Hopefully none of my boyfriends see this.
Whenever I’m called cute, I like to deny it because I just enjoy being constantly called cute and told different reasons of why I’m cute and seeing how much I’m adored
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A love series 4
Him
Never leaving, just looking from afar,
I'm knocking at the door of your heart.
The love is still there, shining like stars,
I only wish you could fully understand.
Time flies, years change,
Love is still in my heart and has not changed.
I silently accept your decision,
Looking forward to the day when you look back.
I'm here, waiting for your return,
No regrets, just waiting for love.
The wind in the distance brings your news,
Never left, just waiting.
Her
I straddle the post to leave and he looks from afar
The reverberation of his presence continues to pound against my heart
Indecisiveness weighs heavily in my heart, I keep looking back
Searching for his love
Passage of time continues on
And deep affections lingers in hearts
Acceptance is a nightmare that continues to haunt us
Hopeful that the wind of change will lean in our favor
He stands.. like a lover waiting for relief
A Virgil throughout the night
As the wind blows my pain
He stay and waits… and pray
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sometimes it drives me literally insane to see romance requests that are like
--I want a romance wherein it's basically the happy epilogue throughout the book
--I want a romance that has great communication and they never withhold anything from each other ever
--no "miscommunication trope"
The last thing is just a general gripe about how so many of the things people say are tropes are not tropes, and it's pedantic and snobby but like. Miscommunication is so broad. It's not a trope. People are miscommunicating. WHAT are they miscommunicating about? Is one of them keeping a secret identity from their partner? Because a secret identity romance iS a trope. Is one of them withholding their feelings out of fear of rejection?
Because people DO miscommunicate. Often writers do write it clumsily. If people miscommunicate for no reason, sure, whatever. But if they miscommunicate BECAUSE of a REASON--like, often it's not even miscommunication lol. It's the hero keeping his dire supernatural secret from his wife because she'll die if she finds out (honestly, valid to me, but whatever). It's the heroine finding it difficult to trust the hero with her heart because her dad left when she was young (maybe cliche in theory, but actually a very real thing that happens).
If all you want is plotless nothing wherein everyone is happy and nobody makes mistakes, I personally have a hard time thinking of it as a book, because there is no story. It's just vibes. And essentially EVERY time, people have to mess up and make mistakes in order for there to be a plot.
I just don't understand the point.
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being obsessed w romance is the worst way to live yr life but its just like ingrained within me now im trying to change it and care more about work and friends and hobbies but idk my brain was shaped by falling in love when i was 15 and i feel like i cant unshape it now
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Honestly there’s so much I wanna say. So much I want to explain but then I think about all those times you left me on the floor aching because your ego meant more than caring for the “love of your life” and I stop. I gave everything I had. You sucked me dry in more ways I can describe. And here you are again trying to tell me that I didn’t give it a chance. Didn’t give you a chance to be a better man. But you don’t see what you’ve done to me. I was the most vulnerable version of me that I’ve ever been. I felt naked and exposed and you took advantage of that and you nitpicked and you belittled and you degraded until I became numb. You disguised your mediocre efforts by doing the bare minimum and throwing it in my face… while I was trying to build a life with a man who didn’t even know his future had me in it. You manipulated every situation into me trying to control our lives but no one even knew we were building one together if it’s up to you. I kept telling myself our love is enough to get through any obstacles but every time it got hard, you bailed. So at some point, the disappointment just never left and that’s all I had left of the man I loved.
He was no longer the man of kindness and potential. He no longer loved me for my soul or who I was. He was no longer the man I thought I’d spend my life with.
So every time you reach out… I know it’s just cause you’re lonely. And you don’t mean anything you say. Because the man that promised to love me would’ve showed me and not wait til it’s completely too late.
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A love series 2
Him
Waiting for you to look back and stay together for a lifetime,
The love in my heart will never fade.
The wind blows, the leaves fall,
The years are quiet and we stay together.
Under the starlight, vows are intertwined,
Hand in hand, we will go forward together.
Regardless of wind and rain, regardless of hardship,
As long as you are here, I will be by your side.
Waiting for you to look back and never leave,
Guard the deepest dreams in your heart.
Stay with each other for the rest of our lives,
Waiting for you to turn back and never sail far.
Her
He waits as she dreams, in a deep sleep
Wanting to keep their love alive for an eternity
His love feels endless and vast
As my doubts continues to plague me
Years may pass… and I’ll keep searching
Just for a moment to be held in his arms
Under the moonlight… promises feels light as feather
He holds me tightly
So I won’t float away, hand in hand
He keeps us together
Regardless of the doubts that rains down on me
As long as he is here… he anchors my heart to his heartbeats
But he’s always behind me, keeping me still
When I want to see him in my future
Guarding our love
Carrying our dreams
He promised it’ll never be too heavy
As long as it’s with me
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