darby carter + :D

All it takes is that one statement to realise the truth 🥺

"I think it's the end for the Café..." ☕

Nina can't help the Cosy Bear this time, but she isn't the only person with good ideas (or at least ideas)! Who'll have the answer to your problem during the 15th episode of My Candy Love? 🧁

The trailer for episode 15 is online!

See you Wednesday for the new My Candy Love episode! 🧁

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"The coffee is about to collapse and you don't know what to do. Thankfully, your friends are on your side: there is no question of letting the Cozy Bear sink! There is still hope: a crowdfunding campaign. The event is announced full of surprises ... and not just for coffee!"

“A month has gone by since our trip to the chalet, and my situation isn’t getting any better. The Cosy Bear Café is in danger following Dan’s arrest… Which didn’t get by the bank unnoticed. I have to find a solution, and fast!”

📢 Episode Announcement 📢

Hello!

A Mug for the Road, the final episode of #MyCandyLove Love Life, is coming to your screens on April 14.

You’ll be able to fully enjoy the Easter event before starting the first day of the rest of your life… Or rather Candy’s life! ;)

See you on April 14 at

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Have you seen Love Life on HBO?

No...I didn’t hear any great buzz about it and I’m not a particular fan of Anna Kendrick. Was it good?

First we find a grove Started on the road Will it be at the mouth? Or at the shore? Looking beyond the map See the night before

You're looking into your soul But it's right in front of your face You're looking between your toes But it loves to hide in shade You're looking under the ferns Or some place that has some burns Your looking is what your earned can't wait to find the taste

I really want to know Will my mind occupy the same? I really want to grow Is it just to feel the space? I really want to know Will my mind occupy the same? I really want to grow Is it just to fill the space?

I take this does and go Inside my higher space Take this dose and go Inside your heart and space

I guess it goes to show It's all about letting go You been down that hole You seen the things you sown You take it by the stem Here it comes is waves

You're looking into your soul But it's right in front of your face You're looking between your toes But it loves to hide in shade You're looking under the ferns Or some place that has some burns Your looking is what your earned can't wait to find the taste

Really want to know Will my mind occupy the same? Really want to grow Is it just to feel the space? Really want to know Will my mind occupy the same? Will my mind occupy the same? Will my mind occupy the same?

Take this does and go Inside a higher space I take this dose and go Inside my heart and space

Dear Taylor (On being finally Fearless)

Dear Taylor, When I first listened to Fearless, I was 15, and the only love I knew was unrequited. As a young teenager who spent most of her romantic life pining after people who either did not see her, or saw her as weird and undesireable, I could not relate to the happier songs on your album: the whirlwind of falling in love, the feeling it gives you of being “Fearless.” For the bulk of…

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[Trailer] Love Life - Episode 15 - A Mug for the Road is online.

Illustration / working in progress

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God I am the worst. I could be cybering my friend and while I'm typing bullshit about how wet I am while im actually looking at some pic of a fat cat, bone dry

You don't need them, I promise.

My awkward turtle of a boyfriend told me that he loved me yesterday. I was leaving his house and he kissed me on the porch. He kissed me again, quietly said ‘love you’, kissed me a third time and them booked it back into his house while I stood there dumbfound asking him to repeat himself (because he said it once before but as an inside joke). I grumbled that I was going to murder him and he came back outside and asked me why. I said because he didn’t answer my question. He repeated himself and I said it back. I’ve been in love with him for a month now. I texted Tianna about a month ago and was like “How do I do this?!” And her advice was to go at his pace. Which is smart because he’s got the emotional communication skills of a clam. He’s been hurt before and I don’t plan on hurting him like that. 

I was talking to his mom at Easter and she told me that I’m the first girl he’s dated that met the family within the first 6 months...It’s scary but also very telling. I have to watch his actions because he really has a hard time telling me how he feels. 

Why Is It so Hard Being an Asian Muslim Woman?

Hi again, I'm back after a week or so.

My life is still boring as always, at the same time has drama in it.

It’s April already, which means I'm gonna be 28 years old next month! OMG. I’m  now scared. Back then, when my friends were busy talking about marriage, I was busy earning money and having fun with my life in Malaysia. It was last year when I started to consider marriage. Lock down had gotten me thinking about it.

When I was around 23 y.o the thought of getting married never crossed my mind because I was clueless about it. I was afraid I could not do house chores, be emotionally there for my spouse and any other scary things people talked about marriage. Now, seeing my inner circle got married and having kids, I’m frightened by the fact that I’m the single one! SINGLE! if at least I have boyfriend, it’s ok, maybe we can start talking about it. but SINGLE is even worse. Get to know each other phase is hard, dude. 

Ever since I was 24 my mom already wanted me to meet her friends’ sons hahahah but I kept on rejecting them after the first meeting. I hate the “get to know each other” part, in this phase I will have tendency to judge the person. My mind can’t stop thinking and evaluating the person talking in front of me. No, no guys ever approached me first. Well there were two or three but always straight no hahaha. That’s why I always know those guys through our mutual friends and online chat for a week until the first meeting.

Last month, my mom started to talk about this guy, which again I said no after she elaborated more about his background. He is a preacher or in islam called Ustadz. I was like, what the fisshhhhh. I mean, look at our family background, never in million years did I think I'd be married to a preacher. I scolded my mom and said, “Are you serious to allow me marrying an ustadz? the stigma and perception towards that particular figure is second to none. You only want me to be married, you don’t think whether I will be happy or not.”  However, she has been sad because I have been single for too long, so I said yes to the meeting and kept on reminding her to not expect anything in return.

There we went on Wednesday afternoon, during lunch hours meeting this guy my mom has bragged about. Ok to begin with, he’s younger than me!!! he just turned 26 last March!!!!!!!!! Gosh. Yeap when he arrived he looked younger than me! hahahahahah OMG! No, it was not only the two of us, there are 4 other people joined! Again, Ustadz. So, he came with his teachers he has been knowing for 13 years. I came with my mom and her friend. It was so awkward, the guy was only smiling and so passive. I became passive too. I did not know what to ask either. After an hour, we decided to end the meeting.

On the way home, I did not say anything about it. I know it wasn’t like my mom would have expected either. The next morning my mom started saying, “After the meeting, I will disagree to that guy. He does not seem like an independent one.” His family background, his dad owns islamic schools and the teachers he tagged along are the ones who have been taking care of him to become who he is now, ustadz. My mom saw the teachers as people who will involve in the guy’s life forever and she is afraid they will involve in all aspects. Even the guy’s parents asked the teachers to find him a woman to marry. 

Why we met? well, my mom’s friend told her that the teachers had been showing some pictures of the girls, ever since last year but only my picture who got his attention. Not only my face, but also my background, in which he’s attracted to. After the meeting, my mom’s friend was optimistic that there would be next meeting, but until now, there’s no news hahahaha and my mom never wanted to ask the guy’s side first, because when we finally met, it was his side who asked to meet and arranged the meeting. 

So yea, it’s hard being an Asian woman and it is even harder being an Asian muslim woman hahahahaha. 

Seeking for an intense, strong, loving relationship, but ending up heart broken and lost.

Whoever controls your emotions, controls you. Continue letting them “piss” you off. Your reactions control your future. Quit being someone’s puppet. Namaste bitches.