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Me core

#white rabbit #lab rat girls and pretty white rabbits #does anyone get that reference? #alice in wonderland movie #alice in wonderland #alice madness returns #my pookie

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Huh? Oh it’s nice to meet you too! What’s that? Oh my comfort movie is the exorcist from 1971. What? What do you mean that’s weird?

#the exorcist #can anyone relate? #comfort character #comfort #comfort movies #haha #new friends #am I weird?

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A poem from my upcoming book, Letters From The Center <3

To Every Thing Its Season

To every thing its season.

Maiden, Mother, Crone.

Spring and Summer, 

Fall and Winter.

Seed to stem to flower to wilt.

From smallest grain to empires grand.

From the earth underfoot to far flung stars

From seconds to epochs

And all that lies between,

There is a time, a season, for every thing.

#creative writing #poems and short stories #upcoming projects #poetry #upcoming releases #novel writing #novelist #booklr #books and reading #writers on tumblr #I love this!!! #so cool #wish I was this good

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#bg3 #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #astarion ancunin #baldur's gate iii #bg3 astarion #astarion bg3 #baldurs gate astarion #baldurs gate 3 astarion #god he’s so pretty

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Long day…. :(

Anyway look at my ducks

#ducks #duckies #rubber ducks #animals #my pet #pets #my pets #I love them #pekin duck

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Poetry #6 💕

“Die Anywhere Else”

4/27/24

I’m sitting in my old room

trying not to give into this gloom.

Staring at white wall,

trying to recall,

feeling the breeze on numb skin,

and wondering how long it’s been

Since I’d first stepped foot in here

or if I’ll shed a tear

when I walk out for the last time,

carrying a box so full of grime

and walking on wood

wondering if I could, or if I should

plead to stay in this rotting old house,

Or if anyone will listen,

Even when my tears start to glisten.

I know it’s all hopeless,

to think anyone would notice,

So I take once last look,

at every empty nook,

my empty room,

the flowers outside, once in bloom,

now withering from months not watered

and I feel it myself, my heart being slaughtered

at the thought of living there

without a care, or a second thought

without having fought.

I go up the pathway stoned

to the place our pool once owned

that’s now just raw earth

and I wonder, what’s it all worth?

I knew I’d die someday

and I used to say

I’d rather it be anywhere else but here,

I’d want to be steering clear,

but now, I’d rather stay

laying in all the mold and decay,

than run off and die alone

in somewhere unknown,

without the comfort of this place

god, I feel like I’m drifting in space.

I hate this house, but I don’t want to go,

not now, not ever, oh, I don’t know

maybe I’m afraid of change

this is all so strange,

two years ago, I’d have jumped at the offer to run

I’d have flown off like an Icarus to the sun,

but now, with reality right in my face,

that just isn’t the case.

we’ve been planning this for months, why now?

why can’t I just allow

myself to get in the car,

and drive afar,

away from this hollow

why is it such a tough pill to swallow?

I know, deep down,

and while it probably won’t astound,

it’s because it’s not just a house, it’s a part of me,

it’s where I grew up, where I learned to see,

the world with innocent eyes,

underneath vast, open skies,

and learned right from wrong,

where I listened to my very first song,

and never learned to swim

god each memory feels like a gem,

I’ve spent years under this roof’s embrace

finding solace in its familiar space

but I know, whether I want to admit it or not,

everything has a time, when you’ve just got

to move on, and let go

of this old flow

I walk down the driveway, kicking up gravel

staring at the sunset, feeling myself unravel

I take a photo, hoping to remember this,

praying a few years from now I’ll feel some sweet bliss,

its missing now, and it’s all so bittersweet,

maybe one day it’ll feel complete,

and now, years later, several homes past

It’s all still last,

I remember every inch of that house

every corner, every mouse,

I reminisce, now with a smile,

I’ll always remember that trailer, mile after mile.

(This is a poem written about my childhood home, and how while I was living there, I’d wanted out for such a long time, but when it came actual time to move, it was one of the most painful things I’d ever had to do. Hope you enjoyed, anyway.)

#poetry prompts #poems and poetry #my poem #original poem #sad poem #poetic #poet #poem #poets on tumblr #poetry #the tortured poets department #writers and poets #poetsandwriters #poetblr #poetscommunity #childhood #childhood home #leaving #moving away #moving #writersblock #my writing #story writing #fiction writing #i need to write #on writing #novel writing #creative writing #writer #writing

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My Comfort Characters..💕

(Different than my kins. Don’t come for me 😭)

#haha #comfort character #baldurs gate astarion #bg3 astarion #halsin #bg3 halsin #bg3 #bg3 rolan #aziraphale #good omens #john ward #faith the unholy trinity #dr wilson #house md #father paul hill #midnight mass #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #damien karras #the exorcist #crowley #dr who #tenth doctor #fane #divinity original sin 2 #stanford pines #gravity falls #phantom of the opera #habit emh

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My Character Kins? (An extended list)

#lmao #characters #my kins #kinnie #kin list #I’m sorry for that ratchet picture of Jack #father paul hill #midnight mass #prosecutor godot #ace attorney #aziraphale #good omens #dsaf jack #jack kennedy #gravity falls #wendy corduroy #wendy #night in the woods #mae borowski #john ward #faith the game #faith the unholy trinity #the white rabbit #alice in wonderland movie #greys anatomy #lexie grey #riley flynn #alice in wonderland

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This google doc has been my lifeline lately

#i want to vent but i’m worried my ex bestie is on this app #i need to vent #venting #haha #google #google docs

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Wednesday, April 24, 2024

I miss you.

I miss you and I hate that.

I don’t know if I miss you or the idea of you, but there’s something that I miss. I’ve realized it’s getting harder to say your name these days. Just earlier, I was telling my mom about something regarding you, and when I said your name, I hesitated. My body trembled and something stirred in my chest. I hated it.

I hated it and I don’t know why.

Why on earth is it so hard to talk about?

I know.

It’s because it didn’t end how I wanted it to. I never got the last word. I have so many things I want to say and no one to say them to. And I couldn’t message, not now, maybe after I graduate, but not now. I can’t muster up the courage to say anything, and even if I could, would you listen?

God.

When am I gonna get over this?

#im tired #i need to write #i need a friend #diary entry #journal #relatable #dear diary #my diary #vent #digital diary #ex bsf #letter to my ex best friend #ex bestie #i need an explanation #ex best friend #I miss them #I miss them and I hate that #it’s not fair

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i rest my case

#oh my god #bg3 #astarion #.gameplay

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Tattoo Ideas?

#tattoos #tattoo ideas #tabby cat #duck #ace #asexuality #bee #domestic violent relationships #purple ribbon #coexist #ocean waves #waves #tilikum #ban sea world #manta ray #orca #orcas #free the orcas

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Guys…would it be cringe if I started reading the fnaf books…?

#the silver eyes #fnaf #fnaf au #fnaf security breach #fnaf books #fnaf theory #fnaf movie #fnaf sb #fnaf the mimic #five nights at freddy's

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My toxic trait is that I’d allow my significant other to have sex with someone else just because I don’t want to (I’m an asexual)

#haha #cheating? #asexual #asexuality #lgbtqia #lgbtq #does this count? #toxic traits

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Tuesday, April 23, 2024

This morning, on the way to school, I was thinking about something.

My graduation.

I know It’s two years away, but I was just thinking..how is that going to go?

Will my dad be there?

It would be horrible, to not have spoken to him and years and then see him show up uninvited to my graduation. Then again, I don’t think there’s any way for me to win..I’ll be annoyed if he does show up and I’ll also be a little annoyed if he doesn’t.

He is still my dad after all, and even if I don’t have contact with him these days..I’ll still be frustrated if he does anything at all. He’s missed so much of my life up to this point. He’s never even seen me on stage, since he always found reasons (while we were still talking atleast) not to show up.

I don’t know. It’s just something to think about.

#my dad sucks #daddy issues #ha ha funny #i’m so scared #graduation #screaming sobbing throwing up #school problems

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT, the new album from Taylor Swift. Listen Now On Spotify

#taylor swift #omg

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Look at this gorgeous beauty that wouldn't be out of place in a museum.

Link to creator below

#astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #not my art