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hhhhghhhh · 8 months

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idk things have changed over the years but i've found it so isolating to be an increasingly feminine/gnc man(kinda) who wants a romantic relationship with a woman and just like loves girls a lot. like im not fooling myself into thinking im the most feminine person ever, i'm not but like. i'm beyond the realm of okayness with heterosexual norms to be sure. and there's nothing of myself to make up for the fact that i am seen as lacking. im the happiest i've ever been im the most comfortable with my appearance ever but im like so lonely all the time. what teh fuck.

#tldr: i need to find a transgender gf #like literally all my cis girl friends have said to me that like. they don't think that women will really b into me and to turn to men #and i like men* like to be clear i am bisexual it's just that i more often am attracted to women*#*these are loose categories and not the only genders i just hate grouping non-binary as this totally third gender when as a #nonbinary guy myself that's not really how it works #i tend 2 b attracted 2 people who break gender norms appearance-wise most of all regardless of gender identity that's just a lot 2 type out #i've been like firmly t4t for a bit now but it's so hard to find someone. im like 1 of 3 transgenders here #and one of them is someone who is like. way younger than me so obviously not and the other actually now lives in philadelphia and is also #way younger than me #so ig im 1 out of 2

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altruistic-meme · 1 year

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3, 13, 68 <3

oscar my dearest <3 I'm sorry this turned into a disaster jcjsjz

03: Do you regret anything?

oh for sure. there are things I regret saying and not saying, things I regret agreeing to, things I regret missing. regret is part of life. i am trying to learn to love with regret and to try to limit how much more of it I have.

getting philosophical it's the lack of sleep

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

so I wanted to be the Bigger Person and say no bc hate is a heavy word etc. but also like. My sister. I hate her so much. I have to interact with her and pretend I don't but a lot of my regrets are related to her, and a lot of my anxiety, and a lot of strain on my relationships with others, and a lot of my insecurities. and nothing she has ever done has made any of that worth it. so yeah. I've wasted a lot of my time hurting myself over her and she never cared. so I hate her.

and now I'm being angsty jsjfjaj I also blame this on lack of sleep. it is true tho.

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my friend, who is also my sister's gf! she enjoys deep conversations and their are few people I feel comfortable enough with to have them, so its often that we'll end up talking about things.

[ ask game ]

#jfjajfjajd sorry sorry #also: 2 different sisters. i mention 2 different sisters. i feel like i should clarify that fjajdj #1 is the one i hate and 2 is the one whos gf im friends with #i forget that i am being Vague sometimes #not that ive ever been vague about the one sister lmao #special bs with liz #<- see she has her own tag and everything #ill be quiet now cjajjdjs #askers #spaghett-onaplate #shh ac

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theyluvkarolina · 3 months

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍

Part One , Part Two ' ' 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓 ' '

· . ୨୧⭒๋࣭ ⭑ ` ` no! you’re married to me! she’s the other woman! ` ` ⊹ ‧₊˚

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ୨୧ Being in love with your friend is the best! Until your wort dream comes true.

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 ୨୧ lando norris x friend!reader (one-sided love)

𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌 ୨୧ none!

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ୨୧ angsty…?

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐏𝐎 ୨୧ The Other Woman - Lana Del Rey

𝐀/𝐍 ୨୧ sheeee’sss baaaaacckkkkk!!! so sorry i’ve left you guys high and dry! this work isn’t my favorite but definitely improved in my eyes! for my other mclaren supporters, how are we feeling with the results so far? personally, we can always improve, but I’m very happy with how they have been so far! Especially Oscar! :) (OP81 fic coming soon! 😉 )

hmmmm kinda feeling to make a part two but I will let you all decide! ;))

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y/n.jpeg pre-race-week pizza day :)) someone is now banned from the kitchen after almost setting the AirBnB on fire.

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landonorris it’s not my fault it had a hard oven to use 🙄

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maxverstappen1 i think chrales met his match for worst cook

→ charles_leclerc the next race it won’t be just a inchident. → maxvertsappen1 🤐 → username3 THAT’S CRAZY 😭😭

ybsf_username WE NEED TO HANG OUT SOON :(( i don’t want to see you spend time only with this stinky man

→ y/n.jpeg DW I GOT YOU 🙏🙏 → landonorris STINKY?!?!?!

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[Caption!]: Me and Pookie #1 cheering for Pookie #2! (w/ @ ybsf_username)

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y/n.jpeg congrats to my boy and everyone for the tremendous job they did! congrats to @ mclaren for their placement this race.

p.s. Y/Bsf/N and Lando met for the first time today! I think they like each other 🙃

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ybsf_username my gf is so pretty 😍😍😍

→ landonorris who said she’s your gf?? → ybsf_username why are you asking??? → username5 not them fighting over Y/N 💀

ybsf_username i hate him i’m gonna chop his weenie off

→ landonorris im feeling rather unsafe right now. → username4 LMAOOO

username5 SHES SO PRETTY

landonorris i don’t like your friend she’s scary.

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therealyn_ln they are friends now! nothing a little partying can’t fix 🥂

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ybsf_username okay he’s not the worst 🙄 🙄

→ therealyn_ln :)) → landonorris i’m honored → ybsf_username don’t think this would be a usual thing for me to admit mr. norris. → landonorris yes ma’am 🫡 → username11 I can’t be the only one sensing some romantic-ish tension here am i? → username12 time for your meds gram-gram!!

username6 oh god

username7 after the last post celebration post I don’t know what to expect…

username8 i’m so happy the duo is expanding into a trio

username9 someone check on Y/N

→ y/n.jpeg no need! I’m fine! → oscarpiastri how many drinks did you have again? → y/n.jpeg 12 why? → oscarpiastri yep we’re taking you home.

y/n.jpeg guys, is it normal to think you guy best friend is hot?

y/n.jpeg why don’t I like it that they are laughing together

y/n.jpeg i don’t want him to forget about me

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username10 i can’t be the only one that saw those comments… right?

y/n.jpeg i think i had too much to drink…

→ oscarpiastri you think?

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y/n.jpeg the vienna balls are pretty cool. absolutely loved it in austria! 3 days till race day :)

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username13 idk guys this rubs me the wrong way.

username14 this feels… so forcibly positive?

username15 she literally looks like the third wheel not even a friend :(

landonorris haha balls

→ ybsf_username you re literally so immature → landonorris piss off, suck these balls.

ybsf_username my girl looks so gorgeous

→ y/n.jpeg right back at you wifey → landonorris so does mine 🥴 *Liked by ybsf_username!* → ybsf_username no. → username16 uhm! → username17 Oh!!

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landonorris bone apple teeth as the french say

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charles_leclerc that is not how you say it in french.

→ landonorris oui oui baguette Monsieur Leclerc → charles_leclerc 😐 → pierregasly 😐 → estebanocon 🥖 🍷

username18 who is that? where is y/n for pre-race-week pizza day? :(

→ username24 it’s never pre-race-week pizza day without y/n :(

username19 guys… that’s not Y/N’s hair color…

username20 call me crazy but i think that’s Y/Bsf/N

→ username21 that makes no sense… → username22 i mean, lately, lando has been spending more time with her… → username23 not only that, y/n looks like her own third-wheel to friends that just met each other. Have you seen their posts together over the past couple of weeks?

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y/n.jpeg girls grils glirs !!

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lailahasanovic the best 🩶

→ y/n.jpeg mwah mwah → mickschumacher :( → lailahasanovic still love you though lovey 🫶 → mickschumacher :)

lilymhe FUNTIME FUNTIME FUNTIME

y/n.jpeg guys don’t drink if you are under 18

y/n.jpeg or 21 if you are a weird american

→ logansargeant this feels aimed. → y/n.jpeg noooooo

y/n.jpeg guys i’m at my limit!!! and not with alcohol!!

→ username24 Y/N :((( → franciscac.gomes literally call me right now. we’ll have a pasta night! :) → y/n.jpeg what about pierre?? → franciscac.gomes he won’t mind! → pierregasly I won’t??? → franciscac.gomes now you won’t!

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y/n.jpeg pasta night with my girl is better than pizza :)

ps. thank you big brother pierre for the photos 🫶

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pierregasly anything for my girlfriend’s girlfriend

→ franciscac.gomes mwah mwah ❤️ → y/n.jpeg best honorary big brother → pierregasly normally I don’t like this… but I’ll let it slide. → franciscac.gomes 😼 😼 😼

username24 BIG BROTHER PIERRE!!

username25 i hope Y/N finds someone that loves her :(

alexandrasaintmleux sorry I couldn’t join :((

→ y/n.jpeg don’t worry alex 💕 it’ not our fault charles stole you from us

charles_leclerc what is the pasta recipe? it looks delicious 😋

→ y/n.jpeg one you can’t make and one you definitely can’t serve to alex. charles_leclerc enough. 😒 😒

y/n.jpeg men ain’t shit ladies!!

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2knightt · 1 year

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dallas but with a sweetheart soc! gf. i feel like he’d be the sort of person to be like “i’m never gonna go for a soc especially a nice one” only to be completely smitten with one the minute he meets her 😭😭😭

Dallas Winston x sweetheart!soc!reader

!warnings!

1.fem!reader

2.swearing, minor mentions of violence and blood.

honest to god, he didn’t believe you existed.

people would talk about this nice soc who’s ‘real nice to us grease.’

all dallas did when he heard this was kiss his teeth and shake his head.

“yeah right, when’s the last time you ever met a nice soc? never, cause they don’t exist. get your head outta the clouds you idiot.”

UNTILL he actually just so happened to run into you!

you were walking, alone. stupid—you already knew that.

you just wanted to walk around tusla in peace!

then dallas winston came and ruined it.

“woah. what’s a pretty girl like you doin ‘round these parts?”

dallas said from behind you, trying to lean into your view as you kept walking.

“huh? ‘these parts?’”

“yeah, little miss. these parts. where the hoods stay. you don’t look like no grease, anyhow.”

that’s when you finally understood what he meant.

you’re a soc that’s walking around the east side!

“oh! i’m sorry, should i-uh, walk back?”

dallas didn’t know what you meant—sorry? walk back?

“why’d you go and go that?”

“well—you clearly don’t want me here and i don’t wanna make you upset! im sorry if i did, i ain’t mean it!”

ohh…you’re that sweetheart soc everyone was talking about.

dally’s demeanour immediately changed. it went from sweet to nonchalant, cool, tuff guy.

“yeah, it’s best you go. might get hurt or something..”

so with that, you nodded your head and walked in the opposite direction.

while you were fleeing the scene, dallas couldn’t stop thinking about you.

he thought about how cute your hair was, how pretty you looked under the moonlight, how—wait. what is he saying?!

you’re a soc! he’d rather die than go after a soc!

he just grumbled to himself, cursing himself out.

the days following, every time a person mentioned you at all, he’d try to switch the conversation.

“that nice soc came ‘round recently. she-“

“uh-anyways, buck’s having a part tonight.”

dally didn’t go around saying he didn’t believe you were real or that he hated you anymore. instead he just went around looking for you!

and one fateful day, he ran into you again!

“hey, i remember you! i didn’t catch your name!”

“dallas winston. what’s your name, pretty?”

“y/n l/n. oh—and thank you!”

since then, you and dallas would talk more and more. even hanging out on some occasions!

you just thought it was all because he was a really nice friend, which made you sad because you liked dallas winston a lot!

maybe a little too much…you found yourself purposely going onto greaser territory just to see him.

and it’s not like he didn’t like you too! he totally did, and you could tell!

dallas ain’t very good at hiding his blush.

but he was in complete denial. he refuses to accept that he likes another girl after syliva, let alone the someone apart of the group of people he hates the most.

one lovely and wonderful day you and dally went on a drive! …in your car, obviously.

dallas had pulled into an empty parking lot and turned to face you.

“why are we here, dal? you oka-“

“i like you.”

“…what?”

dallas sighs and thoughts start running through his head about how he knew he shouldn’t have told you, how he knew it was stupid, how all soc’s are the same.

a soc girl dating a hood like him was unheard of, so he thought if you rejected him he’d get over you.

well, that’s what he thought before it actually came. he was embarrassed—he wanted to just run out, he should it’d save him the trouble—

when suddenly his worries were cut off by your angelic giggle.

“i like you too, dallas.”

then without thinking, the two of you lean over the centre console and have your very first kiss as a couple <3

you best believe he’s bragging about you to everyone and anyone.

“yeah but i don’t see you dating a soc, let alone y/n, steve. up your fucking game.”

“I’M GOING TO BODYSLAM YOU DALLAS.”

he steals stuff for you but REFUSES to tell you he stole them. he thinks you’ll have a heart attack if he does.

when he sees a cute shirt you’d like? snatched. your favourite snack? already in his jacket. a cute necklace with his initial? NOT SAFE! HE ALREADY TOOK IT!

he’s so whipped for you oh my LORD.

dallas is pushing other girls away that WILLINGLY flirted with him.

“yeah, huh uh. that’s nice ‘n all but, i got a girlfriend.”

he will walk into soc territory for you. he can and he will.

he doesn’t care who tries to jump him, he has pretty flowers to give you at your doorstep!

cuddling?? cuddling.

while at the drive-in you guys are definitely that one cute couple that everyone looks at when they walk by.

dallas’s arm around your shoulders as he brings you closer to him with your head resting on his shoulder.

looking up at him as he looks down at you and flashes his famous smile<3

i can see it now!

still can’t believe how nice you are sometimes??

like he just doesn’t get why you’re apologizing to a door??

“oh! i’m so sorry.”

“that’s a door, doll.”

PATCHING HIM UP AFTER FIGHTS??? OH MY GOD???

him sitting on your kitchen counter with bruises and cuts all over his body as you scramble to find any sort of bandages.

“oh dall, look at you!”

“i’ll be fine, love.”

“BUT I WON’T BE!! YOU’RE BLEEDING SO MUCH!!”

not gonna lie, when dallas told the gang he was dating you they thought he was lying.

“yeah right.”

“mhm, and i’m sober right now. ya know, since we’re lying.”

“dallas, stop lying to us.”

“guys what the fuck???”

dallas waited awhile before you met the gang. even though he trusted you fully, you were still a soc.

and you know how greasers and socs are together, right?

but when you do meet them?? they are HOLLERING.

“HOLY SHIT IT WAS TRUE!”

“STEVE HOLD ME I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN!”

“AND SHE’S ACTUALLY PRETTY??”

dallas felt a little offended at the last part.

your friends didn’t like that you were hanging around the toughest greaser in tusla, and they let you know that.

“i still can’t believe you gave that hood a chance, y/n.”

“me neither, you doin’ charity work now?”

“c’mon guys! he’s real sweet when he’s with me, you just don’t know the dallas i know!”

but overtime, they had no choice but to accept it.

they just couldn’t believe that an angel like you would go after the devil himself!

your friends knew that you were whipped for dallas n they couldn’t do anything about it.

you two were head over heels for each other.

tulsa’s it couple, as some would say!

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1.SORRY FOR THE DELAY FOR THIS OMFG.

2.im legit inlove with this idea?? your mind?? holy shit???

3.I HOPE U LIKE THIS LMFAO

may 17th, 2023. 5:29PM

#2knightt #the outsiders #the outsiders x reader #dallas x reader #dallas winston x reader #sweetheart!reader

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munsster · 1 year

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kurt kunkle and his bimbo girlfriend

A/N: this week has literally forced me to be obsessed with this greasy little slasher (soooooo my inbox is surely open!) (gif creds: @stevesnailbat)

Pairing: Kurt Kunkle x Fem!Bimbo!Reader

Warnings: Spree (2020) related content, kurt kunkle, smut/suggestive themes, MDNI, slasher themes (blood, gore, murder, ghostface), pet names (baby, slasher), cam/stream sex

im sorry but gamer bf x bimbo gf trope is actually flooring me rn

he’s just this greasy little streamer you started watching and you’re this total babe who’s obsessed with him

and you are really obsessed with him

you are literally his Number one fan

if kurt kunkle has 100 fans, youre one of them. if kurt kunkle has 1 fan, its you. if kurt kunkle has no fans, you’re dead.

you plugging kurtsworld96 at any given chance, like he’s so confused the first time he hears you do it, but then he gets so happy and just pulls you in

you being the first one to be super excited about his amount of viewers/followers

a celebratory kiss for ur streamer bf 🥰

also getting really worried when he seems to be in a little bit of trouble (ie cops in the background yikes)

him always reassuring you that he’s fine and he’ll figure it out

you dont know it but he’ll do anything you say, even if it meant turning off his stream for the night

you literally suggested doing cam stuff together before chat suggested it, but now chat is like obsessed with that because theyre a bunch of pervs

you treating chat like a sassy lil mama (“ew! behave yourselves” “ask nicely” “‘put it in her ass’ oh cmon, you know better” “shhh, quit being bratty, thats not how good little viewers get what they want, now is it?”)

youre such a lil price gouger, youre like “okay if someone sends in $50, i’ll let you guys watch us” and chat loves you so obviously they end up doing that

kurt really really loves you, plus you do wonders for his numbers. viewers basically double when he even mentions you

“‘kill your gf’ pfft yeah right, i know all his tricks, i’d like to see him try!” and you’re like in his lap and grinning and he just grins at you and when you turn to face him, he lands a big ol smooch on you

even after months of being together, he still gets nervous around you

and you always tell him to “relax, baby, it’s just me” all while he’s literally buzzing in your presence

he probably likes his hair pulled tbh

like even when you just run your fingers through his hair, he’s purring, he’s so slutty for it

asking him to do skincare/haircare with you as an excuse to take showers together 😝

like of course he’s gonna do it 1) because he loves you and 2) because afterwards, he smells like a candy store

you picking out his outfits because what he wears now is actually a cry for help

no because he would actually let you treat him like a dress up doll

you being really excited about it and telling him to do GRWM and OOTD segments on his streams (which are completely led + narrated by you, but he doesn’t need to know that)

him teaching you how to play video games (even though you already kinda know, you let him have his moment)

you designing the clickbait thumbnails for all of his youtube videos and they’re definitely all sparkly and pink and cute

you begging him to come with you to get your nails done, telling him he doesn’t have to get his nails done, you just want him to go with you

but of course, you convince him to get his nails done (just a basic polish *cough cough* in literally neon green, his choice) and he flaunts it to stream

he definitely makes fun of bobby like “my girlfriend is literally so hot. where’s yours? oh wait……”

and you HATE bobby

you think he’s a bad friend to kurt, but you’d never tell him that. you just scheme like “noooo baby, hang out with me, not bobby” and he’s like okay 🥰

also him being a little protective and possessive over you

like when other attractive people glance at you, he’ll grab your hand or put his arm around you or ask for a little kiss (all of which you do happily)

i love yous are thrown around like none other, and it makes him blush everytime. even when youre just tuning in, if he gets that “i love you, slasher” message, he’ll go red as a tomato

oh that reminds me: youre favorite movies being slasher films like scream and scary movie and american psycho, and he’s not stupid so he definitely senses the theme there

bonus: he definitely buys one of those ghostface masks just to surprise you (and get into your pants)

you offering to help clean his car after particularly gory kills (and he knows ur really good with aesthetics and detail work)

also you cleaning him up after particularly gory kills 🥺

like he’ll come home with blood streaked down his face, and you’re like “aw baby 😟 c’mere”

he LOVES it, he feels like a little puppy dog around you because you take care of him so well

you are all about sneak attack kisses, and he never knows what to do with them, he just sits there and smiles while you hold his face and pecks his lips

bro eventually, he’ll start laying the rizz down on you (and he’s not very good at it but) its so sweet that he’s genuinely trying and happy

like he’ll just spit pick-up line after pick-up line whenever you’re around, and you just giggle and kiss him on the cheek

you don’t even have to ask and he’ll buy you cute clothes. not that he’s insanely rich or like raking it in, but he makes enough, and he will spend money on something nice for you before he buys something for himself

him begging to drive you anywhere and anywhere even though your car works perfectly fine, he just wants to do things for you

also him begging to rig your car with cameras, too, just so when he does have to be in your car, he can still stream

ummm bonus: he definitely sets up a camera above his bed so like not only can he do sleeping streams, but…. you know…… angles 😌

you bringing him snacks and drinks during his stream and he gets the biggest googly eyes

you’ll just walk in in like the skimpiest little outfits, grinning and winking at the camera before giving kurtie a sloppy kiss

yall he’s so fucking dumb (in a loving way), but you’ll get into the car in like the most revealing and tight top and he’ll get all nervous and try to angle the cameras like ‘yall seeing this???’ all while smirking to himself

him accidentally referring to you as his wife on multiple occasions while streaming

letting you put your songs in the queue every so often

bonus: after hearing you play it literally once, his new favorite song is ‘stars are blind’ by paris hilton. that shit bangs and he knows it

him making you a playlist of all his songs (and he actually falls in love when you mention the fact that you listen to it almost constantly)

he actually can’t believe you love him and you’re of fan of his work and you’re actually the cutest thing he’s ever seen (nice tits, too)

it takes a lot of convincing and proof on his part that you truly love him, but you’re not shy about showing it and you’ll prove it to him anytime he needs

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sugawarassoulmate · 1 year

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okok im back with incel!kenma

whats even worse is if you really can’t tell if you’re a guy or a girl, the type of person that gives gender envy. if you have longer hair he just assumes your like him and can’t be bothered to cut it.

OKAY THIS THOUGHT JUST HIT ME MID TYPING! YOU’RE THE BITCH NERD!/LOSER!KURO CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT. THERES TWO MAYBE THREE WAYS HE CAN FIND OUT ITS YOU.

also ik this isn’t one of your hcs for kuro but nerd/loser!kuro x mean!goth!gf but maybe you’re not mean to him but everyone else, people even look at him the wrong way and you have them absolutely terrified. and during your face chats with him you never have your makeup or you daily clothes on. normally just bare faced and in something of kuros. surpising how he didn’t pick up kuros old nekoma jersey

number one: maybe kuro posts a picture of you on his story possibly at your pc playing with incel!kenma. or it could be one of the spicy mirror pictures you made him post because why the hell is the dumb bitch from class feeling up on your man for. maybe you even rant to kenma about this dumb bitch who can’t keep her hands to herself, and why the fuck is she touching a taken man. (okay i think incel!kenma is misogynistic but not homophobic because why the fuck would anyone want to deal with some needy whore constantly.) but that rant solidifies the thought that you are infact a guy maybe not one who hates women on the same level as he does but a man nonetheless. but once kuro posted that picture he figured it out and was disgusted.

number 2: kuro is at your house studying, so to keep your boredom at bay you hop online with kenma, it’s about two hours in when he hears a knock shuffling in the back ground followed by the sound of someone falling onto your bed when he asked about it your response is casual “oh its just my boyfriend.” and he doesn’t pick at it anymore. but then the mic catches a familiar voice in the background. “pretty girl when are you gonna be done, i want to take a nap with you” you give a hum in response to his question. “alright bro gotta leave after this round, so we have to win don’t wanna lose the last match of the day.” obviously you land up losing because kenma can’t get his pretty little head around the fact that he couldn’t tell you were some fucking bitch, you never told him either so that makes you a fucking liar (even tho he didn’t ask). when the game disconnects he’s seething.

number three: this is the worst option really kuro begs him to come hang out with him at his girlfriend, he swears up and down that she’s not the type of woman he’d hate. promises that they have a lot of the same interests. maybe he sends a picture of you cosplaying as one of his favorite characters but that just lowers his opinion, in the photo he can’t even tell its you though. so he’s even more confused when he meets you guys at the arcade. he cautiously calls you by your in game name and you respond with a smile and respond with your irl name. he’s genuinely not sure how to react. not just bc you’re the person he’s been gaming with for almost a year, but with your thick ass platforms you’re just as talk as kuro if not taller. you literally look down at him, can he even talk shit about a bitch like you with out getting his as beat.

anyway this drug out for way longer than intended. but yeah incel!kenma making assumptions and being totally wrong. how funny would it be if he had a crush on kuros gf

bestie.....my beloved......all of the options just sound so amazing to me omg *kisses u*

the absolute torture incel!kenma has to go through upon finding out that 1) his favorite gaming buddy is a disgusting female, 2) she's dating his best friend and somehow he never knew, and 3) she's so fucking hot that kenma can't stop picturing her face every time he rubs one out.

and you just won't let him live you're so fucking mean to him that kenma can't even get a word in when you're roasting him. the only thing that reels you in is kuroo's soft, pleading voice asking you to be nice.

kenma's embarrassed that his friend has become such a simp but fuck if he didn't wish he was on the receiving end of your sweet words.

#haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #kenma x reader #kenma kozume x reader #kozume kenma x reader #🥀#🥀kenma #incel!kenma

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Do you have any Vanguard OCs? 👀 (Or possibly any ones you'd want to see in a deck)

KICKS DOOR DOWN HELLO YES I DO HAVE SOME

no unit??? OCs??? YET....but I want my funny Solrairon/Kheios/Mikani ship to have a kid...who let you have 3 dads??? they could be related to glitter or be one of those duel nation units

anyway SLAPS DOWN MY OC info that I still have thank god I saved this- I really should use toy house............

I've only draw a semi full pic of Michi...everyone else has a picrew cuz Im lazzzyyyy...mamoeni kid does have a headshot tho

Michi

renai fankid. Kagero user. Psyqualia. A really nice kid. A bit lethargic and has his head in the clouds. He’s mostly daydreaming about vanguard and Cray. He keeps an optimistic attitude regardless of how others treat him. He can be a little sneaky and playful, using things to his own advantage (ie. using his cute charms for a headpat) but never had any ill intentions. Thanks to his best friend ‘mothering’ him he is a little spoiled and tends to expect the same from others. When he was younger, he was bullied and kept that to himself, not wanting to make his best friend or anyone else worried. He doesn’t want to feel like a burden to others. Is aware that he is a little ‘weird’ and is labelled as an ‘outcast’ so doesnt want others to fall into that same pit.

Shiro

Link Joker user. transfer from Hong Kong (chinese/japanese) and knows the Soryuu family. Was supposed to be an Aqua Force user. A very serious cardfighter. Dislikes nicknames. Has a hard time getting along with others who are the ‘fooling around’ type. Isn’t mean but does speak his mind. He is actually a very chill and kind person but loses his chill when around kousuke and michi (mostly Michi). Doesn’t laugh a lot, more on the stoic side. Can knit. Might be nominated for Student Council president??

Momoka (Momo)

Mikuru’s daughter. Pale Moon user. A vanguard nerd who keeps up to date with everything, it helps that she works at card capital. Keeps her job a secret bcuz she’s not supposed to have one but she doesnt work all the time. More like 1-2 days a week, 3 at most. Her mom wanted to be an idol and she does to so she has a stressed life. She’s not that popular, yet. Hardworking and determined but doesn’t really give herself a break. She comes off as tired but its worth seeing people smile, on or off the stage. Her stage name is the Pale Moon Witch? Uses a wig or lets her hair down as an idol, keeps it a secret.

Tatsunagi OC (I never named her cries)

Tatsunagi family (takes over after Nome). Like the others, she is simply an observer watching between Earth and Cray. Knows about the half units on Earth.

Kuro

Shadow Paladin half unit. One of the Dark Dragon’s Grade 4 kids. Meant to oppose the Ezel half unit. Emotionless and sticks to the mission. Is somewhat curious about Earth and doesn’t know how some things work. Goes to Fukuhara. Clueless about relationships and is just a pawn to the Dark Dragon.

Mamoeni fankid (never named her either RIP)

nonbinary? Angel Feather/Gear Chronicle. Good and quiet child with a heart of gold but stricken with an illness.

Sayako

Mamoru’s gf. Shadow Paladin user. Has a bad habit of smiling when nervous. Has to live up to older sister’s legacy but can’t handle it so she tries to come off as indifferent/nonchalant. Family thinks she’s heartless. Doesn’t know if she hates her sister or not because thanks! you left me with shit to deal with. Not lazy but hates being compared to her sister. Good but snarky.

Haru (not pictured here waaaaa)

Angel Feather user. sadistic/masochistic type of person. works as a bartender. an ex-delinquent. is still physically strong and can kick your ass outside a cardfight. doesn’t always think plays through, but lady luck is on his side so it turns out in his favor. doesn’t cuss at work but will 100% cuss outside of work.

#princesslocket #bitway.txt #asks #ocs #cfv oc #I realize most of this is post G #shakes I need some overdress OCs......#me @ me: more fankids lol

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sadgurls-blog · 4 months

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My Story Animated

Full YouTube Playlist

I Made My Billionaire BF Go Bankrupt

I Fell In Love With BF’s Bodyguard

5 Heartthrobs Fight Over Me

I Was Raised By 5 Monks From China

I Lost My Memory & I Have NO Idea Who I Am

I Played Genshin Impact

A Billionaire Mafia Boy is Obsessed with Me

I’m Isolated from Everyone. Literally

My Brothers won't let me date until 18!

The Devilish Angels (pt1, pt2, pt3, pt4, full movie s1)

The One Wins the Fight, Will Date Me

My Boyfriend Never Runs Out Of Money

The Bully Loves ME Too Much

Im in Love with an ex-prisoner

An FBI Agent Mission is to Protect me

I Fell In Love With a Boy That I Can Never Have

My best friend stole my boyfriend

2 Boys And 1 Heart (pt1, pt2, pt3)

I Fell And Now I Can Only Speak In A Funny Way

The Richest Family In My Town Claim I'm Their Daughter

A Korean Billionaire Is Obsessed With Me

I followed My Crush To The Basement, instantly regrets it

My Dad Is Overprotective But I Do Whatever I Want

My Sister Had 2 Plastic Surgeries To Look Like Me

a party changed my life forever

I Removed My Birthmark & Didn't Recognize Myself

My Life With 200 Bodyguards

I'm Better Than Cruella

My Dad Hired A Bodyguard For Me

He Had No Idea I Was A Secret Agent

My "Perfect Life" When My Sister Was Born

My Bestie’s Boyfriend Fell In Love With Me

The School Bully Treats Me Like A Princess

I got 20 million followers in Tiktok, and now my parents abandoned me

Girls are Jealous of Me Despite of ALL MY Conditions

Paparazzi Chase Me Since I Was A Baby

I turned a homeless into a billionaire then he left me

Mom Isn't Happy That I'm a Successful Singer

My Dad Have A Bank: My Incredible Story (pt1, pt2)

I Got The Worst Fake BF To Make My Crush Jealous

I Dated 10 Guys! The Last One Is Going To Change Everything

The Beautiful Olivia

The President Hired Me

I Found A Way To Time Travel (pt1, pt2, full mini movie)

I Dated My E’s Billionaire Friend As Revenge

I'm The Top In Everything

Me And My Dad Traveling The World Together

Someone Gave Me A 1 Million Dollar Tip

i am too awkward

They Kidnapped Me

I'm Too Shy

My Brother Tricked All My Gf’s To Breakup With Me

I have two personalities. I can’t choose.

I Can’t Tell Anyone My Name

I Had Amnesia And Woke Up Married To A Billionaire

Oops! Hired an Actor as My Bodyguard

i found out why i am pretty

I Was Raised to Be a Criminal

The good and bad of Popularity

People Think I'm Innocent, But I'm Not

I Met MrBeast

I spent all my dad money in 33 days

how a real life princess goes to school

I Started Living Alone at 15

My drama is Worse than Selena Gomez& Hailey Bieber

My Bestie's Ex Likes Me

Switched At Birth

I’m the Tallest Girl Dating the Tallest Boy. We’re Giants

Enjoy life like there is no tomorrow

I Changed My Face To Take Revenge

i have to tell the truth

I’m A Famous Teen Actress, I Do What I Want

Ellie The Hacker

I'm Being Bullied By The People Who Adopted Me, What Happens Next Is Shocking

The Story I Wrote Became My Life

I'm Salish Matter And This Is My Story

My Sister Has The Only Thing I Want In Life

I Paid My Best Friend GF To Fake Date Me

I Lost All My Money So My Bestie Made Me Her Maid

My Stepdaughter Hates Me

We’re a Celebrity Family & We Have NO Privacy

I ruined my $1,000 Louis Vuitton Shirt

I Moved in with my boyfriend at 16

I Bet I Can Make A guy Fall In Love With Me In 14 Days

Billionaire Girls Fight Over Me. I'm a Poor Guy

I made the 3 school billionaire heartthrobs fight over me

i'm Too TALL

#msa #my story animated #fake stories #my story animated stories #youtube stories

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lonely-space-ace · 1 month

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20 Questions for Writers

Thanks for the tag @serenbex!

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 31

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

137,690

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Mostly Doctor Who, but also RWBY, Star Wars, and a bunch of other stuff, most recently I've been writing for Dimension 20

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Build This House Into a Home: an NCIS au where Gibbs adopts a bunch of children (genuinely don't know why this had the most)

Not Again: a crossover between Gravity Falls and Amphibia

Everything After: a RWBY fic about the fallout of volume 9, which is currently unfinished but Im working on it I swear

I Beg to Differ: Also a RWBY fic about Yang and Ruby recovering from the events of volume 9

Mates: The Doctor and Donna being best friends :)

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yes! Mostly! I really try to respond to all of them but sometimes I forget to and then feel weird responding three months later

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Uhhhhh

angsiest fics as a whole is probably I Beg to Differ or Carry On, but my only one with an actual angsty ending is This Time which is a drabble about the Fifth doctor in the Caves of Androzani

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Yes.

Jokes aside its probably either Sunrise or The Many Proposals of Nyssa and Tegan since those end with couples getting together and marriage etc.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Thankfully not yet!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I've only written one so far! It was a crossover between Gravity Falls and Amphibia. I've had one planned for ages between ToH, GF, and Amphibia but haven't finished it.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope, but I'd be down to try it sometime

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

Don't do this to me

My favorite to write is probably Nyssa and Tegan? But I also love Bumbleby. And Imodna. And Beauyasha. and so many others. Dont make me pick

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I live in a world of clownery where I fully intended to finish all wips eventually (ignore the fact that some haven't been updated in literal years)(I'm working on them I swear)

16. What are your writing strengths?

I feel like I'm pretty good at characterization and voice. I've also gotten a lot better at description and image recently

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

action scenes can and will kill me. also I don't know why I write romance so much seeing as I have literally never dated anyone. Also I tend to struggle with longer projects, although I'm much better at it than I used to be.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

Its fine but I prefer to be familiar with the language before writing it. And seeing as other than English I only know Latin, ancient greek, and ASL it doesn't come up often when writing fic

19. First fandom you wrote for?

...I plead the fifth

(It was ncis. on ff.net. like four years ago.)

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

ohhhhhh that's hard. I love The Many Proposals of Nyssa and Tegan, both because of the fic itself and also because it introduced me to some lovely fandom friends. Everything After is one I am particularly proud of, as is Raising Our Glass, I don't know if I could pick one

Tagging @social-mockingbird @writing-my-mind-ink and anyone else who wants to join :)

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WHERE IS THAT JUNGWON DRABBLE U PROMISED US

First of all, calm down baby omg😭 *hee stare making me go sjsnsisjs*

I was seriously SO occupied with uni work that I barely had time to answer to asks and dms, let alone write </3 but now I’m a little free to serve you good content again ;)

Anyways, I have 4 jungwon drabbles in my drafts that I haven’t added to my wips 🙈🤍 here are the fics 👉🏻👈🏻☺️

1) “my favourite place to kiss you.” It’s a noona x jungwon reader where jw falls in love with Jay’s girlfriend’s best friend. He pins for her but is too afraid to confess to her, and to catch glimpses of her smiling and spend time with her that he loves so much, he always tags along with jay whenever jay visits his gf. Until one day, while they were playing truth and dare and jay dares y/n to kiss jungwon, he realizes how he’s so irresistibly in love with her and his entire world is about to turn upside down just from that one burning kiss.

2) “those cherry lips of yours.” It’s a friends to lovers y/n x jungwon fic where jungwon and y/n are best friends but y/n is in love with an oblivious jungwon. Afraid to ruin their friendship, y/n doesn’t express her love for jungwon but uses indirect hints to tell him he loves her but unfortunately nothing gets through to him. That is until on that one ocassion, where jungwon gets confessed to by the most popular girl in college y/n decides to do something about her feelings. Will she really end up making her best friend her lover, or will she lose him forever?

3) “one kiss is all it takes”- okay this might be the STEAMIEST fluff I will ever write about jungwon, where jungwon is in love with his y/n noona, who is in love with another member. He wants to love her from far away and never get in her way, but one time as they all hang out and drink together, fazed by the alcohol, yang jungwon can’t resist his temptation for the girl he loves anymore. Sometimes, one small move, and one little kiss can make you realize who you’re truly in love with and want for the rest of your life.

4) “when hate turns to love” it’s an idea inspired by my anon who requested this, but y/n and jungwon are academic rivals. It’s an enemies to lovers trope, where jungwon eventually falls in love with his classmate y/n but she’s too dumb to realize it. So one day, jungwon just grows frustrated by her innocence and decides to kiss her to make her realize his true feelings for her.

These are the fun wips of jungwon im working on! <3 I’ll try my best to post them asap but today I’ll be posting Jake’s belated bday fic 🥲💓 ik y’all gonna enjoy all these wonie drabbles TOO much ;)

#I’m so romantic for jungwon for no reason..#jungwon wips #engene 💌#my baby bini <3 #mia’s asks

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brainlessrot · 2 years

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Who would the twst boys choose as their Stardew Valley Spouse? PART 1/2 (Heartslabyul, Savanaclaw & Octavinelle)

[Part 1, Heartslabyul, Savanaclaw & Octavinelle] <

[Part 2, Scarabia, Pomefiore, Ighnihyde & Diasomnia] Tomorrow!

Inspired by me getting a pc and playing ST again just to simp for Leah

(no images bc that would clog the post)

Contents ;; No mentions of reader, just headcanons, who would they marry and who would they hate?, purely self indulgent, EXTREMELY biased

Characters ;; Riddle, Trey, Cater, Ace, Deuce, Leona, Ruggie, Jack, Azul, Jade & Floyd

Riddle ;;

Marry: i dont think this needs an explanation, but Penny, like, they are both so similar and he feels like she would understand him perfectly, not to say that the fact that she is a teacher (meaning: quite smart) scores her higher

Hate: Deffinetly Pam, he somewhat feels bad for her because of her addiction, but he believes that that is no excuse to treat her daughter (Penny) bad, also she reminds him of her own mother, but at the other side of the expectrum

Trey ;;

Marry: maybe also Penny, since he absolubtely adores the fact that she teaches kids and is so good at taking care of them, or maybe even Krobus, i dont really have a reason for this, it just fits

Hate: not full on hate, but Shane, deffinetly just because he should be the one in charge of Jas and he doesn't (although if he saw when Shane apologizes for not taking care of her, he would warm up a lil bit to him)

Cater ;;

Marry: Haley, he doesnt exactly like her at first because shes kinda mean but he gets a couple of hearts and loves the fact that she has a love for photography

Hate: Elliot, i feel like hed believe he's too pretentious, and would actively dislike him after he said that farming is easy, not like what he does, writting, like, dude wtf

Ace ;;

Marry: I feel like he'd go first for Abigail for the "emo gf" but end up marrying Sam because their both lil shits (affectionate)

Hate: He would hate Pierre for shittin on Sam while skating (and being a bad father to Abigail

Deuce ;;

Marry: I feel like at first he would just try winning hearts with everyone to be friends with them, at first he would slightly dislike Alex (since he sees his past as a bully in him) but after some character development would be like "you and me, bros" and marry him (ALSO ADORES GRANNY EVELYN)

Hate: i cant think of anyone that hed extremely hate MAN, he may have read during a yearly event Caroline saying that she wishes that Pierre would spend more time with the family, and from then on would not like him very much

Leona ;;

Marry: I feel like he wouldn't even bother getting to know any of the villagers to be honest LMAO, but if he had to.... maybe Harvey, he'd think that if he married him he would heal him for free but after finding that he charges his spouse divorce him immediatly, or maybe.... Shane, i dont think this one needs an explanation

Hate: Almost everyone, but mainly Haley, Emily, Elliot, maybe Pierre and Lewis ( last two hella valid)

Ruggie ;;

Marry: KROBUS!!!! he'd deffinetly grow very attached to the lil shadow dude, he somewhat feels familiar with him (bith of their hometowns are kinda run down, try to do anything they can to survive.... THEY'RE SOULMATES!!!) also off track but he'd be the one that would get the most money, maybe just after azul

Hate: He deffinetly hates the Joja Mart dude, Pierre and Lewis

Jack ;;

Marry: Alex, definetly, hed try fighting him him at first (jk) but he would end up warming to alex and would want to play sports with him, also ADORES granny Evelyn, and ig George too ig

Hate: He's very family oriented so he would not be able to stand anyone that does not treat their family as they should, like Demetrius, Pierre, Pam and Shane, maybe also Haley, (He likes quinoa)

Azul ;;

Marry: listen, listen to me, he wouls go after Abigail JUST BECAUSE he thinks he will get some short of family discount after marrying her from Pierre, and when he finds out that that does not work that way, he will inmediatly divorce her and turn any children they had into doves

Hate: Im sorry but i feel like this man would hate Linus (+ he would read the theory that says that Linus was Joja's co-CEO/founder and would be flaggerghasted that a man would give up such oportunity)

Jade ;;

Marry: Krobus. it just fits so well. also he the moment he sees that you are able to get a mushroom cave hes goin crazy, gives thousands of gifts to demetrius as a thanks

Hate: idk man i dont think he would actively hate anyone??? like hes the type to get hearts with everyone so they give him free stuff, but if he had to dislike someone, it could be Lewis, since he is the mayor but does jack shit to keep the town goin, or Haley because sometimes she is mean to her sister

Floyd ;;

Marry: definetly Emily they both have... something going on in their heads, and he thinks shes pretty fun to have around

Hate: Lewis, hes just... so boring and if he sees him shittin on sam for doin flips in town he will hate him even more, and also Demetrius, he gives. mushrooms. also way too strict and extremely rude to sebastian just because, and deffo Clint, he hates that incel (valid)

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Hi! I saw your post about SK8 to infinity season 2, and I am excited for it but I’m also worried. I love Langa and Reki relationship and I really hope they become more close in season 2 but I’m just afraid that the director of the show is going to make them fall in love with some girl for the male viewers instead of for eachother. Like the one thing I hate about fujobaot/gay bait is that they’ll make 2 dudes be extremely gay towards eachother and then make them have girlfriends bc they don’t want the 2 dudes to be gay. I wish this was like Yuri on Ice but we haven’t had a show like Yuri on Ice for years. Anyways what’s your thoughts in this?

Hiii !!!! I think those fears are completely valid !!

In terms of renga’s relationship, there is no real way of knowing what will happen with them. There has been proof in the show that Reki does show interest in girls, but that absolutely does not eliminate bisexuality, pansexuality, etc etc. I know the topic of queerbait was HUGE when season 1 was coming out and since then I’ve always been on the side of sk8 not being considered queer bait (atleast from what we have been shown in season 1). Bc, from what we have seen so far, their relationship is being seen as really good friends in the grand perspective. The little things in their relationship that can be perceived as romantic isn’t necessarily romantic. For ex, Langa holding Reki saying that he will protect him isnt inherently romantic. These little scenes are only seen as really shippy if u view it that way

That being said, that absolutely does not eliminate the possibility of there being more. From what we have seen, Langa has confessed feelings for Reki from his talk w his mom (this mf blushed and agreed I just AAA!!!!!! It’s been over a year and I’m still not over it) So there has been foundation laid down for possible romance. The sk8 fandom has a large queer community which definitely contributed in its success and the reason why it was able to get a season 2 in the first place. This is a studio Bones original series, it could have easily been left at 12 episodes. This foundation can definitely be explored in the future and I would love to see that so much. We don’t know what exactly will come out of this season since the last season w Adam completed that storyline. For all we know, this season can be ab Reki and Langa’s relationship and the development there

Personally, I absolutely think that sk8 has the potential of being like Yuri on ice. Like I said, the foundation is there and there have been parallels w renga and victuuri!! I genuinely think that yoi is such a high bar to beat (it’s my comfort anime) so idk if anything can even reach the same level, but the possibility for sk8, esp since it’s already had its first season and we know who these characters are, is still there

Im not worried ab sk8 being queerbait bc I don’t see it as that rn. From season 1, Reki and Langa are just really great friends. If season 2 wants to do more, then great (amazing I want that so bad) !! And if not, then that’s fine. The only time I will have a problem is if they wholeass have a whole ass kiss or romance confession one minute then the next they have gf’s. That’s when we will have an issue, but I’m definitely not too worried ab that as of right now !!

#im so sorry this got so long IZISISI #I miss talking ab sk8 so much it’s been so long aaaaaaaaaaa #sk8 #answered #anonymous #rran.txt

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compassionatereminders · 2 years

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So, feel free to just delete this, obviously this is your blog lol I just feel like I need to spill it to a 3rd party, I hope that's ok- it's really long though so 100% there is no expectation to read or post it LMAO

So, I got into a big argument with my (now ex) gf where I basically said she and her friends, who said they were my friends too, were pretty much leaving me out of group chat convos and talking behind my back (I know this because they brought stuff up that I'd only told her.) And like- I understand I'm not going to be involved in literally every conversation she has! Some things are just between her and her friends, that's fine, I have friends I talk to without her too! But the fact that *nothing* I told her stayed between us made me really insecure and paranoid, so I stopped telling her important stuff, and then she got upset that I wasn't talking to her as much or giving her as much time. When I told her why, she got more upset and kind of dodged the accusation, saying that if I respected her more and gave her more of my time then we would be better off and I would be a better girlfriend.

I left the group chat pretty suddenly because I was overwhelmed and just didn't feel like I could do it anymore; they all expected me to be online 24/7 even when I told them I couldn't be, and because of this, there were a lot of times where my ex would send a picture of herself, get lots of support from the friends, and then they'd turn this silent spotlight onto me to see what I had to say about the selfie. Then, when I didn't respond bc I was busy, they would all get passive aggressive, and my ex would (I hate to use this word but I cant think of another one) mope about it until I apologized or did something to make up for it.

Recently we all made up, i apologized for whag i said because some of it was mean, and I was invited back to thr original GC, but it turns out they had all been talking bad about me behind my back, saying I was a coward for leaving, i was jealous of her talking to other people, and that I needed to support her no matter what, even if it was something I didn't agree with (we'd gotten into minor spat about abortion rights; im pro-choice, shes not, and it made me upset to find out). I dont really know how to feel. On one hand, yeah- they were supporting their friend who had a (fairly messy? Idk, that was my first relationship) breakup and sometimes a little smack talk is warranted, I won't pretend I was perfect. But on the other... they brought up a lot of stuff I did before we broke up that I didn't realize was a problem. How I don't like group calls because of my anxiety and that made me even more of a coward, how I didn't like sending pictures of myself and that was apparently me faking being insecure for attention, how I wouldn't answer things in the GC immediately even though they knew I had work and at the time was my nephew's most reliable babysitter.

My fight or flight activates pretty much every time I even open the app, but I don't want to just up and leave again because then they'd get mad all over. They haven't said anything to my face, so maybe I'm just projecting my insecurities or something, and I knew things wouldn't be the same as they were before, but I feel like my being back in the group has caused some serious tension. 2 of them clearly don't like me but won't say anything about it. 1 of them claims he's always blunt and will call me out if I go too far or smth, but he never has, and he was a big part of talking about me.

I don't know. They make me want to just ghost them and find new friends but 1. I would feel terrible if someone ghosted me and 2. I don't really have many opportunities to meet new people at the moment. I have 1 friend who isn't part of it but he lives an 18 hour drive away.

I know your relationship dynamic changed recently (in a good way, right?) so I really hope this wasn't like, uncomfortable to read or anything. Sorry for the mega rant

These people sound emotionally immature to the point of being toxic. I don't think you'll regret leaving this chat and moving on

#chat with kat #abortion tw

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i met this two boys and they play mobile legends they are playing guess the hero but the voice line is what they would guess the hero like "*giggles* im born with talent" and of course it's guineverr

And out of nowhere me being a girl playing mobile legends is not always they would encounter because all the girls would just to makeup and lipstick

Barbie doll that is sometimes naked that will show up out of nowhere in our teachers desk and here are my ex best friend im going to just make up a name that is close to them

1.john

2.mike

Soo yeah while they were playing guess the voice line one line got me turn head

"I could not see anything...but darkness.."

NO ONE KNEW but me..i said

Me:It's chou

The two boys be shook

They did another one I

"Charge! Knights of night"

Me:alucard on obsidian blade skin

Thats the first part of being friends with them we grew to play with each other in mlbb until i got to go to province

They were sad that they could not see me again but boy after 6years HEHEHEHE i chat them both in messenger like this

Hey you might not remember me but i miss you and john

OMG IS THAT YOU CHELSEA

The one and only bish

I miss you and me and mike are no longer seeing because of his gf broke up again

Oh..what happened to his gf??

I honestly don't know they would broke up and go in a relationship again

Ohhhh anyways im going to make anothe gc of us

Please don't tell me the title is "idk" again

...i can't promise you that :)

And over the month we catch up together again and the day i confess to mike 10/31/2018 (btw my birthday is October 31st i sometimes hate it cause my birthday cake is Halloween themed)

Hey mike i got to tell you something (this is on the gc cause i was too lazy to private message him)

6years ago before i got to province i didn't have time to tell you that

I love you

...

Why didn't you just tell me sooner?

It's just that you have a gf in that time

I'm sorry but...i am gay

Wait wut?

Yeah my ex gf just confess to me before i met you i just don't want to break her heart when she confess i don't really know why I accepted her confess pbut i did but don't worry we can still be friends im your bestie now

Ok i just wanted to get this out of my chest anyways

Wait really?

Yeah im fine i don't feel my heart breaking i still feel fine but thanks for listening to me

Wow that was a nice drama Chelsea your like numb.?

And john i also have a crush on you i basically can't Decide who i want to confess 💀

Oh sht but girl im also gay

Oh dam well then we will be besties then

And funny thing is one time there's a new kid i Know him because he. was my old friend mike was jealous of my old friend cause i kept on talking to him and i would mention him all the time i heard him mumble something " i wish i was...the one you're mentioning rn" boy didn't know i can hear him soo yeah i got bestie zone i don't know why but if my mom would get Angry with me and say some insult i won't get hurt im basically numb and also because i got a big scar on my abdomen and knee cause of accidents i didn't cry i was like..ready to die

I'm sorry I have troubles reading most of this as I'm colorblind and can't see most of the writing

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futurewriter2000 · 2 years

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Astro signs in my life

- I don’t know why I thought of this but I can’t sleep and I have to wake in 3 hours. i got bored.

Aries man: 1 (met him in high school and we’ve been cool since then. Good pal. We never lose touch)

Aries woman: 1 (she’s great and powerful. I don’t know why but she is such a strong character and always motivates me to be more ambitious)

Taurus man: 0 (don’t know why but as a Virgo I really don’t get along with Taurus much)

Taurus woman: 3 (I like one out of three and they are all born on the same day lmao.)

Gemini man: 1 (met him recently at work and we really connected on a really high vibe level)

Gemini woman: 1 (my sister. Loud but funny. Literally the obly person that can make me laugh to tears)

Cancer man: 2 (my cousin and my step dad. My cousin kinda disappeared when he got a gf and my step dad is really cool but sometimes annoying)

Cancer woman: 1 (met her at work and we literally look so alike just that she’s blonde and blue eyes and Im dark and brown eyes. We’re like yin and yang)

Leo man: 2 (my father and my uncle. I prefer my uncle.Pride is everything with them)

Leo woman: 3 (I love leo women. My mom is one and 2 of my childhood best friends. I don’t know but we just vibe. So dramatic but so heart-warming)

Virgo man: 1 (my other cousin. He cool)

Virgo woman: 0 (besides me of course. Idk why but I hate virgos for some weird reason)

Libra man: 0 (do not know libras)

Libra woman: 0 ( do not wanna know libras)

Scorio man: 1 (he’s my coworker and he’s a dick but we kinda friendshiping and I know I lowkey annoy him lmao)

Scorpio women: 2 (my half sis. She cool and a friend of mine… man… i know her for years now. She really calls me out on my stupid things. Love her really.)

Saggitarius man: 0 (tho I’m curious. Might start manifesting one)

Saggitarius woman: 1 (my sisters best friend. She is so spoiled and such a princess and a bit of a hoe but we kinda love her)

Capricorn men: 2 (my best friend in the whole wild world. I love him very much. Might marry him lmao. And like this dude we work together but we vibe bc our dads were bffs)

Capricorn woman:1 (my gorgeous girl who is such a bad bitch, I swear. So lovable tho like i cannot explain but youd love her)

Aquarius man: 0 (don’t know, don’t wanna know. Stay away from me)

Aquarius woman: 3 (my childhood bff from middle school- she is cool af. My high school friend- such a good heart tbh. And that 2nd capricorns sister lmao. Our dads were bffs socwe both got same daddy issues.)

Pisces man: 1 (we met through work and we just text… for almost a year now. He cool… bit annoying sometimes but I like him.)

Pisces women: 1 (known her from middle school but she’s not your typical pisces, I swear. A bad cold hearted bitch. Love her)

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sphinx-myth · 2 months

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Random ahh rant about nothing but me ro myself

Tw? Maybe? I doubt it but still

It's really odd I can only remember the aftermath of one single fight and remember the event of 2 but I know more have happened, I remember sitting by the door waiting for the call, I remember getting my brothers ro stay upstairs. So why don't I remember?

I remember 1 after many cus my uncle and ex gf was there to help (I love my ex gf I did not deserve her she deserved better than me and I'm glad she's happy now)

And I remember the events of 1 because I had some sort of wannabe flashback at school once for like 30 secs at MOST

But like why tf don't I remeberrrr I've also alwaysed wanted to do one of thoes art vent things but 1 I ain't got shit to vent about 2 my art skills suck 3 it's just cringe when I do it

What was I talking about again? The moons pretty hello- artemis? Nyx? My old friend? Who tf am I talking to any more, I use to be friends with the moon, I love the moon and night such a pretty thing

I wish I could use starlight and sunshine as nicknames but my ex toxic best friend ruined it for me I can't even hate her cus I can't tell what memories were fake or real 💀 💀

I'm a wrongunnn and I know my friends can see this and I'm sorryyyyyy I love u all thoooo 💜💜💜💜

Any accusations made about this will be denied cus that's just who I am, I don't have trauma shit and refuse to believe it :>>

I apologise to u all

AAAA WHY DOES THAT KEEP HAPPENING ill be thinking of a sentence and then I go blank or slow like wait who am I again what am I doing, oh yeah this and carry on like tfffheshsn sorry I'm gay

No I'm not IM NOT GAY I think. Maybe only for fictional men

women are hot tho but my taste in people are bad like 😭 I blame my parents

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