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veronicawritesstuff · 2 years
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Star Wars: Kylo Ren Blurb
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AN: I do not write for Star Wars but this will not leave my waking thoughts. It is ethereal and the ending Kylo deserves. I wish I understood the universe better so I can write a story with it, but I don’t. I could try but it wouldn’t be good. The poem is by Catarine Hancock, from Shades of Lovers. 
Imagine. Kylo and you are standing on the throne of Exegol. You're both looking over the galaxy you've conquered. He is yours. You're his. Emperor and Empress. King and Queen. He looks at you; an expression in his eyes confesses his undying love for you. The passion casts a spell on you. You've never loved this man more than you do now. The force bond you share is so strong. It pulsates around you, spreading throughout the galaxy. The First Order stands strong, undefeated. But peace is found within its rule. You are that peace. Kylo's aggressive nature is balanced with your irenic nurturing.
"if you asked me to,
i would rip stars out of the sky
and slip them into your pockets.
if you needed it,
i would pull the salt from the ocean.
pour it into a shaker just for you.
i would give you the planets
on a silver platter.
whatever you desire.
just ask."
Kylo's voice echoes through your head.
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Risks
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader
Written: February 22nd, 2021
Posted: February 22nd, 2021
Warning: Mentions of Partying, “Drink”
Word Count: 1,648
Summary: Being a commander for the First Order, the reader and Kylo develop a bond.
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Venturing down the corridor you were quickly greeted by your best friend.
“Y/N!” Your friend exclaimed, filled with excitement. “ Have you heard the latest gossip?”
“I can’t say that I have.” You shook your head slightly.
“Well, Rebecca from electrical has a thing for Jason garbage.” Furrowing your eyebrows together, you wracked your brain in an attempt to remember the people she mentioned.
“Uh-huh.” You nodded. 
“They were seen at a party this weekend...” 
Rolling your eyes, you continued your walk down the hall. For the most part, you had drowned out your friends' ramblings about another party you hadn’t attended.
“...And Jason kissed her! Needless to say, everyone knew why she had a hickey the next day.”  She finished her story as she followed you into the elevator.
“Oh, yeah I suppose.”
“You okay?” She questioned facing you slightly. 
You hummed in response, not taking your eyes off the numbers at the top of the elevator.
“There’s a party this weekend.”
Furrowing your eyebrows together in confusion, you glanced at her. “It’s only Monday...How is there a party this weekend already?”
She giggled. “Easily! You would understand if you ever came to one...” Her voice trailed off.
Shaking your head, you let out a frustrated huff quickly exiting the elevator. “I have to go.” 
Not allowing her to respond, the elevator doors shut before continuing their journey.
You couldn’t help the frown that made its way to your lips. Being one of the commanders of the Supreme Lead had quickly become a very taxing job. One that caused you to miss important dates, or events you were invited to. You had thought your friends would understand the pressure you were under, but they just saw it as your excuse for not wanting to be in attendance at events.
“Ah, Commander Y/L/N.” General Hux immediately greeted. “I’m so glad you could finally join us today.”  His voice laced with venom.
Groaning quickly, you knew the Supreme Leader had been in a mood already. General Hux normally took his anger out on you in cases like today, it was rare when a day passed that he didn’t.
“Sorry-”
“Well, get to it.” He spat not sparing a glance your way.
Rolling your eyes, you made your way over to your station. The bridge was filled with an awkward silence. Not one of your co-workers daring to speak a word.
The door opened signaling someone had entered. You already knew who it was without having to turn, just by the sound of his boots hitting the floor.
“Supreme Leader.” General Hux greeted.
“Hux.” He spat. 
It felt like minutes had passed since you first arrived at the bridge, in reality, it was nearing the end of your shift. Frowning, you glanced at the clock seeing the time. You were so close yet so far to finishing your day's work. Shaking your head, you focused on the task at hand.
“What are you still doing here?” An unfamiliar voice questioned from behind you.
Gasping, you jumped. Whirling around, you were face to face with the Supreme Leader.
“S-Supreme-”
“Please, call me Kylo.” He spoke while holding up a gloved hand.
Nodding your head, you nervously cleared your throat. “I...I um I still have work to do.” Glancing around the bridge, you realized you were the only commander left working. 
Seemingly satisfied with your answer, he pulled the chair out beside you before sitting in it. Your jaw was quick to fall slack at his actions.
“What?” He questioned with a raised eyebrow. “Is there something on my face?” Kylo reached a hand up as if to wipe his face.
“No!” You exclaimed, as your hand shot out grasping his wrist preventing his actions. “No.” You giggled nervously, quickly releasing your hold on him.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Like what?” You challenged.
“Like...” His voice trailed off.
Sighing, you turned your attention back to your work. “I’ve...I’ve never seen you without your helmet.” 
“Oh.”
Humming, you began picking up where you left off. 
Kylo reached over, taking a hold of some papers before placing them in front of him.
“What are you doing?” 
Chuckling, Kylo gazed at you. “I’m helping you.”
His response, took you by surprise leaving you at a loss for words.
As you sat beside each other, you were determined to get to know him, especially since you weren’t sure if there would be another opportunity to arise.
After that day, things shifted between you and Kylo. As time went on, the closer you and Kylo got to each other.
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Fidgeting with the top of your uniform, you exited your chambers. Glancing up, you were surprised to see Kylo leaning against the wall holding two to-go cups of coffee.
“What-” 
“I figured you’d need your coffee.” He shrugged, pushing off the wall before standing in front of you.
“O-Oh. Uh, thank you.” You spoke, feeling fireworks erupt in yours. 
“Of .” He responded, nodding his head. 
Walking side by side, you stood at the elevator waiting for the doors to open. The conversation between you was light and airy. You were quick to realize just how much you missed your friends.
Stepping into the elevator, a small crowd of people filed in causing you to cozy up next to Kylo. 
“S-Sorry.” You muttered, glancing upwards at him.
“It’s okay..” He spoke grinning at you. “Here.” He shuffled behind you, causing you to absentmindedly lean back into him, his chest pressed to your back.
Heat danced along your cheeks at the intimate position you and Kylo were in. 
“Relax.” He whispered in your ear, as he wrapped his arms loosely around your shoulders while he was careful not to spill his coffee.
Nodding your head, you let out a content sigh molding yourself further into him. 
Exiting the elevator, your hands brushed against one another while neither of you pulled away.
Walking into the bridge, you were greeted with prying eyes. Almost all of your co-worker's eyes were widened at the sight of you and Kylo. Turning to face him, you let out a shaky breath. 
“I...I should get to work.” You motioned towards your area.
Kylo hummed in agreement, before turning to face one of the employees that needed his stamp of approval.
As the day went on, you noticed Hux wasn’t taking his anger out on you and had found someone new to direct it on.
Smiling slightly, you made a mental note to thank Kylo. Once you were finished with your work, the thought of finding Kylo had popped into your mind. 
Standing up, you turned to leave the bridge only to be pleasantly surprised that Kylo was already standing by the door waiting for you.
Grinning at him, you glided towards him. “I.. guess I should thank you.”
“What for?” He questioned smiling down at you.
“For-”
“Y/N! There you are!” Your friend exclaimed rushing towards you and Kylo.
“Oh, I’ve been in here the whole day-”
“Yeah, I know, you’re married to your job or whatever.” She spoke, rolling her eyes. “Anyway, I wanted to invite you to my party tonight.”
“You’re throwing a party?” You questioned tilting your head slightly.
“Yeah, it’s gonna be a rager.” 
You pondered your response for a minute. “I’ll go...Only if I can bring Kylo.” You spoke grinning up at the raven-haired man. His features were etched in surprise.
“Huh-” 
Jutting your chin out, you brought her attention to the man in front of you. 
“Oh... OH!” She exclaimed. “ S-Supreme Leader...I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you there.”
Kylo let out a chuckle at her response.
“Oh, of course. You’re invited too.” She spoke before quickly rushing out of the bridge.
Giggling you glanced at him.
“Well, we better get back so we can change.” You spoke leading him towards the elevators.
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Exiting your room, you were once again greeted by Kylo leaning against the wall across from you. Taking in his appearance, you were surprised to see him in casual clothes.
“Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.” You grinned at him. He was wearing a pair of black sweat pants as well as a simple white tee.
“I could say the same about you.” He spoke mirroring your grin. “Shall we?” Kylo questioned as he offered you his arm.
Linking your arm through his, you didn’t have far to walk as you were a few rooms down from your friend.
Walking into the party, you immediately felt uncomfortable under the scrutinizing eyes of party-goers.
Feeling your mood shift, Kylo linked his hand with yours intertwining your fingers before he led you towards the drink area.
The stereo was blasting music as you and Kylo passed. The floor shaking slightly as the bass sounded.
“Thanks for coming with me.” You yelled over the music as you and Kylo stood in a corner.
Kylo smiled down at you. “Can...Can I try something?”
You nodded your head in response.
One of his large hands laced itself in your hair, while the other landed on your hip. Tugging you closer he closed the space between you. Leaning down he pressed his forehead against yours making your breath mingle together.
“Can I-”
“Yes.” You breathed out closing your eyes as his nose brushed against yours.
Fireworks erupted in your stomach as Kylo placed his lips on yours. The kiss was short and sweet. Your breath mingling together before you latched your hands in his hair tugging him in for another kiss. Sinking your teeth into his bottom lip, a groan emitted from his throat. The rumble he made could be felt in your chest, as he molded himself further into you.
Pulling away, you rested your forehead against his as you gazed at him. His eyes clouded by lust and admiration.
“Let's get out of here.” 
“Please.” He breathed.
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yougottalovekyloren · 4 years
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Until Death Do Us Part (Part 1)
A/N: Okay soooo... I decided to pause on “Across the Stars”, for now. Thought I’d try out a smaller series (maybe a few parts) and see how that went. :) Hope you all like it! 
P.S. This won’t be based off canon. Snoke’s death is a little different, meaning Rey wasn’t a part of it. 
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“My Lady, please sit still. We only have a few minutes to finish your hair.” 
My fingers danced nervously in my lap, gazing  at my reflection in the mirror. The woman staring back was a stranger to me. Her lips were painted a dark red, her cheekbones contoured to perfection. Not a single flaw was visible, every freckle covered in heavy make up. Her body was encased in a floor length  black gown , her curves accentuated underneath the dark material.  She looked simply irresistible. 
A knock on the door caused me to jump in my seat, and my head whirled to see  who it could be. A disapproving snort from the servant working on my hair caught my attention, but not enough to retort. 
“W-Who’s there?” 
“It’s me.” My heart nearly jumped out of my chest at the sound of his voice, a wonderful familiar sound that I had longed to hear all morning. 
“You know it’s not custom to see the bride before the wedding, don’t you?” I let out a small nervous laugh, as the servant finished my hair and exited the room through a separate door. 
“I know...” Kylo Ren’s voice chuckled before going silent for a few seconds. “But... I just wanted to check to make sure...” 
“Make sure what?” I frowned slightly, before standing and walking towards the door. 
“That this is what you want.” His response was much softer, his vulnerability only reserved for moments like these. “I don’t want to push you into something if you aren’t ready.” 
I gently opened the door a few inches, and slipping my hand out. A smile turned up the corners of my lips as I felt a warm hand slip into mine. “I would not have agreed to marry you, if I wasn’t ready nor if I didn’t love you.” 
“I just had to ask.” His thumb stroked the smooth skin of my hand. “I don’t want you to have any regrets.” 
“There isn’t a thing about you that I could ever regret.” I smiled softly before squeezing his hand gently. “Don’t think you can chase me away so easily, especially on our wedding day. You have no idea how long it took to get ready this morning.” 
A wholehearted laugh escaped his lips, and I knew that the doubt had finally started to fade away from him.
“I am quite tempted to come in and see how gorgeous you look.” 
“That would spoil the surprise, my future husband.” I giggled softly. “You’ll just have to wait a little while longer, I’m afraid.” 
“Doesn’t the Supreme Leader get what he wishes?” 
“Not on his wife’s wedding day. But nice try.”  
Voices in the hall interrupted our playful banter, and with a sigh, I felt Kylo’s lips brush against my hand before his grip released on me. “I will see you at the alter very soon, my Lady.” 
“As will I.” I pulled my hand back inside and shut the door gently. I turned to find my servant back inside my room, nearly causing me to jump out of my skin. 
“I’m sorry, My Lady. I didn’t mean-”
“It’s quite alright.” My stomach started to turn in nervousness as I saw the veil and bouquet of flowers. “Is it time?” 
“Indeed it is.” She smiled. “Come, let’s put the veil in your hair and you will finally be ready to wed the Supreme Leader.” 
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KYLO REN’S POV
I had never felt so strongly for anyone before. Y/N was the only gift that Snoke had given me, unintentionally of course. She had been one of his servant girls that he passed on to me, saying that her beauty had faded over the time she had belonged to him. 
But I could not agree any less, even if I tried. Every day with her was a dream, a small glimpse of light in the darkness that I had been surrounded by ever since I had turned. I had fallen in love with her quicker than I thought was possible, and for some reason... she had found goodness in me to love herself. 
Snoke had sensed my priorities shifting, my focus no longer solely set on taking over the galaxy, but rather... on finding my own happiness in Y/N. He could not stand for this, and ordered her execution. 
But in a matter of seconds and in a flurry of rage... my lightsaber had found purchase in the torso of my old Master, and ended his life and command forever. 
And now, months later, I was married to the most beautiful woman in the entire galaxy. 
“Until death do us part.” the words had left our lips in a whisper, before sealing that promise with a passionate kiss, a thunderous applause breaking out around us. 
The celebration that followed was delightful, but rather unnecessary. All I wanted was to steal my bride away for the rest of the night, but, Y/N had insisted that a reception was the least we could to thank everyone for their hard work on board. Although I could’ve been snarky and added that it was their job to work hard, I had smiled and agreed. All I wanted was for her to be happy, and if a reception was something that brought her joy, I would gladly manage my way through it. 
Part way through our main course, the sound of a cough made me turn to find General Hux standing near the table. 
“General Hux, I’m glad you could be here.” Y/N offered a gentle smile, and a rather forced one pulled up the pale corners of his lips. 
“I extend the dearest congratulations to you, Lady Ren. It is an honor to be here.” His eyes darted to me. “I need to have a word with you.” 
“Not now.” 
“It is rather important.” 
“Important enough to interrupt my wedding reception?” my voice was clipped and my irritation was beginning to build. 
A hand touched my arm and I glanced over to my wife. Y/N rolled her eyes and smiled. “Go talk to him. I’ll be fine for five minutes.”  I opened my mouth to object but she shook her head. “Go.” 
With a small sigh, I kissed her on the cheek before following Hux out of the room and into the hall. “What?” 
“I’m just curious... how long do you think this moment of bliss will last before the Resistance crushes us?”  The words spat out of his mouth like venom, and my eyes immediately narrowed. 
“Care to elaborate, Hux?” 
“News has broken everywhere that you have married. And the rumors that have been spread are that she is a former slave girl... which we both know are true.  Do you know what that looks like to a lot of people, Ren? Marrying a former slave girl? A weak leader.” 
In a matter of seconds, Hux’s body had flown threw the air and slammed against the wall.  
“Do not question my ability to lead, Hux. “ My voice was nearly a snarl as I started to choke him with the Force. “And do not question Y/N’s value ever again. If you want to stay on board, keep your lips shut. Do you hear me?” 
“Y-Yes.” A choked answer escaped his nearly purple lips and I scoffed as I let him go, his body dropping to the floor.��
“You’re wasting my fucking time. Go back to-” 
The music playing inside of the reception room was abruptly cut off and replaced with the sound of numerous blasters going off. My eyes widened and I immediately ran back inside to find five masked figures firing into the crowd of people in the room. 
My eyes immediately searched the room to find my bride but could not find her amongst the panicking people. I immediately pulled my lightsaber from my belt and ignited it, the flickering red flames catching the intruders’ attention. 
“It’s the guest of honor. Kill him.” One of them yelled, a red mark on his mask suggesting that he was the leader of the five. Without second thought, I easily made my way through the other four, using the force to disarm them of their weapons before slicing through their bodies like butter. 
The leader shot twice at me, both of the shots deflecting before I knocked the weapon out of his hands and grabbing him by the front of his shirt and pulling him upwards. 
“Where is she?!” I snarled, my blood boiling as I stared down at the assassin before me, his eyes glazed with fear. The room had gone deadly silent, the buzz of my lightsaber the only thing to be heard.
“She’s here, Supreme Leader!” A voice called in the crowd and I immediately looked over to see her laying still on the ground. A party of Stormtroopers, followed by Hux, entered the room and I immediately shoved the assassin into their arms before turning off my lightsaber. 
“Take him and lock him away. I’ll deal with him later.”
“Supreme Leader, why not finish him now?” Hux’s irritating voice rang through my head, and I simply just ignored him as I made my way through the crowd to find Y/N. 
The guests parted immediately, and I hurried to her side. Y/N’s face was pale, and her breathing shallow.  One of her hands was pressed against her side, and blood had begun to seep past it and onto the floor. 
“Y/N...” I whispered weakly, my whole body going numb as the reality of losing my wife became much more real.
Her Y/E/C eyes fluttered open and fell on me exhaustedly. “B-Ben.” 
“I’m here.” I cupped her face with one of my hands, and she leaned into it willingly. 
“I didn’t realize...” Y/N winced slightly as she spoke.”How soon ‘until death do us part’ would come.” 
“Don’t say that.” I said sternly, before picking her up in my arms, my heart nearly breaking at the small whimper of pain that escaped her lips. “We’re getting help right now.”
“I know...” her words were a soft mumble as we made our way out of the room and towards the medical bay. “But... I’m trying to be realistic.” 
“You’re going to be fine.” I almost snapped, the thought of losing her nearly breaking me entirely. Minutes later, we arrived at the medical bay and I surrendered her to the droids, who placed her onto a table. “Save her... please.” 
“Ben...” Her hand caught mine and I gazed down at her. Even while clinging desperately onto life, Y/N still looked as gorgeous as the day I met her. And I couldn’t bear the thought of not waking up next to her every day until our last. “I love you.” 
“I love you too.” My eyes began to water with tears as I leaned down to kiss her forehead, before moving to touch her lips. After a few lingering moments,I forced myself to pull away, allowing the droids to take over. 
I could only sit and wait, and that was what I did. But... an all too familiar presence lingered behind me. I turned my head, and caught sight of the fiery red hair of Hux lingering outside the medical bay, his eyes hard a stone and cold as ice. 
Something wasn’t right...
I needed answers, and after I found those answers, there would be hell to pay. 
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A/N 2: The ending is kinda trash, ik. But I wrote this at 1 am, so ya know...that might be why. XD But I’ll try to get the next part up soon! <3
-M <3
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ninjaciara21 · 4 years
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Imagine: Kylo Ren surprised he can't get into your mind, and even more surprised how easily you got into his.
Kylo: (to himself) *why can't I get into her mind, it's simply all static, they are sooo"
Y/n: (outloud) "impressive? I know. If you could keep your thoughts down that would be appreciated. Thanks 😊"
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gardengirl-18 · 4 years
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So I haven’t really used this Tumblr for what I originally downloaded it for, so I’ve decided to open up my requests.
Fandoms I write for:
IT (original and newer movies)
Stranger Things
American Horror Story
Star Wars (All movies, working on the Clone Wars rn)
Harry Potter
The Umbrella Academy
Marvel (This includes X-Men and Avengers and whatnot)
DC
Supernatural
Some actors (just ask, I will most likely be able to do it no matter who it is)
80/90s fandom (actors/actresses and movie characters included)
The Walking Dead
A Series of Unfortunate Events (TV/Netflix Series)
These requests can be smut, headcannons, imagines, or one-shots. Just go to my asks and request away. Thank you. ❤️
Also I hope everyone is doing good during this quarantine.
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bloodthirsttrap · 5 years
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AU where Clone Wars Era Kenobi and Anakin are part of the Resistance in TFA and TLJ
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I’m thinking about writing a series of one shots and imagines based on this,would anyone be interested in that??? Accepting Requests for any of the following characters
Anakin
Poe
Obi Wan
Kylo Ren/Ben Solo
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missionfandom · 8 years
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“Join me.” “No.” You reply with tears running down your cheeks.
There was a moment of hesitation, of hurt in his eyes that almost made you change your mind. But then the red light bounced off the glittering snow, like flourescent blood - foretelling the future to come. You mimicked the motion and the lightsabers blue light illuminated your hands and body.
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httpprincesss-blog · 8 years
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bittersweet apologies
imagine Kylo having a really bad tantrum and you’re dragged into it
HIS TEMPER TANTRUMS were a quality about him that she both despised and adored. The latter being because they were part of the few times Kylo actually showcased his feelings instead of tossing them to the side.
The dimly lit bedroom was the setting laid out for Kylo’s latest tantrum, where Y/N idly sat on the edge of their shared bed. Her Y/H/C locks were a mess from the numerous amount of times she’s ran her hands through it and the side of her face rested on her palm as she dreadfully watched him slash up their belongings.
“They never listen to me.” Kylo loudly exclaimed to the once clean wall in front of him. Despite the distortion of his voice that the mask provided, the anger was still visible on the words he let out. “They’re all idiots.”
Y/N’s eyes followed the cherry colored saber as he slashed up the wall more, leaving dark marks on every inch of the now tattered canvas. The grip on his lethal weapon tightened as the higher up’s words repeated in his mind, aimlessly taunting his already fueled up temper.
At the sight of him taking a small break, standing there with the weapon down and his chest heaving up and down, Y/N took that as her cue. Dosages of fear spread through her body with each step she took closer to the dark figure.
“Kylo?” She mentally cursed at herself at the unattractive sound of her voice breaking on the second syllable; something she was sure he would bring up later along with the statement of ‘you’re afraid of me’. “What happened?”
Y/N was only a few steps away from her destination when Kylo’s threatening hand stopped her. “Don’t get any closer, Y/N.” He harshly threatened, leaving his cloaked back turned to her.
“Don’t shut me out, Ky.” Y/N hastily argued, going against his wishes and taking a threatening step closer to his figure. “I’m just trying to help.”
“I don’t want to repeat myself.” Kylo sneered, finally turning back to see her closer to him than she was before. “Did you not hear what I told you a minute ago, Y/N?”
His voice was booming now, rage filling every edge of it now, as he looked down at her through the eyes of his mask. The person he loved was now the target of his anger as she continued taking steps into the unnamed dangerous area of the room.
“Kylo-” Her pleading words were cut short by a painful disturbance in her throat, forcing her to bring her hands up in an attempt to stop it. Y/E/C eyes stared up at their attacker as she struggled against the force, knowing there was no way out.
“You’re hurting me.” She gasped at the feeling of air leaving her body second by second while the masked face continued to stare at her without a word; the only movement on him being his hand curling as he continued hurting her.
“Ky.” Y/N desperately tried again, her nickname for him being more suitable in the situation as she couldn’t get any more letters out of her now tight throat. “Ky.”
Him stepping closer was the last thing she saw before she fell unconscious, her body roughly hitting the metal floor of their shared quarters. That’s when the panic finally set in to Kylo’s once rage-filled body.
“No.” He breathed, his hands quickly removing the foul mask from his head to fully see the damage he caused. “No, no, no.”
The mask hit the floor in the same manner as Y/N did while Kylo crouched down next to her passed out body - fully taking in the gravity of his angry actions towards her.
His fingers curled around the hem of her shirt as he slowly pulled it up, revealing purple splotches on the skin she had landed on. The visible physical damage of his anger only led him deeper into his guilt, instead of further angering him.
He lowered her shirt again and took her body in his arms, leading her towards the bed and gently lowering her injured body down.
The lapse of time had become unknown to her when her eyes fluttered open, revealing a more comfortable surface than the one she fell on before her vision left her.
Sitting up and turning her head, she saw a flustered unmasked Kylo sitting in her previous seat before the peak of his tantrum; where he hurt her for the first time in their brand new relationship.
“Kylo?” She softly called, earning his full attention where he looked at her through reddened eyes. Sighing at the sight of him, she crawled over next to him and rested her chin on his shoulder with her arms wrapping around one of his.
“I’m so sorry.” He croaked, his voice hoarse from his previous crying scene. “It was all my fault. I shouldn’t have let out my anger on you.” His voice sounded weak as he continued mumbling on about apologies, unsure of how to showcase her how deeply he was sorry.
“It’s okay, Ky.” Y/N comforted, tightening her hold on him and looking up at him. “Just…” The sound of her stopping made him turn to her. “Just promise me this is the last time, okay?”
“I promise.”
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Scrooge
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 1,117
Warning: None
Written: December 3rd, 2020
Posted: December 13th, 2020
Summary: Kylo is a bit of a Scrooge during Christmas time.
Christmas Masterlist
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Sighing, you were up to your eyeballs in paperwork. It wasn't unusual for this time of year, especially since there were always rumors going around that Kylo wasn't a fan of Christmas. Glancing at the clock it was already in the early morning hours. Groaning, you laid the upper half of your body on the table.
"What are you still doing here?" A husky voice questioned from behind you.
Gasping, you quickly sat up allowing yourself to lock eyes with Kylo.
"I...uh...I was just finishing the paperwork you gave me, sir." You spoke as heat danced along your cheeks, as you dropped your gaze to the table scattered with paper in front of you.
"Oh," He stated simply.
Without another word, you quickly searched for your pen before gathering parts of your work. It was unknown how much time had passed since the interaction between you.
"You know you could've waited until this morning to finish up your paperwork." He spoke nonchalantly, taking a seat directly across from you.
Raising an eyebrow you gazed upwards at him. "So you could pile more work on me? No thanks."  The realization dawned on you of what you said.
"I...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"
Kylo let out a sigh, before rubbing along his face. "No, you're right."
"Oh?"
"I hate this time of year." He muttered, crossing his arms along his chest.
Nodding your head, you decided you didn't want to press your luck any further than you already had.
"I take it, you're one of those people who like this time." He spat bitterly.
Flinching at his words, you nodded your head.
Kylo huffed in response.
"Why do you hate Christmas so much?" You asked, folding your arms atop one another allowing you to rest against the table comfortably.
Keeping eye contact, he raised a questioning eyebrow at you.
You shrugged. "You already divulged that you hate Christmas," You let out a sigh. "You might as well tell me why." You tilted your head slightly.
"I was never close with my family."
You nodded your head, before pushing off the table. "I'm sorry to hear that." Sorrow in your voice.
"Supreme Leader." Hux greeted as soon as he walked onto the bridge. Surprise was evident in his voice as he glanced between you and Kylo.
Clearing your throat, you scurried out of the bridge. Once you made it to the elevators, you closed your eyes before leaning fully against the metal wall. Your head hitting the metal with a soft 'thud'. Exiting the elevator you ran into a body.
"Hey!"
"Watch it!"
"Y/N?"
Looking up, you chuckled. "What're you guys doing?"
"We're going to breakfast...Like normal people." One of your friends chuckled. "You look exhausted."
You rolled your eyes. "Gee, thanks, you really know what to say to a girl to make her feel special."
"Sorry, I didn't mean it like that."
Offering your friend a warm smile, you shook your head. "It's alright...I...I need to get changed."
Rushing towards your quarters, you were quick to change into a fresh uniform. Leaving your room, you made it somewhat down the corridor before you walked into someone. Your hands gripping their biceps, steadying you, while theirs gently gripped your waist.
"Kylo? I...I mean Supreme Leader."
"I..." His voice trailed off as he gazed down at you.
"Sorry." You muttered, continuing to stare at him.
"It's alright." He offered you a smile.
"I....We..."
"Cat got your tongue, Y/N?" He teased chuckling as he tilted his head.
Your jaw fell slack as you gawked upwards at him. Since working for the First Order, you had never heard Kylo make a joke.
Clearing your throat, you shook your head slightly. Taking a step back you put some space between you.
"Is there something I can help you with, Supreme Leader?"
Kylo frowned at your words. "I-"
"There you are!" Your friend rushed toward you. "I've been looking everywhere for you!"
Following your gaze, they were surprised to see the Supreme Leader standing before you much less without his helmet.
"S..Supreme Leader." They stuttered, acknowledging him. Turning back towards you, they smirked. "I'll see you later, Y/N."
"Wait!" You called turning with their movement attempting to grasp their hand preventing them from leaving. Chuckling they moved so you weren't able to do so.
Heat danced along your cheeks, as you turned to face Kylo.
"D...Do you want to join my friends and me tonight?" You rushed out, dropping your gaze to your feet as you felt your hands beginning to perspire.
"What?" Kylo asked taken off guard by your question.
You frowned not daring to meet his gaze, as thoughts of your friendship being ruined clouded your mind. Kylo was one of your closest friends, but there was always underlying flirting going on.
Opening your mouth to respond, Kylo cut you off. "Are you sure?" His voice filled with uncertainty, something you hadn't heard in the time you've known him.
"Why wouldn't I be?" You questioned your voice breaking slightly at the thought of him being alone on Christmas Eve.
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Your friends were throwing an intimate Christmas party. Not many people were at the party, allowing you to hide away in the corner. Glancing around the room, you didn't see the one person you were looking forward to seeing.
Sighing, you took a sip of your drink before turning to gaze out of the glass window.
"Why are you hiding in a corner?" Kylo's voice sang through your ears.
Smiling, you felt the fireworks erupt in your stomach. Turning to face him, you couldn't help yourself from checking him out.
"Parties aren't my thing." You shrugged taking in his appearance. He had chosen to wear a tux with a long tie, it complimented your little black dress nicely.
Raising his eyebrow, he gazed at you. "Why did you have me come then?"
A smirk made its way to your lips. "Because then we could hide in a corner together."
"Look up!" Someone shouted from behind Kylo.
With widened eyes, you both gazed at each other worriedly. Mistletoe. Bringing his gaze back to yours he was unreadable. Nodding your head, you quickly closed the space between you, as Kylo's hands landed on your hips. Your hands latching in his hair before your lips collided against one another. The kiss was over much sooner than you'd like. Your breaths mingled as you gazed at each other.
Clearing your throat, you took a step back. The bottom of your dress suddenly caught your attention as you began smoothing it over.
Kylo's hand gripped your jaw gently as he angled your head upward. "I have feelings for you, Y/N."
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The Auction
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader
Word Count: 1,075
Warning: Mentions of alcohol, a swear
Summary: Every October the First Order produces their annual Auction. This year, the readers friend convinces her to participate. 
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Sighing, you rolled your eyes. Your best friend, was currently sitting on the exam table, chatting about how you had to be involved with the auction this year. Anyone, whose anyone was suppose to be there. Including, the supreme leader, that all the girls on the ship had a massive crush on. Almost, every girl.
You were the exception. He was often the topic of all the girls’ conversations through the ship. 
Shaking your head you turned towards her.
“I don’t want to.”
A gasp fell from your lips. “What do you mean, you don’t want to?” She questioned in disbelief. “The supreme leader’s going to be there!” She shrieked.
“I heard you the first thousand times.” You leaned against the counter, crossing your arms across your chest. “I don’t get the hype.” You spoke, shrugging.
“You don’t get the hype?” She shrieked, jumping off the exam table, standing before you. “What’s there not to get?”
“Doctor, Y/L/N.” One of your nurses spoke, opening the door slightly, allowing her to poke her head into the room. “We have a particularly tough patient.”
Huffing, you nodded your head. “Duty calls.” You spoke to your friend motioning for her to leave. “We’ll talk later.”
“Damn straight.” She responded leaving.
You rolled your eyes in respond, as the nurse giggled in response that you had to deal with yet another difficult patient.
Turning around, you began washing your hands. The exam room door shut, signalling you were left alone with the patient. 
The sound of someone sighing, could be heard. “Please take a seat on the exam table.” You muttered over your shoulder.
Once your hands were dried, you covered your hands in plastic gloves, before turning around face to face with the supreme leader.
A slight gasp fell from your lips. Taking in his appearance, he was still dressed in his black outfit, his black robes while leaving his mask on.
“What seems to be the problem?” You question, rolling the stool over, allowing you to sit before the man.
Silence.
Raising your eyebrows, you gazed where his eyes would be. 
You waited a little time, before asking the same question, before you were met with the same response.
Huffing you got up from the chair. 
“Thank you for coming in today.” You spoke, turning towards the door. 
Your hand was on the door knob, before a cool leather, material wrapped around your wrist, preventing you from leaving.
Twirling around, you gazed at the tall man dressed in all black. 
“You’re beautiful.” A mechanical voice spoke. 
You felt heat rise to your cheeks. Glancing down at the ground you, bit your lip. 
“Thank you. But that’s not why you’re here.” You muttered quietly.
A cool leather thumb, gently tugged your lip free from your teeth, before it moved to cradle your jaw. Closing your eyes, you leaned into his touch, gently nuzzling his hand as you wrapped your hand around his wrist.
Your eyes, flew open as you realized what you were doing, with who. Gasping, you took a small step backward, as your back collided with the wall.
“Why are you here?” You questioned, moving to sit back on your stool.
The sound of hissing gently echoed off the exam room walls, revealing an attractive young man, with a slight scar that went diagonal across his face, as his onyx hair, fell gently in his face. Moving it back, you were entranced with his look.
“I...I got a light saber wound.” His husky voice spoke, pulling you back from your daydream.
Clearing your throat, you nodded. “I’ll need you to remove your robe.” 
He nodded at your request.
While he was laying back on the exam table, you were giving him stitches, while a silence enveloped the two of you.
Clearing his throat, you glanced upward at him, before returning to his wound.
“I meant what I said before.” His voice hoarse.
“Oh.” You whispered. “Th...Thank you.” 
He hummed in response. “Are you going to be at the auction?” 
“Hm?” You asked by surprise. “Oh, I uh...I uh haven’t put much thought into it.” You muttered.
“I think you should.” He spoke gently.
It was your turn to hum in response.
With each passing day, it grew closer and closer to the annual auction. Your best friend, was in-charge of organizing the event. A lot of the activities that she had planned, fell through.
She was currently, sitting on your bed having freaking out about gala.
“Why don’t you just do a silent auction.” You muttered, while you slipped on your scrub top.
“That’s a great idea!” She exclaimed. 
“You could auction off dates with people, that way it helps raise more money.” You continued, as you slipped on your clogs.
Catching you by surprise, she threw her arms around your shoulders giggling full of excitement.
“You’re the best!” She shrieked, before bolting out of your bedroom.
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It was finally the day of the gala. You had finally finished, pinning your hair up in a french twist. Gazing at your figure in the mirror, you smoothed down your yellow dress as it was covered with subtle white flowers, pairing it with white heels to match.
Stepping out of your room, you gripped your silver clutch. Sighing, you gazed around the hallway as couples were kissing, and talking. Walking down the hallway, your heels clicked with each step you took. 
Passing through the threshold of the transformed throne room, you couldn’t help the smile that made it’s way to your lips. A waiter passed by, stopping to offer you a glass of champagne, which you gladly accepted.
 “Thank you.”
Your eyes locked with the supreme leaders, from across the room. He had opted to leave the mask at home, taking you by surprise.
“Y/N!” Your friend shrieked, tugging you into a hug. 
Giggling you hugged her back.
“I didn’t think you’d come.” 
Frowning, you looked at your hands. “Oh, I uh. I had a change of heart.” 
“I’m glad.” She grinned. “We have a problem. One of our people for the silent auction, backed out.”
You gazed at her with suspicion. “Oh no.” 
“Oh yes.” She continued smiling. “Let’s go.”
She linked her arm through yours, pulling you towards the stage.
Tossing a glance over your shoulder, you were surprised to see the supreme leader already offering you a silent smile, before he raised his glass to you.
This was going to be a long night.
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Night Terrors
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader
Requested: Yes!🥰😍😋❤️
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It was often hard to believe that you and the Supreme Leader Kylo Ren were dating. Sometimes it felt too good to be true. When you were alone, he was a different person, much kinder, sweeter and dare you think, even sweet.
For as long as you could remember, you’ve suffered from ‘Night Terrors’. Every night it was the same routine. You’d go to sleep only to wake up to tears streaming down your face, while shaking uncontrollably. They hadn’t effected your work until recently. You worked in the Bridge center along with Kylo and General Hux.
Kylo had learned you were force sensitive as well, he often used that to his advantage especially in the work place. Today, was already a rough day. Hux, decided to bury you in weeks worth of paper work, with the deadline being set for tonight. This earned a frustrated groan from you.
“What are you still doing here?”
Jumping at the sudden voice, you turned to scowl at the intruder. Your expression softening, when you realized it was Kylo.
“Hux, gave me a bunch of paper work that he wants to be done by tonight.” Frowning at the thought.
“Well luckily, you’re talking to the only other person who can void your paperwork.” He said softly holding out his hand for you to take.
“But-“
“But nothing. Come on. Let’s go.”
Knowing you weren’t going to win, you huffed in fake annoyance, reaching for his hand only to be caught off guard by the tall man hugging you sweetly.
It was moments like these that you wished you could freeze forever. After a few minutes, he kissed the top of your head taking your hand, and leading you back to your chambers. It was only a couple doors down, from his.
After a while, you both unintentionally created an after work routine together. Together you would head to your chambers after work, he would often change into sweatpants and a fitted tee, you would also change into something more comfortable, which would ironically be similar to what Kylo would wear, considering you would be wearing his clothes.
Once, you realized the routine you had made Kylo a space in your chest drawer in your chambers. It was filled with sweatpants, fitted tees and a sweatshirt. He always secretly admired how you looked in his clothes more often than not he thought you looked better in his clothes than he did.
After your routine, you would eat dinner together and watch some “Earth Shows” as Kylo called them. Tonight, was a Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows kindof night. Kylo has been watching the Harry Potter trilogy with you, it hadn’t been your first time watching or even your first time rewatching them. He would never tell you, but he wasn’t a fan of Harry Potter. But, he couldn’t help but want to watch them with you, knowing they were your favorite movies. He loved how much you lit up just talking about them.
The routine tonight was a little different, but Kylo couldn’t put his finger on it. Usually, you both would cuddle on the couch either spooning, or you would be on top of him. Tonight though, you had fallen asleep with your head on his thigh. He didn’t mind though, taking the opportunity, he ran his fingers through your hair admiring your soft unspoken beauty. Your features, were soft and relaxed, something be wished he could offer you more of. Looking at the clock, it was now midnight. He knew that he needed to go back to his chambers and try to sleep.
Kylo maneuvered so he could stand up without disturbing you. He thought you were at peace, and having sweet dreams. Little did he know, of the horrors that lerked behind your eye lids. It was one of the only things he didn’t know about you. Tucking you into bed, he made his heisty get away.
Once, Kylo had gotten into his chambers, he was greeted with unwelcoming feeling, something he could never get used to. Your chambers seemed to always have a warm welcoming feeling to it. He decided he would make a mental note for now.
Entering his bedroom, he quickly snuggled under the covers. Desperately, wishing you were next to him to keep him warm and snuggled. That was something he always missed every night. By now it was it was already 2:30am. It was going to be a long day, letting out an agitated sigh. He couldn’t sleep. Making his way to the living room, maybe he could watch one of your favorite “Earth shows,” to pass the time.
There was an odd feeling that he could sense coming from you. It was something he often felt but wasn’t sure what to make of it. Today, however he was overwhelmed with the feeling of being terrified. As soon as he realized it was coming from your room, he bolted out of his chambers down to yours, lightsaber in hand.
When, he realized there was no threat he put his lifesaber down on your nightstand. It wasn’t until he saw your confused saddened face that he put it together. Night Terrors.
“It’s okay my love. Come with me.” He cooed while maneuvering to pick you up bridal style.
“Kylo! I can walk!”
“I know baby. Just let me take care of you for once.”
Placing you on the left side of his bed, he moved to his normal side of the bed which was closer to the door. He moved so that he was on his side facing you, and you were on your side facing him. Taking his chance, he brought his hand up to your face lightly running the back of his fingers up and down.
“Do you want to go back to sleep? I could make you some tea if you’re up for it?”
His hospitality caught you off guard.
“No, honey. I’m okay. I just want to cuddle with you.”
Nodding, he pulled you on top of him, head pressed to his chest, so he could run his fingertips up and down your back to soothe you.
“Move in with me.”
“What?”
“Most of your stuff is here anyway.” He hesitated, running a hand through his hair before continuing, “I want to protect you, even from dream villains.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’ve never been more certain in my life.”
Pushing your self up, you placed a chaste kiss to lips in which he returned. Smiling happily at each other you responded, “Okay.”
“Okay.”
There was a long pause.
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Kylo.”
Resuming your previous position, the warmth of your conversation, and exhaustion took over. It wasn’t long before the both of you were snoring snuggled messes.
Kylo’s, alarm was suddenly blairing, waking you both up.
“Goodmorning, Beautiful.”
“Goodmorning, Handsome.”
You and Kylo decided that you should spend the day moving in the stuff from your chambers, to his chambers. He didn’t tell you but once he got to the bridge, he ordered a couple Storm Troopers to help you. He hadn’t heard General Hux come in, and he wasn’t all too pleased with what he had to say.
“Oh my god. You’re in love.”
Kylo didn’t respond as he force flung Hux against the bridge wall without even bothering to move a muscle. He was thankful for deciding to wear his mask today, since his comment made he smile and make a blush spread across his cheeks.
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Connected
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader 
Word Count: 1,209
Warning: None.
Summary: The reader is a high ranking officer in the Resistance army that also happens to be force sensitive, as the universe would have it, she gets connected to the Supreme Leader of the First Order.
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The door opened and closed, behind you. Whomever, the person was that entered the room, was radiating with hesitation. You were sitting at the opposite head of the table as General Leia. The Resistance was in the middle of a very important meeting, to discuss the next move against the First Order.
Coming into view, was one of the lower-ranking officers for the Resistance. You hadn't gotten around to introducing yourself to him, the feeling of guilt washed over you. That was something that you liked to know, you prided yourself with getting to know each of your fellow officers.
"I..I..I'm sorry to disrupt."  His nervousness was evident in his voice. "One of the pilots has requested the presence of Colonel Y/L/N." He spoke addressing the Resistance army.
Without looking at Leia, you could tell that she was sending a skeptical look your way soon replaced by a smirk.
The Captain and Leutient weren't all too pleased that you were requested elsewhere, allowing you to get out of the meeting.
"Wait a minute here." The Captain spoke in a stern tone. "Why does this...this pilot need Colonel Y/L/N, and not someone else?"
The officer stood, with widened eyes, as the color drained from his face.
"Colonel Y/L/N, is too important to this meeting to go off and deal with some mediocre assignment." Huffing, he crossed his arms while leaning back in his chair. "Someone else should go."
"Enough," Leia spoke up. "That is nonsense." She cleared her throat before locking eyes with you. "Miss Y/L/N was requested. I will fill you in later. Now go."
Curtly nodding your head, you quickly gathered your belongings before rushing out of the room, with the officer on your heels.
Once the door was shut, you turned toward the officer. "Colonel Y/L/N." You spoke, holding your hand out. "But everyone just calls me, Y/N."
Nodding, the officer accepted your hand gently shaking it. "Private Smith."
As you walked side by side, you continued the small talk. "Do you prefer being called that, or do you go by something else?"
Clearing his throat, he nervously scratched the back of his neck. "Well.. Everyone else in the ranks either calls me Dave or Jak. Because I'm from Jakku."
Nodding your head, you smiled at him in which he warmly returned. "Okay, Jak."
Continuing the venture through the halls, you continued the conversation, until you heard two voices that belonged to your two best friends.
"Y/N!" Finn was the first to reach you.
Quickly he tugged you in for a firm hug. You had just gotten back from a top-secret mission with one of the other members of the army. Your team was lucky to get back in one piece.
"You're safe." He whispered more to himself than to you.
Pulling back slightly, you gripped his arms giving them a light squeeze. "I'm here Finn. I'm okay." You spoke softly offering him a warm smile.
"Y/N!" Poe pulled you in for a tight hug. "We were so worried about you."
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As you sat at the dinner table with your friends, the sound of laughter filled the air. The feeling of coziness and warmth washed over you. It was something you had missed while away on your months-long trip.
"Poe, and Y/N." Leia spoke, standing in front of your table. "Can I please speak to you two?"
Sending each other a worried glance, you excused yourselves and followed Leia into the hallway.
Leia stood before you, with her arms crossed over her chest as a stern expression was written along her features.
"Poe, the next time you want to see miss Y/N, and she's in a meeting..." Her voice broke off. "You need to have an excuse ready." She winked at you both, before giving you both a hug. "Now, please try and stay out of trouble you too."
Once Leia, was out of sight, you turned toward each-other giggling, before long it was full-blown fits of laughter in the hallway. The laughing fit, earned glares from the other Resistance soldiers passing by.
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As you were getting ready for bed, the feeling washed over you. The same feeling that you had almost all your life. You were force-sensitive, something that you had in common with Leia. More often than not, that was something that you always spoke to her about. You hadn't understood it since you had it.
Lately, you were getting these feelings more and more. You hadn't been connected with anyone yet, nor had you heard a voice that didn't belong to you. However, that changed all changed.
Sitting on your bed, staring at your hands you were able to sense the presence of another. Someone that you weren't familiar with. A dark presence.
Looking up, at the figure in front of you, you were quick to scramble to the other side of the room, clinging onto the wall for dear life. Quickly, you recognized the figure. It was Kylo Ren, dressed head to toe in his black uniform. As quick as he appeared, he was gone.
Climbing into bed, you attempted to sleep. Tossing and turning, the thought of Kylo Ren standing before you in your bedroom, plaguing your mind. His image before you was only in your room for a split second, the time had seemed to go slow feeling like hours had passed. Quickly, questions had replaced the image of Kylo.
'What if he was able to see your surroundings?'
'What if he could see where the Resistance was?'
'What if-'
The sound of soft, but firm knocking on your door pulled you from your thoughts. It also caused you to jump out of your skin, making your heart race rapidly.
Making your way to the door, you opened it slightly, peering into the hallway.
"Y/N?"
"Finn?"
"I...I couldn't sleep." Finn spoke, dropping his gaze to his feet. "I had a nightmare."
Opening the door, you allowed Finn access into your room.
Time passed before there was another knock on your door. Sighing, you threw the blankets off making your way towards the door. You were surprised to see who was standing on the other side.
"Poe?"
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"General Organa." You spoke firmly. "Can I speak to you for a minute?"
"Of course."
Following Leia into a more private room, you let out a sigh of relief.
"What is it?"
"Have you...Have you ever been connected to someone through the force?" You questioned gazing out of the window, into the airplane hanger, watched the pilots getting their planes ready for the next battle.
The sound of Leia's soft chuckle filled the air around you. Stepping beside you, she followed your gaze into the airplane hanger.
"Yes, my brother Luke."
"Are you able to see each other's surroundings?"
"No. We've only been able to see the other person."
Silence fell between you.
"What is this about?" She questioned in curiosity.
"Oh, uh nothing."
"Uh-huh."
Giving you a knowing look, she glided towards the door. "Just...Be careful."
Nodding your head in understanding, you placed your hands on the windows ledge once the sound of the door shutting echoed off of the walls. Hanging your head slightly, you let out a deep breath. The feeling of uncertainty overwhelming you. As your mind began being clouded with thoughts, the same feeling of darkness began washing over you.
"We meet again."
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Dark Empress
Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader
Warning: mentions of blood, swearing
Word Count: 1,822
Part Two
This has been something floating around in my head for awhile now🤷‍♀️🤪
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The galaxy had an infinite number of stars, and an infinite number of galaxies that could, or couldn’t have living beings in them. Letting out a frustrated groan, you couldn’t help but believe you were the dumbest in all the galaxies. You had gotten captured by Storm Troopers. It’s not like they would let you go. You were a higher up in the Resistance.
It wasn’t until you were captured that you felt scared. Of course you’ve been captured before, but you’ve never been captured by the Empire before. It wasn’t until recently that there was talk going around about, how bad ‘Kylo Ren’ was. He was tough and didn’t care about anyone he hurt.
That didn’t give you much hope in getting out alive let alone much hope in getting out. You knew the chances of surviving your capture would be slim to none. Being force sensitive you had met Kylo, on several occasions. After the first couple meetings, it was almost like you could sense something. Something like, kindness. You didn’t know much about him, but you knew enough to form your own opinion about him. One of them being he was misunderstood. Being the kind hearted person you were, you often tried to see the good in people, even if that person was the leader of the Empire.
Over the last few months, you had started to develop feelings for Kylo, though you’d never admit it aloud. Seemingly, as you accepted your fate, two Storm Troopers appeared in front of your cell block.
“Come with us.” They said as their voices were masked by a mechanical sound from their helmets.
You rolled your eyes before responding with a scoff, “Like I have a choice, you goons.”
Once they entered your cell block, they placed thick metal handcuffs that were connected together by a chain. There was a Storm Trooper in front of you, and one behind you, leaving you with no way to escape. It wasn’t apparent where they were leading you, but it was farther than they had before.
They lead you into an interrogation room. As the realization dawned on you, you tried to bolt from the room. The Storm troopers were quick and injected you with anesthetics. Once, you had awoken you noticed a familiar face. It was Kylo Ren. You were strapped to an interrogation chair with invisible straps.
“Good. You’re awake.” His deep voice sounded.
“What do you want from me?” You spat voice filled with bitterness.
“I think you know what I want.”
“I’m not of any use to you. We both know that. Why don’t you save us both some time and let me go.”
“Now why would I do that? Here I thought we were having fun.”
Before you could snap back, you felt excruciating pain in your mind. He was trying to pry the information from you. He wanted the satisfaction of seeing your pain, but you weren’t going to give it to him. It took every once of strength you had, not to scream or cry or flinch in pain.
“Why don’t you save your flirting for the scavenger girl.” You quipped back, it was evident on his face you had caught him off guard.
With a huff, he exited the room. The feeling of relief had flooded through your body as you almost collapse against the chair.
It had been three days since your last encounter with Kylo. You didn’t bother moving from your current position during that time. Laying on your left side, looking out of the window, wondering how Finn and Poe were doing. 
Kylo, decided that he was going to have you one last shot. He appeared at the door to your cell block, not even bothering to acknowledge the intruder. 
“Follow me.” 
“Why?”
“What do you mean ‘why’? I want to discuss something.”
“Since when?”
Kylo let out a frustrated groan. If you weren’t the most stubborn person he had ever met. Here he thought he was.
“Come with me, don’t come with me. Fine.”
“Alright. I’ll bite.”
This caught him off guard. He hadn’t expected you to fold so quickly. As you were following him, to where ever it is he wanted to take you, the thought of going into his mind crossed through yours. Why not take a chance seeing as you won’t live to tell the tale. It only took a matter of seconds for him to react.
“Don’t ever try to get inside my head,” he snarled, slamming you against one of the hallway walls in the ship, trapping you between either of his arms. It felt like years had passed under his intense glare. After, awhile his expression softened along with his voice, “It’s too dark for you.” Taking a step back, he continued on down the hallway, expecting you to follow, as you did. 
He took you to the command center, giving you one last chance to become one of the First Order Commanders. Both of you stood in the middle of the command center arguing. 
“Nobody else will be as understanding as I am.” He spat bitterly.
“Oh? Is this you being understanding?”
“This is a serious matter. Being immature won’t help you.”
“Oh please. You’re just pissed because you won’t get to play hero.”
Letting out a frustrated huff he continued, “What’s that supposed to mean?” 
“It means, that I can save myself. I don’t need the ‘great’ Kylo Ren, to step in and save me!”
“Wh-”
“I’m a damsel. I’m in distress. I can handle this. Have a nice day!”
Turning on your heels, you angerly, walked towards the door. As, soon as you had made it into the hallway, there was a man that collapsed five feet away from you. Seeing as you were a Doctor for the Resistance, you bolted over to the unconscious man. 
“Sir can you hear me?”
He let out a moan in pain.
“Sir, my name is Y/N. I’m a Doctor, i’m here to help.”
You were so engrossed in trying to help the man, that you didn’t notice Kylo make his way over to you, and observe you. A couple First Order Medical personal, had made their way to you. 
 “How can we help?”
Being so focused on helping the man, you barely registered what they were saying to you. It wasn’t long before the man came to and was yelling expletives at everyone around him. He took a look at your outfit and saw that it wasn’t what the First Order workers wear. You had sent the First Order medical personal to get the necessary supplies needed to help him.
“Get away from me, you Rebel Scum!”
“Sir, I need you to calm down.”
“Don’t touch me with your filthy Rebel hands!”
It had been a long day. You were tired of putting up with the First Order and their crap. The mad had been shot, and the bullet that was lodged safety has now been dislodged.
“If you want me to stop, then I will. I won’t bother wasting my time for someone who can’t see past the First Order.”
By this time you were covered in this mans blood.
“Daddy!”
“Don’t be stupid John! Let the woman help you! Please!”
You and John turned to look at both his daughter, and an older woman you presumed to be his wife. 
“They’re right,” he said breathy, “I’m sor...”
“John!”
“Daddy!” 
“Get them away from here!” you yelled to nobody in particular. There was a big crowd starting to form in the hallway you were currently occupying. 
“You heard her get everyone out of here!” A husky voice barked. Flinching, you didn’t think he would still be there. Continuing to work feverishly, you were able to get John stable. He was currently in the infirmary, hooked up to an IV, sleeping. You and Kylo, had been sitting beside his bed. Surprisingly, he staid with you the whole time.
“Go on baby, ask her.”
 “Excuse me, Miss Y/N?”
You and Kylo, moved to the hallway to speak to the wife and daughter of John.
“Yes?”
“We just want to say thank you, for saving daddy.” The little girl hurled her tiny body, at your legs in an effort to hug you. Chuckling, you knelt down so you could give her a proper hug. 
“Do you think the tall man in black would let me hug him?” she whispered in your ear.
A warm smile, had spread across your face, “Let me ask him.” You whispered back. She still had her arms wrapped around your neck when you decided to press your luck. You reached up to where Kylo’s gloved hand was, before wrapping your fingers around his, and lightly tugging them down. To your surprise, Kylo obliged kneeling down close to you. 
Slightly leaning over to him, you whispered, “she would like to know if she could give you a hug too.” Surprise, spread across his face, as he looked between your face and the small girls face.
“Okay Mia, that’s enough for today. I don’t think the ‘Supreme Leader,’ wants to be bothered by this.” Her mom interjected.
“It’s alright.” Kylo said softly, causing Mia to squeal, and throw herself at Kylo causing him to lose balance, and fall backwards with Mia clinging to him. He looked at you with shock in his face. The scene before you, caused you to giggle and then burst out laughing. Kylo had a not too subtle blush on his cheeks. 
“Mia! I’m so sorry Supreme Leader!” Her mom bellowed. Once, Kylo gained composure, he sat upright with Mia in his lap. His Leg was fully touching yours at this point, and neither of you tried to move away.
“It’s quite alright.” 
Mia looked between you and Kylo, before she threw one of her arms around you, and the other around him pulling the both of you in for one last hug. Kylo’s right arm, wrapped around your waist to keep the three of you balanced, the touching gesture, caught you off guard. 
“Say goodbye Mia. Let’s go home.”
Both you and Kylo waved to her as she left. 
“Don’t say anything.” His voice laced with sarcasm.
“What? I wasn’t going to!” You smiled, laughing.
Kylo, had talked you into working as a Doctor, for the First Order. It wasn’t hard, considering you loved being able to help people. It had been almost a year since you joined the First Order. You weren’t a solider, but you did help the wounded ones, that came back. 
Over that time, you and Kylo had grown close, especially, since you shared a force bond. He would consider you his friend, while you had developed romantic feelings for him. Tonight, there was a big ball and Kylo, had invited you to go as his date. You wanted to take the leap and try to get him to see you as something other than a friend. 
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Perfect
Pairing: Adam Driver x Reader
Word Count: 1,214
Warnings: angsty? & Fluff
Based on the ‘Perfect’ song by Ed Sheeran. Specifically the lyrics ‘You look perfect tonight’ —- except I don’t use the word ‘tonight’.
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The soft sound of ‘pitter-patters’ could be heard throughout the small one bedroom apartment. Waking up to the soft sounds of cars driving past your apartment, it was oddly quiet. Especially, since you lived in the ‘City that never sleeps’. It felt chilly in your apartment. The sort of chill that made it colder than it already was.
It was currently 6:30am. You were currently wrapped in blankets on your bed. Unraveling, from embrace of your blankets, you got up to look out of the window. It was lightly, raining outside, with a slight overcast. Even the weather, felt a little sad today. Thankfully, you didn’t have anywhere that you had to be, and didn’t have any pressing matters to attend to.
Your boyfriend Adam, was currently on set of his latest movie. He wasn’t coming back to New York, for at least another two weeks. The thought alone made your bleak mood worse. Sighing, you decided that maybe a nice hot shower would help lighten your mood. You had brought in a clean set of clothes to change into after your shower, which consisted of a black sweat pants, and a black sweater that said ‘Ben Solo’s Sweater,’ on the front, since you were missing Adam, this brought a smile onto your face. You put your hair into a messy bun, using the ‘Star Wars’ scrunchie, you received as a gift from your family.
Once, you left the bathroom, you headed to the kitchen and made Coffee. Your love for Coffee was something you and Adam both shared. Making, your way to the living room you decided to put in Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone. It was one of the unsaid traditions between you and Adam, whenever it stormed, you would pop in the Harry Potter movies.
You hadn’t given your cellphone much thought since waking up. Hearing another, ‘Ping’, indicating you had gotten another message. Deeply, sighing you got up, going to your phone, to see who dare bother you, on such a gloomy day.
Opening your phone you read the few messages you received.
Thinking about you babe. I hope you don’t miss me too much.
I checked the weather back home. It looks like it’s a Harry Potter marathon type of day!
I miss you.
The weather just made you extra sentimental. It broke your, heart that he was often gone for long periods of time. You were always a supportive girlfriend. But sometimes you couldn’t help the overwhelming flood of emotions. Sometimes, the distance was too much for you to handle. Reading his messages, you hadn’t even realized the tears that had sneaked out of your eyes and down your cheeks. Once the tears started, you couldn’t stop them. It felt as if you were being suffocated in sad emotions. Days like today you just needed to be hugged extra tight, and loved a little louder. Unfortunately, you were alone. Normally, you loved being alone. It was your time to recharge, and recoup.
However, today being alone, felt dark, and heavily empty. When your mind betrayed you, and made it tough for you, it was moments like this you wished Adam lived with you. He lived within walking distance, but somehow it always felt like hours away. Your negative thoughts began to take over, you’ve been together for eight months, but haven’t said those three words yet. You couldn’t help but ponder…. What if he didn’t like you anymore? What if he found someone better? What if he didn’t like coming back home to you? What if you weren’t good enough for him? Why hasn’t he said ‘I love you’ yet?
Before you even realized what you had texted Adam, it was already sent.
Why are you lying?
Your anxious habits already kicking into full gear. A loud sob had escaped your lips. The heaviness in your chest becoming familiar once again. How could you expect him to ever love you, when all you did was push him away any chance you got?
Little did you know, that Adam was already in New York. He had just arrived to JFK airport. He wanted to surprise you by coming home much earlier than he had told you. He knew what you were doing. He knew you all too well. He knew your mind betrayed you more often then not. He knew that you push people away when you’re afraid of getting hurt, or even just afraid to let someone in. He often thought of you as a fawn. Just the slightest, move unexpectedly, and you would bolt the opposite direction in fear of getting hurt. Furrowing his eyebrows together, he frowned unknowingly. He knew it wasn’t you talking, but your bleak mood. Sighing sadly, he shook his head and put his phone into his pocket.
Back at your apartment, you were fast asleep, with ‘Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets,’ playing in the background. You were buried beneath a couple blankets.
Adam walked up the hallway stairs, that led to your apartment. He could hear the second Harry Potter movie going. Bringing a smile to his face, he unlocked your door. He chuckled lightly at the scene before him. Taking the TV remote, he turned off the movie. Crouching down to level with your sleeping figure on the couch, he couldn’t help but gently, bring his hand up to your face and lightly trail his fingers up and down.
Deciding he couldn’t take it anymore, he stood up and picked you up bridal style, bringing you to your bed. Looking down at you, he couldn’t help the shy smile that crept to his face with the slight shake of his head, as he read the words on your sweater, pulling the blankets up to your chest. He was overwhelmed with the feeling of love, he has been harboring the feeling of love for a while now. He was not one to be good at timing, so it was usually never the “right time”, he wanted it to be perfect and special, in the moments leading up to his confession. Letting out a happy sigh, he made his way to what is considered to be “his side”, of the bed at your apartment. During his motions, you had rolled over to lay on your left side, so that you were subconsciously facing his side, even when you were sleeping. Slipping under the covers, he laid on his side. Bringing, his face to yours he placed feather light kisses all over your face.
Your eyes fluttering open, you were greeted by the sight of your boyfriend. You excitedly, threw yourself onto him, causing him to chuckle happily. Rolling the two of you over, so that you were on your back, he nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck. He placed warm kisses along your neck. Pulling back, he rested his weight on his forearms, by your head. Leaning down, he captured your lips, in his soft warm ones. Pulling, back he looked into your eyes, as if he was talking himself up to a confession, leaving his expression unreadable.
“You look perfect.” he said softly, “I love you” fell from his lips.
Catching you off guard, a shocked expression took over, and a gasp fell from your lips.
Part Two? Thoughts?
Here’s a picture and the link to the mentioned sweater:
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For my fellow Disney Nerds, they also have this Hercules shirt too!
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Face Beyond the Mask
Part Three!!!
Pairings: Kylo Ren x Reader
Word Count: 780
Warnings: fighting
Here is the Part three in the series! 
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Letting out a shaky breath, you came face to face with one of the worst people in the galaxy. Or so you told. Your opinion of him was a lot different. It was actually way on the other side of the spectrum.
As you raised your purple lightsaber into a striking position, you couldn’t help but worry. Were you really going to fight him? You hadn’t actually fought anyone. You haven’t even trained to fight someone. You weren’t a Jedi, nor did you train to be a Jedi. But, that didn’t stop Finn and Poe from training you in their free time. They wanted to make sure that their friend would be able to defend herself, if they couldn’t be there. How could an inexperienced pilot and trained medic, even think about fighting the Supreme Leader of the Empire? 
The man standing before you had years of experience on you. Some would say, that you were being naive to think you could even stand a chance against him. Others, would say you were brave to defend your friend. But one thing is for sure, whatever you were, you were going to be a good one.
In that moment, standing face to face, you decided that you were going to give him a hell of a fight. His black ‘Supreme Leader’ mask, had been long gone due to the previous fight he had been in with Finn. Regardless, of the connection you two shared, you weren’t just going to leave Finn to fend for himself. 
Raising your gaze, from your unconscious friend on the ground, you were met with a pair of softened eyes. ‘Why is he looking at me like that?’ ‘Does he not see my that I’m ready to fight him?’ you had thought. A violent shiver, brought you out of your thoughts. You hadn’t realized that, it had begun to snow a lot more, since you left the rebel base.
The cracking sound of shattered glass filled the air, bringing your eyes to meet a hazel pair. As far as you could see, there was a smooth scar on his face, that spread from the top of his right eyebrow dragging to the bottom of his jaw. He had seemingly, let his guard down. His red lightsaber, was lowered down, dragging on the right side, behind his body with each step he took. 
Raising your lightsaber, you swung with all the strength you could muster up.
Vrummmummmmm FVISH!
Sparks were flying everywhere from the lightsaber impact.
Your chest was tight, and your breathing had become short. 
The impact hadn’t even made him flinch. His reflexes, were fast upon seeing you swing at him. He blocked the strike almost as soon as you had raised your weapon.
You made a mental note, to thank Poe and Finn later, for the practice fights you had done.
Panting, you glanced to see check on your friend. 
‘How am I going to get over to him?’ You were willing your friend, to wake up.
Vrummmummmmm
The sound of the connected lightsabors brought you back to the fight you were currently in. Red light of Kylo’s lightsaber illuminated his face, purple light had illuminated yours. He made no move to disconnect them. Remembering, that you were connected with the force, you quickly closed your eyes. You had never attempted to use for the force before --- aside from the force connecting you to Kylo Ren. 
“Y/N! Finn!”
Your eyes flew open, as you recognized whose voice called for you. ‘Oh no’ you thought. The frantic sound of crunching glass, filled the air. 
Vrummmummmmm
The sound of another lightsaber, could be heard. Suddenly, orange and yellow could be seen from your peripheral vision. You didn’t need, to turn to see who had came in aid. ‘What is he doing here?’ you thought for a split second. Shaking the thought from your head, you didn’t really care why he was there. 
Pushing your connected lightsabers forward with all your strength, you twirled out of the way, lightsaber still in the air. 
FVISH!  Kwishuuuuuuuuuu!
Filled the air. Your sudden movement, had caught Kylo Ren off guard, causing him to take a step back.
Poe took over your previous position, flinching slightly not expecting the sudden loudness. 
Deactivating your lightsaber, you ran over to Finn, you crouched down by where he lay. You let out a content sigh, as you checked his pulse. 
“Don’t worry Finn. I’m here now.” you untangled, your medical bag, throwing it down next to, before opening it and searching for gauze and rubbing alcohol. A feather light groan could be heard. ‘Save your strength, you’re going to need it.’ you thought guiltily. 
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