Friends. Just friends. How could anyone be just friends with someone so gorgeous? Sweat kept dropping down Sirius’s neck, his shirt was wet, his hair was wet, his cheeks were red, his lips were so dry that he kept licking them.
Remus was so hot he couldn't take it. He was literally so hot he couldn't breathe.
"Do you think Snivellus wants to kill us?" Sirius said, taking his time to speak. Remus understood it was so hard to talk, even breathing was hard in this heat.
"Or tempt us" Remus whispered, looking at the drop of sweat on Sirius’s neck.
Sirius heard him because he smiled.
"I reckon is not time for joking, Moony"
They've been locked in the bathroom for what felt like ages. Snape's doing. With one of his chemistry tricks, he had made the temperature and air in the bathroom be very hot. They had tried opening the window but it was stuck. They had tried calling for help but everyone was probably at The Great Hall for dinner. Plus, no one would come, the "Bathroom closed for repairing" sign probably kept everyone away.
Remus was struggling to breath properly and he kept sweating like a pig. But he had to admit that seeing Sirius so sexy like that was a gift.
They had agreed just to be friends though. And friends didn't drool while seeing their friend dying from heat. Would they die, eventually?
"God! I cannot take it anymore" Sirius moaned as he took his sweaty shirt off.
"What are you doing?" Remus asked midway.
But Sirius was already shirtless and Remus couldn't take his eyes away from his naked sweaty torso. He was biting his lip.
Remus hated this beautiful wanker for being a nob. For breaking his heart. For using him. For making him believe they could have something real. Maybe it was Remus's fault for continuing with everything while knowing how Sirius was. 'I am a free spirit' he had said 'I don't want a relationship just have a bit of fun'. Remus knew he accepted those terms but he was still angry that Sirius didn't change his mind.
"I cannot take it. I am too hot"
"Yeah, you are" Remus tried to swallow but his mouth was too dry "I mean we both are right now..."
Sirius looked at him "You should take some layers off, Moony"
Remus had been safe under the school's jumper even in the hottest days. The white shirt would be transparent to show everyone his binder, his feminine torso. So Remus was always covering himself. Though right now he was boiling.
What Sirius was saying was not in a flirty way. But rather concerned of Remus's health.
"I'm okay"
However Remus's self shame and disphoria were stronger than anything else.
"Remus, we are slowly suffocating. It's not that I wouldn't want to see you naked. But right now it's not about that"
"I know! But not thank you"
"Moony..."
"I SAID I DON'T WANT TO, SIRIUS!"
"You can get a fever..."
"SHUT UP!"
Remus finally took off his jumper because he couldn't take it anymore. But there was no relief. Every fabric was burning him. He ripped his tie off and opened a few buttons of his shirt.
He knew Sirius’s eyes were on him. Remus didn't dare looking at Sirius. He felt exposed and he didn't like it.
There was silence for a while after that. Both boys trying hard to maintain their breathing stable.
"If we are going to die, Moony, I have to tell you something"
"We're not going to die" Remus snorted "Snape might be an arsehole but he is not a murderer. He will come and get us"
Sirius twisted his mouth as if he didn't believe him.
"Ok but Moony..."
Remus didn't want to hear more. He was so afraid of hearing that Sirius didn't love him, that Sirius didn't feel anything for him. Remus didn't want to hear how they should just forget what happened between them and move on. Because that was exactly what Remus believed Sirius was going to tell him. Mr. Free Spirit, Don't commit with anything or anyone. Fucking wanker.
"Shall we try opening the window again?" Remus interrupted.
Sirius was slowly panting and Remus tried not to make it weird and sexy in his mind.
"If we couldn't open it when we were stronger, I don't think we would be able to do it now"
In response, Remus struggled to get up.
"Moons..."
Remus noticed the surfaces of the loo like the sink, the stalls' doors, the walls and the floor were getting warmer and warmer.
The window in question was way up, almost reaching the ceiling. Remus thought about the imbecile who decided to build it that way many many years ago. Inconvenient. The window should be open at all times to ventilate any bad smells in the loo. Or maybe it had been open but Snape managed to close it and lock it for his stupid prank.
"Come and help me" Remus said panting as well. He craved some cold water. He would glady get into the freezing lake during winter. God, it was winter outside. They needed some air.
Remus extended his hand to help Sirius get up. The boy looked like he was melting on the floor. Sweating everywhere. Even in that state, he looked absolutely gorgeous. Remus probably looked awful.
Sirius raised his arm lazily and when they touched hands, Remus realized Sirius’s skin was sticky and hot. 'Do not make this sexy' Remus told himself as he put all his strength in lifting Sirius from the floor.
"Come on, get on me" Sirius said once he was on his feet.
"What?" Remus's cheeks surely were red. He could excuse it with the boiling temperature.
"I'll lift you so you can open the window" Sirius explained, looking exhausted "You're lighter....like a bag of bones"
Sirius smiled at his own comment. Remus wished he didn't love him this much.
"Fuck you"
Sirius made kind of a ladder with his hands. Remus climbed into it and sat on Sirius’s shoulders. Sirius was groaning and whining in the process. It was an awkward moment as well. Sirius’s face was too close to certain parts. And damn Remus was sweating everywhere even down there. And shit, why did Remus have to be a horny teenager full of hormones?
Something was clear. If he got out of here, he was going to kill bloody Snape.
"Fuck... Okay.... A little bit to your left, Sirius... The other left, prick.... There there there!!"
"Hurry up, Moony!! You're heavier than I thought!" Sirius said with a grunt.
Remus managed to get to the window. But it was indeed stuck. He tried sliding it with all his strength and nothing. He didn't have much strength anyway.
"Fuck, it's hard" Remus moaned.
"Sorry what?"
Please please please. Don't think dirty, Remus.
"The window, Sirius. Hard to open"
To Remus's surprise, Sirius giggled.
"I've never thought I'd be between your legs this fast, Moons"
Stupid little bastard. Remus was going to kill him.
That comment made Remus so nervous some how that he lost his balance. He slid from Sirius’s neck to Sirius’s waist, only because he grabbed him before he dropped to the hot ceramic floor. Then gravity pulled Remus back but since he was wrapped around Sirius’s body, he pulled the other boy down with him.
Remus hit the floor first and Sirius with his naked sweaty torso, and kind of a hard bult on his trousers, fell on top of him.
They both let out groans and gasps that in other circumstances would have sounded suspicious.
If the Devil exited, he was surely delighted by the way Remus's mind was sinning as he stared into Sirius’s gray eyes. Mind full of indecencies. Body full of desire.
"Get off me! You're too hot!" Remus exclaimed "I mean in temperature!" he added seconds later.
This was too embarrassing to be true.
"Sorry" Sirius mumbled as he slid aside, facing the ceiling "You're hot as well, Moony" he added with a teasing tone "And I don't only mean in temperature"
Even though Remus was feeling weaker for the effort he had made, and felt his body was on fire and at the same time made of wax, he managed to laugh.
Luckily Sirius laughed with him. Though their voices sounded weaker.
"What, friend? Does this provoke something in you?" Remus asked jokingly.
"Do you feel something, friend?" Sirius replied with his cheeky voice.
Remus couldn't even explain all the wild things he was feeling.
Remus's head turned to look at the boy next to him. Sirius was already looking at him, all sweaty and red. So beautiful and sexy it was killing Remus.
Sirius scooped closer. Remus didn't push him away. He was too weak to move anyway.
"I want to kiss you so badly" Sirius whispered.
Remus was out of breath.
"I am still angry with you"
Remus wanted to kiss him too. So so badly.
"I know" Sirius closed his eyes in tiredness.
Remus was feeling very sleepy as well.
"I want to kiss you too"
Remus closed his eyes, because suddenly he couldn't keep them open.
Remus was barely getting air into his lungs. His body was so hot he didn't even feel it anymore. His clothes were wet and sticky. This was surely what dying felt like.
If these were his last thoughts, then all that Remus could think was how much he loved Sirius Black. There was anyone in the world that could make him feel this way. There was no one that he adored most. And he needed to tell him. Maybe forgive him. And then tell him that there was nothing Sirius could do to make him stop loving him.
"Sirius..."
"Mmm..."
"Sirius, wake up..."
Nothing.
"I told you, Professor. I saw Black and Lupin getting into that bathroom and lock themselves in there. Doesn't it seem suspicious?"
"Well, it does Snape"
Snape? That bugger had been planning everything.
"I bet they are planning one of their silly pranks"
Remus had to do something.
"Sir... Siri...."
Knock. Knock. Knock.
"OPEN UP, YOU TWO!!"
More knocking.
"I SAID OPEN UP!"
Remus was drifting to sleep when he heard a loud BANG of the door being kicked open.
Then a yell:
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"
Maybe the homophobic wanker of Slughorn would have a heart attack seeing two half naked boys lying on the floor covered in heat.
But Remus didn't care anymore. He heard distant noises as he drifted to sleep. And bam, he was unconscious.
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