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starlostseungmin · 20 days

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stray kids ─── as one direction songs.

✰ pairing : non-idol!skz x afab!reader

✰ genre : fluff, angst, maybe suggestive?

✰ warnings : subtle mentions of sex and drugs, kissing, mentions of food and profanity. lmk if i missed smth.

✰ notes : uhm i really don't know what i wrote. this has been sitting on my drafts since november and thank god anon reminded me about it (i actually went on hiatus after minho's birthday last year so yeah) the songs i associated with skz members are just strongly my opinion mehehe i hope you guys like it, idk if you agree with me in regards with the songs but DO NOT FORGET TO REBLOG, COMMENT AND LEAVE TAGS after it! thank you so much <33

✰ tags : @notastraykid , @ameliesaysshoo , @l3visbby , @reignessance , @lix-ables , @skzfelixlove , @rachabreathing , @hyunverse , @minluvly

masterlist | taglist.

chan ─── perfect

honorable mention: little things

you already know how fucked up your life is but ever since he came, those days became different. it is always the small gestures that one fails to notice in the blink of an eye. you are just going to be surprised by the time it is done or how you managed to get out of a small inconvenience. he loves you so much that he would put you first before anything else.

chan is different from everyone else. maybe because he is labeled to be kind and so above average of doing the bare minimum which people seek from their partners. he’s perfect but he doesn’t think of it the same way.

you tried to convince him a hundred times but all you got in response is him being a blushing mess and his giggle that makes your heart warm every time you hear it. a smile would tug on your lips that would make him stare at you, he’d bounce back on the things you said to him and you think about what did you do in your past life to deserve someone as perfect as him.

“baby, you’re perfect,” you said for the nth time, “no, i’m not, but i’m perfect for you,” he winked. “that was smooth, chan,”

lee know ─── night changes

he might be the type to not show his feelings immediately but he’s the one who subtly shows them. it started slowly, he reassured you that everything would fall into place once you both could figure out what was going on with this relationship.

but as long as you’re together, the love you and him shared will never change. although the process of this love story has made things go in different directions, the thought of having to stick together is essential.

your parents didn’t like him at first, they had someone in mind and that wasn’t him and yet, you didn’t care even if your first date was a disaster and the next one after that, but that didn’t stop you. it took a while for your parents to finally accept him after tons of convincing them that he’s a great guy, but it succeeded later on.

you had a place on your own and welcomed his cats to live with you when some of them were wild, that’s what you think. minho was a mess when you met him, but thanks to you, it’s not that bad anymore.

changbin ─── temporary fix

honorable mention: i want to write you a song

changbin is the type to offer himself as someone you can lean on but it’s not always because of this friendship you have, but as a lover who wanted to make you feel better and forget about shit.

temporary fix is not always meant to be a cover-up of something you’d open up again to allow another train of bullshits in your life. it felt like he was being sent from the heavens to look out for you, an angel whose sole mission is to make you happy, the same feeling like something that keeps you high.

there’s this thing on changbin’s vibe that you don’t want to share with anybody else and he makes you feel things when you’re with him. even though this relationship sounds like a fling and a guy who sneaks into your dorm late at night to make out with you, well, it used to be. but you know changbin is so much more than that after a while.

the phrase, “you can call me when you need me, you know?” whenever he sleeps with you is now in the trashbin the moment you settle to be someone to each other.

hyunjin ─── last first kiss

remember the time when he said that he chose to be the last love instead of the first? exactly. being the last person to love is basically spending the rest of your life with him, even if he’s not your first kiss, not your first love, not your first in everything, it’s fine as long as he’ll be the one you’ll remember as your eternal love.

hyunjin being fitted into this song is like a message that he wanted to convey to his love, a sentiment that would indicate how much he’d spend time and effort to stay by your side until the end of time. indeed, a hopeless romantic man he is.

last first kiss is the very first song that reminds you of him, it is part of those memories you made with him. it was that time when he decided to take this relationship to the next level, yes, he did mention that he wanted to be your last, and by what he meant, an everlasting love.

“let me be your last,” and when you heard him say that, you knew he was the man who fits perfectly into your broken puzzle that would mend the wound forever.

han ─── rock me

honorable mention: midnight memories

rock me suits him as well as midnight memories. but midnight memories have their effects on han, giving him the vibes of being a musician specializing in the rock genre. and as someone who loves to listen to almost every genre in the world, you fell in love with him after watching him busking by the streets.

you were amazed by how talented he is. his fingers strummed that guitar well, and his voice? like an angel. one could say that he is a free-spirited human being who does whatever he wants and writes songs about some things that piqued his interest.

then there’s you, a broken melody who longed for him to come back, the same goes for him who let you go. both of you thought that you were too young to be in love and jisung was better off alone but his songs were dedicated to your break up. you rocked his world when you came and left broken notes when it ended.

but he always believed that what you had back then, was real and that you’d always remember the love you had.

felix ─── why don’t we go there

honorable mention: kiss you

felix is someone who gets hyped easily whenever you’re with him. his bright smile, his funny reactions, and the unidentified sounds that came out of his mouth made him a fun guy to be with. it started with a fling that turned out to be something you didn’t want to rush but it is slowly beginning to have a label.

having a relationship with him offered different dynamics. it is the way he grabs your hand when you both start to get caught by the waves crashing by the shore or how he felt when you kissed him for the first time. he is someone who can get dragged with you to whatever your plan is, a great ball of sunshine to your rainy days, someone that you don’t want to be the one that got away.

he does think the same, especially the fact that he treasures you so much and it became an opportunity to love you more when you spend that one night together somewhere, alone. it was an invitation actually and it made you realize a lot of things.

it is the way he looked at those stars with those dazzling eyes of his. the constellation plastered on his cheeks glowed along with them, it is what they call freckles, you love them as much as how felix felt for you. having him as a getaway made you don’t want to come back, ever again.

seungmin ─── no control

night changes was the first choice but then no control became the one for him, no control, because he is, a menace. he believed that being in love was something that gullible people would do and get hurt, maybe a few of them proved it to be valid and worth it, yet he isn’t convinced because it is just a waste of time.

and yet, you came out of nowhere. it is the way he looks at you with those dazzling puppy eyes, the way he obeys the things you wanted him to do, and it gets worse when you share intimate affections. from a gentle puppy to a wild wolf. there’s something about you that drives him crazy every time.

nothing matters to him when you’re around and he never felt this way before. he’d kiss you out of nowhere when you reached home with your back against the wall as your hands played with his hair. he gets weak and powerless, but gets hyped and rough which you get caught off guard every time.

and he is very loyal, he always makes sure that no other will ever meet his interest. you don’t want to share, anyway and you got him down bad.

jeongin ─── summer love

honorable mention: fool's gold.

loving jeongin is like a breath of fresh air, the freedom that he finally held in his hands, and the time he can make up for himself to be with you. it was a reckless summer that you spent in your grandma’s place, away from the bustling city and this boy showed up on your doorsteps.

it didn’t take a while that you immediately had this puppy love type of interest in each other. you started sneaking out in the middle of the night when your grandma was in her deep sleep, swimming together by the river across the small town on a random afternoon, sharing a kiss under an oak tree that tasted like your grandma’s apple pie, it was great. you didn’t want it to end.

and just like any other summer, it did. you didn’t know if you would still have this continuous conversation when the school year starts since jeongin is miles away from where you live.

you saw him sitting on one of those branches of the oak tree where you kissed for the first time, and there you promised not to lose each other even if the summer ended. you couldn’t believe that what you did for less than two months was this serious. it was hard to say goodbye, yet you hoped nothing would change after the last summer’s sunset.

©️ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍 , 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒.

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magicaldragons · 2 months

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love (ˈləv) noun.

varadeva.

Deva is not your typical tortured protagonist.

Normally, characters that are acclimatized to violence have become that way because of circumstances throughout their life, or due to traumatic experiences.

but Deva?

Deva was born with these tendencies. He wasn't molded by life into the violent being that he is now – he has always been that way. Violence was his first and most natural way of responding to any emotion that was too overwhelming for him.

• it must have been hard initially for Deva, growing up with no one to understand the way he worked intrinsically.

Deva, in his most natural state, is violence personified, but his mother isn't able to accept this aspect of his personality.

She detests it, in fact – and it's just gotten worse, especially now that she has witnessed in some way, the extent that Deva can go for varadha people things he feels strongly about.

She refuses to watch him fight, and cannot bear to see him associated with violence in any way, shape, or form.

In short, she cannot accept him.

While Deva's mom needs eyes on him at all times though,

Varadha trusts him to do what is right.

and this is Varadha's love for Deva:

this is what Varadha brings to the relationship; and it's so easy to overlook because it's something Varadha does so well.

He accepts Deva exactly the way he is.

and the fact that, throughout the movie, you never see a direct expression of Varada's love towards Deva, just proves that it never leaves in the first place – Varadha's love for Deva is persistent and unyielding.

Varadha has embraced Deva's 'big emotions' since they were children, and the comfort this has fostered is so embedded within Deva that it's probably the only reason Deva can live with himself right now, especially with his mom convincing him he is a monster at every possible chance.

Deva's love for Varadha, on the other hand, is very obvious, because again: his emotions manifest very tangibly

Deva knows what Varadha needs the most – he truly sees Varadha's insecurities and inherent complexity.

Underneath Varadha's composure, restraint, and calm confidence, is a boy who is terrified of the future. of his father. for his brother.

Varadha sometimes says the opposite of what he feels in an effort to protect himself from vulnerability, but Deva has learnt to read him. Varadha doesn’t make his motives clear often, but Deva trusts him to reveal things in time. He never pressures Varadha for information, or questions him.

• It even goes against every cell in Varadha's body to request protection and demand love, especially after the kind of treatment he's faced from those that should have been expected to show him love.

and Deva understands this, and is there to protect and love Varadha, without a second thought.

It's a very mutual relationship, between two people who are there for each other exactly how the other needs them, and the fact that they never had to try to fit each other, just shows how much they're made for each other.

— love, a definition: part three [part one / part two]

#what is love– if not unconditional acceptance #this spawned into existence after someone said they're “not convinced that varadha loves deva the same way" and that it's an unequal bond #love. a definition #part three #not a description of what they've done for love #but HOW they've loved each other #varadeva #character analysis #salaar

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heroes-among-us-all · 1 year

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hello! could i request for hcs where bakugo has a clingy babbly girl who always bugs him by following him around (bonus points: THEY'RE NEIGHBORS) and says she loves him all the time but he always just scoffs and ignores her then one time she ends up giving up or getting hurt and ends up distancing herself in the process and he starts to seek her out oMg you can take it from there IM JUST SO HAPPY YOUR ASK BOX IS OPEN YOURE MY FAVE BNHA IMAGINE BLOG AHH

I made this into a scenario instead of headcanons. Hope that's ok!

From the moment you moved into the house across from his, you'd already decided that you would stick to Katsuki like glue.

You just couldn't help it. After all, he stood out from the rest (even if it was in a bad way at times), which made it almost impossible for you to keep your eyes off him. He was headstrong and brave, not to mention incredibly attractive. Before you'd realized it, you were crushing on him hard.

But being the kind of person that you were, it didn't occur to you to try and hide your feelings. Instead, you clung to his side and made sure to seek him out at every available opportunity. You were incredibly thankful to have made it into U.A, because it allowed you to see him during class as well.

At the beginning, Katsuki thought you would give up and get bored of pestering him after a while. He clearly didn't seem to realize just how strongly you felt about him.

No matter how often he scoffed at you or told you to get lost, you were still right there, grinning at him ear-to-ear.

"I love you, Katsuki!"

Words that the average person struggled to say fell from your lips without so much as a second thought. The first time Katsuki had heard you say you loved him, his eyes had gone wider than ever. He even wondered if you were just playing a prank on him or something.

She's such an idiot, he thought. She doesn't even mean that. It's so dumb.

He'd long since convinced himself that you were just some ditzy girl without a serious bone in your body. That was why, even when you kept on insisting that you loved him - more than anything, as you so often stressed - Katsuki didn't take it to heart. He never stopped to actually consider that you were telling him the honest and unfiltered truth.

Until the day you got upset with him.

"Quit it with that sappy shit," he snapped. "I'm tired of hearing you spew the same garbage all the time."

It was just like any another day. You were clinging onto his arm and gushing about how much you loved him. As much as Katsuki wanted to say that he'd gotten to used to this by now, the truth was that he hadn't. Every time you hugged him or got extra close and said those kinds of things, he could feel his chest getting tight and his cheeks burning. Even if you were just running your mouth without meaning what you said, it was still embarrassing as all hell. And despite what most people probably thought, he did get flustered.

That was why he lashed out at you. He was fed up with being the only one to get worked up while you said all that stuff without even batting an eye. It wasn't like he actually disliked you or anything. Far from it, in fact. Even if he wouldn't admit it, you were the person he considered closest to him.

Perhaps that's why he felt comfortable speaking brashly. He'd always done it until now; why should today be any different?

Needless to say, dejection was quick to sweep across your face. You looked weary all of a sudden. You weren't smiling the way you usually did.

"Okay," you said softly. "I'm sorry. I just thought... I don't know. But I'm sorry. I should've taken the hint by now."

From that day onward, you didn't say a single word to him. You breezed past him in the hallways without so much as glancing his way. You didn't bother asking to walk home with him the way you usually did. Even when your parents came over to hang out at Katsuki's place - since your families were on good terms - you didn't come along with them. You purposefully stayed home, as if you no longer wanted anything to do with him. You were avoiding him. Did you not like him all of a sudden, or what the fuck?

Katsuki had always been stubborn, even as a child, so it took him a while to come to terms with the fact that he missed having you around. He missed having you cling to him and smile like you didn't have a single worry in the world. He missed seeing your cute face and feeling your arms wrap him in a hug.

Katsuki had liked you back for a while, but he was just too hardheaded to see it.

After finally coming to the realization that having you around was something he wanted, Katsuki did what he'd never done before and sought you out himself.

He managed to corner you during lunch, in the cafeteria, so that you couldn't try and pull a fast one on him. As expected, you refused to so much as meet eyes with him, but when Katsuki put his mind to something, he couldn't be deterred.

"You're done ignoring me," he frowned, grabbing you by the hand. Even though you tried to protest, he held on tight. "I need to talk to you. Aren't you going to hear me out?"

Katsuki didn't even realize it, but his gaze was nowhere near as confident and assured as it usually was. In fact, it was almost as if his eyes were pleading for you to stay. He really, really wanted you to stay with him.

Luckily, you'd always been the better person. Certainly a better person he was.

You nodded slowly. "Alright. Let's talk."

Relief couldn't even begin to express what Katsuki felt. For a moment, he thought he might faint from the stress. He was worried that you were seriously done with him for good. But you were giving him another chance, and this time, he wasn't going to screw it up.

Katsuki gripped your hand as tightly as he could while the two of you walked out of the cafeteria together. His eyes scanned the surrounding area, searching for someplace quiet and secluded. Confessing his feelings was actually a much more frightening thought than he would've liked to admit, but you were special to him. For you, he could set aside his petty pride.

After all, you were worth it.

#bakugou katsuki #bakugou x reader #bnha #bnha imagines #my hero academia #mha imagines #my hero academia imagines #bnha headcanons #fluff #katsuki x reader #boku no hero academia #bnha x reader #mha x reader #boku no hero imagines

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chaotikanvas · 9 months

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Ok, ok, so incoming ramble about the Glamrocks that I keep thinking about under the readmore!

Disclaimer: I can’t promise too much structure to this since I’m just putting some thoughts down, but hopefully it’s still an enjoyable read or something to think about ghfdkñkjgh

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SO!

A while ago, when I was first planning my first ever fic for SB (which has been thoroughly planned but not written and I haven’t talked about it here at all but that’s! Beside the point!), I started really wondering how the glitch/virus worked (I will keep referring to it as virus as I think it fits a bit more).

And I was so happy that the DLC seemed to be in line with what I was thinking or at the very least it supports my headcanon in a way!

(And oh gosh this is gonna take setting the scene a bit at first so bear with me)

So, I’d like to make a note first of all, that I’m not entirely convinced Glitchtrap is gone, because the end to the princess quest 3 minigame means Vanessa gets freed from possession (via opening the door). There is not a fight with him as a boss that seems to deactivate or get rid of him once and for all, at least. But what happened to him is entirely guesswork on my part. Also, while the DLC implies very strongly that all the other endings are not canon and more stories Gregory drew himself, there are still elements from those endings that I feel cannot be discarded, and they help understand the story. (The blob does exist after all and that is only discovered in the Burntrap ending, and it is my belief that the friend that has the schematics for the underground mentioned by Gregory must be Vanessa, because Freddy seems to have only vague recollections of the place when Vanessa had him clear the way for her before, and also he is not capable of accessing all areas of even the main pizzaplex)

(Also, I squint a little wondering if they changed their minds on which ending was the true ending because the Burntrap ending is the one that has animated cutscenes and a cgi ending image. I actually like that Princess Quest is the canon ending now, since Vanessa gets to be free, but it does come with some inconsistencies. But anyways!!!)

So taking all of that into account! To me, the way the virus works, and considering that there must be a supernatural element to it due to the existence of Glitchtrap, has to do a lot with it locking away the “consciousness” of the animatronics. Much like in the way Vanessa’s true self was locked away actually! In past games, the animatronics only seemed to act outside of their programming due to possession of some kind, but these specific ones seem to actually have self-awareness. I have no doubt that the way they were programmed influences their personality, but the DLC has really emphasized that they are not actually just limited to their functions.

They have true intelligence! Not a surprise, since Freddy was clearly self-aware since SB, but I like that it seems to be a confirmation of it being the case in general and not just an exception. And I believe this because there are animatronics that are able to snap out of it after Cassie interacts with them. They do seem to think things are normal like any day in the pizzaplex, at first (Eclipse and Roxy) and it would seem like this means they are not truly sentient, but considering that Sun was aware all this time that things were very wrong, and that Moon would attack Cassie if not rebooted, and that Roxy later awakens, realizes the danger and goes to rescue Cassie from the Mimic, makes it clear to me that their self-awareness is the real deal.

So not only would the virus have to infiltrate the robot’s systems, but it also would have to fight against the “consciousness” of the animatronics to gain control. While we know the Burntrap ending didn’t happen, I think when we see Burntrap trying to take over Freddy is a good visual representation of what might have happened over a long span to the other animatronics.

Ok, ok so! With all that said (again gfkjh)! I’m getting to the main point of this post, which is that I cannot stop thinking about the little backstory we got for Monty and what might have happened with Bonnie!

The damaged model of Bonnie we find in Ruin makes it clear to me that yes, it must have been Monty the one who destroyed him. The scratch grooves that join with the hole in his chest do match with the marks we have seen on other spots, (I thiiink Monty’s room has them), and we know the claws are the characteristic associated with Monty.

(And here I make a sidenote acknowledging some buts, because I went back to read the SB messages, and according to those, Monty only received the upgraded claws to play the bass, which means Bonnie was already gone by then. One of the messages states clearly that Monty received modifications only after being moved to the position of bassist, when Bonnie was out of commission, so either Monty already had really strong claws or it's a bit of an oversight there, but I digress!)

But! Even with that clear evidence, and here it’s where I admit it’s more speculation on my part, I find it a bit hard to believe Monty, the real Monty, at least, would destroy Bonnie just like that. Which makes me think Monty must have been one of the first, if not THE first of the band being infected with the virus. I think it’s a generally accepted headcanon that the virus alters the glamrocks personalities in a way that some of their main character traits are twisted in a destructive way.

Now, Monty already clearly existed back when Bonnie was in the band. He had his own (large!) area even though he wasn’t part of the main band. The DJ is large and has his own section too, but he seems confined to it and was bought from outside the plex. And Monty seems to have been able to roam around anyways, so I think that probably means the higher ups were counting on Monty being a main animatronic in the future. (I have to wonder if the whole one man band thing from the backstory was something he did do for a brief time at the start, but admittedly that could have been added just in the cardboards).

With all this in mind, Monty was probably the newest addition, a newcomer in a place that already had the four main animatronics. Almost known by no one in the public and without an established personality in a franchise he’s never been part of before. One of the messages says Monty could be more popular than Bonnie, after Bonnie’s disappearance, which makes me think he was mostly a side attraction, and nowhere near as known as the main glamrocks. Why mention that he could be more popular if the audience was as aware of him as the band right?

So, I think the main trait programmed for Monty’s personality is ambition. The backstory in his ride seems to hint at that. A young Monty with his own little music business, looking in amazement at the Glamrocks and dreaming of one day reaching their level. It would make sense to have one of the robots have this as their main trait, since kids would relate to the big dreams. And it seems to fit with other main traits from the other Glamrocks: Roxy seems to have been made with self-confidence in mind (winning races and having a beauty salon) which might be for encouraging kids, Chica is obviously all for being chipper and energetic and enjoying food (useful in an entertainment establishment that wants kids to indulge and get their parents to spend their money when they’re having a good time), and Freddy is meant to be nice and fatherly and the approachable gentle main face of the franchise.

(Though I am a bit sad Chica gets pushed aside a bit in regards to explicitly showing what she’s really like)

(As a small parenthesis from all this, I want to say that the Pizzaplexes troubles with the virus (or at least the more worrying behavior of the animatronics) are likely relatively recent before Gregory’s arrival. Could be months or a couple of years, don’t know how much exactly, but the fact that there are old messages all around, how some of those help give Gregory hints to where he can find stuff that is still there, how Bonnie’s Bowling Alley has not been rethemed to get rid of the evidence of his existence, Freddy’s hurt over Bonnie being gone sounding (at least to me) still fresh rather than from that long ago, and the message about the disappearances makes me think it can’t have started a decade ago or something like that)

Anyways!

The Monty “rise to fame” story from the ride establishes that Bonnie “gave” his bass to Monty in order to have him join the band, though that Bonnie cutout is obscured. If they really wanted to make it seem like Monty had retired, why not make a cutout with the most important part of the story clear? They made one with Roxanne styling Monty’s hair! So maybe the plan had been to establish that (in the “in universe” narrative for the animatronics) Bonnie would be the Glamrock that took Monty under his wing and teach him the ropes of being a star? Though probably not with the plans of having him be a Glamrock at all, but maybe appearances with a Glamrock would increase the chances of the new gator attraction succeeding (again, speculation on my part, I know).

Coming back around Monty likely being the newest addition, him still not being established as a popular character would maybe mean that he was an easy target to spread the virus. Way more attention would be paid to the main stars, I think, so I think the probability of him being infected from almost the start is high. And with his main trait being ambition, and Bonnie maybe having been planned to be a sort of pathway to him being more known, it wouldn’t surprise me that by the time the incident happens, the virus has already twisted Monty’s ambition into jealousy and aggression and so he ended up destroying Bonnie that one day. Was Bonnie summoned by Monty? Did Bonnie go to Monty out of his own will because he noticed something was wrong? (which ouch if that was the case. It could very well be even that Vanny noticed that Bonnie noticed something was off and had Monty dispose of Bonnie in order to not have any secrets exposed) Who knows! But this is mostly what I think happened.

And why am I so convinced Monty would not have done this without the virus’ influence? Well… Mostly because of Roxy.

In the main game, Roxy is such a bully. Many of the phrases she says are outright cruel, and at a point where Gregory has done nothing to her yet. But in the DLC we see Roxy as she was meant to be. Encouraging. Lifting a child’s spirits up. Assuring them that they are fantastic how they are.

We know that Cassie is a lonely child. A bit of an outcast who probably spent a lot of time in the plex while her dad worked. We know that her friends did not show up to her birthday and she treasures Gregory as a friend for being there when she was down. Cassie, seems to me, is the kind of child that would be an easy target for bullying. Insecurities and loneliness seem to be main struggles for her, which is why, if Roxanne was already a bully without the virus, why would she be Cassie’s favorite? Why would she be so nice to this kid that obviously needs the confidence boost Roxanne was made to provide? One of Roxanne’s literal lines in SB towards Gregory is “I bet you don’t even have friends!” Knowing that Roxanne knows this is an issue for Cassie, it seems even more brutal that if she’s in her right mind she would use that as an insult when chasing after Gregory. The Roxanne we see in Ruin is so kind. She is a source of comfort for Cassie, soft spoken, and making sure she feels like number one, instead of being self-obsessed (even if it’s born out of extreme anxiety over her own image).

So if there is such an extreme change from a virus riddled Roxy, why would Monty’s extremes not be the same? We know not even Freddy is exempt from this sort of change though this one is more evidence from the books (slight not too consequential book spoiler and can’t quote from which book exactly it was, but I remember there was an off handed mention of Glamrock Freddy fighting over a plushie with a kid and then feeling dejected when people got angry at him, so it seems if Freddy was ever truly infected, his change of personality would entail being a spoiled main star?).

And it makes sense! Because Freddy considers all the Glamrocks his friends! We know Chica cares for him, because in the intro to SB she takes a step towards him when he malfunctions. And in the base SB game it looks like Freddy is just in denial about his friends (with the arcade minigolf game even having the famous Freddy in a trashbin course to hint at Monty’s jealousy, which you know could very well a real danger with what happened to Bonnie) (and now that I’m writing that it makes me squint a little at that arcade, since it’s very heavily implied the arcade in Sun and Moon’s room infected them so hmmmmmmm, but I digress), but honestly, seeing Roxy acting how it seems she’s supposed to act right before Cassie turns her off as the final node, really makes me think that the true selves of the animatronics are pushed back by the virus to replace them with a caricature of themselves that will obey Vanny’s commands. I mean, the Glamrock Freddy body is completely headless, and doesn’t even appear in the AR world! I don’t know whether it “attacks” because it’s what it would do if infected, or if it is simply leftover code from the way Freddy hid Gregory in his chest, but there sure as heck isn’t anything resembling a consciousness in there. Besides, we know Vanny was invisible to Freddy.

And if consciousness really is pushed aside by the virus, then it would explain why Monty is like that right now. (At least if my speculation of him being the longest with the virus is true) He would know nothing but anger and at this point he is acting like all he knows how to do is attack. Monty’s mind seems to truly be absolutely gone by now. :(

But aaaah this is getting way too long now fkjdghkjf

I guess I just want to talk about Bonnie a bit more, because we don’t have that much more about him that I can form any conclusions about. I do love the poster in his room! The fact that he really was this close to Freddy! They saw each other everyday and Freddy still decided to write a heartfelt message for Bonnie, that Bonnie decided to hang where he would see it clearly everyday! It really seems that Bonnie cared for Freddy just as much and that makes me so happy! It makes it all the sadder to know how heartbroken Freddy is over Bonnie’s disappearance…

Also I am incredibly confused by the whole wetfloor bot stuff! I don’t know if it’s implied that Bonnie’s “consciousness” somehow managed to transfer to the small bots (or why children screams can be heard from them), and if he managed to stay present through them after all. The little bots never really try to harm or sound alarms on Gregory unless shot at I think, so there’s that to think about! Or maybe Glamrock Bonnie was able to connect himself to them but not transfer? Kind of as long as there are any functional he too would be able to hang on? (Or did someone did that for him and it wasn’t himself who did?) Because deactivating the ones where we find Bonnie makes Bonnie’s eyes go dark. But why?? This I really have no idea about!

There’s also that one floorbot that remains beside a pile of Monty’s merch! And if Bonnie is looking or controlling the wetfloor bots that could mean a lot of things!! If Bonnie is in control, is the bot gathering the merch? Is it a negative thing? A sort of attempt to just collect the merch so it can’t be found ever again like Bonnie himself was? Or maybe, if Bonnie did have the most contact with Monty, did he get to know the real not-virus-infected Monty, and saw the merch as a way to remember someone that was briefly a good friend before things went terribly wrong? Hmmmmmm…

Well, I think that’s all I have! Just wanted to get my thoughts out there! It’s not very organized but if you made it all the way to here, thank you for reading!

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savvythepirate · 1 year

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How they react when you die

Jack Sparrow:

• Just like everyone else, he feels himself putting the blame for it on top of his own head

• He can’t help but deny and continue to deny the fact you had suddenly passed

• He felt like this was a slap to the face, in which the was something Jack Sparrow had the right to feel. It’s known more to be blindsiding, it was very sudden

• Some days ahead, he can’t help but feel to be the one responsible for it, as he wasn’t there to protect you from harm when he should have been

• When alone, he will let a tear or two shed, while trying to focus on the good memories, the most beautiful he cherished

• The most remembered the time you spent together

Hector Barbossa:

• In the beginning, Barbossa had captured himself in deep blame, that he started losing the sleep in order to survive whatever was left of final days of his life

• Although dead, he sometimes will talk to you as if you were standing in the room you once shared together, but that was depending on how strongly he felt your presence, you’re always with him

• He doubted to ever finding love again

• You’d be the only thing and someone Barbossa had ever truly cared about and loved so much

• Most nights if not all, Barbossa would secretly record the most loneliness days in a journal, which would later be discovered by none other then Jack Sparrow

• Jack would actually talk him through it, trying to convince him that he could move on without you

• “Do you think (Y/n) would want this for you?”

• Thinking if it like that got him to clean himself up a little

Davy Jones:

• Davy denied it almost instantly, hoping this was some sick joke that anyone, let alone you, would even dare to play on him

• Davy would vow vengeance in your honor, he will get the justice and peace you very clearly deserve

• Though Davy gets tired of being alone, he doesn’t go looking for someone new, you were truly the one who his heart belonged to

• Even the crew mourner over your loss, stating that you were pretty much the only one who was ever really kind to them

• Just like anyone would, Davy felt empty and drained without you. He was hoping that this was all a nightmare he was due to wake from any minute now

Will Turner:

• Will would definitely need a shoulder to lean on, he would continue to walk with a brave and straight face masked by a fountain of hurt and grief

• He wouldn’t let anyone in, or open to anyone at all of his feelings. Will felt that he was doomed a miserable life without you there to be a part of it

• It takes a while for Will to grieve, what he has lost. But everyone should be able to grieve for as long as they need to as long g as it meant they would choose to move on

• When Will does move on, he is still heartbroken and thinks about you every day without fail

• Will becomes stronger each and every passing days, while thinking of you in the meantime

• He honors you and your memory in the very best way he possibly can

• He will tell you that he loves you every day as if you were still there with him, in a way you are there

• Forever you will be

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Requests: OPEN

@savvythepirate

Tags: @hahajkjkmfs @princessofthornsandroses @justafairytailofinnocence

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ghouljams · 4 months

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hi hey hello here are some more of my headcanaons I remembered while going to bed yesterday. enjoy :)

•the changeling and Riley can under absolutely no circumstances be left with no supervision together. Riley is a good behaved dog, but if you leave him alone with the little monster you will come back to utter chaos of dog food, flour, and chocolate chips covering every surface of the kitchen.

• Angel is a very sensitive and emotional person. not in the way that she's a whimp or a crybaby (because she's strong and mature emoti9nally and doesn't let stupid things get to her) but in the way that she feels her emotions very strongly and has strong reactions to them. she will tear up if the kid gives her a drawing of their little family holding hands (even if you can barely tell what's happening in the drawing) she will be utterly overwhelmed with love and joy whenever Keegan successfully (attempts) cooks something for her. she will tear up from l9ve when she finds the monster lying on Keegans chest on the couch, both of them asleep and snoring softly as Railey watches over them. her emotions are just very big, and sometimes it's overwhelming and the only way they can manifest 8s through subtle tears.

• it's already established that Witch needs to keep a tight grip on her emotions in order for them to not mess with her magic, but I think she really wants to be able to feel them freely and just feel that catharsis of just letting all your emtions out. especially once her and Angel slowly start becoming friends and she sees how Angel feels and expresses her own emotions. She wants very deeply to be able to do the same without it having horrendous and u predictible consequences. Price sees this, he's good at reading her and he knows she wants to be able to feel like normal people do. he's trying to figure out is there's anything he could do to help her, but has had little luck so far

• Angel has a bad dating history. the people she dated in the past were assholes and some even cheaters, a lot of them lead her on and made her feel shitty about herself. which is why it's so overwhelming for her to have Keegan love her uncodionally and treasure every piece of her. it's why she had it hard to believe that all Keegan wanted for the baby was her love and their little family, and that he wouldn't turn around at a moments notice and make her pay by taking something else. Keegan is furious when he finds out about how shitty her exes treated her and scretly plots to make them suffer for it (the little monster wants to help because no one has the right to hurt their mummy)

• Angel is well educated, she went to collage and got her degree and now she has a good paying job that causes her mountainous amounts of stress. I kind of imagine her as a corporate girly, maybe an accountant for some big firm or a secretary. she deserves more than a shitty firm that doesn't care about her existence, and Keegan is trying to convince her to find somewhere better, somewhere that will treat her like she deserves to be treated, but she's hesitant, it's a good job that pays a lot and her hours are pretty flexible because most of the work can be done remotely, she doesn't want to let that go for a job that might keep her in the office all the time and force her to spend less time with Keegan and the kid

• Witches house is a mess. it's an organised mess and she always knows where everything is, but the first time Price tried to make himself tea it took him a good 30 minutes to find a a cup and the tea itself, he's slowly learning where everything is though

• the changeling goes through phases of food they are obssesed with and will refuse to eat anything else. currently it's chicken. they could eat it for every meal of every single day. also, raw carrots because they're crunchy and amazing under their growing sharp teeth (I love this kid and Keegan as a dad so fucking much you don't even understand)

•Witch is an absolutely exquisite cook (Keegan couldn't even dream of being half as good lol) the love and care she gives every meal makes it akin to ambrosia. Price swears if he wasn't already in love with her, the food she cooks for him would be enough to make him fall in love all on its own. there's just something about the warmth in his stomach after an amazing meal cooked by her that makes him want to give her the world twice over. makes him want to take care of her and absolutely ruin her at the same time. he will spend the night making her feel heavenly every time she cooks him dinner, no exceptions (unless of course she's really not feeling it)

I feel like most of my ideas are for Angel and her little magic family, mostly because Witch and Price are already such fleshed out characters, and their relationship dynamic is very well established so it's hard for me to come up with stuff that feels in charcter for them while with Angel and Keegan there's a lot more creative liberty so to say

I absolutely love your takes on Angel and Witch. Genuinely I think you helped my image of Angel solidify into who she is now. Ghoul thoughts under cut to keep this post manageable in length.

I agree I think Angel is a corporate girly as well, someone that decided they didn't have time to wait around for Mr. Right to have a baby. Which also means yeah a lot of bad relationships... Keegan is wearing her down for finding a new job. It helps that he stays home with the kiddo and seems to have a uncanny ability to get whatever the family needs.

The little monster(Ainsley. Get it? Like Ainsel, like the fairytale... ah I'm not clever) definitely has a penchant for chomping on anything that gives a good snap. I think they have a huge appetite for vegetables and anything fresh because of Keegan's ties to spring. Meat is all well and good but the kid needs greens. Probably has eaten a few flowers...

Witch and Angel are so interesting together because I also think of Angel as very in touch with her emotions. Which is shocking for Witch who has a death grip on everything just to keep from exploding random shit. She's working on it. It's hard to find places where Witch can just let go without hurting herself, but Price is looking into it.

And yes Witch's house is a nightmare. It's organized chaos, you won't find anything if you don't already know where to look. Price almost poisons himself the first time he tries to make tea. It's a mess in there, but it doesn't have to be clean when Witch can just magic ingredients over to herself. Her filing system is only understood by her, and that's just fine. No one else needs to know it, but Price is putting in effort to learn.

#x oc #cod x oc #1fae1 #oc: witch #oc: angel #oc: ainsely

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randomreadingtimewithtsuki · 30 days

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Dating HCs for any of the following?

Juuzou Shima, Satan, Lucifer, Shiro Fujimoto, or Mephisto? 👉🏻👈🏻

I saw you don't know the limit so feel free to choose whoever you feel most comfortable writing 🥰

🩵😺 (blue cat anon idk I'm making it up as I go)

Hi Blue cat Nonnie!

Thank you for requesting! i hope this is of you liking, lease let me know what you think!

Tsuki's note: Out of these i picked Juuzo and Mephisto! Please go check my wors related to Shiro and Lucifer !

Juuzo:

Juuzo is the oldest sibling of the Shima family and that means he has a lot on his plate.

That being said, your dates may be interrupted by calls about family issues, about Renzo or about exorcism.

The man does try to make time for you though! It's just some things cannot be delayed, like a demon eating people.

Exactly because of these responsibilities he has, he became a reliable man and partner.

You count on him for anything you need!

I feel like Juuzo lies on the lowkey romantic guy.

He will leave notes for you around the house to take care of yourself or leave little treats for you.

He knows all favourites.

He may come off as blunt when telling you he loves you, but, he doesn't say it quite often.

Juuzo strongly believes you know you are loved.

In the scenario you feel down or upset, he will offer you a big bear hug!

Talking about hugs, Juuzo enjoys being the small spoon, but he prides himself of being the man to protect you - you have to convince him to allow you to spoon him.

He blushes alot when you request it, it's adorable.

The man enjoys home dates more than anything, but if you feel like going out he is all in!

Also the kind of guy that loves being pampered, will never admit it, but his favourite nurse is you.

He worries a lot about your safety, regardless if you are an exorcist or not.

After all you may get backlash from being his partner or die in a mission.

Please reassure him you will be safe, ok?

Mephisto:

Dating Mephisto is a wild ride.

It's hard to tell what he is thinking or if he is telling you the truth sometimes.

But exactly because it is hard to know what he is thinking about, it also make it all very fun.

Surprise dates, fancy dinners, amusement parks, you name it!

It all happens suddenly and in a drop of the hat.

Mephisto really enjoys gifting you clothes.

He balances it out between your's and his taste.

The demon also enjoys gifting you things, it can be something completely random or just flowers.

He knows about everything you like and he does an excellent job at gifting you something you would love!

Mephisto enjoys having you on his lap while he watches something from above on that fancy chairs of his.

Would you fit next to him? Probably, but lap is better.

The demon is unhinged, so brace yourself.

Expect anime dates.

He doesn't care if you are human or not, an exorcist or not.

If you are an exorcist you, he won't treat you very different regarding missions.

But he may ask for the report to be... a little too close, you know?

Mephisto also likes to have you depend on him "oh my poor little lamb, are you in need of you saviour?"

Adores when you hold him in his dog form.

But like i said before, sometimes is hard to know if he is telling the truth.

Obviously you get upset and start to overthink.

He notices you are a bit aloof. And he sort of knows why - no one trusts him in the order and the rumors doesn't help you at all.

So, whenever this happens, he takes the day off to be with you.

Anything you want. He will not answer any calls, go to the school, nope.

It's a day for you and you only.

Mephisto will also say some cheesy things to you - like pickup lines or beautiful sayings.

He tries really hard to shake your insecurities away.

In the end of the day, the best he proves to truly love you on a normal day to day thing.

How? By choosing you over anything else, unconsciously.

He does care about you a lot, the demon is willing to sacrifice whatever in order to keep you safe.

Of course, he wouldn't let you know about the lengths he is willing to go to protect you - he knows it may upset you.

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Thank you for reading!

#ao no exorcist x reader #ane x reader #blue exorcist x reader #Juuzo shima #juuzo shima x reader #mephisto pheles x reader

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borathae · 2 years

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“Yoongi feels neglected by you, so he decides to quite literally take matters into his own hands. Even if this goes against your no touching rule.”

~ Requested by anonie ~

Pairing: husband!Yoongi x f.Reader

Genre: married life!AU, Smut

Warnings: lots of yearning in the beginning, sub!Yoongi, soft dom!Reader, babyboy!Yoongi, he calls her mommy once :’), male masturbation, mattress humping, handjobs, anal self-fingering, slight scent kink, pillow & panties smelling, very quick phone sex, he is a little bit bratty, multiple orgasms (m. & f. receiving), unprotected sex but they are clean & on birth control, creampies, praises, some tears, the softest aftercare, lots of focus on his hands

Wordcount: 4.1k

a/n: You wanted something inspired by this one hand gif of Yoongi, so here it is. I wrote this within two hours because I liked it so much! I hope you have just as much fun reading it, my love! 💛

Yoongi misses you.

It hurts. That is just how intensely he misses you. He should wait because that is what he is supposed to do, but he can’t help it. He misses you so, so much and the ache is too unbearable to live with.

You have been busy lately. Busy with work, busy with your hobbies, busy with being exhausted, busy with friends. But not busy with him. Your husband. Your husband, who loves you so, so much and who feels incredibly neglected by you. He is the only thing in your life you haven’t been busy with.

It has been a little over two weeks ever since you last touched him. Sexually that is. Your nightly snuggles are still a daily occurence, but whenever Yoongi shows the first indicator of wanting your hands between his legs you either tell him that you are too tired or you have already dozed off.

And Yoongi can’t take it anymore. It hurts. Eats him up alive. The ache is too strong. He may be obedient, but he is only human after all. And at some point he just has to do what you fail to do.

And so it happens that Yoongi finds himself in the bedroom. He had been reorganising the closets before and stumbled upon your panties. They were his downfall. Your pretty, oh so sexy panties. Yoongi grabbed his favourite pair and smelled them. They smelled of laundry detergent. Fresh and nice, but sadly not like you. So he searched for it somewhere else.

Your pillow. Soaked in your scent, it gave him the kind of remedy his aching heart desired. Your panties he still clutches in his hand, needing it to feel you even better.

Yoongi lifts his nose from your pillow and moans. His hips are restless, grinding against the mattress and ruffling up the once perfectly made sheets.

"___ you smell so good", he whispers, grasping the edge of the pillow with the hand in which your panties rest. He imagines all those times he fucked you in that position. Trembling while your body was beneath him. Grasping the edge of your pillow while your warmth hugged his length. Feeling short of breath while your hands held him close. He imagines it, rolling his hips deep into the mattress.

There is friction against his cock. His briefs, his sweats, the sheets. They are all rubbing against it. Yoongi can’t decide if he likes it or if he hates it. Maybe he hates it. It’s rough, dry, without warmth. His cock gets stimulated, but it’s not you. Even if his imagination and his memories are trying to convince him that right now he was making sweet love to you, he wasn’t. He was humping a mattress like a hormonal, little boy.

Yoongi drops into the sheets and flips over. He tugs his sweats and briefs down, keeping them around his ankles for laziness reasons.

He grabs himself. Quickly. Strongly. Desperately.

His eyes race behind his lids, the space between his brows is creasing.

"Fuck", he curses.

He is quick in his movements, jerking himself off with skilled movements.

It feels good.

It feels amazing actually.

But it’s not enough. His hand is skilled, but it’s not your hand. You know how to touch him, how to bring him to literal madness, how to steal his breath away.

Yoongi tries to touch himself like you always do. He slows down his once maniac movements, running his fingers over his cock slowly.

That’s how you always do it. Slowly. You make him literally float to his high. You get him used to the touch. You deny him each time his legs tremble and his stomach tenses oh so much. When you touch him Yoongi feels intoxicated.

Yoongi rolls his thumb over his slit just like you always do. It forces his lips apart in a weak moan.

Truly, when you touch him Yoongi runs on nothing but the moment. He doesn’t think of anything else except what happens.

Which is also why his touch right now is yet another painful reminder that you weren’t touching him, because Yoongi thinks of something else. He thinks of you.

Your voice. How you would whisper to him and coax him to his orgasm with sweet praises.

His chest is tight in pain. He misses you so much.

Your number is dialed by muscle memory. Yoongi knows that what he is doing right now is wrong and will probably earn himself a punishment. Not only is he disturbing you at your meeting, but he is disturbing you with a confession of disobedience. He is disturbing you just to tell you that he is breaking the rule of no touching without your permission.

He knows that calling you just to hear your voice is wrong and selfish. But Yoongi is in pain and he feels too invisible to you that he wants to be selfish. You were selfish too those past weeks for never touching him. It is only fair that he is selfish in return.

The line cuts.

"Yoongi baby, what’s wrong? Everything okay?" your voice is lowered slightly and laced with worry. You probably left your meeting upon seeing your husband’s name and are now hiding somewhere. It is a rare occasion that he calls you when he knows that you are in a meeting. So your worry is understandable.

"I need you", Yoongi says, tightening his fingers around his shaft. Your voice is making the touch a dozen times better already.

"What happened? Are you hurt?"

"Yes, I’m hurt. Why do you neglect me?"

"...." you clear your throat, "....Yoongi what are you saying?"

"It hurts, I want you home with me. It’s not the same when I do it."

"When you do it? I don’t think I follow right now."

"Please come home, I need you right now."

He rolls his palm over his heated tip and bucks his hips up. A soft moan rolls off his tongue, the bed creaks slightly.

"Yoongi, are you touching yourself right now?" your voice is carries slight disappointment in it.

"Yes", Yoongi pouts, "yes I do, because you don’t do it anymore."

You stay silent.

"So I don’t want to be obedient anymore. It hurts, I just want to be touched again", he struggles with his words, squeezing around his cock while imagining it to be your pussy instead.

"Yoongi, you do know that I'm in the middle of a meeting, don’t you?"

"Don't care, I'll do it either way. Someone has to do it."

He hangs up afterwards, throwing the phone to the side.

"Fu-fuck", he croaks, squeezing his eyes shut tightly. Telling you how he thinks felt good, but now he is also feeling anxious.

He knows that he just played a dangerous game. That this could end in his disappointment and your anger. But he decided that it was worth the risk.

In his perfect fantasy you are currently in the middle of telling your colleagues that your husband needs you at home because of an unforeseeable emergency. In his perfect fantasy you are on your way home to him to show him that he wasn’t invisible to you.

He takes a look at his watch. Twenty five minutes. That is how long it takes you to get from your office to home. Yoongi will give you thirty five and not a second later. Anything longer than that and Yoongi will have his answer.

Yoongi starts counting and slows his hand down. He doesn’t want to ruin the tension by climaxing all over his hand. No, if you truly are on your way to him, then he wants to save himself for you. It should be your honour to bring him over the edge. Yoongi just can’t bring himself to break that rule.

"Fuck ___ please hurry up", he keens and rollls his head to the side. Your scent is stronger that way and Yoongi wants to touch himself so much faster because of it.

He prevails however, fighting successfully against his most primal instincts and keeping his touches minimised to fingertips. Nothing more. Just fingertips gliding over his hard cock. Anything more and Yoongi would make a mess of himself.

His left hand, terribly veiny from exhaustion, opens and lets your panties fall out. They touch his hips in a constant, barely there tickle.

It hurts. He touches his tight balls with his left hand and yet it hurts. He wishes with all his heart that you were truly on your way to him. Quite frankly, he thinks that he would be genuinely heartbroken if you left him like this. Like a set aside, forgotten husband. It would probably break his heart if you truly see him as nothing more.

Yoongi stops his touches then, sitting up to reach for the lube. It is stored in your bedside table. He slathers his left hand with it but keeps his right one untouched. He likes handjobs without lube. He is leaking so much of his own that he doesn’t really need help either way. He returns to his cock, wrapping his long fingers around it to begin tugging on it slowly.

His left hand, slick in lube, disappears between his legs. Yoongi ends up slipping out of his pants with one leg just so he can pull it to his chest to make it easier.

The first touch leaves him gasping. He falters then begins rubbing his rim in quick circles.

"Ah ___", he moans.

He is fantasising again, thinking about all the times you fingered his ass open.

Yoongi pushes two of his digits inside. The stretch burns. He is tighter than he thought he would be. Yoongi doesn’t stop however, pushing again to force feed his second knuckles to his ass as well.

He is reminded then that his fingers are massive while yours are perfect for his hole. His chest stings.

"I miss you", he croaks, "miss you so much."

He pushes again and with a loud groan, finally manages to take the last of his fingers.

"Oh god", he keens and fights for air.

The hand around his cock is aching to go fast, but he does everything against it. He must edge himself. Must keep himself filled with all his seed for you.

He bites his lower lip. It stings. It helps with concentration.

Why did he put his fingers in his ass? Yoongi is struggling so much and he decided to make it even harder for himself. He should stop, but can’t. Instead he pumps his long fingers in and out of himself, listening to the wet sounds they make while feeling electric in arousal. It feels so good. His rim is so sensitive, stretching around his fingers all while squeezing down.

It almost feels as if you were pegging him. As if his fingers were your black, veiny strap fucking his hole open.

Yoongi arches his back and moans loudly.

How much time is left? Should he really check? What if it has already been more than thirty five minutes? Then his high is ruined and his heart is broken. Yoongi is scared. He doesn’t want to know, but can barely hold back anymore.

He has to look. He needs to cum. He has to check the time. What if it would only be a few more minutes? He'd be so angry at himself then. Or would that knowledge just make him too anxious to feel horny? What if you aren’t coming home?

The mattress dents then.

Yoongi peels his eyes open.

"Hey there handsome", you greet him, carrying not disappointment as he had expected but fiery, deep love in your eyes.

"___", he moans, feeling his eyes fill with tears. You are here. You actually came. He isn’t invisible to you.

You place your hands on his torso, letting them disappear under his shirt to make out his nipples. You pinch and tug at them until they harden and Yoongi feels breathless.

"You are something else babyboy. Do you even know just how quickly I came here? How worried I was?"

"Sorry, just…needed you."

"Yeah?" you study how his hands work his own body, "well don’t let me distract you, not when you’re doing such a good job already."

He shakes his head and pouts, spilling tears.

"Please touch me. I need you", he begs.

"You're really something else… two fingers. Impressive."

"They're not yours", he whimpers, "they don’t feel the same."

"Mhm, well that’s a shame."

You run your hands along his torso, slow. Yoongi feels electric. This is just how you do it. Slow and nice, managing to turn off his thoughts.

Yoongi drops his leg and slips his fingers free. He uses them to grab your thigh instead. The kneeling position you are in, allows him to do it easily. It smears the lube on your stockings, but you don’t seem to mind.

Your hands are massaging his hips. Strong and demanding for attention.

Yoongi whimpers, squeezing his eyes shut in anticipation. He takes his hand away even if it hurts. Now he is waiting. Waiting oh so incredibly swollen and edged, for your touch.

"So you really think I don’t want to touch you anymore", you say, running your fingertips down his inner thighs, "babyboy, I’m literally aching for a feel of you.'

Your fingers wrap around his cock. You begin moving. Your digits push inside, fill him up as they move slowly.

Yoongi moans loudly, arching his back and reaching above himself. He runs his hands along the edge of the pillow before finally closing his fingers around it and squeezing tightly. The movement makes his already prominent veins become even more prominent.

You aren’t slow in your touches. Not like you always are. You are fast and quick.

"Oh god, darling. Ah, hah a-ah", Yoongi keens, feeling his legs shake and twitch.

"You are leaking so much. You must have edged yourself so well."

You curl your fingers and cup his balls just to give them a good squeeze. Once because then you are already jerking off his cock again.

"So hard. I bet you’re so full of cum right now, aren’t you?"

"Yes, so full of cum. Wanna explode", he mewls, twisting the pillow. He is in heaven. Your touch is so good. He forgot just how good it is and now he can barely handle it. Yoongi’s entire body shakes. He kicks the mattress before using it to arch his back and buck his hips up. You follow the movement he makes, squeezing around his cock while your left hand is wiggling your fingers so deep into him.

"Arghng, ah" he moans desperately, arching his back again, "close. So close."

"Yeah? You’re close? Was my babyboy so desperate for my touch that it’s already too much for him?"

"Yes, yes, ah yes."

Yoongi bucks his hips up, trembling on his way down. His ears are ringing. His heart can barely keep up racing. His cock is burning. His prostate is throbbing.

"Then show me babyboy. Show me just how much you missed me", you coax him over the edge with your sweet voice.

Yoongi feels like passing out. He climaxes so hard and so long that he actually feels dizzy afterwards and his head hurts. The orgasm in itself is sacrilegious. He can’t remember the last time he felt so on fire, so electric, so out of control. The entire front of his shirt gets ruined in the process, his pubes are getting soaked as well. As does your hand, which doesn’t slow down afterwards, instead it keeps him hard and overstimulated. Your left hand joins in, rolling his tight balls between your lubed fingers.

Yoongi squirms, but takes it gladly. He craves your touch. He wants it. Needs it. Now that he finally has it again, he would do anything to feel it for as long as possible. Even if that means burning up in overstimulation. Yoongi takes it gladly, spilling tears of his gratitude while gasping for air.

You sink down on him.

Yoongi rips his eyes open just to go out of focus and just slightly cross eyed.

"Holy shit", he croaks.

You are actually on his cock. He was so lost in the touch that he didn’t even notice you climbing on top of him.

"Ah!" Yoongi moans. This is the best.

You are still in your work clothes. Tight blouse which makes your tits look so big and round. Tight pencil skirt, black and now punched up your thighs to give view to your stockings and garter belt straps.

Your hands land on his chest, your hips take on a punishing pace.

Yoongi gasps, gripping the pillow tighter. He punches up the sheets with his wiggling feet, losing more and more focus. It burns so much. Yoongi cries and moans your name.

"I know, your cock’s sensitive. But I have to do this to you, you know the rules and sadly you broke them."

Yoongi mewls. His eyes roll back and close. He can’t think. He is burning up. You are riding him. He finally has your warmth around him again. Oh god, he can feel how his cum makes the fuck oh so creamy and wet.

"And you think I don’t want you anymore. So I guess I have to show you how crazy I am for you, babyboy."

You bounce up and down on him. Skin slaps against skin, your juices spill everywhere.

Yoongi has gotten you so wet. Knowing what would wait for you once you were home, made you so incredibly horny. Seeing him touch himself so well and having him orgasm so quickly, were the last straw. You want to fuck him, bounce on his overstimulated cock until he cums a second time.

"I'm crazy for you, so fucking crazy", you moan, leaning forward to wrap your fingers around his wrists.

Like this his cock shifts deeper and Yoongi gives you a high-pitched moan. A second one follows instantly until it turns into a pattern of squeaks and desperate wheezes.

"I just have to fuck you like this and I'm already close. Hear me babyboy,? You get me so close just by being so perfect for me."

"Mommy, I’m close too", he whines.

"I know, but you'll be a good boy and wait till I tell you."

He nods his head in obedience, but mewls heartbreakingly desperately. His cheeks are heated. Pink and glistening in a sheer layer of sweat. His dark hair sticks to his forehead that way, curling at the edges. Yoongi is keeping his hair permed these days. Soft barely there waves give his hair texture and make him look so pretty. The curls get stronger when his hair is wet. Looking especially pretty when you fuck him.

"You're so handsome", you praise, brushing his damp curls out of his face. Just twice and then you return to placing your hands around his wrists.

Yoongi mewls, wiggling just so you can pin him down. It is an easy task to pin him down because Yoongi likes it. And because of it, does an awful job at fighting you. He just wants to be pinned down, to be put into place, to be held captive.

You slow your hips down, rocking them back and forth as nothing but his tip is inside.

His pretty eyes open, his lips turn into a desperate pout. He is begging you. Begging to be buried inside of you.

So you drop down on him, forcing his face to contort in surprise before changing to pleasure.

Quick bounces up and down again. His thighs pillow your movements, sounding oh so sinful as they slap against your ass. His fingers open in a desperate reach for something, stretching oh so incredibly widely before closing again in a shake.

"I can't take it anymore", he keens, denting the pillow when he throws his head back, "please can I cum?"

"You're so needy today. Fuck, I've barely even fucked you and you're already close", you taunt, making it oh so incredibly hard for him by tensing around him as you fuck his cock quickly.

"I missed you", he croaks, arching his back, "I missed you so much", his voice turns into sobs, from his pretty lashes crystal tears drop on his pink cheeks.

"I missed you too baby, the only thing I thought of today was you."

"Please, I’m begging you please", Yoongi begs, balling his hands to fists.

"Fine", you give in, "then show me babyboy. Come on, one more time show me how much you missed me."

"___ now", Yoongi chokes out and moans loudly.

He begins shaking out of control, ripping his mouth open just to squeak out tiny sounds. His every single vein, every single inch, every single fiber is burning up.

"Thank you", he somehow gets out, trembling beneath you as his cock pumps you full of his gratefulness in angry, strong throbs.

You pull off of him with the last throb. It results in his cum squirting all over your pussy while your hole is leaking it.

"Good boy, such a good boy", you praise, grabbing his overstimulated cock to press it right against your pussy.

You chase the friction with fast rolls of your hips. Your fingers are right against his tip, making him whine in overstimulation.

"One last time babyboy, I promise. I know your cock is sensitive, but one last time."

Yoongi knows that you are making yourself cum right now. That you chose to use his creamed, oh so fucked cock to get your high. He can feel how hot your pussy already is and how swollen she is.

"Fuck", he croaks, pressing his palms into his own eyes and twisting his bangs in the process, "fuck, oh god fuck."

"Hush, it’s okay. You’re doing so well, babyboy. Just get through it."

"___", he presses out and sobs. He actually and truly sobs. He finally has you again. He just realised. You are using his cock to get off. You are touching him. He is still important to you.

"Again", he squeaks.

"Look at me."

Yoongi drops his hands and forces his eyes open. You look so beautiful that he tears up again.

"Hold back for me", you order in a soft voice, "I'm so, so close."

Yoongi’s eyelids flutter.

"And keep looking at me. There we go babyboy. You have such pretty eyes."

Yoongi moans and grasps your hips with desperate hands. He doesn’t do anything with them other than hold you oh so tightly.

"So pret…ty…oh Yoongi I'm cumming", you moan, letting your eyes roll back and fall closed as your high hits you.

Yoongi watches your face as you climax, following you soon after because he couldn’t hold it in any longer. You don’t seem to mind, using his cum to give yourself a second orgasm until you are throbbing in overstimulation.

You roll off of him, dropping into the sheets next to him. Your arms take him into a tight hug.

"Yoongi baby", you whisper, littering his cheeks with kisses, "you did so well right now. So, so well."

You nuzzle and kiss.

"I loved this so much. You were incredible."

You lift your head to see why Yoongi is so quiet. He is looking up at you with glassy eyes.

“What’s wrong?” you ask him, painting the saddest pout on his lips.

“I told you”, he mumbles quietly, “on the phone”, he adds, lowering his eyes sadly.

"Oh baby", you cup his cheek, "do you really feel neglected by me?"

"Yes. Lately you have time for anything or anyone except me. And when I try something you deny me. I don’t like that. It hurts."

"I'm sorry, I really didn’t do it out of malicious intent. God Yoongs, I didn’t even notice that I did it. I was so busy with work and that stupid office move that I didn’t even notice that I neglected my most important person", you say and kiss his lips, "I love you so much and I’ll make more time for you again, I promise."

"Thank you", he whispers, "I love you too."

You smile and he retorts it. You run your thumb over his cheek.

"How about I'll take you out for dinner later? Mhm? I'll treat you to your favourite food and we'll have such a good time."

"Will you touch me afterwards?"

"Yes, all night long."

Yoongi tingles and smiles, "can’t we skip going out? I just wanna be with you."

You nod your head, "that sounds even better", you pinch his cheek, "gives me more time to feel you up oh so good."

Yoongi feels lightheaded from how overwhelmingly happy he is.

You kiss his lips one more time then you pull back so you could gaze and caress his face. You give him a fond smile.

"Now can we talk about how much of a brat you were being when you called me in the middle of a meeting?"

Yoongi blushes.

"Desperate husbands required desperate measures", he mumbles and gives you a cute pout.

You laugh, squeezing his cheeks gently.

"You're lucky you’re so cute. Oh, come here you cutiepie let me kiss you stupid", you say and pull him into a deep kiss.

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i-heart-hxh · 4 months

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That question and your answer about Gon's thrill and excitement for dangerous situations where he risks his life were really interesting. I definitely agree with him having self-esteem and abandonment issues and those being part of the reason for that behavior, but I think that part of it is also that Gon has a kind of big ego, before he took the Hunter Exam he had already shown abilities that were way above anybody his age and even people older than him, he even caught the Master of the Swamp which seems to be a legendary feat for the people of the island, then during the Hunter exam he performed better than most people even during the preliminaries, he most likely noticed that too, it was like that until he had that encounter with Hisoka in the fourth phase where things didn't go the way he wanted them to go and he knew he could not do anything to change that, when he cried in front of Kurapika after getting punched by Hisoka imo was more out of frustration than anything else, so I think Gon was used to accomplishing most tasks or challenges that came to him with ease and doing them his way until that dart guy got him and Hisoka helped him. And the biggest example imo about his need to satisfy his ego is during the fight with Genthru, some people talk about him being selfish during that fight, and I agree, but the reason for that selfishness imo was that need to satisfy his ego by fighting Genthru his way instead of following Killua's plan and ending the fight without many complications or injuries.

I generally agree, and I actually think this ties directly into the self-esteem issues! While Gon isn't the sort to brag or intentionally show off, I do think he's self-assured in his abilities early in the Hunter Exam, which makes perfect sense when you think about it--he was a big fish in a small pond on Whale Island. I'm sure as he got older it got harder and harder for anyone else to compete with him. He's used to being able to do what he wants easily, and his abilities weren't typically challenged there. His talent/genetics from Ging gave him an automatic advantage over others. While I don't think he tends to assume his own superiority (like Killua does to a degree, especially early on), I think it's still a bit of a shock to him when he starts to encounter threats like Hisoka that are legitimately difficult for him to handle.

Like I said in the original post, he uses strength and power as a way to soothe his lack of self-worth, so when he isn't able to win/achieve what he wants in the way he wants to (this is important as well), he starts feeling inferior and worthless and like he has to push himself harder in order to be strong enough and convince himself he does have worth after all. So the degree of ego he has and the self-esteem issues go hand-in-hand. Gon strongly conflates his physical skills and power with how worthwhile he is as a person, when of course that's far from the only thing that gives him as a person worth and meaning.

I think the selfishness/ego/self-esteem issues fed into each other in the Greed Island fight as well--he wanted to believe he could do things alone, his own way, and still win. Because even though he appreciates his friends and allies, if he's not able to do things on his own terms and by himself, he can't use it as easily to assure himself of his own value.

And him wanting to do things his own way/alone in order to prove his own self-worth is a big piece of what leads to what happens between him and Killua in Chimera Ant Arc.

Thanks for the ask, it's interesting to explore Gon in more depth and bring up more aspects of his character! Everything fits together like a puzzle with him.

#hunter x hunter #hxh #gon #asks #anonymous #my posts #meta

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notfreetoday · 9 months

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On Returning Favors in Jun & Jun

First of all @plantsarepeopletoo and @twig-tea I'm really sorry I couldn't do this in a reblog to your original post - I think there were just too many gifs and tumblr wouldn't let me post it once I started adding links - so I reblogged a link to this post instead! Second of all - apologies for just randomly jumping in all of a sudden but I think a lot of things are being read through different cultural lenses here and I thought it'd be nice to exchange perspectives. Returning favors seems to be seen as an imposed burden in OP's post, something that is demanded of an individual as opposed to an individual expressing their desire to show appreciation. Also, some of the English subs are awkward, and whilst I certainly don't speak enough Korean to give a blow-by-blow translation - I've asked friends who do and done some research for myself.

Except, the comment about not letting Jun eat made me cautious. Telling him to eat, and not skip, like Jun was prone to skipping breakfast, but we saw he was already at the convince store. It's the start of the implied ineptitude of Jun.

Asking if someone has eaten, and reminding someone to eat, to most Asians, is more of a way to show concern for each other than it is an actual, functional question. Hyun Jae is simply expressing his care for Lee Jun, not actually implying that Lee Jun doesn't know how to take care of himself. As for the comment Lee Jun makes about "previously you wouldn't even let me drink a sip of water" - this has been mentioned in some of the show's already released BTS videos/interviews where they each introduce their characters but not in specifically in the show yet so [SPOILER IN YELLOW] this is a reference to Hyun Jae previously being Lee Jun's manager when he was an idol.

I'm going to go out on a limb and say that Jo Chan Hyun Hyun Jae is the one who made Jun think he NEEDED to return favors. He at least is using the idea of favors to get closer to Jun. But who demands, expects, or allows close friends/brothers to return favors for things like that? That's just a "thank you"

I don't really feel as if Hyun Jae is demanding anything in return - I think Lee Jun wants to do it of his own volition. As a junior in a workplace, having a senior give you little tips, even if it's just about the type of people at the office, is often appreciated. And whilst it is considered good manners to look for a way to "repay" or "give back" or "return the favor" as a way of showing gratitude and acknowledging their effort, it is not expected, and if a senior lorded a favor over a junior then that would be considered poor behavior (unfortunately toxic workplace environments and harassment in Korea is well known). But here all Hyun Jae has done thus far is to look out for Lee Jun and make sure he settles in well, and really all Lee Jun would need to do in return is to be respectful, listen closely and do his best in his job (not putting in effort would result in a loss of face for Hyun Jae). A step further would be to treat someone to a meal as thanks or bring back some local delicacies from your hometown or after coming back from a holiday (again, we Asians like food). However, the show has established that Lee Jun feels very strongly about returning favors so that someone's kindness isn't taken for granted - so he pays a lot more attention to these things than the average person. I do, however, agree that Hyun Jae pays special attention to Lee Jun because well, he likes him.

Lee Jun is ordering the coffees just fine, honestly. Then Hyun pulls this stunt and starts rattling off orders. To impress Jun? To make Jun feel off balance?

I think this may not have come across in the English subtitles - Lee Jun makes a small mistake when ordering the drinks - he says "two ice vanilla lattes, and 5 americanos...and..." - because he forgets to indicate that the americanos are iced as well, the lady at the cashier interrupts him to confirm "iced...right?" but turns towards Hyun Jae instead. Lee Jun follows up saying "oh yes 4 iced americanos and 1 hot, and one hot chocolate latte, and lemonade...". This is the part where Hyun Jae interrupts Lee Jun and rattles off the orders in verbal shorthand instead. I don't actually see this as Hyun Jae pulling a stunt but...as someone who has made similar coffee runs for my seniors before, I will say I was sufficiently impressed hahaha It's a more efficient way of ordering and well as a newbie who will likely be making many coffee runs in the future, it's good for Lee Jun to know that (it really is quite a stressful thing and it's not easy to learn the verbal shorthand yourself). It does also show that Hyun Jae takes care of his team, because he knows these orders by heart, which means he's going himself and not sending the youngest on the team to go. And it's also a nice way to fit in the 2nd reference to the spoiler up in yellow I mentioned earlier. The rest of the conversation in the coffee shop... I don't actually think Hyun Jae is being condescending at all. Admittedly, some of the phrasings sound awkward in English - "High maintenance" for eg is not the best translation and sounds rather insulting in English - that whole sentence is probably more like "you really are new (to this) aren't you! Or hmm... maybe it's just that you're a handful?". Incidentally this is the same phrase that Choi Jun will use to describe Lee Jun later too - and in both situations, Lee Jun protests that phrase. Here, when Lee Jun says he's better with the skills one needs to function in society (not just social skills), Hyun Jae offers the praise that Lee Jun has always done well in that aspect - hence Lee Jun's shy smile and "really?". Maybe the sentence after that, where Lee Jun says "I still have many areas I'm not good in right? For now, I'll have to trouble you to keep looking out for me, even if that might be annoying for you", sounds a little too deferential in English? It's actually a really common way to talk about yourself and ask for continued guidance when you're new - it's also implied that you will make mistakes because of how new you are, and you're asking for leniency when it does happen. There are many versions of this phrase in many different languages (mostly Confucian Heritage Cultures) but it is an explicit request (and in some places, is accompanied by a gift, if more formal). Hence in response to that request Hyun Jae asks "so how will you repay me? Don't tell me... you're just saying that (without really meaning it)?". It's at this point that Lee Jun switches from addressing Hyun Jae as Hyung to his work title, Team Leader, and asks "Is there anything you might like to eat?". Again, this is really common - treating someone to a meal as a way to express thanks (yes we really like food). Hyun Jae then suggests Lee Jun treats him to a meal with his first paycheck.

This is like reaching a milestone in life. It may sound like I'm exaggerating, but it's true. This isn't about owning anyone a favor, it's about expressing gratitude to someone who has gone out of their way to help you in your life, and it feels good to be able to do it. When I first started work, my seniors and superiors paid for my meals whenever we went to eat. No amount of protesting was going to stop that - because I was "young" and "still learning". I still remember how it felt when I finally moved up in rank and my senior actually allowed me to pay for myself (but not treat), and a few years later, my (much more senior) mentor finally accepted my formal request to bring her out for dinner - because that was an acknowledgement that I had "grown up". There's a reason why Lee Jun is so enthusiastic about using his first paycheck to treat Hyun Jae - it's a recognition of Lee Jun's ability and well, of becoming someone who can contribute to society.

About the chocolate milk - no that's just Hyun Jae chasing Lee Jun hahaha Now I'm sorry for replying to 2 blog posts in one reblog but...

did Hyun Jae not just agree when Lee Jun asked if the Director was nice in ep1 (instead he caveats "you could say that")?

Here Lee Jun actually asks "So (based on what you said) it seems like the Director is a good person?" to which Hyun Jae replies "Mmm... (seems like) a good person, right?". He's not really throwing shade here, he's just agreeing with Lee Jun (and asking for Lee Jun's confirmation - you can read more about the ~지(요) sentence ending here)

Did I imagine him holding his lanyard down so that he would not have to hold the coffee cup with two hands when handing it to Choi Jun?

This is also an acceptable way to hand something to someone actually (3rd point from the bottom)

About the direction Hyun Jae is facing when he drinks - no clue actually. I thought it was weird too.

Ok so ends my sharing! Sorry it got so long. If you're interested in more discussions about social hierarchy in Confucian Heritage Cultures, I've written a small section here when I talked about Win/Team from Between Us (Korea and the Thai-Chinese community are both considered CHCs and thus the concept of the senior/junior dynamic is similar)

#jun and jun #cultural differences #confucian heritage cultures #i'm still rooting for jun/jun #i hope hyun jae doesn't get too depressed :(

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frenxio · 1 year

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𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚 - 𝗪𝗵𝗼 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂?

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐒𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓𝐓 (it probably won't make you cry)

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏.𝟑𝐊

𝐀/𝐧: 𝐆𝐨𝐝, 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭-

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You knew that for generations and generations, the hanahaki disease flows strongly in your genes. Every one of your family members has had it, some died, and some lived. You were no exception, and you were next. However, you weren't expecting it to happen so soon, as now was the time you watch blood and flowers leave your throat in horror. The single moment that you were in doubt that this man you fell in love with were to never return your feelings, the flowers began to fall.

Thoma. Oh, Thoma.

He's the light of your life. He showed no malice and continued to be kind. That's the part of him that you loved most. How much he cared about animals and about other people. Seriously, he should receive more credit for working so hard.

Currently, it's spring. So you and Thoma decided to take a walk under the cherry blossoms. The petals glowed pink, and they quickly fall, just like how your hanahaki disease works. The moment doubt nibbled onto your skin, it continues to eat you up until there was nothing left. Hanahaki gets their dessert even though you never put your life at risk for this.

Suddenly, you started coughing, resulting it letting out petals and blood. Oh no, Thoma began to worry.

"Y/n! Oh dear, are you sick? Are you alright? Do you want me to fetch a doctor?" He inspected you thoroughly. Your expression, the way you awkwardly motion your hands, the way you avoided his eyes. He noticed it. "Should I carry you home? I mean, if you prefer that, then-!"

"No, I'm alright! My throat just itched, that's all."

Of course, you knew him well. An excuse like that could never convince a house husband, a man who carries for other people's wellbeing when he should be caring about his. Due to this, knowing that you were simply nothing but another friend of his made your condition even worse. You had to lock yourself up in your room, cooped up with no assistance. You avoided help at all costs. Thoma bangs on the front door to catch your attention, but you ignore his whimpers as he walks away. Itto, Ayaka, Ayato, Gorou, Sara, Heizou... all were ignored.

Continuously throwing up petals and crimson blood, suffering all alone. You know the cure. Either get yourself to be his or completely wash away all of your memories with him. You had no choice, you still had to confess. If you chose the second decision, you would have to explain to him your situation. He would feel that he was responsible for your disease and do everything he can for you to live, even if it meant to force himself to be with you.

No, you don't want that.

For the third time of the day, you heard a knock from outside of your door, making you flinch in your spot. This time, you decided to listen to the voice.

"Hey, Y/n." It's mom.

"You have it, don't you? The disease that all of us share."

Yeah, I do.

"I've heard from your friends that they couldn't contact you. They have tried to visit you numerous times before and yet you haven't responded." Your mother went quiet for a second to collect her thoughts, then breathed in preparing her speech. "Look, if you're not going to open this door, I'll have you listen to me from where you're sitting right now. I know that things are difficult, I went through it all. I suffered for a month, just like you and I was nearly about to die, but see, I found your dad. I lost my feelings for him while I converse with your dad to talk about things."

And? Your point?

"There's many more ways to lift yourself back up. If you can't get over this man...." she breathed in and out.

"...then check whether it's true that he truly doesn't love you. If not, your second choice is worth considering. Well then, I'll see you soon."

You stared at the ground, hearing the same conversation over and over, repeatedly in your head. Of course, how could you be so stupid? Your delusions that you didn't have a chance with Thoma was because your brain had just decided it never existed. Why not confirm it? You shouldn't be covering yourself in the dark like this. You have to find out.

Steadily and carefully standing up from the ground, your feet shook as you made your way to your closet and searched for some outdoor clothes. "Now that I think about it, yesterday, Thoma said that he's going to celebrate his birthday today with our friends. It should be an hour from now."

It hurts.

Your throat is burning.

"If you ever feel like looking over to this side," Thoma brushed his fingers gently, down the door. "You should come to my birthday party. It would be at six o'clock."

You pulled out your kimono, lacking any unique design. You didn't want attention to be all on you. Although it has been three weeks since you left the house, surely eyes would fall on you despite what you wear wasn't really pretty. Still, you need to hide your face. Put on a face mask and leave the house.

You wore your Japanese sandals and walked your way to Ayaka and Ayato's residence. It was a bit far, but you wanted to go anyway.

Once you arrived, you saw everybody outside, already chatting with each other until they saw you. Everything went quiet. Of course, no doubt, they would be surprised with your condition. You don't know how different you looked since three weeks ago. Probably horrible since you weren't able to sleep in days.

"Oh," Thoma quivered. "Y/n! You made it to the party!"

He stood up and rushed to wrap his arms around you. Seriously, meeting him was your medicine to your disease. It felt enough to recover from this curse.

"Ah, hi Thoma. Sorry, I forgot to bring a present." A sweat drop rolled down your cheek as you rubbed the back of your neck. It was a motion that indicated you felt uncomfortable. By the way Hezou looked at you, he didn't miss that expression your face. Though you covered half of it.

All the adults, including you, raised their glass and gulped down alcohol. Eating a feast, laughing and playing games. It had been a while since you felt this happiness filling up your emptiness, but, who's that woman beside Thoma?

"Everyone! I have an announcement to make!"

He pulled this unknown woman near him, shoulders touching with the biggest grin written across his face. Before you knew it, he kissed her on the lips. "She's now my girlfriend!"

Everybody cheered and clapped. The girl seem to be embarrassed to show her face in front of Thoma's friends, hiding behind him, but he reassured her that nothing was to scare her by holding her hand tightly. He sees her differently compared to you, the weakling.

Heizou continues to watch as you tighten your fists underneath the table, yet keeping up a stiff face. "Congratulations."

A few minutes later, you ran to the back of the house to vomit flowers and blood as tears started to roll down your face. Truly, even in the worst of times, these flowers seem to bloom properly inside your body. They look pretty once you let it all out.

You shakily sighed. "Mother, there's, there's no point."

You wiped your lips with the back of your hand and looked up at the big bright moon. It was looking down at you as if it was waiting for this moment, your decision that changes your fate.

"I hate this. Gosh, I, I hate this so, so much."

You covered your face with your palms, letting all your feelings out. "I am so sorry, Thoma. I am very sorry."

"Y/n! Oh, it has been a while since we talked! How are you feeling? Do you feel any better?" Thoma, alongside with his girlfriend, watched your unmoving back. You stood there like a statue, before turning around with a confused face.

"Who are you?"

#genshin impact #genshin fanfic #genshin x you #romance #genshin impact fanfic #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #thoma x y/n #thoma x reader #lovers #fanfiction #x reader #x yn #x you #x y/n #girl what is this #fictional characters #fictional character x reader

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aimportantdragoncollector · 6 months

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For the ask game, a Tutoring AU.

In a situation that's kind of similar to Custody Battle, Yoichi has dyscalculia and Afo hires a tutor (but in an AU where quirks don't exist). Yoichi's tutor is none other than our favorite Physics nerd, Third!

Nice, my first Yoichi/Third ask!

1. A rarity in the Katydid-verse, the Shigaraki parents are good people and didn't die. Let's use the good parents from my latest fic "The Hero and the Demon King's Family Dinner." AFO's ego never got quite as inflated because this is a no quirks AU. Thus he's the first person to notice that his little brother is struggling a lot in math. Yoichi is excessively proud and has been hiding it for years.

2. AFO feels very strongly that his little brother deserves the best tutor. Therefore, he tracks down Third (famous for winning a national physics prize). Third is living at an orphanage that struggles financially. AFO arranges for his wealthy parents to make a donation and makes sure that Third knows he owes a favor. Because some things about AFO don't change, no matter the AU. AFO makes it clear that if Yoichi passes math class, the donations will continue, but if he doesn't, then the money stops.

3. Third is one year older than Yoichi and known around the school as a bit of a delinquent. Actually Third only got into fights helping out the some other orphans who were being bullied. The rumors of him smoking are completely false. He does have a small tattoo, though, a bird on his forearm to represent freedom. Also, he's the star of the school soccer team. Yoichi thinks that Third is the coolest person ever. He's absolutely desperate to impress his new tutor.

4. Although Third doesn't want to like AFO's little brother, Yoichi is juts plain too cute to resist. Yoichi successfully convinces Third to watch Captain Hero. In turn, Third takes Yoichi to soccer games. Yoichi always had a weak body but Third convinces Yoichi's parents that he's well enough to learn soccer.

5. Yoichi has the biggest crush on Third. And Third feels the same way, though he's resolved not to confess until their tutoring is finished. Their relationship is going great. The only problem is, Yoichi is incapable of learning math no matter how great his tutor.

6. Yoichi can tell this is important to Third and feels increasingly stressed out. Third is trying not to pressure Yoichi. Then Yoichi overhears his older brother threatening Third's orphanage and flips out.

7. AFO was lying--the donations are coming from their parents, so he can't stop them just because Yoichi fails math. Yoichi has a massive fight with his brother. Also in soap opera fashion, Yoichi convinces himself Third was only ever nice to him because of the blackmail. He retires to his room to be sick and sulk.

8. Meanwhile, Third has been doing a lot of research and figured out that Yoichi has dyscalculia. Third has to climb up to Yoichi's bedroom window to tell him because Yoichi isn't answering his phone. Yoichi keeps apologizing for his brother's threats and saying he won't bother Third any longer. Third finally gets through how he feels by grabbing Yoichi and kissing him.

9. The Shigaraki parents arrange for Yoichi to get disability accommodations. Yoichi and Third go to school prom together. Even AFO is grateful that Third uncovered his brother's disability so he doesn't give them a hard time. It's a happy ending for everyone once, even AFO.

(All of these are free to use in my Three Weeks of Trioholders event.)

#Yoichi Shigaraki #Third One for All holder #Ichisan #Three Weeks of Trioholders #ask game #5 headcanons game

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bluegekk0 · 5 months

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23, 38, 48 for the ask game! you can answer with any character(s) you'd like to

i'll go with fpk (shocking i know)

23. What do they feel guilty for that the other person(s) doesn’t / don’t even remember?

oh what DOESN'T he feel guilty about. even something as simple as misunderstanding what others asked would get him to feel guilty. his sense of self-worth is almost non existent, so he always feels like he's a burden to others. and if they show even the most subtle signs of annoyance, he'll start apologizing and thinking of ways to make up for his "horrible actions". it's hard to pinpoint a very specific scenario, since he's notorious for overthinking details other people don't even pay attention to/don't remember

38. What hobby are they good at in private, but bad at in front of others? Why?

hm. i could totally see him getting good at playing an instrument (maybe something like a violin? or something of that sort that would fit in their universe) after learning how to do it in private, but his anxiety would ruin any kind of performance he could put on. even in front of his family he'd make so many mistakes you'd think he just picked up the instrument. so if he has a hobby like this (playing an instrument is the first thing that came to mind, but it could be something else), he tends to just keep it to himself out of fear of embarrassing himself

48. Who would they say ‘yes’ to if invited to do something they abhorred / strongly didn’t want to do?

years ago it would be the white lady. she's quite intimidating, and during their marriage he struggled with paranoid thoughts about her potentially abandoning him if he failed to make her happy. after meeting grimm he slowly realized how toxic of a mindset it was and that was one of the factors that led to their divorce. but while they were still married, he would attend any meetings or social events she dragged him to, and always said yes. because what else could he say? if he says no, she'll be unhappy or start asking why, and he didn't want to upset her. so he agreed every time

these days, i think he's a little bit more assertive when it comes to that. it's still relatively easy to convince him, but he's not as afraid of saying no. he'd instinctively say yes to grimm since he wouldn't want to disappoint him, but grimm never lets him - they'll only go if they're both comfortable with it. of course, if some sacrifices for the sake of the other are still within the realm of a healthy relationship, but grimm would never force fpk to do something he hates, and vice versa

#ask stuff #feral pk au #ask game

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creaturefeaster · 8 months

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hey!! Can you tell a little more about El Ganso??

So something he's known for throughout the story is that he's a frequent hired gun. Well, sometimes hired. Sometimes he ends up being so moved by a friend's misfortune that he takes it upon himself to hunt down their problems personally. And one of the most important things to El Ganso are his close friends. Close enough friends of his he considers family to heart, and because the physical world they live in now can be so dangerous, he will do anything to make keep said friends safe. He's extremely faithful to his family, and is willing to risk his life for them.

He's also easily motivated by emotion. Rather empathetic by nature, sometimes seeing even neutral acquaintances in distress can push him to exact revenge upon their enemies. He doesn't lust for death or brutality, but he hates the idea of innocent people suffering and will go to lengths to help.

Neither a protagonist or antagonist, he's on many different sides of the story depending on the circumstances at hand. He aids in TyV's revenge after he had lost an eye, against Leon. He defends Maggie no matter the cause because he feels like the world is always against her. He personally seeks out the thieves that steal Hannah's van, simply because her and her team's panicked state moved him enough to do so.

It's also just kind of easy to provoke him. For better or for worse. He's generally a calm and collected guy, but when challenged or aggressed, he fights back hard. He's got quick hands, barreled fingers with shots ready to fire at a moment's notice. He's not afraid to throw a punch either, and he's rather agile too. And once he's in a fight, it's hard to get him to stop. He'll only back down once hes won, if he feels truly beaten, or if his foe's emotional state is too much for him to bear.

When he's not being a brawling little hitman-goose though, he really likes traveling, dabbles in arts such as writing (he likes writing about his experiences a lot), painting (from reference most often), and trying out the fascinating musical instruments this world has to offer. Specifically he really likes hand drums. He's also rather social, though he likes to put up a front like he isn't, and loves exchanging stories with others.

A lot of the time when I draw him, you really only see his serious side when he's working/busy being a broody hitman. But he's kinda just an empathetic sweetheart deep down. Cares a lot and stuff.

When it comes to his friends, Maggie, TyV and Uppsulka are probably his closest ones, with other mimes like Caela, Ching, Chickenstab and Rede being some of his more casual friends. He also befriends some of the friendliest of the living like Tim and Rachel, and even Samantha to a degree-- a person most mimes absolutely despise by default. Her being upset and confused by her inherited problems of the future was easily enough to convince El Ganso that she doesn't deserve the flack she gets from all the other mimes.

He is often strongly opposed to the more needlessly hostile people in the story. He doesn't work well with Jarna or Holly, and while he still considers Rede a friend, it is a rocky relationship due to Rede's complete carelessness for other's suffering. El Ganso also greatly dislikes Debbie, Gary, and April and their problem causing attitudes.

A few other small, unrelated things about him... He's kind of an easy blusher. He's got bad volume control, either always a little too quiet or a little too loud, no real in between. He can spin his spurs like a saw, much like Caela and her skirt (and Caela's way into it!). In puppet, he can chew through extremely tough materials like wet paper. He is one of the few mimes who actually enjoys & indulges in sleeping. He likes giving gifts, is ecstatic when he learns what celebration cards are. Much like Holly & french, El Ganso will speak specifically spanish from time to time, despite the fact that all mimes can speak universally without a language barrier.

He is my silly goose.

#im fallin asleep writing this so late. sorry for any grammatical issues #i hope I touched on enough to satiate your need for el ganso knowledge #to touch a little extra on that last bit about universal speech just in case that's confusing at all--#mimes essentially do not speak a specific language #they simply communicate verbally in a way that is understood by anyone regardless of language #it is just written as English bc thats just my primary language SBDBFBF #like if a mime were speaking to two people at once- of two different tongues- their speech would be understood by both regardless #but mimes like holly and el ganso will just choose to speak specifically french or spanish #and unless you know the language you are not gonna be understanding it #anyway.#brambleramble #hes still a character thats being figured out bc hes so new #but i like where he's at :3

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