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aspecpplarebeautiful · 8 months

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Ok so context needed: I am acearoapl and neurodivergent (autistic). It was always hard for me to try to "make friends" with other people, and even when people tried to make friends with me, it was horrible because everyone had the same conversations that bothered me (romance, crushes, marriage, kids...). But, a while ago (more specifically about 4-5 years) one of those friends told me that he liked me (in the romantic sense, as you can imagine).

At that time, I already knew that I was aroace, so I just said it, explained the definition to him, and tried to comfort him in his feelings and his identity (because apparently thanks to me he found out he was bi). He really took it perfectly well and it was the first time anyone had taken me so well. He didn't even try to convince me to have a relationship with him, he just accepted it and unintentionally, we ended up getting closer.

He ended up discovering many other things, and in less than a year, he found out that he was transmasc and aroacespec, and a little over a year later, he found out that he was also neurodivergent. Since then, the two of us have simply become an inseparable duo. It was just wonderful, everyone was talking about romance and sex, except for us, we had a unique friendship!!

He was the only person who understood me, our conversations were exactly what I expected from a friendship, and even with very strong social anxiety, I trusted him like I never trusted many of my family members. He was practically a brother to me and he knew it. But at the beginning of the year, something happened that changed everything.

He decided to try dating a friend of his (who he and I had known for about 3 years). I know very well that aromantic people can enjoy romance and relationships and even though this is not my type of aromantism, I was very, very dedicated in encouraging him to have his first relationship! I tried to help with everything he needed, relationship advice (which I only gave based on anti-amatonormativity ideas), positivity, validation... I was really trying to make him happy. It was strange for me to see him dating or talking about romance or even in love in general, but I didn't care much, after all we still had the same conversations as before, but now some of them included romance, and I could get used to that. I still had the same amount of attention from him, so I didn't mind him dating.

After a while, he started to pay less attention to me, but he was in trouble so I tried to help him. Unfortunately, despite my advice, the problems were not resolved and his girlfriend ended up breaking up with him, and even though it was very peaceful, he was very sad. I tried to help him not feel so bad and try to deal with it in a healthy way (and I was also trying to prevent him from saying something to her on impulse and ending up regretting it later). In the end, it ended up working out, as they went back to being friends like they were before!

And while all this was going on, he was making other friends at his school (since we weren't studying together anymore) and I couldn't be happier for him, really! I was also making other friends, so it was a relief to me that none of us were doing badly. But my friends ended up slowly drifting away from me (for the same reason as before, the conversations I never seem to be able to join) and so now things weren't so balanced anymore.

It got to the point where I went back to the way it was before, where I was alone at school and he was my only friend, except now we talk exclusively on the cell phone (because I can't leave my house) and now he has other friends. At first he gave me the same amount of attention as before, and then it slowly subsided, but I kind of coped well, I was hoping that everything would go back to normal when he managed to organize his time better.

It turns out that about two months ago, he still hadn't paid attention to me, and it seemed like I was the only person trying to bring up a subject (even if the response was pretty curt) and the little he came out to talk with me, it was to vent about one of his crushes. Yes, crushes. He started to like some people. And those crushes changed frequently. And now I was sharing my (minimal) attention with even more people and when I received attention it was to comfort him from one of these relationships, but thinking about it seemed selfish so I held back and didn't say anything. He was still my only aro friend who understood me, even though he was a different kind of aro.

And that was until a week ago, when he told me he was starting to rethink the "aro" label. He said that he no longer identified himself that way, and that the allorospec experience felt much more like his experience. I would never want to make anyone feel bad about changing labels, so I, again, sided with him and tried not to get hurt. But it has only gotten worse these past few days.

Now I realize that he has become exactly like those "friends" that I turned away from because I couldn't talk to them. And I tried really hard to fix that, to find subjects that we both like, but he already assumed that he's literally struggling to talk to me because he doesn't like those subjects the same anymore. I don't know exactly what to do. I've been insisting for so long, and it seems like it's only hurting me, it's like insisting on something knowing it won't make a difference. I wanted him back, but I feel like I'm never going to get that thing back.

My only question is: should I give up dwelling on it, or continue? I'm tired now, but I swear I would insist if I could get that connection back.

While I wouldn't advise dwelling, it is OK to acknowledge that the situation sucks and maybe even mourn the relationship you used to have together. You can also accept and support who someone is now, and at the same time miss who they used to be.

If you're having trouble moving forward, sometimes journaling can help, try writing out all your feelings about the situation, or document all the events and whatever else you feel is important. You can also try a little ritual to say goodbye to your old relationship if you want, like maybe burning (safely) the above journal entry, or turning the paper into compost and growing something with it.

I definitely feel you on feeling frustrated with just how much some people/groups talk about romance/relationships. It can feel like everyone, but there are people out there who are less interested in that, or people who have other interests you can steer things to. Anecdotally at least, this does seem to get better as you get older and people do tend to start finding interests in other things. So don't lose hope at finding connections with other people if that's something you want.

All the best, Anon! Take care.

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noxexistant · 9 months

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I'd be so interested to know what it's really like to live in a group youth home. Do you feel any kind of way when you read people's fic that gets it wildly wrong?

i’m honoured i got such a big response from people expressing interest in me actually making the list :’) i have started work on it!

honestly, i’m usually very understanding of people totally misrepresenting or misinterpreting the whole experience of, y’know, being parentless, living in a group setting with other kids, navigating trauma in that setting, etc etc. it’s a niche experience, and even beyond the fact that it’s pretty difficult to research it because it’s so experience-based and also varies wildly, it’s one of those things that you just honestly cannot understand unless you experienced it firsthand. the broad strokes of it are easy enough, but the specific nature of living in a home populated with traumatised and volatile teenagers is. a lot.

at worst, i just get kind of frustrated seeing how much people can miss the mark, which of course isn’t their fault, but it’s just this feeling of disconnect being exacerbated once again. a major thing is just the type of expectations people have for how hopeful or generally positive the whole situation can be, particularly for how well-adjusted and kind people who are in these scenarios would be. i hate to give a specific example, but it’s one i think about a lot - i read a lil piece about davey expressing his feelings about his place in his own family to the newsies, who were all very concerned and sympathetic, and it was like davey’s problems kind of became the centre of their universe once he expressed them. and that is just. not how it ever goes down.

“a mother and a father? oh, ain’t we the hoi-polloi,” spat as unkindly as race says it in uksies, is honestly one of the realest lines in the show - which, as a whole, really does do a good job of portraying the experience of being parentless and/or homeless, with just the right amount of bitterness and joking about it and not being able to bring yourself to care as anyone who’s in that position in real life feels and experiences. there’s a lot of bitterness and jealousy in it, even for the other kids in the same position, because everyone has or had something that someone else didn’t. we had a few kids that did have both, decent parents - they were the ones who came to us as a sort of day programme, usually for mental health and socialisation - and they learnt not to talk about their parents, because nobody ever wanted to hear it. and on the other side of things, nobody was ever affected by any awful story from anyone because we’d all experienced the same sort of stuff. you know that one atla scene, “my last girlfriend turned into the moon.” “that’s rough, buddy.” that’s the vibe of the absolute most sympathy you could hope for after talking about something terrible.

generally, it’s just a lot…worse than people tend to think. but it’s also human. those are the two extremes i see: people either unintentionally sanitise it to be at most a step away from normality, or they totally fictionalise it into horror. usually, it’s just lonely.

#answered #ill-say-anything-i-hafta

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charybdiss · 2 years

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Oh no! It's a life update from what basically amounts to a stranger who never posts to tumblr anymore! :O

Hello life has been weird and wonderful lately! Which is a shocker to those of you who do know me in some capacity since all of my life updates before I dropped off the face of the earth were pretty negative. Anyway! On with the show.

I've been working the same job for almost 4 years now (in October) and while it's not what I envisioned myself doing, it's the best paid position I've ever held and I'm finally clawing my way into a position that I could see myself staying in if they'll let me.

I'm training new hires currently, and I found out that I really enjoy teaching/training. It's technically a temporary "flex" position that may end at the end of the year but the worst thing that happens then is I go back to fielding customer phone calls for a while at the same pay rate until I am needed in the training department again.

We finally moved!! We're still renting but it's a cute little house all to ourselves with no shitty neighbors playing their music so loud it rattles the windows. We got in a huge confrontation with our neighbors in the old apartment before leaving where we had to call the cops and she basically streamed live on Facebook and all of her friends threatened to get together and "roll on us" so that was fun. I hope she got new neighbors in our place who are just as loud and obnoxious as she is. Hey, maybe the nazi and his girlfriend moved back in now that the original landlord is gone! Either way, not my problem anymore :)

I had been miserable there for over a decade already (we had been there for 16+ years at the time of leaving) but finances being what they were we couldn't really do anything about it. When we finally ripped the band-aid off and jumped into our current house, it was like night and day. I caught myself for weeks still tiptoeing around and being quiet and fearful that the neighbors could hear us. They can't!!! It's phenomenal!!! And our landlord is extremely nice and flexible and any little problems we've had with the place he has fixed as quickly as humanly possible, and lives in another town so he's never here to "drop by" and inspections aren't a thing anymore. Why didn't we move sooner? To think of all the years we wasted in misery.

I guess the final bit of news is that I'm pregnant! Which is another thing I kind of never thought would happen. We were just getting comfortable with the idea of just being cat people for the rest of our lives and I think the combination of being finally happy at work and happy at home just kind of...allowed it to happen? I don't know but we're very excited and also terrified. I just had my 20 week checkup today and everything is healthy and in order as far as docs can tell. I gave them like 8 vials(!!!) of blood a couple of months ago so they could test for everything under the sun and she looks good.

Coming up with names is extremely hard but being the dorks that we are we are not above considering our (more normal-human-leaning) Warcraft character names lmfao. ONLY IF NOTHING ELSE APPEALS TO US OMFG. We're not that cruel :)

I swear I'm not the type of person who will constantly talk about baby stuff and post baby pics (come on this is a semi-anonymous platform online and is not Facebook) but I will of course tag all of my posts about finding a name and any other wacky baby adventures under some sort of tag I have yet to come up with.

I will also reward (hahaha) your patience with this rambling life update with some drawings in a bit :D

#personal #life update #real life stuff #i don't remember how to tag or what to tag or what do do lmfao just let me know if you need something tagged and i gotchu

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aidadigital · 3 months

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It's been a long ass time since I used this!

dope ass vibes so many bitches so much money nah I'm kinda in a weird headspace again as usual! I think it's just been an exhausting week and that fatigue is affecting me in other outlets too, so I should probably make some effort to write about it just to like! get it out of my system. It has been a bad week for drama/vibe nation of my friends and loved ones though. Best friend has been talking to his manipulative ex again, who contacted him after he blocked her in other ways. I be on my bullshit too! not as productive as i need to be, and staying off my one addiction basically lasted all of 24 hours (tmi moment I'm sure). gf is having a depressive state, that's probably a large part of it. it kinda sucks to realize that a majority of your insecurities and emotional aversions to stuff in a relationship are caused by one bad partner in the past. like you really underestimate the amount of damage one person can do to you until it happens. Maybe I give them too much power in hindsight. A lot of times when my current (amazing, beautiful, perfect) partner does normal things that an ex of mine would do, I get this larger sadness or irrational anxiety because I feel like I know what's gonna happen. When my ex went silent for a day or two after expressing some sadness, it meant a breakup was coming. It meant a dialogue about how I'm not attractive. i think that stuff really batters someone's self-esteem; mine probably wasn't super high prior. I'm very lucky in that my girlfriend is arguably the best person I've ever met. I know she's got an extremely busy week, I know she's been struggling with motivation issues herself and I know she loves and cares about me.

...which is why it's upsetting that i get clingy or suddenly anxious of an impending breakup whenever the constant 24/7 comms randomly diminishes (for like 48 hours max, usually). I shouldn't become spontaneously paranoid of a breakup, or feel that some bad is destined to happen to me. It's just manifesting bad things for no reason! But truthfully, valentines has never been that great for me. I've been dumped and ignored on Valentine's Day, I've been groomed, I've just...never had a normal positive experience then. Granted, a lot of my relationships frankly never made it to that day, but of the ones that did it never went well. So I'm scared. It's like the last scary hump for me. I just want it to go really, really well so I can show myself that shit is behind me. i was a kid. sometimes an emotionally immature kid. sometimes a kid who dated people who were very, very bad for me. I have better judgement now. I know my partner and I trust her. everything will work out.

I'm sorry I'm feeling this way.

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forbidding-souda · 2 years

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Byakuya and Korekiyo with a curvy female reader? Like they have very squishy thighs or smth-

Byakuya Togami and Korekiyo Shinguuji with a curvy girlfriend

i'm gonna say that the togami one has something to do with drinks just bc it is something that happened in my dream and i've been waiting for someone to request him just so i can write about it so thank you for this because i've been dying to talk about it.

-Mod Souda

Byakuya Togami

❤ You made him realize something about his preferences. When it comes to physical contact, he's not gotten a bunch, romantic or otherwise. You are his introduction to touch - to love. And touching you: your squishy thighs, your plump hips and the lascivious curves of your body is so welcoming compared to every other body he has [and hasn't] touched. You don't know this, because he never tells you, but if you are good at reading people you will realize this in the way his hands attract to the rotund parts of your body when it comes to situations where it is acceptable for him to grab you.

❤ So, he is quite defensive on behalf of you. If you have friends who love to compliment you - he will talk back to them. Like if you post yourself, in the comment section of your post: your friends complimenting you non-stop and professing their love, he is going to mass respond to them in the comments with "shut up.". It is something that is both maddening and hilarious. But he loves you so much, he's so protective and head over heels. He has never felt so strongly about somebody. He always imagined his future like this: marrying a girl that his family signs him up to. But you're different. You're his choice. You've honestly never been with somebody that listens to what you say - somebody who can also keep up with their promises.

After some time alone in the bedroom, Byakuya in his own study, doing whatever the work (that he hates explaining) is. You let him spend his time in that damn study. Part of it is you not being in the mood to harass him, not now.

As you went into the kitchen, looking for a drink, you spot the grocery bags. The normal servants aren't in here to put them away. Should you? You eye them - wondering if they bought that drink you requested. Looking wouldn't hurt. Your fingers pull at the reusable bags, peeking inside. You do this to three only for your hand to be stopped by pale, slender fingers grabbing your wrists.

"Quite frankly, I do not expect you to be doing the butlers work."

You look up at him, squinting your eyes to taunt him. "I just wanted to see if you asked them to get my drink like you promised."

He rolls his eyes, looking at you briefly before marching over to the fridge and opening it. You're surprised he even knows how to work a fridge. Has he touched one himself in his life? He shows his hand to you, holding your favorite flavored beverage, to which you tilt your head in surprise.

He says, "It won't be in those bags because I got it for you myself."

You stare at him for a moment - your eyes shining with admiration before you awkwardly take it from his hand. "I'm surprised. Thank... you."

❤ The two of you always have some witty back and forth banter when it comes to things like what colors to match with at the professional gathering - what flowers to order for his family's dinner party. Being with him for so long just means you're more willing to talk back to him, knowing that he doesn't mean any genuine harm, and no amount of him rolling his eyes will mean that he stops being in love with you.

❤ You talk about your favorite places to be touched - and he listens, because truthfully, he likes touching you everywhere, so limiting it to a few places leaves him more than satisfied.

❤ He likes it when you sling your legs over him when you're cuddling into his side. This way he can hold your thighs.

❤ Although, his favorite cuddling position (once he gets comfortable enough to sleep close to you) is spooning you, his hand innocuously in between your breasts, warmed by your toasty chest.

❤ Drunk Togami's hands will accidentally land on your ass when he goes down to hug you - a miscalculation - but the consensual honking afterwards is not an accident.

❤ He will deny this ever happened if you bring it up to him.

Korekiyo Shinguuji

❤ He was so used to 'traditional' small bodies of those accessible to him. But humanity is diverse - and his tastes are diverse - so being with you means he finally gets to delve into his love of stout flesh. He will kiss your thighs, holding your knees with his hands as he uses his lips on your skin. Him touching you is almost entirely salacious in nature - outside of simple things like cuddling, or if it's unconsensual, then he won't go there. You - you are just delightful and delicious. He is a body-worshipper, but you don't need to know that. His attraction towards you was very physical based initially, as he had the mindset that he would never fall in love with someone - but once he started talking to you, he found your story swapping addicting, and he decided that for once, he would let himself settle.

❤ He visited you a lot when he was courting you. He gave you a lot of lilacs, walking you home after every date, sending you letters in the mail (multiple papers each time) whenever he is away on a study. He thinks about you constantly. The glitter in your eyes when you see him after he returns - the way you let him indulge in you without being scared. You're his dream, and he had also found himself not being aloof towards you in the slightest. The two of you had created a game to occupy your longing for each other whenever he was away - he would send you a photo of an artifact, and you would guess where he is, or what it was used for, or if it's clothes - what era and region it is from. He adores you for partaking in his work like this.

"Hmmm... Is your intention to enrapture me, or else, your body is too striking for my eyes?" His eyes fall down to the leggings clenching your visible legs. You put on jewelry in the mirror, letting out a har har to him, too busy decorating yourself to give him an actual response. His flirting is an every day thing, and you're accustomed to it - not feeling as flustered as you would have been months ago.

He is always so excited to bring you to his presentations. You are mostly unaware of any of the topics he talks about, but having you by his side improves his confidence, so you go. Plus, half of his department consistently compliment you, so it boosts your compliments too.

After a few seconds, you find him still staring at you, so you put your hands on your hips and giving him a form of a smile through the mirror. "If my intention was to 'enrapture' you - you would be on your knees right now."

He comes up behind you and presses his lips to the back of your head. "I am more than willing to go down on my knees if that's what you desire."

"Not right now - not right now."

You can still feel your cheeks heating.

❤ When he let it slip that he has 'gotten around' with various women, you had a physical reaction, one that made him laugh to shield his embarrassment. He did not mean to tell you - and whether you were off-put or intrigued in beyond him. Any details you want to ask, he'll answer anyway. He is an informer.

❤ Your first kiss was many many months after he started courting you. He had many times pressed his masked lips to the back of your hand, or nuzzling into your cheek and neck, but feeling his bare lips on yours was a long-awaited specialty.

❤ Even though he acts all high and mighty in the area of love, he is dead at the neck up, not experienced anything before sexual pleasure, so things like cuddling and suaveness is truly outside of his region of knowledge, but god is he good at improvising.

❤ Whenever he would sit next to you, he'd hold your hand, physically analyzing your fingers in an almost stim-like way.

❤ He is very conscious about how he compliments you. He doesn't want to focus all of his attention to your body - because even though it's what drew him in to you, he needs you to know that you're special; that he fell for you.

#byakuya togami headcanons #byakuya togami x reader #byakuya togami #shinguuji x reader #korekiyo shinguuji x reader #korekiyo shinguji #korekiyo shinguuji #shinguuji korekiyo #korekiyo x reader #korekiyo shinguji x reader

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thebeautyoffanfics · 3 years

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Idk if you already made this but Hanako, Kou and mitsuba jealous Hcs with their girlfriend that is quite popular among the students pls? thank u!!

hanako x f!reader, kou minamoto x f!reader, mitsuba sousuke x f!reader

a/n: sure thing!! No worries, I haven’t made it yet :D you’re so very welcome, and thank you so much for requesting!! I love jealousy headcanons tho I don’t think I’ve ever written them? I hope these turn out alright, and I’m so sorry for the time this took!

warnings: jealousy?

word count: 1,936

Hanako <3

Oh boy- can I do anything but wish you luck?

Hanako is already a fairly clingy and jealous guy, that’s practically canon. He’ll stand between you when you’re talking to anyone, and I mean aaaaanyone. He just can’t risk losing you!

(It’s got a whole lot to do with his insecurities, of course- while he wouldn’t admit it, not wanting to drop his “ah? I’m just an innocent little boy, free of issues and perverted thoughts <3” attitude, he does struggle a lot. He’s a ghost, a murderer, and imperfect in more ways than those. You’re popular for a reason. You’re so pretty, so kind, so lovable- you’re alive, and probably have morals. What are you doing with a dead murderer?)

Wow, ANYWAY- we’re here for jealousy, not Hanako’s issues, though they will probably resurface shortly.

Seeing everyone around you… always wanting your attention, always complimenting you…

You deserved it! He thought all of those positive things and more-! But… at this point, so many people admiring you, why were you still with him?

Even if you explain to him constantly that you love him dearly, and wouldn’t leave him for anyone else, he still gets somewhat possessive. Eventually putting the “but why does (Y/N) still love me,,” aside, he just wants others to keep their hands off you :((

It’s no fault of yours, and he acknowledges that! But it’s the fault of others getting so close to you >:((

Though they can’t see him, when people go up to you, talking joyfully- he’s standing there, arms wrapped around you, head on your shoulder as he glares daggers into their souls.

BRO IF SOMEONE FLIRTS WITH YOU OR TOUCHES YOU??

You’ve never seen him super angry, much less murderous. He doesn’t want you to see him that angry normally- but holy moley is he about ready to beat someone.

Yet, he’s still just a ghost- plus if he did something Teru would exorcise him, booooo. So, he settles for continuing to glare, standing between the two of you, hitting their arm if it’s resting on your shoulder. Once again, they’re completely unaware of it, but you aren’t!

“Hanako, you know I won’t leave you for them. They’re a classmate, I barely know them, really.”

“But they want to know you. And I don’t want them to know you… they’re gonna try and take you from me, (Y/N)!”

“I won’t let them take me, you big dummy. So, if you could please let go of me so I can get back to class?”

“No :((“

Not only does he cling to you, of course- though he hugs you bunches and squishes your face just because you’re cute- you can also expect a lot of kisses. Ranging from quick “hey, I’m here, and please don’t choose someone else over me”, “hey, my kisses are better than theirs!! Here’s proof!”, “you’re my girlfriend, not theirs, and if they keep treating you like you aren’t taking I’m going to stabby stabby (but I can’t stab cos Teru’s here, but I would if it wasn’t upsetting)”, etc, etc. It’s… almost strange how easy it is to understand what he means from the way he kisses you- but, I digress!

Overall, he gets jealous fairly easily, and gets very clingy when jealous. He’s not amazing with words, so he wants to show you that he loves you with actions!! However, those actions, more often than not, end up just being… clinging to you, and glaring at people who try to get too close to you.

(RIP Akane, Kou, and Nene for bearing witness to you walking around the school with a visibly angry Hanako. Though the worst the others get is the feeling that someone is staring at them, they get to witness his jealousy from off to the side.)

Kou Minamoto <3

He’s nearly completely opposite from Hanako, actually! He doesn’t get jealous very often, trusting you to actually tell him if something were wrong in the relationship. And, when he does get jealous, he does his best to not show it.

He’s not fond of being jealous. It makes him feel like he’s betraying you…? Like him being jealous is the same as him saying that he doesn’t trust you. But, similarly to Hanako, he trusts you. He just doesn’t trust others quite as much. Not with his very cute and very pretty and very sweet girlfriend :((

While it takes a lot to get him jealous, two things that really can make his temper cut short are (similarly to Hanako) when someone outright flirts or touches you. Especially if they touch you and the two of you aren’t at least friends-

If someone flirts, he’s going to casually slip into the conversation, if he wasn’t there already. A quick “hey, (Y/N)! Wait, sorry, I didn’t realize you were talking-“, then he’ll stand next to you, grabbing your hand lightly. One thing about Kou is, he does his best to be gentle all the time! Even when he’s jealous, he’d never ever hurt you intentionally-!!

If someone’s touching you, he’ll hop into the conversation as he does when someone flirts, adding a “I need your help with something, when you can.” This time, or any time really, if you’re uncomfortable you can use it as an excuse to get away!! Kou’s got your back!!!

If it’s been a day where people just constantly seem to be needing your attention, he’ll start to let his jealousy get to him a bit. It’s not even that some people like your attention- heck, he gets it! He likes having your attention as well. It’s more that… they constantly need your attention. Someone always needing something, even when he just wanted to have a conversation with you :((

In that case, he’ll be slightly clingy, and slightly pouty. Almost like a young child. His lips will be pouted slightly, eyes looking a bit lower to the ground than usual. His hand will be secured in yours, and your shoulder will be lightly pressed against his.

“Kouuu, tell me what’s wrong~,” You spoke, poking his cheek with your index finger. When he was like this, it was easy to tell he was embarrassed about whatever he was pouting over, and not upset over something too serious. It was the perfect time to mess with him.

His face would flush as it usually did- and he’d look away, pouting a bit harder as his eyebrows furrowed slightly. “It’s nothing, (Y/N), really.”

“You’re pouting. Come on, now, you really can tell me. I promise I won’t think of you any less!”

“…it’s just… well- well, seeing all those people around you all day, and I couldn’t really… even get to talk to you. You even had to leave early during lunch-! I’m not angry or anything- it’s dumb, it’s dumb, really-“

“Awwwwh, Kou! Don’t be jealous, sweetheart! It’s not dumb, I actually find it sweet. You know I’d choose you over any of those people. I’d much rather spend time with you than them, but it’s not exactly easy to say no… but, if it makes you feel bad, I’ll make sure they know that, at least, lunch is off-limits.”

“Y-you don’t have to, but… that’s up to you.” (AKA “I want you to, but I don’t want you to feel obligated to do something just for my sake.”)

Overall! Kou’s going to be a sweetheart, even when (not very often) jealous. He doesn’t want you to think he’s silly or not trusting of you when he does get jealous- so he does his best to hide it? Still, he fails, since he can’t help but want to be at least a little closer to you!! Plus the way he pouts- he’s easily read in most situations, and that type is no different.

Mitsuba Sousuke <3

Ahh, where to begin… I suppose the same way I’ve been beginning the other two-

Mitsuba is… a complicated jealous boy? He gets jealous rather easily- and… doesn’t admit it, but makes it painfully obvious. He thinks he isn’t being obvious, but it’s practically plain as daylight.

As he does all things, he masks his jealousy in insults at first! Making his way into whatever conversation or interaction your having, offering an ‘uninterested’ “what’re you doing?” After that, he criticizes every little thing the other person does- his levels of mercy depending on how much the person deserves it.

A quick question? Minimum amount of insults. Maybe one, two if they drag it out.

Just having a normal conversation? More than a short question, but not an excessive amount. If they drag it out too long, the insults go up.

Flirting? Lays the insults on THICK. Plus, after a moment, an annoyed and rather cocky sounding: “why haven’t you gotten lost already? Can’t you see I’m (Y/N)’s boyfriend? You idiot. Moron. Pervert. Who talks to a taken girl like that??”

Touches you? Doesn’t even happen. They reach for you, and he’s smacking their hand away. “Idiot. What right do you have to touch my girlfriend?? That’s invasive. Gross. You’re so weird, trying to put your sticky little hands on her.”

But! If it’s a situation he can’t interfere with, be it because he’s dead and the other person’s alive, or in which the people needing your attention goes on for too long- he enters Sulky Mitsuba Mode.

Don’t get me wrong, Sulky Mitsuba is still full of insults, just… sad. In those times, as a ghost, he can’t help but wonder if you’re content in the relationship. Look at you… popular with other students- other students who could leave the school, buy you things, and such. He was a cute ghost, but he was a ghost. He wasn’t even really Mitsuba- he wasn’t the classmate you once knew. How hard was it for you? Yet, you gave it your best to get to know him again-

Luckily, Mitsuba has the ability to tell himself “if (Y/N) did that much for me, she must at least care.” However, it won’t get rid of all his doubts- and he’ll still sulk once you finally catch up with him.

“Hey, Mitsuba! Sorry, I’ve been busy!”

“Mh? Have you? I’ve barely even noticed you were gone.”

Terrible acting skills, Mitsuba. He looks annoyed, his voice sounds uninterested, but… it’s still somehow easy to see through his little act. He’s jealous, and you’re bound to be aware of it.

Take a seat next to him, and he’ll scoot away. Be patient- when he’s jealous, it’s like approaching a stray cat. No sudden movements or you’ll scare him away!

“I’m sorry, Mitsuba. I know I’ve been caught up today, and I’m really sad that I haven’t seen you much until now. Did you have anything you wanted to do? I’m all yours now!”

“Tch, whatever. I don’t have anything I want to do, so just leave it be.”

Ah… do I even have to mention that he’s stubborn. Apologize a bit, he’ll dismissively forgive you, and go from there. Lighthearted conversation, asking him about his day, talking about yours- slowly move closer to him, and! Next thing you know, his heads on your shoulder as he rants about something that happened.

Overall, Mitsuba does get jealous rather easily! He’s stubborn as always, partnered with his insults constantly ready to be fired- it’s interesting when he gets jealous. He never outright admits that he trusts you, and doesn’t consider much more than “I’m feeling a bit jealous since this person keeps taking (Y/N)’s attention, but he’d never put the blame on you. Just… like I said, be patient, and don’t get too offended.

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Just for practice | kth

↳ Summary: “I think we should normalise giving head to your friends as practice.”

↳ Pairing: Taehyung x Reader, slight Hoseok x reader

↳ Genre: Smut, pwp, some plot i guess, best friend! Taehyung

↳ Rating: 18+

↳ Word count: 5.3k

↳ Warnings: swearing, lip biting, hickies, oral (both female and male receiving), rough blowjobs, spanking, fingering, squirting, big dick! Tae, possessiveness/jealousy, unprotected sex (wrap before you tap pls), dom/sub themes, Taehyung calls reader lots of pet names (sweetheart, darling, good girl), degradation, biting, slight cockwarming

↳ a/n: I’ve been having major writer’s block while writing confident :( however, i saw this tweet which prompted this lil oneshot hope you enjoy

Jung Hoseok [ 2:15 PM ]

Am I gonna see you at Seokjin’s tomorrow?

You [ 2:16 PM ]

I’ll be there :)

Jung Hoseok [ 2:18 PM ]

You’re not gonna run away from me this time, right?

You [ 2:20 PM ]

No of course not haha

Jung Hoseok [ 2:21 PM ]

Is that a promise princess?

A sigh flies out of your mouth like wind through a window and you’re shucking off your glasses in an instant. Hoseok’s texts bringing back a flurry of memories that you wish to forget.

“Do you need help with your essay again?”

Your eyes are strained when they try to focus on Taehyung, your shoulders shrug in defeat. “No, I’m fine. It’s just-”

Taehyung knows immediately, he is your best friend after all. “Let me guess, It’s Hoseok isn’t it?”

You slump in your seat while a pout is cutely drawn onto your face, you nod with dismay. “I really like him Tae, and every time we see each other, It’s like the universe has it out for me and tries to make sure I embarrass myself in front of him.”

Taehyung shuts his laptop because he knows there's no use in trying to write an essay while you speak about your utterly tragic love life. He thinks about your situation for a minute before he speaks.

“Yes, you might’ve spilled your beer on him and accidentally punched him in the eye, more than once. But, if he’s still texting you he’s obviously still into you. It’s a good sign sweetheart.” Taehyung pats your hand across the coffee table, a comforting smile adorning his handsome face.

Taehyung doesn’t know the full extent of your problem and the more you think about it the more embarrassing it becomes. So you smile back at him uttering a small thank you before turning back to your laptop.

Taehyung raises a brow, “wait, wait, hang on, something is still bothering you.”

You frown, “it’s embarrassing.”

Taehyung shuffles around the corner of the coffee table as if you’re about to tell him a secret, though it’s just the two of you in his small apartment. “Just tell me, it can’t be that bad.”

“Taehyung it is that bad.” You tilt your head at him, pulling up the sleeves of your sweater around your tiny fists. “You’re gonna laugh at me.”

Taehyung feigns shock at your words, his hands placed on his heart for dramatic effect. “I would never laugh, and frankly I’m offended you think that low of me.”

You roll your eyes, turning your body more towards him, deciding it wouldn't hurt letting Taehyung know the thoughts plaguing your mind. “Well, you know how Hoseok and I have been kind of flirty lately, right?” He nods in understanding.

“I can tell he wants more than that, you know? His touches are small but I know exactly what he’s suggesting, and don’t get me wrong, the feeling is completely mutual because trust me I want that too. Really bad.”

Taehyung hums, interrupting your soon-to-be graphic rambling. “I totally get it Y/N. Now let’s stop beating around the bush so I can help you.”

If Taehyung were a girl, this would be so much easier. You curse your eight-year-old self who just had to become friends with a boy because God, how do you even start?

Taehyung is a patient man, always giving you space before helping you but, in this situation, you feel it’s best to just rip the band-aid off. Taehyung if you can read my mind, please don’t laugh at me.

“I’venevergivensomeoneablowjob.”

You speak so suddenly, Taehyung’s not so sure he heard you correctly. “Huh?”

“Goddammit Tae”, you rub and your temples and avoid his stare. “I’ve never given someone a blowjob!”

His eyes are wide. “Oh”

You hide your face into the table while your body internally cringes. At least he didn’t laugh. “See! You do think it’s bad.”

“I’m just surprised to be honest”, he reassures, leaning back onto his palms, strong brows pulled together in thought. “Shit Y/N, have you really never sucked a dick before?”

Sure, you’ve had sex many times (most of which have been extremely disappointing) but, it seems that most of your hookups want to get straight into fucking. No foreplay, no nothing. Just unseasoned, pleasureless fucking.

A groan rumbles out of your throat, “It just never happened! They were all about that hump and dump lifestyle I guess.”

Taehyung is utterly baffled at your statement. In Taehyung’s books, It is compulsory to treat every women like a queen. Preparing and edging them the perfect amount of times to see them crumble so sensually by his very doing. To Taehyung, seeing a woman cry out his name from experiencing the most explosive, leg-shaking orgasm was always his favourite part.

This is why Taehyung is absolutely shattered for you. “So, you’re also telling me no one has ever eaten you out?” You miserably nod, “that’s actually fucking evil!”

His words do not ease you one bit as you throw your head onto the seat behind you. “The way you say it makes me feel even worse. This is the sole reason why I run away from Hoseok and make a fool out of myself.”

Taehyung doesn’t say anything, the air floating around carrying an awkward silence. You don’t really care and you don’t expect Taehyung to think of a solution. Plus, you’re already embarrassed enough.

You might as well leave and ask one of your girlfriends for help, maybe finish your essay while you’re at it. You sigh, shutting your laptop and stacking your books together.

However, the next sentence that flies out of Taehyung’s mouth makes you stop dead in your tracks.

“I think I’ve figured out how I can help you.”

Wiggling back into a comfortable seating position, you lean into Taehyung with interest. “And how might you help me, dear Taehyung?”

He eyes you nervously, his fingers fiddling with his chunky rings, “You trust me, right?”

You smile, “yeah, of course, you’re my best friend Tae.”

An exhale puffs out of his mouth. “Why not practice on me?”

You almost choke on your spit. You definitely did not expect him to say that. “Could you repeat that please?”

A new glint of mischief sparkles in his eye. “Why not let me teach you how to give Hoseok the blowjob of his life and in return, I’ll eat you out”

Your brain is having a meltdown.

“You’re fucking crazy”, you wail. “You actually want me to suck your dick?”

He brings his hands up in defence, “I think we should normalize giving head to your friends as practice, I don’t think it’s such a bad idea. Think about it, you get to learn and cum at the same time.”

You won’t lie to yourself, the proposal is tempting and in all honesty, Taehyung is hot as fuck. You will forever thank the Gods above for blessing you with the delicious sight that is your best friend. However, the proposition puts you in an odd spot.

Apprehensive about your thoughts, you state your unease, “I-I don’t know Taehyung, don’t you think this might ruin our friendship?” An exhale, “have you seriously thought of me that way?”

Taehyung chuckles, it’s deep and totally unexpected to your question. “Sweetheart, there are many things that go on inside my head involving you. And to answer your question, they’re not completely innocent.”

A startled gasp is ripped from your throat and your stomach flutters with a dangerous mix of nervousness, thrill and dare you say arousal.

Never in your life would you have imagined Kim Taehyung, your best friend since grade school, seeing you in such an inviting way. To make matters worse, It was intimidating to think about his fair share of experience and the long line of women backing up the fact that Taehyung was indeed some sort of sex demon.

Of course, you felt the same way. How could you not! The man was practically an incarnation of a Greek God. Broad sturdy shoulders that sat atop thick muscular thighs, and how could you forget his gorgeous fingers.

You’d die before you admit it, but there have been many nights where you have found yourself thinking about what his pretty long fingers could do to you. Those nights always ended with a mess of your sheets and a wetness between your thighs. It was your dirty little secret, however, it seems Taehyung also had some of his own.

His sharp eyes storm with darkness when he speaks, “don’t lie Y/N, I know you’ve had some dirty thoughts about me up in that pretty little head of yours.”

Pink blossoms over your cheeks like wildfire because he’s so terrifyingly right. “I don’t even need to touch you sometimes, one look and you’re a goner.” You gulp. “Look at you right now.” His gaze drops down to your thighs. “All my talking making you so needy, you need to clench your thighs to keep it together.”

He smiles, though it’s not his usual boxy, boyish smile. It’s dangerous and seductive almost smirking and shit when did he get so close to you? Your breathing is erratic and you have no idea how you could be so anxious yet so amorous at the same time.

Your heart beats rapidly in your ears. “This is just for practice, right?”

Taehyung curses under his breath, “just for practice sweetheart.”

You don’t get to respond.

His lips are hesitant at first when they meet yours, yet his hands say the opposite. They start at your waist and tickle their way down to your stiff hands. Ever so gently, he pries them open, intertwining his long fingers with yours, and God, did his hands feel so right.

Your nerves dissipate slowly but surely as you allow him to explore your mouth with his skilful tongue.

Much to Taehyung’s dismay, he finds you releasing your fingers from his own. Your hands flying to the nape of his neck, ultimately bringing him closer to you, deepening the kiss. Taehyung moans in delight when you tug at his long curls, you bite his lip in reply while lust paints your vision and dampens your panties.

Taehyung never knew he would miss the feeling of your lips against his when he painfully pushes himself away to situate himself comfortably on the couch. It was time for the lesson to begin.

You pout at the distance, trying to wiggle close until he motions for you to get into a particular position. Your insides swell with eagerness.

His voice is sweet and his hands are delicate when he tucks a few strands of hair behind your ear. “Get down on your knees for me sweetheart.” You obey immediately. He smirks at your sinking form. “Good girl.”

You swear right then and there your pussy had gained a working heartbeat at his words. The unfamiliar pulse thumping as if it were trying to break loose from the constraints of your sweatpants.

Your eyes are big and expectant, slowly drinking up the sight of Taehyung’s delicious figure seated above you. He sits on the couch like it’s his throne, legs spread to accompany your kneeling figure, and dominating stare pinning you down. A shiver runs down your spine.

“Wh-what do I do now?” You utter, making it known to Taehyung that he is in charge. He is in control.

Taehyung cocks his head to the side, using a decorated pointer finger to hither your hands towards him. Hesitantly, you raise both hands, lightly placing them down on his thighs.

A click of his tongue makes its way to your ears and you know you’ve already made your first mistake. Taehyung’s brows furrow, it’s obvious you need to make the next move but your brain is fuzzy and flustered.

He sighs at your confused silence, bringing your small hands onto his belt. Oh, you know what you’re supposed to do now.

“I thought you were smarter than this, how else are you meant to get my dick out, hmm?” The blush across your cheeks has definitely spread profusely from his teasing. Its once peachy pink tone deepening into an embarrassing cherry red.

The buckle of his belt jingles under your fingertips as you nervously undo them. You’re apparently too slow for his liking, Taehyung finishing the job by pulling his belt off his pants, leaving you to stare down at the large bulge covered by the fabric of his tight jeans. You thought you had your nerves under control but the way your hands start to shake is an indication that this is real. You’re really about to suck your best friend off.

Ever the observant friend, Taehyung is quick to notice the slight shake in your fingers. “Wait, stop.”

You do as he says, quickly settling your palms back on the thickness of his covered thighs. “Are you sure you want to do this? your hands are shaking sweetheart.” His voice is laced with concern, a total switch to his previous words.

Clearing your throat you reply, “oh, no, no I’m fine.” You lock eyes. “I just want to make sure I’m doing good so I can be good for him.”

Possessiveness flares within Taehyung’s chest and he has no idea why. Although he doesn’t let it show, he can’t help the swell of his ego at the knowledge that he’s the first to get you like this. Not Hoseok. Him.

So, he grins his wide boxy grin, dragging a finger down your warm cheek. “Don’t worry darling, you’re in great hands”

The commanding smirk etched onto his lips sparks a surge of confidence through your veins, begging you to finally touch him.

With a tug of your small hands, Taehyung’s constricting jeans are pried off the taut muscle of his thighs and are left to pool around his ankles. The excitement of finally being able to suck dick coursing through your body like lighting, and just like his jeans, Taehyung’s boxers are off in a second.

His cock springs, tall, hard and proud. Your jaw drops, Taehyung chuckles at your reaction. You feel an ooze of wetness pooling in your panties.

His size is nothing you’ve seen before, thick and girthy with an impressive length to match. You wince at the thought of fitting him down your throat.

The cold metal of his rings against your hands brings your attention to Taehyung’s handsome face. Without breaking any eye contact, he wordlessly wraps your hands around the thickness of his cock.

It’s warm and swells in your palm, your two dainty hands stacked on top of each other. Fingers trying so hard to wrap themselves around the sheer girth of his cock.

You’re not dumb, you know what comes next. With a sharp inhale you begin to stroke up his length, paying close attention to his facial expression to get an idea of how well you’re doing

Taehyung’s head tilts to get a better view at your hands, “grip it tighter for me… yeah fuck that’s it.”

His praise boasts you on, holding tighter onto his cock and gathering the slick of his pre-cum with a twist of your wrist. Your eyes remain focused on the way the skin moves with your hands and the way his tip glistens with arousal. You want to lick it.

“When you’re ready you can put your mouth- Ahh shit Y/N!”

He didn’t need to finish his sentence when you’re already so eager to have him in your mouth. You do what you think would feel best, sucking on the head of his cock like a sweet ice lolly on a hot summer's day. Your tongue tracing the thick circumference before dipping into his slit.

A light groan falls from his mouth as he watches you lap at the remaining pre-cum that glistens in the afternoon light. Taehyung almost forgets why he’s here, lost in your plump lips wet with saliva.

Right, he’s here to teach you how to give a blowjob. “Try and take my whole length in darling.”

You nod, taking a deep breath, your mouth opening wider to take him in as far as you can. You try to keep your throat relaxed taking him inch by inch.

“That's a good girl”, he praises, “you’re doing so well for me.”

Your knees squeeze together, acting to relieve some pressure on your aching heat. It had truly been a while since you got some serious action.

Surprisingly you’re able to make your way to the hilt of his cock, a choked gag sputtering from your lips.

A few strands of hair fall in your face, blocking your eyes in the process. Swiftly, Taehyung brushes the hair from your eyes while simultaneously lifting your head off of his cock.

You release him with a satisfying pop, your eyes wide and makeup a little smudged. Taehyung coaches you through the next steps. “I want you to try and do that again, but when you come back up, lick the length of my cock and look at me while you do it.”

Humming in acknowledgment you grip the base of his cock before pausing. “Isn’t this what you like though? What if Hoseok likes to be touched in a different way?”

An unintentional growl bubbles out of his mouth. Oh how he wished he could take your mind off Hoseok and have you screaming his name, thinking about him instead.

He pushes down his discontentment with the other man on your mind, “men are simple creatures Y/N, just making out sometimes can get them going. And judging by the way you’re sucking my cock right now, I’m sure Hoseok will be crazy for you.”

As Taehyung explains the ins and outs of a man’s brain, you don’t make an effort to stop the teasing of his cock. His words sound slurred, they go in one ear and out the other, and besides the delicious length in front of you is much more fascinating.

For the time being you stare up at him, your eyes wide feigning interest in his words, all while you grip his cock in one hand and continuously lap at his tip with a kitten-like flick of your tongue.

Taehyung finally realises that you’ve stopped listening when he feels the small yet downright sensual pleasure shooting through his cock. He grunts, pushing your hair back once again, “fuck, that’s hot. You’re so fucking good.”

His preoccupied hand squeezes the pillows beside him, the veins of his hands popping out. You do what he taught you, seductive eyes laser focused on him while your wicked tongue leaves a hot trail up the prominent vein on his dick.

“Shit Y/N you’re doing so well-”

You release him from your mouth disrupting his sentence, “can you fuck my throat?”

Taehyung swears his whole body just convulsed at your request. He looks away just so he can contain himself because holy shit.

Obviously Taehyung has thought about you being in this position, saying those words. Yet, no matter how many times he fantasizes this scenario, nothing would ever prepare him for those words to actually come out of your mouth with the most bewitching grin plastered on your pretty face.

He stutters, “I- no, I don’t know if you can take it darling.”

You grip his thighs, pout forming on those dangerous lips of yours, “please Tae, I want it. Want you to use me.”

Taehyung pushes the curls of his bangs away, a hiss steaming from his lips. “Alright, but if you feel any discomfort pinch my thigh, okay sweetheart?”

You’re impatient, “yeah, yeah, I can take your monster dick.” You place a small kiss on his thigh, “do your worst.”

His movements are all too fast, all too sudden. His fingers securing a death-grip on the mess of your hair before holding his cock up to your mouth. “You asked for it darling.”

Your mouth automatically widens, welcoming the rough intrusion of his cock as it slides all the way down your throat. A lewd gag fills the room.

A dark cloud of lust of dominance fogs Taehyung’s vision, his biceps flexing when he brings your head up and down his thick velvety length.

The room resounds with the filthy wet noises of your saliva covered lips pumping repeatedly. Taehyung breathes heavily through his nose, tilting his head against the cushions behind him. He keeps his hips still, yanking your hair at an obscene pace. A slew of curses and moans fly out into the air as he revels at the complete state of ecstasy you’ve put him under.

The heat of his member burns the back of your throat but you fucking love it. You open your teary eyes, gazing at his chiseled jaw and the way he shivers and groans above you. It only spurs you on when he glances back down, meeting your mascara ruined eyes.

It’s like a knee-jerk reaction. Taehyung harshly pushes your head all the way to the base of his cock. Your face is met with his abdomen, the hairs of his happy trail tickling your nose.

He leaves you there, and the burn in your throat rises, leaving you gagging, your throat tightening around him.

Taehyung believes after this he could never get the image of your messy docile eyes and tarnished lips out of his brain. He feels your throat constrict, “sh-shit, fuck Y/N, breathe through your nose.” You inhale. “That’s my good girl.”

He releases you from his member only to push your lips back onto him, going back to his beastly pace. “You look so fucking pathetic, you think Hoseok wants a messy girl like you?”

You gurgle around him, tears freely falling down your cheeks as you try to shake your head no. He only mumbles out a groan, his cock abruptly pulsing under your tongue like a steady heartbeat.

It's all too sudden when he releases your head off his length, a glob of drool dripping down your chin and onto your shirt.

“Fuck sorry I was about to cum.”

Although your heart swells with pride you wonder, “why didn’t you?”

He runs a hand through his messy locks, “the purpose of this was to teach you, don’t you still want to practice?”

You’re smug with your answer, “I think I’ve got the hang of it now.”

He swipes a finger under your tear stained eyes, “getting cocky now are we.”

You were cocky indeed, “well I did get you shaking under my touch didn’t I?”

He rolls his eyes, “get up you brat, I’m gonna show you what you’ve been missing out on.”

Fucking finally.

You won’t lie, you were probably most excited to finally know what it feels like to receive head. Your mind is still fuzzy from Taehyung’s rough ministrations as you slowly get up. You wobble slightly and Taehyung is quick to stabilize you with two strong arms holding the curve of your hips in place.

With his arms already around you he pushes you towards the couch, kicking his jeans off in the process.

Back flat against his plush couch you’re already stripping off your sweatpants and panties together in one. “My, my aren’t you eager”, he teases, a glint of shamelessness twinkling in his brown orbs when he drinks up the plushness of your thighs leading to your dripping cunt.

Holding your knees in the palm on his hands, he spreads them open to reveal the glossy folds on your heat. He kisses his teeth, satisfaction and hunger clear on his face. “Fuck, isn’t this a pretty sight.”

His words bring back a blush on your cheeks, you pull him forward, your lips inches away from his own. “Shut up please.”

And he shuts you up real good. Smashing your lips to his, he envelopes you into a feverish kiss, your tongues dancing the devil's tango.

His hands are adventurous, feeling the mounds of your breasts over your shirt. “Why the fuck isn’t your shirt off yet huh?” He tuts, pulling on the cotton fabric.

“I want yours off too.” You cutely mumble tugging at the hem of his shirt, to which he complies, tugging it off in one fluid motion.

You peel your baggy shirt off just in time to see Taehyung's arm flex as he takes his very own shirt off. “Have you been working out? My God Tae, you're as big as Joon.”

He inwardly smirks because yeah he’s been working out and it's clearly paying off. He doesn’t want to show his glee however, “can we not talk about other men when I’m about to eat you out.”

You chuckle, eyes trailing down his buff arms to his v-line that leads to his dick like an arrow directing you to his treasure. You bite your lip, unclipping your lace bralette, “sure, sure, let’s get the show on the road.”

It’s Taehyung turn to drink up the sight of your body. “Fuck, always imagined what these tits looked like under all those tight clothes you wear.”

He’s really feeding into your praise kink. “Well, were they what you expected?”

He sucks on one immediately and you arch your back at the unexpected pleasure. “Even better”, he squeezes them in his palms, “they’re fucking gorgeous.”

He sucks a deep hickey under your left breast, leaving you whimpering with a hand tangled in his hair. “Always imagined what you sounded like moaning for me.”

You can’t reply, his touches burning through your skin. He kisses down your sternum to your stomach until he’s hovering above your aching clit, a tantalising grin on his face before he’s diving in.

“Fuck!” You wail at the unfamiliar yet mesmerising feelings. His tongue is stiff and pointed, flicking quickly up and down your bundle of nerves.

The grip you have on his hair is deathly but it's the only thing in your reach that can ground you. He licks a long stripe down your sopping slit, keeping his sharp eyes on you the whole time.

“F-feels so fucking good Tae!” You almost scream. He cups his lips around your swollen nub sucking on it with a shit-eating grin on his face.

You’re too dazed to comment on it, reeling in the new pleasures you’re experiencing. You stare down at him, your eyes half opened and so close to rolling to the back of your head.

However, they almost completely open wide at the sight presented before you. With two long fingers, Taehyung is shoving them in his mouth, soaking them with his spit before rubbing them onto your sensitive folds.

You beg. “Put them inside.. Please.” Taehyung doesn’t make a sound only kissing your clit as he plunges his ring decorated fingers into you.

You’re so wet his fingers slide into you with ease. He groans at the sensation, his view focused on the way your cunt greedily sucks him in.

“Look at you, getting my rings all dirty you filthy girl”, he scolds watching the way your essence drips into the crevices of his intricate jewellery.

Taehyung increases the pace of his long fingers, finger fucking you into euphoria. He doesn’t stop there, his lips returning to your desperate clit in a wet mess of your juices and his saliva.

You can feel your orgasm bubbling in your stomach. It's hot and feels so unlike any other upcoming orgasm you’ve experienced. His fingers curl inside of you, his palm slapping your folds with his rapid pace and his lips don’t give any sign of stopping.

“Taehyung- Tae, I’m cumming!” You really scream this time, your orgasm taking control over your body like a demon.

You swear your eyes black out, your body shaking, a warmth gushing out of your cunt as it spazzes out.

Your chest heaves and you blink, feeling a damp pool around you. Oh God, Did you piss yourself?

“Holy fuck Y/N, I can’t believe you just did that.”

You sit up, embarrassed, an apology falling from your lips.

“You just squirted on me.”

You’re flushed, “I- what?”

Taehyung almost looks akin to a wolf hunting down his prey. “That was the hottest fucking experience of my life, holy shit I’m so hard.”

Well at least you didn’t pee on his couch. There’s a surge of overwhelming need for his cock to be inside of you. You’ve never felt this way before, it’s scary but so is this whole experience. It’s definitely one for the books.

Getting up on your knees you hold onto his shoulders, Taehyung raises a brow. “Fuck, I need to ride you, can I ride you?”

You think you just saw his dick twitch at your words. He grins, “just for practice?”

Your smile is sickly sweet, “of course, just for practice.”

His arms are strong when he shuffles into a seated position all while holding your hips above his awaiting cock.

He pauses, a flash of his normal self resurfacing. “You’re on the pill yeah?”

You peck his lips, “yes, now stuff me full.”

That’s all the confirmation he needs before he’s sinking you down onto his length.

You both let out moans of pleasure at the feeling of being complete. The stretch hurts so bad but hurts so good. He fills you up so well it has you speechless, the air trapped inside your lungs refusing to be released until your walls are comfortable around his impressive girth.

Mumbling a soft curse, you swivel your hips in slow circles, getting used to his large size. Taehyung watches you, hunger written on his face as he licks his lips and examines the way you fit so perfectly on his lap.

You test the waters, holding onto his shoulders for support. You lift your hips and settle back onto his lap. He groans at the wet squelch it makes and slaps your ass, grabbing it in his hand to squeeze it.

You pick up the speed, pumping up and down, whimpering at how well he fills you up. You keep your gaze trained on the image of his dick disappearing in your heat and pulling out with a wet sheen.

Taehyung tucks a finger under your chin, bringing you close to his face to push his soft lips onto yours once again.

It’s weird to say, but you don’t think you can get tired of kissing your best friend. He knows exactly what you want and knows exactly how to make your head spin.

With his large hands of yours, you pick up the pace, slamming your ass onto his hips. You leave his lips, kissing the side of jaw and suckling a few lovebites behind his ear.

His voice is deep and sultry, “fuck yeah, that’s it.” You wail in his hold, pushing yourself to meet his thrusts below. Your thighs burn but the pleasure burns so much hotter.

You feel your second orgasm of the night rising within you and can tell Taehyung is close too. Taehyung assists you, using his thighs to push up into you. Your juices drip down onto his pelvis and both of your breaths get heavier.

His thrusts are fast and rough, creating loud slapping noises that echo around his empty apartment. He grunts, folding his head into the crook of your neck. He’s about to cum and so are you.

With one final gasp your release hits you like a truck. Your thigh shakes in his lap and Taehyung bites at the delicate skin of your neck. His warm seed shoots inside of you, eliciting a small sigh from your lips.

Taehyung releases his hold to lean back onto the couch. He keeps his softening cock inside of you, lazily staring at your fucked out expression.

You play with his rings, “well, how did I do?”

The shit-eating grin is back. “Hmmm, I think you may need more practice.”

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namjooningelsewhere · 3 years

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Rum and Champagne - Part #1

🖤Pairing- Kim Seokjin X Reader

🖤Summary - You always knew life is going to be hard, But what's even more harder is trying to live with your husband without always facing the urge to bite his head off.

Hes a perfect heir, To one of the biggest companies in the city, He has everything he needs. Money, Power, Insane Good looks and a super model girlfriend. Things change 360 degree when his father puts him a very strange situation, To be married to a brat who dares call him a arrogant prick.

🖤Genre - Angst, Cheating au, CEO au, Enemies to Friends, Friends to lovers, Light Smut, Fluff.

🖤Rating -18+

🖤A/N - @xpeachesncream thanks Nikki ❤ You've been a savior! I don't think I would've have written a word anymore if I wouldn't spoken to you. Thankyou for motivating me. Means a lot, and I'm so thankful to have someone like you to talk to❤ Thankyou❤

You shuffle through the last batch of muffins, placing them neatly arranged in the rack, for the day. You worked as a baker in a small town, which was busy since it was a crowd favorite and everybody could swear on Natalie's baking skill.

Your general day at work consisted of opening the bakery, cleaning up, and getting the orders for the day ready, while also helping Natalie with baking. It wasn't a well-paying job but well enough to keep the minimum amount of food on the table, and also relieving some of the burdens of debt that your mother had conveniently placed on you.

Your mother certainly did not deserve the mother of the year award but you kept doing it for her since she had at least tried being there for you nevertheless except the part it was when she wanted to. She tried being your mother when her latest boyfriend would dump her or she would kick them out. You never exactly knew what it meant to grow up in a normal family, Not trying to be loved.

Looking at your friends, family always seemed a good thing, But when it came to yours it was entirely different. Your father had abandoned your mother when you were in her tummy, deciding never to come back. Maybe your mother grew cold after that. She kept making excuses to not love you and you tried to make excuses to get her to.

It had been tiring after all these years and now you were beginning to give up, It felt shitty but you tried to deal with it rather than dwell on it. There was only one real friend you had for six months, Charlie. A charming old man who moved here, just a while ago. He was a regular at Natalie's which was how you met. It didn't take you long enough to open up to the old man.

It was painful to see him keeping alive the love he and his wife had after she passed. This town was where they started, got married in secret, and cherished a while before he left for the city to start something. She had been a support to him throughout growing with him throughout. He came back when she wasn't around anymore leaving the city behind, Just to live here in their own small house where they had first started building their life.

You shared a different bond with Charlie, For you, he was that one person who you could confide in. And for him, you were one person who would listen to his stories tirelessly and keep a check on him regularly. You made sure to drop by every day helping him with chores around the house, helping him cook, and in the evening sitting by the lake listening to his stories, his family and his two sons, and adorable stories of Trixie, His granddaughter growing up. Charlie had grown more too close to you than your own mother. Sometimes made you wonder if this was how it felt to have a father.

You woke up with a sharp pain in your neck, You had slept in a pretty awkward position and your neck felt like it was about to dismantle itself. Charlie was still sleeping peacefully, the medicines seemed to have done a good job since there were no more coughing fits through the night.

You looked at your watch and it was already way past Charlies time to arrive to pick up his favorite muffins, you looked out but it was still no sign of him. You finished packing the rest of orders, still trying to get hold of Charlie but he wouldn't pick up. It started to worry you since it was very unlikely of him to not drop by to even to say hello. Since the time you had known him, He would always come in with a smiling face to greet you.

You paced behind the counter coming up with different excuses to define his absence but ultimately dismissing it to your own theories. You could feel Natalie's gaze on you as you paced the place down, "You know what, Why don't you go check up on him?" Natalie said holding your hand. "Yeah i think that's a good idea". You said not even wasting a second more to grab your things.

You knocked the door to Charlies house, yelling his name thrice, Missing a response you went around the house to check if he was in the backyard. He wasn't there in the backyard, You moved to the door to see if it was open fortunately it was. You pushed the door calling out his name but there still was no response.

You called out thrice again moving to his kitchen, finding it empty you walked towards his bedroom, You stopped right at the door in shock, Charlie was there sleeping but he didn't look too well. "Charlie, are you okay?" you said touching him slightly. He woke up with a confused look, taking a second to register. "Hey its me April, Are you okay?" you said concerned. You took his hand in yours to only to realize it was burning hot. He had fever.

"Don't worry I'm fine, It will go away. You worry too much child". He said patting your head fondly. "Oh no you're not, Do you have any medicines? You look around to find something. But apart from the bedside table and a wardrobe there was nothing. "I don't know, but i don't think so." He replied trying to remember maybe.

You quickly head to his kitchen to see what you could fix him up instantly. You find some vegetables and quickly get to work to make him some soup. You keep an eye on him if he needs something, You pour a bowl of hot soup and help him lean against the headboard placing a pillow behind.

You place the bowl infront of him, passing him a spoon to drink. You collect your bag and turn to look at the man " Finish the soup, Il go and quickly get some medicine for you okay? He nods his head and you run over to the chemist.

"Come on buddy, Bedtime." You helped him get up and led him to the bed. You handed the medicines and he settled in the bed. "Just call me if you need anything okay, I will be on the couch." He nodded and you made your way to the couch. You had your dinner and laid down on the couch. You looked at the ceiling and started humming your usual tune, Suddenly you hear a loud cough and dashed to Charlie's room to check on him. You helped him drink some water and after he dozed off you settled near his bed in the chair, Incase he needed any help at night.

You made breakfast for him and freshened up and kept it on the table with the medicines beside them. Charlie walked into the room looking much better than he had yesterday. "Morning buddy." You greeted him cheerfully and he smiled back. "Breakfast is ready and the medicines are here. Be sure to take them okay." You picked up your stuff to leave.

"April Thank you. " He looked at you with glossy eyes and you smiled at him. "No worries buddy, Il check back in the afternoon okay." He smiled back and you left with a nod.

You carried around your duties at the bakery till afternoon and left to check up on Charlie. You walked to his house and stopped in your tracks. Two cars stood outside his house. This didn't make sense, What could someone possibly want from him. You walked up to his house in confusion and you stopped at the loud voices in the house.

You entered the house, the voices immediately died down noticing your presence. "Charlie are you okay?" You asked the man who was sitting calmly in his chair while the younger man paced around the room. "I'm okay kid, This is my son Seokjin." He gestured to the man and your mind stopped functioning for a minute. The man seemed to be a living and breathing embodiment of a Greek god. "Seokjin, This is April." The man introduced and you nodded to him and he scoffed. "As if I care." You let the thoughts to the drain, His mouth was definitely in the gutter.

"Dad you need to come back, The board of directors are in panic, You've been missing now for six months, There are only some parts of the chaos I can handle and I've taken it down for six months but it isn't helping anymore." He settled on the couch beside his father and he looked at him helplessly. Charlie shifted in his position and he cleared his throat.

You gasped at his words, You never knew Charlie was a CEO of a conglomerate, For you all had been was a sweet old man who was away here to cherish his wife's memory. You didn't ask, And he never mentioned anything beyond his family.

"I'm stepping down as the CEO, You can take over." Seokjin looked surprised and his expression looked that of a child who got the candy had been denied for so long. You took that the cue to leave, He had his son here, and besides these talks were getting personal. "Charlie, Buddy il drop by some other time. You take care okay." You looked at the Greek god and turned around to leave.

"Why does she call you buddy? Does she even know who you are?" Seokjin scoffed disgust very clearly laced in his tone. You looked at him with stern eyes and give him back a piece of your mind but Charlie beat you to it.

"She very well respects me, son, You don't need to worry." His voice was stern and you looked at him with admiration. "April stay. I need to talk to you." You were confused but you stayed back.

"I have a condition though son. I will step down and you can take over provided you get married." He paused for a moment looking at the shell-shocked expression on Seokjin face and he looked at you once and turned to him again. " To her."

You choked on air and Seokjin looked like he would lose it any minute. "What? Charlie, No" You gather your words but Seokjin's words hit you like a truck.

"You gold-digging bitch, Sweetening up to my father. You sneaky snake." He thundered and rage-filled your head and your vision suddenly turned white. "You pathetic human, How dare you accuse me, For one I didn't know who he was, and second I would never ever need to do something like that you little shit." You seethed and Charlie cleared his throat.

"Seokjin, Apologize now." He thundered and Seokjin looked shocked at his outburst. "I won't." He turned the other way. "Then kiss the position goodbye, son, I will turn in my resignation tomorrow and I would like to see the chaos." He crossed his arms and leaned back in his chair.

"You won't do that." He tried to argue but Charlie was definitely didn't look like he would take any of his shit. "Try me Seokjin. I would like to see the vote of confidence that comes your way, You being next in line is a plus, But the shareholders and the board would have a difference of opinion."

Seokjin looked like a deer caught in headlights and he looked at you like he would just kill you with his glares. "Sorry." He apologized curtly and anybody could tell he was definitely doing a favor to you by saying that pathetic sorry he didn't mean.

"Say that when you mean it you arrogant prick." You shot back at the same time and Charlie chuckled. "I am sorry." It was much better than the first one but you nodded. Engaging in a conversation with him was the least of your concerns.

"I need to speak to you." Seokjin came up to you and gestured to come outside, Charlie nodded and you followed him outside. "Look let's just get married. You go your own way and me on mine." You looked at him with disbelief. "Fuck off." One word that drove him insane and you to the pleasure of satisfaction. You definitely should have said that a long ago.

You left him seething in anger and walked back inside. Seokjin dialed someone. "I am sending you a picture, Get me the information in half an hour."

"Get me whatever you can on the girl, The town isn't big enough to hide away." The man immediately left and Seokjin moved to the house.

"why would you do that?" You asked Charlie, gripping your coffee mug even tighter-looking at Charlie with curious eyes. "Maybe you don't understand now, But that son of mine needs someone to keep him in line, And you kid needs some stability in your life. You don't see that now, But you will one day."

You laughed at his explanation, It was definitely not possible. You had lived here with your mother. Whatever dreams and aspirations you had, You had buried them when you had to quit college for your mother and there was no other way you could afford the fees. Your mother put herself in enough debts which would take away most of your years. But you didn't have the luxury to choose.

You sipped your coffee without a word, You just didn't know what to say anymore. Seokjin was busy on the couch fidgeting on his phone. He was typing away something furiously when suddenly the loud shrill ringing of his phone echoed. He fled to the door like his life depended on it leaving a startled Charlie and you behind.

Seokjin listened patiently to the person on the other end, and he smirked at the information. He definitely knew the way out now. After all, he was about to hit where it would hurt.

"I need to talk to you, Would the lady mind stepping out for a minute please?" You choked on your coffee, Definitely, the world must be coming to an end considering he was dripping with politeness when all did was spit poison from that mouth of his.

You walked behind him and he abruptly stopped making you collide with that awfully broad back. "What the hell?" You groaned massaging your head. He turned at you with an evil smirk on his face which left you confused. "Ten Million." He uttered and you gave him an even more confused look. "Think about it, This will end all your miseries."

"You lost me at think about it. what is this about?" you asked still confused. This man definitely had lost it. You couldn't figure out why he needed to come up with such excuses every now and then. "Okay listen to me very carefully okay." He looked behind your back and making sure Charlie wasn't listening.

"I am at a bit of a crossroad here, I need that position I've been working for it and I am not going to sit there watching it getting it handed over to someone else. What is in it for you, 1? I pay you 10 million, five before getting married and five later. 2. You can clear your mother's debt and start building a life for yourself in the city. 3.You can still pursue your education which you dropped midway.

Try looking at this way, This is just a way out for you." You froze for a second. This man definitely had business in his blood, Laying out options and leaving no room for refusal he had exactly caught your weak spot.

"Look it's too much, But I would need you to be there for a year and a half which is enough to prove myself to the shareholders and the board. I really need you to do this." This was definitely someone else speaking, The arrogant prick was nowhere to be seen, and this person definitely spoke well or the maximum maybe even meant well.

"How long do we need to do the charade?"

"18 months."

" I need to think about this." You replied genuinely and he shrugged his shoulders. "Take your time, It's not like you get paid every day to live with someone as handsome as me."

There the arrogant prick was back.

You stood by the hedge thinking, This was definitely the way out. You weighed the pros and cons and every time the pro's outweighed the cons. You could definitely save some years of hard work and besides you could back to college and you could definitely pick your dream of being an architect. You sighed in irritation. There was this one thing that kept on swimming to the back of your mind, Charlie.

You didn't know how well would this go with him. Wouldn't you be betraying him? The thoughts plagued your mind and you suddenly felt terrible for even thinking about giving in.

An hour later, Logic flew away from your mind and for once you agreed with your brain to be selfish. You couldn't think of a way to come clean to Charlie but you still agreed to the devil on your shoulder.

You walked back to the house and You were met by a grinning Seokjin. He must have guessed. His honey trap had definitely worked. "I take it as a yes." He raised his eyebrows and you nodded your head in a yes. "Not a word to Dad." He looked dead serious and you nodded a yes again.

Charlie sat on the couch reading and he looked at both of you and raised his eyebrows. "We will get married," Seokjin announced and Charlie placed his book aside and looked up at him in doubt.

"I hope you're not threatening her Seokjin, She's like a daughter to me and I will kick your ass if it is so." Seokjin looked at him in disbelief. "I am willing to try if she's ready to keep her claws in check." He pouted and you fought the snarky comment that cropped in your head, instead, you settled on a more subtle one. "Don't worry I will only use those claws when I need to get your head out of your ass." Charlie burst out laughing and he hugged Seokjin and you. It was going to be a tough ride.

"Welcome to the family April." Charlie congratulated and a shiver ran down your spine. Fuck!

You left for Seoul the next morning, Seokjin and you occupied one car and Charlie occupied the second under the excuse of getting to know your future husband better.

Seokjin was on his phone the entire time and you looked out of the window, Mentally putting words in a frame of proper sentences. You gave up on the debate and cleared your throat.

"I need to speak to you." Seokjin looked up from his phone. "Do I have a choice? Go ahead." He twirled the phone in his hand. "We wouldn't be sharing the same living arrangements right?" He scoffed at your words. "No you don't need to glorify those words, You're not sleeping in my bed." You frowned. This man was impossible.

Come to think of it, I have to say something too. Two things, First Even though we are married we don't interfere with each other's personal lives. Steer clear of my personal life basically. I have a girlfriend. Second, we just have to pretend in front of my father that we are trying to be a normal wedded couple like any husband and wife so he doesn't suspect. We are good if we follow these two. I hope that gets into your little head."

You let out a sigh of exasperation "As much as I am least interested in your personal life, Be rest assured that's none of my business anyway and as far as Charlie is concerned I think if we manage not to kill each other for a change will do. And just as much you're helping me out, I believe I'm helping you out too. So if you at least behave like a civilized person, Things can be much easier for both of us.

The remaining of the ride passed by silently and you were more than glad not to engage in any kind of conversation with him.

Seoul really looked like a dream, A big dream. A dream that you too had someday in you, Before you gave up on it and settled for fate. Charlie went ahead to his house and you continued your journey to Seokjin's house, A hell in short.

Seokjin's house was no joke, It was Richie rich amplified. He lived in what seemed to be a very opulent neighborhood with security like nobody's business. His penthouse alone would fit in a few hundred houses of your size. You were definitely going to strain your neck later by just looking up. Everything about him was overwhelming, to say the least. Him, His house, His cockiness everything!

The private elevator opened inside his house and you took a moment to admire the beauty. With tall windows, monotones and sleek designs his penthouse was definitely every architect's dream.

You were greeted by a group of people hollering in his hall. They looked at you and Seokjin and broke out in a fit of hi's and hellos. A tall man walked up to you. He smiled warmly at you and extended a hand which you hesitantly took. "I hear congratulations are in order. I'm Namjoon, Seokjins younger brother" You smiled meekly at him and Seokjin smirked. "Not by choice though."

A pretty lady walked up to you and hugged you, "Hi April. I'm Aaera. Namjoon's wife." You let out a gasp and before you could realize you ended up saying something stupid. "You're so pretty." She laughed and pulled you into a hug again. "You're a gorgeous darling." You were definitely blushing.

Namjoon grabbed your arm gently and introduced you "Guys this is April, Jin's fiancée. A pink-haired man extended his arm smiling sweetly. "I'm Jimin. Nice meeting you pretty lady." You laughed at his compliment. "She's taken you punk. I'm Yoongi by the way" He was definitely handsome. " I'm Taehyung, he's Jungkook, That's Hoseok." A tall man with a dazzling smile introduced everyone else before one of them could speak.

Seokjin looked least interested and carried on his conversation with the others ignoring your presence in the room. You looked at Seokjin and the others and repeating the action twice. This didn't make sense at all. Jimin noticed your frown and nudged you "All okay beautiful?" You nodded. "Just thinking."

Everybody fell silent and looked at you. You suddenly felt conscious. "What are you thinking? Namjoon asked. "All of you are so nice, Even Charlie. How is he such a big arrogant prick?" You ended up blurting out instantly and the entire room roared in laughter. Seokjin went red in record time.

"Oh my god, I like her already." Yoongi giggled. "you've found yourself a perfect match Jin" Hoseok joined in. You were genuinely confused, It was a real question. "Jin listens up, We have the wedding planner flying in in three days and you and April and You need to decide on the arrangements." Seokjin looked ready to burst in flames.

"Cant we have a small wedding?" You squeaked and Seokjin laughed sarcastically. "Out of your mind? Kim Seokjin is getting married. It's going to be the event of the year." Everybody seemed to agree on this but your inner self definitely didn't want such a huge showcase. Especially if this was going to be a marriage of convenience with an expiry date already stamped on it- eighteen months.

"Cant we do this like with just you all and the closest family." Aaera placed a hand on your arm and agreed. Thank god she was one of the nice ones, You definitely liked her. "This might be overwhelming for her Jin, You've already dumped enough on her. Try taking things at her pace." You thanked the gods, Finally, someone understood you.

"Not my fault that she isn't rich, This is going to be huge. She should be thankful that she's even getting to see such luxury. But all she wants to be is an ungrateful bitch" Namjoon and the others gasped at his outburst and you blinked away the tears.

"You know what, this wedding will be the way I want it. I was already thinking I was being selfish but since you're a dick, I make sure it will happen my way." The others in the room let out a sigh and Jin stood up from his place making you look small in front of him. "Try Me" He warned.

"Watch me." You were always up for a good challenge and you definitely weren't letting an arrogant Richie rich walk all over you. You fished your phone out and sent a text. The tension in the room seemed to simmer down a bit and Jin started talking to everybody else again.

"What the hell?" Jin threw his phone on the couch, Shocking everyone. "What happened Hyung?" Jungkook asked. "Ask her, Dad wants us to get married in a private ceremony. You and the immediate family only." He fumed. "You!" He stared daggers at you, earning an evil smirk from you. "I have no intentions to stand in your way, But the least you can do is be civil Seokjin. I'm not letting you get away with that behavior if you can think you can treat me any less."

The tense atmosphere was broken by a cheerful giggle, "Mommy look what I drew." A cute little girl playfully jumped in Aaera's lap and showed her the drawing. You brightened up at the cutie, She was actually a ball of sunshine just like Charlie said. "You must be Trixie?" She looked at you and gave you a sweet smile and your heart was ready to melt into two.

"I'm April. You draw so nice baby." She shies at your compliment and Aaera pats her head. "I have more in there, want to see?" She looks at you with those sweet doe eyes and you look at Aaera, who nods at you with a huge smile. "Sure sweetie." You hold out a finger for her and she takes it gladly before pulling you away leaving a surprised Jin Behind.

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rhenuvee · 3 years

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Just Lost (George Weasley x reader)

Request: hhii could i request a scenario with george weasley and his girlfriend talking about something really passionately and george just gets really lost in her eyes and says something like "God i want to marry you right now" extra cute and fluffy, thankyou so much stay safe and healty <3

Hey thank you so much for sending a request! I hope you are safe and healthy as well, and sorry for taking so long with this.

A/N: No, I do not know if Alicia Angelina or Katie have been to an amusement park before.

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It was an exhausting week for you and everyone at Hogwarts. The OWLs were just around the corner, and with the teachers finishing lessons so quickly, it was hard to keep up and absorb as much information.

Currently you were in the common room getting a headache at all your textbooks and papers sprawled out on the low table, huffing as you couldn’t even know where to begin.

“Studying?” asked a girl who made out to be Angelina Johnson who made her way towards the seat next to you.

“Yeah, I don’t even know what my name is.” you joked lightly. Alicia and Katie came over as well.

“Need help studying, (y/n)?” asked Katie.

“Don’t you guys need to study too?”

“We can study together!” suggested Alicia.

You spent a few minutes of organizing your notes, the four of you finally got a start of studying for the exams. It was gonna be a long week. You were deep in thought when suddenly some familiarly loud voice entered from the portrait hole.

“GOOOOOOOD EVENING LADIES!!!” announced Fred and George with their arms comically wide open. Several other students made faces, either scoffing at making so much noise or snorting for being embarrassing. You happened to fit into the first group.

“George, Fred, shut up will you?” you said partially joking. The girls giggled, making you give them a look for laughing for their loud remark.

“Sorry darling, just wanted to make sure you know when I’m in the same room as you.” said George plopping down on the couch next to you, wrapping an arm around your waist.

“Oh believe me, I know.” you retorted, smiling when you could see your boyfriend chuckle himself in the corner of your eye.

“Ew studying? Count me out.” said Fred putting his hands up in surrender and jogging to his dorm as if to escape.

“So what were you two up to?” Katie asked George. You still focused on your paper, but letting your free hand hold his as you listened to the conversation.

“No good probably.” you replied. George perked up at your statement immediately and pinched your nose. You giggled and pulled away from his grip.

“Actually-” he said, sitting up a lot straighter. “I’ll have you girls know, I’m always on my best behaviour.”

“Right...” said Angelina shaking her head.

“Did this best behaviour have anything to do with Ron and spiders?” you asked, knowing your boyfriend too well. He opened his mouth to say something, then closed it.

“And if it does?” he quipped, curious of what direction you’d take it in.

“Then, that means my boyfriend is normal.” you said kissing his cheek lightly. George and Fred (surprisingly) did not prank Ron today, but despite that he wouldn’t waste an opportunity to play around with you.

“Then I one hundred percent pranked Ron with a toy spider.” he said proudly. You chuckled at this, the girls shaking their heads at each other also knowing George wouldn’t do any less.

“Anyway, how was your day love?” George asked.

“It was alright, but this week’s gonna be full of books and my hand is probably gonna fall off from writing.” you sighed.

“Well, I don’t wanna bother you then...” he said. Your heart throbbed, you knew you had to study but you wanted him to stay. Your boyfriend’s support- even if it meant making cheesy remarks was all you wanted. But as you were about to tell him to stay, it seems like he already had that in mind.

“... with that being said-” George reposition his whole six foot self on the couch so that his head rested in your lap. You thought it was quite silly that George’s legs had to squeeze in so much so he could fit and be comfortable.

You rolled you eyes and ran your hands through his hair, which looked even more fiery red due to the light of the fireplace.

“Goodnight then Georgie.” you said sweetly.

“‘Night darling.” he said closing his eyes.

Throughout the evening you managed to get a decent amount of studying done. You also took breaks with the girls talking about things like rethinking your life choices such as why you decided to take potions and torture yourself.

“When this year is over, I can’t wait for the summer holidays.” said Angelina with a relaxed sigh in her tone.

“We should totally hangout together sometime.” you suggested, while writing the last of the lesson’s notes.

“Where should we go?”

“Maybe the beach? It would be so fun eating ice cream and swimming.” said Alicia. The three of you nodded with words of agreement. You could only imagine the things you could do relishing in the sunlight with your friends.

“We should go to Angie’s house, she has a nice couch.” said Katie. Angelina playfully slapped her arm and rolled her eyes. You and Alicia lauged- it was a running joke that ever since Katie went to Angelina’s once, that her couch was apparently very comfortable.

“Or the amusement park? It might be a long drive but it would be so much fun.” you suggested.

“The amusement park? I’ve never been to one before.” said Alicia sheepishly. The rest of you gasped dramatically and yelled ALICIA as if to say “oh my god.” You didn’t notice that it happened to wake up your sleepy boyfriend who’s head was still on your lap.

“The amu- what now?”

“GEORGE- you scared me.” you said clutching your chest and looking down where his sleepy eyes were slowly opening.

“Sorry darling.” he said sweetly, bringing his hand up to stroke your cheek. You sighed in content, how lucky were you to be with George.

“So what’s this about an amoo-whatever park?” he asked, still resting in your lap.

If this was looked at from a distance, you, Angelina and Katie would look like maniacs, talking your arses off about amusement parks as Alicia shrunk into her seat looking both horrified but amazed.

“Hello? George are you listening to me?”

To George though, you never looked more pretty.

When you started dating, George always loved hearing you talk since you were naturally more quiet before warming up to him. He loved the reactions you made when he said something that he definitely wouldn’t say in front of his mom, and especially the smile from when he made you happy. Seeing you so passionate and excited about something felt really special to George.

You couldn’t remember what you were in the middle of talking about, whether it was about funnel cake or the roller coasters.

“God, I want to marry you right now.”

Your mouth dropped, along with the other girls’. You couldn’t help the furious blush coating your cheeks as you relished in what your boyfriend just said. It wasn’t until a few seconds later he seemed to realize what he said.

“Well what are you waiting for lover boy?” interrupted Fred who burst out from his dorm again. George groaned, blushing himself. The girls cooed at how cute you two were being.

“George...” you said covering your blush with your hand.

“Oh Merlin... I didn’t- I mean I did but...” George stumbled over his words as he got up from his sleeping position and rested his head down on your shoulder as if to scold himself for blurting that out.

“I just got so lost in your eyes.” he said blushing and smiling apologetically.

“Yeah or maybe you’re just lost in general.” you said trying to get rid of the red. The girls giggled.

“Ah, young love...- all of us better be the bridesmaids.” teased Alicia.

“You- oh quiet you guys, we’re not talking about that. ANYWAY, FUNNEL CAKE!” you announced as George naturally clung onto you by wrapping his arms around you. The girls and you continued the conversation, until George whispered something in your ear, and you’d be lying if it didn’t make your heart swell.

“After all this, I definitely plan to marry you...

“...And we can go to that a-museum-mint park thing.”

#fred and george #george weasley #george weasley x reader #george weasley imagine #george weasley fluff #george weasley fanfic #george weasley oneshot #george weasley one shot #weasley twins

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Jess Mariano's alleged communication problems

If there is one thing the Gilmore Girls fandom agrees upon, whether you're team Jess or Dean or Logan, it's that Jess isn't great at communicating. There's just a consensus that he's not great at discussing his problems and that's the number 1 reason why his and Rory's relationship blew up in their face in season 3. But... this is a (somewhat) unfounded complaint? Don't get me wrong, I know Jess can be harsh and rude and really knows how to hit the nail on the head sometimes but there are also multiple instances where he talks after being pushed a little. Like every single time he's talked to Luke about Rory problems ("The girls I like don't give a damn about me," "I told her I loved her" and the infamous swan episode) or when he tells Rory, a girl he barely knows, that his mom doesn't want him back for Christmas.

The problem with Jess is that he picks and chooses who to communicate too. He definitely doesn't talk about Liz to Luke because he knows that Luke just doesn't believe that Liz is a bad person and a neglectful mother. And seriously, we've seen Luke enable Liz' terrible behaviour multiple times on the show, do you really think he would've believed whatever Jess had to say about her? He talks to Rory about Liz that one time and she doesn't believe him either and both we and Jess know that she has a right to that because she's never met Liz, but this is still enough for Jess to never bring her up again (at least from what we see) because he's a 17 year old kid with a terrible relationship with his parents. NO 17 year old kid who's been treated bad by their parents would want to open up about it because it's pretty strongly ingrained in us that having negative emotions against your parents is WRONG. On the other hand, Jess knows that Luke sees his and Rory's relationship and may even help because he has his own unique relationship with the Gilmore Girls, which is why he's much more open about Rory and even seeks advice on occasion.

Now, let's talk about Jess' less than stellar communication moments:

1. Lying about school and Walmart: Jess skives off school a LOT to work at Walmart and save up money. He doesn't tell anyone about it. Why? Because for everyone else in Stars Hollow, and for most of us too, school is important and education is a positive thing needed for growth. But who knows how often Jess went to school before SH, we already know he has a bad relationship with the educational system but why? When he goes back to NY in s2 it's obvious he's not going to school and we know Liz moved around a lot so he may be a lot more behind in school than we know. Yes, he's smart and he reads a lot but that's not enough to do well in school; you need to be able to conform a fair amount and I don't think Jess even went enough to know that. Jess already wasn't planning on going to college and he knows that living with Luke is temporary, which is why he puts more importance into saving up money. He was already working for the future, just in a different way from everyone else. It's obvious that he also wasn't planning to flunk out of school, it happened because he wasn't attending enough not because he was failing (which pisses me off so much don't even get me started). He was going to graduate and then he was going to use the money he saved up while looking for a job that suited him. And that's a pretty solid plan honestly, especially since he didn't have the luxury to suddenly decide to go to 4 year college because his girlfriend told him too like Dean. But this is something else he just couldn't talk about to Luke or Rory, who both think he's capable of great things within the academic sphere. Mind you, once Luke found out he was skipping school he didn't deal with things in the best way either. He stole his car, effectively cutting off Jess' last bit of independence. I really feel like Jess was just waiting to graduate before he had THE talk with Rory about their future, and it was obvious he was thinking longterm ("22.8 miles"). That is before everything goes to shit.

2. Keg! Max!: Let me preface this by saying that Jess definitely made irreversible mistakes in this episode... but it wasn't for the lack of trying. This is the episode that he finds out he's not graduating and we can see him struggling with this information, he's tense and angry and his emotions are simmering. His interactions with Rory, which are usually so easygoing, are surrounded by this air of finality. At this moment, he knows he's going to lose her and his home with Luke because that's what the deal was. But he still goes with her to that party and he still does the bare minimum of mingling. Throughout the party he tells Rory that he wants to leave, I'm guessing to talk to her about what happened. But they don't (this is NOT Rory's fault btw, she had no way to know what happened either) and instead Jess' emotions get the better of him. This is the first of the two instances where we really see how non communicative Jess can be. However I still maintain that if Dean hadn't gotten involved, Jess and Rory would've been able to talk. (fuck Dean)

3. Jess leaves: This is the second case where we see him being truly non communicative, and unfortunately I don't have much to say in his defence. Except that he probably was still reeling from losing his home and meeting his Dad and just didn't know how to put that insane amount of emotion into words. He also probably thought that Rory just didn't want to talk to him anymore because of how terribly he treated her, especially since he was just going to give her more bad news. He could see himself self destructing, and didn't want Rory to be collateral damage.

4. Smaller instances (Swan song, Not calling Rory, fighting with Lorelai): Okay, I think the swan incident was Rory's fault, because he was telling her the truth and just didn't want to get into it in front of Emily. But she wasn't ready to hear it until she talked to Dean, which honestly was a sucky move on her part. The not calling her when he said he would while they were dating in that one random episode was also a similar misunderstanding. The thing in common with both of these instances was that he was ready to learn afterwards; he said he was willing to go back to Emily's house and he bought them tickets to the Distillers and from what the show tells us they had a lot more consistent date nights after that. This was Jess' first proper relationship and he was really trying. Now the Lorelai thing... he just didn't want her in his business. They had no relation to each other and she was very condescending to him the first time they met, he wasn't great either but when an adult talks to you the way she did after you've just been uprooted at your mothers whims, you tend to hate them a little. And honestly I always thought that Jess being weirded out by Lorelai's involvement in his and Rory's relationship was more normal 17 year old behaviour than Dean being overly friendly with her.

So, in conclusion, because he made two big fatal communication mistakes, he's labelled as the broody non talking type. When we see most of the characters actually do the same (Rory drops out of Yale and cuts off ties with her mother, Lorelai sleeps with Christopher after months of miscommunication with Luke, Luke doesn't tell Lorelai, his fiance, that he has a daughter), seriously, they've all made mistakes and this doesn't diminish the mistakes that Jess has made and the hurt he has caused, but he also doesn't deserve to have non communicative as a personality trait. If it was seriously that big of a problem, he wouldn't have been able to grow from it that quickly (by the end of s4) and by reading self help books of all things. I also think it comes off like that because he was in the show for so little time, and that's what the writers chose to focus on.

So tldr, Jess isn't as non communicative as the show wants us to believe and he definitely isn't broody.

#gilmore girls #gilmore girls meta #jess mariano #rory gilmore #luke danes #liz danes #lorelai gilmore #literati #character meta #jess mariano meta #anti dean forrester #not really but my entire blog is anti dean forrester so

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Restless Rewatch: Nirvana in Fire - A Primer

(Masterpost)

Warning: Mild spoilers for the first 5 or 6 episodes

I have injected all 54 episodes of Nirvana in Fire (The TOS/first series, not the TNG/second series) directly into my neck vein in the past week, having initially bounced off the first episode the three previous times I tried to watch it. I thought a primer might be useful for people who are undecided about watching it, or who are finding the first episode as confusing as I initially did.

This will be followed by Episode recap posts, although not (I hope) at the pace or word count of my Untamed recaps (which are ongoing!). (Edit: see masterpost for more)

I watched it on Viki but I think it’s on Youtube as well.

What is Nirvana in Fire and Why Should I Watch It?

Nirvana in Fire (aka Langya Bang) is about this guy, Mei Changsu.

He goes by various names in the drama but we're just going to call him Mei Changsu for simplicity. He's looking for justice and he's very very clever. He's also sickly and obviously dying possibly doesn't have very long to live.

He's secretly a member of the royal family, and all of his old friends think he's dead. He had a medical trauma that turned him into a different actor, so most of his friends can't recognize him. In order to get justice, he needs to shake some things up in the capital, so he goes there and starts manipulating people.

The Pugilist World

He's also, conveniently, the head of a Wuxia ("pugilist" in most subs) society that's like the CIA of the Warring States Period. This gives him a good supply of friendly minions.

His main people from the Pugilist side of things are:

Sarcastic Kung Fu doctor. He's important in the first episode and then we don't see him for like 40 episodes and then he's important again.

Sullen/adorable Kung Fu adolescent, who is nearly unbeatable and is played by the kid from Tomb of the Sea & Fights Break Sphere. He is with Mei Changsu throughout the story as his bodyguard and reminder that MCS has a soft heart sidekick.

(more after the cut!)

The Court

Over on the court side of things, there's an emperor, who is a paranoid jerk, but also has some layers to his personality. He’s not a cartoonish villain.

Happily, the show doesn’t lean too hard into the whole “I dare not!” thing where nobody can talk normally to anybody in the court because they’re afraid of being executed.

Chinese emperors got to choose the next emperor from among their offspring, rather than being constrained by primogeniture like European monarchies, so sibling rivalry basically reached its apotheosis in Chinese Imperial families. Among this emperor’s progeny are four princes who actually matter.

1. Prince Qi was executed as a traitor, but wasn't a traitor, and Mei Changsu wants to clear his name, along with the names of all of his supposed followers who were also executed.

2. The Crown Prince, who is in favor. He is dumb. He looks like this:

3. The not-crown Prince, who is in favor and wants to become crown prince. He is smarter than the Crown Prince but not as smart as Mei Changsu. Nobody is as smart as Mei Changsu. He looks like this:

4. Prince Jing also wants to clear Prince Qi's name and insists he was innocent, so he is out of favor. Prince Jing is a fine upstanding moral heroic dude, who has a temper and can’t keep his mouth shut.

Prince Jing looks like this.

So, we're rooting for prince Jing, obviously.

Mei Changsu is also rooting for Prince Jing because

They were best friends back when Mei Changsu was a young, different-actor guy without a medical trauma

He'll be a good ruler

He, like Mei Changsu, wants to clear up this whole traitor situation

He looks like this:

The Friendships

In the current time, Prince Jing doesn't know who Mei Changsu is so he doesn't fully trust him, and talks smack about his values. At the same time he just *feels* an affinity for him and they look at each other like this.

Do they lock eyes like that for the entirety of every conversation? Yep, pretty much.

Also Mei Changsu's old girlfriend is in the picture, and she's fucking awesome, which makes the shipping situation complicated when the Changsu x Prince Jing energy is so strong.

This is how she gets onto a horse:

Here Mei Changsu is pretending that he is a dude she just met, rather than her long-lost fiance (who, reminder, had a medical trauma resulting in a totally different actor changed appearance).

Gazing heatedly and with maximum intensity at a person is a good way to pretend you don’t know them.

I think she’s fooled, don’t you?

She conveniently disappears for like 25 episodes in the middle of the show, which uncomplicates the shipping situation a bit, for a while, anyway.

She has a best friend who's the Wuxia version of a tough lady cop, speaking of shipping.

There are a pair of young friends who share one brain cell and hang out with Mei Changsu, and who develop in interesting ways as the story progresses.

Then there's the guard captain who is an old friend who DOES know who Mei Changsu is, who's super hot and...not the sharpest nail in the horseshoe.

Captain Handsome is the only guy who can beat the Kung Fu kid.

The Plot

Mei Changsu wants to clear the names and restore the honor of a whole lot of dead people--an entire army full of them--and the best way to do that is to put his friend in a position of power.

He assembles a bat-team and then starts playing an extremely complex game of political Weiqi, driving opponents into impossible situations and taking them off the board one by one, while they work to do the same thing to his forces.

The emotional connection between Mei Changsu and Prince Jing is hugely important to the story, but they don't spend most of their time together - they're working in different spheres toward a single goal, touching base often but not sharing many lighthearted moments or spending a lot of time socializing.

So if you're craving a best-friends adventure story or a (covert) BL romance story, this isn't it. But the emotional journeys of the two main dudes are incredibly deep, and each of those journeys gets ample screen time.

The M/F romance is also deeply important to the characters’ journeys but it’s not primarily about being together; it’s about working together toward a higher purpose.

Is this a normal way to react when a woman you don’t really know brings you to visit the empty house of a condemned criminal you never met? Sure. Is it normal of her to randomly bring you to your own abandoned house when she just met you? Probably!

Is it reasonable for a man to look this good in blue fur? No!

Fundamentally this is a plot-driven story, with really no filler -- story threads that seem unrelated all weave back into the main story, and stories about side characters tell us important information about the main characters.

It’s a truly beautiful story about seeking justice and bringing peace to the souls of the dead--it’s not a revenge story, and Mei Changsu has a surprising amount of compassion for the people he opposes, even while he’s manipulating them into ruining their lives.

It's. Freaking. Awesome.

#nirvana in fire #langya bang #mei changsu #cdrama #wuxia #nirvana in fire spoilers #restless rewatch nirvana in fire #canary3d-original #my gifs

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I'm home in your arms

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Bucky Barnes x Girlfriend!Reader

Summary:

Bucky always comes to visit you, but this time, he asked you to come over to his place. Upon your arrival at his apartment, you found him sad and emotional.

Warning:

Fluff

When Bucky called you to ask you to come over to his place, you immediately felt something’s wrong with him. He would not ask you to come over in the first place if nothing’s wrong or bothering him. Otherwise, he’ll come to your place like he always does.

At times like this, you would understand why he wanted you to move in with him or he’ll move in with you. You two have been in a relationship for three years now, and secrets have no room between the two of you anymore. You are each other’s family. It’ll be much easier for both of you to comfort each other in times like this if only you are both living under the same roof. But you insisted to still live separately since you two still deserve a little privacy and you two planned to build your own house, and once that dream house is fulfilled, that's when you and Bucky will live together.

When you arrived at his apartment, you used the key which Bucky gave you to enter his place. You did not waste any more time looking for him in other parts of his place, you instantly knew where he is.

The door in his bedroom is slightly opened, you peeked first to see and confirm if he really is there.

You saw him sitting on the edge of his bed, both of his hands, the flesh one and the vibranium one, are on his head. He's looking down that's why you can't see his face, but you could already tell his sadness and his emotional self. You start to wonder what is happening to him and what made him feel this way. There's only one way to find out, so you entered his room. You went up straight in front of him, kneeling to announce your presence, but since your boyfriend is a super-soldier, he must've known your arrival already because of his super-hearing ability.

"Hey," you called him as you kneel in front of him, "What happened?" you asked.

Bucky lets out heavy breathing before he answers you, "I miss my family, y/n," his voice is breaking, and you could tell he's on the edge of crying.

You froze the moment his eyes meet yours.

His eyes are red and full of emotion, full of pain. It has been decades since the last time he saw his family, his parents, and his sister, he's a hundred years old man, but despite the years, he is still longing for them, still hoping that he would be able to talk to them and see them once again. But you know what hurts him the most, the fact that he wasn't there for his sister. His sister died and he didn't know about it because HYDRA erased every bit of his memories.

"I miss them," he sniffles.

"I know," your hands traveled to his nape, pulling him for a hug, which he obliged. He rested his head on your shoulder as his emotions finally show up, tears finally ran down his cheeks.

For the first minutes of your arrival in his apartment, you two remained in that position. You just sat down in front of him, while his head is buried on your shoulder. You didn't want to stop him from letting his emotions out, you thought it can help him ease the pain because the more you suppress your feelings from manifesting, the more pain you'll feel and you will not be free from it.

"Buck, you'll see them again at the right time, at the right place," you spoke, finally breaking the silence between the two of you, "But right now, you're here. You're here with us, with me. We need you here, I need you. I know no amount of words can make you feel better right now, and I know you'll always miss them, but it's alright, my love. It's normal to miss the people we lost but the very best thing to feel their love and presence even though they're gone is through their memories with us."

When your feet and knees start to numb because you've been in that position for so long, you cupped Bucky's face, making him pull away from your shoulder and meet your eyes.

"You want me to stay tonight?" you asked him.

He nodded, "Yeah."

"I figured," you kissed the tip of his nose before you stood up to remove your shoes and your jacket.

When you're left with your white v-neck shirt and your pants, you climbed up to his bed and lay down. Bucky did the same thing, he climbed up to his bed, but when he's about to pull you for a cuddle, you stopped him by grabbing his hand and you are the one who pulled him for a cuddle.

"Come here," you softly said as you pull him towards you.

You guided him on top of you, you rest his head on your chest as you wrapped your hand around his nape, giving it a caress. In that position, you could feel his heartbeat, you could feel his breathing, you could feel him.

"Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to leave my sister for war, maybe I could have a little more time with her," he uttered while resting on top of you, making you feel his vibrations. "I wish HYDRA didn't captured me. I wish I didn't became the Winter Soldier. I wish I lived a normal life."

Somehow, you felt sorry for him for not being able to join his sister in this cruel thing we called life. He should have been with his sister, but war and HYDRA made it so impossible for him to do that. But you knew that if he didn't go through all of that, he wouldn't find his way to you, the two of you wouldn't not be here. Your heart flinched a bit when you realized that Bucky wanted to live his normal life, and it means a life without you.

"Buck, you're also wishing that the two of us shouldn't meet at all."

Your words made him stood up from his position, he moved to your side as he meet your eyes, "No," he shook his head. His hand moved to your cheek, "I would never wish for such a thing. Your existence made me surpass all the odds, all the miseries I've been through. You are the only person that helps me to fight everything. So please, don't ever think that way."

"I know there's no way I could fill the longing and emptiness you feel in your heart because only your family could do that, but I want you to know that I'm here for you. I will do everything in my power to help you in any possible way because.." you caress his cheek and smiles at him, "...because that's how much I love you, Bucky."

He gave you a small smile, "I know, and I'm sorry for making you feel you're not enough reason for me to be happy in this new life I have," he leaned forward to kiss your forehead before he continues talking, "You're more than enough."

"There's something I also need to tell you, Buck," you said.

"What is it?" he asked, a bit frowning.

Before you received a call from him, asking you to come to his place, you're about to take a pregnancy test. You've been feeling sick for the past few weeks, you would throw up, feel dizzy, the food you used to like, you hate it now, and most of all, your period is delayed. You wanted to take the test first before you consult a doctor, but you weren't able to finish the test because you are worried about Bucky.

"Hey," he sensed that you're worried after you told him that you might be pregnant, "You don't have to be scared or worried. We will make this work, and if you're really pregnant, that'd make me the happiest man alive."

When you first had a hunch that you might be pregnant, you got scared initially. You got scared that you and Bucky might not be ready for a very serious situation like this one, but you knew in your heart you will keep the baby once you confirmed you are really pregnant. But now, after you heard Bucky's reaction, all your worries disappeared.

You cupped his face, "You know, maybe you weren't given the chance to be a brother to your sister, but I could tell, your sister wants you to be a good dad," you told him. "Thank you, Bucky. Thank you for not freaking out, and thank you for making me feel better," you added.

He shook his head, removing strands of hair blocking your face, "I should be the one thanking you, my love. You always give me a reason to be happy, to fight, and now you just gave me another one," his hand moved to your belly, "I love you with all my heart. Thank you for being here with me. Thank you for choosing to go through life with me."

That night, you and Bucky ended up endlessly staring at a white rectangular-shaped gadget with two red lines on it.

In 9 months, both of you will be called parents.

Bucky might not be able to fulfill his obligations so his sister, you knew he would make it up to her by being the best dad he could be to your child. From then on, Bucky realized that he won't be able to turn back the time anymore, so he have to live in the present and make the world a better place for his child with you.

-v.dl

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes fanfiction #bucky barnes imagine #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x y/n #bucky barnes x you #marvel fanfiction #marvel imagine #marvel #bucky barnes fluff

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Robby Keene X Reader

Warnings: Little Angst!

Not just a Secret

Let's get one thing straight, keeping a secret from your boyfriend is not that easy. Especially when it's as big as your secret, you see from the time you were young you always admired karate. Other kids thought it was dumb and would rather play video games or whatever.

You felt there was no hope for you seeing as, there were literally no karate dojo's available in your area. Only a car salesman by the name of Daniel LaRusso who won a karate battle with an illegal kick but you get the picture.

It wasn't until someone by the name of Miguel helped spark Johnny your sensei to have his own dojo. You and Miguel were pretty close, you ran into him at the mini mart on your way home where you also met Johnny.

He was sitting on a curve enjoying his pizza when a bunch of teens decided to get into some trouble with a boy smaller than them.

From most of your karate experience which detained of watching old karate moves on YouTube came into handy when they tried to start with you. You immediately caught Johnny's eye as you; someone 10 times younger than him knew about old time karate, though your stance wasn't completely stable.

Johnny decided to help you out seeing as there were more than just two or three kids you were going against and because they hit his car.

What you thought was cool was that You, Miguel, and Johnny all lived in the same apartment complex. You noticed Johnny a lot, but you knew from his personal actions that he didn't like associating with people.

After Miguel had convinced Johnny to open up his own dojo both Johnny and Miguel came straight to you. Well Both you and Miguel happened to run into Johnny who was looking for you both to tell you the good news.

You were eagerly ecstatic, having had wanted this dream to come true for a while. Johnny taught you a lot that you didn't know before, he was almost like a dad figure.

You see when you met Robby you hadn't know that Johnny was his dad and you didn't know the situation. It took a while for Robby to open up to you about his family issues in the relationship.

You guys were together for about 6 months before you knew about Johnny being his dad and how much he 'hated' him.

You knew Johnny for the first 3 months while learning a little bit of karate, and it wasn't until 3 months later you started fully going every day after school.

Yeah you could say whenever Robby told you who his dad was you immediately felt trapped. For the simple fact that is Robby hated his dad so much and knew how close you and his dad were he might not like that... he'd might even feel betrayed.

So you kept it a secret, which probably wasn't the best and definitely not the healthiest for your relationship but you wanted to keep Robby happy... but you knew if it got out he would not be the happiest about it.

Anyways, you were on your way to Cobra Kai... you guest it. As of right now Johnny had a good amount of students, including You, Miguel, Tory, Eli- also known as Hawk now, Chris, A**- Face as they call him, Bert, and a couple extras.

Practice was as normal as any other day, it consisted of sweat, pounding chest, and happiness. Karate brought joy to you, and you absolutely loved the way Johnny taught you karate.

You could tell from the beginning that Johnny was nervous and scared to teach more kids, you didn't quite know why but you thought it had something to do with his childhood maybe?

It was almost like he thought he was going to mess up, which so far he hasn't. Plus he has you and Miguel for reassurance which he didn't ask for but definitely didn't tell either of you to stop.

Johnny had let everyone take a 10 minute break while he worked on something in his office, a loud shout and bang was heard after less than a minute of him being in his office.

You and Miguel share a knowing look as everyone else's eyes stayed wide and scared, because when Johnny's mad he usually is shall I say more present with his actions.

Both you and Miguel get up from your sitting positions and walk into Johnny's office to see him with his head buried in his hands and the phone beat against the desk.

"Sensei?" Miguel questions worried.

"Yes Mr. Diaz? Do you need something?" Johnny asks, quite stressfully.

"Uh- I was just wondering if you were okay?" He questions softly.

"I'm fine Diaz, just stressed that's all" Johnny nods his head as an okay, Miguel nods and walks to the mats, as you stay behind.

"Uh- Sensei you know you can talk to me- to us" You comment, daringly.

"I appreciate that Miss. L/n" He says as he pops open his famous coors beer, leaning back into his chair.

You take a seat in the chair in front of him "what's wrong?" You question.

He takes a swing of beer keeping eye contact as he sits the beer aggressively down on the table "nothing is going my way, you know? I try one good thing and it escalates into two bad things" Johnny states, running a hand through his hair messing it up a little.

"Uh- Sensei, I can see it on your face you're not that hard to read. I know it might sound crazy but I know what you're feeling all I can say is that it will get better you're doing an amazing job at what you do already... so who says you're not already doing that one thing" You say softly.

Johnny smiles a little, but this time a genuine smile "that's very kind of you Y/n" he says as you smile, feeling accomplished.

"Is something going on with you? You said you knew what I felt" Johnny questions.

"Oh uhm actually I'm kind of stuck on something right now- I'm kinda doing one thing that I know would hurt someone I love but only just found out they wouldn't like it when I'm doing it and it's hard because I know how he'll react" You say nervously, as technically you just told on yourself.

Johnny nods his head in understand-meant "is he a lover?" He asks to which you nod yes.

"Well then he should understand right? I mean you're a great kid he would understand" Johnny encourages.

You smile softly "thank you" you blush of embarrassment from the fact that you know you literally just told on yourself.

"No problem kid, now go get into your stance" He says getting up as you follow, walking out of his office and into your follow in stance.

The rest of practice ended with a happier and more relieved Johnny. At the end of class Johnny asked both of you and Miguel to stay behind saying that he needed to give you both something.

He leads you both to the trunk of his red firebird, which holds two black Cobra Kai Gi's "I wanted to give both of you these first" He says handing one to both you and Miguel.

"Sensei this is- incredible" Miguel comments excitedly.

"They're amazing!" You say excitedly.

"Well you guys deserved it, you both worked very hard" Johnny says proudly.

Miguel hugs Johnny until his phone dings causing them to pull away from the hug "sorry sensei that's my mom! Thank you!" He says before running away, over to his bike.

"Thank you sensei" You smile slightly.

"You can call me Johnny, Y/n but only out side of the dojo" He says as you give him a hug.

See this is where it gets complicated, Robby had decided he was going to give his dad a chance and so he thought that he would come to Cobra Kai and speak with his dad.

As he was riding on his board he stopped and picked it up as he arrived at his destination and saw you with his dad.

"Y/n?" Robby questions walking up to the scene.

"Robby-" You gasp internally, slightly freezing. You knew this day would come but not so soon.

"Robby? What are you doing here?" Johnny questions, confused.

"Well I came to talk to you but seeing as my girlfriend made it first it seems I don't need to" Robby spits out bitterly.

"Robby I-" He cuts you off.

"What you can explain? Oh please do, after I just told you too." He walks closer to you.

"I guess now I know I should've never tried with you" Robby says walking away.

"Don't talk to her like that" Johnny stands his ground walking over to Robby as he stops in his tracks.

"Oh like you talk to me?" He asks sarcastically.

"You know what I've had it, I'm done. We're done Y/n" Robby says before continuing to walk away.

You couldn't just let him walk away, so you ran after him once he turned the curve behind the dojo "Robby wait at least let me explain" You plead.

He stops once again before turning back around "what? What do you need to explain" he sighs.

"Look I didn't know that Johnny was your dad until yesterday when you told me! I had no way of knowing but I knew that I didn't want to quit karate" You state.

"Oh so you couldn't have just quit when you knew or at least have told me?" He grits his teeth, walking closer to you.

"Oh come on Robby, just give Johnny a chance he's really trying" You plead.

"Oh so now you're on his side" He says defensively.

"I'm not saying that I just thought that if I kept it a secret that I wouldn't hurt you" You say guiltily.

"That is not just a secret Y/n!" He yells stepping closer causing you to flinch accidentally.

This action didn't go unnoticed to Robby, he immediately goes soft "oh Y/n- I-I'm sorry" He says going to grab your hand but you pull it away.

"Just. Don't. I think we need some time to collect ourselves" You state before walking away from Robby and back to Johnny.

"I'm sorry Johnny- I should've told you earlier" You say guiltily as you didn't want Johnny to feel some type of way towards you now.

He nods his head understandingly "look Y/n. It's okay there's nothing to be sorry for, i actually would spin you two together if he wasn't being such a d*ck" He comments.

You laugh at his choice of words "you mean ship?" You question.

"Oh so that's what they call it" He hums as you nod.

Johnny offered you a ride home, since you both lived at the same apartment complex and of course you agreed.

As you walked through your apartment door you felt bad, bad about keeping a secret from Robby that would hurt him, but also mad because he had just told you Johnny was his dad so you had no way of knowing beforehand.

Robby on the other hand felt terrible, he made you flinch. Worst of all he yelled at you which he would never do if it were a different topic, his dad was always a hard topic for him.

Robby had decided to take action and visit your apartment, he hated being away from you for more than a couple days.

He bought some of your favorite flowers and made his way to your apartment on his skateboard. Moments later you heard a knock at your door, your parents weren't home and you knew they would be here later so that confused you.

None the less you opened the door to reveal Robby awkwardly holding your favorite flowers, a look of regret and sadness written clearly on his face.

"Robby-?" You question confused.

"Y/n hear me out please..." He pleads.

"Okay... come in" You say holding the door opened for him more.

He walks in and sets the flowers down on your counter "look I'm sorry for yelling at you like that, it was wrong of me but I was just upset" He confesses, looking down.

You sigh "Robby it's okay, I know you would never hurt me like that it was just an instinct. I'm sorry to for not telling you" You say guiltily.

Robby walks closer to you and grabs both of your hands interwinding them with his "no it's okay Y/n, I know you didn't know I shouldn't have pushed you like that" Robby admits.

"It's know, I just thought if I kept it a secret it wouldn't hurt you as much...." You mumble honestly.

He smiles a little "I think it hurt more, but now it's okay because I love you to much to lose you" He shyly admits.

You smile, wrapping your arms around his shoulders "I love you more" You respond.

"How about we get some food and cuddle?" You question happily.

"That sounds amazing" Robby reply’s.

Even though Robby was desperately hurt at your actions, he knew it wasn’t your fault he knew that you didn’t know I mean how would you have known if he never opened up to you. Anyways life went on and eventually Robby finally spoke and sorted things out with his dad, though that didn’t stop certain people but it did save Johnny’s.

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