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FIC RECOMMENDATIONS
Hello! I've decided to update my recommendation list and give it a bit more structure, this is why I'm making a new list and try to keep it updated as often as possible. (The old list will still be available don’t worry)
To my fellow fanfic creators, I can't even put into words how much I appreciate you all. You're all so good at what you are doing. Thank you for sharing your masterpieces with us! ♡
Please read the content warnings for each piece of fiction! Most of them are NSFW so MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
LAST UPDATED APRIL 3 2024
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BAD OMENS:
Noah Sebastian x OC/Reader:
✫ JUST PRETEND by @thefallennightmare & @thescarlettvvitch
✫ ENTOMBED by @thescarlettvvitch
✫ MERCY by @thefallennightmare
✫ I TOOK YOUR KEYS, IT WAS ME by @badnoahmens
✫ SWEEP ME OF MY FEET by @badnoahmens
✫ PULLED FROM THE GREY by @crimson-calligraphyx
✫ SWEETENED BREATH, TONGUE SO MEAN by @rottingfern
✫ SCREAM by @foliosriot
✫ THE ROTTEN AND UGLY by @foliosriot
✫ THE INEVITABILITY OF LOVE AT SECOND SIGHT by @veronicaphoenix
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Nicholas Ruffilo x OC/Reader:
✫ SAFETY NET by @measuredingold
✫ DISGUISED IN YOUR SHEETS by @deathblacksmoke
✫ DELICATE BEGINNING RUSH by @concreteburialplot
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Joakim "Jolly" Karlsson x OC/Reader:
✫ LITTLE ONE by @cowpokeomens
✫ ABSOLUTION by @cowpokeomens
✫ SCAR by @ladyveronikawrites
✫ LIKE BRANCHES IN A FLOOD by @the-way-of-words
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Nick Folio x OC/Reader:
✫ CLUTCH by @kingdomof-omens
✫ LIMONCELLO by @sinkingteethinwhitenoise
✫ HARDER by @sorrowsofsilence
✫ THE CRAZIER I CAME by @deathblacksmoke
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Matt Dierkes x OC/Reader:
✫ FOR YOU? NEVER by @thefallennightmare
✫ JUST FOR TONIGHT by @withcrossesandframes
✫ MATT DIERKES FRIENDS TO LOVER REQUEST by @thcfountain [Matt Dierkes x ace afab!Reader]
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Other Pairings:
✫ LOST IN THE CONCRETE JUNGLE by @ladyveronikawrites
✫ CALL ME WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE [Noah Sebastian x Nick Ruffilo x fem!Reader] by @deathblacksmoke
✫ DOMINATE THE GAME [Coach Davis!Noah Sebastian x female reader x Coach Cerulli!Chris Motionless] by @ladyveronikawrites & @nerdraging4point0
Love Triangle:
✫ VIRALITY [Nicholas Ruffilo x fem!OC & Noah Sebastian x fem!OC] by @concreteburialplot
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MOTIONLESS IN WHITE:
Vinny Mauro x OC/Reader:
✫ SURPRISE by @ravieisunhinged
✫ BABY IT'S COLD OUTSIDE by @beaker1636
✫ SWEET BOY by @circle-with-me
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Ricky Olson x OC/Reader:
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Chris Motionless x OC/Reader:
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Other Pairings:
✫ EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THRONS by @cookiesupplier [Ricky Olson x OFC x Chris Motionless]
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dividers by @saradika-graphics
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mrsfrecklesmarauders · 4 months
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Sirius wasn't Lily's favorite person. He was egocentric, selfish, a wanker with girls, and a terrible person in Lily's opinion. Black and Potter had always been the boys from her nightmares.
But she couldn’t deny that her heart ached to see him this sad. Sirius could be an asshole but he didn't deserve the horrible father he had. He had practically humiliated his son in front of the whole school.
Lily didn't know why James asked her to talk with his best friend, but now that she was here, she wanted to help.
Sirius was laying on the stands of the Rugby Pitch. He was smoking a cigarette and he also had a bottle in hand. From where did he get alcohol, Lily wasn't sure. This wasn't healthy. Lily needed to do something.
"Oh there you are, Black" Lily took a seat next to him. "Everyone is looking for you, you know?"
Lily tried not to be offended by the way Sirius openly rolled his eyes.
"Fuck off, Evans" he said "I don't want to see anyone. Especially you"
"Me neither" Lily crossed her arms "I am just here to take some air and you happen to be here"
Sirius snorted "Who sent you? Was it Potter? Was it Lupin? Who?"
"They are your friends" Lily pouted "They care about you"
Sirius clenched his teeth "Well you can tell them to fuck off! I am perfectly fine! I don't need anyone's pity" with that, he took a swing of alcohol.
"Is that what I think it is?" Lily sounded like a scolding mum for a second.
"Don't be nagging, Evans" Sirius groaned "Just leave me alone"
"Oh okay" Lily shrugged "I was actually going to ask you a bit of that"
Sirius raised an eyebrow. "You drink?"
"I can be fun, you know? You know very little of me"
Sirius twisted his mouth amused. He sat up, looking at Lily curiously. Lily understood why girls might fancy him. Those gray eyes were intimidating but gorgeous.
"You used to snitch the teachers about every mischief we did"
"I've changed" Lily smiled.
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah"
When Sirius gave her the bottle, Lily distracted him with her smile while she emptied its contents on the floor.
"What do you think you are doing, you fucking prig!" Sirius got furious when he noticed.
"This is bad for you. Alcohol is not the answer"
Sirius was fuming, he took the empty bottle back and broke it with fury.
"I said I wanted to be alone, stupid bitch! Why do you have to be so annoying!!! I don't know why James is so obsessed with you! You are not even pretty"
Lily swallowed her tears. Her feelings where not important now. Sirius was saying that because he was hurt and judging by his breath a bit drunk.
Sirius tried to get up but he was too dizzy that he had to sit again.
"Do you know the story of the horse and the thron?" Lily asked.
Sirius rolled his eyes again. "Shut up, will you?" he grabbed his temple.
"Well, it's about a horse who had a thron nailed on his foot..."
"My head aches!!"
Lily ignored him and continued "It hurt him, that thron. A lot. His owner, tried to get it out, so he can cure his wound. But the horse kicked and kicked so hard that he hurt his owner. Not because he intentionally wanted to hurt him. But because he was in pain."
Sirius raised an eyebrow "That's ridiculous, Evans. What does it have to do with me?"
"You're that horse right now, Black"
Sirius giggled in a mocking way.
"You are hurt. A thron is causing you pain. But you are not letting your friends cure you. Instead you push them away"
Sirius seemed to be considering Lily's words. He looked sad. Lily felt sorry for him.
"It must be horrible that the people who have to give you most love and affection in the world, your own parents, treat you like that."
"You don't know shit, Evans" Sirius snapped, but his eyes were getting watery.
"But you're not alone, you know?" Lily's eyes were getting watery as well. She was sensitive. And she didn't like seeing this boy suffering. "Your friends love you. Potter and Remus and Peter, even Marlene who defended you and Mary." she sniffed "Not me. Not me obviously we are not even friends. But you are not alone, Sirius. There are people who love you. Let yourself be loved. There are people who want to take that thron off your foot. Let them"
Sirius’s eyes filled with tears so he looked away. Lily wanted to touch his shoulder or give him a hug but she didn't dare. It would be embarrassing. Sirius hated her.
"Don't drown yourself in alcohol and self pity" Lily added, wiping her own eyes "Why don't you go and distract yourself with friends? Maybe you can talk about your feelings with them. Or just let time pass... Who knows" she smiled at the end.
Sirius raised from his seat as fast as he could. "Every word that comes out of your mouth is fruity bollocks." he chuckled "You are like a vomiting princess sometimes"
Sirius started walking away. Lily looked down. She had tried. Sirius was still that horse in pain. He needed to cure his wound. And Lily was not the person to do that. Those were his friends.
So Lily rose to her feet as well.
"Hey, Evans!" Sirius called.
Lily turned.
"Thank you"
Lily could see a ghost of a smile there somewhere. So she smiled back.
"You're welcome"
After that, each one took their own path back inside the castle.
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secretagentsociety · 1 year
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Writing ideas pt 4?3?idk
Sumary : a yandere roommate who's obsessed with your best friend,one day you find his shrine dedicated to her,promising to help him capture her heart you start helping him around,but the plan changes halfway
tw : yandere nonsense,little angst(if you squint enough) and comfort,fluff
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When he first accepted your help he never thought it'd end up like this,he always thought you're a thron on his side afterall you're one of the closest person to his darling and he hated it but since you're helping him,he tolerates you
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So when does this feeling starts? Why is it now that he's standing here with his supposed 'darling' Infront of him confessing being a blushing mess,why isn't it making him happy?,why is it he find himself wishing in her stead was you instead ?
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"so did you accept her confession?"
"...."
"nah who am I kidding, you're like crazzzeee for her,ofcourse you d-"
"I didn't"
hearing that you almost dropped your mug your brows forrow in together as you sat right besides him putting an arm over his shoulder as means of comfort,subconsciously he leaned in closer taking a deep breath
"hey... something wrong?" You asked
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he tried,he really tried to like her back like he used to but nothing worked!,and he's frustrated in himself, he's supposed to worship her!love her with all his heart and only have her only!,for gods sake he's been obsessed with her for years!! So why?! Why?why?why?! can't he just embrace her like he did with you?!
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This is it... tonight's the night he will finally set everything back to it's rightful course,he stood at the end of your bed knife at hand just staring at you,his hand trembled a little his face showed disgust yet despite that his heart couldn't help but swell up in adoration this feeling....he know it oh so well and he hated it
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He stood there in the rain with an umbrella at hand Infront of him is his 'darling' she stared at him smiling, shouldn't he be happy with this? it's everything he wanted,like the tale his mother told him about on how she and his father confessed,they were drenched in the rain kissing each other like there's no tomorrow this is the exact perfect time for him to finally in your words 'woo her'
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You sighed staring outside of the window with a book at hand, it's a bit sad if you think about it,helping your crush get with your best friend,you cursed yourself right at this moment,tonight is the night as he said it where he will finally get his 'darling' to accept him,"well atleast the sunset was beautifu-"
"Y/N!!" you heard from outside
shocked you stopped mid sentence eyes widending as you stared outside the window
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The door slammed close behind you as you ran towards him drenched in the rain
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HER-"
"am I too late?!" he asked
"wha-?"
"I heard you say the thing!"
"what thing?!"
"sunset thing!"
"how?!!"
"i-its not important!am I?!"
"um no!I guess!"
you could barely hear his voice from the heavy rain,why were you standing here in his arm?why is he here?what happened?!
"Why are y-hmp!!"
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He woke up in the morning staring at his favourite view,your peaceful sleeping face as you softly hugged him,god he could never get tired of the view
kiss.
"wake up"
"five more minutes" you groaned
Kiss.
"my sweet dew drop I know you're tired but you have to wake up"
you groaned rolling over to the other side only to see the face of your child,they stood at the edge of the bed "wake up" they whispered
groaning again you rolled back,only to be bothered by your husband "fine!fine!fine!" You said throwing your arms up "I'm up, I'm up"
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wow a full one shot with decisive ending?how cash money of me to do this
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saudrag · 9 months
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some theorising about crowley’s rank in heaven and why he fell.
as we see in the episode 6, crowley is able to open a book, which only higher ranked angels can open. muriel explicitly said, that they have to be “throns, dominions or above”. so it leads us to think, that crowley has one of those ranks.
now i’m wondering, did neil gaiman used the angel hierarchy as in biblical canon or was it something he came up with himself? in prophetic books, as it stated in the picture, dominions are above archangels. they are a 2 triad of angels, whose choir is to fulfill god’s plan in the universe. therefore, crowley was fulfilling it - he literally created it (or some part). until proven wrong, i think it’s safe to say that he WAS dominion. (or maybe even higher, which i’ll explain later)
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for theorising part: remember, how crowley said, that he fell, because he asked too many questions? and in the series he always openly questions angels’ and god’s goodness. now, in s2, metatron said about angel!crowley the following: “he was always asking these foul questions!” (or something along the lines, you got the idea) with an irritating grimace on his face. so, if crowley was such a high ranked angel, in the 2nd or 3d triad, i believe he was able to talk to the god much more ofthen, than aziraphale or anyone else. not directly, through metatron, and that’s why he was personally angry at crowley. see, crowley is good in the heart, he isn’t possible to commit a totally bad deed. i don’t really believe that if crowley was an ordinary angel, god would care about what anyone thinks about her plans, if it’s being done. i mean, gabriel was still an archangel even after actually betraying god and getting in relationship with duke of hell! god is an all-seeing being, and STILL didn’t care about it enough to make gabriel fall. therefore, my theory is:
crowley was a high ranked angel, able to talk with god much more than anyone else. and he always was asking questions. because he was naive, intelligent and not understanding, why god’s words differ with her actions. they started innocent, but their quantity progressed drastically the more god was creating the universe and especially humanity. so, at one moment god was simply just so irritated by crowley’s “foul questions”, that he even dares to question her, that she decides to teach crowley a lesson. and he fell.
because his fall was definitely personal. he wasn’t bad. crowley still has angel soul and could’ve be returned to heaven because of that (but that theory is for another time).
crowley fell only because god didn’t like him personally. if he was an ordinary angel, unable to ask her so many questions, he wouldn’t have fell at all.
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Cabaret job application.
Whoever you are if you are desperate for a somewhat stable job you might come across the ad in either newspapers or online websites.
A fine entertainment establishment looking for hard-working people. We open our doors to people from all walks of life! And we do mean any, there will be no prejudice of who or what you are behind the Thorn Rose doors. Do you pride yourself on your strength? Keen eyesight? Ability to entertain people? Then why not try your fortune with us~
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Once you do show interest you will arrive at the fine establishment that is Thron Rose Cabaret. Neon-lighted buildings, music blaring in the night, bustling of the crowd are evident. The guests vary, the crowd is rather colorful but some folks do seem a bit.....different from most.
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Depending on which role you are eager to fill in you will speak to one of the 3 sub leaders of the establishment.
Inside security- as the title says itself you will maintain the peace the inside of the building. Your job is to protect the staff, keep eyes on the unsavory guests, take away the weapons so no further violence goes on, search the guests, and check the rooms that can be used by both guests and the staff if everything is in order. The chief of this group is a stoic somewhat easily irritated man by the name of Vincent Russo, he often carries a metal bat with him or brass knuckles....do not ask too many questions about the basement.
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2. Entertainment staff~ are you a natural people pleaser? Sweet talker? Quick on your feet or have any kind of performance skills? In that case, you might want to apply to either be a wait staff, host hostess, or even a singer or dancer! It might sound simple but this position has its own challenges. The person in charge is the number one hostess the lovely Sherry Lovejoy, she will take care of you sugar~
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3. Outside security~ This establishment is indeed welcoming to everyone, who of course respect its rules. Sadly not everyone obeys such kinds of things and oftentimes some outsiders will try to tarnish our reputation. In this position, you will have some quiet time away from the crowd but you will need to have keen eyes to deal with the problematic bunch and make swift decisions before something troublesome happens. A young man is in charge of this group he is simply known as Jack, and despite his age he is capable, dont let his playful and a bit rude nature fool you.
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With all that cleared, we humbly welcome you to our family, if you ever wish to speak with Madam Bellerose well you might have to wait a bit for that to happen or be lucky to get scouted by her~
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rpgchoices · 1 year
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Ash of Gods - playing the worst possible outcomes
I am trying the disaster replay of Ash of Gods where I pick all the wrong decisions. It was quite interesting and uncovered some extra lore. I will divide everything in the three main characters' storylines:
LO PHENG
If Lo Pheng does not immediately kill Reet, he escapes with Reet and the other prisoners. They end up travelling - I chose not to save Reet with the sacrificial stones.
Reet dies - and the party continues their journey, looking for the travelling menhir. Because Reet is not there to break the Enses' enchantment, Lo Pheng never encounters or recruits Khama. This means that, once you reach the travelling menhir, Shannet successfully kills Alus.
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This is enough to bring the travelling menhir to you and you meet Orkan he asks about Reet. I suspect Orkan might be working with Childao.
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If you allowed Reet to die.. Orkan punishes you for your merciless action:
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The menhir doesn't take you to Amma but back to Wodan, where the reaping is in full motion. You end up killed by the same reaper you escaped/killed in Wodan at the beginning of the game.
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But I think seeing Augrin there this also confirms that some humans of the Temple do approve of the reaping. This might explain why when you find out that Coronzon (Lower Umbra who works for the temple of Divine Retribution) is a traitorous snake... you (Blance/Hopper) also starts understanding that there is no difference between the Temple of Divine Retribution and the Temple of Wrath... both might be infiltrated by Umbra and corrupted to facilitate the reaping.
This is the last slide for Lo Pheng:
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THORN BRENIN
For Thorn I started by specifically not choosing the silk scarf. The silk scarf has an enchantment that can save Krieger from a misterious curse. I also made sure to kill Hode in battle as much as possible, which would end up in killing Hode (prince Ho).
Without the silk scarf, Krieger does transform into a strange creature, almost a werewolf, not sure what he is supposed to be tho.
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And Prince Ho gets a cutscene where the group is mourning and worrying about the king wanting their heads (especially Sopp).
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At this point I continued the journey normally, and reached Ursus. Because Hode was not in the party, I did not get the initial cutscene where the prince gets recognized. Instead I went to meet Philia... and there Thorn was arrested. Gleda escapes with Philia.
When Hoppe/Blance arrives in Ursus, I decided to do nothing to save Thorn and... Thorn was killed:
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At this point some slides appeared saying that Gleda escaped with Philia and that Thorn's party escaped too and tried to go and meet with Gleda.
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Gleda is never found... and was probably killed by Adna, because left unprotected. Thorn's companions instead arrive in Opacum.
Interestingly, if you let Thorn die, his son Mact lives. And Qarbaph/Drooket/Drewer lives too. Basically, Qarbaph/Drooket/Drewer saves Mact from the cannibal and brings him to his grandpa in Opacum.
HOPPER
The most interesting path was Hopper. The worst outcome for Hopper was not following the riddle of Childao and collecting the seven riddles... but we already know that this ends up simply awakening the god with full powers instead of trapping the god in a human.
Still, with Thorn dead, Gleda lost and Reet dead... you HAD to play the ending as Hopper, something that is usually not available.
The path to Ursus is the same. In Ursus Thorn is not going to get the twin bodyguards to free him because of the gravity of his crime, so if Hoppe does nothing, Thorn dies. If Hopper asks Coronzon to help... Thron also dies, clearly Coronzon is a traitorous snake. Thorn only survives even if Ho is dead if Hopper uses his spell.
Still, in this playthrough I decided to let Thorn die.
Once there with Thorn dead, Hopper/Blance does not leave Ursus to look for Thorn but gets a request from Coronzon to look for Gleda.
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Thorn travels to the usual places and also meet with Rask. The plot proceeds as usual. In this game I also got some extra information on Hopper's past (and how his Higher Umbra Dorpkhal would eat children and kill people even on their original planet).
Hopper finally arrives in Opacum where he meets with Thorn's father in law... and there you find out that Mact was saved by Qarbaph/Drooket/Drewer. Both Drooket and Mact are in Opacum.
Philia is also in Opacum and she is the only Chosen One left. Amma also arrives at Opacum even if Lo Pheng did not escort her.
Given that you play as Hopper, you can chat around and find some more lore. For example, I had a chat with Amma where I found the names of the other Lower Umbra and found out that the reason some Lower Umbra did not join the rebellion was because they never intended to betray the Higher Umbra.
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Thorn is dead so he is not there to fix the mess with his family. Hopper is there when Brann kills Stakhet, and Stakhet asks Hopper to kill Brann before he decides to go after Mact. Unfortunately he ends up killing Mact and Hopper kills Brann.
Amma turns into a reaper and we see Hopper's thoughs when he has to kill her:
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For a moment he also thinks about killing himself. We also find out that Reet, Philia and Gleda are not the only Chosen Ones, but there are many (all descendant of Umbras I suppose).
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Because Brett was not a character anymore and Drooket was alive, in my game Drooket was the one who ended up killing the last Higher Umbra (Nakoma).
While you watch him die, Hopper reflects on how four of his Lower Umbra were Curros:
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And at the end Philia became the avatar of Childao's god, fully awakened in her head and ready for destruction. This also confirms that Childao WANTED her god to be reincarnated but needed it to be dormant... it means she knows there is something dangerous about the gods, even hers.
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Headcanons and scenarios watching your vision fade
Twst crossover
Azul
. Mc : remember how you wanted my vision when we first met you can have it now I don’t need it anymore
. Azul tensed as he held you
. Azul : I’ve changed my mind I prefer to have you with me rather than the vision you still need it Mc
. Mc : Azul you always liked my vision why aren’t you happy
. Azul : if it means your not with me anymore I’m not
. Your vision then faded
Flyod
. Mc : you were always interested in my vision you can have it now flyod I won’t really be able to use it soon
. Flyod though he rarely cried he felt tears dripping down
. Flyod : don’t speak nonesense shirmpy you will still need it you will be in the infirmary and you will be my jumpy shirmpy and I can give you tons of loving sqeuzes shirmpy doesnt that sound nice
. Mc : flyod are you crying you rarely cry you can squeeze me right now since you won’t have another chance to
. Flyod : shirmpy the blood loss is making you delirious
. Mc : my vision is fading that means death my precious eel
. As you fade flyod holds your vision tightly to his chest
Jade
. Mc : jade you always really liked my vision now you can have it now jade
. Jade : I’m not happy about this since I don’t like the reason why your giving it to me are you dying
. Mc : well yes take care of my vision and take care of our garden
. Mc : you know the great thing my body will do for the garden I can be fertilizer
. Jades eyes opened wide as your vision faded
Ruggie
. Mc : you know how you were really into my vision ruggie
. Ruggie: yes why are you bringing that up Mc
. Mc : well I don’t be needing it anymore so you can have it
. Ruggie: what do you mean Mc it’s yours and I could never sell it
. Mc : you don’t have to sell it and it will just be a pretty trinket soon
. Ruggie: what does that mean
. Mc : when someone dies their vision becomes useless
. Ruggie: Mc your not dying okay
. You finally faded
. Ruggie holds the vision almost as if he was hugging it
Jack
. Mc : jack for you I entrust you with this
. Jack ; your vision why are you giving it to me it’s important to you right
. Mc : I want you to have something that’s important to me before I go
. Jack starts to shake his ears down and his tail down
. Tears flow from jacks eyes
. You faded
. Jack : I will take good of care of it Mc
. Curling his tail he cries as he holds your vision
Malleus
. Mc : you were always curious about this you can have it tsu
. Malleus: child of man I don’t want you to die your one of the only people who see me for me and doesn’t just see my status
. Mc : malleus I don’t think my situation will change
. Malleus: I’m much more powerful than you think child of man but I will say goodbye for now I will hold onto your vision in till I find a way to bring you back my princess of throns
. Before you could die or your vision could start fading malleus put you under a sleeping curse
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supernaturalgirl31 · 2 years
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Come home with me as my wife
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Tyrion was packing his tent up to back to kings landing by order of his father to look after the new king . Hiw ever his father didnt want him to bring back the girl he has been with and who was in his tent . Whoever the joke was on him for he was using shae as a decory to hide who he was really seeing and that was Y/N the princess of the north . She was tacjen from winter fell as a prisnor however Tyrion saved her and kept her hidden in his tent and as time went on he fell in love with her . "Y/N we are goi g back to kings landing and you are comeing with me ?" She looks over to him . "As your prisnor agin no thankyou.
He sighs and walks with her outside the tent to a garden that was not to far from the camp. "Y/N im not tacking you as a prisnor . "Then why do you want me to come back so bad ?"
He tock her hand in his as she sits down
"Y/N I want you to come back with me as my wife "
She looks at him and was shocked .
"What?"
"My wife darling. I want to marry you "
"How can that happen i mean were will we even get married and isnt there a Is tradition on a wedding night or something?"
He laughs "yes its a bedding Ceremony but we dont have to do that . And i know a prist who will marry us tonight . If you say yes . So will you y/n stark .marry me ?"
She smiled and nods
"Yes Tyrion lannister i will marry you . "
Just then Tyrions father showed up and fearing for y/ns life he stod his ground with his father
"Father i know you wont approve of this but i love her and if you want me in kings landing you let my soon to be wife come with me other wise find other person to be the kings hand "
Tyrions father sighs
"I guess i should cross you and y/Ns name off the list for marriages since you are to wed tonight "
Tyrion looks shocked . "Father you mean it ?"
"Yes in fact i will come to witness the marriage and wright to your sister your married .
(Skip to kings landing)
Y/N walks with her husband to the thron room .
"Unlce your here good and you brought a prisnor "
Said the king
"Shes no prinor shes my wife
Sansa looks at her sister and she nods
"Its true we are married "
Tyrion smiled and tackes her to ther room . He smiled as they closed the door and he saw his wife to get undressed.
"What you doing darling?"
"Will we didnt have time to Consummate the marriage on are wedding night so i thought we could do it here "
He smiled and joins her in bed and they mad love for the frist time.
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i think partly why they, esp pat, agreed to break up (if they did and theyre not making clowns of us all) stems from guilt.
pat definitely feels guilty for what his father did. he definitely internalised that. seeing pran considering going back probably made him realise that maybe, they couldn't do it.
because he knows how much pran loves his mother and pat knows how much pran's mother detests him for being his father's son, and im sure he starts to think that she's probably right.
that pran can do better than someone who's father brought so much misery to him. that pran deserves better than someone who'll forever be a thron between pran and his mother.
because this show really depicts the asian household with painful accuracy. i couldnt cut my parents off even for someone i love romantically if they were against it. asian families dont work like that.
but them standing up for themselves in ep 10 itself was a huge step i felt. and it took a lot out of them.
its just, i understood pran's pov of resigning himself but pat was fighting till then and it slowly dawned on me that he didn't want to be like his father.
he didn't want to steal pran away and cause him the same kind of pain his father probably cause pran's mother. because he knows if he did, he would be unrepentant about it. like his father.
pat gave in, as he always did, because between them staying together but pran unhappy about his mother who'd never accept pat, and them separated but pran being at least happy with his family, pat would choose the latter.
edit: you know what fck it none of it makes sense. none of it. its because i love this show so much that i expect better and i hope that ep 12 gives me a satisfactory, sensible ending or at least a satisfactory sensible explanation cause all of that growth??? just down the drain?? nah i dont accept it.
they have one episode to make bad buddy the best one out there or the best could have been. and i hope its the former.
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Hullo! I'm quite new to your blog. I just want to ask if it's okay to request for a Thorns x female doctor reader where an accident happens during a mission and the doctor is severely injured? It's okay not to if you're not comfortable writing for him though :D
Thorns x Injured Doctor
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Throns was always strong and straightforward. That was partly why you relied on him so much. Like now. Rhodes Island had been sent to clear out some old ruins and see if there anything of use there. However Bounty Hunters had ambushed them in the deserts of Sargon. An airship was nearby to pick them up, with Saria, Exuisai and Thorns covering the retreat!
However as they were fighting, you would comand them from behind, only to hear a soft pit pat close by. Then a loud BOOM was heard! Pain shot through your body as you started to bleed. Collapsing.
Thorns heard the explosion and turned around in shock, staring at you as the lower part of your leg was blown off! Blood seeped from the wound as he rushed over to you and scooped you up. His skin felt warm against your body. "Cover me!" He called out to the others before running towards the airship. Not caring that arrows whizzed past his face.
No he just wanted to get you to safety!
The airship got closer and closer while your vision slowly went dark until you past out...
Waking up to the sound of soft beeping. You would find yourself in the medical wing of Rhodes Island. Your leg was bandaged and the bleeding stopped. As you looked around, you would see Thorns asleep next to you. Not once had he left your side. Even when the Medic Operators demanded him to.
He was a loyal Operator and you would know you were safe in his care.
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The Iron Queen
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Summary - The Iron Queen is a legend, a myth even. However, Ivar the Boneless wants to prove her existance. When he does, it's almost as if Fate brings them together, so the two of them can become legendary together....
Pairing - Ivar the Boneless x Female Reader 
WordCount - 2, 919 
Warnings - Angst, mentions of upcoming battles.  
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Before the Iron Queen became to be, she was a legendary warrior Princess. She was a ruthless and tactful warrior in every sense of the word. There was no weapon she couldn't master, sword, shield, bow and arrow, axe or spear. She could use it all and use them well. In many minds, she was the perfect warrior, a combination of talent and intelligence. Y/N was loved among the warriors alike.
However, that all changed when Y/N became the Iron Queen of Mountmead. Unlike the other Kings, Y/N's Father final wish was to abolish their eldest law. From this day forth, until the end of time, whether the firstborn child is a son or daughter, they would be heir to the throne. Y/N's Father adapted the law to give his only daughter and child the throne.
This angered the surrounding Kings and Lords. Their ideologies were simple. a woman was not fit to rule. A woman was far too emotional to make rational decisions. They were unfit to lead armies and clueless in battle strategy, so the death of the King of Mountmead brought the potential to expand their lands despite the crowing of a new Queen. They had no respect or loyalty to her. They saw Y/N as a weak and passive woman, but they didn't realise how wrong they were.
Within the first several months of her coronation, Y/N and her army encountered six different battles. In every battle, Y/N was there leading her army to defeat the enemies that threatened her people. She refused to be seen as weak.
These battles created and enforced the Queen. She was to be cool and calculating, skilled and intellectual. Y/N made certain she surrounded herself with her closest and loyal advisors. Ser Favian was the head of her Queensguard. He'd also been the head of her Father's Kingsguard. A man who had been there from the day her Father was coronated. Secondly, there was Ser Conadus, head of her army and key battle Strategist. Ser Conadus was also her loyal confidant. After all, he'd been there for every major milestone in her life. There was no circumstance or situation Y/N couldn't speak to Ser Conadus about.
As Ferocious as Y/N was on the battlefield, she still maintained kindness in her heart. She often walked the streets, discussing the issues that were arising and how they could be solved. Y/N was able to provide reassurance to her people. Y/N made time in her day as frequently as possible to see people, to converse with traders. She kept a brave face for them all.
Hidden behind that brave face laid the devasting truth. Life as her people knew it was threatened. The surrounding Lords and Kings made a collective decision to bring their armies together to create an army of the thousands. While the Great Army of Mountmead was no easy defeat. Their numbers were no-where near as large. Y/N didn't know how to solve their issues. Repeatedly, she reached out to offer a truce to the other Lords and Kings, but it was no luck. They all desired Mountmead for themselves and they believed they were going to take it from the Iron Queen. They shared no resources and implemented laws in their Kingdoms. If any person was caught trading with the Iron Queen or any member of Mountmead, they were executed without question. This restricted the Iron Queen to land. No boats, to sail in search of allies. They were stuck. All of them in mortal danger.
Unbeknownst, to Y/N someone, had been looking for her. As fate would have it, the idea of a legendary warrior Princess turned Queen had become a legendary story. It had spread through many Kingdoms and lands with several different variations. Most believed these tales of the Iron Queen to be nothing more than that, tales.
Except one, Ivar the Boneless believed different. Ivar believed the Iron Queen, Y/N of Mountmead, existed and, he was determined to find her. In the beginning, Ivar had no idea where to begin his search, so he sent scouts to the North, South, East and West. When they returned, they came up empty. However, Ivar refused to give in. Ivar proceeded to continue to send his Scouts out each time, further and in different directions. Each time they came up without sight of the Iron Queen.
This continued until one trip the scouts returned to Kattegat with news of the discovery. His latest scouting mission had been a success. With this new information, Ivar knew hr needed to act quickly. Instructing the scouts to gather his brothers into the Great Hall, he sat down and waited for them to arrive. Ivar waited and waited for his brothers when they finally walked in.
"How do I always arrive before you?" Ivar questioned as all of his brothers took their seats.
"Because you decided to meet us here Ivar." Ubbe retorted as he paid attention to his youngest brother.
"Ivar, why have you gathered us here?" Bjorn questioned.
"Because I have found the Iron Queen."
"Your lying!" Sigurd yelled as Ivar smirked. Ivar didn't mind being underestimated. Sigurd was only jealous, he hadn't been able to do it.
"Why would I lie, Sigurd? My scouts have drawn a map to her Kingdom, and I wish to go visit her because she is in terrible danger?"
"Is she as beautiful as they say she is?" Hvitserk questioned. All of his brothers turned to look at him.
"Ivar informs us the Iron Queen is in danger, and that is the first question you have, Hvitserk." Sigurd responds as Hvitserk shrugs."
"A man has to know these things, Sigurd."
"Yes, the Iron Queen is more beautiful than she's described as. However, if someone doesn't help her, then no-one is going to see her beauty in person."
"Why is she in danger? Ubbe questioned as he poured a horn of mead, taking a large sip.
"The surrounding Lords and Kings do not respect her as Queen. When they're from, they believe women are unable to lead and participate in the battle. Although Y/N has been in more battles than most of the surrounding Kings and Lords."
"You say she's been in many battles, so why is she in danger?"
"Because Ubbe, the surrounding Lords and Kings have grouped to create one large army. According to the scouts, the Iron Queen has a decent sized army, but not one large enough to defeat them."
"What's in it for us?" Why should we help a stranger?"
"Isn't it obvious, Bjorn? We go to the Iron Queen, offer ourselves as an ally in exchange for the first selection of any the lands we conquer."
"That seems to be a fair trade. Whatever lands we take can be used as a new settlement and a base for further exploration. I say we go."
"Thank you Hvitserk. Anyone else?"
"I am coming with you," Sigurd responds to Ivar's surprise.
"I will come just to keep an eye on all three of you. Perhaps we should extend the offer to Harald and Halfdan. They could be useful to us."
"That is a good idea, Ubbe. What says you, Bjorn?"
"I shall stay here, make sure Kattegat remains running smoothly. If the God's desire us to meet, it shall be."
That night the sons of Ragnar began to create plans to set sail to Mountmead and the Iron Queen. They set sail with a small part of their army, with the plan that more men would follow days later. Help was coming to the Iron Queen and she didn't even know it.
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Y/n had been in meetings all morning, they'd already attempted to plan out their defence attacks, but there was always a weak spot in their armour. There was no use, they simply needed more men. Men they didn't have.
"My Queen, we will figure it out. They haven't beaten us yet." One of the small council commented as Y/N examined the map once more.
"What we need is a miracle. Unfortunately, they don't happen often and early enough" It was as if someone was listening to her desires as Ser Favian came bursting through the door.
"My Queen, men have arrived on the shore. They hold no banner or sail. They don't appear to be apart of any of the surrounding threats."
"Lord Pollack, will you continue to lead this meeting in my absence. Ser Conadus will you accompany me to the Thron, Ser Favian will you gather some of the Queensguard to watch the remaining men. Bring the leaders to the throne room."
"Yes, of course, My Queen." They nodded and bowed respectfully as Y/N already stepped away from the meeting with Ser Conadus flanked her as she feared the worst.
"Nicholas, I don't think I can deal with any further setbacks. We're already at war on land, we can't compete with threats from the ocean as well."
"Relax my dear. ;Perhaps this is a beneficial meeting. You need to keep calm, just because we're at war doesn't mean everyone's a threat. Remember, your lessons." As the large, solid oak doors opened, someone announced the Iron Queen as she raised her head high, removing any emotion in her mind and gaze.
Although Y/N's attention was already directed towards one of the men in front of her. All of the men had knelt except one."
"I told you to kneel." Ser Favian attempted to force the man onto his knees, but Y/N noticed the glimmer of the buckle her pace quickened.
"Ser Favian, can you not see the restraints on his legs . Since when did we treat our guests so poorly." Ser Favian backed away immediately kneeling.
"I'm sorry, forgive Ser Favian it was a simple misunderstanding." Noticing a chair in the corner, Y/N walked over and picked up the chair and brought it up towards the man, placing it behind him.
That's when Y/N caught the first proper glimpse of the man. The piercing blue eyes, the muscular arms, his smirk etched onto his face as he observed your expression scan all over him. You hadn't glanced at his brothers, Harald or Halfdan or Floki. Just him.
Ivar was just as mesmerised by her as she was him. Y/N was just as beautiful as his scouts had told him she was. She was both assertive and confident. Ivar wanted to know her and no-one was going to stop him from getting what he know desired the most.
"It is a pleasure to meet you, My Queen. My name is Ivar the Boneless, these are my brothers, as well as Harald Finehair, Halfdan the Black and Floki. We are here to offer our services." Ivar confidently took ahold of Y/N's hand without, hesitating brought her knuckles up and brushed his lips against them. Ivar did not miss the way her eyes widened in shock, momentarily before her composure regained.
"Y/N lowered her head as she stepped back towards the steps to her throne once she was seated, she called for everyone to raise as she once more looked towards Ivar the Boneless.
"You wish to offer your services to me, and the Kingdom of Mountmead, why?"
"I believe together we could be an unstoppable force. We have all heard of your battles and the current threat that you have surrounding you. My Queen, we have the numbers you need." Tuning to Ser Conadus, Y/N examined his gaze as she attempted to read his expression.
"What would you receive in return for your men?"
"First choice of any land that is gained in the result of war." Truth be told, Y/N was beginning to run out of strategic options and perhaps Ivar and the rest of them was her only hope.
"I accept your terms Ivar the Boneless. Ser Favian will see that the rest of the men are given a warm place to sleep. Ser Conadus, would you see that Ivar the Boneless and the rest of his party settle in well."
"Wait my Queen, I have a gift for you." One of Ivar's brothers, called someone forward as they laid a box onto the ground, standing Y/N walked down the stairs as two of Y/N's guard lifted the lid. In the box, it appeared to be a shield with bright colours painted on it.
"Thank you-"
"Hvitserk, my Queen." Smiling, Y/N could already tell that Hvitserk that was the most mischievous out of all of the brothers.
"Thank you Hvitserk." Once more, another brother stepped forward, this time he insisted on carrying the box towards the Iron Queen. Once the lid was lifted it, it revealed a strange looking instrument.
“I an teach you to play it, if you’d like my Queen.” 
“Thank you, that would be lovely-” 
“Sigurd, my Queen.” 
“Thank you, Sigurd.” 
“My Queen, I have one last gift for you. Unfortunately, it does not fit through the castle walls.” Ivar’s voice broke Y/N’s concentration and soon the two of them were accompanied by Ser Conadus and Floki. As Y/N continued to walk silently, Y/N kept pace with Ivar as the two appeared to be heading to the docks. 
“Your Grace, why are people so threatened by a woman?” Floki questioned as Y/N turned towards Floki. 
“In these parts, a woman is believed to be unable to rule. Women are unable to rule because they believe they are unable to think clearly or learn the ways of War. According to them, they shouldn’t have to fight to take my Kingdom, I should bow and give it to them,” 
“We can’t let that happened now can we. Don’t worry Iron Wueen, we will bring them to their knees.” The four of them stepped onto the docks, Y/N glanced around them, wondering what it could be. 
“Turn around my Queen.” Turning around, there was a boat. It was unlike any boat Y/N had seen before stepping closer, was her gift on the boat? 
“What do you think my Queen?” Ivar questioned as Y/N was still unsure what Ivar had given her. Then it dawned on her. 
“The boat, it’s mine. I couldn’t possibly except it.” 
“Why not? The other boat builders refuse to build you a boat so Floki build you a boat. It could be one of many perhaps, if you so desired.” 
“I wouldn’t know the first thing about sailing or running  a boat.” 
“Don’t worry. we can show you, your Grace/” Floki replied as the wind blew while the flag gushed in the wind. 
“Thank you, both of you. You have no idea how important and appreciated this is for me and my Kingdom.” 
“You are more than welcome. I believe this is a start to a beautiful relationship.” 
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The next few days, were manic, as new voices gave new insight and strategies. Their culture was vastly different from Y/N’s, they’re war and battle strategies gave Y/N a unique way of seeing the up and coming battle. 
One thing that Y/N noticed immediately was the high intensity of the sons of Ragnar sibling rivalry, specifically between Ivar and Sigurd.  
Each time she began a discussion with either one of them, she could practically feel the glares at the back of her head. It only proved her point, they were always trying to compete with one another. 
One morning in particular, Y/N had broken her fast early so she could take a peaceful morning walk, before chaos ensured. 
What should have been a peaceful walk turned into Sigurd following her around discussing how terrible his younger brother was/ Y/N kept quiet while she listened to Sigurd go on about how vicious his brother was. According to Sigurd, Ivar was a monster who had no right to be in her company. Sigurd told her to listen to his words carefully.
Y/N had listened to his words closely, except she’d drawn a completely different conclusion. It was clear to Y/N that Ivar did have his fair share of problems, he was often angry and nearly always had a sombre attitude. Except Y/N was able to dig through the initial layer and realise how much more there was to him. 
While Y/N had appreciated Sigurd’s advice, she’d informed him that she could make her own judgement on Ivar and the rest of them. When her and Sigurd parted ways, he warned her once more. 
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Later that night as Y.N headed to her chambers, tired from yet another day of back to back small council meetings and war strategy meetings. Y/N had grown tired and in desperate need of sleep. 
Y/N should have known that nothing was ever that simple as she was walking past Ivar’s room, she heard a commotion. Barging through the door, she became quickly aware that Ivar was one the floor in some form of distress.” 
“Are you okay?” 
“I don’t need your help!” Ivar snapped, however, the Iron Queen knelt onto the ground beside him.” 
“Okay, then I shall sit with you then.” 
“Wouldn’t you rather spend time with my brother, Sigurd” Y/N rolled her eyes sitting down on the floor, she stretched her legs so they were diagonally with each other. 
“I gather you never heard the end of the conversation. If you had you would have heard myself inform Sigurd that I am capable of making my own decisions. For sometime now Ivar you had my curiosity but now you have my attention” Ivar smirked, this conversation was about to get interesting. 
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Must be this tall to Hunt| Boba Fett (tcw age so like 13/14)
Couldnt find a good teen boba gif, so heres bosk instead
Warnings: fake blame,
Reader: female
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"You are expelled from the order-"
"What!?" Y/n shouted looking up at the council, "I did nothing! Master Plo! Reason with them!"
"I am sorry little one, I-"
Y/n was heart broken, looking up at the surrounding Jedi, this couldn't be true.
"Master Obi-Wan!" Y/n pleaded.
"Your attachments grow," Windu spoke, "and with them your anger."
"My anger?! My anger?!" Y/n shouted at him.
"Little one please." Plo pleaded, "I have brought a witness."
"You!?" Y/n argued, "Master I demand an answer! Why! Why would you- You out of all People!-"
She watched Anakin walk in guilt ridden on his face, "You!? Anakin! You!?"
He kept quiet as Fives walked in, her world stopping.
"Y-Your lieing!" She shouted, "Fives?! Not you! I trust you and you do this!?"
"Arc Trooper Fives." Windu spoke, " what have you seen Padawan Y/n do?"
Fives looked at her, "I. Saw Genral Y/n with a clone trooper,"
"Im with troopers everyday!" Y/n defended.
"What was Padawan Y/n doing with this clone trooper."
"...intercourse sir." Fives responded.
"Thats Obsurded Fives! And you know it!" Y/n argued, "You're my brothers- Why in gods name would I fuck any of you!"
"Y/n! That is enough!" Plo argued.
"You believe this crap!? You're suppose to have MY back!" Y/n demanded, "I'd have your back no matter what! And you turn on me!"
"Are there any other witnesses?" Fisto spoke.
"Yes." Windu spoke, "bring them in."
Y/n watched, her brothers, the wolf pack, Commandos and even some from the Corosaunt Gaurd walk in, and they strung there string of lies and they strung them high and low, entagled the lies beyond untanglement.
"Padawan L/n is to be expelled from the Order and that is our final verdict."
The platform she was on went downward, the clone troopers who had made there testimonies were gathered at the bottom, a path for her to go through.
"Y/n-" Wolfee spoke reaching out a hand.
"Don't you dare touch me!" She shouted in anger pushing past the clones.
"It had to be done." Commander Thron spoke quietly.
The others nodded.
"Damn it!" Fives shouted running out the room and rushing down the halls, after the light echoing of Y/n's angered footsteps.
She pushed the doors open and just walking out them she stopped, hearing Five's steps behind her.
"General. It had to be done-"
"What!? The lies! The string of lies you built! Why!? Why would you do this to me?!" Y/n argued looking back at the clone.
"We wanted to protect you-"
"Bullshit Fives! Bullshit! I love all of you! All of you!" Y/n shouted, screaming so loud it was sure to be heard all the way down to the lower level.
"Y/n listen!-' he grabbed her shoulders trying to plead with her but she pushed him away ingiting one side of her double sided saber as Fives quickly backed up.
"Touch me again and I'll kill you." She spoke.
"I don't even deserve death. I know- I-" Fives tried to explained, "We wanted to protect you-"
"Then you should of had my back!"
The bright blade turned off and she turned around leaving without a second thought.
"Hey! Wake up!" Boba argued.
Y/n turned her self around as she opened her eyes, "what do you want Fett."
"Rations idiot." He spoke as Y/n sat up, the girl only a year older than Bobba.
She was thrown a rations bar by the boy as they were in a hotel room, she had been sleeping on the couch.
"How much longer we waitin?" She asked taking a crunch out of the bar.
"An hour, I told you that the how much longer last time you woke up." He argued looking through the window.
Y/n kept quiet as she ate her food, it bland and bleak in both tast and color.
Bobba took an arm chair by the window as he ate his own rations. It was silent for a long mintue.
"Did. You have that nightmare again?" He asked.
Y/n looked over at him, "when do I not?"
Boba ate a peice of his own ration bar, he never knew what the nightmare was about, but knew it was the same one, on repeat.
He had the same.
"You, uh. Wanna talk about it?"
She looked his way, then looked away quickly, only able to see the faces of her brothers.
"No." She replied coldy tossing the barely eaten ration bar on the table, her appetite gone, "I'm gonna go scope the roof, don't wait up for me."
She walked towards the door, grabbing the sniper on the way out.
"I'll come with you. Incase someone tries to get you from behind."
"I don't need someone to have my back." Y/n argued.
"Well then Im coming because I want to!"
He pushed past Y/n as she scoffed, following him close behind as they walked towards the steps, somewhere along the way Y/n hacked into a vending Machine, Boba going up the stairs himself, stealing whatever she pleased putting it in her sling bag, enough for her only.
"Sharing is what?" Y/n questioned Woflee
"An opportunity for someoen to get there arm chopped off, it's my food." Wolfee told her.
Y/n sighed, how she hated her own little life lessons to her brothers, and stole more food, enough for both Boba and her, and a little extra.
Walking up the rest of the steps she made it to the door she kicked open with the bottom of her foot.
"Could you try and be quiet?" He seethed.
"I mean. I could. But no." Y/n responded walking towards the edge where Boba sat on a near by utiliy unit.
She sat down setting her back infront of her as she laid herself on her side her back to Boba the lights of the bright city below barely reaching the top of the tall hotel they sat on.
"You want one?"
Boba looked over seeing Y/n holding up a soda.
"Where did you get that?"
"Stole it."
Rolling his eyes he walked over to her snatching the bottle and sitting himself by her head.
"Hey hey. Fives calm your tits." Y/n laughed.
Boba stayed silent as he looked at her, she too busy looking out and onward, but feeling the stare she looked besides her.
"Oh." Y/n realized, "My bad Fett."
Boba stayed silent, as Y/n took a drink of her own soda, he had realized she had become more sympathetic with her apology.
"You wanna talk about it now?" Boba questioned.
Y/n sighed, answering in silence for a mintue, "My only family betrayed me. Strung a String of lies to supposedly keep me safe. I think about it all the time. We use to find these abaonded places and sit up on the roofs like this, we'd sing, start a bonfire, get drunk."
"Your as old as me." Fett argued.
Y/n shrugged, "war does that, you only live once Fett."
"Then why are you still worrying about it?" Boba defended.
"Why do you still worry about the things you worry about?" Y/n questioned, "but I was kicked out of my group, my name stripped of me, and instead of having my back, they had me cast out. Happy Now?"
It was silent again, the hearing of honking and swearving down below could be heard.
"I lost my dad to the Jedi."
Y/n stopped mid way lifting her drink to her lips but then contuined to drink then pull away.
"They tend to do that..." Y/n responded, "they expect you to follow every rule every word, there no better than the sith."
"You know alot of jedi and sith."
Y/n looked at him once, "It was when you father died did I stop really believing in the Jedi-"
"You knew my father?! You're a jedi-"
"Shut your trap and listen before you get rowdy you damn idiot!' Y/n argued Boba gritting his teeth, "I met Jango Fett when I went on a small assignment, my first one, with Master Shakk Ti- it was basically playing paper boy. I remember delivering work to your father...alot of people were mean to me, he. He never was, always said thank you, always asked me if I had eaten. He even watched me leave on the ship back to Master Plo Koon. So when I went througy reports and found him dead I was in shock, later to find out a Jedi did it. I started to loose faith. Why kill a man lookin out for him and his child, sure capture him- but taking family...I know how that feels and no one should go through it."
Y/n took a drink finishing her bottle and tossing it over edge, "so. I fought. And I fought and I fought. If i couldnt save Jango, I'd save what was left of him- the clones- my brothers. They share the same face but are diffrent than any could imagine. I spoke, I wrote, I pleaded, I trainned. It never was enough, and it was my 'emotion' that got the better of me. Pssh. Yeah right the Jedi can piss off because if they want to see emotion? I'll give it to them."
Boba listened, he had nevee seen Y/n before hand, maybe he had and just didnt remember, he never knew someone could share his pain. Neverless with the same person.
"Windu will pay." Boba seethed, "and your a jedi! You can help me."
"I will go head to head to him, I don't plant bombs." Y/n defended.
"We can take him! Two on one!" Boba tried to persuade, "you know his fighting style! I know guns! You know sabers! We take his head and anyone else that stands in our way!"
Y/n looked at him dully.
"Come on! How many bounty hunters have you single handedly taken on! And killed! How many sith have you injured! Jedi that chase after us! Without your laser swords! We can kill him! Together!" Boba explained standing up, Y/n move to sit up, "We're the left behind! We are the strongest! Because we were left behind! We round up a few others! Bane! Sing! Bosk! And there's always someone paying for a Jedi's head!"
Y/n stood up grabbing hee sniper rifle as she did and looked at her watch.
"It can be a sniper shot! A saber battle! Whatever you want! As long as he die and Im involed I don't care how!" Bobba argued.
Y/n looked down below aiming her sniper adjusting the scope.
"My father would do the same for you-"
He was cut off by a bullet shot and soon the sounds of crying folks who see a man just drop dead on the street, the target they had been waiting for dead. She pulled away from her weapon slowly, turning her head towards him.
"I'll do it.-" Y/n agreed
"No." Boba spoke, "We'll do it. Together. For everything the jedi took from us!"
Y/n looked at the outreached hand as she took it.
"Together."
"As One Unit."
"As One Unit." Y/n responded, "well one and a half"
"Im not that short." Boba argued.
"Shorter than me." Y/n chuckled.
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Where Were You
1) Dont You Say That....Not you
31) Your Alive
10) Where Were You When I Needed You
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Ok so this was originally an ask but I goofed and just posted the prompts. So after saving them and trying to figure out what to write for the longest I have no idea who requested this because they were anonymous (so this is for you Anon if your out there)
Characters: you x Loki
Warnings: angst, fluff at the end, Loki being a slight asshat, hurt reader
Summary: You were Lokis only good thing that had happened in his life but when the hunger to rule over the kingdom gets the best of him and he fails where does that lead you? Your one love gone to never come back.
Announcement: I have been on a much needed LOA and after coming back I have been elbows deep trying to catch up woth everything going on at work. Was the trip worth it? Yes and i had some much needed time off with the fam and the babe. Would i do it again? In a heart beat. Did I miss work? Gods no but I did miss my little tumblr family that i have. So after a good bit of relaxing and my toes in the sand i am back!
I also wanna give a shout out to @high-functioning-lokipath for reading over this MULTIPULE times while I was freaking out about what to do!
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"Loki!" You ran after him as he headed to the bit frost. "Please stop! You dont have to do this! You dont have to be someone that your not!"
"See that right there is the problem everyone seems to be having lately. Maybe this is who I am. Maybe this is who I want to be. After all Lady Y/n you are the one that has always told me that i could be anything I want to be. And I want to be king of Asguard." He said turning on you.
"Loki you are smarter than this! You are just upset about finding out who you truly are." You walked up to him and placed your hand on his cheek. You seen him almost give in before snapping back out of it.
"Ah yes, a frost giant? Someone who couldnt be loved by neither the family who abandoned me or the family that took me in." He spit the words at you.
"Loki, I love you. I have always loved you. You know that better than anyone." You grabbed at his emerald green cloak pulling at it causing him to turn around to face you with a cold look. You could tell that all emotion was gone at that point. You took a step away from him.
"You might love me but I have never truly loved you. You were mearly there to keep my bed warm at night" He said stepping closer to you. With the words came a cold creeping into your chest. Pain literally tore through your heart as they slowly sunk in.
You raised your hand and slapped him as hard as you could causing his head to jerk to the side. "Dont you say that, Loki Odinson, dont you dare compair me to one of your whores."
"Get out of my way." He said grabbing you by the shoulders and shoving you to the side. You crumpled to the cold stone floor moving your hand to your stomach as you watched the man that you had loved your entire life walk out the front of the castle.
You wasnt really sure how long you sat there crying when you looked up you could see the sun barly peeking over the horizon and you stumbled to your feet and slowly made your way back to the room you and Loki had shared.
Pushing the door open you heard a sniffle and seen Thor sitting on the bed, his head in his hands. "Thor?" He jump up off the bed and ran to you pulling you into him.
"Lady Y/n! I didn't know what had happened to you. I thought.... I thought that he might have done something before....before." He pulled you away to look at your face.
"Before what Thor?" He turned away from you a tear trailing down his face. "Before what Thor?!" You yelled.
"He fell." Your heart sank, emptyness filled you with the darkest feeling you would have never thought possible. You stumbled to the nearest chair and collapsed into it barely feeling the warmth of the fire that was slowly dying out. "I looked for you after. I couldnt find you, I thought that maybe he had done something, but I knew that he would never do anything to hurt you."
"Thor, I have to tell you something that not even Loki knew." You stared directly into the flames watching as they slowly died as the sun rose higher in the sky. "I was waiting till this was all over but now I wont get a chance to tell him." You take a deep breath and look up at him. "I'm pregnant. I am going to have his baby and he isnt even here to do this with me." You placed your head in your hands and started to cry.
"We will figure this out Lady Y/N. We cannot let father know but we can tell mother and she will help us." Thor said pulling you up from the chair and rushing from the room.
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Two years later
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You sat with your daughter in the all mothers garden waiting for your husband to arrive.
"Astrid, please dont chase the cat." You called watching her almost grab its tail. The almost two year old stopped to look back at you and giggle before taking off again. She was so much like her father with her black hair and green eyes along with her always trying to cause trouble.
"Lady Y/N, your husband will be arriving soon. He asked that you meet him in the throne room, but let one of the maids take the princess back to your living quarters." One of the guards called walking into the garden.
"She is always there to greet him when he returns. What could possibly keep him from wanting her there?" You asked as your daughter ran up to you giggling.
"Dada." She cooed clinging to your leg.
"He has brought a prisoner and he doesnt think that she should be there. He hopes that you will understand, and that once everything is said and done he will be able to spend some much needed time with his family." Your heart sank at the words prisoner. Leading Astrid to one of the ladies in waiting and kissing her head you promised you would be back soon. As you walked down the halls you could swear that you heard your heart hammering. As you opened the door to the thron room your eyes locked with Thor.
"Darling! I am so glad you are home." You said throwing your arms around his neck and kissing his cheek.
"I see it didnt take you long to find another prince to bed, my pet." Your blood ran cold as ice when you heard the voice from behind you. As you turned you looked at none other than Loki. Tears sprang to your eyes as you looked at him. He looked weak, thinner than you remembered almost sickly.
"I thought you died." You placed a hand over your mouth in shock.
"Seeing what has become of my once true love I wish I would have." He said looking between you and Thor.
"Loki, hold your tongue." Frigga said from across the room.
"But arent you proud mother? With me out of the way all your dreams came true it looks like." He said smirking looking back at you and Thor. You had grabbed ahold of his arm for support.
"Loki th-" The door had burst open at that point as Astrid came running to you and Thor a maid chasing behind her.
"Dada! Dada!" She threw herself into Thors arms as he picked her up.
"Hello my little love." Thor said kissing her and tickling her with his beard causing her to giggle. Loki stood observing, watching everything take place. He wasnt blind to the black hair that she had or the mischievous gint in her eye that he also had.
"Wow, stricking resemblance brother. She looks just like you." He grined looking between you and Thor.
"Loki, shut up." Thor said handing your daughter to you. "Why dont you take Astrid back to our quarters and I shall be there in a moment." He said kissing the top of your head.
"How sweet brother, a girl who simply rolls from one bed to another, and now a built in family. The girl must be about two now? How absolutly interesting."
You sat Astrid down next to Thor and walked over to the man that use to mean everything to you and stood right in front of him. "You, Loki Odinson, do not need to look, breath, or assume anything. Not towards my daughter."
"Interesting use of words dear my-" he was cut off by a sharp slap across the face.
"Come darling. Lets get you in the bath." You said opening your arms, your daughter running into them.
After you have made sure all the dirt was washed from her and she was nesseled into your bed nice and warm you sat by the fire with tears streaming down your face when Thor finally entered the room looking exhausted.
"Let me help you take your armor off. There is a warm bath for you also. Make sure the dirt is all off before climbing into bed, those are clean sheets." You stood walking over to him and undoing the straps that held his chest plate on.
"What did I do to deserve this kindness from you?" He asked placing his finger under your chin making you look up at him.
"You took me in, loved me after your brother couldnt, you have helped me raise a child that is not your but you let her call you dad. Me and my child both think the world of you Thor and honestly I couldnt imagine it without you in my life." You placed a hand on his cheek and brought him down to kiss him.
He leaned his head agintst yours and sighed. "You must go talk to my brother. He is down in the cells."
"What if I dont want to? What if I want to keep this happy little bubble that we have created?" A tear rolled down your cheek.
"If not for you or me, go talk to him for her." He said motioning over to Astrid who was snorring lightly in the middle of the bed. "I will look over her. For tonight and for always, it doesnt matter what happens tonight I will always love both you and her. And I know you will love me to but not as much as you have loved my brother." You were both crying now, you had decided two years prior that you would give this man what was left of your heart because the love of your life was gone but now? Now you were torn between the safty of being with Thor and the uncertainty of if Loki could ever love you the way he had before.
You kissed Thor on the cheek again making him promise to take a bath before going to bed causing him to laugh. "Yes I promise. Now go before I decide to keep you here with me." He handed you your dark blue cloak and shoved you out of the room.
Silently you made your ways to the dungeons under the castle not being noticed by anyone at this time of night, you pulled the hood up as not to be spotted by any of the other prisoners.
"I was wondering if you was going to make an apperance Y/N." Loki said, he was facing away from you his hands placed behind his back. "You've made quite the impression on my brother. Such a good impression that you two are married. Tell me dear is he as good as I was?" He asked turning to finally face you. You stood there shocked.
"Loki," you looked up at him. "This is not the time nor place for talk like that. I came here to ask what happened to you? I thought you had died."
"So you crawl in bed with my brother?!" He yelled hitting the shield between you and him with his fist.
"So I married your brother to save not only me but our daughter!" His jaw dropped at the admission. "Oh dont act so suprised. I know you know that she is yours. For norms sake she has your hair."
"I never thought you would admit it."
"I cant hide it Loki. Your mother is the one that came up with the plan for me to marry Thor."
"I bet father loved the fact that you were pregnant before the wedding." He said rolling his eyes.
"Odin would have killed us if he knew the secret!" You yelled, fire in your eyes. "Its not like you were around to protect us, to keep us safe. Your daughter has magic and is part Jötunn." He froze staring at you wide eyed. "Where were you Loki! Where were you when I needed you? When we needed you?" You screamed at him tears running down your face.
Neither of you had noticed Thor or Frigga talking to the guard in the shadows, neither of you had realized that the shield keeping Loki in his cell had been dropped until Loki had actually reached for you yanking you to his body. You clung to him like if you let go he would disappear all over again. You buried your face in his neck, his hair tickling your face as you felt his pulse aginst your lips for the first time in a long time. His hand was at the base of your neck as his face was buried in your hair, you felt his tears land on your cheek. He pulled back from you, both hands now on the side of your face as he wiped your tears away with his thumbs.
"I promise on all nine realms y/n I will never leave you or my daughter again. I promise that i will never leave you alone, I will always be there as I should have been in the begining of it all. You should not have had to go through alone." He leaned forward kissing you. You melted into the kiss, it had been forever since you had felt so connected with anyone like this. His lips were cool aginst yours as you both moved in perfect sync batteling for dominace over the other finally you gave into him. You pulled away slightly out of breath.
"I wasn't alone, I knew that I had a peice of you with me and i knew I wasnt alone at all. I knew you would come back. You always come back." You smiled at him.
"For you my queen, always." He said pulling you into his arms again whispering words of love.
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Diabolik Lovers BLOODY BOUQUET Vol.8 Mukami Yuma [Track 2]
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Original title: 漆黒の花片
Source: Diabolik Lovers Bloody Bouquet Vol. 8 Mukami Yuma [CD not owned by me]
Audio: Here
Seiyuu: Tatsuhisa Suzuki
Translator’s note: I really enjoy the different approach in this CD. In pretty much all the other Bloody Bouquet CDs, the guy is there when the MC accepts the bouquet and pricks her finger. :p It’s funny how she almost gets away with hiding it in this one, if it wasn’t for the random dizzy spell telling Yuma what’s up. It definitely is cute how he’s so desperate to save her though. It’s gonna hurt my heart to see (or hear, more accurately) him suffer next track. T _ T Our farmer Vampire deserves better than that. 
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Track 2: Jet Black Petals
You open the door and find the bouquet of flowers.
*Rustle rustle*
You prick yourself when picking them up.
*Rustle*
“ーー Oi, Sow! Where the fuck are ya...!?”
You quickly throw the flowers away and close the door again.
*Thud*
“...Sow!!”
You walk up to Yuma.
“...Ah! Che...There ya are, huh? Geez...Ya sure had some nerve leavin’ right after I was satisfied. ...You bitch! Whatcha doin’ here at the entrance?”
You nearly collapse but he catches you just in time.
*THUD*
“...!! Oi!! Why did you collapse...? Anemia? Honestly, you’re such a weaklin’...”
*Rustle rustle*
“Guess it can’t be helped. Just hold onto me for now. ...There.”
*Rustle*
“...Ah, the fuck’s this? Black petals? ...Are these from roses? How did those get here?”
You explain.
“Hm? ...Ahー The delivery from earlier were flowers? So, where are the black roses in question? I don’t see them anywhere.”
You admit to throwing them away.
“Haah!? Ya threw them away? Why would ya waste them like that? ...Black roses are kinda rare, ya know? Also, tossin’ a gift straight into the trash doesn’t sound like somethin’ ya’d do.”
You nearly lose your balance again.
*Rustle*
“...Oi!! What’s wrong!? ...Fuck! Guess I’ll just carry ya to the bed for now...Heave-ho.”
*Rustle*
“...Say, did I really suck that much of yer blood? Is that why you’re feelin’ like this now? ...My bad. I won’t go overboard again, so if ya could properly push me away next time...”
You shake your head.
“...Ah? Then what’s causin’ this? That’s ‘bout the only thing I can think oーー”
You apologize.
“...Haah? ...What do you mean with ‘I’m sorry’...?”
*Rustle*
“...!! Oi! ...She lost consciousness? ...Fuck!”
Yuma carries you away to the bedroom.
*TIMESKIP*
*Tick-tock・Tick-tock Tick-tock*
“...Haah. Is this really gonna end well for her? Several days have passed, but rather than gettin’ better, I feel like her condition is only worsenin’...”
*Rustle*
“The symptoms seem kinda off for it to be anemia...? And the way she’s sufferin’ just seems abnormal? ...She refuses to tell me anythin’ as well. We should probably go to the hospitaーー”
Yuma gets sudden dizzy spells.
“...Ugh...! ...It hurts...! The fuck’s goin’ on...!? There’s a voice...echoin’ through my head...Kuh...!”
( Alongside a loud ringing inside my ears, I could feel my brain get shaken up. The voice echoing through my mind suddenly spoke the following words: “The throns of the black roses have put a permanent curse on her. Her blood will gradually begin to rot, becoming a poison which torments the immortal. This process can no longer be stopped. There is only one way to survive, to continue having the person she loves feast upon her blood. If not, the curse will surely become the end of her.” 
Che...Smells fishy. Under normal circumstances, I would have simply disregarded it as some shitty joke. It just sounds so unbelievable. However...those black roses which were delivered to us a few days ago, as well as her weakened state, I just couldn’t play it off as a lie. She might die at this rate...When I considered that, I was suddenly overcome by an intense feeling of fear. At the same time, anger welled up inside of me at once, upset at her for not telling me anything. Unable to keep standing around another second, I bolted towards the bedroom. )
Yuma bursts into the room.
*Thud*
“ーー The fuck’s this ‘bout, oi!?”
He rushes over to the bed.
*Rustle rustle*
“...Don’t be burdenin’ it all by yourself! Why didn’t you tell me anythin’...!?”
You flinch.
“That reaction...So you knew what those black roses did to ya, huh!?”
You explain to Yuma that it was written on a card that came with the bouquet.
“A card...?”
You tell him about the curse.
“A cursed message? ...Then why did ya keep quiet ‘bout somethin’ so important!? You hid the fact you were pricked by the thorn this whole time as weーー!”
You try and defend your decision. 
“Shut up! I don’t wanna hear yer lousy excuses!! Ya didn’t wanna bother me!? So what if ya die ‘cause of it, huh!? Havin’ ya die on me would affect me much more! ...Who do you think I am!?”
*THUD*
“...Can you not put faith in me? ...If it was Ruki, then maybe...Fuck!”
You apologize again.
“...Don’t apologize. Don’t be sayin’ sorry! That won’t lift the curse, will it!? ...We can still make it on time, right?”
*Rustle*
“Don’t move. I don’t plan on doin’ anythin’ horrible to you, really...You should know as well, right? Wasn’t it written on that card? Now that you’ve been affected by the poison, there’s only one way for ya to survive. Only through me suckin’ yer blood. ...Say, ya can no longer live on without my fangs, right? ...Perfect. Guess I just gotta do it then. I’ll break this curse somehow.”
You try and push him away.
*Rustle*
“Ugh...Ya don’t want my fangs? ...Don’t be fuckin’ ‘round! You’re mine, remember...!?”
*RIIIIIIP*
“Behave and lemme suck ya!”
Yuma bites you.
“Nn...Mmph...!?”
*Ba-dump*
“...Nnh...!? Kuh...! ...Haah! I-Is this...the poison...? Cough, cough...! ...They’re not playin’ ‘round, huh...? Haha...”
*Gulp*
“...Ugh...Haah, haah...Bring it on...I’ll blast that curse right outta ya.”
*Sluuuuurp*
“Haah, haah...! This stuff’s child’s play once ya get used to it. Ugh...”
*Sluuuuurp*
“Cough, cough...!”
*Rustle*
“...Shut up! Don’t get in my way!”
*Sluuuuurp*
“You’re actually acceptin’ my fangs, aren’t ya?”
*Gulp gulp*
“...Ugh...Fuck...Haah, haah...”
*Rustle*
“Don’t be runnin’...! Stop makin’ this even harder on me. ...Altho, I guess you’re already feelin’ a lil’ better if ya can fight back like that.”
You frown.
“...Ah? Should I not be worried? Am I breakin’ character? We proved it just now, no? Ya can survive if I suck yer blood. Haah...In that case...I’m obviously gonna save ya. Besides, we’re talkin’ ‘bout none other than your blood. I end up yearnin’ for it, even when I know it’s poison to me. I need it.” 
*Rustle*
“Come on, gimme yer hand.”
Yuma grabs hold of your wrist.
“Show me...Where did the thorn prick ya?”
*Rustle*
“Come on, which finger is it? If ya won’t tell me, I’ll just have to test them all out.”
You answer.
“...Such slender fingers. Mmh...”
*Sluuuuurp*
*Gulp*
“...Cough, cough...! ...Ah, did I hurt ya? But my bad, I can’t control my strength right now.”
*Sluuuuurp*
“Hang in there just a lil’ longer...Yer life’s on the line...Cough, cough...!”
You beg him to stop.
“...Shut up. I already said I wouldn’t stop, remember? Haah, haah, haah...Fuck. I can’t suck very well any more...Ugh...”
You get up from the bed.
*Creaaaak*
“...!! Oi, whatcha doin’...!?”
You suddenly dash away.
“Ah...!? O-Oi...!! Hold it right there...!!”
You leave the room.
“...Kuh!!”
*Rustle rustle*
“Fuck...My body won’t listen to me...But if I don’t catch her, she will...! Ugh...”
Yuma starts limping after you.
( ...She would surely leave me. I banished those words to the very back of my mind. Because I was scared that the moment I voice them out loud, they would become reality. Fearーー Such emotions should have long left me when I turned into a Vampire. I don’t want to lose something or someone again. With that desire, I chased after her. )
ーー TO BE CONTINUED ーー
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Day 2: Royalty 
    (Zenitsu’s POV)
    I groaned as I tripped over another tree root that had started to emerge from the ground. Really, how many of these could I possibly trip over? I could feel tears welling up again even though I just stopped crying less than 30 minutes ago. 
See, I’m the thunder prince. Or, the second thunder prince. This is good and bad. On one hand, I am royal, so I get to live in comfort. On the other hand, it’s a lot of responsibilities that I would rather not handle. I do get exempt from some of theos because Kaiguke is supposed to rule, not me since he’s the “First born” (We’re both adopted) But I also get treated like I’m lesser and have to clean up Kaiguke’s messes. It's a lot of give and take and frankly, I feel like I should’ve stayed on the streets. Especially since I wouldn’t need to be doing what I’m currently doing. 
“What am i currently doing?” You may be asking. Well currently I am looking for a princess or a prince to marry. Even though I’m only 16, Kaiguke refused to find a wed and now I need to so we can have a heir to the thron. No, I can’t have kids with a boy but at least then I can have someone to raise our kids with. 
The thunder kingdom is very open as you can tell. We are very frowned upon for being so open too. But we’re very powerful and our people are very happy. This makes it so people don’t bother us. So if you were confused, that should clear it up for you. 
I’ve been wandering this mountain for a few day’s now. I don’t know where I’m going but I know I’m very far from my kingdom and that scares me. I’m just trying to wait until I find the closest village and from what I can hear it’s on the other side of this damned mountain that is covered in tree root and I’m going to cry again because it’s always me- 
“Excuse me? Are you okay?” I acted on reflex, all of gramp’s sword training drilled into my brain and muscle memory. Immediately the boy was on the ground, my sword to this throat. Gramp’s always said I need to use my hearing more, but I was kinda busy sulking. I did hear the crunch though as I shoved him down and his basket broke under his back. I paused, looking down at the boy who seemed oddly calm for the situation. Did his life get threatened like this normally? I hope not, because he was very. Very pretty and was that his sound? It sounded so kind and- I should get off him before I have a heart attack. 
    I yelped and threw myself off him, sword being tossed onto the floor. The boy sat up, turning and starting to put the coal back in the basket. Wait.. coal? Why is he selling coal? He should be a model or something! He’s too pretty to be selling coal! Or even touching it! I immediately started to help, hoping that he would see I had it and stop touching the dirty rocks. I grimaced as the coal rubbed off onto my hand but didn’t stop putting it away until every piece of coal was back in the basket. I watched as the boy put the basket back on his own back.
“Sorry for scaring you!” He exclaimed, smiling over at me widely. I blushed at the smle, he was so pretty, checkered horia hanging off him perfectly, as he stood wrapped up in a scarf. Even the scare on his forehead looked pretty. 
“N-no it’s fine. I-I am sorry, for- for pinning you down.” I stammered, glancing away nervously. The boy laughed and I swear I ascended. For a few moments, I was in heaven, I closed my eyes and sighed softly as I listened to his laugh, so pretty, so light and kind- wait he was talking again-
“- ur name?” I turned back in to catch the very end of the question. Did he already say his name or was he asking mine first? Oh- that was his hand. I reached out and shook the boy's hand, face only getting redder. 
“M-my name is Zenitsu.” I replied. The boy smiled and nodded softly, so he did already say his name!? That’s not good! How do I ask again without sounding rude? I fucked it up! As always. Leave it to me to ruin anything good in the world. Including my chances with this gorgeous boy
“That’s a pretty name! I’m Tanjiro!” The boy- Tanjiro replied. I was about to start gushing about how pretty his name is but then he cut me off. “Are you okay!? You’re really red!” He exclaimed as he looked at me worridily. I was going to explain but he grabbed my hands and gasped. “You’re freezing!” He exclaimed, and oh were my fingertips turning purple? 
“Am I going to die?” I shrieked, tears welling in my eyes as I looked at Tanjiro. He seemed to make himself calm down, offering a smile. 
“No! Of course not! But we need to get you back to my house, I can go into town tomorrow.” He said, starting to lead me in the other direction. 
‘Are you sure?” I asked, knowing how pathetic I sounded but not able to help it. I could be dying! Tanjiro nodded, his sound gentle and kind. I knew he wasn't lying so I just nodded and followed him.
    “Aren’t you a prince?” It was asked, almost two days later. I’ve been living with the Kamado family, they know I can cook (Gramps thinks that to get respect from our people we need to know how to handle ourselves) I haven’t been able to tell them about the whole “Prince'' Part of me, I’ve only explained what my name was, since that’s all I’ve been asked. I tensed, NEzuko’s tone making me feel like I’ve been caught. She’s been very accusatory and suspicious since I got here and I don’t think finding out I’m a prince is helping her… suspicions of me. 
“Yes.” I said, not making eye contact with her as I straightened up somewhere I had been sitting between Tanjiro and a few of his siblings as we all played with little toy carriages that I had made (As a reward to the kids for doing all their chores of course) This really sucked, I was really hoping that I could keep it quiet for a few mores days. Being treated as a person was really nice. The praise was nice but being a person who was more than someone to pamper, being a person who could help as opposed to be helped was really nice. I was an equal, for a few days and I was hoping my term as an equal could last a little longer than two measly days. 
“Wh-what?” Tanjiro asked from next to me, I looked down. I felt like I had tricked him oddly enough, the room felt suffocating with how tense everyone was. 
“And why didn't you say anything?” Nezuko was walking closer, eyes burning. “Do you have some sort of plan? Kidnap us and take one of us to wed?” She spat, slowly stalking closer to me, like a cat who was about to pounce. She was towering over me now, the urge to run nipping at my legs as I quickly shuffled backward, tears welling up. 
“No! I would never!” I exclaimed, Nezuko wasn’t persuaded and seemed like she was about to serve, what I had feeling would be the final blow, I’ll have died in the Kamado household, death by a pretty girl isn’t as nice as I had always expected. 
“Nezuko!” Tanjiro yelped as he grabbed Nezukos hand, I jumped and looked over at Tanjiro, Nezuko’s eyes softened seeing her brother. “You’re scaring him. Really badly. Sit down, I’m sure Zenitsu can explain.” Tanjiro suggested. Nezuko shot a glare at me before nodding and moving to sit. I was still frozen, tears shining over my eyes as I looked over at Nezuko, she still looked pissed, and was still glaring but she wasn’t attacking me anymore. Tanjiro grabbed my hand and I looked over at him instead, focusing on his kind sound as opposed to Nezukos disgusted one. “Calm down. You’re safe.” He said voice gentle. Tanjiro’s gotten really good at calming me down. He got me to shuffle back into my seat and I looked at the floor as the room fell silent for a few moments. 
“So, you didn’t say anything because…?” Nezuko asked. I looked up at her and felt shame wash over me a new at the glare she was giving me. 
“No one asked.” I said looking back down. 
“We’re not just going to assume you’re a prince.” Nezuko scoffed. 
“Well I’m not going to go around waving it in people’s faces! It’s rude!”  I exclaimed, Nezuko scoffed at me. 
“What about your mission? You’re supposed to be looking for someone to wed, right?” She asked. I swallowed thickly, looking down. Nezuko waited impainily. 
“Yes, I am.” I confirmed, She looked at me expectantly. “I- I’m looking for someone to wed but I haven’t found anyone who is willing to in my kingdom. So I’ve been trying to search further and-” I glanced away with a blush, not wanting to finish. 
“And…?” Nezuko asked, voice dagourse. 
“I found you guys, and-” I glanced at Tanjiro who seemed to be getting angry. They really think I would hurt them! I couldn’t if I tried! They’d over power me! “And I- I’ve taken interest in Tanjiro.” I admitted, holding eye contact with said boy. “But-but the plan wasn’t to take him! I Just- I get nervous every time I go to ask and give up! I don’t mean any of you harm I swear!” I rambled, feeling tears spill over again as my hands flailed without my control. 
“Why should we let that happen?” Nezuko asked, everyone else seemed shocked at the declaration but Nezuko still seemed suspicious. “You said no one in your kingdom wants to wed you. Why is that?” She asked. I deflated. 
“I’m not really seen as worthy.” I admitted. “I’m a prince but many see me as ugly and I’m a cry baby and no good in battle like my brother. So I’m not even really worth it for the money.” I explained, managing to stop the tears as I talked, hitting that low point where I feel mostly numb. “I know the answer will probably be no, but I wanted to try and get to know you all before I made any big declarations. I was hoping that if you all got to know me I could be more than a cry baby.” I explained. I felt like I was self-pitying again, Gramp’s said I got like this while numb a lot, and it makes people feel bad for me. I wish I could stop doing it. 
“I’ll try it.” The sound of Tanjiro’s voice caught me off guard, and the words were even more of a shock. My head shot over to see Tanjiro after it did process, it took about a minute though.
“Huh? Really?” I asked, not able to keep the excitement out of my voice, Tanjiro was blushing (I want to see more of that) and he had a smile on his face, that held a hit of bashfulness. I loved the image of it all. 
“Yeah.” He agreed, nodding a small bit. “I think you’re nice!” He exclaimed and I felt myself flush at the complement. 
“No, no, no.” Nezuko said, I looked over at her, feeling nervous now that I was made aware, again, that Tanjiros whole family was here and they were terrifying. Even his dad. “Tanjiro, you're not serious. You know how far away it is?” Nezuko asked. 
“Oh….” Tanjiro mumbled, seeming to deflate at the idea. I frowned. That would be an issue wouldn’t it? I didn’t like the sound of sad Tanjiro. I wanted to change that.
“I can.. I can do long distance.” I suggested. “I’ll visit you all, once every week.” I offered. “I could also stay here for a little while or you all could come up and live in Stormur with us. I- I don’t really mind any, as long as I get to keep coming to see you all and all of you are happy.” I offered. Everyone was silent before Nezuko sighed. 
“How much would moving to Stomur cost?” She asked. I paused, not actually expecting them to come with me. I couldn’t help but burst into a wide smile. 
“Nothing at all! It would take a few days but I could cover the whole move! Gramp’s would be happy to have you all living in the city. You would get your own house with everything! We could also work to get you all your own rooms. Mr.Kamado could get better medical treatment since we know a kingdom who thrives off that and Nezuko could run a bakery!” I rambled, feeling excited at the idea of Tanjiro actually coming to live in Stormur with me, and the idea that his whole family could live a little more comfortably. 
“That’s a lot. I’m sure it’s not needed.” Tanjiro’s mom said, seeming nervous. I shook my head to dismiss her worries. 
“Not at all! We could handle it all! All I ask is some time to set it up, and then a carriage can come and get you all!” I offered. 
“Yeah the city!” Takeo exclaimed. I smiled softly as I heard all of their sound’s lighten. 
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“So, Royalty huh?” Tanjio teased, one hand resting on my hip as the other pressed firmly against my palm. We danced around the room together, both of us wearing dopey smiles as we swayed along to the music, my free hand on Tanjiros shoulder as our feet moved together, I was wearing a black suit and Tanjiro was in a white one. The light shone off Tanjiro’s mahogany eyes that I had fallen so deep in love with. I felt so happy, dancing with him. If I told 8 year old me that a man named Tanjiro Kamado would be my husband after three long years of dating I would've hit myself. One because I thought I was straight and two because I could never hold a relationship that long. 
But I did, and I’m so happy that I did. Tanjiro really loves me, and now I get to keep that love for the rest of my life. And I get to love Tanjiro for the rest of my life. I can’t say it wasn’t rough, like when we both joined the army and almost had our head’s taken off by the demons, or when Kaiguke set the castle on fire in protest of Tanjiro moving in. Or that one time Tanjiro pushed me into the water that was definitely poisonous on that one date (I don't know how I’m still alive with this man) 
But as I looked into his eyes, I felt unseasonably happy. That was all that mattered.
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end of year reading tag
Thank you to the lovely @athenastudying
Did you reach your reading goal for the year (if you had one)? Yes, I put my goal at a realistic 15 and so far I´m at number 16 (not counting the books I read for work)
What are your top 3 books you read this year? Probably the Achtsam Morden series (I´ll count that as one) by Karsten Dusse, Sword of Destiny by Andrzej Sapkowski and Verity by Colleen Hoover.
What’s a book that you didn’t expect to enjoy quite so much going in? Macbeth by Jo Nesbo. The beginning confused me. I went into it with my expectations way off. But the moment I realised what was going on I started genuinely enjoying it.
Were there any books that didn’t live up to your expectations? A Court of Throns and Roses. I hopped on the band waggon because of the hype without doing the tiniest bit of research first. I´m just not one for romance stories....
Did you reread any old faves? If so, which one was your favourite? Technically I reread The Thief Lord by Cornelia Funke. But only because of work. I got to choose the book read with my class and picked this one, since I loved it since I was my students´ age. Thank god they enjoy it too. Mandatory literature in school can be so dull...
Did you dnf any books? I have yet to finish Why I´m No Longer Speaking To White People About Race, non-fiction just takes me forever to read. It´s just one of those things I can only enjoy in small doses.
Did you read any books outside your usual preferred genre(s)? ACOTAR and the second book in that series (Mist and Fury?), also some non-fiction: Lazos de Amor and I´m a third into Why I´m No Longer Speaking To White People About Race
What was your predominant format this year? Ebooks. The moment my lifestyle can justify getting printed books again I will.
What’s the longest book you read this year? Catherine of Medici by Cornelia Wusowski.
What are your top 3 anticipated 2022 releases? Honestly, I don´t have a list. I do however keep an eye out for a new Kai Meyer book (which usually happens more than once a year), a new Kluftinger, maybe some Neil Gaiman... Let´s see where 2022 takes us.
What books from your tbr did you not get to this year, but are excited to read in 2022? More of the Witcher saga, Six of Crows, Scythe and maybe some Reckless
I don´t have any bookish mutuals on here that I know of, so feel free to participate =)
#tag games
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