"Some periods of our growth are so confusing that we don’t even recognize that growth is happening. We may feel hostile or angry or weepy and hysterical, or we may feel depressed. It would never occur to us, unless we stumbled on a book or a person who explained to us, that we were in fact in the process of change, of actually becoming larger, spiritually, than we were before. Whenever we grow, we tend to feel it, as a young seed must feel the weight and inertia of the earth as it seeks to break out of its shell on its way to becoming a plant. Often the feeling is anything but pleasant. But what is most unpleasant is the not knowing what is happening. Those long periods when something inside ourselves seems to be waiting, holding its breath, unsure about what the next step should be, eventually become the periods we wait for, for it is in those periods that we realize that we are being prepared for the next phase of our life and that, in all probability, a new level of the personality is about to be revealed."
One of those times when I've so much to say but the moment i try to verbalize it, i feel incapacitated as though words can't come anywhere close to the thing i truly wish to express. We are more than these letters reassembled to make some sense - perhaps things are beyond the pales of our senses...
There are two sides to trust. One side gives you a person who will be with you for life and the other side leaves you with a harsh lesson that you will make you stronger than before. The latter lesson is betrayal and it will allow you to be more wary of people before you let them get too close to you.
Güvenilecek iki taraf var. Bir taraf size ömür boyu yanınızda olacak birini verirken, diğer taraf sizi eskisinden daha güçlü yapacağınız sert bir dersle baş başa bırakır. İkinci ders ihanettir ve size çok yaklaşmalarına izin vermeden önce insanlara karşı daha temkinli olmanızı sağlayacaktır.