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#bsd atsushi x reader
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enclosed in our souls
multiple bsd characters x reader. reader is gn (gender neutral)
about: headcanon of things bsd characters do when they have a crush on you
featuring: dazai, chuuya, atsushi, akutagawa, fyodor and nikolai.
kiel notes: my first multi chara post, more charas r coming!!! i wrote this while listening to i hope to be around (live) by men i trust. and this feels corny as hell
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DAZAI — tries to find alone time together and seek intimacy
you think dazai has been talking nonstop recently. he yaps a lot, always bothering kunikida or you during work. but since a few weeks ago, he’s been way more playful than usual. constantly following you around, whining and tugging at your sleeves. he’d drag you to the couch and talk about his day, facts, and new discoveries. anything, just anything to hold your attention, to find an excuse to stare into your beautiful eyes lovingly. to have some peace and quiet from his chaotic mind and maybe fall asleep on your shoulders because your presence grounds him.
CHUUYA — drives you around and take late-night bike rides
chuuya is always ready to drive you to and fro. he offers to drive you around all the time, and you think his gestures are really sweet (who’s gonna tell y/n?). after school? he’s ready to pick you up outside your university campus. of course, he only drives you when he’s free, which is all the time because he clears his schedule for you. he offers to drive you home after every failed job interview, ready with tissue and your favourite ice cream in the passenger seat. on nights when you need a temporary escape, he’s already outside your apartment with his red bike and an extra helmet in his hand. even if the world fails you, he’d still be here on your loneliest rides.
ATSUSHI — takes strolls with you and walks you home
atsushi loves his strolls with you. simple strolls like going for lunch or buying supplies for the agency make his heart full. he had been so used to being alone all the time, but ever since you offered to stroll with him that one time, he couldn’t stop thinking about it. it meant a lot to him, and now he asks you to go on strolls instead. hell, he doesn’t have to ask, because it’s a routine. he waits for you to pack up your desk and you both leave together to walk home. the wind blows your hair, and you walk with both hands behind your back in comfortable silence. often in the sunset, on the way home, atsushi hopes that one day he’s able to stroll into your heart.
AKUTAGAWA — volunteers to go on missions with you
akutagawa is not one to be obvious about his crush, so he shows it in a super duper not obvious way. he requests to go on more missions with you, to keep you safe and spend time on the battlefield. mori thinks it’s weird. akutagawa putting in special requests to go with y/n all the time? that’s unlike him. that’s right, because he’s a fool in love right now. the way you fight is mesmerising him, and he was almost shot dead that one time (by a cupid, who knows?) if it wasn’t for you who jumped in. he likes the way you revel in fighting, which is similar to his bloodlust. he stands behind you during missions, guarding you, and his heart.
FYODOR — plays his cello for you
fyodor plays his cello for everyone, including his victims before they were killed, so it wasn’t anything special. that’s what you thought, and you were dead wrong. he’d learn classical pieces you like in hopes of hearing you compliment him. his pretty and slender fingers would be calloused, but he didn’t mind. it’s all for you. he’d invite you over for tea often and have you listen to him play the cello for hours. his cello might be off-tune, but his heart isn’t.
NIKOLAI — tries to make you laugh
nikolai noticed how you liked to laugh. your laughter is light and playful, with a touch of whimsy that brings a smile to his face. the decay of angel members aren’t amused by his usual antics, but you liked it. you’d giggle at his silliness and his heartbeat quickens. he scrambles to be dramatic again, pulling a rose out of his coat and handing it to you. you giggle again. he likes (a huge understatement) the sound of your laughter; he thinks he needs to hear it ten times a day (or maybe even more). because the day you stop laughing is the day he’s gone.
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angelzai · 4 months
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closer
i wanna fuck you like an animal!
NSFW CONTENT - MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
wc: 1.6k
cw: switch!atsushi, d/s dynamics, gn+ada!reader, teasing, corruption kink, overstimulation, dry humping, mentions of edging and semi-public sex, dirty talk, name calling both ways (whore, slut, bitch, good boy, pretty, mine), spit, choking, unprotected sex, cum, everything is safe mostly sane and absolutely consensual just filthy and fucking nasty sorry
reid: what was supposed to be a <500 word blurb/concept turned into uh this. whoopsie! but come onnnnnn nnhggghsshnghhh sweet tiger boy i just wanna make him feral. lowercase intended
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he’s so beautiful. he looks like an angel, with his silver hair and wide, pretty eyes. it’s hardly your fault that he caught your attention from the moment dazai dragged him into the office.
and he’s far from naive to the capacity this world has for destruction, dazai tells you. and yet, you watched the way he threw himself at that bomb so selflessly. the way he flustered at the barrage of praise for being so qualified, so compassionate, such a perfect fit for the agency.
you watch atsushi for weeks to come as he blushes at any physical contact or verbal affection from anyone. you watch the way he stumbles into your desk and knocks over a cup of pens. he drops a few of his papers in the process, begins apologizing profusely, and reaches to tidy up your space before worrying about his own things. he’s stuttering as you help. your hand brushes his and he seems to glitch before smiling and saying sorry for that, too. you say it’s okay and bite down on the inside of your cheek; it’s all you can do to stifle the amusement from creeping onto your face. he’s just so cute.
you want to ruin him.
you know that, despite that angelic exterior, he already knows depravity.
but the depravity that he knows - as you come to understand from talking to him, going on assignments with him, helping him acclamate to the office - is violent. neglectful. he’s had hostility misplaced upon him for as long as he can remember. the horror he’s been exposed is what made him so meek and obedient, you deduce, and it breaks your heart a little bit, because you know there's an animal underneath all that.
you want to show him the good - the pleasure - to be found in the depraved.
so it begins with your invitations to meet at the café before and after work. you have sweet conversations; you banter and flirt and talk about life with him and bat your eyes and he gets all blushy and tries to talk back, but he's just too inexperienced. he's never had someone care to get close to him quite like this! and even though he likes it, likes you, he can't deny that you make him nervous.
you make your way into his proximity at work by plopping yourself on his desk to toy with his fingers or kissing his jaw when you pass him in the hallway. he's enthralled - with the sparkle in your eye, your hand brushing his waist, the wink you send him when kunikida berates you both for slacking off - and it barely takes any time at all. you make it all just subtle enough that it leaves him squirming with this unfamiliar ache.
you soon catch a glimpse of a certain ferocity in him; dazai's making you laugh a little too hard one day, and something in atsushi snaps.
he takes care to clock both of you out exactly as your shift ends, neither of you lingering in the usual way that you would, before dragging you along behind him back to the dormitory.
“atsushi? are you alright?”
he doesn't answer, just yanks you inside his apartment. you don't have time to breathe before his lips are on yours, messy and unpracticed.
“i want you to be mine,” he gasps into your mouth, pressing his hips to yours.
he wants you to be his, huh?
you chuckle, more than happy to oblige. you tell him you don't know if he realizes what he's in for, and he says he doesn't care. he wants you.
and it continues with his increasing neediness. he needs to know you still want him, needs to know you still like him, needs to know he’s enough. and the cruelest part is that you work him up - you let him wonder.
you let him wonder until he can’t take it anymore.
you send him coy smiles. you teach him how to use his tongue while he kisses you. you stroke his thigh under the table at meetings, wrap your arms around him just to squeeze his ass, shamelessly plant kisses on his neck in public, and it has him painfully hard when he shouldn’t be. atsushi understands what you’re making him feel - what he doesn’t understand is how deliberately you’re doing it, or where he should go from here.
he’s late one day. he’s never late. he’s a good boy, always fulfilling his duties on time and with a smile, so it’s alarming for the others in the office (save for kunikida, who’s annoyed) that he’s absent without warning.
so you make your way over. his apartment’s unlocked; his coat’s crumpled on the floor beneath the rack next to his untied shoes, almost as if he went to leave but then doubled back for something he forgot. you hear . . . something coming from his bedroom, and you call his name before going to investigate.
and you find him face down in his futon with his hips grinding furiously against the comforter bunched up between his legs. what's more? he’s crooning your name.
and you grin. you’re one step closer to accomplishing what you’ve been wanting for weeks.
“feel good, atsu?”
the yelp he lets out is adorable. he scrambles to flip himself over, cover himself up; you lean against his doorframe, arms crossed, and he pelts you with apologies. he’s sorry! he’s so sorry you’re seeing this! what are you doing here? how’d you get in? why are you looking at him like that? he’s redder than you’ve ever seen him, his chest is heaving, and all you can do is tsk.
skipping out on work to hump his bed at the thought of you? how filthy he is, you tell him. as you approach him you take note of the concerning amounts of cum staining his blankets, smearing across his stomach and chest, dripping down his fingers.
“well,” you say, “don’t stop just ‘cause I’m here.”
he almost cowers under your gaze as the worlds tumble out of his mouth.
“please, please just help me!” he begs you, whining your name. “you make me feel so- so- you're the reason I'm- ugh, I can’t- I need you to t- touch me! please, it hurts so bad . . .”
so you do, disregarding the cast of waiting characters who will undoubtedly see through whatever excuse you come up with when you return to the office with atsushi, flushed and clinging to you, in tow.
and after the first taste, he’s insatiable.
"please, please please please make me cum, please . . . !" "I'm yours! I'm all yours, I'm your good boy . . . !" "want it s' bad, I want it s' bad . . . !"
he wants you on him all the time. everyone's going out for lunch? he'll look at you, begging you to stay at the office with him so you can ride him on the couch. he drags his hand across your desk on his way to the bathroom as his way of saying meet me. ranpo charges someone, anyone, with a snack run since he's too lazy to do it himself, and atsushi's burning holes into you with his gaze, silently pleading for you to offer to take him with you and go so you can find somewhere on the way to suck him off.
and for the most part, he's so good for you. he quiets down when you clamp your hand over his mouth and tell him to shut his whore ass up before someone hears. he accepts your edging and your overstim in stride, thanking you when you let him cum, biting back his complaints when you don't. he takes everything you give him; whether he's your nasty little slut or your good boy he agrees, he worships your body every chance he gets, he laps up the spit you dribble onto his tongue. he's a dream. he's an angel. and he's usually so good.
but when he's bad, he's terrible. and it's just as beautiful.
"this is your fault," atsushi growls into your mouth as he’s fucking his third? fourth? load into you, so overstimulated that there’s tears running down his sweet face but so entranced by the way his dick disappears into you that he can't stop. you dig your nails into his arm and stroke his face with your other hand and giggle through your moans because it is your fault. you made him like this.
he eventually realizes how easily he can overpower you. he realizes he can pull you in by your shirt collar and call you a needy little bitch just as simply as you can him; he's a smart boy, atsushi, and it takes him a minute, but he figures you out. you're choking him? he's doing it back, and he's got a shit-eating smirk on his face as he leans in again to kiss you, hungry and well-taught. he stops twiddling his thumbs and looking at you with the word please on his face and starts sinking his teeth into your neck when he wants, sitting you on his thigh when he wants, spitting in your mouth when he wants. he learns he's allowed to take, too, and this is when you know you've freed the animal from its cage.
"you're mine. you're mine, you're mine, I love you . . . !" "jus' like that, jus' like that, you're takin' me so good . . . !" "we're done when I say we're done, pretty . . . !"
and it repairs that crack in your heart to know that he feels loved and cared for enough to ask for what he wants from you. at the end of the day, it's debatable who has who wrapped around their finger . . . sure, you ruined him first, but he's more than eager to return the favor. <3
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shall-we-die · 9 months
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↬|Atsushi|
• Oh he's so dramatic... (Even though he hugs you all night and rubs his head against you, or he might purrs like a big cat.)
• Because of the rules of the orphanage, he has a habit of waking up early in the morning, but the first thing he does when he sees you next to him is to blush and cover his mouth with his hands so that you don't hear him gasp.
• Then he puts his hand on his heart, because he feels that it beats very strongly and you might wake up from its sound!
• He stays in the same position for a long time and cannot even move.
• After he calms down, he finally finds the courage to sit up.
• He's still staring at you though, hoping you don't wake up.
• After shyly walking away from you, he quietly goes to the bathroom and then waters his favorite flowers.
• He tries to prepare breakfast and waits for a while for you to wake up and eat together.
• If you're still asleep, he'll probably have a hard time letting himself get close to you again.
• Then he tries to call you very shyly.
• He whispers your name very softly and after a while he touches your cheek with his finger.
• He greets you softly after you wake up.
• Of course, after you kiss his cheek, and say good morning to him, his heart starts beating fast again...
• One of his favorite things to do in the morning is to talk to you.
• He likes to ask you about what you dreamed and tell you that he slept very well because you were with him.
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↬|Akutagawa|
• Most likely, he only slept for a few hours last night and had constant nightmares.
• He's also an early riser... 'cause he can't sleep anyway...
• He barely opens his eyes, even though he still can't see clearly or think straight, sure enough the first thing he does is put his finger under your nose to make sure you're breathing.
• After his anxiety subsides, he takes a deep breath and tries to blink to see more clearly.
• He also covers his mouth with his hand to control his coughing and not wake you up suddenly.
• He may stare at the ceiling for a long time. After that, he looks at you.
• He doesn't want you to be bothered by his cold hands, so he just caresses your face very gently with his finger. He gently brushes your hair away from your face.
• He doesn't like much physical contact, so the fact that he's lying next to you on a same bed is a huge achievement for you to show off and be proud of...
• In the past, he would just lie in bed and wait for the sun to fully rise and the alarm clock to ring, so that he could wake up and go about his missions. But now... instead of just staring at the ceiling or reluctantly eating, he can look at you.
• Of course, before the alarm clock rings, he gets out of bed and goes to the kitchen to prepare your favorite tea or coffee. That's why you never see his sleeping face.
• Like I said, he doesn't like much physical contact, but if you hug him from behind and kiss his cheek and say good morning, he'll appreciate it.
• However, he complains to you and asks you to wash your hands and face and brush your teeth as soon as possible.
• Is your hair long? So combing and styling your hair is his new responsibility. He might be a little harsh, but boys who have younger sisters definitely know how to braid hair. so... just trust him and be patient and don't scream... please.
• He might also nag about how much shedding your long hair is. Of course, he won't be upset at all if he notices a strand of your hair on his coat during a dangerous mission, for sure he won't even remove it from his coat.
• Well, living with the hound of mafia is a bit tough, you can't expect him to take you to work or school/university.
• Sometimes you have to live without him for a week, and sometimes he has to leave the house very early in the morning before you wake up.
• Most of the time, though, you leave the house early, while he nags behind you and insists that you to be careful, don't forget anything, and be sure to call him after you reach your destination.
• and Weekends? Well, Rashomon throws you out of bed by pulling the blanket, then the hard day of cleaning begins, which begins with a double bath...
• (You're not supposed to do anything but wash yourself in the bathroom, yeah... In fact, you are there by his side so that his thoughts are at ease when he closes his eyes and washes his hair.)
• Then you can decide what movie to watch, or invite Gin to go to the amusement park together.
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↬|Dazai|
• There are several different ways for starting your morning with Dazai.
• One way is when he's mumbling and flirting with you in his sleep. He hugs you tightly and doesn't let you get out of bed.
• In the end, it makes you arrive late to work for the thousandth time in a week.
• The second way is that he wakes up earlier than you because of a nightmare, although he tries not to wake you up at all.
• He stares at you and strokes your hair.
• Of course, after making sure you've rested enough, he'll start teasing you.
• He tickles you and asks you to wake up because he is 'hungry' and wants you to make him breakfast.
• Finally, you have to throw the pillow in his face to shut him up.
• And the third way is that you wake up with his screams, you run around the house sleepily to find the source of the screams and finally...
• You find him getting himself into trouble again with a failed suicide attempt.
• Anyway, you wake up and have a long and busy day ahead of you.
• First you have to make breakfast for him so that he stops talking continuously.
• He may act like a child, but he really loves watching you. While you are wearing his shirt without pants and with a messy hair, you prepare breakfast for him.
• He likes to hug you from behind and rest his chin on your head.
• After breakfast, he will most likely asks to have a romantic double suicide with you, but when you reject him, he will lie back on the bed with a sad face and wait for you to take a shower...
• And most likely he will fall asleep again and you will have to try for a long time to wake him up.
• In any case, you will be late for work and hearing Kunikida's reminders will become a routine for you.
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↬|Chuuya|
• One of the usual routines is that he's been drunk all night and now in the morning he won't even wake up to the ear-splitting sound of the alarm, so you wake up the sleeping beauty with a kiss.
• What an honor you have received, he's drowned in his dreams and you can do whatever you like to him.
• However, when you're busy watching his face, he suddenly hugs you and you roll on the bed.
• And a long time for your cuddling-routine in the morning, enjoying each other's warmth and company for awhile before you jump into the day.
• after your cuddle time, you'll get out of bed for a shower and he would stay there...in bed...thinking about you untilI he falls back a sleep. When you come back, he's still laying in bed, so you jump on top of him to wake him up again...
• After you cuddle and kiss each other passionately (again), you talk a bit, have deep conversation about each other's days and what are the plan for today.
• To be honest, it's the greatest gift in the world for him. Having you by his side... Like you're the one and only person in this word he can trust with his heart, you make everything feel right for him.
• Let this wonderful man cook for you. Maybe at this moment, the eggs in the frying pan and Chuuya, who is standing shirtless and wearing an apron in front of the stove, are competing to be the hottest meal in the kitchen. (He's surely the winner)
• This man was born to be a great husband. I mean... a great husband will hug you and carry you to your desired destination as he walks through the roofs of buildings... right?
• Of course, you're not always the first to wake up. Sometimes he can also be an early riser.
• However, he can't be as romantic as usual.
• This time you'll see a little boy who plays with your hair, tickles you and repeatedly makes you sneeze by waving his hair in front of your nose. You may even feel a fly on your face in a dream and slap yourself.
• I must add that he is filming you with his camera. And those films are never going to be deleted.
• Sometimes when he goes on a mission and can't be with you at night, you should expect to find yourself overwhelmed by your favorite bouquets in the morning.
• While he's standing in front of your bed and looking at you with a big grin. (You miss me, don't you?)... you can read that in his eyes.
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↬|Tetchou|
• He's the type who wakes up early in the morning and wakes you up by force. I must say that if you're a sleep-lover (like me), waking up next to him will be the worst part of your life together.
• Although it's not like he treats you strictly, you are his lover, not a soldier...
• So he just grabs your shoulder and leads you to the bathroom. Without saying anything, he combs your hair and splashes cold water on your face.
• If you still resist waking up, he doesn't say anything, while your eyes are closed and you barely stand on your feet, he holds your chin with one hand and brushes your teeth with the other...
• I must say, this will be your daily routine! You can't escape this!... sorry
• Then you have to look at the strange foods he eats for breakfast.
• And you even go for a daily walk together, and if he feels that you are not physically active enough, you should also attend his *special* classes.
• Don't worry, he's trying to be nice to you.
• It's not that he wants to hurt you, he just wants you to be at your best.
• Surely he enjoys seeing you every moment, even though he doesn't talk much.
• He loves your sleepy face while you wait for him to brush your teeth. And even when you try to do difficult sport movements.
• But some days... for example, weekends... he also likes to stay in bed more. He will be surprised by this new habit... Anyway, it's not like you only have to be an influential person, he will also make changes in his life because of you...
• He is always the first one to wake up, and hugs you tightly. One of his favorite things is to hug you from behind and kiss the back of your neck while brushing your hair away.
• Another routine of yours is to spend several hours doing his hair. Surely this is his favorite time. When you put your hand in his hair...
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↬|Jouno|
• Well, he probably spent the whole night listening to your breathing and heartbeat. And he wakes up at 4 in the morning and starts his training.
• Unlike Tetchou, he doesn't want to wake you up (by force) at all.
• Instead, he does his own things... He will to take a shower and prepare breakfast by making the least noise.
• He'll wait for you to wake up, but don't think you're allowed to sleep until the noon...
• He may not talk to you much about the details of his work, but in general he likes to spend his morning talking with you.
• As you rub your sleepy eyes and sit behind the breakfast table, nagging about having to go to a class you don't like today; He just slowly pours you tea and shakes his head.
• Then he sits behind the table and asks you to read the newspaper for him, or turn on the TV and listen to the latest news.
• Usually the mornings are very calm with him, because he's not a noisy person and he doesn't like to spend his morning listening to a lot of noises.
• (He listens enough at night to all kinds of sounds you make.)
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↬|Fyodor|
• God never sleeps.
• So sorry for you, it's impossible to see his sleeping face.
• However, the main reason for all his strange behavior is because he doesn't care much about his health.
• You sleep in bed alone and wake up alone most of the time.
• You have to work on his habits for some time to improve them.
• For example, force him to eat or sleep on time and rest.
• After a while, he will slowly crawl into bed next to you in the middle of the night and in the morning you will find him next to you.
• He has a cold body, so in the morning when he hugs you, you wake up because of the cold.
• And of course he is awake and staring directly into your eyes.
• It's not that he's cold and serious all the time, he's definitely trying to be a little nicer to you. So you can expect a kind kiss on your forehead.
• He'll hug you tightly and not want to get out of bed. He likes the warmth of your body.
• He certainly can't eat a lot of food, so the best thing is to prepare this simple breakfast for him with a glass of hot coffee and some cookies and enjoy it together.
• I also don't think he enjoys morning baths. His body is still cold and tired and he doesn't want to take off his clothes.
• Maybe he will even ask you to forget about your work and sit on his lap and hug him for a long time.
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↬|Nikolai|
• I really can't imagine him lying on the bed let alone sleeping...
• Anyway, he is one of the characters that you are never going to see his face in sleep.
• He likes watching the sunrise. And you know what he likes more than that? staring at your face...
• One of his daily goals is to be the first thing you see when you wake up.
• He looks at you with a very, very big smile and prepares to say good morning to you and tell you how beautiful you are even with that messy hair.
• He likes a lot of physical contact, so you have to force him out of the bathroom to get some privacy.
• Breakfast?... Well, one thought I don't like is that he finds something to eat from his coat.
• So if you don't like this idea either, you have to start cooking something for yourself.
• I feel like if he goes to the kitchen, you will go to the hospital.
• I'm not sure, but I feel like he hasn't brush his hair in a long time, so combing his hair is a good idea. He may try to change the subject at first, but you can easily satisfy him to sit and let you brush his hair.
• Once he feels your fingers in his hair, you become his personal hairdresser and you have to comb and braid his hair every morning.
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↬|Sigma|
• He usually likes to be the small spoon. While he rubs his head on your neck and chest and expects you to caress his head.
• Surely, when you open your eyes, the first thing you see is his smile, even if he is sleepy, he has a smile on his face.
• He's very fond of physical contact and unlike our shy tiger boy, he's an honest cat who's very serious about what he wants from you.
• For example, he wants you to hug him tighter and kiss his face or stay longer in bed together.
• You eventually have to get out of bed though, because he shouldn't be late running his beloved casino. So while you tidy up and brush your teeth, he tries to prepare a breakfast.
• Maybe he didn't care about his own food before, but now he has to worry about meals because of you.
• While eating breakfast, he explains the list of things that you have to do and asks you for your opinion about the things that he likes to do.
• He will certainly spend some of his time to choosing your clothes; This is one of his favorite things to do for you.
• And until you go about your business, he keeps coming towards you and asking you to kiss him.
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heartsfourdazai · 7 months
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๋࣭ ⭑ sitting on their lap. bsd x reader
gender: gender neutral
type: short scenario. imagine
characters: dazai, chuuya, atsushi, ranpo, kunikida, and akutagawa
warnings: lowercase writing and sugguestive(NO NSFW)
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๋࣭ ⭑ dazai smirks slightly, watching you stand from your seat and streched, "is that a yes?" he asked, causing you to glare at him; lowering your arms. "you tell me~" you teased, causing his grin to wide. he's seated on the bed, legs closed and streched along the sheets. slowly, you walked toward him, sitting directly on his thighs, facing him. you sighed, resting your head on his shoulder and he rubbed your back gently, his hands finding under yoir shirt and his nails traced shapes along your skin. "what did you have in mind, hm?" he teased, grinning as he heard you giggle as he traced his fingers down your spine and stop by the dips in your hips. "oh~ your just full of surprises, belladonna~ you thought...you naughty dog~" and thats when he squeezed your hips, causing you to shriek and jump, quickly falling onto the matress with your boyfriend following you, kneading up and down your torso. laughs escaped your lips, "naughty dog, indeed~"
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๋࣭ ⭑ chuuya was quiet, looking back at you. he slowly turned in his seat and your eyes met his own. "can you what?" he asked you to repeat, causing you to smile. "can i sit on your lap?" chuuya, this time, gave you a sly smirk, sighing as he turned around fully and tapped his thigh, "whatever, just don't do anything to mess up my work." he threatend, and you didn't need to be hold twice. you pratcially flopped against his his body, his arms wrapped around your waist as he turned back on his chair to face the desk. he had his chin on your shoulder and you had your chin resting on his head. his hat was sitting ontop of the bedstool, so you had free access to his hair. as you twirled his hair right around his neck around your finger, he closed his eyes, almost dropping his pencil out of his hands. "chuu?" you called his name out, however your only response was a soft snores from your boyfriend<3
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๋࣭ ⭑atsushi blushed when you randomly sat on his lap while he was peacefully minding his own business, trying to finish some paper work. he froze, not moving when he felt your move a little on his lap. "y-y/n!" he stuttered, coughing slighly. "what? is this bothering you?~" you knew he was flustered, anyone could tell from a mile away, however you couldn't stop yourself from teasing him. "n-no..i actually-" he quickly stopped himself, sucking his stomach in and tried to start writing again. "hm?~ what? what we're you going to say?" you traced your finger up hos thigh, causing him to shiver. "babe...w-we're at..work!" he tried to sound serious, but he couldnt help but melt in your touch. all of a sudden, kunikida walked in and you we're flung across the room when he suddenly rockets upward. kunikida watched your body hit the wall beside him, and he looked back at atsushi, who was as red as strawberry. beads of sweat fell from his face. "ku-kunikida! hi! h-how's your-" "i cannot deal with you two today, so just...do your job then...continue when your somewhere more..private..." you gave him a thumbs up, cauaing atsushi to blush; "Y/N!"
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๋࣭ ⭑ ranpo whispered in your ear; "i already know what your going go ask, y/n~ why don't you just speak up?" you whined, hiding your face in your hands as ranpo sat in front of you, rubbing your legs gently. "awh~ don't be like that...i was just messin' with you." he takes youe waist and draps you on his lap, leaning back on the bedframe. he traced his nails on your bare back, his arm stuffed up the back of your shirt. "was this so hard to ask for?~" god you hate it when he teases you like this. you nod slightly, hiding your face in his chest. he smiled at your shyness, resting his chin on your head. "i like this..." he admitted, "we should do this more often, of course, i get my turn being held~" he kissed your temple, giggling to himself.
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๋࣭ ⭑ kunikida is not thr biggest pda fan, so when you offered to sit on his lap while he worked- he wasn't sure how to respond. "now? y/n, we we're on break 10 minutes ago- no, 15 minutes ago-" he corrected himself, looking at his watch; "and your now asking that?" you gave him a goofy smile, shrugging your shoulders. you already standing in front of him, awaiting his response. he sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose. "..fine." you we're actually surpirsed he agreed and with a proud look on your face, you circled around his desk and sat on his lap, facing his desk and papers. he wrapped one hand around your waist slowly, not wanting to rush, and wrote with his other hand. you leaned back into his chest, pointing out small, non-related mistakes he made, causing him yo almost push you off.
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๋࣭ ⭑ akutagawa had his face buried in the crook of your neck, his breathing tickling you as you scrolled through the media on your phone. he rubbed his hands up and down your back, relaxing you. it also relaxed him, the calm silence causing his eyes to keep drooping. "if you want to...you can take a nap." you whispered, putting your phone down and traced shapes on his back. he played with your neck hairs and sighed. "don't worry, i'll wake you up in a couple of hours.." you smiled, hoping he would take on the offer. fortunaly, he was soon fast asleep moments later<3
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osaevsky · 3 months
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CONGRATS ON 100 NIKO!!!!! maybe some nsfw + atsushi + prompt 18? <3 enjoy the rest of your break friend
niko's 100 followers event.
'cause when i'm around you, i tend not to changin' my mind ⚝ included: atsushi nakajima.⠀;    ♡
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🥮⠀⠀·⠀⠀⚝⠀⠀⠀;  word count: 1.1k + warnings: gn reader, nsfw, friends with benefits / unestablieshed relationship, kinda dom atsu, degradation (slut, whore, cockslut), petnames (lovely, baby, precious), spooning, finger sucking, slight choking, cumming inside, edging. lmk if i forgot anything.
🥮⠀⠀·⠀⠀⚝⠀⠀⠀;  author's note: thank you reid !! <3 i can't really say i didn't write this with my cunt so i pretty much got carried away in some parts oops. i hope you enjoy it anyway lol.
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Being friends with benefits with Atsushi was not a premeditated thought, but rather something spontaneous that left his mouth mid-fuck. And as you thought he got too carried away with his feelings, he asked you once more during the aftermath of it all. 
Agreeing was something just as spontaneous. Why would you say no to this, or Atsushi himself? There was not an actual reason to avoid it. He got you to show him the ropes after trial and error and you took care of your needs with someone as pretty as him, a fair exchange in the end. 
Oh but how he loved to show you how much enthusiasm he had. How he wanted to learn your body, and how desired he felt when you reciprocated the same feelings as him, especially when he left his needy hands to take a grasp over your shirt, tracing over the expanse of your chest, or hooking one of his fingers into your belt and pulling you closer. 
Atsushi was a charmer, even with his awkward manners and that occasional attitude he was able to put out when he wanted to take the reins.
He had you enamored by everything he did from just a few months of spending intimate moments together, but it was because of him, as you were very much aware that if it had been anyone else, it would not have been the same, not even close. 
After spending another night at your apartment, waking up to him disheveled, his back facing you as the rest of him laid under the sheets of your bed. It wasn’t long before he was the one turning over, his eyes partially closed as his arm wrapped around your waist so casually, like he had memorized the movement by now -you were sure he did-, and pulling you closer to his chest. 
Atsushi’s breathing was now right on your neck, soft and composed, as his nose nuzzled into your skin while he held you as if you were ready to break. A different touch to when he got to spend those mornings next to you, even if nothing had happened the night before, Atsushi was so careful with everything: where he put his hands, how hard he pulled you, how overall rough he was. It made your heart melt and he knew it. 
As you tried to close your eyes once more, he began to peck down your nape, his hand moving upwards to pull your shirt just slightly and expose your shoulder. You could swear you heard him chuckle under his breath, already seeing how receptive your body was to his touches: goosebumps appearing over your skin with just a few kisses, and your head tilting to leave more space for him to bite afterwards.
‘’Feels that good already? They’re just a few kisses, I didn’t remember you being this sensitive’’ He asked, not stopping his little chatter before he finished off with a small love bite, close to one of your shoulder blades. A pained whine escaped your lips, catching him off guard for once, wondering what he did wrong. 
‘’Why did you stop?’’ Oh, so that's what it was. 
He didn’t do anything wrong, of course not; you were just needy for more, just like he had been for weeks to no end when this agreement started. He began to wonder if he could love you more than he already did when he saw you like this, asking for more in between whines and pushing your hips back to meet his.
‘’You’re gonna start acting like a greedy slut now? That’s what’s about, huh.’’ Although he degraded you, who was he to not comply, pushing his hips a bit more into yours, making you feel the outline of his dick under his pants. His cock was beginning to harden and throb against your body, looking for more friction, for it to be inside of you already.
The hand that played with your shirt earlier grabbed your chin for a split second, meeting your eye as he forced you to turn your head back at him. You could tell he was asking if he could move forward, and you nodded. 
You could already tell how eager he was about it, too: how fast he pushed your pants down slightly and his, how his fingers brushed over the swell of your ass and got to grip your hips right after, steadying you while your leg moved upwards, waiting for him to slide in. Atsushi’s free hand traveled over your stomach, caressing your chest in the process as it reached your mouth, his thumb softly pressing on your bottom lip. 
‘’Open up, lovely.’’ Atsushi did not waste any time in getting his finger right inside for you to suck on it as a way to shush your little cries when he decided to slide inside, pressing down on your tongue a little harder when he saw you already clamping down on his dick. ‘’Relax, baby, take it easy, you always do so well for me- yeah, just like that, so proud of you.’’ 
The throbbing of his cock as he settled inside of you was beginning to grow painful, but he was doing his best to remain patient for you, waiting for your body to adjust. He slowly removed his thumb away from your mouth, bringing his fingers down to your throat and wrapping them there. 
‘’Please, please, move, need to feel you more, please, Atsu-’’ He tightened the grip around your throat as you spoke, slowly making your voice sound weaker, while his was surely trying to mock you. 
‘’You sure act like a whore. All that blabber just from my dick? Tsk, I thought you knew better. Begging already like a desperate cockslut. You sure missed my touch that much, did you?’’ 
But Atsushi would indulge you, even if you thought he wouldn’t, making you think like you needed to beg some more.
There was not an actual need, as he began to thrust his hips into yours with sharp movements, not waiting anymore as he had enough himself. The squeezing around your throat went lighter as he lost his grip, slowly losing himself inside your walls as Atsushi felt his own climax approaching. 
Just a tad quicker than yours would, as he was purposely looking for his own peak, selfishly fucking himself into you without regard, cumming deep, deep inside like he liked to. 
At the sight of your confused -and pained- expression, various ‘’wait, wait, atsu- i didn’t- atsushi, please-’’ coming out slurred, wondering why he did not let you cum, watching how he pulled out, leaving your hole to spasm around nothing, his lips pecked your cheek from the side, slowly but carefully moving to settle between your thighs as he accommodated you on your back. 
‘’Looks like you’re about to cry, precious. Don’t worry your pretty little head about it, I just wanna make sure you cum on my tongue instead, alright?’’ 
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sribbles-drabbles · 1 year
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Hi i stumbled upon you blog and really like your content . ^^
if you get the chance can you do headcanons for BSD. Thanks if you can.
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OOOO absolutely!!! I decided to do just some HC's for Sokoku and Shin-Sokoku with a basic gender Neutral S/O!!
Chuuya, Dazai, Akutagawa, Atsushi (separate) x GN!reader
❤️‍🩹Dazai❤️‍🩹
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How does one date Osamu Dazai?
You just try your best to fit in with his eccentric personality, amazing mind, and dark past.
You met Dazai through work, as a secretary for the police, and Dazai had come in with a culprit who he and his partner Kunikida caught.
He bragged to you about how he did most of the work, only to receive a smack to the back of the head from his partner.
You laugh, thanking him for his hard work, and your smile struck through his entire being like lightning.
A smile so genuine, so keen, and your eyes that seem to cut him, look through him, unravel him.
He hasn't met anyone like you since Oda.
And from this meeting onward, he comes by the station often to flirt with you.
He'll ask you out over and over until you accept.
Once you accept, there's no going back. He breaks into your apartment often to make dinner, or meets you once you get off work to walk you home.
He'll always ask you to stay the night, not even for sex, but just to cuddle you.
He's oddly enough never invited you to a double...y'know
Mostly because he forms a protectiveness over you and the thought of you dying, especially due to his cohesion is terrifying.
He's often like a cat, and likes his hair played with as he lays his head in your lap.
you often provide him comfort and shelter from his own mind and dark thoughts, even if a temporary distraction it provides relief that he's absolutely grateful for.
Also touch starved, so he's very fond of PDA, he's possessive and just loves the feeling of you against him.
Dazai is a loving and selfish man who desires all of your attention and love, and will give you all he has in return.
🎩Chuuya🎩
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You met Chuuya at a bar unsurprisingly
He sat at the barstool of a very bougie bar owned by the port mafia, drinking some expensive Lambrusco
then you sat next to him, calling over the bartender, and ordering a martini
eyes red and puffy, (if you wear makeup then mascara running)
Chuuya looks over at you, setting down his wine, then darts his eyes back straight, trying to avoid getting involved.
He's not exactly the best man when it comes to emotions, especially when it involves crying
If you apologize to him for looking like wreck he'll sigh, groan even, making you feel worse but then ask what happened
you tell him that you got stood up, and his face turns into even more of a annoyed and pissed off scowl
He'll admit, you were cute. So cute as in fact that it felt like a damn crime that you got stood up by a jackass!
Oh no he was drunker than he thought, and in his intoxicated state, he offers something, something that normal Chuuya Nakahara would never...
"Pah, fuck him. Why not have a drink with me? I'll be your damn date..." he slurs.
This makes you blush and giggle, accepting his offer.
And what a great decision it was, you both had a great time, and you bring him back to your apartment. Nothing ensues however, as you both collapse onto the couch, snoring away.
Chuuya is the type of partner to ask you to move in pretty quickly after realizing that things are more than a fling and are more seriously due to the danger of this job.
It just makes it easier to protect you.
He's touch starved and often comes home late, simply discarding his clothes down to his boxers and crawling into bed with you, wrapping your heavy limbs around him.
Often also feels inadequate due to his lack of proper humanity, both as Arahabaki and a clone.
How can you love him when he's like this and can't always give you his attention?
However when you smile at him as we gets off work early, and walks into your shared apartment with take out in hand, he knowns where he's supposed to be.
🐯Atsushi🐯
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Please be nice to him ✋😭
Honestly idk how ya’ll met, probably you were a client for the ADA and He for put on your case with another member.
Though rather than flirting with you on the spot like his superior, Atsushi keeps things very professional, despite how obviously attractive you are.
He subtly stares or makes goo goo eyes at you when you speak. Only to earn and Elbow by Junichiro who was but on the case with him.
When he notices what he was doing he’s SO EMBARRASSED and rushes off to the bathroom.
Once the case is solved you thank him and shake his hand and he nearly melts on the spot. You’re just so attractive and your hand is so warm…and-
“Ahem!! Let go of the nice person’s hand now Atsushi~” Dazai calls teasingly as he looks at you and you shoot him and awkward smile as he had been shaking your hand for nearly a minute now…
Oh he’s ready to crawl under a rock and DIE-
When you laugh good-naturally though he finds himself falling hard and fast.
The next thing he knows, you’ve given him your humber, and told him to call you so you two can set up a time to meet for coffee.
He blushes so hard as you leave and swallows thickly. He’s so nervous now, but that doesn’t stop him from calling you a week later.
He meets you for coffee and the two of you have a fantastic time. Would be better if Dazai, Ranpo, and Yosano weren’t in the booth behind him eves-dropping and making whispered comments, but what can ya do?
He’s the type to walk you home no matter if your bigger and stronger than him or not. Just a nervous and chivalrous lad. He knows you can probably handle yourself, but he likes to be extra cautious.
I think he’s old school in a lot of ways like this.
He’s so good to you though. Once you two are officially dating he’ll come to meet you at your work everyday to walk you home unless he absolutely can’t due to a mission, and if that happens he texts you asap with apologies and reminds you to have a nice night!!
If you complement in in anyway, especially physically he’ll melt but only half heartedly believe it.
Takes some serious work to get him to be less scared of himself or the concept of him ever hurting you though.
💀Akutagawa💀
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So, you fell for Diablo himself.
Akutagawa is very much not an easy man to love and he knows that, so he's avoided romance and affection like the plague as we see with even Higuchi.
Thus when you join the port mafia as a new recruit and medic, he's shocked that he finds himself mesmerized by your form.
He immediately hates you. Despises you even.
Thus he avoids the Port Mafia doctors as best he can, feeling like if he gets to close to you, he'll kill you out of irritation, then get scolded for his lack of professionalism.
When he's finally forced to come in after a classic encounter with the weretiger and a large gash on his leg that causes him to limp, he's absolutely livid.
He had played off the injury very well, the limp not even being noticeable, to everyone but Higuchi, with her loud mouth.
He sits in front of you, as you take disinfectant to his leg, humming in concern as you do, and Akutagawa can't help but admire you.
You're to gentle in such a harsh profession.
You had just declared a man dead before treating him, and with your unshakable resolve, you treat him with steady hands, not a single tremble.
It confuses him how your bravery stems from desire to protect life rather than thriving in the stench of death like him.
It’s then that he begins to tolerate you and come to the Medic’s as needed. And believe me, he’s a regular with his medications for his coughing and all the injuries he gets from constant brawls.
When you treat his wounds or provide check-ups he begins to open up about his work…and h won’t admit it, but you doting on him makes him feel content.
You realize your feelings first, and when you tell him that you like him…he leaves. He straight up walks out on you.
He’s PANICKING. He realizes he feels the same and believes that makes him soft.
Starts avoiding you and the Clinic again and you think he hates you after telling him.
Soon he’s cornered by Chuuya for “moping and causing drama in the office”and the red-headed executive seems to smack some sense into him.
He finally comes to the clinic with a small thing of flowers. His only thought process being “People like flowers right? This is how someone with romantic interest would respond, yes?”
All in all his apology and subsequent confession is awkward as hell. You’re left dazed and confused by his somehow so blunt yet round about way of declaring his feelings.
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yunohawkeye · 5 months
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Their crush falling asleep on them - Headcanons
for Dazai, Atsushi and Ranpo
I‘ve recently started watching BSD and am a little bit obsessed with the characters.
I‘m only at the end of season 2 so I don‘t know all the characters yet but I‘d love to interact a bit with the fandom and even write some more for it.
no beta - we die like men
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Dazai
There‘s a knowing smirk on his lips even before it happens. Or who do you think freed up your schedule after you said that you didn‘t get much sleep that night and made sure to line up your breaks? At first he was planning on having a little fun with your tired self but when he saw how tired you were, he couldn‘t bring himself to be that mean to you today.
When your head hit his shoulder he was already holding out an arm to catch you. As he looked down at your form he couldn‘t stop his heart from skipping a beat. Seeing you laying there against him, not a care in the world, he brushes a stray strand of hair out of your face and lets his fingers rest on your cheek just a little bit too long for it to be a friendly gesture.
He of course knew that he wasn‘t really hiding his feelings for you at the moment but for some reason, he just didn‘t care. Not with this warm feeling in his stomach.
This is Dazai, so of course he already knew you had feelings for him even if you were still either oblivious or in denial. For so long he was content to keep you at a distance, to keep you safe from him and his life. After all, he‘s a dangerous man with many enemies.
But right now, with you leaning against him and such warmth in his chest that made him feel something he never experienced before, he felt happy, content - not something he was used to.
It‘s scary, he feels so vulnerable even though you can‘t even perceive him at the moment, but it was thrilling. And who is he if not a man seeking out the thrills of life.
He moves his fingers away from your face and instead strokes through your hair, murmuring in a volume only you‘d be able to hear, „Rest well, belladonna. You deserve it.“
Even in your sleeping state you could swear that you felt a pair of lips on the top of your head but - that‘s just a dream, right?
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Atsushi
The moment Atsushi feels your head hit his shoulder he jerks up and looks at you with wide eyes, a deep blush adorning his cheeks once he realizes the situation he found himself in. Of course, his initial reaction is to panic as he feels your weight against his own and your head on his shoulder.
Did you mean to do that? Or was this an accident? You couldn‘t have wanted for this to happen, right? Why would you choose him out of all people? This had to be a mistake-
His train of thought stopped when he heard a sigh escape your lips and felt you shift closer to him. A deep breath later he looks at you, hovering his arm around you, although not brave enough to actually touch you. Atsushi didn‘t know if you actually wanted this and he‘d rather die than do something to make you uncomfortable.
Seeking guidance he looks up from your sleeping form and meets eyes with Dazai on the other side of the room. But his mentor's mischievous smile and encouraging nod was all he needed at this moment.
Head red as a tomato he puts his arm around you and ever so slightly pulls you closer. He felt his heart pounding in his chest and was definitely sure you could as well if you were awake. But even in this state Atsushi couldn‘t deny how happy it made him that you trusted him enough to choose him.
As you instinctively snuggled up to him he wasn‘t able to keep his eyes away from your form, studying your features up close and falling more in love with you for every new dimple or imperfection he found.
While he was lost in you he didn‘t notice all the small smiles and smirks directed at you both, neither the low chuckle from Dazai who decided to leave it be for now, but was already preparing to tease Atsushi later.
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Ranpo
If you think your head falling onto his shoulder was a surprise for Ranpo, there‘s definitely a lot you have to learn.
He saw your eyes falling closed for a while now, so when your head came close to his shoulder he was already holding out an arm to catch and cuddle you close without even looking in your general direction.
A small chuckle escapes him as he starts boasting, „Thought you could surprise me by falling asleep on me, eh? Well, think again! I‘m the best detective in the world after all!“
Even though he was caught up in his antics, as soon as he feels you stir against him Ranpo halts in his movements and immediately shuts up. As he looks down at your sleeping form, green eyes visible, a content smile forms on his lips. Don‘t ever think of yourself as weak, because the power you hold over this man is nothing short of extraordinary.
He doesn‘t just stop talking about how he‘s the best detective, so all attention was on you two, Atsushi's eyes as wide as saucers and head red as a tomato as everyone saw Ranpo pressing you close towards him, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear.
Like being ripped out of a daydream, he snaps out of his trance and looks at his colleagues with his usual smile, „What? Nothing to see here.“ As (almost) everyone starts focusing on their work again, a small smile or blush on their faces while Ranpo leans down to whisper to your sleeping form, „No worries, I‘ll make sure you get the rest you need.“
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amaiyajiki · 1 year
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~Atsushi Nakajima and Ryunosuke Akutagawa dating headcannons~
Warnings:Honestly- This is just PURE FLUFF, reader is gender neutral. Slight spoilers here from the anime and manga. I will be doing them separately.
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~Atsushi Nakajima~
-Oml This tiger boi loves you so much and you love him too:). To make this easier for both of us (for me mostly lol-), let’s say that your working for the agency.You came there before Atsushi joined.
~I feel like he would easily fall in love with you.He would probably love someone who loves and has patience bc Im pretty sure he would have mental breakdowns a lot or just his insecurites getting the best of him.So,when you showed him much kindness and welcomed him into the agency, he couldn’t help but fall in love with you.
~He would be shy and flustered if you gave him any affection in public, so he prefers to give you affections in private. But honestly, he won’t mind hand-holding or you giving him a hug or kiss. (but just prepared to have flustered tiger boi at your side).
~I feel like he would cry a bit bc hes just happy to have you around someone like him. Besides blushing, he would be emotional if you treat him so gently, as if he would break if you made any rough movement.but no really tho, treat him well, baby has been through a lot.
~Please- why do I feel like dazai would stalk you both and watch you two act all lovey-dovey with each other. Dazai would probably tease both of you ALOT. Dazai would also be Atsushi’s wingman, giving him tips on how to impress you and what places to take you out on bc I think we all know that Dazai is a bit of player and he would know what people would like. (especially if you’re a girl or Identify as one)
~Cuddles with him are the best.His tiger instincts get the best of him and he purrs sometimes, which he gets really embarrassed when it first happened.He would clingy too ngl.And my lord, if you kiss his scars and call him beautiful,he would cry a waterfall.
~Going back to the last line of the previous sentence I mentioned. He would have breakdowns and have his insecurities get the best of him. He would think that hes so lucky to have such an amazing person by his side. But he would also think that you don’t deserve someone like him or that you deserve someone else just not him. Just shut him with a kiss and comfort him.And don’t think for a second that he won’t comfort you as well. Though he might not be good at it as much as you, atleast he tries right?
~He honestly loves you alot and he hopes that this relationship will long last forever. <3
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~Ryunosuke Akutagawa~
~Oml say hello to emotions Akutagawa, Idk how you two got together but here we are. Again, let’s assume your in the port mafia. You came after Dazai left the port mafia.
~I think, Akutagawa would be,by far, the most stubborn man in this show when it comes to actually recognizing his feelings for you.He wouldn’t like to admit that he fell in love with you,just another nuisance in his life.What makes you so special? he would think.
~I also feel like he would ask gin about his feelings as he is completely oblivious to them.Gin would just tell him that he’s in love, that he has romantic feelings for someone.He would be shocked tbh.Gin and Chuuya would be his wingman and wingwoman. Chuuya would give him advice on the best places to take you out on.
~He would want to keep the relationship private just between you,him,chuuya and Gin. He doesn’t want to lose you or get you hurt just bc of him. Dazai would feel happy for Akutagawa as aku finally found someone to care for him and give him the love aku never received. ~He’s very protective of you and would keep you safe at all times.With affection tho- It would take a while to get used to it as he is not used to it.He would like to only hold your hand in public, the other affections are kept in private. I feel like his love language would be acts of service bc he likes feeling useful to the people he really loves, one of those people being you! He would cook for you if you wanted him or just give a massage and do things for you.And also Gifts! you would get some gifts from a certain someone bc hes rich af.
~If you give him praise about the things he’s doing for you, he would just brush it off as another opinion from you but you can see that little faint blush on his face.He would love hearing praises from you since he wasn’t given much. I feel like he would love you if you actually meant those praises.Im not saying that he would dislike it if you just gave him praises randomly, he would like them but he would be a bit flustered if you gave praise after he did something for you.
~Cuddles with him would be a bit awkward at first bc he would be stiff if you hugged him or tried to cuddle him at the beginning of your guy’s relationship.But, he would slowly try to relax with you.Try to be slow with your affections bc he will malfunction if you just give him lots of affection, though I don’t think he would mind being pampered once in a while.
~My guy also has trauma within him and an illness. he would appreciate you if you actually took the time to make sure he was okay even tho he says he’s fine.He would rant sometimes about Dazai and you don’t really mind it.He would be a bit bad at comforting you but he tries with the help of his sister,gin giving him advice.
~He really loves you but he just has a hard time expressing it- just be patient with him and he would be comfortable expressing his love for you. :)
(I enjoyed writing for both of them! And please! feel free to request any character from BSD. (mostly ada and the port mafia) AND TYSM FOR 150 LIKES ON THE LAST POST- I AM LOSING MY SHIT-. This is the best birthday gift I have ever received lmao)
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The ADA and Love Language
Heyyy so I realized I haven’t written any headcanons for BSD in a while so here ya go <33 also trying a new format. Reader is gender neutral!
CW: mentions of suicide cause of Dazai
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The love languages that you would show the detectives, and how they would come to fall in love with you even more (feat.: Dazai, Kunikida, Atsushi, Ranpo & Junichiro)
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Dazai
Receiving Gifts: Okay, so we all remember that scene from WAN right? It may have been exaggerated, but Dazai is not one to be show appreciation, let alone receiving gifts!
He doesn’t deserve it, he knows he doesn’t, and he thought it was a cruel joke life was pulling on him again when you approached him at his desk with a wrapped box. Or when you gave him with flowers after work, or when you gave him something he’s been eyeing as he was staring down the water, getting ready to make another attempt…
How can anyone come to be grateful for a monster like him? He’s undeserving of love, he’s undeserving of your love- but he can’t find it in him to turn you away or to get rid of the items. The good people that he does-did- have in his life always leave with a grisly reminder. But then you smile at him and say such kind words that he finds it hard even for him to doubt, and that he promises to not let that same fate happen to you.
This may be the first time that Dazai is truly baffled and left speechless, but he cherishes everything that you give him, keeping it close as a reminder that he does have someone in the little time he has left in this world.
Kunikida
Acts of Service: Kunikida appreciates everything you do for him. He already has a heavy workload and responsibility in the agency, so having someone who wants to genuinely help in both in and out of the office threw him off a bit at first.
He insisted that he could do it himself, but when you already have it done and wiling you do more, he feels a heavy weight lift off his shoulders. And he feels his heart race when you bring him lunch, new pens, and even a spare notebook.
Kunikida is like the backbone of the agency, making sure everything is running smoothly and in place. He’s the one that makes sure that everything is taken care of, but it does something to him knowing that you’re willing to take care of him too with a smile on your face.
Atsushi
Quality Time: Atsushi was lonely pretty much his entire life, miserable and abused in the orphanage. He thought that would always be the case, eventually dying alone as he felt like he deserved it.
But when the agency came into his life, the same loneliness that was once present on a daily basis went away. And when you stayed close by his side through it all, he started to see the world in a new light.
He felt bad at first- he didn’t want you to slow you down or feel like you had to waste your time on someone like him. He didn’t really have anything to his name besides the small apartment and the little money he makes from the agency, so how can he be so selfish to take your time when he can do nothing in return?
But you never complain when you spend time with him, even if it’s just sitting outside the agency stargazing on the roof. Or if it’s taking a break in the cafe, or even walking home while the sun sets. You still flash him a smile regardless of what you’re doing together, even if it’s the most boring thing in the world.
Atsushi feels grateful for this new beginning, and he doesn’t feel as alone anymore with you.
Ranpo
Words of Affirmation: We all know that Ranpo loves to be praised. He expects it on a daily basis for all of his hard work- even if he barely lifts a finger and it’s no difficulty to him- he’s pretty much the reason stuff gets done around here! So of course someone better thank him!
Besides from the President’s praises, he craves them from you the most. You always compliment him on his intelligence, his skills, his looks- pretty much everything that he does (as it should be), but he also appreciates how you aren’t doing it in a way to suck up to him. You genuinely mean what you say.
It’s not a secret that he doesn’t have an ability like his colleagues, but he didn’t want any pity. He doesn’t need it- he’s one of the most essential members of the agency. He doesn’t doubt himself, but it does something to him knowing that someone has their entire faith in him so easily. Even if he doesn’t have a flashy ability like the others, you still encouraged him every time.
Ranpo may play it off with his smugness, but he really does soak it all in each time. And it does give him some motivation knowing that you’re his number one supporter.
Junichiro
Physical Touch: Junichiro isn’t a stranger to physical touch (with what we’ve seen from his…sister?), so he has no issue reaching for your hands whenever he feels a need to. It brings a sense of relief and peace to feel your warmth to know that you’re still here and by his side.
Granted, it’s not a constant need to touch you- but he does it so much that he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it until he feels you squeeze his hand in return. It’s subconscious at this point. Holding hands, an arm around the shoulder, hugs- the list goes on and on. He still blushes like he’s back in the first stages of crushing on you (he can’t help it!)
Your touch is comforting to him, and after a particularly rough day, he really craves it.
Junichiro sometimes even touches you in disbelief. Every time he’s able to hold you in his arms, he can’t believe that he’s able to have someone like you in his life.
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be with you
multiple bsd characters x reader. reader is gn (gender neutral).
about: dates with bsd characters. established relationship
featuring: dazai, chuuya, atsushi, akutagawa, ranpo
notes: atsushi is referred to as “jinko” (white tiger) in aku’s part
kiel notes: idk if you can tell whose part is more self indulgent LMAOOO managed this during writer’s block i think im a god. kidding
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DAZAI — cosy colouring book date at home
dazai recently bought colouring books from the bookstore. he said along the lines of “exploring creativity,” but really, he’s just lazy and broke for outdoor dates. you didn’t mind, though; quality time is still time spent with your lover.
worn out faber castell colour pencils are splayed out on his futon, and you both are lying on your stomachs. he kicks his legs and fills the empty pages with different colours. a peaceful and quiet retreat from the world with dazai gently humming a song you can’t quite make out, only to be disturbed by the gentle sounds and laughter of lovers.
“why’s the penguin yellow?” you giggle, and he pouts.
“have you seen club penguin? all the penguins have different cute colours!” he shades another penguin green and you rolled your eyes. “that game is dead, though..” you remarked, and he scoffed playfully. “not dead in my heart."
being childish and immature with the right person truly heals your inner child.
CHUUYA — aquarium (his mayoi card!!)
chuuya’s gloved hand held your hand as you both strolled through the tanks. your fingers traced the outlines of the fish as they swam close. he points at an ugly fish and laughs, “it looks like you." your jaw drops because that fish was actually ugly. it was your turn to exact revenge, and you point towards a small fry fish, saying, “and that’s you." you stick your tongue out at him and his mouth twitches in amusement. talk shit get hit.
your fish and his fish swam to each other and circled in a dance. he chuckles, “maybe that’s actually us,” he watches the fish swim away, and you beamed, “we could rule the fish kingdom together!” his eyes soften when he sees your bright smile illuminated under the blue aquarium light, before he smirks again.
“yeah yeah, you don’t even know how to swim,” ouch. there’s some truth in his words, and you can only sigh. fishes are naturally good at swimming, so it wouldn’t be a problem if you guys were one.
he sends you both back home by piggybacking you and zipping through the city. you hold your shoes in one hand after a long day of walking, and you grip the shark plushie he won at the aquarium in another.
ATSUSHI — cuddling in a pillow fort
you throw a blanket over the pillow fort you and atsushi have built in the last ten minutes. he struggles to let the fairy lights stay put as he pulls them around the fort.
“get in already!” you pat the spot beside you impatiently, and he crawls in. your laptop rests on his right thigh and your left thigh, sharing a movie screen. it’s a movie marathon on a rainy day. the horror movie plays, and atsushi hides his face in your neck when a jump scare appears.
lightning flashes outside and thunder roars, sending the poor boy flinching a little. you felt bad, so you decided to call off the marathon (not even one movie in) “okay no more, we can just cuddle." you close the laptop screen, and he lays on your lap. your fingers twirl his soft hair, and he purrs softly. atsushi’s soft purring and the soft pitter-patter of the raindrops outside lull you to sleep. you lay your back against the fort gently, eyes closed and relaxed with your lover.
AKUTAGAWA — cat cafe
it took a lot of convincing for akutagawa to go on this date. he didn’t like going to a cafe with the same species and animal family as atsushi. he agreed anyway because he didn’t want to see you upset (good).
you sat on the floor and wiggled a feather toy around while akutagawa fed lickable treats. many cats surrounded him and rubbed their bodies against his thighs. a white cat that oddly resembles a tiger approaches him, and he moves the treat away.
“ryu, you’re so mean.” you clicked your tongue and fed the white cat some of your treats. “it looks like jinko.” he grumbled and stared at the cat with his void eyes. at this point atsushi is your boyfriend’s boyfriend.
akutagawa uses his ability to create a mini cat tower for the cats surrounding him. you can’t help but giggle at his helplessness when the cats jump on him. they seem like to him a lot, well, except for that one cat he denied of treats.
on your way back home, you told him he looked like a tuxedo cat. he only cocks an eyebrow at you, not questioning your weird comparison.
RANPO — dessert tasting
a flyer comes into the agency’s mail, and ranpo is already dragging you down the busy afternoon streets. “come y/n, we have to go. it’s an important mission.” his grabs your wrist tightly and enters the cafe. mission? at a cafe?
what came into the mail was a notice for a dessert tasting at a cafe before their grand opening. ranpo could already discern the flyer’s content when atsushi walked in with a bunch of letters. who in the right mind would turn down free sweet treats? obviously not ranpo.
the waitress brings out pastries after pastries, and ranpo pushes his glasses up, acting like a food critic.
“hm, these scones are not sweet enough. the texture is too chewy.” he moves on and shoves a spoonful of gelato into his mouth. “i like the gelato. it’s sweet for my liking.” he nods approvingly, and you laugh, wiping the cream off the edge of his mouth. “slow down, the greatest food critic. we’re here to enjoy the desserts too.”
“if they don’t want to lose a customer like me, then i’d better say something about their recipe before their grand opening.” he’s got a point. you doubt he’d actually frequent this cafe, though, because he only came today for free desserts. you both get ramune to cleanse your palate afterwards (not that it helps).
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atsushi nsfw alphabet NEOW PLEASE PLEASE 🙏🏻
nsfw alphabet - atsushi nakajima . . . .ᐟ
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
wc: 2.8k
cw: switch!atsushi, gn!reader, implied ada!reader, unprotected sex, creampie, dirty talk, mentions of exhibitionism/mild voyeurism/semi-public sex, mild marking, communication, praise, mild degradation, brief mirror sex, brief edging, breeding kink if you look at it from the right angle, spanking, teasing
reid: anon, the way this was already in the works when you requested…you get me
. . . .ᐟ
a = aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
cuddly cuddly cuddlyyy
for the love of god cuddle him
even if he’s just dommed the hell out of you, pull him close and run your fingertips across his shoulders and kiss his hair and tell him how good he did
don’t worry, he will return the favor! but he just needs to hear it
if he was rough, he will reaffirm that anything mean he might’ve said was bedroom talk only and that you are wonderful and he loves you so much.
clean-up? nooo, stay with him <3
always always always verbally confirms that you’re feeling happy, loved, and safe after. communicative king
b = body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
he loves your hands. they hold him so gently, they caress him so softly, they make him cum so hard, and they’re so pretty - what else could he ask for?
if you’re not both busy elsewhere, he will hold both your hands during sex. kisses your knuckles and palms, licks and bites your fingers - he borderline-worships your hands
he likes his arms, especially since he started eating better and filling out. also impressed with his back when he’s finally in decent shape
(in all reality, the biggest selling point of these two places is probably the scratch marks you leave on them - he can’t get enough of gazing at his marked-up biceps in the morning, or twisting at the waist to see the violent red tracks you left down his back<3)
c = cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
unbelievably gorgeous while he cums
so desperate to cum in you. he doesn’t quite know whether it’s instinctual or the fact that you just feel so good around him, but he needs it and he will beg for it.
not opposed to cumming on you per say - he’ll tell you how pretty you look covered in it, but there’s nothing that gets him hard again instantly quite like watching his seed drip out of your twitching hole <3
d = dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
gets so hot at the thought of being caught fucking you
it’s a little confusing to him - he absolutely does not want to make anyone uncomfortable, especially you, and the idea of being caught by an authority figure/someone he knows isn’t super appealing to him either.
it’s less getting caught and more the looming threat that he could be caught that gets him going
with some thorough discussion and plenty of prior consent from all parties, he could definitely get down with being watched
won’t bring this up solely because he doesn’t know how to </3 he doesn’t want you to think he’s weird for it, but please, just fuck him in that single stall bathroom at the mall
e = experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
VIRGIN
basic headcanon, i know.
but listen - his pretty little head thinks up some of the dirtiest shit
you heard it here folks, atsushi nakajima is a closet freak. an absolute fucking animal disguised as an angel
you roll in your chair over to his desk. how was his morning, you ask? do you want him to tell you how he woke up with the worst hard-on and thought about you while he fucked his hand? how he pictured your watery eyes lookin’ up at him and your warm throat constricting around his cock and your soft hair knotted around his fingers? because he’ll tell you alright, in that sweet, soft voice of his, and he’ll say it with an unassuming face, just out of everyone’s earshot so that if you react you’d be the one to incriminate you both over your conversation - you’d be the one subject to dazai’s teasing and kunikida’s wrath and ranpo’s incessant questioning. and he’ll trace his fingertip over the back of your hand and blush so subtly, so innocently while he talks. don’t be fooled by his timidity, he knows exactly what he’s doing with this.
he feels so powerful when he can fluster you like this - don’t be surprised when he asks you to help him grab something from the supply closet later that day.
he might not have the physical experience, but he has enthusiasm, determination, and filthy words and fantasies to make up for it <3
f = favoite position (this goes without saying)
anything that allows you to hook your legs over his shoulders is his favorite <3
i’ve seen it called a few different things, but the praying mantis position and any variation of it - yeah he’s big on this
he’s a sucker for classic missionary so he can kiss you, hold your face, swallow your moans, pin your wrists above your head, press his forehead to yours, mark your neck, bury his face in your hair. ugh such a sweet boy
g = goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
as a rule, he’s not that goofy. he takes your pleasure seriously!
please don’t laugh at him too hard in bed if he does something unintentionally funny. he’s still a little insecure about his lack of experience
if he says something that’s just a beat off or his toby fox undertale ringtone starts blaring from his phone just brush it off
what he doesn’t mind at all is laughing and joking at the silly sounds your bodies sometimes make. it alleviates awkwardness!
h = hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
didn’t really realize that upkeep was even a thing until he was with you
he’s pretty sparse! his body hair’s only slightly darker than his silvery locks, and he doesn’t have much to begin with
does have a faint and pretty little happy trail <3
i = intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
he’s a little rough around the edges when it comes to setting the mood - he’ll probably just start kissing you and mumbling “wanna fuck you,” “‘m so horny,” “please touch me.” clumsy, but cute and effective <3
loves letting you know how perfect you are, how well you’re doing, how good you’re squeezing him…he forgets to talk so much when he’s lost in his pleasure, but he really values letting you know how you make him feel!
expects the same from you - tell him what you like, what you’re not liking, if you need him to slow down or change positions. makes for really communicative and romantic sex
again. hand holding <3
j = jack off (masturbation headcanon)
horny little fuck. jacks off so much more than you’d expect him to.
another pillow/blanket humper sighs dreamily
he kind of hates how shameful it can feel after? he still sometimes has trouble believing he deserves pleasure at all. he’d much rather just have you there to reassure him that he deserves to feel good <3
k = kink (one or more of their kinks)
at the start of your relationship, he kind of just assumes he’s a sub - that he’d like to be taken care of, let you have control and make the decisions, etc. and it’s true! he does like that!
but oh god, if you encourage him to dom you, there is truly no going back from how feral he gets.
it’s anyone’s guess on any given day whether he’ll be in the mood to dom or sub. he comes to really appreciate this versatility about himself!
doesn’t mind some mean words once you build up excellent trust with him. let’s be real, he’s a sassy lil motherfucker (cough “no wonder dazai up and left you” “you’re even more pathetic than i am” cough) - he can spew some ultra tasteful degradation <3
gradually gets off even harder on being rough with you as your relationship progresses, he gets more comfortable, and you both explore more. he grows to become big on punishments (read: bending you over his lap and spanking you red) if you’re being bratty
but at the end of the day, it’s atsushi we’re talking about. so most importantly…
PRAISE
PRAISE
PRAISE
your tigerboy needs praise so bad - doesn’t matter if you’re domming or he’s domming.
he’s sitting with his back to your chest while you stroke him and play with his nipples? whisper in his ear about how pretty he sounds, that he’s being such a good boy, his dick’s so perfect, you’re so in love with him.
on the flip side, he’s drilling into you ruthlessly after a stressful day? be extra loud for him - sob and cry about how good it feels, how he’s so big, how he fucks you so well.
l = location (favorite places to do the do)
so down bad for doing it on the bathroom counter
he’ll hoist you up to sit you on the very edge of the sink to fuck you with his arms wrapped around your middle and his face buried in your neck
(looks up into the mirror every so often to watch your ass ripple against the counter and your head loll back - can’t help the wild grin on his face as he leans back to give you a glimpse of his dark eyes and shit-eating expression. loves watching himself make you feel good almost as much as he loves making you feel good.)
m = motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
when you love on him in front of other people.
he won’t go over the top with pda, but he really enjoys the little pecks, squeezes, and touches that are only for him
you offer to go get everyone at the agency coffee from the café downstairs, but atsushi’s the only one that gets a sweet tug on the collar of his shirt and a kiss on the cheek before you go. little reminders like that let him know your love is all his, and it gets him impatient to get you home
will kind of go out of his way to make his pda appear practical. it helps him avoid embarrassment, he swears. oh no, you look cold at the train stop, he better wrap his arms around you from behind and press you to him! the fact that passersby get to know you’re his is totally just a bonus, nothing more. :)
n = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
as another one with a trauma-ridden past, he cannot handle degradation and humiliation taken too far. no 24/7 D/s dynamic for him please. of course he wants to be your whore, but that’s not all he wants to be! please keep it moderate and in the sexy space. always remind him how valued and loved he is immediately before and after. he truly loathes feeling worthless, it would be even worse if that feeling was coming from you :(
o = oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
receiving takes pressure off of him - i can see a lot of your first sexual encounters with him being you going down on him
your experience level here isn’t too important either - the way you look on your knees in front of him has him busting so quick
he’s not a pro at giving by any means, but god he loves doing it.
after getting over the initial fear of disappointing you with his mouth, he’s very eager to learn what makes you fall apart
all around, he loves communication, so give it to him straight. coach him through it. he’s receptive - he’ll pick up alright <3
p = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
fucks fast and hard <3
there is so much passion and sensitivity in this boy he’s practically bursting at the seams with it
all that passion combined with his adoration for you translates into pretty intense lovemaking
q = quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
while he much prefers going at it until you’re both unable to move, he’s not opposed to quickies.
perfect time for a quickie is if he’s being sent on an assignment or mission and won’t see you for few days - did you both already have sweet, romantic goodbye sex that morning and also probably the night before? yes. will he still rail you in the agency bathroom literal minutes before he leaves? absolutely.
r = risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
he’ll experiment within his likes and boundaries! as mentioned before, he’d probably like to let a consenting third party watch him while he fucks you
not big on anything that could genuinely hurt you or get you into serious trouble like weapons or dangerous spaces
not super conscious of his own health in general - again, he will want to fuck you raw and finish inside you
s = stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
many. multiple.
he’s got a natural athleticism about him, and on top of his ability and the rigorous physical discipline his job tends to require, he can go three or four rounds on a bad day.
(is this also because he’s just that desperate for and in love with you? yes possibly)
t = toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
i just can’t see him being super into toys
if he were to give them a try, he’d probably want you to use them on him, if that’s okay with you - maybe a cock ring or a vibe strapped to his dick
he’d rather just feel you and fuck you and touch you as much as he can <3 he can’t get enough of you, why on earth would he wanna share you with a piece of silicone?
u = unfair (how much they like to tease)
he likes a moderate amount of teasing. dirty promises in your ear in public, maybe two or three instances of edging before he lets you cum
ultimately though, he wants what he wants and that’s for both of you to feel good - he definitely leans toward a soft dom. he’ll put you in your place for sure, but the main goal is always to make you cum <3
v = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
breathy and whiney tigerboy. his sounds come from his throat as opposed to his chest
trails off into heaving sighs if he’s going slow; speeds up into rhythmic moans when he’s fucking you fast
“so needy. you gonna be good? promise?”
“you’re gonna lay there all pretty and take it f’me, yeah?”
hello who taught him how to talk like this??
“feels- hah- so good! feels s’good, ah!”
“lemme cum in you, please, please, please…!”
talkative until he’s fucked out - then it’s just unintelligible nonsense and tears
w = wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
he’s insecure! it’s part of where his praise kink comes from. building off that, do this thing when he’s feeling down where you ask him to “tell me what you are.”
it forces him to compliment himself.
let him know you expect him to say something along the lines of “good boy,” “lovely,” “perfect,” just positive self-talk - when he does, repeat it back and reward him and reaffirm it. pound that shit into his brain.
even better? do this while you’re riding him slowly <3
x = x-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
prettiest dick of them all
average and uniform girth from base to tip, pale just like the rest of him other than the blushy, leaky head, and a single prominent vein down the top side
just under six inches. literally perfect
y = yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
he’s hormonal and fucking pent up. just, from life. anytime you wanna let him hit, he’s there
kind of feels bad, actually, about how much he asks you for sex - he would never want you to get the idea that that’s all he wants!
the fact that he loves you so much is definitely a huge part of why he’s so goddamn horny
z = zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
the epitome of “i just let him nut in me, now he’s playing fortnite?”
tigerboy can bounce right back up after some routine post-sex cuddles. as stated before, he’s got stamina
at bedtime, fear not - he’ll get his energy out by hopping up for a quick glass of water, cleaning you off quietly and gently with some nice smelling wipes, or playing a game/reading a book while you drift off.
he’s not a sound sleeper, but he has to admit when he does finally fall asleep next to you after sex, it always seems to be the best sleep of his life. <3
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heartsfourdazai · 7 months
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Idk if request are opened but if they are can I request headcanons with dazai, chuuya and atsushi with a best friend who gets hit on a LOT. They also have random people coming up and complement them/ their outfit everyday without fail. Maybe even a time their friend lied and said they were a couple to get some guy to stop hitting on them. Thank you.
๋࣭ ⭑ other men hitting on you. bsd x reader
gender: gender neutral
type: headcanons
characters: dazai, chuuya, and atsushi
warnings: lowercase writing, creepy men, mention of drinking, all characters are over 18!
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๋࣭ ⭑ osamu dazai 🩹
doesn't blame others for hitting on you. he compliments you all the damn time.
your used to walking into work and run into dazai, who is always complimenting your looks<\3
even on the way to work you've had many compliment you. you can never go one day without having someone saying something about your outfit.
it was cute and kind at first, but overtime you've started to feel uncomfortable...all these eyes on you, this compliments left and right?
it was overwhelming for you, and dazai popped the bubble when he once again complimented you.
"dazai- stop! okay, i get it! you don't need to keep telling me!"
cue the eyebrow raise.
"i'm only speaking the truth!"
"yeah, too much if it!"
thats the day he found out you weren't the biggest fan of compliments. once or twice, okay thank you, repeating it five times over, okay bye.
one evening, you and dazai were in the bar located under the agency, having a few drinks before you part ways and you head home while dazai...wandered somewhere else where.
however, plans were cut short when a man who looked around to be in his late 20's stumbled in, reaking already of alcohal.
he took a stool from beside you and sat on it, watching you. dazai was gone, he was in the bathroom when this man walked in, so you were left with him.
"hey there, cutie~" the man leaned more toward you.
you didn't look at him, and played with the rim of your glass.
"nice outfit you have there~ love the view of the legs~ how about you show more of it~"
you shivered, feeling his fingers trace up and down your thigh. you tried to pull away from him, but he followed you.
suddenly, dazai walked back out and you instantly felt relieved.
"sorry, sir~ but i already have someone taking me home.." you stood up, the creep watching yoi walk toward dazai and wrap an arm around his own...which caused him to freeze.
"y-y/n?-"
you eyed the man.
dazai made an "o" shape, before clearing his throat.
"is-is something wrong, dear?"
you shook your head, smiling to yourself.
"no babe, now come on! i'm tried, take me home!"
dazai knew you were faking, but his soft pink blush was indeed real.
as you both walked past the man, you kicked his chair leg, causing him to fall to the floor.
as you and dazai walked out the door and took a turn, you pulled away from him and sighed dramatically, "ugh, i hate drunk people..well, drunk people who are creeps.." you shiver.
dazai chuckled, "that trick you pulled? smart way to get away from creeps like that man...however, your lucky i'm your friend, otherwise i would have said i wasn't your partner~"
you roll your eyes, "whatever...i'm going home. call me if ya' need something.."
and dazai watched you walk off, turning on his heels to walk the opposite way. his arms over his hand and a smirk decorated his face.
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๋࣭ ⭑ chuuya nakahara 🍷
both of you get compliments for your outfits.
chuuya gives a soft nod while you speak verbally, "thank you!"
he's used to random people complimenting him, but you were different.
sure, it was nice and stuff, but over and over again, regarding your looks and body? eh, you don't know how to feel.
chuuya would also compliment you, but since he's your best friend, you felt more comfortable.
you explained to him, when this feeling starting to form, that when other people compliment you, it makes you feel awkward.
he understood and also took the compliments down a peg.
"i just..don't like all the attention!"
he nods, "that's okay. the spotlight isn't for all to enjoy.."
timesmkip to a couple of weeks later.
work was okay.
the compliments from people died down when yoh started to not care so much about what you wore, much to chuuya's demise.
he told you don't need to hide your entire body, but also understood why you do it, and doesn't push it.
that was, until one night was anncouned a party night, for some sort of port mafia achivement?
or maybe it was all for kicks..
you and chuuya left the group, not honestly caring what they're missing out.
half of it was probably postponed because elise wouldn't wear the dress moir bought for her for over 1000$.
so, you both decided to have a few drinks together by the bar closest to where you live.
you ordered yours, and he ordered his drink and couple hours went by.
laugher, talking, and jokes fell upon those hours.
however, the hour you planned to leave a guy around your age stumbled into the bar.
you instantly felt his eyes on you, and you felt your stomach drop. he sat right beside you while chuuya was on the other side.
they guy didn't see him, and instantly spoke to you.
"hey there, cutie~ whats a attractive sweetie doing here all alone late at night~?"
he spoke, his breath stinks, but you couldn't say anything when you felt him lean in closer to you.
chuuya watched, his hand clutching his glass, but he didn't want to cause a scene..yet.
he glared daggers at the man, but he didn't notice.
"what's a sad, single loser doing in a bar all alone? are you that sad you need alcohal to find another purposein life,l-?" you rolled your eyes, taking a sip of your drink.
suddenly, you felt the man grab your wrist and pull the drink down, leaning close to your ear-
he licks his lips, "mm you're a fiesty one? that's okay~ it just makes you more hotter~ how about you come back home with me, i'll be able to make you feel real ho-"
before chuuya could step in and knock gravity out of his existance, his scream of pain caused him to stop.
you grabbed his arm, twisting it behind his back and slammed his head to the table, standing up from your seat and gripped his hair.
"not to burst your bubble, but i'm already taken~" you eyed chuuya, who blinked once..twice..
he stood from his seat, grabbed the man by the collor and pushed him to the floor, stepping on his back, keeping him down with his gravity.
"treat another person like you just did to my partner, and you'll be buried six-feet-under, ya'hear me?"
the man stuttered out an apology, chuuya letting him up and you both watched him run out the door.
you thanked chuuya for going on with the plan, saying your goodbyes.
if he had to, he would do it again
chuuya stayed to finish his drink, cursing your name when he realized he had to pay for your drink.
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๋࣭ ⭑ atsushi nakajima 🐯
how could he be friends with someone has amazing as you?
he loves your aesthetic.
even he compliments you because he's just trying to be nice.
you would thank him, smiling sotftly at him and going on with yiur day.
however until one day, when he complimented you, your sighed heavily, hiding your face in your hands.
he tilts his head in confusion, rubbing your shoulder, asking what's wrong.
"y/n? are you okay?"
you sighed, "yeah! i'm fine- just...all these compliments i'm getting from strangers! it's awkward! i don't know what to say all the time and there are some people...who try to...touch me."
you mumbled the last part, atsushi nodding slowly.
he listened to you rambled and asked his he could hug you.
of course, you agreed and engulfed him in a hug.
overtime, he's died down on the compliments, wanting to respect your bounderies and not upset you.
until one night, atsushi and you finished work later then usual and the weretiger offered to walk you home.
you and him were chatting for a little bit, until you wandered past a bakery.
atsushi asked if you wanted anything, but you shaked your head and said you can wait out here for him.
there were seats in front of the door, so you sat down and waited for him.
couple minutes passed...and suddenly there was a teenager, probably the same age as atsushi and he looked...drunk.
you took out your phone and earbuds, trying your best to distract yourself.
it was working...to some extent.
the teenager noticed you, and you could smell the alcohal on him when he came close to you.
"hey baby~" he cooed at you, sitting down on the chair beside you.
you took a unnoticed deep breath and looked up at him, to frightened to move.
"look at this hot outfit your wearing~ hm, they look sooo good on you~" he giggled, rubbing his hand up and down your thigh.
you tried to kick him away, but he gripped your leg tighter.
"i think it would look better~ if it showed more of these smooth legs of yours-"
suddenly, atsushi walked out of the bakery.
"ugh, sorry y/n! the bakery was short-staffed so it took longer to gte my-"
"finally babe, your back!" you stood up, legs shaking softly and you hugged atsushi, whispering in his ear.
"we need to leave, now.."
atsushi looked at boy he didn't see at first, and glared at his drunk body.
his head was hung low and he kept giggling, "awh~ don't think about leaving so soon~"
atsushi grabbed the boy by the collor and pulled him off the ground.
"touch another stranger like that again, and you'll wish you never did." he dropped the man who was gaspong for air and scurried away, running into walls and poles.
he's on his own now...
atsushi looked abck at you, "are you okay?"
you laughed, "yeah..hey, i told you i didn't want anything.."
you pout, grabbing a bag of smal muffins.
"i know, but i thought you were hungry after today."
you smiled, thanking him.
as you both continued your walk, atsushi suddenly stops when he realized something.
DID YOU CALL HIM BABE???
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sleepy-razor · 2 years
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Snacks Are Meant to Be Shared
Request!!: hello can you do headcanons of female s/o who likes to share her snacks with atsushi? she's only share her foods/snacks when the people she's close with
Warnings: Food mention, references to the orphanage. That’s about it I think? Please let me know if I missed anything!
Characters: Atsushi, Fem!Reader (no pronouns are mentioned though, I’m sorry!)
Notes: Ngl, this request caught me a little off guard because I’ve only really written GN readers so far, but this idea seems really fun!
The first time you offer before you’re dating, Atsushi has no clue what to make of it.
He’s grown up in an environment where things are not given without consequence, so when you offer him whatever you’re eating, he’s immediately trying to piece together what you want.
“Eh?”
Atsushi blinks at you in bewilderment, his eyes flicking back and forth between your face and the (insert snack here) you were holding out to him.
"I made snacks,” you say happily. “You haven’t taken your lunch break yet, so I thought you’d want some!”
Atsushi’s eyebrows furrow at your statement, his confusion only growing as he watches you set the plate down on his desk. 
“You don’t need to eat it now,” you say, trying to reassure him. “But it’s there if you want it!” 
It takes some coaxing (and reassurance from Tanizaki) for him to take what you’re offering, even though he waits until you’re out of the room to even think of eating it.
He relaxes about it after a while, and he’s even more eager to accept food from you once you start dating.
Now he just melts inside whenever you offer him your snacks, or even go out of your way to buy him the same thing when you’re out and about.
He tries to make you food to return the favor!
Please don’t bully him for only making chazuke, it’s his comfort food and it feels really personal to him to share that with you :(
It’s thanks to you that he learns he really likes snacks that taste like (your favorite flavor), and he’ll even buy some to keep around for when you come to spend the night in his dorm!
Dazai will text you randomly whenever you’re out of Yokohama on a case with a ton of pictures of Atsushi smiling like an idiot while eating some snacks you left in his drawer while he looks over a case file.
Please protect him at all costs, he deserves to be safe and happy. :(
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the-comfortcorner · 2 years
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It’s okay to be tired. Life is hard sometimes. Come here, you can rest against me while I finish up this report, and when I’m done, we can get something to eat, okay?
-Nakajima Atsushi
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akutails · 2 years
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LO$ER=LO♡ER - nakajima atsushi
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✁you’ve encountered two bad customers in a span of a month, and both of those encounters involves atsushi coming to save the day. warning: cursing, mean customers. repost from @[yatsugareboyf].
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Atsushi hasn’t been working long when Cafe Uzumaki decided to hire you as another barista. He works the morning shift, usually with one other barista, as most of the employees worked at night due to school or other jobs they had during the day. You were assigned the morning shift (not that you had any choice, the cafe needed more morning workers) with Atsushi and the other barista Lucy.
You could say that you all got along well. Atsushi was kind enough to take you under his wing and teach you everything that you needed to know, while Lucy swatted him every time he would teach you something wrong or mess up a recipe he’d been showing you.
“For an Americano, you just need six ounces of espresso-” Atsushi begins, already adding way too many into the machine, but Lucy smacks him from behind his head.
“Idiot, it’s only three ounces! Are you trying to kill our customers?!” she scolds, making you snicker quietly while Atsushi whines and apologizes while still being scolded and smacked by Lucy.
After redoing the recipe (Lucy made Atsushi drink the six-ounce espresso americano), they continued to teach (and bicker) the other recipes and before you knew it, you’ve mastered all the recipes in just under a week of training. (“Why does Y/N pick it all up faster than you do? It took you an extra week and you’re still shit at it” “Lucy, it’s not like you’re any better at it..”)
The one thing you struggled with, despite already memorizing all the recipes and combinations possible, is talking and dealing with customers. Atsushi and Lucy were an exception, of course, but you didn’t have the courage to tell them that you had a hard time with the communication part of the job. They didn’t realize this until you had to talk to a customer with a complaint.
For the most part, taking and serving orders were manageable. It was just a simple “What would you like?” “Here’s your order”, you couldn’t fuck that up. The thing is, other than your memorized lines, you completely froze at any other interaction, so when your customer called you over, you were already expecting the worst. You glanced at Atsushi to try and ask him to deal with the customer, but he was occupied with cleaning the machines while Lucy was serving other customers. The customer was basically yelling for you at this point, so you had no choice but to approach the customer and hope for the best.
The best scenario would be that it was a mistake and we’d both go on our merry way, right?
“You made this, right?” the customer, who seemed like a middle aged man with nothing to do, but you made no comment, “It has milk in it! I’m lactose intolerant!”
Of course, you think, the customer is unaware of the ingredients. I’ll just explain that to him and we’ll be okay.
“Sir, you ordered a latte.. That contains milk..” you cringed, I think I sound rude. Am I rude? Your question was already answered when the man’s frown worsened and you could see the steam coming out of his ears.
“You didn’t disclose that when I ordered it? That’s your job! That makes you liable for any damages!”
You couldn’t feel more pathetic just standing there while this man barked at you on how you should be doing your job. It’s not like you wanted to let him yell and insult your whole being, but you couldn’t move. Your lips were sealed shut and your hands were clammy.
You hate confrontation, especially if you know that you did nothing wrong. It makes you lose all control over breathing and it’s like all cognitive function disappears at that moment.
“What, you’re just gonna stand there? Do something, you useless piece of-!”
“Hey! What are you yelling at my coworker about?” Thankfully, Lucy comes to save you after she notices a lot of unnecessary yelling from the other side of the cafe. Atsushi then follows, slowly pulling you away from the scene to the back of the cafe where it’s more quiet.
You didn’t notice that you were crying until Atsushi was cradling your face in his hands, wiping away the tears with his thumb. It feels warm and comforting, for someone who you’ve only known for a week.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay. You’re okay, just breathe, yeah?” he whispers as to not fill your ears with more unnecessary noise, “you’re safe here. Just breathe.”
He over-exaggerates his inhales and exhales, and you can almost feel the rise and fall of his chest, and gestures to you to do the same. He doesn’t stop even when you cough and breathe shakily, Atsushi continues to guide your breathing back to normal, or at least to limit it down to deep breaths. It’s like how parents try to calm down their crying toddler, patting their back and softly whispering sweet assurances as they rock them side-to-side, but you don’t feel infantilized by it. It feels oddly comforting, his warm hands on your cheeks moving down your back to slowly rub it, and it grounds you.
Because of Atsushi, you calmed down faster than any other time you’ve tried to yourself.
“What the fuck was that?” Lucy barges into the room after Atsushi had managed to calm your breathing and crying. The white-haired boy winced at his coworker’s loud voice and rubbed your back comfortingly when you visibly flinched.
“Lucy, don’t be so loud.” Atsushi starts, glancing over at you who calmed down a bit, “it wasn’t their fault, I’m sure.”
“I know that much, idiot Atsushi. What I’m asking is why you couldn’t defend yourself out there. He was clearly wrong, so why’d you let him yell at you like that?” She stands there with her arms crossed. She was also concerned, don’t doubt that, but she was also worried since this isn’t the worst customer to ever walk the cafe, so what more if you encountered worse people?
“I..” your throat blocks up and you gesture vividly until you could speak again, “I don’t know.. Couldn’t move…”
“I get what you mean, Y/N. It’s okay, it was your first time encountering these kinds of people.” Atsushi smiles warmly at you, making you freeze again, but this time, it felt different. Your hands aren’t shaking and your cheeks feel hot, and it isn’t uncomfortable.
You didn’t mind freezing up if it was because of his smile.
Atsushi noticed you freezing up again and his smile turned into a frown. Shame, you thought. “Don’t think about it too much, you’re doing great!”
You could only press your lips into a tight smile, nodding along to his words. You turned to Lucy to silently apologize, and she just sighs and waves her hand. “It’s fine, but don’t count on me and this dimwit to save you next time.”
Lucy wasn’t there the next time, but Atsushi was.
It’s been three weeks since the old man came to the store and everything seemed to be going smoothly. You could handle simple communication tasks and whenever there was a complaint, Lucy or Atsushi would approach them and usually, it went well.
It’s also been three weeks since you’ve had Atsushi on your mind non-stop. Your relationship with him has developed more after the incident. He was more kind and considerate with you, now knowing your issue with communicating with customers, and he was more than willing to help you out in other things. You couldn’t help but overthink, is it just pity? Is it because I have an issue, that’s why he’s being so considerate? What if I didn’t freeze up that time, would he have stayed the same?
But it wasn’t always about pity. The way you’re immediately filled with this indescribable warmth whenever he brushes his fingers on yours when reaching for your cup, or whenever he looks up to you and smiles, or whenever you remember how he calms you down almost instantly. You’re not familiar with this feeling, but it’s definitely better than freezing up because some old man is yelling at you for not telling him that a latte has milk. You feel guilty for saying it, but you wouldn’t mind having another confrontation like that if Atsushi would be there to save the day.
After three weeks since the latte incident, Lucy had to take a two-day leave. She didn’t say why, but she did vividly remind you and Atsushi (mostly Atsushi) to take care of the morning shift because no one from the night shifts was willing to occupy Lucy’s spot.
The first day started off relatively quiet. Customers were served calmly and any issues were quickly resolved, and it wasn’t even that busy. For the most part, you and Atsushi weren’t really that busy. There was a lot of vacant time where both of you were just laying around and cleaning up. Atsushi would try to make conversation, and it would go well, but then a random customer would pop up and ruin the conversation.
While Atsushi tended to the customer, you were on the other side of the bar. I’m not staring. I’m just looking that way, you want to say, but you were definitely staring. You fixed your gaze on Atsushi, who talks so sweetly to the customer, maybe about how there were no banana bread in stock this week, or maybe how Americanoes have three ounces of espresso rather than six ounces, whatever it is, he talks so warmly. Even as he starts to walk away from the customer, to make their drink you assume, his aura of comfort and easiness never fades. He somehow brings relief and serenity to those around him with just a simple smile or a little “Hi!”. You feel a little jealous of the customer, who was lucky enough to elicit a cute giggle from Atsushi when they dropped a hefty tip in the tip jar, and you wish it was you who made this cute boy laugh.
He approaches you after he deals with the customer with a small smile, dusting his hands off, “Are you okay? You’ve been spaced out.”
You nod, laying your arm on the counter and resting the side of your head on it. Giggling, Atsushi copies your movements, now facing you directly. You suddenly feel very exposed, but you don’t move.
“How are you feeling?”
“I’m fine,” you answer, adjusting quietly to meet his eyes more. “You?”
“The last customer dropped a very big tip, so you can say I’m stoked.” He chuckles, and you can’t help but let a quiet laugh yourself.
“Yeah, they seemed to really like you.”
“You think so?”
“Mhm. You’re… you. They would be an idiot if they didn’t like you.”
You were too occupied with his beautiful two-toned eyes to notice a small blush appear on his pale cheeks. He stays quiet for a while, before smiling.
“How about you, Y/N? Do you like me?”
It was your turn to stay quiet, and you can’t help but hope that he doesn’t see the effect that he has on you. Of course I like you, you wanna say, but you’re choked up and frozen, only staring into his eyes as an answer. It happened again, Atsushi. You made me freeze with just a simple action. What would I do if it isn’t smiles and small touches anymore? No, I’m thinking too far ahead. Atsushi wouldn’t wanna talk more with me if not because of our job. He’s not interested in me as I am in him. Atsushi deserves someone more interesting, someone who doesn’t freeze every time he smiles or-
“Hey, is no one working here?” a harsh voice interrupts your thoughts, making you and Atsushi stand up abruptly. Atsushi waves at you and approaches the customer, probably signaling you to look like you’re working on something as well. You speed walk to the coffee makers, wiping down non-existent stains.
“Finally,” the man sighs irritatedly, “I’ll have a cinnamon dolce latte with sugar free buttery brown flavored syrup, non-fat whipped cream, and sprinkles for my daughter, and a black coffee for me.”
You peek over at Atsushi as he tries to hold back his own exasperated sigh, typing in the long order and totalling his bill. The man then just asks to bring the drinks to his table and walks to the nearest table to fiddle with his phone. When Atsushi faces you, he wears an awkward smile.
“I can do the long order while you brew him his coffee. Is it okay if you bring it to him?” He asks, already reaching for a plastic cup to fill. You nod quietly, starting to brew the coffee.
Atsushi was only half-way done with the complicated order when you finished yours (given it was a simple enough order), so you tapped his shoulder and gestured to the mug. He nods and smiles a bit, “Go ahead, Y/N,”
You inhaled sharply as you faced the direction where the man was sitting, already feeling a bit nervous as you stepped closer to his table. With every step you took, the louder your heart beats in your ears, making your hands tremble a bit. You tried to hold your shaking and trembling as you near him, stopping fairly close to him to take another deep breath. As you step forward, the man suddenly stands up, “What’s taking so-!”
His sudden movement clashed with your gradual approach, making you drop the black coffee all over his button-up shirt, the mug bouncing off the floor before shattering into pieces, leaving the small plate it used to sit on in your hands. His eyes widened and he pushed you away with enough force for you to trip and fall ass first on the ground.
Fuck.
“What the hell?” the man exclaims, wiping down haphazardly on his shirt before pointing at you as you scramble to get yourself off of the floor, “Are you blind?! Look where you’re going!”
Your legs were trembling as you stood up, struggling to maintain a straight posture as you continuously bow with quick “I’m sorry”’s coming out of your mouth. These apologies fall on deaf ears as he grips your uniform, making you look up to face him, “What are you standing here for? Get cleaning!”
With a quick “y-yes, sir!”,you run to the back of the cafe, passing a very concerned Atsushi as you grab the mop and bucket and rush back to the table to scrub the floor stained with coffee. He doesn’t seem to be satisfied with your frantic cleaning because he kicks the mop out of your hands and nudges you harshly with his finger.
“I meant my shirt, you dumbass! How stupid can you get?”
You couldn’t even move anymore with how embarrassed you feel. Your hands feel more clammy than ever, and your eyes are already starting to blur with tears. It feels like your heart fell to your stomach, closing up your throat and gluing your feet to the ground. Move, goddamnit! Stop being such a loser, you will yourself to at least grab a tissue to damp on the man’s drenched shirt, but it’s like this man’s arms are holding yours to your side, making you immobile.
The man reaches out to poke at you again, but it never reaches you. You hear struggling breaths and grunts, followed by a “I think t-that’s enough, sir.”
Your head shot up from the familiar voice, and you’re met with the sight of Atsushi gripping the man’s wrist just mere inches away from your shoulder. You couldn’t see his face, but you certainly saw the man’s face, scrunched up in pain and frustration as he tries to break free from his tight grip.
Before the man could even react to Atsushi, he grabs your hand and pulls you towards him as he runs to the door, pushing it open and drags you out of the cafe. Your feet are suddenly moving at a fast pace, trying to catch up with Atsushi as he continues to rush farther away from the cafe. You don’t know where he’s headed to or he’s just plain running, but you felt more free than ever. His hand holding yours tightly, looking at his hair flying back from the speed he’s running, it all feels so warm. So warm, that it makes you laugh even with the tears still freely falling from your face. Atsushi turns to you while running, watching your eyes squint as you continue to laugh, making him smile and tug you closer towards him and giggle quietly.
Your laughs and his giggles die down as he reaches a vacant parking lot a few blocks from the cafe, guiding you to sit down against a curb. You both sit in silence before he breaks it.
“I’m sorry for rushing out like that. Usually Lucy would handle those types of things, but I panicked… I’m so sorry.” His cheeks turn a pretty shade of pink, clasping his hands together as he lowers his head. He’s embarrassed? You couldn’t help but put your hands over his and shake your head frantically.
“Don’t be! I’m glad we got out of there, honestly.” He looks up to you with the most hopeful eyes, looking into yours to search for any hesitation or discomfort before sighing in relief.
“I feel like such a loser, running out of the cafe like that. I could’ve stood up for you, but-”
“No, no! You’re not a loser, Atsushi!” you say in the loudest voice he’s ever heard from you, and he stays quiet, “to be honest, I feel like I’m more of a loser if anything. I couldn’t do a single thing right.”
Your hands fall to your side, facing away from him and into the distance. I couldn’t do a single thing right. What does he think of me now? If he thinks he’s a loser from doing such a brave thing, what would he think of me from doing something so cowardly? I had to rely on him and Lucy to defend myself. He probably thinks I’m helpless on my own. I might get fired. I will get fired-
It’s always him, noticing when you’re too deep in your thoughts, struggling to keep your tears at bay. It’s his warm touch to your cheek, wiping away a stray tear from eyes with his knuckle. You glance over at him, wide-eyed as you feel his hand rub your back slowly, Just like last time, you wonder.
If smiles could convey words, Atsushi’s might’ve said a whole speech. His smile makes you feel like no other words would give justice to the comfort it gives you. You don’t need anything else to lift your spirits, or to wipe the tears from your eyes. It might even give you enough courage to walk back to that cafe and talk back to that man. Whatever it is, it’s more than enough to make your overflowing thoughts stop and your heart skip a beat.
“You did everything right, Y/N. It was an accident, you’re not to blame for that.” He stops rubbing your back in favor of tucking a stray hair out of your face behind your ear, “none of it was your fault, okay?”
You swallow a lump in your throat you didn’t notice was there earlier, a ghost of a smile on your lips.
“I like you.”
“H-huh?”
“From your question earlier,” you whisper, suddenly embarrassed at your sudden confession. “You asked if I liked you. I do.”
His face goes blank for a moment before turning bright red, hiding his face in his palms as he whines.
“Don’t say things like that out of the blue! Warn me next time!”
You giggle at his cute reaction, patting his back in return.
After his small meltdown, he looks away from you as he fiddles with his fingers. Did I make him uncomfortable? Ah, I shouldn’t have said that, it’s not the right time-
“I like you too.” He says so quietly that you would’ve missed it if you were a smidge deeper in your thoughts.
If smiles could convey words, yours would’ve been enough to write a book about how much you adored Atsushi.
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