dazai believe that if he dies now, it would be better than any suicide ever. you sit ontop of him, face close to his as one hand pushes back his bangs and the other is softly resting on his cheeks, the feeling of the soft makeup brush tickling his eyes. your body weight is comfortable on his core, between his chest and stomach. your legs on either side of him and his hands are resting on your hips, keeping you steady as you huff, leaning back slightly and giving out a small pout.
“quit staring.”
“awe, embarrassed ? there’s no where else i can look other then your pretty little eyes.” his fingers drum on your hipbone, chuckling as you sigh and continue on with the makeup. you lick your thumb gently and press it against his cheeks, grumbling about smudged foundation and how your shade isn’t quite like his pale complexion. osamu can’t help but lean at the touch slightly, giving out a lovesick smile as you put the makeup brush down on the side.
“ehh, it’s not my best work. you’re a lot paler than i am.” you laugh and dig for a small mirror, handing it to your boyfriend as he shimmies up, propping an elbow down on the beds mattress and the other arm holding up the mirror by his face.
“i look so good ! look at me, is this what you wanted your boyfriend to look like, hm ? am i finally your dream man ?” dazai places the mirror aside and brings his hand to your cheeks, pinching them and guiding your lips to his as his hand crawls to the back of your head.
“you always were,” you hum onto his lips, smearing the lipgloss and tint onto yours, “you always will be.”
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shout out to the official english translation where akutagawa calls himself dazai's unwanted goods while atsushi is the new merchandise i mean he's right
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Hc: Chuuya. 16 or 17. He always is either too jumpy/on his nerves end or can't control how hard he punches or smthng. Mori gets tired of having to allow absences due to injuries chuuyas accidentally given coworkers. Hirotsu gives him a drum. Chuuya has fun with it until he accidentally breaks it a week in. Next day, he finds a new one in his office (kouyou claims it was NOT HER). Chuuya becomes pretty good at drumming and reads a bunch of books and stuff to learn more.
ANYWAY drummer chuuya in canon universe is what I am suggesting
And yes, Dazai sneaks up behind him to slap the drum hard to scare chuuya. Chuuya, in turn, starts waking dazai up every morning by going to his window and playing loudly. Dazai retaliates by loudly playing a kazoo or harmonica at his door in the middle of the night.
The first time chuuya breaks his drum in years, everyone is surprised, and it looks as though chuuya punched through it. Chuuya explains its because dazai's hard headed. Insert looney tunes style breaking drum over head flashback
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soukoku scratches such a particular itch in my mind. especially when they interact - two kids who grew up too fast. who indulge in their youth so much more around one another. who laugh and snark and act like teenagers when they're constantly playing twice their age. they bicker and play around with each other, unlike anyone else. they bring out each other's youth and joy, anxieties, their humanity. they mean everything to me.
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The fact that Akutagawa is the only one not reading here having opted to look at Atsushi instead... Adhd Akutagawa confirmed. He's the only guy not reading at the library because he's too busy subtly not so subtly staring at his boyfriend instead
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smth smth “without closely observing death, we cannot grasp what it means to live” and “but even if you are but a pattern etched on the surface of raw power, you are you” being the words that helped both Chuuya and Dazai feel at peace with what they feel and how they are because in their own little ways, the two are so very lonely
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CAPA + WATCH ME EDIT - YT
Amigos, eu finalmente fiz uma coisa que TANTO pensava em fazer: um watch me edit! Isso me rendeu boas horas editando e 7gb de memória a menos ahshahsas, mas foi bem divertido, a capa em si também ficou boa, visto que eu não tinha nenhuma ideia, apenas um plot de duas falas, mas ficou MUITO daora e usei cores que não pensaria se fosse pedido de fato.
Fanartista: @kokoasci Thanks for the permission and beautiful art! 💫
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