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#(and if he DIES so that that wont go through im gonna scream but we dont think about that)
note-boom · 1 year
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New theory
The ADA member to PM transfer will happen but they'll get their person back when Fukuzawa passes the leadership torch to Kunikida, who WASN'T the one who made a deal with Mori and hence is not technically obligated to keep that promise. Because that was obviously the plan all along right?
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socksandbuttons · 1 month
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Swap AU Stuff
Alright let's jsut try getting down basics maybe
Also this maybe long actually.
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The obvious Swaps Lunar and Eclipse: Basically how we meet them in episode. I legit went along with thinking this Eclipse wasn't memory wiped the whole time so thats kinda- in the air a bit. But Lunar being the original body (I have a post showing how Eclipse looked then), Eclipse with the one he made (to be taller. He can't stand being small... Well shorter than anyone really. A shame he has Bloodmoon towering over him.) The Glamrocks: They are as Swapped so Chica is Freddy, Freddy is Roxy, Roxy is Monty and Monty is Chica (I love them immediately after giving them luscious hair im sorry). Rox and Sun are friends and he's quite protective of Sun, also a cowboy cause swap au/Foxy etc. Digi in the discord came up with this and i died cause it was so good actually. Eclipse and Lunar still go thru the whole October Arc with Moon and Sun. Moon being far more quiet but aggressive. Made Sun to hinder Eclipse. Let me paste my lil paragraph i had in discord
"Sun likely has more denial about moons treatment of him, however like lunar he does start questioning if its good for moon to get the star (like sort of getting the Moon Wont Stop so i need to do something he might hurt himself etc) plus lunar and eclipses treatment of sun would be a huge factor too, eclipse obviously is terrible at communcating and while he's a bit of a jerk, realizing sun might be in danger or hurt is something he might catch on faster. maybe. im thinking anyway sun catches attachment to both that outweighs his denial of moon being terrible actually. he's still grasping at things even well after. doesnt realize he gets awful panic attacks until someone points it out actually. and then i lost my train of thought but moon still loved sun just…. very clearly was not the forefront of his goals tho. feels very betrayed by sun after and likely wont fogrive sun. vs sun whos too willing to forgive despite his anxiety screaming at him NOT TO. i just wanna show a different thing to this cause lunar recognized halfway into october and let moon handle the rest and recognizes that eclipse was hurting him much sooner than sun wouldve (see the… current sun. og sun recognizes now but it truly took him a WHILE, communication Real now.)" Anyway, Sun does end up getting adopted by both Eclipse and Lunar. He's never gonna be taller than Eclipse. But as mentioned he's got a lot of things to work through about Moon (Roxy will kick so much ass for him.) Generally trying to grasp that yeah no it was pretty fucked up of Moon to do anything to Sun. Now the timeline gets a lil weird beyond this because like KC would've also been in this plot. KC unlike our Bloodmoon, is actually far smarter (Im sorry to bm fans), he DOES work with Sun but generally more for his benefit of getting rid of Moon. He doesn't really need to be bribed for this actually. Imagine KC being so pissed about Moon showing up in his systems and hes LIKE WTF MAN. Zappity Zap Zap Double Dee Moon Anyway Cue Bloodmoon arriving. And like bloodmoon does- He does technically hold Eclipse hostage but gets bored. So there is mild agreement. Bloodmoon does what KC did and FORCED themself out (like our OG boy!). They're uh... theyre not very keen on sticking around a daycare as fun as itd be to tear it up. They like lightly bully Sun but Roxy to the rescueee. Anyway, 'Does KC die in this au?' No he doesnt. He gets CLOSE to it but Bloodmoon just goes 'Hmn. nah son you're coming with me'. Lunar still feels incredibly bad about it though. Space arriving sooner actually more or less helps like avoid some certain issues here and there. Unlike Earth where she arrives much later (due to be literally distracted.) Space goes directly to the daycare. Thus kinda- changing some bits. He does meet Bloodmoon, hates him though. 'Why aren't you thinking this through' 'We wanna see how much they scream' 'You'll be electrocuting yourself before you get the chance' '...That means Eclipse gets electrocuted?' 'Put down. the fork.' KC handles Bloodmoon with much exasperation. Bloodmoon picked up this sucker and went 'our Spawn'. Baffles KC. Space ends up meeting Crater, Moon got annoyed with Space's presence being literally really hard to work around. Sends Crater, Crater and Space get along well enough that it wasn't Moon intention but this works too. Space (theres irony here) gets concerned with Crater and her not viewing herself with autonomy. She is still just a 'basic AI' as she puts it. Does what she's told. Bloodmoon doesn't really use her just kinda shoo's her off to Space or Eclipse. 'No you're no fun-' 'I have told to monitor you' 'WE DIDNT ASK MOON FOR A BABYSITTER' 'I am programmed to defend' 'We dont need defending either' 'You are still vunerable' '...Go away' 'Affirmative. Destination please?' 'DAYCARE'
Anyway How do i sum this up. Roxy and Sun are besties Lunar and Sun vibe. Eclipse is soft with Sun.
Bloodmoon has claimed ONE child. Doesn't really claim Moon but thats a later thing. Moon and KC despise one another.
KC didn't really want this fatherly figure but he begrudgingly accept them. Funny things happen with these three. Bloodmoon doesn't become pacifist, just more or less moves away dragging KC with them. A little bitter at Lunar's murder attempt but its fine. No one died there but heavily maimed.
Eclipse and Moon still ultimately hate one another. There is a Swap version of Solar thats Moon and- we'll get confused so just know its out there. Space and Crater are good friends and partly why both end up questioning their existence but both support pillars to one another that it just kinda isn't as devastating. Unless someone dies. Crater does end up having her own personhood, Moon does get attached to her even if he doesnt admit it. Space doesn't question creator enough but Crater does and vice versa. Bloodmoon(s) does have a name but ill reveal that later??? idk
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binkszamsstuff · 1 year
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Red
Very dark Steve! Mob Steve! Non con! Reader and Steve have a child. Angst!! Lots of grammar and spelling mistakes I’ll edit in the morning or never who knows🤷🏻‍♀️❤️
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Red. the pain, the hurt, the passion, the love, everything was red. He was toxic, he was the obsessive. And you were his feen, his drug, his obsession , his love. But the days blurred, the lines no longer were standing, they had fallen. The fights, the late nights, the guessing and questions that went unanswered by him. It was a house on fire, it was red.
There was no time in the day to plan, with his anger, and yours. It was spontaneous, the fight had started because of steves affairs. The lying, the cheating, he ruined you, tore down all walls, made you just as obsessed with him as he was with you. Just to leave you in the dust, to cheat. To add gasoline to the fire that was you, or what was left of you anyhow.
Peggy was a glossy, classy woman with the perfect bubble of power and wittiness. She was everything you weren’t. You were messy, hazed with trouble, a woman gone mad by a man who drove her there. You were his frankenstein, you were old pieces of yourself glued back together again. The young, innocent, naive, funny, charming, and free girl was now chained to the scars he left.
You ran out of the house in the early morning, he came home late yet again. You had stayed up waiting for him, going to confront him in his act. Thats exactly what you did, but the end was not what you pictured. You hopped that he would hold you, say you were wrong, make love to you like in the beginning.
“Are you cheating on me?’ you asked quietly, you sat on the bed. You couldnt took at him.
“I dont want to have this conversation with you, it’ll only hurt you” steve spoke. That was all the answers you needed. You started to yell, scream, through insult after insult.
“I knew it! You’re scerwing peggy! Huh you’re fucking your secretary!” you yelled in his face crying. He rolled his eyes at you and shoved you to the side going to the bathroom to get ready for bed.
“Im tried of this steve” you sobbed walking to the closet grabbing any bag in sight packing up everything.
Once steve heard you say that so defeated he knew that you were serious about leaving him. You and him had lots a fights because of his actions but everytime he kissed it better. He drew back in promising his love and that it will never happen again. But it always does. Steve now had his suite jacket off, his selves rolled up, strands of his hair in hs face,
“You’re not leaving me” he stated
“Watch me” you said back in anger, masking the sadness.
“y/n i own you, you’re mine! You cant leave me baby” he said getting angry.
“You cheated steve! Again. I-i cant do this i cant sit here and wait for you to love me again. We are not the people we were when we first started dating. I cant and wont be the drunk housewife waiting for her husband whose never gonna come back because his mistress.” you were out of breath from crying and talking so fast while packing.
Steve stepped closer “baby come on its me! Its us! We always get through stuff like this!” he tried to manipulate you with his soft words but this time it wouldn’t work. the naive girl you used died, not even a ghost left of her
“We wouldnt have to “get through this stuff” if you didnt cheat and fuck other women.” you held up air qoutes while talking.
“I love you” steve pulled you in near, kissing the top of your head. You sobbed in his chest, hurt, angry, betrayed. The three year relationship was now smoke, the fire was all burnt out. The engagement ring heavy on your finger, it was a line of whispered lies and i love yous.
Steve drew you to the bed, kissing his way up your neck. His hands sliding down your frame gripping your hips. His false hope whispered in your ear and apologies that didnt have any meaning stuck to you, like a cigarette burn. He took off your clothes and gently laid you on the bed. ‘When was the last time he was gentle with me?’ you thought to yourself as he kissed and licked at you lower lips.
“Say something baby, tell me you wont leave me, that you love me” he begged like he was the victim. You stayed silent, numb.
“prettybaby i love you. Say it back! I need you! I cant live with out you!” both of you now naked on the bed. he pushed himself into your entrance, all you could do was cry.
Steve begged and whined for you back but little did he know the car was running outside waiting to escape him and this burning house.
Steve fell asleep hugging you, his head resting on your tummy his arm wrapped around you. You ran your fingers through his hair, soaking up what was left of the man you used to know, he was burned alive, gone. You slowly pushed him off of you and got dressed, grabbing the bags on clothes and bathroom care you walked out. You looked around the house as you left, the nicknacs and photos of you and steve. The nursery that sat empty. Steve promised children but then came peggy. You kissed your engagement ring and then placed it on the entry table by steves keys.
Getting in the car and speeding off in to what was left of the mess steve made of you.
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One year later-
A wail of a new born was calling out to you in the dead of the night. You never got frustrated being a single mother, reminding yourself when you caught yourself being negative that you could still be with steve. Penny was three months old and her blonde curly hair was sticking in every which way. It made you giggle.
“Hi! Mommys here its okay penny girl” you picked her up rocked her in your arms.
She might be steve daughter but you never let her know what pain she was created from, you would never let her end up like steve nor you.
“Mama loves you” you said as she closed her big eyes again just needing comfort from her mom to make her feel better. Steve didnt know that the night that the two of you had sex before you left was the cause of a beautiful little girl. He had tried to call, and text you put after smaing you phone and leaving to state of New York for Washington you knew he wouldnt find you.
You lived in a little white house with a garden in a small town tucked away from the crazy and hurt.
You sat in the rocking chair in pennys room rocking her, your tiredness was catching up to you. Just as your eyes started to close he spoke from the depths of the darkness that was the closet.
“Oh prettybaby you are such a good little mommy, just like i knew you would be” he walked closer.
You screamed. Getting up with penny in your arms backing away from him trying stumble to the door backwards,
“Get out. Steve get out! I-i cant-” you sobbed your hold on penny grew tighter.
“Baby its okay, i wont hurt you. y/n im so proud of you, look at the life you built for our little girl, now i am mad you didnt tell me you were pregnant. But baby she is gorgeous. Now i need you to decide either you come home or we can live out here. Ya know i kinda love it here. Good thinking babe this is great place to rise kids”
You sobbed harder.
“How did you find us” you asked crying, so scared.
“Oh baby dont be naive, i will always find you”
“You cant be in our life, your toxic and i wont rase my daughter in the life we used to have. She wont end up like us! You cant be here! You ruined me!’ you sobbed and hyperventilated. He slowly walked closer like approaching an injured animal
“Baby i know i know, i was wrong and mean and cruel to you. I was blind i thought you would always be there for me. I took you for granted. Shes gone y/n, i got rid of peggy, shes taking a long nap and i aint ever gonna hurt you like that again. I need you baby…..and i need to be in my daughters life. I cant live without you nor am i gonna be able to leave her all alone now too” he explained
“I wanna have a good life, nothing like the one we used to have. You scare me steve and you’ve hurt me” you said looking at little penny who had a frown on hef face, she could read the distress from her mother.
“y/n look at me!” steve grabbed your face in his hands and made you look at him. “I will make it up to you i promise. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you baby. I cant live without you” you shock your head no
“Its okay i get it y/n we need time, but im not going anywhere” steve spoke again.
“Come on lets put penny girl back in ger crib and go to bed” steve guided you to the crib and put penny down. She was right back to being cozy and sleepy. Steve pulled you in a hug while you sobbed into his chest, he was sliding his hand over your hair while shushing you.
“Come one lets go to sleep.” steve took your hand in his and leaded you back to your room. You laid down still crying, steve undressed himself down to his boxers and then joined you. He spooned you.
“I’ve missed you so much baby” was the last thing you heard before falling into slumber because you had cried yourself to sleep in his arms.
The house was burnt but in its ashes something new rose.
Authors note; i know some people will not understand why she didnt fight more, and the reason why was because she was in shock. It been and year and he shows up and shes like oh crap he found me and our now daughter. She is really scared of him and numb. Also steve is a mob boss by the way.
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gh-0st-y · 2 years
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ace trappola my beloved <333 special fic for my pookies @trappolaces and @pastelmages !!! <33
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— Silent Love
summary : you and ace are working on some homework, but you never took into consideration the last few sleepless nights of yours and ace is the victim of your shut down.
cw : none!! all fluff <3 gn!reader , ace x reader, maybe ooc ace?? implied deuce likes reader
authors note : im a whore for lovesick!character x slightly oblivious!reader brO 😭😭
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working with ace was never boring. trying to study yet hes constantly pulling jokes and faces, sticking his tongue out with weird noises, or stretching his eyes and mouth back - it never failed to have you pleading for him to stop through fits of laughter.
it almost made you forget about your past few sleepless nights..almost. but the droop of your eyes and your shoulders slumping continuously reminded you of your sleep deprived state.
~☆
ace poked your shoulder, "heyy prefect, whats this question?" he asked, his lips in a small pout as he tapped his pen against his lips, pointing to the question on his page.
"oh, i.." you stared at his paper, rapidly blinking to keep yourself awake, "uhm..i havent done it yet," you replied, focusing back onto your work. ace tutted, saying how 'you should catch up' but your tired brain didnt process it. what you would do for a moment of sleep...
huh? ace stopped focusing on his work, a weight upon his shoulder. looking to his left, your face – closed eyes, relaxed jaw, soft breathing – resting on his shoulder. his face began to heat up, and his eyes begin to widen, a quiet gasp escaping his lips before he tightened them into a line as to not make a sound. what could you be doing that made you fall asleep on him? riddles amount of work?
though the moment was cute, a lovesick fool with his crush resting on his shoulder, he began to panic over exactly that - you are his crush, he was smitten for you, and youre just resting on his shoulder!
slowly yet carefully, ace dropped his pen, right hand reaching for his phone as he opened it up, albeit hard using one hand, and immediately went to texting the rest of his dorm, screaming about his predicament. as expected, none of them were helpful, cater saying something about 'young love' and deuce complaining how he got there first - riddle didnt even bother reading the messages. trey was the only one to offer advice, saying how ace should gently wake you up - but whyd he do that? you just looked so..peaceful...and beautiful..
eyes shooting open, you sat up, "oh, ace, i– did i fall asleep? im sorry, weve got to focus or we wont get this done," you rubbed your eyes.
ace rushed to turn his phone off, putting it off to the side, "oh, psh, its fine, all good, prefect!" he chuckled, hoping that the blush on his face had died down.
"im gonna take a quick bathroom break - try and catch up to me on the questions," he laughed, rushing off.
"yeah yeah, okay. dont take too long, ill finish by the time youre back," you said, chuckling.
but ace didnt actually go for a bathroom break. he needed to calm down from what just happened - you, the ramshackle prefect, who he began pining for 3 months after your initial meeting, fell asleep on his shoulder. his face was so warm - actually, scratch that, his whole body felt warm - and his hands shook with nervousness. running a hand through his hair, he let out a shaky breath, mumbling quietly, "cmon, ace..! youre fine, this is fine, i-its fine.! youve got this, yeah, youre great." he reassured himself, adjusting his uniform before walking back to you.
"aha, see prefect? done in a flash! you better have- huh." he looked at you, head resting in your arms that were crossed on top of the table. he blinked. did you really fall asleep again.? in the short time he was gone as well. wow, you must be so tired.
walking over to you, he took off his jacket quietly, laying it over your shoulders as he sat in the same position as you, staring at your sleeping face. he smiled softly, closing his eyes. the work can wait.
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authors note : im so proud of this!!! hope you all liked it <33
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fairytaleliving · 2 years
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vtuber band but make it the first years
me : so I have this idea with the first years in a band
@hiraya-manwari : okay but with if they had avatars
me:.....
me: opens up drafts with a sigh
This is all her fault and now everyone can reap the results of what we came up with together
I might actually make this into actual fic but if anyone wants to make their own than go wild
Basically my original idea was just the first years, including yuu, just randomly started a band together. Then the idea of them hiding their identity was pitched and now here is just the jumble of headcanons we came up with
okay so since we found out they can sing from VDC, im gonna be assuming that the rest of the first years (ie Jack and Sebek) can sing but then i started thinking of them as an actual band
sebek probably joined to impress malleus or something but ended up having fun and just stayed
considering the upbringing Sebek has, he probably has some proficiency with piano
ace and epel probably know how to play the guitar (ace had a guitar phase prove me wrong)
deuce has bassist vibes and jack on drums bc mmmmm jack on drums
we said yuu was the miku equivalent bc project sekai but lets not talk abt that
we liked to think that their singing voices would be different from their usual voices (epel doing deep vocals/screaming, sebek doing the softer vocals, jack having a raspy voice, etc etc)
then they go a step further to having a hidden identity with virtual avatars
like they can’t exactly say theyre 16 year olds from NRC for various reasons
so they went to, yes you guessed it, idia shroud
listen idia has been consuming this media for years so he knows what hes doing
so hes basically the manager at this point and does all technical stuff to it bc lets be honest who else is best to do this
this man is living his idol manager dreams and ortho is cheering him on
hes the one who creates the fanchant which both amazes and horrifies the firsy years
hes probably the one who gets the avatars at this point and gets everyones opinions on what they want but only to an extent bc no epel you wont be getting a buff avatar no matter how much you plead
Epel:nobody is going to know!!! Let me have this
Everyone else: Epel we’ve gone over this before. No.
adeuce has a matching aesthetic kind of thing bc idia knows that dynamic
jack and sebek have that well built but stoic looking disposition
yuu and epel are on the more subtle side of things
the lore is just retelling of all the things they went through at NRC
heartsabyul arc = war criminal ace and deuce with soldiers sebek and jack on the hunt but end up joining them
yuu and epel are just normal ppl who got caught in the crossfire
listen the first years were just joking around when they said they would do this but then yuu actually got idia to do this kind of thing and oh god what do you mean our video has a million views y u u
Ace:I can’t believe we actually did something like that
Deuce: Well, it’s not like it’ll be something that popular
Yuu, kicking the door down: OUR VIDEO GOT A MILLION VIEWS
Everyone else: haha....w h a t
Now if we talk abt reactions from the other students
Lilia and Rook know from the start lets be honest
these guys are hidden everywhere but theyre also agents of chaos so they don’t reveal anything
Cater and Vil are the first one to notice bc of course the social media savvy ones are the first ones to find out
vil is conflicted bc on one hand this is going against everything he has taught epel
but at the same time nobody is actually seeing and knowing its epel so his image isnt tarnished????
riddle be going through it bc he wants to keep up with trends how do u do fellow kids
so when he hears ace and deuce sing he just narrows his eyes and goes “wait a minute...”
azul wants to capitalize this opportunity but no u funky octopus the whole concept is to keep the identity a secret
he actually likes the music and died inside once he found out 
listen if anyone sees the lore video and ppl at nrc find it eerily familiar to events and overblots that happened that shit is going to be suspicious and ppl will figure it out
crowley going through the seven stages of grief bc the r i s k
anyways look out for the fic coming out and go follow @hiraya-manwari bc i love her
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quodekash · 1 year
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AIUTAMI MY BOYS AKK AND AYE ARE BACK ON MY SCREEN TONIGHT AND IM ALREADY CRYING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT I AM NOT OKAY
as per usual im so sorry for the mess that this will be but more so than usual bc it will almost certainly be entirely keysmashes and 'I LOVE THEM SO MUCH' and that's about it
good luck my friends
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP AIUTAMI AIUTAMI AIUTAMI AIUTAMI IT'S STARTING HELP SEND HELP PLEASE AIUTAMI PER FAVORE
the intro is playing and im literally shaking how the hell am i gonna make it through this episode alive
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MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY
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MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY MY BOY
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WHY
WHY ARE YOU THERE
WHY THAT CLIFF
IM SO CONCERNED
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they seriously just look like theyre filming the music video for a country song or smth
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NO
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
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IM GETTING FLASHBACKS
AND NOT THE GOOD KIND OF FLASHBACKS
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WHAT PROMISE
WHAT HAPPENED
WHAT HAVE WE MISSED
I KNOW THESE QUESTIONS WILL PROBABLY BE ANSWERED SHORTLY BUT I NEED TO KNOW
GKJRFDBGKHF AND AYE IMMEDIATELY GOING IN TO KISS HIM AND AKK GRINNING AND SWERVING- THAT'S SO THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
why the hell are they wearing cowboy hats tho
sorry, i cant stop thinking about it
was this a previously made agreement? or did they just soulmate so hard they both happened to wear cowboy hats
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SWIFT CHEEK KISS GHREBGJHREBHDG
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AAAAAAAAAA
I WANT TO SCREAM (/pos) BUT I NEED TO BE QUIET BC ITS FREAKING MIDNIGHT AND PEOPLE ARE SLEEPING
BUT I DESPERATELY NEED TO SCREAM GREHIJGDBREJBDG
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HEEEEERE IT IS, OKAY
the order of the clips in the trailer threw me off
i understand the cowboy hats now
it was akk's dream cowboy land
anyway HOLY HELL IM NOT OKAY
loser, dreaming about kissing his literal boyfriend
shORTSTOP AND BIGFOOT, THE NICKNAMES RETURN GJRKEBGKHRBDGF
yes i saw the nicknames used in the trailer. no that will not make my reaction to hearing them in the actual episode any smaller because these nicknames mean more to me than all of my toes. and toes are important.
i freaking love these two so freaking much
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he looks so happy when he says this
akk, is there something you need to tell us?
have you always secretly wanted to be a cowboy?
"but our story wont end like that" SOMEONE PINCH ME, HOW ARE THEY REAL
"ive prepared breakfast for you but today is your turn to wash the dishes" theyre literally husbands. thats- theyre married.
also what do you mean wash the dishes, youre in a tent
where are you guys
what are you doing
answer my questions
(theyre gonna answer my questions in like three seconds cos theyre about to leave the tent, its not like theyre gonna stay in the tent the whole episode, but STILL)
"what?" "im just feeling good to be the first person to see you wake up" crying sobbing throwing up i hate them they make me sick HOW ARE THEY SO PERFECT THEY ARE PERFECTION I LOVE THEM SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL
he looks so happy when he says this
akk, is there something you need to tell us?
have you always secretly wanted to be a cowboy?
"but our story wont end like that" SOMEONE PINCH ME, HOW ARE THEY REAL
"ive prepared breakfast for you but today is your turn to wash the dishes" theyre literally husbands. thats- theyre married.
also what do you mean wash the dishes, youre in a tent
where are you guys
what are you doing
answer my questions
(theyre gonna answer my questions in like three seconds cos theyre about to leave the tent, its not like theyre gonna stay in the tent the whole episode, but STILL)
"what?" "im just feeling good to be the first person to see you wake up" crying sobbing throwing up i hate them they make me sick HOW ARE THEY SO PERFECT THEY ARE PERFECTION I LOVE THEM SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL
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hearing akk's voice say "my boyfriend, aye" threw me off i nearly died, thats the first time hes said the words "my boyfriend aye" and its such a simple phrase why does that bring me so much joy
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ME TOO, MAN, ME TOO
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OH MY GOSH
ITS SO STEREOTYPICAL
I SAW IT COMING
I KNEW HE WAS GONNA SAY IT
AND YET IT STILL KILLED ME
aye doesn't remember akk's birthday but im 90% certain hes remembered and has a surprise for akk or smth so hes just pretending to forget to throw akk off the scent
im pretty sure ive seen this trope happen a lot
i hope it doesnt make akk mad tho, i dont wanna see him mad at aye
oh nooooooeee, akk is angryyy
sponsorship time
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theyre so cute
the epitome of narak
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AAAAWWWWWWWWW
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its the way he looks at aye as though he cant believe hes real and he's really there and he's really his
and yeah, fair
IM FALLING APART HOW ARE THEY SO FREAKING CUTE AND PERFECT AND WONDERFUL AND AMAZING
oh lmao im only 10 minutes into the episode and ive been watching for over half an hour
their communication. it's so healthy. i freaking love them so much. nueakluen, take notes please (specifically them for most of the series, theyre fine in the last episode and in os2 but still)
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WAT
MY BOY
MY COMFORTIEST COMFORT CHARACTER
THEYRE ALL MY COMFORT CHARACTERS BUT WAT IS JUST INCREDIBLE
I LOVE HIM
side note, they didnt do seanmaithee last week (still mad about that) but i swear if they do watsani instead of watnamo im gonna be so freaking mad. let pawin's characters be happy and gay, please.
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MY BOYSSSS
i love thuakan so much
theyre so happiness
this entire series is happiness
i love the eclipse so much
it is happiness very very very happiness
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YES
shoot i just yelled 'yes' out loud
hopefully i didnt wake anyone up
anyway NAMO HELLO HEY HELLO ILY
"i dont recall asking you to join" "you didnt. i invited myself." first of all: iconic. second: i love him. third: how did you not expect him to be there, he's namo. he finds his way everywhere. he knows everything. the entire series you can always see him lurking in the background, listening to conversations. he sees and knows all. i could go on for hours about namo knowing anything and everything. i wont, because i need to write that seanmaitee essay first. but maybe one day ill do that.
anyway, watching the episode
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ive got it now
thats why they wear the ridiculous clothes and masks
its another dream of akk's, right?
i genuinely cant wait, its gonna be amazing
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it better freaking win
if wat doesnt win im suing someone. idk who but itll be someone
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omg
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THIS IS AMAZING
GBHREJDDF THUAKANTHUAKANTHUAKANTHUAKANTHUAKAN
BROOOOOOO CATCHING HIM????
THEYRE SO SWEET
ARE THEY ABOUT TO KISS
PLS KISS
NAMOOOOO NOOOO WHYYYYY
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my boy why do you look angry
you made that up in your head
that was all you
HELL YEAH, HAPPY PLATONIC VIBES FROM WAT AND SANI
SHES SO SUPPORTIVE AND NICE AND GHREBGHJR I LOVE SANI SO MUCH
AND I LOVE WAT SO MUCH
AND IM SO GLAD THEYRE PLATONIC VIBES
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AND THEN NAMO APPEARS??????
GJEHRKDBFG PLS
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NO
THIS IS THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR
and wat looks so confused, i love him
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HOW WOULD YOU KNOW THAT UNLESS YOUVE BEEN USING THE SAME DATING APP
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okay but... does it HAVE to be a girl??
pls
they cant just give a boyfriend to the one character of maithee's that i didnt ship with anyone and then crush my dreams for the other two
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HANG ON WAIT NO STOP WAIT STOP
okay they both referred to it as a beautiful friendship
pls keep it that way
i love beautiful friendships
yes finally
an explanation of these scenes from the os2 trailer
and i love it so much
this episode is incredible
"you know full well that i cant resist those sparkling eyes of yours" SOBBING I LOVE THIS
NONE OF US CAN RESIST AKK'S BEAUTIFUL EYES
AND THE WAY HE DELIVERS THE LINE
EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS IS PERFECTION
side note, altho i would like watnamo i dont really mind if they get together or not, but i do mind if wat and sani get together, pls dont do that, BUT ive been noticing a lot of mention of this mork guy, and sani said that they'll get along great and stuff and have a lot of similar interests. sooo perhaps... ??
HELL YEAH THEY NEED TO RESHOOT SOME SCENES. THIS SUCKS FOR THEM BUT ITS GREAT FOR US BECAUSE HAPPINESS
omg aye and thua on a team together, im getting flashbacks
and the good kind this time e
shoot i ran out of image spac hang on ill make a part two (im so sorry this series means too much to me)
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Hi,i have this doubt. The duffers said the ending of st5 will be emotional,that some co producers cried knowing the ending and they can’t satisfy everyone with the ending.. what do you think this means? This statements scream to me that someone is gonna die,what do you think?
i think no matter what, the ending will be very emotional so they might not be referring to a main character death but that does sound like someones gonna die. i think the “not everyone will be satisfied” part could be referring to the endgame couples. not even just byler but jancy too.
also i forget her direct quote but millie said that the duffers are too attached to their characters to kill any of them and honestly shes right thats why they keep adding new characters that are written to die from the start instead of killing the og gang. maybe it’ll be different this time since its the last season and its not like theyre killing off an actor and wont be able to work with them again but idk. heres what i think:
will dying honestly just wouldnt make sense at all. they need the satisfaction of this character whos been suffering from the very first episode to get his happy ending or honestly just ANY ending/closure thats not death. i cant see them having this character suffer alone in the upside down, be possessed, be ignored by his friends and feel behind in growing up, fall in love with someone he assumes could never love him back, and then DIE???!! that’d be insane. it would be a very incomplete character arc. i unfortunately think he would be more likely to die than any of the other kids just because he has such a big role next season and killing say lucas or dustin would be so random but i do think it would just not be great writing if they killed him. for so many reasons. like there are deaths that i absolutely did not want but do make sense and are well written in the grand scheme of things, eddie being one of them. i think every death in the show so far abides to that actually, whether i wanted them to die or not but that just wouldnt be the case for will at all.
theres also the fact that every single death in the show has played a big role in the next season so if someone were to die in s5 we’d never see how that affects the characters they were closest to making THEIR character arc incomplete as well. so because of that i dont think it would be jonathan or joyce because we’d never see will cope with that, i dont think it’d be any of the og party kids for the same reason (and i honestly just dont think the duffers would kill the og boys), i dont think itd be hopper bc we wouldnt see el cope, plus she just got him back so thatd just be plain mean. and i dont think mike or will would die bc byler will happen. they wouldnt have SO much queercoding for both of them only to have them kiss maybe once and then one of them dies. itd be a waste of all the time they spent building them up. but i do believe mike will have a near death experience.
i dont think it will be el at all because like millie said, theyd never have the balls to do that, but also this would almost completely ruin byler for me. it objectively wouldnt be wrong because mike has had feelings for will this whole time but i would actually understand those who would be mad at mike for just dating will “out of nowhere” after his gf dies. it’d look so bad and like will, we need to see el truly happy to satisfyingly finish her character arc and that involves being happily single and have a very healthy wholesome friendship with mike. she and will probably would be willing to sacrifice themselves but i dont think anyone would let them go through with it.
i also think a lot of characters are just too random to die. robin, nancy, argyle, murray, lucas, dustin, erica, these are all characters that do play a big role but not one big enough that i think they may die.
then theres max. i dont think she’d die but im not as confident in this one. im not saying she wont wake up. they would have just killed her this season if they werent planning on having her wake up. she will definitely play a part in next season and i think a lot of it may be related to the state shes in. like if shes blind, she will notice things the other characters dont because theyre focusing on what theyve seen whereas max would pay more attention to what theyve heard or touched. it could be a really interesting point of view if shes blind. but it could be a situation where shes still very weak and her body hasnt fully recovered yet so shes more at risk than the others but the reason im hesitant to say she could die is the same reason i dont think hopper would die. like el, lucas is currently mourning the loss of her. she’s not dead but he did lose her and to bring her back only to lose her again for good would just be so brutal.
yall are gonna hate me for this.
this leaves one last person and believe me i am just as upset as you are but fuck i really think it might be steve. every season he is seen as a hero to these kids, hes always putting himself first before any of them and protecting them in every way he can, he always ends up getting his shit rocked, he is a fan favorite. it would be a very impactful death, much more than any of the random characters i mentioned earlier like dustin or erica. it’d have such an impact on people that i think a big reason why it hasnt happened already is because there are people who would literally stop watching if he died. ive NEVER seen a fictional character so universally loved like this so if they were ever going to kill him it’d definitely be the last season. and if they want a super emotional death that gets everyone talking, he is 100% the one to go with.
going back to how we would never see the characters cope with the loss, i think they could get away with it for this one. it would be fucking devastating for dustin especially bc he just lost eddie but steve might have helped him a lot with his death and he could take his advice for steve’s as well. and for robin it would also be so sad but i think she and dustin could find comfort in each other about it.
like i said earlier there are deaths that i really really wish didnt happen, but from a narrative perspective are well written and do make sense. steve makes sense because of how much of an impact hes had on EVERY other character. even if we dont see much interactions with some of them theres still little things that show us how close their relationship is with steve, the kids especially. we know hes closest with dustin, but mike, will, lucas, and max all still have a wholesome relationship with him and one way they showed us that was him regularly letting them into free movies through the back door of scoops ahoy. another one was him giving max and el ice cream and knowing el shouldnt be out. he also was the only one who went to lucas’ game even tho he didnt seem thrilled about his date and couldnt even sit with robin cuz she was in band. also the fact that max wrote him a letter. she didnt write any of the other older kids a letter which shows that she had a closer relationship with him than any of the older kids and one that goes beyond just being with them whenever the worlds going to shit again.
since most people would be on the same page with how close they were with him, this avoids the problem i mentioned earlier of a single character having an unresolved character arc because we never see them mourn. theres not another character i can think of that has this big of a relationship with almost everyone on the show. like robin dying would be so sad for steve but mike wouldnt be that affected. nancy dying would be so sad for mike but lucas wouldnt be that affected. erica dying would be so sad for lucas but will wouldnt be that affected, you get the gist. steve’s death would affect everyone.
i HATE to say it but it checks so many boxes on why it would objectively be a well written death for both the characters and the audience. BUT ID LOVE TO PROVEN WRONG!!!!!
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Ok im gonna try to bring a bit of positivity here even if it might not seem like it at first lol. U might have seen (but i think u avoid twitter right?) Carol being attacked these last few hours/days regarding Sophia/Ed. How she supposedly let Sophia being sexually abused by Ed without doing nothing. How she screamed to Shane "stop!" and cried when he beat up Ed. Meaning she was weak and ridiculous, again.
First of all i think (correct me if im wrong) that its considered canon that Ed didnt abuse (sexually, that is) Sophia... yet, because he died, but he would have had tried to had he lived because he saw her "growing up" and was a sick psycho. And Carol acted on it by having Sophia taken physically far away from her father if i recall well (dont have the exact scene in mind hence why im vague).
Second of all, this is bullshit obviously. Those people have never been abused and it shows. How its hard to leave, because you still love him and actually believe him when he says he wont hurt u again. Because he's a "great father" and "only" hit you and not ur children (its stastically rare i think but it does happen). I've worked with a lot of women beaten up by their husbands (and believe it or not, a few man with their wives too. Even husbands with husbands or wives with wives. Again, more rare but still here) and all combinations exist: women dont give a shit anymore, wont forgive, and only wants to leave and/or ptotect their children, woman who cant leave because they still see the "amazing" man he was for the first 10 years, or the first 3 years. Or says things like "he was beaten up when he was a child by his dad so its not his fault. "
ALL combinations exist, no one knows what its like to be in the head or the heart of a beaten 's wife/person, and no one should judge someone's way of coping with it, dealing with it, reacting to it. It is NEVER the victims fault, even if in the case of a beaten's wife, she stays with the husband.
Sorry, so, this disgression to say that Carol was insulted yesterday and so on for staying with Ed and not protecting Sophia.
The goods news (and here comes the positive part lol) is that for once, everyone was coming at these assholes (who, yes, happened to be Richonners, but NO, not all Richonners are this way, absolutely NOT).
And when i mean everyone, i mean even those who usually dont say shit when Carol (and therefore Melissa) is called ugly and/or too old for Daryl. Even those who dont ship caryl and/ or dont particularly like Carol are saying "ohh hell noo, too far, u re not victim blaming Carol here, absolutely not". Even the "kind of official fan accounts" followed by stars of the show.
So, while i wish she was defended more often already for the ageist and sexist part of the attacks she suffers, its still comforting to see that this time, everybody or almost see how too far they have gone and reacted accordingly.
Sorry if im clumsy in my way of writing or presenting things, english is not my native language, hope i did ok.
First of all, thank you for all you've done for survivors of domestic abuse and for sharing your insight. I heard about the incident through the grapevine and it was nice to go back and see all the support Carol was getting from all sides :)
Even though we have to be responsible for what we say on SM, I don't think it should just be left up to the fans to create a safer environment for them (and even cast and crew) to interact with each other. We should also put pressure on AMC to stop fueling the sexism, ageism, racism, etc. seen not just in one particular subset of the fanbase, but across the board. For example, how about making Carol the same size as Daryl in the key art so people can literally see her as a lead character? How about abandoning the ambiguous language around Caryl's relationship so people can understand that, yes, a middle-aged woman with gray hair can be the middle-aged male lead's love interest and vice versa? How about hiring someone who actually supports their characters and their relationship to run the official SM accounts? That's the kind of change I'd love to see.
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my chase! lore under the cut: 
33-37, cis male (he him), gay (important to his character development), 6’1”
ah yes, chase. the community’s favorite quote-unquote sad dad. the protagonist of the canon jacksepticeye ego lore. and here he is, last but not least on my list. chase is probably the most complex out of all my versions of the egos. theres…a lot to this guy. i wont talk too extensively about him, but still, hang in there with me yall. major tw’s for like, abuse, suicide, addiction, age regression and trauma responses
so lets start off with backstory. its very upsetting, lets just say that, and im just straight up gonna say his life before the egos fucking sucks. he had a miserable, abusive childhood, he dropped out of school and ran away to live with his sister who then died of a drug overdose, he met stacy in college and just when he thought he had stability in his life, all the stuff he went through seemed to come crashing down on him and he became an alcoholic, depressed disaster. stacy couldnt take care of him anymore as he got worse and worse, refusing to see anyone for his issues, which led to a messy divorce and chase’s 5th suicide attempt. which is where we leave off when chase is brought into the world by jack.
now when an ego is created, they dont automatically have all their memories, and barely know who they are. so it takes a few weeks to get acclimated and “remember” their past life, if they had one. chase, well, he kept getting hit with traumatic memory after memory, especially at night, waking up the other egos with his literally terrified sobbing. even as the memories of his hard life kept seeping in, he was going back to old habits, getting blackout drunk behind jackie and henrik’s backs, getting in bar fights that henrik had to bail him out of jail for. there were panic attacks and screaming at the other egos, and he did this thing where he hid under his bed for hours that jackie and henrik began to realize was involuntary age regression. chase didnt want to deal with being alive anymore, if im being honest. jack wanted nothing to do with him, and jackie was scared jack was going to get rid of him like he did marvin.
and thats where jackie really shines in chase’s story. he was, in his mind, a fuckup that nobody wanted, and he assumed jackie and henrik would give up on him like everyone else. but the thing is, they didnt. jackie, despite his own issues and his own frustrations, never gave up on chase. even when chase kept drinking, even when he screamed in jackie’s face that he hated him, jackie stayed with chase, loving on him even in his worst moments. and really, it sounds cheesey, but all chase needed was someone to love him unconditionally. someone who wouldn’t leave him like everyone else. someone who gave him actual support through his ptsd and his addiction.
and yeah, it took time, but chase put down the bottle and started getting himself back in order. he started going to therapy for his issues (we’ll discuss that in a moment) and actually started putting in effort to be better, because he didnt want to keep hurting henrik or jackie, because he loved them, really he did. he started up a twitch channel, which gave him something to do at first, but eventually gave him a source of income. and he got a dog. very important. chase got an emotional support golden retriever named sunshine. and that dog brings him so much joy every day, just having something to care for and something to get out of the house to go on walks with. he loves that dog a lot.
but with the eventual improvement in chases life theres something else. his therapist. was anti. remember how i mentioned anti was a psychiatrist? yeah that really comes into play here. now ok, in some ways, dr. angus jackson quote unquote helped him. he talked about his trauma, he learned to understand his age regression, he was able to really work through his issues. but that doesn’t mean anti was messing with his head, or getting information about the other egos because he wanted to, or even forcing chase to cry about his past or age regress for antis own amusement, which is obviously very fucked up. chase eventually saw past anti’s manipulation and was able to recognize who he was, which was a terrifying revelation. and after anti…he had a hard time trusting a new therapist.
so in general, chase doesn’t have a lot to offer for the “plot” if you want to call it that to be honest. but i think hes still important, especially to the other egos. he’s constantly battling his mental illness throughout the story, but he has lots of support. he and jackie are best friends, and he loves his dog and his job.
personality wise for chase, hes a big ole softy. he used to be super mean and nasty when he was first born, but he was able to let down his walls and let himself be soft around the other egos. hes real sweet and chill. he likes hugs and is a guy you can hang out with and talk to.
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queen-of-desire · 5 days
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Part 3
I couldnt say a word and i feel dizzy. No one ever touched me down there before him and it feels so good. I moan when he puts his finger out of me, in the backround i hear the bell ring … its 9 am, math class starting, fuck. „You should go to your class Ela“ he said and takes a step back. „Bit i dont want to go to class“ does this words really came out of my mouth ? Hes looking at me, i can see that his dick is hard when i was looking down, i mean i wasnt looking for his dick i dont know. He smirkes again, fuck stop doinkng this, „well you are a really bad little gurl i think ela“ he puts his hand next to my head against the wall leaning against me again, we are very very close, „but ela i am really not the right man for a sweet little girl like you, my thoughts are very dark you know“ hes wispering now. „I want you to do those dark things to me please“ my voice breaks while saying this words out loud finally. His eyes are getting dark again. „You dont really want that, little virgin“ thats the moment when he got realy suprised look bc my hand is on his pants rubbing his dick a bit, and hes hugh, oh god hes gonna destroy me. He took a step back, sitting down his office chair „okay ela then show me your body and take your clothes off“
I am so turned on by this
So i took off my short skirt, my shirt , hes watching me the hole process, „now the pantys you wont need them again today, give it to me“ i do what he said „ good girl, now i show you how a dick really looks like and you gonna suck it for me, can you do that ?“ i nod while he opens his zipper , pushes his pants down and put down his penis „down on you knees now“ he forced his dick in my mouth and it tastes so hood i feel so naughty while doing this but im also afraid of the moment he stopt pushing in my mouth bc that means the moment of truth is there „go to the couch and open your legs ela i will be sooft bc its your first time okay“ i am feeling safe but a bit ashamed that thus is now going to happen, my legs are closed yet when climbes on top of me. „This is going to hurt really bad it always does okay“ „okay do it“ i feel his big dick on my entrance pushing in slowly and hes right omg it hurts i want to scream stop but it has to be done, he pushes harder inside bc ges not even half inside me yet, oh god, „push faster i want it to end please, a tear is running through my face „i love to see you suffer ela“ he said when he roughly pushed his whole dick in me, i feel stabbed… hes starting to move and fucking me and i starting to love the pain and the shame „oh your such a tight little pussy you know that“ he moans to my ear getting louder and so it hoes on for some more minutes and suddely i think hes coming inside me. i feel so dirty right now i cant even tell „you were a very good girl im so proud of you“ he told me while his cum is dripping out of me, my vagina is burning like hell but it feels so good at the same time. „i feel so good“ i said while i m trying to stand up but he pushes me back down „listen ela we are not ready yet“ „i dont understand“ my heart was beating again, hes so hot and standing there clothing his self again while im still naked „listen men are not only fucking pussys, sex us a lot more dirty stuff and for now we have one hole left thats still virgin“ i started to understand and had to swallow, dies he mean…? Im feeling hot again. „you dont have to be afraid of it okay, im not fucking your ass today but you habe to be prepared for this, which is the reason we should start stretching your hole“ his words rushing trough my head, i want that, im so lost omg, „..but i..“ „Turn around on the couch, on your knees“ „no i..“ „Turn. Around. Ela.“ I doing what he said, week knees „head down, ass up, hands on your ass, spread it for me little girl, are you my little slut?“ im so ashamed and turned on that this is happending, i follow his descriptions, my face is very red „yes mr davis“ my cunt is dripping when he puts one finger inside to make it wet, it hurts but im moaning, he spits on my buthole and starts pushing his finger inside, spreading it „your so tight, we have to change that my little slut“ he starts fucking my ass with his finger and i couldnt control myself anymore „sh sh you habe to be quiet, im right back“ hes not inside me anymore but in the next moment i fell something hard pushing ahaigst my entrance „what..“ „its a plug, youll wear it till i put it out in the evening, unterstand?“ „Yes sir“ he throve it side me burning like hell. „I want you to fuck my ass and come in it, and i want you to slap me sir“ „oh baby no, i cant do that bc you are allready late to your class, so now clean your bleeding pussy and take on your shirt and skirt, ill keep your pantys and you can habe it back when your a good girl, maybe later, see you in the last lesson today“
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freckledbastard · 1 month
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i guess if i had to sum up my feelings on ffvii rebirth, it would be like this: for the most part the game was incredible, but the way side quests were tied to affection points actively discourages players from completing any said side quests until after the gold saucer date scene had played out.
BIG SPOILERS FOR REBIRTH ENDING (warning: this gets rambly the way my posts always do - oh god its so long)
a bigger thing is of course, what everyone is talking about: the ending. they were so desperate to do a will they-wont they with aerith's death and in the end the answer to 'is aerith going to die' was... kinda.
i couldnt quite tell you what actually happened, but this is my current understanding. cloud simultaneously saves/fails to save aerith, which two timelines crashing into each other at the same time? or at the very least, the timeline cloud could see (where he manages to save aerith) is NOT the same as everyone else (who are experiencing the timeline where aerith dies) which is annoying, because it means we don't get to see the classic scene of cloud slowly lowering aerith's body into the lifestream EVEN THOUGH THATS SUCH A CLASSIC FFVII MOMENT.
but it also kind of funny, because everyone else is crying and cloud is just... so chill. and he warns everyone not to look up at the sky (where it's cracking due to timeline shenanigans) and then when they look up and see nothing clouds like EXACTLY. its an illusion and dont trust it. and spirit!aerith is going around and saying her goodbyes to everyone, not that they can see her, and cloud is still chilling because i guess to him, she's just staying back to focus on her praying? while everyone else is actively mourning her.
sephiroth's manipulations of cloud in this game sure was something as well. my man was going out of his WAY to gaslight/mentally traumatise cloud good lord. sephiroth reminded me a bit of godzilla from minus one because everytime cloud experienced any sort of happiness sephiroth was there to either actively fuck things up or to stand there menacingly and tell cloud to enjoy being happy while he can
also poor tifa good lord my girl is going through it. when cloud is like i remember zack omg shes like oh?? and clouds like yeah i let him be washed away in the river in nibelheim :'( and you can SEE her thinking 'no!!!!!! no!!!!! cloud that's not right at all!!!!!!!'
the thing with her in the lifestream though.... that was odd. and kinda felt unnecessary and like it was there to add some sort of plot related to the overall story - since otherwise the plot is very hmmm what should we do next.... just like og 1997 version.
idk, the whole timeline thing is weird. ALSO the fact that in the zack timeline, nanaki gives his life to try and save aerith and zack just goes thank you and runs off with aerith when i tell you i was screaming at the tv like ZACK NANAKI ISNT DEAD YET like i get after all the trauma he'd gone through he didn't want anything to happen to aerith and was even willing to dump clouds comatose body into kyries arms (who he didn't know) to run after aerith - which btw already made me sad like i get it!!! i get it!!!!!!! i too would singlehandedly devote everything to saving aerith but as a cloud and nanaki lover i was v sad!!!! anyway then when they kept shifting from the actual story to the zack cutscenes i was like im sorry zack but i dont actually care that much about this side plot i want to get back to cloud.
going back to the ending, i laughed a little when in the fight against sephiroth hes trying to manipulate cloud again but clouds like nuh uh thats not gonna work on me anymore!!!!! and then the ending cutscene shows cloud discovering he has the black materia on him, him saying 'reunion...' and then combining the black materia into his blade and knowing exactly where sephiroth is and its definitely due to SOLDIER intuition and nothing more i swear guys. cloud im so sorry you're definitely still being puppeted. also also i saw the japanese version of the scene where sephiroth first calls cloud a puppet and the build up is sepiroth saying that cloud doesnt actually experience emotions and he's deluding himself if he thinks they're real and in english he says 'for you're nothing more than a puppet. MY puppet' which is already fantastic, but in the japanese version instead hes like 'how cute, my empty puppet' which is even BETTER. please call cloud kawaii again sephiroth we love toxic yaoi in this household.
genesis wasnt in the game which im genuinely disappointed about. since crisis core reunion was remastered and theres a scene in the gacha game where sephiroth is trying to call genesis i thought there was high chance of him in the game. CLOUD THINKS HES DEGRADING (hes definitely not) AND THERE WAS NO GENESIS. no way hes not in the next game theres not a chance he's not. please i need cloud and genesis to look at each other and say lines please squeenix im begging you let my rare pair be vindicated in some way
speaking of rare pairs, vincent and cloud. they looked at each other and talked which basically means they're canon. vincents waist is SO tiny i was shooketh and then i saw how broad his shoulders were and I WAS SHOOKETH AGAIN actual dorito man.... hes so edgy in this game i was laughing at him so hard, shadow the hedgehog ass. when he gets on the plane and is like im joining you and clouds like 'if you betray us you're dead' i was thinking cloud sweetie im so sorry but if anyone is doing the betraying (unintentional or otherwise) its you
uhhhhhh what else. i went with nanaki for my gold saucer date which was v cute. cloud and nanaki had a handshake and cloud was like oh.. they ARE soft.... in relation to his paws which so soooo cuteeee. my team was cloud yuffie and nanaki. it'll be tough when part 3 comes out, because cloud and vincent are 100% permanent, but idk who will be the third person....
also is sephiroth trying to become the ruler of all the differ- wait sorry pivot, i just remembered zack and cloud fighting together against sephiroth, which is pretty funny because cloud still doesn't actually remember who zack is, not really. to him they're friends yeah, but friends because they were both in SOLDIER and cloud was unable to save him from being swept away from the river. meanwhile to zack, cloud is his dear friend but a friend he managed to save at the end of crisis core and is confused as to how biggs knows him. sephiroth is the ONLY one who actually knows what the hell is going on but hes sure as hell not saying anything because anything that makes cloud more susceptible to being sephiroth's is a win in his book ANYWAY sephiroth trying to take over all the different timelines? i guess?
ALSO ROCHE. theres NO WAY roche would have volunteered to be hojo's test subject like that theres literally no way. my personal theory is that sephiroth saw that cloud was experiencing positive emotions when he was with roche and his possessiveness flared up and he used the jenova cells in roche's body to basically make him volunteer to be hojos lab rat. anyway rip roche's mind, hes gone from us another one lost to the reunion i was so sad i loved roche i thought he was a lotta fun and a great new character, but of course that wasnt meant to be
im sure there are other things i wanted to say but im drawing a blank.
i did actually really really enjoy the game! i thought it was amazing, the combat was super fun i enjoyed the exploring (although as much as i like chadley i wish hed stop asking about the protorelics), the voice acting was incredible for the most part the story was really really good. i would HIGHLY recommend this game, even if you're not a big ffvii fan its so incredibly made and clearly made with a lot of love
my only real caveats are again, side quests being tied to the affection meter and them trying super hard to will they wont they with aeriths death to the point that they technically didnt commit either way
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twinanimatronics · 2 years
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I am here with another recommendation for Sun and Moon specifically: Dont Spare Your Gaze by acrylicArtsy. I will scream from the rooftops how good this fic is.
Set after a fire ending to Security Breach, Sun and Moon manage to escape the burning building and now have to figure out how to survive on the streets... with Moon's virus still very much a thing and activating anytime he comes into contact with a human. I died like four times reading this fic 10/10 would die again.
It's not a fic (a youtube voiced-over comic series) but I also can't recommend Ask Sun And Moon I and II enough. I think you already know the author for that one so this recommendation might be a bit pointless, but it's just so good and has gripped me by the throat and heart enough times that I gotta recommend it here anyway so at least new followers of yours might know it exists if you already do.
For general Security Breach recommendations there is the Unconventional series by larxicana that has taught me brand new emotions. Sun and Moon aren't main characters as a warning, but what started as a simple 'find the missing Bonnie' fic became 'welp there goes my soul... six times over.' Gregory is the pov character and I love him. Freddy and Bonnie are a long-term couple here but the ship is not the focus of the series, though it is important.
I'd also like to thank you and your coauthor for ruining my life with Lofi Beats and Twin Animatronics. Thanks for that if you need me I'll be waiting in the corner with baited breath for the next chapter while I go sift through some of the recommendations you just got here.
Oooooo .o.
And ye!
I know the artist responsible for the Ask Sun & Moon dubbed comics ^^
Halley is gonna be getting a cameo in the Part 3 finale
Dbehdhejejdkwkw we glad u enjoy ;w;
Hopefully the wait wont be much longer once I hammer out the kinks on the flow between these bits im currently working on
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Ive seen a lot of Dream (and usually Techno and Phil too) as gods au (i have one too dw) but all of you are sleeping on the funniest option.
Tommy is the god.
Tommy.
hes the only one in that galaxy (other than drista ofc)
Just imagine how fucking funny it is like 
it would be so fucking hilarious
and tommy just doesnt tell them
so techno is just there making all these blood god jokes and jokingly telling tommy to serve him and tommys just laughing
imagine a god in the form of a chaotic 16 year old racoon gremlin just walts into your land commits arson and gets banned, only to come back with another person who he helps start a nation for drugs?
imagine how fucking funny it is
just
imagine tubbo banning a literal god from his lands and he just doesnt come back? he just plays by the rules? then goes and like sits in the corner all sad because some humans/dreamons told him to leave
ranboo, just joining the server: hi-  a chaotic gremlin god: wanna commit arson with me?  ranboo, just trying to vibe and maybe not disturb this god: sure 
Phil and Ranboo recongnize Tommy as a god on sight.
Everyone else just refuses to believe it. hes Tommy. Tommyinnit. hes just weird lol
And Drista being a fucking chaotic blood god? 
drista is open about her godhood and does not hesitate to spawn blocks
Drista finds Dream and decides she likes this small human, and dream just has to deal with it lmao.
drista and tommy are both born at the same time.
Tommy is a god of music, chaos, war and theivery (the last one bc he is a BITCH)
Drista is the blood god, chaos, deception, and theatre
okay but imagine the sbi interactions... like ig in this au tommy joins at like 12/13 years of age (in their minds) so he doesnt really grow much 
and like tommy, a literal god, just claiming phil as his father???
phil, in his house making eggs, assuming one of his sons woke up and came to the kitchen, not looking: hey son  tommy, from their couch, already deciding hes phils son now: whats up dad? phil: looks up at tommy who are you tommy: idk dad, who am i  phil: *stares at tommy for a second* eh i made extra eggs you can stay 
ASJIDGASUIOG IMAGINE TOMMY TELLING THEM HES A GOD BUT THEY THINK HES JOKING AND IGNORE HIM
everyone on the server: tommy is the youngest! tommy, as old as the universe: no im not!!!! im not a child!!!! he doesnt pout because pouting is for children and hes not a child but hes pouting tubbo: lol im older than you by a month tommy dont try to hide it tommy: im not a child!!!! techno: laughs
tommy doesn't try to hide that hes a god just its tommy
thats all the evedince anyone needs to think tommy isnt a god or powerful its like mcc hes good but only when he doesnt throw for content
quackity: sees drista written in bedrock lmao drista visited? tommy: yeah! i wrote that for her!  quackity: snorts yeahhhh sureee tommy
imagine like how fucking funny it is jsut like 
a fucking chaotic god breaks into your house androbs you makes a room under your house and decides to live in your floorboards
imagine dream like trying to manipulate tommy, and tommy a fucking anchient diety immeditly recongnizes what hes doing
but decides to play along for the angst and giggles and then actually gets mad when no one fucking cares for his theatrics
tommy, storming off to technos base to rob and build under: >:///// cant believe none of them acknoledged my  deppression 
i love that tommy stills robs everyone, he doesnt need to he can spawn in anything he wants
he just does it for the sport of robbery
JAKOGFSDOH
THE HOLY LAND
dream: im god actually tommy: thats so fucking funny lets make a cult about that :)  dream: see! look! im god! and jesus!  tommy: wheezing
imagine tommy getting stressed and letting go of his mortal form
Tommy, his human form peeling away, showing his actual form a bit: WH̸͘A͠T̷ ̶̢T͞H͢E ̡͘F̴̵͘Ù̧C͜K҉ ̶T͘͜͞E͟CHǸ͏Ǫ  Techno: HAH?
tommy just saw tubbo and got emotionally attached
Tommy, a literal god: hello Tubbo: oh hi do you like my pet bee? Tommy: you’re mine now Tubbo: im okay with this
tommy, a bored god: gives techno shapeshifting powers  techno, not even caring: changes into more human to pig-ishg forms as he wishes this is my life now ig 
phil lets tommy do fuck all in exile bc he knows hes a god hes fine
phil: IDC IF YOURE A GOD! YOU WILL DO THE DISHES NOW YOUNG MAN! tommy: grumbles but does them
phil is the only one who can control tommy
god... tommy... with star freckles... on his human form... (as well as his god one)
tommy: f̷͛͠a̵̋t̵̒̑h̸̚e̶̓͝r̸͊ ̸̐̒i̴ ̸̅̿d̷̉͆o̵͂͋ ̵̛̆ñ̸̾ő̶́t̸̎́ w̶͆͘i̴͠s̵̓̈́h̸͗́ ̵̯͗f̶͋́ő̴͑r̷̐̌ ̶͝é̵̽g̸͊͂g̵̒s̷͂̃  phil: idc, eat your goddamn eggs tommy: pouts
tommy, despite being able to get supplies himself by fucking spawning them in: hey tubbo? we need supplies 
In this au ig like if a god claims you you get a mark on your skin showing that. Drista’s would be like a green crown, Tommys would be a red and white disk (white as the outer ring and red as the center) (its different enough that if you don’t realise tommy is a god you wouldnt realise whos it is) (schlatt is the only one who never had one which shoulda been a sign dude :/)
Dream has two from the beginning, everyone else has only one, well until they meet drista. (sbi have had one since they met tommy, though they dont remember the first time they met tommy)
wait what if tommy like found them all as children one by one and later kinda pulled some strings to get them all in one kingdom. (he still joined sbi through forcing phil to adopt him) 
OKAY BUT IMAGINE IF TOMMY MET TECHNO WHEN TECHNO WAS YOUNG ENOUGH TO NOT REMEMBER
tommy would hang out with baby techno and tell him stories
once he told him the story of a man named thesus
another time he told him the story of a blood god
like for example tommys first time meeting techno would be like
(for context techno lived in a shitty village and was an orphan and it was kinda a dog eat dog place, he learned how to be strong because of it)(he was young enough that he doesn’t remember this well, just like learning about the blood god and someone giving him gold)
baby techno: sighs tommy, appearing out of nowhere: oh heyyy whyre you sad? techno: jumps turning around with a knife up ready for a fight who are you tommy: im tommy! :) techno: what do you want from me! you dont scare me! tommy: whats your name! techno: i have a knife! i'll use it! tommy: of course, thats a given, but its rude not to tell people your name techno, confused: t-technoblade? tommy: smiles thats a nice name techno: so. tommy: hm? techno: why're you here tommy: i don't have a reason. im just a traveller! techno: then why hole to this terrible village! theres nothing nice here! everyone is terrible and so are you! tommy: hmmmm i dont agree techno: what are you? a child? i thought adults were supposed to know that everyone is mean tommy: mmhmm looks at the bruise on technos face where'd you get that? techno: fight. i won. i'll win against you too! so don't try anything. tommy: of course. i would never win in a fight against a blood god techno, putting down his knife a bit, stars in his eyes: blood god? tommy: grins blood. god. i think she'd like you. techno, muttering: maybe i can give the blood god some of your blood tommy: laughs yeah, she'd defenitly find you intresting tommy: here tosses techno a golden crown at techno, he spawned it in in the moment techno: whats this? tommy: a crown, thought it suit you screams in the distance tommy: huh. i need to go. have fun lil piglin. ruffles technos hair before running off towards the screaming unbeknownst to the pig the blood god was actually the one waiting for the god he met. techno: stares at the crown 
Techno found a pouch of gold in his ‘house’ later that day. he didnt know who left it but it helped him get food for that night. (he kept the crown)
okay but imagine tommy not taking the war seriously at all, and only seeing it as a squabble between mortals, Like toddlers fighting
dream: SURENDER BY TOMMOROW OR WE'LL DECLARE WAR! wilbur: FUCK YOU WE'LL NEVER SURENDER AND JOIN YOUR SMP! Tommy: how cute
tommy doesnt realise that theyre serious until wilbur dies
tommy would usually go apeshit against anyone who dares messes with his humans, but what is he supposed to do when his humans are fighting Eachother?
wilbur: fucking goes insane and dies  tommy: hey- hey can you guys let me talk to wil for a sec? everyone else leaves tommy, unsually somber: sorry i didnt help you i forgot how easily breakable mortals are tommy: this time you wont die, and i'll make it so that you dont break again, okay? tommy: brings wilburs soul out of its body and enters his mindscape ghostbur: wakes up what- where am i? tommy: hi there ghostbur: who are you tommy: i go by a lot of names all, one, you, the world, the universe, god, but you can just call me tommy ghostbur: oh okay. who am i? tommy: you're name was wilbur soot. you were the son of philza minecraft and brother to Technoblade, Tubbo and myself. ghostbur: was? tommy: well you see, you died. ghostbur: oh... well what am i then? tommy: a ghost! well actually its your choice. would you like to continue your existance or fade away with your body? ghostbur: i dont want to fade away! tommy: smiles thats what i thought you'd say stretches his hand to wilbur ghostbur: grabs tommy hand tommy: lets go home
ghostbur doesnt remember that though
he only remembers the good
tommy wont let him remember the bad, what if he breaks again? mortals are so fragile
phil realises what tommy did as soon as he sees ghostbur 
drista, painting tommys nails (there both in god form btw) (after wilburs death btw): tommy shouldn't you of all gods realise how fragile they are?  tommy: i know just... forgot  drista: sighs and nods i get what you mean, especially with the ones we found... they act a lot like gods sometimes i forgot they arent  tommy: ikr? wait- drista here gets drista's hair out of her face you were gonna get it on my nails, anyways, don't judge me. we all know if dream died you would turn him into a ghost too drista: smirks not if you do it first, we all know you would tommy: you say that as if you wouldn't fight me to do it first  drista: .... tommy: ... drista: both of us when he dies? tommy: nods tommy: anyways my turn to do your nails 
or like tommy with ghostbur like
ghostbur: i don't like this :( tommy, a worried brother and god: whats wrong? ghostbur: everyone is mad at me and i d-dont know why- why are they mad at me tommy: theyre mad at something alivebur did ghostbur: b-but im not alivebur sniffs it hurts. i dont like it. tommy: spawns in some blue here ghostbur: whats that? tommy: its some blue! it'll help you not hurt anymore! ghostbur: how does it work? tommy: see how its blue? ghostbur: nods tommy: well its blue because it sucks up all the bad feelings! it'll help ghostbur: !!!!! ghostbur: presses the blue into his chest ghostbur: !!!!its working!!!! :D tommy: smiles good
wilbur fucking died and tommy went from annoying little brother to caring older brother
tommy just wants to help his brother :) though he doesnt realise that not letting ghostbur remember bad memories isnt good
*at logsted shire btw* ghostbur: who are you? tommy, chuckling: did you forget me already ghostbur? ghostbur: i didnt forget you! i think! you're tommy! i just... you're different tommy, looks over at ghostbur: different how? ghostbur: you're not normal are you? tommy: grins whaaaaat? you think im weirdddd? how heartbreaking... my own brother thinks im weird, this is terrible ghostbur: giggles tommy: but really, don't worry about it bur. ghostbur: you sure? tommy: yeah, dont worry about me ghostbur: smiles okay! do you want some blue anyways? tommy: giggles sure! ghostbur: grins
ghostbur isnt worried about tommy
he knows hes strong
phil having to tell tommy that he cant just not let wilbur remember the bad memories
and tommys like "what if he breaks again!" and phil hugs him and tells him to at least ask ghostbur if he wants to remember and tommys like ‘fine’
tommy: hey bur? ghostbur: yeah? tommy: do you like you're memories? ghostbur: i mean, yeah its hard not to when you only remember the good tommy, quietly: would you want to remember the bad? ghostbur: w-what brought this question on tommy: answer the question ghostbur: no- alivebur was badi shouldn't want to- tommy: but what do you want bur? wilbur, silent for a moment: yeah- yeah i do. not that i like the bad memories! they hurt... but i wish i could remember tommy: ... ghostbur: hey tommy? tommy: yeah? ghostbur, with tears in his eyes: do you think they'd be less mad at me if i could remember, maybe then i could repair my relationships, what the hell am i supposed to do when i dont even remember hurting them? tommy: what if they dont? what if you break again? ghostbur, saltily: we'll maybe i'll be able at least be able to say i know why everyone hates me tommy: i know how to get all of your memories back ghostbur, looks towards tommy in shock: you do??? tommy: nods ghostbur, voice wavering: for how long tommy: since the beginning ghostbur: and you didnt tell me tommy: i did what i thought was best. i just didnt want you to hurt anymore. ghostbur, angrily: WELL THAT CLEARLY WORKED DIDNT IT? tommy: sorry wilbur, sometimes i forget how to handle humans ghostbur: what- tommy: sighs and taps ghostbur on the forehead and ghostbur does the ghost equivilent of passing out tommy: wont hide any memories this time
ghostbur doesnt wake up, instead wilbur wakes up weither thats good or bad we'll see
wilbur, waking up with all his memories: HOLY SHIT TOMMY WASN'T KIDDING phil, who was reading beside the bed tommy placed wilbur into, which was in technos house. yes he broke into technos house with a passed out wilbur. move on.: hm? wilbur: holy shit phil: huh? yeah. wilbur: wait you knew? phil: yeah i recongnized him as soon as i saw him about 5 years ago now? wilbur: excuse me while i freak out because my little brother is an actual god
it really hits wilbur that tommy is a god later
wilbur: hey tommy? tommy: yeah? wilbur: how fucking old are you? tommy: snorts of course thats the first thing you ask wilbur: well? tommy: i dont really know the exact years since years are kind of a human thing that were invented recently wilbur: they were invented thousands of years ago- tommy: but it was around the beginning of this galaxy wilbur, softly: what the fuck
tommy telling wilbur stories about different heros and villains and different humans he met during his life.
Adsjbffsg what if Tommy made himself blonde and blue eyed and white bc thats hyow the first human he met looked like asjfhsd
and just didnt change that, despite meeting new humans, its just his defult settings.
he would totally do this tho im crying.
drista just based her human form off dream because she is his sister now. he must deal with this. trying disowning me when i look like you BITCH.
thats my take anyways later might continue this
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sningo-prompts · 2 years
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So i made a what if Ingo died post and i think its rude i left Emmet out of the fun. So im gonna do a what if he dies. @meltedteethismilk this is for you. Im already sobbing because my roommate just texted me and told them they dropped the whole ham on the floor so idk how good this is gonna be xD we know im no writer
Warning major character death! Its Emmet
The news of Ingo being a sneasel was made public and it actually kept most low level would be kidnappers from even trying anymore. Though now its got a whole different crowd interested. Im going full Detective Pikachu here and these people wanna become Pokemon themselves. Dedicated scientists who dont care what it takes to get their research done. Pokemon are the stepping stones to their ultimate goal. And now all over the news is the story of a man who disappeared for three years only to be returned as some extinct sneasel. Its everything they have been trying for years to accomplish. And from what they have seen while following the subway bosses the sneasel even still has a fully functioning human mind. Its amazing to see. But they want to do more than just see him they want to study him. To replicate what has happened. These arent the run of the mill sloppy teamrocket grunts. No they can wait for what they want. They have been waiting for years and years to achieve their goal. Whats a few more weeks.
The problem they have come to find is Emmet. He never leaves Ingo alone anymore. The twins are always side by side now. But Emmet is just one trainer all they need is to take him down. He wont be easy, seeing as hes a subway boss, but if hes alone theres only so much he can do. So they gear up and wait for the moment Emmet and Ingo are alone. Which comes up easily enough. Turns out they are planning a camping trip. Something about finding something. But it was the perfect opportunity. Who knows when the next chance will be so they gear up and get everything ready to finally have their hands on Ingo.
Waiting till the cover of night they start surrounding Emmet and Ingos camp. Slowly and quietly, they dont wanna alert the target. Emmet goes to get something from inside the tent leaving Ingo alone in the open. Couldn’t ask for a better moment to strike. So they do. What they hadn’t prepared for was the fact that Ingo can fight back. He isnt some helpless sneasel no he knows what hes doing by now. They had hoped it would be a quick grab and run but they are prepared for a fight. So the moment Emmet hears Ingo yowl out in pain hes rushing back out of the tent. Sure they got in a cheap shot before Ingo knew they had been there but the fight to follow was intense. One after another Emmets and Ingos pokemon fall. Not knowing what else to do Emmet scoops up Ingo and tries to run.
Hes running through the woods trying to not trip over branches or roots. The sound of houndoom following behind. Ingo isnt going to much help fighting those. That first hit he took really did some damage to him. All it takes is one misstep and Emmet is crashing down, tumbling to the ground. He pulling Ingo close as they fall and roll in hopes of keeping his brother safe. He quickly recovers and starts to run again. Hes injured and hes much slower now but he keeps going. He wont lose Ingo not again. Ingo is clutching on to Emmets shirt trembling. Emmet cant let them take him not again. Never again will anyone get their hands on his brother.
Its only a matter of time though till they catch up to the pair of running brothers. Sending out a Jolteon they have it use thunder on Emmet. He and Ingo both scream out from the attack. Emmet falls to his knees still clutching Ingo close. All he can think to do is wrap himself around his brother small frame to try and protect him from. Its his last resort. “Give it up!! Just hand him over and we wont hurt you anymore!” Someone yells but Emmet isnt going to budge. His mind is racing a mile a minute trying to figure out how to get out of this situation. Another thunder crashes into him. He grits his teeth and holds Ingo as tight as he can. He cant lose his brother again. No he wont give up he cant. The moment the thunder lets up he gets ready. He can hear them moving closer. Then he attempts to bolt. Hes running on nothing but adrenaline.
Then a fasle swipe racks into his back sending him falling back to the ground. Ingo falls from his grasp. He watches as Ingo crashes into the hard ground with a thud. Emmet cant move. He tries weakly to reach for Ingo but his vision is getting dark. He cant give up he had to protect Ingo. Slowly someone walks around him. They lift Ingo up by his scruff and look down at Emmet. Emmet is still trying to reach for his brother desperately but he cant move his body. Ingo weakly looks to his brother. He tries to wrestle his way out of their hold but hes too weak. Then they injected him with something. Emmet screams out his brothers name. Hes begging them. Anything he will do anything please dont take him. Not again. They just ignore him and walk back past him. He lay there. Unable to get up crying out for his brother. Slowly his vision starts to go black as he watches them drift away. The last thing he sees is them disappearing into the woods. He blacks out from the blood loss. They left him there. Its better to not have the brother on their trail anyway.
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dylansslutt · 3 years
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danger R.C
rafe and you get caught up on the boat. shit goes south
WARNINGS: cursing, abuse, mentions of dark shit, rafe
you all had a mission, now while jj and kie went to lock the door on the boat. you went to find sarah with your brother. you followed john b through the hall.
“where would she be?” you ask john. “ i dont know, uh- go down there! ill check up here. be careful!”
“Dont Die, bird.” You glare at him.
“You either, raven.” He used your nickname as well.
you walk off, trying to be alert as possible. you are on a fucking boat in the middle of nowhere with people who will kill you. you go to walk forward when you halt.
noise came from around the corner, “oh i hear you pogue.” rafe’s voiced called out. you freeze, you go to move back but slam into something.
fuck, the loudest noise you can make possible. yes lets scream ‘im right here!’
you go to run forward, but rafe steps out in front of you.
“y’n? that’s funny.” he lurches forward grabbing you. you push back, almost slipping on your ass.
“i don’t have time for your crazy ass.” you elbow him in the ribs. your mission was already made.
rafe punches you in the face, your head jerks back. oh he stuck the shit out of you. You felt dazed as hell.
you whimper as he grabbed your shoulders. “you should not have came here, y/n”
“Not like I really had a choice.”
your hands fumbled with your pocket knife; you somehow managed to bring with you. You secretly slip it out.
you slice at his arm, stumbling backwards. Rafe hisses grabbing the small cut.
“stay the fuck back!” you hold out the knife, trying to seem threatening.
rafe laughs, a dark look on his face.
“you dont see do you? i did this! i got the gold, i-i got the-the cross. me!” rafe ranted, you wince. rafe can fucking swing. Your head was pounding.
“you didn’t get shit! you stole it, along with your murderous father!” you scream, you grab a random tool beside you throwing it at rafe.
Rafe dodges the object as you run away. Him hot on your tail.
you manage to get to the side of the hall, leading out towards the edge of the boat.
“you can’t get away that easily, fucking pogue.” rafe grabs me from behind.
He holds you close to his chest, “I was nice to you. You caused this.” He grabs me by the back of the head.
“no! st-” he throws me against the railing. my head bouncing off the side. jesus imma have a fucking concussion.
You roll over onto your hands and knees. Your head spinning, you try to grab the railing.
“where’s the rest of your dirty little group?” He squats down to your level.
“wouldn’t you like to know.” you spit the blood in your mouth at his face.
He wipes it off, glaring at you. He pulls you up harshly.
you dont have the knife. It dropped when he threw you. you frantically search the ground. Everything is doubling, you couldn’t see straight.
Behind him, it laid a few feet away. You try to keep the sob in but a few whimpers escape.
“I’m not here for you!” You cry out. “Let me the fuck go.”
“I know what you are here for. You are a thief! Trying to steal what is mine.” He slams you against the wall.
“I have to do what I have to do.” He stares down at you. Like a switch flipped. You stare at him in fear.
“Rafe.” You try to push away.
“no, hel-” he grabs you by the throat. you knee him in the balls, allowing you to drop to the ground. you reach for the knife but rafe pulls your leg.
you kick him in the face grabbing the knife. “back the fuck away!” you scream, tears running down your face.
rafe wipes the blood from his nose. you shake, where is everyone?
“you wont stop me y/n. i will do this. i am stepping up!” he raises his voice.
“i am the man now.” he points at me. he walks forward as i back up. his hands move for the knife.
you swing it forward but rafe grabs your wrist. he throws the knife overboard.
“so what? you gonna be your old man? you gonna kill me rafe?” you push at him. He was just like his father.
you were sobbing at this point, “do it! do it, fucking kill me. right? like your dad killed my dad. god you fucking monster.” you pound at his chest.
rafe stares down at you, his expression faltering. He stops for a split second, silence.
“guys hurry!” you hear voices from the deck. Fuck no. rafe can not get to them.
you shove rafe against the railing. your hands trying to push him over somehow. You struggle against his strength.
rafe grabs you by the throat. cutting your air off. “i didnt want to do this, y/n. look at what you made me do.”
His eyes stared into yours as you couldn’t breathe. Rafe was mad, he just squeezed. You clawed, kicked. Nothing was stopping him.
He really was going to kill you.
your legs folded, rafe finally letting you go. he rushes off to the others as you lay on the ground heaving.
you struggle to push yourself up. Your throat sore, struggling to maintain a breathing pattern.
finally after catching your breathe you run to the other side of the boat, seeing jj and kie struggle with a man with a machete.
“kie duck!” your hoarse voice yelled out, as you forward knocking the guy back. You step across helping jj to his feet.
His eyes on your face.
“Watch out!” Kie yells. The guy hit jj in the back of the head, his body falling into yours. You both topple over the side of the boat.
The waves pushed you around, before you were finally able to surface. JJ was a few inches away face down. Fear hit you like a truck, you swam forward pulling jj onto his back.
“JJ! Y/N” A voice yelled before a splash hit the water. Kie surfacing. She swam towards you as you held him up.
“Kie! He won-“ you spit water out. “He won’t wake up”
Kie helped grab the other side of him, struggling to keep us and him above surface.
“Please wake up.” You sob. If he doesn’t wake up we are all gonna drown.
“We are gonna make it. We won’t die.” Kie struggled out. You hope she was right.
“Help! John B!” Kie yelled out. You struggle to maintain my head over the water. With your last effort to keep him afloat along with you.
“I’m sorry.” Kie sobs making eye contact with you. You know you both were about give out. The waves are strong, and you both can’t keep jj afloat much longer.
“I’m so sorry, I-“ the wave pushed you under. You stared up at the sky. Water floating around you. It was silent for once.
Was this how my dad felt? Being pushed over board. Being hit in the head, maybe rafe didn’t do it himself. But this get like déjà vu. Everything starts to fade.
Next thing you know, your body is being pulled out the water.
“Y/n!” You felt your body shake.
“Please.”
You jolt up, throwing up sea water. You felt awful, your head was pounding. The sun was bright, and you’ve swallowed a gallon of sea water.
“You okay?” Your brothers face comes into view. Your vision felt doubled but you were alive.
You pull him into a hug, sobbing into his shirt. “Oh my god.”
You glance over seeing jj still unconscious. You threw yourself away from your brother.
“JJ!” You shake him. “Why isn’t he waking up?”
You stare at Kie who was in the same state as you. “JJ please, please don’t leave me.” You sob against his chance.
“Not yet.” Your voice breaks.
jj comes to, water spurting out his mouth. You let your hand rest on his shoulder. His eyes following up towards yours.
“Hey.” He says.
You laugh, shoving his face softly. “I was so scared.” You hug him softly.
You lean back as Kie rushes forward to hug him as well.
I glance around at everyone. “I am so glad y’all are ali- wait. Who’s this?” Your eyes land on a new girl.
“This is Cleo, the one who helped us in the Bahamas.” Sarah spoke up.
You nod. “Welcome to the family, Cleo.” You smile at her.
You sit back, as y’all make way to the island closest to you. You almost died, not once but twice. Tears slipped out but you quickly wiped them.
You were just grateful everyone was alive.
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cd-head · 2 years
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Whatcha mean hes dead?
hi help im mentally ill
i wrote a rdr fic. of how i think javier found out about seans death
tw// swearing, mentions of death, struggle of wrapping head around it and coping by finding distractions.
The sun was setting, it was a beautiful sight. Peaceful, it mixed in well with the tunes Javier spun off of his guitar, a small hum floating out through the air. Relaxation seeped into his bones for once, just like it always did when it was just him and his music, his horse breathed steadily behind him, his back leaning against it slightly.
The sound of a familiar horse hooves kicking up dirt alerted him, he wasnt alone. He tilted his hat up slightly and let a small smile take over his lips before it disappeared at the sight his brother was in. Dirt and blood covered him, which wasnt unusual but Javier felt a twinge of worry twist in his stomach, his gut screaming that something was wrong.
"Bill? You alright?" Carefully setting his guitar to the side, he got to his feet and walked to meet the distance away from him. Scanning over him with his eyes, he didnt seem too hurt.
"That mission went to bullshit - we got fucking ambushed in Rhodes, and now Arthurs angry at me and Micah for no good reason at all." Bill practically growled, running a hand through his hair as he let out a huff of air. His nose scruched up slightly at a mat.
The gut feeling seized tighter, there was something wrong here that Bill wasnt spilling. "Is everyone okay?"
"Everyone 'cept Sean, stupid irish bastard got his own goddamn head blown to bits." Bill snarled, he didnt even seem slightly upset about this, but Javier felt his world crumple away under his feet.
Sean? Dead? No, nono that cant be right - it cant be. His words died on his tongue and he stared at Bill for a long moment before he remembered what Bill had said moments before.
"What?"
"I said what I said, dumbass got his head blown off and now Arthurs pisse-"
"Oh I wonder why hes pissed! Que carajo, youre so much fucking dumber than I thought you were Bill. I wonder why Arthurs pissed! Maybe its because our little brother just died, perhaps?" Bill opened his mouth to say something but Javier cut him off. "Dont talk over me you piece of shit."
It felt like he was dumped into a cold bath of water and then thrown into a fire too fast, everything was overwhelming and it was so goddamn hard to fucking see straight and his head was pounding but he kept standing still. Because Javier Escuella was always calm and easy, right?
Bill was talking again but Javier could barely hear him over the ringing in his ears and it was all too much, and Sean was dead - his little brother was six feet under and this piece of shit didnt care. "Shut the fuck up. Shut UP! For once in your goddamn life Bill, maybe think before you speak? Maybe realize that the world doesnt usted pedazo de mierda!" He barely realized he slipped into spanish at the end of the rant.
He stared dead at the man who he once considered a brother and let out a deep sigh. "I… Ima go for a ride. Dont you dare follow me Bill, I dont want to see your face."
It felt like he was being held underwater, everything was muddled. He could hardly recall getting his horse up, but he remembers running his fingers through her fur as he climbed on. He doesnt remember settling into a trot but his head rested against the back of her neck as she led the way, as if she understood he couldnt for once.
Breathing hurt, like someone was squishing his heart until it was just a small ball. Tears pricked at the back of his eyes and yet his mind was still reeling, like he couldnt quite understand how he was gone. That he was never gonna hear his laugh again or sigh at another dumb thing he said, because there wont be another.
He heard the sound of someone sobbing and the rush of a river, he mustve of put his guitar on his horse because he reached back and felt the wood of it. He sat up more and looped his hand into the lead, letting the fabric of it distract him. They settled into a gallop, the world washing away from him and all he could hear was her hooves hitting the dirt, the calls of some birds that were heading to bed, how the wind was howling against them and yet they kept moving.
Because that was the only way how he could breathe.
He didnt really know where he was going, just following the trail that felt familiar, and before he knew it he was in Blackwater. Gently, he moved them out of there and headed his way to camp. He needed to check in with Arthur, see if they were okay.
After all, it was something he was good for.
Something else his mind could be on.
It was for the best, then hed see if Sean had a grave and hed lay flowers on it. Play Seans favorite song on his guitar.
The same song hes never going to play again, because Sean loved it. So Javier will keep it just for him.
Until the day he dies and sees his brother again.
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