deepfriedseagullfeet

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be me. wake up late for work. bust my ass getting out the door. spills coffee in the car on my shirt. gets to work. the truck i was supposed to unpack didnt come and was cancelled. is sent home. its 6:30 am and i cant go back to sleep cause im already awake and i just wasted like an hours worth of gas. COOL

#UGHHHHH #this new trucking company were working with SUUUCKS #its fine. i was super mad but now im ok #life with seag

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making a zine in photoshop rn about my clown collection :o)

#idk whats going on. i suddenly had an urge to make lil printed zines today #ITS TAKING FOREEEEEVER TO EDIT THE CLOWN PICS but its fun arranging everything #these are just a lil sneak peak of some pages so far :) #my art #clowns

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i sometimes think about making a vent blog and making the theme all emo and edgy but i fear that if i do make a vent blog it will make me more of a complainer and wont be helpful. but its so tantalizing..............

#also what am i gonna do. tell my 60 followers to go follow my depression suicide posting blog. #nah son were posting our mental illness shit on MAIN LIKE MEN #life with seag

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#the vibe lately #life with seag #animation

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can i say something. aphex twin guy is actually very attractive when hes not looking terrifying on his album covers

#when he doesnt look like a maniac. homie kinda slays #high thoughts with seagull this evening #i need to listen to more aphex twin. for my mental health #life with seag

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i wish journaling was effective for my mental health unfortunately when i write abt how much i want to die it makes me feel fucking miserable. so whAT DO I DO WITH THE DOZENS OF EMPTY JOURNALS I OWN

#i hate writing narrative in my journals cause. i cant edit them/write fast enough so i prefer to type #but i own so many empty journals cause i always tell myself ill journal. and then i remember. its real bad for me to journal #maybe im doing it wrong?? idk #life with seag

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counted my stock for all my new seagull products and calculated prices and stuff and i literally have $500+ worth in new product. BRUH

#i need to get that shit LISTED and i need to make my animated ads so people actually know that they exist #with 500 bucks i could afford to get my car checked out #and invest into even more new product (manufactured goods which would be higher quality) #and i could pay half my credit card bill #and i could afford to buy patio furniture so i can actually sit outside on my balcony and absorb the sun #so if i play my cards right and market well enough i could earn some solid extra cash which would be amazing rn #so yee :) hoping and praying with some hard work and a little luck i can blow tf up and have people want my seagull merch #life with seag

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trying to get back into drawing so heres a seagull piece abt how ive been feeling creatively

#idk if i like this BUT whatever i still sat my ass down and drawed something!!!!!! #i need to work on an animated advertisement for my new seagull products.......i know its going to be a lot of work #so ive been procrastinating LOL #anyways hopefully new stuff coming in the future. not soon. but its going to come eventually #my art

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YIPPEEEEEEE I FIXED MY CRICUT YAYAYAYAY

#it hasnt been cutting right and i FINALLY FIGURED OUT its a lighting issue #as in any light reflects off my paper and messes up the sensor #so i threw a blanket over my cricut and now its WORKING AND I CAN ACTUALLY CUT STICKERS NOW #such a massive headache spending hours troubleshooting......its fine tho #life with seag

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anyone else wish they could reclaim the type of maddening creativity and desire to act on those creative thoughts that they had as a child/teen or is that just me

#i used to be so creative with my drawing concepts.......i would draw almost every day #nowadays im lucky if i draw a generic jameson every few months #it genuinely hurts thinking about how i lost that excitement and almost need to draw as i became an adult #i was so passionate about my art #but now im not and its just. sad i guess #vent tw

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having a mini crisis over my future career.......maybe i shouldnt be an artist someday........but i dont know what else i want to be besides a creative......sigh

#i genuinely dont know how else to be besides a person who draws and does silly crafts #ive been incredibly depressed and hopeless lately.......with everything going on in the world its hard to see the light #and nothing feels like its ever going to get better for me #i wish i could do something satisfying/meaningful. for once #anyways. #life with seag

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i swear if i had one wish in this world it would be that i could draw every day if i wanted. like i wouldnt go through month-long art blocks with only like a week of enjoyment in art then i go back to my art block. that would be so awesome

#sighs i love drawing.....would love to be able to do it consistently #its a very therapeutic activity for me when im in the mood for it #unfortunately my brain hates me #maybe i should.. start taking adderall #SO I CAN FOCUS ON SOMETHING FOR 5 MINUTES #anyways sorry for not posting art like ever. im bad at it and i struggle with consistency of any kind tee hee #life with seag

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happy lesbian visibility week

#yippee!!!!! #reblog

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my cricut isnt working and i wasted like 2 hours troubleshooting this morning but on the other hand i just devoured a tasty jimmy johns sammich now i feel much better

#spicy east coast italian has my back even when cricut doesnt #life with seag

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unbelievable that its 4/20 and absolutely nobody has put the objectively best rage comic on my dash yet. i have to do everything around here

#reblog

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......did i really just spent 3 hours scrolling tiktok

#THERE IS NO EXCUSE!!!!!!!!!! besides being really stressed out today for no reason

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JUST REARRANGED MY ROOM FINALLY YIPPEE!!!!!!!

#i like it a lot!!! i took a nap and was really energized #i tried hanging up my fake vines but they look like shit so ill redo them tomorrow #but yea lets GOOOOOOO #life with seag