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kpopsickiess · 9 months

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The Tiger's weakness

sickie: Hoshi

caretaker: Seungkwan

(this was written specifically for a very special friend of mine. Hope you enjoy girl ily <3)

Hoshi p.o.v

I had recently been struggling with a lot of insecurities about my singing. Despite many positive comments the few negative ones were beginning to wear me down and disappoint me. My bandmates told me time and time again to ignore them, but I just couldn't. No matter how hard I tried.

Because of the comments I wanted to spend more time working on my singing, even though all my bandmates assured me my singing was fine, Seungkwan did agree to work with me on my vocals. I was happy that he agreed, despite his reluctance. Seungkwan said he would reserve a practice room for us to use. I felt so happy at how, despite how he was younger, he still willingly stepped up to watch out for me.

The night before I was supposed to meet the main vocalist I got a the worst notification on my phone, High pollen count tomorrow I groaned out loud. My voice was always a bit rough, but when the pollen count was high it would trigger my allergies, and my voice would be even worse. I almost cancelled, but after consideration I decided not to. Just in case the forecast was wrong, and besides, Seungkwan put time and energy into making sure this worked out for me. I couldn't throw his work away.

The next morning I woke up very congested with an annoying buzz in my nose. I sniffled, which was a mistake, as the buzzing sensation turned more fierce. I fought the urge because I knew once I started sneezing I wouldn't stop. I went downstairs to eat something small before I left. Seungcheol and Joenghan were at the table talking when I came down. "Morning Soonyoung" they both greeted me cheerfully. "morning hyungs" I tried to not cringe at my voice, which was very obviously congested. "allergies?" Jeonghan noticed right away, I shrugged and avoided their eye contact. "Did Seungkwan already leave?" I asked, trying to change the topic, the two exchanged a look, but nodded. "Okay, I'll head out, I don't want to keep him waiting" They nodded, "You feeling okay Soon?"

"yep!" neither of them seemed to believe me, but they wished me luck and told me to have fun. I grabbed a quick snack and left. Once outside I groaned out loud, I could feel the pollen attacking me, and on top of that I had forgotten to request a ride, which meant I was walking. I sniffled and stifled a sneeze into my fist. Which caused my tickly throat to get irritated and I coughed a few times. I sniffled and began walking. It was only about 2 miles to the studio, which wasn't bad, but it made it much harder and feel so much longer when I was stopping to sneeze every few minutes. I was getting frustrated, because I knew now that I had started sneezing the chances of being able to stop were slim.

I arrived at the studio and was met by Seungkwan with a big welcoming smile on his face, "hey hyung!" he smiled, but I saw he looked a bit concerned. "Hey Kwan" I noticed my voice had gotten more congested. "Ready to start?" He asked with a bright smile, but concerned eyes. "y-heh-heKtchu! Ehktchhu! snf yeah"

"Bless you!"

"thank you" I sniffled, Seungkwan glanced at me, "what?"

"You feeling alright hyung?"

"yep!" I said with extra enthusiasm. He looked disbelieving. "well, we should get started then." He opened a notebook up, "in here is a bunch of notes I've been given by-"

"HehhkTChu! EhhKtcHu! kkTchu!"

"bless you. These are notes from my vocal coach. So I thought maybe we should start with them"

"You get notes?"

"of course, everyone does. Even when someone is more advanced in a position it doesn't mean they're flawless. Everyone can always improve" I nodded, his words were wise and mature, surprising me, as he was typically the more goofy member. I smiled a bit, He began to explain the 'theory of tone' which sounded complicated but was interesting. We only got about 5 minutes in before I was overwhelmed by the tickly sensation. "Excuse me, just a second" I said softly, my breath hitching through it. "hehhKtchu! hKtchu! hhktChhu! ktchu!"

"bless-"

"hekttCHu- hh-ehh-Ktchu! KktChu!"

"bless you! hyung, I think today might not be the best day to do this. With how high the pollen count is and how much you're sneezing it might be better to just take the day off."

"But, you put in the effort to make this happen. And I need the vocal training."

"OK hyung, two things. Number one, this 'effort' I put in, it can be saved. We can do this another time. Nothing is going to change. Number 2, You don't actually need vocal lessons. You're a very good singer and are a very talented vocalist." I was surprised to hear him say that. Seungkwan calling me a good singer and talented vocalist was high praise for me, I was flattered and shocked. "thank you" I said softly, he shrugged it off, "you look miserable hyung. Let's get you home and get some medicine in you and get you resting." I nodded, too itchy and miserable to fight it. "thanks hngktch ehhngttch" I stifled the sneezes against my fist, he shook his head, "you know that's really bad for you right?"

"yeah, but it feels better. Gets rid of the itch more" I explained. He gave me a strange look, "I don't think-"

"HeHKtchu! ehh-KTchu! HekTChu!"

"Bless you, I was about to say, I don't think stifling is going to help you, I think that makes it worse" I shrugged, even though I knew he's right. "c'mon sneezy, let's get you home" we gathered our stuff and began walking out, but he stopped, "Will you be alright walking back? I can call a driver if we need"

"I can walk back, that's fine."

"you sure?"

"positive" I said with a smile, he looked skeptical but followed me outside, I sniffled as right away the combination of pollen and sudden sunlight reached my already sensitive nose, "bless you"

"I didn't sn-HeKtcHu! EhhKTchhu- hktchU"

"As I said" he said with a playful smirk, I rolled my eyes, but fought down a smile. We started walking, "hyung?"

"hmm?"

"What made you want vocal lessons?" I avoided his eyes, embarrassed of my answer, "hate comments" I admitted, embarrassed, his eyes shone with sympathy, "hyung, I know it's hard, but try and ignore them. It's best for you and for your mental health. Try and focus on the positive comments. I know it's hard. But I've seen a lot. You've grown and improved so much. You should be proud." I smiled, getting emotional, and the tear that fell from my eye was definitely from my allergies. "Thanks Kwan" he smiled, "no problem. Just making sure our tiger is still the toughest one out there" I rolled my eyes at his comment, but laughed. That kid really knows how to make someone feel better.

Even when I knew he struggled with insecurities at times, he didn't hesitate to step up and encourage me, it made me really feel noticed and loved. Something only certain people can make you feel.

#seventeen #seungkwan #hoshi #idol snz #snz #sickfic #girl I know you know this is for you. I hope you love it <3

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purple-babygirl · 3 years

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hi im not sure if you’re taking requests so you can ignore this if you’d like, but i really liked your mafia bucky fic !! and i was wondering if you could do one where maybe someone breaks into the house and the reader has to force themselves to be big for a little bit just so they can fight them off and then she runs to the little safe room and goes little there and Bucky finds her there and comforts her and it’s just all fluffy? sorry if this is so specific i just loved the last fic sm 😅

Pairing: Mafia!Daddy!Bucky Barnes x f!little!reader

Word count: 1,958

Warnings: reader gets attacked (includes harassment and mentions of violence, cursing, guns), reader gets hurt, mentions of killing, Bucky's softness (yes it's a warning), ddlg dynamics.

A/N: I've been holding onto this one for forever now I'm really sorry for taking so long, dear nonnie🥺 it means the world to me that you liked mafia!daddy!bucky and i hope i delivered with this one and that you like it as much, love. Please enjoy ily xx💜

safe

You’re a big girl.

You’re a big girl. You can do this.

It all happened too fast. She woke up to guns shooting, Bucky’s men yelling at each other before all the voices suddenly stopped and the door to their bedroom was violently kicked open.

She didn’t even have time to scream before she was dragged from under the large bed by her ankle.

You’re a big girl.

You’re a big girl. Just like Daddy taught you.

“Let go! You don’t wanna do this!” she shrieked, warning the person trying to snatch her off the floor, her leg kicking as she struggled to flee his vice-like hold.

She’d suddenly forgotten every single self-defense move Bucky has ever taught her and was thrashing in panic.

“Oh, I don’t?” the man laughed, his grip painful on her limb as he tried to get on top of her.

She screamed when he dug his fingernails in the flesh of her shin, forcing her legs apart.

“Such a delicate little thing.” He licked his lips when he drew blood, running his gun up her bare leg, pressing down when it reached her inner thigh, “beg me to let you go.”

The words infuriated her big self. If Bucky had taught her one thing that she could never forget it was how dear and precious she was.

“Do you know who my man is?” Her free foot collided with the intruder’s chin, hitting him just right for his teeth to slam together, making him groan and loosen his grasp.

“I beg no one for nothing.” She spat, clumsily standing up, rushing inside Bucky’s large walk-in closet.

“You’re gonna regret that, you little bitch!” The masked man threatened, banging his fist on the door, “I’m gonna make that man of yours weep blood over your dead slut body!”

Her breath was coming out in puffs as tears blurred her vision. With trembling fingers, she moved Bucky’s hung-up suits to the side, revealing the metal door to the panic room.

You’re a big girl.

You’re a big girl. Just a bit longer.

She could hear the man take a few steps back and she knew he was going to shoot the closet open. Her shaky fingers pushed the buttons and typed the number code, the date of the day Bucky had asked her to be his.

I feel safe knowing I have you, angel, so it’s only fit that we make it the safe room code, he'd told her with a playful shrug.

She slid inside as soon as the door moved, pushing her back against the concrete wall, trying to take her breath. The door clicked shut right before the wooden one to the closet was thrown open.

You’re a big girl.

You’re a big girl. You got this.

She let out a relieved sigh that broke into a sob as she tiredly slid down the wall, still hearing the scary man curse, bang and shoot on the safe room door.

Where was Bucky? She couldn’t hold on any longer. This wasn’t a situation she wanted to be present in. Her body started folding up, taking fetal position as her mind led her to the safer side against her better will. Even her fists closed upon themselves, tears leaving her eyes and traveling down the bridge of her nose. She was losing consciousness of her present surroundings, pictures of Bucky’s eyes spreading in her vision instead of the dull, grey walls of the room.

She was crying too loudly to hear the firing of Bucky’s gun right outside the door or the peeping of the door as it slid open once again.

“Angel!” Bucky’s voice sounded so distant. She felt like she was drowning with how muffled his calls were to her ears.

Seeing her body shake with sobs on the floor like that made Bucky want to walk out and shoot the man’s dead body again and again until he couldn’t be identified.

How dare they send someone here? How dare they violate the sanctity of his home? They were certainly not going to live another day to repeat or repent from their sins.

“Angel, are you hurt?” He kneeled beside her, gently untangling her limbs to check if she was wounded anywhere.

Aside from a couple of nasty scratches by her ankle, she was physically okay and Bucky could breathe a little better as his body sagged on the floor.

He swallowed and lifted her on his lap, signaling his men to leave when they stepped in the room to check if they were needed after ‘cleaning up’.

“Get me water.” Was all he said and they were running to the nearest fridge.

“I’m sorry, my angel. I’m here now. You’re okay.” Bucky mumbled, lips hovering over her temple.

“Dada.” Her body leaned into his warmth but her cries didn’t stop and Bucky could only hold her closer as he tried not to let guilt rip him apart.

She was like that now because of him. Had he been a normal man with a normal life, she would’ve been safer. She didn’t deserve to be startled awake only to be chased by a criminal in the middle of the night. She didn’t deserve any of the bullshit that hit her because she was with Bucky.

He kept planting kiss after kiss to her head, wishing he could go back and be there to protect her.

“Shh, you’re okay, my angel. You’re safe,” he kept telling her as he supported himself up with her in his arms.

Her cries were dying down and she was getting comfier in Bucky’s protective hold, fingers digging in his shoulders afraid he would leave again.

“Please, calm down, baby. I’m here. No one can hurt you, angel.” Bucky took her out and to the bathroom so he could take a look at her leg.

“Baby, are you hurt anywhere else?” he asked after sitting her down on the cold counter.

Instead of answering, she pressed her forehead to his chest and kept sniveling, hands clutching Bucky’s jacket. She wasn’t ready for him to let her go yet. She may be too far gone but her body knew it needed to be close to Bucky’s.

“Baby, please come back to me,” Bucky begged, tears threatening to spill from his once hard, cold eyes.

“Angel,” his thumb brushed her cheek and she finally looked up to him.

“Dada, I was so scared.” She sobbed, shaking at the memory.

“I’m sorry, my angel.” Bucky pressed his lips to her forehead, “I’m here with you, baby. No need to be scared anymore.”

“That man- he-” she hiccupped.

“You’re okay, angel. Breathe.” Bucky stroked her back warmly as she buried her face in his chest again.

He took the bottle of water from one of his men, waving him out of the bathroom.

“Here, baby, drink some water.”

She wouldn’t move. She just wanted to be close to Daddy. She was scared and Bucky was safety. He was home.

“For me, baby. Just a tiny sip.” Bucky twisted the bottle cap open, gently cupping her cheek to coax her away from his body.

His heart swelled when she leaned her damp cheek on his palm, enjoying the warmth. Her smaller hand cupped his and her eyes closed, her face further pressed into Bucky’s hand as a soft sigh escaped her lips.

Bucky bit his lip, holding back the waterworks. He should’ve been here; should’ve prevented it all from happening. His thumb brushed her chin and she opened her eyes.

“Drink a little, angel.” Bucky offered a kind smile.

She nodded, sitting up straighter, her lashes wet with tears as she looked up to Bucky, her gaze holding no blame.

He brought the bottle to her lips and she gulped down, the chilled water soothing her sore throat.

“Better?” Bucky cocked his head to the side and she nodded, sniffing.

Bucky bowed, holding his forehead against hers. He just wanted to feel her breathe soundly; wanted to make his mind stop telling him he almost lost her forever.

“Dada.”

“Yes, my angel.” Bucky pecked her lips.

“My leg hurts.” Her voice was awfully small as she pointed to the burning scratches ruining her beautiful skin. Bucky wished he could hide her between his ribs in place of his heart.

“Daddy’s got you, angel.”

Bucky cleaned her wound, apologizing with a kiss to her cheek every time she hissed. He had her tell him what happened to distract her and it worked. She wanted him to be proud so much she eagerly told him all about kicking the bad man. Tears gathered in her eyes once again when he applied ointment but she continued with her story, Bucky’s smile keeping her calm.

“Angel, you were so brave! I’m so proud of you, baby.” Bucky kissed her bandaged leg, “how did you do that?!”

“Kept thinkin’ dada thoughts.” She hugged Bucky again.

Bucky was a puddle on the bathroom floor. She was telling him she was brave like that because she was thinking of him through it all. He adored her so much he didn’t know who he was if not her man.

“I promise this is the last time you would ever have to go through anything like that,” Bucky assured, chuckling lovingly when she squeezed him harder and nodded.

She believed Bucky. She knew he could keep her safe. This wasn’t a usual occurrence, Bucky’s always made sure she was protected. She had no doubt anything would change. She trusted her Daddy with all her heart.

Bucky knew that and it scared him to death. He was scared one day he might not be up to the trust she’d put in him. He feared disappointing her; not being there for her in time. He was terrified a day would come where he might let her down.

“Never again. You’re safe, my angel. You’re always safe with me.”

Bucky’s soft lips placed a languishing kiss to her forehead. Her eyes were next, Bucky kissed her eyelids and under her eyes. Then he left wet kisses on both cheeks before pecking her nose. She smiled shyly when he pressed his mouth to the corner of hers.

“I love you, angel,” Bucky whispered against her lips before kissing her.

Bucky carried her back to their bed. The room was organized again, nothing was out of place and she was in Daddy’s arms. She was safe once more.

Bucky held her to his chest all night, his mind too loud to let him fall asleep. She went back to bed almost immediately though. Bucky’s presence was all it really took for her to feel peaceful enough to close her eyes and dream again.

When she moved out of his embrace in her sleep, Bucky carefully left the room and went to his office to review the security cameras footage. He knew watching the attack would make his blood boil again but he had to see what happened and how the unlucky asshole got inside his mansion.

While she already told him she’d defended herself, Bucky was the proudest seeing it unfold on the screen.

“Do you know who my man is?... I beg no one.”

The words brought the largest smile to Bucky’s lips. He was so proud of his angel; so amazed by her courage. He thought he couldn’t love her any more than he already did and he was wrong. His heart has picked the right girl and for that he was grateful. Bucky took one last look at the shining ring in his top drawer before shutting it and walking back to continue cuddling his precious sweetheart.

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bakuvantea · 3 years

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HEY BESTIE I HOPE YOUR HAVING AN AMAZING DAY

CAN I GET SOME GENERAL HEADCANONS WITH SUNG JIN-WOO WITH A FEMALE S/O

FEEL FREE TO IGNORE BUT REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

>:)

general relationship headcanons of sung jin-woo with his beloved s/o

- warnings: none! just a tad bit of nsfw implications

- audience: I made this gender neutral, i do hope that’s okay!!

- a/n: hello >:) anonnn (may i call u that? lmao-) here’s your request love!! thank you for your kind words <33 stay heathy, stay hydrated, and always rest up okay? hope you have an amazing day ahead too!!

also idk who jacob is-

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: pre-awakened jin-woo (before entering the carthenon temple)

> he was always cautious, he didn't want [you] to hear the whispers going around about how you could've chosen someone better, about how you could've loved someone that was not him. thus, he was very shy and timid, always on edge when he feels the piercing stares from his batchmates -most especially when you try to initiate physical contact with him in your school or in public, you'd see him uncomfortable and so you'd immediately stop (because you respect him, ily). behind closed doors though he would always go above and beyond in pleasing you and making you feel loved, although he always doubts himself so you always make sure to give him praises and assure him that he is the one you love (not that jerk jacob from the class next door).

> he always wears spare hair ties or hair pins around his wrists in case you forget or lose yours. in fact when its weekends -and when he's not out infiltrating dungeons and positively offering his life on a silver platter- he always tries to study new hairdos and hairstyles so he can have more variations and choices when he ties or pins your hair for you. he'd always kiss the top of your head after and you'd feel his smile as he nuzzles your hair, smelling your shampoo. since his hair is also long, you'd also return the favor and tie his hair for him. his favorite would have to be the classic apple look with a pointy lock of hair erect in the middle -he really looks like a shih tzu, adorable-

> he.blushes.so.easily !!! he is very weak to praises and your lil kisses that pepper his face. you can see him glow and you even see his smile evidently becoming wider despite him shying away from you, looking downwards to avoid your loving gaze.

> he may be sht but he is also very playful towards you, teasing you and throwing pillows at you when you’re in his room, what a baby.

> often during dates he'd always need to leave early because he really needs to earn money and g to the dungeons. although you try to offer him some of your savings or your help during the dungeon raids, he'd always reject your offer, thinking of how it may burden you or the dungeon raids may possibly hurt you. you don't listen to him though, you give some of your savings to his sister when you cross paths in your school, and you'd always register after him in raids or call up someone you know to have you join in.

"(name) why are you here?!"

"angel face, i can handle myself just fine. it's my choice to help you and whether you like it or not, i've also been called for this raid. come love, we're going in."

> you'd always take his blue hoodie and wear it. he gets so shy when you smell it.

he gets frantic when you take his hoodie and start sniffing it, exclaiming; "stop! i smell weird."

you raise an eyebrow at him, "woo, you smell fine. i like it."

he tries to stutter a remark but was silenced by your smile.

> you always try to visit his mother with him and his sister, jinah. you always talk to their mother out loud and you'd see jinah smile gently at you and jin-woo trying to stop sniffles from escaping his lips by biting them and covering his face with his hoodie.

jinah: u simp

jin-woo: shut it

> he loved cuddles! but he really likes kissing your cheeks. he loves how soft they are and he loves feeling your cheeks move when you smile or laugh at his cute antics.

> he loves you so so dear

: post-awakened jin-woo (after the events of the carthenon temple)

> oh, dear it's the monarch-

> you weren't with him when he raided the "d-rank" dungeon that then turned out to be,, well pretty much a bloodbath, so you were very worried when you heard word of the news. you and jinah basically ran to the hospital and when you caught sight of him you almost fell down from relief and pure shock in seeing the state he's in. well, not long after though suddenly he's all buff and you were really trying to make sense of what's happening.

you: hello there good sir, what in the name of fck are you doing in my boyfriend’s room all sweaty and half-naked😀

jin-woo: (name) it’s me

you: haha yes, sir ‘it’s me’ that’s a pretty weird name but i don't judge, anyways my baby boy is not here uhm haha please get out of my boyfriend’s room

jin-woo: (name) it’s really me!

you: no sir, my woo radiates baby energy, you on the other hand radiates big dilf energy, haha i do not like what i am sensing so please for the life of me leave-

(jinah had to convince you that it is indeed jin-woo, you had her stop you from trying to hold his tiddies)

> you were very happy in seeing how confident he’s become, and you were even more proud with how he still says so humble despite his new accomplishments and title.

> it was obvious that he has become distant with others and have set a boundary between him and other hunters, you accept that part of him though since you know just how much he has gone through. he may act aloof towards others but he’s still very playful and comfortable with you.

> you have also noticed another thing though, he has become a bit possessive or much protective over you and jinah. he’d always have you bring a shadow with you to guard you when he can’t be with you. also, when someone stares at you for far too long, he’d step in and go, “hey there pal” and oh gosh was that enough to get the guy running (pretty damn hot)

> you still visit his mom with him, he doesn’t cry now though.

> when he trains, you’d insist on lying down below him when he does push-ups. you’d kiss him every time he swoops down and you’d hear him laugh which then makes you giggle as you hold his cheeks between your hands

> jinah is sick of the two you, always screaming about how on earth did her brother get an s/o before her, the audacity!

> his shadows adore you, of they’d always try to impress you or get head pats when you tell jin-woo to summon them for you. you live them to bits and always thanks them for a job well done in helping jin-woo with his raids. on the first time you accompanied him for a raid -you had to bribe him with more cuddles- and you were shocked with how his sweet adorable shadows turned a full 180, becoming ruthless towards the enemies. quite a show you’d say. after though, they’re back to flocking over you, even dismissing jin-woo lmao

jin-woo, watching you give each shadows head pats: i hate it here

you: get in line then

> it may be due to his newly acquired talents and his current mental and physical prowess but he has become more perceptive towards you. he can always read you and know just what your mood is and he always tries to make you feel better by giving his whole attention to you.

> of but of course, since dear jin-woo has become quite the looker, you also notice how girls flock over to him. and especially miss hae-in (she’s very sweet yes, but hey that’s your man so like—). the moment you discovered that she left her guild to join jin-woo’s, and then confessed (well basically she did) to your man, well you were upset but really who could blame her? instead of taking your frustrations out on her and your boyfriend, you decided to just talk it out with jin-woo and ask him about how it went. the two of you cleared it out and you got kisses and maybe even more after that ;))

> you and jin-ho are menaces to society when you are together, he hates how endearing and annoying you two can be. i mean, does he really hate it? nope, he absolutely loves seeing you two interact, although his head always throbs when you two start screaming to britney, gaga, and doja.

> a tease, he has become the master of being a tease, you hate it and love it at the same time. he’d trail kisses down your neck to your thighs and leave some marks then he’d suddenly walk away while asking you what take-out you want. rude, that’s what he is. ofc he always finished what he starts tho oop-

> he always randomly bites you now, you don’t know why but it’s really cute when he starts nibbling so you let him be.

> so extra when he tells you that he loves you. he professes it in such weird but adorable ways. one time he had printed out ‘i love you so much’ on a big-ass tarpaulin and had his shadows hold it for him while he’s kneeling down smoldering at you. you hate him so much (you don’t-). or that one time he bought a bouquet basket and had a ring tied to one of the flowers, you had to take the bouquet apart since the damn ring fell to the very bottom.

> sometimes when he gets back to the agency after his dungeon raids you and jin-ho would see him all grumpy and you immediately know that either he wasn’t able to make the enemy his soldier or his coat got ruined.

jin-woo: *sad noises*

jin-ho: that’s okay, you can kill and slaughter the others and take their souls next time

you: jin-ho couldn’t you have worded that better-

over-all, he’s the bestest boyfriend, such a sweet and handsome pretty boy much strong and reliable we love him<333

-•-

- a/n: i can add more to this if you’d like!! just hit me up again lmao it’s too long now so-

#sung jin woo x reader #sung jin woo #solo leveling #solo leveling x reader #manhwa #jin woo #jinwoo #sung jinwoo #winamikobabbles #sung jinwoo x reader

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iwishtobeastorm · 2 years

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Okay love “In your arms” would you possible be able to do a part 2 maybe R and Mj get closer and Kate gets Jealous and finally bursts and makes a move on reader and like pulls away in fear of being rejected but R just grabs Kate by the waist and pulls her back in! Cue Yelena and fanny being like “fucking finally”

Brilliant writer!! Have a great day/night💜

A/N: Hey there! Thank you so much, I'm really happy my writing of Kate found its fans! I hope this is at least a bit as what you pictured while writing this request, dear nonnie! Ily! Also sorry not sorry for the first scene but I really felt like adding dancing to Slavic songs with Yelena because that's my big dream, being Slavic myself lol. Enjoy!

Your vigilante - Kate Bishop/Reader

Words: 3200+

Warnings: this is somewhat of a second chapter to In your arms so probably check that out before reading this :), fluff, jealous Kate

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"What the hell is this?" Kate has to yell so you would hear her over the loud Slavic music but neither you nor Yelena respond, too caught up in dancing whatever that is, arms hooked together as you spin around, laughing. Kate shakes her head at it, deciding to ignore it as she greets the dogs and hangs her jacket. "Oh, Kate! Come and join us!" Yelena exclaims, extending her hand towards the archer. "I don't know... it looks dangerous," Kate responds, folding her arms on her chest, an amused smile on her lips. "Come on!" You refuse to hear any of her objections as you reach for her, grabbing her hand and dragging her to the provisional dancefloor.

"I don't know what I'm supposed to do!" Kate states, a bit flustered as you keep holding her hand even as you joined Yelena in the crazy dance. "Just follow us. It's not that complicated," Yelena assures her and you turn to her with a soft smile, hooking your arm underneath hers. "Our neighbors will kill us," Kate murmurs, the last protest she's able to put up before she actually joins in, observing whatever you do and mimicking it until she understands the moves fully. The music gets faster and faster and you all keep up with it, laughing, spinning, and clapping as the rhythm swallows you all up. Fanny and Lucky lay by the couch, looking at you a bit judgingly, which makes you laugh even harder. You change your positions here and there, letting Yelena add other dance moves as you hop around, your heads spinning. "I can't breathe!" You exclaim, panting through the giggles that keep leaving you, but you don't stop even for a second, dancing like crazy even though your muscles burn and your lungs hurt. Finally, the song comes to its crescendo before the music dies down and you collapse to the ground, still laughing, wiping away the sweat from your forehead, trying to catch your breath. Kate soon appears by your side in a very similar state, grin on her face, while Yelena keeps standing above you, arms folded on her chest, smirking. "You are weak," she teases, making both you and Kate chuckle. "We should do this more often. It's better than the gym," Kate states, and you nod, amused. "Sure," Yelena agrees, offering both you and Kate a hand. "Now get up, you losers. Someone has to make dinner. And it won't be me."

After you took a shower and put on clean clothes, you descend the stairs and head to the kitchenette to take on the task of preparing your meal since you're the only one who's apparently ready to do it. Yelena is still in the shower while Kate is probably upstairs drying her hair. You huff a laugh at the memory of the dancing as you reach for your phone, putting on some Harry Styles song and petting Lucky before you actually get into cooking. You decide to make some oatmeal with fresh fruits and so you prepare all the ingredients you need first before getting into it, humming along with the melody, too lost in your thoughts to actually comprehend that you are not alone anymore. Kate is leaning against the railing of the stairs, a smirk on her face. She knows you're unaware of your surroundings and so she tiptoes all the way to you, covering your eyes. You jolt at the contact, not expecting it at all but you soon recover from the prime surprise as a grin makes its way to your features and you slowly put down the milk carton. "Yelena, if it's you, I promise you'll regret this," you threaten the unknown raider jokingly. Kate smiles at this, holding her hands over your eyes tighter. You know Yelena wouldn't give up even if it was her and so you are prepared to put up a fight but then you notice something. The subtle scent of violets and vanilla, tickling your nose and making your heart flutter. You feel your cheeks burning within seconds as you realize it's not Yelena. It's Kate. "What do I get when I guess this right, hm?" You ask, trying to hold back your voice from trembling. There's nothing but silence as an answer, making you chuckle. "Smart," you murmur. "But I know it's you, Kate," you state, tugging on her hands to free your sight. "Ugh! You are no fun. How did you know?" She asks, letting you turn around, the closeness between you making your chest feel too tight. "Can't tell," you shrug, smiling and she huffs a laugh, shaking her head. "What are you up to here?" She murmurs, leaning against the counter and you grab the milk again. "I'm gonna make us some oatmeal with fresh fruits," you explain and she smiles at you. "Good choice. Can I help?" She raises an eyebrow at you and you nod gratefully. You work in silence for a while, only interrupting it by singing along to the songs that are on, until Kate decides to speak up. "I was thinking we could maybe meet up at that coffee shop we were to last Friday after your exam tomorrow," she offers and you turn to her with a smile. "Absolutely," you nod, chopping up the strawberries. "Great," Kate murmurs with a soft smile of her own. "Wanna watch a movie tonight? I saw there's something new on Netflix and people mostly like it so..." "Sure. Yelena has a meet-up with one of the Widows so we have the apartment for ourselves anyway," Kate shrugs. "Really? Why didn't she tell me? I feel like the two of you are constantly hiding something from me," you say and she chuckles. "Not constantly. Just from time to time to save you some nerves," Kate says softly, making you scoff. "That's not possible. Just having the two of you in my life brings me more anxiety than anything else ever could," you smirk at her, meeting her gaze with yours. She seems amused as she moves a bit closer to you to stir the milk in the pot so you now literally stand side by side, your arms touching, her sweet scent invading your lungs once more, making you lightheaded. "We are not that bad. And we come with two dogs to balance things up so there's nothing to complain about," Kate nudges your shoulder with hers, making you chuckle. "Oh yeah, I love being wakened up by Fanny at five in the morning because Yelena went to the gym without her. Or when Lucky steals my pizza when I'm not watching him. That's amazing," you tease, even though you never really were angry about any of those things. "Ahhhh, you know you love it," Kate states, making you laugh. "You are right. I actually do. I don't think I would be able to get back to what life was like before, even though it's more complicated now," you say softly and

Kate looks at you expectantly. "Is this you actually approving of my vigilante lifestyle?" She asks with a smile tugging on her lips and you glance up at her. "Uh-uh, that's not what I said at all," you raise your index finger at her, but it seems like it's too late. "Nope. There's no way you'll be able to ever take this back," she shakes her head, pushing your hand down, making you chuckle. "I'm being serious! I didn't mean it that way!" You protest, just barely able to hide your amusement as you watch Kate cover her ears. "Can't hear you!" She states, louder than needed and you shake your head at her childishness. "I could never approve of something that could get you killed, you know that," you say in all seriousness as you turn back to the counter, putting the strawberries on the plate where the other fruits lay, biting on your lower lip softly. "I'm careful, Y/N. Always," she murmurs and she hugs you from behind, resting her head on your shoulder, making you stiffen underneath her, your heart losing it. You force yourself to get it together before you turn your head to the side to meet her gaze with yours. "Everyone is careful until they aren't and that's when the bad shit happens. I know you like it, Kate, but it's so dangerous," you sigh, daring to cover her hands with yours. It feels so good to have her warm body pressed against yours like this, butterflies filling your tummy as you dare to dream this could be more than just her attempt at comforting you. "I really am, I promise. I have Yelena by my side. There's nothing that could ever happen to me," she tries to persuade you, repeating what you heard from her many times. "I know," you murmur, deciding to not oppose her anymore because it never leads anywhere. You would love to be supportive because you know Kate really cares about it but it's so hard when you know how these things can end. "Good. Now let me help you finish this."

The bell above you rings softly as you enter the coffee shop. You have a good feeling about the exam and you're glad you finally have it behind you. All that awaits you now are good things, like getting a coffee with Kate. She texted you she'll be there in five and you decide to meanwhile get your orders, so you join the queue. You're just replying to Kate's message, letting her know you'll get her usual when someone bumps into you from the front. You look up and your eyes meet dark brown ones and you immediately recognize whose they are. "Oh, MJ!" You exclaim with a smile, glad to see Ned's friend again. "Hey. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-," she motions with her hand between the two of you and you wave it off. "It's fine. I'm glad to see you again. How did the exam go?" You ask, not breaking eye contact with her as you both take a step closer to the counter. "It went well, thanks for asking. I'm glad to see you too. What- what are you up to?" She gives you a soft smile and you can't help but think she's cute. "Well, I just finished my last exam and I'm supposed to meet up with my friend here to celebrate a bit. You?" "I'm just getting a coffee because I'm supposed to work on this project with Ned and I need a bit of energy boost," she states and you chuckle. "Yeah, I feel you. I think I drank more coffee this semester than I did my whole life," you state, making MJ scoff. "Same. I'm not a huge coffee person but sometimes I just need it," she says and you nod. "Can't agree more. How's Ned by the way?" You ask, smiling at her. But before MJ is able to answer, someone appears by your side, making you face them out of curiousness until you realize it's Kate. "Hey," she murmurs, her eyes slipping from you to MJ. "Hi, Kate! Oh, this- this is MJ. MJ, Kate," you introduce them, letting them shake their hands. "Nice to meet you." "You too." You notice the smile Kate gives MJ doesn't quite reach her eyes but you decide to ignore it for now and ask about it later. Kate's morning probably didn't go well, that's all. "Uhm- I should go since it'll be my turn soon, but it was good to see you again. And uh- meet you, Kate," MJ states and you give her a smile. "Good to see you too," you murmur, and she reciprocates the smile. "Bye," Kate says softly, watching MJ turn around and approach the counter, the small smile on her lips slowly fading. "What's up?" You ask once you're sure MJ can't hear you through the hustle and bustle of the coffee shop, bringing Kate's attention to you. "Oh- nothing. How did the exam go?" She brushes your attempt off expertly, making you frown softly. "Good. It went well. But you won't get out of this so quickly. What was that?" You glance at her. "I don't know what you mean," she looks away, refusing to face you. "Ugh, Kate. I hate how stubborn you are," you mumble, watching MJ stand by the counter, waiting for her coffee. As if she felt your gaze on her, she turns her head to you and you exchange small smiles. "Do you like her?" Kate asks with irritation lacing her voice, making your head snap to her. "What?" You raise your eyebrow. "Do you like MJ?" She repeats her question and there's something burning in her hazel eyes that you can't really pinpoint. "No. No, I don't. Not in the way you are implying," you say, your voice calm even though this whole situation makes you anything but. Kate gives you a small nod, her eyes cast down now, avoiding your gaze once more. "Tell me what's going on," you nudge her shoulder with yours. "Nothing," she shrugs. "Kate," your voice carries a small warning. She sighs. "It's nothing. Really. I'm sorry for being weird," she states and you don't buy it at all but decide to leave it for later once more since it's your turn now. You order your coffee and wait for Kate to order hers. MJ meanwhile gets her order and she passes by you with a smile and small wave that you reciprocate. "Let's go," Kate states then, making you turn to her again and you follow her to the table in the corner.

The rest of your stay at the coffee shop goes well, but you can sense there's something between the two of you, some sort of tension that makes it hard to let the conversation flow naturally. It bothers you but Kate refuses to talk about it, which turns your previously good mood into a sour one. The walk home is short and mostly filled with silence since both of you are lost in your thoughts. Once you get home, you both part ways without a word exchanged, greeting the dogs and disappearing into your rooms as soon as possible. You don't understand what got into her. You know it might be somehow connected to MJ but it still doesn't make any sense to you. It makes you angry because deep down you feel desperate. Of course, there were times during your friendship when you fought, it's natural when some know each other for so long but this is different. This is past any reason. Or maybe it has a reason but Kate refuses to tell you, which is why you are upset. How can you make it good and possibly apologize, when you don't know what's wrong? This runs through your head as you change into sweatpants and a loose t-shirt and climb into your bed to watch some old tv show to get your mind off this whole situation. You just hit play when there's a quiet knock on the door. "Yeah?" You mumble, thinking it's probably Yelena since she should be home soon. "Can I- can I come in?" Comes Kate's voice, making you perk up in the bed as you pause the tv show. "Uhm- yeah, sure," you reply, leaning on your elbows to sit up. The door opens slowly and Kate slips inside, closing it behind herself. "What are you up to?" She asks as she turns to you and it's more than obvious she's nervous. "I wanted to watch The Golden Girls," you say and she nods with a small smile. "Mind if I join?" She murmurs and you shrug. "If you want to," you offer and so she crosses the distance, climbing on the bed next to you, laying her head dangerously close to your own. You hit play, letting it roll, your eyes watching even though your mind wanders elsewhere, your focus slipping as you are hyperaware of the girl laying by your side. "I'm sorry about the coffee shop. I acted like a fool," she says softly, her sudden apology surprising you. "It's okay. I just wanted to know what happened. I don't understand. Did I do something wrong?" You turn your head to her, your face inches away from hers as you gaze into each other's eyes. "No, not at all. I just-," Kate sighs, closing her eyes in what might be an embarrassment briefly as if she could blink it away. You wait patiently, your eyes examining her features, a small smile settling on your lips. You always thought you're the only one who's flustered but it seems like Kate is now fighting the same battle. "Yes?" You murmur, adjusting yourself on the mattress, your face ending up closer to Kate's than before. You can feel her shaky breath dancing over your skin as her eyes now roam you. Before you know it, she closes the distance between the two of you, her lips covering yours in a soft, shy kiss. You're taken aback, your mind shutting down as you stiffen underneath her. Kate apparently takes that as a rejection and she pulls away quickly, her eyes meeting yours, horror mirroring in them. "I- I'm so so so sorry. I didn't mean to. I-." You cut off her ranting by cupping her cheek and returning the kiss, making Kate freeze the same way you did before her brain catches up on it too and she melts into you, reciprocating it. It's more than you imagined it to be. It's soft and sweet yet with an undertone of undying passion. You explore each other's mouths tenderly, not carrying about running out of air since living without this connection feels like the real annihilation. You pull Kate closer, running your fingers into her dark hair and letting her wrap her hand around your waist to keep you close. You can't help but smile widely against her lips as you feel overwhelmed by happiness. It's you and Kate. Kissing. And it's not one of your dreams, it's real. It's real! And then the door opens. You immediately pull away, both of you

turning to face the intruder, all breathless and flustered. What you're met with is exactly what you should've expected. Yelena stands there like a deer in the headlights before she processes the whole thing and lets out a victorious ha. "Fucking finally!" She exclaims right after, a wide grin on her lips before she slams the door shut. Both you and Kate stare at it in complete silence for a moment before you start laughing. "God, there's no privacy in this house," you murmur and Kate turns to you with a grin. "We can always kick her out," she states and you chuckle. "I doubt that," you murmur, making her smirk. "So..will you now tell me what happened at the coffee shop?" You ask, your cheeks still burning. "I- I might have got a bit jealous," Kate murmurs, eyes cast down as she draws a circle with her finger on the mattress. You bite on your lower lip to hide the smirk. "Because of MJ?" You offer and she nods, glancing at you. "I thought you don't feel the same," she admits, making your heart clench. "I thought it's kinda obvious I do," you say softly and she chuckles. "I guess we are both bad at noticing this kind of stuff," she states and you nod, amused. "So... you feel the same?" You dare to look her in the eyes. "Yes," she nods, making you grin. "Can I kiss you now?" Kate asks and you chuckle, closing the gap between you yourself, your heart overflowing with all the tender admiration you feel for her. And when she kisses back, you feel like you ascended all the way to heaven. You and your vigilante.

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gleamglows · 3 years

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Ask for a sirius request and you shall receive. I've been thinking about this idea for a while (and your writing is perfect for it ily) but how about a ravenclaw reader who is friends with james or remus and they introduce them? The one in my head was remus going to her dorm for a sleepover and bringing sirius and just being like "isn't she neat :)" and sirius immediately falling in love 🥺 no pressure if you dont vibe with it 🥰 ily bunches

i went to ravenclaw tower and all i got was this lousy stained shirt

pairing: sirius/reader

word count: 3.9k

summary: james and remus play matchmaker for you and sirius

content: ravenclaw!reader, fluff, it gets awkward (some of this was hard to write... 😭😭), dialogue heavy, you and sirius are very back-and-forth-y and witty (you’ll see what i mean), i know the title is long but i thought it was funny and i can do what i want

this was such a fun request!! i hope you don’t mind i took some liberties because i just immediately imagined remus and james secretly trying to match the two of you up for a while!! also i turned the sleepover into a party at ravenclaw tower!! (also also i came up with some cute ravenclaw girl ocs just for this, they were supposed to be minor but ended up having their own sideplots because i get carried away with everything. but they were fun to write! i gave them backstories and everything so if anyone wants to know more about them just ask :)

warning: mentions of alcohol!!

“You should meet Sirius.”

“Black?”

“Oh, I’m sorry, do you know another Sirius?”

You stick your tongue out at him and Remus smiles.

“What is it with Sirius, huh?” you tell him, adding a few drops of rain water into the potion before handing Remus the spoon to stir. He takes it and immediately gets to work.

“You and James,” you continue, idly counting Remus’s counterclockwise stirs in your head. “Not a day goes by where you don’t tell me I have to meet Sirius.”

In truth, you’d seen Sirius a few times. And he’d seen you, but neither one of you had actually spoken more than a few words to the other. Especially not since sixth year. Sirius had dropped Potions and Astronomy as quick as he could - the only two classes you’d had left with him. And seeing as you were in different Houses, bumping into each other in the common room was off the table as well.

But you had Potions with Remus and Astronomy with James, and whenever they could, they would always mention how you just had to meet Sirius. You sometimes wondered if Sirius was always being told he had to meet you.

“I just think you’d get along,” Remus shrugs, halting his stirring before you can even tell him to do so.

You both work in tandem for a bit after that, dropping ingredients into your potion and stirring when needed. You liked partnering up with Remus for this exact reason. You’d both fall into a comfortable silence and develop a good rhythm - you just flowed well together.

Once the potion is nearly finished, Remus speaks up.

“What about tonight? Isn’t there a party at Ravenclaw?”

“Robin says not to call it a party.”

“Well, that’s what it is.”

“Yeah, but we can’t call it that. At least not out loud,” you insist, not wanting your dorm mate’s wrath to come back later and haunt you. “It’s a quiet get-together,” you correct him.

Remus scoffs, knowing damn well that Ravenclaw parties are anything but. “That, then. You can meet him there.”

You raise an eyebrow in complete disbelief. “You’re gonna get Sirius Black to come to a Ravenclaw party?”

“What happened to quiet get-together?”

Damn it.

You quickly spare a glance at Robin, but she’s all the way across the room, scolding her partner for something he did to their potion.

“Good luck with that,” you continue, pretending to ignore his quip.

“We’ll convince him!” Remus assures you, as if it’s the least of his worries.

“Okayyy...” you sing, entirely unconvinced.

You’ve never seen Sirius Black at a non-Gryffindor party. He has way too much House pride to ever be caught partying in another common room. You’re almost positive you’ve seen him root for Gryffindor at Quidditch matches even when the team isn’t playing.

“Okay? So you’ll meet him?” Remus presses.

You laugh. “Okay! I guess!” you tell him, resigned. “But you and James have been hyping him up for a while, so don’t be surprised if he doesn’t live up to my expectations and I end up hating him.” You shrug a shoulder as you turn down the fire under the cauldron.

Remus just grins. “I guess you’ll have to wait and see.”

Despite your nonchalant attitude with Remus earlier today, you actually find yourself feeling a bit nervous.

“Hey, do you guys know Sirius?” you ask over your shoulder as you straighten your outfit in the mirror. “Black?” you add quickly.

“Did you just ask us if we know Sirius Black?” A shrill voice cuts through the air and you know immediately that it’s Robin.

You groan, “I know, I know, everyone knows-”

“Everyone knows him,” Robin talks over you, and then sprays a copious amount of hairspray into her already voluminous blonde locks.

You move out of her way so she can use the mirror and she gratefully takes the opportunity, stepping in front of you to fluff up her roots.

“Yeah, how do you not know him?” Bea calls from the bathroom, where April is helping her into her dress.

“I mean, I know him,” you say, flopping down on your bed. “But I don’t actually know him. You know?”

“He was April’s first kiss!” Bea taunts. She makes several kissy noises and then you hear her say ‘ow!’

“You’ve got to stop bringing that up,” you hear April scold, “It was second year!”

Bea giggles and then skips out of the bathroom, April trailing closely behind.

Bea has on a stunning yellow sundress with long, belled sleeves - going all out, as usual. The color compliments her dark skin beautifully, but you know she’s really only wearing it to lure in that Hufflepuff boy she’s had her eye on.

April has still yet to get dressed, always waiting until the very last minute, but her straight black hair has been flawlessly curled - presumably Robin’s work.

“So what is it? Why do you wanna know about Black?” April asks politely, leaning against your bedpost as Bea sits on her trunk to slip on her shoes.

“James and Remus... They’re gonna get him to come here.”

Bea nearly drops her shoe, and Robin spins around to face you.

“Here?” The two say at the same time.

“Is he really?” April asks mildly, voice much gentler than the other two.

You shrug and nod your head at the same time, giving them an uncertain look. “I think so? Maybe? If they can convince him.”

There’s a beat of silence and then the hissing sound of Robin’s can of hairspray fills the air once more as she frantically tries to get her hair to cooperate. At the very same time, Bea starts to rummage around her wardrobe, muttering to herself about how ‘I think I have a red dress in here somewhere...’

It’s clear they’re both doubling their efforts, hoping to catch Sirius’s eye.

You laugh a bit and then turn to look at April, whose eyes are stuck on Robin’s reflection. She has a solemn expression on her face, but quickly snaps out of her trance when she notices you watching her.

“So,” she starts, putting on a small smile, “You’ve really never met Sirius Black?” she asks, sitting down beside you and crossing her legs beneath her.

“No, but I hear you have,” you tease, and she rolls her eyes.

“Yes, the first and only boy I’ve ever kissed.” She rolls her eyes.

You hear Robin fumble with her can of hairspray but think nothing of it.

April continues, “Anyway, that was second year,” she waves it off. “I do have muggle studies with him.”

“What’s he like?” you find yourself asking.

April shrugs a shoulder. “He’s nice, I suppose. Funny. Asks the professor a lot of questions about motorbikes.”

You tilt your head. “Motorbikes? Why?”

“Who knows. I think you two would get along, though.”

“Why’s that?”

April observes you for a few beats and then laughs a bit. You expect her to say something more but she just gives you a slight nudge with her elbow and then walks off, most likely to go get dressed.

Well that was pointless. You didn’t really learn anything useful. But then again, you’re not sure what you expected out of a conversation with April, who tends to keep her talking to a minimum (She claims it makes her more mysterious) (And she’s right, too).

Oh well. Perhaps you could find a way to strike up a casual conversation about motorbikes with Sirius.

Yeah, right.

It’s a few hours into the party when the door opens up, letting in James and Remus. Trailing behind them, looking unnecessarily wary, is Sirius Black. He traipses around as if at any moment something in the common room is going to jump out and bite him, and you struggle to stifle a laugh.

You quickly wander off before any of them can spot you, fleeing towards where the drinks are. You figure that when they find you, you may as well be doing something instead of just lamely standing around. So you pick up the ladle and start to refill your cup.

April had transfigured her cauldron into one made of glass, and Robin had used it to concoct her famous sickly sweet, lavender colored drink that she’d aptly named ‘Robin’s Brew’. It was made up of a mixture of muggle and wizard liquors, as well as a myriad of different fruit juices. The taste itself was actually semi disgusting, but you get used to it after the initial few sips.

You ladle some more of the drink into your cup and then spin on your heel, ready to resume the search for your friends.

That is, until you crash face first against a broad chest, effectively spilling ‘Robin’s Brew’ all over whoever you just bumped into.

“Oh my gosh!” you blurt out, setting the now empty cup down. “I am so sorry, I-” Your words catch in your throat when you finally look up to see the person’s face.

So much for a good first impression.

Sirius waves you off, looking down at his now purple stained white shirt. “Don’t worry ab-” he stops in the middle of the word as he raises his gaze to look at you.

His lips are still slightly parted as if his voice had simply escaped him mid-sentence, and his expression is stunned and mesmerized all at once.

“I, um...” he tries again, but it’s as if he’s been put in some kind of trance just by looking at you.

“Oh, great! You’ve met!” A cheery voice cuts through the tension, and you both turn your head to find James beaming at the two of you.

Trailing behind James is Remus, who takes in the state of the two of you and grimaces.

“Met?” Sirius voices as he looks at James, sounding a bit dazed.

“Yeah, remember? Y/N!” James reminds him. “She’s great, right?” he grins, and you cringe.

“Oh, this is...?” Sirius slowly turns his head to look at you again. “Hey...” he says faux-smoothly, as if attempting to salvage your very first meeting.

“Hey...” you say back a bit awkwardly. “Um... Look, there’s towels in my dorm, we can all go?” you suggest, looking to the others for approval.

“Why don’t you two go?” Remus proposes instead, and you shoot him an alarmed look.

“Yeah!” James nearly shouts, looking at Remus as if he’s a genius. “Yeah, you’ll find us later!” he’s quick to agree, and they both start to walk away.

You let out a nervous laugh. “Oh, I don’t know if-” you start, not sure if comfortable enough to be alone with a man you just met after spilling your drink on him.

But Remus and James don’t wanna hear it.

“Alright! See you later!” James throws a finger gun at you as he walks backwards and then spins on his heel.

“But I-”

“Bye!” Remus calls, and then they both disappear into a small crowd of people.

You turn to face Sirius, whose shirt is still dripping and who’s watching you with rapt intrigue. He turns away the moment your eyes meet, clearing his throat awkwardly.

Soon enough you’re leading Sirius down the corridor that leads to your dormitory, trying desperately to remember whether or not you’d tidied up your area of the room.

The door swings open just as you arrive at it, and from out of it come April and Robin who seem to be having a serious looking discussion. They quickly stop talking as soon as they spot the two of you, and April is quick to storm off, leaving Robin behind.

“Oh, you’ll want to get rid of that,” Robin says with a wince, gesturing at Sirius’s shirt. “The stain actually gets darker the more you try to get it off... So...”

You give a heavy sigh. “Yeah, thanks Robin.”

She shrugs apologetically with both hands in the air and then starts to walk off. “Robin’s Brew! Patent pending!” she calls over her shoulder as she scurries off to catch up with April.

“What’s up with them?” Sirius mutters under his breath as you lead him inside.

“Well, aren’t you nosy?” you’re quick to reply.

You say it as a joke, but immediately wish you could take it back. What were you thinking?! You didn’t know Sirius enough to joke around with him like that! You didn’t know him at all! Hell, you’d just spilled your drink all over him, for all you know the guy hates you!

You spin around, ready to apologize, but then Sirius is laughing, and you nearly let out a massive sigh of relief.

“Uh-” your apology catches in your throat for a moment but you quickly recover. “Sorry, I-”

“No, it’s okay.” He shakes his head. “You’re right, nosy is my middle name,” he tells you with a shrug and a lopsided grin.

You find yourself smiling back. “Sirius Nosy Black, huh?”

He hums. “Rolls right off the tongue, doesn’t it?”

“Oh, definitely.”

It’s silent for a moment as you both look at each other. Your thoughts leave you a bit as you get distracted by that strange way that he’s looking at you, but then you remember with a jolt that Sirius Black is in your dorm, shirt stained lavender and dripping ‘Robin’s Brew’ onto the floor.

“Um!” You scramble towards the bathroom and yank a random towel off the rack. “Here,” You toss it and Sirius catches it with one hand.

“You can, um...” You trail off but then realize you’re still standing in the doorway, effectively blocking his entrance. “Oh!” You quickly move out of the way, leaving a clear path for Sirius.

“Thanks,” he says with a slight laugh before disappearing into the bathroom.

Once the door closes you’re left alone, idly shuffling around, not really knowing what to do now.

This was horrible. All of this was horrible. You’re alone in your dorm with a man you’ve just met - sure he’s friends with Remus and James, but that doesn’t mean it’s not awkward!

You have to focus. You have to avoid any more tense silences. What would you say when he got out of the bathroom?

You suppose he did laugh at your quip earlier - he’d even added a little joke of his own. You’d gone back and forth a bit. It was easy to converse once you’d gotten started. But getting started was exactly the issue... You needed a good topic. Why can’t you think of a good topic?!

The door to the bathroom opens up and out walks Sirius, leather jacket now slung over his forearm and white shirt drier, but still equally stained.

You panic.

“Hey, do you like motorbikes?” You blurt out, and then have to resist the urge to hurl yourself out the window.

Sirius’s eyes widen and he opens and closes his mouth a few times, looking like a stunned fish, before saying “Motorbikes?”

You purse your lips. “Yeah, I was...” You shrug, trying to play off your very strange, very targeted question as just casual conversation. “I was just wondering... I dunno...” you say, leaning against one of your bedposts.

Sirius breaks out into a smile. “I have a motorbike.”

“Really! No way!” you exclaim, pretending to be shocked. Although you didn’t really know Sirius owned a motorbike, it wasn’t all that surprising considering what April had told you just a few hours ago.

Sirius’s eyes narrow slightly, looking at you as if he’s trying very hard to figure you out. “Yeah... I’m fixing it up right now...” he tells you, still grinning.

“Oh? Is it broken?”

He tilts his head back and forth a few times and then says “Not exactly.”

You cross your arms. “Then why are you fixing it up?” you challenge.

Sirius just rolls his eyes. “Well I’d argue that anything that can’t fly can definitely be improved.”

That startles a laugh out of you. “You’re gonna get your motorbike to fly?”

“Laugh it up now!” Sirius nods as you bring a hand to your lips, stifling your giggles. “No one’ll be laughing once I finish my flying motorbike!”

“Oh, I’d love to see it in action.”

“Sure, I’ll take you on a ride once it’s done,” he tells you, voice genuine.

That shuts you up. All of a sudden you find that you have no witty response. Apparently out of all the things that could have rendered you silent, the prospect of going on a ride on Sirius Black’s flying motorbike seems to have done the trick.

Sirius notices.

“I mean- If you want.” he quickly says, raising a hand. “I mean- Sorry. I know we just met, and I made you spill your drink, and I think I stained your towel with whatever that drink was - sorry about that too - but I-”

“Hey,” you cut him off, giving him a pointed but lighthearted look.

He gazes back expectantly.

“I’d love to,” you assure him, and he grins.

You don’t even remember what you were so nervous about. This was easy. Talking to Sirius was so easy once you got into a rhythm.

So you did.

You talked for a while, and when you got tired of standing you laid down on your bed, face down, head resting in your hands and legs kicking behind you as Sirius sat cross legged on your trunk in front of you. You talked about possible spells and modifications for Sirius’s motorbike, you bonded about all the times James and Remus had tried to get the two of you together, you even just talked about whatever nonsense came to your heads.

You were still talking (now both sitting on your bed) when the door creaked open, letting in April and Robin. April was asleep and Robin was carrying her bridal style. You notice they’re both barefoot, but Robin only has April’s shoes in hand - hers were probably somewhere in the common room.

“Oh, hey,” you say in a hushed tone, not wanting to wake April.

“Hey,” Robin responds, though she’s not quite as cautious with her volume as you.

Earlier today you’d have thought Robin would’ve freaked out the moment she saw Sirius, but if she cares about him being in the dorm, she doesn’t show it.

“She fell asleep on the couch. Thought I should leave her here,” the blonde explains as she pads over to April’s bed. She drops the shoes on the ground and then pauses to look at you. “Do you mind?” she questions, nodding her head towards the bed.

You quickly get up, striding over to April’s bed and pulling back the blankets.

“Thanks,” Robin murmurs as she gently sets the raven haired girl down.

You pull the covers up again and April stirs a bit but doesn’t wake up.

Robin finally acknowledges Sirius. “Hi,” she waves with a smile. Sirius smiles back. “Sorry, I didn’t-”

“No, it’s fine. We were just talking,” you assure her, and she nods a bit before turning her attention back to April, gazing down at her with a slight furrow to her brow.

“Where’s Bea?” you voice, curious.

“Went off with her Hufflepuff, I expect.”

“Mm. Is the party over?”

“Quiet get-together.” Robin corrects you without a second thought and you laugh lightly, sitting back down on your bed beside Sirius. “And yeah. I’m gonna go try to clean up a bit,” she says, sounding like the prefect she is.

You watch as Robin hesitates over April for a bit, smoothing the blankets over, brushing stray hairs from the sleeping girl’s face. It’s as if she wants to take care of her but isn’t sure how. In the end, she gives you a smile, bids a polite ‘goodbye’ to Sirius, and then exits quietly.

“We never went and found James and Remus,” you turn to look at Sirius once the door closes and he grins.

“I don’t think they ever expected us to.”

“You’re probably right.”

April stirs again and you get up to close the curtains of her four-poster.

“I should go help Robin,” you tell Sirius, and he takes the cue quickly standing up.

“Right. Sorry I kept you up.“

“No, it was fun. Sorry I spilled my drink on you.”

“No, it was fun,” Sirius echoes, and you give him a slight shove.

The two of you walk across the room and out of the door in comfortable silence, and once you’re in the corridor you speak up.

“So, hypothetically,” you start.

“Uh-huh,” Sirius assents immediately.

“If you wanted to... I don’t know... Have breakfast with me tomorrow...”

“Oh?”

“How would you go about that?”

“Hypothetically?” Sirius raises an eyebrow, as if double checking.

“Of course,” you nod.

“Well in this completely made up scenario,” he starts, “I’d probably meet you here at seven and walk you down to the Great Hall.”

You fight a smile. “Well, great.”

“Is it?”

“Yeah. Hypothetically I’d definitely be ready by then.”

“Perfect.”

“Glad we’re on the same page.”

You’ve reached the door that leads out of the common room by now, and you open it up, leaning against the frame. The rest of the castle is dark as it’s well past midnight, and you can hear the quiet sounds of nearby portraits snoring. You’d be worried about him getting caught, but with all the pranks the Marauders have pulled throughout the years, you know for a fact that Sirius Black had plenty of experience sneaking about the castle after curfew.

You watch as he lights his wand with a quick ‘Lumos’ and starts to walk off, but then he hesitates.

“What?” you voice as he turns around, walking back towards you.

He stops right in front of you, looking at you very intensely, scrutinizing every inch of your face. For a brief moment you expect him to lean in and kiss you, but then he speaks.

“I know you brought up motorbikes on purpose. That girl April takes muggle studies with me, and she-”

You quickly shut the door in his face and press your back against it, eyes wide and smiling despite yourself.

You scurry off to help Robin and a few others clean up, spirits high with the promise of having breakfast with Sirius tomorrow morning.

And who knows, maybe by tomorrow he’ll forget all about the motorbike thing. At least, you hope he does.

(He doesn’t.)

Bonus, the next morning:

“There they are!” James exclaims as you and Sirius approach the table.

“Did he live up to your expectations?” Remus asks you pointedly as you sit down, and you poke your tongue out at him in response.

And then you shrug. “I’ve gotta say, right off the bat I wasn’t impressed.”

“You’re the one who spilled your drink all over me. My poor new shirt! Ruined!”

“Oh, boo hoo. Where will you ever find another plain, white T-shirt?”

“It had sentimental value!”

“And now it has a cute new design! So you’re welcome.”

“You want me to thank you for a stain?”

“It’s a fun souvenir from your first time in a non Gryffindor common room.”

“I should write on it. Big letters: ‘I went to Ravenclaw Tower and all I got was this lousy stained shirt.’”

“At least the stain is purple, it looked nice. Suits you.”

“Are you saying I look good in purple?”

“Sure.”

“So you’re saying I look good?”

“I- I didn’t-” you stammer, and then groan.

“Ah-ha!” Sirius points a finger at you. “Outwitted by a Gryffindor! If only Rowena Ravenclaw could see you now.”

Across the table, Remus and James watch on in dismay.

“Are you already regretting getting them together or is it just me?” James voices.

In response Remus sighs, “Oh, it’s not just you.”

(hey ps for the sake of my sanity let’s just pretend there was no easy simple drying spell they could’ve used)

also: about robin & april

taglist <3 // @isxfisticated @l-adysansa @tomshollandz

#requests #sirius black fluff #sirius black x reader #sirius black #sirius black x ravenclaw!reader

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Nagito x Autistic!reader HCS

request; Oh okay, awesome!! I just wanted to make sure before I requested anything :) If you don't mind, could I request headcanons for Nagito with an autistic s/o who is really helped by him? Like they're really comforted by him and helped by what he does for them, even though he doesn't think he's helpful at all?

warnings; autistic!reader(not rlly a warning), gn!reader, unedited, sensory overload, harmful stimming, kinda kinda long? I got a bit carried away.. But oh well!

note; I’m still kinda anxious that I could’ve offended autistic people somehow with these hcs, so if I did something wrong, please don’t be afraid to let me know! I tried doing a bunch of research as to understand it and write better, and so I hope that these hcs were somewhat accurate! I’m honestly kinda mad at myself for not knowing more about autism, so i’m really glad you requested this and pushed me to be more aware >:D tysm for requesting and, ily <3<3<3(oh and sorry for the long wait D:)

- mod chia

◊ Frankly, Nagito understands your autism. He, himself has some problems with understanding social cues and honestly, just talking to someone without accidentally offending them is tough for him. He is very unaware of how the things he does and says could potentially offend or disrupt others.

◊ So he can relate to you on a level.

◊ If you ever started to stim—but in a unhealthy way, like punching yourself, banging your head, just ways that can potentially harm you—, he’d take your hands and let you fidget with them instead. He knows stimming is something that you do to cope, and that’s okay, but he doesn’t want you to hurt yourself by doing so.

◊ So he encourages punching and banging his head instead- Which, of course you say no to! Instead you settle for squeezing his hand and swinging it whenever you felt anxious. He won’t say anything about it but, he actually really enjoys it when he feels you playing with his hand. It makes him feel more secure. To him it meant that, if you were touching him, you were protected and still alive- that sounds bad. Basically, he enjoys the reassurance that you aren’t leaving him or getting hurt from his luck.

◊ Eventually you became more reliant on Nagito, needing him to be there with you whenever you felt uncomfortable or when you needed to listen to his voice rather than what sounded like thousands of other unfamiliar voices around you. And that isn’t a big worry for you because he is always by your side. He doesn’t like leaving you either, because you seemed to be the only one who truly understood him.

◊ Every time the Monokuma body discovery announcement came on, you got triggered, not only did it mean another person died, but it was also obnoxiously loud and bringing your stress levels through the roof. It seemed so loud that it started to echo inside your head, Monokuma’s shrill voice rining through your ears. When Nagito saw you cover your ears(or any other signs of sensory overload), he immediately springs into action and goes to you, doing his best to calm you down.

◊ If you need to be in a tight space to feel safe in, he will find you a place and let you stay in there. If you just needed him, he’ll always be there for you. If you needed music or a relaxing video to watch, he somehow already has it due to his luck.

◊ Instead of you rocking yourself back and forth, he would offer to rock you himself in his arms, unless you didn’t want to; then that’s alright too! He just wanted you to be comfortable.

◊ If you were feeling disturbed by nearby loud noises, he’ll find the perfect place for the both of you to relax in silence together, or by yourself if that’s what you needed. He knows all the best places to escape because of his shared hate with you of loud places. It makes him incredibly happy to have someone to share these places with. Though he’s in such a beautiful place, he can’t seem to enjoy it completely due to the void in his heart; loneliness. He’s really really glad he is able to share what seemed like a beautiful secret with someone as hopeful as you.

◊ He’s careful to not say anything too self-deprecating when you want to be alone, because he knows you aren’t isolating yourself from him because you didn’t like him, you were isolating yourself because you needed to, to help yourself. So he definitely avoids saying stuff like, “I see, so you’re leaving because I’m trash, huh?”, he doesn’t want to make you feel guilty for something you can’t control. Instead, he kisses your forehead gingerly and leaves you be.

◊ He believes his actions in helping you isn’t as helpful as you think. He thinks that he’s just being overbearing or selfish when he does things like this, though when he sees you looking less stressed after his actions, it makes him happy. So maybe it was worth it.

◊ He’d insist the things he did weren’t helpful, and that he couldn’t see how he helped you at all but when you tell him how much he has helped you cope, and go into every detail, he feels his heart go doki doki(lmfao).

◊ He’s overjoyed to know that the things he did helped you, it assures him that the things he does, doesn’t annoy you.

◊ I headcanon that when you first met, Nagito never realized you had autism, and so he had went on one of his usual hope rants, unknowingly stressing you out with the overflowing amount of dialogue spilling out from Nagito’s lips. When he finally snaps out of it and sees you stimming harmfully and covering your ears, it’s like something was activated in him? He immediately realizes what was happening and he does his best to try and calm you down, apologizing quietly as to not disturb you more.

◊ Somehow, he already knows all the things that help you destress. Whether it’s repeating a phrase over and over, just talking in general, counting, reading a book, he’ll help you in whatever way. Although his voice had stressed you out earlier, it actually soothes you now. His voice is surprisingly comforting when spoken with softly.

◊ Once you had calmed down from it, he started apologizing frantically, his voice still at a soft tone. You thought it was adorable and very thoughtful of him to speak at such a small tone for you, heart fluttering as he continued speaking.

◊ Despite wanting to talk more about hope, he promises not to ever again in front of you- But! You stop him. You explain to him that it’s not that you don’t want to hear it, it’s that the way he explained it was too much for you.

◊ So he tries to slow down his hope rants and dial it down to a good 3(the og being 10-). He’s extremely happy to hear that you actually want to continue hearing about hope, despite breaking down from it earlier. He thinks it’s very hopeful of you.

◊ When you avoid eye contact while listening to his hope rants, he confronts you about it bluntly and suddenly. I don’t think he knows much about autism, only hearing about it and reading a few articles about it, but never meeting someone autistic in real life. So you’d have to explain a lot of it to him, including the lack of eye contact during conversation. Once you explain everything to him, he understands waaaay better and you start to notice positive changes to his behaviour around you.

◊ Honestly, you being autistic kind of works out perfectly for him because of how blunt and honest he can be at times. His bluntness helps you out, finding it easier to communicate with Nagito then others because he doesn’t use any confusing social cues, he just tells you what he needs to say rather than hinting at it. He’s glad that his blunt behaviour that others seem to hate, helps you understand him better.

◊ You both have strange humours that no one really understands, so when Nagito tells you a joke that you don’t understand and vice-versa, neither of you laugh but you still appreciate the effort.

◊ It’s kinda like, “That made sense, and it was a good joke, but it wasn’t funny.” and you’re both alright with that.

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mistresspandora-archive · 3 years

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Yes, I Really Do Struggle to Write Smut

And yet I write a LOT of it. And, generally speaking, the finished product doesn’t suck, personal preferences and *ahem* cursed ships notwithstanding.

I’ll say stuff like this, that smut is the most difficult thing to write for me, and inevitably some lovely person who really enjoys reading said smut (ily btw) thinks I’m full of shit because I write so damn much of it (clearly, I’m a masochist). Either that, or they assure me I’m insane because it’s actually really scrumptious trash and I’m being hard on myself (and ily2).

And now that I’ve sat down and thought about, I think I’ve come up with some theories about why smut is so (sorry) hard for me. I also want to be a better writer, and sometimes I find that writing out my strategy for pushing through the slumps (because a sex scene inevitably turns into a slump.... unless I’m hammered and writing about Hal getting pegged, apparently....)

So, What’s the Problem? Roughly 87% of the fic I’ve posted since I ended my writing hiatus last year (52 out of 61 stories) has included enough sexual content to warrant an E or M rating. In the course of writing almost every single one of them (usually about the time characters start getting nekkid) I declare I hate the story, I hate the premise, I just want it DONE and POSTED and I never want to look at it again.

This inevitably does not stick, of course.

Why Does Every Word Feel Like Pulling Teeth? Probably because I’m trying to do too much all at once. I have a mental checklist as I’m writing, and in sex scenes, the nice orderly list gets all jumbled up.

What’s In That Checklist? For any scene of narration (characters talking and/or doing whatever, except for fighting), the checklist looks something like:

Sensory details

Setting (where tf are we)

Characterization/character tags (Jamie’s stag-red hair and expressive humming, John’s finely-boned face)

Emote, goddamn it (internally)

Dialogue (push the story, emote externally--or friggin don’t, if it’s Jamie/John and their heads are still in their asses)

Action verbs (move the puppets)

Move everything toward the goal for the scene

For a sex scene, it’s more like this:

Sensory details

Setting

Characterization

Emote, for God’s sake

Dialogue (but don’t be too chatty, unless this is a dirty talk thing. But damn, stop saying “fuck” and “harder” so much)

Sensory details

Action verbs (but make ‘em sexy)

Pacing (should be rhythmic, alternating the short and long sentences)

Loaded word sounds (S’s and L’s)

Maintain the balance between Insert Tab A into Slot B and Don’t actually use any words that mean penis.

Kindly put the adverbs away.

Oh my god, where are their hands????

How did we work through consent? Does the level of enthusiasm (or dubiousness) fit the theme and tone overall?

Sensory details (If you say his skin is heated one more time, he’s going to need a doctor’s note for this)

Is this position physically possible? (spend ten minutes in vivid visualization, only to determine it’s close enough. Do NOT open an incognito browser and research, JHRC)

Describe a light source or stop using his eyes.

What’s the lubrication situation and did we remember to communicate it? (The oil, the oil specifically for sex, the sex oil)

Wait, scroll back up, did I remember all their clothes? I feel like I missed a waistcoat somewhere...

Don’t draw it out too much (boring), but let’s not have them blowing their load like immediately, sheesh (it may be John’s erection, but my name’s on it.... you know what I meant, stop giggling)

Write around the orgasm (like writing around the pain or drawing around the egg)

You forgot the post-coital pillow talk again, dummy

You left out three senses. They also have noses, taste buds, and ears. Yeah, definitely include all three in one sentence, good job 🙄

Oh Shit. Okay, So What’s the Plan? In short... I know going into the scene that I’m going to go through it at least two or three times (four or five if it’s one I’m really struggling with) before I even get to line editing.

Five passes through a sex scene look something like:

Insert Tab A into Slot B. Get down the bare bones of the bare boning going down. Actions, verbs, basic dialogue. Physical positioning happens here. Pose the nekkid action figures.

Emotions, more sensory details, where did the sex oil come from, Pan. Do we have consent??

Setting, external stimuli, that pesky light source, the weather (if it’s relevant).

Language and pacing: Okay, now make it pretty. Bust out that thesaurus. Shorten some sentences, lengthen some others. Remove filter words to keep the reader deep in the POV character’s head.

Final pass: does it flow? Does it fit the story? Did I accomplish my goal?

For a one-shot, I usually combine some steps, so it’s like, step 1, steps 2 & 3 together, steps 4 & 5 together. Unless I’m wasted and writing about pegging Hal. We let that one stay flash fic (love you @derpandabar lol).

Part of my struggle too is that I’ve spent however-long in the build up, working on the emotional side of the characters, that all I’m thinking about is the feelingsssss and not how to position the nekkid action figures. So when I get to that part, I suddenly forget how sex works 👉🏻👌🏻 ⁉

What the Hell Was the Point of All This? I’ve got to be really fucking honest with you... I am legitimately procrastinating a sex scene by writing this stupid post. It’s next up to write in my WIP and I’ve been avoiding it for days. I cannot make this crap up.

I also have never written this stuff out before like this. I’ve thought about it here and there, but seeing it written out makes it feel more manageable (which hopefully means more efficiently-written smut scenes 😉).

And since I went to the trouble to write it all out, I’ll scream it into the void. Maybe someone will find it interesting, perhaps helpful... more likely, if you’ve read this much, you’re ready to diagnose me with something (valid).

But also to make this point: Just because some aspect of writing is challenging, doesn’t mean you can’t do it, and it doesn’t mean that you aren’t doing it well.

Shit. Guess I need to go (ahem) hammer (sorry) out that sex scene now.

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awh hi jade! congrats again on 200+ followers, im so proud of you!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ )و and id like to participate in your mini event if that’s okay👀 and also, id like to request a fourth touch cause heavens knows im touched starved (˃̣̣̥^˂̣̣̥`) id like it be first time cuddling or first time holding hands please! you can choose whichever (.❛ ᴗ ❛.) all of this w/ atsushi please !! 👉👈

personality: can be very contradicting: i’m shy and can be easily flustered, i have a bit of anxiety, but i can also be loud and a lot of fun! i enjoy creating chaos and i like to tease (like how dazai treats chuuya and kunikida) i’m usually very positive, smiley and i love to laugh, but i also tend to make split second decisions constantly leaving me in the mindset of “fuck it” and “oh god why did i do that” + im an ambivert

date ideas: aquarium, festivals, amusement park/carnivals, cafe/bookstores

feelings abt physical touch: i personally love physical touch, but im touch starved so i don’t get a lot of it; im also kinda embarrassed to ask for it too😅🥲

feelings abt flirting: im too shy to actually do any sort of typical flirting, but apparently i do that thing where im flirting but i don’t know it // i think being flirted with (although kinda embarrassing) can be fun, flattering, and kinda cute as long as it’s not too overbearing and inappropriate

crushes: yes, i do try to hide it when i have a crush on someone; when im around the person, i act as i usually act around them so that they and nobody else knows

I HATE THAT THIS IS SO LONG JADE TAKE UR TIME ON THIS EVENT ILY BYE <33

First Touches with Atsushi Nakajima (#3)

A/N: Hiiii Star! ⊙０⊙ Wow, I didn't expect you to request for my event, I'm so excited to see you here!!!! So yeah, of course you can participate, I hope you like it!!! One Atsushi coming right up for you, dear 🥰. And please, don't worry about this being long at all, it's just the amount of information that I need <3

Pairings: Atsushi x gn!reader

Genre: tooth-rotting fluff

Warnings: none

200 followers mini event

Let's say you are a new waitress at the Café Uzumaki...

In general, Atsushi and you are a lovely pair of people to watch interact with each other. It's either a bunch of shy, polite smalltalk and short, awkward silence in between topics, or Atsushi getting flustered by your sunny, seemingly carefree and bold demeanour. If anyone decides to observe you for a longer period of time, it becomes clear he's always looking out for you when you are together, ready to hold you back from any shenanigans you might regret the next second...

The first time you touched hands equalled the first time you met. It was your first day at Uzumaki's and even though the kind café owner had assured you you would do just fine, you were as nervous as possible - and your new co-worker Lucy's rather grumpy face wasn't helping to soothe your anxiety at all. You hadn't dared to strike a conversation yet and even though you had been assured by your superior that she was a nice girl that just needs to warm up to people, you didn't want to take the chance to be yelled at at your first day. Which meant that you were currently trying your best not avoid her by any cost while also trying to work as efficiently as possible. This had ultimately been your doom: You had stumbled over your own damn two feet when you came out of the storage room, spilling coffee beans all over the ground just as the doorbell rang.

Deeply embarrassed, you hurried to kneel down and gather them as fast as you could, not wanting to look up to meet possibly taunting faces. Which was the reason you didn't even register how someone knelt down beside you to help you at first, completely overhearing their kind mutter of "I'm so sorry for startling you, please let me help." It was only when you reached to put another hand full of coffee beans into the bag that you suddenly felt something utterly unexpected - not just the smooth surface of the beans, but also a warm hand brushing yours. Your eyes locked as you both looked up at the same time. And oh god, that was a truly beautiful pair of eyes you were looking into.

Later, no one would be able to determine who had lowered their gaze first, but two things were clear: First, it had taken the both of you a few seconds of surprised, enchanted staring to look away. And secondly, you were both furiously blushing by now.

The first time you touched his cheek was a few weeks later. After the initial awkwardness of your first encounter, you slowly started to warm up to each other. The getting-along part wasn't the problem - you got along splendidly - but it was difficult to get to know each other better when none of you dared to get out of their shell to ask questions at first. Slowly, but surely though, you started to have your extroverted moments around him as the agency members were frequent guests at Uzumaki's, which helped Atsushi to relax around you as well something he seemed to have a particular hard time doing around you...

It was one of those evenings that it happened. Atsushi was currently alone at the table as his colleagues had to leave on short notice for a new case, leaving him back to finish his desert. Since the café was rather empty, you decided to take a moment so sit with him and talk, chatting away about whatever came to your mind. Suddenly, your spotted a few crumbs of cake hanging just in the corner of Atsushi's mouth and leaned forward without giving it a second thought. "Oh, wait you've got something right there, hang on", you happily chirped while wiping the corner of his mouth with your thumb.

It was the moment you leaned back that realization struck you like a thunder bolt, leaving you like a deer in headlights. And he wasn't any better, frozen in place after your gesture, looking at you with the most genuinely puzzled and flustered expression.

"OH MY GOD I'M SO SORRY!"

Let's just say it took him a while to make you un-bury your face from your hands, trying in vain to hide your blush.

The first time you cuddled was rather unexpected. Four months had passed since your first meeting, and a few days since tiger boy had worked up the courage to officially ask you out. You still felt a smile spread on your lips whenever you remember how he stumbled over his own words, desperately trying to get his point across without putting any pressure on you. It had tempted you terribly to tease him a bit, but you had reconsidered after realizing that you were just as nervous and could barely get your "Yes, I'd like that - going out with you, I mean" out.

Today was the day that was meant to be your first day. It was nothing fancy at all, just sitting at Uzumaki's after closing hours, drinking decaf and play some board games, but considering how busy the agency currently was, you were both more than glad to have that time for yourselves. And event though you were both kind of awkward at the start, you soon managed to break the ice over some heated rounds of card games, which ended in giggles and laughter. You played until late into the night. At some point, you found an excuse to sit down besides him rather than in front of him, a subtle hint for him to take your hand or lay an arm around him. But Atsushi's shyness got the better of him...until your eyes began to close by themselves. Yes, you were having a hard time staying awake, but you didn't want the evening to end...still, you couldn't fight back for long.

The next thing you were aware of was a pair of arms holding you in the most careful and shy way you had ever been held. Your head rested on a warm shoulder, softly padded by Atsushi's hoodie. As you looked up, you realized you must've been asleep for quite some time, as he had fallen asleep as well. Enchanted by the peace his sleeping features showed and hazed by your own tiredness, you gave in to sleep again.

When you were found in the next morning, you were closely snuggled up to each other, sleeping on one of the padded benches.

The first time you kissed was on your third date a few weeks later. Atsushi had finally gotten some time off the agency and when he proposed to go to an amusement park with a bashful smile, you had practically started bouncing up and down due to the excitement. Looking forward to this date had been what kept you full of motivation and happiness the whole week, much to the delight of your customers and co-workers. And you weren't to be dissapointed. Your date was a full success. Atsushi was happy to comply to you dragging him around the park, letting you choose all the activities. He was in awe with everything since it was maybe his third time at such a place and showing him the best attractions became your favourite past-time. You shared cotton candy, screamed at the rollercoasters and spent almost an hour at a haunted-house-labyrinth both of you regretted entering in the first place.

Your last attraction you decided to visit was the ferris wheel, a gigantic construction twinkling against the by now dark night sky. You scooted close to him as your cabin took off. But soon, you almost forgot the height - the view was breath-taking. It showed all of Yokohama's nightly skyline up until it met the sea. You turned around to share your awe with Atsushi - and realized he was actually looking at you. There was the softest expression on his face, his eyes glistening in the low lights of the city behind you. Suddenly, it was just pure intuition guiding you, leaning closer, against his chest, and closing your eyes before you could chicken out. He hesitated for just a second, checking if he had your consent, before lightly pressing his lips against yours. It was a shy and clumsy kiss, but it was warm and loving and you didn't stop until your cabin met the ground again.

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gallickingun · 4 years

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Can I have number 17 from the prompt list with bakugou? Literally I am obsessed with your writing!

a/n: i was in a spicy mood so you got a spicy bakugou! basically this is fwb turned ily confession. under the cut! also, thank you so much! i hope you like this one!!!!

prompt list: #17 - “I think I’m in love with you.”

You stopped counting after three.

Your shoulders are pinned down, his palm flat between your shoulder blades to keep your chest pressed flat into the mattress. Your hips are snapped upward at an angle that allows him to drive into you at a steady pace, bottoming out with a whine.

“Fu-Katsu,” your voice is muffled into the pillow case, eyes screwing shut when he finds your cervix.

“Yeah?” Bakugou is on the right side of patronizing and you can hear the smirk oozing in his voice. He digs his fingers into your sides, bruising your sensitive skin just below your ribs, “C’mon, I know you can be louder than that.”

His hands find your ass, his quirk popping off in the palms of his hands, stinging your backside, causing you to arch your back. He chuckles, thumbs finding the patches of skin that are stinging the most, rough pads of his fingers brushing over them as if to stir up the pain.

You’re a moaning mess now, something close to a scream clawing out of your throat and dying in the down of the pillow. He’s encouraging you from his position as he loiters over you, his hips slamming into your ass as he ruts into you. Your slick covers the both of you, the excess from your prior orgasms giving him lubricant to slip in and out of you easier.

Your legs start to give out, unable to hold this position for much longer. You tap his calf with your toes, getting his attention. Bakugou’s palm drifts down your thigh, his body slowing as he leans to look at the only visible part of your face over your shoulder.

Bakugou can tell what your silent direction means, and so he pushes your knee at just the right angle that he can flip your body. Your back is flush with the mattress, the heat from your skin stark contrast to the cool sheets; it feels refreshing, so much so that your eyes roll back in your head at the sensation.

The way he looks down at you makes you want to break your one rule; the one thing you both said would help you keep this nothing more than it is.

You want to pull him by the neck and kiss him square on the lips.

From the beginning, when the two of you came to this agreement, it was his suggestion for you to keep your mouths to yourselves. Kissing wasn’t necessary in what you were doing - getting one another off just to do it; some days it was to let off steam, other days it was out of pure loneliness.

Bakugou doesn’t have time for a real relationship, that much he assured you of. He’s working his way to the top, and getting involved with someone would merely distract him and be unfair to both him and the person he’s with. You were fresh out of your own relationship, angry and hurting and in just the right place to agree to something like this.

Your palms reach his chest because you can’t help but want to touch every inch of him. He’s all thick muscle and dense sinew, cut angles and full stature. You could run the pads of your fingers all over him and never get enough, and he knows it based on the smirk tugging his lips skyward.

His hands slam down beside your face, caging you in with his body, “This better?”

You nod, gritting your teeth as he picks up his rhythm again, “M-Mhmm.”

“Good,” he traces his thumb over your jawline, “I like to see you fall apart for me anyway.”

The words tumbling from his lips send another jolt to your core, a fresh wave of slick coating the both of you as you tense around his cock. Bakugou cups your neck, leaning down to get a better angle. You tilt your head up out of a mix of desperation and instinct, every nerve in your body begging you to feel his lips.

He hesitates, hips stilling as he looks down at you.

“Shit,” tears are forming in your eyes, half from overstimulation and half from embarrassment, “I’m sorry.”

You’ve never wanted to run so far and so fast in your entire life; anything to get away from him and out of this situation. You swallow the growing lump in your throat, your legs quivering as he stays sheathed within you.

Bakugou leans down, nudging his nose over your jaw. Your breath hitches and you see stars when he kisses the juncture of your jaw and ear. One of his hands cups underneath your knee, holding you tight to him, acting like an anchor.

He moves slow, purposeful as he pumps himself in and out of you, dragging his cock gently in contrast to his speedy rhythm from just a few moments prior. His mouth drags over the sensitive skin of your neck and collarbones as he builds up that crescendo between your legs. Your walls flutter around him, squeezing his cock when he’s fully inside of you, stretching you out in the way that feels second nature but still surprising nonetheless.

“Fuck,” he murmurs in your ear, voice sounding defeated.

You take a chance and drag a hand into his hair, clutching desperately to keep him attached to you. He gasps hotly against your flesh, “Fuck, baby, I-”

Your eyes widen at the pet name. Another one of your rules you swear you’d never break.

Bakugou leans back so he can look you in the eyes, “Listen, I fucked up, okay?”

Despite being rendered practically speechless, you manage to speak a few garbled words, “K-Kacchan, you don’t owe me a-anything.”

The hand of his that isn’t wrapped around your neck tucks underneath your back, palming at your skin despondently. Bakugou chews on the inside of his mouth as if contemplating telling you the secrets to the universe’s problems. Your hands find his face and you focus on his ruby red irises and the way they flutter across each of your features.

“Hell, don’t you think I know that?” Bakugou growls, but still leans into your palm ever so slightly. His eyes close and his mouth presses into a flat line before he turns his head to kiss the innermost part of your hand. Your mouth parts in a gasp at his tender action, eyes widening.

Your throat bobs as you try to swallow down the emotions building in your chest. Bakugou is still focused on keeping you pressed against him, his hips flush with your own. He grunts, thighs stuttering as he tries to hold you up at the waist.

When his eyelids split to show you his conflicted irises, half-swallowed by dark pupils, you still underneath him, jaw still hung open in surprise.

“Ah, fuck it.”

Bakugou’s mouth clashes with yours, slotting against you perfectly. His hands hold you at the waist, encouraging you to roll yourself onto him. Your fingers clutch at his hair while you kiss fervently. It’s like a wave crashing onto shore - strong and resilient, pushing and pulling you like a force of nature. He is warm, impossibly so, and it heats your body with a pink tinge from the neck down.

As he pulls away from you, your lips move without your mind’s permission, “I think I’m in love with you.”

The whole room goes still and quiet as you wait for his response. He does not run from you, does not part. Instead, Bakugou holds you tighter, closer, even. His chest is heaving, warm breath spilling over your chest, making your nipples pebble.

“Good,” he speaks finally, dragging one hand down so his thumb is on your clit, turning his digit in a circular motion until you’re squirming underneath him. “‘Cause I love you too.”

It doesn’t take much more to push you over the edge, the combination of the look in his eyes and his cock twitching from within your muscled core sending your body into hyperdrive. You barely have the time to warn him before you see stars, knees knocking into his hips while he drives deeper, searching for his own high.

“Fuck, say it again,” he is kissing you when he speaks, mouth suffocating you as you try to breathe through your orgasm. Your core spasms and you find yourself barely able to murmur out the words, but you push through it with your lips bruised by his kisses.

“I love you,” you mumble, his tongue muffling your words as he invades your space. Bakugou’s hips are stuttering, and you know he’s reaching his end, but you keep repeating yourself anyway.

He grunts into your mouth, one final deep thrust to your cervix to make you cry out with him, and then he’s spilling heat into you, wave after wave. Your kisses turn slow, lazy, but he does not part from you - not at the waist or the mouth.

“I thought,” you’re breathless now, going lightheaded and it shows, “we weren’t supposed to kiss.”

Bakugou nips your lower lip in some sort of admonishment, “Yeah, well, I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with you either, you bitch, but here we are.”

There must be a semblance of hurt on your face, because he kisses your cheek and brushes his thumb over your skin tenderly. He opens his mouth, trying to repair some of the damage, “I mean, what do you expect me to do when you look at me like that?”

You laugh, reaching your arms around his shoulders to hold on tightly. He lowers himself on top of you, curling around you in a way that means something entirely different now. Your fingertips roam over the muscles in his back and shoulders, finding the dip of his hips and trailing over the pert flesh of his ass.

“Hey, watch it,” he grumbles, “I can still leave.”

“Yeah, yeah.” You yawn and squeeze him one last time for good measure before curling around him tightly, every square inch of your skin finding solace in the warmth he’s created.

Just as you drift off into slumber, you swear you hear him say one final thing: “Except I wouldn’t wanna be anywhere else, you idiot.”

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luvdsc · 4 years

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would you mind doing a description of each member of nct dream? you don’t have to cuz that’s lowkey a lot BUT i figured i’d ask since i’m trying to write something and get their personalities right. i really admire your work!! have a nice day, babes!!!

yes, of course, lovebug 💕 I’ll be rewording the analyses from the asks about my ideal type and adding to them, so it might be a bit familiar! I could’ve written more, but I had to stop because I reached max length for each paragraph 😅 I hope these are helpful to you, and thank you so much for liking my work, honey bee!!! 💛 best of luck with your writing, and I hope you have a good day, too! 🌼 also, I’m on mobile and I’m so sorry for all the scrolling! I’ll add a read more when I get on my laptop ✨ edit: the read more has been added :’)

MARK :: oh, where do i start with mister absolutely fully capable? mark is the definition of adorkable. if you look up that word in the dictionary, you’re gonna see his picture pasted right under it. he’s endearing and awkward, and he tries his best in everything and puts his best foot forward, giving 110% in whatever he does. he’s a hard worker and a good boy. he laughs at that’s what she said jokes, and he’s the type of person to think of a funny joke from three days ago and start laughing at the most inappropriate time, like in the middle of standard testing. he’ll say things he thinks are funny, like “five guys hello guys” or that long sentence about possibilities and immediately look to you with those wide doe eyes, seeking a positive reaction from you and hoping you’ll laugh. he’ll try to wink at you randomly sometimes, but he always fails and just ends up blinking, which will make you laugh and call him cute and have him scrunching up his nose because that’s not what he intended to happen and he’ll be really flustered at the compliment. he’s really sweet, and I think taeil called him the most romantic? however, I feel like having a relationship isn’t a high priority for him right now. he seems to have workaholic tendencies, which could frustrate his s/o. he would need to have someone that understands his work and music is the most important to him, and he might unintentionally neglect checking up with his s/o at times. he’s a little shy and introverted, so it might be hard for him to make a first move if you aren’t friends at first. he’ll write dozens upon dozens of songs about you. that’s the way he’ll express his affection because he’s too shy to in the beginning and music is what he’s good at. there will be lots of late nights with him strumming his guitar and you sitting next to him, reading a book or playing a game on your phone, and he’ll call your name and you look up before he nervously starts to play a new song that he’s written for you. and at the end of the song, he’ll glance up at you really quickly before looking back down at his guitar, and you’re going to have to go over to him and take his face into your hands softly and tell him his song was amazing and you love it as much as you love him. and he’ll smile so big as his glasses slide down his nose before he quickly leans up and presses the softest kiss against your mouth to show you his appreciation before he loses courage to do so. sometimes you steal those round rimmed glasses of his and try them on yourself, and mark has to cover his face and look away and wring his hands and he makes those little oi mark noises because you look so cute and he doesn’t know what to do with himself. on the other hand, mark is also very stubborn. it may not look like that, but if you notice the relationship between him and hyuck, hyuck is always the one giving in at the end. mark will absolutely not do something if he doesn’t want to do it. I do think he will go after something if he wants it, but he will hesitate slightly at first. he follows the rules a bit too much. he doesn’t seem to be the most fun person to party with either unless you get him to drink a beer because he’s a lightweight, but that also means you have to take care of him afterwards. also, he said in an interview that he doesn’t like rollercoasters or fast rides, but he enjoys the cotton candy at amusement parks lol but he did go on those rides in the end, but his head was down the entire time rip. mark gets easily embarrassed. it’s like in that video where they read tweets aloud and mark got super embarrassed when jaehyun read this tweet that gushed about his laugh, and mark just curled up into himself and couldn’t lift his head up and awkwardly laughed. he’s adorkable. please tease him and hype him up in this very same way just to get this cute reaction out of him.

RENJUN :: renjun is the one you can call when you have a body to bury and he’ll show up with the shovel. he’ll call you a stupid idiot, but he’ll still show up to help you. he’s the type that would come over at 3 a.m. if there’s a bug in your apartment and squash it for you after much complaining and telling you that he won’t do it. he’s fiercely loyal and caring. he took care of chenle when chenle wasn’t as proficient with korean and made sure he was doing ok and was always ready to translate for him whenever. he puts up a tough, ready to fight front, but he’s a scaredy cat and if you pretend to be a ghost (read: jisung), he’ll be scared shitless. you can see him get scared and hide behind jeno and hug him so hard when the zombie jumped out in one of those save dream interactive videos. he’s the person you can banter with and he understands dry humor and sarcasm, and I think he’s best for e2l story plot lines because of this lmao but he also fits the best friend role well. he will roast anyone with no mercy with just a few words. he’s artistic. he’s super good at art and has shared several of his beautiful digital drawings before. he’s the person to go to when you want to have long, serious talks at 4 in the morning, and as seen through his radio show, he will try his best to give you advice, even if he may not be experienced enough, but he is trying his hardest to help. if you read some of the advice he gives on his radio show, you can get a better sense of who he is as a person. he’s really insightful and puts a lot of effort into giving the best answer he can. also, he really reminds me of a little brother or someone I want to be best friends with because we can roast people together or talk about paranormal stuff. he just seems really fun to mess around with because he gives funny reactions. he gives off that younger sibling vibe where only your big sister can make fun of you, but once she sees someone else doing it, it’s not ok and she’s gonna go after that person for making her lil bro cry. in a relationship, he wants someone he can trust with his thoughts and interests, such as aliens, and while his s/o may not believe in them, he wants them to genuinely listen to him and not just brush it off. however, he will still roast his s/o into oblivion. it’s how he shows his affection lol. he’ll call you an idiot and cute all in the same sentence. but he’s really a soft and sensitive boy underneath his snappy, sarcastic exterior. he cried when they won first place for the first time. i’m sure he cried when ridin’ reached number one on the charts. he’s attentive and likes affection even though he tries to say he doesn’t. in that one weekly idol dreamie episode, hyuck listed who hated affection, and he wasn’t one of them. he’s a good boy, and underneath all his snarky comments, he wants to be loved and cared for. you can see how he got a lil huffy when jisung chose chenle as his favorite hyung lol he doesn’t express his feelings outwardly as much, but if you’re his s/o, he will quietly adore you in his own way while outwardly being that one snarky couple who banters all the time. he’ll draw pictures of you, secretly have you as his homescreen, or have a secret photo album on his phone of just pictures of you. he’ll complain if you get him a couple item, like a bracelet, but he’ll wear it 24/7 and refuse to give it back to you. he will absolutely lose his shit if he misplaces it. he’ll cook for you if you ask, but he’ll make a big show about fake complaining about it beforehand. I think he’s okay with hand holding and kisses here and there, but he won’t do grand gestures of pda because he thinks those should be more private and between the two of you. he thinks pet names are sappy as heck, and he’ll get terribly embarrassed if you call him one but he’d be like “that’s so gross and corny... but call me that again.” honestly, just tell him ily and his cheeks will turn so red and he’ll bury his face in his hands but he’ll say it back in the quietest voice and he truly does mean it with his whole chest.

JENO :: jeno is someone who fits in so many roles. his character is versatile in a sense. you can make him into a bad boy, the boy next door, your best friend, anybody. his humor is underrated, and he makes funny puns. he’s good at sarcasm and wit, like when he asked jisung if he thought jaemin’s iq was single digits or when the instructor complimented him and said his rap sounded like mark and he was like “oh.... that’s not good.” he worries about being funny. he mentioned losing sleep over it in weekly idol, so please tell him he’s funny and laugh at his jokes ): he really is funny, and i love his humor. jeno is really smart. he managed to rank 4th or something I believe in his school after cram studying the day before. he’s really self-assured and confident in himself, but he doesn’t show off or act cocky, yet you can sense the quiet confidence in him. he’s humble and works hard and deserves more credit than he’s given. he possesses leadership qualities and is a source of strength for other members. i think they said he was one of the cleaner members and when he’s drunk, he cleans LMAO he is into sports and gymming, especially biking. hyuck said that jeno’s bedroom has his and jaemin’s bikes hanging on the walls lol he also is really competitive, but not a sore loser type. jeno doesn’t strike me as the type who needs his s/o around 24/7 and prefers to have hobbies and space separate from his s/o. he’s laid back, but at the same time, still energetic and fun to be around. he’s still weird, but not over the top weird. jeno is insightful and kind, and he has stated that he’s very shy and timid before. doyoung likes him the most because he’s kind and respectful and takes into account other people’s feelings and listens well. he’s a good boy. he’s also really playful and teasing and plays well with others, like jisung jokes around with him all the time. I feel like jisung jokes around with him the most out of all his hyungs aside from chenle because jeno doesn’t get mad. i believe the members say he’s the only one aside from chenle who doesn’t get mad when someone messes up in dance practices. he cries when he gets angry. jeno is also really affectionate. he enjoys cuddling and holding hands and back hugs and whatnot, but he doesn’t overdo it. it takes a long time for him to trust and open up to someone, and you’re a very lucky person if he lets you see this side of him. he won’t force you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with. If something is bothering you, he won’t pry at first if you refuse to talk about it, but I do think he will eventually make you talk if he feels something is terribly wrong or if it’s affecting the relationship. jeno is driven and knows what he wants. he’ll give you space, but if you’re not what he’s looking for or if you don’t put the effort in as well and won’t open up to him, I do think he will move on. he might bottle up his emotions at first, but as the relationship progresses, he’ll be fully open to you and tell you everything. I don’t think he’ll be terribly affected if he’s rejected because he is confident in himself and able to brush it off. he knows his self-worth. oh, and he loves animals. obviously, jeno loves his cats because he has them even when he’s allergic. he’s the type of s/o who, if you mention you’re walking back to your dorm late at night after staying in the art building to finish your painting, he’ll show up with messy hair and his glasses in his sweats with a hoodie thrown on haphazardly and walk you back safely even without you asking. kiss him on his nose at random times just because you love him, and he’ll make that jeno trademark noise of confusion before giving you the prettiest eye smile that makes the moon dim in shame and nuzzling his face into your shoulder shyly. call him jeno darling or jeno love if you want to see the same reaction as before. it’s gonna be a total KO to his heart if you call him that and boop him on the nose with the softest kiss. anyway, jeno is the bestest boy in the entire universe, and give him all your love, please and thank you.

HAECHAN :: hyuck is so fucking talented. he’s good at everything: singing, dancing, rapping, variety shows, you name it. he was born to be an idol. he’s the golden one and excels at everything. he’s an ace, and he knows it. yeah, he’s cocky and brags about everything he does, but he actually has evidence and proof to back it up. plus, no one can stay mad at him for very long because have you seen how cute he is?? he’s a brat, but you still love him anyway. he’s good at sweet talking and getting what he wants. he plays a push and pull game, and you end up falling for him in the end. i know in fics on here, you often see jaemin in the playboy/fuckboy persona, but I think hyuck absolutely exudes this persona. he is able to read the room or a person and knows the exact way to act in order to get the reaction he wants. it’s hyuck’s world, and we’re all just living in it. he can have all of us eating out of the palm of his hand if he desires. i think he truly embodies the traits of a slytherin: ambitious and cunning. it’s every man for himself, and he’ll do whatever it takes to get what he believes he deserves and plays by his own rules. hyuck is so smart and intelligent, both in terms of brains and emotion. he’s absolutely brilliant, and he’s the type of person to ace an exam without even studying for it. I think he did very well in school, and he also beat doyoung in mental maths when they had a competition on weekly idol lol and he’s also street smart. there’s a reason why doyoung and taeil are scared of him and why they prefer to be on his team than against him lmao. I think hyuck is also a people pleaser though. he wants to be liked, and it’ll drive him crazy if someone calls him boring or shows no interest towards him. I think he’ll want a s/o who plays the push and pull game with him. he’ll playfully tease them a lot, and they’ll have to be interesting and able to dazzle him with their own wit and sarcasm. he, like renjun, is snarky and sarcastic. he likes to make people laugh and enjoys being the center of attention. he is super affectionate and rivals jaemin in this aspect. he thrives off of physical touches, hugs, cuddles, etc. he likes to cuddle when he sleeps, and I feel like he enjoys being the little spoon. he isn’t afraid of pda and will show off his s/o to the world with a loud kiss or back hug anywhere. he’s the type who would do that back pocket spin peter does to lara jean lmao. the two of you can laze around at home, while he plays video games on his computer and you can sit in his lap and he’ll do that thing where his arms are around you and his chin is on your shoulder. he’s a good cook, and he’ll cook for you, but he expects you to pay him back in kisses. his s/o might think he doesn’t pay attention to what they’re saying to him, but he does. he absolutely adores his s/o and remembers everything about them. he’s the type to surprise his s/o with their favorite flowers on a random day, and his s/o would’ve thought he wasn’t paying attention when they told him their favorite flower months ago. and please, please, please surprise him with flowers too because that will catch him off guard and you’ll see him blush and get flustered for once. it’s like when the dreamies first debuted, and chenle said hyuck was the best singer and he wanted to be like hyuck, and hyuck got really quiet and shy and flustered about it. however, he’d get really shy around his crush if they weren’t friends first. there’s that video of him returning something that twice’s mono dropped I think and he was so nervous before and afterwards. or there’s that time when he handed flowers to seungwoo and got so flustered as the dreamies teased him afterwards. also, I feel like sometimes people forget that so much hard work goes into what he does because he makes it look so effortless. hyuck works so hard in everything and puts his all into what he does. anyway, please appreciate hyuck and love him lots. he deserves to be showered in love and affection.

JAEMIN :: jaemin is like jeno in the sense that his character is also super versatile. you can make him fit any type of persona for your fic. jaemin is a sweetheart. his entire existence is love. hyuck said that he treats his members the same way he treats his fans in an episode of weekly idol before. he’s a really affectionate person as seen in the way he showers jisung with affection. he eats, sleeps, and breathes aegyo. you’re going to experience his aegyo a lot if you’re his s/o, so brace yourself. he even managed to make hyuck flustered when he kissed him in that recent reload era game video. he has a lot of love to give out, but he also wants the same amount of love in return. you can see how he craves for love from jisung in return and the way he gets a little upset when he doesn’t get it, like when jisung didn’t call him his favorite hyung. his s/o needs to be okay with being showered with affection and love, and they have to do the same for him. call him cute pet names, give him random kisses throughout the day, back hug him while he’s cooking, he will just absolutely glow and bask in your love. jaemin is good at cooking. he will cook for you, and if you cook, he’ll eat what you make with no complaints. it’s like that meme where person A gives person B a drink with salt in it, and person B drinks it all, and when person A asks why they did that even though it was salty, person B says it’s because they didn’t want to hurt person A’s feelings. jaemin is person B. he’ll also make you model for him and pose literally everywhere so he can take pictures of you because you’re the prettiest person in the entire world to him. he’ll make you his lockscreen, homescreen, hang up pictures of you in his room, all that jazz. he’s the one who buys couple items or outfits and makes you wear them with them. his entire Instagram account will be pictures of you or with you. however, he’s also petty af and nags a lot lmao. he complained to jeno when jisung said he wanted to eat bread at 3 a.m. and how he couldn’t go out to buy him any. he also nagged renjun in one of those dream vs dream videos for not having any questions about him, while all his questions were about renjun. or when he was sulking about jeno not knowing his favorite cartoon character. I believe he mentioned having extreme mood swings too where he’s either too quiet or too loud and out there, and as a s/o, you’d have to cater to both sides of him. jaemin is also an introvert. he’s very quiet and shy around strangers, but he’ll unleash his inner weirdness and loudness when he feels comfortable around you, and you’re in for a wild, fun ride. in that video where he and jeno were making cakes, he seems really hyper and wild. same goes for that video where they went out to eat, and jaemin was pouring soda into a glass dramatically. or when they played that dance game where you have to add onto the dance and copy the previous dances, and he added some random flailing motion and complained when someone did it wrong. or when he and renjun were paired up for that guessing game when they both had headphones on, and he started flailing everywhere and getting kinda frustrated at renjun for getting zero right. he’s a bit weird lmao. as his s/o, i hope you go along with his weird antics and have fun with him too! you also have to remind him to take care of himself. make sure he doesn’t drink that ungodly coffee drink of his or eat too much sugar. take care of him, love him, cherish him, and jaemin will be the best boyfriend ever. he might even set up a whole led light display for you at night declaring his love like he did for jeno. actually, no, he definitely will. he’ll do big grand gestures to show his love for you. he’ll fill your house with roses and press kisses to each of your fingertips with a different reason for why he loves you. he’ll continue to list the reasons for why he loves you for every star he sees until he runs out of stars, but he’ll never run out of reasons for loving you.

CHENLE :: chenle was born to be a star. he is so incredibly talented and picks up skills so quickly. it’s evident because he managed to debut after two months of training and he became fluent in korean quickly. he’s humble and gracious, and he’s the embodiment of that miss universe song: he’s beauty, he’s grace. he doesn’t flaunt his wealth, in fact, it only ever comes up because others bring it up. or he accidentally shows it off when he asks what rent means or when he tries to innocently rectify the situation, like when jaemin was like “oh his parents held a concert for him for his bday” and chenle was like “noooo no it was just to make a memory” on idol room lmao. the way he expresses his love is through gift giving. it shows in the way he told mark he’ll buy him anything he wants for his bday or when he gave apple watches to the 00 liners or when he immediately agreed to buy jeno a plane ticket to china to show him around his home. but he’s not trying to flaunt his wealth. this is simply how he shows his love. chenle is laidback and easygoing. he doesn’t care about jisung using honorifics with him, and he’ll go along with whatever’s happening. there’s that one video during mfal era where hyuck and chenle won the prize and hyuck was like “hey I’ll take the prize ok?” and chenle just immediately agrees and doesn’t care at all. but don’t get me wrong, chenle is super competitive. he wants to win, but it’s more about that feeling you get when you’re the winner, rather than the actual prize for him. he’s really into sports, specifically basketball, so i feel like he’d enjoy it if his s/o expressed some sort of interest in it with him. they don’t have to play basketball with him, but he’d appreciate it greatly if they listened to him talk about stephen curry or cheer him on from the sidelines. he’s affectionate. if you read my renjun description, chenle is the other one that hyuck said doesn’t mind affection from the other members on weekly idol. I don’t see him showing affection blatantly as much like hyuck and jaemin, but I think he loves receiving it. chenle obviously receives so much love from his family and is super close to them. he will love his s/o with his whole heart, and I hope his s/o will love him back just as much. also, I’m pretty sure he’ll love his s/o acting cute because his heart rate spiked up when jisung did aegyo on idol room lmao. I think he’s the only other extrovert in the dreamies, besides hyuck. I believe someone asked jaemin or skz hyunjin if they got close after the collab stage, and they said that they were really awkward with each other. however, skz felix and chenle became good friends! chenle is friendly and a people person. he thrives in social settings, and he’s a social butterfly. he’ll help people out of their shells and make sure to include them in conversations. he’s the type of person who would clear his throat and be like “hey y/n has something to say” if you tried to say something in a group convo and weren’t heard. he’s fine with being the center of attention, but he doesn’t actively seek out that position, like hyuck does. unlike hyuck, he’s not a people pleaser. I think he’s confident in himself, and he’s self assured and satisfied with who he is, so he doesn’t really care what others think of him. chenle is really playful. he likes to tease the other members and wreak harmless havoc lol you can see how he plays around with the other members, like in nct life where he just throws snow at jisung or scares jisung with a rubber chicken when they went to an amusement park in shanghai. he’s a thrill seeker. he loves roller coasters, shooting games, laser tag, etc. he gets excited over the littlest things, and he’s a naturally cheerful person who lights up the room and just naturally has people gravitate towards him. however, he has his serious moments too, and I can see him sitting next to his s/o behind the piano and playing something for them. but then, he’ll probably ruin the soft moment by slamming his hands down on the keys and scaring them at the end.

JISUNG :: jisung reminds me of high school puppy love. he’s curious about the world and introspective. he asked the fans to send him pictures of the moon because he couldn’t see it himself. I think he has a lot of deep thoughts and keeps them to himself because he’s introverted and nervous about sharing them aloud in case he’s not taken seriously as the youngest. he’s inquisitive and sweet, and he’s the culmination of everything good in the universe. he’s the one whom renjun talks to about aliens and paranormal things, and I believe he’ll want a s/o who will take him seriously on these things and listens to his concerns without teasing or making fun of him for believing in them. jisung is shy and gets embarrassed when he’s given compliments. there’s this video where the dreamies read compliments from fans aloud, and you can see how flustered and shy he gets as he ducks his head, has to pause and cover his face before playing with his hair as he reads through the compliments with the biggest smile peeking on his face. I think this is the cutest thing ever, and at the beginning of the relationship, if his s/o compliments him or does something cute, he’s going to react exactly like that. tell him his dancing is amazing, watch his fancams around him, tell him his face is nice to look at, etc. and you’ll see him get reduced to a flustered, blushing mess. the first time he sees you wearing one of his sweaters with the sleeves covering your hands and giving you sweater paws, he will combust and stutter and not be able to look at you as his cheeks turn red. he might just suffer a heart attack if you decide to casually call him a cute pet name one day. additionally, jisung is at that age where he wants to know what others think of him and he wants to be liked. I think this is the reason why he’s more hesitant about speaking up or voicing himself in an unfamiliar environment because he doesn’t want to give off a negative image. he’s also painfully shy, but he wants to make friends, which he explains on dancing high. because of this, he truly cherishes any friendship or relationship he has because it’s seen as something incredibly special to him. as his s/o, you’re gonna mean the world to him and he will value your opinion greatly. once he’s comfortable around you, he’ll be loud and talkative. jeno says that jisung talks the most at the dorm and he’s never quiet. jisung is also a lil shit lol, and he knows how to get out of things, like cleaning up after dinner by locking himself in the bathroom. he’s also a little lazy and probably not the cleanest tbh. he sleeps in jaemin’s bed or in the living room because he’s too lazy to go to his top bunk. he doesn’t listen to his hyungs and talks down to them in a playful way because he knows they’re whipped for him lmao. when the relationship progresses, jisung is going to act in the same, exact way with you. he’s a savage, and he will roast you in the same way he roasts his hyungs, like when hyuck wanted to go to LA with him for why not the dancer and he was like “you have to be good at dancing to go” (which btw, fight me, jisung, hyuck is literally the best dancer). he’ll tease you, hide items on the tallest shelf just so that you’ll call him for help, and smush your cheeks and call you cute. he’ll ruffle your hair and run up behind you and sweep you off your feet princess style just to scare you before carefully placing you back down or tossing you into the pool lol he may have complained about carrying renjun in that reload era game video, but he’ll give you piggy backs when you’re tired or carry you around if you asked. he likes playing video games and those block breaker game apps and when he loses, he’ll sit there and pout without realizing it. he does that little nose scrunch unknowingly, and it’s the cutest. he’ll like dates at home the best. he sucks at cooking, but he’ll try to do it for you. but it’ll end up with you cooking while he back hugs you, and you have to walk around the kitchen with him being a koala attached to you as you feed him bits of the food being made.

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Preggers- Colby Brock

Requested by a wonderful anon, “Can you write some fluffy Colby please where y/n and him go out on a date and at the end of the night she reveals she’s pregnant then cute fluffy cuddling stuff, thank you ily💖” I’m so so sorry that it took so long to post but I realy hope you like it because i think that it is so cute. I love you babey!

You were shocked to say the least, but you were beyond happy. You were looking down at the little stick that has two lines on it, the little stick that just changed you and your husband’s lives forever when you heard the front door open, “Baby?” Colby’s voice rang throughout the house. You panicked and tossed the pregnancy test over your head and into the shower behind you, cringing at the sound of it bouncing off the walls and onto the floor. “Everything okay here?” Colby queried when he turned the corner with a small smile on his face. You let out a breathy giggle and nodded your head, “Yeah, yes. Everything is perfect.” your words came out faster than you wanted and you mentally cursed yourself for it. ‘Act natural. Everything is fine.’ You kept trying to tell yourself. ‘But it’s not fine. You’re pregnant and the test is literally two feet away from where you and Colby are both standing.’ Your subconscious decided to step in.

“Um, Y/n? You okay?” he waved his hand in front of your face. Finally you snapped out of the mental argument you were having and noticed that Colby looked worried. You relaxed and draped your arms around his waist, hugging him tight. “Everything is fine. I have to shower and get ready. I’m going to lunch with the girls but I’ll be home later.” you informed Colby still holding onto him. Colby furrowed his brows and squeezed you to him more, “Yeah that’s fine. Are you sure you’re okay?” he asked once more. The movement of your head nodding yes made him chuckle. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head. You pull back with a sweet smile on your face, you lean up on your tip-toes and press a soft, loving kiss to Colby’s pink lips. You felt him smile into the kiss which made you mirror his actions.

“Okay I really need to get in the shower so get out so I won’t be distracted anymore,” You joked pushing Colby away from you. He laughed loudly, “Right, cause you just can't control yourself around me.” He smirked and winked at you. Rolling your eyes, you couldn’t help the smile that came to your face, “Can you?” you raised your eyebrow at your husband as your hands traveled down to the hem of your shirt, you started to lift. Colby was quick to throw his hands over his eyes, “Okay, I’m leaving damn. Stop that, I have a meeting to go to you and you have to go to lunch! Stop that.” he mumbled trying to feel his way to the door with one hand while the other still protected his eyes. You laugh when he stubbed his toe on the door frame. You could hear him cussing softly even after he closed the door. You shake your head and turn to the shower, leaning down you pick up the test from the shower floor and quickly stuff it into your makeup bag on the counter.

“Hey girl, I really need to talk to you and all the other girls too. Do you think that we can invite them to lunch too please?” you asked Kat as you propped your phone on your vanity. Her face creased and concern passed over her face, “Yeah, of-of course. Is everything okay?” A wide smile pulled at your lips when the thought of you and Colby starting a family crossed your mind but you nodded your head, “Everything is perfect. I just need you guys to help me plan something.” Kat nodded again, “Yeah okay. I’ll go call all the girls and we’ll meet you at Chipotle right?” “Yes ma’am.” You answered as you applied mascara. “Okay, cya boo.’ “Bye boo!” and with that, Katrina hung up the phone and you continue putting on mascara. When you were done getting ready, you sent a text to Colby that you finally left the house and was on the way to lunch. You knew he wasn’t going to reply for a while since he was in a meeting with Sam. Grabbing your makeup bag and putting it into your purse, you headed out the door.

Walking into the restaurant you could already see all your girlfriends sitting at a table in the back. Your heart starts racing the second that you take a step. You don’t know how they are going to react, if they think that you guys are too young but all those thoughts were shoved from your mind because you know that all of them will be happy for you and Colby no matter what. “Hey babe,” Kat greeted when you stopped at the table, “Hey,” you greeted back. After all of the hello’s were said to all of your friend’s you all went and ordered what you wanted. Sitting back at the table Kat spoke, “So are you gonna tell us what’s going on? You sounded pretty excited over the phone.” “Yeah, I really wanna know too.” Tara said. Devyn and Cassie chimed in their agreements too. Taking a deep breath, you look at all of your friends, “Okay, um-” You started but your voice was shaking. Taking another deep breath you started again, “This morning I took a pregnancy test because for the last couple of weeks I haven’t been feeling all too well and I kept getting sick in the mornings so I decided to finally take one just to put my mind at ease. And well, I didn’t expect it but I- I’m pregnant.” You confessed. Each of the girls' faces mirrored each other. The table was silent for a minute and that scared you. “Uh, guys?” You hesitantly asked. “Are you sure?” Tara finally broke the silence. You nodded, “Yeah. I took a test this morning when I first woke up then I took another one before I left the house and both of them turned out positive.”

“Can- can we see them?” Devyn asked. You nodded again and reached into your bag and pulled out both of the tests and set them on the table. Kat picked one up while Devyn picked up the other one. “Holy shit you’re pregnant!” Katrina suddenly yelled, startling you and the others. The smile on her face was so comforting to see since you have been so nervous to tell anyone. “I’m so so happy for you!” Cassie cried before pulling you into a giant hug. “Really?” “Yes really, girl you’re gonna be a mommy and Colby is gonna be a daddy,” Devyn said hugging you after Cassie let you go. “You’re gonna be a damn good one,” Tara said hugging you after Dev. When Tara let you go, you gazed over at Kat- who was still bouncing on the balls of her feet. She squealed, “ I’m so fucking happy for you guys!” She grabbed you into a tight hug. Your emotions got the better of you and the tears started to prick your eyes. “Thank you guys so much.” You sniffled. Kat pulled away and wiped your eyes for you. “We’re all so happy for you,” She said again. “Does Colby know yet?” Tara asked sitting back down next to Cassie. You shook your head, “No, he doesn’t. That’s what I need your help for.” “You want us to help you find a way to tell him that you're pregnant?” You assured Cassie. “Let’s plan.”

After a couple of hours of planning, you guys finally came up with a way. “Hey baby,” you spoke into the phone once Colby picked up. “Hey gorgeous, What’s up?” “Well I was just wondering if you wanted to have a date night tonight? You know, we have both been so busy with work lately and we haven’t really had time to just hang out. You and me.” “Yeah, of course baby. I would love that. What were you thinking?” “Umm maybe we can pick up some take out and eat on the beach like we did when we first started dating?” You smiled when you heard Colby’s deep chuckle from the other side of the phone. “I would absolutely love that. I’ll be home in an hour.” “Okay, perfect. I’m just finishing up with girls so I’ll see you home.” “See you home, beautiful. I love you.” You felt your cheeks heat up, “I love you.” Then the line disconnected. Looking back up at your friends, you giggled at the way that they all were holding their chest. “Shut up,” you mumbled. The girls laughed with you, “Okay, you go home,” Kat said pointing to you. “Go get dressed for your date, nothing too fancy. Don’t want to give anything away. While you do that, we will go get the stuff to set up the house.” You nodded and smiled, grateful to have the friends you did. “Remember nothing that will give it away, just some candles and rose petals.” You told Kat again. She waved her hand in the air, “Yeah, yeah I get it. Now go.” you laughed and got into your car.

Colby laid down the blanket onto the sand and grabbed your hand to help you sit. “Why thank you,” you giggle once you settle on the blanket. Colby chuckled and started to get the food from the bags. You moaned lightly at the smell of Tender Greens that is seeping through the air, the light breeze wafting towards you. Colby dramatically widened his eyes at you, “You good?” You laughed, “I’m good but you won’t be if you don’t give me my food.” You playfully threatened. Colby shoved your food container into your lap and quickly raised his hand in defense making you laugh hard. Colby joined with you, the both of you laughing. You fell into his side, where his arm snaked around your waist. You gazed at him from under eyelashes, slowly he leaned down and connected your lips together. “I love you,” he whispered, pulling slightly away. He was still so close that when he spoke, his lips touched yours. “And I love you,” You replied just as quietly. You both smiled when he reconnected your lips into a deeper kiss.

“I don’t know about you, but I am so full,” You said falling back onto the blanket. Colby chuckled lightly before falling next to you. “I’m very full too.” Just then your phone vibrated against your leg. Lifting it to your face, you read the message from Kat that told you that everything was set and ready to go. Turning on your side, you laid your head onto Colby's chest. “Wanna go home bubs?”You asked softly, pressing a kiss to the base of his neck. “Yeah,” he replied just as sofly. You threw away all the trash while Colby folded the blanket and made sure that we had everything. Getting back up to the car, you got in with Colby. “Thank you for the amazing night baby. I really enjoyed it.” You complimented. Colby grabbed your hand in his and rested them in his lap, “And thank you for marrying me. I couldn’t think of anyone else that I would want to eat on the beach with or spending my life with.” Colby smiled at you and you swore that you melted right here, in the passenger seat of his old corolla.

When you get to the house, you speed walk in front of him so that you can open the door and see if everything is actually ready before Colby can see anything inside. Opening the door just enough for you to poke your head in, you smile and the LED lights are turned on a dusty rose color and the floor sprinkled with pink rose petals. Pulling you head back out you see that Colby is standing behind you looking like a confused puppy. You smiled at him, “Okay bubba, close your eyes.” COlby cracked a grin and covered his eyes with his hands, “Y/n I swear to god if you prank me, I will get you back so hard.” he warned, making you laugh as you led him into the front door. “It’s not a prank baby relax.” When you finally got the door shut behind you, “Okay babe, open” Colby opened his eyes to meet the nicely decorated house. His eyes traveled over the petals on the floor up to the colored lights that were still shining. When his gaze finally met yours, his eyes were filled with love and adoration just for you.

“What’s all of this for?” he asked, cupping your cheek in his hand. A soft smile tugged at the sides of your mouth as your eyes glazed over with tears. You were so excited to tell him, you know that he has always wanted kids when he got married. It was just amazing to you that you were going to be the mother to a kid that was his. That this amazing man in front of you, wanted you to have his kids and wanted you to spend the rest of his life with. It was all just amazing. “Remember when we got married? I promised to give you everything that you ever wanted in life because that is how much I love you,” he nodded, still watching you intently. You took a deep breath to try and calm those tears and emotions, “ What’s something that you want more than ever?” Colby thought about it for a minute, “For us to be happy and to one day have kids with this beautiful woman in front of me.” He smiled which just made yours grow so much larger.

“We’re gonna be parents,” you said softly. Colby's eyes got wide and his eyes filled with tears. “You’re lying. Y/n, this isn’t funny. If this is a prank please tell me.” he begged. Tears engulfed your vision, making everything blurry. “It’s not a prank baby,” Colby laughed, “Really? Deadass?” He ran up to you and grabbed your shoulders, “Are you telling me that I’m going to be a dad?” he stared into your eyes, you felt like he was looking into your soul. Tears rolled down your cheeks when you shook your head at him. “I’m being serious. The tests are on the table,” You motioned to the greeting table where the two tests lay. Colby picked them up and looked at them but in the next second he had you in his arms, spinning around the room. You swear that you didn’t even see him move. “I’m going to be a daddy. I’m going to be a daddy.” You laughed as Colby continued to spin you around the room. He finally put you down and stared at you again, “You’re going to be a mommy. You’re going to be the mom of my son or daughter.” he laughed again before pulling you into a kiss. You felt all of his emotions in this one kiss and you tried to pour every one that you were feeling into it as well. You pulled away and rested you forehead on his and smiled at him again. You both laughed softly, still in shock of the news. “I’m going to be a daddy.” You nodded, “I’m going to be a mommy.”

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pls talk about your thoughts about chanhee and also the other concepts!! I always have such a hard time interpreting music and videos but i love to read about it

“bestie pls share ur thoughts on make your own concepts specifically chanhee’s but any others that are ur fave too 🎤- mar”

omg mar thank you for enabling me all day today 😭🥺🧡 thenks bestie ily :,)) and thank you too anon ! i should preface that T-T i have not read any other theories or analyses so these are just my opinions / impressions but i hope it’s entertaining to read about haha :p ! (feel free @ anyone to add on or share your thoughts too ! :,))

HYUNJAE - okay so audio cues... if you listen to the beginning there’s a sound of a bomb going off before the music starts ? and that ties into the dystopian / cyborg aesthetics that jump out at me of course, but what i immediately thought of was their no air perfo ? like we know hyunjae in the no air mv got that shot where he’s laying in the bathtub filled with water but also their kingdom performance with it also had those underwater shots ! so i think it ties into that... i feel like we saw in gen z, he’s a very straightforward person he says things on his mind which can come off as blunt but he thinks it’s better than not saying it ? which is interesting bc i think that speaks to his self- determined personality, he’s much more inclined to do whatever it takes to get something done, which i think falls perfectly in line with the “make your own air” phrase that he gets, if it’s something he needs he makes it himself, in a situational sense methinks u.u

JUYEON - JUYEON’S DJSKHDG i’m waiting for dri’s essay but in essence we see the gen z “juyeon is not such a good boy” shot and these text bubbles that pop up that say “sexy” “you so hot” “such a bad boy” and tbh i like this ‘concept’ ? for him better than his gen z one ? it’s not bc of the concept itself but i like the idea that he can “make your own character” as in he has the capability and power to be whoever he wants to ! you see him throwing white paint at the gen z canvas and i think ?! that’s symbolic of like a fresh canvas ! of remaking himself to whatever he wants bc the canvas is now blank again thanks to the white paint and flowers usually indicate spring ? so renewal and stuff like that ! i really like his, it’s also fun word play on “character” which has been juyeon’s intro in tbz (bc his name sounds like main character in korean) but yea :o ! i really love his the idea he can just repaint / paint over a literal image of him gives it the possibility of becoming smth new and that’s so so cool

CHANGMIN - SCREEEEECH okie um oh boy um *windows shutting down noises* this was so so so very different from his gen z stuff but i actually think BOTH are equally perfect for him ? the way that he set up the sparklers and neon lights on this very obviously trashy and kind of rundown rooftop with the cityline behind him is so ?!?!? LITERALLY making his own stage as his tagline goes, sort of like how the physical stage itself does not matter but rather it’s changmin himself that makes the stage special ! i talked about this in gabi’s set that i rbed ;-;/ but changmin puts a lot A LOT of stake in his position as a dancer it means almost everything to him as a form of expression from what i can see ? so he’s always trying his best to put forward the best performance possible and seeing this segment makes me feel like he’s doing just that ! pouring himself into it to make his stage pls i care him

HAKNYEON - god i’m a jusadan but just u.u rest in peace me, i’ll ... T_T be kind of honest this one confuses me a little ? i have assumptions and i feel like i know ... quite a bit about haknyeon (LMAO) my best guess is it has smth to do with self assurance ...? the way he’s framed and the fact that he’s sitting on a bed in the middle of a church surrounded by candles gives me christ figure symbolism (where my ap english takers at :/) and the light that perfectly frames him in a halo gives me angel vibes too, but the tagline of “make your own romance” paired with him kissing his reflection makes me think it’s about self love ;;;; from what i can tell haknyeon has always been someone who really likes feeling validated and praised for the stuff he does well, which he does for himself a lot of the times too ! but sometimes i think the self assurances he compliments himself with is more for reassuring himself rather than bragging (which i think people misinterpret) so it’s more about becoming the person he wants to fully love and being happie with himself which *tears* i might be reading too much into who knows i just love him ok ... U.U

KEBINNN - i know !!! dri mentioned this in my gifset tags but ! kev on kpop daebak (? was it) or smth mentioned how he strives to keep a childlike wonderment for the world around him, which is a reason why i think he loves drawing and sound / music production, he talked in a fancafe post once about an artist who turned mediocre everyday objects into art and he said he really loves that sense of wonderment so peter pan who “never grows up” is actually perfect for his worldview ahhhh T^T also kev really likes disney lmao, the way he’s doing this outside in this “neverland” garden on a balcony which is a part of this very typical apartment backed by a typical city bg also i believe ties into this turning a mediocre everyday thing into smth wonderful through his sense of childlike wonderment and his tagline of “make your own fantasy” (i also care him a lot this concept >>>>>>) and keeps to his referencing movie plotlines like he did in gen z jddkfj

SUNWOO - i also mentioned this in my tags on sunu’s set but this gives me 100 degrees vibes which i still to this day think is one of the most “sunwoo” vibe things ever, it’s a lot of him having fun and doing his own thing, and mixes both more mature and youthful aspects together in a way that i’d only ever describe as sunwoo vibes LMAO like the roller skating around and all the soap bubbles ! cute and youthful ! the crop top and celine wasitband (don’t laugh at me we all noticed) more mature and a callback to his gen z look methinks U.u, think sunwoo has always been a more go-with-the-flow or do whatever he feels like doing sort of person and so “make your own vibe” fits well with him in that sense to me

SANGYEON - .... *silence* *more windows shutting down noises* *jess.exe has stopped working* OKAY i feel like ! sangyeon’s is also more self explanatory :p i love the juxtaposition of boxing AND the arcade type fighter games ?? like both require very different sets of skills i feel like one is more physical the other is more mental ? but both require adapting to changes whether in the game or the boxing ring which as leader sangyeon would know a lot about, esp being flexible and quick to respond to different situations, and the “make your own glory” i feel is maybe more on the nose, but tbz are this man’s pride and joy you can see it literally anywhere and for him, as leader, to have made it this far with tbz, winning rtk and building their popularity through their hard work and efforts really is building his own glory and i just HHHHHHHHHH

YES EYYSFDHSHF CHANHEE YES - i said it in the tags of my srb before deleting it so i’ll just repeat it here but CHOI CHANHEE !!!!! this detail i didn’t quite process first watch was the continuous flashing of lights in all his scenes, like ... from the shots and the set it looks REALLY empty ?? but the flashing seems to indicate cameras and photos being taken of him despite there being no people we can really see in any of the shots ? WHICH IS SO COOL i think the implication is like “all eyes on him” type which SO TRU i love that idea, like i said the walking past the wedding dresses ? v heavily implies fashion designer which i think you mentioned mar :o ! and i see it in the sense of his tagline “make your own stereotype” bc white wedding dresses are the very traditional / typical choice and obviously feminine in stereotypes, whereas chanhee is wearing a SUIT which is all black in a very clean b/w set with no color which i feel is very stereotypically MASCULINE and the glasses too, it’s such an interesting contrast of his “stereotypically feminine” features (in my view) with very masculine symbols, like glasses we usually associate with more soft hearted / meek stereotypes ? but the geometric shape of the windows and again his suit seems to indicate the very opposite ? it’s a mixing of stereotypes which i think is the point, by putting those together he quite literally makes his own stereotype and puts on the crown while the cameras continue flashing while pointed at him AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YOUNGHOON - okie might have less to say about this one :o i feel like both hak’s and younghoon’s i don’t see the connections quite as readily but ! i think it’s interesting that his tagline is “make your own classic” but then in the scenes itself he has a flip phone ??? with an antenna (okay boomer /j JDHFKFG JK PLS) and a teddy bear while in PERIOD stylized clothing and setting where those two things are more modern / contemporary in origin (but also not modern enough bc ,,, it’s a flip phone LOL) like 90s kid vibes ? you know but as an emperor in the joseon era haha :p while eating shrimp chips and reading a (comic ?) book, like idk too much of what it means but it’s a cool dichotomy LOL, think it might also tie into actor ! hoon bc it’s make your own classic and i think acting has become a very important aspect to him :o after seeing what he’s capable of in love revolution and his atbz video so it’s interesting u.u (need help w/ this one)

JACOB - think my explanation in han’s set’s tags didn’t really make sense so lemme ... reexplain LOL,,, so ! similar to his gen z video ? like he’s talked about how difficult it is to open up about his own feelings etc. and he said it’s less bc he realizes he needs to but rather just to make other people feel more comfortable when it comes to understanding him, and like the whole breaking the mirror with his reflection in the wanna be angry jacob, it’s about freeing himself to the point he can express the emotions he wants to ! in gen z it was about being able to be angry when he felt that way instead of being tied by his image of being just nice ? and in the video with his pilot uniform not only does he control the ride but he also rides on it himself ! quite literally making his own freedom (symbolically), a sort of realizing he can free himself ? from what’s been tying him down and i think the really big smile he has while riding it just comes to show how he wants to feel :,))) (jacob bae i care you)

ERIC - last one :p AHHH this is one of my favs too, the quite literal “make your own pride” I LOVE IT ! sooo i think the biggest takeaway i got was that of course in this video his “pride” is symbolized by the hot pink car (that he’s going to pick up his christmassy date in of course u.u if he has a license which he does n- his driver’s license in this was literally his aaa / boy version of reveal photo which in no dmv anywhere would a license picture be allowed to look that good-) and LITERALLY when he finished and takes it for a joy ride while sitting on the roof he’s STILL covered in the dirt and grime stains ! from working on it ! which i think is so symbolic ! it’s my favorite detail actually, he literally put sweat into this car which is his pride and now that he’s finally riding around in it, it feels accomplishing ! his pride ! love that, also when he’s grabbing a stub from that flyer i noticed he chose “youth” over the others (which was like .... ca$h, beauty, ice cream, hamburger...) which i think also just indicates that despite all this hard work he put in he still cherishes his youth and still lets that be a huge part of who he is (i mean pink car so of course) so idk i think it’s very neat go bestie mwah

#sunnew #anon #asks #not tbz #jess.replies #be your own king analysis #I WROTE SO MUCH PLS #even more than my gen z analysis i think #anyway if anyone reads all of this oof thank you #HHHEEELP #i just did all of them ....#my weakest ones are def hak sunwoo yh #idk but i like what i came up with for the others ! ^^#i've seen a few twt threads but haven't read any lol #wrote the most about chanhee but no one is surprised of course

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howdy sierra ily :) i wanna be the first request here so can we get some angst with lee and a gn!reader :) [ “I always said I’d die for you.” “I didn’t think you meant literally.” ] for the prompt!!

They knew it would be a dangerous mission. After all it was an S-rank with a team of 5 sent out. Among those 5, were Y/N and Rock Lee. Normally Konohagakure would try to prevent sending out a couple in the same team, but given how well Y/N works with Rock Lee, it was only a given to send the two together. The village could only hope that if things came to the worst, their emotions would not interfere and put the team at risk. Initially, the mission almost seemed promising. Like one of those times they misrank a mission and the difficulty ends up as something other than it should be, truth be told their S-rank mission started almost as a B-rank. Upon their arrival to the village, one that was supposedly under constant attack and facing death at every corner, they found a peaceful environment. This lasted for days even, though as these days passed the peace became almost eerie. An eerie that can seldom be explained, as if the culprits had somehow gotten wind of a team coming to investigate and were holding out until they let their guard down.

It was the fourth night when they lay in silence in the same room as Lee, given the total darkness they couldn’t truly tell whether he was awake or not. Unsure of whether they would be speaking to Lee or to the air, Y/N takes a deep breath, releasing it all in one sigh. Their voice is hushed as they whisper out, “What if they’re waiting..waiting for us to feel comfortable? Waiting for us to even give up and leave? What happens if they attack when we’re not prepared?”

Lee took a moment, mulling over the chances of it happening, before whispering back in a sluggish manner “Don’t worry, if they even try I would die for you!” Despite his seemingly half asleep state, Lee is quick to sit up, grinning though they cannot see it. Y/N laughs, shaking their head at his response “I doubt it would come to that Lee, we’ll be fine. Especially because we know it could happen. Nobody will be dying on this mission!” The two laugh, a quiet round of cheer in their dark room. This was a conversation exchanged on every mission the two had been on together. Lee would soothe Y/N’s worries with the proclamation that he would risk his own life for them, and they would always assure him that nobody would die. They were always right.

Three more days passed, and there was still no sign of danger in the village. After a short discussion the team decided they would spend one more night and then be on their way back to Konohagakure. Come nightfall, the entire team was beyond exhausted when they returned to their inn. With it being officially their last day there, they had all opted to patrol as much as possible and rarely took any breaks.

After their long day, the team slept heavier than normal, and given a week with no signs of danger nobody bothered to keep watch on their last rest. The attack was sudden. One moment it was silent, and the next there was a shrill scream down the hall. It was one of their team members, most likely caught off guard by the criminals that awoke the entire team. Of course, coming to their senses Y/N realized it was too late. As their eyes adjusted to the dark it was plain to see six strangers in the room with them and Lee. Normally Y/N was not one to panic, but this was an exception. Here they found themselves faced with six armed people while they and Lee were both unarmed and awoken from their sleep. This would seldom prove an issue for Lee, seeing as how he specialized in taijutsu.

Y/N however was quite the opposite, truth be told they found themselves as a skilled fighter with weapons, but did not hold the strength that Lee had. Looking back, it all happened in a blur. With eyes that were still half opened, and a mind and body that were not fully awake, it was only a given that the others would be at an advantage. Y/N had underestimated how much of an advantage. They had tried to stand, tried to fight, tried to do anything they could to defend themselves. It would be cruel, they thought, to sit by as Lee fought them off single-handedly. In a panicked moment, Y/N found themselves with their vision focused on Lee, taking their attention away from the current opponent at hand for a millisecond.

A millisecond was a matter of life and death. In a millisecond a poison kunai was thrown. In a millisecond Lee threw himself. In a millisecond, the team burst into the room. In a millisecond, the kunai intended for Y/N found itself embedded in Lee’s shoulder. In a millisecond, Y/N screamed, dropping to their knees with Lee held close.

Y/N couldn’t be bothered to care about what was happening around them. At that moment, their focus was on Lee. Lee, who laid on their lap with a gentle smile yet tears in his eyes. Lee, who bled profusely from the stab wound. A part of them was relieved when he spoke first, with that energetic grin of his, yet his voice was hoarse, nearly struggling to form sounds at all “I..I always said I would die for you Y/N”

They had never felt so conflicted, through tears they smiled at him, shaking their head “Lee, I didn’t think you meant it literally. This..this isn’t fair!”

Y/N found themselves short of breath, shaggy breathing between choked sobs as they looked at him. Their words fell short, everything they could think to say to him would not be enough. There was little use trying to save him, given where the kunai had stabbed him, it was evident the poison was in his bloodstream. They wanted to say so much, to hear him say he loved them one last time, but they also wanted to believe this would be okay. That in the end, he would be saved and they would continue the missions with late night jokes. Jokes that never came true.

They knew it wouldn’t happen. They knew, as they watched his eyes grow heavier, and the bloodstain grow larger. Y/N could only find the simplest things to say “I’m sorry Lee, I shouldn’t have looked away from them. You should still be okay. You’re strong Lee, and Konoha needs you. I need you. I need you to comfort me on these missions and make silly jokes, I need you to remind me to be positive. This isn’t fair Lee, I love you.”

It was then that he opened his eyes, just the slightest bit, and smiled as much as he could muster. His right hand reaches up, and he caresses their cheek. “Y/N, it’s okay. I’m glad that I was able to save you...I love you.”

In a millisecond, Y/N lost Lee. In minutes, they were held by their teammates, words of empty comfort echoed in whispers. Others who hardly knew Y/N pretending they understood their pain.

In a millisecond, Y/N knew their world was changed forever.

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