Next Major Life Change 🏃🏻♀️ - April 2024 - Sagittarius
Meditation: A beautiful outdoor gathering, something like a brunch or dinner party. Everything was perfect, there were pink flowers everywhere 🌸, among all of the white tables, arches, tablecloths, a lot of white. The food was amazing, buffet style set ups with sophistication. It could’ve been wedding related, like a rehearsal dinner or something. The one thing you had forgotten was the seating, chairs, there were none. You didn’t care, you had several huge & cashmere looking blankets (also white) covering the ground, to make it more like a picnic. Every single person there was too good to sit on the blanket, this was a real snobby & pretentious crowd that did nothing but judge the entire time this event was going on. The only two that didn’t was an old lady in a wheelchair - she had a chair 🤷🏻♀️ and her idk 6-7 year old granddaughter who was oblivious to anyone else because they were playing patty cake together, and she loved picnics.
What It Is: Answering the Call ☎️, First Light 🌅 (bottom), Independence (Moon Aquarius), 2 Wands, 3 Cups rev, Death with Assertion (Sun Aries) & Justice
I’m getting possibly work or friends the most for you, having to separate yourself from “the group”, or at least think independently from them. A way of life as it was is over now, Answering the Call with First Light shows you already know what you have to do, or you will when the time comes, but you may not want to or feel ready. When is the right time? There is none, heavy Fool energy, but it’s like…forced? By fate? It doesn’t feel *bad*, just uncomfortable, like where you have to go, be, change for, whatever - it’s not what you’ve grown accustomed to and you’re not in your element anymore. Essentially that’s a good thing, it’s making you grow - because there is none of that anymore where you’ve been - if only a state of mind & habits.
The situation you’re put into may be spontaneous, there’s no time to prepare or plan, you have to act. I don’t see Towers, but I do see Assertion and Independence, that’s standing your ground regardless of who around you isn’t going to like it. Justice clarifies, whatever you’ll have to do will be the right thing, probably cutting off people around you that aren’t working out anymore as friends, I’m hearing “associates”, and possible coworkers if you have any level of authority, there could be some problem people you have to take care of. Do you want to? No, not at all, but whatever it is you’ll know you have to. Some of you may even have to get kinda harsh or very straightforward and blunt with it, there’s no sugarcoating with what needs to be done here. For someone it’s possible their aggressive behavior pushes you away, or another person if that’s something you struggle with. Someone is standing their ground and has the moral authority to do so, or the actual authority and this is disciplinary.
Why It’s Happening: 4 Cups, 2 Swords, Page of Swords with Fleur de Lis ⚜️ rev, Procrastination & Happy Accident
“Stop focusing on your problems and excuses; take a small step and do something constructive.”
“Fortunate accidents can act as guides to edit and be open to where you should go next.”
Why - because you haven’t cared until now. This isn’t something you want to deal with, whether it’s an issue with you or others, you’ve just kinda gone along with the status quo for who knows how long, pushing off any sort of action, sitting in indecision by choice. If these are friends that aren’t that great, maybe they party a lot and you don’t, or switch it, you haven’t been bothered that people are different than you and have mostly considered them friends. Again I hear “associates”, so you’re not particularly close with any of these people - thaaaaat’s it. That’s why Ostentation is here I got it. You’re using people, or you feel like they’re using you, money probably plays a big role in this…and you’re kinda looking like the bad guy, the Habits are yours. Choosing whatever option makes the money, having not much concern for what others are doing so long as you Assert your own position on things. It’s possible you’ve lost friends or supporters because of a narrow-minded way of believing or behaving, a “what’s in it for me” mindset. Or people around you do - that’s the main story. If it’s literally their job and they’re not doing it - you’re done putting up with it. If it’s people not on your level, same story. Balance will be restored even if you have to be “the bad guy”, or someone else takes on that role for you, depending on which side of this you’re on.
Nodding towards the meditation, there’s a clearly “boujee” way of life showing up and you just cannot care, do NOT care. Or whoever you’re dealing with doesn’t. There could be a lot of shallow behavior or materialism going on with the people around you, or you, people not doing what’s right - whatever that is - and you’ve held back long enough, it’s time to do something, probably SAY something. You’re about to teach some people that have impossible standards or expect royal treatment on some level, and you’re like uh huh “Welcome to Taco Bell…bitch”. It may just slip out, or a problem person finally hits the last straw before enough is enough and you can’t put it off anymore, they’re forcing your hand by pushing the line, boundaries, your buttons.
Advice: 9 Wands, Page of Pentacles rev, 3 Wands, Judgment rev with Starfish ⭐️ rev, Habits with Ostentation (Saturn Taurus) & Key 🔑, Courage
“Examine habits that may impede the pathways to your goals and encourage beneficial ones.”
“Have the courage to see the lessons in all situations and face them constructively.”
All you can do is persevere, continue moving through this cycle, feel confident that you’re on the right side of things (if you are), if someone else is disciplining you then you’ll know that’s your story too. Plans haven’t worked out, and you or whoever is in this Justice “knock it tf off” energy - that itself isn’t impulsive at all. It’s the straw that broke the camel’s back I’m hearing, maybe someone calls in all the freakin time. First it was illness, then it was kid issues, you’ve been patiently waiting for the story to change and growth to occur - to no avail. At some point, you’re going to be done with the all of the excuses and bullshit, it’s time to make a decision. Independence 💯 You have to do something on your own, because this indecisive, not taking action, not speaking up, hasn’t worked so far, and won’t. Happy Accident refers to the possible spontaneous events here it’s like that is IT, no more of this bs, I refuse. It’s going to take Courage, because you’d much rather sit back and allow chips to fall where they may. I’m hearing “if you don’t, someone else will.” - again this may pertain to many different things. Bad habits in business, financially, using people for gain or always needing something money wise. Like you’ve been nice and helping a friend out financially while they not only accept it but expect it at this point, like it’s your job: No ma’am/sir. Set boundaries 💯 Or, in some cases that’s pointless and they just gotta go, especially with people at work. With friends, idk how direct you’ll be, you could just realize there’s distance between you and assume the attitude of “take more time/space” because I mean…what kind of friends are those? Could be switched too. The habit of staying stuck in a rut to not address problems is what has to go, and whoever it’s regarding is likely to follow - or some habit of theirs perhaps.
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My most recent Tarot Reading was quite powerful & enlightening
... so I thought I'd make note of it here as I feel as if I'm on the precipice of something big.
NB: I now know what that big thing is.
I wanted to do a smaller reading because I've been doing a lot of longer ones lately. It turns out a shorter, more blunt, in-your-face reading was just what I needed.
Let's dive in.
Here is the spread I did:
And here's what it told me ...
Here are the details:
What does my brain want?
5 of Swords
Interpretation: To bring an end to unnecessary conflict and pick my battles more wisely.
What does my heart want?
6 of Pentacles
Interpretation: To receive as much as I give and live my life more in balance.
What does my soul want?
3 of Cups (clarified with The Fool)
Interpretation: Genuine and wholehearted friendship and acceptance from my fellow man
What do I actually need?
9 of Swords
Interpretation: To face the demons and darkness that keeps me up at night. A deliberate and focused deep dive into shadow work.
After the short tarot reading, I pulled the following oracle and energy messages that bolstered the tarot reading. Here's what I got. The serendipity was uncanny.
My Animal Spirit oracle deck shared this with me:
Butterfly spirit says "transformation is beautiful" which sends me the message that change is coming but try not to fear. Although it can be scary, it can also be beautiful.
My Adinkra oracle deck shared this with me:
Fawohodie says freedom is not free, so how can you create the freedom you seek? How are you going to achieve yours? Your soul is yearning for spaces, systems, relationships and ways of living that create an optimal environment for your freedom.
I also loved how the Fawohodie adinkra symbol mimics the Butterfly spirit card in design and somewhat in messaging.
And finally, the tarot card that I pulled that reflects the energy I'm in this week is ...
The High Priestess card says take note of your dreams, powerful visions, and psychic insights. Use your intuition, meditation and spiritual experience to help you dig deep.
Ok. That's it for now. Pretty powerful, right? I still have a lot to process with this one.
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