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moemoemammon · 3 years

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I just found ur blog and read thru some of ur stuff and im in love !! Ur writing is nice to read, and always gives a nice picture of the situation

If its aight, could u do some headcannons for the demon bros Finding out mc goes real hard on housekeeping ? Im talking fast and good cleaning, does chores without problems, propably even cleans after them (totally doesnt mother them in anyway), all without complaint, mc just cares

Housekeeper MC!

(Feat. GN!MC and the Demon Bros)

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Lucifer

The fact that he didn't have to shove a mop and bucket into your hands like the evil stepmother has him like 👀👀

Out of every person he's met, you and Barb are the only ones that actually enjoy cleaning? And now he's wondering if you've been influenced by him in some way because got damn are those floors sparkling-

Ever since you've arrived, the house has been immaculate. But as much as he enjoys that, he worries that you aren't leaving enough chores for his brothers to do.

They're gonna be lazy at this rate, especially if you keep cleaning up after them like that. He's planning to sit you down and have a good talk about how you should rest a bit, and- D...did you polish his desk????

"MC... as grateful as I am to you, I thought I asked you to rest? You don't have to clean every little thing in this house. You're here as our guest, and more, so I won't have you behaving like a maid. But if you're that interested in keeping your hands busy, you may feel free to maintain my desktop. It looks as good as new, thanks to you."

Mammon

Oh, so you're one of THOSE types, huh? The goody goodies that like to make everything clean and sparkly, huh?? Well don't expect him to help ya!

Was an asshole at first. Made messes to see if you'd clean them, tried to dump his chores on you, etc. But now that you've stolen his heart? Yeah, he wants you to sit down.

You're messing up your hands with all that time spent scrubbing crevices and dusting ugly old paintings, when you could be spending time with him!

Tch, that's it! If it's chores that're keeping you from looking his way, he'll just finish them before you can do anything! Checkmate!

"You're always scrubbin' somethin'! Let my brothers take care of the messes, while YOU sit down and watch this movie with me! Ain't no point in watchin' it by myself, so I ain't takin' no for an answer!" "Huh?? Waddya mean 'when was the last time I vacuumed'??"

Levi

Oi oi oi...! What do you think you're doing with that feather duster?! You don't think you've got the right to approach his figures with it, do you?! WRONG!

But you quickly discover how ticklish Levi is, and he squirms out of your way while watching in horror as you... delicately handle every figure? And dust them from top to bottom, without so much as an accessory out of place..?

Wait... are you seriously okay with picking up all that trash?? S-some of it's sticky from all the junk food, and- Gah! Don't go messing around in his closet!!!

Yeahhh Levi doesn't let you clean his room lmao. It's way too stimulating to watch you carefully touch every surface in his room... I-it's like you're heaven everything with your presence, and...

"S-so yeah! The only things you're allowed to clean are the figures and the outside of Henry's tank! Nothing else, got it?! Anything more and I seriously won't be able to handle it...I won't even be able to sit still in my own room......." 👉👈

Satan

Satan found it funny how willing you were to take up every little chore there was to be done in the house and he's got to admit, reading is much more enjoyable in a tidy environment.

But what he REALLY wants to know is how you managed to dust off every single book in the house, his room included, without him?? Knowing?? And you've done every shelf as well, cleaned out the cobwebs behind it, and even repaired that little tear in the upholstery of his favorite arm chair????

Has also deduced that you're probably the maid character in the books that knows everything. Actually, you're a lot like Barbatos. What secrets are you hiding human 🔫

Just kidding. But yeah, when you insist on dusting his room, he follows you around the room and watches you. You know, just in case you fall or something falls on you! No other reason.

"As much as I like having you here all to myself, it makes me feel bad watching you do that by yourself. Why don't you we clean together? We'll get it done twice as fast, and when we're finished, I'd like to read a book to you. You remind me of a certain character from a murder mystery novel I've started."

Asmo

Eeehhh?!?!? You've seriously managed to organize both his endless skin care product collection, and his ENTIRE wardrobe?!? You're amazing...!

And you don't stop there. You were more than happy to clean his tub for him and everything, and you know how hard it is to get oil off the side of a tub, right? You're a lifesaver!

Asmo casually pawns off his chores too you. Oh, he just did his nails! Can you do the dishes? Ah, he just bought this outfit. Can you take out the trash? He's about to go out with his friends to a party, so be a dear and take care of the common bathroom for him?

Lucifer scolds the shit out of him every time he catches him doing that. You're welcome. But don't think Asmo won't repay you! He'll give you so much love, you'll be drowning in it! Figuratively or literally, depending on your preferences-

"Fufufu... if you wanted my attention, you should've just told me! You didn't have to go tidying up my shoe collection, but I'm happy you did~! If you keep spoiling me like this, I might not be able to keep my hands off of you! Unless... that's what you wanted?"

Beel

Things tend to get pretty messy with Beel around, with the trail of crumbs he always leaves in his wake, and how he manages to get every surface he touches sticky. But you must be a miracle worker...

You're like a living roomba, and his ravenous appetite is no match against your cleaning skills! You seem to predict when the food bits will fall, and it's thanks to you that he can eat without a care in the world!

It's actually kind of scary, though. He'll drop a bite of his sandwich and move down to retrieve it to eat, and... it's gone. Poof. Into the ether of the garbage can...

You can still rest once in a while though, you know? Beel offers to help you with the cleaning, and he's more than happy to let you climb up his shoulders to reach those high places. It makes him happy to know he can lend a hand.

"MC, I already cleaned over here so you don't have to do it. I cleaned there, too. That means you don't have anything else to do, so why don't you have a lunch break with me? It's not good to work so hard all the time."

Belphie

Belphie's one for the more observant brothers, so your clean freak habits didn't go unnoticed. He didn't know if you were obsessed with cleaning, or if you genuinely enjoyed it, but at least you were doing it without a fuss?

And man did you do a good job. Everywhere you cleaned was left with the lingering smell of vanilla and lavender, and... you know, the smell is making him sleepy.

Every pillow his head touches seems especially fluffy, too! When he found out you made a regular habit of washing and fluffing them, and they smell amazing... He feels like he's laying on a cloud...

He won't admit it genuinely, but he really does love what you're doing with the place. It makes him feel a little fuzzy inside when he finds his pillow on his bed, freshly laundered and soft to the touch. He clings to it extra tight those nights.

"You know if you keep this up, I might prefer the pillows to your lap. Ah, but don't worry, I don't really mean it. There's no way a pillow could replace you, no matter how good it smells. I think."

#I can vibe with this because I clean pretty often when I'm stressed and I just generally enjoy most cleaning #obey me #obey me!#obey me shall we date #obey me! shall we date?#shall we date? obey me!#shall we date obey me #obey me lucifer #obey me headcanons #obey me imagines #obey me writing #obey me scenarios #obey me mammon #obey me levi #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me beel #obey me belphie

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rosietaeyongswife · 3 years

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ok, i love you| kim jungwoo

first part

jungwoo was really upset since then. you did as you told. when you had sex, when it’s finished you didn’t say a single world to him, and just like that leave. he didn’t know that it’s gonna hurt him like that. by the time, he realized that he miss you. he even stop hooked up with other girls, and stop partying. he couldn’t get you out of his head. he wanted spend more time with you, like you two used to. but you had your pride, and knew that you can be treat like that. his words really hurt you this time.

and there he is. sitting with johnny and jaehyun at johnny’s place smoking joints and looking in the space. he needs to chill out or he would go crazy. he didn;t like it, that you made him like that.

“bro, why exactly you like that?” jaehyun looked at his friend with red eyes. “you know. you don’t get hoes, and even didn’t come to taeyong’s party. what happend?”

“i bet it’s because of this hot girl, he has fwb with.. what’s her name?” johnny laughs and look at his friends “i got it. y/n, girl who jungwoo has friends with benefits. did she break your pride or heart?”

“oh shut the fuck up.” jungwoo let smoke let out.

“i’m fuckin serious man, what’s going on? you need pussy?” jaehyun was looking at jungwoo, and only can giggle.

“no, i don’t want any pussy.” jungwoo was annoyed. “you want to know what’s going on? fine.” he took a drag. “i think she hurt my pride and my ego.”

two males just burst into laughter. when girls are mad, they always try to roast them, but they are rather cringy, than scary, and among two of them - there was never girl, who could hurt their pride, but here we are. kim jungwoo was razed to the ground, becasue of you.

“no way!”

“what did she tell you?”

“she told be that i get ill, and when i ask her to get the fuck out, she was mad.” he sighs.”she had told me, that she knew that i let other girls stay in my bed, but i always send her to home. i told her, that i’m not going to be her boyfriend, becasue she sounds like she was counting to be with me.” jaehyun and johnny could only laughs their asses of. “she then smilled and tell me, that she didn’t expect me to, and tell me that i shouldn’t get it twistted, and that i’m asshole, and she doesn’t want to be loved by asshole. you know, she meant that it’s only sex, and she is going to leave sooner than i think. and she is doing it! the fuck, she stoped calling me, asking me about my day, i miss this so fuckin much.”

his friends were crying because of laugh.

“don’t get it twistted, harsh.” jaehyun laughs

“she really roast you, and she was serious. you were propably just another man on her hit list.”

“what?” jungwoo smirked. “she only was fucked by one guy before me, this pussy doyoung.” he smiled to himself. “i wasn’t on her hit list for sure. she isn’t like that. in matter of fact she is innocent person.”

“no way, you said she is kinky.” jae looked at johnny

“i mean, i show her new things, and she said that doyoung doesn’t like this, and she liked vanilla sex, but with me, she let me choke her and spank her, damn.” he smirked. “but when we not fuck, she is purest person out there. she cares about me, or she used to. nevermind. i still fuckin miss this, and you make fun of me.”

johnny and jaehyun looked at each other dead serious.

“no fuckin way.”

“no it can’t be true. do you think what i think?”

“i geuss i do.”

“what are you two fuckin talking about?”

“you fell in love with her.” they said at the same time

“no, i just miss what she was doing to me, it was nice.”

“no, you don’t miss what she WAS DOING, you miss HER, you idiot.”

jungwoo was looking at his friends. are they right?

“how can i know?”

“you motherfuckin dumbass..” jaehyun let out of joint. “you always left girls, and don’t care. you didn’t even talk with us about them, but with y/n you talk about her most of the time, and you are really happy when you do.”

“and you are exctitted like little kid, when you about meet her. you even talk about her small habbits. you wasn’t like that, and here you are.” johnny ends.

jungwoo couldn’t belive.

“that’s why you feel like shit, jungwoo. you miss her so much. and that’s also reason why you stop attending parties, because you love her and got her only in your mind.” jaehyun smilled trough fucked up eyes.

“why are u still here? go to her and confess, idiot.”

“are you fuckin crazy?” jungwoo let out “it’s 2 am, and i can’t even stand properly.”

“i don’t care. if you don’t do it now, you could never.” johnny said

“i could drive you, but i feel like i;m gonna passed out.” jaehyun said while he was standing up “i think i’m going to throw up.”

“don’t waste your time and go. i need to take care of jaehyun. good luck jungwoo.”

jungwoo wasn’t really sure. upsetting you at 2am, doesn’t sound cool. but what he could do? he is in love with you, and he needs you back.

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you were laying down in your bed watching some netflix. it’s weekend, and there’s not really much to do. your friends were out, and you don’t feel like in mood to party. everything was fine untill you heard knock to door of your flat. you were really confused, it was 2:30 am, and someone is kncoking in you door. is it rubber? you open the door and met jungwoo’s red eyes.

“y/n, you here.”

“yes i’m here. what u doing here at this time?” you looked closer “and high. i told you that i’m not going to take care of you.”

“it’s not it! i want to talk with you.”

“when you are high, and canl’t think straight? go to your flat. you should rest.”

“god damn, can you just listen to me?” he said, and pushed you little, so he can walked in your flat.

you were looking at him confused.

“what is so important at 2:30 am? what?”

“i think...” he sighed. “ok, i love you. i fuckin love you y/n, what now? i miss you so fuckin much, that it’s hurts.”

you were looking at him with surprised look. he was kidding right?

“do you even know what u sayin? man, it’s late, really go to sleep, and stop playing.”

“i’m not playing! i love you! i love you since a very long time, and i can’t let you go. i know i fucked up. i know, and i’m sorry! i don’t want anyone but you. i don’t want to have other girls. i want you. y/n i want to lay with you in my bed, and talk about silly things. talk about your day, and how much you hate your neighbours. i want to make you coffe everyday, so you could have more power to your lectures. i want to watch animations with you, becasue we like it, right?” he smilled brightly “i want to take you to drive around whole damn seoul and enjoy the view. i want to wake up next to you every fuckin day, and kiss you like it’’s our last time. i want everybody to know that you are mine. i want to make you happy. i want to be happy with you.” tear came down his cheek. “i know i fucked up, but i was afraid i would fall in love, but i couldn’t help it when you left.”

you were looking at jungwoo, and you couldn’t belive. you have never seen jungwoo crying or acting that way. you came closer, and swpied tears away. you touch his cheek, and look into his eyes.

“you are right. you fucked up as hell, but i think i love you. it was hard, to treat you that way.” you kissed him “now come, we should sleep, right?”

“are you serious? sure?”

“like never. come to my bed, and let;s sleep. in the morining we can eat breakfast and cuddle together.

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strangerontheotherside84 · 4 years

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Live Wire Part 1 (Billy Hargrove x Reader)

Disclamer: Hey everybody thank you all for your sweet feedback on the teaser for this story. It actually motivated me to finish this quicker than I thought I would. But there isn't anything better to do in quarantine anyway. Hope you'll enjoy!

Note: This will most likely consist of 2 (maybe 3) parts (so let me know if you wanna be tagged in the second part when I upload it)

Warnings: language, underage drinking (at least for now)

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Being Vicki Carmichael's sister clearly was enough of a burden to begin with. Luckily you were almost a year younger and therefore didn't share any classes with her. Most people didn't even know that you were related. And you both made sure to keep it that way.

You ignored each other at school, almost never left the house at the same time and only spend time together when it really had to be or because your parents forced you to. Like tonight.

When it came to your parents, Vicki clearly was their favorite. Or at least the more presentable child. Everything Vicki was interested and engaged in was amazing. Whether it were stupid horses in elementary school or that Cheerleading bullshit she did now. However, your drums had been banned to the basement where you were only allowed to play them when nobody was home and when you got sent to detention for punching a guy that slapped your ass, this suddenly wasn't an achievement they'd tell the neighbours about.

Same thing counted for boys. The guys Vicki dated were always „such nice guys“,yet you didn't even dare to think about introucing any of the guys you'd slept with to your family. But it wasn't like anybody ever asked you to do that anyway. Judging by the Mötley Crüe posters in your room they'd propably rather not know who would enter their precious home in that case.

Vicki's newest addittion to her collection of „nice guys“ had just recently moved to Hawkins and was sitting at the kitchen table across from you right in this moment.

„So Billy, where did you meet Vicki, again?“,your mom tried to fill the awkward silence while all of you pretended that eating dinner together totally was something you did every night.

This whole Brady Bunch atmosphere, combined with Vicki's stupid giggles made you wanna throw up.

Since your sister seemed to be very busy drooling over her new boyfriend, who clearly had absolutely nothing in common with her, you decided to answer that question for them instead: „Well there would be Tina's Halloween Party, the car, propably that one dumpster behind school and let's not forget the countless times Vicki asked me to make sure to not come home unti-“

„Y/N!“, your mother interrupted you. Oh boy if looks could kill.

„Oh you said meet! Damn I'm sorry. Wonder how I could get that one wrong.“,you chuckled sarcastically, moving your eyes towards Vicki at your last words.

„I think you're done with dinner, honey.“, your dad intervened with a calm but stern voice.

„I think so too.“, you replied with the sweetest smile as you got up from your chair, „Well Billy it was nice meeting you but if you'll excuse me, I'll withdraw myself to the basement where I'll continue to be the dissapointment of the family.“

„Nice to meet you too.“, the boy replied while following you with his piercing eyes. He almost looked like he was very much enjoying the situation.

„Baby you don't have to be nice to her. Just ignore her.“,Vicki chimed in with a voice sweet as sugar, while grabbing his chin and forcing him to kiss her.

„Also it's really nice to finally have a face to match those noises that keep me up at night.“, you quickly added before leaving the room.

„Y/N! Shut up!“

Not as sweet anymore, are we sis?

You could still hear her going on about how much of a loser you were to your parents, as you entered your room. Okay maybe you had been a bit extra snarky today but she deserved it. You didn't ask to join this amazing family event anyway. However,you couldn't stop thinking about what a guy like Billy could see in Vicki. She was a shallow bitch and usually the guys she dated were complete airheads. But this new kid? He seemed different.

However, if you hadn't been that busy trying to make your sisters night as miserable as possible you'd might have realized that Billy had been watching you the whole time. The two of you had met before. A fact that you couldn't possibly admit in front of your parents since it occured about a week ago when they were out of town. Vicki had invited Billy over to watch some movies and basically forced you to stay in your room. However, you obviously hadn't listened to that. You had caught Billy's attention right away, the moment you entered the kitchen, ignoring both of them, while you grabbed a can of beer from the fridge. You had been wearing nothing but a Metallica shirt and some black lace panties underneath.

„Dad's gonna kill you if he finds out you took his beer.“

„He's gonna kill you first if he finds out that you're not staying at Carol's.“

„Shut up, loser! Also put on some clothes you look like a cheap groupie.“

„Try to keep yours on until after I'm back in my room, loser.“

If Billy had met you at school he would have never figured that you were Vicki's younger sister. You really were one of a kind. But getting to know you could be a tough one. You had a sharp tongue and didn't seem like the kind of girl that would fall for his tricks which made you even more interesting.

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„Hey y/n?“

You had to admit you were rather surprised as you looked up and were greeted by the face of Billy. You hadn’t really spoken since you officially met at your house a few weeks ago. And you definitely wouldn’t have expected him to just walk up to you in the schools parking lot like it was nothing.

„Hey boyfriend number 27 of the year. How can I help you? Need a last minute escape plan?“, you greeted him cynically.

You could see that Billy was kinda taken aback by your repartee. However, he quickly regained his composure and chose to ignore your comments. He seemed to be in quite a rush, his dirtly blonde curls falling into his frowning face as he took a pack of Marlboro Reds out of his denim jacket.

„Have you seen a girl? Tiny. Red hair. Bit of a bitch.“, he came straight to the point while lighting a cigarette.

„Yeah, I think Vicki is waiting at your car.“

„Not your sister. I'm looking for my stepsister Max.“

„No idea who that is. Didn't even know you had a sister.“

„Stepsister. And ditto.“

„Well I'd be surprised if Vicki had told you anything about me. We like to keep that unfortunate fact between us. Now if you'll excuse me you're blocking my car door. And we don't wanna let Vicki wait any longer, do we? I'm sure she can't wait to help you with all that homework.“, you commented dry with a nod towards the books he was carrying in his hands.

„This is yours?“, Billy sounded rather surprise as he examined the rusty 1970 Ford Falcon, you could barely tell that it once used to be perfectly shiny grabber green. “Never seen it around your house.“

„That's because my parents make me park it a few blocks away. Wouldn't want the neighbours to see that rust bucket, you know?“

„You do band as an after school activity?“, the curly haired boy chuckled while rasing his eyebrows, propably having spotted the drumsticks lying on your backseat.

„Hell no! Do I look like a fucking virgin?“,you scoffed while raising your eyebrows as well.

„Well... no. I just figured from the stuff Vicki keeps telling me-“

„Well note that: you shouldn't believe most of the bullshit that my sister has to say about me. Speaking of the devil you might not wanna let her wait any longer. Wouldn't want your study session to fall through, right?“

You hadn't left school right away. If Vicki and Billy were planning to hook up at your place you'd rather give them some advance. Also, Vicki had her way of making it very clear to you that you’d better stay away from home whenever she had a guy over. And since she had threatened to tell your parents where you hid your booze and other things, you were more than happy to oblige.

You were just driving off the schools parking lot when you spotted a small redhead by the side of the road. She seemed rather distressed, kicking against an old Skateboard.

„Hey kid, is everything alright?“, you asked as you pulled over.

„Uhm yeah...it's just..my stupid brother was suposed to wait for me but he didn't and now I have to skate home.“

„Yeah I know, he drove off with my stupid sister. Get in the car I'll drive you.“

„Really?“

„Yeah sure I don't wanna be at home now anyway.“

„I can imagine. I hate when Billy has girls over. It's like he doesn't even like them. But I still have to stay in my room.”, the girl stated with an eye-roll as she sat down on the passengers seat, ” I'm Max by the way.“

„Nice to meet you. I'm y/n. And just for the record: next time a stranger asks you to get in their car, don't do it!“

„I'm not stupid.“, Max clarified within a heartbeat.

„You're a tough kid, aren't you? I like that.“ you laughed. Her upfront attidude and tomboy-ish apperance reminded you a lot of yourself at that age.

„And I like your car.“

„You do? Well thanks I bought it myself.“

„Yeah it's really cool. They used the same one in Mad Max, you know?“

„'Course I do.“

#Billy Hargrove #billy hargrove x reader #billy hagrove imagine #billy hargrove x y/n #billy hargrove x you #billy hargrove smut #stranger things imagine #live wire part 1 #vicki carmichael

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disaster-fruit · 3 years

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for the fic writer ask, 1, 13, 15!

What is your favorite fic you have under your belt?

Hmm I think I’m always gonna be the most proud about my old lietpol longfic that is not available anymore, not because it was good writing or anything (quite the opposite) but like... i finished it and that counts for a lot kkkkk I think from my fics currently on ao3 i would say Passarinho is propably the best one (?

Do you have a favorite character to write for?

I just write Luciano and Martín these days lol

Give us a snippet of something from your WiPs!

I only have one wip right now because i tend to avoid multiple WIPs, though i do have stuff i havent posted yet that are not really in progress anymore. Also, i write a lot of smut. So here’s snippets of the family friendly stuff:

Current wip:

Martin não respondeu. Ficou de braços cruzados esperando Luciano tirar a corrente pesada da coleira. Milanesa também ficou calminha enquanto ele fazia isso, o que era um pouco incômodo para Martin, que não se importaria tanto se ela pelo menos tentasse morder o sorrisinho dele fora. Sabe, em solidariedade ao seu dono.

That translates to:

Martin did not answer. He stood with his arms crossed waiting for Luciano to take the heavy chain off her collar. Milanesa also stayed calm while he did this, which was a little uncomfortable for Martin, who wouldn't mind so much if she at least tried to bite his smile off. you know, in solidarity with her owner.

Coming soon:

Martín sent a picture too, in the mirror, soon after he left the gym. He thought Luciano would appreciate his reddened face. “Come see me.” He sent. He was wondering if he was being too insistent when Luciano’s reply popped on the screen. “I’m busy this week.” Martín pouted. That sure sounded like an excuse. Then, another message from Luciano. “Are you free this weekend? Like, the whole weekend?”

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schneegloeckchen · 4 years

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Hello, there!🤗 Thank you for visiting this blog. This is my first time using tumblr, so I'm very new here and don't know what I'm doing. Also, I'm just using my phone. So please be gentle.😄

*Introductions*

My nickname is Dia (yes, that's an actual nickname of my name). I'm a female '95 liner and, as you could have guessed by the title of this blog, I'm from Germany, so english isn't my first language. (Sorry in advance, for any spelling mistakes.) I also have the tendency to ramble, so chances are, my posts are gonna be pretty long winded.😅 Please bear with me.

My hobbies include music, anime, gaming, reading (fanfiction since 2013) and botany (nearly finished with my biology major 😆🌻).

I started this blog mainly because of BTS. Since I don't have any other social media, keeping updated and interacting with other army has been a struggle (read non-existant). I don't know anyone personally, who even listens to kpop. It was pretty lonely just lurking around. So I finally caved and started this account.

*How I became ARMY*

I found BTS early 2019, because BPs Kill this Love was playing on the radio and they hyped up the MV. So I looked for it on yt and re-ignited my little flame for K-Pop. And as you would expect BTS was recommended again and again and again. Everywhere. So I eventually started to wonder what the hype was about and clicked on a video of them. You can imagine what happend next.

They were such hilarious, lovable crack heads and their relationships with each other seemed so genuin. So I wanted to learn more about them. It didn't help that I'm a sucker for shonen (esp. Sports), so their story really hit home. And that they were all around my age (RM is closest, so I really am smack in the middle). It was inspiring to see what they could accomplish in the same time I have been alive. And I was just blown away by their dancing! 🤩

I really love (to watch😅) dancing no matter what kind, but formation dances are my favorite. I love the synchronity and the images they create together, all warking together to create something more beautiful then any could do on their own. And the first time I watched their spring day dance practice, I was moved to tears.😢 I didn't know anything about the song, not the lyrics or its background, but at the end of the video I started crying because of the feelings they conveyd. Esp. Jimin. Every move of him screamed loss and sorrow, but was so beautiful and graceful.

I should have realized at the time that he was going to be my bias, if I had one, but I was in denial for nearly a year. Because I got the wrong impression of him after BST and a few introduction videos. I don't like the in-your-face overly sexual types and he came across as the "sexappeal" focused in the group. I guess that is still true, in a way. But after watching more of their content and getting to know more of his charakter and were he came from, I realized that he does this for army, not because he is narcistic. That he tries harder than anyone else to make us happy. And he has my utmost respect for that.

I also couldn't get used to his voice in the beginning.😖 His voice was the first I could recognize 10/10, but not in a positive way. That changed after I saw the #1 Muster performance of Just one day. I fell in love with his voice and am now so proud of his improvement in every new song they release. I was shook after Stay Gold and Your eyes tell were released this year (though Your eyes tell hit differently on so many levels...😭). And once you JimIN, well...

They all love army so much. Their love and humblness astonished me since I found out about their history. That they really credited their fandom for every accomplishment and always talked so sincierly and lovingly to army was amazing. For over a year I didn't dare call myself an army, because I was intimidated by this relationship. Like, how could I still be an army after all these years and all the hard times they went through with their army.

It didn't feel right to just insert myself into that bond without really knowing anything about them. So I got to know more about them by starting to watch their content from the very beginning and listening to all their music and eventually getting vlive. I still have a lot of catching up to do, but I feel secure and comfortable now calling myself an army.

Anyway this post is getting really long so I should propably wrap it up and continue at another time. And I didn't even get to the main part.😂 This is way more cartaric than I could have imagined.☺️ A bit like writing a diary entry.🤭

Tl.dr: I'm 25 years old, ARMY since April 2019, and Jimin biased. I love ot7 and absolutly adore their dancing and the genuiness of their interactions with army and each other. Please take good care of me.

Thank you for reading this far and listening to my story. Stay happy and stay safe.

Borahae!💜💜💜

Dia

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ada2987 · 5 years

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People please calm down

First of all the chapter is not out. We are not even sure what characters are actually saying. It looks bad i know but don't say that you are done with manga if we are not 100% sure of what's going on.

Second thing i understand your anger, i'm really sad too and my hopes are low but i'm not panicking yet, I'm gonna cry when the chapter will actually be out. But you can't tell that Levi death has no purpose. You don't know the future, you don't know how characters will react to this, we just saw the moment. You are not Isayama and you don't know what he's planning. Isayama almost always makes a suprising new plot twists and his writing rarely dissapoints so we should hope that this "badly written" death may have way more compex cosequences. BE PATIENT!

The last thing and most important for me is STOP HARASSING ISAYAMA. It's disgusting behavior, you may be angry but harrasing an author for his own story is just not acceptable. He has his own life and your persolnal feelings towards a fictional character shouldn't even be connected to Isayama personal life. Please, if you can't accept events in chapter 115 then at least live through it with silence. Let Isayama finish his work.

Fourth thing is my personal opinion i think there is something more into Levi's death. Isayama propably wanted to show how life is unfair for everyday humans and how death od a hero is not always an amazing fight or just a spectacle. He made it bitter as it can be and we should fell that. It's death, it's horrible and life is not fair. I think i wouldn't be so sad about it if it was more spectacular. I saw deaths like this in media and it always give me this feeling of all bad feelings mixed. It's just unfair and tragic. Let's hope that at least Levi's death will in turns of events lead to justice and will give Zeke well deserved punishment.

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wikiangela · 6 years

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Finished Queer As Folk and I'm a mess

It's almost 3am and I can't sleep cause I just finished Queer As Folk and I have to say this and they blocked my Twitter account. (So maybe I'll finally start using tumblr for more than just rebloging😂) Feel free to ignore it, just writing it for myself just to say it. And I don't have anyone to talk to about Queer As Folk cause none of my friends wached it (my cousin wants to but she can't find it in good quality in our language - I watched it in English)

Okay so first: I hate how they left Brian and Justin. Like... WHY THE FUCK YOU DIDN'T GIVE THEM PROPER ENDING? I already have in mind all kinds of scenarios of them getting back togheter and propably I would even write a fanfiction if I wasn't too lazy 😂

After giving it a thought, I maybe like this ending a bit cause that way I can imagine how it would be and imagine myself perfect happy ending (that's why sometimes it's cool if something doesn't have like proper ending) but I would really prefer to see them together even without this fucking marriage -.-

Second: Kinda hoped Emmett and Ted would end up togheter, never really liked Blake ;/

I liked how Michael, Ben and Hunter ended up

Mel and Linds went away and it was sad but I kinda liked this idk.

And I love Michael and Brian's friendship so much ❤ The two of them togheter are just the best, I want best friend like that 😭

"You'll always be young. You'll always be beautiful. You're Brian Kinney for fuck's sake" - one of my favourite quotes ever ❤

And why did it have just 5 seasons, I need more Brian Kinney in my life 😭💔 I fuckin love the last scene with Brian dancing.

Okay I'm done, just needed to say/write it somewhere (and it isn't everything I wanted to but it's 3 in the fuckin morning and I don't really think now and I forgot half of it during crying over the last episode)

Now I'm going to think about how much better would it be if Brian and Justin's story would end different and cry myself to sleep and wondering what am I gonna do with my life now. Propably hours on Tumblr looking at Brian and Justin gifs or whatever, nevermind.

Goodnight x 😂😭

#queer as folk #brian kinney #justin taylor #michael novotny #ted schmidt #melanie marcus #lindsay peterson #fav tv shows #this ruined me #im not okay #qaf #im gonna cry #just needed to say it #ignore this #feel free to ignore #nevermind #emmett honeycutt

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hulksmashin-bannerpackin · 6 years

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I Do, I Don’t

Pairing: Bruce Banner X Reader

Request Prompt:

Hello! I'm sorry. You are propably busy, so answer whenever you want. I just wanted to say that I got this awesome story idea. Like, reader and Bruce are best friends and reader likes Bruce, but thinks Bruce doesn't like them. So, reader dates other people and after few months the reader comes to the tower and invites all the Avengers to readers wedding. Bruce is heartbroken and at the wedding Bruce stands up (Hulk forced him to) and confesses his feelings and HAPPY ENDING????

Warnings: A lot more language then I usually put in my fics honestly. Lots of name calling.

I hope you like this my Beautiful Anon! I also hope the wait was worth it! It’s a long one too! Over 1800 words!

It was late at night and there was a cool refreshing breeze. Bruce and Y/N were currently set up on the roof, watching the stars and enjoying each others company. This was a common occurrence between the two as they had been best friends for years. Y/N would follow Bruce to the ends of the earth and honestly she almost had.

“We’re getting old Y/N.” Bruce said wistfully.

Y/N rolled her eyes playfully and bumped his arm with her own. “Still got a lot of life left though Bruce.”

“I just still feel there is so much left I haven’t done yet and that there isn’t enough time to do everything.”

“Bruce, don’t get all existential on me after one drink.”

“Sorry, I just feel there’s so much more I need to do, you know?”

“How about we do a marriage pact?” Oh god Y/N was definitely tipsy.

“Marriage pact?” Bruce raised his brow at her.

Shut up now Y/N, quick play it off as a joke.

“Yeah! If we aren’t with anybody by 45 we marry eachother? That’s-thats a thing people do when they question their place in life.”

Shit... when did their faces get so close.

Y/N took the chance and slowly leaned in only for Bruce to turn away.

“You deserve so much better then me Y/N...” He mumbled, still looking away from her.

Y/N felt a painful stab to her heart.

“Bruce... Are you really going to spend the rest of your life alone?”

“I have too.” Was his solemn and simple answer.

“It’s getting late. I’m gonna head to bed.” Y/N said as she stood and Bruce nodded, still refusing to look at her.

As she gripped the door handle she gave a sigh. “For the record... If you ever asked me... I’d love to marry you...” With that she left Bruce on his own, completely unaware of the tears he was trying not to let spill down his cheeks.

The next day they had both carried out their mornings as if nothing happened last night. This wasn’t the first time either of them had a ‘close encounter’ like that and whenever it did happen they just... pretended that it didn’t...

This time however Y/N decided, she needed to stop pining after Bruce, she needed to stop casual dating, she needed to put herself out there and stop believing in true love! She decided she would crush that romantic aspect of her and get serious. No more Bruce. Besides, it’s not like she’d ever loose him as a friend so she had essentially nothing to loose.

And that’s where Derek came in. Bruce absolutely despised Derek. He knew he couldn’t say anything because there was nothing wrong with Derek. The seemingly perfect man made his blood boil. Ugh. DEREK. What kind of name was that anyway? And the guy was a weather reporter? How bland. Unstable work too, how was he support to provide for her? Y/N deserved much better then this guy. Still he kept his mouth shut as she constantly talked about how great Derek was and how he swept her off her feet.

“And another thing! He doesn’t even like pasta. That’s Y/N’s favourite! How can she expect to be with a guy like that.” Bruce ranted on to Tony about other ‘reason’ Y/N and Derek shouldn’t be together.

“I think.” Tony interrupted Bruce before he could go on another tangent. “You need to tell Y/N how you feel.”

Bruce paused, dropping his pen. “I don’t-“

“Are you seriously going to tell me you don’t have feelings for her?”

“......”

“You either man up and tell her or stop complaining about Derek, I’m sick of hearing it Bruce. Everyone is.”

Bruce humph-ed and turned back to look at his work, ignoring Tony.

“You’re going to have to do something! The amount of Hulk Outs you’ve had since she started dating him is out of control...” Tony said even though he knew his words would fall on deaf ears.

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EMERGENCY EMERGENCY EMERGENCY

The siren rang throughout the Tower and every avenger quickly made their way to and assembled in the main room.

“What’s the emergency?!” Steve asked, quickly ready to jump to action.

“Oh there’s no emergency I just wanted you all in the same room!” Y/N grinned excitedly.

“Y/N! That is unbelievably irresponsible!”

“Yeah yeah I won’t do it again!” She quickly cut Steve off. “I have an announcement!”

“Which is...?” Tony prompted her to continue.

“I’M ENGAGED!!!!!!”

Time seemed to slow down for Bruce and all the voices around him all blurred together as he felt the crushing weight of her statement.

“-ce! Bruce! Hello? Are you there?” Y/N flicked Bruce’s forehead which seemed to startle him out of his daze.

“No.” Bruce shook his head at her.

“No?” She repeated.

“No!”

“What do you mean no?!”

“No you can’t get married.” Bruce said with a finality that made Y/N blink in surprise.

“And just why can’t I get married?” Her voice was teetering on annoyed.

“You can’t marry a man you’ve only known for 6 months!” Bruce seethed and the other Avengers were silently creeping out of the room to avoid the argument.

“You can’t tell me what to do Bruce!”

“Yes I can! You’ve known me for over 10 years, you’ve known Derek for less then one. As your friend I have the right to tell you when you are being stupid.”

“Stupid?! You think I’m stupid now?”

“If you marry him, yes, I do.” Bruce said harshly and that cut Y/N honestly.

“Is that the only reason you think I shouldn’t get married? Because if you don’t have a better reason I’m going to do it.” Y/N could feel tears looking at her eyes.

“Derek is- I’m-I lo-“ Bruce was struggling with his words. “He’s not RIGHT for you!” His voice was strained and when he spoke he slammed his balled up fist against the fall, punching a hole through it.

Both he and Y/N stopped their argument and looked at the wall.

“And I suppose you are...?” Y/N asked desperately.

Bruce didn’t say anything. He only kept staring at the wall.

“Bruce?”

“.....”

“Bruce?!”

“.......”

“ANSWER ME!” She screamed.

“.........”

“Fine!” She stormed out of the room, rapidly rubbing at her eyes to prevent her tears.

Bruce sunk to the ground and dropped his face into his shaking hands.

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Neither Y/N or Bruce had spoken to eachother since she announced her engagement which is why Bruce was so shocked when he received an invitation to her wedding a month later.

For the entire duration that Bruce and Y/N were fighting Bruce had constant migraines. Hulk was thrashing in the corners of Bruce’s mind so badly, Bruce could barely contain him. He reached the point where he was subjecting himself to a series of dosages of tranquilizers to try to drug Hulk into submission. Hulk loved Y/N just as much as Bruce did, if not more. She was the only thing that could calm the green behemoth down and the only person he listened too.

It was only going to be a small wedding which is what allowed them to put it together so quickly. Bruce had no intention of going until Tony had forced him too. Bruce sat hunched over in his seat, reminiscent of a sulking child who didn’t want to be somewhere. He finally looked up when the wedding march played Bruce looked up his heart simultaneously soared at seeing how beautiful she was and plunged at how it wasn’t him at the end of the isle.

Bruce was tapping his foot, jiggling his leg restlessly and he was starting to taste blood from biting his lip so hard.

“Do you Derek Smith, take Y/N L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife?” The priest spoke.

“I do.”

“And do you, Y/N L/N, take Derek Smith to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I d-“

Bruce could no longer contain the Hulk’s raging anger and with a sudden rush Bruce found his body moving without his own permission. A voice not his his own cried out in protest.

Bruce felt shy as the weight of everyone’s eyes were upon him.

“I... Please don’t marry him Y/N... Please...”

“I...” Y/N stuttered as now all eyes turned to her and she suddenly felt so small. “I... I think I’m going to be sick!” She proclaimed and ran from the room. An uproar of chatter erupted throughout the room, most of the guests were Derek’s family. Y/N didn’t have family. She only had Bruce...

Natasha and Clint stood and quickly moved to their feet, following after her.

Shortly after they both stepped outside.

“Is Y/N okay?” Derek asked as he, Tony, Bruce and some family gathered at the door.

“It seems....” Clint began awkwardly. Natasha rolled her eyes and finished his sentence.

“Y/N climbed out the window.”

“Damn, in that dress.” Tony grinned, oddly proud of her.

Suddenly Derek pushed Bruce. “You did this!”

“I-“ Bruce found himself unable to defend himself.

“You bastard!” He pushed Bruce again. “Did you sleep with her too?!”

“No!” How dare he insinuate that Y/N would cheat!

“Hey, calm down both of you!” Steve stepped forward and pushed himself between the two men.

Derek felt himself seething with rage, he was beyond embarrassed that he was left at the alter.

Steve stepped away when the two seemed to calm down and made them step away from eachother.

“I knew she was a slut.” Derek uttered and Bruce snapped. With a strength he knew was the Hulk’s he shoved Steve away and punched Derek square in the jaw. Derek fell to the ground and Bruce turned on his heels, taking off and running out of the church leaving behind the wake of chaos.

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“Y/N...” Bruce asked timidly as he approached her in the corner booth of a small cafe.

“I’m going to kill Tony.” Y/N said dryly, knowing it was surely Tony who tracked her and sent Bruce her coordinates.

“Are you okay?” Bruce sat down opposite to her.

“Do I look okay to you?” She said sarcastically with a glare.

“I’m sorry...”

“You’re an asshole.”

Bruce cringed but nodded. “I know I am.”

Y/N didn’t look up at him, keeping her focus on the wooden table.

Bruce sighed and stood, leaving her.

She looked up startled when a few minutes later Bruce had returned and placed a piece of her favourite flavoured cake in front of her.

“How about we start over?”

“Bruce, this isn’t-“

“Just one date.”

“Date?”

“I think Tony was right, it’s about time I finally manned up, I love you Y/N and if starting over entirely is what I have to do, l consider myself lucky to even be given another chance.”

Y/N sniffed and wiped her face with a napkin. “God I must look hideous.” Surely her make up was ruined.

“I think you look beautiful.”

She choked a laugh and playfully pushed his shoulder.

“I think, a date sounds great.” Y/N said softly as they both smiled at each other.

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romancequeen27 · 6 years

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BTS fanfiction

QUEEN ARMY

Chapter 2

I never thought of me standing in this line.

Yes, I got up at 4 a.m. Yes, got pissed when I saw how many people got here earlier than me. Yes, I propably won't get to see them up close. Yes, I'm tired of the flight to London, then sleeping at my cousins Thom's house for 3 hours and thEN ALMOST SNOOZING MY ALARM. YES, I'M PISSED. But I'm still going to a BTS concert.

It's been almost 6 mounths since Christmas, but I still can't get my head around the fact that my international ass is gonna see BTS perform. Plus today's the 2 year anniversary since I became an ARMY. It's a shame I can't celebrate it with my ARMY friend Hona. I only got one plane and concert ticket, so I was really hurt to see her reaction about this gift. I made a promise to film as much as I could and to tell her everything when I get back.

It's 8 a.m. Finaly the doors are opening and the hyped fangirls and fanboys are getting it. Everyone was so pushy. I never knew ARMYs could be like this, but it was a BTS concert after all.

In the line I was like the 40th person, but when I got to the pit I could see all of the stage perfectly and clearly.

How did I become so lucky to have this space?

Other ARMYs were gathering around the stage and some came near me.

"Hey, who's your bias?" Suddenly a tall skiny girl asked me.

"...um, hi. Jimin. And your's?" I smiled at her.

"Jungkook" of course it is. I don't blame her though. "Are you from London?"

"No, I'm actualy from north of Europe." I answered.

"Oh... I see." She turned to her friends and then giggled. "Maybe that's why you're so fat!" And then started to laugh as if this was the joke of the century, her friends with her, even louder.

I wasn't very sensitive at those statments, so I just rolled my eyes and looked the other way. But she didn't stop.

"BTS are never gonna like you. ARMYs like you are an emberasment to them. Go to the back so that they won't see you here, you fat pig!" She shouted to my back.

"BTS loves all ARMYs equally. Even you, you mean brat." I didn't look at her. Trying really hard not to cry at this point.

Her squad laughed with her: "I think I'm not the brat here. Look around. The security has been eyeing you the whole time. Probably stole something from the gift shop!" They laughed again.

I just noticed that. They were watching me like howks. But I think I didn't do anything bad... Did I forget to pay for my ARMY bomb? I'm pretty sure I payed. And if I didn't they would of said something to me right away. So that's not it. But what is?...

I turned to the bitch: "Look I don't know and don't care who you are. You can't talk to me like that. You can't talk to anyone like that. If you don't like what you see, then don't look at me 'cause I'm not gonna put up with you're shit anymore. Actualy I'm embarest that there are ARMYs like YOU. Fans like you start wars and conflicts. Maybe you look good on the outside but you're insides are ugly. So please, eat some make-up, maybe then you'll look better from the inside." I gave her a fake smile that turned to a death glare the second I turned away from her.

She didn't say anything, just snorcked and turned to her friends. Didn't leave the spot but didn't say anything to me either. The only thing that was bothering me were the security guards.

Time skip to the end of the concert

I cried so much. I have a sore trought and ringing ears, but I loved every single second of it. They all looked so good that I almost forgot to record lol. I think some of the members noticed me. V waived at the spot I was in, RM smiled and Hobi was oh so rude near us. They inproved in english SO MUCH. I couldn't be more proud and in love with them.

But the show isn't over yet.

Not only did I get a ticket to the concert. I got a one out of 15 VIP cards. That was one of the reasons I was shook (jungshook) when receving the present.

The 15 VIP ARMYs were led to a big, nice room. It had a few large couches infront of two smaller ones. Guess those ones are for BTS. I sat on one of the couches and notice the bitch with one of her friends is here. Yay. She took a seat near me but told her friend to sit in between us. Typical.

An asian man entered the room from an another door: "Hello ladies, I'm the head of security here. You probably know how I want you to be. So please, control your emotions for the boys. They will be here in 20 minutes, so you are welcome to treat yourself in the bonquet or go to the bathroom" He showed us a table of snackes and finished his speech with a smile. He looked direcly at me and said something in korean to his speaker.

"He probably gonna arest her" this bitch said to her friend loud enough for me to hear. I acted as if I didn't hear that. I needed a break and went to the bathroom to freshen up.

10 minutes later

I came back to my seat just in time. The staff was getting the cameras in place, setting the lighting just right and you could just feel the presure and axiety from ARMYs. When the staff was done, the air felt very thick. They left the room and a man with a small microphone on his shirt came to the room.

"Girls," it got hot in the room, "I present you" all the girls were sitting on the edge, "BTS!" We all stood up and greated our boys.

They walked into the room. Looking even more stunning than on the stage. They were all smiling at us brightly. J-hope answered our screams with his own. Security were watching so that the girls won't jump on them, but we didn't even walk two steps closer to them.

They stood in front of their two couches. "Hello ARMY!" They all said in motion. You could hear some hello's and hi's even hi babies with a cry of joy.

"We don't need to introduce, do we?" Jin said. Some giggled and some said of course not. They took their seats and we did the same. A few girls had prepared question for them and they gladly answered, but that time was limited. After that Bangtan got more seriuos.

"You may be wondering why did we even make VIP tickets. There weren't any at other of our concerts." Said Namjoon. All the girls started to look confused.

"oh god... Another theory..." One girl said under her breathe. The whole room started to laugh and chuckle.

"No, no this is a lot more simple." Taehyung said waiving at us to not think that.

"The thing is, we kept a secret from you." Namjoon looked at our reactions, "We've been busy, but not with music." All were so confused right now.

"So what have you been doing?" One girl asked.

"Let me explane, why you're hear." Namjoon started. " 16 months ago our Bang PD had an idea, how ARMYs could be even closer to us. He though that one ARMY could become a temporary member of BTS. He or she could represent all ARMYs around the world, become a great friend with us and answer ARMYs biggest questions about us and our lives." He looked over us again and continued. "We picked 15 diferent ARMYs from our twitter followers by random order. Then our staff flew to the countries that these lucky people lived, and placed tinny cameras in their homes, when they weren't at home. With your parents and countries permition, of course." He did an adorable awkward laugh. "We watched their lifes. And picked the best ARMY."

He looked at us with a serious smile and said: "Four of those people are here."

The room was dead silent.

I was frozen. Did they really do this? Maybe I'm the one... I almost forgot how to breath. Stupid! Of course not!

"S... So who's the lucky ARMY?" One girl asked.

They didn't answer. Why, tho? Did they want tention?

"Is the person even in this room?" Another one asked.

"Yes." They said in motion.

"So who is she?" The same girl asked.

They looked at each other.

"She will know it's her when we are done with the speech we prepared." Yoongi said and gestered to Namjoon to continue.

They even prepared a speech?...

"Well... She should." Hobi said with a chuckle.

"The reason we chose her was because we can relate to her dearly. She has been through thick and thin and lost hope a lot of times but was capable of standing back up. When she talks about us to her ARMY friend, she talks as if she has known us our whole lives. Perfectly understands how we feel even when we don't show it on camera. She couldn't watch Burn The Stage not only because of her financial state, but also because she couldn't take it. When we watched her it looked like she was hurting more than we were. She understands what she is doing to herself as a fangirl, so she even tried to unstan us. Twice!..." He chuckled.

What are the odds of another ARMY doing that?... Probably a lot...ya...a lot I was getting a little bit anxious.

"...The second time was a bit longer and after a month we thought that she was really done. We almost crossed her out the list. But she started stanning again after watching our new comeback...kinda." Namjoon continued.

The odds were getting smaller.

"She even started to study korean language for us! Once said to herself "If they are learning english then why can't I learn a little korean?!" She's just starting though and I hope she can learn even more with our help." He smiled to himself.

The odds were really small and I wasn't feeling so good.

"Anyway, she is relatable to every single one of us. To me she is relatable because she has writen a poem for BTS. The translation is very sweet." Namjoon smiled at us but stopped at me.

No...

"Because she has a dancer's heart. She can't help but dance to her favorite songs, doesn't matter where she is." J-hope laughed his contagious laugh and looked at me too. Everyone was laughing exept for me.

"Because she is treated like an alien because of her diferent intrests." Said Taehyung in his low voice. Now staring at me.

Oh no... Not him too...

"Because she is very cotious about her flaws. You might think how can Jin relate to that?? But it's true. And she was capable of noticing that." Jin smiled a shy smile at me.

"Because she is very hard on herself and thinks that she isn't good enough." Jimin's accent was so cute but that wasn't the main thing on my mind right now. His gaze was.

"Because she has worked her butt off to help her mother and herself live a better life." Yoongi said slow and clear.

Did he just say mother?...Just mother?... Yup, I think I'm gonna be sick.

All the boys were staring at me. The girls were catching up too, and for the ones that already did, were giving me glares. But that didn't matter to me. And neither did I to other girls when Jungkook stood up and started walking in my direction.

He finaly walked up to me, grabed my hands and lifted me from my seat. "And is shook, oh may I say jungshook, to hear this from us." He smiled his cute bunny smile at me. "Congratulations, Sunny. You are the Queen ARMY."

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somedudetalking-blog · 7 years

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Here we go.

I guess i’m doing this. I think it will be some kind of daily/weekly log (depends on my mood). Until i get bored, then it will propably fall into my pit of half started and never finished projects. It sounds deep and all said like this (well the pit is) but everyone has one, right ? Anyway, i don’t think anyone will actually read this, i’m doing it for myself. I will still use “you” because it’s easier to open yourself if you pretend to be talking to someone. I post it on tumblr just in case i get famous and stuff, i mean, who knows ?

So quick recap (if people read this, they might want to know) i’m a french student, and 18. That’s pretty much it, well there’s more to it, but hey, you’re gonna have to read in order to know me. Now that we know each other, let’s start the rambling about all the stuff in my head. I don’t think i am particularly “disturbed” . Sorry if it’s offensive, but it’s that or saying “i’m pretty much normal” and come on, that’s not a good thing to say about yourself. By disturbed I meant I don’t suffer from depression or cripling anxiety. Very uneasy in crowded places though. It might get really boring, so I don’t blame you if you have better things to do. So yeah, here we go.

Isn’t writing about yourself kind of egomaniac though ? Well I guess that makes me a little disturbed then.

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Wild Child || Part 3

Warnings: language, violence, abuse (aka Neil being Neil), homophobic slurs

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„Hey Max.“, you greeted the red headed girl as soon as the front door swung open. „Hi y/n. Billy isn’t home. That’s what you’re here for, right?“ „Well only partly.“ you began with a smirk while entering the small house on Cherry Road, it was even smaller than it looked like from the outside but also kind of cozy, „I brought him the stuff my uncle ordered for the Camaro and I thought you’d might like these.“

„New wheels and bearings? For me?“, the small redhead couldn’t belive her eyes. „Yeah I saw that run down board of yours and figured you’d might wanna give it a little upgrade. And since you’re not gonna find this sorta stuff in Hawkins, I got it from California.“

„Wow thanks y/n! That’s so cool! I need to try them out right now!“

„You’re welcome kid.“

„But… I don’t get it. How did you order them from Cali together with Billy’s stuff? They don’t sell car parts at a Skateshop.“ „Well the owner of the garage we ordered from is an old friend of my uncle and he was kind enough to walk across the street and do me a little favour.“, you winked at her with a smile. Even though Billy didn’t like her she seemed to be a really cool kid, actually she was your favorite out of all of Steve’s children.

„I really hope you didn’t spend all this money just to impress Billy, he doesn’t really like me you know?“ „I don’t really like him either so that’s fine. Could you show me where his room is? I’m just gonna put this stuff in there and then leave again.“, you gestured towards the big box in your hands, which was getting kinda heavy at this point. You had no idea what was in there. Your uncle had mentioned something about spark plugs and brake pads but you didn’t really listen. Worse enough that you had to function as an unpaid delivery service whenever you were friends with a customer.

„Yeah sure, it’s that door over there. But don’t tell him that I let you in there.“ „My lips are sealed. Have fun with your skateoboard!“

“Oh an y/n?” “Yeah?” “Make sure not to touch anything, he’s pretty gross.” “Not even in my wildest dreams.”

„Can I help you?“ You flinched for a split second before turning around. You would have prefered to leave unnoticed, which almost had worked out given the fact that your hand was alreay touching the knob of the front door.

„Uhm no Sir I was just about to leave.“

The tall man in front of you was raising his eyebrows suspiciously, even though they didn’t really look anything alike you figured it had to be Billy’s dad.

„Well that’s lovely but how come you were in my house without me knowing about it in the first place?“

„Oh well Max let me in, I was just dropping off some stuff for Billy an-“

„Oh so you’re the whore he’s been messing around with.“ „Excuse me?“ did that asshole really just?-

„Oh no need to act all stupid. You think I don’t realize how he’s been dressing up and sneaking out of the house like some faggot these past few weeks?“

„So what now? Is he a faggot or screwing around with whores like me? The two don’t really work together, you know?“

„I won’t be spoken to like that in my own house!“

„Yeah whatever… decide for yourself then. Might wanna work on those anger issues.“, you muttered that last part through gritted teeth as you turned towards the door again.

„What did you say to me?“

„Oh nothing. However, whoever your son’s been messing around with it ain’t me, since I am here and he obviously isn’t. So hey maybe he is a faggot after all-“ You couldn’t even react that fast. Without prior warning you were suddenly grabbed by the collar of your leather jacket and shoved against the door.

„I’m only gonna say this one time, so you better listen.“, the voice of Billy’s dad was very low an quiet, almost scary, „Since you’re parents apparently didn’t teach you any respect I’d suggest you stay away from my son. Got me?“ „Loud and clearly, sir.“ you murmured while faking the sweetest smile, „Now get off of me, asshole.“ you pushed the tall man away as hard as you could and quickly grabbed the door knob to finally take off.

You propably should have kept that last part to yourself since only seconds later you were struck by a force that caused you to fall to the floor face first. It took a few seconds before it occured to you that, that bastard had actually dared to slap you across the face after you turned your back at him.

“Jesus… Get up.” apparently that dude was so used to taking it out on his son, that it didn’t occur to him that hitting a girl half his weight, who was obviously unprepared, might result into something like this.

„Don’t touch me! What the fuck is wrong with you?“ you glared at him, while slowly getting back on your feet.

„Language, kid. Now get out of my house.“

„It will be my pleasure!“

You opened the door to storm out but-

„Y/n? What are you doing h- what happened?“

„Not now Hargrove, I’m not really in the mood to talk.“

Billy’s POV

The curly haired boy stood in the doorway for a few moments, completely puzzled, his eyes moving back and forth between you storming off and his father, who was rubbing his forehead.

„What did you do to her?“

„Son what did we say about inviting girls over to this house?“, the tall man ignored his question, while slowly shutting the door behind his son. „I..I didn’t invite her over and other than that, she’s just a friend, dad!“

„Oh sure, they always are. So what was she doing in my house then? If you didn’t invite her over?“ „I don’t know.“

„Don’t lie to me Billy.“

„Her uncle owns a garage and they ordered some stuff for me…maybe she was here because of that.“ „So you can’t even pick up your own stuff like a real man now?“, his father scoffed derogatory, „Got to have some pretty girl carry it all the way home for you?“ „Oh I’m sorry! I didn’t know that not refusing free home delivery makes you a faggot now.“

Before even finishing this sentence, Billy already knew that he was gonna regret it later. But he didn’t care. He was used to that by now.

Reader POV

„Stupid motherfucker…“ you mumbled while kicking an empty can across the street. You had been walking around Hawkins for over an hour now, trying to calm your nerves. Or in other words, you were trying to keep yourself from burning down the Hargrove’s house.

You had finally decided to give your legs some rest and took a seat on the hood of a car while lighting a cigarette. You flinched as it touched your busted lip.

„Y/n?“

Oh shit here we go.

„Hi Steve.“

„What are you doing here?“

„What are you doing here?“, you figured it was an appropriate question since you were pretty close to the Wheeler’s house and Steve wasn’t dating Nancy anymore.

„I asked first and also you’re the one sitting on the hood of my car.“

„Oh yeah I thought this one looked familiar.“ you mumbled while adjusting your position, „Just having a walk, trying to slow down my blood pressure.“

„What happened to your face?“

Steve sounded more than concerend as he took a seat next to you.

„Well Steve you’re not the only one in this town who gets beaten up. Even though I must admit it happens to you an awful lot. „Quit the stupid jokes y/n. Are you alright?“ „Yeah I’m fine. It’s nothing. It was just some stupid…you know I was over at Billy’s an-“ „Did he do this?“, Steve quickly jumped onto his feet, „I’m gonna kill that son of a b-“, „Woah slow it down there Steve, we both know how that’s gonna end.“ you grabbed your best friend by the wrirst, indicating that he should take a seat again.

„It wasn’t Billy, he wasn’t even home. I was just dropping of some stuff from the garage.“

„I don’t get it y/n…who beat you up like this?“ You were hesitant for a short moment. Not because you didn’t want to tell Steve what happened but because you weren’t sure if you were in the position to just tell him Billy’s secret.

„It wasn’t Billy…“ you sighed, „It was his dad.“

„His what? What the hell?“

„Yeah he kinda thought I was dating Billy, as if, and you know I couldn’t keep my mouth shut as ususal and then this happened.“

„You need to go to chief Hopper y/n.“ „Oh no Steve absolutely not. If somebody should go report that guy then it’s Billy and if he doesn’t wanna do that, which I can’t blame him for, then it’s none of our business. Do you understand?“ „Yeah.”, Steve nodded in agreement, ”So… his dad..beats him?“

You nodded „But don’t you dare tell him or even act as if you know that. Don’t suddenly start to act nice around him or some bullshit like that.“ „Trust me y/n I can handle not being nice to Billy Hargrove. Other than you I stick to my words apparently.“ „Oh shut up Steve.“ you jockingly hit him against the arm, „If I’d be allowed to remind you, before Billy moved here you were the asshole of this town and even then I was your friend. Sometimes you just gotta give people a chance… Now, what are you and your car doing so close to the Wheeler’s house? Do I have to be worried?“

„Nope not at all, I promised Dustin to drop him off here since the kids are meeting at Mike’s and he couldn’t carry all his weird radio equipment stuff on his bike.“ „You’re a great mom Steve.“ „Shut up y/n.“

#stranger things #billy hargrove #max mayfield #billy hargrove imagine #billy hargrove x y/nn #stranger things imagine #steve harrington #billy hargrove x reader

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Wild Child || part 5

Disclamer: sorry this took forever to finish

warnings: language, mention of abuse

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„So this is where you've been hiding from me.“

„Who says that I'm hiding from you?“

„I don't know, maybe it's the fact that you're sitting alone in the dark on a Saturday night?But maybe that's just me...“ „Maybe I just want some peace and quiet from time to time.“ „Well if I'd be hanging around those dipshit friends of yours, I'd also try to get as far away from civilization as possible. Too bad that you chose my designated leave-me-the-fuck-alone-hangout-spot for that.“,you argued while taking a seat on the hood of the Camaro next to Billy, who was still very eager to focus his view on the pitch black water in front of him.

„Well you found me,congrats. Now leave me alone.“ „Oh Jesus not this bullshit again.“,you scoffed while rolling your eyes. „What?“ „Oh I'm Billy Hargrove, I'm so tough and mean and I won't anybody ever get close to me.“ you mimiced the curly haired boy who clearly wasn't having any of that.

„Shut up! I don't sound like that.“

„Yeah sure.“, you scoffed again. „Who do you look all dolled up for?“, Billy asked after finally having the mercy to pay some attention to you. He was was squinting his eyes, trying his best to observe you in the dark. „You mean instead of looking like a walking trashcan as usual?“,you snapped back with a dry laugh, „Well I was actually supposed to go on a date tonight but then I thought hey how about I go looking for my idiot friend who's been ignoring me for what... 3 weeks now?“

„I haven't been ignoring you it was just that...you know?“

„No I don't know, Hargrove, spit it out!“ „Jesus, I almost forgot how much of a bitch you can be.“ „No you didn't. Stop trying to change the topic!“

„Well I just didn't think you'd still consider me as your friend. And to be honest I'd even understand it.“

„Because of what happened with you dad?“ Billy shrugged, his icy blue eyes meeting yours for a split second before he faced away from you again.

„That clearly didn't involve you. It's none of your fault.“ „Yes it is.“ „Bullshit. I'd rather say he picked the wrong one to talk shit about you.“ „But he's right isn't he?“ This time it was you who didn't know how to react, so you remained silent and decided to just let Billy continue.

„I always fuck shit up, nobody likes me unless they want something from me- shit even my dad knows that the only reason why a girl could propably show up at our house is that I'm screwing her. And the worst thing is... I can't blame anyone but myself for this. I mean...you're propably the only person in this town who genuinely would want to be my friend and what do I do? I tease and pick on you for months because I need to prove to myself that there just simply can't be some chick that wouldn't wanna fuck me. And even after I realize that you're actually really cool and we seem to have a lot in common I still take every possibility imaginable to screw you. What kind of a friend does that? Huh?“,his voice had grown louer and more furious with each word, the last words now echoing in the dark.

„Well I can assure you that we're both equally horrible on that you shouldn't screw your friends-part.“

„Well thanks, that's a big help.“, Billy scoffed as he lit a cigarette. „Fuck off, Hargrove. You're not as bad as you think...you're also not as badass as you think but that's another topic.“

„Shut the fuck up y/n!”

„See there we go.“, you concluded with a smile as you lied down on the hood of the car, finally relaxing your back for the first time after your shift at the record store.

„You know y/n. It's not that I don't like you. It's just that you might be better off without a friend like me.“,the curly haired boy continued while turning his body towards you, eyes focused on the midnight blue hood of the Camaro that was reflecting the bright moonlight. „I think I can decide that for myself Hargrove.“

He raised his head, his icy blue eyes meeting yours for the second time tonight. As if he wanted to check if you really meant what you just said. You weren’t sure if he even fully acknowledged you words but you felt as if you could sense a shift in his attitude. As if all of the tension sudenly seemed to leave his body step by step as he finally leaned back aswell.

The two of you sat in silence for a few minutes, gazing at the stars while listenting to the muffled sound of the car stereo.

„You know. I actually wan't ignoring you for a whole three weeks. I just basically couldn't leave myhouse for a whole week and thought it might be better if you'd only stick to people like Harrington from now on.“

„What do you mean you couldn't leave the house? Did your dad freak out that bad?“, Billys words caused you to sit up again while watching him with a worried expression. „Well...yeah...you know...never mind I don't wanna bother you with that.“

„Please do. If anything I said at your house caused you that much trouble I would wanna know.“ „Well since my carparts where there I figured you've been to my room and I don't know if you saw the lock outside my door...but..“ „That bastard locks you in your room?“ „Yeah...I mean it hasn't always been like that. Just after what happened with Harrington last year... let's just say he wasn't very happy about the whole situation and I guess nobody's gonna ask why your son has his face covered in bruises when nobody sees him for a whole week.“ „Fuck...I'm sorry.“,your reaction was barely a whisper at this point.

„I mean it's not like anybody would question that anyway. They'd propably just think that I got into another fight with some guy.“ Billy shrugged as he sat up and flicked his cigarette to the ground. He tried to play it down but you could see the hurt in his eyes, trying to avoid your gaze.

„Well I would always care and I do. So if it ever gets this bad again just know that you can always crash at my place. And if you ever decide you wanna get out of this shithole I'll also help you with that. Even if that means driving your cocky ass back to California.““ „You know there isn't anyone in California who'd be thrilled to see me anyway. So hanging out with your annoying ass might even make this shithole worth it.“

Well I'm honored but also not surprised. We both know that I am the best thing to ever happen to Hawkins.“ you chuckled causing Billy to laugh aswell. “So what do you say Billy? Wanna be friends again? For real this time. No screwing around bullshit. No matter how drunk or angry we might be.“,you proposed while bumping Billy against the shoulder and raisng your eyebrows.

„Deal.“, the curly haired boy agreed while spotting that typical cocky grin on his face as if he was trying to say “If you think you can resist me.”. You decided that you had already given him enough shit for tonight and kindly ignored that move.

„Also thanks for cancelling your date for me. I really appreciate it.“

„Well I didn't actually cancel it. I just … didn't go.“ „Jesus y/n you're way worse than me.“, Billy chuckled as he ran his right hand across his face. „Never claimed anything different,did I?“

#wild child || part 5 #wild child ||#billy hargrove #stranger things #billy hargrove imagine #billy hargrove x reader #billy hargrove x you #billy hargrove x y/n #stranger things imagine #fanfiction

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St. Elmo’s Fire (Billy Hargrove x Reader) part 1/2

Disclaimer: As the title already tells this is heavily inspired by St. Elmos Fire. Especially one scene (which you might recorgnize in part 2 of this fic). And because you know…Billy is inspired by Rob Lowe’s character in St. Elmos Fire (which also happens to be called Billy..what a coincidence). This is most likely going to consist of only 2 parts.

Warnings: swearing, profanity, nsfw-ish

You were tapping your fingers against the half empty glass in front of you. Staring at the shimmering crystals that the neon lights seemed to create in it, while listening to the muffled sounds of the band playing on the small stage at the corner of the dimly lit room.

Spending your friday night at the local bar with your friends wasn’t very unusual. It wasn’t the nicest place in the world but there weren’t that many places for teenagers to go in Hawkins, especially none where they would serve you alcohol without checking for your ID.

However, today it was even more crowded than usual since it was the weekend after your High School graduation.

You should propably be enjoying yourself, having a laugh with Nancy, Jonathan and Steve that were seated right next to you at the small table. But you weren’t exactly in party mood. Everybody was going to leave after this summer and even though you wouldn’t admit it, you kinda had gotten attatched to your small group of friends that had formed over the course of the last two years.

„Oh come on I didn’t know she was your fucking sister. And to be honest I thought she was you at first.“

The roaring voice of Billy Hargrove echoed across the crowded bar, followed by a loud slapping sound that caused you (and many others) to turn your head.

Billy was standing in the center of the room, rubbing his cheek, furiosly gazing down at the girl that had just slapped him across the face.

„Fucking bitch.“ he mouthed as she pushed past him, immediately focusing his gaze on another girl that had been standing behind him this whole time. „Well, you’re way hotter anyway babe. How about I’ll introduce you to the backseat of my car and we can finish what we just started?“

Another slap echoed across the room, this time even causing the band to quit playing. „Oh I’m sorry I wouldn’t have thought that you were such prudes judging by how fast you get down on your knees.“ Billy yelled after the second girl, his voice slurred from obvious intoxication.

„Jesus Christ.“ Steve mumbled, the rest of you agreeing in silence by rolling your eyes.

Many people didn’t quite understand how all of you could be friends, especially after Billy had tried to make Steve’s life a living hell during his first weeks in Hawkins. But they also didn’t know about the supernatural shitshow that had been going down right in front of their door during the last two years. Stuff like that kinda brings people together.

You had been getting along with Billy right from the start, since both of you were into Heavy Metal music, fast cars and horror movies. And to be honest you were kind of an outcast in Hawkins anyway.

At first the others weren’t too fond of you hanging out with him but after they found out about how Billy’s dad had been treating him basically all his life, they were willing to accept him into the group. Even though they would get fed up with his bullshit from time to time. Or more like: all of the time.

„What did you just say about my girl, asshole?“ some tall blonde guy had emerged out of the group of bystanders, only to push Billy against the chest which caused him to stagger for a short moment.

„Which one?“, the curly haired boy laughed as he faced his attacker, „The one that was very eager to get to know me at Tinas party or the one that just sucked my dick in the restroom?“

Billy got closer and closer to the guys face, smirking at him cockily.

„Ok that’s enough.“ you sighed, getting up from your seat „I’m gonna go get our loverboy over there before he gets the shit beaten out of him again.“

„Hargrove! We’re leaving.“ you ordered, grabbing your friend by the shoulder and dangling your car keys in front of his face.

„(Y/n)!“ His eyes lit up mischievously at your sight, „You know I would love to but I’m just having so much fun with our new jock friend over here. Sorry I didn’t quite catch your name…” Billy gestured dramatically into the guys direction,”..Matt?“

„It’s Michael.“ the tall blonde mumbled through gritted teeth, fists clenched.

„Well buddy, that’s not what your girl was screaming in my ear last night.“ Billy chuckled, licking across his lips while turning his back at Michael. Only to be struck by his fist just seconds later, causing him to fall to the ground face first.

„Billy!“

You immediately rushed to Billy’s defense, helping him to get back up on his feet. At this point the rest of the group had rushed to your side aswell. Steve and Jonathan were holding back Michael, stopping him from doing even more damage to their friend’s face. Nancy was standing beside you, making sure that Billy was alright.

„You really had to wait for him to turn his back at you, hadn’t you? Fucking coward!“ You barked at the tall jock.

„He fucked my girlfriend! Why would you defend this asshole?“

„Maybe blame your girlfriend then!“ you clapped back, „He’s drunk as hell. Jesus Christ. Fuck off and pick a fight with someone your size.“

Steve and Jonathan let go of the guy who immediately stormed off while cursing several other things into your direction.

„You alright man?“ Jonathan asked Billy who had only just gained back his full consciousness.

„Yeah sure. That little bitch didn’t even aim correctly.“ „Shut up Hargrove.“ Steve shook his head, „You can be lucky that we were here to save your ass once again.“

„Yeah whatever…“ Billy mumbled, wiping away the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand. „Fuck…“

„Are you sure, you’re okay Billy?“ Nancy asked concerned.

„Yeah everything’s fine. Let’s party.“ „Definitely not! You! Leave my bar right now!“

„We’re sorry. It’s not gonna happen again.“ Nancy tried to appease the bar’s owner, who had obviously witnessed everything that just happened.

„That’s what you tell me every time and then he pulls some of this bullshit over and over again.“ He pointed towards Billy, his voice roaring. The curly haired boy seemed rather unimpressed and only reacted with his typical cocky grin.

„It’s fine guys! I’m gonna take him home.“ you intervened before he could say another stupid thing that would propably get him banned for life.

„You sure?“ Steve asked.

„Yeah I didn’t drink too much and I’m not really feeling like partying anyway…see you around guys. Have fun.“ you smiled at your friends and grabbed Billy by the collar of his shirt „Come on asshole let’s go.“

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