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crps-chronicpain-ptsd · 8 months
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Chronic pain problems •
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midnightdemon7 · 9 months
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Euphoria hit me today
Just got my haircut. Little boy on the bus was staring at me and I was wondering if he was thinking I was a boy or girl and had to stop myself. I am a boy and I nearly wept as my chest was throbbing. The euphoria was finally hitting me. I wondered if I would ever feel it since my mother’s death. I looked at my photo I took and posted on an FTM support groups. A member said they see a grown man,…
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thechaoticbookwyrm · 1 year
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Most people think of getting sick as a part of life. You get sick, you go to the doctor, take your medicine, and like “magic” you get better, and afterwards you go on with your life as if nothing happened. Those few sleepless nights with stuffed noses, stomach aches, and body pain are nothing compared to the long, healthy life that most of them will live. ☆ That’s the funny thing about chronic pain and chronic illness. You’re healthy… until you’re not. Some days you have more energy, or more spoons, and others, you don’t. Last week I was staying in bed every day until 2pm because I wasn’t sleeping at night, wasn’t feeling well, and played it off as “staying up all night reading” to my family because, I am a bookworm, and that is believable to the people I love. I almost dropped out of NaNoWriMo this year because, I have just felt like absolute shit. ☆ I also have a huge week ahead between an Allergist appointment, having to go to Rush on Tuesday, a DEXA scan Wednesday, and more that I haven’t even called to set up yet. All the while my little brother turns 21 on Monday, and I NEED to get my shit together enough to make his birthday pie, and the casserole that he asked for because this is his 21st birthday, and I cannot drop the ball here. Our mom passed away in 2020, and she can’t be here to make it a good birthday so I HAVE to. ☆ I am fucking STRESSED. ☆ #EDS #EhlersDanlos #Stress #Insomnia #Depression #ChronicIllness #ChronicallyIll #Insomniac #Spoonie #SpoonTheory #POTS #ChronicPain #CRPS #InvisibleIllness #ButYouDontLookSick #Disabled #DisabilityAwareness #AuDHD #ChronicPainAwareness #DisabledCreator #MCAS #PTSD #Dysautonomia #InternationalDayofDisability #MentalIllness #nanowrimo #aspiringauthor https://www.instagram.com/p/CluFGucv7Bc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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janheering · 3 months
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CRP verhoogd door stress
Heb je last van hoge CRP-waarden maar geen duidelijke oorzaak? Stress kan een verklaring zijn. In dit artikel lees je hoe:
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harmeet-saggi · 5 months
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C-Reactive Protein (CRP) Test: What It Is, Purpose & Results
What is the C-Reactive Protein (CRP) test? Can it provide vital insights into your health? How is it related to conditions like rheumatoid arthritis, lupus, psoriasis, inflammatory bowel disease, infection, autoimmune diseases, and chronic stress? If you've ever wondered about these questions, you're in the right place. In this comprehensive blog, we will delve into the world of the CRP test, its purpose, and the results it can yield. By the end of this article, you'll be better equipped to make informed decisions about your health, including when to seek doctor consultation or even an online doctor consultation.
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living-with-crps · 2 years
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Today has been a rough day. My feet have been so tender. My ankles are so stiff and every time I move them the pain sears through me. I just want to curl up in a ball and die. The worst part is no one seems to understand how bad it is, how much this is truly affecting me. Is it because I don't cry all the time? Because I make jokes and fun of my condition? Is it because I still laugh and smile? I don't think they realize that I am just trying to hide the pain, the worry, the fear, the stress behind a mask. I hate seeing the pity. I hate the intrusive questions. I hate the judgement. I feel like everyone sees me as a problem, a leech, or just straight up pathetic everytime I talk about my condition and my struggle to do things...even simple day to day tasks like laundry, dishes, cooking. Hell, I struggle to shower and handle my hygiene sometimes. I hate it. I hate myself.
Why? I just want to be the way I used to be. I want to move without pain, without limitations.
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grvyrd-drms · 6 months
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Any hcs for female Creepypastas?? 🫶
the girlies 💞💞💞
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A/N: i chose just a few off the top of my head, if you want specific characters don't be afraid to ask <3
characters: nina, sally, natalie, zero, nurse ann
CW: some of these are so angsty for no reason lmao sorry guys
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-nina 1000000000% bisexual you literally cannot change my mind at all. girls are too pretty to ignore and jeff. exists.
-i like to think that nina has slightly gotten over jeff, but not completely. its like that one ex that you just can't get out of your mind no matter how long ago it was. she's still obsessed with him but doesn't make it her whole personality (she is in fact a human being with her own thoughts and feelings).
-sally is afraid of men. people love to show her being friends with E. jack or toby or ben, but i guarantee she's still petrified of any and all males in her life.
-not to feed into the fanon family idea but all the girls of the manor 100% understand sally and let her linger in their rooms when she's upset or frightened. most of them haven't been treated right either.
-natalie is like that one cool older coworker thats incredibly intimidating but incredibly cool at the same time. you wanna be friends so bad and she's like a fucking rabid dog.
-but nat can braid hair like a fucking PRO. she'd NEVER admit it but she would kill for a classic girly sleepover where they all do each others hair and nails.
-every single crp girl is sickly jealous of 'normal' teen girls. they want the relationships. the high school experience. the makeup. the gossip. the boys. the girls. their first car, their first job, research colleges. go to football games, get fast food late at night with friends. first dates to the movies, sleepovers with friends, all nighters binging netflix, shopping at the mall. all of it. every single crp girl dreams of it all.
-kate is selectively mute. in the time that she's been a crp she's only spoken a handful of times. she's just in a constant state of stress and fear basically.
-zero is SO ANNOYING and SO LOUD. she's like ben on steroids. she needs to make her presence known and you WILL acknowledge her (this comes from a deep down fear of her being forgotten and left behind but we don't have time for all of that).
-nat practically lives on a steady diet of beef jerky, red bull, and doritos. she has the cravings of a teen boy and it's petrifying.
-nurse ann is a WOMAN LOVER. have you SEEN those boobs and thighs. those are FOR WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! duh!!!!
-kate does and will bite. toby has the battle scars to prove it.
-sally is such a brat and everyone fucking loves it lmao. she guilt trips and throws tantrums and she'll swear every other sentence just because it's all things she's picked up around the manor.
-nurse ann's voice is like melted caramel and velvet. that shit is smooth and silky and she literally could seduce anyone without even trying (me).
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god i love women
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My blog is pretty dead recently, so I'll bring some random CRP headcannons:
No, just because they are killers doesn't mean they don't have tastes, hobbies and do normal human things. Even though they lost their humanity, they were once human and never stopped being so.
Most proxies hate Slenderman. He literally destroyed their lives and they have no choice but to obey or die. Except for the ones who follow him by choice.
EJ can eat the whole human body if he wanted, but he chooses to eat the kidneys because it won't cause much harm since despite him becoming a monster, there is still a trace of humanity in him.
The government in the universe of creepypastas has involvement with them, since there is no police or military service competent enough to catch the killers. What is just weird.
There are anomalies, killers and entities who haven't been catalogued before, these are the unknown creepypastas.
These things known as "creepypastas" have existed even before humanity itself. And throughout human history they were treated as monster legends that our ancestors told around the campfire.
Not all of creepypastas have to be necessary evil and sadistic.
The same way we make jokes about the quiet kid that have the chance to make a massacre in the school some day, the kids in creepypasta universe makes jokes about the quiet kid end up being a proxy or serial killer like toby.
People in that universe have tips to detect some red flags that indicate an anomaly or killer in case you end up in a relationship with them.
Not all killers look scary or have an appearance that shows that they are a killer, most of them look very friendly and humanly.
The parents in this universe teaches their kids to never trust clowns or anyone that is too friendly to them.
Ppl in creepypasta universe are more aggressive than here, because they literally live in a world with strange entities, super killers and monsters, they always have a gun or at least know a fighting tip. They also have trust issues.
This world is worse to live than here because you have to deal with the stress of life and have the thought that you or a loved one can be brutally murdered at any time.
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psivanessamaia · 4 months
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Sobre o final do ano...
É uma época de alegria e festividade para muitas pessoas, mas para outras, pode ser uma época turbulenta por diversos fatores: trabalho, cobrança do chefe, confraternizações, filas, presentes de natal, metas para concluir e um novo ano para projetar.
Acaba sendo inevitável fazer um balanço pessoal para checar tudo o que foi realizado e deixado de realizar durante o ano. Por conta disso, algumas pessoas se sentem mais ansiosos e até depressivas devido às emoções que são intensificadas nesse período. 
Um estudo feito pela International Stress Management Association Brasil (ISMA-BR) revelou que o nível de estresse do brasileiro aumenta cerca de 75% no mês de dezembro, assim como sentimentos negativos como angústia, ansiedade e tristeza.
A depender da região, o clima também pode influenciar no estado de humor. Em países mais frios em que há maior variação de temperatura e luz solar nos períodos de outono e inverno, onde os dias tendem a ser mais escuros e frios, algumas pessoas podem desenvolver o TAS - Transtorno Afetivo Sazonal. É um “transtorno” temporário que tem relação com o clima. Ou seja, o clima influencia no estado de humor da pessoa.
Mas no geral, eu quero que você saiba que é importante não se cobrar demais. Passe o período de festas com pessoas que você realmente gosta, se não for possível, faça atividades que lhe tragam motivação e prazer, sem exceder seus próprios limites.
E se estiver difícil demais, não deixe de buscar ajuda profissional.
Faz sentido para você?
PSI Vanessa Maia  03/19149 - CRP Demais dúvidas só me contactar. WhatsApp (71) 993995272 Atendimento em todo Brasil 🌍
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smoov-criminal · 1 year
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im so pissed. im so beyond pissed. the last few weeks have been nothing but medical neglect and im so over it.
i recently put all my meds in a drug interaction checker and found out im at a severe risk of serotonin syndrome. ive been dealing with shitty side effects for weeks because my doctors couldn't be assed to make sure im not on a dangerous medicinal cocktail.
also, i looked at the bloodwork i got months ago that "ruled out" any autoimmune disorders (and got me the fibro dx), and my CRP score was 13. the normal range is 0-5, and anything above an 8 is indicative of an autoimmune disorder. i got THIRTEEN and my doctor had the nerve to write "just a little high, could be anything from stress to allergies" the fuck???
im. so tired of dealing with medical neglect. my doctors just don't give a shit and can't be assed to actually do their jobs, and im paying for it physically and financially.
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slowandsweet · 4 months
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This holiday season is generally seen as a time of joy and celebration. However, for some people, it can be a time of difficult reflection, sadness, loneliness, anxiety and depression.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Psychoanalyst James P. Cattell coined the term holiday syndrome, defining it as a reaction that manifests itself at the end of the year. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ He describes this syndrome as: "A presence of diffuse anxiety, numerous regressive phenomena, including marked feelings of helplessness, increased irritability, nostalgic rumination, depressive affect, and a desire for magical problem-solving." ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ This period does not precipitate but can expose emotional suffering.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Loneliness for some, the stress associated with travel and family gatherings, for others, confronting losses, and financial insecurity, among many other factors, are routinely cited as contributing to an increase in episodes of depression.⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ There are no ready-made formulas to resolve this confrontation with existence. But as Dunker says: There is a mistake in looking at our lives as if we were just productive machines, limiting ourselves to what we earn or produce, as if our application to studies were an investment, as if our dreams were goals. And he wisely points out: ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ "To weave the thread of desire that connects who we are to what we were, inventing what we will be, it is necessary to examine the intensity and quality of what is linked to certain things we call desire. ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ And may we gently mirror and magnify the light of others, welcoming their shadows. ⁣⁣ Dulce Tereza By Giorgio Rigotto. ⁣⁣⁣ Clinical psychologist. CRP 07/03860. ⁣ (Schedule your appointment via Direct). ⁣⁣⁣ @dulceterezadegiorgiorigotto
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skippyv20 · 11 months
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Hello Dear Skippy !
I loved your old people post ! Today is my birthday - I am officially 63 yrs old. I say officially because for some reason for most all of last year I thought I was 63 and then someone would correct me and remind me I was 62.
I haven't agonized about getting older since my late 40s.. firmly believing it is a true blessing to get older because so many wonderful people are not given that chance. I will admit that I continued to color my medium to dark brown hair with blonde highlights until last March, I wish I had stopped sooner because now I have a few thick bands of my natural color bordered by areas streaked white and gray from about my ears back . Around my face, I have almost all white for my bangs left of my center part and on the right side my bangs are streaks of white, gray and my natural color and my hair from eye level down framing my face is whitish/blonde. I love mother nature's color choices better than anything applied at the salon !
At some point over the last couple of years, I have let go of a lot of the trivial issues that used to worry me. I do worry about ageing ... not getting older but ageing and how quickly 20 years can fly by - I would be 83. I worry about who will look after my daughter with CRPS and how my youngest is only 28 yrs old and how much I hope I am still around when he turns 60. That leads me to worrying about how much care I might need at 95 and then I tell myself to stop counting down the future and enjoy the moments I have now.
You are aware that sometimes my life gets very busy and often stressful with 5 kids and 4 grandchildren and extended family.. and I get tired and moan about needing some "me" time but I cherish every minute of it. Every day, I am here to be a mom, grandma, sister, cousin, aunt and friend is a cherished gift.
Truth be told - these days my most worrying thought of the day is trying to decide if I want to lose 10 lbs to better fit into my clothes or gain 10 lbs to better fit into my wrinkles.. lolol
A Very Happy Birthday to you my dear friend! I do understand losing or gaining a yr or two, now and then. I do it myself. I have to consciously tell myself how old I am.
Yes, you are so right, Mother Nature does amazing things with our hair. I did have Covid hair like the other anon mentioned. Then when I could get it coloured again, I went and had it done. It seemed to take forever, and then I decided I had no patience to sit in the chair. So stopped. I do get a “spit and shine” (as I call it).
Worrying about loved ones when we are gone. You know, I remember talking with my dad about that. He told me this…”when I am gone to heaven, God will make sure to keep things running down here for you”. Life will keep going when I am gone. God will have everything already figured out for everyone”.
I can remember asking my mom once in awhile….”what will I do when you are gone?”…..she would say..”you will be ok”. When she was in the hospital dying, one night I asked her “what will I do when you are gone.?” She said “I don’t know”. Well, when she said that I froze, it seriously scared me. Then I realized she didn’t know. She couldn’t know. Only God knew what I would do without her. After she passed, I felt her with me…I still do. My sister told me to “always remember whose daughter I am, because that is what will keep me going”. We can’t spend time worrying about our loved ones after we are gone. If we do that, it will take away the real pleasure we have with them. Fear of the unknown is sneaky. It can overtake us and paralyze us….we have to let it go, we have trust that God will take care of them, as he took care of us when we have lost our parents. It will be ok.
I don’t spend anytime worrying about clothes….if they don’t fit…it is the dryer’s fault. Wrinkles? No, I don’t do wrinkles. If you believe they exist…they will show up! They don’t exist in my mind. Not allowed! Love and hugs to you! Happy Birthday!
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midnightdemon7 · 2 years
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thirty years of therapy and what I have learned
thirty years of therapy and what I have learned @drdoylesays @lab_jobes
Thirty years of therapy and what I learned I’ve been in therapy since I was 15. After 30 years and 15 therapists, I’ve called it quits. Not because I was cured because I couldn’t get the care I needed. Not all therapists are the same. And even if someone has the credentials I am looking for, doesn’t mean it will work out. I have seen social workers, psychologists (PhDs and PsyD), psychiatrists,…
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thechaoticbookwyrm · 1 year
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Total vent here. (No hate to OP because they are 100% spot on.) My whole life I always felt different. My concerns were chalked up to “growing pains” that I was just clumsy, or a klutz, and that’s why my balance was off and ankles roll constantly. (How quirky.) That I bruise so fucking badly just because I’m pale, and that getting some sleep, sunshine, and taking a multivitamin will help. I wasn’t quirky. I was SICK. I have genetic conditions and abnormalities that come with prices, and vices, and put me in the place of mental and physical crisis CONSTANTLY. And it’s not my fault… losing weight won’t help. Yoga, essential oils, all that bullshit CANNOT fix me. So please be patient, don’t tell me to “get some sleep” or laugh that the reason I’m tired all the time is because I’m lazy, or up on my phone, or reading. If I could sleep, I would. I would LOVE to get some sleep but that’s not always a viable option. I am not a failed horse. I’m a zebra. 🦓 #Autism #EDS #EhlersDanlos #Stress #Insomnia #Depression #ChronicIllness #ChronicallyIll #ZebraGang #Insomniac #Spoonie #NoSpoons #SpoonTheory #POTS #ChronicPain #CRPS #InvisibleIllness #ButYouDontLookSick #Disabled #DisabilityAwareness #ActuallyAutistic #ADHD #BabeWithMobilityAids #DisabilityEducation #ChronicPainAwareness #SpoonieLife #ChronicPainLife #DisabledCreator #MCAS #PTSD #Dysautonomia #InvisibleDisability #SickAutoimmuneDisease #MentalIllness https://www.instagram.com/p/CkT99ZRJtkw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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sanityshorror · 7 months
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long time lurker fan, here. I finally got and finished reading the man with the scarred neck. oh. my. god. Sanity!! Your writing is incredible, I've always thought this but mwtsn oh my god, u absolutely outdone yourself and were shining in each word. The book took me aback in a good way, it wasn't what I was expecting at all, it was so much better than what I thought it'd be (and I knew it would be great)! You are so right about how you said in the letter that mwtsn was realistic and something many can relate to. The novel broke me in a way no books before have. and the letter to the reader was so touching, it made me tear up especially seeing the helplines for victims you included. all in all, ur fully in ur element and shine in splatterpunk. you made the right choice to leave pasta (ur creations always were too high quality for crp truthfully) and get into splatterpunk. I really look forward to your next book and im excited to get mwtsn in print when it's available, couldn't help buying one of the mwtsn hoodies u have on tee spring. Never stop creating, please. Sending you all my love, 🌹anon
This means so much, thank you. MWTSN is very personal for me, as I'm sure you know since I talked about it in the letter to the reader. It wasn't easy to write a lot of parts in it, but I'm really glad I pulled through and did. I can't over stress how much your kind words and support mean to me. I hope you enjoy the hoodie :'> I'm also very glad I chose to move on and into splatterpunk - I'm honestly much happier now! My next book, Julius Doherty the Dressmaker from Hell comes out on Dec 24, 2023.
Thank you again, anon (AND FFS GET OFF ANON AND INTERACT >:U /lh - in all seriousness, if you're not comfortable interacting beyond anon - or even interacting at all, that's totally fine and I understand. I deeply appreciate all my fans /gen/serious)
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the-s1lly-corner · 7 months
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Eyeless Jack with fem S/O who is fan of Legend of Zelda series as S/O tries to get him be as BOTW Link as S/O as BOTW Zelda? 🦋
S/O trying to get EJ to cosplay BOTW with her!
obligatory ive never really touched a LoZ games or series outside of like. the ben drowned crp but i doubt that counts since its a fan made story !! so this is mostly going to be like, vague stuff since i have next to no clue of the games' contents so this'll be heavy on the dressing up part! hope you enjoy!
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he probably gets into gaming on handheld consoles during his college years, and carries that into his life living in the woods as a hermit (dont ask how he charges his stuff in a run down cabin we can just assume he has a generator or something)
he likes those therapeutic chill games! think ACNH, helps him keep his feelings and stress in check since that can effect his funky curse thing that made him. eyeless jack. do not let this man play slime rancher you will not see or hear from him for a week
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so you introduce him to one of the legend of zelda games! he's into it, but he'd much rather watch you play or ramble on about the games and lore. he himself isn't much of a talker so he likes it when you fill the silence
at first he's against the idea when you first propose the cosplay, mostly because cosplay isnt really his thing, but also because where would the costumes come from?
if you insist on making it yourself he'll also be against it, he doesn't want you to make anything for him (and that's on him not knowing how to handle receiving gifts, but that's an entirely different thing for a different post)
but lets say, you get him to cave. hes going to insist on helping, this guy knows how to sew! he lives in the woods! he has to patch up his own clothes! plus he'll force you to step back if you prick your finger one too many times
both because "aww he doesnt want you hurting!" but also "fresh dripping blood around eyeless jack is dangerous because hes like a cracked out piranha"
when the costumes are done you guys just kinda
stand there and stare at each other and stare for a few minutes in the middle of the cabin
one of the rare times you see him without the mask since the thing was throwing off the rest of the costume
dont expect him to go out with you without something covering his face, though, you may have to rely on a hood or make a new mask that at least fits with the theme or vibe of the character. good luck trying to get jack to budge out past the door's threshold without it
stubborn prick
his ears are already pointed so you don't need to make ear prosthetics/j
good luck getting this guy to go to a con with you/j
OHOH NO because of course, spooky season, imagine convincing him to help you hand out candy at your place
or or or
you guys go out and about in your costumes showing off
sure he'll shuffle around awkwardly behind you, since he's not really. good with eyes on him...
or eyes in him/j
im sorry that was really mean spirited and uncalled for it will happen again
overall? he enjoys the time spent with you from you info dumping on him to just simply walking with him around town!
will he go out and walk with you again? probably not, at least not on nights where everyone is out and not when he's wearing this costume of an iconic character that's bound to catch some attention
7/10 experience, docked some points since you can feel the tension radiating off of him once you get him out of his cabin
don't bring it up but he keeps the costume in pristine condition when he isn't wearing it, and keeps it nearly folded and stored somewhere where it's not likely to get a bloodsplatter on it from one of his feeding nights
bonus hc but its steering a little off topic imagine walking in on him furiously scrubbing on the costumes tunic(?) because he got one (1) drop of blood on it. like he's hunched over on the floor over it trying to get the stain out, muttering n cursing under his breath
idk that's just goofy to me
anyways
peace
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