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codecicle · 8 months

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WHATS POPPING‼️ I'm Ashton B Codecicle Gayboy Swagaythor and I use he/him they/them and it/its with no preference in between all of them. Dudebro Manguy who will be weird and freakish on your dashboard faggot-style :D👍

matching pfps with my boyfriend @felixisfruity and my friend @originallymax ^_^

‼️ cc!wilbur and cc!dream stans fuck off. if i talk about them im always talking about their characters (my ocs) ‼️

HELLO!! gaze apon ye affront to god and despair. if me or any of my posts have made you deeply sigh with shame and regret then i may be entitled to financial compensation! cashapp me 20 bucks rn

also! am a minor ^_^ so i wont be drawing the labia ghoul as i am 15 years of age smiley face (<- inside joke)

I LOVE TALKING TO MUTUALS AND FRIENDS AND BUDDIES AND HOMIES. COME TALK TO ME I HAVE A DISCORD SERVER YOU SHOULD DM ME FOR THE LINK OOOOOOOO YOU WANNA JOIN CLUB CREPUSCULE SO BADDDDDDDDDDD OOOOOOOO

number ONE codeflippa and qcharlie enthusiast. if anyone tells u otherwise run very very fast in the other direction and dont look back its me boy im the ps5 speaking to you inside ur brain listen to me boy

mcyt is my special intrest im never leaving this place until the day i die. qsmp dsmp osmp scu smplive cogchamp sdmp epicsmp.. my servers.... <3 i also watch chuckle sandwich and jrwi + most mcyt adjacent people

I do not make sideblogs and never plan on it! outside of!! url hoarding and my singular jrwi gimmick blog/son @has-chip-beaten-the-allegaytions I'm a Chip "Bastard" James JRWI enthusiast btw ^_^)

albatrio are transexuals and faggots and in queer platonic t3t love i dont care about jrwitwt they can explode. sad! 💥💥💥💥

also also im a grimeduo guy. a big one. being both a slimer and an inniter at the same time is like a full time job of being transgender but i somehow manage. who up beastin

if you ever want to listen to my scu propaganda and start watching it i ramble about it a little bit in this ask

i am learning french btw!! charlie and baghera mental illness strikes again (chose the class before the qsmp started and has now managed to make practicing a language into something about my special interests to make me more intrested in it) ((YOU WANNA SEND ME ASKS IN FRENCH. YOU WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO ME IN FRENCH. YOU NEED TO GIVE ME FRENCH PRACTICE. ITS MEEEE BOY IM THE FUCKING PS5 FREE WILL IS AN ILLUSION))

collection of people being normal about me.

(my chip hater blinkies and normal about father-child dynamics shirt were both made by felix!! <3 this egg is transgender image was made by @/foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland </3 and the juanaflippa divider can be used with credit to the artist!! it was made by @/etoilesbienne)

tag list ahead! if you ever need me to tag something just send me an ask or dm and let me know i will ALWAYS say yes i want people to be safe. that being said i do talk about triggering topics from time to time and my intrests are often gore/body horror filled like genloss or bitb so keep that in mind!! i will still tag them properly but i am a walking trigger warning PLEASE stay safe :DD

original posts -> i make yet anothet post just for me 👍

important things ive gottta find multiple times -> saving for later

i am arguably a pink core (the typa shit ballincat43 is on) person and you can pry that from my cold dead hands so here is the tag for it LMAO -> me core

qsmp -> qsmp

qsmp fanart -> qsmp art

absurdly powerful dnd podcast posting -> jrwi (i also tag the individual characters)

liveblogging newer jrwi episodes or jrwiepisodes with spoilers -> jrwilb

gayass military game posting -> cod

generation loss -> genloss

jerma -> jerma is a fucking cryptid

liveblogging -> liveblogging

ask tag -> we have mail :]

best asks I've ever received -> askbox hall of fame

slimecicle cinematic universe -> scu

autism² (risk of rain) -> ror2

self rb -> reblogging my own post

the mcu / mutual cinematic universe -> little rp thing I do with my friends ^_^

tag for elliot (my boyfriend) -> my love felix <3 <3

pokemon (autism³) -> poketag

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#flashing images #image id in alt text #^_^

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zz-kennedy · 3 months

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A little bit of my experience with grief

This one is really personal, I struggle a lot with grief, endings in general and feelings since i was young. I'm really sensitive like really sensitive, and everything affects me a lot more than my family or friends.

When my grandpa died, it broke me, I couldn't go on I didn't know how. I 'toughened up' but nothing was the same again. It took me almost 9 years to heal.

During this process, I had this type of conversations in my mind. This one was one of the last times it happened, but it was still wrecking.

I once was working in the hospital, going through the corridors that, by now I knew very well. When I saw this little girl with his grandpa, he was recovering and his family got special permission for her to visit him for a little while before the ward ended.

I smiled, he was my chief’s patient and he had let me help the most though the procedure. I kept walking however my mind quickly drifted away. There I was again standing in a white room with a faceless being.

“I did it! In another Universe I did it, I saved my grandfather. I didn’t let him go to the public hospital, instead we took him to the right place and he lived, I did it I saved him!”

“You do understand it’s not your fault. Right?”

“¿Pardon me?”

“It’s not your fault. he died because of his illness it’s not your fault”

” B… but if I have told my uncle… maybe he would have taken him to the private hospital, maybe he would have been cured, I would have saved him. ”

” No, that wasn’t your place nor the time for you to have a saying in anything. It was your grandfather’s decision not yours. It wasn’t your fault. ”

” But…”

” Don’t you understand. You were 16 years old, you were the youngest of your family, you had no responsibility a part from attending high school. You couldn’t even go inside the ICU with him, you weren’t old enough. It wasn’t your fault.”

” He died after I went to visit him… maybe, just maybe if hadn’t go to visit him, he would still be alive.”

” You are making no sense right now. Your grandfather would have been moved to your home days later, then what ¿you were going to avoid him forever?”

”… ”

” ¿What’s the real reason for you to feel guilty? ¿don’t you think he was glad, at least in his hazy comatose state, that he could hear your voice one last time?”

” But… no… I … I never got to hear his voice again, or see his eyes open… I … I never told him how important he was for me.”

” Then you feel guilty for not telling him how important he was for you? For not telling him you loved him?”

” … I … Yes … I feel so guilty; I should have told him how much I loved him”

” He was your grandpa, he knew how much you loved him, he always knew even if you weren’t vocal about it”

” …Maybe that’s true… still I should have told him, I should have been vocal about it… I … love him.”

” So what now. You want to go back and change everything? A tad bit selfish don’t you think?”

“… You can’t go back in time, that’s impossible… I… I just want to tell him I love him, I just want to hug him once more, I want to hear him say my name once more.”

“That’s impossible too”

“I know…”

“Why are you crying?”

“… I still feel guilty…”

“Still you’re not guilty”

“I know… but it doesn’t hurt less “

“Maybe, this will never stop hurting”

“Do you… do … Do you think that when I die…? Do you think he’ll be by my side? Do you think he’ll ever forgive me? “

“If I’m being honest, I don’t know”

“Oh … There I thought you knew everything”

“Of course not, I ain’t no God, I’m you… However, do you want me to tell what I do know?”

“Be my guest”

“I know everything about you, everything and I know it’s not your fault”

“… Ok”

“You know we’ve had this same conversation before right?”

“…yes”

“You are not guilty, it’s not your fault”

“I’m going to be late”

“Your coping mechanism is awful. You know saving lives…”

A monotonous voice through the speakers brought me back to reality

“Dr. Aviles your presence is required in the ICU. Dr. Aviles your presence is required in the ICU” I kept walking. As I hurried up the corridor ready for the challenge a lost 16-year-old cried her eyes out in the hall, I left her behind right where she was standing there was no time to look back, there was no time to comfort her, there has been no time for 6 almost 7 years.

After that specific incident I went to therapy more regularly. I've overcome a lot but there's still a long road ahead.

#grief #grief journey #therapy #mental health

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nova-alien-rants · 6 months

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i feel so incredibly lucky.

i honestly don't even know how to verbalize everything i'm feeling and have been feeling for a long time already, but i should probably try because i think it's worth putting this out there. i legitimately think that brendon is one of the best things to have ever happened to me. like, EVER. plenty of times have i thought and said "this person is the one," but he... god, he feels so different in literally the best way possible.

my entire life i have always been so desperate for someone to love me the way i love them. wholeheartedly, accepting them for all their flaws, doing everything i can to be there for them when they struggle to be there for themselves. i've always wanted to mean the world, to mean everything to someone. to be loved genuinely and accepted exactly as i am without needing to hide parts of myself just to keep that love close.

it's already been a year with him and it somehow seems to simultaneously have gone by at a snail's pace and in the blink of an eye. i can't believe i went 20 years without him. i can't imagine life without him. it's as if i never actually lived before him and moon.

he's so secure. in his attachment, in his mindset, in his life, in everything. to him, everything is okay and always will be okay. even if things are really hard, it's okay to feel upset and things will get better. he doesn't just know this, he FEELS it. he LIVES by it. this security and okayness are a PART of him.

there is not a SINGLE OUNCE of anxiety from him, regardless of the circumstance, and it's amazing. it's so refreshing and so unlike anything i've ever experienced. it's absolutely foreign and i still do feel afraid sometimes, but even when i get afraid he assures me it's okay. he hugs me as i sob and tells me i'm safe. he tells me how much he loves me and how much i'm wanted. just writing about it makes me cry.

the past year has taught me that i really needed someone with a secure attachment. i need the example, i need the space to feel my feelings, i need the ability to heal, i need to emulate the patterns, i need to learn to self regulate, all of which a securely attached person to provide. no fighting, no anxiety, no anger, none of it. even when i get triggered and act out, there's no argument. my bullshittery peters out almost immediately.

i don't want to say i'm obsessed with him because i'm definitely not, but god, i love him. i'm in love with him and i feel his love for me. i feel so loved and it's the most incredible thing in the world. he ticks off every single box for everything i didn't even know i wanted or needed in someone. he's teaching me how to genuinely love myself in a way which is healthy not just for me but also other people. he's fixing my universe and i don't think he even knows it.

and that doesn't mean i'm completely reliant on him for my healing, because i was still going strong well before i got with him, but he's seriously expediting it. i feel like when people are traumatized, they end up spending time with other traumatized people. with others who are mentally ill. and the community is nice, but i think we forget just how much someone who hasn't gone through what we have can help us process everything.

i love both of my partners so much. they both have such different yet such incredibly amazing and important roles in my life and i genuinely don't know where i'd be without either of them. i hope they will stay by my side forever, and me by theirs. what a blessing they are not just to me, but to everyone whose lives they are able to touch.

one helps me learn what i still need to work on, and the other helps me learn how i should work on it and how to accept where i am. they somehow manage to be polar opposites, two sides of a coin, and yet they both complete me. even despite everything going on with me, with the world, i just feel so good and whole. i feel so lucky and i know they feel lucky too.

i think little me would be overjoyed.

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madmaxproductions · 2 months

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Underdog of Connecticut

Documenting the life and times of DJ Mad Max.

“My drive and people doubting me are my biggest motivators. Fear is not trying and failing.” - Maxwell Coughlan

What does Connecticut mean to you?

“Connecticut means everything to me, it’s my home, where I was born and bred. I grew up in South Norwalk on Dr. Martin Luther King Drive in Townhouse Gardens. South Norwalk shaped who I am today because of the authenticity. My community made me protective of other cultures and stand up against racism/injustice. It’s very challenging to be successful from my hood because of the obstacles many face such as the temptations of the street life, drug addiction, and not taking our education seriously or expressing our talents because of peer pressure. The crabs in a bucket mentality is huge and means people don’t want to see someone with potential make it out. When I look back on the past, it’s sad when you find out someone you knew went to jail or overdosed at a young age because you’re like damn they didn’t make it out.

“As a child, I attended private Catholic schools and my peers constantly looked down on me because of my environment. Many would say “you live in the hood” or “wigger.” Comments like that would hurt, but after a while I blocked them out because South Norwalk was home, and that’s all I knew. I grew up on Hip-Hop and R&B culture, throwback Mitchell & Ness jerseys, baggy clothes, and fresh sneakers. Personally, I couldn’t relate to Vineyard Vines, Docksiders, or the music my peers enjoyed. God truly blessed me with a strong support system from my mother. She pushed me from birth, which helped me receive an academic scholarship to St. John’s University in Queens, New York. If you don’t have a supportive family, then you really have to grind and bet on yourself.

“I feel like Connecticut doesn’t get much love because it’s a small state and the culture is untapped. Connecticut has quite a few success stories like: Chris Webby, Cassie, John Mayer, Calvin Murphy, Justin Long, and Meg Ryan. The biggest issue with my home state is the void of entertainment opportunities for creatives to thrive financially, plus many natives don’t support homegrown talent. The lack of support forces the dreamers to relocate to achieve their dreams.”

How do you plan to give back to Norwalk?

“My goal is to give back to people who are suffering from cancer and other illnesses. Donate money to cancer research at the Whittingham Cancer Center of Norwalk Hospital and educate individuals on the importance of living a healthy lifestyle. Even at a young age, you’re at risk which is unfortunate. Aside from healthcare, I would like to establish clothing drives as well as hosting seminars on becoming independent and dreaming beyond difficult circumstances.”

What city would you be from in Connecticut outside of Norwalk?

“If I had to choose another city besides Norwalk, it would be Hartford. Hartford has an extensive entertainment scene compared to other cities in Connecticut and provides greater opportunities for artists and journalists. They have notable venues such as: The Xfinity Theatre, The Webster, and Infinity Music Hall. The diverse population is a great draw plus the city is one of the most affordable areas in the state.”

How will you contribute your talents to “Hollywood?”

“I will be a breath of fresh air for Hollywood. My talent as an actor/entertainer stems from being original and paying homage to the legends.”

What was it like gaining a role on Power?

“It was amazing. I learned a lot about how a major television production is organized and operated. It was strict and time efficiency is key. I was featured in a club scene where a fight broke out between rapper Yung Bleu and another person. It was a dope preview of what will eventually become my future in television/film production.”

Dream role in a movie?

“This is tough for me because I feel like a role has to match the actor’s personality. I always wanted to have a lead role similar to Tony Montana in “Scarface” or Nino Brown from “New Jack City.” I would love to do something in makeup similar to Johnny Depp’s role in “Dark Shadows.” My agent believes I would make a great undercover cop as well. In the future, I could see myself starring in a potential biopic like Eminem’s “8 Mile” to showcase my life’s journey to success. I am open to many different roles, but those are a few roles that come to mind.”

Predict the future of the motion picture industry?

“I think you’re going to see more independent filmmakers thrive because of the lack of creativity from major production studios and the 2023 SAG-AFTRA strike. I say it all the time, there’s no more classics! It’s rare for me to enjoy more than one film that comes out each year. The remakes are played out and there’s an absence of authenticity. Entertainers don’t receive what they are truly worth because executives at the top make the majority of the box office profits. The strike exposed that. I always valued going to the movie theaters when I was a kid and still do. Due to social media, I feel like the youth couldn’t care less about going to the theaters when they don’t have the attention span or can just watch the film on Peacock from their couch. It may be hard to receive the fruits of your labor right away when you’re an independent filmmaker, but if your material can get praised at film festivals and picked up by streaming services you will become successful.”

What draws you to the Western United States?

“That’s where the entertainment scene is thriving in my opinion. Las Vegas has a huge nightlife entertainment scene and helps artists build successful careers. It’s an affordable city to start out and grow. On the other hand, Los Angeles has been calling my name for years now. I’ve been enthralled by the west coast vibe since a kid. Hosting, acting, and other forms of entertainment opportunities are like non other in Los Angeles. I believe California is the place where I will live out my dreams.”

A word from Neno

"Bro I wish you nothing but the best you're a super talented person and I know you will be super successful in anything you put your energy into. God bless you.”

Define your definition of independence?

“My definition of independence is building your own foundation and having the creative freedom that will supply your desired lifestyle.”

Goals for 2024?

“Continuing to build a loyal team is a major goal this year. I’ve done everything myself and now that I’m working into the industry more, it’s time to put together a solid team that can help broker strategic business deals and partnerships. I’ve thought about getting a manager, but it has to be a trustworthy relationship. They say teamwork makes the dream work and I’m open to it."

“I want to develop my own independent film as well as a reality show. Even though music and sports are my main passions, film was my first love. I wanted to be a writer and director since childhood. I remember writing short stories in my journal that my mother bought me for Christmas in the third grade. I wrote to many legends in the industry asking for advice since the age of 10. Wes Craven, Francis Ford Coppola, and John Carpenter are a few people in the media industry that responded and it meant the world to me! As I got older, I changed as most people do and became more enthralled with music, which led to my beginnings of DJing and my current path now. Since I started acting, it’s sparked my love and creativity for film/television again. It would be dope to collaborate with independent actors and filmmakers because I believe that is where the industry is heading now. There are talented people out there not getting an opportunity due to nepotism and social media clout. That has to stop. While the industry isn’t talent-based like it once was, you can’t give up on your dreams. You have to create your own opportunities, and if I can be the one to give talented people their shot, that would be an honor.”

Thank You

“I would like to give a big thanks to everyone that has supported my journey so far, it’s only up from here!”

Photography captured October 2023

Developed by Mad Max Productions

#madmaxproductions #djmadmax

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spacepiratenemo · 11 months

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The Jackpot Space Pirate Crew MASTERPOST

#charactersheet Lunaliel Nemo & B.E.N (Bionically-Engineered-Neomachine)

Lunaliel refers to “from the moon” : whereas Nemo refers to a Nobody. No man. No One. This name was given to her by her father who had fallen to the sickness of “madness”, an incurable illness that corrupts body and mind. Inside his gone-crazy brain, Nemo was nothing but a parasyte. A mutant. Too weak to live. Too small to fight. A tragic backstory resulting in her brother killing his own father to protect his sister.

Nemo is a Convection-Class rare lunarian Mutant. A complete mystery to science and known physics. C-Classes are born only once in a billion, each time it happened technological advancement skyrocketed. For some reason, these mutants are born fully space-bound. Despite their bodies being incredibly weak, their brains work on a lightspeed level. The last C-Class managed to achieve a Kardashev-Scale Type I level. Nemo developed to Type III, bordering Type IV.

Her personality is like her heterochromatic eyes. She is loud, ill-tempered, fiery, cheeky, has an attitude, is full of joy, just golden like the sun. But Nemo is also kindhearted, soft, friendly and soothing as the blue sea. Despite being the possibly smartest being in the universe, she is silly, laughs a lot, uses slang. Despite knowing the secrets of the galaxies, she loves pranks, shenanigans and a chillaxing time.

Ben is not only Nemo’s assistant, it also is a self-maintaining, self-advancing and self-developing droid with incomprehensible abilities and a falsely-programmed artificial intelligence suffering from a “personality-disorder” (Drama-Queen). Ben used to be Nemo’s babysitter when she was a small child and didn’t want to be left alone by her brother when he had work to do. Ben also can become a perfect protector if the Broski-Mode is activated, in which Ben replaces Alliqui to take care of the Mouse-Sister. Ben demands to be paid for his services. It’s quantum-system decided it wants vacation. Nemo, as its’ Boss, is not going to file any holidays nor salaries.

#charactersheet Lunaliel Alliqui

☠ Lunaliel refers to “from the moon” : Alliqui refers to the latin word “aliquis/aliqui” which describes a person of importance. A someone, a somebody! A real flex! Alliqui is four years older than his little sister Nemo, for which he cares deeply. He shows his care like most big brothers do. He bullies her in a friendly way, ruffles her hair, throws her across the room or calls her a “mouse” to provoke her. He also is the only person who is allowed to do that! If someone touches Nemo, they’re dead!

👾 Alliqui is a fan of rock and metal music, he does love soft underpants and he is completely irresponsible. But he also is the most fun person to be around! Somehow, hanging out with Alliqui always ends up in disastrous adventures.

💀 Alliqui had a huge crush on Lena. The medic of the Crew was not interested at all, since Alli was a jerk! Tough luck! This silly guy also frequently challenged his adoptive father and Capt’n, delusionally thinking he’d stand a chance. He never learned his lesson. However, he was very famous on “Spacegram”. Not for his character, but girls did like his packs.

Venaros comes from Latin “Venator” meaning “Hunter”. Since Zekka is a #onepieceoc the meaning of D is classified! 舌禍 Zekka = Careless Remark/Slip of Tongue// Also refers to Zekka from the GUNNM Universe. His alias is “the Starhunter” as he is a most legendary pirate in outer space, famous for his strength, bravery and recklessness.

😈 He is a committed anarchist, there is no god beside yourself, you yourself make the rules, do whatever, you only live once - so have some goddamn fun! Despite being a hero to many, he also is a menace to some. A hero that swears too much, uses slurs and slang, has a questionable morale and couldn’t be more celebrated for the most insanely impossible accomplishments.

🌠There are true stories and lies about this legendary alpha lunarian. He ventured to the Blue World, which is true. He met Gol D. Roger, which also is true. He allegedly beat the Pirateking in a fist fight, which is a total lie. Both got way too drunk to fight anything! A loss he openly admits is his loss against Whitebeard, a man Zekka deeply respected. Otherwise, Zekka also was responsible for the annihilation of the Tyranid-Swarmfleet, the destruction of the Ivstvaan-Plague, the end of the rule of Tau’vis, the conquering of the asteroid-belt and the creator of 223 craters on the surface of the moon.

☠ Zekka is loud, fiery, has a loose tongue and an even more loose temper. He is unhinged, full of joy, a completely gone mad nuthead. He is a loving adoptive father to his “children” in the Crew, a bad idol, but an idol with wonderful lessons to teach regardless. He is the hero that teaches you to fight, to do no harm but take no shit, to always bring a towel. The man was known to be too cool for this universe, and for some reason, this fact was true - A proletarian legend from the moon. A winged warrior who earned his bragging rights!

#charactersheet Seras Mace

Mace refers to the bludgeoning weapon carrying the very same name. Seras is the family name. Per Martian custom, all children carry the name of the mother, honouring the person who has given birth to them this way.

True Martian tribal warrior from Olympus Mons. His cabal was one of the strongest inhabiting the planet. Per Martian Custom, it's common to let the hair grow to a long braid. The hair is never cut and when it has to be cut, it indicates that a warrior lost a fight, a shame on their pride. Mace has a very, very long braid, indicating that he never lost a single fight.

However, Mace did lose one single battle. Being a former bounty-hunter, he overestimated himself by challenging Zekka the Starhunter, wanting to gain more glory for his tribe. The Martian lost this fight quickly and with a cracked ego, he was about to cut off his hair. Zekka stopped this motion, telling this fine warrior that this fight wasn’t fair, while also wondering why Mace appeared to have fought with both hands tied behind his back.

Taken to the camp of the Jackpot Crew, Lena and Jango treated his wounds. Shortly after his recovery, he realised that these were not filthy pirates without morale nor honour. They lived by specific, delightful rules, being a crazy family. The more Mace stuck around, the more he could see how mistaken he had been about these people.

Ultimately, he grew a heart on the Crew, joining their ranks to perform heroic acts with them together. They carried the title of pirates, yet they were much more than that. Mace was a new addition in battle, their musician and friend.

Mace identifies as a male. When Mace told his mother about this he said: “I’m sorry, mother. You don’t have a beautiful daughter. I know this must be disappointing for you.” His mother however replied with wonderful words of kindness, hugging her son lovingly. “I don’t have a beautiful daughter. You’re right. I have the most beautiful and most honourable son in the universe and I am so, so endlessly proud of you”.

#charactersheet Maluga Jax

According to Urban Dictionary - Jax is just a very hot, nice guy with a lot of friends and a sexy ass! In Spanish Jax comes from Greek and refers to the male hyacinth, which has a nice correspondence to his eye colour.

A master-pilot; an expert of explosives; the man who's got the grooves; roguish; charming and courageous but also a bit of a Softie; had exceptional navigation-skills and a very good technological knowledge.

Jax came from another planet in another solar system with no resource-scarcity, compared to the moon where he met his #crew later on. He came from the planet Malagas-Sevenius-Nix near the Beteigeuze System. A habitable desert planet orbiting three suns, of which two were main-sequence stars and one red dwarf. His old home also was known to be a mining-planet, where he and other kids were forced to work. Ofc these kids were exploited. Cheap workers were always a blessing for the greedy mining companies and capitalism sucked like a vortex of rapaciousness! However, the kids also had their hands on the goodies,in secret they built a spaceship to escape their horrible lives. Since no one of them was a Mecha, an Engineer or similar, their spaceship was deemed to fall apart and it did so, when it reached one of Jupiter’s Moons in the One Piece Solar System. Unfortunately for them all, there also was the Jupiter-Nation, a race made of corrupted machines, that was about to annihilate them all for their trespassing. Fighting for his life, Jax couldn’t save his friends and it looked like he wouldn’t survive the day either…

Jax was saved by Zekka the Starhunter and Kid-Nemo! He joined the ranks of the Jackpot Crew later on. He became their pilot and one of their musicians, jammin’ in the garage with Mace, Ghyst and Alliqui.

His Voice-Claim would be Starlord of the Guardians of the Galaxy. Their personalities are quite similar. His Zodiac is Leo. He loves good chillout vibes and psychedelic cacti juices.

#charactersheet ! Tenebris Ghyslain - “Ghyst” 👽

☠ Plutonian Assassin from the icy outpost of Charon. Former “Khan” of the Guild of the Silent Suns. Survivor of the plague of Istvaan. Night-Watch, Rogue.

☠ Plutonians never talk, they shall only speak if their words carry value. In their belief it states, the less you say, the more weight your words will carry.

☠ The plague of Istvaan also refers to the “night of a thousand tears” that had befallen Pluto a few years prior. A swarm-fleet of an alien-parasyte made contact with the population of the Charonian Outpost, infected and infested these folks and nearly caused the extinction of the plutonian species. The infestation was contained before the entire race got extinct, thanks to the advanced medical knowledge of Lena and Jango from the Jackpot Space Pirate Crew. As per plutonian custom, the strongest warrior of Charon was given to the Crew as a pledge. This pledge was Ghyslain. The name Ghyslain also refers to a “pledge”. However, Ghyslain calls himself Ghyst, which is a word play and refers to “ghost”. (Ghyst sounds like Geist, which is the German word for Ghost)

☠ Per custom of the Jackpot Space Pirate Crew, Pluto had nothing to thank for and Ghyst was a free man, however, Ghyst wished to be a part of the Crew. He became their Night-Watch later on, given the fact that Plutonians do not require to rest, therefore he’s always awake, ensuring his new family can sleep peacefully.

☠ He also found his love for music thanks to the Crew, learning how to play guitar from Mace and admiring the old tunes he listens to in Jax’s garage.

☠ Plutonian Race-Specifics: Charonians like Ghyslain contain a heat-source within their bodies to keep warm in their cold world. Their biology only requires water which is collected from ice. They do not have ears, they “listen” through “vibrations” that their brains turn into “sounds”.

#charactersheet Stellato Lena - Skypiean Refugee/Medical Professional

❤️The Name Stellato has its origin in the Italian language and means “starry” referring to “starry skies” and also to the past where navigators used the stars to find their way across the seas.

🌙She was born and lived in Skypiea till her early twenties, serving a royal family as a personal nurse and doctor. Lena has a very advanced knowledge about medicines and treatments for illnesses. She is very intelligent and always extremely kindhearted.

💫Lena dreamed of the star-sea (space) for a long while, often spending her free time at night to observe the stars, and more precisely the moon, always feeling a certain connection to this celestial object. She also wished to find out where her kind truly came from and what brought them to the Blue-World (OnePieceWorld) in the first place.

✨After she had gotten framed for a severe crime she didn’t commit, her escape led her to Vegapunk, with whom she spent roughly a year. Vegapunk revealed some of the world’s secrets to Lena. However, it didn’t take too long until the government noticed this, threatened to kill Vegapunks temporary “assistant”. This led to yet another chase. After making a plan, it was Vegapunk who gave Lena the option to escape to the moon.

❤️Later on Lena connected with the Starhunter Zekka and joined his Crew: The Jackpot Space Pirates. She became their official medic as well as a researcher for specific illnesses. She also started to study the old carvings of the ancient lost knowledge that can be found on the moons’ surface. Lena also quickly became Nemo’s best friend, a big sister guiding her and helping to nurture her. Nemo’s brother Alliqui suffered a heavy crush on the new crewmember, eventually resulting in “accidentally” hurting himself so she had to treat him.

#charactersheet Cato Jango! 👽

👾Cato comes from Latin and refers to “all-knowing”, conjuring up the figure of someone with deep-thinking capabilities. Jango obviously is a reference to another favourite fandom of mine, #starwars ! But Jango also means “brave warrior”.

👾Jango is a Beteigeuzian Green-Alien! It’s neither girl, nor boy, nor any gender. In fact, its species never had a concept of such, as they “reproduce via cell-division”. This ultimately means that, if Jango ever wanted a child, it just would make a clone of itself, dividing its cells and therefore ensuring its species will thrive.

👾It's a scientist with highly advanced knowledge. Type III civilisation, which is halfway to entering the phase of a Type IV civilisation according to the Kardashev-Scale. Its species unlocked interstellar travel thousands of years ago.

👾Its scientific research brought it to the One Piece Solar System, where it eventually encountered the Jackpot Space Pirate Crew. As a very curious scientist, Jango stuck around to find out more about Nemo’s rare mutation, study her brain, teach her more knowledge, help Lena to find a cure for a certain illness and study alternative medicines.

👾Jango’s research is extremely valuable and beneficial to everyone in the Crew.

👾It’s a pothead! Yes! Jango grows space-weed that can grow without water, oxygen or nutrients. It only needs sunlight! It also smokes one helluva lot!

👾Its favourite music is Reggae!

👾Its vision is that of thermo-vision. Its skin is extremely elastic and with its antennas it can communicate through telepathy. (Only short distances of maximum one kilo-parsec!)

#charactersheet 👾 Finally, the first one of the re-do is done! As mentioned on my instagram story, I'm re-working all the charactersheets of the Jackpot Space Pirate Crew and create a new, bigger, better group picture when the sheets are finished. Here's the first Sheet done!

www.instagram.com/r0tt3n_rabbi… //Follow my IG Story for work in progress pictures, process pictures and more additional content.

❤️Cimpi & Cimpa❤️

Adopted by Capt’n Zekka at a young age; it was the Starhunter, who helped them to seek for someone who’d help them to become who they truly wished to be. This mysterious journey led them to the Blue World, where Zekka introduced the twins to Ivankov, who understood their struggles and helped them to change to: The most kawaii princesses in space! Shortly after they joined Zekka on his ventures as his Crewmates, causing entertainment for the entire galaxy by beautiful dancing shows and cheerful songs, as well as absolutely stylish fashion-designs!

The brand “Jackpot Couture is lit!” was created by them and their fashion-label used to be the most famous ones in the galaxy. People literally stood in line to get their hands on their newest designs! Gucci? Nah! F*ck Gucci! Cimpi and Cimpa’s fashion is out of this world!

Cimpi and Cimpa are too kawaii to die, which also is their special power! You can’t beat them! They’re just too cute! Seriously, they just love, love, love the decora-kei style!

Totally not interested in anything that is not kawaii (according to their opinion, ofc!) And if someone were to be rude towards them or their friends, they’d just say something like: “That was so NOT kawaii of you, meanie!”

They’re also quite skilled infiltrators! No one would ever suspect such cuties to be a culprit!

B-Class Lunarians (check my own story-lore!) B-Class (Brawler Class) is shown by not having wings but still being able to conjure fire, they’re smaller and a little weaker than the winged Lunarians you know from the original OP story, but they’re also a little faster and are known to be incredibly resilient. Constantly play the “twin-game”! You’ll never know who is who, and I, as the author, can't tell you for sure either. They change hairstyles, clothes, jewellery and even colours within less than one light-second!

Please visit my Instagram for more Art, WIPs, StoryContent and much more <3

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You can view the Jackpot Space Pirare Crew Story and additional information in the first chapter of the artbook:

#original character #my art #one piece #one piece oc #fanart #one piece oc art #fanfiction #space pirates #original fiction #my ocs my beloved #space art #alien art #my art stuff #my oc stuff #ocs

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an-organism · 4 months

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sort of continuing on an earlier ramble or two - core contradiction of hermione is that she thinks systematically and values systematic thinking but often makes snap judgements and decisions on pure gut instinct and systematically justifies them after the fact, which leads her to act idiosyncratically. ruthlessness is arguably her single strongest defining personality trait in that she’s pathologically goal-oriented, relentlessly so, willing to disregard any obstacle for the sake of a mission, but she also has these weird hangups and grudges and pet causes that are rarely productive in or of themselves and hardly ever serve a greater goal. things will just rub her the wrong way and she can’t get over them, or they won’t and she’ll get over them before anyone else does because it’s necessary that she does so, and there’s not always an obvious pattern.

everyone else sees spew as a dead-end cause, it’s ill-constructed and there’s very little going on in the way of coherent grand strategy, but she decided it was important and couldn’t let go of it, and she was going to do it her way and no other way. there’s no reason for her to despise divination as a school of magic beyond just straight up hating it on principle, regardless of its eventual importance to the war in the way of prophecy, etc. meanwhile she has every reason to hate snape, who is frequently a dick to her specifically and has been for years, but once it’s established he’s on their side she’s among the first to compartmentalize, because they’re at war and he’s an ally and that’s what matters.

it’s the irony and the hypocrisy of her near-universal revulsion to the irrational often leading her to act irrationally in disregarding genuinely useful things she instinctively deems irrational. she's 100% do as i say and not as i do; rationality is both one of her greatest strengths and her most significant blind-spot! that’s just good character construction tbh

(this is also why i love the idea of her simply not being able to stand luna, who not only represents everything she hates in terms of the irrational, but worse, is sometimes actually right about things)

all those snap judgments also make her weirdly averse to outside influence- she does listen to others if she’s already decided she values their perspective on a particular issue (dumbledore and mcgonagall come to mind), but even then, once her mind’s made up it’s not likely to change, and the mind-making-up process can happen super quickly. sort of a positive and negative leadership quality; if you need a decision made in a high pressure situation, she can make a decision and stick to it, but she's probably never going to be a great listener, and there's always a chance the whole thing gets sidetracked to follow a hunch. the hero you need but not the one you want, i guess. (she would not be great for morale.)

she's like if you designed a person specifically to be invulnerable to hypnosis. if she'd gotten tom's diary i legitimately don't know if she'd have ended up taking over the world, deciphering the horcrux plot in its entirety, driving tom insane, or just throwing it away after an hour (isn't there a fic about this?)

i almost want to make her a seer just to see what the fuck she'd even do with that. curse her with unexplainable visions that keep coming true despite her best efforts to prove them wrong, pure magical thinking that she can never escape and has to force herself to trust, an instinct that betrays everything she stands for. oh my god she'd hate it

#hp #yes i was thinking abt this bc of a discord convo on pirates #i will now try and resist outlining a hermione seer au #hnng\

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woahjo · 2 months

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tbh i'm also really curious about what all your answers might be to all those questions in the ask game if that's okay with you 😆 you have a very interesting and nice perspective (as i also see in your writing) that i am curious and want to know about your thoughts through those asks if that's fine :) (you don't have to if you think it's too much!)

this is SO SWEET!! i don't mind answering them at all!!! i'll try and do most of them, but im gonna pick my fav questions from the list <33 and ill put them below the cut. im so flattered actually that u wanna hear my answers to them what if i blushed...

What did you dream about last night?

OH FUCK i forgot i had this dream until i got halfway through the questions but last night i had a dream that i was at work but i was falling asleep during it. like could not keep my eyes open,.. and my manager messaged me on teams and she was like "we can see you doing nothing" but for some reason i just could not wake myself up. and then when i DID wake myself up in the dream i was like "bro something is wrong why does it feel like im still asleep. wake up!" and then i woke up and realized i was just dreaming. it scared me 😭

What is your favorite color?

i like yellow and orange!!!! but lately i have been on a bit of a light blue kick since this summer!!

Do you feel more connected to the moon or the sun?

this one is cute!! i think i feel more connected to the sun. i'm more comfortable during the day and tend to be in a better mood. plus i really like the way it feels on my skin <3

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

a few times!!! i've seen some on the rare occasion i went camping, but i never really remember my wish long enough to know if it came true or not lol

What do you enjoy daydreaming about most?

god this is going to sound so corny but lately my fav daydream has been imagining that im winning my first emmy for an animated tv show. idk i just imagine the way it would feel to have my work and dreams recognized, getting to thank my parents and team and shit. corny corny i know but i love imagining it.

Do you believe in guardian angels?

i do, but in a nonreligious way! i won't go too deep into it, but i've had many dreams / experiences that preceded major life events that i can't explain otherwise. even without it, it's nice to think that there is something out there looking out for us. kinda like the universe has us in mind.

What is something (or someone) you’re in love with?

this one is hard!! i haven't been in romantic love with a person ever i don't think (mutually at least), but i am in love with my friends. i really truly believe i met them for a reason and i think i'm the luckiest person because they're in my life. i have so much love for them that i genuinely don't know what to do with it. my other love... and i say it so frequently... is writing and storytelling. it's the greatest love of my life, i know it.

What’s your ideal summer aesthetic?

linen clothes and dresses and flowy shorts and humidity and laying on the floor outside. unheated swimming pools, music from a speaker or the tv, friends laying out on towels. exploring cities and sweating and driving to the beach on a whim and sitting on the porch eating lunch. roadtrips along the coast with the windows down. yeah <3

Talk about something exciting or good that happened to you this year.

maybe not this year, but this summer, i spent a month traveling japan with one of my best friends.

Where do you feel most at home?

with my friends!!! always always always with my friends

What is something you own that is important to you? What makes it so important?

writing and creating things and making art!! i genuinely can't stop myself from doing it. i write and make things with the same urgency and feeling as eating or drinking water. i do it before i sleep and when i wake up and even just in my head constantly. it's corny, but it's a part of me and i genuinely can't live without it.

Do you believe dreams have meanings or are they completely random?

i've had some WILD dreams that absolutely have meaning. some of my dreams are totally random, but i think a lot of them are symbolic of things or feelings i'm experiencing. i had one that was so long and frightening and weirdly poetic that there's no way it couldn't have meant something. haven't quite figured it out yet tho LOL

Do you believe in love at first sight?

nope! i've definitely written about love at first sight, but i think that to really LOVE someone, you have to know them. that's one of the best parts about love.

What’s the sweetest thing someone has done for you?

i've spoken about it before but when my dad had a brain bleed in may and was rushed for emergency surgery, my friends (and housemates at the time) emailed all of my professors for me, packed a lunch, packed my car with blankets and tissues, sat with me while i packed a bag with clothes, and drove me six hours one way so that i could be at home with my family. he ended up going into surgery while i was on the drive back home and the housemate driving me held my hand for hours while i waited for news that he was out. i'd never felt more held and loved than i did then and they are some of the kindest things anyone has ever done for me to this day.

What’s your zodiac sign? Do you think you fit the general characteristics of that sign?

i'm a taurus (with a leo moon and leo rising)!! and i absolutely think i fit the characteristics LOL

Are you more of a hopeless romantic or realist?

mmmm i'm not sure! i'd say hopeless romantic if i had to pick one, but not to the point that i don't know how the real world works. i don't like big gestures though, so im not sure if maybe that disqualifies me LOL. i just like the idea of eventually being known and loved for it.

What’s a song that gives off good vibes anytime you listen to it?

hold in, hold on by kid bloom!!!

Have you ever written a love letter?

nope!!!

Name a book you don’t mind reading over and over.

heaven by mieko kawakami. i could read it 800 times and never be sick of it. the lilith's brood trilogy is a close second, though i've only read it once so we'll have to test it. but i LOVE that series.

What do you do to feel at peace?

i write or draw!!! that's typically my first instinct when i need some quiet or some callie time. i feel very calm when i create.

#cal care package #i exlcuded a few questions but i think i answered most of them!!!!#thanks for asking anon!! im really glad you did !!#it was fun to answer these #ask games

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modstin · 8 months

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Hello, prospective gender switcher! If you're here, it means you're interested in having a bit of a change. Maybe this has been a long time coming, something you've wanted to do forever. Maybe you just want to see what the other side of the street (or, depending on your lineage, any particular lane) is like!

To get to Brass Tax, you want to change your Physical Appearance, particularly your Sex. That's awesome! Today, we'll be going through the methods, operations, and specifics of this transformation! Helping us will be Thell Windertrot! Say Hi, Thell!

Thell is an Alfr, just over the age of thirty six (around eighteen in Alfr years). She's been socially transitioned since she was twenty two, but now that she's out on her own and learning magic in Astieux University, she feels its finally time for her to under go a more permanent change.

First thing's first; Figuring Yourself Out

Who are you, really?

If you're looking to get such a large scale change of both your social life and physical being, you'll want to be certain about it. These changes may not be permanent, but when you're dealing with real biomantical magic rather than simple illusion or different outfits, you'll come out exhausted both physically and emotionally. Repeated use of this kind of magic can be dangerous, as any magic can be.

Consider the changes you'll need to make in every day life. A change of any body part for another can change daily needs and wants. Think about your social life! Unlike certain worlds, the majority of Miran society sees no oddity at all with transgender individuals, but social stereotypes for the sexes still exist. It's always important to consider your entire life situation before going through with something like this.

Second thing's second! Methods.

While modern medicine is quite adept at handling illnesses and life saving surgeries without magic (and preferably, since magic has its own shortcomings), changing an entire core aspect of your being is best done magically. Let's see what your options are;

Divine Blessing.

The largest religion on Mira is Shianism. While Temperant Shians have a rarely conservative view on sex changing, Vertian and most other paths of Shianism do not!

Going through a divine sex change may require entreating the gods, requesting her holy light Audesoux and Saint Lehsda bless you with the miracle of a sex change. Then, a dignified Priestess of the gods may be able to invoke such a transformation on you, if the gods are willing.

This is the preferable way of the faithful. The request may not immediately be granted, it may in fact take years for Her Holy Light to give you what you request, after much prayer and sacrifice.

While this may seem a downside, it is merely another way to prove dedication and love and respect for one's religion and the saints themselves.

Thell isn't interested. She's been ready too long to be put on a waiting list, and wizards like her famously aren't very religious.

Primal Transformation

The loosely organized druids of the natural world have their own ways of magically granting a sex change, but these methods are, at times, a bit strange.

Stereotypical though it may be, a person looking to change their physical sex through druidic magic can expect a lot of smoking, a lot of meditation, a lot of being naked in the woods, and generally accepting nature as part of your body (since it has to do a lot of construction work in there to get things done...)

This too requires dedication, but is a natural and relaxing way to allow the natural world itself to restructure you, taking back what it gave, and replacing it with what you've always wished for. To some, that's comforting. As though they were born again as what they truly feel themselves to be!

Thell doesn't like this either. She prefers to have an actual toilet with actual plumbing around, and has very bad pollen allergies...

Witchcraft Therapy

Witches, as usual, prefer to not use magic for gender transformations. However, there are many potions and tinctures that do quite easily replace the hormones of a patient with that of their proper gender.

This gender affirming care comes along with, what cityfolk might call, 'therapy'. But witches prefer to just talk with their patients over tea. Psychological pushing, a little bit of showey sparkles, and real hormone replacement is the jist of witchcraft.

Thell has actually already done some of this. Her local witch back home would give her such potions, which is why she's already looking so fetching! It's a good preliminary, but... she wants a real permanent change...

Arcane Transmogrification

The best and worst thing about arcane magic is its... literal-ness. When you use arcane magic, you are not relying on a god to translate your wish, or the primal spirits of nature to interpret your command, you are relying entirely on yourself. This is why wizardry has so much... math! You need to know exactly what you're doing to pull spells from the firmament.

Thankfully, Thell is a very very good wizard!

Thell has already read up on the options. And considers it simple to do this with a spell! All you need to do is tell the universe exactly what you want your body to be. And as you weave Chroma, the extraordinary energy that interlaces the world, from the air, your volition will change the universe to make it so!

Now this is where Arcanism puts its blocker. If you mess up a spell like this... it might not turn out great. Again, you need to KNOW what you want to happen!

Polymorph spells are particularly troublesome. Biological beings generally want to stay the shape they are, and more than that, want to keep inside from being on the outside.

When you cast a polymorph spell on an unwilling target, you first have to overcome the 'shape' barrier. You can convince a body to be a frog if you really focus on a frog and that person fails to resist, but you can't convince a body to be a pile of dead organs on the ground, no matter how hard you try.

But that's different with willing targets... meaning it's actually possible to put your organs on the outside if you make a really big mistake.

Thell needs to properly visualize herself, her new body, and so decides to try to sculpt one out of clay! Let's check in and-

Uhm. Maybe a bit more modest there, Thell?

And there! Thell has her sculpted model. She's been studying for works, modifying this spell word by word, diagram by diagram, to create her perfect body! Have anything else you'd like to say, Thell?

It's thanks to her skillful modification and use of this spell on her very own body, soon she'll get an apprenticeship with a very powerful archmage! And will inevitably send her on an adventure that will change her life forever. (Check it out at Chromaverse.net if you'd like!)

I hope you've enjoyed taking a look at this magical process!

#trans #trans wizard #transition #worldbuilding #trans fantasy #queer fantasy #fantasy #my art #thell windertrot #trans woman #transitioning #witch #wizard

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bunny koo i love how i’ve ruined you for anyone else to enjoy.. in a way, you’re my perfect little toy.. oh no baby, i don’t see you as just a toy for me but i see you as my man. mine. no wonder so many of my friends want you. they see the way everything about you revolves around me. the way you worship me. the way you don’t like going out and about but will only go with me, even without asking you to come. the way you talk, you copy my speech. your facial expressions mimic me. the way you let me use your body and way i want to, to pleasure myself. you never stop fucking me until i’m the one that’s satisfied you even when you dick is begging for a break.. however.. you’ll do anything to please your women, wouldn’t you baby.. you treat me like.. a queen almost. like the queen of the world. you’re close to being a slave to me, really. i never have to dress myself because you do it for me. from putting my bra on down to my socks and shoes. you’re just so perfect for me. you let me do whatever i want to you and you’ve never denied me anything. i could tell you to eat your food right off the floor, no plate and you’d get your fork. i can throw half of your favorite clothes out because i don’t like them and you’d hold the trash bag. after you’ve done worked out for hours and you’re completely tired, i could still have you moving furniture before you can even sit down and catch your breath. i can pain your nails if i wanted to, most men would never allow their girlfriends to do it because of how ‘girly’ it is. or the fact you’ve openly admitted that i could start hitting you and you’d never tell a soul. there are only two things in this world that will never happen. first and foremost, i’ll never raise my hand to you out of anger.. sex however well.. i cant say never.. the second one is, ill never let another women touch you, over my cold dead body.. but the last, but one of the most important.. i’ll never let you leave me. ever. it’s not like i ever could even worry about that.. the way you got down on your knees begging, crying me to not send you to one of my friends who had a massive yard for you to play in.. oh your eyes were puffy for a week, your poor little nose was so chapped.. the life you lived, being your own person ended the day i laid my eyes on you at the shelter. now you’re my perfect baby boy who lets me ride his face all hours of the night and the same man who protects me from everyone and everything during the day.. the switch with you, i love it. to the world you’re some strong man, the dominant one in this relationship that treats his women like the most precious thing in the world but that’s just for when we’re in public.. they don’t know you cry i don’t let you rub my feet after work.. and the best part about everything? no women dead or alive has ever, nor will ever get to see this side of you. i love you so much my good baby bunny.

“You can ruin me if you want to because I just love you so much, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I’ve loved you, noona. But do you only see me as your toy, n-not that I mind it but…. Really? YES ‘m yours, all yours…. Y-Your friends want me? Well they can never have me. Because jungkook has always belonged to his yn. Yes my world revolves around you because you’re my entire universe yn noona- and I love your company, and it’s hard for me to be without you- I know it’s unhealthy but fuck… you’re just so perfect, everything about you has me obsessed, how are you so perfect? God has blessed me with you, I’m so glad ‘m yours, and I want to please you for as long as I can, until my body gives out, everything about me is yours, noona. Even my identity, ‘m nothing without you- you’re my soul, you’re my everything, you really are my queen and I’m your slave, you can do anything you want to do to me, I’m yours. I can’t get enough of saying it, it’s so comforting…. I wanna be yours, I am yours. N-No I just wanna be with you- never leave and never let anyone have me because I’m yours. I love you.”

#ask: bunny!koo #wow what an ask #wow #I can’t get enough of yandere noona

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Terra is only the *second* most dangerous yandere stardroid?? Holy heck, who's the first? Mercury 😳?? Maybe Venus?

It is Mercury!

Technically.

For the fact Mercury dangles halfheartedly on the edge of insanity.

While Terra is pretty impatient, he isn't nearly as impatient as Mercury is. Mercury is a whole other can of beans even Terra-utterly careless as he is-prefers not to deal with, allowing Mercury to tiptop around the rules within reason and do as he please is worth more to Terra then dealing with such abrasiveness, the throbbing headache from Mercury's bratty attitude. Sunstar brings enough stress and Hell already, Terra's child of a brother doesn't need to add anything more to his already intense workload.

The journey is the destination. For planning, motivation and better potential fallouts; to ease you further in a trap of your own making, where Terra will personally ensure you never return, a spiraling pit of despair and fear. Buildups are important, thus preferred. Buildups in terror, "trust" and dramatic suspense, the climax, your sudden disappearance off the face of your home planet.

At least Terra tries not to get dirty, a cleaner mind means a cleaner operation; successful missions and strategies. Contrary only if Terra feels choiceless, pushed against better judgment.

Mercury, however, is a special case. A crazy one that is. Cleanliness and rules don't matter, Mercury often tests the line of what his leaders allow and what his orders actually are. Dramatic, antsy and ill-mannered; to the point Sunstar regularly reminds Mercury of his place, something Mercury cares not for.

Getting down and dirty is Mercury's middle name, a hobby. His favorite way of passing time, fighting time basically. Addicted to the adrenaline rush, the punch it packs; pray to God Mercury doesn't get as into it as he could get.

What starts out as a simple idea flips the switch to an erratic one. Mercury looks forward to your kidnapping so much that, out of excitement, he will rush straight into your space, fully exposed in broad daylight to do it, for shits and giggles. Mercury is delusional, who is a better fit for the center of the universe? Able to do what he wants when he wants it, even when it fatally endangers his well-being.

Stealing you? Taking you away from the world you knew and replacing it with his own? Piece of cake. Sounds like a riot!

Because he could and wanted too.

And he oh so wanted too.

Mercury needs no excuse than his own selfishness, pleasure and pursuit of happiness. There is zero point in dragging it out, never was too good at acting. His superiority complex is infectious, meant to dampen your self-esteem and shrink you down onto yourself, a disease effecting everything around him.

Mercury's arrogance knows no bounds, no limits or restraint other than the orders revised from his far more powerful lords. Arrogance worse than Sunstar's, and Sunstar views himself as a literal God. At least Sunstar attempts his genocidal methods in non-sadistic ways, at first. And is more...let's just say 'straight-minded' in his various approaches, he could plan it worse, but he doesn't. Because Sunstar believes his most destructive weapons, the Stardroids, act as more than enough judgment upon the weaker species and is already such a big hassle to deal with.

Mercury has his head screwed on loose and has always been that way. His brothers will admit it for him if Mercury won't.

You're weaker, Mercury is stronger, that simple. Better to get everything over with, he wants you home asap. The fact he is considering ending it so quickly is a miracle. Be grateful for such mercy.

If you prove to be a worthy challenge, something he struggles against, a switch will flip. Then he erupts.

Mercury boils, literally. And it's hot.

Mercury steams like a cooking pot, hissing. His body melts, fighting itself to keep together. It can't seem to settle, not properly. The liquefying frame bubbles, popping rapidly. Shooting shots, like fireworks. Boiling over incredible heat, feeding off his anger and fury.

A child-like temper tantrum, his inner circuitry never sparked-spiked stress so fast, never throbbed so damn hard in his existence. Threatening, overheating. On the verge of a psychotic burst, an electric wave of pure anger if the fight drags out longer than what he originally expected.

Don't underestimate ambition, especially Mercury's. Because like Terra, he pushes. Pushes faster, rougher than his superiors would, ready to run a mile. His heart is dark, an empty space dry of kindness. It reflects destruction, devastation. Merciless in its greed, the desire for sorrow. To destroy, destroy, destroy.

Mercury can be generous, when the skies are calm of storms, but once it's spent its spent. You wasted that generosity, pulling that stupid shit, being such an annoying motherfucker. This is how you express your gratitude?!

You're beneath him. And best believe Mercury will burn that fact into your mind, with his own hands if he must.

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bellafragolina · 2 years

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[Chatting]—I’ve been thinking about Arceus transporting us to Hisui. There are a few things after the process that have made me look at it somewhat closer. For one thing, we don’t see Arceus in the shape we know them/it as until we answer what we look like and our name. Now most fanfics forgo this little bit… We see the Alpha Pokémon as a shining yellow orb of light surrounded by five glowing stars. Then we seem to wake up despite already being in a dream? The glow goes around us as our phone floats away until they form Arceus general shape albeit glowing fully gold.

The fact we always end up in a timeline where Professor Laventon has an assistant opposite our gender is another factor. Dunno where the part we can find other players satchels comes specifically into play, but doesn’t that prove there are other Hisui regions facing the Rift too? We know how the Pokémon Universe has always been pretty strange. The game-based timelines seem to update as new games released. New moves, new types, new regions. The anime-continuity concerning Ash’s age is just complicated. I don’t know much about the Manga besides some Gym Leaders being evil.

Arceus, from what the Movie showed us, is not always caught up on the smaller details. Makes sense considering it is an actual god that watches several countless timelines/universes. So pulling someone from the already well off future seems like great idea than say having Prof Laventon’s Assistant fill the hero role. If they are present in some form in every time line, then they must have been important besides being a future champion’s ancestor.

Some people think Arceus literally pulls Dawn or Lucas into the past despite them looking different from the PLA Protag. Though their hair color could have just darkened with age. Others think we are a copy of them that Arceus made, which seeing how powerful Pokemon like Unown are could be possible… Would explain are memory loss in some aspects. But if we aren’t some avatar made by Arceus, how about us seeing Arceus true form kinda damaged our mind? Would be ineteresting…

it's like seeing those eldritch horrors in a way

in the presence of a god, we would not be okay afterwards. that is a thing we could never ever think of perceiving, and seeing it before us while floating in a void? that's a mental illness waiting to develop

the brain probably shuts down, reboots, and that could explain the memory loss of the player character. otherwise, being a copy is a fun idea!

the angst possibilities. . . the existential crisis you would have, realizing you're not real, you're not even your own person, just a copy, a clone. . .

fun fun fun!

~Renee

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killemwithkawaii · 1 year

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'Meet the Fishers' S/I Ask Roundup 🎤✨

[CW: Spoilers for 'Meet the Fishers' and 'The Staycation', NS/FW lime, unreality, mental illness, unsanitary, vomit, delusion, drug use, yandere, violence, weapons, death, suicide, corpses, cannibalism]

In this post... @meadow-hearthfire @danuflowlove @thegracelessfaceless

(Okay, not an s/i ask, but I wanted to answer it anyway!)

This was an absolutely fascinating question that I unfortunately did not have the time to dig into during the event, so I posed the question to our resident nurse and fellow Sally-Simp @thegracelessfaceless! Here's what she had to say about L.S.S. and her own Sals blood labs:

"...It would make sense to me for him to of course be anemic like mine, those boys stay so cold except in summer. But also we have to factor in the electrocution. In people who have been electrocuted it's important to check their complete blood count, which is a little low in my Sal, serum electrolyte levels (fine now but right after the chair they were super high), liver function tests (low due to capillaries being fried) and BUN (blood urea nitrogen) which would be super low since the electrolytes were super high....

The levels have probably evened out by now, but they're are small abnormalities in those tests that will follow him for the rest of his life. Now Larry? His blood tests are the weirdest thing I've ever seen"

So yes, Danu, I'd say there is a strong possibility of some weird results in L.S.S.! It's very interesting that there's some evidence of electrocution in Gracies Sals blood, even after hopping realities...

I wouldn't be surprised at all if that were also true for L.S.S., but since he was technically a non-person in this reality, we were never able to take him to a doctor, and it might be, uh.... difficult to get labs run on what's left of him now.... 😬😬😬

Side note: I'm picturing a doc seeing Larrys results and being like "... this has to be an error. Uh... he's probably fine no aliens here :)" sdlfkjdslkf

Yes! Once the cat was out of the bag about both of their yandere tendencies and they officially became a yanXyan couple, L.S.S. and Neighbor!Mitch exchanged and took A LOT of photos together 📸💘

While we're talking about Mitch(5) and her interesting taste in décor, I wanted to point out an easter egg readers might not have noticed:

In her intro selfie, you can see a portion of her plushie collection in the background, including a strawberry and a rabbit. When Sal moves in the death day selfie...

... it's revealed that there's a wolf that admittedly looks like a cat but i was in a time crunch sshhh about to nom on the rabbits arm (mmm, foreshadowing~) 🍴

Well, since the number of alternate universes Sal could come across is supposedly infinite, there must be one of those out there... somewhere.... (right?) 🤔

Yes, all the time! He's a huge stickler for safety and following protocol, and wouldn't hesitate to say something if someone is endangering themselves or others. Half the reason he's called 'Mitch the Bitch' is because he's always bitching and nagging about this and that, but it's always for a good reason! He just can't stand the thought of someone getting hurt because of a careless mistake (especially if he could have done something to prevent it.... or god forbid, he caused it)... 😰

You make a very good point, Meadow.

>Had Sal treated videogame!Mitch more like the virtual pet everyone else perceived them to be, rather than his serious romantic partner, and prioritized his 'real' relationships over them most of the time, it's likely he could have spent the rest of his natural life within that universe with them in his pocket, chirping away~ (Aww, that sounds cute..! 🥺🎶💖)

>In his defense, L.S.S. was starting to have serious issues with his perception of time at that point, was becoming increasingly bored with the monotony of immortality while at the same time trying to avoid the temptations he gave into in previous lifetimes (*cough*Mitch(3)*cough*), and was struggling with making connections to the real people in his lives. The longer he's 'alive', the less he can relate to regular, mortal people, you know? All that repetition made it difficult for him to see much of a difference between Mitch(4) and Family and Friends (~4000), until they confronted him and brought him to his senses.

>It also didn't help that videogame!Mitch really fed into Sals addictive tendencies, punched him in the guilt complex (He promised Mitch(3) he'd be 'more in control... wouldn't let them do whatever they wanted' and Mitch(4) is a literal toy he has complete control over oop-) and also demanded constant attention! (You gotta wonder why they ended up in the box he found them in in the first place...)

>[Spoiler: That s/i is supposed to embody my endless thirst for praise/attention/validation, my constant people pleasing, my repetitive stims, tendency to mirror personalities, and my need for routine/sameness.... its like the part of me that's a very clingy pastel parrot with separation anxiety that you want to shove in a box sometimes because its Annoying lmao]

While we're on the topic, I think it could be argued that all of L.S.S.s relationships he'd had with the Mitchs hes encountered are irresponsible on Sals part (the most excusable being Coworker!Mitch). Ultimately, they're all sidequests that have been a major disruption to his real mission: Find the 'original' Larry, do everything he can to stop the D.O.G. wherever he encounters them, and generally fight for the greater good however he can (a cause far more important that his own personal fulfilment or happiness). Consider:

>There was no 'Mitch' in his original timeline, so they shouldn't really be considered a priority on his main quest (no matter how important they've become to him over time).

>Mitch(1) got waaaay more than she bargained for by getting involved with Sally. She expected him to be executed, not show up at her window in the middle of the night to take her on the run! He could have easily cut off the relationship for her sake at any time, knowing it could never realistically work out, but he chose to pursue it in favor of the lofty short-term reward. This decision ultimately resulted in both of their deaths (hers being completely unnecessary), and further contributed to the cycle of guilt that he was already trapped in in (only this time, the angst had a sexy, romantic edge! Juicyyy~)

>The versions of Mitch that Sal found later on had absolutely nothing to do with what happened between him and Mitch(1), so there was no real reason to get them involved in his guilt trip/ attempt at redemption.

>I mean, sure, they all provided a temporary, comforting distraction from the torture of immortality, but in the end, those relationships did nothing to help his ultimate cause or ease his guilt. All they did was leave Sal a little more twisted than he was before....

>But, can you really blame him for wanting something more sometimes, despite the inevitable consequences? A guy gets lonely, universe hopping for literally forever.... 🥺👉👈💘

Before, during, and after, baby 😎👌💨💙💦

The answer: "All the babes and booze money can buy? Sounds like heaven on earth to me.! Buuut I think I'd rather get a free private show from Sally-cat over here...~"

The Actual answer: He'd go and have fun for an hour or two, then either get kicked out for inappropriate behavior/ not having money, or he'd get cranky because he's overstimulated, get mad about something small, and retreat to the safety of his trailer in a huff.

Side note: Something I didn't really get to cover as much as I'd like to during The Staycation is Dealer!Mitchs sensory issues. It's one of the reasons he numbs himself with substances, loves living in the middle of the woods (very little noise and light pollution), and prefers to go into town at night (less crowded). He's just absolutely riddled with ADHD and chooses bad ways to cope with it 🤷‍♂️

Gotta admit, I was flip-flopping on the details for his death the entire time (and didn't have enough time to write it out, anyway) so I ended up leaving it pretty vague on purpose 🤡

The rough idea was that:

>Larry came to Mitch(4)s trailer to check up on Sal because he hadn't heard from him for a while and got worried.

>Larry barged in and found Sal dead [either pretty fresh, so Mitch(3) is still crying hysterically while trying (poorly) to resuscitate him, or like a couple days post-mortem, so Mitch(3) is in a drunken stupor and the smell is starting to seep under the closed bedroom door... couldn't decide which would be more gross/scary/pathetic and fun to write tbh🤔].

>Larry didn't want anybody to know that Sal died that way. He believed it would be better if they thought he'd just gone missing, like so many others in Nockfell had.

>Larry and Mitch(3) cut up Sals body in the bathtub and kept the pieces in Mitch(3)s fridge to be disposed of in sections (the whole body would be hard to transport and look super sus), probably by Larry putting them down the '''trash chute''' in Mrs. Packertons apartment. [or something?? I just know that Mitch(3) would be too freaked out/intoxicated to come up with a plan besides 'ignore it', and Larry makes grand schemes without thinking the details through, so it seems like something he'd suggest.] That way, Sals body would never be found and his reputation would remain intact.

>Larry bailed half-way through disposal because he couldn't stomach it, leaving Mitch(3) with a fridge full of rotting man meat and nobody to turn to because he's an asshole who pushed everyone who cares about him away.

>Ultimately, I had two main options for Mitch(3)s death, but couldn't quite decide:

Him being him, his solution is to avoid the problem until it goes away and take whatever substance is necessary to achieve that, so he does that until he ODs and dies in his trailer ['rots in a box' with Sal].

Because Mitch(3) he hadn't been pushing any 'Addison Special' lately, members of the cult come to check on him. They find him mid-suicidal binge, he asks them for help with getting rid of Sals body, keeps saying hes sorry and didn't mean to hurt anyone, he wants to get out of the game, yada yada... the cult decides hes no longer useful to them. They either... >go through the song and dance of charging him with murder and throwing him in jail for the rest of his life [again, he 'rots in a box,' but is all alone] >or, they just kill him, and his body either ends up in the same pile of remains as (half of) Sals did [in the temple, right under the apartments, which is where Sal would later find Mitch(4) in the lost-and-found box] OR they would just kill him and leave him to rot with the rest of Sals body in his trailer and kind of forget about it bc the D.O.G. runs the government and they can do that 🤷‍♂️

Whatever route tickles your fancy, Mitch(3) died alone, miserable, and completely out of control because of his own actions. (No wonder the next Mitch in line was so needy, attention hungry, and desperate to be told what to do... 🥺)

------------------------------- That's it for this roundup! Thanks for asking all these questions about my s/is, they were a lot of fun to answer (and if anyone has any more, I'd love to do another of these some time)! :D 💖💖💖

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repetitionsings · 2 years

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an exploded badger here who'd like to, you know.. find healthier ways to function. do you have any ideas?

Confused? Pretty sure this was sent to a different blog? @wisteria-lodge had a lot of asks to answer and asked for some help from the SHC community, so I’ll be answering a few they sent my way!

I’m gonna run by this real fast on this one, but standard reminder that like unburning, unexploding almost always starts with getting yourself into a position where you’re safe enough to do so and working on what caused it. And in exploded Badger Primary especially, the chances are high that what’s around you contributed to that mindset.

But this seems to be more about looking for coping strategies or ways to help, not a full reversal. I’ll be honest, fighting the exploded bits of my Primary is something I’ve struggled with a lot -- even more than the burned parts, I think. I can offer some experience, and some conjecture, but it’s something that I’m still working out as well, so if anyone else who’s dealt with or is dealing with it has thoughts, I’d love to hear them added on.

Also I can offer a lot of sympathy and an open askbox, but that’s another story.

Some things that have done me good personally or that I believe would be helpful:

Note: Future-me popping back after the rest of the post to say that as a lot of this is from personal experience, some of it drifted into mental illness-adjacent topics and emotions that, for me, go strongly hand-in-hand with my exploded Badger. Nothing’s gone too deep into that area, but I thought it’d be good to shove in a head’s up for anyone who’s not up for that.

➢ Make friends that will nudge you to prioritize yourself. And if your exploding is largely focused on a community, having them be outside that community is helpful. My (Snake Primary) best friend is the greatest help in trying to head off an exploded Badger tailspin; she’s the one who will tell me that it’s okay if I don’t actually run myself ragged for everyone else, over and over again, when I need to be reminded. This is probably the #1 most helpful thing for me personally -- it’s so hard to hear past my own feelings that I should be doing more that it really takes the voice of someone else that I trust to give me that permission.

➢ Practice asking for help and setting boundaries in places where you can. If there’s any communities that manage not to hit that exploded Badger need in you as strongly -- maybe you’re more detached and not as invested in them, which is totally fine even if your primary sometimes argues about that -- or where what’s going on is unimportant enough that you can convince yourself it’s okay, try to practice there. My exploded Badger does not want me to say no or ask for assistance, even when it’s not a big deal; it’s easier to try to get used to it where it isn’t a big deal, before the important moments come around.

➢ This is not super helpful as a general statement, but without specifics it’s all I can say: try actively practicing and making time for self care. Since how that works is different for everyone, I can’t tell you how to deal with it, and god is it hard, but since so much of exploded Badger can be putting others over yourself, it’s also important to try and remember that you’re allowed to have things that will help you even if they’re not necessarily your active necessities. Time for you beyond obligations is important.

➢ A subset of the above, but work on giving yourself something that’s yours, specifically. I don’t know how universal this is but when my exploded Badger is at its loudest, I keep putting off thing I want to try -- hobbies, media, places to go, all of it -- because I’m waiting to not be doing it alone. Finally trying to get out of that mindset has felt weird and awkward and lonely at times, but has also done a lot of good already. Find solo projects and hobbies. Get into a show or a podcast no one else you know is into. Find a place that visually appeals to you and go on walks by yourself. It’s great to share things with people, it’s even fine if you share most things with people -- but try to get better at being okay with not sharing, too.

➢ This is another one that may or may not be a problem for you, but I also find when I get in that “do all things for others” place, it’s very easy for my opinions on anything, from the trivial to the important, to get easily steamrolled the second someone else speaks theirs, which I see as tied into that exploded Badger primary mindset. If that’s a problem for you: document how you think and feel about things. Publicly or privately. Babble into the abyss on tumblr as you watch a thing so that you don’t forget your opinion when someone else tells you theirs. Start a journal and write down your feelings on important issues before you find yourself ping-ponging around between others. Heck, start a journal and write down what foods you liked before you convince yourself you actually like something better the way someone else makes it. I’m not saying you’re writing these things in stone -- you are allowed to change your mind, there’s nothing wrong with that. But I find it hard to pull out of that urge to put other people first to the point where I feel like their opinions override mine. If you get that way too, writing it down, with reasons and details if you can, can at least help you see when you’re doing it and try to figure out whether your opinion is genuinely changing or you’d just shoved it aside.

➢ If the community you’re currently in isn’t entirely toxic, which is a different story altogether, remind yourself of things you love about your communities. That may sound counter-intuitive, but it’s a form of individualism -- trying to reshape the thought from “I’m here because I’m useful” to “I’m here because I like it”, and hopefully even “I’m here because I get this out of it”. It’s a way to remind yourself that it’s not supposed to be all one-sided. Also, I find that the exploded Badger mindset can sour me on places I do genuinely love when that isn’t ruling my brain, so it’s a way to try and pull out of that downslide.

➢ On the flip side, another possibility: take a break from your communities now and then to try and reset yourself. This obviously only works in some communities, and also only in ones that aren’t trying to push your exploded Badger, just ones where you find yourself exploding at them nonetheless. And mileage may vary depending on other things -- I actually try not to do this because my combo of executive dysfunction and anxiety means if I get out of the habit of keeping up with a community, it’s extremely difficult for me to jump back in. But if you don’t struggle with that, stepping back may help, both to disentangle yourself from that mindset and so that you can come back and see that they’ll be okay even if you’re not doing everything. Don’t isolate yourself completely, but if you find yourself getting deeply into exploded primary patterns in an area, it’s worth a try.

➢ Celebrate small victories. I’m sort of stealing this from this addition to my earlier unburning post, but it’s good advice in this situation, too. This stuff is hard. Even if you’re just trying to compensate or lessen the shouting and not fully reverse it right now, it’s hard. When you manage it, celebrate it. And if you can celebrate it with others who will encourage it, even better, for Badger in particular.

#shc #sorting hat chats #shc community #sortinghatchats #exploded badger primary #topic: exploded houses #topic: unburning and unexploding #pri: badger #til binary systems run #i wish you the absolute best of luck anon #this stuff's messy but it can be done and i believe in you

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sage-nebula · 1 year

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Do you believe in God?

I consider myself both agnostic and a secular humanist. I don't know what's out there in the universe, besides aliens. (Aliens have to be out there somewhere; the universe is just too big for our planet to be the only populated one. It just makes sense for some other living beings to be out there somewhere, even if they don't need the same things to live as we do.) There could be some supreme being, or some eldritch horror. Maybe there's another dimension that overlaps with this one and that's where the supreme beings / eldritch horrors are. I don't know. Likewise, I don't know what happens after we die. Maybe we just blink out of existence, our consciousnesses vanishing into the ether. Maybe there is some kind of afterlife. Maybe we're reincarnated. Again, I don't know. I don't remember ever having died before, so I really can't say.

But I can say that—well, two things.

One, if there is some kind of supreme being or eldritch horror or whatever, I don't think it makes sense for them to care about humanity. To them, we'd be ants, wouldn't we? And even if someone has an ant farm, they don't care about each individual ant so much as they care about the colony as a whole. Ants might suffer. They do die. Even someone who is watching over the colony isn't going to intervene for one little ant. Why would they? Even if the ant does have some kind of internal emotions or whatever, the person taking care of the ant farm has no way of knowing that. They can't comprehend it. So they don't have a lack of care because of malice, but just because . . . those are ants. They're on a completely different level. And I think that any kind of deity or whatever would look at us, at humans and other animals, the same way. We're the ants and the Earth is our ant farm. If some kind of cosmic entity does exist, there's no way they'd care about an individual person. Not because they're necessarily malicious, but just because we're on completely different levels.

And two, regardless of any of that, what's important is what we do to and for each other on this planet, in this life. I don't know what happens after we die. Maybe something. Maybe nothing. But I can't, and I won't, live my life trying to barter for a better afterlife, should one exist. Not only would obsessing over the afterlife make it very likely I could miss out on the life I have right here and now, but also, people around me are affected by things I do or don't do. And the same goes for you: your actions have effects on other people, and on this world. So we should do our best to treat each other with respect and dignity not because of any possible moral dessert, but because, isn't it better to leave a positive impact than a negative one? Wouldn't you want someone to treat you with respect and dignity, even if there was nothing for them to gain from it?

My own personal mental illnesses and struggles aside, I'll be honest: It's really hard to live in this world sometimes. Horrible things are always in the news. The planet is hurtling toward devastating climate change and those with the power to stop it refuse to. The state where I live sees me as less than a full person. It's hard to think that things could ever get better. But what keeps my head above water is the belief that most people are trying to do good. Most people are trying to help, rather than hurt. Most people are trying to leave this world a better place than they found it. For every loud asshole, there are nine decent people quietly doing their best. I don't think that anyone has an inherent morality in real life, in the sense that I don't think that being "good" or "bad" is an immutable quality within each person. Instead, I think our choices define us. And I think that most people, when presented with the option, choose to do good. I believe that, when push comes to shove, the majority of people care.

So, simple answer is: no. I was raised in a Catholic household, but I am not religious myself. I believe in a universe that doesn't care, and people who do. But who knows what the truth really is. I'm just one person, a human being upon this earth, with no greater knowledge about the afterlife or divine entities than any other person has. I don't have nearly enough hubris to think I've got it all figured out. I'm just doing the best I can to get by, and do as little harm and as much good as I can. In the end, I think that's all any of us can really do.

#anonymous #but in case this was a trap or smth: i don't have anything against religious ppl #if someone believes in a god and that makes them feel better about life & the world - i'm happy for them!#like i said this world is often horrible. life is so hard & dark sometimes. anything that brings you light & comfort is a good thing #the only time I make an exception to this is when ppl use their religion as an excuse to hurt others #you believe in a god? that's great. wonderful. i say that sincerely #you think that you believing in god gives you a right to hurt other ppl & control how they live their lives? now we have a problem #but otherwise i really don't care & i don't judge religious ppl for having faith. i personally don't - but that doesn't mean you can't

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pesterloglog · 5 months

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Kanaya Maryam, Rose Lalonde

Act 5, page 3045-3047

-- grimAuxiliatrix [GA] began trolling tentacleTherapist [TT] --

GA: Since The Gap Between Your Present Moment And The Implementation Of Your Mystifying Self Destruction Continues To Narrow

GA: This Will Be The Last Conversation In Which I Attempt To Talk You Out Of It Nicely

TT: I explained this.

TT: The intent isn't true self sacrifice.

GA: First Of All Youre Underestimating The Gravity Of A Dream Death

GA: Its A Pretty Serious Thing Okay

GA: And Dream Selves Are Important To A Person In Ways That Arent Always Obvious

GA: I Think Youre Being Frivolous But Thats Not Really The Sentiment Reinforcing The Exoskeleton Of My Argument

GA: Soon You Will Be Blacked Out Of Trollians Viewport

GA: And I Have No Explanation For This

GA: And Neither Do You

GA: So Ill Just Assume The Worst And You Should Too

TT: Are you sure it's not because I'm sleeping?

GA: Ive Seen You Sleep Before

GA: You Are Just

GA: Asleep

GA: On Screen

GA: Peaceful And Harmless And Posing No Threat To Anyone

GA: Unless I Guess You Are Up To Mischief In Your Dreams Which I Cannot Rule Out

GA: Actually Thats Probably What You Do In Your Sleep What Was I Thinking

TT: Shh...

GA: Uh

GA: What

TT: Blah blah blah!

GA: Right Sorry

GA: Im Saying This Is A Special Case

GA: It Is Foreboding And Disconcerting And You Are Being Reckless

TT: You're right, I can't explain why I go dark on your monitor.

TT: But I'm confident in my plan. I have it under control.

GA: Your Hubris Is Really Astonishing

GA: Easily Twice The Mass Of A Universe I Think

GA: That It Hasnt Collapsed Upon Itself Into A Tiny Lavender Singularity Is The Most Striking Marvel Paradox Space Has Coughed Up Yet

TT: Maybe it did?

TT: Maybe that's what went wrong.

TT: We figured it out!

GA: No Please Stop

GA: Humor Wont Deflect My Really Big And Important Tirade Okay

GA: You Are Investing Too Much Confidence In Evil Gods Who Oppose Skaia And Your True Purpose And

GA: I Cant Abide That

GA: And

GA: As Difficult As This Is For Me To Confess

GA: I Think Your Plan Is Very Dangerous

GA: And So Are You

TT: Oh?

GA: Yes

GA: And

GA: Im Afraid I Am Going To Have To Devote All My Efforts To Stopping You

TT: I'm sorry to hear that, Kanaya.

TT: What did you have in mind for this new and exciting adversarial phase of our relationship?

GA: Im So Glad You Asked

GA: You See

GA: I Have Been Training A Powerful Wizard

TT: !

GA: Yes Your Shout Pole Is Like A Tower Broadcasting Your Fear Across The Ring And You Are Right To Be Afraid

GA: I Have Commissioned None Other Than The Legendary Prince Of Hope And I Am Teaching Him The Ways Of White Sorcery

GA: I Have Observed Your Methods And You Will Come To The Most Unwelcome Realization That All Of Your Guile And Cunning Has Finally Backfired

GA: This Noble Magician Of Pure Light Will Serve As The Counterpoint To Your Arcane Debauchery

GA: He Will Hunt You Down And Goodness And Hope Will Prevail

TT: Is it too late to throw myself at your mercy?

GA: Yes Its Much Too Late For That

TT: I see.

TT: Then clearly I will have to prepare for this soul sundering duel, whilst making my own funeral arrangements.

GA: Oh Yes I Do Believe Securing A Corpse Box Would Be Prudent

GA: Fitted To Dimensions Suited To Your Myriad Of Unassembled Leaky Body Parts In Aggregate

TT: What will herald the arrival of this swift and righteous thaumaturge?

TT: Will I be blinded by the fearsome lashes of light ribboning from the incandescent coastline of his beauteous aura?

TT: Should I borrow my friend's sunglasses?

GA: Yes Definitely

GA: Definitely Do That

GA: Wait I Hope That Wasnt Too Emphatic

GA: Maybe At This Point I Should Clarify This Is All A Big Joke

TT: Yeah.

TT: I was getting that.

TT: You don't always have to tip your hand, Kanaya. You were doing well.

GA: I Was

TT: Mm-hm.

GA: Okay Great

GA: I Think What I Find Most Challenging About Human Insincerity Based Humor Is The Degree Of Commitment To The Fantasy Which Is Apparently Requisite

TT: We take it very seriously.

GA: I Mean To Say

GA: The Gesture Of Hostility In This Case Was The Joke

GA: I Did In Fact "Train" This Character

GA: I Made Him A Wand To Shut Him Up

TT: Wait, you did? Really?

GA: He Wouldnt Stop Harassing Me For Your "Secrets"

TT: That's incredible. Well done.

GA: Hes The One With The Royalty Complex And Speaks With All The Extra Vees And Doubleyous

TT: Oh, I knew exactly who you were talking about from the start.

GA: Okay

TT: I must say, this little project pleases me.

TT: Do keep me apprised of all further developments.

GA: Okay I Will

TT: At least until my looming grimdarkdeath steals me away.

GA: Uh

GA: Yeah That

GA: Is Still Something That I Dont Really Want To Joke About

GA: I Hope That Came Across As A Sincere Statement

#homestuck #kanaya maryam #rose lalonde #homestuck act 5 #page 3045 #page 3046 #page 3047 #homestuck act 5 act 2

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