than irritation, and then laughed. He laughed with her. He hadn’t had so much fun in a very long time, and he was dreading the fact that he could feel that it would be over soon.
“I wasn’t, but thanks for pretending,” she said, leaning over to bump him with her hip playfully, “You really cheered me up tonight. I owe you a lot.”
He opened his mouth to tell her that she didn’t owe him anything, and that he was happy he could help, but she put a hand up to stop him.
“No, really, I mean it. You were so nice to me tonight, and all the other nights. That’s why I kept coming back, even when you were miffed about me overstaying you were always nice about it and I just needed someone nice. I’m sorry I probably made you run late so many nights, but I guess I just needed the company, even if we didn’t talk. I owe you.”
He shook his head, “It wasn’t a big deal Anna. You were really polite and… I guess I started looking forward to you coming in. This is usually a pretty boring job and you were something different for me to think about. Not that I was… not that I was thinking about you all the time or anything, I just was wondering why you’d come in but…”
He wondered if he should just bend down and eat his shoe, speed up the process a little bit.
“You should have asked,” she said with a brighter version of the shy smile he’d come to expect from her, “I kept waiting for you to talk to me. I didn’t want to bug you at work, but I’ve been dying to talk to you for weeks now. I didn’t just keep coming back for the games you know?”
“You didn’t?”
“No,” she said, leaning into him again but this time less to bump him, and more to support her frame against his much larger one.
Kristoff could feel his pulse quicken. He wasn’t sure why, but his hand itched to reach out to hers. He hadn’t wanted to hold hands with a girl since middle school. He felt like he was thirteen again, awkward and just trying to figure out how to get a girl’s attention.
He already had it though, Anna was only focused on him and he could feel the weight of her gaze even though he wasn’t meeting it.
“I thought you were cute. I kept coming in hoping that maybe you’d talk to me and then maybe you know… if you weren’t seeing someone…”
“Oh.”
He didn’t know why he said that of all things. It was all he could think to say.
“Oh… are you? Seeing someone that is?”
She sounded a bit defeated, and as he felt her leaning away from his side, trying to step to the side, he panicked. He let his hand grab hers loosely, not letting her get too far away from his side unless she really wanted to as he turned to face her. Her freckled nose was illuminated blue by the light from the cabinet and her eyes held an uncertainty that he wanted to chase away.
“No, no I’m not. I just… I’m not used to anyone wanting to… I mean, no one’s ever been…”
“Well, if you want to… I mean, if you’re interested, because I do owe you after all… maybe we could catch a movie sometime, or we could grab dinner? My treat.”
He felt tongue tied, but he managed to nod his head at least. He wondered if she could tell how nervous he was. He was sure that she could because her smile and her eyes held an amusement that had quickly replaced her trepidation. Surely, he thought, she must realize that he had no idea what he was doing. But strangely she wasn’t rescinding her offer or leaving, just smiling at him warmly so he thought that it must count for something.
“How about Friday? I only have classes until noon so depending on your schedule we could grab dinner or coffee or something if dinner is too much?”
“Dinner would be fine,” he managed, “Or coffee if you prefer, I get done at three so if you want I can come pick you up after that… somewhere? It can be someplace neutral if you don’t want me to come to your dorm.”
She grinned, “Dinner then. We can work out the details later… Do you have a pen?”
He nodded, reaching into the pocket of the work vest he’d discarded to the side, and realizing in the same moment that he hadn’t yet let go of her hand.
When he slipped his fingers from between hers, someplace he hadn’t even noticed they’d slotted themselves, he felt a vague sense of loss. He tried not to hold onto it, thrilled by the prospect that soon he’d see her again. To that end he handed her the pen, and was surprised to feel her fingers wrap around his wrist.
They were cool from playing the game, and in stark contrast to his sweating palms. He opened his hand in response to the touch, which was evidently exactly what she wanted as she took the pen to his skin and quickly wrote her number.
“You can call anytime after four,” she said quietly, as if it were a secret even though no one else was there, “Or whenever and leave a message. Whatever works for you just…”
“Yeah?” he asked, his voice breathless even to his own ears.
“Don’t forget to call, okay?”
She handed him the pen, stood up on her tip toes, and pressed a kiss to his cheek. He didn’t have time to react before she was grabbing her purse from the foot of the cabinet and heading out the door. Left alone in the empty arcade, one game to switch off and a door to lock up, he let his fingers reach up to brush the place she’d just pecked. If it weren’t for the fact that he knew his imagination wasn’t nearly so creative, he could have believed he dreamed the whole thing.
He looked down at his palm and saw in black ink, perfectly printed, her number, her name, and a small heart.
Anna.
He had never been so grateful for a dead-end minimum wage job in his life.
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A Little Bit of Attitude Ch.32: Los Angeles
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A/N: lol I’m not dead. Just had finals
TAGS: @madamsixx​ @emariehorror​
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May 31st, 1987
Oakland, California
"... At the dollhouse in Fort Lauderdale! Girls, Girls, Girls! Rocking in Atlanta at Tattletails,"
Sammi groaned loud from the music through the speakers, lightly banging her head against the metal shelves aligned with cassette tapes. It was a brand new song that seemed to play 24/7 since being released, Sammi wanting to rip her ears out of her head. It didn't help that she was in a record store where most of the employees were goth or punks. As Sammi rested her head on the cold metal, Athena couldn't help but chuckle at her sister's dismay while browsing the selection of pop tapes.
"Why are you so dramatic? I thought you'd be happy the band is being successful," said Athena, side-eyeing Sammi's pouted lips.
"I would be happy if I didn't have to hear or see them all over the place. It gets annoying after a while," said Sammi, walking down the aisle of music, finding something new to entertain herself in. Athena followed in her little sister's footsteps, keeping a safe distance from her. It was Athena's idea to check a music store as Sammi showed her around the Bay Area, never having been able to visit until today.
"Well, it's not like you've been avoiding them or anything like that. Of course, it would get annoying,"
"I am not avoiding them," mumbled Sammi.
"Are you sure? You have done a pretty good job if you ask me," said Athena, grabbing a new Aerosmith cassette for her walkman.
Sammi stopped dead in her tracks, turning to glare right at Athena, who had a playful smirk. "I have not, Athena. I've been busy. " There's a difference," said Sammi, turning into the magazine aisle near the shop's cash register.
"Really? You could've fooled by the way you haven't been home in a year. When was the last time you talked to mama or dad?"
Sammi sighed out. "I'm sorry for missing out on stuff, but school has been a bigger pain in my ass than I thought. And I have spoken to mama and dad,"
"You've missed: Tommy's birthday, Mama's birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas, my birthday-"
"Okay, I get it, Athena! You don't have to remind me. I'm going home for a month aren't I?" asked Sammi with a sting of sarcasm, glancing at all of the headlines from the gossip tabloids.
"And thank god for that,"
"Why L.A isn't living up to its potential anymore?" joked Sammi.
"Exactly. Everything has been moderately boring since you left. It's not fun hanging out with Tommy after he got married. Our lovely sister-in-law isn't up to crazy fun. And all of my friends are acting like full adults now with 9 to 5's," said Athena.
Right as Sammi responded, her eyes fell on an issue of 'Rock Secrets,' another gossip magazine amongst the hundreds. The cover for the tabloid made Sammi's heartstrings get pulled in different directions. Nikki in the arms of another woman, both smirking. Sammi knew the woman from the party scene of Los Angeles, a dancer for every music video but nothing more. She was the complete opposite of Sammi in every single way. The woman was someone taller who was almost the same height as Nikki in heels. She was slimmer than Sammi and tanner in comparison to Sammi's pale cheeks. Sammi didn't want to believe Nikki running out to get new girlfriends after she left but knew it was bound to happen at some point. It had been a year. Sammi was never one to feel self-conscious about her appearance but seeing someone so different from her have Nikki wrapped around their finger stung. As Sammi stared longer at the cover, she was able to see the haze in Nikki's eyes that she hated, the girl almost matching him. Sammi reached for the magazine, facing Athena with a ghastly face, a cocktail of anger and sadness show. Athena pressed her lips tightly together, taking the tabloid for herself to examine.
"She isn't close to being as pretty as you," said Athena in hopes of cheering Sammi up. Sammi scoffed. "And Tommy hates her with his whole being. Apparently, she's some crazy attention whore. That's probably why she's on this stupid cover,"
"She is pretty, don't lie. And I don't care if Tommy doesn't like her or she's an attention whore," said Sammi, yanking the magazine from Athena's hand. She curled her lip as she stared at the cover, turning pages to see more photos of the couple around Los Angeles. With the luck of being around drugs and partying, Sammi could see when Nikki was high in the images. "Her name is Veronica?" asked Sammi.
"Yeah. Don't let her get to you, she's just some background dancer who's gotten with other musicians," answered Athena, skimming through a Rolling Stones magazine.
"Still. She has a pretty name," mumbled Sammi under her breath, unable to look away. When it finally felt too much for Sammi, she threw the thin tabloid down the aisle with all her force in one quick motion. Athena whipped her head fast, snapping her eyes wide open in shock.
"Sam, what the hell?" asked Athena in a sharp whisper. Sammi only continued to walk into a different section of the music shop. "Was that really necessary?" asked Athena, raising an eyebrow at Sammi.
Sammi shrugged her shoulders, pouting slightly. "It felt good for a second, now I'm just annoyed again,"
"It's great to see you've moved on," teased Athena, throwing her arm around Sammi's shoulders.
"What? I can't be bitter if an ex got a new girlfriend?" asked Sammi, folding her arms across her chest.
"No, because you're supposed to be the mature one, remember? It shouldn't get to you,"
"I beg to differ on being mature,"
"Hey! You can't throw around the magazines!" yelled a young goth girl, picking up the crinkled magazine from the floor, frowning at Sammi and Athena.
"Sorry, she had a temper tantrum. Won't happen again!" answered Athena, trying her best to hide a chuckle. "But seriously please don't do that again. I like to come back to this place next time I visit you,"
"Oh finally you're thinking about visiting?" asked Sammi with a smile, crossing her arms against her chest.
The sisters continued exploring the record store a moment longer, buying cassette tapes to listen to on the drive back home. When Sammi would scan down the rock section, she couldn't help think about what Nikki would like. It was a habit she couldn't break yet. The Oakland streets were beginning to grow busy with summer vacation coming around, Sammi seeing more tourists than usual. "So, I know you don't want to talk about Motley but I should probably tell you this," said Athena.
Sammi kept her dead stare ahead of her, scowling into the distance. "What is it? No one's dying or in the hospital right?"
Athena scoffed in amusement. "No, nothing like that. They're going to be back on the road soon," said Athena, lighting a cigarette as the sisters walked down east.
"Oh. Good for them," said Sammi, wrinkles deepening between her brows. "When are they packing up?"
"Third week in June? Tommy hasn't given me all the details yet except for one,"
"Which is?"
"He wants to throw this huge kick-off party at his and Heather's,"
"Okay," Sammi shrugged.
"I wanted to let you know before Tommy gets so incredibly excited to tell you, he forgets to ask if you're okay," said Athena, blowing out smoke into the air.
"Athena, I'm fine. I just needed to let out my frustrations for a second,"
"Sammi no you're not and please listen," Sammi stopped her steps, sucking her teeth as she faced Athena. "You can admit to not wanting to see Nikki when you get back home. It's understandable to not want to see an ex. You shouldn't tough it out for the sake of Tommy or anyone else. If you're not okay just tell me,"
Sammi sighed out heavily, gazing up anywhere but Athena. "It's okay. I'm okay. Yeah, it hurts Nikki moved on, but what am I supposed to do? We haven't talked in a year, and we both messed up," said Sammi, continuing to walk with heavy steps.
"How did you mess up?" asked Athena.
"I got up and left without telling him. I didn't tell my boyfriend anything about me leaving, and I just left him. You don't think that's a little messed up?" asked Sammi, scrunching her brows together with a frown.
"You two broke up before you left," reassured Athena.
Sammi stopped again in her tracks, looking right into Athena's eyes. "Did you know Nona died last year? Nikki's grandma" asked Sammi.
Athena bit her lip. "No, I didn't. Tom never mentioned it," muttered Athena, looking down at her feet.
Sammi bit the inside of her cheek, shaking her head slightly and continuing to walk. Instead of spitting out venomous words, Sammi pulled out a cigarette from her crinkled pack of Camels, lighting it in silence. "You've been busy, Sam. Don't be hard on yourself," said Athena.
"This conversation is going way longer than I want," muttered Sammi, staring dead ahead of her.
"Fine. Are you ready to go home then?" asked Athena, looping her arm around Sammi's. Sammi sighed out with a nod. The sisters continued their walk through the city streets until finding the car park, silence forming between them. Sammi only wanted to go home to her family.
*
June 2nd
Los Angeles, California
"Sammi!" screamed Emma excitedly from the apartment balcony, smiling down at her best friend. Sammi slammed the backseat door, swinging a duffle bag on her shoulders as she smiled back at Emma. Sabrina soon rushed out behind the sliding door with a smile on her face. "Do you need any help?" yelled out Sabrina.
"No, I'm good! I'll be right up!" answered Sammi, racing up to the second floor of the apartment complex. As Sammi reached Emma and Sabrina's door, Emma swung it right open, engulfing Sammi in a lovingly tight hug. Sabrina wrapped her arms around both the girls, everyone smiling gleefully. Once finally pulling apart, Emma grabbed Sammi's duffle off her shoulders, playing a great hostess.
"We've missed you so much," said Sabrina, kissing Sammi on her temple.
"Come on and welcome to our very adult apartment," joked Emma, swinging her arm around Sammi's shoulders, walking into the apartment. It was perfect for Emma and Sabrina, enough space for both with extra for Sammi. Anyone who visited could see the elements of a future lawyer and a star athlete, a mix of color and neatness. Sammi admired the decor from every corner, noting the purple sofa and accent chair in the living room.
"I like everything. You girls really got the place up and pretty," said Sammi, dropping herself on the sofa.
"Thanks, we did have a year to get it clean for you," teased Sabrina with a smirk, sitting down on an accent chair. Sammi glared at her, matching Sabrina's smirk as Emma took the duffle bag to her room.
"Ha. Ha. I just wanted to give you two all the time in the world,"
"In that case, you better love every single corner of this place," said Emma, prospering herself next to Sammi. "But enough about this place! How's San Francisco? Is it great and gay as I imagine?" asked Emma with a goofy smile.
"Is school going great for you? I know my mom wanted me to move there for college," asked Sabrina, almost on the edge of her seat.
"Are the nightclubs totally amazing like I hear? We should go to one when we visit next month!" exclaimed Emma.
Sammi only looked down at her hands, checking her nail polish with a forced thin smile on. She shrugged her shoulders, trying her best to think of something great. "San Fran's pretty, don't get me wrong, but it's so… cramped and stiff. It's nothing but an overpriced tiny island," scuffed Sammi, pouting at Emma and Sabrina.
"Really? You made it sound so nice on the phone when we'd call," said Sabrina, scrunching her brows together.
"I also make those phone calls short if you two recall," said Sammi, Sabrina and Emma exchange worried looks. "The only nice thing I can think of was the food. Great Japanese restaurants. But school is school. One year down, one more to go. The people I've met have been incredibly rude. One was some Christian freak who said the boys were satanic, and I wasn't any better hanging out with them,"
"Wow. Wait until you tell her you like to hang out with a lesbian," joked Emma, earning a smile from Sammi. "Sam, you should've said something about not being happy. We could've gone up and hung out for a weekend," Emma suggested.
"And brought some company with us," said Sabrina, pressing her lips firmly together.
"You'd really make Emma sit in a car with her ex? Even if they were my sister?" teased Sammi.
"No, I think she was talking about another ex," said Emma, biting the edge of her thumbnail. "And not a blonde ex,"
Sammi looked back down at her hands, grabbing a pillow to hug. "I think Nikki is already pretty busy with his new girlfriend. He wouldn't want to come to San Francisco," shrugged Sammi.
"You sure? I think he would drop everything if we asked him to tag along. The guys haven't been on tour yet," said Sabrina.
"Yep. I'm sure. Nikki was never a fan of San Francisco,"
"Sabrina is right about Nikki dropping everything to see you, Sammi. It wouldn't matter if he has a girlfriend or not. He hasn't seen you in a year or talked to you-"
"He's tried, mumbled Sammi.
"What?" asked Emma, scrunching her eyebrows deeper.
"He tried and I tried, but I just fucked it up," sighed Sammi with a shaky breath.
"Sammi, please talk to us," said Sabrina, leaning forward on her legs, hands closed.
Sammi sighed out, resting her head from the side in the palm of her hand. "Nona passed away. Nikki left a voicemail, sounding messed up and I didn't do anything about it. I didn't call him to check in on him. I didn't call his grandfather to check in on him. I didn't do anything. I would call him in the middle of the night and then hang up right away after I first moved. He would be high," said Sammi, wiping away the forming tear that could fall.
"Sam," said Emma softly, reaching out to hold Sammi's hand.
"Please don't tell me I didn't fuck up because I did," pleased Sammi, looking at Emma and Sabrina.
"Okay, the both of you have had bad communication skills, but it still isn't considered  fucked up ," said Sabrina. "You're home for a month. Maybe now it's a better time to speak to him,"
Sammi shook her head. "There's more than just that. I slept with Vince after we got drunk," admitted Sammi. "I fucked up,"
Sabrina and Emma stared at Sammi for a moment, glancing at each other to find something to say. "How bad do you feel about having sex with Vince?" asked Sabrina.
"S,"
"No Em, I'm just asking a question. Sammi, why did you sleep with Vince? And why did you feel bad afterward?" asked Sabrina again, this time in a stern voice.
"Because it didn't feel right after I sobered up. There were no rekindled feelings within me for the person I dated. I was drunk and Vince kept saying how great Nikki was doing. He didn't sleep with me because he missed me. It felt like he just wanted to get back at Nikki," said Sammi running a hand down her face.
"Did Vince tell Nikki?" asked Emma.
"I don't know. When we spoke, I told him it was a one-time thing and to keep it between us," said Sammi.
"I still think you should talk to Nikki," suggested Sabrina.
"You're going to have to someday," said Emma, swinging her arm around Sammi's shoulders, bringing her in for a hug.
"I know. I have to do it next Saturday," groaned Sammi. "Tommy's going to throw a party before the guys leave on tour and I have to go,"
"You mean we have to go," added Emma, Sammi scrunching her brows together. "You seriously think we're just going to let you be alone where Nikki is? What kind of friends do you think we are," teased Emma, smiling at Sammi.
Sabrina walked over to the sofa, perching herself on the sofa's armrest, placing her chin on the crown of Sammi's hair. "You'll be fine. Things may seem like shit right now but I promise you, there's always a glimmer of light after a storm," said Sabrina. Sammi only smiled at the two girls, nerves slowly thawing out and relaxing.
June 13th
"What time does Tommy want us to show up?" shouted Sabrina from her bedroom into the hallway, scowling down at the multiple outfits on her bed. Sammi shuffled into Sabrina's room, undoing the last hair roller from her dark locks.
"He said 8:30," answered Sammi, seeing a digital clock read 8:40. When it came to times for parties, they were only a suggestion for the girls. Tommy never meant the time he really said. Sammi scanned the bed before picking up a blue strapless dress. "You should wear this one. It's a nice summer color,"
"So happy to have you help with my little dilemmas," smiled Sabrina, grabbing the dress to change in the private bathroom. "Is Emma ready?" Sabrina shouted through the restroom.
"Yeah, I just needed to finish straightening my hair," entered Emma, ready to go in her purple jumpsuit. "Are you ready, Sammi?" asked Emma.
Sammi scrunched her brows together. "Oh yeah, I'm already dressed. I only need my heels,"
"I don't mean physically ready even though I love that black dress. I meant ready to see the guys again. Specifically a certain bassist,"
Sammi pursed her lips out. "No, but it's going happen sooner or later,"
"That's the spirit! I'll call us a cab while Sabrina's changing. Remember it's still going to be a fun night!" cheerfully said, Emma.
"If you say so," said Sammi with hesitation.
*
From the grand driveway, guests from the party scenes had already flooded the mansion, either inside or outside. The girls walked up the front steps, smiling politely and maneuvering past people they didn't know until inside. Sammi scanned the foyer and living room, hesitant to find familiar faces just yet. It wasn't until Sammi heard her name yelled out in a high pitched voice.
"Sammi! Finally, you're here!" yelled out Heather in excitement, walking as fast as she could in her heels. She swiftly hugged Sammi tightly, ignoring the presence of Emma and Sabrina. Sammi embraced back with less enthusiasm but still happy to see her sister-in-law. "It's been so long! I have missed you so much!" said Heather, releasing Sammi from her grip. "Did you all just get here? Let's go to the kitchen for a drink!" suggested Heather, grabbing Sammi's hand, pulling her further into the house. Sammi flashed anxious wide eyes at Emma and Sabrina, the two only shrugging their shoulders and following. A few people began to recognize Sammi as the four passed through, almost remembering Tommy's other sister. The kitchen wasn't better in the number of people, some others herding in the quarters. Heather let go of Sammi, playing hostess, as she filled up three glasses of expensive champagne. Soon another person in the herd approached the absent girl, clearing his throat to gain her attention. Sammi's eyes lit up, as did her smile when realizing who it was.
"Mick!" exclaimed Sammi.
"How have you been, Little One?" said Mick, smiling his best as the two exchanged a small hug. "I'm not one to be needy, but how come I haven't heard much from you?"
Sammi shrugged her shoulders. "School has been kicking my ass. It's harder than I forgot," joked Sammi.
"I'm happy that's your reason. It's been quiet without you,"
"How can it be so quiet? I'm the least crazy out all of you," teased Sammi.
Mick shrugged his shoulders. "Quiet for me at least,"
"Here you go, Sammi. Heather had to find Tommy," said Sabrina, passing her the champagne glass.
"Hey, Mick! Enjoying the party?" asked Emma, forming a small circle between the four.
"As much as I can for a little while. I'm just waiting for my girl to stop by then I'm taking off," said Mick, earning wide eyes from all the girls.
"You have a girlfriend?" asked Sabrina with an amused smile.
"That's so nice!" said Emma.
"Who is she?" asked Sammi, cocking a raised eyebrow.
Mick began to smirk, taking a sip of his alcohol of choice. "Her name's Emerson. She's a backup singer, but please don't tell the guys. The three of you can't tell them,"
The girls all scrunched their brows at Mick. "Why? Is she someone they know?" asked Emma.
"We hired her to tour with us. That's how we met. But I know they'll just bust my balls for liking her,"
"Mick, you shouldn't let the guys dictate who you want to like. If you really like this girl then they're just going to have to deal with it," advised Sabrina.
"Unless she's mean to you then we're going to have a problem," said Sammi, winking at Mick.
Mick scuffed at the girls. "Whatever just please keep it yourselves, for me. That is all I ask,"
"Promise," the girls said in unison.
"Thank you. Come on let's find your brother and sister, they've been wondering about you," said Mick, taking the lead to leave the stuffy kitchen. Right as Sammi stepped out, her eyes couldn't help but fall directly onto a man far away, almost making her freeze. Nikki staring right at her, back against the wall. Sammi swallowed hard, continuing to follow Mick and the girls, eyes looking down. This didn't stop Nikki; he followed every step Sammi took until disappearing behind a wall. Sammi couldn't help but finish the champagne in one gulp, placing the glass on a random table.
"Sammi! Finally! I was starting to think you were going to show up!" yelled out Tommy in excitement, hugging the youngest sister. "And ladies, always lovely to see the two of you!" Emma and Sabrina giggling alongside Tommy. Athena appeared right past Emma, only smirking at her without a word. She kissed Sammi on the cheek, passing her a refreshed drink of vodka. "I see Mick got to you before anyone else. Let me get Vince!"
"Tommy, it's cool. I have all night to talk to people," said Sammi, biting her lip.
"Besides Vince is wrapped around a new blondie's finger," added Mick, sitting down on a nearby sofa.
"Vince got a new girlfriend?" asked Sammi.
Tommy shrugged his shoulders. "She's basically a look-like of Sharise. I give it two months while we're on the road,"
"When did you know about this?" Sammi asked Athena.
"About an hour ago when he walked through the door. She seems like a nice girl if I'm being honest," said Athena.
As if his ears were burning, Vince sturt his way to the group with a young woman wrapped around him. "Sam! What a surprise!" said Vince with excitement. Tommy shot a look between Athena and the girls, sitting down beside Mick. "Babe, this is Sammi. Tommy's other sister I was telling you about,"
"Hi, I'm Hayley. I've heard a lot about you," said Hayley extending out a hand, trying her best to not seem uncomfortable.
Sammi smiled politely, accepting the handshake to not be rude. "All good things I hope,"
"Of course all good. I'd never talk bad about you," said Vince, smirking lustfully at Sammi.
"Yeah, like how smart and nice you are," said Hayley. The tension between the two girls was incredibly thick. Anyone could cut it with a knife. Suddenly, the music changed from its rock sound to a techno beat, blaring even louder than before. Tommy jumped up to question, only to let out an annoyed groan when seeing a wild hair woman jump on the coffee table in the middle of the room. To the music's beat, the woman danced faster and faster, almost too fast for the music. Emma couldn't help but curl her lip at the woman, wrinkling her brows at Tommy. Sammi hitched her breath, caught in her throat when realizing it was Veronica.
"Who the hell is that?" asked Emma.
"Nikki's new girlfriend," groaned Tommy, pouring some whiskey into his solo cup. "She's a bitch," he whispered to the girls, noting the somber expression from Sammi.
"I don't know how Sixx deals with that. Come on, babe, let's go out to the pool," said Vince, wrapping his arm around Hayley's waist. "Later, Sam," winked Vince.
Sammi remained silent amongst everyone, sinking into the sofa to watch the unfortunate show display in front of her. People around the grand living room gathered to watch Veronica, snickers from other women as they watched. Muttered comments going around on the visible state of Veronica being high on some type of drug. This went on longer than anyone wanted, Sammi beginning to wonder if anyone had the heart to stop her. Most found it entertaining, while others didn't. Sammi glanced around the room, wondering where Nikki was during all of this. It wasn't until Heather stomped up to Tommy, bringing him down to her level to whisper in his ear. Sammi was able to read the anger on Heather's face, seeing her fold in her arms right at her husband. Tommy shook his head, marching straight to Veronica, and one swoop brought her off the table, clinging onto Veronica. Tommy tried his best to shuffle out of the living room even when it was becoming difficult.
"Let go of me you asshole! You demon!" shouted Veronica, her weak legs making her almost sink to the floor. As Tommy lifted Veronica back on her feet, Nikki appeared from thin air confused. Tommy couldn't help but throw the intoxicated girl at his best friend. Nikki didn't bother to help her stand on her two feet, letting Veronica stumble by his feet. Sammi could see the three frowning at Nikki's careless attitude toward Veronica.
"Was she dancing again?" asked Nikki, scowling down at Veronica.
"Yeah. Now can you please watch your chick? Some of us are trying to enjoy our night," said Tommy, going to the stereos to finally switch the music to something more bearable. He walked over to Heather with his classic Tommy smile, kissing her on the lips to melt any anger away. Grabbing Veronica by her arm, Nikki dragged her up on her feet, quickly turning away from all staring eyes. Nikki grinds hard his teeth when his eyes fell on Sammi for the second time of the night, being able to see the worry from her. The dysfunctional couple disappeared from within the house, everyone soon forgetting about the little show—everyone except for Sammi. Sammi stared down at her drink, Sabrina sitting right next to her.
"Ready to talk to him?" asked Sabrina?
Sammi bit the inside of her cheek, glancing up in the direction of where Nikki was. "Will I ever be?" scuffed Sammi, taking a swing from whatever was in her cup.
"Probably not, but it wouldn't hurt to try another time. Nikki already saw you. He knows you're here. And he's leaving in a couple of days. I'm only suggesting because I care about you,"
"I know. I'll be right back," said Sammi, passing Sabrina her cup as she stood up while fixing her short dress.
Sabrina wrinkled her brows at Sammi. "You're going to talk to him now?"
"No, but if I just happen to go missing please come find me," answered Sammi, carefully passing through the sea of people.
*
"Why do you keep making a scene everywhere we go?" whispered Nikki from behind the closed door. Sammi paused from touching up her makeup in the mirror, remaining completely still and silent to listen. "You're high again aren't you?" asked Nikki. Sammi pressed her ear to the door to listen better. She knew there was no point in hiding in the bathroom, thinking of Emma and Sabrina looking for her.
"So what if I am? It's a party!" shouted Veronica.
"That I didn't invite you to!" said Nikki. The silence between the two soon followed for a moment, Sammi slowly opening the door. She tried her best to not make her heels clank loud on the tile, walking into the hallway with small steps. The hallway's right end was utterly empty, causing Sammi to drop the cautious act as she shut the bathroom door behind her. "Sammi?" said Nikki, Sammi jumping in her skin when hearing her name. She peered over her shoulder, Nikki looking dead at her for the third time, somewhat softer finally. Veronica leaned slouched against the wall with a deadly stare, unhappy to see Sammi even if she was a stranger. It was clear to Sammi Nikki looked better than most days, Veronica appearing to be the only one under something. Sammi didn't peep a word, unable to say anything to Nikki, especially with his new girlfriend by his side.
"I know who you are," slurred Veronica, stumbling on her feet to regain balance, dodging Nikki's attempt to hold her down. She fought the urge to fall onto the floor, wanting to be right in Sammi's face. Sammi couldn't say or do anything, freezing at the taller woman looking down on her. Sammi could see the pin needle pupils in Veronica's eyes. "I know exactly who you are. You're the one corrupting Nikki. The one corrupting everyone," Sammi scrunched her brows deep together, looking past Veronica to Nikki. "No! Look at me! You're nothing but a devil. A devil!" shouted Veronica, inching closer to Sammi's face. Before having the chance to grip onto Sammi's bare arms, Nikki yanked Veronica down to the floor with no care if she got hurt.
"Don't fucking talk to her! You don't get to talk to her!" yelled Nikki at Veronica, scowling at her. Veronica laid flat down on her back, pouting up at Nikki. Nikki didn't care about Veronica's state of being in this moment, only wretched when Sammi appeared scared. "Leave her alone and leave me alone," Nikki said, grasping Sammi's arm lightly as he led them away from Veronica. Sammi couldn't help look back at Veronica, wondering if she had any idea of what was really happening. Nikki took Sammi to another empty hallway, the music almost a bit louder from where they stood. Sammi rested against the wall, unable to look Nikki in the eye even when she could feel Nikki's on her. "Got nothing to say?" asked Nikki.
"Thank you," mumbled Sammi, looking down at her feet.
Nikki scoffed, shaking his head. "Is that really all?" Sammi stayed silent. Nikki stepped closer to Sammi, lightly taking his hands to cup Sammi's cheeks, cradling her face. He brought her eyes to meet his, a loving brown meeting a foggy hazel. Just from the simple tough of something so innocent, a flush of pink stained Sammi's cheeks. Nikki couldn't help but crack a small smile, missing the sweet face. Alas, the unfortunate always comes. "I know you and Vince had sex," said Nikki, dropping his hands and stepping back.
"What?" uttered Sammi, lips parting in shock, deep wrinkles setting in between her brows.
Nikki only shrugged his shoulders. "I guess you aren't that great anymore to keep him around," said Nikki.
Before Sammi could say anything, Nikki headed straight for the front of the house, hands in his pocket as he ignored everyone. Everything came like a tsunami wave; all Sammi could see was red. Instead of beginning to cry, Sammi marched her way through the party, ignoring the calls of her name from Athena or Sabrina. When reaching the outside, Sammi was able to find Vince in a short second, making a fast b-line to him. Vince didn't pay any attention to his surroundings, talking to a friend by the pool without Hayley. Vince was soon heavily pushed into the body of water in a blink, drink flying out of his hand. When he came up to the surface, Vince was ready to fight until realizing Sammi was scowling down at him.
"Sammi, what the fuck!?" yelled Vince. Tommy and Athena were quick to run out to get Sammi, Sammi pushing away their grasps.
Hayley rushed to Vince's side. "What's wrong with you?!" asked Hayley.
"Why did you tell Nikki?!" screamed Sammi. "You promised!" Vince bit his lip, looking at everyone but Sammi. "Huh?!"
"Sam," whispered Athena, softly pushing her away from the edge of the pool. Tommy pulled Vince up out of the water, glaring right at him for answers.
"Why are you so mad you slept with me?!" asked Vince, Athena, and Tommy, eyes opening wide at Sammi.
"Because it was a drunk mistake!" shouted Sammi. She shook her head at Vince. "You didn't give a shit about me," spit Sammi.
"You had sex with Vince?" asked Athena, concerned. Sammi didn't give an answer.
Emma and Sabrina delicately put a hand on Sammi's shoulders, being the only people who didn't get shoved off. "Sam, we're going home," ordered Emma, grabbing her hand as she shot daggers at Vince. Sammi didn't protest, letting the girls engulf her in protection from stares. They didn't need anyone to judge Sammi as she was only a stranger to everyone. Mick had already left from the madness, knowing he would hear from the grapevine. Once the girls were in a cab, Emma turned to Sammi. "Are you finally going to talk to Nikki? And this time like adults?" Sammi only dropped her head against the fuzzy middle seat, nodding with another word.
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hi i found ur blog recently and i enjoy your writing !! can i request for a fluffy kageyama x fem!reader hc/au (idm either!) whereby they went to an escape room on a date and the reader sees a new side of kags during the date, mostly his dorky side when he's nervous and panicking 🥺 you're free to develop it as you like!! thank you and have a good day
Ahhhh this request is so cute 🥺 I love escape rooms although I’m a big scaredy cat like Asahi. Also this turned out quite long, I hope you don’t mind!
Surprisingly, you and Kageyama haven’t been on an official date yet. Tobio’s schedule was packed with volleyball practices and matches. On top of that, he had to make sure he passes all his subjects. As failing even one subject would hold him back greatly. Lord knows he doesn’t want to repeat that make-up exam conflict again. Even the thought of experiencing Saeko’s driving and Tsukishima’s mean comments makes him shiver.
You remember the first time you saw Tobio.
Being the new girl wasn’t something you were looking forward too. Even the move from Tokyo to Miyagi didn’t sit with you well. You love the cityscapes of Tokyo, the bustling life in Japan’s busy capital. Miyagi seemed like a bore to you. Nature is fine you think, but you still weren’t a 100% okay with the shift to the mountains. Nonetheless you had no choice, as your family was sure of a better life in Miyagi.
You were placed in Class2-5, Yachi being the first friend you made. She convinced you to join the volleyball team as a 2nd manager. Seeing as you weren’t particularly planning on joining other clubs, you agreed to her request. After school, you and Yachi waited for the boys to finish their class. Tsukishima and Yamaguchi were the first members you met, besides Yachi. That’s when you saw two boys racing each other in the corridor.
Yachi sighs, “That’s Kageyama and Hinata.....”
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“Are you sure you want to do this?” You questioned.
Looking at the screen of his phone, an advertisement for a newly opened escape room was glaring at you.
“I was thinking our first date could be more romantic? Like to a cafe or even a picnic?”
You looked towards your boyfriend, a small frown appearing on his face.
“But, I think this will be fun as well. I say, let’s do it”
Kageyama couldn’t stop the grin that kept coming up on his face. He felt like a proud boyfriend as you liked the date idea he suggested. that you only agreed to cause you didn’t want to see him sad
Ultimately, he told his plans to Hinata. As he was quite nervous actually. Hinata was star struck! Thinking how Kageyama’s idea was so cool in his eyes. Tanaka and Nishinoya overheard the conversation and didn’t waste a second to go over and tease Kageyama.
Things along the line of,
“You’re only cool because of your great senpais.”
and
“It’s unfair! How can Kageyama get a girlfriend before us!!!”
Tsukishima pitied you. To him, Kageyama was way too dense to solve a simple riddle. How would he solve the puzzles in an escape room? He was only gonna be a nuisance to you. As you were waiting for Kageyama after practice, Tsukishima walked over to you and said a sly “Good luck with the dumbass by the way” before walking away laughing.
“What was that?” Tobio questioned after exiting the club room.
“Oh, don’t worry about it” You reassured
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“Tobio, could you try putting that book on the fireplace?”
As soon as Tobio placed the book onto the fireplace, a secret staircase was revealed. You looked towards him, grinning to let him know he did a great job. Maybe going to an escape room with Tobio, wasn’t the best idea. Although Tobio seemed cold and levelheaded, he’s actually quite skittish.
Every time a sudden sound come out, Tobio is the first to react.
“yaHhhhH, what was that?!!?!!?!”
“Oo! This is the key to the chest! Good job Tobio” You turned to smile at him, the surprised look on his face not leaving yet.
You’ve never seen this side of him before, he’s always been brave. Especially in front of his teammates. Although now, here you are. Suffering because of Tobio, who’s smart in volleyball. But isn’t exactly the best at puzzles and riddles.
Kageyama walked towards the chest, key in hand. As he unlocked it, BOOM! A skeleton jumps out.
You stepped back, a small scream escaping your mouth. While Kageyama flinched, but didn’t make a sound.
“Wow, that was unexpected.” You laughed, trying to lighten up the mood. Thinking how this was actually the easiest escape room they offered.
Your boyfriend still hasn’t move. You tapped his shoulder. “Tobio?” That was when you realised he stopped breathing. His face was grey, and it looked like his soul had left his body.
“I hate this.” He grumbled. “This is the worst choice I’ve ever made.”
“No! It’s cute to see you so nervous and dorky!” You replied. Upon hearing your response, his cheeks flushed a red crimson.
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After some time, you two finally managed to escape. To be fair, you did you all the hints possible. Even when you ran out of hints, Tobio looked into the security camera and begged the workers for help.
“Please I can’t do this. I’m too dumb. Please help my girlfriend at least!!” The workers ended up caving into his request. Thinking how cute it was, to see him ask for help to ease his girlfriend’s burden.
Upon escaping, near the front desk. There was a chest of props and signs you could use when the workers take your picture. You obviously picked the king’s crown and robe for Tobio. While you wore the queen’s crown. All the workers smiled at you before taking the picture.
Kageyama was still unsure about the picture.
Why would they need it? You laugh at your boyfriend, explaining to him that the photograph would be placed on the winner’s wall. Amongst previous successful escapees.
Before leaving, a worker passes you two copies of the photo. “It’s on the house, our treat”
“Let’s go have lunch, then I’ll walk you home. Deal?” Tobio asked, heart still racing from successfully completing the escape room.
“Sounds amazing.”
After lunch, Kageyama walked you back to your house. Standing in front of your door, he wraps his arms around you. Pulling you in for a hug, while placing a small kiss on top of your head.
“Thank you for today.” He says. “I guess you got to see a new side of me”
“I did, today was really fun. Thank you, Tobio. This is the best first date ever.” You smiled.
As soon as Kageyama got home, he began looking for a photo frame. You bring him so much joy, so having you face on his desk would only motivate him to do better. After digging around, he found an old photo frame and replaced the picture in it. He dusted it off, and placed it on his desk.
He took out his phone, and snapped a photo.
“Hey, look at this photo on my desk”
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Loose Screw (Arthur Morgan X OC)
I don’t know why since seeing The Devil All The Time trailer I’ve been thinking of Red Dead Redemption 2 again, maybe it’s because I saw someone mention that was Tom’s “YeeHaw” voice. But anyway, Arthur and Emmaline are on my mind again. So enjoy this one-shot with these two babies.
Also this is a first with writing this type of scene, so be gentle on me for it!
Summary: Emmaline tries to talk to Arthur about Dutch plans.
Word Count: 2,224 (This became longer than I intended)
Warnings: Murder -♡- means it started and when it’s over if you need to skip. And slight spoilers to chapter 3 and 4
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(1st gif by @river-the-fox and 2nd is @whitewolfofwinterfell​)
Arthur burst through the door of Angelo Bronte bedroom most likely. Instantly raising his gun to kill the guard who had been hiding behind the bed, but fell to the ground with a bullet wound in their head before they could do anything to defend their boss. “John! In here!” Arthur calls for Marston.
Bronte raised up from the bathtub which turned out to be where the lizard was hiding, aiming his gun at the two men but found he had no ammo left. Cursing in Italian that Arthur didn’t understand - nor cared to understand - and in panic threw his gun. Hitting John square in the face.
“AH! Goddammit!” John yelps in pain from the impact, his hand flying to his face.
Arthur probably would’ve laughed at the scene of John being hit in the face with a gun, but he was focused on getting Bronte. Who pleaded with the two men as he stepped out of the bath with his hands raised.
“Okay, okay! I’m sorry, friend, I... no, name your price! Name your price, every man has a price, eh?”
John had recovered from the blow of Bronte’s gun and advanced to the man before clocking Bronte in the face, knocking him out cold. “Should we kill him?” John asks Arthur, staring at Angelo Bronte with disgust.
“Nah, let’s take him to Dutch.” Arthur told him as he shouldered his rifle.
“You carry him. I ain’t touching this piece of shit.”
Arthur nodded wordlessly, walking to the unconscious man, feeling his pocket and coming up with $155, he hummed appreciatively at the find and would put it in the camp funds box once they return to camp and pocketed the money before he picked up the lizard. “I think Dutch wants to have a little chat, Mr. Bronte.”
Arthur could hear the whistle of the law coming to answer to their invasion “Shit.” John mutters.
“C’mon, Morgan! We’re getting the hell out of here!” Bill exclaims.
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Dutch woke up Bronte who looked at all the men in the boat looking ready to kill him, but let their leader speak to him before they would do anything. “Hey, big guy. We gonna ransom you or what?” Dutch said to him.
“You’re pathetic.” Bronte says, sliding further up the boat, not looking threatened or scared in the least despite the Van der Linde gang kidnapping him easily.
“Oh. I am?” Dutch challenged. “Cause from where I’m sitting...” He sat up straighter so Bronte could get a good look at all the murderous men holding their guns firmly. “You’re the one deserving of pity, my friend. All your men, all your money, it weren’t no match for a bunch of bumpkins.”
“You are nothing.” Bronte hissed. “You do nothing, you mean nothing, you stand for nothing. Me? I run a city and when the law catch up to you, you will die of nothing. I am this country! you...you...you are what this country is running from!”
Dutch had a stoned look on his face as he spoke with such a calm tone it would’ve sent a normal man into begging for forgiveness. “I possess things you will never understand.”
“You don’t even possess your own men! A thousand dollars to the man who kills him and sets me free!” Bronte promises and looked at all the men who didn’t move a muscle at Bronte’s promise, years of loyalty to Dutch and faith in him over weighing Bronte’s broken promise.
“What are you going to say now?” Dutch says in a taunting tone as he leans forward to rest his elbows on his knees.
Bronte seemed loss of threats and broken promises to get him out of this situation like any other, his men dead at his house and law no where for them to find him. “They are even bigger fools than you. No doubt, the law will find you, already the dogs are on their way.”
“Oh yeah?” Dutch taunts, sitting up as he advances on their prisoner. “Oh, you’re right. You are so right” Dutch grips his shoulder and pushes him close to the edge of the boat. “They are good at smelling filth, huh? So filth has got to be disposed of!” He dunks the lizard into the filthy swamp.
Arthur and the others stand in the boat as Dutch forces Bronte’s head to stay under the water, a determined look on Dutch’s face, Bronte yelling as he tries to fight their leader’s strength to get some air in his screaming lungs. Arthur stood there in surprise on Dutch’s actions, never seeing hims react in such a way as he yells at the drowning man. This wasn’t the way Arthur was taught from Hosea and even Dutch. 
Revenge is a fools game.
“Your friends the Pinkertons gonna come and rescue you? You repulsive little maggot! You call them now, you call them!”
Dutch force Bronte to keep under until his thrashing body eventually settled and stopped moving. Dutch lets him go and stands up, seeing a alligator there waiting for one of the men to jump in to get their snack. Dutch without a beat kicks Bronte’s body into the lake.
“Jesus.” John breaths, the first to speak as the Alligator eats up Angelo Bronte. “What part of your philosophy books cover feeding a feller to a goddamn alligator, Dutch?”
“The part that covers weakness.”
“...I don’t know.”
“Well I do! It ain’t nice, I know it!” Dutch says as he steps off the boat onto the peer where Thomas had stopped the boat. “But it’s either us, or him! I figured it might as well be him.”
Dutch walks away to join the other men who go to get on their horses. Arthur and John step off together slowly and look at area where Bronte disappeared. A sick feeling in the pit of Arthur’s stomach.
Revenge is a fools game.
-♡-
Emmaline noticed Arthur didn’t return last night when all the men eventually did when Dutch finally got his revenge on Angelo Bronte, she didn’t know what happened but with the way Lenny and John acted it didn’t seem good.
“John, what happened?” Emmaline said as Lenny went to his tent, John coming up the porch of Shady Belle. John puffs out a sigh and plops into the chair that someone set on the porch at some point. Emmaline took the other to listen to John in case he would talk.
John took a second to double check Dutch wasn’t there so he wouldn’t interrupt and told the nurse of their camp of what happened with Angelo Bronte. Emmaline listened intently and didn’t say anything for a while as she processed the actions of Dutch Van der Linde tonight.
It wasn’t like they haven’t done brutal things in the past, murdering gang members, robbing banks, shooting up half a town in Rhodes before killing that old hag Braithwaite inbred sons before casting her manor on fire cause she kidnapped Jack and sold him to Angelo Bronte. The rage of the Van Der Linde Gang was vicious, but the way Dutch acted wasn’t the normal Dutch. He always talked about revenge being a fools game.
“It wasn’t right.” John said, scratching his chin. “Bronte is a bad man, but nobody deserves to be fed to a damn alligator.”
“No, you’re right.” she agreed. It was silent between her and John for a second before she spoke again. “Where’s Arthur? He should have returned by now.”
John just shrugged. “Don’t know, he might be taking care of something or laying low.” He tells her before patting her on the shoulder in a brotherly manner for getting up and heading into the house to probably get some sleep with his family. Emmaline stayed out to try and wait for Arthur, smoking a cigarette as she waited, but after she was done with it, putting it out with her boot, she returned inside the house.
She made her way up the stairs and went into the tiny room her and Arthur were given. She stripped down to her undergarments, stuffing her clothing in the trunk where their clothes were together, blowing out the candles before she snuggled into the rough cot. Slipping into a dreamless sleep.
Emmaline woke up when she heard rustling and she turned around from facing the wall to see Arthur finishing getting dressed, finishing up buttoning his black and red vest. Must’ve came to bed at some point in the night? She watched silently as he turned to the table where he had a map sprawled. His hat laying on the table next to the map. There was a streaming light of the sun rays into the tiny room from the early morning - Arthur always a morning person and up before Emmaline - the golden glow casting over her lover that somehow made him more handsome. She took a second to appreciate the view before she spoke. “Mornin’”
Arthur looks over to the woman once she spoke to him in a sleepy tone. “Mornin’” He returns.”Didn’t mean to wake you.”
“‘s okay.” She said, sitting up, holding the blanket against her as she sat up in the bed. Arthur had returned to looking at his map, his pencil in hand. “John told me what happened with Bronte.”
“Did he?”
“Yes. Arthur... Are you okay?”
“’m fine.”
Emmaline pursed her lips at that response, not believing him at all that he was ‘fine’ after seeing Dutch murder a man. “John seemed bothered by it and you didn’t return until late.”
He didn’t say anything.
“Arthur, can we please talk about this?”
“What is there to talk about? Bronte is dead.” Arthur says, keeping his gaze on that damn map. “Nothing there to discuss.”
“Just- can we please?” Emmaline tries again.
Arthur sighed as he shifted his feet, turning to his lover but avoiding her gaze as he seemed to stare into the corner of the tiny room instead of the half-dressed woman. He didn’t say anything. “Arthur, it wasn’t right for him to take his life like that and for that reason.” She bites her lip as she chooses her words carefully here. “Are you sure Dutch is right about this Tahiti thing?”
“What?” He spoke, now his blue eyes landing on her instantly from her words.
Emmaline had only been with the gang for two years and had listened to Dutch spoke about everything from keeping faith, the promise land of Tahiti where they could be free from everything, one more big robbery and they’ll be on their way to getting a boat to Tahiti and starting their life over. After listening to the same thing over and over and feeling like they were getting no closer to getting to this freedom he was speaking of, she was starting to question Dutch’s motives. But nobody dare question this grand plan of Dutch Van der Linde, but Emmaline was getting tired of this false promises and as she thought about Dutch’s plans of becoming farmers in Tahiti...it had a lot of loopholes and unrealistic dreams.
But also knowing her lover, who has had 20 years loyalty to Dutch, it was hard to talk about the flaws of Dutch and she had to choose her words carefully when talking about this.
“Killing Bronte just so we can rob this bank and than 2 months later become farmers in Tahiti? For 15-20 people to start a new life? It just...it seems unrealistic for this world now.” She said. “You always told us how revenge wasn’t a way to do things and it seems to me Dutch is believing that idea more.” Emmaline says, keeping her gaze on Arthur’s and not daring to look away. “Killing Bronte just seemed...reckless and could make this job bank job go really bad.”
“It’s just one more job and we’ll be out of here, Dutch knows what he’s doin’“
“Are you sure? Getting in the middle of a family feud, for what? Some rumor of gold?”
“It would’ve helped!”
“And what did it do? We’re always running cause of some plan Dutch had that backfires in our face, Arthur!” Emmaline argues. “Now he’s killed a man in cold blood and cause so much more trouble! I’m tired of running!”
“Dutch had to do what he needed for all of us to get us the money!” Arthur says, fuming at the thought that these past 20 years were for nothing.
“And this is the way to do it? Get the money to go to Tahiti that he doesn’t even know about! You heard him, he heard some one talk about it once and that’s it!”
“I’m not going to talk about this.” Arthur huffs, grabbing his hat and placing it on his head harshly and moving to leave the room.
“Arthur!” Emmaline calls for him. “You can’t just walk away!” She gets up, wrapping the blanket around her to conceal how undressed she is. Arthur ignored her as he went down those stairs. She glared at his hat, he was impossible to talk to about any of this. She heard a door shut and turned to see Dutch looking at her and narrowed his eyes.
They stare at each other for a second before Emmaline goes back into her room, shutting the door behind her.
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Malibu (Trixya) - DenDenMonMon
Of Lovers, Friends and Everything in Between. Part 4.- Picnic
Title: Malibu Category: F/F Summary: You’ll be fine, when you learn to move slow. Notes: If you are anything like me, you have had Malibu on repeat ever since Trixie released the single, and, since I can’t get it out of my head, well, this story came to life lol Written: Feb 2nd-3rd, 2020.
Malibu
Trixie hated Tinder, or any dating app for that matter.
Being a gay woman turned her into a target in those platforms. She’d lost count of how many men had offered to ‘change’ her, or the amount of couples that wanted to ‘spice things up’ in the bedroom. Those were the kind of comments that made her leave the app, and forget about it for months, until loneliness hit her again. It usually happened during a Friday or Saturday night, when most of her friends were out having fun, and she found herself eating cheese curds alone in her living room, with nothing good to watch on TV. That was when she would go through the cluster of apps she had labeled as ‘useless’, and click on the infamous flaming icon.
When she promised to take care of her family’s beach house for the weekend, she thought it was going to be so much fun. LA people had proven to be wild, and everybody was supposed to be beyond beautiful in Malibu, but, either her standards were too high or she had been lied to her entire life. Profile after profile and she couldn’t find a single soul that called her attention.
Just when she was about to close the app and maybe take care of herself out of pure boredom, an image appeared.
The blonde girl smiled widely at her with insanely white teeth. Her blue eyes pierced Trixie’s, making her feel as if she were drowning in their depths. There was only one picture, and the obligatory name at the bottom said Katya next to the number thirty-four, stating the girl’s age. Trixie didn’t remember having changed the age range on the thing, she never dated anybody more than five years older than her. Everything seemed off, a bit too suspicious. Nonetheless, she clicked the space that would tell her more about the person. Laughing, she finally swiped right when she read the bio, which could be called anything but that.
Take me to the beach somewhere so I can meet my dead dad.
It was a match. Trixie’s first message had been a joke about absent parents and her being alone in the beach house. Katya replied right away. The string of laughing emojis had seemed a bit of an exaggeration but, after a short exchange, Trixie was already inviting her for lunch the next day.
That was the reason why she was preparing a picnic basket, for them to eat out on the sand. Her favorite pink gingham cloth was folded and placed on top of cucumber sandwiches and fresh fruit. Right after she put a bottle of chilled wine in the basket, the doorbell rang.
With a deep sigh, Trixie rubbed her sweaty palms on the skirt of her dress, and checked her hair on the distorted reflection of the fridge. The heels of her sandals resounded loud in the open space of the living room, she liked that, it made her feel extra feminine. As if the pink flowy dress, the many layers of makeup, and the styled curls were not sufficient statement of that.
Even when she had seen the one picture of the girl, she had not been expecting the person that showed up at her front door. Katya was an unconventional kind of absolute gorgeous. She was shorter than Trixie, and her black chucks didn’t help to increase her height. She wore matching black jeans and an oversized gray t-shirt, the round neck of it was slightly darkened with sweat.
“I just drove forty-five minutes on the Pacific Coast Highway, so this better be a good lay,” were the first words Katya pronounced.
Trixie’s eyes widened in surprise. “Oh, wow! I–”
Before she could continue, the girl burst out laughing. Her hand reached to get a hold of Trixie’s forearm as she shook her head. “I’m joking!” Her face suddenly turned serious as her grip turned tighter. “It can be medium good, I’m not picky.” Without giving Trixie a second the reply she was laughing again. “No, I’m just kidding.”
“You are, like… a lot, aren’t you?” Trixie struggled to find words to describe the ball of energy slightly bouncing in front of her. For a moment, she was afraid her unfiltered mouth had insulted the girl she had just met, but luckily it wasn’t the case.
“Oh, Momma! You haven’t seen anything yet,” the girl promised as she let go of Trixie and extended her hand. “Hi, I’m Katya.” The smile that she shot Trixie was brighter than the sun burning above them, and warmer too.
Chills ran down Trixie’s spine as she took Katya’s hand, feeling electricity running through her veins as she shook it. “I’m Trixie. Hello.”
“Oof,” Katya winced, shaking her head and physically taking a step back, away from Trixie. “You need to work on your greeting. That was way too aggressive.”
A scream left Trixie unannounced. She threw her head back in joy as a small ‘you bitch’ left her mouth. She wasn’t complaining, though. Their interaction had been entertaining, to say the least. Trixie could already feel herself liking Katya right from the intro. She invited her in with a smile nailed to her mouth, and a giddy feeling invading her body. It was unlike anything she had felt before, never in her twenty-seven years on Earth had another human made her feel so nervous, yet incredibly comfortable. She was really good at reading people, she could quickly put them in categories and know if they were gonna click or not. Katya was in a category of her own. Trixie, as much as she wanted, couldn’t find a mental compartment where she could place Katya.
The blonde wavy hair bounced with Katya’s steps as she moved around the house. “So, you are rich. I mean, like, Richie Rich rich, huh?” She looked at the expensive furniture, extending and retrieving her hand, almost as if she were scared to touch and ruin anything.
“Not even,” Trixie answered with a roll of her eyes. “My family is, but they always made it very clear that it was their money, not mine.”
Katya nodded, her lips pursing slightly. “Alright. I respect that.” She stopped her examination of the room to look at Trixie. “You’ve got any plans for today?” She stuffed her hands in her pockets, fully indicating she had no idea what to do next.
“I thought we could have a picnic, outside by the water,” Trixie replied proudly, she had thought things through carefully. She started walking, making her way towards the kitchen, wordlessly asking the girl to follow her. “Hopefully, you will like what I made.“ She picked up the basket and looked over her shoulder, just to confirm that Katya was indeed walking right behind her.
“Do-do you have any water?” Katya seemed almost anxious as she asked. “I-I don’t drink,” she said pushing her chin towards the basket, where the neck of a bottle stuck out from.
Trixie quickly apologized for not asking, taking the wine out and putting it on the table. She opened the refrigerator and leaned forward. Her short dress was sure to ride up at the position. She could only hope Katya liked what she saw as Trixie pretended to find something else to drink.
“Would you like some kombucha?” She asked as innocently as possible, noticing how Katya’s eyes bolted back to her face.
“Absolutely not,” Katya spoke punctuating her words. It sounded like she was approving of the beverage until the last word was spoken. “I would rather drink the salt water straight from the ocean than that hipster excuse of a drink.”
With a roll of her eyes, Trixie put the glass bottle back to its place. “It’s really good for you, FYI. It has all these–” she turned around, and stopped midsentence when she noticed Katya was no longer in the room. Stretching her neck, Trixie saw that Katya had walked out through the sliding doors and was impatiently waiting for her.
“Come on!” She encouraged as she started walking, the basket dangling in her hand as she easily carried it with her.
Despite the small shake of her head, Trixie found herself smiling. She followed Katya’s path and reached her just when Katya was done setting the sheet down. Trixie dropped next to her on the pink and white piece of fabric, removed her sandals and extended her legs, hoping to get them at least a little bit tanned. Her hand dug into the basket and took out a small container with grapes, offered them to Katya, who gratefully took a handful, before relaxing on her spot.
“What is it that you do, then?” Katya asked around a mouthful of fruit. “How do you make your own money?”
“I’m a hair and makeup artist,” Trixie said with a smile. She loved her job and could talk about it for hours. Katya, however, didn’t seem like the type of person that could hear about hair and makeup for hours. “What about you? You have like zero information on your profile.” Trixie rested her chin on her own shoulder, squinting to get a better view of Katya, who sat on her heels next to her.
There was a sigh and a groan as Katya physically deflated, before she uttered an actual reply. “I just hate those things, you know? I never know what to say. Like, I can’t say I’m a good person. Good people don’t say they are good people! Honestly, I just wanted to put actual facts like: I’m this old, this tall, I weigh this much, and I’m in this area.”
Trixie tilted her head in wonder. “Are you a kitten up for adoption?”
The sounds that came out of Katya were frightening and charming, all at the same time. It was a genuine laughter that sounded more like an old squeaky toy. She spotted a napkin and tried to throw it at Trixie, but the wind pushed it to land on Katya’s lap instead. They both laughed openly, freely, happily. The conversation flowed easily from that point on. They touched on the most basic topics, from immediate family to likes and dislikes. They ate with the sound of the crashing waves as background noise.
It didn’t take an expert to notice they were complete opposites, but it didn’t bother Trixie. She liked the simplicity with which Katya talked about complex subjects. She would quickly jump from one thing to another, seemingly unrelated, but Trixie was sure there was some connection between topics that only Katya understood. If she could have one wish granted, Trixie would like to see inside of Katya’s head, witness how the information bounced off of the walls of her skull, tangled with the wiring of her brain, before coming out of her mouth at a rapid speed.
Something warm filled Trixie’s chest. She had no idea what it was, but it was a nice feeling. She liked the sense of comfort and instant connection she had with the girl bending in laughter next to her. Trixie wanted to run her hand through Katya’s hair, let her fingers caress those sharp cheekbones, touch every single one of her soft curves and create a mental map of her body. Katya was so beautiful, so smart, so out of her league.
“Why did you agree to meet me?” Trixie suddenly asked without even thinking about it. She sat up straight, realizing she really wanted to know the answer. “Like, I’m clearly not your type, why did you even swipe right?”
The question took Katya by surprise. Her eyes opened wide as she stared at Trixie intensely. Although, Trixie had to wonder if there was anything about Katya that wasn’t intense.
“Okay, first of all, you don’t even know what my type is.” Katya pointed an accusative finger at Trixie before continuing. “I don’t have a type. Never had. I like people, and I like sex even more, preferebly with people.” She extended her hands in front of her, as if highlighting the relation between the two. “Now, about you. I don’t know. I liked your tits, and then you got my Contact reference… I knew I had to meet you after that.” She punctuated the end of her speech with an approving nod.
Trixie’s nose scrunched up. “What reference?”
“The dead dad on the beach one?”
“I have no idea what you are talking about.”
Katya’s mouth opened in surprise. “Contact? Jodie Foster?” She asked, getting a head shake in return to each of her questions. “Didn’t you message me about wanting to meet your dad, who was dead, at the beach somewhere?”
“Yeah, ‘cause I never met my dad, so he’s probably dead, and I’m currently staying in Malibu.”
“Oh, my God!” Katya brought her hands to her hair as she yelled. “I can’t believe this. It’s all a lie. I’ve been tricked. When were you planning to tell me? When–” The rest of the question died on her lips as Trixie’s mouth crashed with her.
It was clumsy at first, Katya wasn’t done ranting, and Trixie was only trying to shut her up. Their faces bumped into each other a couple of times before they both relaxed and finally kissed. Trixie sucked Katya’s bottom lip, biting slightly. The sound that came out of Katya was so sexy that Trixie had to press her thighs together, putting pressure where she needed it the most. The moment didn’t go unnoticed by Katya. Her hands landed on Trixie’s hips, pulling her to a kneeling position. Their torsos pressed together, breasts rubbing to the erratic movements of their heavy breathing.
Trixie felt turned on beyond knowledge, all she knew how to identify were Katya’s lips wrapped around hers. Katya tasted sweet and salty, like the fruit they had shared mixed with the breeze of the ocean. There was an almost unidentifiable flavor, a strong aftertaste that lingered in Trixie’s tongue after it ran against Katya’s.
“Do you smoke?” Trixie asked against Katya’s lips, not breaking the kiss, but pulling away enough to speak.
Katya’s hand ran up Trixie’s thigh, squeezing slightly. “Would you mind if I said yes?”
Gasping to the touch of Katya’s cold hand, Trixie threw her head back. “As long as you don’t…” She lost her train of thought as Katya’s hand went higher. “If you do– oh!” She yelped as a finger ran against her underwear. “God, just fuck me, okay?” Her knees spread, giving Katya better access.
“Not here, though,” Katya spoke as she kissed Trixie’s chin. “This is not exactly a private beach.”
Trixie opened one eye, among the fog of desire she could see the figures of a family playing ball. “Fine. Let’s go inside.”
Taking Katya by the hand, Trixie stood up and started walking towards the house. She didn’t care about the stuff they were leaving behind. Nothing really occupied her mind other than having Katya on top of her, inside of her, all around her. She could feel her legs shaking with expectation. It had been a long time since she last had sex, but she wasn’t nervious. She, somehow, knew she could trust Katya. They seemed to have some sort of astral connection, and Trixie wondered how they could apply that nonverbal communication in the bedroom.
Unfortunately, the bedroom proved to be too far away. As soon as they entered the kitchen through the glass doors, the kissing restarted. Trixie pushed her own back against the nearest wall and allowed Katya to press her entire body on top of hers. It was all too much. The heat emanating Katya tickled her skin, making Trixie shiver. Their mouths attacked each other as hands landed on every spot of uncovered skin.
Katya snaked her hands under Trixie’s dress and squeezed her ass, forcing Trixie to release her mouth as she gasped in pleasure. Katya caressed the soft skin of her butt lovingly, taking her time to enjoy the feeling of the fleshy cheeks under her fingers.
“I’m gonna eat you out now, is that okay?”
Trixie could do nothing but nod at such formal request. Still in disbelief, she saw how Katya dropped to her knees. Her big smile was the last thing Trixie saw before her eyes shut by themselves. Katya’s hands found the hem of Trixie’s dress and lifted the skirt, before disappearing inside and pulling the small thong down slowly. Trixie felt a finger running up and down her entrance, circling around where she so desperately needed to be touched.
“Katya, please,” Trixie shamelessly begged, and it worked.
She felt the wet tongue pushing flat against her most sensitive spot. Her knees bent slightly, she extended her arms and tried to find support between the glass door and the cabinets next to her. Katya licked her skillfully. Her lips sucked and released her just right, her tongue flicked at the perfect pace. And as if fucking her with her mouth wasn’t enough, Katya pushed a finger inside without warning. Trixie screamed loudly, thankful that the houses were fairly far apart so the neighbours couldn’t hear them. Her sounds only grew higher in pitch as another finger was introduced, and then a third.
Time fully stopped as Trixie sunk down on Katya’s fingers, pleasuring herself at the rhythm she wanted. Her senses felt on the edge of an overload as Katya ate her out simultaneously.
“Pluh-please, stop,” Trixie asked, panting.
In a quick move, Katya removed the dress from around her head with her free hand. “What? What’s wrong?”
“I’m gonna cum.”
“Then why you asked me to stop, bitch?”
Trixie looked to the side, almost shying away from the question. “I don’t wanna… not like this, not without you.”
Sighing deeply, Katya removed her hand carefully, and stood up. “So you are one of those lesbians, huh? You don’t wanna fuck, you want to make love.” She drawled the last word, making fun of the concept.
“Excuse me?” Trixie didn’t try to hide the annoyance in her voice.
Katya took the short sleeve of her shirt and tried to dry her chin as she spoke. “C’mon. You know what I mean. I thought we were just gonna get laid, and you put together a-a stupid picnic date? For fuck’s sake. Who does that? Gross.”
“Well, I’m sorry if I wanted to do something nice for us.”
“For us?” Katya spun around with her hands in the air. “There is no us, Brenda! We literally just met. We talked once, on a hook up app. We were not even having the same conversation! I thought it was all about Contact and you were spilling your childhood trauma. What the fuck! How did you even get picnic from that?”
Crossing her arms on top of her chest, Trixie distanced herself from Katya. It took every cell of will power to step away from her underwear without picking it up, and Trixie still didn’t know if leaving it there was less shameful.
“You need to leave.”
“Oh, but we were just gonna make playlists that reminded us of our first date.” Katya pouted theatrically, stomping her feet hard on the ground.
Trixie didn’t appreciate the sarcasm. “Now!” She shouted, pointing towards the door.
Without another word, Katya stormed out, slamming the door behind herself. Trixie stared at the piece of wood, expecting something from it without knowing what it was. She breathed deeply once, twice, the third time never came. A sob cut through her chest, coming out in a guttural scream. Katya was right. Trixie was smitten since the moment she laid eyes on Katya, and not even in person, just one look at the single picture and she was gone. She understood then that the first step of being let down was getting her hopes up. It had to stop.
One day. Trixie allowed herself one day to wallow. It wasn’t even about Katya, she reasoned. She needed a moment to analyze her motives, then she would pick the pieces back up and move on with her life. Her mind was blank for the entire day. She turned off her phone, put on some baking show on Netflix, and ate microwave popcorn straight from the bag. It had been a day of nothing but self pity and indulging in all the things she knew were bad for her.
Monday came and reality kicked back in. She went to her job at the studio and tried to entertain conversation with B-list celebrities as she got them ready for their low ratings shows. That was something she was good at, something she was confident about. Just like that, she fell back into a routine and the pity party was left behind. At least for the rest of the week. Once Friday reached her again, and she was in no mood to look after her drunk friends, she felt loneliness wanting to creep back in.
Her fingers found the useless folder and clicked on the app by themselves. Between the many unread messages sitting on her inbox, the red bubble next to Katya’s face called her attention. She opened the conversation, just to make the notification go away, but what she saw was something she hadn’t expected. There was a string of messages from Katya asking her to talk, the last one left her phone number, notifying Trixie that would be her last attempt and she should call her if she felt like it.
It took less than a minute of pondering before the call was already connecting.
Katya picked up on the third ring, just when Trixie was about to hang up.
“Who is this? I don’t have this number saved. Are you a scammer?”
Trixie had to laugh at Katya’s words, that were in no shape or form a greeting. Apparently, her laughter worked as an introduction because Katya’s voice immediately changed.
“Trixie, is that you? Fuck. I didn’t think you were gonna call.”
“Hello,” Trixie said as softly as possible, remembering what Katya had said about working on her greeting.
“Hey, that’s so much better! Hi. Listen, I want… please, don’t hang up. I will go straight to the point. I’m sorry. I was rude and mean, and you didn’t deserve all the fucked up things that I said to you.”
A small smirk was slowly forming on her lips. “Go on,” Trixie encouraged her.
Even when she couldn’t see her, Trixie could tell Katya was also smiling by now. “I like you, I like you a lot. This is just so new to me. I’m used to, you know, using the hook up app to hook up. I went there looking for a one time thing, not to, like, stay. Never expected to find… you. I’ve never been with a type like you before.”
For a moment, Trixie wished she was using a land line. She so desperately wanted to twist her finger around the phone cord. “And what is my type?”
“You know, pretty girls who are out of this world funny. All the hyper-femmes I’ve found are hot on the body but empty in the head; and boring. God, you have no idea how boring hot girls can be.” A frustrated groan escaped her, but she recovered right away, as if the actual reason for the call had suddenly hit her. “I just… could you, maybe, give me another chance? It’s stupid but all I can think about is being in Malibu with you again. I’ll prepare the dumb picnic this time. Although, I can’t promise we won’t be eating, like, old batteries and drinking Red Bulls. That’s probably all the things that can be found in my bag right now, but–”
“Oh, my God! Stop!” Trixie shouted between giggles. “If what you wanted was to annoy me into accepting, you can stop now.”
Katya’s whizzing laughter travelled through miles and miles until it digitally filled Trixie’s ears.
“So, is that a yes? Can we give it another go?”
“Yes, you idiot. I’ll go out with you again.”
“Marvellous, darling! Pick you up tomorrow, same place?”
On her end of the line, Trixie shook her head. “I actually live in Century City. You can pick me up here and we’ll go to Malibu. We can even work on those playlists on our way.”
Loud laughter was heard before Katya spoke again. “Deal. Bring the Red Bulls, I’ll bring the batteries.”
Trixie smiled, pressing her cheek against the cold glass of her cellphone. “Please, don’t feed me batteries. We can go to a restaurant or something.”
“No,” Katya stated solemnly. “We’ll have a picnic. That’s gonna be our thing, I’ve declared it. See you tomorrow, then?”
“See you tomorrow. Good night.” Just before she hung up, Trixie heard Katya calling her name. “Yeah?”
“We’ll be fine. Let’s just take it slow, okay?”
“Okay,” Trixie agreed. “We’ll be fine,” she repeated, more to herself than the emptiness coming from the device, indicating that the call had ended. “I’ll be fine.”
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lilulo-12fanfiction · 4 years
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Shadow of The Day
So this one was requested by @fandomaestheticxo . Bucky Barnes x Reader with Prompt "Don’t leave me”
Hope you enjoy! It kind of ends abruptly, but I wanted to get this out and if I didn’t end it, it would go on forever. As always reblogs, comments & likes are always appreciated. Please let me know if you would like to be tagged in this or any of my other work
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“SAMMY!!!!” You screamed as you ran across the rooftop. “Are you close to the south end building?”
  “I can be.” You heard his voice come through your ears. “Why?”
“Because you’re going to have to catch me!” You screamed as you turned and jumped backwards off the building. You said a silent prayer that he got to you in time. But you’d rather die at your own hands than Hydra. They weren’t kidding when they said “Cut off one head and two more grow in its place.” Ever since Thanos had been defeated, Steve Rogers had officially retired and the world lost Tony and Natasha...they had creeped back up. They had thought they stood a chance now that some of the major players were gone. They couldn’t have been more wrong. 
The Falcon had taken over the mantle of Captain America and with the help of The Winter Soldier had formed a new set of Avengers. Even with Thanos gone, the world wasn’t safe. It seemed like Hydra, the worst of the worst thought they stood a chance with the change of command. TI were happy to have another team to serve with. Working with Tony Stark, Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanoff has been an honor and a privilege. You, Sam and Bucky had fallen into a comfortable team. They bickered, you drove Bucky Barnes crazy but the three of you were a team. You were THE team. You trusted the two men implicitly and you’d lay your life down for both of them.
You felt your stomach in your throat as you plummeted towards the ground. You were immediately questioning the decision you made. The moment you thought it was all over you felt the back of your legs and upper body cradled. You opened your eyes and saw Sam Wilson grinning.
“That was a ballsy move.”
“I wasn’t letting them get their hands on me.”
“You know he’s loosing his shit right?”
“I’m sure.” You rolled your eyes. Sam set you down on the ground.
“They’re dead.” You heard in your ear. “They offed themselves when I was about to capture them. Meet me at the jet.”
“Want a ride?” Sam grinned at you and scooped you up after you nodded.
_________________________________________________________ Bucky paced back and forth on the quinjet. Your recklessness weighing heavily on his mind. How many times had you unnecessarily risked your life? How many times had you ignored a direct order? Sam may have found it endearing- he found it infuriating. He cared too much about you to let you get yourself killed for no reason.
Steve had warned him. Steve knew how you were. Steve had told him you were fearless. Bucky just hadn’t expected you to be this careless. He often wondering if your blasé attitude when it came to your own life was a direct result of all you had lost since Thanos...and before Thanos. You had picked yourself up by the bootstraps, survived Hydra captivity and made a new family with the original Avengers. You had made a home with Tony and Pepper. And then Thanos came and when it was all said and done you had lost everything again.
Steve had hesitated going back to Peggy because of you. You had assured him you would be okay. Steve deserved a happy ending. He deserved to have the life he wanted away from the fight. “After all”, you had said, “you won’t be dead and you’ll come back”. You had promised Steve you were okay. Bucky had promised to take care of you. But lately, it was like you didn’t care what happened to you. You had thrown yourself in front of a bullet, taking it in the shoulder instead of Bucky. The Winter Soldier, a super soldier who was almost invincible. He would have shrugged that bullet off. You goaded Hydra soldiers into attacking you, you loved making them mad, which was playing with fire. And then today, you jumped off a building without knowing how close Sam had been. Another few moments and you would have been spread across the pavement. Then what would he have done? How would he and Sam have coped with THAT loss? How would he explain to Steve that he failed to do the one thing he promised- to keep you alive?
A year after Tony’s Funeral:
You had been working with Pepper to rebuild the compound. Tony had become your mentor after he and Steve had their falling out. It had been difficult to go against Steve, but you had sided with Tony on the Accords. You were there when Tony found out that Bucky had killed his parents. You had held him up after Steve’s betrayal. The truth was, Tony had held you together after Steve had left too.
Now the only thing you could do to honor the man who had become your family was rebuild what he had made. You had a memorial created for Tony and Natasha on the grounds. You went to it every day and cried. A year later and you still weren’t over the deaths of two of the people you loved most in this world. Your only saving grace was that Steve Rogers, the man you saw as a brother, was still alive and had gotten his happy life with Peggy.
You saw him as you approached. He had cut his long hair. He looked like the pictures Steve had shown you. His vibranium arm covered by his jacket and glove. You could feel the regret radiating off of him. You and Bucky had fallen into an easy friendship, though you were certain he saw you as a pain in the ass. You knew he felt responsible for you since Steve was gone. You had overheard him promise to keep you safe. The two of you, however, hadn’t become friends that shared their inner feelings yet.
“He forgave you, you know.” Bucky turned and gave you a questioning look. “Tony. He forgave you. He and I talked a lot about it after Steve went on the run. It took a while, but he did. I told him what it was like being a prisoner of Hydra. Once he got over the shock and the pain of it- he forgave you. He wanted to be able to tell you that. But then Thanos did what he did. Then Tony did what he did. And now here we are. For him, it was more Steve. His betrayal. If Steve had been honest with him, things would have turned out differently. Steve and Tony made amends. I’m certain that if Tony has lived, then he would have made amends with you too Sergeant Barnes. He forgave you. Forgive yourself. You need to let The Winter Soldier go. You’re a good man Sergeant.”
“And how do you know that?”
“Because Steve Rogers told me you were. And that man was never wrong. You need to forgive yourself. Tony would want you to. And you’ve already made your amends by helping me rebuild what Tony, Nat and Steve made. I’m digging the hair cut by the way.” You shot him a wink and didn’t give him the chance to respond before you walked away. He never told you, but that day you helped him say goodbye to his complicated past and look towards his future.
The next year was filled with witty banter, flirting and kicking ass. You had seemed to have it together at first. It was more recent that you seemed to be falling apart. Maybe because the 2nd anniversary was coming, maybe it was being involved with Hydra again; or maybe the exterior armor you had worked so hard to build so no one could get in had officially cracked. He was so angry. How could you not care more about yourself? How did you not realize how much you meant to him? He heard you and Sam approaching the jet and got busy getting ready to take off, trying to control his temper. He didn’t want to have a screaming match with you. “Nice work Buck.” Sam patted Bucky on his shoulders.
“You too. We’re just no closer to what they want.” Bucky narrowed his eyes at you and immediately went to the quinjet controls. You were expecting him to rip into you. You didn’t know which was worse, his wrath or his silence. You knew the wrath would eventually come.
“Y/N has an idea.” Bucky turned and raised his eyebrows at you, his face laced with attitude.
“I think they want Steve. I overheard them talking about ‘The Captain’. All they know is that he’s retired. They don’t know that he went back in time to live a life with Peggy and came back over 100 years old.”
“What would they want with Steve?”
“They want more Super Soldiers. You’re their only successful soldier. They may have enhanced me, but I’m no Super Soldier.”
“That’s funny because you act like you are.” You took the jab and continued your thought. He was trying to bait you. It made him feel better to yell at you, but he didn’t want to feel guilty later. Pushing you into a fight was the only way for him to not feel guilty.
“I think that Hydra thinks they can get the jump in him. If they can get his blood they might be able to recreate the serum. Technology is more advanced now. They could do it. And Sergeant-  just so you know, before you make any other comments or decide to scream at me when we get back. I owe Steve Rogers my life. He saved me. If Hydra finds him now, he’s not what he used to be. They could take him. I will DIE before I let Hydra torture me into telling them where he is. And I won’t die at their hands.” Bucky clenched his jaw and turned to the controls of the jet.
Around the events of “Age of Ultron”
“She’s an enhanced. Hydra made her. How do we know they didn’t plant her here to take us down from the inside.” Clint had his arms crossed in front of him. “He has a point Cap.” Bruce had been trying tofigure out what your abilities were, but you wouldn’t let him near you. Tony was tight lipped, Bruce had a feeling he knew.
“She wouldn’t have been locked up like that. You saw her, they tortured her. You can’t fake that look in her eyes. And she would have attacked. She’s been alone with enough of us. Bruce, you of all people should understand being misunderstood.She can stay on my floor. I’ll keep an eye on her if it makes you feel better, but I trust her. She needs someone to show her kindness.”
“I’m with Cap. She’s telekinetic, by the way. If she wanted us all dead she would have flattened us. She stays. And once she’s bounced back mentally we give her the choice to fight with us and learn to use her skills or I set her up with a nice quiet life.”
“I want to fight.” Your voice was hoarse. Your lip was healing from being split down the middle. Various other injuries were apparent.
“Y/N- you don’t need to decide now.“ Steve rushed over to you.
“Hydra killed my family. My Uncle was a scientist for them and he let an enhanced go. He didn’t know what he was getting into until it was too late. He felt guilty and letting their subject go was the right thing to do in his eyes. They wanted someone young, so they went after the only child he was related to and loved. They made him watch as they murdered my parents and my Aunt. They made him watch as they abused me, broke me and finally injected me and then they killed him. I’ve seen the evil they have put into this world. I need to help fix that. I need to fight back.” You had become an Avenger that day and never looked back.
Bucky had his arms crossed in front of him. He was still not ready to let go of the days events. Sam has gone off to update the mission files. You and Bucky stood toe to toe in the terminal. Sam had felt the conflict brewing and wasn't in the mood to referee the two of you, he was tired.
“Why didn’t you use your powers?” He questioned you like you were a child. You threw your hands up in exasperation.
“I was running across a roof top that had NOTHING to throw at them. And I was running! My aim isn’t great while moving. I can’t move people, you know that! I never got that far in my training with Tony. He thought I was powerful enough to do it." You felt your voice getting shrill. Bucky was the only one that could bring that out in you.  "But then Thanos happened and Tony came back broken. He left. And then when he came back again, he died! Nat is gone. Thor is off in space. Bruce and Wanda are off grieving their losses. Steve is gone. Everyone is GONE!” You were crying and yelling at the same time. Bucky hadn’t meant to upset you like this. He was just so damn upset and scared that you would get yourself hurt or dead. Your voice was quiet and low when you continued,  “Everyone is gone but us. And Sam isn’t equipped to help me train. Neither are you.  You don't have the patience to help train me. And none of us are a smart as Tony was. Not even Bruce. He knew exactly what to do to bring me to the next level. To bring out my abilities. None of us that are left have that talent. Steve might have been able to, but well, he chose a different path. And I’m glad that he did.” You wiped a stray tear. “I will die before they ever get me again. I will NEVER go through that again. I can’t go through that again. You of all people should understand that. And I will protect Steve Rogers with my last breath.” You turned on your heel and stormed out of the room, ignoring Bucky calling your name. You only paused for a moment.
“I promise you, on my life, on your life, I wont let them take you. They will never get their hands on you again.” You continued walking down the hall. Bucky stood there for a few moments after you had gone, hoping you’d come back.
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2 Weeks Later
You had taken a mission hiatus. More like a Bucky Barnes hiatus. You had been avoiding him since your last argument. You hadn’t been able to settle down from it. You were having horrible nightmares. Emaciated Tony Stark haunted your dreams. Bucky had did everything he could to get you alone so you could talk again, but you weren't having it. You told Sam you needed a couple of weeks out of the field to get your head straight. He wasn't sure what had gone on between you and Bucky in that hallway, but he didn't ask. You were still upset and he knew you didn't want to talk about it. So while he and Sam went off to fight more Hydra members, you decided it was time to take care of Steve Rogers and make sure he was safe. You had heard more rumors that Hydra was on the hunt for Steve Rogers. There was no way in hell you would let them lay a finger on him.
“I don’t need anyone to protect me.” Steve was still Steve.
“Steve. They’re after you. You’re like 200 years old now. I really think they could take you.” You had a hand on your hip. He knew that look too well.  He knew when he could reason with you and when your stubbornness was going to make his life hell. He knew he wasn’t going to get his way. “New Asgard is nice. Valkyrie is a bad ass. I trust her to make sure they can’t find you. Please. Just until we can get a handle on this. I can't focus out there if I'm worried about you. Wondering if they're just distracting us because they figured out where you were and they wanted to make sure we were too busy to help you. They don't know that you're an old man now. Let's keep it that way.” 
It was still alarming to see Steve this old. While his appearance may have been overall different- his eyes, his warm and kind eyes, were still the same.
“Okay Doll. If it makes you feel better. But you have to do something for me.” 
You raised both of your eyebrows at him, which encouraged him to continue. “Be more careful. Take less risks.  Cut Bucky some slack. He cares about you. He just isn’t great at expressing it. He used to be...before...but they changed him.”
“I told him-“ Steve held his hand up to silence you.
“You and I both know that you’re reckless with your life because you think you’re not worth caring about. You think that now that Tony is gone you don't have a place in the world. Nat is gone. And I might as well be gone. I get not wanting to go back to Hydra, but this isn’t new. You've always been reckless with your own life.  You need to realize how much you’re worth. Sam and Bucky, they depend on you. You guys are a family now. You mean a lot to Bucky. More than you know. Be more careful, if not for them, for me. I’m not there to watch your back anymore.” 
You blinked back a few tears, gave Steve a rushed kiss on the cheek. “Sure thing Captain.” You quickly made your way out of his small home in New Asgard. You didn’t like how emotional he and Barnes made you feel with their speeches and concern. 
Steve sighed and ran his hand down his face. He knew you were still struggling with the loss of everything. A small part of him felt selfish for not making sure you were really okay before he went and got his happy ending. He didn't know how to reach you, how to help you heal. He pulled his phone out and dialed Bucky to give him a heads up. Bucky had been concerned about you as of late, Steve was starting to see why.  _________________________________________________________
That night you were standing in the balcony of the compound drowning your feelings in a cheap bottle of champagne. It was a little chilly for early May. You stood in a pair of leggings and a grey waffle knit sweater you were sure had been Bucky’s before you washed it and accidentally shrank it. You hadn’t heard any news about their mission from that day but assumed no news was good news. You could hear music from a party in the distance.
“Can’t be that bad sweetheart.” Bucky’s voice made you jump. He was reminiscent of the Bucky Barnes you had heard stories about.
“Jesus...” you held your hand over your rapidly beating heart. He operated in stealth mode 24/7. He scared you more times than he didn’t. “You need to wear a bell. What isn’t that bad?” Bucky had a gleam in his eyes, one you didn’t often see.
“You only drink $10 champagne out of the bottle when you’re upset.” His head nodded at the uncorked bottle sitting on the patio table. “We’ve been a team long enough for me to know your tells. Nice shirt by the way.” He was smirking at you. If you squinted hard enough, he was definitely flirting.
“Sergeant are you drunk?” He laughed.
“I have to be drunk to be in a good mood?” He stepped closer to you. You had your back against the high railing. He technically had you blocked in, not that you felt the need to bolt from him, not yet anyway.
“Um yeah. Wait- you can’t get drunk.”
“Thor may have sent some supplies from a far away land. He knows my pain of not being able to get drunk on cheap booze. Unlike some people.” He was looking down at you, ghost of a smile on his face, teasing tone. “Sam and I had a good mission. We were celebrating. We wanted you to celebrate with us but we couldn’t find you.”
“I’m honestly not really in the mood for celebrating.” He closed the space between you by another few steps. You felt goosebumps when he tucked a piece of hair behind your ear.
“And you say I’m the broody one. What’s getting to you sweetheart?” Normally any man that called you pet names like that would be digging their scrotum out of their throat. But from Bucky and Steve it was different. They didn’t mean it in a condescending way. From Bucky it was kind of endearing.
“Relocated our senior citizen Super Soldier today. He just said some stuff that stirred things up.” Bucky’s ice blue eyes bore into yours. You could tell the moment the music from the roof top party across the compound where lower level agents were hanging out pulled at his attention. He cocked his ear towards the right.
“Dance with me.” You scoffed.
“What?” He put his hand out for you to place yours in his.
“I’m actually a great dancer. I used to go dancing all the time. Dragged poor Steve on all of these double dates.” He stared at you expectantly with his hand still out. With pursed lips and an eye roll you placed your hand in his. He pulled you close to him while he held your one hand in his and placed the other on the small of your back. That feeling of his hand holding your body close to his felt like a puzzle piece finding the right place. You rested your free hand comfortably on the nape of his neck. You felt selfconcious under his gaze. He was a really good dancer.
“I kind of like this side of you Sergeant. Carefree.”
“I’m slowly getting back to who I was from what they made me. I actually have you to thank for that.”
“What do you mean?”
“The day you came up to me, told me Tony forgave me. That helped me more than you know. If he could let go of what I had done, then I could too. You set me free.” He whispered the last sentence in your ear. You felt the heat rise to your cheeks. “I wish I could set you free too.”  You gave him questioning eyes and he continued. “I know that Tony and Nat’s deaths still weigh on you. I know they and Steve were family to you. I know you miss them. But Tony- he would want you to move on. Be happy. That’s why he did what he did. So you, Pepper, Morgan, Peter and everyone else could live on.” His grip on you tightened when you tried to yank yourself from his arms. You turned your head to the side and he sighed. 
“Look at me Y/N. Please look at me.” You slowly turned your head back to meet his eyes. “You bring so much value. This team needs you. Sam needs you. I- I need you. You make me feel things I did t think I would ever feel again. You’re everything Y/N. Please don’t destroy yourself. I can’t imagine living in a world without you in it." 
You both jumped apart when you heard knocking on the glass. Sam Wilson was doubled over laughing at how he had scared the two of you. You took the opportunity to slip away from Bucky.
"Y/N... wait."
"Good night Sergeant ." And then you were gone. You had felt something stirring between the two of you. Bucky Barnes was a good looking man, and when he wasn't in mission mode, was the most charming man you had ever met. Even more so than Steve or Tony. Being that close to him, letting him in, letting anyone in terrified you. Every time you let yourself get close to someone, you lost them and they took a piece of you with them. Pretty soon, there wouldn't be anything of you left. You had to keep Bucky at a distance.
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Bucky was pacing the length of Steve’s living room. It was like watching a ping pong ball. As much anguish as Bucky was in, Steve Rogers couldn’t help but to be thrilled. This was HIS Bucky. This man was a far cry from The Winter Soldier Hydra had created.
“Buck- take a breath.”
“I’m an idiot Steve. It was too much too fast. I mean, we’ve always had this flirty banter. But I told her she was everything. I mean what was I thinking? She’s like a baby deer, anything too loud or bright and she bolts.”
“Y/N cares about you. I’d even venture to guess she feels the same way about you as you do her.” Bucky gave him the ‘I’m going to argue’ look, before he could start Steve continued. “Hear me out. I see the look in her eyes when she talks about you. I’ve seen her protect you, a man near invincible, when on a mission. She’s just scared. Loosing Tony did a number on her. Don’t give up on her.”
“And if you’re wrong?”
“Well then Buck you can retire with me and we can go to Asgardian Bingo.” 
Bucky cracked a smile. “You’re still a punk.”
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“Y/N!” Sam was barreling toward you. “You can’t blow off any more missions.”
“Sammy I’m sorry. I just need more time.”
“I can’t give you more time. Look I don’t know what’s going on between you and Barnes. You’re avoiding him and he’s mopey. But you need to get over it. Get your shit and get your shit together. This is a huge lead on Hydra’s current leader. Wheels up in 30.” Sam stalked out of your room without waiting for a response.
“Dammit.” You signed, knowing Sam was right and knowing you couldn’t avoid Bucky forever. And the idea of getting your hands on the current leader of Hydra was too good to pass up. You grabbed your suit out of your closet.
30 minutes later you were walking onto the quinjet. Bucky looked up and was genuinely surprised to see you. Sam must have thought you weren’t coming.
“Good to see you Doll. Thought you had quit.” He circled around you, staring you down.
“Just wanted some space.”
“You were hiding. Worse you were hiding from me. Why?”
“I’m sorry. Bucky I can’t. This...I can’t do it.” You turned so your back was facing him.
“No. You’re not pushing me away. There’s something here, between you and me. We do this mission and then we are having a serious conversation about us.” Bucky gestured between the two of you.
“Buck-“ you started but Bucky cut you off again.
“Listen- I get it. You’ve lost everything, twice. You’re scared. I’m a survivor. I’m not going anywhere.” He was standing so close you could feel his breadth on the back of your neck. The tiny hairs on your body were standing on end. “Y/N- you make me feel alive. I’m not turning away from that.” Before Bucky could say anything else, Sam climbed aboard the quinjet.
“Good we’re all here. Now let’s get this son of a bitch.” _________________________________________________________
This was an ambush. They had planted the intel to lure the 3 of you to where they wanted you. You were still kicking their asses, but you were running on empty. Using your abilities drained you and you felt a mind numbing migraine quickly approaching. You knocked the Hydra soldier charging at you in the head with a lead pipe knocking them out.
“Y/N you okay?” Sam sounded frantic. You had gotten separated from them early on. You had been internally freaking out but kept pushing forward. You hit your comm.
“Yeah I’m good. I think I just took out the last one over here. I’m going to start making my way to the South East entrance to get the hell out of here.”
���Y/N- please be careful. We will meet you there.” You heard Bucky’s gruff voice. You felt a flood of relief hearing him.
You pulled the hand gun from your holster and slowly made your way through the building. You didn’t remember running this far in, but then again you had been focused on staying alive. You were about to hit the pavement outside when you heard him before you saw him.
“Hello Y/N” his heavy Eastern European accent hung on your name.
“Agent Tordova” You swallowed hard. This man haunted your nightmares. He murdered your family, everyone you loved. Tortured you. Tried to make you into a monster.
“Did you say Tordova?!” Bucky’s voice boomed in your ear piece but you were too frozen to answer. You could hear his feet pounding on the pavement. He must have been running to find you. He knew what this man had done to you.
“It’s been a long time Y/N.” Her circled around you like a hunter circles its prey. “I must say, Avenging agrees with you. I was sorry to hear about your mentor Tony Stark. Another loss for poor Y/N.” You wiped a tear that slipped from your eye as it ran down your cheek. “Always so weak.” He stepped closer to you.
“Don’t you listen to him Y/N. Don’t you dare let him get under your skin.” Bucky was out of breath, clearly still running.
“Where is Captain Rogers?”
“He’s on vacation. Sorry.” Your voice was clipped. You didn’t even get a chance to flinch and his hand was around your throat, squeezing.
“That smart mouth always got you into trouble.” You kicked him in the gut and stumbled away.
“There is nothing you can do to me that will make me give up Steve Rogers location. Nothing.”
“I don’t know darling, I made you crack once or twice.”
“I’m a hell of a lot stronger now than I was back then.”
“That may be true, but there is nothing here for you to hurl at me.” He was cocky as ever. He lunged at you again this time he had you in a head from behind.
“Get your filthy hands off of her.” Relief flooded your body. Bucky promised he’d never let Hydra get their hands on you again, and here he was.
“The Winter Soldier. Our greatest creation and biggest loss. What were the words again?”
“You could say them a thousand times, your programming has been wiped.”
“Well then let’s make a deal. I let the beautiful Y/N go, relatively unscathed and we will leave Steve Rogers alone. You come with me.”
Bucky could see the fear you were trying to hide. But your eyes were wide and your breathing was erratic. Normally calm in any storm, this man had destroyed your life and nearly destroyed you.
“What do you need me or Steve for?”
“To make more soldiers. I just need all of your blood, that’s all.” You had an unreadable expression on your face. Bucky was proud that you had figured it out. Before he or Tordova could say anything else you had elbowed him in the stomach, the fight back in your eyes. Sam came in from the other side about to grab Tordova when Bucky saw your stumble back and the horror full Sam’s eyes. It had all happened so fast, he couldn’t stop it from happening. He and Sam rushed to you as Tordova made his escape.
“Y/N?!” Bucky cradled you in his arms. He saw the blood pooling from your stomach. He started to put pressure on the stab wound. Sam was calling for help. They needed to get you out of here fast.
“Bucky...I’m sorry.”
“Shhh, save your strength. Medics will be here soon.”
“No listen, I’m sorry I pushed you away. I was just scared.”
“It’s okay. You can make it up to me later.” You groaned in pain and leaned into him.
“Bucky I....I love you.”
“Stop it! Don’t say goodbye. You’re not leaving me! Y/N?!” Bucky pulled your body close to his. “Don’t leave me. Please don’t leave me” He felt people pulling him away from your unconscious body. Sam held him back as the medical team started working to save your life. Soon you were on a stretcher and being air lifted out of the facility.
“Tordova?” Bucky couldn’t look at Sam.
"He got away." Bucky punched the wall in frustration.
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Bucky sat next to your bedside. Somehow, you were still alive. It was some sort of miracle. The amount of blood you had lost and the internal injuries from the stab wound would have taken a normal person out. For the first time, he was grateful for whatever Hydra had pumped into your veins. He was certain that is what kept you alive.
You had just gotten out of a second surgery to repair an internal tear. The beeping of the machines were the only thing indicating you were alive. There was no movement from your body other than the shallow breaths. They had taken you off the ventilator and so far you were breathing on your own. Whether that would continue was another story. There had been something on the knife that you had been stabbed with, You were fighting a nasty infection on top of everything else. You looked so small and fragile in the bed. It wasn't a sight he was used to. He was accustomed to the fierce fighter with a sharp tongue. He would give just about anything to hear you tell him off. He'd gladly switch places with you just to hear you laugh again. 
He thought back to a few months prior, after a mission that went relatively successful, the three of you were sitting in the kitchen drinking. You were laughing so hard your sides hurt. Bucky and Sam had gotten into a shot for shot match up. Sam had broken out Bucky's special stash. You and Sam were partaking in tequila. Even with the much stronger liquor, Bucky was drinking Sam under the table. Sam was slurring his words slightly. You had seemed so carefree in that moment. His head snapped up when he heard you groan.
Everything hurt. Everything was loud. And as you slowly opened you eyes, everything was too bright. You tried to sit up and cried out in pain.
“Easy sweetheart, you’re going to pop a stitch.” Bucky’s easy voice filled your ears.
“I’m alive.” Your voice was scratchy.
“Barely. It was touch and go for a while.” Your eyes focused and you saw the dark circles and lines of worry etched on Bucky’s face. You felt your heart swell. The memories of Tordova and being stabbed came flooding back. You remembered being in Bucky's arms and seeing a tear slip from his eyes.
“I meant it.”
“What?“
“I meant what I said. I was scared. I sorry I pushed you away. I was a coward. But I love you Bucky.” You felt his lips lightly brush yours.
“I love you too. You don’t have to apologize now. You have nothing to be sorry for. Now you rest and heal. Once your back on your feet you can make it all up to me” you felt his lips brush yours again. You wouldn’t waste another moment of your life in fear. No matter what happened you would face it with Bucky at your side.
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